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<i>Maya, can you film this?</i>

2
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<i>You have to give it time</i>
<i>to adjust the focus.</i>

3
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<i>It looks good.</i>

4
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Yuli.

5
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Where is Yuli?
with Raj Kamal's boat?

6
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Why are you a problematic
pop star? Can't you just...?

7
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Clap in. How about clapping in
and make a hit?

8
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Yes, why not?

9
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<i>If I clap</i>
<i>and makes a hit, -</i>

10
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<i>- then I will have to stay</i>
<i>addict and get an OD.</i>

11
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<i>Or die tragically,</i>
<i>because that is what happens, -</i>

12
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<i>- if you don't express it,</i>
<i>one needs to express.</i>

13
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<i>Music is my medium, but I have</i>
<i>always had to express myself.</i>

14
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<i>I would be</i>
<i>documentary filmmaker.</i>

15
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<i>I felt that I had</i>
<i>a lot to tell on film.</i>

16
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CENTRAL SAINT MARTIN'S ACADEMY OF ARTS

17
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<i>I met Maya in 1996,</i>
<i>when we went to art academy together.</i>

18
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<i>We became friends and helped each other</i>
<i>with film projects.</i>

19
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Pure first year video project.
- Yes, right?

20
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<i>Central Saint Martins</i>
<i>wasn't a diverse place.</i>

21
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<i>There were no blacks or browns</i>
<i>people of our generation, -</i>

22
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<i>- so she stood out.</i>

23
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Action.

24
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<i>She made films about her friends.</i>
<i>About the young people in his block of flats.</i>

25
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<i>But it was her own story,</i>
<i>that fascinated me.</i>

26
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<i>There are many,</i>
<i>which can familiarize itself with, -</i>

27
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<i>- what it's like to have a father, -</i>

28
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<i>- who became a banker, lawyer, judge</i>
<i>or whatever the fuck.</i>

29
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And this is what happened with
a girl whose father became a terrorist.

30
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And it's like this,
it shattered her family.

31
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And it's like this,
it smashed the people and the country.

32
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<i>During the ten years we lived in Sri Lanka,</i>
<i>we were surrounded by the civil war.</i>

33
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<i>My father was the founder of</i>
<i>the Tamil resistance movement, -</i>

34
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<i>- and my family</i>
<i>was constantly in danger.</i>

35
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<i>We came to England as refugees.</i>
<i>It was me, my mother, -</i>

36
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<i>- my sister and my brother in May 1985.</i>

37
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<i>My father stayed in Sri Lanka</i>
<i>to fight in the war.</i>

38
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<i>For many years there have been around</i>
<i>30,000 Tamils in Britain, -</i>

39
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<i>- but only in the last ten days</i>
<i>are at least 100 refugees -</i>

40
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<i>- arrived in South London. They stay</i>
<i>placed with resident Tamils.</i>

41
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<i>Now the government says they are in favor</i>
<i>many that they burden the system.</i>

42
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Kala
Maya's mother

43
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<i>Music was my medicine.</i>

44
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<i>I had to deal with the fact that I</i>
<i>was different. I was an immigrant.</i>

45
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<i>One day I was shot at</i>
<i>in Sri Lanka for being Tamil, -</i>

46
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<i>- and then I was spat on</i>
<i>in England to be perker.</i>

47
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<i>We had an old, used radio.</i>

48
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<i>I put on headphones</i>
<i>and fell asleep to the music every night.</i>

49
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<i>I listened to Madonna</i>
<i>and Taylor Dayne and the other hits.</i>

50
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<i>One day I came home from school,</i>
<i>and all my neighbors lined up.</i>

51
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<i>They took things out of our home.</i>

52
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"You must take it all. I know
You did it because I saw you.

53
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But I would like to have
my radio again." "No."

54
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That night I went to bed
without headphones. Without pop music.

55
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And then I heard a bass line
from inside the neighbor.

56
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He heard hip hop.

57
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It was the first time I heard Public
Enemy and all the other hip-hop.

58
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It was the most insane bass walk.
"What is it?"

59
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<i>The first part of Western culture,</i>
<i>I cultivated was the music.</i>

60
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We watch the evening news that you can see.

61
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Maya is reading a mashup book.
What is it called?

62
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"Black Skin, White Masks".

63
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It is about black power
and black supremacy.

64
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Black power and black supremacy?

65
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About the oppression of blacks.

66
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Here is a list of all the borrowers.

67
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It was lent out for the first time in 1986,
and I borrowed it here in 1996.

68
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Ten years and it's still only on it
first page. So few people have read it.

69
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So what, nigga?

70
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What the...?

71
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Mom, do the butterfly dance
in your butterfly dress.

72
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Dance the butterfly dance.
Dance the butterfly dance.

73
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Dance the butterfly dance.

74
00:09:46,478 --> 00:09:52,718
<i>Out of the blue we stayed</i>
<i>called by my father:</i>

75
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<i>"It's your father.</i>
<i>I will come to London tomorrow.”</i>

76
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<i>Then we picked him up.</i>

77
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Arular Maya's father Say something.

79
00:10:04,918 --> 00:10:08,678
I hadn't seen him
since I was 11 years old.

80
00:10:15,598 --> 00:10:19,238
<i>I remember seeing you two</i>
<i>times in Sri Lanka. You gave us apples.</i>

81
00:10:19,398 --> 00:10:21,518
<i>It was the first time,</i>
<i>I tasted an apple.</i>

82
00:10:21,678 --> 00:10:27,038
The second time you came at night,
and I got two rupees to buy ice cream with.

83
00:10:27,918 --> 00:10:33,238
And we still didn't know who you
was. We thought you were our uncle.

84
00:10:35,278 --> 00:10:39,438
But tell me about the tree spirit.
- I bought it in Beirut, in Lebanon.

85
00:10:39,598 --> 00:10:42,398
And what happened then?

86
00:10:42,558 --> 00:10:48,718
I tried to smuggle a suitcase full of -

87
00:10:48,878 --> 00:10:53,278
- explosives, weapons
and ammunition to Sri Lanka.

88
00:10:54,958 --> 00:10:59,358
I put the duck at the top of the suitcase.

89
00:11:00,678 --> 00:11:06,718
Along with some other toys
and some clothes I bought for you.

90
00:11:06,878 --> 00:11:12,238
I put it on top of the explosives
to hide it.

91
00:11:13,758 --> 00:11:17,038
You are one of the founders of...

92
00:11:17,198 --> 00:11:22,478
I am the founder
of the Tamil resistance movement.

93
00:11:22,638 --> 00:11:26,158
When founded ...?
- In 1976.

94
00:11:26,318 --> 00:11:30,398
<i>I was the first,</i>
<i>there were people training there.</i>

95
00:11:32,038 --> 00:11:36,078
<i>All Tamil Leaders Today</i>
<i>is trained by me.</i>

96
00:11:38,198 --> 00:11:43,038
<i>Sri Lanka breaks</i>
<i>human rights, -</i>

97
00:11:43,198 --> 00:11:46,998
- but there is hope for an independent
tamil nation for which we are fighting.

98
00:11:47,158 --> 00:11:50,198
What is positive about it?

99
00:11:50,358 --> 00:11:54,318
The positive is...

100
00:11:56,158 --> 00:11:59,918
You could call it self-esteem.

101
00:12:00,078 --> 00:12:02,878
A form of identity.

102
00:12:04,678 --> 00:12:09,598
I am 23.
He was 29 or 35 or something, -

103
00:12:09,758 --> 00:12:12,078
- when he was in the war.

104
00:12:12,238 --> 00:12:15,198
He could have dropped it and said:
"Why are we doing this shit?"

105
00:12:15,358 --> 00:12:19,278
"It's our own people."
But they didn't.

106
00:12:19,438 --> 00:12:23,678
There is no point in sitting here
as a 50-year-old without ...

107
00:12:23,838 --> 00:12:27,358
His life is a dead end.
He doesn't know what to do, -

108
00:12:27,518 --> 00:12:32,558
- so now he talks about peace, because he can
nothing else. He can't fight now.

109
00:12:34,358 --> 00:12:38,438
He could have sent
a birthday card, a thank you card.

110
00:12:38,598 --> 00:12:41,558
A card that said "nicely done".

111
00:12:41,718 --> 00:12:46,078
Or a Christmas card.
Just one card for the whole family.

112
00:12:47,158 --> 00:12:48,678
Whatever.

113
00:12:48,838 --> 00:12:53,038
I'm glad that
he has made us.

114
00:12:53,198 --> 00:12:56,158
He has made us strong because of
of what he has put us through.

115
00:12:56,318 --> 00:12:59,798
He has damned us
interesting. Gave us a story.

116
00:12:59,958 --> 00:13:03,958
I'm glad that he
not just own a gas station.

117
00:13:04,118 --> 00:13:07,038
I am glad that
that he is not just a doctor.

118
00:13:07,198 --> 00:13:11,118
We don't have wealth
and safety nets, -

119
00:13:11,278 --> 00:13:14,718
- but it has made us strong.
We are so independent.

120
00:13:17,638 --> 00:13:20,478
I actually feel sorry for him.

121
00:13:20,638 --> 00:13:24,798
He sacrificed everything for so many years -

122
00:13:24,958 --> 00:13:29,398
- and fought for his country, and that
He hasn't succeeded yet.

123
00:13:33,518 --> 00:13:36,718
Are you interested in
what is happening in sri lanka?

124
00:13:38,878 --> 00:13:42,358
Not just Sri Lanka, the whole world.
Africa. Other countries.

125
00:13:42,518 --> 00:13:45,198
Yes, but you are
directly connected to Sri Lanka.

126
00:13:45,358 --> 00:13:48,998
And what if I was born there?
So what if I am Tamil?

127
00:13:49,158 --> 00:13:52,798
Children are dying all over the world,
and I care about them all.

128
00:13:52,958 --> 00:13:56,478
Now I play a video for you.
A film in fifteen minutes, -

129
00:13:56,638 --> 00:13:59,998
- like the Tamil Tiger women
have made.

130
00:14:05,398 --> 00:14:08,878
<i>This is the northern front</i>
<i>in the country's civil war.</i>

131
00:14:09,038 --> 00:14:13,118
<i>Sri Lanka forces</i>
<i>has fought Tamil separatists.</i>

132
00:14:13,278 --> 00:14:16,798
<i>The Tamil Tigers have a reputation for</i>
<i>to be fearless warriors.</i>

133
00:14:16,958 --> 00:14:22,038
<i>Anbihir is a member of the Tamil people</i>
<i>Independence Movement, -</i>

134
00:14:22,198 --> 00:14:26,518
<i>- Freedom fighter tigers</i>
<i>for Tamil Elam, LTTE.</i>

135
00:14:26,678 --> 00:14:31,558
<i>When I first saw this tape</i>
<i>with women my own age, -</i>

136
00:14:31,718 --> 00:14:35,358
<i>- who had cut his hair short,</i>
<i>who wears a uniform, -</i>

137
00:14:35,518 --> 00:14:39,758
<i>- then I realized that it would</i>
<i>have been my reality.</i>

138
00:14:41,838 --> 00:14:46,838
<i>What do they get to eat? What are they doing,</i>
<i>when they menstruate?</i>

139
00:14:48,038 --> 00:14:51,038
<i>How do they survive in the jungle?</i>

140
00:14:53,758 --> 00:14:57,198
<i>Why was it I who got away?</i>

141
00:15:15,678 --> 00:15:19,518
<i>I didn't go to concerts that often,</i>
<i>but I got a free ticket.</i>

142
00:15:19,678 --> 00:15:23,678
<i>Then we were invited backstage,</i>
<i>and then I met Justine, -</i>

143
00:15:23,838 --> 00:15:27,318
<i>- and we came well</i>
<i>out with each other.</i>

144
00:15:28,158 --> 00:15:32,798
<i>Britpop was the leader in</i>
<i>British culture at the time, -</i>

145
00:15:32,958 --> 00:15:36,198
<i>- but I didn't know Elastica,</i>
<i>and their music was not my music.</i>

146
00:15:42,318 --> 00:15:44,558
Break and break.

147
00:15:46,638 --> 00:15:48,518
Break and break.

148
00:16:05,998 --> 00:16:09,638
<i>We came from different environments.</i>

149
00:16:09,798 --> 00:16:13,718
<i>She had no idea about urban music</i>
<i>and what I grew up with, -</i>

150
00:16:13,878 --> 00:16:18,638
<i>- and I had never been</i>
<i>inside a house in Notting Hill.</i>

151
00:16:24,158 --> 00:16:27,118
It's a little dark here.
- Yes.

152
00:16:37,798 --> 00:16:41,038
Why is it like this?
Yesterday it was so beautiful.

153
00:16:41,198 --> 00:16:45,038
You look like someone from a James Bond movie.
You look good.

154
00:16:45,198 --> 00:16:49,638
I look like Mowgli.
- Yes, you always do.

155
00:16:51,918 --> 00:16:56,118
<i>She offered me that I could make</i>
<i>the video for her song "Mad Dog", </i>

156
00:16:56,278 --> 00:17:00,158
<i>- and she gave me 100 pounds</i>
<i>to make it for.</i>

157
00:17:01,198 --> 00:17:06,478
<i>And I just wanted to bring</i>
<i>my world into her world.</i>

158
00:17:13,158 --> 00:17:17,038
<i>I brought some girls like me</i>
<i>had met the night before at a club.</i>

159
00:17:17,198 --> 00:17:20,798
<i>We filmed in the morning</i>
<i>under the Westway.</i>

160
00:17:20,958 --> 00:17:24,718
<i>It was the first indie video</i>
<i>with dancers in.</i>

161
00:17:36,718 --> 00:17:40,718
<i>She asked if I wanted to come</i>
<i>on tour and film them.</i>

162
00:17:40,878 --> 00:17:45,198
<i>And I was interested in making</i>
<i>documentary, so I said yes.</i>

163
00:18:12,078 --> 00:18:14,038
<i>I hated it.</i>

164
00:18:14,198 --> 00:18:17,958
<i>I was only there because I well</i>
<i>liked Justine. I said:</i>

165
00:18:18,118 --> 00:18:21,958
<i>"You have access to a microphone</i>
<i>and a thousand people every night.”</i>

166
00:18:22,118 --> 00:18:25,918
<i>"Use it to say something."</i>

167
00:18:26,078 --> 00:18:30,078
<i>Her band didn't care,</i>
<i>that we were such close friends.</i>

168
00:18:30,238 --> 00:18:34,478
<i>They were mad at me</i>
<i>and kept me outside.</i>

169
00:18:43,198 --> 00:18:47,238
Wish I had someone
to talk to right now.

170
00:18:47,398 --> 00:18:52,078
That's probably why I'm speaking to
the camera. I'm going to take the shit out.

171
00:18:53,518 --> 00:18:56,638
So I can get to sleep.

172
00:19:01,238 --> 00:19:04,878
I'm so angry about, -

173
00:19:08,238 --> 00:19:13,038
- that people don't take me seriously.

174
00:19:19,398 --> 00:19:23,478
That they don't care
what is going on.

175
00:19:25,758 --> 00:19:30,958
I don't know if this is it,
I should make right now.

176
00:19:37,078 --> 00:19:40,158
You're fucked up because you don't
got enough attention.

177
00:19:40,318 --> 00:19:44,198
It's not that. I'm used to
not getting attention.

178
00:19:44,358 --> 00:19:48,278
You've never had so little before.
You can't handle it and then…

179
00:19:48,438 --> 00:19:54,438
Do you care?
- Okay, forget it.

180
00:19:54,598 --> 00:19:59,118
It's been too long where you
have thought something but not said it.

181
00:19:59,278 --> 00:20:02,838
I'm just so touched by it.

182
00:20:02,998 --> 00:20:06,518
Yes, and we are both sensitive.

183
00:20:07,478 --> 00:20:13,278
I'm trying to rise above it.
- Yes, you are bigger than I am.

184
00:20:13,438 --> 00:20:18,198
That's you. You are bigger than me.
I know that well.

185
00:20:27,038 --> 00:20:31,878
Let's not talk about this now. We
can talk about it when we get home.

186
00:20:32,038 --> 00:20:35,718
Now we're going home.
Now we're going home.

187
00:20:45,118 --> 00:20:48,918
<i>Fuck talking about youth culture</i>
<i>in Great Britain.</i>

188
00:20:49,078 --> 00:20:54,678
<i>Fuck talking about fashion. Fuck talking</i>
<i>about pretentious, snobbish shit.</i>

189
00:20:54,838 --> 00:21:00,838
<i>After 25 years, I'm ready</i>
<i>to put the whole puzzle together.</i>

190
00:21:02,638 --> 00:21:07,078
<i>For all the years I have denied</i>
<i>the life I had in Sri Lanka.</i>

191
00:21:09,238 --> 00:21:15,238
I live in London now and I am
trapped in a superficial lifestyle.

192
00:21:15,398 --> 00:21:22,078
And many I know, and me too
himself, looking for a deeper meaning.

193
00:21:22,238 --> 00:21:27,558
<i>I think about how it would</i>
<i>be if I lived in Sri Lanka.</i>

194
00:21:28,238 --> 00:21:32,358
If you have some extra
camera batteries, is that cool, -

195
00:21:32,518 --> 00:21:35,758
- but if not, I just have to...

196
00:21:37,358 --> 00:21:39,118
... improvise.

197
00:21:40,718 --> 00:21:46,718
No. It says,
that I'm a fucking journalist.

198
00:21:46,878 --> 00:21:52,958
I told them I did
silly, short experimental films.

199
00:21:53,118 --> 00:21:56,238
Or I said
that I make art films.

200
00:21:56,398 --> 00:21:59,118
They shoot journalists.

201
00:21:59,278 --> 00:22:03,558
I can apply for another visa,
if I do it tomorrow.

202
00:22:03,718 --> 00:22:07,958
Maybe you can peel it off.

203
00:22:09,238 --> 00:22:11,678
Okay, let's get going.

204
00:22:11,838 --> 00:22:17,638
<i>I'm going back to my old one</i>
<i>school. To the ones I hung out with.</i>

205
00:22:17,798 --> 00:22:20,198
Hello.

206
00:22:20,358 --> 00:22:23,998
<i>I want to film a 21-year-old woman</i>
<i>in Sri Lanka, -</i>

207
00:22:24,158 --> 00:22:27,598
<i>- because it could have been me.</i>

208
00:22:27,758 --> 00:22:31,638
<i>Do you want to hear my story? So must</i>
<i>I fucking show you my story.</i>

209
00:22:31,798 --> 00:22:34,478
<i>I'll show you my fucking story.</i>

210
00:22:34,638 --> 00:22:38,918
Wait. Maya, you forgot the camera.

211
00:22:44,518 --> 00:22:47,278
You almost left without your camera.

212
00:22:52,318 --> 00:22:55,158
See you later.

213
00:23:35,558 --> 00:23:38,678
Do you have it all?
- Yes.

214
00:23:42,038 --> 00:23:44,558
Grandmother!

215
00:23:44,718 --> 00:23:50,438
Is it Kali?
- Grandma, it's Matangi.

216
00:23:51,878 --> 00:23:56,518
Matangi has come back to us
after all these years.

217
00:23:59,598 --> 00:24:04,918
May

218
00:24:07,838 --> 00:24:10,918
<i>That's my father's cousin.</i>

219
00:24:11,078 --> 00:24:16,398
<i>She takes care of all those children,</i>
<i>who flee to Colombo from the north.</i>

220
00:24:16,558 --> 00:24:19,558
<i>My relatives.</i>

221
00:24:19,718 --> 00:24:22,078
Keep it here.

222
00:24:22,238 --> 00:24:25,438
Keep it like this.

223
00:24:26,598 --> 00:24:30,798
When I was your age,
I lived in that room there.

224
00:24:31,918 --> 00:24:34,558
You live in there, right?

225
00:24:38,918 --> 00:24:41,198
See.

226
00:24:47,878 --> 00:24:52,118
Keep it here. Can you see my face?

227
00:24:52,278 --> 00:24:54,878
I'm going to interview you
before I go back.

228
00:24:55,038 --> 00:24:58,118
Because I came here to
find out what life is like here.

229
00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:03,598
They gave me some equipment
and some money in London, -

230
00:25:03,758 --> 00:25:06,518
- so I can ask you about the war.

231
00:25:07,838 --> 00:25:11,718
Now please don't run away.

232
00:25:11,878 --> 00:25:16,238
I have traveled so far
just to talk to you.

233
00:25:19,678 --> 00:25:22,958
<i>I haven't seen</i>
<i>my family for 16 years, -</i>

234
00:25:23,118 --> 00:25:25,998
- and I must be with them
with camera off, -

235
00:25:26,158 --> 00:25:31,118
- so they can get used to me
and get to know me.

236
00:25:31,278 --> 00:25:35,398
<i>When they see me, they assume,</i>
<i>that I am a Tamil girl, -</i>

237
00:25:35,558 --> 00:25:39,478
<i>- and that I like the same things</i>
<i>like everyone else here.</i>

238
00:25:39,638 --> 00:25:44,918
<i>They suggest we can take</i>
<i>in the shopping centre.</i>

239
00:25:45,078 --> 00:25:49,638
<i>It's hard for me to explain,</i>
<i>that I am not interested in that.</i>

240
00:25:49,798 --> 00:25:52,878
<i>That this is not why I am here.</i>

241
00:26:10,118 --> 00:26:12,278
What are we going to do?

242
00:26:12,438 --> 00:26:15,118
We must report
that you live here in this house.

243
00:26:15,278 --> 00:26:21,558
If you do not have this form,
when they come and check at night, -

244
00:26:21,718 --> 00:26:26,238
- then you will have big problems.

245
00:26:26,398 --> 00:26:31,118
What do you mean by "at night"?
- They come at night. The police.

246
00:26:31,278 --> 00:26:33,278
Or the army.
- When?

247
00:26:33,438 --> 00:26:37,678
Sometimes at midnight.
- Any time.

248
00:26:42,678 --> 00:26:48,358
Everyone is afraid to talk about anything
any time with the camera on.

249
00:26:48,518 --> 00:26:55,438
<i>They are afraid that</i>
<i>falls into the hands of the police.</i>

250
00:26:58,798 --> 00:27:05,158
Kolian argues with me about
that I have lived in England for 16 years, -

251
00:27:05,318 --> 00:27:07,318
- and that I know nothing.

252
00:27:07,478 --> 00:27:11,358
She was born in 76.
She left in 85.

253
00:27:11,518 --> 00:27:17,198
She was nine years old then,
so what she remembers...

254
00:27:17,358 --> 00:27:21,398
It must be limited.
- Yes, it must be.

255
00:27:21,558 --> 00:27:26,158
You gain knowledge by asking and reading.
- That's something else.

256
00:27:27,678 --> 00:27:30,638
You have no experience.

257
00:27:30,798 --> 00:27:36,518
No, but the experiences
I had when I was 6-10 years old, -

258
00:27:36,678 --> 00:27:41,358
- were very intense, for the army
came to our house all the time -

259
00:27:41,518 --> 00:27:43,918
- because of father.

260
00:27:44,078 --> 00:27:48,998
Compared to other people -

261
00:27:49,158 --> 00:27:52,478
- was our family more...

262
00:27:53,718 --> 00:27:56,318
Influenced by it.
- Yes.

263
00:27:56,478 --> 00:28:01,558
So that cancels it out.
- This is your only experience.

264
00:28:03,358 --> 00:28:06,318
You have never really experienced the war.

265
00:28:09,318 --> 00:28:11,278
It's you.

266
00:28:11,438 --> 00:28:14,558
And this is my little brother,
and it's me.

267
00:28:14,718 --> 00:28:17,278
And that's Willsy.

268
00:28:17,438 --> 00:28:20,478
Two out of six boys are dead.

269
00:28:24,118 --> 00:28:29,358
<i>Willsy died in 1993 aged 22.</i>

270
00:28:31,318 --> 00:28:36,958
Everything in this bag is,
like when Willsy took it with him.

271
00:28:37,118 --> 00:28:41,118
<i>He studied medicine and he was here</i>
<i>to visit his mother.</i>

272
00:28:41,278 --> 00:28:45,478
<i>He was killed,</i>
<i>while he was waiting for the boat.</i>

273
00:28:49,078 --> 00:28:55,198
<i>I'm starting to get close</i>
<i>the things I wanted to find out, -</i>

274
00:28:56,918 --> 00:29:00,838
<i>- so I'll stay here a little longer.</i>

275
00:29:00,998 --> 00:29:05,918
I will stay here for two months
instead of one.

276
00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:08,558
Then we'll see what happens.

277
00:30:43,518 --> 00:30:48,118
What is all that?
- These are 505s. I have five of them.

278
00:30:49,318 --> 00:30:52,158
I have four 505s, and so
I have the four-track tape recorder, -

279
00:30:52,318 --> 00:30:57,918
- which is the little machine,
I recorded on.

280
00:30:59,878 --> 00:31:03,038
I never thought that I
wrote songs for myself.

281
00:31:03,198 --> 00:31:07,198
I thought
that I wrote songs for Justine.

282
00:31:10,158 --> 00:31:13,718
I can play the first tape
with songs we made.

283
00:31:22,438 --> 00:31:26,118
I think we were very happy
for the word "elevator".

284
00:31:26,278 --> 00:31:30,638
Then I made this beat,
which is called "Chicken Choker".

285
00:31:30,798 --> 00:31:33,598
It's the first beat I made.

286
00:31:43,878 --> 00:31:48,758
At that time we were writing songs
about anything.

287
00:31:49,878 --> 00:31:55,238
And then when I got back to London,
I started writing about those things, -

288
00:31:55,398 --> 00:31:57,678
- I would like to write about.

289
00:31:57,838 --> 00:32:01,838
My lyrics were just that,
there was in my head, -

290
00:32:01,998 --> 00:32:07,558
- combined with my obsession
of urban music.

291
00:32:51,518 --> 00:32:56,678
<i>I could tell the story,</i>
<i>because it was all right there in front of me.</i>

292
00:32:56,838 --> 00:33:00,718
<i>When you entered my room,</i>
<i>there were photos I had taken.</i>

293
00:33:00,878 --> 00:33:06,918
<i>Videotape with the Tigers. I found</i>
<i>something I could put together.</i>

294
00:33:07,078 --> 00:33:10,638
<i>No matter what I did,</i>
<i>then it would burst through, -</i>

295
00:33:10,798 --> 00:33:13,718
<i>- just because I was so desperate.</i>

296
00:33:16,638 --> 00:33:19,558
Let's see what's on here.

297
00:33:22,438 --> 00:33:27,438
The best song I have today
must be this one.

298
00:33:48,998 --> 00:33:52,118
<i>I had recorded</i>
<i>four songs for "Arular", -</i>

299
00:33:52,278 --> 00:33:56,118
<i>- and I took them to XL.</i>
<i>I knocked on the door.</i>

300
00:33:56,278 --> 00:33:58,838
<i>She says she knocked on the door</i>
<i>and said: “You have been looking for me.”</i>

301
00:33:58,998 --> 00:34:04,278
<i>And that was a bit like that. She appeared</i>
<i>just turn up at the office one day -</i>

302
00:34:04,438 --> 00:34:07,878
<i>- with a demo CD</i>
<i>with homemade cover.</i>

303
00:34:08,998 --> 00:34:11,918
<i>She had a strong vision</i>
<i>for his music, -</i>

304
00:34:12,078 --> 00:34:15,838
<i>- and I'm always looking for that,</i>
<i>when I meet an artist.</i>

305
00:34:15,998 --> 00:34:17,838
<i>Visions and ambitions.</i>

306
00:34:17,998 --> 00:34:20,958
I'm just moving all this crap here.

307
00:34:21,118 --> 00:34:24,678
<i>And she had buckets</i>
<i>of both those things.</i>

308
00:34:24,838 --> 00:34:27,238
We just need to get the reverb off.

309
00:34:27,398 --> 00:34:30,278
<i>The first song</i>
<i>I wasn't so keen on.</i>

310
00:34:30,438 --> 00:34:32,998
<i>"I'm coming with a new song</i>
<i>tomorrow,” she said.</i>

311
00:34:33,158 --> 00:34:36,238
<i>The next day she came</i>
<i>and played "Galang" for me.</i>

312
00:35:09,998 --> 00:35:16,078
<i>It was very homemade, but that</i>
<i>not about a big budget.</i>

313
00:35:16,238 --> 00:35:19,558
<i>About how much money</i>
<i>you have to put glitter on.</i>

314
00:35:21,318 --> 00:35:23,998
<i>It must spring</i>
<i>from a real place.</i>

315
00:35:24,158 --> 00:35:26,718
Voila.

316
00:35:34,838 --> 00:35:38,518
<i>I had strong opinions about,</i>
<i>what music I liked, -</i>

317
00:35:38,678 --> 00:35:42,278
<i>- and what made me dance,</i>
<i>and what I wanted to say.</i>

318
00:35:42,438 --> 00:35:45,318
<i>All those things became "Arular".</i>

319
00:35:46,438 --> 00:35:49,598
<i>Here is a singer.</i>
<i>Her name is Maya Arulpragasam.</i>

320
00:35:49,758 --> 00:35:52,478
She was born in Sri Lanka,
and her father was Tamil Tiger.

321
00:35:52,638 --> 00:35:56,158
<i>Her mother fled with her to</i>
<i>England, where she grew up.</i>

322
00:35:56,318 --> 00:35:59,238
<i>Now she is</i>
<i>an upcoming hip-hop star.</i>

323
00:36:36,518 --> 00:36:39,558
<i>She made her debut album on</i>
<i>a cheap keyboard -</i>

324
00:36:39,718 --> 00:36:42,238
<i>- and with a little help from some</i>
<i>produce in London.</i>

325
00:36:42,398 --> 00:36:45,798
<i>She sold over 100,000 records,</i>
<i>and Interscope took her in.</i>

326
00:36:45,958 --> 00:36:50,078
<i>She had a lot of hype about her,</i>
<i>before her debut came out.</i>

327
00:36:50,238 --> 00:36:54,438
<i>It is partly due to a producer</i>
<i>from Philadelphia named Diplo.</i>

328
00:36:56,318 --> 00:36:59,758
I control the computer remotely.

329
00:36:59,918 --> 00:37:03,958
This makes the track hot.
It's the crunk button.

330
00:37:05,398 --> 00:37:08,878
Where's the crunk button?
- This is it.

331
00:37:10,318 --> 00:37:14,158
This sounds extremely good.
Just the snare drums.

332
00:37:16,958 --> 00:37:21,958
I like the last one too.
- A love song from space.

333
00:37:30,038 --> 00:37:34,318
M.I.A. is in the house.
Come on, M.I.A.

334
00:37:39,638 --> 00:37:44,118
You best.
- How's it going? Many thanks.

335
00:37:44,278 --> 00:37:48,078
Just stand here.
How is it going?

336
00:37:48,238 --> 00:37:50,718
Fine.
- Nice to meet you.

337
00:37:50,878 --> 00:37:53,118
In the same way.
- Thank you very much.

338
00:37:53,278 --> 00:37:56,278
My girlfriend is out there.
- No, then. Where?

339
00:37:56,998 --> 00:37:59,678
Is he the one jumping?
- Yes.

340
00:37:59,838 --> 00:38:04,838
That is true love. He jumps
outside. Let's get him in.

341
00:38:04,998 --> 00:38:09,758
How does it feel now that you get
recognition in the press?

342
00:38:09,918 --> 00:38:13,278
Does it mean anything to you, or
is it just about the music?

343
00:38:13,438 --> 00:38:16,998
I try not to
to think too much about it, -

344
00:38:17,158 --> 00:38:24,078
- but I think it's good for me
as a Tamil from Sri Lanka.

345
00:38:24,238 --> 00:38:28,438
The Tamil girls are screaming.
- They love it.

346
00:38:31,038 --> 00:38:34,438
2004
India

347
00:38:36,318 --> 00:38:39,038
It's getting too crazy.

348
00:38:46,398 --> 00:38:49,158
Look right there. You best.
- These are the props.

349
00:38:49,318 --> 00:38:52,198
Walkie talkies. Radios.
- Perfect.

350
00:39:07,638 --> 00:39:09,638
He is insane!

351
00:39:16,598 --> 00:39:20,558
<i>There are many indifferent videos.</i>
<i>Pretty girls, clubs.</i>

352
00:39:20,718 --> 00:39:23,998
<i>Cars. Guys. People are afraid of</i>
<i>to experiment.</i>

353
00:39:24,158 --> 00:39:29,078
<i>Your video should be a tool,</i>
<i>one uses to give people -</i>

354
00:39:29,238 --> 00:39:33,558
<i>- images and visions,</i>
<i>they haven't seen before.</i>

355
00:40:17,758 --> 00:40:20,478
Here we are at Coachella 2005.

356
00:40:22,718 --> 00:40:25,638
It's the main stage.

357
00:40:31,318 --> 00:40:36,038
<i>When "Arular" came out in 2005,</i>
<i>was Napster big.</i>

358
00:40:36,198 --> 00:40:40,598
<i>One million copies</i>
<i>was downloaded without payment.</i>

359
00:40:42,038 --> 00:40:44,958
<i>It got big so fast.</i>

360
00:40:45,118 --> 00:40:47,318
<i>So fast.</i>

361
00:41:41,358 --> 00:41:44,278
Make some noise!

362
00:41:44,438 --> 00:41:47,998
Coachella, thanks for letting me come!

363
00:41:48,358 --> 00:41:51,838
It's my first festival in the US.
I love it here.

364
00:41:58,918 --> 00:42:01,398
One more! One more!

365
00:42:03,878 --> 00:42:07,918
Congratulations. Wasn't that amazing?
- Yes! And an encore! But what?

366
00:42:43,038 --> 00:42:46,838
That piece must be repeated,
so we know how far it is.

367
00:43:22,678 --> 00:43:25,958
Okay. See you in a bit.

368
00:43:32,558 --> 00:43:38,198
What is that song about?
- The wrong image of immigrants.

369
00:43:38,358 --> 00:43:41,758
That they will come
and takes people's work and money.

370
00:43:41,918 --> 00:43:45,638
It's a funny, parody song about it.

371
00:43:51,598 --> 00:43:53,798
What should I say?

372
00:43:53,958 --> 00:43:56,718
1, 2, 3 ... I don't know.

373
00:43:56,878 --> 00:44:01,958
Say what I have to say.
- You are the Hollywood type.

374
00:44:02,118 --> 00:44:05,198
“Hi, my name is Spike Jonze.
We film with VBS."

375
00:44:07,798 --> 00:44:11,278
Hello, my name is Spike Jonze, VBS.
We are with Maya.

376
00:44:11,438 --> 00:44:14,278
We're going out to talk
with her friend Afrikan Boy.

377
00:44:14,438 --> 00:44:18,238
And then we'll talk about hers
new record she made, -

378
00:44:18,398 --> 00:44:20,958
- which is named after her mother.

379
00:44:27,558 --> 00:44:28,918
How is it going?

380
00:44:29,078 --> 00:44:32,478
Who were you fighting with?
- Some Somalis attacked me.

381
00:44:32,638 --> 00:44:36,678
Should I get the Sri Lankan boys
to fix the Somalia boys?

382
00:44:43,358 --> 00:44:48,358
All the new immigrant cultures,
who have come to the West, -

383
00:44:48,518 --> 00:44:55,558
- they are so deep and strong.
They are part of every city now.

384
00:44:55,718 --> 00:44:59,878
But people are afraid of it.
It's almost a dirty word.

385
00:45:00,038 --> 00:45:03,558
People are afraid of
to go against the flow.

386
00:45:03,718 --> 00:45:09,078
You can't rap about
to be an immigrant. It's embarrassing.

387
00:45:09,238 --> 00:45:12,478
How did you meet each other?
- Myspace.

388
00:45:12,638 --> 00:45:17,158
She just found me.
She found me. A pearl in the dust.

389
00:45:28,918 --> 00:45:31,958
<i>There will always be</i>
<i>something different about us, -</i>

390
00:45:32,118 --> 00:45:36,718
<i>- which cannot be compared to</i>
<i>white or black life.</i>

391
00:45:36,878 --> 00:45:42,158
There is always something extra,
one has to do, -

392
00:45:42,318 --> 00:45:48,038
- which is that you have to relate
to one's home country.

393
00:45:49,918 --> 00:45:53,438
<i>What "Arular" was about</i>
<i>to carry things from there to here, -</i>

394
00:45:53,598 --> 00:45:56,758
<i>- so was "Kala"</i>
<i>a "send money home" record.</i>

395
00:45:56,918 --> 00:46:02,078
<i>Where to send the DVD home.</i>
<i>The box with the color TV.</i>

396
00:46:02,238 --> 00:46:04,238
<i>The microwave oven.</i>

397
00:46:04,398 --> 00:46:08,278
<i>I could go back</i>
<i>with some things this time.</i>

398
00:46:10,238 --> 00:46:15,198
This is M. This is I.
And this is A.

399
00:46:15,358 --> 00:46:18,278
Maya, Mia.

400
00:46:20,998 --> 00:46:23,318
<i>It was really fun</i>
<i>to make "Kala".</i>

401
00:46:23,478 --> 00:46:27,318
<i>Everyone was on board.</i>
<i>Even some animals.</i>

402
00:46:27,478 --> 00:46:33,158
<i>The dogs, the chickens and the flies.</i>
<i>The children who played outside.</i>

403
00:46:33,318 --> 00:46:35,838
1, 2, 3.

404
00:46:46,158 --> 00:46:49,998
<i>It was like going back</i>
<i>until the time I was six years old.</i>

405
00:46:50,158 --> 00:46:53,118
<i>What would I have wanted?</i>

406
00:46:53,278 --> 00:46:56,238
<i>That that person came</i>
<i>and gave me key rings -</i>

407
00:46:56,398 --> 00:47:01,278
<i>- like the ones I had.</i>
<i>And buy me some sweets.</i>

408
00:47:01,438 --> 00:47:05,438
<i>Hold a cool party</i>
<i>and give me some money at the end.</i>

409
00:47:19,958 --> 00:47:22,758
<i>It was like solving</i>
<i>a Rubik's cube, -</i>

410
00:47:22,918 --> 00:47:28,318
<i>- and I threw</i>
<i>more and more colors on.</i>

411
00:47:28,478 --> 00:47:31,238
I think you should play there.

412
00:47:43,398 --> 00:47:46,718
<i>I went to basically</i>
<i>any continent.</i>

413
00:47:48,518 --> 00:47:52,758
<i>We worked on the same song</i>
<i>in each country.</i>

414
00:47:53,918 --> 00:48:00,278
<i>First we recorded in Trinidad.</i>
<i>It should make sense to them, -</i>

415
00:48:00,438 --> 00:48:04,478
<i>- so we changed things up a bit.</i>
<i>Then we recorded in Jamaica.</i>

416
00:48:09,958 --> 00:48:14,198
<i>We had to adjust things again,</i>
<i>when we went to Brooklyn.</i>

417
00:48:27,398 --> 00:48:31,638
<i>The boy in Kovalam where we</i>
<i>filmed the video for "Bird Flu", -</i>

418
00:48:31,798 --> 00:48:36,798
<i>- and the child on the playground</i>
<i>in Liberia is completely the same.</i>

419
00:48:36,958 --> 00:48:43,038
<i>They have nursery rhymes, they play games.</i>
<i>They have an opinion about their hairstyle -</i>

420
00:48:43,198 --> 00:48:45,998
<i>- and about,</i>
<i>which T-shirt they should wear.</i>

421
00:48:46,158 --> 00:48:49,638
<i>And they have dreams.</i>
<i>And they have ...</i>

422
00:48:49,798 --> 00:48:52,878
<i>... an idea about,</i>
<i>what they want to be.</i>

423
00:48:54,718 --> 00:48:58,038
Can you turn up my microphone?

424
00:50:46,838 --> 00:50:50,478
<i>Rolling Stone published its</i>
<i>list of the year's 50 best albums.</i>

425
00:50:50,638 --> 00:50:52,878
<i>There is great diversity.</i>

426
00:50:53,038 --> 00:50:57,518
<i>Best album of the year according to</i>
<i>Rolling Stone Magazine is not ...</i>

427
00:50:57,678 --> 00:51:01,518
<i>... Amy Winehouse's "Back to Black",</i>
<i>it's "Kala" by M.I.A., -</i>

428
00:51:01,678 --> 00:51:03,998
<i>- who is British, born in Sri Lanka.</i>

429
00:51:08,558 --> 00:51:10,838
Popular.

430
00:51:13,318 --> 00:51:17,518
Fucking popular.
- Fucking popular.

431
00:51:17,678 --> 00:51:20,998
Sick.
- Fucking popular.

432
00:51:23,038 --> 00:51:25,278
<i>I hang out at the club</i>
<i>and is popular</i>

433
00:51:25,438 --> 00:51:27,758
<i>I stay at home</i>
<i>and is popular</i>

434
00:51:27,918 --> 00:51:32,198
<i>pops pills and is popular</i>
<i>on Myspace I'm popular</i>

435
00:51:32,358 --> 00:51:35,598
<i>popular</i>
<i>I'm fucking popular</i>

436
00:51:35,758 --> 00:51:39,078
<i>popular</i>
<i>I'm really popular</i>

437
00:51:39,238 --> 00:51:43,318
<i>it' difficult it' difficult</i>
<i>it' really really hard</i>

438
00:51:43,478 --> 00:51:44,998
<i>I'm popular</i>

439
00:51:52,078 --> 00:51:53,918
Stay there.

440
00:52:00,078 --> 00:52:04,118
June

441
00:52:41,078 --> 00:52:44,998
<i>The Tamil Tigers attacked</i>
<i>early in the morning ...</i>

442
00:52:46,758 --> 00:52:53,438
<i>The tigers have moved into Colombo</i>
<i>and have bombed the airport.</i>

443
00:53:00,638 --> 00:53:05,918
<i>It is Colombo that must represent</i>
<i>to be a safe zone.</i>

444
00:53:07,878 --> 00:53:12,878
<i>I felt otherwise,</i>
<i>that now the war was about to end.</i>

445
00:53:14,078 --> 00:53:18,118
<i>In reality it is stuck</i>
<i>in the middle somewhere.</i>

446
00:53:24,358 --> 00:53:27,558
What happened to your eye?

447
00:53:27,718 --> 00:53:31,438
The army did not know
whether we were Sinhalese.

448
00:53:31,598 --> 00:53:35,318
And there was curfew throughout the country.

449
00:53:35,478 --> 00:53:40,878
And then they saw the car and thought:
"They must be Tigers."

450
00:53:41,038 --> 00:53:44,758
"Are you brave enough to drive now,
then you must be Tiger."

451
00:53:44,918 --> 00:53:47,758
Then they threw a bomb at the car.

452
00:53:47,918 --> 00:53:52,598
<i>The army and the police are afraid of</i>
<i>The tigers, so they have to shoot everyone.</i>

453
00:53:52,758 --> 00:53:55,398
And because it's a war zone, -

454
00:53:55,558 --> 00:53:59,758
- then they have the right to
to do anything.

455
00:53:59,918 --> 00:54:02,158
CATALOG OF ABUSES

456
00:54:02,318 --> 00:54:04,638
It is the most cruel thing.

457
00:54:04,798 --> 00:54:08,318
A grenade was detonated
in the woman's vagina, -

458
00:54:08,478 --> 00:54:11,278
- after she had stayed
raped and killed, -

459
00:54:11,438 --> 00:54:14,918
- to remove the traces
after the sexual assault.

460
00:54:16,998 --> 00:54:18,718
Terrible.

461
00:54:20,078 --> 00:54:22,918
"Terrible" cannot describe it.

462
00:54:23,078 --> 00:54:27,038
And the world just watches.
I don't understand it.

463
00:54:27,198 --> 00:54:31,518
No one is interested.
The Americans are not interested.

464
00:54:37,638 --> 00:54:40,198
The more I find out, -

465
00:54:40,358 --> 00:54:43,478
- the more I feel powerless, -

466
00:54:43,638 --> 00:54:49,318
- because it happens in large numbers.
That is why. It happens in droves.

467
00:54:51,398 --> 00:54:56,118
I sense that there is someone
by the window. I'm just looking.

468
00:55:03,918 --> 00:55:08,118
While I was filming myself inside
room, there was a boy outside.

469
00:55:08,278 --> 00:55:10,918
He stood and glared for three quarters of an hour.

470
00:55:14,958 --> 00:55:18,398
He stood and glared at you and at me.

471
00:55:18,558 --> 00:55:22,198
He panicked.
He thought something was going on here -

472
00:55:22,358 --> 00:55:27,038
- behind his back so he came
and asked me about it.

473
00:55:27,198 --> 00:55:31,278
"What is going on in this house?"

474
00:55:38,358 --> 00:55:41,558
<i>Today I rode the bus with my mother.</i>

475
00:55:41,718 --> 00:55:44,678
<i>I was surrounded by soldiers.</i>

476
00:55:47,318 --> 00:55:51,878
<i>They stood in front of our seat,</i>
<i>in front of my mother and me.</i>

477
00:55:53,278 --> 00:55:56,238
<i>And every time the bus rumbled, -</i>

478
00:55:56,398 --> 00:55:59,678
<i>- then they fell on me</i>
<i>and towered over me.</i>

479
00:56:01,878 --> 00:56:04,838
<i>I started to cry,</i>
<i>and my mother said:</i>

480
00:56:04,998 --> 00:56:09,838
<i>“If you say something, they stop</i>
<i>the bus, pulling you into the jungle, -</i>

481
00:56:09,998 --> 00:56:13,518
<i>- and then they kill us in there,</i>
<i>and no one will respond to it.”</i>

482
00:56:16,798 --> 00:56:21,278
<i>I looked around and thought:</i>
<i>"Who can I ask for help?"</i>

483
00:56:21,438 --> 00:56:25,398
<i>"Who?"</i>
<i>But there isn't anyone.</i>

484
00:56:25,558 --> 00:56:28,518
<i>Then you start looking out</i>
<i>at the window and think:</i>

485
00:56:28,678 --> 00:56:33,918
<i>"Somewhere in the jungle there is someone,</i>
<i>that fights for me.”</i>

486
00:56:42,038 --> 00:56:44,558
I will not forget...

487
00:56:45,958 --> 00:56:50,518
What I hear here
is becoming a part of me.

488
00:56:50,678 --> 00:56:54,038
It feels like I
has opened Pandora's box.

489
00:56:54,198 --> 00:57:00,758
I can't control it and I know it
not how it will affect me.

490
00:57:17,678 --> 00:57:20,438
I miss being at home.

491
00:57:20,598 --> 00:57:23,918
And I miss sewing curtains.

492
00:57:25,998 --> 00:57:30,958
There's Steve, who's had his
first day of work at Interscope.

493
00:57:38,838 --> 00:57:41,198
You are being filmed.

494
00:57:48,958 --> 00:57:51,998
Seriously, was it only ten seconds?

495
00:57:52,158 --> 00:57:54,038
Fuck you, how insane.

496
00:57:54,298 --> 00:57:59,538
20 minutes corresponds to
an hour and a half in the gym.

497
00:57:59,718 --> 00:58:02,978
How much do they cost?

498
00:58:03,238 --> 00:58:06,398
You get up to speed.

499
00:58:16,398 --> 00:58:20,278
<i>In 2009 was</i>
<i>the biggest contradiction in my life -</i>

500
00:58:20,438 --> 00:58:24,358
<i>- that I should give birth and be a mother, -</i>

501
00:58:26,158 --> 00:58:31,238
<i>- and that I was famous and nominated</i>
<i>for an Oscar and a Grammy.</i>

502
00:58:32,198 --> 00:58:35,678
<i>I thought that was it,</i>
<i>there was the challenge.</i>

503
00:58:40,318 --> 00:58:44,158
<i>But then the war escalated</i>
<i>in Sri Lanka.</i>

504
00:58:46,438 --> 00:58:50,598
<i>An emergency worker reports that</i>
<i>nearly 400 people were killed -</i>

505
00:58:50,758 --> 00:58:53,878
<i>- in what should be</i>
<i>a ceasefire zone.</i>

506
00:58:54,038 --> 00:58:58,958
<i>A ceasefire zone where civilians</i>
<i>should be safe for the war.</i>

507
00:58:59,118 --> 00:59:04,398
<i>But the pictures show that innocent</i>
<i>people are still being shelled.</i>

508
00:59:06,038 --> 00:59:10,478
<i>The UN has criticized Sri Lanka</i>
<i>government and the Tamil Tigers -</i>

509
00:59:10,638 --> 00:59:13,118
<i>- to expose civilians to danger.</i>

510
00:59:13,278 --> 00:59:16,758
<i>The outside world doesn't know much about,</i>
<i>what the population is exposed to.</i>

511
00:59:16,918 --> 00:59:20,718
<i>The Tamils are invisible.</i>

512
00:59:22,678 --> 00:59:25,918
M.I.A. is a talented singer,
songwriter and hip hop artist, -

513
00:59:26,078 --> 00:59:31,598
- which is nominated for both an Oscar
and a Grammy that same year.

514
00:59:31,758 --> 00:59:34,598
A Grammy and an Oscar. It's big.

515
00:59:34,758 --> 00:59:38,878
As the only Tamil,
that is visible in the Western media, -

516
00:59:39,038 --> 00:59:44,358
- I now have the opportunity to tell
about what is happening in Sri Lanka.

517
00:59:44,518 --> 00:59:48,958
The more success I get, the worse
becomes the situation in Sri Lanka.

518
00:59:51,678 --> 00:59:55,518
<i>I think it's the simplest</i>
<i>to explain it like this:</i>

519
00:59:55,678 --> 01:00:00,918
<i>Under the pretext of wanting to fight</i>
<i>terrorism commits genocide.</i>

520
01:00:01,078 --> 01:00:04,718
<i>A tied back, naked man</i>
<i>blindfolded.</i>

521
01:00:04,878 --> 01:00:08,998
<i>His last human contact</i>
<i>is a kick in the head.</i>

522
01:00:09,158 --> 01:00:15,638
<i>Extrajudicial killings have become</i>
<i>documented in Sri Lanka for years, -</i>

523
01:00:15,798 --> 01:00:19,958
<i>- but never before have we seen</i>
<i>evidence like this.</i>

524
01:00:20,118 --> 01:00:23,758
Is the Sri Lankan government committing genocide?

525
01:00:23,918 --> 01:00:29,638
M.I.A. is a skilled artist,
but she is wrong.

526
01:00:29,798 --> 01:00:34,278
She should stick to it,
she is good at, namely music.

527
01:00:36,838 --> 01:00:39,318
TO SUPPORT M.I.A.
IS TO SUPPORT TERRORISM

528
01:00:39,478 --> 01:00:44,278
<i>There is no doubt that she</i>
<i>roused the anger of the Sinhalese, -</i>

529
01:00:44,438 --> 01:00:51,598
<i>- when she blamed the Sri Lanka Army</i>
<i>for committing genocide on Tamils.</i>

530
01:00:51,758 --> 01:00:57,158
Anyone who opposes the government,
is killed, thrown into prison, -

531
01:00:57,318 --> 01:00:59,038
- thrown out of the country.

532
01:00:59,198 --> 01:01:06,438
It is therefore difficult to obtain information
the Americans about, -

533
01:01:06,598 --> 01:01:08,318
- what is happening.

534
01:01:08,478 --> 01:01:13,998
Tell us why you as a Sri Lankan
sounds like Mick Jagger.

535
01:01:15,838 --> 01:01:20,518
I'm just one of those...
- But they don't usually sound like that.

536
01:01:20,678 --> 01:01:24,158
No, but we'll never find out
for they keep killing them.

537
01:01:24,318 --> 01:01:28,198
Reach? Maybe they have cockney accents
in Sri Lanka? I didn't know that.

538
01:01:28,358 --> 01:01:31,598
<i>They dismissed me.</i>
- M.I.A., everyone.

539
01:01:34,558 --> 01:01:39,038
<i>"Go home, little girl."</i>
<i>They wanted me to clap.</i>

540
01:01:50,598 --> 01:01:55,318
Tell us what you're frustrated about
over at CNN's feature.

541
01:01:55,478 --> 01:02:01,638
I would like to have the facts checked and
know why I was cut out, -

542
01:02:01,798 --> 01:02:06,518
- when I said that there
genocide is committed in Sri Lanka.

543
01:02:06,678 --> 01:02:11,318
We talked for a quarter of an hour, and they
focused only on me and my song.

544
01:02:11,478 --> 01:02:14,998
You are the first to complain about, -

545
01:02:15,158 --> 01:02:19,558
- that something is too much about them.
Otherwise, people would like that.

546
01:02:21,118 --> 01:02:25,878
<i>People thought it was bad news.</i>
<i>One should not talk about death.</i>

547
01:02:26,038 --> 01:02:31,238
<i>"We don't want to look at bombed babies."</i>
<i>“Can't you talk about Beverly Hills?”</i>

548
01:02:31,398 --> 01:02:34,398
<i>It was very difficult</i>
<i>to be two things at once.</i>

549
01:02:36,878 --> 01:02:41,278
<i>I tried to do it that way,</i>
<i>they wanted me to do it, -</i>

550
01:02:41,438 --> 01:02:45,558
<i>- which is learning the script by heart.</i>
<i>Memorize the five sentences, -</i>

551
01:02:45,718 --> 01:02:51,718
<i>- you will repeat in the media.</i>
<i>Achieve success in the media.</i>

552
01:02:52,798 --> 01:02:56,358
<i>But I couldn't.</i>

553
01:02:56,518 --> 01:02:59,798
<i>I felt,</i>
<i>that I was about to explode.</i>

554
01:03:00,918 --> 01:03:03,838
<i>Instead I did it my way.</i>

555
01:03:39,878 --> 01:03:43,358
You little shit!
- Sit down and shut your ass!

556
01:03:53,798 --> 01:03:57,078
OUR TIME WILL COME

557
01:04:29,038 --> 01:04:32,718
<i>It was M.I.A. here on</i>
<i>KROQ, 106.7 K-R-O-Q.</i>

558
01:04:32,878 --> 01:04:37,518
<i>We get angry emails from people,</i>
<i>who says that M.I.A. is a terrorist, -</i>

559
01:04:37,678 --> 01:04:40,598
<i>- and that KROQ is mean,</i>
<i>because we support her.</i>

560
01:04:40,758 --> 01:04:46,678
<i>Maybe there is a connection.</i>
<i>Maybe she'll send money.</i>

561
01:04:46,838 --> 01:04:49,998
<i>They drive me further into it.</i>

562
01:04:50,158 --> 01:04:54,678
<i>They associate my name, my career</i>
<i>and my achievements -</i>

563
01:04:54,838 --> 01:05:00,038
<i>- with the same words:</i>
<i>M.I.A., Tamil terrorist.</i>

564
01:05:00,198 --> 01:05:05,518
Respected news broadcasters
committing lazy journalism.

565
01:05:05,678 --> 01:05:08,078
When you released the "Born Free" video, -

566
01:05:08,238 --> 01:05:13,918
- then you probably knew very well that the
would engender negative reactions?

567
01:05:17,158 --> 01:05:21,998
What was it that people didn't like?
It was ketchup and artificial blood.

568
01:05:22,158 --> 01:05:26,518
That it was too violent.
- That was what was so insane.

569
01:05:26,678 --> 01:05:30,518
The video of the real execution,
I tweeted about a few months before, -

570
01:05:30,678 --> 01:05:33,198
- people were very happy with it.

571
01:05:33,358 --> 01:05:34,918
A real execution.

572
01:05:35,078 --> 01:05:38,318
Two months later I filmed it
same with some redheaded people -

573
01:05:38,478 --> 01:05:43,878
- and some artificial blood, and that's it
the worst thing people have ever seen.

574
01:05:44,038 --> 01:05:46,558
Are you a victim of censorship?
- Yes, then.

575
01:05:53,478 --> 01:05:56,478
What experiences
can we share from those places?

576
01:05:56,638 --> 01:06:01,158
Which ones are you okay with?
Which ones can you easily digest?

577
01:06:01,318 --> 01:06:04,758
If one is born out of the struggle,
so how do you talk about the fight -

578
01:06:04,918 --> 01:06:07,798
- without talking about the match?

579
01:06:09,798 --> 01:06:13,038
Hi, Maya. Yes or no? It will be
16 pages and you get the cover.

580
01:06:13,198 --> 01:06:16,478
Lynn Hirschberg writes the portrait,
Ryan McGinley takes the photos.

581
01:06:16,638 --> 01:06:19,078
I need an answer by Thursday at the latest.
Thanks. J.

582
01:06:19,998 --> 01:06:23,518
If she can get Maya on the cover,
why hasn't she -

583
01:06:23,678 --> 01:06:26,998
- prevented them from
to screw her up in the past?

584
01:06:27,158 --> 01:06:31,278
If we get the cover, so be it
first time a Tamil ends up there.

585
01:06:31,438 --> 01:06:35,558
We are so blind to this. Do they
then, as Tavis Smiley did, -

586
01:06:35,718 --> 01:06:40,238
- and gets a minister to say, -

587
01:06:40,398 --> 01:06:43,718
- that M.I.A. must hold
to the music? We must know that.

588
01:06:43,878 --> 01:06:46,958
They don't reveal what they want to do.

589
01:06:47,118 --> 01:06:50,118
You have to prepare for the worst.

590
01:06:50,278 --> 01:06:53,838
If they want to fuck with you,
then the worst they can do is -

591
01:06:53,998 --> 01:06:58,478
- to do
your political position irrelevant.

592
01:06:58,638 --> 01:07:03,038
Saying it doesn't mean anything.

593
01:07:03,198 --> 01:07:09,118
“You're just another artist on
Interscope. We write about the music."

594
01:07:12,318 --> 01:07:13,398
Cool.

595
01:07:13,558 --> 01:07:17,598
Lynn Hirschberg
Editor, New York Times Magazine

596
01:07:17,758 --> 01:07:20,198
You don't like technology.
- No.

597
01:07:20,358 --> 01:07:23,398
It makes a little noise,
and it lasts nine minutes.

598
01:07:23,558 --> 01:07:27,398
So much the better.
Noise and nine minutes is good.

599
01:07:34,878 --> 01:07:38,318
Oh god.
Couldn't you hear me scream?

600
01:07:38,478 --> 01:07:44,438
I would let you stay in that world.
- It's really fantastic.

601
01:07:44,598 --> 01:07:47,158
Very disturbing but amazing.

602
01:07:47,318 --> 01:07:50,478
You must say,
if you don't like it.

603
01:07:50,638 --> 01:07:54,758
I think it's pretty brilliant.
I really think so.

604
01:07:54,918 --> 01:07:56,758
Thank you.
- It was so little.

605
01:07:56,918 --> 01:08:00,038
Did you like the song?
- Yes, you know I can.

606
01:08:01,398 --> 01:08:05,518
<i>... a searing portrait article</i>
<i>in the New York Times' magazine, -</i>

607
01:08:05,678 --> 01:08:09,238
<i>- where writer Lynn Hirschberg</i>
<i>points to some inconsistencies.</i>

608
01:08:09,398 --> 01:08:12,318
<i>M.I.A. portrayed as a woman,</i>
<i>that is trapped in the need for -</i>

609
01:08:12,478 --> 01:08:15,798
<i>- to come with politically charged</i>
<i>pseudo-statements.</i>

610
01:08:15,958 --> 01:08:19,038
<i>Which is produced as</i>
<i>a thoughtless hypocrite.</i>

611
01:08:19,198 --> 01:08:22,478
<i>She is engaged to an heir to</i>
<i>The Seagram fortune.</i>

612
01:08:22,638 --> 01:08:26,918
<i>She leads a rather elitist</i>
<i>and comfortable existence now, -</i>

613
01:08:27,078 --> 01:08:30,718
<i>- and yet she sings about</i>
<i>rebellion on his plate.</i>

614
01:08:30,878 --> 01:08:33,718
<i>The symbol, as the article</i>
<i>plunges over, is, -</i>

615
01:08:33,878 --> 01:08:36,798
<i>- that M.I.A.</i>
<i>eating truffle fries.</i>

616
01:08:36,958 --> 01:08:39,318
<i>"I always want to</i>
<i>wanted to be an outsider.</i>

617
01:08:39,478 --> 01:08:43,158
<i>Then they can call me a terrorist,</i>
<i>if they want.”</i>

618
01:08:43,318 --> 01:08:49,438
<i>Yes, she bites into a truffle fry.</i>
<i>As Lynn Hirschberg ordered.</i>

619
01:08:52,958 --> 01:08:56,318
So what, everyone?
M.I.A. here.

620
01:08:56,478 --> 01:09:00,238
I've moved to Brentwood,
and I have a child now.

621
01:09:00,398 --> 01:09:03,358
This one goes out to all the ladies who
whose values have changed, -

622
01:09:03,518 --> 01:09:08,598
- who are looking for stability,
love and beach pilates.

623
01:09:08,758 --> 01:09:13,798
<i>I just want to ...</i>
<i>and ... invest my money</i>

624
01:09:13,958 --> 01:09:19,598
<i>I just want to ...</i>
<i>and ... look at my Monet</i>

625
01:09:19,758 --> 01:09:23,878
M.I.A. I invest in democracy
in the third world.

626
01:09:24,038 --> 01:09:25,998
The sunglasses are from Sri Lanka.

627
01:09:26,158 --> 01:09:29,118
You dare to write
anything funny about me.

628
01:09:35,198 --> 01:09:39,358
They want to say that what I say
is meaningless shit.

629
01:09:39,518 --> 01:09:43,158
That it is not authentic.
That my upbringing is not authentic.

630
01:09:43,318 --> 01:09:46,558
Because I'm a musician,
or because I live here, -

631
01:09:46,718 --> 01:09:51,038
- then they think I have a lot
more responsibility to be -

632
01:09:51,198 --> 01:09:55,638
- a global example.
I'm supposed to be like...

633
01:09:55,798 --> 01:09:59,238
A starving child from a mud hut,
which has been successful, -

634
01:09:59,398 --> 01:10:01,838
- and I must not change.

635
01:10:01,998 --> 01:10:05,278
Only for your sake,
so you can understand the message.

636
01:10:06,198 --> 01:10:09,558
It's from ... I have to
to connect it here.

637
01:10:09,718 --> 01:10:13,158
It's from the New York Times
three days ago, on January 8.

638
01:10:13,318 --> 01:10:17,318
Video of Sri Lankan executions
looks real, says the UN.

639
01:10:17,478 --> 01:10:21,238
This is from the New York Times today.

640
01:10:21,398 --> 01:10:24,718
"31 Places to Travel to in 2010."

641
01:10:24,878 --> 01:10:29,238
So now that the war is over, people must
just go on honeymoon there.

642
01:10:29,398 --> 01:10:31,598
It's far out.

643
01:10:31,758 --> 01:10:35,798
ONCE AGAIN: FUCK THE NEW YORK TIMES

644
01:10:40,758 --> 01:10:44,558
IS IT A GREAT PLACE TO GO ON HOLIDAY?

645
01:12:01,878 --> 01:12:08,078
<i>I loved the USA.</i>
<i>Look at pictures up to 2001.</i>

646
01:12:08,238 --> 01:12:12,078
I'm wearing American Converse shoes.
An American jersey.

647
01:12:12,238 --> 01:12:14,518
There is an American poster behind me.

648
01:12:14,678 --> 01:12:17,478
I didn't have a problem with the US.
I loved the USA.

649
01:12:18,718 --> 01:12:21,158
And since then...

650
01:12:26,718 --> 01:12:30,078
Have they chopped
piece by piece of me.

651
01:12:43,638 --> 01:12:47,358
How to be a manager of
an artist who is unruly?

652
01:12:48,958 --> 01:12:53,798
I ask the question
to the whole panel, -

653
01:12:53,958 --> 01:12:57,198
- which consists of me and you.

654
01:12:57,358 --> 01:13:00,278
<i>Cross in the fucking ass.</i>

655
01:13:00,438 --> 01:13:04,438
What should we do?
<i>- You have to give in, Maya.</i>

656
01:13:04,598 --> 01:13:09,318
<i>You have to show some trust. You must ...</i>
- Dyana, can you be my manager?

657
01:13:14,918 --> 01:13:20,558
Can we get a song on the radio? Coming
"Double Bubble Trouble" on the radio?

658
01:13:20,718 --> 01:13:25,278
It's the most radio-friendly song.
Can we have a song played?

659
01:13:25,438 --> 01:13:31,278
<i>Some kind of driving force is needed.</i>
<i>That's how it can succeed.</i>

660
01:13:31,438 --> 01:13:35,358
<i>Especially when it's not Katy Perry.</i>

661
01:13:41,478 --> 01:13:44,518
I am starting an education again.

662
01:13:46,158 --> 01:13:48,758
What kind of education?

663
01:13:54,838 --> 01:13:59,638
Maybe I should be a marine engineer
and design boats.

664
01:14:00,918 --> 01:14:06,798
Or maybe I just have to work with
to rescue refugees at sea.

665
01:14:15,718 --> 01:14:19,158
<i>Madonna called ...</i>
<i>- You stood in Whole Foods.</i>

666
01:14:19,318 --> 01:14:25,038
I was in Whole Foods,
when the phone rings.

667
01:14:26,078 --> 01:14:28,718
And it was Scott.

668
01:14:28,878 --> 01:14:33,598
Madonna wants to do a number
with me and Nicki Minaj, -

669
01:14:33,758 --> 01:14:37,838
- and she's going to perform at the Super Bowl,
and she wants me with her.

670
01:14:37,998 --> 01:14:43,278
Oh god!
- And Nicki Minaj! Oh god!

671
01:14:43,438 --> 01:14:50,118
Wild! An Italian, a Sri Lankan
and an African American. Wild.

672
01:14:58,158 --> 01:15:00,918
What is Madonna's video about?

673
01:15:01,078 --> 01:15:03,838
All that is American.

674
01:15:03,998 --> 01:15:08,478
The candles in here
called Yankee candles, -

675
01:15:09,958 --> 01:15:13,958
- I'm dressed as a cheerleader
in a Madonna video, -

676
01:15:14,118 --> 01:15:17,358
- which is sponsored by Coca-Cola.

677
01:15:17,518 --> 01:15:20,718
And the song is about the NFL.

678
01:15:21,598 --> 01:15:24,478
<i>I had to join</i>
<i>in Madonna's video, -</i>

679
01:15:24,638 --> 01:15:27,558
<i>- but I also worked</i>
<i>on my own.</i>

680
01:15:27,718 --> 01:15:32,478
<i>And by chance they came out on the same day</i>
<i>within ten minutes.</i>

681
01:15:36,358 --> 01:15:39,238
Hello, USA.

682
01:17:29,478 --> 01:17:32,838
It never stops.

683
01:17:35,838 --> 01:17:40,358
It's like at school.
Always at the back, always last in line.

684
01:17:40,518 --> 01:17:43,518
Always late for it.
Still getting dressed.

685
01:18:35,678 --> 01:18:42,758
WORLD PEACE

686
01:18:42,918 --> 01:18:47,198
The Giants just won the Super Bowl,
but it's M.I.A. we're talking about.

687
01:18:47,358 --> 01:18:51,398
She gave the audience the finger
during his performance with Madonna.

688
01:18:51,558 --> 01:18:55,518
That's why she wanted me along.
I can do what she can't.

689
01:18:55,678 --> 01:19:00,038
It fits.
I am the sick part of her brain.

690
01:19:04,038 --> 01:19:06,238
Forward with the finger.

691
01:19:17,838 --> 01:19:20,478
Hi, we're from the NFL.
- Hello.

692
01:19:20,638 --> 01:19:23,278
We need to talk about that.

693
01:19:27,878 --> 01:19:31,838
Everyone wants to talk about it.
- Can I have ...?

694
01:19:33,358 --> 01:19:38,798
Can we just have five minutes?
She is still changing her clothes.

695
01:19:38,958 --> 01:19:41,638
She is still changing her clothes.

696
01:19:55,518 --> 01:19:57,958
We just ran away.

697
01:20:00,678 --> 01:20:05,678
We ... Sugu, you don't understand,
how quickly we slipped away.

698
01:20:05,838 --> 01:20:10,158
With bodyguards as guards.
- Dyana wants to talk to you.

699
01:20:10,318 --> 01:20:12,838
Diana.
<i>- Hello.</i>

700
01:20:12,998 --> 01:20:16,318
Come here. did you see me
- Hello.

701
01:20:16,478 --> 01:20:20,718
No.
- Didn't you see me dancing? No?

702
01:20:20,878 --> 01:20:23,238
No.
- What?

703
01:20:23,398 --> 01:20:25,798
We then said: "There is mother."

704
01:20:25,958 --> 01:20:30,718
I cried.
- Did you just want to leave and go to mom?

705
01:20:30,878 --> 01:20:35,278
Yes, I don't like the Super Bowl.
- Can't you?

706
01:20:35,438 --> 01:20:38,918
No.
- Like that, my boy. Come here.

707
01:20:40,398 --> 01:20:44,038
The Super Bowl doesn't like me now.

708
01:20:44,198 --> 01:20:47,238
They entered our wardrobe
and wanted to talk to me.

709
01:20:47,398 --> 01:20:51,118
We asked, "About what?"
"This one."

710
01:20:51,278 --> 01:20:54,678
People liked it.

711
01:20:54,838 --> 01:20:57,958
It was pretty cool.

712
01:21:02,678 --> 01:21:05,438
What have I done?
- That's cool.

713
01:21:05,598 --> 01:21:10,798
That's what I do. I have one
song out now called "Bad Girls".

714
01:21:11,918 --> 01:21:15,598
Oh god. Okay, so we've done it.

715
01:21:22,398 --> 01:21:26,558
Dyana scolded saying,
that I shouldn't talk to anyone.

716
01:21:29,078 --> 01:21:32,078
Will people come
to freak out on me in the street?

717
01:21:33,278 --> 01:21:37,118
No, I think Dyana meant,
that this was something special.

718
01:21:37,278 --> 01:21:42,718
And it surprised me.
Is it really that big of a problem?

719
01:21:46,678 --> 01:21:49,798
But it obviously is.

720
01:21:51,318 --> 01:21:55,158
What made her do that?
Who was she angry with?

721
01:21:55,318 --> 01:21:59,398
She could have just waved.
Or blinked.

722
01:21:59,558 --> 01:22:02,238
Who do you blame?
NBC? NFL?

723
01:22:02,398 --> 01:22:05,438
Or anyone?
- M.I.A.

724
01:22:05,598 --> 01:22:10,358
Today we are going to talk about this and more
with bowler Josh Blanchard.

725
01:22:10,518 --> 01:22:13,358
Thank you for coming.
Did you watch the Super Bowl show?

726
01:22:13,518 --> 01:22:17,158
Yes. It was a little shocking.
It was right in the camera.

727
01:22:17,318 --> 01:22:20,118
Everyone could see
that she did it on purpose.

728
01:22:20,278 --> 01:22:26,118
My wife and I were shocked.
- Madonna got the chance to perform.

729
01:22:26,278 --> 01:22:30,838
She is amazing. We love
all her eighties.

730
01:22:30,998 --> 01:22:34,478
And she chooses M.I.A.,
who is not even American.

731
01:22:34,638 --> 01:22:40,118
Did you see Blake Shelton
and Miranda Lambert? Fantastic!

732
01:22:40,278 --> 01:22:43,758
<i>Why can't we get anything</i>
<i>American in our football?</i>

733
01:22:44,958 --> 01:22:47,678
NFL DEMANDS 16.6 MILLION
FOR M.I.A.'S SUPER BOWL FINGERS

734
01:22:47,838 --> 01:22:51,238
I was alone on the screen
for about 15 seconds, -

735
01:22:51,398 --> 01:22:55,118
- and they want 15 million for that.

736
01:22:56,958 --> 01:22:59,758
It's worse than being a murderer.

737
01:23:01,118 --> 01:23:04,438
A brown person, -

738
01:23:04,598 --> 01:23:08,958
- who stands up there,
and who doesn't suck dick, -

739
01:23:09,118 --> 01:23:11,838
- is more offensive to them -

740
01:23:11,998 --> 01:23:14,958
- than murdering someone.

741
01:23:15,118 --> 01:23:17,958
They want me to
be like Aziz Ansari.

742
01:23:18,118 --> 01:23:20,478
"Hey, I love it."

743
01:23:24,918 --> 01:23:30,078
What is the official statement
from you about why you did it?

744
01:23:31,198 --> 01:23:33,638
There is no opinion.

745
01:23:33,798 --> 01:23:37,198
i said
that it was a spiritual gesture.

746
01:23:38,678 --> 01:23:40,998
Was that it?

747
01:23:44,838 --> 01:23:47,678
It was pretty insane.

748
01:23:47,838 --> 01:23:51,278
Seeing Madonna as I ...

749
01:23:51,438 --> 01:23:56,158
... so like a strong woman,
when I was growing up.

750
01:23:56,318 --> 01:23:59,358
And those cowboys dog-sat with her.

751
01:24:00,638 --> 01:24:05,198
“Turn around.
Bend forward. Turn around."

752
01:24:05,358 --> 01:24:07,758
"Change shoes."

753
01:24:07,918 --> 01:24:10,518
"I don't know about those clothes."

754
01:24:10,678 --> 01:24:14,718
They were sexist, misogynistic
and racist.

755
01:24:14,878 --> 01:24:19,838
They were all that. And then I thought,
that if no one else does -

756
01:24:19,998 --> 01:24:23,998
- and stands by it -

757
01:24:27,398 --> 01:24:31,278
- and questions,
what's going on, -

758
01:24:35,238 --> 01:24:38,518
- then fuck all this shit.
I want to go home.

759
01:25:10,078 --> 01:25:14,638
When mother was little like you,
I drank it all the time.

760
01:25:14,798 --> 01:25:18,358
I want one.
- No, because all my teeth fell out.

761
01:25:18,518 --> 01:25:21,958
What does it taste like?
- It tastes like...

762
01:25:24,438 --> 01:25:26,678
It's just too sweet.

763
01:25:26,838 --> 01:25:30,678
What does it taste like?
- It actually tastes like medicine.

764
01:25:30,838 --> 01:25:34,998
If you ate it, you would think
it tasted like medicine.

765
01:25:35,158 --> 01:25:37,718
See. Food.

766
01:25:41,758 --> 01:25:44,118
Delicious.
- Chickpeas.

767
01:25:45,838 --> 01:25:48,118
Delicious.
- To us?

768
01:25:57,918 --> 01:25:59,478
My father.

769
01:25:59,638 --> 01:26:03,518
<i>The UN has established that the death toll in</i>
<i>the war in Sri Lanka's last months -</i>

770
01:26:03,678 --> 01:26:08,118
- can come up with
40-70,000 civilian Tamils.

771
01:26:08,278 --> 01:26:12,318
A shocking number when you think about it
on the size of the area.

772
01:26:12,478 --> 01:26:16,478
Our first reading is of it
British-Tamil artist M.I.A.

773
01:26:16,638 --> 01:26:21,438
She speaks for a young mother,
who was abducted in Northern Sri Lanka.

774
01:26:24,518 --> 01:26:29,398
“I was alone on my way home.
My husband was at home with our child.

775
01:26:29,558 --> 01:26:32,678
I saw a white wagon,
that stopped at our house.

776
01:26:32,838 --> 01:26:38,278
I thought it was weird
but I was not troubled.

777
01:26:38,438 --> 01:26:43,198
As I passed the carriage, four or five got up
men out and wanted my name.

778
01:26:44,318 --> 01:26:47,758
I started to scream, but they
covered my mouth with cloth -

779
01:26:47,918 --> 01:26:50,718
- to silence the noise.

780
01:26:52,478 --> 01:26:56,798
I screamed: 'Don't take me!
I have a child!'

781
01:26:56,958 --> 01:27:00,478
When I came to Britain,
I contacted a family member here.

782
01:27:00,638 --> 01:27:05,078
She came and looked at me,
two days after I arrived.

783
01:27:05,238 --> 01:27:09,718
I told her in broad strokes
about the things that had happened to me.

784
01:27:13,278 --> 01:27:15,998
And ...

785
01:27:16,158 --> 01:27:20,358
We began with my experiences with
the war and I saw her reaction.

786
01:27:20,518 --> 01:27:24,838
I told her I had stayed
abducted, burned with cigarettes.

787
01:27:24,998 --> 01:27:27,118
She could see the scars on my arms.

788
01:27:27,278 --> 01:27:30,598
I told her I was staying
raped with a wire.

789
01:27:30,758 --> 01:27:34,838
They kept my head under water. Draw one
bag of gasoline over my head.

790
01:27:34,998 --> 01:27:38,038
Kicked me with boots on.

791
01:27:38,198 --> 01:27:42,278
I didn't tell her everything,
for she was already crying."

792
01:27:49,118 --> 01:27:51,118
Thank you.

793
01:27:58,358 --> 01:28:03,518
It's my first time there
such an arrangement here.

794
01:28:03,678 --> 01:28:08,278
I don't know this world.
- What world?

795
01:28:08,438 --> 01:28:11,998
Activism within the system.

796
01:28:12,158 --> 01:28:17,318
I'm the type to say a lot of things
and get into trouble.

797
01:28:17,478 --> 01:28:22,758
It felt real and human.
That's what matters.

798
01:28:23,958 --> 01:28:25,438
Thanks.

799
01:28:25,598 --> 01:28:28,998
<i>As a refugee,</i>
<i>who lived through the war, -</i>

800
01:28:29,158 --> 01:28:33,278
<i>- fled to England</i>
<i>and became a pop star, -</i>

801
01:28:33,438 --> 01:28:35,798
<i>- what is the goal then?</i>

802
01:28:41,518 --> 01:28:43,598
<i>That's fantastic, -</i>

803
01:28:43,758 --> 01:28:49,278
<i>- that one must</i>
<i>finding out so much in one life.</i>

804
01:28:52,518 --> 01:28:54,438
<i>But...</i>

805
01:28:54,598 --> 01:28:57,398
<i>... I got it all</i>
<i>to fit together.</i>

806
01:29:15,038 --> 01:29:20,158
The video is for the song "What's Up With
That". It is about refugees.

807
01:29:21,638 --> 01:29:26,078
First verse, second verse, outro.

808
01:29:27,478 --> 01:29:31,038
All these pictures are real.
It's people trying to get over.

809
01:29:31,198 --> 01:29:35,038
Everyone is talking about them,
as if they have no face, -

810
01:29:35,198 --> 01:29:38,318
- but there are millions of them.

811
01:29:43,358 --> 01:29:46,438
Jerry, we're about to get
the green above.

812
01:29:46,598 --> 01:29:48,478
They...?
- The green ones. Those there.

813
01:29:49,918 --> 01:29:51,678
No.

814
01:29:58,998 --> 01:30:03,718
<i>The story of immigrants must always</i>
<i>be part of my works, -</i>

815
01:30:03,878 --> 01:30:08,438
<i>- because it is,</i>
<i>I try to understand.</i>

816
01:30:13,478 --> 01:30:19,358
<i>We are being used as scapegoats</i>
<i>in Brexit and to build a wall.</i>

817
01:30:19,518 --> 01:30:23,918
<i>But people have always interfered with</i>
<i>each other and moved around, -</i>

818
01:30:24,078 --> 01:30:27,278
<i>- and interesting things have happened</i>
<i>because of that.</i>

819
01:30:32,638 --> 01:30:36,678
<i>You don't know about that child</i>
<i>grabs a 505 and a microphone -</i>

820
01:30:36,838 --> 01:30:39,878
<i>- and stays</i>
<i>the next Michael Jackson.</i>

821
01:30:51,558 --> 01:30:53,798
July

822
01:31:02,998 --> 01:31:07,558
<i>We are on our way back to London,</i>
<i>and I'm very nervous.</i>

823
01:31:10,518 --> 01:31:13,838
In a way, I don't want to go back
to the land of the Spice Girls.

824
01:31:13,998 --> 01:31:15,758
I'm not quite ready for that.

825
01:31:46,598 --> 01:31:52,638
Do you have any good life advice?

826
01:31:52,798 --> 01:31:58,158
Live a happy life just like I do.

827
01:32:00,438 --> 01:32:03,878
My life?
- I keep singing.

828
01:32:04,038 --> 01:32:06,318
It makes me happy.

829
01:32:06,478 --> 01:32:10,198
What should I do then?
- You have to sing too.

830
01:32:10,358 --> 01:32:13,198
It's the kind of thing
you need.

831
01:32:13,358 --> 01:32:15,958
It's the kind of
there is good for one.

832
01:33:44,198 --> 01:33:48,998
Translation: Jesper Buhl
Scandinavian Text Service 2018


