1 00:00:00,001 --> 00:00:02,679 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:02,808 --> 00:00:03,887 Previously on Sweetbitter... 3 00:00:03,889 --> 00:00:05,128 You don't fit in with your friends. 4 00:00:05,130 --> 00:00:07,771 How would you feel about training to be a manager? 5 00:00:07,773 --> 00:00:09,973 There's a party tonight. Maybe you should come. 6 00:00:09,975 --> 00:00:12,257 Don't stop. 7 00:00:13,258 --> 00:00:14,618 Not tonight. 8 00:00:14,620 --> 00:00:16,139 You recognize? 9 00:00:16,141 --> 00:00:18,982 This is a grower champagne 10 00:00:18,984 --> 00:00:22,466 with my ex-husband's name on the label. 11 00:00:22,468 --> 00:00:24,268 Does anyone actually know Simone? 12 00:00:24,270 --> 00:00:26,672 I think that I might. 13 00:00:29,435 --> 00:00:31,155 Yo, is your dude coming or what? 14 00:00:31,157 --> 00:00:32,716 He'll be here. 15 00:00:35,681 --> 00:00:37,802 - We miss it? - Not yet. 16 00:00:37,804 --> 00:00:39,884 - You have the cash? - Right here. 17 00:00:39,886 --> 00:00:41,445 This shit better be worth it. 18 00:00:41,447 --> 00:00:43,449 Oh, about time. 19 00:00:44,571 --> 00:00:47,213 - What's up? - What's up? 20 00:00:48,014 --> 00:00:50,174 - Come on, come on. Let's go. - All right, all right. 21 00:00:50,176 --> 00:00:51,656 - Give him the cash. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 22 00:00:51,658 --> 00:00:52,777 You're not gonna check the product first? 23 00:00:52,779 --> 00:00:54,781 I trust him. 24 00:00:56,183 --> 00:00:57,622 See you at Sue Jean's on Friday? 25 00:00:57,624 --> 00:00:59,626 All night. 26 00:01:01,148 --> 00:01:02,707 Come on. 27 00:01:02,709 --> 00:01:05,430 Ooh, sharing is caring. 28 00:01:05,432 --> 00:01:06,671 You got it? 29 00:01:06,673 --> 00:01:08,473 I am used to these arriving 30 00:01:08,475 --> 00:01:10,916 through more traditional channels. 31 00:01:10,918 --> 00:01:13,999 With invoices, refrigerated trucks. 32 00:01:14,001 --> 00:01:16,003 Just off the plane four hours ago. 33 00:01:17,645 --> 00:01:19,364 Do you have any idea what my boy had to do 34 00:01:19,366 --> 00:01:21,006 to get these through customs? 35 00:01:21,008 --> 00:01:22,768 No idea whatsoever. 36 00:01:22,770 --> 00:01:24,249 We're gonna be the first restaurant 37 00:01:24,251 --> 00:01:26,291 in New York with white truffles on the menu. 38 00:01:26,293 --> 00:01:28,494 Oh, my God, it smells unreal. 39 00:01:32,700 --> 00:01:34,702 Smells like the holidays. 40 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:42,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 41 00:01:57,245 --> 00:01:59,886 The holiday schedule's up, 42 00:01:59,888 --> 00:02:02,849 and Howard asked that I, uh, remind everyone, 43 00:02:02,851 --> 00:02:04,491 uh, about blackout dates. 44 00:02:04,493 --> 00:02:07,454 Uh, it's the busiest time of year, 45 00:02:07,456 --> 00:02:09,456 so no vacation requests 46 00:02:09,458 --> 00:02:12,579 or, um... or switching or negotiations. 47 00:02:12,581 --> 00:02:14,661 Are you going to a funeral? 48 00:02:14,663 --> 00:02:16,743 Could you get me a deal on a 2000 Sonata? 49 00:02:17,987 --> 00:02:19,306 I'm training, okay? 50 00:02:19,308 --> 00:02:22,429 Howard asked if I'd train to be a manager, so... 51 00:02:22,431 --> 00:02:24,711 My parents will kill me if I miss Thanksgiving. 52 00:02:24,713 --> 00:02:26,233 Just ask Ramona to switch. 53 00:02:26,235 --> 00:02:27,715 - Her parents are dead. - I'll take all your shifts. 54 00:02:27,717 --> 00:02:29,516 - I need the money. - You're not a server. 55 00:02:29,518 --> 00:02:31,438 Did anyone hear what I just said? 56 00:02:31,440 --> 00:02:33,641 We did. You're not Howard. 57 00:02:33,643 --> 00:02:35,883 Well, Howard is in a meeting, 58 00:02:35,885 --> 00:02:39,887 and he specifically asked that I-I-I post the schedule. 59 00:02:39,889 --> 00:02:43,010 And, oh, oh, uh... and to let your guests know 60 00:02:43,012 --> 00:02:45,333 that we have white truffles and, uh... 61 00:02:45,335 --> 00:02:47,935 - Yeah, we fucking know that. - You can smell them. 62 00:02:47,937 --> 00:02:49,257 Oh, just wait. 63 00:02:49,259 --> 00:02:50,738 They take over the whole restaurant. 64 00:02:50,740 --> 00:02:52,900 I'm trying to put my finger on what it is they smell like. 65 00:02:52,902 --> 00:02:55,623 - Overripe fruit. - No, opium. 66 00:02:55,625 --> 00:02:57,425 Like the woods after it rains. 67 00:02:58,508 --> 00:03:00,789 Oh, what, I can't contribute now? 68 00:03:00,791 --> 00:03:03,151 I don't know. 69 00:03:03,153 --> 00:03:05,874 Can you? 70 00:03:05,876 --> 00:03:07,878 Did you see his fucking suit? 71 00:03:09,880 --> 00:03:13,281 You, uh, didn't tell me. 72 00:03:13,283 --> 00:03:15,285 I don't tell you everything I do. 73 00:03:16,727 --> 00:03:18,287 Well, I think it's great. 74 00:03:18,289 --> 00:03:21,330 It's not if you guys don't respect anything I say. 75 00:03:21,332 --> 00:03:24,853 Hey, it might just take a while. 76 00:03:24,855 --> 00:03:26,857 That's all. 77 00:03:32,984 --> 00:03:34,303 Hi. 78 00:03:34,305 --> 00:03:36,505 Hey. 79 00:03:36,507 --> 00:03:38,828 How was the rest of your night? 80 00:03:38,830 --> 00:03:40,189 You should have stayed. 81 00:03:40,191 --> 00:03:43,072 You know, I got there. 82 00:03:43,074 --> 00:03:45,915 We had that moment. 83 00:03:45,917 --> 00:03:48,838 You touched me, and suddenly I didn't want 84 00:03:48,840 --> 00:03:50,360 to be stuck in a crowd 85 00:03:50,362 --> 00:03:52,762 watching you bartend for the rest of the night. 86 00:03:52,764 --> 00:03:54,766 I do that enough. 87 00:03:56,408 --> 00:03:57,847 Who's that? 88 00:03:57,849 --> 00:03:58,928 Etienne. 89 00:03:58,930 --> 00:04:00,932 Simone's Etienne? 90 00:04:03,455 --> 00:04:04,934 What... what's he doing here? 91 00:04:04,936 --> 00:04:07,497 Road show for his new champagne. 92 00:04:07,499 --> 00:04:09,739 Does Simone know he's here? 93 00:04:09,741 --> 00:04:11,743 She hasn't come in yet. 94 00:04:12,144 --> 00:04:13,744 Do you think maybe we should warn her? 95 00:04:13,746 --> 00:04:15,748 I'm keeping the fuck out of it. 96 00:04:18,430 --> 00:04:20,751 Place looks pristine, by the way. 97 00:04:20,753 --> 00:04:22,473 Hasn't changed. 98 00:04:30,923 --> 00:04:32,925 Wow. 99 00:04:38,571 --> 00:04:40,811 Truffles. 100 00:04:43,456 --> 00:04:46,017 So incredible. 101 00:04:50,023 --> 00:04:53,064 You have them? 102 00:04:53,066 --> 00:04:54,946 Only restaurant in New York. 103 00:04:54,948 --> 00:04:56,307 How much? 104 00:04:56,309 --> 00:04:58,910 The add-on for the tagliatelle is $120. 105 00:04:58,912 --> 00:05:00,151 A bargain, in my opinion. 106 00:05:00,153 --> 00:05:03,955 And I wouldn't order it without the Nebbiolo. 107 00:05:03,957 --> 00:05:05,317 We'll take two. 108 00:05:05,319 --> 00:05:07,519 Great, I'll let your server know. 109 00:05:09,403 --> 00:05:10,682 So that's the trick. 110 00:05:10,684 --> 00:05:11,883 Parade them through the dining room, 111 00:05:11,885 --> 00:05:14,566 shave them on-site, and every table orders them. 112 00:05:14,568 --> 00:05:16,570 That's the trick. 113 00:05:18,052 --> 00:05:20,732 Hey, you're here. 114 00:05:20,734 --> 00:05:22,054 Where else would I be? 115 00:05:22,056 --> 00:05:24,536 - Did... did you... - I heard. 116 00:05:24,538 --> 00:05:26,418 Oh. Good. 117 00:05:26,420 --> 00:05:28,422 Did you see him? 118 00:05:29,063 --> 00:05:31,065 Yes. 119 00:05:31,986 --> 00:05:33,906 Did he... 120 00:05:33,908 --> 00:05:35,910 did he ask about me? 121 00:05:36,591 --> 00:05:38,951 Um, no, we didn't actually talk. 122 00:05:38,953 --> 00:05:41,033 - Oh. - And then he left, so yeah. 123 00:05:41,035 --> 00:05:42,715 Well, he doesn't have to see me. 124 00:05:42,717 --> 00:05:43,916 It's his prerogative, of course. 125 00:05:43,918 --> 00:05:47,602 I'm just... I guess I'm a little su-surprised. 126 00:05:48,563 --> 00:05:50,283 Would you want to see him? 127 00:05:50,285 --> 00:05:52,645 Well, I figured at some point, he'd come through New York 128 00:05:52,647 --> 00:05:54,527 or I'd come through Paris and we would catch up, 129 00:05:54,529 --> 00:05:56,049 because that is what adults do. 130 00:05:56,051 --> 00:05:57,931 And he did make your champagne. 131 00:05:57,933 --> 00:05:59,252 I know. 132 00:05:59,254 --> 00:06:01,294 I mean, I just... I can't figure out, 133 00:06:01,296 --> 00:06:02,776 is he trying to get my attention, 134 00:06:02,778 --> 00:06:05,659 or does he just hate me? 135 00:06:05,661 --> 00:06:07,741 Probably both. 136 00:06:07,743 --> 00:06:09,382 Probably. 137 00:06:12,347 --> 00:06:14,067 There's only one way to find out, right? 138 00:06:20,996 --> 00:06:22,556 I got the Costco-sized bag. 139 00:06:22,558 --> 00:06:23,997 My dealer is in Miami until New Year's. 140 00:06:23,999 --> 00:06:26,480 Thank God. I've got multiple days where I close. 141 00:06:26,482 --> 00:06:28,642 And then open... 142 00:06:28,644 --> 00:06:30,564 Mm, the "clopen." 143 00:06:30,566 --> 00:06:32,366 Mm, okay. 144 00:06:32,368 --> 00:06:34,568 Thank you. 145 00:06:34,570 --> 00:06:36,130 Sasha. 146 00:06:36,132 --> 00:06:38,134 Nope, thank you. 147 00:06:38,775 --> 00:06:40,254 Are you fucking kidding me? 148 00:06:40,256 --> 00:06:42,857 I have been touched by the Black Queen. 149 00:06:42,859 --> 00:06:44,939 Oprah's secrets. 150 00:06:44,941 --> 00:06:46,100 The Secret. 151 00:06:46,102 --> 00:06:48,422 - Oh, I saw an ad for this. - It's a cult. 152 00:06:48,424 --> 00:06:50,505 No cult, it's a book. 153 00:06:50,507 --> 00:06:52,387 Positive way of thinking. 154 00:06:52,389 --> 00:06:54,389 I'm tired of feeling sorry for Sasha. 155 00:06:54,391 --> 00:06:56,150 I'll try Law of Attraction. 156 00:06:56,152 --> 00:06:59,234 I attract good things to myself like a magnet. 157 00:06:59,236 --> 00:07:01,636 I must ask for it and be clear on want. 158 00:07:01,638 --> 00:07:04,319 I want to feel fucking good. 159 00:07:04,321 --> 00:07:05,920 - Does it really work? - Of course! 160 00:07:05,922 --> 00:07:07,522 It's proven with quantum science. 161 00:07:07,524 --> 00:07:08,924 You must say what you want. 162 00:07:08,926 --> 00:07:11,206 And not like a little pussy bitch, but clear, 163 00:07:11,208 --> 00:07:12,567 like a lion. 164 00:07:12,569 --> 00:07:14,569 - I want... - I want... 165 00:07:14,571 --> 00:07:16,451 What the fuck? 166 00:07:16,453 --> 00:07:18,133 You can't be serious. 167 00:07:18,135 --> 00:07:19,254 What, you want some? 168 00:07:19,256 --> 00:07:21,256 Will. 169 00:07:21,258 --> 00:07:23,901 I respect you. 170 00:07:24,982 --> 00:07:27,144 Let's commence working. 171 00:07:28,546 --> 00:07:30,548 What? 172 00:07:31,909 --> 00:07:33,229 Come on. 173 00:07:33,231 --> 00:07:34,870 What? 174 00:07:34,872 --> 00:07:37,113 Whose side are you on? 175 00:07:47,245 --> 00:07:50,406 I want you to come to Home Bar. 176 00:07:50,408 --> 00:07:52,128 With me. 177 00:07:52,130 --> 00:07:54,250 Just us. 178 00:07:54,252 --> 00:07:55,732 Alone. 179 00:07:55,734 --> 00:07:57,053 Not tonight. 180 00:08:06,264 --> 00:08:07,944 Why not? 181 00:08:07,946 --> 00:08:10,227 I'm gonna walk Simone home. 182 00:08:10,229 --> 00:08:11,628 This whole thing with Etienne 183 00:08:11,630 --> 00:08:13,832 has got her pretty messed up, so... 184 00:08:15,634 --> 00:08:17,636 Jake... 185 00:08:19,518 --> 00:08:21,520 Simone just left. 186 00:08:23,602 --> 00:08:25,162 She didn't look messed up. 187 00:08:25,164 --> 00:08:26,523 She looked hot. 188 00:08:26,525 --> 00:08:28,485 Hair down, lipstick, 189 00:08:28,487 --> 00:08:30,489 leather boots. 190 00:08:30,970 --> 00:08:32,850 Jake, she's going to see Etienne. 191 00:08:32,852 --> 00:08:35,653 - Why does that bother you? - It doesn't. 192 00:08:35,655 --> 00:08:37,214 This is a joke. 193 00:08:37,216 --> 00:08:38,776 Fuck this. 194 00:08:38,778 --> 00:08:41,058 Hey, I'm going to Home Bar. Who's coming? 195 00:08:41,060 --> 00:08:42,700 Will, take off the jacket. 196 00:08:42,702 --> 00:08:44,462 We're going to Home Bar. 197 00:08:44,464 --> 00:08:46,344 Come on. 198 00:08:48,508 --> 00:08:50,228 Oh, God. Fuck. 199 00:09:22,142 --> 00:09:23,982 No one stays in this hotel anymore. 200 00:09:27,188 --> 00:09:29,748 Who is this "no one"? 201 00:09:29,750 --> 00:09:32,311 I forgot how little you require. 202 00:09:36,357 --> 00:09:38,077 May I come in? 203 00:09:38,079 --> 00:09:40,599 Yeah. 204 00:09:45,927 --> 00:09:49,769 You didn't say hello today. 205 00:09:49,771 --> 00:09:51,010 To be honest, 206 00:09:51,012 --> 00:09:52,692 I didn't know you still worked there. 207 00:09:52,694 --> 00:09:55,415 - I see. - Quick trip, 48 hours. 208 00:09:55,417 --> 00:09:58,780 Then Chicago, San Francisco... 209 00:10:00,342 --> 00:10:01,941 I'm miserable... 210 00:10:01,943 --> 00:10:03,823 As you know. 211 00:10:03,825 --> 00:10:06,506 The States do not grow on me. 212 00:10:06,508 --> 00:10:09,709 Well, it's all in service of... 213 00:10:09,711 --> 00:10:12,192 a truly amazing champagne. 214 00:10:12,194 --> 00:10:13,273 Huh. 215 00:10:13,275 --> 00:10:15,756 I was right about that plot of Chardonnay. 216 00:10:15,758 --> 00:10:17,918 Is that why you are here? 217 00:10:17,920 --> 00:10:20,561 Fine. 218 00:10:20,563 --> 00:10:22,442 You're right. 219 00:10:22,444 --> 00:10:24,004 They're strong vines. 220 00:10:24,006 --> 00:10:26,607 Thank you. I will go now. 221 00:10:31,854 --> 00:10:33,856 Look, I... 222 00:10:34,457 --> 00:10:37,138 When I tasted the champagne, it... 223 00:10:38,941 --> 00:10:41,582 It felt like you were talking directly to me. 224 00:10:43,146 --> 00:10:45,826 Not a day goes by that I don't think about France. 225 00:10:47,510 --> 00:10:49,150 What about me? 226 00:10:55,799 --> 00:10:58,079 Look, I-I respect your privacy, but... 227 00:10:58,081 --> 00:10:59,961 You made our champagne, 228 00:10:59,963 --> 00:11:02,283 and I had to tell you that I liked it. 229 00:11:02,285 --> 00:11:04,285 You know I don't like most things. 230 00:11:06,249 --> 00:11:09,090 Are you hungry? I'm famished. 231 00:11:16,660 --> 00:11:19,141 By the way, I want water. 232 00:11:19,143 --> 00:11:21,343 You want a water? You cannot drink this. 233 00:11:21,345 --> 00:11:22,784 I'm not gonna let you. 234 00:11:31,195 --> 00:11:34,076 Hey, um... 235 00:11:34,078 --> 00:11:35,798 can I buy you a drink? 236 00:11:35,800 --> 00:11:37,119 Why would I? 237 00:11:37,121 --> 00:11:40,042 'Cause I'm in the top three hottest guys in here. 238 00:11:40,044 --> 00:11:42,046 Didn't notice. 239 00:11:43,728 --> 00:11:44,727 Two tequilas. 240 00:11:44,729 --> 00:11:47,172 A vodka soda, splash of cranberry. 241 00:11:48,693 --> 00:11:52,175 Listen, I, um... 242 00:11:52,177 --> 00:11:55,018 We all have to play the token black person somewhere. 243 00:11:55,020 --> 00:11:57,820 And I-I just can't get over how comfortable you are with it. 244 00:11:59,664 --> 00:12:01,664 Eddie, right? 245 00:12:01,666 --> 00:12:03,546 Ever been to Princeton, Eddie? 246 00:12:03,548 --> 00:12:07,070 Ever been in a classroom full of white people 247 00:12:07,072 --> 00:12:09,352 who made you feel like you didn't deserve to be there? 248 00:12:09,354 --> 00:12:11,835 Now, this? 249 00:12:11,837 --> 00:12:13,116 Is a good place for me. 250 00:12:13,118 --> 00:12:16,520 I, um, support myself while I figure things out. 251 00:12:16,522 --> 00:12:18,442 - That's cool. - Mm-hmm. 252 00:12:18,444 --> 00:12:20,764 Then what do you really want? 253 00:12:20,766 --> 00:12:23,287 Like, besides pinning your hair up 254 00:12:23,289 --> 00:12:27,050 and taking people's orders, 255 00:12:27,052 --> 00:12:29,053 what's your plan? 256 00:12:29,055 --> 00:12:30,374 - My plan? - Mm-hmm. 257 00:12:30,376 --> 00:12:34,258 Is go over there and enjoy the rest of my night. 258 00:12:36,863 --> 00:12:39,463 Thanks for the drink. 259 00:12:44,030 --> 00:12:45,389 Uh, actually... 260 00:12:45,391 --> 00:12:48,112 I thought you said that all I have to do is ask. 261 00:12:48,114 --> 00:12:50,194 No, it's not enough just to "ask." 262 00:12:50,196 --> 00:12:51,436 You have to believe. 263 00:12:51,438 --> 00:12:52,597 What the hell is he talking about? 264 00:12:52,599 --> 00:12:53,878 Oh, Will, you understand. 265 00:12:53,880 --> 00:12:56,683 People never believe they deserve things they want. 266 00:12:57,964 --> 00:13:01,726 Okay, I want to taste truffles. 267 00:13:01,728 --> 00:13:03,328 And I really believe it. 268 00:13:03,330 --> 00:13:04,569 Well, I feel like a liar. 269 00:13:04,571 --> 00:13:06,011 I upsold three tables today. 270 00:13:06,013 --> 00:13:07,572 People are freaking out. 271 00:13:07,574 --> 00:13:09,534 - Yeah, it's a frenzy. - Why, though? 272 00:13:09,536 --> 00:13:11,136 Because it's a totally wild food. 273 00:13:11,138 --> 00:13:12,417 You can't plant them in your backyard. 274 00:13:12,419 --> 00:13:14,459 - You have to go find them. - Hunt them. 275 00:13:14,461 --> 00:13:16,221 They use female pigs. 276 00:13:16,223 --> 00:13:18,583 Uh-uh, female and horny pigs. 277 00:13:18,585 --> 00:13:22,267 Because truffles smell like testosterone to lady pigs. 278 00:13:22,269 --> 00:13:24,389 That's it! They smell like sex. 279 00:13:25,753 --> 00:13:28,634 Now that you're a, um, suit, 280 00:13:28,636 --> 00:13:30,716 you think we can have truffles at family meal? 281 00:13:30,718 --> 00:13:34,640 Ooh, and maybe we can get our 5% back 282 00:13:34,642 --> 00:13:36,001 from the dishwashers? 283 00:13:36,003 --> 00:13:37,203 Come on, you... you guys know 284 00:13:37,205 --> 00:13:39,205 I don't actually control anything, right? 285 00:13:39,207 --> 00:13:41,607 I'm just trying this out, okay? 286 00:13:41,609 --> 00:13:44,570 And it's complicated because, you know, I know all 287 00:13:44,572 --> 00:13:48,494 of your secrets, and you're all terrible fuckups. 288 00:13:48,496 --> 00:13:50,376 And I love you, 289 00:13:50,378 --> 00:13:53,459 so cut me some slack, please. 290 00:13:53,461 --> 00:13:55,061 Please? 291 00:13:55,063 --> 00:13:56,382 Put this up your nose, Will. 292 00:13:57,505 --> 00:13:58,785 Yes, please! 293 00:13:58,787 --> 00:14:00,627 - Relax him. - Aye, aye. 294 00:14:04,753 --> 00:14:06,753 You replaced the stained glass? 295 00:14:06,755 --> 00:14:09,476 Yeah, it was over 300 years old, Simone. 296 00:14:09,478 --> 00:14:11,758 Well, it better be in a museum now. 297 00:14:11,760 --> 00:14:14,441 I mean, I-I love that chapel. 298 00:14:14,443 --> 00:14:16,323 I mean, I'm not a churchgoer, as you know, 299 00:14:16,325 --> 00:14:18,045 but I walked there every day. 300 00:14:18,047 --> 00:14:20,007 Yes, you hid there. 301 00:14:20,009 --> 00:14:21,488 - Mm-mm. - Uh-huh. 302 00:14:21,490 --> 00:14:24,812 No, a woman just occasionally needs some privacy. 303 00:14:24,814 --> 00:14:26,894 - Sure. - Your family everywhere. 304 00:14:32,101 --> 00:14:33,621 Yeah. 305 00:14:33,623 --> 00:14:35,462 Mm. 306 00:14:38,468 --> 00:14:41,268 - You know, it's funny. - What? 307 00:14:44,274 --> 00:14:46,674 I didn't remember your face, exactly. 308 00:14:46,676 --> 00:14:48,596 Ah. 309 00:14:48,598 --> 00:14:50,998 - Hmm. - Your face has changed too. 310 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:52,560 Careful. 311 00:14:54,924 --> 00:14:58,006 You know, they said you were quite beautiful back then. 312 00:14:59,689 --> 00:15:01,569 I did not agree. 313 00:15:01,571 --> 00:15:03,011 You didn't? 314 00:15:03,013 --> 00:15:06,014 What do you mean? 315 00:15:06,016 --> 00:15:07,575 Well... 316 00:15:07,577 --> 00:15:10,458 when I met you, I wanted this face. 317 00:15:10,460 --> 00:15:12,420 Colder. 318 00:15:12,422 --> 00:15:14,703 - Harder. - Hmm. 319 00:15:14,705 --> 00:15:17,145 It is more beautiful. 320 00:15:21,952 --> 00:15:25,634 When you married me... 321 00:15:27,318 --> 00:15:29,878 Feels impossible that we did that. 322 00:15:29,880 --> 00:15:31,840 Yes. 323 00:15:31,842 --> 00:15:34,643 You made it very impossible. 324 00:15:44,215 --> 00:15:47,176 I don't think I knew how to be loved. 325 00:15:50,061 --> 00:15:53,062 And when I left, I just, um... 326 00:15:55,106 --> 00:15:58,708 I didn't let myself feel... 327 00:15:58,710 --> 00:16:01,151 anything. 328 00:16:03,635 --> 00:16:06,876 I just moved through it. 329 00:16:06,878 --> 00:16:09,479 Surviving. 330 00:16:15,527 --> 00:16:18,368 You deserved better. 331 00:16:23,536 --> 00:16:26,336 I'm so sorry. 332 00:16:28,661 --> 00:16:30,861 I lived. 333 00:17:04,618 --> 00:17:06,620 I should go. 334 00:17:18,152 --> 00:17:20,832 18, 25. 335 00:17:25,439 --> 00:17:28,200 You can't tell anyone about this. 336 00:17:28,202 --> 00:17:30,402 Oh, my God! 337 00:17:30,404 --> 00:17:32,647 It's on toast. Your favorite. 338 00:17:33,848 --> 00:17:35,287 Second day as manager 339 00:17:35,289 --> 00:17:37,329 and already breaking into the safe. 340 00:17:37,331 --> 00:17:39,692 It's not really breaking in if you have the combination. 341 00:17:39,694 --> 00:17:43,055 And besides, Howard believes in education. 342 00:17:43,057 --> 00:17:44,537 Right. 343 00:17:44,539 --> 00:17:46,541 Go for it. 344 00:17:49,744 --> 00:17:51,984 Mmm. 345 00:17:51,986 --> 00:17:54,067 Oh, shit. 346 00:17:54,069 --> 00:17:55,268 Give me a bite. 347 00:17:55,270 --> 00:17:57,470 Oh, my God. 348 00:17:57,472 --> 00:17:59,474 Mmm. 349 00:17:59,915 --> 00:18:02,075 Mm-mm. 350 00:18:04,079 --> 00:18:05,558 And you remembered I love toast. 351 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:07,080 I listen. 352 00:18:07,082 --> 00:18:10,564 Seriously this... this is just beyond. 353 00:18:10,566 --> 00:18:14,848 Really, no one else would ever do this for me. 354 00:18:14,850 --> 00:18:16,369 Thank you. 355 00:18:16,371 --> 00:18:18,612 There might be some perks to being a manager. 356 00:18:20,456 --> 00:18:23,257 Now go, get back on the floor. 357 00:18:23,259 --> 00:18:24,698 Okay. 358 00:18:24,700 --> 00:18:26,740 - Can I take... - Yeah, yeah, go ahead. 359 00:18:26,742 --> 00:18:27,981 Okay. 360 00:18:27,983 --> 00:18:29,143 Thanks. 361 00:18:50,807 --> 00:18:52,727 God, I don't want to be here tonight. 362 00:18:52,729 --> 00:18:54,088 Yeah, you look tired. 363 00:18:54,090 --> 00:18:56,291 It was a late night. 364 00:18:56,293 --> 00:18:58,295 I went and saw Etienne. 365 00:18:59,055 --> 00:19:00,815 It was different than I thought it would be. 366 00:19:00,817 --> 00:19:02,819 - Was it? - Yeah. 367 00:19:03,460 --> 00:19:05,700 I really hurt him. 368 00:19:05,702 --> 00:19:08,063 I'm a little ashamed. 369 00:19:08,065 --> 00:19:11,066 When I look back and I just think I was... 370 00:19:11,068 --> 00:19:13,668 so lost back then. 371 00:19:13,670 --> 00:19:14,749 So young. 372 00:19:14,751 --> 00:19:16,712 I mean, I wasn't ready to be a wife. 373 00:19:16,714 --> 00:19:18,754 There was... 374 00:19:18,756 --> 00:19:21,476 there was so much to our life together, you know? 375 00:19:21,478 --> 00:19:23,639 Made the world feel so big. 376 00:19:23,641 --> 00:19:25,961 The train rides and the meals 377 00:19:25,963 --> 00:19:27,202 and the plans we had. 378 00:19:27,204 --> 00:19:31,046 I... I had forgotten most of it. 379 00:19:31,048 --> 00:19:33,849 I, um... 380 00:19:33,851 --> 00:19:36,171 He made you miserable. 381 00:19:36,173 --> 00:19:37,813 You hated his family. 382 00:19:37,815 --> 00:19:39,375 You don't remember the calls waking me up at night 383 00:19:39,377 --> 00:19:40,896 desperate to come home? 384 00:19:40,898 --> 00:19:42,618 That isn't true. 385 00:19:42,620 --> 00:19:43,739 What? 386 00:19:43,741 --> 00:19:45,781 I didn't call you crying. 387 00:19:45,783 --> 00:19:48,424 I wasn't miserable. 388 00:19:52,430 --> 00:19:54,432 - He was my... - Your what? 389 00:19:54,833 --> 00:19:57,233 He was my chance at a real life. 390 00:20:12,811 --> 00:20:14,211 I'm telling you right now... 391 00:20:36,035 --> 00:20:38,556 Hey, Will? Can I talk to you for a sec? 392 00:20:38,558 --> 00:20:40,478 - In private? - Yeah. 393 00:20:40,480 --> 00:20:42,640 Is... is everything okay? 394 00:20:42,642 --> 00:20:45,523 Uh, yeah... yeah, no, it's, um... 395 00:21:07,587 --> 00:21:09,790 Um... 396 00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:13,473 Back to work. 397 00:21:41,622 --> 00:21:43,624 You grew up. 398 00:21:44,345 --> 00:21:46,105 Is Simone around? 399 00:21:46,107 --> 00:21:48,708 She called me. 400 00:21:48,710 --> 00:21:50,712 I bet she did. 401 00:21:51,753 --> 00:21:53,192 Hi. 402 00:21:53,194 --> 00:21:54,514 - Hey. - Hi. 403 00:21:54,516 --> 00:21:55,835 Uh, thanks for coming. 404 00:21:55,837 --> 00:21:57,999 Will you put this order in? Please? 405 00:22:00,041 --> 00:22:02,162 Thank you. 406 00:22:03,685 --> 00:22:05,245 Have a cigarette with me? 407 00:22:05,247 --> 00:22:08,088 I quit. 408 00:22:08,090 --> 00:22:10,772 Then stand in the alley with me for two minutes? 409 00:22:20,943 --> 00:22:23,944 So I've been thinking. 410 00:22:23,946 --> 00:22:25,946 There is a revolution coming. 411 00:22:25,948 --> 00:22:27,347 Too long, there's been a monopoly 412 00:22:27,349 --> 00:22:29,790 that has made wines overpriced and inaccessible, 413 00:22:29,792 --> 00:22:32,675 but grower champagne is gonna change that. 414 00:22:34,156 --> 00:22:35,155 What are you doing? 415 00:22:35,157 --> 00:22:37,838 Let me sell it. 416 00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:41,041 Let me sell our champagne. 417 00:22:41,043 --> 00:22:44,285 I mean, I tended the vines. I know it better than anybody. 418 00:22:44,287 --> 00:22:46,727 And you have your hands full with all the big-picture stuff. 419 00:22:46,729 --> 00:22:49,570 Plus, you hate traveling. 420 00:22:49,572 --> 00:22:53,056 I mean, who could possibly do it more justice than me? 421 00:22:54,657 --> 00:22:55,977 No one. 422 00:22:55,979 --> 00:22:58,059 I'm ready for a change. 423 00:22:58,061 --> 00:23:00,021 I'm so sick of New York. 424 00:23:00,023 --> 00:23:02,063 And I mean, it would... it would mean 425 00:23:02,065 --> 00:23:04,428 more time in France, but... 426 00:23:06,309 --> 00:23:08,392 Maybe that's a good thing? 427 00:23:09,633 --> 00:23:11,032 We could spend some time together, 428 00:23:11,034 --> 00:23:13,074 get to know each other again. 429 00:23:13,076 --> 00:23:16,438 I was up all night thinking about our life together. 430 00:23:16,440 --> 00:23:19,761 I really, really understand what I did wrong. 431 00:23:19,763 --> 00:23:21,523 No, Etienne, I am different. 432 00:23:21,525 --> 00:23:24,608 You... you would be amazing. 433 00:23:26,010 --> 00:23:28,452 No one could sell the wine better than you. 434 00:23:30,614 --> 00:23:32,574 But I can't have you in my life. 435 00:23:33,978 --> 00:23:35,738 Simone... 436 00:23:35,740 --> 00:23:37,299 I-I wasn't being coy 437 00:23:37,301 --> 00:23:40,142 or trying to send a message. 438 00:23:41,586 --> 00:23:44,028 I really did not want to see you. 439 00:23:44,989 --> 00:23:47,189 I don't believe you. 440 00:23:50,195 --> 00:23:52,915 That's because you're not listening to me. 441 00:23:57,482 --> 00:24:00,403 Simone, you... you haven't changed. 442 00:24:02,207 --> 00:24:03,206 Look around. 443 00:24:03,208 --> 00:24:06,089 Same job, same bartender, 444 00:24:06,091 --> 00:24:08,011 even the same lipstick. 445 00:24:08,013 --> 00:24:12,135 Still incapable of actual intimacy. 446 00:24:12,137 --> 00:24:14,137 I really want to, Simone. 447 00:24:16,902 --> 00:24:19,423 Uh, I just can't. 448 00:24:19,425 --> 00:24:21,425 I'm sorry. 449 00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:36,440 Simone! 450 00:24:36,442 --> 00:24:39,403 I had a truffle. 451 00:24:39,405 --> 00:24:42,366 And I can't taste anything else, not even water. 452 00:24:42,368 --> 00:24:44,891 Is it ever gonna go away? 453 00:24:48,374 --> 00:24:50,376 What happened? 454 00:24:51,297 --> 00:24:53,339 Just another night of service. 455 00:24:54,781 --> 00:24:58,585 Like the one last night and the one tomorrow. 456 00:25:03,510 --> 00:25:05,952 Do you wanna take a walk? 457 00:25:12,759 --> 00:25:15,320 I just want to go home. 458 00:25:16,764 --> 00:25:18,766 I'll come with you. 459 00:25:28,415 --> 00:25:31,657 I remember thinking he was so well-bred. 460 00:25:31,659 --> 00:25:33,539 Does that make sense? 461 00:25:33,541 --> 00:25:35,861 I mean, not entitled, just, like... 462 00:25:35,863 --> 00:25:38,904 So at ease in the world. 463 00:25:40,948 --> 00:25:43,349 I could never imagine feeling that way. 464 00:25:43,351 --> 00:25:45,551 Oh, neither could I. 465 00:25:45,553 --> 00:25:48,474 I mean, here was this... 466 00:25:48,476 --> 00:25:52,158 perfectly sane, handsome man... 467 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:55,281 offering me everything I wanted. 468 00:25:55,283 --> 00:25:57,844 You know, Europe and the vineyards, 469 00:25:57,846 --> 00:25:59,606 a family. 470 00:25:59,608 --> 00:26:03,329 I mean, even an estate with a 15th-century chapel. 471 00:26:03,331 --> 00:26:05,612 It was out of a storybook. 472 00:26:05,614 --> 00:26:07,614 What happened? 473 00:26:12,581 --> 00:26:15,222 Took me a while to realize that... 474 00:26:16,985 --> 00:26:19,706 I wasn't happy. 475 00:26:19,708 --> 00:26:21,989 I didn't quite fit. 476 00:26:23,632 --> 00:26:25,913 Etienne was right. 477 00:26:25,915 --> 00:26:27,917 I haven't changed. 478 00:26:31,881 --> 00:26:34,602 For better or worse... 479 00:26:34,604 --> 00:26:37,126 this is what I want. 480 00:26:48,298 --> 00:26:50,460 - Hey. - Hmm? 481 00:26:55,265 --> 00:26:58,746 I kissed Will tonight. 482 00:26:58,748 --> 00:27:02,871 Oh, God, to be a back waiter again. 483 00:27:02,873 --> 00:27:06,034 Was it in the coatroom or the walk-in? 484 00:27:06,036 --> 00:27:07,635 - The coat closet. - Mm-hmm. 485 00:27:09,199 --> 00:27:12,240 - I blame the truffles. - And? 486 00:27:12,242 --> 00:27:15,163 Mm... 487 00:27:15,165 --> 00:27:17,167 and... 488 00:27:19,650 --> 00:27:21,652 I get it. 489 00:27:23,454 --> 00:27:25,496 I should want Will. 490 00:27:27,178 --> 00:27:30,619 I kind of do, but... 491 00:27:30,621 --> 00:27:32,984 I just don't feel it. 492 00:27:35,226 --> 00:27:36,345 Mm-hmm. 493 00:27:36,347 --> 00:27:40,151 I'm drawn toward something... 494 00:27:42,033 --> 00:27:44,035 Irrational. 495 00:27:45,316 --> 00:27:47,999 And I can't just turn it off. 496 00:27:50,281 --> 00:27:53,162 I want Jake. 497 00:28:10,943 --> 00:28:13,503 Then you will have him. 498 00:29:22,458 --> 00:29:27,458 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 498 00:29:28,305 --> 00:29:34,362 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org