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[GROANS]

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Hm?

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Oh!

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Mm.

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[SQUEALS SOFTLY]

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[***]

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No! No!

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[CLAMORING]

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Detective Suarez.
What do we have?

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Female, 28, goes by the name
"Amina Husein,"

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found wet dreaming and
potentially bashing one out.

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[GASPS]
A bit of the old downstairs DJ?

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It's possible. We've detected
traces of residue on her.

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What? No!
KFC bargain bucket for one.

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Let's bring her in.

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No.
Yes, sir.

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You have the right
to remain silent...

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[OFFICER CONTINUES]
[SCREAMING]

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What had just happened?
Surely it wasn't a--

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[GASPS]
SAIRA: Bro.

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[GASPS]
You okay?

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Oh! Heh. I'm grand.

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I'm grand. Yeah.

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Coffee?

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Thank you.

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Oh, Saira. Come on. Stay.
You don't have to go yet.

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Nah, nah, nah. All good.
Don't want to impose.

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Well, you're not imposing.

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Come on, st--
[GROWLS]

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Okay, fine.
See you at rehearsals.

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No rehearsal this week.
Right. Yeah.

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AMINA:
Together we had decided

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that we each needed a break
from the band.

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A few days to decompress

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after the binfire
that was the photoshoot.

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[SCREAMS]

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Any fun plans for the day?

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Fun plans? No. No plans.
Plan-free, me. Plan free.

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AMINA:
Saira's behavior was indeed
a little peculiar...

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but could you blame her?

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Without rehearsals,
we were each flying solo.

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Cast adrift.
Left to our own devices.

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AMINA:
Bisma, in particular, had been
triggered by recent events

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and was using
her timeout to reflect.

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It's like everyone-- Everyone--
Everyone just tries to--

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To Spice Girl us, you know?
Like-- Like, the band--

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Everyone's-- Everyone's trying
to Spice Girl us.

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Mm. I'm gonna need more words
than that.

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[STAMMERS]

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Ayesha's, like... Sexy Spice,
and Saira's Cool Spice.

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Amina's Girl-Next-Door Spice,
and do you know who I am?

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I am-- I am Mummy Spice.
I am... Wholesome, Boring Spice.

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I am Desexualized
From Head-to-Toe Spice.

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I'm Amoeba-Spice.

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Okay. First of all,
you are wholesome and hot.

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Ugh.
And, if anything,

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it's giving Variety Spice.

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I mean, what would you rather,
them sexualized you?

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Yes!
Really?

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No.
Mm.

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I don't know.

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Well, I do.

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[***]

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Wow.

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[BOTH LAUGH]

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I--

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Yes.
[CHUCKLES]

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[CHUCKLES]
See?

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So, how much do I owe you?

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Hey, don't feel the need
to give me mates rates--

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Are you really just gonna hide
my work like that?

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Your scalp is literally
still raw.

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How about we just
leave it out for a while.

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Tobi.

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What?

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Come on. I'm Muslim.

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Yeah, I know. I know.
But Bisma, we're Black.

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Our hair is art.

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It's a powerful part
of identity, too.

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Oh, yeah. Sure. One sec.

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[***]

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Yeah, man. Love this stuff.
This is my total jam.

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That's marmalade.
Marmalade is my jam. Get it?

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Marmalade is your jam?
Yeah, marmalade is my jam.

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AMINA:
Ayesha was enjoying
time away from the band,

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as she was taking
her relationship

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to the next level.

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Grocery shopping.

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Now, this is totally fire.

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You are lucky you're so cute,
because what the hell was that?

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I mean--
You loved it.

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Here it comes.

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You're, Ayesha, no?

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Yeah.

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I thought so.

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See? I told you. That's Nabila,
my eldest. She's 16.

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Your music has really
helped her.

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I mean, normally she barely
even talks,

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but now she's singing
your lyrics all the time.

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So, I suppose in a way,
you're speaking for her.

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Mm. That's lovely.

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You're pretty.

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[CHUCKLES]
She's pretty.

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Is this your girlfriend?
You're gay, aren't you?

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Oh, wait. Wait.
What's that word? "Queer."

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Queer?
Just not heterosexual.

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I think Nabila might be,
you know, not heterosexual.

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She's not my girlfriend.

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No, it feels like you're
embarrassed of me, okay?

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You never acknowledge us
outside of us!

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The band knows!
My brother knows!

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No, your parents don't know,
Ayesha.

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I don't subscribe
to the whole coming out thing.

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I'm not gonna sit here

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and make some
Shakespearean announcement,

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uh, to invite, what,
further persecution

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and hardship
into my personal life.

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I'm sorry.
I'm not an emotional masochist.

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Persecution?
You live in London.

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Your parents
are literally so cool.

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Like, your dad posts
Lady Parts on Facebook.

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Honestly, he probably
already knows!

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Sick.

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Amazing.

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Conversation's done then,
isn't it? A bit redundant.

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You know, there's nuances
to being gay and Muslim

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that you're not gonna get.

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Nice.

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I can't argue with that now,
can I?

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I just want you
to acknowledge me. Us.

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[DOOR OPENS]

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Fuck. Laura!

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[FOOTSTEPS DEPARTING]

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[***]

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WOMAN [ON TV]:
So, my great-great grandma
has been...I think...

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AMINA:
As for me,
I was thrumming with anxiety.

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Had my villain era led me
to a life of debauchery?

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[***]

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[GASPS]

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Amina?

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Amina.
Sorry. Yes. No.

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What's up with you?
Nothing.

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It's not nothing.

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Why won't you tell me?
Because.

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As you're well aware, you have
a tendency to be somewhat...

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judgey.

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So... apologies if I'm...
not so forthcoming.

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[CRYING]
Noor?

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Sorry. I'm n--

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You okay?
It's just hormones.

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That's all. It's-- I'm sorry.
I'm sorry if I'm judgey.

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It's okay. It's okay.

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It's okay.
No, no. It's not okay.

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What if my kid
doesn't wanna talk to me

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because she thinks I'm judgey?

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No, no, no, no. No. Oh,
I'm sorry. Okay. Listen. Listen.

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Your kid will talk to you.
Okay? Okay, look. Look, um...

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Listen, Billy--
[SNIFFLES]

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[EXHALES]

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Billy... kissed me, and--
I don't know. I lingered.

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For a bit.
That's just what happened.

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I know. I know. Okay?

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It's a one-way ticket to the
fiery pits of hell, you know?

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Bring on the factor-fifty,
'cause I'mma get a roasted.

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[LAUGHS NERVOUSLY]
I feel awful.
I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.

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Please don't be angry at me.
I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.

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Amina?

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If you are going to hell,

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then really isn't any hope
for the rest of us.

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You're a good person, okay?

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And I love you.

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[CRYING]

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AMINA:
It felt good to finally be
open and honest with Noor.

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No more secrets.

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You're the band I've been
waiting for a really long time.

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Okay, I think
Lady Parts could be huge,

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and I can help you get there.

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Okay,
I'll talk to the others,

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but, like I said,
we've already got management.

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[SIGHS]
All right. How successful do
you want to be?

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'Cause if you want to spend
your career playing weddings

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and little venues across
the U.K., then yeah, sure, fine,

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stay with your mate.

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But if you want a real,
wide-reaching platform

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for your voice,
which I think you can have,

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then let me help you.

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And right now you should be
recording an album.

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I-- I know and, and we will.

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We've actually got two days

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with Dirty Mahmood
in Molico Studios.

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Oh, wow. Dirty Mahmood's great.

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Yeah. No, it's perfect
for you guys, actually.

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And Molico is fantastic.
But two days?

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I mean, you need two weeks
or a month.

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It's your first album.
It's important.

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I know. It's-- It's just--

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Look, a record deal
would cover all recording costs

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for a debut album
with Dirty Mahmood.

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But done properly.

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I mean, what he did
with Sister Squire,

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the man's a genius, you know?
You can't be rushed.

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I love Sister Squire!
Heh. She's incredible.

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Yeah.
I listen
to her vinyl all the time.

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Like, I need her
in my ears, you know?

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Yeah, I know.
She's ahead of her time.

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Yeah.
You-- Actually, you, Lady Parts,

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you remind me of her, actually.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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[GROANS LOUDLY]

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AMINA:
Taz, on the other hand,

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was spending the hiatus
hustling hard,

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desperate to find the funds
for us to record the album.

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He was the last promoter.
I just-- I--

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I don't have the grease. Psh.

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Chin up, kiddo.
"The dream is free.

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The hustle
is sold separately."

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00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:03,360
Where'd you get that?

218
00:10:03,399 --> 00:10:05,039
Inspirationalquotes.com

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00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:08,320
You know what this guy says
to me? This-- This prick?

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He says, "Who are you?"

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"Right? If your band
are so great

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like you say they are,
then wh--

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Why are they with you?
What-- Who are you?"

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[SIGHING]
All right then.

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[SIGHS]
[GRUNTS]

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Who are you?
I don't know. What--?

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You're doing all this insane
shit and "I don't know?"

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I-- I-- I-- I--
What is Momtaz Records?

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I don't know!

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Momtaz, seriously?

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[EXHALES]
Youth clubs.

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You want Momtaz Records to be
a youth club? Like a... charity?

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No, it-- Uh--
It's just-- I'm--

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There are no youth clubs
or community centers anymore,

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where kids can
play music together.

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Uh, th-- There's no spaces.
Okay, so?

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So...

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Yeah, I guess--

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Momtaz Records would be
a space--

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A space.

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Yeah, for--
For bands to grow themselves.

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You know, find their sound,
have a platform.

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Looked after by me
or something.

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00:11:06,039 --> 00:11:09,440
But it-- Right, it'll be
a business, somehow, with--

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I mean, nights and events and--

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Gosh, I don't know.

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See? That wasn't so hard. Hm.

248
00:11:20,720 --> 00:11:23,360
AMINA:
As Momtaz pondered
what her future could be...

249
00:11:23,399 --> 00:11:26,279
Bisma, too,
was in deep contemplation.

250
00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:29,320
Who was she? And how did she
want to be seen?

251
00:11:29,360 --> 00:11:30,879
WASIM:
Is this a crisis of faith?

252
00:11:30,919 --> 00:11:33,879
No. I've never been stronger in
my faith. It's not about that.

253
00:11:33,919 --> 00:11:36,159
[SIGHING]
Okay, so...

254
00:11:36,200 --> 00:11:37,320
It's-- Ah--

255
00:11:38,919 --> 00:11:40,360
I love my headscarf.

256
00:11:40,399 --> 00:11:45,639
It-- It gives me strength in
so many ways, different ways,

257
00:11:45,679 --> 00:11:49,080
but-- I am also
a Black woman and--

258
00:11:49,120 --> 00:11:51,279
And hair is an
important part of that.

259
00:11:51,320 --> 00:11:53,279
[SIGHS]
Looking less Muslim
isn't gonna make you

260
00:11:53,320 --> 00:11:56,240
more popular with fans.
Taifa wears a hijab.

261
00:11:56,279 --> 00:11:59,080
I know that, Wasim!
It's not about being popular!

262
00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:02,000
Are you even listening to me?
I'm just--

263
00:12:02,039 --> 00:12:03,399
I'm just trying
to figure this out.

264
00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:05,360
I'm just trying
to figure myself out.

265
00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:09,840
Maybe a spa weekend?
And, um, get your nails done?

266
00:12:09,879 --> 00:12:11,679
Oh, my God. What the fuck?

267
00:12:11,720 --> 00:12:14,480
I just wanna try a different
form of self-expression.

268
00:12:14,519 --> 00:12:16,799
I-- I thought maybe
you'd be more supportive.

269
00:12:20,039 --> 00:12:25,679
I know. Look, I know. I'm sorry.
I support you. I'm just scared.

270
00:12:25,720 --> 00:12:27,320
You know how people are.

271
00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:30,840
People are going to question
you and your faith.

272
00:12:30,879 --> 00:12:33,759
And they can be mean.
Really, really mean.

273
00:12:33,799 --> 00:12:35,360
[GROANS]
"Fake Muslim" and all that.

274
00:12:35,399 --> 00:12:37,360
Look. I mean-- You know!

275
00:12:37,399 --> 00:12:41,159
Look, any woman who we know
has ever tried to take it off,

276
00:12:41,200 --> 00:12:44,559
they have a shit time of it.
Look, baby.

277
00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:45,960
I love you.

278
00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:47,679
And I believe that you should do

279
00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:49,519
whatever it is
that you want.

280
00:12:51,639 --> 00:12:52,559
But this--

281
00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:56,320
Schoolgirl. Wife. Mother.

282
00:12:59,080 --> 00:13:00,480
That was my journey, Wasim.

283
00:13:00,519 --> 00:13:03,720
Schoolgirl. Wife. Mother.

284
00:13:05,039 --> 00:13:06,639
You don't sound
so happy about that.

285
00:13:06,679 --> 00:13:09,840
No, it's just-- Life,
it happened to me, you know?

286
00:13:09,879 --> 00:13:12,440
And I'm--
And I'm an adult, and I--

287
00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:14,480
And I wanna make choices
as an adult.

288
00:13:14,519 --> 00:13:17,600
And-- And people, they--
They put these labels on me.

289
00:13:17,639 --> 00:13:19,480
And the way they see me,
I don't see myself.

290
00:13:19,519 --> 00:13:21,639
How-- O-- Okay. So, how exactly
do you want to be seen then?

291
00:13:21,679 --> 00:13:22,679
I don't know!

292
00:13:22,720 --> 00:13:23,919
Oh, is it that
you don't feel sexy?

293
00:13:23,960 --> 00:13:26,519
Oh, my God, Wasim! Seriously?!

294
00:13:26,559 --> 00:13:29,919
Well, what is it then?!
I told you, I don't know!

295
00:13:29,960 --> 00:13:31,320
[SOBBING]
I don't know!

296
00:13:32,600 --> 00:13:33,919
IMANI:
What's going on?

297
00:13:38,799 --> 00:13:40,679
Um, baby-- Um... baby--

298
00:13:40,720 --> 00:13:42,120
[CRACKLES]

299
00:13:44,799 --> 00:13:48,559
[***]

300
00:13:50,039 --> 00:13:51,519
[SOBBING]

301
00:14:01,240 --> 00:14:05,320
* Baby, you understand me now *

302
00:14:06,639 --> 00:14:11,159
* If sometimes
You see that I'm mad *

303
00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:14,519
* Don't you know
No one in life *

304
00:14:14,559 --> 00:14:17,840
* Can always be an angel *

305
00:14:17,879 --> 00:14:23,679
* When things go wrong
You see some bad *

306
00:14:23,720 --> 00:14:30,399
* But I'm just a soul
Whose intentions are good *

307
00:14:30,440 --> 00:14:37,399
* Oh, Lord, please don't let me
Be misunderstood *

308
00:14:37,440 --> 00:14:43,480
* If I seem edgy
I want you to know *

309
00:14:43,519 --> 00:14:49,200
* I never meant
To take it out on you *

310
00:14:50,120 --> 00:14:52,759
* Life has its problems *

311
00:14:52,799 --> 00:14:55,879
* And I've had
More than my share *

312
00:14:55,919 --> 00:15:00,000
* But that's one thing
I never mean to do *

313
00:15:00,039 --> 00:15:02,480
* 'Cause I love you *

314
00:15:02,519 --> 00:15:08,519
* Oh, baby, I'm just human *

315
00:15:08,559 --> 00:15:13,120
* Don't you know
I have thoughts like anyone *

316
00:15:14,440 --> 00:15:18,600
* And then sometimes
I find myself alone *

317
00:15:18,639 --> 00:15:22,279
* Regretting
Some little foolish thing *

318
00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:26,159
* Some simple thing
That I've done *

319
00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:32,480
* 'Cause I'm just a soul
Whose intentions are good *

320
00:15:32,519 --> 00:15:39,639
* Oh, Lord, please don't let me
Be misunderstood *

321
00:15:39,679 --> 00:15:41,840
[WIND WHISTLING]

322
00:15:54,559 --> 00:15:57,759
TEACHER:
All right ladies.
Everyone on their ball.

323
00:15:57,799 --> 00:15:59,559
AMINA:
After my breakthrough
with Noor,

324
00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:02,000
she had invited me
to her pregnancy class

325
00:16:02,039 --> 00:16:04,000
for some female bonding.

326
00:16:04,039 --> 00:16:09,200
A little check in before we get
started. Around the room. Go.

327
00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:12,960
Hi, everyone. I'm Reshma.

328
00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:16,799
I'm at 5 months,
and I've stopped throwing up.

329
00:16:16,840 --> 00:16:19,360
Nausea, all gone.
[CLASS COMMENTS]

330
00:16:19,399 --> 00:16:21,120
But I have started
eating dirt, so...

331
00:16:21,159 --> 00:16:22,879
[ALL GROAN]
Oh, my God.

332
00:16:22,919 --> 00:16:24,000
Yeah.

333
00:16:24,039 --> 00:16:25,320
I'm Farida.

334
00:16:25,360 --> 00:16:27,200
Um, I'm at 8 months.

335
00:16:27,240 --> 00:16:30,759
And I'm-- Yeah, I'm just gonna
have to say this, aren't I?

336
00:16:30,799 --> 00:16:34,879
Apologies, sisters, um--
I'm just really horny.

337
00:16:34,919 --> 00:16:39,480
Actually. Right now.
Every day, to be honest.

338
00:16:39,519 --> 00:16:40,960
Yeah, and I just don't know
what to do about it. I--

339
00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:47,519
You need to feel those feelings.
Feel those feelings.

340
00:16:49,399 --> 00:16:51,799
I'm Amina.
I'm not pregnant.

341
00:16:51,840 --> 00:16:52,799
[LAUGHS]

342
00:16:52,840 --> 00:16:53,799
[MOUTHS]
Noor.

343
00:16:54,840 --> 00:16:58,679
Um, I'm Noor.
I'm also eight months.

344
00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:04,720
And, um... I'm scared
I'm not going to be a good mum.

345
00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:10,200
And, um, this is Amina.
She's my best friend.

346
00:17:11,279 --> 00:17:14,200
My only friend...
right now, in fact.

347
00:17:14,240 --> 00:17:16,359
And, um...

348
00:17:16,400 --> 00:17:19,920
I think the reason
that Amina feels so much shame

349
00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:24,279
is because
I've made her feel that way.

350
00:17:24,319 --> 00:17:26,200
And the truth is,
Amina--

351
00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:27,400
Noor?

352
00:17:28,400 --> 00:17:30,640
I'm no good.
Oh--

353
00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:32,720
I'm sorry.

354
00:17:32,759 --> 00:17:34,839
Noor, you're great.
What are you on about?

355
00:17:34,880 --> 00:17:36,519
No! I'm a bad person.

356
00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:40,559
I had sex!

357
00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:49,880
That is abundantly obvious
to everyone here.

358
00:17:49,920 --> 00:17:51,160
[INHALES DEEPLY]

359
00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:53,400
Before I was married.

360
00:17:54,599 --> 00:17:55,559
Oh.

361
00:17:57,559 --> 00:17:58,960
Oh.
I'm sorry, Amina.

362
00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:01,759
I'm sorry I made you feel bad.
When I'm the slut.

363
00:18:01,799 --> 00:18:05,200
I'm the one going to hell,
factor-fifty, Roast Town.

364
00:18:05,240 --> 00:18:06,440
Noor, you're amazing.

365
00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:08,720
And you're going to be
a great mum.

366
00:18:08,759 --> 00:18:12,519
Oh, my God. I--
I shouldn't be having this baby.

367
00:18:12,559 --> 00:18:13,720
What?

368
00:18:13,759 --> 00:18:15,680
I shouldn't be having this baby.
No, no, stop.

369
00:18:15,720 --> 00:18:18,440
Oh, my God.
I shouldn't be having this baby.

370
00:18:18,480 --> 00:18:19,960
Stop it.
I shouldn't be having this baby.

371
00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:23,200
Fuck this shit!
Everyone up on their feet, now!

372
00:18:25,799 --> 00:18:29,359
Anyone feeling shame
around their bodies,

373
00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:30,960
their human desires.

374
00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:35,880
We about to cast that shit out,
because we are women.

375
00:18:35,920 --> 00:18:38,440
We aren't the pure image
of perfection.

376
00:18:38,480 --> 00:18:42,000
We are messy, beautiful,
horny, and some of us,

377
00:18:42,039 --> 00:18:45,039
heavily pregnant
and very hungry.

378
00:18:45,079 --> 00:18:47,480
So hungry.
So, on your feet

379
00:18:47,519 --> 00:18:50,960
and ground down
into your uterus.

380
00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:52,599
[GROANS]

381
00:18:55,359 --> 00:18:56,680
All right, ladies.

382
00:18:58,440 --> 00:19:00,359
Now chant with me.

383
00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:03,400
Vagina.
Hm?

384
00:19:03,440 --> 00:19:07,359
Vagina, vagina.

385
00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:10,960
Vagina! Vagina!

386
00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:15,519
Vagina! Vagina! Vagina!

387
00:19:15,559 --> 00:19:19,599
Vagina! Vagina!
Vagina! Vagina!

388
00:19:19,640 --> 00:19:20,599
Vagina!

389
00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:23,119
Vagina! Vagina!

390
00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:27,440
Vagina! Vagina! Vagina! Vagina!

391
00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:31,160
Vagina! Vagina! Vagina!

392
00:19:31,200 --> 00:19:37,240
Vagina! Vagina! Vagina!

393
00:19:37,279 --> 00:19:38,559
Vagina!

394
00:19:38,599 --> 00:19:41,640
[BEETHOVEN'S
"ODE TO JOY" PLAYING IN GERMAN]

395
00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:01,440
[SIGHS]

396
00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:03,480
AMINA:
Ahem. Vagina.

397
00:20:03,519 --> 00:20:06,240
Vagina! Vagina! Vagina! Vagina!

398
00:20:06,279 --> 00:20:07,880
Oh--
[YELPS]

399
00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:11,319
Jeez.

400
00:20:12,279 --> 00:20:14,079
I thought you were a badger.

401
00:20:14,119 --> 00:20:15,240
Not a badger.

402
00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:18,359
Just me. Heh-heh.

403
00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:21,160
Amina. Okay,
I'm just going to, um--

404
00:20:21,200 --> 00:20:22,640
I'm so sorry.
I-- I know it's late.

405
00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:25,000
And, uh, it's weird
me being here.

406
00:20:25,039 --> 00:20:26,400
[CHUCKLES]

407
00:20:26,440 --> 00:20:28,599
I-- I just wanted to check
you're all okay.

408
00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,759
Uh, Billy told me
what happened.

409
00:20:30,799 --> 00:20:32,680
Yes, I got your texts.

410
00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:35,920
I'm okay, Ahsan, really.
Nothing to worry about.

411
00:20:35,960 --> 00:20:38,519
Tha-- Great. That's great.
Um, question.

412
00:20:38,559 --> 00:20:40,960
I know
it's none of my business...

413
00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:43,319
but do you think
you're gonna see him again?

414
00:20:43,359 --> 00:20:44,480
Uh, Billy?

415
00:20:46,799 --> 00:20:48,839
I think so.
And he's really sorry.

416
00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:50,079
I should hear him out.

417
00:20:50,119 --> 00:20:51,440
Cool, I just-- I--

418
00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:53,799
I just think, um,
you should know something.

419
00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:58,079
Uh, I-- I'm only saying this
because I care about you,

420
00:20:58,119 --> 00:20:59,640
and I know it's weird.

421
00:21:00,799 --> 00:21:01,799
Just say it.

422
00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:05,680
I'm pretty sure
Billy is exoticizing you.

423
00:21:07,039 --> 00:21:11,240
He's all, like, ex--
Excited about dating a hijabi.

424
00:21:11,279 --> 00:21:14,359
Like you're some--
I don't know.

425
00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:20,680
It's giving that...
forbidden f-- Fruit energy.

426
00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:22,839
Wow.

427
00:21:24,400 --> 00:21:26,720
Okay.
Yeah, I know, I'm sorry.

428
00:21:28,319 --> 00:21:30,200
Is someone finding me
attractive

429
00:21:30,240 --> 00:21:31,680
that unfathomable to you

430
00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:33,559
that they must be
exoticizing me?

431
00:21:33,599 --> 00:21:35,720
What? No, Amina,
that's not what I meant.

432
00:21:35,759 --> 00:21:39,359
[SCOFFS]
Maybe I'm exoticizing him.

433
00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:42,160
Ever thought of that?
I mean, I gotta say,

434
00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:45,880
I do love me some, you know,
young, floppy-haired Don McLean.

435
00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:47,440
"Ooh! Nom-nom-nom. Yummy."

436
00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:51,279
[LAUGHING]
What-- Hey, wasn't your
last girlfriend white?

437
00:21:51,319 --> 00:21:53,839
Was she--
Was she exoticizing you? Or n--

438
00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:55,440
No, wait, it doesn't apply
to you, does it?

439
00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:56,559
Because you're
this perfect man,

440
00:21:56,599 --> 00:21:58,559
and I'm just
this unlovable freak.

441
00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:00,559
Just because
you don't want me

442
00:22:00,599 --> 00:22:01,759
doesn't mean
no one else will.

443
00:22:01,799 --> 00:22:03,720
I do want you! Amina--

444
00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,759
I do... want you.

445
00:22:11,559 --> 00:22:13,279
Are you being serious
right now?

446
00:22:14,039 --> 00:22:15,279
What?

447
00:22:15,319 --> 00:22:17,519
So, now someone else
possibly likes me,

448
00:22:17,559 --> 00:22:19,160
you like me, too,
all of a sudden?

449
00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:20,559
That's really--

450
00:22:20,599 --> 00:22:22,599
[SCOFFING]
That's really basic of you.

451
00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:23,960
No, no-- Amina, um--
Just want--

452
00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:25,839
No, just fucking
leave me alone!

453
00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:27,119
[SNIFFLING]

454
00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:30,839
[DOOR OPENS, SLAMS]

455
00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:33,720
[***]

456
00:22:47,279 --> 00:22:49,319
[***]

457
00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:50,960
AMINA:
It was a new day,

458
00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:55,720
and Saira had asked us
to meet her at Molico Studios.

459
00:22:55,759 --> 00:22:58,559
All our problems
were momentarily suspended

460
00:22:58,599 --> 00:23:00,359
in this glorious presence.

461
00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:05,599
It's crazy right?

462
00:23:05,640 --> 00:23:07,640
We're in Molico Studios.

463
00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:10,880
Molico fucking Studios!

464
00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:12,039
[LAUGHING]

465
00:23:12,079 --> 00:23:13,519
Yo!
Wow! We've done it.

466
00:23:13,559 --> 00:23:14,960
[CHATTING INDISTINCTLY]

467
00:23:16,799 --> 00:23:19,240
BISMA:
How did Taz get us in?

468
00:23:19,279 --> 00:23:22,440
Listen. I haven't invited Taz
to this, because I wanted

469
00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:24,680
to talk it through
with you lot first, before--

470
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:27,039
Look, I know it's shitty but--

471
00:23:27,079 --> 00:23:28,480
Okay, I'm just gonna--

472
00:23:28,519 --> 00:23:31,440
I met this woman, Clarice,
she's a top manager

473
00:23:31,480 --> 00:23:33,279
and she wants to sign us.

474
00:23:33,319 --> 00:23:35,839
But we already
have a manager.

475
00:23:35,880 --> 00:23:38,440
No, I know.
But if we sign with Clarice,

476
00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:40,640
we're heading straight
into label meetings,

477
00:23:40,680 --> 00:23:42,519
then getting a slot
at Glastonbury,

478
00:23:42,559 --> 00:23:44,079
and touring this year,

479
00:23:44,119 --> 00:23:47,839
and we'd have time to record
the album covered by the label.

480
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:49,680
We wouldn't have to do it
in two days,

481
00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:52,240
we'd have weeks and weeks,
however long we need.

482
00:23:52,279 --> 00:23:54,720
Clarice booked us this room
so we can see what it's like.

483
00:23:54,759 --> 00:23:56,920
[SCOFFS] Clarice?
Who's Clarice?

484
00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:59,079
[EXHALES]
We wouldn't have to do
any more shitty jobs.

485
00:23:59,119 --> 00:24:02,839
We could make music for
a living, like a real band.

486
00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:08,400
Yeah. I mean, sounds amazing.
But... what about Taz?

487
00:24:08,440 --> 00:24:10,240
Well, that's the problem.

488
00:24:10,279 --> 00:24:11,680
Clarice would be our manager.

489
00:24:11,720 --> 00:24:15,319
So, yeah.
I don't know what to do.

490
00:24:15,359 --> 00:24:16,519
MOMTAZ:
I do.

491
00:24:18,480 --> 00:24:20,240
Taz? How did you--?
Amina texted me.

492
00:24:20,279 --> 00:24:22,319
Sorry. I didn't know
I wasn't supposed to.

493
00:24:22,359 --> 00:24:24,240
Guys, you have to do it.

494
00:24:24,279 --> 00:24:27,200
[ALL TALKING AT ONCE]

495
00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:29,440
You are doing it.

496
00:24:29,480 --> 00:24:31,319
All right, you have to.

497
00:24:31,359 --> 00:24:33,519
Listen, I can't get you
the gigs you want.

498
00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:37,400
Oh, look-- Trust me, I've--
I've tried, and--

499
00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:39,720
I don't know, it's--

500
00:24:39,759 --> 00:24:41,640
It's more important
that Lady Parts

501
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:47,279
become the greatest band
in the world than my--

502
00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:48,759
My whatever, ego.

503
00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:51,880
You're doing it.
You have to do it. Right?

504
00:24:51,920 --> 00:24:54,519
Lady Parts is more important
than any one of us.

505
00:24:54,559 --> 00:24:56,039
Taz, we're still just talking.
Yeah.

506
00:24:56,079 --> 00:24:59,839
Okay, Saira-- Okay-- It's cool.
I'll be fine. Okay?

507
00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:02,440
I-- I've got other bands now,
remember?

508
00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:03,599
[EXHALES SOFTLY]

509
00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:09,559
Now you guys better go out there
and show the world who you are.

510
00:25:12,240 --> 00:25:13,599
Who we are.

511
00:25:14,599 --> 00:25:15,440
Capiche?

512
00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:16,839
Taz.
Taz.
Taz.

513
00:25:16,880 --> 00:25:19,759
And don't become rockstar
dickheads, all right?

514
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:22,920
SAIRA: Taz.
AYESHA: Taz.

515
00:25:22,960 --> 00:25:24,079
Taz!
[DOOR CLOSES]

516
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:28,559
[SIGHS]
Fuck.

517
00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:34,079
[TV DRONING INDISTINCTLY]

518
00:25:34,119 --> 00:25:35,279
[CLICKS OFF]

519
00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,079
[SOBBING]

520
00:25:48,799 --> 00:25:51,720
[***]

521
00:25:59,880 --> 00:26:02,960
[RASHA NAHAS'
"HABBATEK" PLAYING IN ARABIC]