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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

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♪♪♪♪

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CASHIER: All right,
that'll be $3.40.

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MILDRED: Oh, okay.
Let me just...

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[COUGHS]

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♪♪♪♪

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[SIGHS] So sorry. It's okay.

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Here you go.

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[CASH REGISTER BEEPS]

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And there you go.

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Thank you.No worries.

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Thank you very much.

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Have a good day.You too.

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[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

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Have you seen
my ID badge?

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No.I had it last night,

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but maybe it fell
out of my bag when
I paid for the pizza.

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This wouldn't happen
if you stayed over.

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If you'll remember back
to when I lived here,

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my ability to lose things
has always been top-notch.

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If you stayed over,
you wouldn't
have had to come

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all the way back here
when you realized...

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It's too soon, Shaun.

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Why?

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If I stayed over,
we both would've gotten
a lot less sleep.

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Why is it too soon?

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Because we've
only been together
a few weeks.

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How many weeks
of being together
are required

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before you can stay over?

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Yes!

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Uh...

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Saturday.

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I will spend the night
Saturday.

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[SMOOCHES]

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♪♪♪♪

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I'm glad
we come here.

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I don't want
to stop coming.

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Why would we?

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Well, that's
the way it works.

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You mourn, you cry,

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and then you forget.

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♪♪♪♪

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You don't forget.

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You...

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Start to move on.

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I don't want
to stop coming.

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[THERMOMETER BEEPS]

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Your temperature's
almost 101.

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Your other symptoms?

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[HOARSELY] First
it was a sore throat,

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then my body
started aching.

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[COUGHS]

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And then
there's this cough.

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I even had my flu shot.

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Unfortunately,
influenza is
constantly mutating.

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The shot always
lags behind.

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Hopefully, you'll
recover faster
because of it.

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[COUGHING]

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My daughter's very worried
that I might have this...

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Virus from China.
What's it called?

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Have you been to China
or been around anyone

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who's been to China
recently?

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Taken any cruises?

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The coronavirus
doesn't cause
sore throats.

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[COUGHING]This is a bad case
of the flu.

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Go home, rest,
drink plenty of fluids.

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You'll be fine
in a week or two.

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[WHEEZING AND HACKING]

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[MONITORS BEEPING]

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DR. LIM: The virus
has damaged
your mother's lungs.

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Her body is working harder
and harder to breathe,

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but her blood oxygen levels
continue to drop.

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She definitely
has corona?

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♪♪♪♪

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We're doing
everything we can
to help her.

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♪♪♪♪

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[COUGHING AND WHEEZING]

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♪♪♪♪

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♪♪♪♪

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SHAUN: You have COVID-19.

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But you haven't
tested me.

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Your chest X-rays suggest
ground glass opacities.

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That's COVID.
I don't need a test,

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which is good
because we don't have any.

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But I can't smell.

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I've been reading about it,
and that's not a symptom.

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I guess it is now.

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You have COVID.

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[SIGHS]

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Okay, now what?

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Now you go home.

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That's it?

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That's it.
There's no treatment.

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[QUICKLY]
Stay away from people.

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Come back if you have
trouble breathing. Goodbye.

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Twenty-five tests?

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Per day?

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No, just give me
one of tomorrow's.

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[DIAL TONE BEEPING]

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Hello?
County Health Department.

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I don't have time for them,
and apparently they don't
have time for me.

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Patient.

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Needs a lumpectomy.

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Yes. Needs.
And yet.

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Surgery canceled?

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They ruled it elective.

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It is elective.

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You just said "needs."

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I didn't say when.

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This can wait till
after the pandemic.

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[CELL PHONE DIALING]

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Yeah, I... I'm twice
the size of SJ General.

113
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I should have twice
the amount of tests.

114
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Well, who do I speak to?

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DR. REZNICK: Do you feel
shortness of breath?

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A little.

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[DEVICE BEEPING]

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If I'm sick,
is my baby sick?

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DR. PARK:
This disease doesn't

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really seem to affect children

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or babies like it does adults.

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Should we admit her?

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She's probably safer
at home.

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What's at home?

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Do you have
a support system?

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Can anyone come help you
in case you get worse?

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It's just me...
And the little one.

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[CELL PHONE VIBRATING]

129
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Get her a room.

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Start her on oxygen
via nasal cannula,

131
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and let's try some vancomycin
and cefepime.

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Hey, Mia.

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I'm not headed back there
today or this week.

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I found a temporary
place here.

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There are hospitals in Phoenix, too.

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If I come home,
do you want me
living with you?

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Of course.
That's the point.

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Every night after 12 hours
with COVID patients,

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to hang out with you
and Kellan.

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And his asthma.

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He's gonna be
really bummed.

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His graduation...
Isn't till June.

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This'll be over
long before then.

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Someone must have connections.

145
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At county? Van Kleek does, Woo does,

146
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Nguyen's husband works at...

147
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Well, great.
Get one of them to call.

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The problem is the board of every hospital has connections.

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They're all calling Public Health.

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They're all getting nowhere.

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So we do nothing?

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DR. GLASSMAN: No, we do
everything we can.

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We hammer at official channels
and every manufacturer's rep

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that we deal with
and see what companies,

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if any, have
undisturbed...

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DEBBIE: Nuts or no nuts?

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Uh...

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I'm sorry. I'm...
I'm in the middle
of, uh,

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a... A meeting
with the Board.

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Hey, everyone.

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I'm just making...
Banana bread.

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You know what?
Let's just take a...

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I'm gonna take
a quick break.

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If someone can get me
a list of

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PPE suppliers
in the area, thanks.
I'll be back.

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I don't want
banana bread.

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I want to be back
at the hospital.

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I'm the president,
and I'm at home, watching.

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You're doing your job.

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Whatever you gotta do,

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whatever decisions
you need to make,

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you just do it all right here.

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I can... [SIGHS]

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I can take the necessary
precautions.

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That whole meeting was about
PPE's mitigation.

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Aaron, you are 65 years old

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with a history of cancer.

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You get that virus, then what?

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[SIGHS]

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I don't know what I'm doing.

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You're being smart.

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You're... You're being safe.

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What is wrong with that?

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And what is wrong with being

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home together for a while?

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♪♪♪♪

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Nothing, I guess.

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We have no choice.

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Let's enjoy it.

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Nuts or no nuts?

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[SCOFFS] Nuts.

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Okay.

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What's going on?

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Your mother's
oxygen saturation
has gotten critically low.

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We need to get her
on a ventilator.

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And that'll help her
get better?

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It'll keep her alive,
hopefully long enough

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for her body to
fight off the virus.

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Is it dangerous?

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More for us.

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♪♪♪♪

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[MONITOR BEEPING]

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CLAIRE: She's out.

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♪♪♪♪

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Lots of swelling.

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Slow.

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You want this over with
as soon as possible,

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but you also don't
want her to cough.

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♪♪♪♪

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[CELL PHONE RINGING]

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Hello. Sorry. I woke you.

212
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I thought  you had to be up now.
[EXHALES SHARPLY] I do.

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I pushed snooze twice. I read the numbers.

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00:09:01,671 --> 00:09:03,543
You guys had seven deaths in
Santa Clara County yesterday.

215
00:09:03,717 --> 00:09:04,761
Any at Saint Bonaventure?

216
00:09:04,935 --> 00:09:06,241
We have deaths at
Saint Bonaventure

217
00:09:06,415 --> 00:09:07,416
every day, Kellan.

218
00:09:07,590 --> 00:09:08,809
LEA: I miss you.

219
00:09:08,983 --> 00:09:10,854
I know. You already
said that.

220
00:09:11,028 --> 00:09:12,160
I wanted to
reinforce the point.

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00:09:12,334 --> 00:09:14,205
You said
you missed me a lot.

222
00:09:14,379 --> 00:09:16,164
And we're together
right now.

223
00:09:16,338 --> 00:09:18,427
It's different not being
actually together.

224
00:09:18,601 --> 00:09:21,430
You mean not being able
to have sex?

225
00:09:21,604 --> 00:09:24,346
No, I haven't been tested
because there's no need.

226
00:09:24,520 --> 00:09:26,130
I'm fine.
No symptoms.

227
00:09:26,304 --> 00:09:28,045
You can be asymptomatic
and still have it.

228
00:09:28,219 --> 00:09:30,961
I know.
You still working out?

229
00:09:31,135 --> 00:09:32,746
Don't want
to lose arm strength
while you're off?

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00:09:32,920 --> 00:09:34,922
LEA: I'm making a salad. Figured I'd bring it by

231
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and we'll have a masked, distanced dinner.

232
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You can't eat
with a mask on.

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Okay, we'll take them off
when we're eating

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and turn our heads.

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They say the regular masks
don't work.

236
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Okay, you can bring
me one from work.

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No.

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KELLAN: Do you
have enough PPE?

239
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PPE?

240
00:09:49,458 --> 00:09:50,851
Personal protective equipment, Dad.

241
00:09:51,025 --> 00:09:52,548
Someone's been doing
their research.

242
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Yes, we have enough.
Yes, I'm being careful.

243
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I heard your mother
joined a book club.

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KELLAN: Is Shaun
being careful?

245
00:09:59,250 --> 00:10:01,513
Oh, yes, I am... Very.

246
00:10:01,688 --> 00:10:04,168
So am I,
so it should be safe
for me to come over.

247
00:10:04,342 --> 00:10:07,519
You can't come over
because we are being safe.

248
00:10:07,694 --> 00:10:09,696
What about apples?
Do you have enough apples?
I could go shop for...

249
00:10:09,870 --> 00:10:11,132
He does.

250
00:10:11,306 --> 00:10:13,308
See? Everything
is under control.

251
00:10:13,482 --> 00:10:14,657
Everything's
under control.

252
00:10:14,831 --> 00:10:16,703
♪♪♪♪

253
00:10:19,444 --> 00:10:21,838
[COUGHING]

254
00:10:22,012 --> 00:10:25,450
SHAUN: I told you not to
come back unless
your breathing got worse.

255
00:10:25,625 --> 00:10:27,452
LILY: Between the
fever and the cough,
he's barely sleeping.

256
00:10:29,367 --> 00:10:30,586
Who said that?

257
00:10:30,760 --> 00:10:32,544
[SIGHS]

258
00:10:32,719 --> 00:10:35,199
My wife wanted
to come with me,
but she has to work.

259
00:10:35,373 --> 00:10:37,027
She's essential personnel.

260
00:10:37,201 --> 00:10:39,203
He's lost 10 pounds.

261
00:10:40,552 --> 00:10:42,206
SHAUN: Breathe.

262
00:10:42,380 --> 00:10:43,991
[SIGHS] He should've
come in a week ago.

263
00:10:44,165 --> 00:10:45,645
Please don't talk
when I'm listening.

264
00:10:45,819 --> 00:10:46,820
[SIGHS]

265
00:10:47,821 --> 00:10:49,126
Breathe.

266
00:10:49,300 --> 00:10:50,737
He's also coughing.
A lot.

267
00:10:50,911 --> 00:10:52,477
He hasn't told you,
but he is.

268
00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:54,958
[SIGHS] I'm sorry.

269
00:10:55,132 --> 00:10:56,568
Did you just
apologize for me?

270
00:10:56,743 --> 00:10:58,179
Because I'm worried about you?

271
00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:00,485
So sorry.

272
00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:02,487
I'm a wife who is worried
about her husband.

273
00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:04,315
Forgive me,
I'm... I'm evil.

274
00:11:04,489 --> 00:11:05,534
SHAUN: It's lucky that
you're so irritating.

275
00:11:07,405 --> 00:11:09,320
What?

276
00:11:09,494 --> 00:11:12,236
Your husband's blood oxygen
level is dangerously low.

277
00:11:13,934 --> 00:11:15,979
That... That can't...
That can't be.

278
00:11:16,153 --> 00:11:17,764
I mean, I don't...
I don't feel that bad.

279
00:11:17,938 --> 00:11:20,027
Not great,
but my breathing...

280
00:11:20,201 --> 00:11:23,770
That's interesting.
You don't feel bad,
but you are. Hmm.

281
00:11:23,944 --> 00:11:25,772
Admit him
to the COVID Floor.

282
00:11:25,946 --> 00:11:28,688
Start heated humidified
high-flow nasal cannula
at 8 LPM.

283
00:11:28,862 --> 00:11:29,863
[COUGHING]

284
00:11:31,516 --> 00:11:33,562
♪♪♪♪

285
00:11:37,174 --> 00:11:38,828
[WOMAN SPEAKING
INDISTINCTLY ON PA]

286
00:11:51,449 --> 00:11:53,930
CLAIRE: Her CRP, ESR,
ferritin, D-dimer,

287
00:11:54,104 --> 00:11:56,672
transaminases,
and IL-6 are all way up.

288
00:11:56,846 --> 00:11:58,587
Try her on
dexamethasone.

289
00:11:58,761 --> 00:12:00,284
I read in my online
physicians group

290
00:12:00,458 --> 00:12:02,722
that the UK's had
some success with that.

291
00:12:04,114 --> 00:12:05,420
[COUGHING]

292
00:12:05,594 --> 00:12:07,204
Thank you.

293
00:12:07,378 --> 00:12:08,292
Sorry,
what'd you say?

294
00:12:08,466 --> 00:12:09,598
I couldn't hear
with the mask.

295
00:12:09,772 --> 00:12:11,905
[COUGHS] Thank you.

296
00:12:12,079 --> 00:12:14,995
I heard you stepped in
for a therapist
that didn't come in today.

297
00:12:15,169 --> 00:12:16,736
My son has asthma.

298
00:12:16,910 --> 00:12:17,606
I've been doing
this kind of
stuff for years.

299
00:12:19,695 --> 00:12:21,392
I got a dresser.

300
00:12:21,566 --> 00:12:22,872
And a crib.

301
00:12:24,004 --> 00:12:25,179
Bolted them both
to the wall.

302
00:12:26,876 --> 00:12:29,400
All that matters
is her.

303
00:12:29,574 --> 00:12:31,533
I'm gonna do
everything right.

304
00:12:31,707 --> 00:12:33,230
[CHUCKLES]

305
00:12:33,404 --> 00:12:35,102
You're gonna be
a parent.

306
00:12:35,276 --> 00:12:36,320
No way you're doing
everything right.

307
00:12:39,933 --> 00:12:41,325
[COUGHS]

308
00:12:43,763 --> 00:12:47,114
DR. LIM: Even trade...
200 surplus vials
for your COVID test kits.

309
00:12:47,288 --> 00:12:48,637
Well, what do you need?

310
00:12:48,811 --> 00:12:50,726
I've got hydroxychloroquine,
ribavirin...

311
00:12:50,900 --> 00:12:52,728
EKG leads?

312
00:12:52,902 --> 00:12:54,077
No, no.
I-I'm not saying no.

313
00:12:54,251 --> 00:12:55,557
We'll pick 'em up
in two hours.

314
00:12:55,731 --> 00:12:56,863
We have a surplus
of EKG leads?

315
00:12:57,037 --> 00:12:58,647
No, we've got
a shortage.

316
00:12:58,821 --> 00:13:00,170
But that's a problem
that can wait.

317
00:13:00,344 --> 00:13:01,781
Mildred's P-to-F
is below 50.

318
00:13:01,955 --> 00:13:03,347
She's showing signs of
cardiogenic shock.

319
00:13:03,521 --> 00:13:05,175
Start her on steroids.I already have.

320
00:13:05,349 --> 00:13:07,351
If she continues
to go downhill,
I'd like to add ECMO,

321
00:13:07,525 --> 00:13:08,657
take the strain off her
heart and lungs.Good idea.

322
00:13:12,052 --> 00:13:14,532
I need EKG leads.
What do you need?

323
00:13:14,706 --> 00:13:16,273
SHAUN: Should we intubate him?

324
00:13:16,447 --> 00:13:18,710
Not yet. Not a minute
before we need to.

325
00:13:18,885 --> 00:13:20,321
His oxygen saturation
has been dropping steadily.

326
00:13:20,495 --> 00:13:22,236
It's 74 now.

327
00:13:22,410 --> 00:13:23,890
SHAUN: At this rate...DR. ANDREWS:
We're gonna prone him.

328
00:13:24,064 --> 00:13:25,195
A buddy in New York
says it helps.

329
00:13:25,369 --> 00:13:26,370
Sometimes.

330
00:13:41,472 --> 00:13:42,386
How is Claire feeling?

331
00:13:44,954 --> 00:13:47,565
I assume
she's exhausted?

332
00:13:47,739 --> 00:13:50,220
That isn't a feeling.
How is she feeling?

333
00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:52,875
It's a little tough to tell,
Shaun. She's wearing a mask.

334
00:13:53,049 --> 00:13:54,921
Exactly. You can't tell
if she's happy.

335
00:13:55,095 --> 00:13:56,574
You can't tell
if she's sad.

336
00:13:56,748 --> 00:13:59,316
You can't tell if I'm sad
or if I'm happy.

337
00:13:59,490 --> 00:14:00,927
Well, you seem
distressingly happy, Shaun.

338
00:14:01,101 --> 00:14:02,580
It's exciting.
I can't read people.

339
00:14:02,754 --> 00:14:04,669
Now no one
can read people.

340
00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:07,063
We're all forced to rely on
more reliable markers...

341
00:14:07,237 --> 00:14:09,152
Like what
people are saying.

342
00:14:09,326 --> 00:14:11,285
Well, since you can't
tell from my face,
I'll use my words.

343
00:14:11,459 --> 00:14:12,373
I feel terrible.

344
00:14:12,547 --> 00:14:14,070
We all feel terrible

345
00:14:14,244 --> 00:14:15,593
because we spent
the last 18 hours

346
00:14:15,767 --> 00:14:16,899
watching people
get sicker.

347
00:14:17,073 --> 00:14:18,379
We didn't help anyone.

348
00:14:18,553 --> 00:14:19,946
We just fended off death
for a little while,

349
00:14:20,120 --> 00:14:21,425
and we're all
pretty disgusted

350
00:14:21,599 --> 00:14:23,253
at the joy you're taking
in this situation.

351
00:14:23,427 --> 00:14:25,734
Give him a break.You're enjoying this, too.

352
00:14:25,908 --> 00:14:28,650
All elective surgeries
have been canceled,

353
00:14:28,824 --> 00:14:30,347
so no one is
a surgeon anymore,
not just you.

354
00:14:30,521 --> 00:14:31,305
Claire...

355
00:14:34,134 --> 00:14:36,440
We're all exhausted,
and tomorrow won't
be any different.

356
00:14:36,614 --> 00:14:38,834
But it'd help if we
didn't hate each other
when that time comes.

357
00:14:41,010 --> 00:14:41,968
♪♪♪♪

358
00:14:45,101 --> 00:14:46,363
[SIGHS]

359
00:14:46,537 --> 00:14:48,235
♪♪♪♪

360
00:15:18,047 --> 00:15:20,223
♪♪♪♪

361
00:15:56,912 --> 00:15:59,132
♪♪♪♪

362
00:16:19,282 --> 00:16:21,589
[SIREN WAILING]

363
00:16:21,763 --> 00:16:24,026
♪♪♪♪

364
00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:25,897
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]

365
00:16:31,164 --> 00:16:32,469
You work in a hospital?

366
00:16:32,643 --> 00:16:34,080
Yes.

367
00:16:34,254 --> 00:16:36,125
Could you wait for
the next elevator?

368
00:16:41,391 --> 00:16:42,044
I appreciate you.

369
00:16:47,789 --> 00:16:48,833
No.

370
00:16:49,008 --> 00:16:51,358
What's wrong?No, no.

371
00:16:51,532 --> 00:16:53,838
But they had toilet paper...
12 rolls, double-ply.No, no.

372
00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:56,537
This is Lea's cabinet.

373
00:16:56,711 --> 00:16:59,148
She's not using it now.It needs to stay free.

374
00:16:59,322 --> 00:17:03,152
For when she comes back.
This is my apartment.

375
00:17:03,326 --> 00:17:06,112
You had no right to
put anything anywhere
without my permission.

376
00:17:18,385 --> 00:17:19,647
♪♪♪♪

377
00:17:19,821 --> 00:17:21,040
I miss Kellan and Mia, too.

378
00:17:24,608 --> 00:17:26,741
What do they have to do
with Lea's cabinet?

379
00:17:26,915 --> 00:17:28,699
You miss her, Shaun.

380
00:17:28,873 --> 00:17:30,962
No, I don't.
If I saw Lea,

381
00:17:31,137 --> 00:17:33,182
she might be exposed to COVID
and she might get sick.

382
00:17:34,618 --> 00:17:36,055
I don't want that.

383
00:17:36,229 --> 00:17:39,014
And yet, you miss her.

384
00:17:39,188 --> 00:17:40,668
♪♪♪♪

385
00:17:44,454 --> 00:17:47,457
Why would I want something
that isn't what I want?

386
00:17:47,631 --> 00:17:49,372
Why do people on diets
want ice cream?

387
00:17:54,769 --> 00:17:56,945
I thought the ECMO
was supposed
to help her heart.

388
00:17:57,119 --> 00:17:59,469
It's taken some of
the strain off of it,

389
00:17:59,643 --> 00:18:02,385
but her own immune system
is still attacking her organs.

390
00:18:02,559 --> 00:18:04,344
And the steroids were
supposed to stop that.

391
00:18:04,518 --> 00:18:05,954
We switched to
a stronger medication,

392
00:18:06,128 --> 00:18:07,216
so hopefully
that'll help.

393
00:18:11,307 --> 00:18:14,484
This is from her
bedside table at home.

394
00:18:14,658 --> 00:18:17,052
I gave it to her
for Mother's Day
when I was 13.

395
00:18:17,226 --> 00:18:18,880
Would you like me to...

396
00:18:19,054 --> 00:18:20,664
Please.
Can I bring it to her?

397
00:18:22,884 --> 00:18:24,320
[SIGHS]

398
00:18:24,494 --> 00:18:27,149
I'm... I'm sorry,
Lashelle, I can't.

399
00:18:27,323 --> 00:18:29,804
It's just too risky.I don't care
what happens to me.

400
00:18:29,978 --> 00:18:32,459
My mother is in there,
all alone,

401
00:18:32,633 --> 00:18:34,461
hooked up
to a machine.

402
00:18:34,635 --> 00:18:37,768
I just need
to see her and...
And tell her...

403
00:18:37,942 --> 00:18:39,988
That I love her.

404
00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:43,383
♪♪♪♪

405
00:18:43,557 --> 00:18:45,689
I can't. [SIGHS]

406
00:18:50,041 --> 00:18:51,521
♪♪♪♪

407
00:19:00,530 --> 00:19:01,749
[SIGHS DEEPLY]

408
00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:10,410
[GASPING]

409
00:19:10,584 --> 00:19:12,673
Your lungs are
filling with fluid
and secretions.

410
00:19:12,847 --> 00:19:13,543
Suction catheter,
please.

411
00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:16,633
Is that from COVID?

412
00:19:16,807 --> 00:19:19,941
I guess so. I don't know.
It keeps changing.

413
00:19:20,115 --> 00:19:21,203
Probably
in combination with

414
00:19:21,377 --> 00:19:23,423
the bacterial pneumonia
he's developed.

415
00:19:23,597 --> 00:19:25,686
First I probably brought this home to him,

416
00:19:25,860 --> 00:19:28,297
then I sent him to the hospital where he's gotten...

417
00:19:28,471 --> 00:19:29,559
Honey, don't blame yourself.
I'll be fine.

418
00:19:29,733 --> 00:19:31,692
I need to suction out
your lungs.

419
00:19:31,866 --> 00:19:33,476
I'm going to
feed this tube
up your nose

420
00:19:33,650 --> 00:19:34,695
and down into
your airway.

421
00:19:34,869 --> 00:19:36,653
It will be
quite uncomfortable.

422
00:19:36,827 --> 00:19:38,525
♪♪♪♪

423
00:19:41,092 --> 00:19:42,485
Please try
not to grab my arm.

424
00:19:44,313 --> 00:19:46,402
[GASPING]

425
00:19:46,576 --> 00:19:48,535
Take deep breaths.

426
00:19:48,709 --> 00:19:50,885
[BREATHING DEEPLY]

427
00:19:51,059 --> 00:19:53,104
♪♪♪♪

428
00:19:53,279 --> 00:19:54,628
[DOOR OPENS]

429
00:19:57,326 --> 00:19:58,936
We need to prone her.

430
00:19:59,110 --> 00:20:00,503
We can't,
she's pregnant.

431
00:20:00,677 --> 00:20:02,070
That's why I bought this
off Michelle in PT.

432
00:20:02,244 --> 00:20:03,463
She does
pregnancy massage.

433
00:20:03,637 --> 00:20:05,334
♪♪♪♪

434
00:20:13,647 --> 00:20:15,779
[BLENDER WHIRS LOUDLY]

435
00:20:19,435 --> 00:20:21,611
I'm sorry!
I'm... I'm sorry!

436
00:20:21,785 --> 00:20:23,570
I'm on another call!
Can you hold it down?

437
00:20:23,744 --> 00:20:25,789
Yeah. You can
close your door.

438
00:20:25,963 --> 00:20:28,836
Okay.I-I'm making cioppino for
"Merchant Marine Night."

439
00:20:30,794 --> 00:20:32,231
Where did you
get the clams?

440
00:20:32,405 --> 00:20:34,189
Oh, I ran out
to Bruno's.

441
00:20:34,363 --> 00:20:36,104
You ran out
to buy clams?

442
00:20:36,278 --> 00:20:37,801
Yeah, I wore...
I wore a mask,

443
00:20:37,975 --> 00:20:40,151
and they were really good
about social distancing.

444
00:20:40,326 --> 00:20:42,980
I'm sorry, I'm not...
I'm not supposed to
go to the hospital

445
00:20:43,154 --> 00:20:44,721
where I possibly
could save lives

446
00:20:44,895 --> 00:20:46,288
but you can
go to Bruno's

447
00:20:46,462 --> 00:20:48,334
to buy clams for
"Merchant Marine Night"?

448
00:20:48,508 --> 00:20:50,031
I'm younger
than you are,

449
00:20:50,205 --> 00:20:51,989
I have no history
of health issues,

450
00:20:52,163 --> 00:20:54,296
and unlike
a hospital,

451
00:20:54,470 --> 00:20:56,907
Bruno's is not
a Petri dish of COVID.

452
00:20:57,081 --> 00:20:59,736
I have this
whole menu planned.

453
00:20:59,910 --> 00:21:03,349
I thought I could wear my, um,
uniform, and you could...

454
00:21:03,523 --> 00:21:05,699
We're on quarantine.
We're not on a cruise.

455
00:21:05,873 --> 00:21:09,006
I know, but I thought
since we're stuck at home,
we could have some fun.

456
00:21:09,180 --> 00:21:10,617
It's not a party,
it's a pandemic.

457
00:21:10,791 --> 00:21:12,227
I don't have time
for theme dinners

458
00:21:12,401 --> 00:21:14,447
and elaborate menus
and sourdough starter.

459
00:21:15,665 --> 00:21:17,493
♪♪♪♪

460
00:21:17,667 --> 00:21:18,407
Okay.

461
00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:23,064
We could...
We could at least
dress up for dinner?

462
00:21:24,326 --> 00:21:25,806
Yeah...

463
00:21:25,980 --> 00:21:27,590
♪♪♪♪

464
00:21:29,026 --> 00:21:30,854
[MONITOR BEEPING]

465
00:21:41,474 --> 00:21:42,736
LILY: Were you able to drain his lungs?

466
00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:48,132
Yes.

467
00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:51,440
Why are you...here?

468
00:21:51,614 --> 00:21:54,965
It helps Martin relax, knowing that I'm around.

469
00:21:57,881 --> 00:22:00,493
Do you think
it helps Martin
miss you less?

470
00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:04,932
Yeah. Yes.

471
00:22:05,106 --> 00:22:06,760
♪♪♪♪

472
00:22:16,465 --> 00:22:18,032
Martin has
a heart murmur.

473
00:22:18,206 --> 00:22:19,468
What?Martin! Martin!

474
00:22:20,730 --> 00:22:22,689
Hello. I'm glad
you're awake.

475
00:22:22,863 --> 00:22:25,039
You may have
a bacterial abscess
on your heart valve.

476
00:22:25,213 --> 00:22:26,867
That sounds really bad.It is.

477
00:22:27,041 --> 00:22:29,435
COVID's complications
are not at all consistent.

478
00:22:29,609 --> 00:22:31,480
It's becoming annoying.

479
00:22:31,654 --> 00:22:33,177
I'll tell you more
on the way to the procedure.

480
00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:35,005
♪♪♪♪

481
00:22:37,747 --> 00:22:39,575
[ALARMS BLARING]

482
00:22:40,968 --> 00:22:42,926
ECMO isn't
working for her.

483
00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:45,842
She's pulseless V-tach.
Epi and the crash cart.

484
00:22:46,016 --> 00:22:47,975
♪♪♪♪

485
00:22:49,803 --> 00:22:51,195
CLAIRE: Pushing epi.

486
00:22:51,370 --> 00:22:52,719
♪♪♪♪

487
00:22:57,637 --> 00:22:58,638
[PADDLES WHINE]

488
00:22:58,812 --> 00:23:00,074
120 joules. Clear.

489
00:23:00,248 --> 00:23:02,032
[MONITOR BEEPS]

490
00:23:02,206 --> 00:23:03,338
CLAIRE: V fib now.

491
00:23:03,512 --> 00:23:05,209
♪♪♪♪

492
00:23:05,384 --> 00:23:07,211
Pushing amiodarone 300 in.

493
00:23:08,952 --> 00:23:10,301
[PADDLES WHINE]200 joules.

494
00:23:10,476 --> 00:23:12,391
Clear.

495
00:23:12,565 --> 00:23:14,741
♪♪♪♪

496
00:23:31,453 --> 00:23:33,368
♪♪♪♪

497
00:23:41,158 --> 00:23:43,987
[INAUDIBLE]

498
00:23:44,161 --> 00:23:46,686
♪♪♪♪

499
00:24:20,371 --> 00:24:22,069
DR. PARK: Seventeen deaths
in the county yesterday,

500
00:24:22,243 --> 00:24:24,288
up by two
from the day before.

501
00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:26,203
KELLAN: Too small of a sample
to draw any conclusions.

502
00:24:26,377 --> 00:24:27,030
What were the new
case numbers again?

503
00:24:28,118 --> 00:24:30,773
Also up. By 112...

504
00:24:30,947 --> 00:24:32,471
Hey, does Shaun
look okay to you?

505
00:24:32,645 --> 00:24:34,473
I'm fine.He looks fine.

506
00:24:34,647 --> 00:24:36,300
I wasn't asking you.
You'll lie.

507
00:24:36,475 --> 00:24:37,737
Kellan, how does
Shaun look?

508
00:24:37,911 --> 00:24:38,564
SHAUN: I'm fine.

509
00:24:39,956 --> 00:24:41,175
LEA: He looks tired, right?

510
00:24:41,349 --> 00:24:43,786
I am tired,
but I'm also fine.

511
00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:46,572
Lea, Shaun's fine.
He just misses you.

512
00:24:46,746 --> 00:24:49,226
No, no, I don't.
I miss having
sex with you.

513
00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:51,141
Hey, not alone...
Teenager present.

514
00:24:51,315 --> 00:24:53,579
Does Kellan not know
what sex is?

515
00:24:53,753 --> 00:24:55,450
He's graduating
high school
in two weeks.

516
00:24:55,624 --> 00:24:56,973
Congratulations,
Kellan.

517
00:24:57,147 --> 00:24:58,627
KELLAN: Thanks, Shaun!He knows.

518
00:24:58,801 --> 00:24:59,498
He doesn't want to hear
about you having it.

519
00:24:59,672 --> 00:25:01,369
Neither do I.

520
00:25:01,543 --> 00:25:02,805
Does he think Lea
and I don't have sex?

521
00:25:02,979 --> 00:25:05,068
Because we do, a lot.

522
00:25:05,242 --> 00:25:06,548
Or, we did.

523
00:25:06,722 --> 00:25:08,332
I'm sure you do.
We're all sure you do.

524
00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:09,246
We don't need
to talk about it.

525
00:25:09,420 --> 00:25:10,683
Sexual intimacy
is beautiful.

526
00:25:12,423 --> 00:25:13,076
I'm gonna skip breakfast.

527
00:25:14,991 --> 00:25:16,036
You miss me.

528
00:25:16,210 --> 00:25:17,994
Uh... Uh-uh.

529
00:25:18,168 --> 00:25:20,519
No, we talk
twice a day.

530
00:25:20,693 --> 00:25:22,912
The only difference
is the lack of
physical contact,

531
00:25:23,086 --> 00:25:24,610
which reduces
your risk of infection.

532
00:25:24,784 --> 00:25:27,264
But... [QUIETLY]
I do miss sex.

533
00:25:27,438 --> 00:25:28,091
Don't you?

534
00:25:28,265 --> 00:25:29,702
I do.

535
00:25:31,791 --> 00:25:33,096
We can't do that
over the phone.

536
00:25:35,272 --> 00:25:36,099
That's not really true.

537
00:25:38,232 --> 00:25:40,364
Hmm? Go on.

538
00:25:40,539 --> 00:25:42,932
Call me after work
when you're alone.

539
00:25:45,413 --> 00:25:46,588
Oh.

540
00:25:46,762 --> 00:25:48,111
♪♪♪♪

541
00:25:53,726 --> 00:25:54,640
[QUIETLY] Are...
Are you muted?

542
00:25:55,902 --> 00:25:56,816
[QUIETLY] Yeah.

543
00:25:56,990 --> 00:25:59,166
I'm sorry to bother you.

544
00:25:59,340 --> 00:26:01,995
When, uh... When can
you take a break?

545
00:26:02,169 --> 00:26:03,910
Can you come
back in an hour?

546
00:26:04,084 --> 00:26:06,303
You really should
take a break.

547
00:26:06,477 --> 00:26:09,045
Just get
out of the house
for a bit.

548
00:26:09,219 --> 00:26:11,134
It'll help you
work better.

549
00:26:11,308 --> 00:26:14,660
You need to stretch your legs
and stretch your mind.

550
00:26:14,834 --> 00:26:18,794
Um, can you come back in...
In a... Aw, man!

551
00:26:18,968 --> 00:26:20,709
Are you working?

552
00:26:20,883 --> 00:26:22,798
♪♪♪♪

553
00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:27,586
[SIGHS]

554
00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:30,501
Who's GoodPlaceFan 793?

555
00:26:30,676 --> 00:26:31,938
I don't know,
but whoever he is,

556
00:26:32,112 --> 00:26:33,940
he's richer than he was
five minutes ago.

557
00:26:34,114 --> 00:26:35,506
I want to go on a walk.
Can I just finish this?

558
00:26:35,681 --> 00:26:37,334
No. No need.

559
00:26:37,508 --> 00:26:39,467
You just play as long as you
want with your friends.

560
00:26:42,992 --> 00:26:44,167
[DOOR CLOSES]

561
00:26:48,998 --> 00:26:52,393
Vegetations from the
abscess had implanted
on your mitral valve.

562
00:26:52,567 --> 00:26:54,917
A narrow margin sharp
dissection left enough

563
00:26:55,091 --> 00:26:57,137
leaflet to allow
a primary repair...

564
00:26:57,311 --> 00:26:58,747
We expect a full recovery
of the heart.

565
00:26:58,921 --> 00:27:01,968
Of the heart?
What about the rest of me?

566
00:27:02,142 --> 00:27:04,623
Unfortunately, your lungs
are still compro...

567
00:27:04,797 --> 00:27:07,843
[KOOL and THE GANG'S
CELEBRATIONPLAYS LOUDLY]

568
00:27:08,017 --> 00:27:09,062
What... What was that?

569
00:27:09,236 --> 00:27:10,454
♪♪ Ya-hoo!

570
00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:12,935
[HOARSELY]
Someone's going home.

571
00:27:13,109 --> 00:27:14,545
[CHEERING]

572
00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:18,027
♪♪ Celebrate good times
Come on

573
00:27:18,201 --> 00:27:20,421
♪♪ Let's celebrate

574
00:27:20,595 --> 00:27:22,379
♪♪ There's a party... ♪♪

575
00:27:22,553 --> 00:27:24,251
DR. ANDREWS:
Your lungs have a lot of
inflammation and swelling,

576
00:27:24,425 --> 00:27:26,035
and we need to put you on
a non-rebreather mask

577
00:27:26,209 --> 00:27:28,255
and hope it gets
your O2 level up.

578
00:27:28,429 --> 00:27:30,518
That doesn't sound overly promising.

579
00:27:30,692 --> 00:27:31,954
I-Isn't there anything else you can do?

580
00:27:32,825 --> 00:27:33,826
No.

581
00:27:36,872 --> 00:27:38,526
[WHEEZING]

582
00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:40,223
DR. PARK: You need
to go on a ventilator,
so I'm gonna sedate you.

583
00:27:42,312 --> 00:27:43,662
[SHAKILY]
For how long?

584
00:27:43,836 --> 00:27:45,664
Hopefully just
a few days.

585
00:27:45,838 --> 00:27:46,490
But it could be longer.

586
00:27:49,319 --> 00:27:50,669
My baby's due
in two weeks.

587
00:27:52,322 --> 00:27:53,236
This is better
for both of you.

588
00:27:56,152 --> 00:27:57,632
[BREATHING QUICKLY]

589
00:27:57,806 --> 00:27:58,720
If I don't make it...

590
00:27:58,894 --> 00:28:00,548
You will.

591
00:28:00,722 --> 00:28:04,421
Your baby's safe,
you're young,
you're strong.

592
00:28:04,595 --> 00:28:06,032
♪♪♪♪

593
00:28:11,559 --> 00:28:12,691
[DOG BARKING]

594
00:28:12,865 --> 00:28:15,824
LEA: Sex is not
just about touch.

595
00:28:15,998 --> 00:28:20,176
It's about imagery,
emotion, connection...

596
00:28:20,350 --> 00:28:23,397
Oh, but touch is
very, very important.

597
00:28:23,571 --> 00:28:25,834
I mean,
there will be touch.

598
00:28:26,008 --> 00:28:29,882
But I won't be touching you,
and you won't be touching me.

599
00:28:31,274 --> 00:28:32,101
Are your ears okay?

600
00:28:33,102 --> 00:28:34,756
They hurt.

601
00:28:34,930 --> 00:28:37,237
Because of COVID,
I have to wear two masks,

602
00:28:37,411 --> 00:28:40,066
and the elastics cut into
the skin behind my ears.

603
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:41,981
You're going to masturbate
while I masturbate?

604
00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:47,464
Yeah. And we'll talk
to each other.

605
00:28:47,638 --> 00:28:49,553
That sounds
very distracting.

606
00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:50,859
Shaun, we're going to
talk about sex.

607
00:28:53,427 --> 00:28:55,734
Tell me what
you're doing to me.

608
00:28:57,648 --> 00:29:00,042
Looking at you
on my computer.

609
00:29:00,216 --> 00:29:01,914
What do you wish
you were doing with me?

610
00:29:06,614 --> 00:29:07,310
Kissing you.

611
00:29:07,484 --> 00:29:09,530
Mm-hmm.

612
00:29:09,704 --> 00:29:12,315
But what if I have COVID?
Then you'd...

613
00:29:12,489 --> 00:29:14,274
I'm unfastening
your belt.

614
00:29:14,448 --> 00:29:15,841
No... No, you're not.

615
00:29:16,015 --> 00:29:17,494
I-I don't have
my belt on.

616
00:29:17,668 --> 00:29:19,453
Okay, no belt.

617
00:29:19,627 --> 00:29:24,066
Shaun, just close your eyes
and imagine we are...

618
00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:26,982
If I close my eyes,
then I can't see you, Lea,

619
00:29:27,156 --> 00:29:29,376
and I can't see
most of you anyway.

620
00:29:29,550 --> 00:29:31,900
You can remember.No, no, this is stupid.

621
00:29:32,074 --> 00:29:33,597
I don't want to pretend
to have sex with you.

622
00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:34,947
I want to be with you.

623
00:29:36,687 --> 00:29:37,558
♪♪♪♪

624
00:29:41,475 --> 00:29:42,824
I miss you, too, Shaun.

625
00:29:44,695 --> 00:29:46,349
♪♪♪♪

626
00:30:02,670 --> 00:30:04,367
[SIREN WAILS]

627
00:30:07,066 --> 00:30:08,632
Any cough?[BEEPING]

628
00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:09,764
Any fever?[BEEPING]

629
00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:11,984
No.Any shortness of breath?

630
00:30:12,158 --> 00:30:14,421
Sore throat,
loss of smell?No, no, none of that.

631
00:30:14,595 --> 00:30:17,641
J-Just searing
abdominal pain
and the runs.

632
00:30:17,816 --> 00:30:20,601
I'm pretty sure it's my
diverticulitis acting up.

633
00:30:20,775 --> 00:30:23,952
[CLEARS THROAT]
My roommate is deeply
into pandemic baking...

634
00:30:24,126 --> 00:30:26,825
[SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT]
I've avoided coming in.

635
00:30:26,999 --> 00:30:28,957
I don't want to
catch COVID.Have a seat.

636
00:30:29,131 --> 00:30:31,917
Non-COVID floor, NPO,
I.V. acetaminophen for pain

637
00:30:32,091 --> 00:30:33,570
while he waits on his
abdominal CT.

638
00:30:33,744 --> 00:30:36,008
[CELL PHONE RINGING]NURSE PETRINGA: No food?

639
00:30:36,182 --> 00:30:38,924
Usually my first stop
with an abdominal pain patient
is the cafeteria.

640
00:30:39,098 --> 00:30:41,143
DR. PARK: It's Ambar.
Repetitive late decels.

641
00:30:41,317 --> 00:30:42,623
I've got a baby coming.DR. REZNICK: Go.

642
00:30:42,797 --> 00:30:44,016
♪♪♪♪

643
00:30:50,892 --> 00:30:53,329
Thank you.
I-I know you're busy.

644
00:30:53,503 --> 00:30:54,940
What can I help you with?
Are you doing okay?

645
00:30:58,595 --> 00:31:01,250
My mother
had a necklace...
A cross.

646
00:31:01,424 --> 00:31:03,426
She wore it every day.
I'm hoping to get it back.

647
00:31:06,386 --> 00:31:10,520
Uh, the patients' things
are all being held
in one place.

648
00:31:10,694 --> 00:31:13,436
We're not supposed
to release them
until after the crisis.

649
00:31:18,485 --> 00:31:19,442
I'm so sorry.

650
00:31:22,141 --> 00:31:23,969
Thank you.

651
00:31:24,143 --> 00:31:25,753
♪♪♪♪

652
00:31:28,799 --> 00:31:30,105
Okay. Um...

653
00:31:32,586 --> 00:31:34,631
Let me see
if I can find it.

654
00:31:34,805 --> 00:31:37,721
I'll... I'll clean it
and get it back to you.

655
00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:39,462
♪♪♪♪

656
00:31:46,861 --> 00:31:50,299
Wanted to let you know
that it'll be quiet around
here for a little while.

657
00:31:50,473 --> 00:31:53,346
I'm...taking a walk on
the beach with Susie.

658
00:31:53,520 --> 00:31:55,783
We will stay
six feet apart.

659
00:31:55,957 --> 00:31:57,306
Six feet is
the absolute minimum.

660
00:31:57,480 --> 00:31:58,829
It's still considered
quite a risk.

661
00:32:01,441 --> 00:32:04,705
So not... Not only
do you not want
to do things with me,

662
00:32:04,879 --> 00:32:06,925
now you don't want me to
do things with other people?

663
00:32:07,099 --> 00:32:08,143
I want you to be careful,

664
00:32:08,317 --> 00:32:09,579
like you want me
to be careful.

665
00:32:09,753 --> 00:32:11,451
You don't want me
to do anything.

666
00:32:11,625 --> 00:32:14,019
I can't go shopping,
I can't take a walk,

667
00:32:14,193 --> 00:32:15,934
you won't spend
any time with me.

668
00:32:16,108 --> 00:32:17,196
I'm a little bit busy.

669
00:32:17,370 --> 00:32:18,719
You're playing poker!

670
00:32:18,893 --> 00:32:21,504
I played poker for one hour
while I was working.

671
00:32:21,678 --> 00:32:23,550
I spend every minute
of every day with you.

672
00:32:23,724 --> 00:32:26,683
Oh, well,
you should be so happy
that I'm taking a hike.

673
00:32:26,857 --> 00:32:28,033
It'll be a long one.

674
00:32:32,385 --> 00:32:33,734
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]

675
00:32:35,605 --> 00:32:37,738
Could you please...Wear your damn mask.

676
00:32:37,912 --> 00:32:39,522
♪♪♪♪

677
00:32:43,744 --> 00:32:44,745
Rodriguez or Jeter?

678
00:32:44,919 --> 00:32:46,529
Easy... Jeter.

679
00:32:46,703 --> 00:32:48,531
I hate A-Rod with
a white-hot hate,

680
00:32:48,705 --> 00:32:50,185
but it's Jeter
who beat us.

681
00:32:50,359 --> 00:32:52,318
Who's your most-hated
Yankee?

682
00:32:52,492 --> 00:32:54,233
I never cared
for Paul Revere.

683
00:32:54,407 --> 00:32:56,496
Your CBC doesn't show
a high white count,

684
00:32:56,670 --> 00:32:58,802
which is atypical for
acute diverticulitis.

685
00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:00,282
We'll see what
the imaging shows.

686
00:33:00,456 --> 00:33:01,283
Can we bring
Walter down to CT?

687
00:33:01,457 --> 00:33:02,154
Sure thing.

688
00:33:06,288 --> 00:33:08,508
You remember when
they lost game seven
to the Diamondbacks?

689
00:33:08,682 --> 00:33:10,727
Oh, I cried tears of joy.

690
00:33:10,901 --> 00:33:11,946
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

691
00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,600
DR. PARK:
I feel the rump.

692
00:33:13,774 --> 00:33:15,645
DR. GROMSKI: Apply
the pressure there.

693
00:33:15,819 --> 00:33:17,560
Don't be shy.
We need this baby out now.

694
00:33:19,171 --> 00:33:21,216
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

695
00:33:21,390 --> 00:33:24,263
[BABY'S HEARTBEAT PUMPING]

696
00:33:24,437 --> 00:33:25,438
Baby's out.

697
00:33:25,612 --> 00:33:27,179
[MONITORS BEEPING QUICKLY]

698
00:33:32,488 --> 00:33:34,055
[BABY CRIES]

699
00:33:38,494 --> 00:33:39,539
How's she looking,
Dr. Park?

700
00:33:39,713 --> 00:33:40,583
Good.

701
00:33:42,846 --> 00:33:45,501
She's pink, active,
and breathing great.

702
00:33:45,675 --> 00:33:46,633
[CRYING CONTINUES]

703
00:33:46,807 --> 00:33:48,722
[DR. PARK EXHALES SHARPLY]

704
00:33:48,896 --> 00:33:51,116
♪♪♪♪

705
00:34:02,562 --> 00:34:05,130
[WEAKLY] The third fuse
on the left that looks like

706
00:34:05,304 --> 00:34:07,088
it hasn't been flipped,
but it has.

707
00:34:07,262 --> 00:34:11,440
You just... You turn it...
Turn it off and then back on.

708
00:34:11,614 --> 00:34:13,138
This is
for the dryer?

709
00:34:13,312 --> 00:34:16,532
[PANTING] I don't want you
calling a repairman

710
00:34:16,706 --> 00:34:18,491
just because
of a tripped fuse.

711
00:34:23,713 --> 00:34:25,759
The dryer is fine.

712
00:34:25,933 --> 00:34:27,456
You're gonna be fine.

713
00:34:32,157 --> 00:34:33,810
I love you.

714
00:34:33,984 --> 00:34:35,116
You don't need
to say that.

715
00:34:35,290 --> 00:34:37,205
But I want to. You don't need to, okay?

716
00:34:37,379 --> 00:34:38,206
This isn't a big moment.

717
00:34:40,643 --> 00:34:41,644
You'll be fine.

718
00:34:45,213 --> 00:34:46,388
Lily...

719
00:34:48,129 --> 00:34:50,653
Most... Most people
who go on a ventilator...

720
00:34:53,091 --> 00:34:53,874
Don't come off.

721
00:34:59,836 --> 00:35:01,011
Put the doctor on.

722
00:35:01,186 --> 00:35:02,535
♪♪♪♪

723
00:35:09,672 --> 00:35:10,717
Tell him he's going to be fine.

724
00:35:12,545 --> 00:35:13,241
I can't.

725
00:35:14,329 --> 00:35:16,157
He's right.

726
00:35:16,331 --> 00:35:17,941
The majority of
COVID patients

727
00:35:18,116 --> 00:35:19,247
who go on a ventilator
never come off.

728
00:35:20,988 --> 00:35:22,032
Put the other doctor on.

729
00:35:25,297 --> 00:35:26,994
Martin's relative youth
is a positive.

730
00:35:30,171 --> 00:35:32,173
I'm sorry. I wish
I could give you more.

731
00:35:32,347 --> 00:35:33,740
♪♪♪♪

732
00:35:39,963 --> 00:35:41,313
[CELL PHONE BEEPS]

733
00:35:50,931 --> 00:35:53,934
[VENTILATOR HISSING]

734
00:35:54,108 --> 00:35:55,718
♪♪♪♪

735
00:36:14,128 --> 00:36:15,477
Your daughter's beautiful.

736
00:36:18,045 --> 00:36:20,830
6.5 pounds, 19 inches,

737
00:36:21,004 --> 00:36:22,310
completely COVID-free.

738
00:36:25,574 --> 00:36:28,011
She's, uh,
got your nose,

739
00:36:29,143 --> 00:36:31,058
eats like a champ.

740
00:36:31,232 --> 00:36:33,234
Everyone on the floor
knows when she's hungry.

741
00:36:36,933 --> 00:36:41,721
She just needs you
to get better
so you can hold her.

742
00:36:41,895 --> 00:36:44,854
♪♪♪♪

743
00:36:57,258 --> 00:36:59,869
So far, good news.
No signs of diverticulitis.

744
00:37:00,043 --> 00:37:02,307
Just need to scan y...WALTER: What?

745
00:37:04,396 --> 00:37:05,353
Scan my what?

746
00:37:07,921 --> 00:37:09,009
[LINE RINGING]

747
00:37:09,183 --> 00:37:10,837
[CELL PHONE BUZZES]

748
00:37:11,011 --> 00:37:12,839
Hello.DR. REZNICK: Put on a mask.

749
00:37:13,013 --> 00:37:14,406
But I'm in the...Put on a mask. Now.

750
00:37:16,886 --> 00:37:19,454
Walter's abdominal CT
caught the lower portion
of his lungs.

751
00:37:19,628 --> 00:37:22,152
It's not diverticulitis.
It's COVID.

752
00:37:22,327 --> 00:37:24,111
We've both been exposed
and so has everyone

753
00:37:24,285 --> 00:37:25,808
who passed through
that hallway

754
00:37:25,982 --> 00:37:27,114
Walter was sitting in
for an hour.

755
00:37:27,288 --> 00:37:29,508
♪♪♪♪

756
00:37:33,294 --> 00:37:35,165
Ambar's acidosis
is getting worse.

757
00:37:35,340 --> 00:37:36,471
She's not getting
enough oxygen.

758
00:37:36,645 --> 00:37:38,691
What's her ventilator
setting?She's maxed out.

759
00:37:38,865 --> 00:37:41,128
We can't increase
pressure without risking
blowing out her lungs.

760
00:37:41,302 --> 00:37:42,738
Does she have any family?
It might be time to
notify next of kin.

761
00:37:42,912 --> 00:37:44,305
I read about
a small clinical

762
00:37:44,479 --> 00:37:46,351
rescue therapy trial...
The CHILL study.

763
00:37:46,525 --> 00:37:48,614
She's a good candidate...
No cytokine storm,

764
00:37:48,788 --> 00:37:51,007
her troponin's low,
so are her LFTs
and creatinine.

765
00:37:51,181 --> 00:37:52,270
Her organs
are in good shape.

766
00:37:52,444 --> 00:37:54,141
So why not freeze them
and paralyze

767
00:37:54,315 --> 00:37:55,882
virtually every muscle
in her body?

768
00:37:56,056 --> 00:37:57,797
Lowering the temperature
reduces her

769
00:37:57,971 --> 00:38:01,191
inflammatory response
and her need for oxygen.

770
00:38:01,366 --> 00:38:03,411
And it's better than
calling her next of kin.

771
00:38:03,585 --> 00:38:05,370
She's gonna require
constant monitoring.

772
00:38:05,544 --> 00:38:06,762
We're all already
overstretched.

773
00:38:06,936 --> 00:38:08,590
I'll do it.

774
00:38:08,764 --> 00:38:10,200
I'll take full
responsibility for her.

775
00:38:17,338 --> 00:38:19,079
[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

776
00:38:19,253 --> 00:38:20,385
Who's there?

777
00:38:20,559 --> 00:38:21,908
LEA: It's Lea.

778
00:38:22,082 --> 00:38:25,564
You can't come in.I got you something.

779
00:38:25,738 --> 00:38:28,610
That's too bad.
You can't come in
to give it to me.

780
00:38:28,784 --> 00:38:29,872
[PAPER RUSTLING]

781
00:38:39,491 --> 00:38:41,406
♪♪♪♪

782
00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:46,411
I saw online doctors
are using these

783
00:38:46,585 --> 00:38:48,587
to help
with their masks.

784
00:38:48,761 --> 00:38:50,719
You attach an elastic
to each arm

785
00:38:50,893 --> 00:38:52,199
so they don't
rub your ears.

786
00:38:53,505 --> 00:38:55,158
♪♪♪♪

787
00:39:00,512 --> 00:39:01,948
♪♪♪♪

788
00:39:05,299 --> 00:39:06,561
SHAUN: It is better.

789
00:39:06,735 --> 00:39:07,910
Thank you.

790
00:39:09,782 --> 00:39:10,913
[EXHALES SHARPLY]

791
00:39:11,087 --> 00:39:17,311
I know I can't come in,
but I don't want to leave.

792
00:39:17,485 --> 00:39:19,574
♪♪♪♪

793
00:39:25,275 --> 00:39:26,407
You can stay there.

794
00:39:28,409 --> 00:39:31,194
♪♪ Where can I go
when you don't hide?

795
00:39:33,675 --> 00:39:35,851
♪♪ Who am I if not seen
through your eyes?

796
00:39:36,025 --> 00:39:37,723
[SIGHS]

797
00:39:40,073 --> 00:39:41,466
What's for
breakfast tomorrow?

798
00:39:43,859 --> 00:39:45,948
Park's making pancakes.

799
00:39:46,122 --> 00:39:49,212
Mmm. That's great.

800
00:39:49,387 --> 00:39:51,476
He's done it before.

801
00:39:51,650 --> 00:39:53,042
They weren't very good.

802
00:39:53,216 --> 00:39:54,696
[CHUCKLES] Why?

803
00:39:57,177 --> 00:39:59,266
They... They were
not very good.

804
00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:01,355
I... I don't know,
but I told him, I said,

805
00:40:01,529 --> 00:40:03,662
"Dr. Park, these
pancakes are..."

806
00:40:03,836 --> 00:40:08,536
♪♪ Oh, when I love

807
00:40:08,710 --> 00:40:10,973
♪♪♪♪

808
00:40:15,151 --> 00:40:18,720
♪♪ You're falling from the sky

809
00:40:21,244 --> 00:40:24,987
♪♪ You're rolling in my mind

810
00:40:27,250 --> 00:40:30,819
♪♪ Whispering my breath

811
00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:39,001
♪♪ How can I be without you?

812
00:40:40,350 --> 00:40:42,265
♪♪♪♪

813
00:40:45,138 --> 00:40:49,751
♪♪ Try to grab hold
Got nothing left

814
00:40:49,925 --> 00:40:53,059
♪♪ Oh, but love, my dear
Is stern as death ♪♪

815
00:40:54,147 --> 00:40:58,978
♪♪ Wherever I go

816
00:40:59,152 --> 00:41:00,109
Is that my nightstand?

817
00:41:01,850 --> 00:41:02,634
What?

818
00:41:06,551 --> 00:41:10,598
Oh, since you feel that
our time together

819
00:41:10,772 --> 00:41:13,688
is something to be endured
instead of enjoyed,

820
00:41:13,862 --> 00:41:16,648
I decided to make
that easier for you.

821
00:41:19,955 --> 00:41:23,219
This is as far away
as I can get right now,

822
00:41:23,393 --> 00:41:26,571
so can you just
please shut the door

823
00:41:26,745 --> 00:41:28,573
and go back to your room?

824
00:41:28,747 --> 00:41:30,705
♪♪♪♪

825
00:41:38,931 --> 00:41:40,410
♪♪♪♪

826
00:41:58,733 --> 00:42:01,083
♪♪♪♪

827
00:42:07,046 --> 00:42:08,090
DR. MELENDEZ:
Things will be okay.

828
00:42:09,483 --> 00:42:11,877
♪♪♪♪

829
00:42:18,361 --> 00:42:21,800
♪♪ Where can I go
when you don't hide?

830
00:42:23,889 --> 00:42:28,110
♪♪ Who am I if not seen
through your eyes? ♪♪

831
00:42:32,419 --> 00:42:34,377
[CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING]


