1 00:00:01,334 --> 00:00:04,701 - [Derek] Previously on Grey's Anatomy: - [Mark] l have an 1 8-year-old daughter. 2 00:00:04,738 --> 00:00:08,037 l'm having a baby and l don't have anywhere else to go. 3 00:00:08,074 --> 00:00:09,632 Dr. Bailey, have you seen the chief? 4 00:00:09,676 --> 00:00:12,008 There's something wrong with his emergency chole patient. 5 00:00:12,045 --> 00:00:15,481 [Bailey] You may have accidentally clipped the common bile duct. 6 00:00:15,515 --> 00:00:18,507 That's one of the most serious mistakes a general surgeon can make. 7 00:00:18,551 --> 00:00:21,884 Have you told anyone what you saw? Have you told Derek? 8 00:00:23,223 --> 00:00:24,656 No. 9 00:00:24,691 --> 00:00:26,659 l have loved you forever. 10 00:00:26,693 --> 00:00:28,160 [Owen] l'm in love with Cristina. 11 00:00:30,430 --> 00:00:32,796 [film projector running] 12 00:00:32,832 --> 00:00:35,926 [Meredith] We assume the really serious changes in our lives 13 00:00:35,969 --> 00:00:39,905 happen slowly, over time. 14 00:00:41,174 --> 00:00:42,869 [Meredith] But it's not true. 15 00:00:44,044 --> 00:00:46,512 The big stuff happens in an instant. 16 00:00:50,650 --> 00:00:53,915 - You're up early. - Yeah. l want to get some stuff done 17 00:00:53,953 --> 00:00:55,818 so l can meet the chief this afternoon. 18 00:00:55,855 --> 00:00:58,016 He's gonna show me another old surgery tape. 19 00:00:58,058 --> 00:01:02,620 Again? lt's every night this week. l thought last night was the last one. 20 00:01:02,662 --> 00:01:04,755 He got held up. He couldn't make it. 21 00:01:04,798 --> 00:01:08,700 l went by his office on my way out. He was sound asleep on his couch. 22 00:01:09,335 --> 00:01:12,566 Aah... Which is why he couldn't make it. 23 00:01:12,605 --> 00:01:15,665 l think maybe he just doesn't sleep well at home, 24 00:01:15,708 --> 00:01:18,404 with Adele gone. 25 00:01:19,612 --> 00:01:20,806 Mmm. 26 00:01:30,890 --> 00:01:32,721 l need something from you. 27 00:01:36,863 --> 00:01:38,421 - That, too. - Mmm. 28 00:01:38,465 --> 00:01:40,626 l need you to give Sloan an ultrasound today. 29 00:01:41,568 --> 00:01:43,160 lt's been almost three weeks. 30 00:01:43,203 --> 00:01:45,671 Can't someone from OB do it? 31 00:01:46,072 --> 00:01:48,131 Yeah, but... 32 00:01:49,509 --> 00:01:53,036 ...she likes you. All the Sloans do. 33 00:01:54,447 --> 00:01:55,471 [Mark chuckles] 34 00:01:55,515 --> 00:01:58,746 Hey, do we have any more...? Oh! Ew! 35 00:01:58,785 --> 00:02:00,514 - Sloan! - Whoa! 36 00:02:00,553 --> 00:02:03,716 [Meredith] Becoming an adult. Becoming a parent. 37 00:02:03,756 --> 00:02:05,246 Becoming a doctor. 38 00:02:05,291 --> 00:02:07,759 One minute you're not, and the next... 39 00:02:07,794 --> 00:02:10,160 - Sloan? - ...you are. 40 00:02:10,196 --> 00:02:13,893 - Sorry about that. - Whatever. There's no more cereal. 41 00:02:13,933 --> 00:02:16,868 Why are you sorry? She's the one who didn't knock before she came in. 42 00:02:16,903 --> 00:02:18,768 l'll get some cereal this afternoon. 43 00:02:20,006 --> 00:02:21,871 How about some juice? 44 00:02:21,908 --> 00:02:24,172 Lexie's gonna give you an ultrasound today. 45 00:02:24,210 --> 00:02:26,770 Why don't you pick up some breakfast at the hospital. 46 00:02:26,813 --> 00:02:28,542 lt's gonna be more. 47 00:02:28,581 --> 00:02:30,811 - You need some for lunch, too? - Yeah. 48 00:02:32,552 --> 00:02:34,952 - l'm gonna shower. - Can you hold on a minute? 49 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:36,819 l'm probably gonna have to hurl this. 50 00:02:42,529 --> 00:02:44,861 Sloan Sloan monopolizing your bathroom again? 51 00:02:44,898 --> 00:02:48,197 - Yeah. Yours? - Owen's in mine. 52 00:02:50,703 --> 00:02:52,762 Oh, God! 53 00:02:54,974 --> 00:02:57,169 - They're in there. - You should knock first. 54 00:02:57,210 --> 00:02:59,041 l'm late. My hair is dirty. 55 00:02:59,078 --> 00:03:02,411 And he just gave her 80 bucks for a muffin and a sandwich. 56 00:03:02,448 --> 00:03:05,212 - That's quite a sandwich. - She's gonna spend it on jeans 57 00:03:05,251 --> 00:03:08,516 that show off her butt crack, and then ask me for half my pasta salad. 58 00:03:08,555 --> 00:03:11,854 - You sound like my mother. - Knock much? 59 00:03:11,891 --> 00:03:13,654 l'm sorry. l'm so sorry. 60 00:03:13,693 --> 00:03:16,025 There's no more hot water. 61 00:03:17,330 --> 00:03:19,025 [whimpers] 62 00:03:20,700 --> 00:03:21,928 [Meredith] Ask any doctor, 63 00:03:21,968 --> 00:03:26,735 and they can point to the one moment they became a physician. 64 00:03:26,773 --> 00:03:30,004 It usually isn't med school graduation day. 65 00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:32,876 Yang, you're going solo today. 66 00:03:32,912 --> 00:03:34,743 - Been there. - Cardio solo. 67 00:03:34,781 --> 00:03:36,908 - Whatever it is... - Valve replacement. 68 00:03:36,950 --> 00:03:39,510 - ...nobody forgets it. - Porcine or...? 69 00:03:39,552 --> 00:03:40,951 Mechanical. 70 00:03:40,987 --> 00:03:42,887 l can try out the sub-annular stitches? 71 00:03:42,922 --> 00:03:45,186 l didn't teach it to you so you could crochet. 72 00:03:45,225 --> 00:03:47,955 OK. Thank you! 73 00:03:47,994 --> 00:03:49,120 Oh, my God! 74 00:03:49,395 --> 00:03:53,024 - What? What? - Altman's letting her go solo 75 00:03:53,066 --> 00:03:55,364 - on a valve. - Wow! 76 00:03:55,401 --> 00:03:57,528 - Feel ready? - [Meredith] She's ready. 77 00:03:57,570 --> 00:03:59,800 - She just needs to breathe. - l am breathing. 78 00:03:59,839 --> 00:04:02,865 l am a living, breathing 79 00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:05,810 cardiothoracic surgeon, as of right now. 80 00:04:05,845 --> 00:04:07,710 l have to go prep. 81 00:04:08,881 --> 00:04:11,782 [Meredith] Sometimes, you don't even know anything's changed. 82 00:04:11,818 --> 00:04:16,016 You think you're still you and your life is still your life... 83 00:04:16,055 --> 00:04:18,285 ...but you wake up one day and look around, 84 00:04:18,324 --> 00:04:20,690 and you don't recognize anything. 85 00:04:20,727 --> 00:04:22,319 Not anything at all. 86 00:04:26,466 --> 00:04:29,924 Hey, do you have any cash? l lost the headset to my phone. 87 00:04:29,969 --> 00:04:32,335 How about you hold the phone up to your ear? 88 00:04:32,372 --> 00:04:35,432 You were the one bitching at me last night for being on the phone so late. 89 00:04:35,475 --> 00:04:37,807 Maybe if l had a headset, l wouldn't have to talk so loud. 90 00:04:37,844 --> 00:04:40,506 Maybe if you had your own apartment, you could talk whenever you want, 91 00:04:40,546 --> 00:04:42,605 but we're all making compromises. 92 00:04:42,649 --> 00:04:45,243 OK. Here's the head. 93 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:48,482 - lt looks like an alien. - lt's gonna be a very cute alien. 94 00:04:48,521 --> 00:04:50,751 Boy alien or girl? 95 00:04:52,692 --> 00:04:55,217 Dude, does it have a thing or not? 96 00:04:55,261 --> 00:04:58,788 l'm not looking at the sex, l'm... l don't... 97 00:05:01,167 --> 00:05:03,863 Yeah. l'm new at this. l'm not very good. 98 00:05:03,903 --> 00:05:07,430 So why don't we go upstairs. 99 00:05:07,473 --> 00:05:09,202 There's a better machine upstairs. 100 00:05:09,242 --> 00:05:11,574 Maybe we'll have someone else take a look. 101 00:05:12,679 --> 00:05:15,773 Adamson with me, Meredith with Bailey, Karev with Torres. 102 00:05:15,815 --> 00:05:18,375 - Tom Kates is in this ambulance. - The quarterback? 103 00:05:18,418 --> 00:05:20,613 - Yeah. - See photographers, call security. 104 00:05:20,653 --> 00:05:22,587 Tell your interns no autographs, no pictures. 105 00:05:22,622 --> 00:05:25,147 l see anyone pull out a camera phone, it's going in the toilet. 106 00:05:25,191 --> 00:05:27,318 - The three of us on one patient? - Come on. 107 00:05:27,360 --> 00:05:30,818 He's a high-profile patient, he gets a lot of attention. 108 00:05:30,863 --> 00:05:32,694 l thought we agreed to stop meeting like this. 109 00:05:32,732 --> 00:05:34,723 What can l say, man, l missed your smiling face. 110 00:05:34,767 --> 00:05:37,327 - Good to see you. - Head trauma, but GCS 1 5 111 00:05:37,370 --> 00:05:40,396 since regaining consciousness. He got high-lowed by a couple 112 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:42,408 of linebackers, dropped like a rock. 113 00:05:42,442 --> 00:05:44,569 Get X-ray in here for a trauma series. 114 00:05:44,610 --> 00:05:46,635 [Meredith] Tenderness in the left upper quadrant. 115 00:05:46,679 --> 00:05:48,078 - l'm gonna need a CT. - Got it. 116 00:05:48,114 --> 00:05:49,581 There's pain and crepitance in the knee. 117 00:05:49,615 --> 00:05:52,846 Get an X-ray of the left knee with the trauma series. 118 00:05:54,120 --> 00:05:56,315 l saw that hit. That was a bad hit. 119 00:05:56,356 --> 00:05:57,846 l knew it the minute l saw it. 120 00:05:57,890 --> 00:05:59,687 l knew before you even hit the ground. That was bad. 121 00:05:59,726 --> 00:06:02,490 Hey. Hi, sweetheart. And that's my boy! 122 00:06:02,528 --> 00:06:03,995 - He's very cute. - Dr. Shepherd? 123 00:06:04,030 --> 00:06:07,898 He's gonna be fine. He'll be fine. l can't have you in here with the baby. 124 00:06:07,934 --> 00:06:10,767 - Littlest high five in the world. - [Bailey] We'll come and find you 125 00:06:10,803 --> 00:06:13,636 - the second we know what's going on. - l love you, babe. 126 00:06:13,673 --> 00:06:15,698 Don't give him too much morphine. lt makes him goofy. 127 00:06:15,742 --> 00:06:18,711 - How great is that kid? - He's pretty great. 128 00:06:20,246 --> 00:06:22,737 - Did you tell Sloan to move out? - No. 129 00:06:22,782 --> 00:06:26,081 - Not that it's a bad idea. - You're making her feel like crap. 130 00:06:26,119 --> 00:06:28,644 She said you wouldn't even be alone in a room with her. 131 00:06:28,688 --> 00:06:30,553 - No... - Why do l have to chaperone 132 00:06:30,590 --> 00:06:34,287 - the ultrasound? - There's something wrong with the baby. 133 00:06:35,828 --> 00:06:39,264 - See, right there, on the left thigh? - Yeah. On his other ankle, too. 134 00:06:39,298 --> 00:06:43,029 - Wait, it's a boy? - l hadn't gotten that far. 135 00:06:43,069 --> 00:06:44,593 Sorry. Congratulations. 136 00:06:45,671 --> 00:06:49,107 There's a lot of swelling on the right foot. lt's very constricted. 137 00:06:49,142 --> 00:06:51,508 - What the hell are you talking about? - The baby's got strands 138 00:06:51,544 --> 00:06:53,603 of amniotic tissue wrapped around his legs. 139 00:06:53,646 --> 00:06:55,045 They're called amniotic bands. 140 00:06:55,081 --> 00:06:57,276 There's a danger of them compromising one of his limbs. 141 00:06:57,316 --> 00:07:00,808 So, what, one of his legs is gonna, like, fall off? 142 00:07:00,853 --> 00:07:03,720 - That's the worst-case scenario. - He's gonna have stumps? 143 00:07:03,756 --> 00:07:06,452 We don't know what we're dealing with yet, 144 00:07:06,492 --> 00:07:08,790 and whatever it is, we're gonna take care of it. 145 00:07:08,828 --> 00:07:11,558 l can't have a stumpy baby. Can't you fix it? 146 00:07:11,597 --> 00:07:14,259 - Um, l don't know. - [Mark] l have an idea. 147 00:07:14,300 --> 00:07:17,394 How about we don't answer any patient questions with the phrase, 148 00:07:17,437 --> 00:07:18,768 ''Um, l don't know.'' 149 00:07:18,805 --> 00:07:23,071 We're gonna fix it. Let's get a fetal MRl. 150 00:07:23,109 --> 00:07:27,068 - l'm not sure... - l wasn't talking to you. You're done. 151 00:07:27,113 --> 00:07:28,842 l'll be right back. 152 00:07:37,390 --> 00:07:39,358 Get me Addison Montgomery. 153 00:07:44,230 --> 00:07:45,322 l adore you. 154 00:07:45,364 --> 00:07:47,696 l was in the middle of breakfast. 155 00:07:47,733 --> 00:07:50,327 She had an MRl. Right's worse than the left. 156 00:07:50,369 --> 00:07:53,031 - l just need to say it once. - Go ahead. 157 00:07:53,072 --> 00:07:55,199 Grandpa. 158 00:07:55,241 --> 00:07:58,210 - Grandpa, grandpa, grandpa. - OK, that was four times. 159 00:07:58,244 --> 00:08:00,508 - ls it out of your system? - l don't know. 160 00:08:00,546 --> 00:08:04,380 Look at that, he thinks he's got an opening behind Martin, then... 161 00:08:04,417 --> 00:08:07,716 - Back that up again. - l would never ask for an autograph. 162 00:08:07,753 --> 00:08:10,313 But if he signed a consent form and there's a copy lying around... 163 00:08:10,356 --> 00:08:12,551 - [Bailey] Torres! - [Callie] What? 164 00:08:13,459 --> 00:08:16,292 - Look who's here! - You get lost on the freeway? 165 00:08:16,329 --> 00:08:18,923 - What are you doing here? - Sloan's got a little something 166 00:08:18,965 --> 00:08:20,728 - going on with the baby. - She OK? 167 00:08:20,766 --> 00:08:23,997 - We'll figure it out. - l'm gonna go see if they're ready. 168 00:08:24,036 --> 00:08:27,597 You know how long l've been waiting? You pull his blood out with leeches? 169 00:08:27,640 --> 00:08:30,131 - Ooh... - [Callie laughs] 170 00:08:30,176 --> 00:08:33,976 - She's perkier than usual. - Divorce'll do that to you. 171 00:08:34,013 --> 00:08:36,106 - Sad. - She'll move on and be happy. 172 00:08:36,148 --> 00:08:39,549 - She needs somebody to move on to. - That can't be so hard. 173 00:08:39,585 --> 00:08:42,520 Hey, wait. What about you? Can't you find her someone? 174 00:08:42,555 --> 00:08:45,023 That guy from Oncology, the cute one. lsn't he still here? 175 00:08:45,057 --> 00:08:47,924 - That's not my area. - He used to play basketball with him. 176 00:08:47,960 --> 00:08:50,053 - Dave. - Torres should do it. They're friends. 177 00:08:50,096 --> 00:08:52,929 - She thinks l'm loopy. - You are loopy. 178 00:08:52,965 --> 00:08:55,399 Come on. lt's Bailey. She's lonely. 179 00:08:57,336 --> 00:08:59,031 Hey. He needs a transfusion. 180 00:08:59,071 --> 00:09:01,562 That splenic lac is bleeding more than l thought. 181 00:09:01,607 --> 00:09:04,405 Take a look at his CTs and come up with a game plan. 182 00:09:04,911 --> 00:09:05,969 All set. 183 00:09:06,012 --> 00:09:08,139 - Ah. - l'm coming with you. 184 00:09:10,283 --> 00:09:13,684 You know Dave from Oncology? He's single. 185 00:09:13,719 --> 00:09:16,950 You wouldn't be starting a conversation about my personal life, would you? 186 00:09:16,989 --> 00:09:18,889 Bad idea? He's handsome. 187 00:09:18,925 --> 00:09:21,359 - Bad idea! - OK. 188 00:09:21,394 --> 00:09:22,918 l tried. 189 00:09:24,363 --> 00:09:28,823 Hi, Ruthie. This is Dr. Yang. She'll be performing your surgery today. 190 00:09:28,868 --> 00:09:31,598 She's the best of the best. You're gonna like her. 191 00:09:31,637 --> 00:09:34,868 - Oh, good! l am so glad to meet you! - Hi. 192 00:09:34,907 --> 00:09:38,399 l have a couple things l want to discuss. 193 00:09:38,444 --> 00:09:41,140 - Of course, of course. - l have allergies. 194 00:09:41,180 --> 00:09:45,082 l know they write them in the chart, but l find if you don't tell everyone, 195 00:09:45,117 --> 00:09:47,244 it kind of gets lost in the shuffle. 196 00:09:47,286 --> 00:09:50,881 - Yeah. - Aspirin, ibuprofen, 197 00:09:50,923 --> 00:09:52,788 bananas, zucchini, 198 00:09:52,825 --> 00:09:56,784 all forms of squash. Pumpkin is a squash. 199 00:09:56,829 --> 00:09:59,491 People forget that. Latex, dust mites. 200 00:09:59,532 --> 00:10:02,695 l asked the nurse with the red hair 201 00:10:02,735 --> 00:10:04,464 for a new pillow. 202 00:10:04,503 --> 00:10:06,334 l would also love to get a new nurse, 203 00:10:06,372 --> 00:10:09,239 because l think the redhead brought back the old pillow 204 00:10:09,275 --> 00:10:11,709 with a new case and it's making me sneezy. 205 00:10:11,744 --> 00:10:14,577 l was supposed to get a mechanical valve, but l've been thinking about 206 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:18,516 the clicking noise they say the mechanical valve makes... [clicks] 207 00:10:18,551 --> 00:10:21,520 That would be irritating. Don't you think that might make you nuts? 208 00:10:21,554 --> 00:10:25,081 l'm sorry, but a different valve is a whole different procedure. 209 00:10:25,124 --> 00:10:29,356 Yes, but l think the pig is a better idea, the pig valve. 210 00:10:29,395 --> 00:10:32,023 lt's organic. They say they're very clean. 211 00:10:32,064 --> 00:10:36,023 All that business about, ''You're such a pig,'' that's just bad marketing. 212 00:10:36,068 --> 00:10:38,366 And this blanket, this has a smell. 213 00:10:39,538 --> 00:10:42,268 Yeah. Like... l'm not saying it's not clean. 214 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:45,300 lt's like a chemical of some kind. lt's chafing and causing... 215 00:10:45,344 --> 00:10:46,675 Can you see my rash? 216 00:10:46,712 --> 00:10:49,613 [Addison] As the legs continue to grow, the bands will cut off his circulation. 217 00:10:49,649 --> 00:10:53,415 lf we wait, we risk severe damage to the left leg, 218 00:10:53,452 --> 00:10:56,080 possible loss of the right entirely. 219 00:10:56,122 --> 00:10:59,819 But if we operate, 22 weeks, it's... still risky. 220 00:10:59,859 --> 00:11:01,952 lf you don't operate, you're not gonna kill the baby. 221 00:11:01,994 --> 00:11:04,758 We can rehabilitate the remaining part of his leg after he's born, 222 00:11:04,797 --> 00:11:07,766 and we can fit him with a prosthesis. lt's possible that he'll walk. 223 00:11:07,800 --> 00:11:11,361 - Oh, my God! - Honey, we've got options here. 224 00:11:11,404 --> 00:11:15,135 lf we operate, Dr. Montgomery can remove the bands. He'll be just fine. 225 00:11:15,174 --> 00:11:20,373 Or we can wait a few weeks till he's bigger and stronger 226 00:11:20,413 --> 00:11:22,779 and we know the surgery's less risky. 227 00:11:24,216 --> 00:11:26,616 Which one of you did he sleep with? 228 00:11:27,920 --> 00:11:29,353 Oh, not me. 229 00:11:29,388 --> 00:11:32,687 - You told her? - She's my kid. We were bonding. 230 00:11:32,725 --> 00:11:35,751 That's not how you bond with children! 231 00:11:35,795 --> 00:11:38,923 - l'm still getting the hang of it. - You're sure he didn't, like, 232 00:11:38,964 --> 00:11:42,229 knock you up and leave you with a child to raise on your own or something? 233 00:11:42,268 --> 00:11:44,600 You're not really pissed and trying to get revenge? 234 00:11:44,637 --> 00:11:46,571 No! No. 235 00:11:46,605 --> 00:11:49,768 lt was a long time ago, OK? 236 00:11:49,809 --> 00:11:52,004 The fact is, Mark, 237 00:11:52,044 --> 00:11:55,343 your father, is a good guy. And l think you're a good kid. 238 00:11:55,381 --> 00:11:57,849 l'm gonna do everything l can to help you with your baby. 239 00:11:57,883 --> 00:12:00,613 OK. Well, let's get these things off his legs right now. 240 00:12:00,653 --> 00:12:02,143 l'll book an OR. 241 00:12:07,293 --> 00:12:10,490 Stupid quarterback only has a concussion. 242 00:12:10,529 --> 00:12:11,826 - Tragic. - l know. 243 00:12:11,864 --> 00:12:14,833 l'm on his ortho stuff. There's bound to be a surgery in there. 244 00:12:14,867 --> 00:12:17,529 - You wanna share? - Why would l do that? 245 00:12:17,570 --> 00:12:19,504 - 'Cause you like me. - Not that much. 246 00:12:19,538 --> 00:12:20,732 Sure you do. Come on. 247 00:12:20,773 --> 00:12:22,434 Let me scrub in 248 00:12:22,475 --> 00:12:25,933 and l'll take you out for drinks afterwards and... 249 00:12:25,978 --> 00:12:27,036 You know. 250 00:12:30,816 --> 00:12:32,579 Really? 251 00:12:33,385 --> 00:12:35,012 OK. 252 00:12:40,359 --> 00:12:42,486 - What? - ''Let me take you out for drinks 253 00:12:42,528 --> 00:12:44,758 and you know.'' What's ''you know''? 254 00:12:45,965 --> 00:12:47,330 - Whatever. - lt's sex. 255 00:12:47,366 --> 00:12:49,391 Charlie, get over it. 256 00:12:49,435 --> 00:12:52,302 You're trading sex for surgery. That's prostitution. 257 00:12:52,338 --> 00:12:54,033 ls that the part l'm supposed to get over? 258 00:12:54,073 --> 00:12:56,303 - Are you calling me a whore? - Explain what ''you know'' means. 259 00:12:56,342 --> 00:12:59,368 l'm messing with him. Karev knows it, and l know it. 260 00:12:59,411 --> 00:13:01,311 - He's gonna want to collect. - Charlie, 261 00:13:01,347 --> 00:13:03,872 go find something else to worry about. 262 00:13:17,329 --> 00:13:21,026 Dr. Bailey, this is Dr. Stanton from Radiology. 263 00:13:21,066 --> 00:13:23,330 Rob, Miranda. 264 00:13:23,369 --> 00:13:25,929 Rob was looking over Tom's CT, and l thought he should talk to you. 265 00:13:25,971 --> 00:13:27,233 - OK. - Rob's new here. 266 00:13:27,273 --> 00:13:30,902 l thought you might give him a tour of the hospital while you discuss the CT. 267 00:13:35,381 --> 00:13:38,179 Excuse me. What are you doing? 268 00:13:38,217 --> 00:13:41,709 You spent Christmas with me and Meredith. That can't be what you want. 269 00:13:41,754 --> 00:13:43,813 True, but l do have a patient 270 00:13:43,856 --> 00:13:45,949 that l have to do a follow-up on right now. 271 00:13:45,991 --> 00:13:48,892 - l don't have time to... - l can do it. Have fun. Take care. 272 00:13:48,928 --> 00:13:50,896 Have a good tour. 273 00:13:50,930 --> 00:13:55,094 - You want to show me the scan? - How about we look at it over lunch? 274 00:13:59,772 --> 00:14:01,399 l'm in the middle of a divorce. 275 00:14:01,440 --> 00:14:04,876 People call me The Nazi, and it's not because of my ice-blue eyes. 276 00:14:04,910 --> 00:14:08,209 l spend 1 2 hours a day carving people up and l like it. 277 00:14:08,247 --> 00:14:09,908 l have a child. 278 00:14:09,949 --> 00:14:12,782 And l have no room for casual anything. 279 00:14:12,818 --> 00:14:16,185 l'm angry all the time and deeply confused, 280 00:14:16,222 --> 00:14:19,191 because a lot of people in my life have let me down recently, 281 00:14:19,225 --> 00:14:22,388 and one of them was me. lt's devastating, but not completely 282 00:14:22,428 --> 00:14:25,158 because it turns out l like sleeping crosswise in the bed 283 00:14:25,197 --> 00:14:29,156 and not having to shave my legs. My three year old used to be potty trained, 284 00:14:29,201 --> 00:14:33,103 and now he isn't because his father no longer lives with us 285 00:14:33,138 --> 00:14:34,969 and his world no longer makes sense 286 00:14:35,007 --> 00:14:37,840 and the only thing he thinks he can control is his bladder, 287 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:41,870 so he urinates in a lot of places you wish he wouldn't urinate. 288 00:14:41,914 --> 00:14:44,246 You want lunch or you wanna show me the scan? 289 00:14:46,085 --> 00:14:47,416 [clears throat] 290 00:14:50,656 --> 00:14:54,524 Mr. Morris, l'm Dr. Shepherd. l'll be filling in for Dr. Bailey today. 291 00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:56,357 - You're here for a follow-up? - Yeah. 292 00:14:56,395 --> 00:14:58,192 l had my gallbladder out a couple months ago. 293 00:14:58,230 --> 00:15:00,323 Months? You're still getting follow-ups? 294 00:15:00,366 --> 00:15:02,095 - l am. Once a week. - Once a week? 295 00:15:02,134 --> 00:15:06,195 Yeah. Dr. B says she just wants to make sure l'm in tiptop shape. 296 00:15:06,238 --> 00:15:10,197 - Dr. Webber did your surgery? - Yeah, chief of surgery. Fancy, huh? 297 00:15:10,242 --> 00:15:14,042 You guys are the best. People say a lot of crap about health care, 298 00:15:14,079 --> 00:15:15,546 but they've never been here. 299 00:15:16,815 --> 00:15:19,943 - You take care of people. - We certainly do. 300 00:15:20,486 --> 00:15:24,980 Dr. B was all worried 'cause l turned yellow after my first surgery. See? 301 00:15:27,092 --> 00:15:29,754 But it went away. l'm fine now. 302 00:15:29,795 --> 00:15:33,231 You want to look at my scar or wait till after l pee in the cup? 303 00:15:34,133 --> 00:15:37,398 Dr. Altman, the patient is no longer interested in the mechanical valve. 304 00:15:37,436 --> 00:15:40,735 l couldn't give you a total unadulterated dream case. 305 00:15:40,773 --> 00:15:43,207 - People would talk. - l just spent hours prepping 306 00:15:43,242 --> 00:15:46,370 for the mechanical. A pig valve is a whole different surgery! 307 00:15:46,412 --> 00:15:49,904 Two for the price of one. Think about how much you're learning. 308 00:15:50,516 --> 00:15:52,074 You want me to get someone else? 309 00:15:54,153 --> 00:15:55,620 No. 310 00:15:56,722 --> 00:15:58,815 [Derek] lt's a concussion, no worse than you've seen before. 311 00:15:58,857 --> 00:16:00,950 Nothing we need to go in and fix. 312 00:16:00,993 --> 00:16:04,292 lnitially, we thought the injury to your spleen would resolve itself, 313 00:16:04,330 --> 00:16:07,891 but it's bleeding too much. Dr. Bailey needs to remove it as soon as possible. 314 00:16:07,933 --> 00:16:10,026 The surgery is gonna have you out for a couple weeks. 315 00:16:10,069 --> 00:16:12,469 But you'll be back in the game for next season. 316 00:16:15,240 --> 00:16:18,300 [hyperventilating] 317 00:16:18,344 --> 00:16:20,972 - Tom? - [gasping] l can't... l can't breathe! 318 00:16:21,013 --> 00:16:22,776 - Get some oxygen! - l can't breathe! 319 00:16:22,815 --> 00:16:24,806 Get a crash cart! Tom... 320 00:16:31,023 --> 00:16:33,617 Let's get an EKG just in case. 321 00:16:33,659 --> 00:16:35,718 Tom, have you had a panic attack before? 322 00:16:35,761 --> 00:16:37,490 l'm fine. 323 00:16:38,163 --> 00:16:39,824 lt's just, uh... 324 00:16:41,133 --> 00:16:43,863 - lt's nothing. - [woman] There's Daddy! 325 00:16:43,902 --> 00:16:46,234 - How's my guy? - He's fine. 326 00:16:46,271 --> 00:16:48,000 How's my guy? 327 00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:51,100 - [Derek] He was... - Brain's OK. 328 00:16:52,578 --> 00:16:54,512 But they gotta cut my belly open. 329 00:16:55,314 --> 00:16:58,806 - l can't play till next season. - Honey... 330 00:16:58,851 --> 00:17:02,343 Don't worry, next season will be here before you know it. 331 00:17:10,763 --> 00:17:13,994 - What's the deal with you and Reed? - Nothing. 332 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:16,228 You're not trading her surgery for sex? 333 00:17:16,268 --> 00:17:19,203 - Give me a break. - Because if you are, it's gross. 334 00:17:19,238 --> 00:17:21,832 lf l sleep with her, it's 'cause l want to. 335 00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:25,366 You look me in the eye and tell me Derek never threw a craniotomy your way 336 00:17:25,411 --> 00:17:28,107 after the two of you spent an hour in the on-call room? Please. 337 00:17:28,147 --> 00:17:32,174 l know it may not feel like it, but you are still married. And lzzie... 338 00:17:32,217 --> 00:17:34,048 You know what? l'm done worrying about lzzie. 339 00:17:34,086 --> 00:17:36,554 She sure as hell ain't worried about me. 340 00:17:38,891 --> 00:17:40,085 This is the old Alex. 341 00:17:40,125 --> 00:17:44,221 Sleeping with some random person because you're angry and hurt. 342 00:17:44,263 --> 00:17:47,232 - That's what you always did. - Then we grew up and got married. 343 00:17:47,266 --> 00:17:50,030 Turns out your stupid Post-it is ten times the marriage 344 00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:52,469 my church wedding ever got me. l'm moving on. 345 00:17:58,277 --> 00:18:00,302 Hey. Tom Kates is having panic attacks? 346 00:18:00,345 --> 00:18:02,404 Yeah, l don't know why. He's not talking. 347 00:18:02,448 --> 00:18:04,916 l took care of your chole patient. lt's all good. 348 00:18:04,950 --> 00:18:07,885 - Thanks. - He's getting high-class care. 349 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:11,151 Six visits with a surgeon? A nurse practitioner can do this. 350 00:18:11,190 --> 00:18:13,488 l like to do after-care myself. 351 00:18:13,525 --> 00:18:16,790 He wasn't even your patient. He was the chief's. There was an error. 352 00:18:16,829 --> 00:18:18,296 - He's fine. - So why all the...? 353 00:18:18,330 --> 00:18:20,594 l have a thing for him, OK? 354 00:18:23,202 --> 00:18:26,899 - Sheldon Morris? - He caught my eye. 355 00:18:28,507 --> 00:18:30,702 Sheldon has a quality 356 00:18:30,742 --> 00:18:35,441 that l'm... drawn to. l... 357 00:18:35,481 --> 00:18:39,577 l can't put my finger on what it is exactly. 358 00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:44,612 Sure. Sure. Want to keep his picture? 359 00:18:47,259 --> 00:18:48,624 [Derek scoffs] 360 00:18:51,263 --> 00:18:54,198 Do you know what my sister had for lunch today? Pork chops. 361 00:18:54,233 --> 00:18:57,327 l watched her eat. l didn't feel any kinship. 362 00:18:57,369 --> 00:18:59,428 With the pig. 363 00:18:59,471 --> 00:19:02,634 l think the pig valve may be the wrong choice. 364 00:19:03,876 --> 00:19:06,970 You feel more kinship with cows? 365 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:10,708 - l don't know. - Mrs. Carlin, 366 00:19:10,749 --> 00:19:13,183 we've prepared the porcine valve replacement. 367 00:19:13,218 --> 00:19:15,914 A bovine replacement is a whole different surgery. 368 00:19:15,954 --> 00:19:18,548 Like the mechanical valve was a whole different surgery. 369 00:19:18,590 --> 00:19:21,991 Do you think it's possible l could see the valves? The pig and the cow? 370 00:19:22,027 --> 00:19:24,325 Maybe then l could recognize one as more familiar. 371 00:19:24,363 --> 00:19:27,457 We don't do that. We don't march the parts around the hospital. 372 00:19:27,499 --> 00:19:29,660 Maybe we should call this off. Can l do that? 373 00:19:29,701 --> 00:19:32,135 - lf you're not comfortable... - No, no, no. 374 00:19:32,171 --> 00:19:34,662 l mean, l can get the valves. 375 00:19:34,706 --> 00:19:38,369 And l'll bring them here. OK? 376 00:19:38,410 --> 00:19:40,810 Oh... You're so wonderful! 377 00:19:40,846 --> 00:19:43,815 - You really are. - Great. 378 00:19:46,552 --> 00:19:49,419 - She's so wonderful. - She is. 379 00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:56,051 Richard, Tom Kates needs a splenectomy. 380 00:19:56,094 --> 00:19:58,585 Any chance l can get you to do the procedure? 381 00:19:58,630 --> 00:20:00,996 Well, l asked Bailey to take over my service. 382 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:03,058 With the merger and all... 383 00:20:03,101 --> 00:20:04,932 lt's a high-profile patient. 384 00:20:04,970 --> 00:20:07,336 l thought you could make an exception. 385 00:20:09,308 --> 00:20:10,798 Sure. 386 00:20:16,949 --> 00:20:20,077 - You must have extras lying around. - We don't. 387 00:20:20,118 --> 00:20:21,847 You never drop one? 388 00:20:21,887 --> 00:20:25,414 Open up the box and see that the pig has a cholesterol problem? 389 00:20:25,457 --> 00:20:27,550 - Let me check in the back. - OK. 390 00:20:27,926 --> 00:20:29,951 She thinks maybe one of them will speak to her. 391 00:20:29,995 --> 00:20:32,259 - lt's ringing. - l'm prepping 392 00:20:32,297 --> 00:20:34,424 for three different surgeries in one day, 393 00:20:34,466 --> 00:20:36,400 chasing animal parts all over the hospital. 394 00:20:36,435 --> 00:20:39,461 Teddy thinks it's hysterical, but this may actually kill me. 395 00:20:39,504 --> 00:20:42,064 Maybe one of them will speak to her. There're pros and cons for each. 396 00:20:42,107 --> 00:20:45,508 At the end of the day, it's a gut thing. Pig or cow. 397 00:20:45,544 --> 00:20:49,002 lt's not a gut thing. lt's a decision based on fact and reason. 398 00:20:49,047 --> 00:20:50,639 Hey! Where are my parts? 399 00:20:50,682 --> 00:20:52,707 lzzie, it's me. 400 00:20:52,751 --> 00:20:55,117 l know you want space, but you can't have space, 401 00:20:55,153 --> 00:20:57,678 because Alex might be moving on. 402 00:20:57,723 --> 00:21:00,351 Come back and work in the clinic! You're throwing your career away! 403 00:21:00,392 --> 00:21:02,519 - Cristina... - She got fired from surgery, 404 00:21:02,561 --> 00:21:05,029 - not all medicine. - lgnore her. Just call me back. 405 00:21:05,063 --> 00:21:06,394 OK. Bye. 406 00:21:08,900 --> 00:21:12,097 [Cristina] There. That wasn't so difficult, was it? 407 00:21:14,673 --> 00:21:17,164 OK. 408 00:21:17,209 --> 00:21:20,804 Got the first band. Let's move down so l can take a look at the second. 409 00:21:20,846 --> 00:21:21,870 [machine humming] 410 00:21:21,913 --> 00:21:24,609 - [Lexie] Like that? - Good. 411 00:21:24,650 --> 00:21:28,142 Why... can't l grab his leg? 412 00:21:28,186 --> 00:21:30,677 - Problem? - No, it's just that one of the bands 413 00:21:30,722 --> 00:21:32,451 is holding the leg in place. 414 00:21:32,491 --> 00:21:35,016 lt's a little difficult to get around. 415 00:21:35,060 --> 00:21:37,119 Can you move the ultrasound up here? 416 00:21:37,162 --> 00:21:39,187 - Oh, come on. - What's the matter? 417 00:21:39,231 --> 00:21:42,257 Her uterine arteries are engorged. But the only way in 418 00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:43,996 is in between them. 419 00:21:45,337 --> 00:21:47,601 OK, l'm gonna need another trocar. Hold this? 420 00:21:47,639 --> 00:21:50,301 You sure you have enough room? Those arteries are huge. 421 00:21:50,342 --> 00:21:52,970 That's why l'm gonna be very, very careful. Scalpel. 422 00:21:53,011 --> 00:21:54,478 What happens if you nick them? 423 00:21:55,747 --> 00:21:56,771 Dr. Grey? 424 00:21:57,949 --> 00:22:00,383 She could bleed out. They both could. 425 00:22:00,419 --> 00:22:04,048 - l don't like it. lt's too dangerous. - Mark, l've assessed the risk factors. 426 00:22:04,089 --> 00:22:06,956 l'm 95 percent confident l can get around the arteries. 427 00:22:06,992 --> 00:22:10,723 - l'm choosing to continue my surgery. - l don't like the other five percent. 428 00:22:10,762 --> 00:22:14,459 You hit any one of those, she bleeds out right on this table. 429 00:22:15,901 --> 00:22:17,664 Look, you're nervous, l get that. 430 00:22:17,703 --> 00:22:21,195 l'm a surgeon, and l'm looking at a time bomb in a uterus. Shut it down! 431 00:22:21,239 --> 00:22:22,934 Now, Addison! 432 00:22:27,579 --> 00:22:29,274 Let's close her up. 433 00:22:36,455 --> 00:22:38,480 [indistinct chattering] 434 00:22:38,990 --> 00:22:41,390 - Good to go? - [Bailey] Yeah. 435 00:22:41,426 --> 00:22:43,394 You baby-sitting? 'Cause l'm new at this. 436 00:22:43,428 --> 00:22:46,090 - Where's the chief? - l don't know. Check his office. 437 00:22:46,131 --> 00:22:49,589 - He said he was gonna do this surgery. - [Bailey] Told me he didn't have time 438 00:22:49,634 --> 00:22:52,728 and asked if l would do it, which l was planning on in the first place. 439 00:22:52,771 --> 00:22:55,535 - So l said yes. - He said something about 440 00:22:55,574 --> 00:22:57,838 a budget meeting. l think he's pretty swamped. 441 00:22:57,876 --> 00:23:01,573 lf he's got time to watch old surgical films with you, he's not swamped. 442 00:23:01,613 --> 00:23:04,741 What the hell is going on? The chole patient, your boyfriend, 443 00:23:04,783 --> 00:23:07,843 it was the chief's mistake. He hasn't touched a patient since then. 444 00:23:07,886 --> 00:23:11,686 - He's been busy with the merger. - l've heard that story before. 445 00:23:11,723 --> 00:23:13,452 What is going on? 446 00:23:18,096 --> 00:23:21,463 lt is not my job to get involved in his personal life. 447 00:23:21,500 --> 00:23:24,697 Just like it's not your job to get involved in mine. 448 00:23:29,508 --> 00:23:31,169 Ten blade. 449 00:23:31,943 --> 00:23:35,845 l made a judgment call, you didn't like it, l'm sorry. 450 00:23:35,881 --> 00:23:38,850 You threw me on a plane in the middle of my morning coffee 451 00:23:38,884 --> 00:23:41,512 - because you wanted my judgment. - lt was risky. 452 00:23:41,553 --> 00:23:44,989 That's not your call to make in my OR! 453 00:23:45,023 --> 00:23:46,581 You acted like a father. 454 00:23:46,625 --> 00:23:49,321 Why do you think they don't let parents in the room during an operation? 455 00:23:49,361 --> 00:23:51,795 l'm not her father, Addison. 456 00:23:51,830 --> 00:23:53,195 Biologically, yes, 457 00:23:53,231 --> 00:23:56,758 but... l just met the kid. l'm helping out. 458 00:23:56,802 --> 00:23:58,963 You reacted like a parent. 459 00:23:59,004 --> 00:24:01,768 Now, l don't know when, l don't know how, 460 00:24:01,807 --> 00:24:05,436 but at some point, you became a dad to that little urchin, 461 00:24:05,477 --> 00:24:07,274 because you just lost it in my OR, 462 00:24:07,312 --> 00:24:11,180 and Mark Sloan never loses it in the OR, not ever. 463 00:24:13,084 --> 00:24:16,178 Yes, it was risky. And yes, most surgeons would have jumped ship 464 00:24:16,221 --> 00:24:19,486 at the sight of the engorged arteries. But l am not most surgeons. 465 00:24:19,524 --> 00:24:21,321 And neither are you. 466 00:24:21,359 --> 00:24:26,888 - [inhales deeply] - We can try this again. 467 00:24:26,932 --> 00:24:28,593 With you in the waiting room. 468 00:24:30,902 --> 00:24:33,769 lt's too risky. She's just a kid. 469 00:24:35,207 --> 00:24:38,574 Well, have Morrison monitor the bands as the baby grows. 470 00:24:38,610 --> 00:24:40,441 lt might be OK. 471 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:43,209 l gotta go. l have patients at home. 472 00:24:45,417 --> 00:24:47,351 Congratulations. 473 00:24:47,385 --> 00:24:49,080 You're a parent. 474 00:24:54,092 --> 00:24:55,389 [exhales sharply] 475 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:09,534 - Neither one is speaking to me. - For God's... 476 00:25:09,574 --> 00:25:11,303 - Are they speaking to you? - They aren't. 477 00:25:11,343 --> 00:25:15,074 lf l put your own valve in front of you, it wouldn't speak to you either. 478 00:25:15,113 --> 00:25:17,843 l have a cousin. His wife is a cardiologist. l should call her. 479 00:25:17,883 --> 00:25:20,113 No, no, no! No more calls. 480 00:25:20,151 --> 00:25:22,312 This is about you and your heart. 481 00:25:22,354 --> 00:25:26,017 You need to use your instinct and make a decision. Right now. 482 00:25:26,057 --> 00:25:27,786 - Pig or cow. - But l... 483 00:25:27,826 --> 00:25:29,487 Pig or cow. Pig or cow! 484 00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:31,496 Don't think! Just... pig or cow! Go! Now! 485 00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:32,929 Pig! No. 486 00:25:32,964 --> 00:25:34,488 Cow! 487 00:25:34,533 --> 00:25:37,331 Pig! Pig! Pig. Pig. 488 00:25:40,972 --> 00:25:42,439 Pig. 489 00:25:44,676 --> 00:25:48,373 Procedure went well. You're gonna be back on your feet in no time. 490 00:25:48,413 --> 00:25:49,903 Great. 491 00:25:54,886 --> 00:25:56,285 You're scared to play. 492 00:25:57,389 --> 00:25:59,152 You thought you were done. 493 00:25:59,925 --> 00:26:03,486 And when l said you'd be back in the game next season, 494 00:26:03,528 --> 00:26:05,462 you panicked. 495 00:26:07,799 --> 00:26:12,827 Um... l used to be able to block out the fear, 496 00:26:12,871 --> 00:26:15,396 but ever since Des was born, l'm on the field, 497 00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:18,967 my heart starts racing. l can't catch my breath. 498 00:26:20,045 --> 00:26:22,639 l look at the guys who played their whole careers, 499 00:26:22,681 --> 00:26:26,879 hit so many times they can barely remember their own names. 500 00:26:29,220 --> 00:26:31,688 l'm scared he's gonna grow up without a dad. 501 00:26:33,224 --> 00:26:37,422 - l'm scared all the time. - lt's a natural reaction. 502 00:26:37,462 --> 00:26:38,486 You're a father. 503 00:26:41,933 --> 00:26:43,662 - Why don't you retire? - Come on. 504 00:26:43,702 --> 00:26:47,570 Two years into a pro career? l can't. 505 00:26:47,606 --> 00:26:51,133 l know l'm not a soldier in lraq or a rocket scientist 506 00:26:51,176 --> 00:26:53,167 or any kind of real hero. 507 00:26:53,211 --> 00:26:57,307 l know l'm just some big, dumb jock. 508 00:26:57,349 --> 00:27:02,286 But l'm a big, dumb jock the entire city roots for. 509 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:06,882 Kids. Guys on the street. 510 00:27:06,925 --> 00:27:08,552 l can't let them down. 511 00:27:09,194 --> 00:27:11,890 This is the tradeoff. 512 00:27:11,930 --> 00:27:13,989 - l get hit. - Mmm... 513 00:27:14,032 --> 00:27:16,592 Some guys can't even feed their families, you know? 514 00:27:17,435 --> 00:27:20,802 Some guys are soldiers in lraq. 515 00:27:20,839 --> 00:27:22,670 They get shot at. 516 00:27:23,675 --> 00:27:26,041 So l'm not complaining. 517 00:27:26,077 --> 00:27:30,036 l'm just... l'm scared of the hits. 518 00:27:32,851 --> 00:27:36,412 l wanna be able to remember who my kid is. 519 00:27:44,763 --> 00:27:46,788 OK. No more bubbles. 520 00:27:46,831 --> 00:27:48,924 OK. Pressures are good. Let's come off. 521 00:27:49,734 --> 00:27:51,326 Decannulating. 522 00:27:52,437 --> 00:27:55,372 [Alex] l told Torres she had to let you scrub in if she was cutting. 523 00:27:55,407 --> 00:28:00,003 - Cool! - Book an on-call room. 524 00:28:00,045 --> 00:28:02,513 What...? What happened to drinks first? 525 00:28:02,547 --> 00:28:06,415 lt's kind of a waste of time, right? Cut to the chase. 526 00:28:08,053 --> 00:28:09,748 Hey, Reed. 527 00:28:09,788 --> 00:28:11,949 - Do you know lzzie Stevens? - Grey. 528 00:28:11,990 --> 00:28:14,823 Yes. l met her before she got fired. 529 00:28:14,859 --> 00:28:18,852 You know she's Alex's wife. And she's not here right now, 530 00:28:18,897 --> 00:28:21,365 - but they're still married. - Meredith, shut up! 531 00:28:21,399 --> 00:28:24,197 No. Some people think you're divorced, and you're not. 532 00:28:24,235 --> 00:28:27,500 How about you shut up long enough to watch your friend tank her valve. 533 00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:30,201 - How...? What? - [Steve] She's tachycardic. 534 00:28:30,241 --> 00:28:31,367 Suction. Take this. 535 00:28:31,409 --> 00:28:34,537 Laps, l need more laps. Someone get me a sponge stick. 536 00:28:34,579 --> 00:28:37,412 - [monitor beeping] - [Cristina] Um... 537 00:28:37,449 --> 00:28:41,044 l'm having difficulty locating the bleeder. 538 00:28:41,086 --> 00:28:43,054 - Dr. Altman? - Keep looking. 539 00:28:43,088 --> 00:28:44,555 [Steve] BP's dropping! 540 00:28:44,589 --> 00:28:47,752 How come Altman's not doing anything? 541 00:28:48,426 --> 00:28:50,826 Suction! More suction. 542 00:28:54,432 --> 00:28:56,457 [indistinct chattering] 543 00:28:57,135 --> 00:29:00,400 Knee looks like crap, but that's been true for a long time. 544 00:29:00,438 --> 00:29:02,429 He should be able to play through the pain. 545 00:29:02,474 --> 00:29:06,069 What if he can't? What about a knee replacement? 546 00:29:06,111 --> 00:29:07,408 Right now. 547 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:12,709 He needs to stop. How about we make it so it's not his idea? 548 00:29:15,820 --> 00:29:18,653 - Systolic's down to 80! - l could suture directly or clamp. 549 00:29:18,690 --> 00:29:20,954 - l don't know which to do. - l don't know either. 550 00:29:20,992 --> 00:29:23,290 My guess is if you came and looked at it, 551 00:29:23,328 --> 00:29:25,819 - you'd have a better idea. - l'm sure that's true, 552 00:29:25,864 --> 00:29:28,355 - but l'm not the one operating. - [Steve] This is a lot of blood. 553 00:29:28,399 --> 00:29:30,560 - She's crashing! - You're over-thinking it. 554 00:29:30,602 --> 00:29:32,069 - Dr. Yang? - Look at the aorta. 555 00:29:32,103 --> 00:29:33,661 - What does it tell you? - l have two options 556 00:29:33,705 --> 00:29:36,071 - and l don't know which one to do! - [Reed] This is crazy. 557 00:29:36,107 --> 00:29:38,405 - Why isn't she helping her? - How's it going? 558 00:29:38,443 --> 00:29:42,140 Yang's killing her patient and Altman's reading The Atlantic Monthly. 559 00:29:44,516 --> 00:29:48,452 lf l suture, it might not hold. lf l clamp, it could rupture. 560 00:29:48,486 --> 00:29:51,421 - BP's tanking. - What the hell are you doing? 561 00:29:51,456 --> 00:29:54,050 - l'm teaching. She's learning. - [Owen] She needs help. 562 00:29:54,092 --> 00:29:56,993 She may be too proud to say it, but how about we don't let this patient die 563 00:29:57,028 --> 00:30:00,225 - and give her a hand anyhow? - She asked, she's not that proud. 564 00:30:00,265 --> 00:30:03,098 And l said no. This patient is not going to die. 565 00:30:03,134 --> 00:30:05,466 - She's going to save the patient. - Pig or cow. 566 00:30:05,503 --> 00:30:07,095 lf you sit on your hands because you're angry... 567 00:30:07,138 --> 00:30:09,129 - Get over yourself. - [Owen] That patient... 568 00:30:09,174 --> 00:30:12,143 Dr. Hunt, you are blowing my concentration! Get out of my OR! 569 00:30:14,612 --> 00:30:16,876 Pig or cow, pig or cow, pig or cow... 570 00:30:16,915 --> 00:30:18,143 Pig! Clamp. 571 00:30:18,183 --> 00:30:19,411 Three-oh wool pledget. 572 00:30:22,420 --> 00:30:25,321 Dr. Torres and l think your knee needs replacing. 573 00:30:25,356 --> 00:30:26,983 That's been true since college. 574 00:30:27,025 --> 00:30:31,257 There's just too much degeneration. The joint is completely shot. 575 00:30:32,063 --> 00:30:35,191 You need a unicondylar repair or you may lose the ability to walk. 576 00:30:35,233 --> 00:30:38,066 Knee replacement'll take me out of the game. Forever. 577 00:30:39,270 --> 00:30:40,794 Exactly. 578 00:30:49,681 --> 00:30:52,081 - OK, it's coming up. - [film projector running] 579 00:30:52,116 --> 00:30:53,583 Look, right there! 580 00:30:54,686 --> 00:30:56,551 Look at that. 581 00:30:56,588 --> 00:30:59,751 That's the minute we knew your mother was different. 582 00:30:59,791 --> 00:31:01,850 That other hand holding the retractor? 583 00:31:01,893 --> 00:31:04,953 That's Garber. He was the chief of surgery back then. 584 00:31:06,364 --> 00:31:08,423 No one could believe it. 585 00:31:08,466 --> 00:31:11,026 She walked in that room a resident, 586 00:31:11,069 --> 00:31:13,629 and walked out a legend. 587 00:31:21,846 --> 00:31:23,837 Derek was worried when you didn't show up 588 00:31:23,882 --> 00:31:26,407 for the Tom Kates surgery. 589 00:31:26,451 --> 00:31:28,749 Derek worries. lt makes him a good guy. 590 00:31:28,786 --> 00:31:29,912 Look, look, look. 591 00:31:34,092 --> 00:31:38,051 lf Dr. Montgomery had hit it during the procedure... 592 00:31:39,497 --> 00:31:41,021 lt's dangerous. 593 00:31:41,065 --> 00:31:44,364 What about that band that's squeezing his thigh? 594 00:31:45,003 --> 00:31:47,471 - He's not gonna have a knee? - Sloan, you could have died. 595 00:31:47,505 --> 00:31:50,440 - l can't have a gimpy kid. - l know l haven't been your father 596 00:31:50,475 --> 00:31:54,104 for long, but if you say ''gimp'' one more time, l'm gonna smack you. 597 00:31:54,145 --> 00:31:55,669 You don't get it. 598 00:31:55,713 --> 00:31:58,546 He needs legs! OK? 599 00:31:58,583 --> 00:32:01,711 He doesn't have a dad! He's got a stupid, slutty mom! 600 00:32:01,753 --> 00:32:06,156 Don't you see? l've already hurt him enough by giving him me as a mother. 601 00:32:06,190 --> 00:32:08,181 - He needs feet! - Sloan... 602 00:32:08,226 --> 00:32:10,319 l don't know how to take care of any baby. 603 00:32:10,361 --> 00:32:12,921 OK? l can't have one that's hurt. l can't handle it. 604 00:32:12,964 --> 00:32:15,296 My mom doesn't even talk to me. 605 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:17,267 l'm doing this alone. 606 00:32:17,302 --> 00:32:19,702 Please. 607 00:32:20,471 --> 00:32:23,031 Listen. You're not stupid. 608 00:32:24,409 --> 00:32:26,240 And you're not slutty. 609 00:32:27,345 --> 00:32:30,178 The Sloans... 610 00:32:30,214 --> 00:32:34,207 ...are a... passionate people. 611 00:32:35,119 --> 00:32:37,747 You dragged yourself across the country so you could get help 612 00:32:37,789 --> 00:32:40,314 taking care of this baby. 613 00:32:40,358 --> 00:32:44,260 That's not being stupid. That's being a mom. 614 00:32:44,295 --> 00:32:46,855 l'm not gonna let anything happen to you. 615 00:32:46,898 --> 00:32:48,593 Or the baby. 616 00:32:50,868 --> 00:32:53,029 Go to LA. 617 00:32:53,071 --> 00:32:56,507 Addison said 95 percent. That's not that bad. 618 00:32:56,541 --> 00:32:57,735 Let her do the surgery. 619 00:33:02,113 --> 00:33:04,138 Looks like we're going to LA. 620 00:33:07,685 --> 00:33:09,277 You're not gonna do this alone. 621 00:33:11,322 --> 00:33:13,085 Hey. 622 00:33:13,791 --> 00:33:16,225 Stay. After the baby's born. 623 00:33:16,260 --> 00:33:18,922 Live with me and Lexie. Raise the baby with us. 624 00:33:20,031 --> 00:33:22,465 l don't know anything about being a dad, 625 00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:24,661 you don't know about being a mom. 626 00:33:25,703 --> 00:33:28,399 Maybe we could... 627 00:33:28,439 --> 00:33:30,873 ...figure it all out together. 628 00:33:30,908 --> 00:33:33,240 - Really? - Yeah. 629 00:33:34,545 --> 00:33:36,035 OK! 630 00:33:43,421 --> 00:33:46,049 [monitor beeping] 631 00:33:46,090 --> 00:33:47,648 Drill, please. 632 00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:50,995 Are you sure there's nothing l can do to help? 633 00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:52,519 Uh, no. 634 00:33:52,563 --> 00:33:54,827 So l'm not gonna get to do anything in this surgery? 635 00:33:54,866 --> 00:33:58,358 - Not worth what you paid for it? - [Reed] Shut up. 636 00:33:58,403 --> 00:34:01,236 [Callie] You guys are worked up about how none of you get to operate anymore, 637 00:34:01,272 --> 00:34:03,706 but you know what? At some point, 638 00:34:03,741 --> 00:34:05,936 you'll log enough hours with a scalpel. 639 00:34:05,977 --> 00:34:08,411 At some point, you'll be surgeons. 640 00:34:08,446 --> 00:34:12,041 And one day, you'll look up and realize 641 00:34:12,083 --> 00:34:14,574 there's more in the world than cutting. 642 00:34:16,287 --> 00:34:18,687 Tom Kates' career is ending. 643 00:34:19,123 --> 00:34:20,886 That is what's happening in this room. 644 00:34:20,925 --> 00:34:24,053 So could you, for one second, think about something other than yourselves? 645 00:34:24,095 --> 00:34:26,791 Bone saw. 646 00:34:26,831 --> 00:34:30,358 l can't believe l'm taking out the best quarterback Seattle's ever seen. 647 00:34:30,401 --> 00:34:35,031 You're not. He was out of the game a long time ago. 648 00:34:45,316 --> 00:34:48,513 l would have stepped in. l would not have let that patient get hurt. 649 00:34:48,553 --> 00:34:50,783 - l know that. - She needs to be pushed. 650 00:34:50,822 --> 00:34:52,653 She's like a racehorse. You need to push her. 651 00:34:52,690 --> 00:34:55,523 - Otherwise, she's gonna lose her mind. - l know, Teddy. 652 00:34:58,563 --> 00:35:01,532 So nothing else was going on in that room? 653 00:35:09,874 --> 00:35:12,001 Owen... 654 00:35:17,982 --> 00:35:19,745 [sighs heavily] 655 00:35:23,654 --> 00:35:24,814 You ready to pay up? 656 00:35:24,856 --> 00:35:27,347 That was the lamest assist in history. 657 00:35:27,391 --> 00:35:30,485 - Hardly worth... - Oh... Oh... A deal's a deal. 658 00:35:32,997 --> 00:35:35,727 Look, there might have been a little misunderstanding 659 00:35:35,766 --> 00:35:38,564 about what ''you know'' means. 660 00:35:40,738 --> 00:35:44,037 l don't trade surgery for sex. 661 00:35:45,009 --> 00:35:48,740 lf you want sex, ask for it. 662 00:35:50,081 --> 00:35:53,312 lf you want surgery, go kiss an attending's ass, not mine. 663 00:35:55,553 --> 00:35:57,453 Hey, hey, hey! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! 664 00:35:57,488 --> 00:35:59,854 Hey, this is illegal and immoral 665 00:35:59,891 --> 00:36:03,327 and... you two should be ashamed of yourselves. 666 00:36:03,361 --> 00:36:05,727 Charlie, go to hell! 667 00:36:06,797 --> 00:36:07,991 [scoffs] 668 00:36:10,268 --> 00:36:12,736 How am l the bad guy here? 669 00:36:16,140 --> 00:36:18,267 [Mark] l should have asked you first, 670 00:36:18,309 --> 00:36:20,903 but l was so excited, 671 00:36:20,945 --> 00:36:23,345 and l was so sure it was the right thing. 672 00:36:23,381 --> 00:36:25,679 And you know why? 'Cause of you. 673 00:36:26,884 --> 00:36:30,149 Since you, l know, for the first time in my life, 674 00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:33,089 - what the right thing is. - l'm happy for you. 675 00:36:33,124 --> 00:36:35,115 l really am. 676 00:36:35,159 --> 00:36:38,686 Something happened today. You became a dad. 677 00:36:38,729 --> 00:36:42,165 A real one. And Sloan, against all odds, 678 00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:44,691 became a mom. 679 00:36:44,735 --> 00:36:46,566 But l didn't. 680 00:36:47,138 --> 00:36:49,606 l was barely ready to move in with you, 681 00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:52,632 never mind your daughter and a grandbaby. 682 00:36:52,677 --> 00:36:55,271 l just... l don't want this. 683 00:36:55,313 --> 00:36:57,781 You wanted to give your liver to your dad. 684 00:36:57,815 --> 00:36:59,806 This is what you do for family, right? 685 00:36:59,850 --> 00:37:02,648 l understand why you're doing it. 686 00:37:02,687 --> 00:37:04,848 l just don't understand why l'm doing it. 687 00:37:06,490 --> 00:37:08,219 l think you're doing it for me. 688 00:37:08,259 --> 00:37:10,352 Don't make me out to be the selfish one. 689 00:37:10,394 --> 00:37:14,160 You don't get to unilaterally decide to let a teenager and her infant 690 00:37:14,198 --> 00:37:15,495 move into our house. 691 00:37:15,533 --> 00:37:18,525 We'll get a bigger place. She needs us. 692 00:37:20,271 --> 00:37:24,230 Lexie, l thought l missed this. 693 00:37:25,443 --> 00:37:27,911 This is a chance for me. 694 00:37:27,945 --> 00:37:31,108 Don't make me choose between you and her. 695 00:37:33,084 --> 00:37:34,483 Why? 696 00:37:35,219 --> 00:37:37,244 'Cause you'll choose her? 697 00:37:40,424 --> 00:37:41,914 Yeah. 698 00:37:43,027 --> 00:37:44,756 l'll choose her. 699 00:37:54,805 --> 00:37:57,171 l think our relationship just ended. 700 00:38:13,524 --> 00:38:16,459 Something's going on with the chief, l can't figure it out. 701 00:38:19,263 --> 00:38:22,790 l think he's scared to operate. ls that possible? 702 00:38:25,903 --> 00:38:28,565 You don't know or you're not gonna tell me? 703 00:38:38,549 --> 00:38:40,949 Did you see that? l'm holding the heart, 704 00:38:40,985 --> 00:38:43,783 l feel it almost starting to fibrillate in my hand! 705 00:38:43,821 --> 00:38:46,984 l mean, piss-poor aortic tissue, possibly irreparable, 706 00:38:47,024 --> 00:38:48,821 and then bam! 707 00:38:48,859 --> 00:38:50,724 Sutures hold, and it comes back! 708 00:38:50,761 --> 00:38:52,991 l mean, please, l don't wanna see the face. 709 00:38:53,030 --> 00:38:55,658 l don't want to hear what you have to say. l was fine! 710 00:38:55,700 --> 00:38:58,362 l was on fire! l was learning! 711 00:38:58,402 --> 00:39:01,769 l felt alive for the first time in l don't know how long, Owen. 712 00:39:01,806 --> 00:39:05,333 - lt was like l had air in my lungs. - She's leaving Seattle. 713 00:39:11,048 --> 00:39:13,073 lt's just not gonna work for her. 714 00:39:22,460 --> 00:39:24,860 When l lost my nerve the chief helped me. 715 00:39:29,834 --> 00:39:31,665 lt's... nothing. 716 00:39:31,702 --> 00:39:34,637 lf it's nothing, find a way to look me in the eye. 717 00:39:43,180 --> 00:39:45,876 - What are you doing in here? - Moving in. 718 00:39:45,916 --> 00:39:47,508 No, no, no. 719 00:39:47,551 --> 00:39:50,577 l'm sick of living in a damn trailer. Go live in lzzie's old room. 720 00:39:51,956 --> 00:39:53,787 You go, she's your wife. 721 00:39:56,994 --> 00:39:59,895 l thought you were shacking up with what's-his-face. 722 00:40:01,532 --> 00:40:02,794 l'm not. 723 00:40:02,833 --> 00:40:06,735 The Post-it didn't say anything about lying. l didn't think it needed it. 724 00:40:07,738 --> 00:40:11,731 l'm not lying. You don't need to know every thought in my head. 725 00:40:11,776 --> 00:40:14,677 - l have relationships that don't... - What are you doing? 726 00:40:16,147 --> 00:40:18,707 [Lexie] l'm too young to be a grandmother. 727 00:40:21,752 --> 00:40:24,812 l'm just supposed to be working like a dog 728 00:40:24,855 --> 00:40:28,347 and then come home and do stupid things 729 00:40:28,392 --> 00:40:31,088 like Bungee jumping. 730 00:40:31,128 --> 00:40:32,595 Or Jell-O shots. 731 00:40:33,330 --> 00:40:37,460 l don't even know what people my own age do anymore. 732 00:40:41,772 --> 00:40:44,468 l know something stupid you can do. 733 00:40:49,980 --> 00:40:51,504 Hmm... 734 00:41:00,524 --> 00:41:02,788 [Meredith] You never forget the moment you become a doctor. 735 00:41:09,667 --> 00:41:12,932 l don't know why l... 736 00:41:13,337 --> 00:41:15,430 l keep telling myself there's no problem. 737 00:41:15,473 --> 00:41:17,998 But if there's no problem, why can't l just say it? 738 00:41:20,077 --> 00:41:22,068 A switch flips. 739 00:41:24,181 --> 00:41:26,649 Suddenly, you're not playing dress-up anymore. 740 00:41:28,586 --> 00:41:30,713 You own the white coat. 741 00:41:35,793 --> 00:41:38,193 Dr. Altman, wait. Wait. 742 00:41:38,229 --> 00:41:40,129 What do you want? More money? 743 00:41:40,164 --> 00:41:41,631 - l'll talk to the chief. - No. 744 00:41:41,665 --> 00:41:44,691 They can set up a new cardio unit with a research lab 745 00:41:44,735 --> 00:41:47,329 - or you can work with vets. - lt isn't about that. 746 00:41:47,371 --> 00:41:50,306 Wait, wait, wait. No one's ever believed in me like this. 747 00:41:50,341 --> 00:41:53,174 You believe in me more than l do. And l need that. 748 00:41:53,210 --> 00:41:56,509 - l'm gonna die here without that. - Cristina, it's complicated. 749 00:41:56,547 --> 00:41:59,038 - Tell me what you want... - l want Owen! 750 00:41:59,083 --> 00:42:00,778 Take him! 751 00:42:02,686 --> 00:42:06,087 [Meredith] What you may not notice is the moment that being a doctor... 752 00:42:08,292 --> 00:42:10,590 ...changes you. 753 00:42:13,063 --> 00:42:15,759 He's drinking again.