1 00:00:17,160 --> 00:00:20,240 THE MUSEUM OF INNOCENCE 2 00:00:56,960 --> 00:00:57,880 Oh! 3 00:01:32,600 --> 00:01:35,560 We have now come to the confession scene. 4 00:01:43,560 --> 00:01:46,040 Before my parents returned from the summer house, 5 00:01:46,520 --> 00:01:51,000 Sibel threw an end-of-summer party for me, thinking it would be good for me. 6 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:56,200 You were all over her! You were all over her right in front of me. 7 00:02:08,680 --> 00:02:11,640 We're going swimming in Kilyos. Hey, does your mom have suits? 8 00:02:13,400 --> 00:02:14,840 Just take a look. 9 00:02:14,920 --> 00:02:18,600 Hey, you know she was a lovely, interesting woman, your mother. 10 00:02:19,080 --> 00:02:20,280 She's still alive. 11 00:02:22,040 --> 00:02:24,640 Look, darling, I found the swimsuits. 12 00:02:24,720 --> 00:02:26,280 - Let's see. - This'd look good… 13 00:02:26,360 --> 00:02:27,600 - Kemal. - This one? 14 00:02:27,680 --> 00:02:30,560 - Yeah, that's the one you should wear. - Kemal. Get up, come on, we're going. 15 00:02:31,400 --> 00:02:33,760 You go, Sibel and I will join you guys later. 16 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:38,320 We'd better be going, I suppose. 17 00:02:38,920 --> 00:02:40,520 Come on, guys, let's go. 18 00:02:40,600 --> 00:02:41,640 Make sure you come. 19 00:03:20,480 --> 00:03:21,640 I got it, I got it! 20 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:44,360 This was my last happy memory with my fiancée. 21 00:04:06,040 --> 00:04:08,280 Okay, hurry up, I don't want to be late. 22 00:04:16,200 --> 00:04:18,240 So, where were you yesterday? 23 00:04:19,640 --> 00:04:21,040 I tried to call you more than once, 24 00:04:21,120 --> 00:04:23,120 and they said you weren't at the office. 25 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:32,560 If it's awkward, then I'm… Well, just don't tell me anything. 26 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:40,720 Kemal. 27 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:57,120 This spring, when my parents took us both out to the Fuaye… 28 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:00,840 Of course, what about it? 29 00:05:02,800 --> 00:05:05,680 Well, there was this purse you liked at a nearby shop on our way out, 30 00:05:05,760 --> 00:05:07,400 so we stopped in to look. 31 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:15,320 Kemal, what is it you're trying to say? 32 00:05:15,400 --> 00:05:19,280 The next day I came to the shop to get you that same bag as a little surprise. 33 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:23,960 That's when I met up with Füsun, a cousin. 34 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:35,080 And she came to our party, right? She sat at our table? 35 00:05:35,160 --> 00:05:36,120 Mm-hmm. 36 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:41,400 You realized it was a fake purse and said to take it back. 37 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:44,000 Yes. To get your money back. 38 00:05:44,080 --> 00:05:45,320 That's why I went back. 39 00:05:46,200 --> 00:05:47,080 Like you told me. 40 00:05:50,880 --> 00:05:54,720 Later on, Füsun brought the money to my mom's place at the Merhamet building. 41 00:05:58,040 --> 00:06:00,200 Merhamet Apartments? Are you serious? 42 00:06:04,600 --> 00:06:07,000 So then I started to tell her the whole story, 43 00:06:07,080 --> 00:06:08,680 right from the very beginning. 44 00:06:09,320 --> 00:06:11,760 Really, it's just a pre-marital indulgence to me, Sibel. 45 00:06:11,840 --> 00:06:13,080 She just brought money at first. 46 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:14,160 I tried to fight the urge. 47 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:16,600 I couldn't resist. I kissed her. 48 00:06:16,680 --> 00:06:18,040 - I fell for her. - I left everything… 49 00:06:18,120 --> 00:06:19,720 - I was ashamed of what I did. - The glasses… 50 00:06:19,800 --> 00:06:21,920 - I couldn't resist, so I went back. - I couldn't resist. 51 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:24,600 - I was so ashamed. - Ashamed. 52 00:06:24,680 --> 00:06:25,840 - I kissed her. - Ashamed. 53 00:06:37,040 --> 00:06:38,920 God, you disgust me! 54 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:42,080 You're such a bastard! Why, Kemal? 55 00:06:42,800 --> 00:06:44,480 God, I hope you burn in hell! 56 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:47,680 This is unbelievable! Goddammit, how could you? 57 00:06:47,760 --> 00:06:49,240 You're such a bastard! 58 00:06:49,320 --> 00:06:51,640 What's wrong with you? How could you? 59 00:06:51,720 --> 00:06:53,720 I can't believe you! 60 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:54,680 How could you do this? 61 00:06:54,760 --> 00:06:56,680 - Cheating with some shop employee? - Sibel, calm down. 62 00:06:56,760 --> 00:06:59,000 - Don't touch me, get off me! - This relationship is long over. 63 00:07:04,400 --> 00:07:06,280 Do you still go and meet her? 64 00:07:06,360 --> 00:07:07,640 I broke it off. 65 00:07:07,720 --> 00:07:09,280 Don't you dare lie. 66 00:07:09,920 --> 00:07:12,840 Once I got engaged, I said I couldn't see her anymore. 67 00:07:13,800 --> 00:07:15,600 And then she up and vanished. 68 00:07:33,160 --> 00:07:35,320 Are you still hung up on her, is that it? 69 00:07:35,880 --> 00:07:38,960 What man with a heart could have said yes to that question? 70 00:07:39,040 --> 00:07:40,440 No, she's nothing to me. 71 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:43,720 What's made you unhappy, then, Kemal? 72 00:07:43,800 --> 00:07:46,080 Everybody has been hurt by my choice. 73 00:07:47,960 --> 00:07:51,160 I cheated on you, plus I treated a young woman horribly, it's… 74 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:54,680 crushed any happiness I had. 75 00:07:56,960 --> 00:07:59,160 What are you trying to say? 76 00:08:18,760 --> 00:08:20,840 Then where were you yesterday? 77 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:27,320 Just say it! 78 00:08:31,240 --> 00:08:32,600 Merhamet Apartment building. 79 00:08:37,480 --> 00:08:39,040 How often did you meet with her there? 80 00:08:40,800 --> 00:08:42,520 Why won't you answer me? 81 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:44,960 Answer me! 82 00:09:31,800 --> 00:09:32,960 Sibel? 83 00:09:35,520 --> 00:09:36,480 Sibel? 84 00:09:39,440 --> 00:09:40,360 Sibel! 85 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:49,640 Don't let the tea get cold. 86 00:10:05,640 --> 00:10:07,960 If you're hungry, I had fresh bread delivered earlier. 87 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:11,000 Maybe you'd rather have some slices that I've toasted? 88 00:10:48,160 --> 00:10:51,680 What you think you had with her was just a temporary distraction. 89 00:10:52,720 --> 00:10:53,880 It isn't going to last. 90 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:00,000 I'll take care of you now. 91 00:11:00,960 --> 00:11:04,360 If you let me help you, this mistake doesn't need to be the end. 92 00:11:04,440 --> 00:11:05,480 At that moment, 93 00:11:05,560 --> 00:11:09,360 I realized only Sibel's determination could save me from my pain. 94 00:11:10,080 --> 00:11:11,800 Anything you ask me, I'll do. 95 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:14,080 I think that we'd better leave. 96 00:11:14,800 --> 00:11:16,560 This area should really be avoided. 97 00:11:16,640 --> 00:11:18,320 Whatever could make you remember things. 98 00:11:21,160 --> 00:11:22,280 How do we manage that? 99 00:11:30,280 --> 00:11:33,360 My parents decided to go back to Ankara for the winter. 100 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:38,120 You and I can stay in their empty mansion together. 101 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:44,560 Okay, sweetheart. 102 00:11:46,440 --> 00:11:47,480 Okay. 103 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:17,160 I thought the excitement of starting a new life 104 00:12:17,240 --> 00:12:20,000 would enable me to recover from my illness. 105 00:12:20,800 --> 00:12:22,440 - Good morning. - I was rediscovering 106 00:12:22,520 --> 00:12:24,600 the beauties of my life that I thought I had forgotten. 107 00:12:24,680 --> 00:12:25,760 How are you? 108 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:29,480 Just look, this place is so beautiful, don't you think so? 109 00:12:32,520 --> 00:12:34,240 I need a little help, my hands are full. 110 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:36,480 Hold on. Can you just get the key for me? 111 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:45,520 Sibel and I were like a happy couple, happy whose love was enough for them. 112 00:12:46,680 --> 00:12:48,360 Hey! We're here! 113 00:12:48,440 --> 00:12:49,680 The lovers! 114 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:51,480 Sweet lovebirds, aw! Having dinner? 115 00:12:51,560 --> 00:12:53,880 It's amazing to see you guys! How are you both? 116 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:11,840 We thought the pleasures of the mansion life 117 00:13:11,920 --> 00:13:13,320 would make me happy again. 118 00:14:24,360 --> 00:14:26,120 But due to the never-ending ache 119 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:28,240 that lived in the left side of my stomach, 120 00:14:28,320 --> 00:14:30,520 I couldn't manage to make love to Sibel. 121 00:14:32,840 --> 00:14:36,280 I could tell Sibel's feelings toward me were gradually shifting. 122 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:38,640 I sensed her contempt and hatred. 123 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:45,880 Kemal. 124 00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:51,880 Kemal. 125 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:53,880 - Honey. - Come back to bed. 126 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:13,920 The sea grew cold with the north wind that came in October. 127 00:15:15,160 --> 00:15:18,080 Our friends stopped dropping in as they had been. 128 00:16:12,400 --> 00:16:14,160 Why are you so down again, Kemal? 129 00:16:17,120 --> 00:16:19,960 My brother and Mr. Turgay founded a new company with Kenan. 130 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:25,240 And they're going to bid on that lucrative bedsheet deal through it. 131 00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:28,400 Kenan… 132 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:31,400 …wasn't he the one who was such a great dancer at the engagement? 133 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:36,000 Mm. 134 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:40,200 So now is Kenan going to be 135 00:16:40,280 --> 00:16:42,760 the successful manager of this brand-new company? 136 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:50,440 They're playing and fixing the game to make themselves some extra cash. 137 00:16:50,520 --> 00:16:53,240 Honey, this is more than just some extra cash. 138 00:16:53,320 --> 00:16:55,520 In fact, it's a great deal more, you know? 139 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:58,880 You can't just let them disregard and exploit you like this. 140 00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:01,680 - You need to fight for your share, Kemal. - Doesn't matter. 141 00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:04,960 I don't like this side of you. 142 00:17:05,040 --> 00:17:08,040 Retreating from everything, just letting it all go for nothing. 143 00:17:08,120 --> 00:17:10,080 Like you actually enjoy getting beaten. 144 00:17:26,480 --> 00:17:30,080 It's not that you're in love with another woman at this point, I'm sure of it. 145 00:17:32,960 --> 00:17:36,120 Being in love with someone else isn't the problem here. 146 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:38,440 It's that you don't love me. 147 00:17:39,720 --> 00:17:42,280 Then why am I still here with you, Sibel? 148 00:17:42,360 --> 00:17:43,440 You tell me. 149 00:17:46,520 --> 00:17:50,000 Why can't I even think of making it past a day without my hand in yours? 150 00:17:50,840 --> 00:17:52,160 You're clinging on. 151 00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:54,760 But not out of anything that resembles love. 152 00:17:54,840 --> 00:17:56,360 You want to think you're a victim here. 153 00:18:01,160 --> 00:18:03,640 But why? Do you really think that I'd play the victim? 154 00:18:03,720 --> 00:18:06,080 I think that what you love most is indulging your pain 155 00:18:06,160 --> 00:18:07,720 and acting like the rest is beneath you. 156 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:10,560 But, my love, 157 00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:13,760 I think it's high time you truly came back to what matters, don't you? 158 00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:16,160 This'll pass soon, these hard days. 159 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:20,160 We can have children. 160 00:18:23,040 --> 00:18:25,200 We're going to be one big, happy family. 161 00:18:25,280 --> 00:18:26,880 And we'll enjoy our life together. 162 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:29,760 We'll have daughters who look like you. 163 00:18:33,520 --> 00:18:36,440 We'll be very happy, Sibel. I promise you. 164 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:39,720 These days I'm struggling to believe it anymore. 165 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,320 Am I really that hopeless to you? 166 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:45,880 I guess maybe I seem hopeless to myself, honey. 167 00:18:48,200 --> 00:18:50,680 I just worry that now I'm losing all my looks. 168 00:18:50,760 --> 00:18:52,520 Hang on, you're prettier than anyone else. 169 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:56,440 You're gorgeous. 170 00:18:57,040 --> 00:18:57,920 Sibel. 171 00:19:01,080 --> 00:19:02,240 No, I want to go! 172 00:19:03,720 --> 00:19:04,680 To where? 173 00:19:08,440 --> 00:19:11,640 Why not the Fuaye? To Nişantaşı, okay? 174 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:13,760 I thought we're not supposed to. 175 00:19:13,840 --> 00:19:16,120 I don't want to sit here and cry anymore, 176 00:19:16,200 --> 00:19:19,880 pitying ourselves as more of that rusty tap water drips out. That's enough. 177 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:26,200 They still haven't gotten married? 178 00:19:26,280 --> 00:19:28,280 And they're living together in the mansion. 179 00:19:33,560 --> 00:19:36,280 What happened, Kemal? Were you able to reach Nurcihan? 180 00:19:36,360 --> 00:19:39,480 No, I wasn't. I guess the telephone here must be broken. 181 00:19:41,440 --> 00:19:44,160 Oh-ho, hey, a romantic dinner, huh? 182 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:45,520 That's so nice! 183 00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:47,680 We're all talking about you two lovebirds, y'know? 184 00:19:47,760 --> 00:19:50,080 The word is the two of you are so in love that now, 185 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:53,800 apparently, you think that marriage might somehow kill all the romance entirely, 186 00:19:53,880 --> 00:19:55,880 just like those modern Europeans do. 187 00:19:57,480 --> 00:19:59,400 Of course, some say the mansion is cursed. 188 00:20:01,360 --> 00:20:04,040 Well, enjoy your meal, I've gotta head out. 189 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:10,760 Want me to try Nurcihan again, or maybe order our meal? 190 00:20:10,840 --> 00:20:12,360 Just wait a little bit. 191 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:16,520 Somewhere near here must have a phone. 192 00:20:16,600 --> 00:20:18,000 Find one then, Kemal. 193 00:20:37,120 --> 00:20:39,040 - Hello? - Mehmet, it's me, Kemal. 194 00:20:39,120 --> 00:20:40,840 Oh, Kemal, what's up? 195 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:43,880 Yeah, hey, listen. Sibel and I are in Nişantaşı tonight 196 00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:45,800 at the Fuaye for some dinner now. 197 00:20:46,360 --> 00:20:48,800 It'd be great to meet for some food, y'know? 198 00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:49,840 We'd like to see you… 199 00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:53,320 Kemal, we miss you too. Let me talk to Nurcihan and we'll come over. 200 00:20:53,400 --> 00:20:55,440 Be there in half an hour. 201 00:20:55,520 --> 00:20:56,840 We'll be at the Fuaye, come by. 202 00:20:56,920 --> 00:20:57,880 Okay, see ya. 203 00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:03,680 It's so dull, right? 204 00:23:24,360 --> 00:23:26,920 It sounds so calming, like the sea is in my ear. 205 00:23:50,040 --> 00:23:51,760 Let's go somewhere else after this. 206 00:23:52,360 --> 00:23:54,480 - Let's go to a music hall. - A music hall? 207 00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:57,720 Listen to some fasıl. 208 00:23:57,800 --> 00:23:59,720 We can drive to Bosphorus and have tea in the car. 209 00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:00,760 - Tea? C'mon. - Yeah! 210 00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:03,280 But the tripe at the Kasımpaşa joint is what I want now. 211 00:24:10,960 --> 00:24:12,440 Sorry I'm coming late, everyone. 212 00:24:16,800 --> 00:24:18,040 Something unexpected happened. 213 00:24:19,120 --> 00:24:22,360 - Just come and sit down. - Yeah, forget about it. 214 00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:25,560 No worries, pal, sit here, sit. Sit. Yeah, c'mon, be happy now. 215 00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:26,800 Oh, I'm happy already. 216 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:40,560 Sibel had figured out what I'd been doing, and she was furious. 217 00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:44,440 I could feel that she'd decided I was never going to get better. 218 00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:53,440 Sorry, I need a second. 219 00:25:05,240 --> 00:25:06,200 Kemal. 220 00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:09,400 You really upset and hurt her. 221 00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:12,520 Don't leave her sitting at a table all alone. 222 00:25:13,560 --> 00:25:15,200 She loves you so much. 223 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:30,680 I was expecting Sibel to take some kind of revenge against me, 224 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:32,600 one to reclaim her self-respect. 225 00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:35,200 But if she broke off the engagement, 226 00:25:35,280 --> 00:25:39,360 society would scorn her for some time for having lived with me before marriage. 227 00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:58,200 Nurcihan has plans to go to Paris. I want to go. 228 00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:02,360 Go to Paris? 229 00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:05,080 She wants to shop before she gets engaged and married to Mehmet. 230 00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,440 She was determined, so I promised. 231 00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:16,760 So when will you go? 232 00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:20,040 Immediately. She's looking at plane tickets. 233 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:24,000 I think that's a great plan. 234 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:29,040 A change of scenery might do us both good. 235 00:26:29,120 --> 00:26:31,200 And once you get back, we'll start over. 236 00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:42,680 KUYULU BOSTAN STREET 237 00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:45,280 Once Sibel left for Paris, 238 00:26:45,360 --> 00:26:47,800 I began looking for Füsun with everything I had. 239 00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:02,800 I met with her friend Ceyda. 240 00:27:05,080 --> 00:27:08,680 I begged her to tell me where Füsun was. I even offered her money. 241 00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:14,600 Listen to me, please, Mr. Kemal. Let's pretend this never happened. 242 00:27:14,680 --> 00:27:18,000 But all I could find out was that she was somewhere in Istanbul. 243 00:27:41,600 --> 00:27:45,600 Hoping I might run into Füsun, I began wandering through all of Istanbul. 244 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:47,880 Neighborhood by neighborhood, street by street. 245 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:02,320 Füsun. 246 00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:27,920 Füsun! 247 00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:47,320 After that incident, I started to see Füsun in random crowds, 248 00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:49,680 as if I was catching a glimpse of her ghost. 249 00:28:55,000 --> 00:28:57,680 My next sighting of her happened in a movie theater. 250 00:28:57,760 --> 00:28:58,920 Ah… 251 00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:02,880 The delicate grace of her figure sent a jolt through me. 252 00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:05,440 I wanted to call out her name, as if in a dream. 253 00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:06,720 Of course… 254 00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:09,400 it wasn't Füsun. 255 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:21,560 Whenever I walked the streets of Istanbul, I saw the fleeting ghosts of Füsun. 256 00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:24,520 There for a brief moment, then vanishing again. 257 00:29:34,120 --> 00:29:37,480 I stayed to wait out a rainy night at the Fatih Hotel, 258 00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:42,000 and there, for the first time in months, I slept peacefully. 259 00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,840 Being apart from my beloved is death 260 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,120 {\an8}CENTRAL HEATING IS WORKING 261 00:29:54,840 --> 00:29:56,920 HOTEL LOUNGE 262 00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:01,040 What's up, Şakir? 263 00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:12,200 Ah, Mr. Kemal. 264 00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:15,680 Here, I brought your things from the mansion. 265 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:18,480 Please take them up to the hotel room, Çetin. 266 00:30:18,560 --> 00:30:20,360 I'm going to be staying here for now. 267 00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:24,400 Please pick me up here for work, all right? 268 00:30:25,320 --> 00:30:26,920 Whatever you would like, sir. 269 00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:30,280 Such cruel fate, such oppression 270 00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:53,880 DOWN WITH IMPERIALISM 271 00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:56,520 But I realized there was another reason I felt at peace 272 00:30:56,600 --> 00:31:00,600 walking along the streets of Istanbul, apart from being closer to Füsun. 273 00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:05,840 The European lifestyle my wealthy father curated for us 274 00:31:05,920 --> 00:31:08,920 had kept me distant from the simple pleasures in life. 275 00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:13,760 Hey, how're you doing? 276 00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:16,840 And now, in these muddy outskirts, 277 00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:20,920 I felt like I was seeking out some essential missing core of existence. 278 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:22,280 {\an8}FULLY INDEPENDENT TURKEY 279 00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:32,160 Thank you, dear. 280 00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:35,800 They say you left the mansion, Kemal. 281 00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:39,320 I have, yes. 282 00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:42,680 But you're not going to your parents' house at night either. 283 00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:45,560 Mm-hmm, I haven't been. 284 00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:49,000 Then where are you staying, and why? 285 00:31:51,800 --> 00:31:53,280 Have you gone back to her? 286 00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:55,800 Please tell me the truth. 287 00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:02,480 Kemal. 288 00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:05,000 No, I haven't met with her. 289 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:07,760 Wait, I can't hear you, Kemal. 290 00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:09,680 I said I haven't gone back to her! 291 00:32:11,800 --> 00:32:13,840 I said I haven't gone back to her, okay? 292 00:32:13,920 --> 00:32:14,880 Can you hear me, Sibel? 293 00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:17,040 Kemal, I can't hear you, please-- 294 00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:19,920 Kemal, are you there? Can you hear me? 295 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:23,040 I'm here, Sibel, I'm here, I promise I'm not back with her, I swear. 296 00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:24,680 I just want you to be honest. 297 00:32:24,760 --> 00:32:26,080 I swear I am, all right? 298 00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:27,480 I see, then. 299 00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:30,000 Sibel! 300 00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:30,960 Sibel? 301 00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:32,760 Sibel! 302 00:32:33,520 --> 00:32:35,280 The Paris line disconnected, sir. 303 00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:37,280 Would you like me to connect you again? 304 00:32:37,360 --> 00:32:38,680 No, that's fine, thank you. 305 00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:52,920 Sibel never called me from Paris again, not once. 306 00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:03,400 What do people say? 307 00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:06,800 That you've totally lost it, and you're crazy into the nightlife scene. 308 00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:11,080 Is that all? 309 00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:13,640 And you've joined some kind of a cult in Fatih. 310 00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:16,720 That you're a communist convert, 311 00:33:16,800 --> 00:33:19,480 out there trying to prove yourself by living in a shanty town. 312 00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:31,960 It's hard to see. 313 00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:35,080 You're running away and turning into the type who wallows in depression now. 314 00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:36,600 No, I'm fine, all right? 315 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:39,920 You seem unhappy, though. 316 00:33:41,880 --> 00:33:44,120 Happiness isn't the point of my existence. 317 00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:47,800 I prefer the kind of life that brings peace. 318 00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:50,880 - Just talk to your friends, man. - Who do you mean, then? 319 00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:53,120 Come on now, Kemal. 320 00:33:55,360 --> 00:33:56,720 I thought you and I are close, man. 321 00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:57,800 We are. 322 00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:07,040 We're going to Uludağ. 323 00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:10,040 Which means? 324 00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:13,080 Me, Mehmet, Nurcihan, 325 00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:14,440 and Sibel. 326 00:34:15,360 --> 00:34:16,960 So Sibel's back from Paris? 327 00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:19,120 Ten days, yeah. And she wants you to come along. 328 00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:22,160 That's supposed to be secret, so remember, 329 00:34:22,240 --> 00:34:25,080 it wasn't me who spilled, and please don't act stupid, Kemal. 330 00:34:25,160 --> 00:34:26,200 I'll just stay home, then. 331 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:28,200 Just come, man. 332 00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:32,120 Really. You need this trip. You should forget all of this. 333 00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:36,360 Sibel really loves you, Kemal. 334 00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:41,440 She really loves you. 335 00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:43,160 She'll help you pull it all back together. 336 00:34:43,240 --> 00:34:44,240 Ah. 337 00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:45,560 Is that so, Zaim? 338 00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:51,720 Kemal, you aren't making great choices. 339 00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:55,040 Anybody could end up in love with the wrong girl. 340 00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:56,160 We all want love, you know? 341 00:34:56,240 --> 00:34:57,800 But most people fall out of it again 342 00:34:57,880 --> 00:34:59,560 before it ends up ruining their entire life. 343 00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:01,880 But you love romantic stuff more than anybody, Zaim. 344 00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:03,880 That's right, man. 345 00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:05,240 So trust me on this one fact: 346 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:07,840 people in romance tales that pull this stuff don't end up on top. 347 00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,040 How's that? 348 00:35:14,520 --> 00:35:18,600 Kemal, it was just half a year ago that you got engaged at the Hilton 349 00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:20,440 in front of almost the entire city. 350 00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:21,920 It was a great night. 351 00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:26,120 Then you started living together in that mansion, 352 00:35:26,200 --> 00:35:28,000 throwing parties before you were married. 353 00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:29,760 Everyone thought it was very modern. 354 00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:32,560 But you've moved out of the mansion. 355 00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:34,560 What's up with you, Kemal? 356 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:38,400 You breaking up with her? 357 00:35:41,400 --> 00:35:44,200 You haven't explained anything, you're acting like a child. 358 00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,120 I explained to Sibel. 359 00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:47,200 No, you didn't. 360 00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:50,760 She doesn't understand it, or know how to explain the situation. 361 00:35:50,840 --> 00:35:52,040 Please come help her! 362 00:35:52,760 --> 00:35:54,040 What can she say? 363 00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:57,040 "My husband-to-be took up with a clerk, so we're on a break," really? 364 00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:01,080 She's very upset. 365 00:36:01,160 --> 00:36:02,560 Talk about it to her. 366 00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:07,800 Go with us to Uludağ. I know that you two can kiss and make up. 367 00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:09,080 I'm positive, come. 368 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,480 It's better I stay here, no matter the pain it brings. 369 00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:17,560 But you're right. 370 00:36:18,160 --> 00:36:19,800 It's time for me to speak to her. 371 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:36,440 Your parents all right? 372 00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:37,400 They're fine. 373 00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:40,800 They haven't heard yet about our situation. 374 00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:42,720 Good, it's better to keep quiet. 375 00:36:43,520 --> 00:36:44,600 Yes, it's better. 376 00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:54,160 So what do we do now, then? 377 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:03,560 My father's been getting withdrawn lately, more and more. 378 00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:09,560 I see that illness of yours is still going strong. 379 00:37:12,160 --> 00:37:13,000 What? 380 00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:16,360 We've been waiting for that to pass for months, you know. 381 00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:19,320 I guess all of my patience didn't help. It's too bad you won't recover. 382 00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:20,680 There's no illness. 383 00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:24,680 But we both agreed that you were sick at the mansion before, 384 00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:25,920 do you remember? 385 00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:28,680 Yes, we did. 386 00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:31,360 So what happened? 387 00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:37,240 Do you think treating your soon-to-be wife like garbage seems normal? 388 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:41,320 - Cheating with some silly shop girl? - And why is that what matters, Sibel? 389 00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:45,960 What's it got to do with the store, or wealth, or poverty, anyway? 390 00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:47,600 It's about being poor, Kemal. 391 00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:51,880 You had a very easy time with her only because she was ambitious and in poverty. 392 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:53,440 If the girl hadn't been a shop clerk, 393 00:37:53,520 --> 00:37:55,600 you'd have married her, no matter what anyone thought. 394 00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:57,320 It's making you sick now. 395 00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:01,600 They have no soul. They have no adventurous soul. 396 00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:02,920 You should suffer. 397 00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:05,000 I don't love her like you think. 398 00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:11,960 This isn't normal, acting like this over some girl at a shop. 399 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:13,960 But now you've lost your mind. 400 00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:15,040 You're hiding out in Fatih 401 00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,120 in that cheap, dingy hotel, Kemal, is that the dream? 402 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:19,440 - Let's talk to Hilmi before he leaves. - Just stop it. 403 00:38:19,520 --> 00:38:22,120 - Why? Hilmi's such a good guy. - Please focus on us! 404 00:38:27,080 --> 00:38:28,080 I'm sorry. 405 00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:53,840 One more thing to talk about. 406 00:38:58,280 --> 00:39:00,440 Though I hate to mention it to you now. 407 00:39:01,160 --> 00:39:02,320 What is it now? 408 00:39:06,320 --> 00:39:07,240 Virginity. 409 00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:14,760 If we're modern, then it won't mean much to you. 410 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:19,400 But if any of our traditions still matter at all, 411 00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:22,720 for example, wanting to marry a virgin, like me before I knew you… 412 00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:25,840 how about treating us all with respect, then? 413 00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:35,360 Kemal, there's one more thing I can never forgive you for. 414 00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:40,280 Making empty promises to end it, but just to ease your conscience? 415 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,840 Why not just break the engagement? 416 00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:45,360 And why carry on staying together at the house with me 417 00:39:45,440 --> 00:39:47,360 when you never meant to get married? 418 00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:53,000 I don't know. 419 00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:05,640 But I really am very sorry, Sibel. 420 00:40:53,960 --> 00:40:57,000 I wouldn't see her for 30 years. 421 00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:53,360 My father died of heart failure at dawn, 422 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:57,800 as he lay between sleep and wakefulness during the morning prayer. 423 00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:02,480 It felt like the very center of my life fell away, 424 00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:05,400 and the earth swallowed up my past. 425 00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:07,400 Kemal is here. 426 00:45:31,720 --> 00:45:33,560 In spite of all the sorrow, 427 00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:36,720 a secret excitement stirred within me that I couldn't deny. 428 00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:39,000 Füsun might come to the funeral. 429 00:45:43,440 --> 00:45:45,280 But the day I buried my father 430 00:45:46,560 --> 00:45:50,560 was the day I understood that I'd never see Füsun again for the rest of my life. 431 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:12,800 Füsun and her family didn't come to the funeral because of me. 432 00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:17,560 I knew this meant that they would go on avoiding me forever. 433 00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:40,560 I heard you claim Kenan's been ruining the company. 434 00:46:40,640 --> 00:46:41,880 Osman, another time, come on. 435 00:46:42,440 --> 00:46:43,560 You heard that? 436 00:46:43,640 --> 00:46:44,640 I have ears. 437 00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:47,200 You disgraced yourself in society, 438 00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:49,880 - don't do it at the company, too. - Wait, why are you two arguing? 439 00:46:49,960 --> 00:46:51,880 Let's eat dinner, stop fighting, now. 440 00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:03,080 Kemal, coming home has really been nice, right? 441 00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:04,800 Yes, it has. 442 00:47:09,800 --> 00:47:11,520 No matter what anyone says. 443 00:47:13,600 --> 00:47:16,080 The most important thing in life is to be happy. 444 00:47:18,360 --> 00:47:20,400 Something your father talked about, didn't he? 445 00:47:31,520 --> 00:47:33,680 - Would you please, Mrs. Fatma? - Yes, ma'am. 446 00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:36,560 Come and take my plate away, thank you. 447 00:47:46,120 --> 00:47:49,600 You shouldn't go on living in some cheap hotel, though, promise me. 448 00:47:49,680 --> 00:47:51,040 On one condition. 449 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:54,120 Let me have both the car and Mr. Çetin. 450 00:47:56,040 --> 00:47:57,160 All right. 451 00:48:03,160 --> 00:48:05,080 And stay out of the new business too. 452 00:48:08,240 --> 00:48:09,240 Okay. 453 00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:29,280 What, Mrs. Fatma? 454 00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:31,120 Hey, Mr. Clawnails. 455 00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:34,040 Guess you don't rip your socks anymore, huh? I'm thrilled, really! 456 00:48:36,240 --> 00:48:38,120 It means you cut your nails now. 457 00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:41,280 So here, I have a little present, and it's just for you. 458 00:48:42,320 --> 00:48:44,960 Come here. It was months ago, I think. 459 00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:49,120 I found it in the pocket of your jacket. 460 00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:52,720 So I went and put it somewhere safe for you. 461 00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:54,600 But then your mother found it first. 462 00:48:54,680 --> 00:48:57,240 I guess she assumed it had something to do with your father's… 463 00:48:57,800 --> 00:48:59,640 Well, it's no matter. 464 00:48:59,720 --> 00:49:02,640 She went and she put it in the velvet pouch she keeps secret. 465 00:49:02,720 --> 00:49:04,400 But when she lined it up with all the things 466 00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:06,360 from the pouch on your father's desk, 467 00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:10,920 I saw it and I took it back, because I recognized right away that it was yours. 468 00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:15,760 You are so smart. 469 00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:19,280 You're exactly right. 470 00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:21,280 You're the greatest. 471 00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:27,080 - You have phone calls in an hour. - Got it, Mrs. Zeynep. 472 00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:29,240 These are the letters from the dealers. 473 00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:30,600 Thanks. 474 00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:40,600 It was a busy day in mid-May. 475 00:49:41,120 --> 00:49:46,960 Most of the letters were handwritten notes expressing thanks, complaints and threats. 476 00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:54,480 Except for one. 477 00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:08,560 Brother Kemal, we'd love to see you. 478 00:50:09,480 --> 00:50:12,000 We'll expect you for dinner on May the 19th. 479 00:50:12,760 --> 00:50:14,400 Our phone line isn't connected yet. 480 00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:17,000 If you can't come, please send word with Mr. Çetin. 481 00:50:17,760 --> 00:50:20,320 With our love and respects, Füsun. 482 00:50:31,440 --> 00:50:34,760 On Wednesday, May 19th, 1976, 483 00:50:34,840 --> 00:50:36,880 at half past 7:00 in the evening… 484 00:50:36,960 --> 00:50:40,360 …Mr. Çetin and I set off to go to Füsun's house in Çukurcuma. 485 00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,600 339 days exactly. 486 00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:49,160 Finally, my suffering would end. 487 00:50:49,240 --> 00:50:52,000 And as soon as I could be sure this was actually Füsun, 488 00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:53,840 I was going to propose to her. 489 00:51:26,360 --> 00:51:28,240 Come on in, come in! 490 00:51:31,160 --> 00:51:32,000 Good evening. 491 00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:33,560 Welcome, Mr. Kemal. 492 00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:35,840 - Thank you, Mr. Tarık. - Oh, slippers, they're-- 493 00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:37,440 - Over there. - How are you, Aunt Nesibe? 494 00:51:37,520 --> 00:51:39,800 Oh, just fine, Mr. Kemal. For you. 495 00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:41,360 - Appreciate it. - Good to see you. 496 00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:43,800 Come on in. This way, please. 497 00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:47,400 We're living upstairs here. 498 00:52:23,560 --> 00:52:26,120 Those roses are so beautiful. 499 00:52:26,200 --> 00:52:27,520 - Aren't they pretty? - Mm-hmm. 500 00:52:30,120 --> 00:52:33,600 Brother Kemal, this is my husband, Feridun. 501 00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:38,840 We got married five months ago.