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* Oh my, oh my,*

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* got a lot on my mind.*

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* Oh my, oh my,*

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* it's messy but it's mine.*

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* The Kouncil*

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[***]

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[Shutter sound]

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- That's the one.

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[Incoming messages]

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- It's so easy.

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- What are we doing here?

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What's going on?

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- I'm going out.

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I feel like fucking up
someone's night?

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- How is this helping?

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How is this putting you
in the right direction?

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- At first we thought validation
from men was what we needed

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to get our confidence back.

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But I find that my confidence
comes from invalidating men.

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- How is that better?

21
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- It's about
taking back control.

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Men don't care about feelings.

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Maybe we take a page
out of their book.

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They don't care about getting
a text back four hours later.

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Maybe we do the same.

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- Heart, this isn't you.

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- I thought that's
what you wanted.

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She's a man-eater now.

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- Let's go.

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* Check, check, check,*

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* check, check out
my money flow.*

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* I been making dollars*

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* since my daddy said
things were slow.*

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Heart: Look at jobs.

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If they've got money,
we swipe right.

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We let them get close, tell them
they're the only ones for us.

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Bleed them dry
and it's on to the next.

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- And now I can't pay rent.

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Heart: Where is it written that
men can do whatever they want?

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To ghost like Seth,
to cheat like Jackson,

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to banish
once a free trial is up?

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I am done being the joke.

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- You're the sweetest.

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No, me and my roommate
were just thinking about

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ordering some food.

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Sushi?
Oh, that's very thoughtful.

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You're too good to me.

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Food's on its way.

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Heart: Men love to feel
like saviors.

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Why not let them?

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Let them think they're
the only ones who matter.

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We're not playing nice anymore.

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Men don't care
about who they hurt.

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Why should we?

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[***]

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- I'm just so excited that
this bar exam is behind me.

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We should take a couple days
off and then go on a girls trip.

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- Yeah?
Should we go to Miami?

59
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- Yes.

60
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- Bitch, I'm broke.

61
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Ain't nobody going
on a girls trip.

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- How are you broke?

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You don't even pay for rent.

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- Cuz this work-from-home
job pays nothing.

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- Ay, ay, ay.

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Well, why aren't
you interviewing?

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I actually know someone
that's looking for

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a guidance counselor
at their school.

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Why don't you just get
certified and I'll help you

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get an interview?

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- I don't have time
for that right now.

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- Of course you don't.

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How are things going with Seth?

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- I have not spoken
to Seth in a while.

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- Weren't you out like
three times this week?

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- Yeah, I've been out with
like a few different guys.

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- Katie, what are you doing?

78
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- Living my life.

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- Look, I know that this breakup
threw you for a loop,

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but I just feel like you're
not really handling it well.

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- Come on, who are you to judge?

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- I'm not judging.

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I'm just worried.

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Do you feel like you're trying
to distract from what happened

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with Jackson maybe?

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- Stop, stop.

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- I don't want to
fight, I just, like,

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I don't want to lose sight
of what's important here, okay?

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What's important is that
you need to start interviewing.

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I could send out applications.

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- Hi, Xavier.

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- Hey, we gotta stop meeting
like this.

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Uh, how are you?

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- I'm good, I'm just
catching up with my friend.

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- Cool.

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Oh, I'm, uh, I'm Xavier, sorry.

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- Alana, nice to meet you.

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- Yeah, nice to meet you, too.

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- What's up?

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- Nothing, I'm just
grabbing some coffee.

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Actually, I was thinking of
going to Bar Ludo tonight.

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My buddy bartends there,
and maybe if you're free,

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I was thinking we could go.

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I mean,
if you're both free, sure.

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- No, actually, we're not
free because Katie and I

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are spending the entire night
sending out applications, right?

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- You said Bar Ludo?

108
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- Yeah, it's a
neighborhood staple.

109
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- Yeah, and your friend's
a bartender?

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- Mm-hmm.

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-What's his name?
-Seth.

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- Oh, cool.

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- Cool guy.
Yeah, you'd like him.

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- Cool.
I'd love to go.

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-Yeah?
-Mm-hmm.

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-Um, cool.
-Yeah.

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- Awesome.
I'll pick you up at 8.

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-Okay, great.
-Yeah.

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- Sounds good.

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- Bye.

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- All right, yeah.

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-Oh, Xavier.
-Yeah?

123
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- Do you need my number
or something?

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- Yes.

125
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Yeah, here,
just put your number.

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Um, I'll see you then.

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- Okay, great.

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- Yeah.

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- Bye.

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- Bye.

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- Was he talking about Seth,
the bartender Seth?

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Really, Katie?

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- Oh, look, okay, okay.

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I'm just gonna go out
with him tonight,

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and then we will fill out
applications tomorrow.

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-Okay!
-Okay.

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We will.

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-Please don't touch me.
-I'm sorry.

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-We're not gonna do that.
-Sorry.

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- I've been going after random
men when I should have been

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trying to get back
at Seth the whole time.

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- Why?

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- Imagine, we go out,
we look great.

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Seth sees us with his
friend, gets jealous

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and realizes he can
never have us again.

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And just like that, we've
moved on faster than he has.

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- Yeah, and what's
the end game to that?

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- Well, I think the point is
that I need a man to regret

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leaving me for once
to see what he's lost.

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- And why does it always
come back to men?

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Why are you not good
enough for yourself?

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- That's cute.

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But look at the world
we live in.

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[***]

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* Born on the wrong side
of the street... *

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- Hi.
Thank you.

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So you said you knew
the bartender here?

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- Yeah, looks like Seth
isn't working tonight.

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It's cool.

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They all know me here.

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- Okay.
Thank you.

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- Yeah.

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Yeah, this place
is dope, right?

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- Mm-hmm.

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- Yeah.

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[British accent] I'm gonna get
myself an old fashioned there.

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What do you...
What do you think?

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- Actually, it's fine
because I've been here

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before actually, so...

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- Oh, my bad.

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- Oh, no, it's...

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- Thanks for coming out.

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You know, Katie,
I've been wanting

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to ask you out for a while.

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Like, I just didn't know if
you'd say yes because you just

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radiate this, like, confidence,
like you just got it

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all figured out and...

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- Wow.
Confidence, huh?

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- Yeah, confidence.

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- That's funny.

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- Yeah.
Confidence is hard, man.

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Like, I don't know if it's
always been like this for you,

183
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but I struggle with
my confidence sometimes.

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- Yeah?

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- Yeah.

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- I mean, sometimes I get my
confidence from alcohol.

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- Yeah.

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- Would you actually mind
getting me a drink?

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- Oh, sure.

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I'll surprise you.

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- Yeah, anything.

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- Yeah.

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- Why not give him a chance?

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He's nice.

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- He's boring.

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- I think you mean safe.

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So sorry he doesn't trigger
your need for validation.

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- Well, I'm sorry if I just
don't feel butterflies with him.

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- You didn't feel
butterflies with Seth.

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You felt anxiety.
It's an attachment style.

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- Well, Seth's not even here
and I'm tired, so let's just go.

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- Guys, we can't just leave.

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We just got here and
he's being really nice.

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He's doing this, like, British
accent because he's nervous.

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- Look at me.

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They're all nice at first, and
then they get what they want,

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and you're the one
left feeling stupid.

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So what are you gonna do?

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* I didn't mean
to hurt you,*

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* I didn't mean
to love you,*

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* but I can't fall,
can't fall in love again.*

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* I didn't mean
to hurt you,*

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* I didn't mean
to love you,*

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* don't know why I did it,*

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* all around the club
that night.*

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[***]

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- Did she just leave?

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* ...all around the club
that night. *

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[Incoming text messages]

220
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- You don't have to do this.

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Just apologize.

222
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Say you're sorry.

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Be honest.

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You were overwhelmed.

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- Nope.
Ghosted.

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Next.

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- Right.
It's not that deep.

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- And what if you're just
hurting a good person?

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What does that make you?

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- The more I meet people,
the more I realize

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no one is a good person.

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Are you willing to be the
one who gets hurt again?

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See?
I feel great.

234
00:10:01,835 --> 00:10:04,037
- Congratulations,
you just made someone

235
00:10:04,070 --> 00:10:05,972
feel as shitty as you did.

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00:10:06,439 --> 00:10:07,707
You win, I guess.

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00:10:07,741 --> 00:10:08,975
- Yeah.

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I feel great.

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[***]

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* You ain't ready
for this (freak love),*

241
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* have your man change
his plans for that

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(freak love),*

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* in the club all you hear

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me saying (freak love),*

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* wait till I give you
that (freak love).*

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* You ain't ready for this

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(freak love),*

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* have your man change

249
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his plans for that

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(freak love),*

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* in the club all you

252
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hear me saying (freak love),*

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* wait till I give you

254
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that (freak love).*

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* I give him freaky loving,*

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* make sure

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that pockets bussing,*

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* we in the club

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popping bottles*

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* throwing one and hunnids.*

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* He want it now but I

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tell him it's too risky,*

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* he got a girl at home

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but want a Monica Lewinsky.*

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