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Subtitled by
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Translation: Lzito
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Shit.
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One, two, three,
four, five, six, seven.
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One, two, three,
four, five, six, seven.
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And there?
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And there.
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One, two, three, four, five.
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What's new
in the land of higher musical education?
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What are you currently working on?
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Still on the two-bar riff.
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The jazz theme I'm composing.
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With chord harmony
which leads to the augmented ninth?
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Believe me, man, I know.
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I just don't know how it doesn't go crazy
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listening to the same two measures
repeatedly.
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One note at a time.
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I will write the best opening
jazz music in history.
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Even if it kills me.
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Or kill us both.
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I meant, what have you done
in college?
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Big Band stuff.
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To be honest,
It's not very interesting.
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It's kind of old-fashioned.
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Need more...
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personality.
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For sure.
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They should play
what you wrote, man.
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You should play your songs, bro.
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Brother, you need
play your songs
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to people other than myself.
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I know.
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I'm working on it.
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Don't say everything you want
Are you on the other side of fear?
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It's some shit like that.
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Good luck, man.
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One, two, three,
four, five, six, seven.
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You can do it!
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Hi.
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Keep playing.
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As?
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Your music is incredible.
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She called me from the hallway.
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Why did you stop?
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It wasn't exactly my song.
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But thank you.
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My name is Sorrel.
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Nice to meet you, Jacen.
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Jacen with C.
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Are you in your third year?
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Yes, I requested a transfer from Laurier.
But I study part time.
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I work at the museum next door
to pay for the course.
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AND?
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I pass that building every day.
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I don't like him very much.
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Serious?
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What don't you like?
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Whatnot.
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It looks like a spaceship
fell on top of him.
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Lacks symmetry.
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Not the best thing on Bloor Street.
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I kind of agree with you.
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Whose song was it? Duke?
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No, it was "Lush Life",
by Billy Strayhorn.
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He's not as famous as
Ellington, but it's cool.
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So... Duke is always great.
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Was the arrangement yours?
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Yes, it was.
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I'm involved in this
an eternity ago.
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Legal.
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I love everything related to jazz.
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Me too.
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I have class now, but...
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It was a pleasure to meet you,
Jacen with C.
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The pleasure was mine.
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And there?
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Jace?
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I think I met someone yesterday.
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A girl?
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A real girl?
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She said she liked it
to hear me play.
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Did you play for her?
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No. I didn't play for her.
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I was playing and she came in.
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While playing for her?
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How did it end?
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In fact, she sent me
a DM last night.
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Man, that's awesome.
She's into you.
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- It will be?
- Yes.
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She kind of invited herself to dinner.
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This is incredible.
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And you said yes, right?
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He said.
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I'm going to make duck.
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Were you nervous?
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No.
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No. Just a little, but...
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I can handle it.
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You can handle it.
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- Hi.
- And there.
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Between.
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I brought some fancy wine.
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As promised.
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Thank you very much.
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Shall we open soon?
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Let's do it.
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What a cool house.
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Oh, thank you.
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It's my parents'.
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They give better house keys
than they give affection.
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Damn. Look at that view!
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It should never lose its grace.
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Yeah, it doesn't get boring.
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Take it.
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Health.
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I need to see this.
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This is incredible!
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It's a beautiful view.
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Thanks.
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I have to say: No one ever
asked me to cook first.
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I'm not going to lie, I made it up
this cooking story.
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I just wanted your attention and I found it
it was worth a try.
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In fact, I cook a lot.
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It reminds me a lot of composing music.
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The "feeling", the rhythm...
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interpretation.
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It relaxes me,
although I do more on my own.
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But it seems not today.
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Not today.
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Here it is.
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Duck à la Jacen.
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Incredible.
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- I'll get the wine.
- Thanks.
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One question:
What brought you to the world of music?
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My grandmother introduced me to music
when I was a child.
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It's one of mine
first memories.
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Serious?
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Yes.
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She sat me on her lap and played
"Puff, the Magic Dragon" on piano.
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He sang in my ear
as if telling a secret.
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Since then, the music speaks to me,
if that makes sense.
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I can hear things
and touch back.
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It's difficult to explain.
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That's really cool.
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I don't know how to do that. That's why I'm going
end up in the arts and not in music.
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Jacen, let me ask you
something else.
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Why don't you like playing
for other people?
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Everyone in college
talk about it.
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I don't know.
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It's not really my thing.
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It should be.
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It seems obvious to me.
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You have the gift, don't you think?
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I don't think so.
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Oh, come on. I don't believe
not for a second.
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You were playing for me,
wasn't it?
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I wasn't playing for you.
I was just...
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I'm afraid you're mistaken.
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I think this is what you want to do
and you should accept it.
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You should expose yourself, Mr. Musician.
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Hey, Mr. Musician, are you okay?
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Hey.
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There's nothing wrong with me!
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There's nothing wrong with me!
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I didn't mean that, I...
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Sorry, it's not...
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There's nothing wrong with you...
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Are you sure about this?
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If you had my "gift"
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and all the lovely conditions
that come with it?
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It's the complete package, bro.
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We all have quirks, who cares?
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It's just... it's fucked up sometimes.
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He knows?
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Sometimes I wanted
just be a dumb athlete.
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- No offense.
- No offense.
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Rain Man.
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I've tried therapy.
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It didn't help, man.
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I have to try something else.
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What do you mean?
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I'm going away for a while.
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Where to?
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How long?
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I'm not sure yet.
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Are fears like shadows?
The thing that blocks the light.
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They say that real change
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only happens when it hurts too much
stay the same.
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Hey, Jace, it's Sorrel.
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It's been a few months and everyone is in college
They ask for you,
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if you are ok.
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Wherever you are,
whatever you're doing,
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I hope you are
getting what you need.
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Bye.
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Find your truth.
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Listen to your truth.
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The truth whispers to you.
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It's that calm voice inside.
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You just need to have the courage to listen.
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We are all trapped
in the dances of shadows and light,
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between tears and waterfalls.
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If everything around seems dark,
look again, maybe you are the light.
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You look elegant.
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I thought I should
get ready for you.
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Important night today.
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I think it's about time.
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AND.
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Look...
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Big brother talk.
There's something I want to say first.
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I've watched you grow up my whole life, man.
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I saw all the challenges.
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I know life was a little
easier for me than for you.
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You need to know that it's not your fault.
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We are a generation
created based on medication for ADHD,
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Ritalin and all that shit,
But you need to know that...
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are the challenges
that make you you.
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It's what makes you special.
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And who are you, man...
Whoever you are is fucking amazing.
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I'm very proud of you.
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Because it was you who came this far
and it grew so much.
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And you did it all alone.
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The world is a better place
with you in it.
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I just need you to know that.
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Remember that, okay?
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I'm proud of you.
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Very proud indeed.
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I'm proud of you too, bro.
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I love you, brother.
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Subtitled by
Projection Booth
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Translation: Lzito
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What makes you different
It's your superpower
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We are all trapped
in the dances of shadows and light
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Like a butterfly on a wheel