1 00:00:14,014 --> 00:00:17,350 This movie is based on it a true story. 2 00:00:18,393 --> 00:00:21,062 Marin County California, 2004 3 00:00:40,749 --> 00:00:43,835 So, Mr. Heller, I think it can be said 4 00:00:44,002 --> 00:00:46,880 that it's time to get up affairs in order. 5 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:50,967 I understand. 6 00:00:54,679 --> 00:00:55,722 I don't have... 7 00:00:58,183 --> 00:00:59,726 I understand. 8 00:01:00,101 --> 00:01:01,728 Okay, then. 9 00:01:02,145 --> 00:01:04,981 - Thank you. Are you going to tell me? - Of course. 10 00:01:05,356 --> 00:01:08,693 - You're talking to me. Not with my wife. - Of course. 11 00:01:09,694 --> 00:01:10,737 Good. 12 00:01:12,197 --> 00:01:13,490 Thank you. 13 00:01:32,383 --> 00:01:33,426 Yes... 14 00:01:38,348 --> 00:01:40,141 "Work will set you free." 15 00:01:48,274 --> 00:01:49,484 Yes? 16 00:01:49,943 --> 00:01:52,821 For you... And I have one for you too. 17 00:01:52,987 --> 00:01:54,614 - Don't forget to brush your teeth. - Thank you. 18 00:01:54,781 --> 00:01:55,907 - I'm going to wash myself! - It's Egyptian cotton. 19 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:57,325 - True? - It's nice, isn't it? 20 00:01:57,492 --> 00:01:59,619 - It is. - Yes. Everything, 50 percent off. 21 00:01:59,911 --> 00:02:01,704 You can't find it anywhere else such an offer. 22 00:02:01,871 --> 00:02:03,706 - I have to steal it from you for a moment. - Yes? 23 00:02:03,873 --> 00:02:05,333 - Don't forget to bring it back. - Okay. 24 00:02:05,500 --> 00:02:07,377 Make up your mind. I can get you both. 25 00:02:07,919 --> 00:02:11,131 - Stop for a moment! - I'm fine. 26 00:02:13,216 --> 00:02:14,175 Good. 27 00:02:14,509 --> 00:02:17,804 - What did the doctor say, father? - Nothing. Exactly as I thought. 28 00:02:18,304 --> 00:02:21,015 - And the stomach aches? - A pulled muscle. It's in order. 29 00:02:21,182 --> 00:02:23,351 It will be fine. 30 00:02:23,518 --> 00:02:24,936 Who wants chocolate? who's ready 31 00:02:25,103 --> 00:02:26,980 We're welcome. One for you. 32 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:30,316 One for you, and I have one and for you. 33 00:02:30,483 --> 00:02:33,278 Get your chocolate! Take it! 34 00:02:33,444 --> 00:02:35,738 - Hello, Herbert. - Hello. how are you 35 00:02:35,905 --> 00:02:37,782 Looks like the sale it's going very well. 36 00:02:41,870 --> 00:02:43,538 Do you still know the decision of the municipal council? 37 00:02:43,705 --> 00:02:45,498 Marketers must create extra parking spaces. 38 00:02:45,665 --> 00:02:48,501 It would be great if you would do that, around the corner 39 00:02:49,294 --> 00:02:50,628 I'm sorry... 40 00:02:50,795 --> 00:02:52,881 Please excuse me. I'm sorry. 41 00:03:25,538 --> 00:03:29,459 BOULEVARD OF GIANTS 42 00:03:30,168 --> 00:03:32,003 For now, your record to survival 43 00:03:32,170 --> 00:03:34,464 the hardest day of your life it's one hundred percent. 44 00:03:34,881 --> 00:03:36,466 In case you need... 45 00:03:38,051 --> 00:03:39,177 Do you need it too? 46 00:03:40,929 --> 00:03:44,390 Come on... Let me give you one more. 47 00:03:45,308 --> 00:03:47,894 I was whispered that today is someone's birthday. 48 00:03:58,947 --> 00:04:01,658 It's a very difficult operation. 49 00:04:01,824 --> 00:04:02,951 You survived. 50 00:04:05,328 --> 00:04:06,287 Abbey... 51 00:04:10,458 --> 00:04:12,585 You're going to be here for a while, you know? 52 00:04:18,174 --> 00:04:21,344 Hello, Ruth. This is David, from the Holocaust Foundation. 53 00:04:21,511 --> 00:04:22,804 David... 54 00:04:23,680 --> 00:04:26,933 Listen... he's a gentleman, Herbert Heller... 55 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:29,018 He was at Auschwitz-Birkenau. 56 00:04:30,019 --> 00:04:32,105 I'm sorry, I don't deal with it anymore. 57 00:04:32,272 --> 00:04:36,234 Come on, Ruth. You know how to proceed. Follow the protocol and that's it. 58 00:04:38,778 --> 00:04:40,947 I never got it to follow protocols. 59 00:04:41,322 --> 00:04:44,534 The thing is, I don't know who to call. 60 00:04:46,035 --> 00:04:47,078 you know what 61 00:04:48,788 --> 00:04:50,331 I have an idea. 62 00:05:06,848 --> 00:05:08,016 Do you have another shirt? 63 00:05:11,978 --> 00:05:12,937 Put it on you. 64 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:18,026 Next time wear a different color. 65 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:24,324 Hello! Hello, Mr. Heller. 66 00:05:24,490 --> 00:05:25,491 Hello. 67 00:05:25,658 --> 00:05:27,410 - I'm Ruth. - Hi, Ruth. 68 00:05:27,660 --> 00:05:29,829 Yes... Come in. 69 00:05:29,996 --> 00:05:33,583 - He's Luke, our cameraman. - Hello. 70 00:05:33,750 --> 00:05:36,753 - And she's Abbey, she's practicing here. - Hello. 71 00:05:36,919 --> 00:05:41,716 Mr. Heller, would you like to... 72 00:05:41,883 --> 00:05:46,095 please Herbert. okay? 73 00:05:46,262 --> 00:05:49,640 Good. Herbert. you would like should the family be present? 74 00:05:49,807 --> 00:05:50,892 Not. 75 00:05:51,059 --> 00:05:54,228 They don't know anything about it, so no. 76 00:05:54,687 --> 00:05:56,564 Don't they know you went to Auschwitz? 77 00:06:00,193 --> 00:06:02,278 Have you ever wanted to tell them? 78 00:06:03,905 --> 00:06:09,160 Good. So we'll meet here every day. 79 00:06:10,244 --> 00:06:11,662 Are you going to ask me questions? 80 00:06:13,289 --> 00:06:14,665 What kind of questions? 81 00:06:15,625 --> 00:06:18,002 I could start by saying... 82 00:06:18,878 --> 00:06:20,463 "Tell me about your father." 83 00:06:21,881 --> 00:06:23,966 Maybe you can tell me about your father 84 00:06:24,133 --> 00:06:25,968 What a beautiful cornflower shrub. 85 00:06:27,637 --> 00:06:30,348 It flourished. It's beautiful. 86 00:06:30,515 --> 00:06:32,225 Look... 87 00:06:34,185 --> 00:06:35,645 - So... Herbert? - Yes. 88 00:06:36,771 --> 00:06:39,774 - Was your father an engineer? - Yes. 89 00:06:41,526 --> 00:06:44,195 - And do you have photos? - You asked me to bring photos. 90 00:06:44,362 --> 00:06:45,613 - I brought - Thank you. 91 00:06:45,780 --> 00:06:47,824 They are family photos. 92 00:06:48,866 --> 00:06:51,327 And I would like them back. 93 00:06:51,494 --> 00:06:52,703 Of course. 94 00:06:53,246 --> 00:06:55,039 - This is where I'm going to stay? - This is where you will stay. 95 00:06:55,206 --> 00:06:58,042 - I prepared the place. - Okay. 96 00:06:59,293 --> 00:07:01,796 - Are we doing the interview now? - Now we do the interview. 97 00:07:01,963 --> 00:07:04,549 You are Heller from Heller's? 98 00:07:04,715 --> 00:07:05,925 - Yes. - Like the name of the store. 99 00:07:06,092 --> 00:07:08,845 Exact. Do you know the store? 100 00:07:09,137 --> 00:07:10,471 Yes. 101 00:07:12,223 --> 00:07:14,308 - I have a picture. - It's a "Heller's baby". 102 00:07:14,475 --> 00:07:15,435 Yes. 103 00:07:20,648 --> 00:07:22,817 One of the models which sells best. 104 00:07:24,110 --> 00:07:25,987 Yes... A good stroller. 105 00:07:28,698 --> 00:07:31,826 No need to start right now, immediately. 106 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:33,494 How about we eat something first? 107 00:07:34,370 --> 00:07:36,831 - What can I get you? - No! I'm not hungry. Thank you. 108 00:07:36,998 --> 00:07:39,417 Not? I'll get you something anyway. 109 00:07:39,584 --> 00:07:40,585 And you, yes? 110 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:42,503 come 111 00:07:48,050 --> 00:07:49,260 Abbey, take care of the equipment. 112 00:08:02,773 --> 00:08:05,443 I'm sorry... I just adjust the camera. 113 00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:12,742 It's like I know your face. Maybe from the store? From Heller's? 114 00:08:13,534 --> 00:08:14,785 Maybe, since some time ago. 115 00:08:18,873 --> 00:08:19,832 What happened to you here? 116 00:08:21,584 --> 00:08:22,627 I don't know... 117 00:08:23,085 --> 00:08:25,171 A medical problem. 118 00:08:25,963 --> 00:08:28,299 Saturation is 100 percent. 119 00:08:28,466 --> 00:08:29,634 You're okay, Abbey. 120 00:08:30,426 --> 00:08:31,469 I'm too curious. 121 00:08:32,136 --> 00:08:34,013 - It's nothing. - I'm sorry. 122 00:08:35,389 --> 00:08:36,641 forgive me 123 00:08:38,809 --> 00:08:40,353 I have something like that too. 124 00:08:41,812 --> 00:08:44,565 I tell my daughters that I roasted myself in the boiler. 125 00:08:45,191 --> 00:08:46,150 But wasn't it? 126 00:08:47,026 --> 00:08:47,985 Not. 127 00:08:48,903 --> 00:08:51,280 So how did it happen? 128 00:08:53,032 --> 00:08:54,575 It's a long story. 129 00:08:56,410 --> 00:08:57,495 We have time. 130 00:08:59,664 --> 00:09:04,043 Yes, time... That's why I do what I do now. 131 00:09:05,753 --> 00:09:06,712 I mean? 132 00:09:10,591 --> 00:09:12,385 I don't know if I have time. 133 00:09:13,761 --> 00:09:14,720 Anyway... 134 00:09:15,972 --> 00:09:16,931 I'm not too sure. 135 00:09:25,481 --> 00:09:29,819 You eat. I want to see what happens. 136 00:09:31,821 --> 00:09:35,783 If you tell me where you got the scar from, I'll tell you where I got it. 137 00:09:37,368 --> 00:09:39,161 Are we making a deal? 138 00:09:41,998 --> 00:09:43,708 Do you know the name Heydrich? 139 00:09:46,377 --> 00:09:47,336 Not. 140 00:09:47,837 --> 00:09:50,881 But you've heard of Hitler, I think, right? 141 00:09:51,048 --> 00:09:53,718 - Yes. - So... 142 00:09:54,010 --> 00:09:55,261 Heydrich. 143 00:09:56,971 --> 00:09:58,556 Reinhard Heydrich. 144 00:09:59,765 --> 00:10:01,767 He was third in the hierarchy, after Hitler. 145 00:10:02,476 --> 00:10:04,645 Heydrich was the one who hatched the plan. 146 00:10:05,563 --> 00:10:06,522 Which plan? 147 00:10:07,440 --> 00:10:09,191 The plan to kill all the Jews. 148 00:10:10,776 --> 00:10:12,862 Heydrich came in my hometown. 149 00:10:14,322 --> 00:10:15,323 In Prague. 150 00:10:15,489 --> 00:10:19,160 Prague Czechoslovakia, 1941 151 00:10:22,371 --> 00:10:26,459 Before Heydrich, my father gave us a magical childhood. 152 00:10:27,501 --> 00:10:29,920 He was a respected engineer. 153 00:10:58,366 --> 00:11:00,242 - What a beautiful dress. - Thank you. 154 00:11:05,706 --> 00:11:08,959 That's why he acts like it the outside world wouldn't exist 155 00:11:09,585 --> 00:11:11,128 as if nothing bad it can't happen. 156 00:11:11,379 --> 00:11:15,174 I drink another glass of champagne and listen to Mahler. 157 00:11:16,967 --> 00:11:18,552 Don't you like Mahler? 158 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:20,805 That's not what it's about. 159 00:11:21,639 --> 00:11:24,392 But the fact that they are just pretending that we are safe. 160 00:11:24,558 --> 00:11:28,688 Newspapers are already being printed in German instead of Czech. 161 00:11:28,854 --> 00:11:30,773 My brother's family he went to Canada last month. 162 00:11:31,232 --> 00:11:33,401 So what do you suggest my friend? 163 00:11:33,567 --> 00:11:36,654 I say, Karel, it might let it be time for us to leave too. 164 00:11:37,613 --> 00:11:39,949 And dad? 165 00:11:41,033 --> 00:11:42,451 Dad really believes that. 166 00:11:43,369 --> 00:11:47,081 Right now, he says it's fine and that it will be fine. 167 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:48,374 Even Schoenberg left. 168 00:11:48,874 --> 00:11:53,295 You really think they'll let them go all 60,000 Jews in Prague? 169 00:11:53,421 --> 00:11:54,922 Don't be ridiculous. 170 00:11:55,089 --> 00:11:57,216 They can't afford to lose them the biggest businessmen 171 00:11:57,383 --> 00:11:59,301 or the best engineers. 172 00:12:00,302 --> 00:12:02,430 That everything will be back to normal soon. 173 00:12:04,765 --> 00:12:05,725 But that's not true. 174 00:12:05,891 --> 00:12:09,186 Karel, they're already occupied Sudeten region. 175 00:12:09,353 --> 00:12:10,980 They will take whatever they want. 176 00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:13,315 They will do whatever they want. 177 00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:16,569 If they want like all Jews to leave the country 178 00:12:17,111 --> 00:12:19,822 they will have to do that without my cooperation. 179 00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:21,699 - Thank you for inviting us. - Of course. 180 00:12:23,325 --> 00:12:26,704 My half brother is so serious. It's a party! 181 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:31,208 Is it yours, dad? 182 00:12:31,709 --> 00:12:34,462 I helped design the entrance and the hydraulic system below. 183 00:12:36,005 --> 00:12:37,798 Looking down, guys. 184 00:12:47,683 --> 00:12:50,686 Karel, you shouldn't assume such risks. 185 00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:18,756 This machine uses x-rays to see through the skin 186 00:13:18,923 --> 00:13:21,050 right down to the bones your leg 187 00:13:21,425 --> 00:13:24,512 All 26. They show you how big they will grow. 188 00:13:24,929 --> 00:13:27,306 Sir, I suggest you to take a larger measure. 189 00:13:27,473 --> 00:13:29,141 Give the boy room to grow. 190 00:13:33,896 --> 00:13:36,607 Please do not touch the buttons. 191 00:13:38,317 --> 00:13:40,277 He doesn't know I'm an engineer. 192 00:13:42,404 --> 00:13:43,739 It's like magic. 193 00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:47,034 Exact. Do you think... 194 00:13:48,244 --> 00:13:50,871 Do you think the shoes will be magical too? 195 00:13:51,205 --> 00:13:53,457 Maybe they will even score some goals for you. 196 00:13:56,043 --> 00:13:58,254 Of course I wanted to believe him. 197 00:13:58,879 --> 00:14:02,424 I wanted to wear those magic shoes "at work" at any cost. 198 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:04,009 Come on Johnny! Come on! 199 00:14:09,056 --> 00:14:12,434 Come on! You can sign up! 200 00:14:14,645 --> 00:14:16,105 Once again, Herbert. 201 00:14:22,194 --> 00:14:23,571 what are you doing 202 00:14:24,780 --> 00:14:26,156 You will see. 203 00:14:26,991 --> 00:14:28,325 I think it hurts. 204 00:14:29,243 --> 00:14:30,494 That's right. 205 00:14:42,965 --> 00:14:44,091 Rudy, did you see? 206 00:14:45,217 --> 00:14:47,177 - Yes! - Yes! 207 00:14:53,058 --> 00:14:54,018 Chocolate? 208 00:14:55,185 --> 00:14:57,187 - No, thank you. - Too bad. 209 00:14:58,564 --> 00:15:00,983 It's 80 percent Belgian cocoa. 210 00:15:01,817 --> 00:15:03,986 Good. Thank you. 211 00:15:07,031 --> 00:15:08,574 My weakness. 212 00:15:14,288 --> 00:15:15,748 It's weird. 213 00:15:16,665 --> 00:15:19,585 - Why? - I'm the only one talking. 214 00:15:20,502 --> 00:15:21,545 Tell me how school is. 215 00:15:24,548 --> 00:15:26,050 It's normal, I think. 216 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,218 More pleasant than normal. 217 00:15:29,511 --> 00:15:32,222 But I feel a little alone. 218 00:15:33,641 --> 00:15:36,101 So I take pictures. 219 00:15:36,268 --> 00:15:38,270 Pictures? Why? 220 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,230 People don't show as I really am. 221 00:15:40,689 --> 00:15:42,900 Fake smile, pose... 222 00:15:43,817 --> 00:15:46,528 I keep my true self hidden in the bag 223 00:15:46,695 --> 00:15:49,865 or in a pocket or a secret drawer. 224 00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:56,997 - God! - Exactly. what about her 225 00:16:00,876 --> 00:16:02,336 What a strange thing! 226 00:16:16,433 --> 00:16:17,518 And your family? 227 00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:21,480 You're not going to get into Juilliard if you slow down 228 00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:25,985 Watch the rhythm! 229 00:16:30,781 --> 00:16:31,991 No flourishes. 230 00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,035 Relaxed wrists, Abbey! 231 00:16:37,913 --> 00:16:39,415 I have to go. I'm late. 232 00:16:42,042 --> 00:16:44,628 I would like you to leave me to fix your hair 233 00:16:46,755 --> 00:16:50,092 Don't forget that this weekend stay with your father 234 00:16:52,803 --> 00:16:55,014 For God's sake! what about you 235 00:17:00,769 --> 00:17:04,565 broken suburban family, typical shit. 236 00:17:05,065 --> 00:17:06,650 The typical thing. Sorry. 237 00:17:09,278 --> 00:17:12,197 Here it should actually let's hear your story. 238 00:17:13,198 --> 00:17:16,201 are you sure I would prefer to listen to yours. 239 00:17:17,202 --> 00:17:18,162 I'm sure. 240 00:17:19,705 --> 00:17:23,667 Times have gotten worse. And the worse they got, 241 00:17:23,834 --> 00:17:27,129 the more father tried to make our every day brighter. 242 00:17:27,546 --> 00:17:29,048 Even Heinie smiled once. 243 00:17:29,548 --> 00:17:31,717 Yes, when the acrobat fell. It was kind of funny. 244 00:17:31,884 --> 00:17:33,260 Herbert, catch it! 245 00:17:36,263 --> 00:17:38,015 We can also come at the weekend next dad? 246 00:17:39,308 --> 00:17:41,018 - Jesus! - I'm sorry, guys. 247 00:17:41,643 --> 00:17:43,854 Until then, the circus will be in Vienna. 248 00:17:44,021 --> 00:17:46,482 They travel all over the world in these little wagons. 249 00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:48,942 I don't want it to end. 250 00:17:53,697 --> 00:17:56,033 Just because the circus ends 251 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,327 doesn't mean you have to let the fun end. 252 00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:00,037 Want to see a trick? 253 00:18:00,204 --> 00:18:01,205 Yes. 254 00:18:01,371 --> 00:18:02,456 give me your ticket 255 00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:07,002 Heinie, your seltzer, please. 256 00:18:07,294 --> 00:18:09,296 - He's out of breath. - It's good. 257 00:18:10,172 --> 00:18:11,507 I will take this needle 258 00:18:11,673 --> 00:18:15,511 and I will direct him to the castle from the other side of the park. 259 00:18:15,677 --> 00:18:16,678 Are you ready? 260 00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:20,849 - How did you do that? - It's magic. 261 00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:23,644 - It's not magic. It is... - Heinie, it's magic. 262 00:18:24,144 --> 00:18:27,022 Even your beloved Einstein said that the road to intelligence 263 00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:29,691 it is not knowledge, but imagination. 264 00:18:30,234 --> 00:18:32,820 - Yes, father. - Who gets to the ice cream first! 265 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:35,322 I get beat up. 266 00:18:40,285 --> 00:18:41,328 are you kind 267 00:18:42,746 --> 00:18:44,248 Good. 268 00:18:46,250 --> 00:18:48,335 Heinie, do you want to practice? shots from 11 meters? 269 00:18:48,794 --> 00:18:50,587 Not. I'm learning. 270 00:18:51,797 --> 00:18:53,298 And you should learn too. 271 00:18:56,009 --> 00:19:00,013 Guys! Come down! It's too beautiful to stay indoors. 272 00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:01,557 Let's take a walk. 273 00:19:03,100 --> 00:19:07,187 - Some of us have to learn! - I have an answer for that. 274 00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:09,356 Let's go! 275 00:19:15,070 --> 00:19:19,408 What is the square root of... 529? 276 00:19:20,075 --> 00:19:23,996 - This is my magic wand. - Who are you? Houdini? 277 00:19:24,538 --> 00:19:25,497 It's a slide rule. 278 00:19:26,081 --> 00:19:31,003 The square root of 529 is 23. 279 00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:37,551 - Dad, why are they here? - Do you remember Aunt Edna? 280 00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:41,597 How he came to us last summer for a week and stayed for a month? 281 00:19:41,763 --> 00:19:43,891 Yes. It smelled like onions. 282 00:19:44,725 --> 00:19:46,185 And it smells bad. 283 00:19:46,351 --> 00:19:48,187 They are just like her. 284 00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:51,106 They are guests who stayed more than they were welcome. 285 00:19:51,523 --> 00:19:54,776 And like Aunt Edna, he will be leaving soon. 286 00:19:54,943 --> 00:19:56,904 And they don't smell too great either. 287 00:20:00,032 --> 00:20:02,159 - What is the square root of... - Hold on, Herbert! 288 00:20:02,326 --> 00:20:04,369 You miss the view! give me this Hold the steering wheel. 289 00:20:04,536 --> 00:20:05,996 - But, father... - Hold the steering wheel. 290 00:20:06,163 --> 00:20:08,207 - Great, we can die together. - We're not going to die. 291 00:20:08,373 --> 00:20:10,042 If the road turns right, turn right 292 00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,627 If he turns left, turn left. 293 00:20:12,419 --> 00:20:15,464 I hit the brakes. And old Johann... 294 00:20:15,631 --> 00:20:17,382 it gets a bit boring. 295 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:21,178 - That's much better. - Herbert, don't move the steering wheel. 296 00:20:21,345 --> 00:20:24,556 - I'm trying. - So what is the square root of... 297 00:20:24,723 --> 00:20:27,142 It's not a much nicer way to do your homework? 298 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:28,310 Yes, father. 299 00:20:30,395 --> 00:20:32,356 - Calm down! - Live a little too. 300 00:20:32,522 --> 00:20:34,983 - Hold on, Herbert. - I'm trying! 301 00:20:35,150 --> 00:20:36,318 Let him drive. 302 00:20:36,818 --> 00:20:39,196 So the square root of... 303 00:20:39,363 --> 00:20:42,783 - You drive, dad. Don't leave him. - Leave him! He strives. 304 00:20:44,576 --> 00:20:47,162 I predict a maximum mark in this exam. 305 00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:07,349 That I know. 306 00:21:08,892 --> 00:21:09,851 Bad grades? 307 00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:14,356 Rather "You have to get good grades 308 00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:18,026 "to get into a good college, to justify your existence." 309 00:21:19,194 --> 00:21:23,448 I couldn't do enough good things to cancel the bad ones. 310 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:26,618 What bad things have you done? 311 00:21:38,463 --> 00:21:40,007 I wouldn't even know where to start. 312 00:21:41,425 --> 00:21:43,051 It starts with the beginning. 313 00:21:56,064 --> 00:21:58,025 It's very quiet here! 314 00:21:59,818 --> 00:22:03,405 Dad was trying to make us every day brighter. 315 00:22:03,572 --> 00:22:06,700 - He opens his soul in front of you. - He used to take us to the circus. 316 00:22:06,867 --> 00:22:09,494 I will find more excuses to leave the room. 317 00:22:09,661 --> 00:22:12,497 Keep recording. 318 00:22:12,664 --> 00:22:13,623 Why? 319 00:22:14,207 --> 00:22:16,335 I'm just not... qualified for something like that. 320 00:22:18,837 --> 00:22:20,630 What if I say something that scares him? 321 00:22:20,797 --> 00:22:25,052 Abbey, this man had a part of more terrifying trials 322 00:22:25,218 --> 00:22:28,180 than an angry teenage girl. Trust me. 323 00:22:28,930 --> 00:22:29,931 what do you know 324 00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:34,519 My parents were also in the camps. 325 00:22:34,686 --> 00:22:38,315 I was an angry teenager, but that didn't affect them. 326 00:22:41,526 --> 00:22:44,946 But... if it's too much... 327 00:22:46,156 --> 00:22:47,407 tell me I will understand. 328 00:22:48,116 --> 00:22:49,951 Not. It was good. 329 00:22:52,662 --> 00:22:53,622 Only... 330 00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:59,586 I don't know... He's an old European. 331 00:22:59,836 --> 00:23:03,673 - What do I have in common with him? - Looks like you have something. 332 00:23:04,341 --> 00:23:06,093 Continue recording. 333 00:23:35,705 --> 00:23:36,957 Chamber of Representatives. 334 00:23:38,708 --> 00:23:39,918 Yesterday, 335 00:23:41,086 --> 00:23:45,173 December 7, 1941... 336 00:23:45,966 --> 00:23:46,925 Heinie, change station. 337 00:23:47,300 --> 00:23:51,012 ...a date that will always wear the seal of shame... 338 00:23:53,473 --> 00:23:56,101 Why do I have to wear this, mom? I look like a fool. 339 00:23:58,186 --> 00:23:59,229 Don't worry, Herbert. 340 00:23:59,980 --> 00:24:02,232 All our friends they will soon wear it too. 341 00:24:02,399 --> 00:24:04,234 We'll look like fools together. 342 00:24:06,027 --> 00:24:08,572 Herbert! Don't complain. 343 00:24:08,738 --> 00:24:11,992 I have to sew one on each of our clothes. 344 00:24:12,868 --> 00:24:15,912 However, I carefully pick, 345 00:24:16,079 --> 00:24:19,458 with silk thread and stitching triple at the top of the star. 346 00:24:19,833 --> 00:24:20,876 Why? 347 00:24:21,418 --> 00:24:26,715 Because if we have to wear them, ours will be made with pride. 348 00:24:27,841 --> 00:24:30,635 And when you look at that seam 349 00:24:32,179 --> 00:24:35,098 you'll know it's from your mother. Who loves you. 350 00:24:37,058 --> 00:24:40,437 Guys... it's temporary. 351 00:24:56,369 --> 00:25:00,707 Finally, we had no more not even allowed to go to school. 352 00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:23,647 What are you doing here? 353 00:25:24,397 --> 00:25:26,608 - I came to play. - We don't want to play with you. 354 00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:29,152 - Why? - We don't play with Jews. 355 00:25:29,861 --> 00:25:30,987 Exact. 356 00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:33,823 Come on, you wretched Jew. Aren't you going to fight back? 357 00:25:34,908 --> 00:25:36,785 Catch him! Don't let him escape! 358 00:25:36,952 --> 00:25:38,995 - You can't run forever. - We know where you live, Herbert! 359 00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:07,023 - Catch him! - On him! 360 00:26:07,732 --> 00:26:09,150 You can't run forever! 361 00:26:21,413 --> 00:26:22,372 Get out! 362 00:26:22,998 --> 00:26:26,876 Or I stick this claw in that thing little one between your legs. 363 00:26:37,596 --> 00:26:39,639 The whole world is losing its mind. 364 00:26:42,559 --> 00:26:43,893 Listen, Herbert. 365 00:26:45,270 --> 00:26:46,813 If you ever get into trouble, 366 00:26:47,897 --> 00:26:49,482 you can always come here. 367 00:26:51,067 --> 00:26:52,694 do you understand me 368 00:26:53,945 --> 00:26:55,739 Yes, Mrs. Krall. 369 00:27:00,118 --> 00:27:01,536 I would have liked to have one too someone like her. 370 00:27:02,245 --> 00:27:04,331 - What exactly? - A Mrs. Krall. 371 00:27:05,498 --> 00:27:08,877 - A protector? - Yeah, I don't know... Something like that. 372 00:27:12,505 --> 00:27:13,840 Have you been brutalized? 373 00:27:15,342 --> 00:27:16,593 Not like... 374 00:27:18,803 --> 00:27:20,096 Wait... Abbey? 375 00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:23,683 God... It worries me. 376 00:27:24,768 --> 00:27:26,686 It's more than Jane's bullshit. 377 00:27:28,146 --> 00:27:30,815 I feel that in Abbey they are expressed all my negative traits. 378 00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:36,613 In normal measure, I guess. 379 00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:39,157 But you wish you had a protector. 380 00:27:39,908 --> 00:27:41,076 Who wouldn't want to? 381 00:27:46,623 --> 00:27:47,582 But I don't know... 382 00:27:47,749 --> 00:27:51,628 Maybe something like a friend who is stronger than you. 383 00:27:52,671 --> 00:27:55,256 do you know Once, I believed that I have something like that. 384 00:28:03,181 --> 00:28:04,641 where is your girlfriend now 385 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:09,396 Nowhere. 386 00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:11,815 It's nothing. I... 387 00:28:12,399 --> 00:28:16,194 We need to hear your story. Do you want to... 388 00:28:19,364 --> 00:28:20,699 my story So... 389 00:28:22,075 --> 00:28:27,122 After that, it became too dangerous even to leave the house. 390 00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:34,129 Look what I found. She's your favorite and it's almost half. 391 00:28:34,337 --> 00:28:37,507 - Thank you, father. - Yes? Let's go home now. 392 00:28:37,674 --> 00:28:39,092 There's still an hour until the fire goes out. 393 00:28:40,301 --> 00:28:41,261 Dad, look! 394 00:28:57,152 --> 00:28:58,778 Come on guys. We have to go home. 395 00:28:58,945 --> 00:29:00,697 - But he is our friend! - Let's go! 396 00:29:22,135 --> 00:29:23,136 Let's go. 397 00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:25,013 Mayer predicted this! 398 00:29:25,180 --> 00:29:27,182 More and more arrests, with every day. And now it's too late! 399 00:29:27,348 --> 00:29:28,641 Stop it, Heinz. 400 00:29:29,100 --> 00:29:30,852 is it true Is it too late? 401 00:29:31,019 --> 00:29:34,355 Until I get fake documents, the war will be over long ago. 402 00:29:34,522 --> 00:29:36,566 We had to leave when Uncle David went to England. 403 00:29:36,733 --> 00:29:37,859 Do you know what happened in Poland? 404 00:29:38,026 --> 00:29:39,152 Shut up, Heinz. 405 00:29:39,319 --> 00:29:41,654 - They are already digging our graves! - Enough! 406 00:29:43,156 --> 00:29:44,240 please 407 00:29:50,663 --> 00:29:54,918 It was the last time anyone he dared to raise his voice. 408 00:29:59,047 --> 00:30:00,965 The next morning, everything has changed. 409 00:30:01,674 --> 00:30:02,801 In what sense? 410 00:30:03,635 --> 00:30:05,428 It was a day like today. 411 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:08,014 With a clear sky. 412 00:30:17,232 --> 00:30:21,820 Below are Gestapo officers. Bring families together. Levi, Weintraub... 413 00:30:22,695 --> 00:30:24,697 - In our building? - Yes. 414 00:30:24,864 --> 00:30:28,284 Take the boys and go out the back. You go straight to your sister. 415 00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:30,703 I stay here and distract them. 416 00:30:31,746 --> 00:30:34,707 - Herbert, get dressed. Now! - What happened? 417 00:30:34,874 --> 00:30:37,460 No... Everything is fine. I listen to your mother. 418 00:30:37,627 --> 00:30:38,586 what's going on 419 00:30:38,753 --> 00:30:40,129 And you, Heinie. 420 00:30:43,174 --> 00:30:46,302 Heller family, open up the door immediately! 421 00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:52,559 Don't obey a Gestapo order it's a crime against the state. 422 00:31:00,149 --> 00:31:04,946 The Heller family! Karel, Melanie, Heinz and Herbert. 423 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:10,618 You have exactly five minutes to pack a suitcase each. 424 00:31:10,785 --> 00:31:14,330 All our documents I'm in order. can i ask... 425 00:31:20,753 --> 00:31:23,131 No! 426 00:31:23,298 --> 00:31:24,424 Not! 427 00:31:24,924 --> 00:31:25,967 Five minutes! 428 00:31:28,052 --> 00:31:29,012 Herbert, no. 429 00:31:29,429 --> 00:31:32,098 Take only what you need. Thick clothes. 430 00:31:33,266 --> 00:31:34,726 You can pick them up later. 431 00:31:48,197 --> 00:31:49,365 Herbert! 432 00:31:50,742 --> 00:31:53,786 - Herbert? - Yes. Excuse me. 433 00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:57,957 You were saying... 434 00:31:59,334 --> 00:32:03,963 Rather than being picked up by the Gestapo, some families made a different choice. 435 00:32:21,397 --> 00:32:22,857 Guard! 436 00:32:25,026 --> 00:32:27,070 Heinz! Hold this. 437 00:32:30,907 --> 00:32:32,033 Hold on tight. 438 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:49,884 - Excuse me. - I'm sorry. are you feeling well 439 00:32:52,095 --> 00:32:55,306 You're the first person I've told this to. It's too much, isn't it? 440 00:32:59,018 --> 00:33:01,062 I'm fine. Just... 441 00:33:03,189 --> 00:33:04,649 It's too much. 442 00:33:07,318 --> 00:33:08,987 I brought your things that you asked for. 443 00:33:10,154 --> 00:33:11,114 Your father wanted to say hello. 444 00:33:11,489 --> 00:33:14,867 Are you divorced. You don't have to all... 445 00:33:21,833 --> 00:33:25,420 I can't stand these meetings anymore recovery fools. 446 00:33:27,630 --> 00:33:28,923 It's not something optional. 447 00:33:30,216 --> 00:33:33,261 They said they let you out in memory of Sabrina. 448 00:33:35,805 --> 00:33:39,308 May this water remind us of Sabrina's baptism, 449 00:33:40,268 --> 00:33:43,312 as Christ passed through the deep waters of death... 450 00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:45,189 Abbey! 451 00:33:46,399 --> 00:33:49,193 ...with the promise of resurrection. Amen. 452 00:33:52,113 --> 00:33:53,072 Amen. 453 00:33:53,239 --> 00:33:56,117 Like a father to his children... 454 00:33:56,284 --> 00:33:59,454 I understand. A picture to sum it up a whole person. 455 00:34:00,079 --> 00:34:01,622 Not whole. 456 00:34:10,048 --> 00:34:11,507 Wait! Stop it. 457 00:34:12,258 --> 00:34:13,634 If you think about it, it's a gift. 458 00:34:14,761 --> 00:34:16,012 How so? 459 00:34:17,180 --> 00:34:20,433 We can see what the whole the world is too scared to admit it. 460 00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:23,519 What do you mean? 461 00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,313 At the amount of pointless suffering 462 00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:27,440 that fills the world daily. 463 00:34:28,399 --> 00:34:31,694 It would be more honest to make a true statement. 464 00:34:33,821 --> 00:34:35,323 What kind of statement are you referring to? 465 00:34:43,790 --> 00:34:46,959 He remembered that we are dust. 466 00:34:47,126 --> 00:34:50,630 man like grass his days like the flower of the field. 467 00:34:51,297 --> 00:34:53,633 That's how it will flourish. 468 00:34:54,550 --> 00:34:58,429 That wind passed over him and it won't be anymore. 469 00:35:00,431 --> 00:35:02,016 Good. I can't wait to meet you in person 470 00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:05,061 Thank you from the bottom of my heart. goodbye 471 00:35:06,896 --> 00:35:08,356 It was good news. 472 00:35:10,066 --> 00:35:13,069 I was offered a consulting job for three months, in London. 473 00:35:15,404 --> 00:35:17,073 I always wanted to to go to London 474 00:35:18,074 --> 00:35:19,617 I won't have much time there 475 00:35:19,784 --> 00:35:22,203 and you must be supervised around the clock by a parent, 476 00:35:22,411 --> 00:35:23,955 so you will stay with your father. 477 00:35:31,504 --> 00:35:32,839 where did dad go 478 00:35:34,799 --> 00:35:36,134 I don't know. 479 00:35:37,260 --> 00:35:41,389 THE CONCENTRATION CAMP TEREZIN - CZECHOSLOVAKIA, 1942 480 00:35:56,529 --> 00:35:57,697 Quick! 481 00:36:01,367 --> 00:36:02,743 Faster! 482 00:36:07,623 --> 00:36:08,708 Go down the corridor! 483 00:36:16,007 --> 00:36:17,091 It's in order. 484 00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:30,229 would you sir 485 00:36:30,897 --> 00:36:32,523 No, Heller. I prefer cabbage. 486 00:36:33,858 --> 00:36:37,361 I like cabbage too. Especially the red one, cooked sweetly. 487 00:36:37,528 --> 00:36:39,197 Sometimes we eat it on holidays. 488 00:36:42,283 --> 00:36:46,162 Heller, for a Jewish boy, you work hard, don't you? 489 00:36:46,329 --> 00:36:48,414 Yes. For a Jewish boy. 490 00:36:57,882 --> 00:36:59,675 If I was very cautious, 491 00:36:59,842 --> 00:37:02,678 I could even steal some vegetables from the garden. 492 00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:04,805 Potatoes. Turnips. 493 00:37:07,350 --> 00:37:08,309 hi mom 494 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:14,023 I think everyone he worries too much. 495 00:37:14,190 --> 00:37:15,399 It's impossible. 496 00:37:16,317 --> 00:37:19,654 Now the United States has gotten involved, Russia got involved, 497 00:37:19,820 --> 00:37:21,572 the whole world is watching us. 498 00:37:21,739 --> 00:37:23,741 The Red Cross came here yesterday. 499 00:37:23,908 --> 00:37:25,618 It means we are safe, right? 500 00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:28,287 Not. Everything works... 501 00:37:45,179 --> 00:37:46,222 happy birthday 502 00:37:47,890 --> 00:37:49,141 Happy birthday, dad. 503 00:37:54,063 --> 00:37:56,565 "Happy birthday from... Terezin." 504 00:37:59,777 --> 00:38:01,112 Thank you, Heinz. 505 00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:03,197 Thanks guys. 506 00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:16,836 So they treated you pretty well? 507 00:38:18,462 --> 00:38:21,716 For a prisoner. I didn't know why. 508 00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:28,014 But apparently Terezin was a camp "from the facade", from the eyes of the Red Cross. 509 00:38:52,705 --> 00:38:55,458 Sometimes, they left the best our musicians 510 00:38:55,624 --> 00:38:57,376 to sing for us. 511 00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:01,756 what music is this 512 00:39:02,631 --> 00:39:03,758 Schubert? 513 00:39:04,425 --> 00:39:05,468 Not. 514 00:39:06,510 --> 00:39:08,054 It is composed by Viktor Ullmann. 515 00:39:09,889 --> 00:39:11,223 The one with the bow tie. 516 00:39:15,061 --> 00:39:16,312 It's beautiful. 517 00:39:16,562 --> 00:39:17,605 Yes. 518 00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:29,325 Welcome, sir. We saved the best for you. 519 00:39:29,909 --> 00:39:31,535 It's perfect for sauerkraut. 520 00:39:33,871 --> 00:39:36,332 Yes, Heller, it has a good color. 521 00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:46,467 Sir, can I get some water the orchestra? 522 00:39:47,176 --> 00:39:50,346 They say music helps us, prisoners, let's work harder. 523 00:39:51,472 --> 00:39:53,724 All right, Heller, but don't linger. 524 00:39:54,350 --> 00:39:55,768 Thank you. 525 00:40:20,876 --> 00:40:23,170 I like your music, Mr. Ullmann. 526 00:40:25,047 --> 00:40:26,215 Thank you. 527 00:40:27,049 --> 00:40:28,217 Herbert Heller. 528 00:40:29,552 --> 00:40:31,679 Thank you. Sir. 529 00:40:36,058 --> 00:40:40,271 For most of you, the internship in Terezin has ended. 530 00:40:41,397 --> 00:40:45,568 Tomorrow you will be transported to other facilities. 531 00:40:46,277 --> 00:40:51,323 The names of those leaving and the times starting times are displayed on the wall. 532 00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:53,367 You will not need a suitcase. 533 00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:57,288 You will receive clothes at the new facility. 534 00:41:03,711 --> 00:41:04,962 It's not on the list. 535 00:41:05,546 --> 00:41:06,630 It's not on the list. 536 00:41:07,256 --> 00:41:08,382 That's good, Herbert. 537 00:41:09,091 --> 00:41:11,594 It's good. Trust me. 538 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:14,472 That's good. 539 00:41:24,607 --> 00:41:26,400 You are such a brave boy... 540 00:41:28,736 --> 00:41:31,113 The best boy in the world. 541 00:41:59,266 --> 00:42:02,561 Sir, I think you forgot to me you put the name on the list by mistake. 542 00:42:02,728 --> 00:42:03,896 I forgot?! 543 00:42:05,356 --> 00:42:07,858 How come he's a Jewish boy so rude 544 00:42:08,025 --> 00:42:10,110 so as to accuse the Reich that he made a mistake? 545 00:42:10,277 --> 00:42:13,280 I didn't mean "mistake" sir 546 00:42:13,781 --> 00:42:17,826 But the rest of my family is scheduled for departure and me, no. 547 00:42:18,285 --> 00:42:20,538 I will stay alone in Theresienstadt. 548 00:42:21,205 --> 00:42:24,542 In this moment, it's good to be alone in Theresienstadt. 549 00:42:25,042 --> 00:42:28,712 It was on purpose, sir. We consider that young Heller is useful to us. 550 00:42:28,879 --> 00:42:31,465 speak good german he is a productive worker 551 00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:34,218 and has an unusual character clean for a Jew. 552 00:42:34,468 --> 00:42:39,932 yes sir i am a good worker but I will be so wherever I am sent. 553 00:42:40,099 --> 00:42:42,851 So you'd rather go with your family than stay with us? 554 00:42:46,146 --> 00:42:50,359 As Heller believes that I made a mistake 555 00:42:50,526 --> 00:42:52,945 I am inclined to grant his request. 556 00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:54,446 Thank you very much sir! 557 00:42:56,490 --> 00:42:59,702 Hurry up, dear Heller. Don't miss the train. 558 00:43:00,035 --> 00:43:01,078 Yes sir! 559 00:43:01,787 --> 00:43:06,667 I was soon to find out why the little ones he doesn't have to make big decisions. 560 00:43:07,376 --> 00:43:10,754 I had just insisted on going at the Auschwitz death camp, 561 00:43:11,213 --> 00:43:14,091 where they were going to kill 1.1 million of our people. 562 00:43:14,258 --> 00:43:16,302 Herbert! Not! 563 00:43:36,030 --> 00:43:38,324 So that's why your parents cried when you went after them. 564 00:43:38,741 --> 00:43:39,825 They had tried to protect you. 565 00:44:03,098 --> 00:44:07,144 Auschwitz-Birkenau death camp Poland, 1944 566 00:44:07,311 --> 00:44:09,271 Now worry about yourself. 567 00:44:10,022 --> 00:44:12,024 If you're 13, tell them you're 16. 568 00:44:13,025 --> 00:44:15,069 If you are 40 years old, tell them you're 30. 569 00:44:15,569 --> 00:44:17,655 if you are tired tell them you are strong. 570 00:44:25,287 --> 00:44:26,664 Where do I take them? 571 00:44:31,669 --> 00:44:34,004 When Mengele doesn't consider you strong enough 572 00:44:34,380 --> 00:44:35,673 you will get there too. 573 00:44:42,346 --> 00:44:46,517 We came face to face with Dr. Josef Mengele. 574 00:44:48,310 --> 00:44:52,314 I didn't know about the thousands of people whom he had killed and tortured. 575 00:44:52,648 --> 00:44:54,191 It doesn't hurt that bad, does it? 576 00:44:57,653 --> 00:45:00,364 - I'm Alvy. - Herbert. 577 00:45:00,989 --> 00:45:02,866 He didn't look like a doctor at all. 578 00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:06,662 He had a walking stick and monocle. 579 00:45:07,246 --> 00:45:09,206 - Do you speak German? - No. 580 00:45:09,915 --> 00:45:13,961 It's nothing. I speak your ugly language. 581 00:45:17,005 --> 00:45:19,883 The eyes are rather pink than tomatoes. 582 00:45:21,677 --> 00:45:22,803 Eggplant lips... 583 00:45:25,222 --> 00:45:28,225 puffy chest, pale skin. 584 00:45:32,479 --> 00:45:33,439 I see. 585 00:45:36,108 --> 00:45:39,111 You feel like coughing, don't you? 586 00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:44,742 You hold your breath. 587 00:45:49,037 --> 00:45:51,248 The door on the left! Tuberculosis. 588 00:46:03,469 --> 00:46:04,845 I didn't know what to do. 589 00:46:05,345 --> 00:46:06,930 I was sitting there. 590 00:46:08,140 --> 00:46:10,976 Finally, I strained my muscles which I didn't even have. 591 00:46:12,686 --> 00:46:14,313 I can work! 592 00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:18,525 To the right! 593 00:46:21,361 --> 00:46:22,362 Faster! 594 00:46:24,656 --> 00:46:26,158 why me 595 00:46:26,325 --> 00:46:27,284 why you 596 00:46:27,451 --> 00:46:29,661 Why did you choose me? to tell me your story? 597 00:46:31,497 --> 00:46:34,041 I tried to tell you before, but... 598 00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:39,713 I didn't mean to upset anyone, but... 599 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:41,590 I'm already disturbed. 600 00:46:43,967 --> 00:46:46,678 Maybe because you don't make me to feel nervous 601 00:46:47,679 --> 00:46:51,225 Or maybe because I want to to hear your story 602 00:46:55,646 --> 00:46:56,647 Look! 603 00:46:59,191 --> 00:47:00,234 Muscle. 604 00:47:00,859 --> 00:47:02,152 muscle... 605 00:47:02,528 --> 00:47:07,491 So don't forget: "outpatient" just change where you sleep. 606 00:47:07,699 --> 00:47:10,661 You'll still be here 12 hours a day. 607 00:47:11,703 --> 00:47:13,622 And Herbert? 608 00:47:14,665 --> 00:47:17,668 I only allow this because of progress that you did with Herbert. 609 00:47:18,460 --> 00:47:21,338 - So I'll still... - Yes, you will continue to work with him. 610 00:47:22,422 --> 00:47:25,634 I thought you would try keep me here forever 611 00:47:25,801 --> 00:47:28,637 No, I can't wait for you to become a distant memory. 612 00:47:30,514 --> 00:47:31,932 Because that's what it will mean that I have done my duty 613 00:47:32,099 --> 00:47:35,102 and you are among the people, awake, leading a good life. 614 00:47:36,645 --> 00:47:38,480 You can call me absolutely anytime. 615 00:47:42,484 --> 00:47:44,820 You are used to this place, don't forget 616 00:47:45,612 --> 00:47:47,155 While the world outside... 617 00:47:47,781 --> 00:47:49,658 The transition can be tough. 618 00:48:00,043 --> 00:48:01,295 I ordered Japanese food. 619 00:48:01,753 --> 00:48:03,046 your favorite 620 00:48:08,427 --> 00:48:09,720 I love these compartmentalized boxes. 621 00:48:10,262 --> 00:48:12,180 Why do you love these boxes? 622 00:48:12,347 --> 00:48:15,225 Each thing has its own little perfect compartment. 623 00:48:15,392 --> 00:48:16,768 So that the miso doesn't get into the rice 624 00:48:16,935 --> 00:48:20,606 and dashi does not go into edamame. It's cute. 625 00:48:23,066 --> 00:48:24,276 Good. 626 00:48:27,029 --> 00:48:28,822 I try to do things nice for you abbey. 627 00:48:29,239 --> 00:48:32,576 That's why I tried to fix the situation with your father, even when he was... 628 00:48:33,201 --> 00:48:34,453 hard. 629 00:48:35,329 --> 00:48:36,580 I did it for you. 630 00:48:37,623 --> 00:48:38,749 Not for me. 631 00:48:40,709 --> 00:48:42,502 Why do you think you survived? 632 00:48:43,587 --> 00:48:45,505 I have often wondered. 633 00:48:46,423 --> 00:48:49,259 why me Why did I survive? 634 00:48:50,218 --> 00:48:51,428 It's true that... 635 00:48:52,471 --> 00:48:55,098 I always managed to find the right job. 636 00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:04,441 At Auschwitz, I was assigned at the first aid point. 637 00:49:04,608 --> 00:49:06,401 I had to "manage". 638 00:49:12,366 --> 00:49:14,785 Because at the first aid station you had water. 639 00:49:14,952 --> 00:49:17,788 I learned that if I drink as much water as I can, 640 00:49:17,955 --> 00:49:20,624 my stomach doesn't hurt from hunger anymore. 641 00:49:20,791 --> 00:49:25,671 And, at Auschwitz, don't have pain because of hunger it was a luxury. 642 00:49:28,090 --> 00:49:32,386 The first aid station is located, also in the center of things. 643 00:49:33,387 --> 00:49:37,140 I remember being able to see it on Heinie returning from work. 644 00:49:55,283 --> 00:49:57,327 Once a week, I could cross the camp 645 00:49:57,494 --> 00:50:01,206 and to see my mother, through the fence. 646 00:50:03,709 --> 00:50:06,128 I was trying not to look shocked by her appearance. 647 00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:08,088 hi mom 648 00:50:13,010 --> 00:50:14,594 You are still pretty. 649 00:50:27,566 --> 00:50:28,817 i love you too 650 00:50:55,594 --> 00:50:57,471 Even through fences, 651 00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:01,600 I kept finding ways to take care of each other. 652 00:51:05,729 --> 00:51:10,150 It may seem reckless to risk for such small gestures, 653 00:51:10,317 --> 00:51:14,780 but these small acts of resistance they made us feel alive. 654 00:51:18,700 --> 00:51:20,619 - Take this to Herbert. - Okay. 655 00:52:05,872 --> 00:52:07,207 Father! 656 00:52:29,563 --> 00:52:33,650 I could see Auschwitz setting the imprint even on the father. 657 00:52:38,530 --> 00:52:39,781 Stay here. 658 00:52:41,658 --> 00:52:43,410 I soon found out why. 659 00:52:47,372 --> 00:52:51,459 - Shall I fill mine now? - No. I fill it. 660 00:52:58,758 --> 00:53:01,469 One day, I was assigned to work together with him. 661 00:53:18,653 --> 00:53:23,533 I knew that the oldest and the youngest were killed on the spot. 662 00:53:24,784 --> 00:53:27,329 In general, I was trying let's not think about it. 663 00:53:37,631 --> 00:53:39,549 Dad, please. We have to go. 664 00:53:39,716 --> 00:53:40,675 Come! 665 00:53:43,303 --> 00:53:44,429 please dad 666 00:54:10,956 --> 00:54:12,290 What do I do with it? 667 00:54:13,208 --> 00:54:16,127 Nose wipes. For the SS. 668 00:54:18,797 --> 00:54:20,966 Let's go, Herbert. 669 00:54:29,057 --> 00:54:30,100 are you feeling well 670 00:54:30,517 --> 00:54:31,768 Yes. 671 00:54:33,728 --> 00:54:36,481 The situation got quite bad so that some try to escape. 672 00:54:36,982 --> 00:54:40,819 I'm tired of reminding you 673 00:54:40,986 --> 00:54:45,699 that any attempt to escape it's a capital crime. 674 00:54:45,865 --> 00:54:48,451 And totally pointless. 675 00:54:49,202 --> 00:54:52,330 The prisoner will be left here, so you don't forget. 676 00:54:53,456 --> 00:54:57,585 Concentrate on your work. Don't even think about escaping. 677 00:55:03,717 --> 00:55:05,760 Herbert, stay here! 678 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:08,305 Herbert! 679 00:55:08,972 --> 00:55:11,224 However, some they were trying to escape. 680 00:55:12,058 --> 00:55:16,187 But they could not succeed than in one way. 681 00:55:16,354 --> 00:55:19,607 The camp was fenced with an electrified fence. 682 00:55:23,945 --> 00:55:25,488 Sir, you don't have to do this. 683 00:55:28,658 --> 00:55:31,494 - Herbert, stop! - Please, sir. Don't do that. 684 00:55:39,044 --> 00:55:41,296 So... a moment of electric shock 685 00:55:42,213 --> 00:55:43,340 and the end of all suffering. 686 00:55:44,924 --> 00:55:46,426 Have you ever thought about that? 687 00:55:48,261 --> 00:55:49,763 Why do you ask, Abbey? 688 00:55:53,016 --> 00:55:54,142 As you said... 689 00:55:54,768 --> 00:55:57,395 a moment of electric shock and the end of all suffering. 690 00:55:58,313 --> 00:56:03,735 Auschwitz was a place that offered very few choices. 691 00:56:05,195 --> 00:56:07,739 I chose to believe in my father. 692 00:56:09,282 --> 00:56:10,325 So you didn't think never to that. 693 00:56:11,076 --> 00:56:13,119 "Never" means long time. 694 00:56:20,377 --> 00:56:23,254 "Easy Piano Arrangements" by Viktor Ullman 695 00:56:59,374 --> 00:57:01,709 It happens to them all the time teams working on the roads. 696 00:57:02,627 --> 00:57:04,337 It's almost inevitable. 697 00:57:07,340 --> 00:57:10,009 I heard they sent one of the younger teams 698 00:57:10,176 --> 00:57:12,053 to work in another camp. 699 00:57:16,850 --> 00:57:18,268 Yes, Karel. 700 00:57:20,478 --> 00:57:21,938 I'm sure you're right. 701 00:57:52,844 --> 00:57:54,053 Please have a seat. 702 00:58:03,980 --> 00:58:05,523 Mr. Ullman? 703 00:58:06,774 --> 00:58:08,067 Mr. Heller. 704 00:58:12,989 --> 00:58:16,951 He's the composer. Victor Ullman. I know him from Terezin. 705 00:58:20,413 --> 00:58:21,623 Mr Ullman... 706 00:58:23,875 --> 00:58:25,126 I'm afraid it's broken. 707 00:58:26,628 --> 00:58:30,215 Should I go to the hospital? 708 00:58:30,381 --> 00:58:33,510 - No, sir. It's a bad idea. - The boy is right. 709 00:58:36,095 --> 00:58:38,223 I will do everything I can to set the bone. 710 00:58:38,473 --> 00:58:41,559 I'll tie as tight as I can. Almost as good as a cast. 711 00:58:43,561 --> 00:58:44,979 Should I bring more bandages? 712 00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,525 Yes. And plaster, if you can find it. 713 00:58:48,942 --> 00:58:52,111 If not, we'll use mud. Herbert! 714 00:58:53,738 --> 00:58:55,114 Be cautious. 715 00:59:07,335 --> 00:59:11,047 Mengele was fascinated of identical twins. 716 00:59:11,589 --> 00:59:15,552 He was using them for experiments medical. 717 00:59:21,015 --> 00:59:24,185 We had learned to avoid the hospital at any cost. 718 00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:33,319 At night, father tried to lift my spirits. 719 00:59:34,779 --> 00:59:38,366 What's the first thing you want? do it when we get home? 720 00:59:40,827 --> 00:59:42,579 I want to go to the circus. 721 00:59:44,122 --> 00:59:46,416 Do you remember how Heinie was afraid? 722 00:59:47,584 --> 00:59:49,168 Especially clowns. 723 00:59:51,296 --> 00:59:54,048 I wanted to believe everything he said. 724 00:59:55,091 --> 00:59:59,178 He was the only positive force in my world. Do you understand? 725 01:00:02,056 --> 01:00:03,433 I know it's hard. 726 01:00:05,351 --> 01:00:07,520 But after the war is over, we will be reunited. 727 01:00:09,689 --> 01:00:12,734 I see all of us around the dining room table. 728 01:00:14,110 --> 01:00:16,738 We laugh, we tell jokes. 729 01:00:18,156 --> 01:00:19,407 You are married... 730 01:00:23,494 --> 01:00:25,622 You have your children... 731 01:00:30,835 --> 01:00:33,087 And maybe I can take them to the circus. 732 01:00:43,097 --> 01:00:44,849 Do you want to know how I did it? 733 01:00:47,393 --> 01:00:48,353 What exactly? 734 01:00:48,519 --> 01:00:50,146 The magic trick with the needle. 735 01:00:51,731 --> 01:00:55,526 When you rub metal on silk, it is magnetized 736 01:00:56,361 --> 01:00:58,780 and then it will always point north. 737 01:01:00,948 --> 01:01:04,243 Your mother always uses floss of silk, with triple topstitching. 738 01:01:13,461 --> 01:01:14,754 Father... 739 01:01:46,703 --> 01:01:49,539 Something broke inside me, after that. 740 01:01:50,373 --> 01:01:54,293 I felt it was my time coming soon, but... 741 01:01:55,378 --> 01:01:56,921 I wanted to leave my mark. 742 01:01:57,088 --> 01:02:01,092 I wanted the world to know that I had existed. 743 01:02:02,093 --> 01:02:03,511 So, yes... 744 01:02:04,721 --> 01:02:07,974 finally, the hum of the fence he started calling me. 745 01:02:12,353 --> 01:02:14,897 Herbert! come with me now 746 01:02:16,566 --> 01:02:17,692 Please, Herbert. 747 01:02:21,279 --> 01:02:23,281 We still have things to do. 748 01:02:35,752 --> 01:02:38,963 If it didn't stop you, would you? 749 01:02:40,131 --> 01:02:41,758 I chose to believe my father. 750 01:02:43,509 --> 01:02:46,971 Why? He had been wrong so many times. 751 01:02:48,806 --> 01:02:54,562 Because he was my father and because he was good at magic. 752 01:02:56,355 --> 01:02:59,066 Excuse me. I have to to use the toilet 753 01:03:25,384 --> 01:03:28,721 - Excuse me, I'm sorry... - No! It's in order. 754 01:03:28,888 --> 01:03:32,809 I'm not upset. Talk to me about it. 755 01:03:33,601 --> 01:03:36,896 I don't know... it's just something I do. 756 01:03:37,063 --> 01:03:38,272 To meet people. 757 01:03:40,274 --> 01:03:41,484 Yes. I mean... 758 01:03:41,901 --> 01:03:43,361 I understand. 759 01:03:44,654 --> 01:03:45,822 do you understand 760 01:03:47,240 --> 01:03:48,241 Abbey... 761 01:03:48,574 --> 01:03:53,496 From a very young age I became expert at hiding 762 01:03:54,080 --> 01:03:55,581 And I'm not sure that I ever stopped. 763 01:03:56,707 --> 01:03:57,834 So tell me... 764 01:03:58,668 --> 01:04:01,212 What do you find in the secret drawers? 765 01:04:03,047 --> 01:04:05,007 Sometimes things that I don't want to find them. 766 01:04:45,339 --> 01:04:47,258 It wasn't just magic. 767 01:04:51,679 --> 01:04:55,057 I needed something. Someone to believe in. 768 01:04:58,519 --> 01:05:01,564 come I'll take you home. 769 01:05:02,273 --> 01:05:05,484 Actually... can I show you something? 770 01:05:06,068 --> 01:05:08,946 - Sure. - Good. 771 01:05:09,322 --> 01:05:10,281 Yes. 772 01:05:59,372 --> 01:06:02,041 - You can leave me here. - Are you sure? 773 01:06:02,208 --> 01:06:03,793 - I can take you home. - No. 774 01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:05,294 No, it's good here. 775 01:06:05,878 --> 01:06:08,673 Abbey... Thank you. 776 01:06:10,383 --> 01:06:13,719 It's the first time I've heard this music, after 60 years. 777 01:06:15,554 --> 01:06:17,348 Yes... You don't have to. 778 01:06:24,563 --> 01:06:25,940 Do you ever feel guilty? 779 01:06:28,901 --> 01:06:29,986 For... 780 01:06:30,736 --> 01:06:35,825 Because you escaped from there and are you still alive? 781 01:06:36,534 --> 01:06:37,743 Maybe. 782 01:06:39,578 --> 01:06:40,871 Good. 783 01:07:07,398 --> 01:07:09,483 Today we will take a little walk. 784 01:07:10,067 --> 01:07:12,069 Those who can't keep up... 785 01:07:12,778 --> 01:07:14,697 let's just say... 786 01:07:15,322 --> 01:07:17,366 make sure you keep up. 787 01:07:37,219 --> 01:07:40,181 The biggest trees in the world grow from the smallest cones. 788 01:07:41,432 --> 01:07:43,392 All their roots are interconnected. 789 01:07:43,559 --> 01:07:46,228 That's why some of them they get to be two thousand years old. 790 01:07:46,771 --> 01:07:49,190 Because I am so hard to kill. 791 01:07:49,356 --> 01:07:51,025 I mean are they fire resistant? 792 01:07:51,609 --> 01:07:54,153 Yes. And if you still go about two hours north 793 01:07:54,570 --> 01:07:57,239 on the Boulevard of the Giants, you will see a particular tree. 794 01:07:57,406 --> 01:08:02,578 "The Immortal". They couldn't knock him down fires, floods, lightning. 795 01:08:02,745 --> 01:08:06,415 In 1908, loggers tried to cut it and they were beaten. 796 01:08:06,749 --> 01:08:10,086 So, at about six meters high, you will see an ax stuck in the trunk. 797 01:08:12,338 --> 01:08:13,422 We should go there. 798 01:08:14,298 --> 01:08:15,424 Serious? 799 01:08:15,591 --> 01:08:18,344 Yes. For your birthday, for example. 800 01:08:19,053 --> 01:08:20,012 I'm going to steal a car. 801 01:08:23,099 --> 01:08:24,058 Yes... 802 01:08:30,397 --> 01:08:31,690 I have to go. 803 01:08:32,024 --> 01:08:33,025 Wait! 804 01:08:39,031 --> 01:08:42,284 It would be more honest to make a true statement. 805 01:08:44,370 --> 01:08:47,206 It's four in the morning. Where have you been? 806 01:08:48,415 --> 01:08:49,375 In the park. 807 01:08:49,875 --> 01:08:52,419 I have to take a break from your damn dramas. 808 01:08:53,921 --> 01:08:55,089 I'm getting something to drink. 809 01:08:59,260 --> 01:09:03,139 Your mother and I roamed the whole city is looking for you. 810 01:09:03,305 --> 01:09:04,723 We had to call the police. 811 01:09:08,352 --> 01:09:09,728 Abbey? 812 01:09:40,176 --> 01:09:41,218 Abbey! 813 01:09:50,519 --> 01:09:51,687 Maybe... 814 01:09:52,271 --> 01:09:53,606 Where is Abbey? 815 01:09:56,275 --> 01:09:59,987 Unfortunately, he didn't show up this morning. 816 01:10:01,488 --> 01:10:03,741 So I informed his family. It's all we can do. 817 01:10:05,868 --> 01:10:07,286 Let's not focus on that. 818 01:10:08,287 --> 01:10:09,788 We will continue. 819 01:10:11,040 --> 01:10:13,500 Do you want to do a sound check? 820 01:10:14,335 --> 01:10:15,669 So Herb... 821 01:10:47,910 --> 01:10:52,206 Hello! You know... if you don't leave the rain, 822 01:10:53,290 --> 01:10:56,585 I have to hold an umbrella above you so you don't get wet. 823 01:10:56,752 --> 01:10:57,795 Abbey... 824 01:10:59,546 --> 01:11:02,925 I know you feel like it is the end of the world, but it is not. 825 01:11:04,134 --> 01:11:09,807 I know that. I saw the end of the world. I had a seat right in front. 826 01:11:10,391 --> 01:11:15,479 You know you asked me if do i feel guilty for surviving? 827 01:11:15,646 --> 01:11:16,939 do you remember 828 01:11:17,398 --> 01:11:21,151 Well, I wonder every day 829 01:11:22,152 --> 01:11:25,572 how come I stayed alive and my brother, no. 830 01:11:26,240 --> 01:11:31,495 How did I stay alive when my father, right? 831 01:11:34,164 --> 01:11:35,124 so yes 832 01:11:36,875 --> 01:11:38,127 I felt guilty 833 01:11:39,628 --> 01:11:41,380 decades... 834 01:11:44,258 --> 01:11:48,595 And then I started to tell you my story. 835 01:11:53,934 --> 01:11:58,022 I mean... it wasn't it's your fault they died. 836 01:12:01,066 --> 01:12:02,443 If it had been 837 01:12:04,737 --> 01:12:06,613 maybe you would feel guilty. 838 01:12:10,242 --> 01:12:12,870 You haven't heard my whole story yet. 839 01:12:15,456 --> 01:12:16,582 goodbye 840 01:12:21,378 --> 01:12:23,422 Please, Mr. Waldman, you have to keep up. 841 01:12:23,589 --> 01:12:26,592 Soon darkness falls. Then we can eat and rest. 842 01:12:29,928 --> 01:12:31,638 You are a great soul, Herbert. 843 01:12:35,184 --> 01:12:40,314 I know yours are not very believers, but there is a quote in the Talmud: 844 01:12:41,899 --> 01:12:44,610 "Don't be discouraged from the pain of the world. 845 01:12:45,778 --> 01:12:50,783 "You don't have to finish work to be done 846 01:12:50,949 --> 01:12:53,452 "but you are not free either to abandon it." 847 01:12:57,081 --> 01:12:58,791 Why are you telling me this? 848 01:13:01,377 --> 01:13:04,421 Because, Herbert, I'm too tired. 849 01:13:09,301 --> 01:13:11,178 What could it be? 850 01:13:11,345 --> 01:13:13,263 Do you think I should risk it? 851 01:13:15,307 --> 01:13:19,520 Yes. But wait a moment. I'll try something. 852 01:13:22,064 --> 01:13:25,109 Faster! Faster, old dog! 853 01:13:29,196 --> 01:13:33,492 Even you know by now that you will lose this war. 854 01:13:34,076 --> 01:13:36,495 All this was for nothing. 855 01:13:50,968 --> 01:13:56,849 You see, I had my chance, but Mr. Waldman was dead. 856 01:14:00,269 --> 01:14:03,272 For five days I went alone, and... 857 01:14:03,439 --> 01:14:05,482 I had to keep it hidden that bag. 858 01:14:06,358 --> 01:14:10,320 And when I finally opened it, I couldn't believe how lucky I was. 859 01:14:10,654 --> 01:14:13,073 There was a set in the bag men's clothes 860 01:14:13,407 --> 01:14:16,160 large enough that to be able to put them on top of mine. 861 01:15:12,382 --> 01:15:17,137 I realized I had to to follow the soldiers 862 01:15:17,471 --> 01:15:20,974 so I can find the way to a train station. 863 01:16:08,522 --> 01:16:12,568 In the wagons! 897 leaves for Prague! 864 01:16:13,110 --> 01:16:14,987 Parent! where are you 865 01:16:33,338 --> 01:16:34,840 Your papers. 866 01:17:13,879 --> 01:17:16,423 I don't think I've seen you before with these shoes. 867 01:17:17,299 --> 01:17:18,300 Yeah, I don't know... 868 01:17:19,343 --> 01:17:22,888 I wore them when I was dating with my friend Sabrina. 869 01:17:23,305 --> 01:17:25,307 You have to meet with Sabrina here? 870 01:17:27,434 --> 01:17:28,727 We don't talk anymore. 871 01:17:33,065 --> 01:17:34,733 We could go back to your story? 872 01:17:39,571 --> 01:17:43,742 After all I had lost, I had also lost my fear 873 01:17:45,160 --> 01:17:48,747 I needed a win, be it a small one too. 874 01:17:53,126 --> 01:17:54,086 Stay put! 875 01:17:55,045 --> 01:17:57,756 Stop, in the name the postal service! 876 01:18:01,176 --> 01:18:03,679 So I came back, finally, in Prague, 877 01:18:03,845 --> 01:18:07,724 but it was a Prague which I did not recognize. 878 01:18:14,564 --> 01:18:16,650 Stand still or we'll shoot! 879 01:18:20,487 --> 01:18:21,613 Wait! 880 01:18:24,199 --> 01:18:25,325 Stay put! 881 01:18:31,665 --> 01:18:35,377 I knew I had to hide before camouflage time. 882 01:19:08,326 --> 01:19:11,580 I learned to recognize desperate faces. 883 01:20:05,550 --> 01:20:07,969 There was only one more place in which I could go. 884 01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:11,348 But the war had changed them on people. 885 01:20:12,224 --> 01:20:14,976 Friends betray you just to survive. 886 01:20:15,852 --> 01:20:19,147 But Mrs. Krall he took a big risk. 887 01:20:19,564 --> 01:20:21,858 I bet he had the seam your mother at the top, right? 888 01:20:32,160 --> 01:20:33,620 I kept this for you. 889 01:20:36,873 --> 01:20:38,208 Keep it. 890 01:20:40,669 --> 01:20:42,212 I know they wanted to do you to feel ashamed of it, 891 01:20:42,379 --> 01:20:46,967 but one day it will become an emblem of courage. 892 01:20:50,095 --> 01:20:54,099 One last piece of evidence remained which I had to get rid of. 893 01:20:57,269 --> 01:21:01,606 Back then, people used acid for cleaning enamel. 894 01:21:05,068 --> 01:21:08,905 So I used acid. 895 01:21:09,447 --> 01:21:11,032 That's why she's so ugly. 896 01:21:12,784 --> 01:21:13,994 So that's her origin. 897 01:21:15,036 --> 01:21:18,665 after i finished I rewarded myself. 898 01:21:19,666 --> 01:21:22,252 - How? - In the best possible way. 899 01:21:33,346 --> 01:21:34,931 It's time to take you home. 900 01:21:36,933 --> 01:21:38,810 There is no need. Sincere. 901 01:21:38,977 --> 01:21:42,230 Abbey! I won't leave you here alone. 902 01:21:42,397 --> 01:21:46,359 It's getting dark. And in addition you still haven't told me your story. 903 01:21:51,406 --> 01:21:52,449 is she good 904 01:21:54,701 --> 01:21:56,036 I think we're getting it here. 905 01:22:05,128 --> 01:22:09,549 I always felt... different. 906 01:22:10,133 --> 01:22:11,176 Isolated. 907 01:22:15,847 --> 01:22:18,892 And then I met someone who understood me. 908 01:22:19,559 --> 01:22:21,436 I just wasn't stealing. 909 01:22:21,603 --> 01:22:25,273 I understand. A photo that to add up to a whole person. 910 01:22:25,440 --> 01:22:26,858 Not whole. 911 01:22:28,777 --> 01:22:30,362 Where did you get it from? of a vintage brownie? 912 01:22:32,906 --> 01:22:34,032 Dad is a photographer. 913 01:22:36,743 --> 01:22:38,203 How did you know it was a Brownie? 914 01:22:39,037 --> 01:22:39,996 I've seen one before. 915 01:23:14,614 --> 01:23:15,699 I have to go. 916 01:23:21,705 --> 01:23:24,457 If you ask me which one it is the bad thing i did... 917 01:23:25,125 --> 01:23:27,794 Everyone thinks I overdosed it was accidental. 918 01:23:28,962 --> 01:23:30,171 But it's not like that. 919 01:23:33,091 --> 01:23:34,592 It was before I met you. 920 01:23:40,265 --> 01:23:42,517 You once said that you know me well own value. 921 01:23:42,726 --> 01:23:46,021 The truth is that I started because I wanted to know how much I'm worth. 922 01:23:46,187 --> 01:23:48,064 Elite escort agency. 923 01:23:48,940 --> 01:23:49,983 A charming title. 924 01:23:51,276 --> 01:23:52,861 Many men found me pretty. 925 01:23:53,862 --> 01:23:55,155 I found out what I was worth. 926 01:23:55,947 --> 01:23:58,366 375 dollars. 927 01:23:59,576 --> 01:24:01,077 - Are you ready? - What kind of room is this? 928 01:24:01,369 --> 01:24:04,622 It's a Hawkeye Brownie. 929 01:24:07,375 --> 01:24:09,294 I had no idea he was your father. 930 01:24:11,171 --> 01:24:12,630 God damn it. 931 01:24:15,341 --> 01:24:17,260 I was feeling that kind of pain to which... 932 01:24:18,928 --> 01:24:21,014 there seems to be only one solution. 933 01:24:21,931 --> 01:24:23,016 So... 934 01:24:23,391 --> 01:24:24,809 we made a pact. 935 01:24:24,976 --> 01:24:26,102 "To those who don't understand why: 936 01:24:26,269 --> 01:24:27,979 "in a world where it exists so much suffering and pain..." 937 01:25:01,846 --> 01:25:04,724 Before I could do anything, he was dead. 938 01:25:06,226 --> 01:25:08,353 I panicked. 939 01:25:12,232 --> 01:25:14,109 I don't know... 940 01:25:14,275 --> 01:25:17,403 I hid all the evidence. 941 01:25:18,988 --> 01:25:23,409 I tried to save her. I tried my best. 942 01:25:25,036 --> 01:25:26,412 But you know... 943 01:25:26,579 --> 01:25:31,292 the worst part is that... i wish i was dead 944 01:25:38,800 --> 01:25:43,513 It's like I killed her. As if it were my fault. 945 01:25:48,518 --> 01:25:50,395 I think we should get some air. 946 01:25:56,526 --> 01:25:57,902 I hid for a long time. 947 01:25:59,529 --> 01:26:03,575 - With your secret? - No. In Mrs. Krall's attic. 948 01:26:09,038 --> 01:26:13,710 I had to stay hidden in the attic, to keep the Krall family safe. 949 01:26:14,586 --> 01:26:17,964 Even during the bombings, when everyone else was in the cellar. 950 01:26:18,214 --> 01:26:21,092 Because you couldn't he trusted no one. 951 01:26:21,551 --> 01:26:22,719 Not even in the neighbors. 952 01:26:25,972 --> 01:26:28,141 One day, the Nazis they were driven out of the city. 953 01:26:32,437 --> 01:26:34,480 Yes! You have to go! 954 01:26:37,066 --> 01:26:38,735 And, soon, the war ended. 955 01:26:41,154 --> 01:26:42,113 It was over. 956 01:26:43,656 --> 01:26:44,991 The war was over. 957 01:26:52,415 --> 01:26:56,211 Although damaged, the streets were very lively. 958 01:26:57,378 --> 01:27:01,424 Months in a row, day after day, I went to the Red Cross. 959 01:27:30,119 --> 01:27:33,581 I gave them their names and numbers: 960 01:27:33,915 --> 01:27:37,877 my father, my mother, my brother. 961 01:27:41,339 --> 01:27:43,424 Every day, we hoped for news. 962 01:28:14,706 --> 01:28:15,915 thank you 963 01:28:54,120 --> 01:28:55,455 Then one day... 964 01:28:59,042 --> 01:29:00,668 The most beautiful day... 965 01:29:06,716 --> 01:29:10,261 For the rest of her life, my mother did not speak never about camps 966 01:29:10,595 --> 01:29:12,305 or about how he had survived. 967 01:29:13,264 --> 01:29:16,267 Neither with me, nor with anyone else. 968 01:29:22,106 --> 01:29:23,191 This is mine. 969 01:29:24,817 --> 01:29:27,820 I built it with help many people. 970 01:29:27,987 --> 01:29:32,116 So many people helped me... And living and dead. 971 01:29:33,659 --> 01:29:35,286 Decades of years, I kept the secrets. 972 01:29:36,704 --> 01:29:37,955 I guess I kept them 973 01:29:38,122 --> 01:29:41,334 because I thought they he should have lived, not me. 974 01:29:42,043 --> 01:29:43,711 But it didn't happen like that. 975 01:29:44,670 --> 01:29:46,214 I was the one who lived. 976 01:29:48,758 --> 01:29:50,718 But if they knew that they died because of you? 977 01:29:54,097 --> 01:29:56,682 It's in order. It will be... 978 01:30:00,728 --> 01:30:02,480 It's not true. It's a lie. 979 01:30:02,647 --> 01:30:08,152 The same lie he told me Dad said it so many times. But... 980 01:30:09,153 --> 01:30:11,406 That lie kept me alive. 981 01:30:13,408 --> 01:30:16,411 And maybe it also kept me in place. 982 01:30:18,079 --> 01:30:23,668 Abbey, I honestly think so that everything will be fine. 983 01:30:24,001 --> 01:30:26,963 I don't know for sure, but... 984 01:30:30,299 --> 01:30:31,259 What? 985 01:30:31,426 --> 01:30:33,469 But I know that tonight 986 01:30:33,678 --> 01:30:37,515 my secret is no longer a secret thanks to you 987 01:30:37,682 --> 01:30:40,601 And maybe your secret too it could be wasted. 988 01:30:49,944 --> 01:30:51,154 It's a nice stroller. 989 01:30:53,072 --> 01:30:54,532 I created it myself. 990 01:30:55,283 --> 01:30:57,869 I produced it to order, in Japan. 991 01:30:58,035 --> 01:30:59,745 No fun! 992 01:31:03,791 --> 01:31:05,460 It seems very solid. 993 01:31:05,626 --> 01:31:09,422 It has been tested up to 72.5 kilograms. 994 01:31:10,548 --> 01:31:12,008 You can not! 995 01:31:12,175 --> 01:31:13,426 No cool. 996 01:31:15,636 --> 01:31:17,096 At the zebra you turn right! 997 01:31:17,722 --> 01:31:18,931 Come here! I grabbed it! 998 01:31:19,724 --> 01:31:22,435 Faster! Come on! 999 01:31:23,269 --> 01:31:24,854 Abbey? 1000 01:31:56,552 --> 01:31:57,553 It wasn't too strange 1001 01:31:57,720 --> 01:32:00,806 that I took you for a walk, like a child, right? 1002 01:32:00,973 --> 01:32:02,308 Not really. 1003 01:32:03,309 --> 01:32:06,687 I have a feeling it's something of which I will have quite a lot 1004 01:32:06,854 --> 01:32:08,523 in the near future. 1005 01:32:10,483 --> 01:32:11,776 What a beautiful house! 1006 01:32:13,194 --> 01:32:14,153 Yes... 1007 01:32:19,659 --> 01:32:23,829 - I can't wait to thank you. - Abbey... 1008 01:32:25,748 --> 01:32:26,749 at the fence 1009 01:32:28,000 --> 01:32:29,585 I made the decision myself. 1010 01:32:32,004 --> 01:32:35,091 Sabrina made the decision herself. Not because of you. 1011 01:32:36,092 --> 01:32:41,931 And now... you have to decide how you will live your life. 1012 01:32:45,518 --> 01:32:46,561 But... 1013 01:32:46,852 --> 01:32:50,606 What do you do when you did something unforgivable? 1014 01:32:53,776 --> 01:32:55,653 You forgive yourself. 1015 01:32:59,115 --> 01:33:02,034 I kept this for 60 years. 1016 01:33:04,078 --> 01:33:05,830 It's time to break up with her. 1017 01:33:06,539 --> 01:33:08,207 No... I can't. 1018 01:33:10,459 --> 01:33:12,628 You had your own journey. 1019 01:33:49,957 --> 01:33:51,042 I'm very sorry. 1020 01:33:52,668 --> 01:33:54,420 You tried so many times tell me... 1021 01:33:58,257 --> 01:34:00,468 - I'm sorry. - It's okay. 1022 01:34:20,154 --> 01:34:21,781 HERBERT HELLER - INTERVIEW FOUNDATION FOR THE HOLOCAUST 1023 01:34:22,406 --> 01:34:23,616 Someone said: 1024 01:34:23,783 --> 01:34:28,079 "Secrets are like a prison, and not just for those who keep the secret." 1025 01:34:28,245 --> 01:34:30,623 So if that's the case, 1026 01:34:31,666 --> 01:34:32,792 maybe telling the truth 1027 01:34:33,626 --> 01:34:37,463 of the real truth and not just an acceptable one, 1028 01:34:39,048 --> 01:34:40,132 can set you free 1029 01:34:40,841 --> 01:34:43,010 and can release them those around you. 1030 01:34:43,886 --> 01:34:48,849 It can free you from fear, of loneliness, 1031 01:34:49,392 --> 01:34:50,351 to blame. 1032 01:34:52,853 --> 01:34:56,399 I would like to introduce him to you all my good friend Herbert Heller. 1033 01:35:08,202 --> 01:35:09,578 Thanks to Abbey, 1034 01:35:10,287 --> 01:35:12,707 today I can tell my story. 1035 01:35:13,249 --> 01:35:17,169 Now I share it with you, nice people. 1036 01:35:18,045 --> 01:35:19,797 At least that got you out of class. 1037 01:35:29,598 --> 01:35:33,477 Sixty years is a long time to keep a secret 1038 01:36:21,776 --> 01:36:27,823 Don't just be afraid that if they catch you, shoot you You can conquer fear. 1039 01:36:28,032 --> 01:36:31,744 I tell the students that if things don't happen to them 1040 01:36:31,911 --> 01:36:33,287 that would have made them happy, 1041 01:36:33,454 --> 01:36:37,374 they have enough strength and will to get over it. 1042 01:36:37,541 --> 01:36:39,668 I passed by, I saw you and I wanted to hug you. 1043 01:36:39,835 --> 01:36:44,048 Thank you! I find it very good that you remember Thank you. 1044 01:36:44,215 --> 01:36:47,426 I always talked... I talk about you with people. 1045 01:36:47,718 --> 01:36:48,719 True? Thank you. 1046 01:36:48,969 --> 01:36:50,179 And I always tell them 1047 01:36:50,346 --> 01:36:54,099 that you were the most important thing that happened to me in high school. 1048 01:36:54,266 --> 01:36:55,851 - God! - So thank you very much. 1049 01:36:56,018 --> 01:36:57,978 I thank you. don't be sad It ended well. 1050 01:36:58,145 --> 01:36:59,313 It ended well. 1051 01:36:59,563 --> 01:37:01,899 - Yes. - It ended well. Thank you. 1052 01:37:02,066 --> 01:37:03,651 - Thank you. - Thank you for remembering. 1053 01:37:03,818 --> 01:37:05,194 - Thank you. - It's fantastic. 1054 01:37:11,659 --> 01:37:14,912 Herbert lived with his wife, children and grandchildren in Marin County, 1055 01:37:15,162 --> 01:37:18,165 among the redwood trees. 1056 01:37:18,582 --> 01:37:22,878 He died in 2021... at the age of 92. 1057 01:37:27,007 --> 01:37:33,931 BOULEVARD OF GIANTS