1 00:00:01,640 --> 00:00:06,240 -=THE LAST FANTASY=- 2 00:01:06,800 --> 00:01:08,804 What are you doing? 3 00:01:09,840 --> 00:01:11,889 I'm sitting there. 4 00:01:13,920 --> 00:01:16,925 Have the arsenic in hand. 5 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:24,805 - And you? - I'm sitting there too. 6 00:01:31,920 --> 00:01:33,561 I'm killing myself now, I'm hanging up. 7 00:01:33,600 --> 00:01:35,571 No, don't hang up yet. 8 00:01:38,680 --> 00:01:40,763 Do you smoke? 9 00:01:41,800 --> 00:01:43,929 I'm just letting her go out. 10 00:01:44,960 --> 00:01:48,931 - Come on, let's have another smoke. - OK. 11 00:01:55,680 --> 00:01:58,185 Do you think the arsenic is still good? 12 00:02:00,280 --> 00:02:03,000 Can you just keep living like this? 13 00:02:04,520 --> 00:02:06,000 I don't know. 14 00:02:07,560 --> 00:02:10,865 Just like that? Probably not. 15 00:02:13,080 --> 00:02:15,084 Then kill yourself too. 16 00:02:16,120 --> 00:02:19,489 I take the arsenic and you slit your wrists. 17 00:02:32,160 --> 00:02:34,403 This is all a betrayal... 18 00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:39,161 - I don't understand. - I'm canceling the flight, Hanna. 19 00:02:39,200 --> 00:02:41,488 I'm coming to you. 20 00:02:42,520 --> 00:02:43,488 No. 21 00:02:46,720 --> 00:02:47,722 Hannah! 22 00:02:50,720 --> 00:02:53,999 - Say something. - No, I can't. 23 00:02:56,120 --> 00:02:57,088 Hannah. 24 00:02:59,720 --> 00:03:02,384 Give yourself a little more time. 25 00:03:10,720 --> 00:03:14,926 I'm so heavy. I can't move at all. 26 00:03:19,400 --> 00:03:23,405 - Have you heard from Joachim? - No. 27 00:03:25,840 --> 00:03:28,890 Are you doing me a favor, Hanna? 28 00:03:31,160 --> 00:03:34,722 Please put the bottle on the table, okay? 29 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:04,184 We saw how it was built. 30 00:05:05,484 --> 00:05:07,584 We see her fall again. 31 00:08:05,720 --> 00:08:09,141 - Verlag Volk und Welt. - Yes, this is Hanna Flanders. 32 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:12,280 Would you connect me with Joachim Rau? 33 00:08:16,320 --> 00:08:22,089 - Rough. - Hello, Joachim. Here is Hanna. 34 00:08:22,090 --> 00:08:26,324 Hannah! Nice to hear you. How are you doing? 35 00:08:26,360 --> 00:08:28,330 Well, what can I say? 36 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:33,928 - When will we meet again? - I'm coming to Berlin. 37 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:39,129 - Great! When are you coming? - In the next few days. 38 00:08:39,660 --> 00:08:42,585 That depends on how long everything takes here. 39 00:08:43,120 --> 00:08:47,330 Nobody would have thought that, right? That everything happens so quickly. 40 00:08:47,360 --> 00:08:51,690 - No, really not. - How long are you staying? 41 00:08:54,080 --> 00:08:56,243 I'm moving to Berlin. 42 00:08:57,280 --> 00:08:59,682 How? Are you moving? 43 00:09:00,720 --> 00:09:01,688 Oh well. 44 00:09:02,920 --> 00:09:04,969 I thought I'd make it happen. 45 00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:10,688 Do you remember? We talked about it often. 46 00:09:11,560 --> 00:09:14,884 And now that the catastrophe is complete... 47 00:09:16,800 --> 00:09:18,882 Uh...yeah. 48 00:09:19,920 --> 00:09:22,925 Have you thought about that carefully? 49 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:27,285 You're not happy at all. 50 00:09:29,520 --> 00:09:30,887 Oh well. 51 00:09:31,920 --> 00:09:32,922 OK. 52 00:09:35,880 --> 00:09:37,770 I'll finish then. 53 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:42,385 Come on, Hanna. Don't be silly. 54 00:09:43,080 --> 00:09:45,482 What's that supposed to mean? 55 00:09:48,680 --> 00:09:51,890 (Crying) Apparently I'm completely wrong about you too. 56 00:09:54,080 --> 00:09:57,085 I just don't know anymore. 57 00:09:58,960 --> 00:10:00,088 Hanna... 58 00:10:30,720 --> 00:10:34,605 Yes, Ms. Flanders! What a surprise! How are you? 59 00:10:34,840 --> 00:10:38,845 - You look great! - Well, given the circumstances. 60 00:10:38,880 --> 00:10:42,382 - I had a lot to do. - We have such great things ahead of us 61 00:10:42,420 --> 00:10:46,100 The new collection is a dream! Can I show you something? 62 00:10:46,100 --> 00:10:48,500 Yes. That coat there, with the black leaves 63 00:10:48,500 --> 00:10:50,245 That's something very special! 64 00:10:50,680 --> 00:10:52,448 - Would you like to slip in? - Gladly, yes. 65 00:10:54,480 --> 00:10:57,485 Just a moment, please. Rolf? Could you please just come? 66 00:10:57,520 --> 00:11:00,525 Yes, Mrs. Flanders! Yes, I'm happy about that now! 67 00:11:00,525 --> 00:11:01,525 Would you like to try something? 68 00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:05,088 Give me the coat. Thank you very much. 69 00:11:07,120 --> 00:11:11,584 We thought you were missing. Don't you live in Munich anymore? 70 00:11:11,600 --> 00:11:14,864 - Not for long, let's put it that way. - Oh! Where are we going then? 71 00:11:14,900 --> 00:11:18,702 - To Berlin. - Berlin! Such a surprise! 72 00:11:18,960 --> 00:11:21,328 - And you dare to do that? - But that's a shame! 73 00:11:21,360 --> 00:11:23,085 We don't even have you in Munich anymore. 74 00:11:24,185 --> 00:11:25,285 Can I just? 75 00:11:25,400 --> 00:11:27,811 The coat is really a dream. 76 00:11:27,883 --> 00:11:30,783 You can remove the collar. 77 00:11:30,920 --> 00:11:33,925 Looks like DIOR made this for you, really. 78 00:11:34,080 --> 00:11:35,484 I'll take him. 79 00:11:54,640 --> 00:11:57,611 - Where were we? - You said they caught you 80 00:11:57,640 --> 00:12:01,850 more valued in the communist part of Germany than in the West. 81 00:12:01,880 --> 00:12:05,886 And that you can't understand what's going on here at the moment. 82 00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:11,769 For me the whole thing is quite a blow. I am very depressed. 83 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:14,805 Now the consumer society is eating us all. 84 00:12:16,320 --> 00:12:18,700 I understand exactly what you mean. But 85 00:12:19,100 --> 00:12:22,100 There will be a few left, don't you think? 86 00:12:22,602 --> 00:12:23,405 I don't know. 87 00:12:24,440 --> 00:12:26,720 I don't know if I'm still interested in that. 88 00:12:27,720 --> 00:12:31,300 It makes me sick to see how these uniform people are spreading around here. 89 00:12:31,601 --> 00:12:35,210 It disgusts me how they rummage through your underpants! 90 00:12:35,313 --> 00:12:39,328 It was only now that I suddenly realized the depressing truth: 91 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:42,207 They fight for Mon Cheri chocolates! 92 00:12:42,240 --> 00:12:48,250 And so they can stuff Western tampons, Coke bottles and bananas up their cunts! 93 00:12:48,330 --> 00:12:51,100 They are not fighting for the truth in the spirit of Lenin! 94 00:12:51,880 --> 00:12:55,030 These people have lost all respect and self-respect! 95 00:12:58,200 --> 00:12:59,901 And what is the truth? 96 00:13:00,020 --> 00:13:01,300 In the spirit of Lenin? 97 00:13:01,460 --> 00:13:05,824 - Can it still be done like that today... - The truth. 98 00:13:06,760 --> 00:13:08,289 The truth! 99 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:13,723 The truth is that here defacement becomes prayer. 100 00:13:14,640 --> 00:13:17,725 Can you define that a little more precisely? 101 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:23,280 The truth is that I no longer have a dream. 102 00:13:24,320 --> 00:13:26,325 I believed in Lenin. 103 00:13:27,300 --> 00:13:30,005 Now if I had to admit that Lenin wasn't right 104 00:13:30,110 --> 00:13:34,165 but the parasitic rabble that is spreading here 105 00:13:34,180 --> 00:13:36,881 then life no longer has any meaning for me. 106 00:13:39,660 --> 00:13:43,365 You are a big exception. Hardly anyone feels through 107 00:13:43,400 --> 00:13:47,840 attacked the opening of the wall as personally as you did. 108 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:51,630 Maybe it has something to do with that too 109 00:13:51,650 --> 00:13:55,531 that West German publishers have been rejecting your manuscripts for some time? 110 00:13:56,560 --> 00:14:01,010 - Do you think this affects me? - It's just a question. 111 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:04,825 But it can't just pass you by without leaving a trace. 112 00:14:04,860 --> 00:14:08,124 Your novel “Heilig Blut” has been looking for a publisher for years. 113 00:14:08,960 --> 00:14:12,090 This is a boycott from the Rowohlt publishing house. 114 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:16,205 As is well known, they work very closely with the CIA. 115 00:14:16,205 --> 00:14:17,350 I reject that. 116 00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:21,245 I reject any publication in the Federal Republic. 117 00:14:21,280 --> 00:14:24,381 I despise these cultural fascists! 118 00:14:24,889 --> 00:14:30,000 But my financial resources don't allow me to move abroad at the moment. 119 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:35,021 Otherwise I would have been back in London or Paris long ago. Berlin will have to do. 120 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:40,106 You look very sad, Hanna. 121 00:14:41,340 --> 00:14:44,884 Is there a fear of failing humanly and/or literaryally? 122 00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:51,209 My grief cannot be pinpointed. 123 00:14:52,240 --> 00:14:56,246 Even the verbalization of my hatred is just external rhetoric. 124 00:14:57,480 --> 00:15:01,088 All the hurt comes from deep down here. 125 00:15:02,480 --> 00:15:06,641 A summary of my life is drawn quite mercilessly, 126 00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:10,929 from my love and understanding of art. 127 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:17,627 And the chances are weighed up whether or not. 128 00:15:18,800 --> 00:15:21,169 What do you mean by "whether or not"? 129 00:15:21,960 --> 00:15:25,310 Whether I should continue writing until they finally give me the Büchner Prize 130 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:29,165 or whether I will sell flowers at the market at some point, 131 00:15:30,000 --> 00:15:33,085 which I can certainly imagine. 132 00:15:34,120 --> 00:15:36,329 It's nice to see you smile. 133 00:15:37,660 --> 00:15:43,366 - Can we clear out here too? - Yes. Start with the shelves. 134 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:54,446 I don't want to keep you any longer. Thank you for this conversation. 135 00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:08,525 I'll think of you. Good luck in Berlin. 136 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:01,866 Yes, this is Hanna Flanders. Is Joachim Rau there now? 137 00:17:02,470 --> 00:17:04,553 - No. - Still not. 138 00:17:04,960 --> 00:17:08,800 I would just like to know if someone will pick me up at the airport tomorrow. 139 00:17:09,500 --> 00:17:11,000 Joachim is not there. 140 00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:14,000 If he doesn't make it, someone from the publisher will be waiting for you. 141 00:17:15,540 --> 00:17:18,301 Good, thanks. Goodbye. 142 00:17:21,380 --> 00:17:25,427 So, Ms. Flanders. We're done. We'll leave tomorrow morning. 143 00:17:26,260 --> 00:17:27,228 Oh yes. 144 00:17:28,860 --> 00:17:31,706 - This is for you and your colleagues. - Thanks. 145 00:17:32,740 --> 00:17:35,490 If you would please sign here. 146 00:17:38,740 --> 00:17:42,428 - But that became very expensive. - I don't do the prices. 147 00:17:46,780 --> 00:17:49,830 So, thank you again. Goodbye. 148 00:18:18,300 --> 00:18:20,907 - Hello mum. How are you? - Hello. 149 00:18:21,940 --> 00:18:22,727 Come in. 150 00:18:30,420 --> 00:18:33,788 Things look bad here. Come to nothing. 151 00:18:33,820 --> 00:18:35,770 We walked around the eastern part all day. 152 00:18:35,770 --> 00:18:40,004 That's a feeling! So cool! Unbelievable, real! 153 00:18:43,020 --> 00:18:46,184 - How long have you been here? - Since this afternoon. 154 00:18:47,940 --> 00:18:52,284 - Where do you live? - As always, in EXCELSIOR. 155 00:18:53,300 --> 00:18:54,509 But only for one night. 156 00:18:56,340 --> 00:18:59,511 - How long are you staying? - For longer. 157 00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:03,864 - What does that mean? - I'm moving here temporarily. 158 00:19:04,900 --> 00:19:07,871 Real? It's great. 159 00:19:09,140 --> 00:19:10,409 How did that come about? 160 00:19:11,409 --> 00:19:15,300 The last few times I've been here, I've always really enjoyed it. 161 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:19,601 And my friend asked me if I wanted to come to him. 162 00:19:22,900 --> 00:19:24,949 Do you have a friend here? 163 00:19:25,980 --> 00:19:29,861 That's great! Don't you want to sit down? 164 00:19:39,540 --> 00:19:43,428 We haven't seen each other for a long time. 3 years. 165 00:19:44,060 --> 00:19:44,888 May be. 166 00:19:48,420 --> 00:19:51,304 And... what are you doing? 167 00:19:51,360 --> 00:19:53,907 Are you writing... are you writing a new novel? 168 00:19:54,940 --> 00:19:54,942 Hmm. 169 00:19:56,980 --> 00:19:59,348 Will it appear again at Rowohlt? 170 00:20:00,380 --> 00:20:03,180 I don't write for them anymore. They tricked me. 171 00:20:03,920 --> 00:20:05,461 I'm too left-wing for them. 172 00:20:10,300 --> 00:20:13,130 And you? What are you doing? 173 00:20:14,060 --> 00:20:16,028 Are you still trying to write? 174 00:20:17,460 --> 00:20:20,942 What do you mean by trying? Of course I write! 175 00:20:21,980 --> 00:20:24,751 What do you even mean if I try? 176 00:20:24,980 --> 00:20:27,045 That wasn't meant to be derogatory! 177 00:20:27,445 --> 00:20:29,945 But you told me that you threw everything away. 178 00:20:30,499 --> 00:20:32,025 That was when I was on speed. 179 00:20:32,060 --> 00:20:34,685 I'm not so self-destructive anymore. 180 00:20:38,900 --> 00:20:42,906 How is your wife? Are you married to that girl? 181 00:20:46,820 --> 00:20:47,448 Good. 182 00:20:50,048 --> 00:20:51,548 She has to come at any moment. 183 00:20:51,580 --> 00:20:53,902 She goes jogging to get rid of her aggression. 184 00:20:54,740 --> 00:20:57,345 We haven't smoked since the Berlin Wall came down. 185 00:20:58,680 --> 00:21:00,000 That wouldn't be for me. 186 00:21:05,020 --> 00:21:08,708 Tell me... What I wanted to ask you: 187 00:21:10,660 --> 00:21:12,290 Can you get me speed? 188 00:21:15,820 --> 00:21:18,291 No. How do you even dare to ask me such a thing? 189 00:21:18,820 --> 00:21:22,870 Excuse me. You used to be proud that you could get me something. 190 00:21:22,900 --> 00:21:26,424 I don't want to have anything to do with it anymore, okay? Never ask me that again! 191 00:21:27,060 --> 00:21:28,567 Ok, that's good. 192 00:21:36,700 --> 00:21:40,581 Please stop smoking! There is no smoking here anymore. 193 00:21:46,020 --> 00:21:49,025 Sorry, I'm a bit aggressive. That's just because... 194 00:21:50,060 --> 00:21:53,190 I don't smoke anymore. I'm sorry. 195 00:21:56,400 --> 00:21:59,985 This is Isa. I'll go and open it. 196 00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:11,241 - Where are you? - So what's going on? 197 00:22:11,740 --> 00:22:12,911 Mother is there. 198 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:14,669 - Who? - Mother! 199 00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:20,182 Hello. 200 00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:23,925 - How are you? - Hello. 201 00:22:24,960 --> 00:22:27,226 It's nice that you're visiting us. 202 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:32,610 It's a shame, but we have to leave soon. We are invited. 203 00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:36,687 An afternoon brunch in the East. Couple of people. 204 00:22:38,880 --> 00:22:43,027 Well, anyway, we have to get going again soon. Right, darling? 205 00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:47,731 Can't we take you with us? Where do you have to go? 206 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:50,724 Oh, I think I'll go back to the hotel now. 207 00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:55,931 You can come with us. We'll just drop you off there. 208 00:22:56,500 --> 00:22:59,922 No, it's not necessary. No, just leave it. 209 00:23:07,600 --> 00:23:09,729 You have a nice coat on. 210 00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:12,923 Yes, do you think so? 211 00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:24,667 - Good evening, Ms. Flanders. - Good evening, Harry. 212 00:23:24,700 --> 00:23:27,504 I have read almost all of your books! 213 00:23:27,540 --> 00:23:30,544 Really? That pleases me. 214 00:23:30,580 --> 00:23:34,804 Oh, I read them all! I'm a bookworm! 215 00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:39,400 - Is there a message for me? - I'm sorry, there's nothing there. 216 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:43,121 Of course I will let you know immediately. 217 00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:45,764 - My key, please. - Natural element. 218 00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:49,300 - Thank you, Harry. Good night. - You too. 219 00:23:49,880 --> 00:23:52,882 Have another drink in the bar. 220 00:23:53,320 --> 00:23:55,927 Of course this is at the expense of the house. 221 00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:57,881 Thank you. 222 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:21,811 May I sit with you for a moment? 223 00:24:22,140 --> 00:24:23,586 Please. 224 00:24:29,540 --> 00:24:31,987 -Zoltan Quais. - Hanna Flanders. 225 00:24:36,740 --> 00:24:38,900 This hotel is so empty. 226 00:24:41,100 --> 00:24:43,009 Everyone is on the street. 227 00:24:44,260 --> 00:24:47,000 I'm really glad there's not so much going on here. 228 00:24:49,380 --> 00:24:50,686 Me too. 229 00:24:54,899 --> 00:24:56,400 And what are you doing here? 230 00:24:59,980 --> 00:25:05,190 I'm here at a fashion fair at the ICC. And you? 231 00:25:06,860 --> 00:25:10,999 What can I say? I'm here because of the political events. 232 00:25:12,540 --> 00:25:15,989 - Let's call it that. - Let me guess. 233 00:25:17,060 --> 00:25:19,985 You are definitely a journalist. 234 00:25:21,420 --> 00:25:25,430 Almost. It's about there. I am a writer. 235 00:25:25,860 --> 00:25:26,828 Oh! 236 00:25:30,740 --> 00:25:32,027 Um... 237 00:25:34,260 --> 00:25:37,424 Here’s to getting to know each other. Cheers! 238 00:25:38,900 --> 00:25:39,823 Cheers. 239 00:25:42,990 --> 00:25:47,370 You are the first not to toast the opening of the wall. Thanks. 240 00:25:47,780 --> 00:25:49,301 Why should I? 241 00:25:51,990 --> 00:25:54,000 That wouldn't be particularly stylish. 242 00:25:58,140 --> 00:26:02,390 I can see that you are suffering from this. 243 00:26:04,980 --> 00:26:08,826 How come? How do you notice that? 244 00:26:10,940 --> 00:26:12,181 Instinct. 245 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:34,185 - Would you like something from the minibar? - No thanks. 246 00:26:50,140 --> 00:26:53,911 It's best if we do this with the money now. 247 00:26:54,140 --> 00:26:59,190 - It costs 400 marks. - OK. One moment. 248 00:27:21,460 --> 00:27:22,208 Thanks. 249 00:27:55,940 --> 00:27:59,146 Should I take off my clothes too? I don't know what to do. 250 00:28:16,420 --> 00:28:18,230 Come here. 251 00:28:29,340 --> 00:28:31,230 I, I... 252 00:28:34,700 --> 00:28:36,510 Don't be afraid. 253 00:28:40,220 --> 00:28:44,226 - I like you. - I don't know. I feel so... 254 00:28:45,420 --> 00:28:46,502 Shhh... 255 00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:03,469 Is a wig. 256 00:29:04,900 --> 00:29:06,306 I know. 257 00:29:08,340 --> 00:29:10,140 But that's not bad. 258 00:29:12,180 --> 00:29:13,885 That's not all bad. 259 00:29:20,260 --> 00:29:24,204 Relax yourself. Be very calm. 260 00:29:25,460 --> 00:29:27,110 I like it with you. OK? 261 00:29:34,100 --> 00:29:36,602 Come on, lie down. 262 00:30:02,460 --> 00:30:08,107 Good morning, Ms. Flanders. You look brilliant! 263 00:30:08,340 --> 00:30:12,231 And your coat! Simply great! 264 00:30:12,260 --> 00:30:15,389 - Thank you. - What do you plan to do? 265 00:30:15,420 --> 00:30:19,511 - A little distraction? - Maybe go out. 266 00:30:19,540 --> 00:30:23,101 Yes! Be sure to go out! 267 00:30:23,180 --> 00:30:26,263 Life is waiting for you! 268 00:30:26,300 --> 00:30:29,588 You just have to enjoy it! 269 00:30:29,620 --> 00:30:31,863 That's correct. Goodbye. 270 00:30:32,900 --> 00:30:36,905 Oh! I almost forgot that. 271 00:30:37,820 --> 00:30:40,226 - For you. - Thanks. 272 00:30:40,460 --> 00:30:44,866 - Have a wonderful day! - I wish you too. 273 00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:49,505 "Dear Hanna! I'm sorry I couldn't pick you up. 274 00:30:49,540 --> 00:30:54,501 I didn't make it. Please get in touch. Kind regards, Joachim" 275 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:21,225 Hannah! What are you doing here? 276 00:31:22,260 --> 00:31:23,661 Hello, Joachim. 277 00:31:24,700 --> 00:31:28,069 How... how... what... are you here already? 278 00:31:29,420 --> 00:31:33,664 - I got your fax. - My fax? Fax! Who is faxing here? 279 00:31:33,780 --> 00:31:39,661 - Your secretary typed it up! - No, a standard fax! 280 00:31:40,420 --> 00:31:43,664 My secretary can't write at all! 281 00:31:46,140 --> 00:31:48,781 Excuse me! We're all here a bit... 282 00:31:49,820 --> 00:31:54,469 - How long are you staying? - I made good on my threat. 283 00:31:54,500 --> 00:31:57,225 My moving vans are already shortly before Berlin. 284 00:31:58,260 --> 00:31:59,228 Oh... 285 00:32:00,260 --> 00:32:04,266 - How did you come up with that? - I thought you were happy. 286 00:32:06,660 --> 00:32:07,661 Have a look! 287 00:32:09,540 --> 00:32:13,670 This is Flanders! I know you! 288 00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:16,999 You're that spoiled cow from the West, aren't you? 289 00:32:17,700 --> 00:32:24,269 Apart from champagne parties in Moscow, she didn't understand anything about our political reality! 290 00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:27,061 She believed in the shitty GDR! 291 00:32:27,100 --> 00:32:30,981 They were the only ones who printed their intellectual bullshit! 292 00:32:32,020 --> 00:32:34,911 Yes, that's good. I just wanted to say it! 293 00:32:35,940 --> 00:32:38,228 Hannah. Man! Hannah! 294 00:32:39,260 --> 00:32:42,060 You can't leave here now! Man! 295 00:32:43,100 --> 00:32:46,821 Listen! Sorry, that was a bit thick! 296 00:32:46,860 --> 00:32:51,491 Yes, well, I have one in my tea! This has been going on here for 2 days! 297 00:32:53,820 --> 00:32:56,389 Maybe it wasn't such a good idea for me to show up here. 298 00:32:56,420 --> 00:32:58,000 Come! Don't be mad. 299 00:32:59,284 --> 00:33:01,384 That's good. What did you expect? 300 00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:05,364 I know it's best not to expect anything from anyone! 301 00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:09,000 But I'm also here a little bit because of our conversations back then! 302 00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:10,990 I guess you can't remember. 303 00:33:10,999 --> 00:33:13,605 You, I can remember. 304 00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:15,895 I just can't keep my promise anymore. 305 00:33:15,905 --> 00:33:18,245 Times have changed dramatically. 306 00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:21,485 That sounds like a sentence from a bad film about the Nazi era. 307 00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:24,111 Yes, but it is like that! 308 00:33:25,340 --> 00:33:26,611 Besides, I... 309 00:33:27,711 --> 00:33:30,611 I know that I promised you that I would put you up with me. 310 00:33:30,640 --> 00:33:31,911 But that doesn't work anymore. 311 00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:33,011 I... 312 00:33:35,611 --> 00:33:38,511 don't live alone anymore. Yes. 313 00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:46,700 Also: Can I suspect that you'll show up here completely unannounced with all your belongings? 314 00:33:47,900 --> 00:33:49,390 No, of course not. 315 00:33:51,220 --> 00:33:54,690 Oh, there you are! Did you have a good flight? 316 00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:59,965 - Hanna... Oh, you know each other! - Of course I know Hanna Flanders! 317 00:33:59,970 --> 00:34:02,925 I finally discovered her when we were young and beautiful! 318 00:34:03,460 --> 00:34:06,249 - But I think she's angry with me. - Oh, why? 319 00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:10,651 - I can't move them anymore. - I think I have to go now. 320 00:34:11,580 --> 00:34:12,895 Take care, Joachim. 321 00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:30,504 Ms. Flanders! 322 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:40,804 Do you still know who I am? 323 00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:44,481 No, I'm sorry. I can't remember. 324 00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:51,048 We spoke to each other often. When your first book came out with us. 325 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:54,924 Oh, really! Sorry, I can't remember at the moment. 326 00:34:55,299 --> 00:34:58,286 Oh, that doesn't matter. Can I help you somehow? 327 00:34:58,290 --> 00:35:02,065 - Who do you want to see? - Can I sit somewhere? 328 00:35:02,900 --> 00:35:06,285 I barely slept and had a move behind me but no apartment. 329 00:35:06,320 --> 00:35:10,325 Unfortunately the apartment that was promised to me fell through. 330 00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:14,365 Now I'm here with all my things. But I don't know where to go. 331 00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:17,750 Let's go in to my place now. I just made some coffee. 332 00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:21,451 Oh yes, coffee! That feels good. 333 00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:30,000 The coffee is really very good. 334 00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:35,441 There's something in there that I really like. That reminds me of something. 335 00:35:37,600 --> 00:35:38,807 Chicory. 336 00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:42,729 This is chicory coffee. 337 00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:47,561 We always drank it here because there was no real one. 338 00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:51,047 Oh yes. 339 00:36:06,200 --> 00:36:09,250 It's working again. 340 00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:13,808 - I have to go now. - Where do you want to go? 341 00:36:15,720 --> 00:36:19,726 That's out of the question at all! I won't let you go! 342 00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:29,847 The publisher has an author's apartment. It's not very centrally located, 343 00:36:30,080 --> 00:36:33,051 But maybe that's ok for now. 344 00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:37,051 Oh yes, can I go in there? 345 00:36:40,640 --> 00:36:44,089 As I said, it's a bit far out and isn't very pretty. 346 00:36:44,120 --> 00:36:46,609 That doesn't matter. That doesn't matter at all. 347 00:37:04,140 --> 00:37:06,100 I'm very divided about my feelings. 348 00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:09,000 You don't know if it's all good. 349 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:13,506 Also, I can't tolerate crowds. 350 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:19,051 Well, maybe you shouldn't ask so many questions. 351 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:22,549 Maybe you just have to let yourself get carried away. 352 00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:28,000 - I chain smoke. - Me too. 353 00:38:05,240 --> 00:38:08,950 My God! I didn't know it looked like this now! 354 00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:12,851 Come on, let's go again. 355 00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:19,041 You don't have to stay here. I'll put you up with me. 356 00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:22,209 - No no. It's okay. - Secure? 357 00:38:24,940 --> 00:38:26,500 I have to go to Dresden for 3 days. 358 00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:29,369 When I come back, I'll get you out of here right now. 359 00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:33,491 - Can you stand here that long? - Yes, sure. 360 00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:36,842 - Really? - Sure. 361 00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:45,999 - So then. Ciao. - Ciao. And thank you very much. 362 00:38:46,680 --> 00:38:50,200 - It's nothing. I like you very much. - Same to you. 363 00:38:54,720 --> 00:38:57,850 - We'll find a solution, okay? - Hmm. Ciao. 364 00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:17,451 - So what will it be? - The same as everyone. 365 00:41:24,200 --> 00:41:26,443 - To your well-being - To your well-being. 366 00:41:36,520 --> 00:41:40,348 - I am Dieter. Cheers. - Cheers. Hannah. 367 00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:47,369 You're quite a hard drinker. 368 00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:51,000 I've drunk quite a few Russians under the table. 369 00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:57,600 - You know that I know you? - No, I didn't know. 370 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:02,168 You know you're pretty well known in our country, right? 371 00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:05,209 More like that, yes. 372 00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:10,850 - I have read all your books. - What, honestly? 373 00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:16,050 Your last one was best. 374 00:42:16,050 --> 00:42:19,500 Your sister's suicide. And how it came about. 375 00:42:21,180 --> 00:42:23,347 I'm really happy about that, very few people liked that. 376 00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:24,845 That was too hard for most people. 377 00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:28,184 No no. That really affected me! 378 00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:31,047 Above all... 379 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:34,202 about... 380 00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:40,900 This was a truly moving portrait of the barbarity of human relationships. 381 00:42:44,110 --> 00:42:45,961 How do you know it was my sister? 382 00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:50,050 I researched this because I took the book to class. 383 00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:53,727 - You are a teacher. - German and history. 384 00:42:53,760 --> 00:42:56,810 Here at school. Fatal mix. 385 00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:01,404 Well then, cheers. To the fatal mix. 386 00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:07,171 I didn't know you were so pretty. 387 00:43:08,200 --> 00:43:09,407 Thanks. 388 00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:14,404 And? What do you think of the whole thing? 389 00:43:15,680 --> 00:43:19,447 Oh, how am I supposed to find it? I'm alive either way. 390 00:43:21,960 --> 00:43:24,851 I stick to other things. 391 00:43:26,920 --> 00:43:28,769 Well, what do you think about it? 392 00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:32,686 Well, I find the whole thing pretty depressing. 393 00:43:33,820 --> 00:43:35,691 Well, you don't need that, huh? 394 00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:41,431 You really don't need it. Come on, let's have another drink. 395 00:43:41,560 --> 00:43:42,550 Gregor, pour it again! 396 00:43:43,550 --> 00:43:46,380 I saw straight away that you weren't happy. 397 00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:48,305 Well, I see something like that straight away. 398 00:43:49,640 --> 00:43:52,404 Maybe I can make you happy. 399 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:57,228 Hey! To the most amazing woman here! 400 00:43:57,290 --> 00:43:58,882 To the great Hanna! 401 00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:24,400 Hello! You're doing really well! My dear Scholli! 402 00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:27,987 Life is short, Hanna! On your breasts! 403 00:44:27,990 --> 00:44:30,891 You have really nice breasts! 404 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:35,000 I'll touch it, okay? 405 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:39,081 Come on, stop. 406 00:44:39,081 --> 00:44:41,900 Why then? You like that! 407 00:44:41,980 --> 00:44:44,200 No! Stop it! Take your fingers away! 408 00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:45,600 Come on, don't feel like that now! 409 00:44:45,660 --> 00:44:48,565 Surely no one has touched you in a long time, right? 410 00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:52,525 - How do you want to know that! - Oh, come on! Is beautiful! 411 00:44:52,600 --> 00:44:55,605 You just have to get used to it. Just let yourself go! 412 00:44:56,640 --> 00:45:00,640 - Tell him to stop! - Leave the woman alone, Dieter! 413 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:06,650 Snout! Tell me, are you crazy? Why are you calling him for help? 414 00:45:06,840 --> 00:45:09,030 I didn't ask you to touch me! 415 00:45:09,060 --> 00:45:10,600 So please leave me alone! 416 00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:15,610 Tell me, you're a really stupid cunt, you know? 417 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,190 Be happy if anyone touches you here again! Yes! 418 00:45:19,720 --> 00:45:21,724 Just look at yourself! You old cow! 419 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:28,160 Oh, there you are, staring! With your saggy tits! 420 00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:31,891 Hanna Flanders! Writing nothing but shit for 20 years! 421 00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:37,131 You little teacher! Nobody asked you here! 422 00:45:37,160 --> 00:45:38,790 So go back to where you came from! 423 00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:49,683 Leave the woman alone, otherwise you'll have to deal with me! 424 00:45:56,600 --> 00:45:57,685 Such an asshole! 425 00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:03,044 Always the same! 426 00:46:14,800 --> 00:46:18,806 He's totally crazy! I can't even imagine. 427 00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:23,721 Hello, wait! Where do you want to go then? Come with us! 428 00:46:23,760 --> 00:46:28,680 He'll leave you alone! Things like that shouldn't happen on days like this! 429 00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:30,200 Why not have another drink with us? 430 00:46:31,200 --> 00:46:33,500 I'd better go now. I've had a long day. 431 00:46:33,540 --> 00:46:38,600 You have to drink one more! 432 00:46:38,820 --> 00:46:42,050 Here’s to understanding and that we may reunite! 433 00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:44,900 - Here's to reunification! - On understanding. 434 00:46:46,300 --> 00:46:49,305 But don't be angry. Dieter is just drunk. 435 00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:51,611 - He's otherwise very nice. - I don't understand that either. 436 00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:55,200 I know him from school. That must have been a blip! 437 00:47:00,800 --> 00:47:03,646 - Well then, ciao. - Goodbye. 438 00:47:04,680 --> 00:47:06,702 - Bye. - Goodbye. 439 00:50:29,080 --> 00:50:33,050 This is a nightmare. This is a nightmare. 440 00:50:33,780 --> 00:50:36,222 Now I can't even sleep anymore. 441 00:52:02,920 --> 00:52:08,721 And people walk swaying over gravel in their clothes 442 00:52:09,160 --> 00:52:15,022 under that big sky surrounded by hills in the distance 443 00:52:15,520 --> 00:52:18,725 spreads out to distant hills. 444 00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:36,749 A hot coffee, please, Hans. 445 00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:39,328 Hello. 446 00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:41,962 Hello. 447 00:52:44,540 --> 00:52:45,800 What's wrong with you? 448 00:52:46,460 --> 00:52:47,500 Oh, sorry. 449 00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:52,566 - I must look terrible. - Yes, you look terrible. 450 00:52:53,320 --> 00:52:56,705 But that's what we all look like. That doesn't matter at all. 451 00:52:58,300 --> 00:53:00,845 I couldn't sleep. I was awake all night. 452 00:53:01,480 --> 00:53:05,085 The apartment I'm in looks so bad. 453 00:53:05,100 --> 00:53:09,491 - I couldn't stay there. - Come with me! 454 00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:13,025 I have a big family. One more or less doesn't bother you. 455 00:53:13,560 --> 00:53:17,587 - Oh well. If you have family... - Oh, they're used to it. 456 00:53:17,820 --> 00:53:21,141 - Come with me, okay? - I'm very exhausted. 457 00:53:21,320 --> 00:53:26,191 I think I need to sleep. I wanted to call a taxi to the hotel. 458 00:53:26,200 --> 00:53:28,865 But I'm afraid I don't have enough cash. 459 00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:31,752 Is there a bank nearby? 460 00:53:32,652 --> 00:53:34,250 You come with me first. 461 00:53:34,260 --> 00:53:37,905 They sleep and rest. Then I'll make you something to eat. 462 00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:40,380 Then you get to know my husband and my children 463 00:53:40,680 --> 00:53:42,800 and my relatives from Witterda who are there right now. 464 00:53:42,840 --> 00:53:43,990 From Witterda! 465 00:53:44,720 --> 00:53:48,211 - That's where my mother comes from too! - Are you Thuringian? 466 00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:50,644 No, I... come from Nuremberg. 467 00:53:50,680 --> 00:53:54,510 But my mother grew up there. 468 00:53:55,880 --> 00:54:00,385 Oh, that's funny. I come from there too. 469 00:54:06,840 --> 00:54:08,807 Come home with me. 470 00:54:10,320 --> 00:54:11,886 It's nice with us. 471 00:54:48,400 --> 00:54:50,150 Okay, now we're sleeping. 472 00:55:01,000 --> 00:55:04,050 - No, I have to choose! - Choose? Why is that? 473 00:55:04,080 --> 00:55:06,847 - I'll take the three and put them away - That's okay... 474 00:55:08,247 --> 00:55:09,647 Don't look at the map! 475 00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:21,645 Did you sleep well? Put your bathrobe over it. 476 00:55:21,650 --> 00:55:23,085 I can't sit down at the table like this. 477 00:55:24,520 --> 00:55:27,091 With us you don't have to hide. Sit down. 478 00:55:28,820 --> 00:55:33,500 Now let me introduce you to it. This is Hanna, this is my husband. 479 00:55:34,120 --> 00:55:35,970 - I am the man. - Say your name! 480 00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:40,670 - Alfons. - Our neighbors Irene and Dietmar. 481 00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:43,208 My sister Claudia. Her husband Horst. 482 00:55:43,340 --> 00:55:46,281 These are my children. Say hello. 483 00:55:46,320 --> 00:55:49,405 - Good day! - Oh, all the chocolate! 484 00:55:52,440 --> 00:55:54,444 - Would you like some tea? - Yes gladly. 485 00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:56,185 I'm already in tea. 486 00:55:58,385 --> 00:56:01,500 Carmen said you are originally from our area? 487 00:56:01,520 --> 00:56:02,286 Yes, that's right. 488 00:56:02,320 --> 00:56:04,004 - Yes, from Witterda! - From Witterda! 489 00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:09,465 - What brought you here? - Oh, it's a long story. 490 00:56:09,500 --> 00:56:11,325 Well, now she's "here for the weather"! 491 00:56:13,360 --> 00:56:16,487 Old puppet head! Man, stop the nonsense. 492 00:56:16,920 --> 00:56:18,924 - Gallows humor. - Punch Head. 493 00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:23,282 - This is freedom. Cheers! - To freedom! 494 00:56:23,320 --> 00:56:27,881 For us, life is just beginning! Now we're free, right? 495 00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:30,002 Cheers! 496 00:56:37,040 --> 00:56:40,170 - What is your profession? - I am a writer. 497 00:56:40,180 --> 00:56:43,670 - Oh, honestly? - From Munich. 498 00:56:43,700 --> 00:56:46,801 - From Munich? - It's not that bad. 499 00:56:46,840 --> 00:56:50,100 She has no home at the moment! Don't make fun of them! 500 00:56:50,101 --> 00:56:53,051 We'll still be able to chat a bit! 501 00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:57,865 Of course you can have a conversation! Just leave her alone for now! 502 00:56:58,200 --> 00:57:01,489 - She wandered around all night! - That's fine. 503 00:57:03,289 --> 00:57:04,580 What are you doing? 504 00:57:04,600 --> 00:57:07,250 I am a typesetter. I work at the print shop over there. 505 00:57:07,300 --> 00:57:09,800 He used to be a journalist! 506 00:57:09,900 --> 00:57:11,600 And not a bad one until they fired him! 507 00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:14,605 - You have to be in the plenary session! - The whole culture thing 508 00:57:14,640 --> 00:57:16,690 Get a story! 509 00:57:36,640 --> 00:57:39,887 - Everything OK? - I'll come right away. 510 00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:41,200 All right. 511 00:57:50,080 --> 00:57:52,085 And me afterwards! So fast... 512 00:57:52,085 --> 00:57:53,245 To the piano bar! 513 00:57:53,245 --> 00:57:58,305 I wanted to go in and the asshole said: we eat and drink at home! 514 00:58:00,340 --> 00:58:04,043 You can't even imagine what a liberation this is! 515 00:58:04,080 --> 00:58:08,041 - For years thinking was forbidden! - But he was lucky! 516 00:58:11,120 --> 00:58:14,125 Imagine what that's like! I really thought 517 00:58:14,160 --> 00:58:17,265 we have lost freedom and the truth! 518 00:58:17,400 --> 00:58:21,205 - Yes, but it's within us! - One day it broke out. 519 00:58:21,340 --> 00:58:26,404 And that's why we're so happy! It's like a rush, the whole thing! 520 00:58:27,440 --> 00:58:31,047 - Do you think this will last? - Why not? 521 00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:33,710 I haven't thought of that yet. 522 00:58:35,510 --> 00:58:38,200 You don't seem to be very happy about it. 523 00:58:38,340 --> 00:58:40,600 It threw me off course. 524 00:58:40,820 --> 00:58:42,899 But I don't want to spoil your good mood. 525 00:58:42,900 --> 00:58:44,011 It's far too rare for people to be happy. 526 00:58:44,011 --> 00:58:47,600 What threw you off track? 527 00:58:47,740 --> 00:58:50,908 - You're pretty curious! - I can probably ask! 528 00:58:50,940 --> 00:58:52,628 What's this all about now? 529 00:58:55,880 --> 00:58:59,800 For me, communism was like an ideal world for you. 530 00:58:59,860 --> 00:59:06,800 I suffered a lot from the conditions in the West since my return from England. 531 00:59:08,640 --> 00:59:12,004 And I thought more and more often about moving to East Berlin. 532 00:59:12,240 --> 00:59:14,089 With my West Pass in my pocket! 533 00:59:15,520 --> 00:59:20,145 Now everything has collapsed. I also feel like I've collapsed. 534 00:59:20,580 --> 00:59:22,551 What! It's just getting started! 535 00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:25,084 It will happen again. 536 00:59:27,820 --> 00:59:30,125 You just shouldn't take yourself so damn seriously. 537 00:59:30,160 --> 00:59:33,484 - Exactly, exactly! - Now you have new friends again! 538 00:59:35,560 --> 00:59:39,765 Fucking communism or not, we are all human! 539 00:59:39,900 --> 00:59:42,843 Eastern people, but at least, right? 540 00:59:42,880 --> 00:59:45,885 Why don't you turn that shit down! 541 00:59:49,920 --> 00:59:54,330 - Isn't it cozy here? - Yes. I feel good for the first time. 542 00:59:54,380 --> 00:59:57,651 - We'll have another drink after that. - All right, then. 543 00:59:59,080 --> 01:00:01,151 You're staying with us a little longer, aren't you? Yes? 544 01:00:02,080 --> 01:00:05,051 Of course she stays. I won't let her go in this condition. 545 01:00:05,880 --> 01:00:09,651 - Such a valuable person. - No! You stay with us! 546 01:00:09,680 --> 01:00:14,086 From today on you are one of us! We will seal this! 547 01:00:14,860 --> 01:00:17,846 (All) Cheers! Here’s to you, Hanna! 548 01:00:19,400 --> 01:00:23,500 Ronald? It's me, Hanna. It went wrong. 549 01:00:27,000 --> 01:00:30,646 I don't have any money anymore. I have to go back to Munich. 550 01:00:31,180 --> 01:00:32,929 I'll take the next train. 551 01:00:33,960 --> 01:00:37,999 Where were you tonight? Where did you sleep? 552 01:00:39,840 --> 01:00:42,642 With a family, with really sweet people. 553 01:00:42,700 --> 01:00:45,444 East Berlin is far away. They were so sweet! 554 01:00:46,480 --> 01:00:52,100 They were so addicted that something finally happened in their lives, 555 01:00:52,100 --> 01:00:53,845 They even wanted me to stay. 556 01:00:54,880 --> 01:00:57,726 - Why didn't you stay? - What am I supposed to do? 557 01:00:58,760 --> 01:01:00,000 I have no chance! 558 01:01:03,200 --> 01:01:08,067 I have no chance at all! They are completely different people! 559 01:01:08,080 --> 01:01:12,200 What do I have to do with it? I have no chance at all! 560 01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:52,324 Yes, HanneHe! 561 01:01:58,999 --> 01:02:03,100 Next time you have to tell your dad before you come, 562 01:02:03,101 --> 01:02:05,525 so he can at least pick you up. 563 01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:08,000 I promise. 564 01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:13,842 - Would you like some wine? - Gladly. 565 01:02:14,480 --> 01:02:19,047 Dad, give her a drink. How long are you staying? 566 01:02:19,280 --> 01:02:22,885 I? Tonight, maybe tomorrow. 567 01:02:24,280 --> 01:02:29,400 But you don't look good at all. You have become so thin and narrow. 568 01:02:29,440 --> 01:02:32,047 How come? Are you eating too little? 569 01:02:33,080 --> 01:02:35,527 I smoke too much. I work too much. 570 01:02:36,560 --> 01:02:42,300 We tried to call you when the news came about the fall of the Berlin Wall. 571 01:02:42,480 --> 01:02:45,700 We wanted to hear if the penny has finally dropped for you. 572 01:02:45,701 --> 01:02:49,300 But you weren't at home. You didn't pick up the phone. 573 01:02:49,360 --> 01:02:52,449 But you certainly had your reasons. 574 01:02:56,440 --> 01:02:57,903 It's not worth arguing, mom. 575 01:02:58,640 --> 01:03:01,842 Your opponent is far too weak. 576 01:03:02,080 --> 01:03:05,782 But please! We're not arguing at all! 577 01:03:05,820 --> 01:03:08,606 What kind of attitude is that? 578 01:03:09,240 --> 01:03:12,745 I just want to know where you've been this whole time. 579 01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:15,900 At home, if that's what you're interested in. 580 01:03:17,000 --> 01:03:19,300 I put the phone on silent and didn't pick it up. 581 01:03:21,000 --> 01:03:22,281 Have you heard? 582 01:03:22,801 --> 01:03:25,601 She was at home and didn't pick up! 583 01:03:25,602 --> 01:03:27,880 We were worried! 584 01:03:28,380 --> 01:03:31,963 How would we know if you didn't just kill yourself! 585 01:03:31,970 --> 01:03:36,189 - How can you say something like that! - Your sister did it too! 586 01:03:36,200 --> 01:03:39,302 Trudi, please! Don't get upset! 587 01:03:40,140 --> 01:03:42,928 First listen to what she has to say. 588 01:03:42,960 --> 01:03:47,500 Besides, let's hope that she's back! 589 01:03:48,080 --> 01:03:49,651 Cheers, Hanna. 590 01:03:50,680 --> 01:03:54,686 Cheers. So we finally got to see you again! 591 01:04:01,240 --> 01:04:03,400 Are you still taking so many pills? 592 01:04:04,600 --> 01:04:07,200 You have that hard look on your face again. 593 01:04:08,200 --> 01:04:12,366 We won't pay for another stay if you have to go through withdrawal again. 594 01:04:12,700 --> 01:04:15,400 You still haven’t gotten health insurance either! 595 01:04:16,020 --> 01:04:19,705 We are not prepared to pay these astronomical sums! 596 01:04:20,660 --> 01:04:22,504 I reduced them. I don't take much anymore. 597 01:04:25,440 --> 01:04:27,100 Anyway, it's here for now. 598 01:04:27,960 --> 01:04:32,341 She can rest for a few days. Are you coming directly from Munich? 599 01:04:32,800 --> 01:04:36,988 Just say what you want now! You don't come here without a reason! 600 01:04:39,520 --> 01:04:43,300 Well, I can't talk like that. Mom is putting pressure on me again. 601 01:04:43,560 --> 01:04:45,606 - That doesn't make any sense at all. - Yes, that's right. 602 01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:48,809 Let them arrive first. 603 01:04:49,800 --> 01:04:52,845 Do you want to tell me how to behave? 604 01:04:55,240 --> 01:04:59,904 All right, mom. You're right. I need money. 605 01:05:00,700 --> 01:05:02,151 I'm completely broke. 606 01:05:02,901 --> 01:05:04,251 I wanted to move to Berlin. 607 01:05:05,000 --> 01:05:06,700 All my money was wasted. 608 01:05:07,180 --> 01:05:08,300 It didn't work. 609 01:05:08,520 --> 01:05:11,400 If you don't give me money, I'll lose my apartment in Munich. 610 01:05:11,560 --> 01:05:14,406 I can't even buy cigarettes anymore. 611 01:05:15,440 --> 01:05:18,445 I won't get the advance for my new book until next spring. 612 01:05:19,480 --> 01:05:21,971 Then I can pay you back part of it. 613 01:05:23,400 --> 01:05:27,600 What do you mean, you wanted to move to Berlin? Why? 614 01:05:27,600 --> 01:05:30,103 This is really secondary. 615 01:05:30,520 --> 01:05:33,525 You don't have to decide when I ask you something! 616 01:05:34,860 --> 01:05:38,200 It was private, okay? It didn't work. 617 01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:41,206 This hasn't changed my situation. 618 01:05:42,240 --> 01:05:45,300 - How much do you need? - 10,000 marks. 619 01:05:45,960 --> 01:05:47,810 That's out of the question at all! 620 01:05:52,040 --> 01:05:56,045 I'll bring my stuff up now. Or should I go back straight away? 621 01:05:56,080 --> 01:05:59,500 Hannery! Mom doesn't mean it like that! 622 01:05:59,700 --> 01:06:03,600 She's annoyed because you only come when you want something. 623 01:06:03,700 --> 01:06:06,100 My God, I'm in trouble! 624 01:06:06,120 --> 01:06:08,800 - Well, let her go! - You can't do that! 625 01:06:08,920 --> 01:06:13,481 - She is our daughter! - And you are and will remain a coward! 626 01:06:13,580 --> 01:06:16,746 Hannerle, please! Don't go now! 627 01:06:17,380 --> 01:06:20,121 You can't do that to your old dad. 628 01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:24,721 Now go upstairs and wait until everything calms down. 629 01:06:25,840 --> 01:06:29,004 I'm talking to your mother. She doesn't mean it that way. 630 01:06:30,160 --> 01:06:32,805 OK, Dad. I'm going up to the room. 631 01:06:32,805 --> 01:06:35,305 I'm tired. Tell mom, I can't stand any drama now. 632 01:06:35,330 --> 01:06:37,330 Baby, go upstairs. 633 01:06:38,360 --> 01:06:41,729 - We'll find a solution. - Okay, dad. 634 01:07:06,040 --> 01:07:09,829 Dad, I need to talk to you for a moment. 635 01:07:10,360 --> 01:07:12,205 Do you have a moment for me? 636 01:07:14,900 --> 01:07:18,730 Dad, there's no way I can stand living here! 637 01:07:18,740 --> 01:07:22,808 I have to go back to Munich! I can't take it another minute! 638 01:07:24,100 --> 01:07:27,445 - You have to give me money! -Child, calm down. 639 01:07:27,480 --> 01:07:30,300 No, dad! There's no way! I have to get out of here, now! 640 01:07:30,800 --> 01:07:34,805 I have to go back to Munich! I don't know what else will happen! 641 01:07:35,840 --> 01:07:39,068 - So, can you give me money? - How much do you need? 642 01:07:40,480 --> 01:07:45,541 - Everything you have there at the moment. - Here are 500 marks. 643 01:07:46,580 --> 01:07:48,163 Is that enough for now? 644 01:07:49,200 --> 01:07:51,446 It should be enough for the first few days. 645 01:07:52,080 --> 01:07:57,360 I have to get the apartment back. Maybe she's not gone yet. 646 01:08:00,040 --> 01:08:03,602 Thank you, Dad! I'll never forget that. 647 01:08:04,640 --> 01:08:06,350 Someone has to do it. 648 01:08:07,100 --> 01:08:10,960 You know what will happen to me if I just let you go. 649 01:08:11,420 --> 01:08:13,608 Just say I was gone. 650 01:08:14,440 --> 01:08:18,009 I would have just left. She already believes you. 651 01:08:19,440 --> 01:08:21,410 Ciao, dad! 652 01:08:37,080 --> 01:08:39,482 Hannah! Hannah! 653 01:08:40,520 --> 01:08:42,251 Bruno! 654 01:08:43,680 --> 01:08:47,047 What are you doing here? Were you with your parents? 655 01:08:51,000 --> 01:08:52,947 And you? What are you doing here? 656 01:08:53,680 --> 01:08:57,004 - It was my brother's birthday. - Peter? 657 01:08:59,400 --> 01:09:03,999 It's crazy that I meet you here of all places! 658 01:09:04,580 --> 01:09:07,110 I've been thinking about you a lot in the last few days. 659 01:09:07,840 --> 01:09:11,411 - Really. - Yes, very strange. 660 01:09:13,200 --> 01:09:16,330 I remembered how we were in Iffeldorf. 661 01:09:17,360 --> 01:09:20,809 How you bathed the boy for the first time and all that stuff. 662 01:09:22,000 --> 01:09:24,005 That was very funny. 663 01:09:26,680 --> 01:09:28,004 Are you okay? 664 01:09:31,880 --> 01:09:35,486 The opening of the wall really confused me. 665 01:09:39,720 --> 01:09:42,725 Come on, let's go have a drink. When does your train leave? 666 01:09:42,760 --> 01:09:44,303 I have time. 667 01:09:46,160 --> 01:09:48,301 Well, come on then. Let's go. 668 01:09:52,360 --> 01:09:54,000 2 vodkas, please. Double. 669 01:09:57,300 --> 01:09:59,000 Except you've gotten a little older 670 01:09:59,001 --> 01:10:00,886 You haven't actually changed at all. 671 01:10:02,920 --> 01:10:07,067 It's the makeup. Because I've been wearing the same makeup for 30 years. 672 01:10:07,100 --> 01:10:10,010 You're probably confusing my makeup with me. 673 01:10:16,640 --> 01:10:18,806 You didn't have a wig back then either. 674 01:10:19,840 --> 01:10:23,945 - You also had more hair. - I still have a small forest. 675 01:10:24,480 --> 01:10:26,800 - Isn't that enough for you? - But. 676 01:10:29,040 --> 01:10:32,304 - To this stupid city. - To this stupid city. 677 01:10:44,520 --> 01:10:45,809 Two more doubles, please. 678 01:10:46,900 --> 01:10:47,743 Or? 679 01:10:49,660 --> 01:10:53,745 You could have reported yourself. There are enough topics. 680 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:57,000 Our son, for example. 681 01:10:57,260 --> 01:10:59,000 That's true. 682 01:11:40,140 --> 01:11:44,146 It's about time for me. What are you planning to do now? 683 01:11:45,540 --> 01:11:49,946 I don't know. I'll take the next train back to Munich. 684 01:11:53,180 --> 01:11:56,710 You know what? Just come with me! 685 01:11:58,220 --> 01:11:59,541 Drive with me to Darmstadt. 686 01:12:05,780 --> 01:12:08,485 OK, I'll come with you. 687 01:12:10,300 --> 01:12:12,605 Okay, then let's go. 688 01:12:22,060 --> 01:12:25,965 Do you have any ice cream? Where is the kitchen? I need glasses. 689 01:12:26,100 --> 01:12:28,447 Yes, wait! Even! I'll get it! 690 01:12:29,580 --> 01:12:31,551 - Where is the kitchen? - There! 691 01:12:45,180 --> 01:12:47,010 (Laughs) What's there to laugh about? 692 01:12:48,340 --> 01:12:54,000 Plum jam, margarine, that strange Thuringian red sausage, gray bread. 693 01:12:54,060 --> 01:12:56,848 You still have the exact same thing in the fridge. 694 01:12:57,380 --> 01:12:58,851 I just hate change. 695 01:12:59,351 --> 01:13:01,351 When something changes, I try 696 01:13:01,380 --> 01:13:05,386 As you can see, everything to make it go back to the way it was. 697 01:13:38,340 --> 01:13:41,345 (Elvis Presley - Devil in Desgise) 698 01:15:22,940 --> 01:15:24,945 We were treated badly. 699 01:15:27,740 --> 01:15:29,147 We're doing better now. 700 01:15:31,380 --> 01:15:35,385 - Now we're back. - Yes, now we're back. 701 01:15:37,860 --> 01:15:39,785 Here's to being back. 702 01:15:45,500 --> 01:15:49,230 And that wig? When are you finally going to take it off? 703 01:15:49,660 --> 01:15:53,710 Not at all. That would be the ultimate degree of nudity. 704 01:15:56,100 --> 01:15:58,764 Do you keep them on when you sleep with someone? 705 01:16:00,300 --> 01:16:02,349 I'll even leave them in my grave. 706 01:16:03,000 --> 01:16:06,783 When I stand before the Last Judgment. If I go to hell. 707 01:16:07,820 --> 01:16:12,109 I wouldn't subject my worst enemies to this kind of nudity. 708 01:16:12,300 --> 01:16:13,822 Not even God. 709 01:16:15,660 --> 01:16:20,890 What if Lenin... asked you to? 710 01:16:24,000 --> 01:16:25,890 Then I would take them off. 711 01:16:29,900 --> 01:16:31,247 I am Lenin! 712 01:16:33,380 --> 01:16:35,185 Can't you see that I'm HIM? 713 01:16:41,980 --> 01:16:44,510 Now finally take the stupid thing off. 714 01:16:46,140 --> 01:16:47,650 I can't do that. 715 01:16:47,950 --> 01:16:52,680 I look ugly without this thing, like the woman from "Naked Kiss." 716 01:16:52,700 --> 01:16:54,883 You don't look ugly. 717 01:16:54,890 --> 01:16:57,000 You've never looked ugly. 718 01:16:58,420 --> 01:17:03,500 Even if you only had one leg, you would still be beautiful to me. 719 01:17:04,140 --> 01:17:05,300 I don't believe you. 720 01:17:07,500 --> 01:17:11,347 I know you don't believe me. You never believed me. 721 01:17:12,380 --> 01:17:15,351 You always played the lonely hero. 722 01:17:15,880 --> 01:17:18,500 How could I believe you as a young girl? 723 01:17:20,420 --> 01:17:22,208 You are no longer a young girl. 724 01:17:23,740 --> 01:17:26,984 You are anything but a young girl. 725 01:17:28,020 --> 01:17:32,026 What do you mean by that? Do you mean that I should believe you now? 726 01:17:44,700 --> 01:17:46,205 Why are you doing this? 727 01:17:50,540 --> 01:17:51,847 I love you. 728 01:18:16,660 --> 01:18:19,500 Unlike you, I was never afraid of getting old. 729 01:18:21,300 --> 01:18:23,571 How do you know I'm scared? 730 01:18:26,980 --> 01:18:29,700 I know you far too well. 731 01:18:32,540 --> 01:18:35,741 I can feel how afraid you are of every touch. 732 01:18:37,380 --> 01:18:41,544 Yes, I'm scared. I'm afraid it'll go "pow." 733 01:18:41,580 --> 01:18:46,891 and I'll burst like a potato bovist when you lie down on me. 734 01:18:46,980 --> 01:18:50,641 And all the dust comes out of me like a cloud. 735 01:18:52,980 --> 01:18:54,784 Oh, stop it! 736 01:18:56,220 --> 01:18:58,625 You can write that in one of your novels. 737 01:19:00,060 --> 01:19:03,604 - I'm much more accurate than you! - You started it. 738 01:19:34,860 --> 01:19:37,105 So you can have me for all I care. 739 01:19:41,100 --> 01:19:46,610 All right then. Come on, let's go behind. 740 01:19:47,340 --> 01:19:49,589 Yes, let's get it over with. 741 01:20:17,140 --> 01:20:18,845 Now you're like me. 742 01:20:30,540 --> 01:20:33,511 That's terrible. 743 01:22:01,500 --> 01:22:04,302 Hannah! What are you doing here? 744 01:22:05,440 --> 01:22:07,446 I thought you slept late! 745 01:22:08,740 --> 01:22:10,222 I'm so angry! 746 01:22:12,900 --> 01:22:14,704 It's so fucked up! 747 01:22:15,940 --> 01:22:19,946 It's so fucked up I could cut my hand off in anger! 748 01:22:21,620 --> 01:22:27,600 Gudrun, Ingeborg, Rita, Ulrike! 749 01:22:28,740 --> 01:22:31,665 I can understand them so well, these girls! 750 01:22:32,700 --> 01:22:34,641 They just knew! 751 01:22:36,380 --> 01:22:40,000 You have no idea how much I loved Gudrun. 752 01:22:41,660 --> 01:22:45,505 I loved her so much, this girl! 753 01:23:27,740 --> 01:23:29,850 Do you have a recipe for death? 754 01:23:32,540 --> 01:23:35,101 I've known you for 30 years now. 755 01:23:36,140 --> 01:23:37,525 You're still so stupid. 756 01:23:40,900 --> 01:23:43,325 The others are all so fucking stupid! 757 01:23:44,660 --> 01:23:48,248 The Grass never understood what it was about! 758 01:23:49,540 --> 01:23:52,645 There were only the girls. They always understood what it was about. 759 01:23:53,580 --> 01:23:57,007 Neither do you. You didn't understand anything. Why not? 760 01:23:58,780 --> 01:24:00,529 Why don't you ever get it? 761 01:24:04,980 --> 01:24:09,824 Everyone survived when Ingeborg burned. 762 01:24:10,940 --> 01:24:11,927 Not me. 763 01:24:14,660 --> 01:24:16,224 I'm completely dead here. 764 01:24:22,340 --> 01:24:26,345 - You don't know what that means. -Bruno. Lie down. 765 01:24:26,380 --> 01:24:29,465 Go to bed, there's no point. 766 01:24:30,200 --> 01:24:34,510 No! You gotta get it, girl! I'm not your hero! 767 01:24:34,740 --> 01:24:36,347 I'm not your awesome type! 768 01:24:38,380 --> 01:24:41,502 I am your first and your most important man! 769 01:24:43,340 --> 01:24:46,061 Not more! Do you understand that? 770 01:24:47,100 --> 01:24:50,810 Yes, I understand that. But you still have to go to bed. 771 01:24:52,980 --> 01:24:55,304 The pain is captured very deeply. 772 01:24:57,380 --> 01:24:58,801 He doesn't go out anymore. 773 01:25:01,140 --> 01:25:02,711 When will you finally get it! 774 01:25:59,480 --> 01:26:00,729 I'll go right now. 775 01:26:01,660 --> 01:26:04,465 I would like to take you to bed if you want. 776 01:26:05,100 --> 01:26:08,122 Yes, then go, girl. If you have to go, go! 777 01:26:09,860 --> 01:26:12,999 - I won't take you in again. - You asshole! 778 01:26:13,900 --> 01:26:18,109 You are so damn unfair! Things had to go wrong for you! 779 01:26:18,300 --> 01:26:20,805 You have no respect at all! 780 01:26:23,980 --> 01:26:28,085 I'm gotta go 'cause you're so drunk, that we can't do anything with you anymore! 781 01:26:28,520 --> 01:26:31,526 And because I'm very exhausted! 782 01:26:33,300 --> 01:26:36,305 I have to go now, even though I don't know where! 783 01:26:37,340 --> 01:26:40,345 You're forcing me to do this, Bruno! 784 01:26:41,380 --> 01:26:42,550 Goodbye. 785 01:29:07,000 --> 01:29:09,999 Ms. Flanders, such a surprise! What are you doing here? 786 01:29:10,000 --> 01:29:13,245 - Aren't you in Berlin? - I'm only here temporarily. 787 01:29:13,580 --> 01:29:17,541 - What happened then? - The move was delayed a bit. 788 01:29:20,260 --> 01:29:22,331 You're not even wearing the white coat. 789 01:29:23,260 --> 01:29:26,231 - I want to talk to you about that. - Yes, is something wrong? 790 01:29:27,260 --> 01:29:30,765 I was wondering if you could maybe take the coat back. 791 01:29:31,300 --> 01:29:34,350 Of course at half price. I only wore it once. 792 01:29:35,380 --> 01:29:38,999 We're sorry, Ms. Flanders. We basically don't do things like that. 793 01:29:40,820 --> 01:29:43,984 I would never ask you for something like that. But I'm really struggling. 794 01:29:44,020 --> 01:29:46,825 Considering I've bought so much from you... 795 01:29:48,060 --> 01:29:51,565 So, we're really sorry. But we don't do things like that. 796 01:29:52,100 --> 01:29:53,246 Really not. 797 01:30:43,940 --> 01:30:47,731 - Is everything okay with you? - Yes. Thanks. 798 01:30:47,860 --> 01:30:51,250 - Tell me, where does this song come from? - Which song? 799 01:30:51,255 --> 01:30:54,000 The old hit comes from the radio over there. 800 01:30:55,580 --> 01:30:58,747 - Taxis are right there? - Taxis are right there. 801 01:31:45,300 --> 01:31:46,782 How long have I been here? 802 01:31:47,820 --> 01:31:49,708 For several hours. 803 01:31:51,140 --> 01:31:54,590 How am I... how am I... 804 01:31:56,500 --> 01:32:00,524 Why... Did I have an accident? 805 01:32:00,860 --> 01:32:04,922 You collapsed in front of a restaurant near Odeonsplatz. 806 01:32:05,500 --> 01:32:09,647 - You were brought here. - How did that happen? 807 01:32:10,740 --> 01:32:14,846 We detected a strong dose of barbiturates in your blood. 808 01:32:16,380 --> 01:32:19,749 I took the tablets too early. 809 01:32:21,220 --> 01:32:23,349 I wanted to take a taxi. 810 01:32:24,380 --> 01:32:29,209 I must have fallen asleep on the way from the restaurant to the taxi. 811 01:32:30,680 --> 01:32:33,901 - Then I can go now. - Calm down, Ms. Flanders. 812 01:32:34,000 --> 01:32:37,500 Lie down quietly again. You can't leave yet. 813 01:32:37,820 --> 01:32:41,391 - Aha, and why not? - Because we have to transfer you. 814 01:32:41,620 --> 01:32:43,790 - Where to? - To another clinic. 815 01:32:44,620 --> 01:32:47,625 No, why? I can't afford that at all at the moment! 816 01:32:48,200 --> 01:32:51,105 Please, calm down. I want to talk to you about that. 817 01:32:51,230 --> 01:32:57,400 - Can I have a cigarette please? - No. It is completely impossible for you to smoke. 818 01:32:58,280 --> 01:33:00,000 I want to talk to you about that. 819 01:33:00,220 --> 01:33:04,664 I want to be completely open. You have to promise that you will stay calm. 820 01:33:04,800 --> 01:33:08,727 We carried out a routine examination and found that 821 01:33:08,760 --> 01:33:12,765 that her left leg has severe symptoms of a smoker's leg. 822 01:33:13,500 --> 01:33:15,849 - What? - Please, stay calm. 823 01:33:15,880 --> 01:33:19,885 - You promised me! - The leg is completely numb! 824 01:33:19,920 --> 01:33:22,891 We injected an agent that stimulates blood circulation, 825 01:33:22,920 --> 01:33:25,691 to regulate blood flow. 826 01:33:26,691 --> 01:33:28,791 In 2 hours you will be able to walk completely normally again. 827 01:33:29,150 --> 01:33:30,941 What's wrong with my leg now? 828 01:33:31,680 --> 01:33:34,651 - What does that mean... smoker's leg! - If you continue smoking, 829 01:33:34,680 --> 01:33:39,351 You must expect that it will have to be amputated in a very short time. 830 01:33:39,980 --> 01:33:45,680 - What? What? - Please, stay calm now. Don't cry. 831 01:33:45,720 --> 01:33:46,999 You'd better listen. 832 01:33:48,280 --> 01:33:51,800 You have to be very, very brave and disciplined now. 833 01:33:52,600 --> 01:33:57,266 You immediately go into nicotine withdrawal and don't touch a cigarette again. 834 01:33:57,800 --> 01:34:00,850 At the same time we carry out a tablet withdrawal. 835 01:34:01,480 --> 01:34:04,885 That's why we bring you, with your consent of course, 836 01:34:04,885 --> 01:34:09,785 for about 1 1/2 weeks in a closed withdrawal ward in Munich-Leim. 837 01:34:10,200 --> 01:34:15,706 Afterwards you will be taken to a sanatorium. You will heal there for 4 weeks. 838 01:34:16,160 --> 01:34:20,548 This is a chance to avert the worst, amputation! 839 01:34:20,880 --> 01:34:24,949 But I'll say it again very clearly: This is only a chance. 840 01:34:25,280 --> 01:34:26,800 That is not certain. 841 01:34:26,800 --> 01:34:31,200 And you have to do everything you can to make it through this unscathed. 842 01:34:31,860 --> 01:34:33,421 Do you agree? 843 01:34:35,160 --> 01:34:37,001 I agree with everything. 844 01:35:15,000 --> 01:35:16,561 Ms. Flanders, what are you doing? 845 01:35:18,600 --> 01:35:22,469 - Isn't that going a little too far? - The clock ticks too loudly. 846 01:35:42,720 --> 01:35:45,691 You were lucky. It could have broken too. 847 01:35:45,720 --> 01:35:49,225 Why luck? Can you please give me a cigarette, 848 01:35:49,230 --> 01:35:53,331 - so that the withdrawal symptoms stop? - No, that won't work. 849 01:35:53,760 --> 01:35:56,700 You have to get through it on your own. 850 01:35:56,995 --> 01:35:59,605 And, Hanna! Please do me a favor and go to bed! 851 01:36:00,200 --> 01:36:03,105 I can't sleep. I tried, it doesn't work. 852 01:36:04,240 --> 01:36:07,187 Fine. But then please leave the stuff on the walls. 853 01:36:22,040 --> 01:36:22,742 Hanna... 854 01:36:36,440 --> 01:36:38,445 Ronald, where are you from? 855 01:36:39,445 --> 01:36:41,800 They told me I had to stop smoking 856 01:36:42,399 --> 01:36:43,999 otherwise I'll get a smoker's leg! 857 01:36:44,880 --> 01:36:48,185 It's all so terrible! I can't sleep. 858 01:36:48,820 --> 01:36:53,247 They reduced me from 100 to 0. It's torture. 859 01:36:54,980 --> 01:36:59,086 I've been looking for you everywhere, Hanna. You look so tired and exhausted. 860 01:37:00,440 --> 01:37:03,923 Your most important thing has been taken away from you, your cigarettes. 861 01:37:04,660 --> 01:37:08,843 Hmm, my most important thing, yes. It almost seems that way to me. 862 01:37:11,340 --> 01:37:13,311 I'm so glad I found you, Hanna. 863 01:37:13,540 --> 01:37:18,550 You can't even imagine that. And how are you? 864 01:37:20,460 --> 01:37:23,645 How are you doing yourself? Where are you going? 865 01:37:24,620 --> 01:37:27,225 You don't look like you're staying in Munich. 866 01:37:28,660 --> 01:37:32,404 I have to go on to Vienna. They are interested in my piece. 867 01:37:33,140 --> 01:37:36,101 Really. That is nice. 868 01:37:36,320 --> 01:37:38,790 - Hanna... - That's good. 869 01:37:40,000 --> 01:37:42,400 I'm actually quite happy that I'm here. 870 01:37:42,400 --> 01:37:43,700 How do you say?In care. 871 01:37:44,500 --> 01:37:47,447 I think it's quite good to be in care for a while. 872 01:37:49,380 --> 01:37:53,400 That's definitely good. You don't have to worry about anything. 873 01:37:54,760 --> 01:37:56,431 The sisters are your maids. 874 01:37:57,460 --> 01:37:59,604 It's almost like EXCELSIOR. 875 01:38:02,240 --> 01:38:03,867 Soon you'll be able to sleep again. 876 01:38:05,300 --> 01:38:08,670 - I'm afraid of sleeping. - Sleep is coming, you'll see. 877 01:38:09,540 --> 01:38:11,544 - Do you think? - Yes. 878 01:38:15,980 --> 01:38:18,985 - Do you know what I believe? - What? 879 01:38:20,740 --> 01:38:22,606 This is the last time you're going through this. 880 01:38:24,540 --> 01:38:27,111 Then something new comes. I believe in it. 881 01:38:27,200 --> 01:38:28,689 When I get back from Vienna. 882 01:38:31,620 --> 01:38:34,609 Everything inside me moves so easily and uncannily. 883 01:38:36,420 --> 01:38:40,028 The memories, the feelings return. 884 01:38:41,060 --> 01:38:42,860 That's good. 885 01:38:44,900 --> 01:38:48,410 They are so light because they are not real. 886 01:38:51,340 --> 01:38:54,504 They don't want me to live. They drift away. 887 01:38:55,540 --> 01:38:58,300 They drift away, you know? 888 01:38:58,900 --> 01:39:01,600 And I'm hanging in the air like a heavy iron weight. 889 01:39:01,700 --> 01:39:02,904 They don't drift away. 890 01:39:04,340 --> 01:39:08,445 They're coming back again. It will be easy again, Hanna. 891 01:39:08,480 --> 01:39:11,646 You have to believe me. Do you believe me? 892 01:39:11,980 --> 01:39:12,442 Hmm. Hmm. 893 01:39:19,940 --> 01:39:23,190 Here, for safekeeping. Until I get back from Vienna. 894 01:39:23,220 --> 01:39:26,145 - Please. So that nothing happens to me. - No. No. 895 01:39:26,380 --> 01:39:28,885 Keep him. It suits you so well. 896 01:39:33,620 --> 01:39:35,208 You have to keep him. 897 01:39:36,940 --> 01:39:38,500 You need him in Vienna. 898 01:39:44,140 --> 01:39:47,000 Then go now. Go now.