1 00:01:32,400 --> 00:01:39,240 I was on my way home, to dad, mother and Frida, and little sister Lena. 2 00:01:40,680 --> 00:01:44,240 The more the world of childhood came upon me– 3 00:01:44,400 --> 00:01:50,200 – the more all the grand disappeared I had brought it from town. 4 00:01:51,040 --> 00:01:55,960 Djuråsen is located here. It has become small since the last time. 5 00:01:56,120 --> 00:01:59,200 You talk as if you had been gone for 50 years. 6 00:01:59,360 --> 00:02:04,480 It's been two years. I have bassed in Gothenburg for two summers. 7 00:02:04,640 --> 00:02:09,240 -And this summer? - I'm switching to a dance bass. 8 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:12,520 I'm going to play with Uno Sundell at Grönan. 9 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:17,080 It was nice. You can't get better bass. 10 00:02:17,240 --> 00:02:23,800 It was fun to travel away from home, but now it's fun to come back. 11 00:02:23,960 --> 00:02:29,880 On two days leave, yes. Longer would probably not be so funny. 12 00:02:30,040 --> 00:02:35,160 No, maybe it... It might not be so cheerful after all. 13 00:02:40,640 --> 00:02:46,280 At first it's just an annoyance. Then it is increased and becomes something else. 14 00:02:46,440 --> 00:02:52,160 A shadow, ever firmer and blacker the closer I get to home. 15 00:02:52,920 --> 00:02:59,720 A shadow I will never be free from, who followed me since I was twelve years old. 16 00:03:03,400 --> 00:03:10,640 Dad! I have driven Gamla Anna all by myself, all the way from Lännheden! 17 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:23,280 Bo and Frida! Come in and eat! 18 00:03:23,440 --> 00:03:27,560 Stay! Come in and eat together right away! 19 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:31,040 Take care of yourself, girl! 20 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:36,760 - You play with dolls. - That's a lie! String kid! 21 00:03:36,920 --> 00:03:40,960 Snoring boy, you can be yourself, potty! 22 00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:47,560 - Then it's done. -Out on time, 19.00. Good evening then. 23 00:03:55,920 --> 00:03:59,680 Brake and wedge in, so the mother doesn't get angry. 24 00:03:59,840 --> 00:04:04,560 -Uh, the mother never gets angry. - Slow down now anyway. 25 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:11,000 So there, yes! You can soon drive the scurvy yourself. 26 00:04:11,160 --> 00:04:16,280 - See you again tomorrow. -Hello. Sleep well. 27 00:04:20,240 --> 00:04:26,320 When the cat has finished hissing then she heard… 28 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:33,200 Do not scratch the mosquito bite on the cheek! It's already as big as a bun. 29 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:37,360 Then mother has scratched herself a lot on the stomach. 30 00:04:37,520 --> 00:04:41,320 Eat, and don't talk nonsense. 31 00:04:41,480 --> 00:04:45,720 I will have many children in my belly at once. 32 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:51,760 - You can only have one at a time. - Aunt Ellen had two at once. 33 00:04:51,920 --> 00:04:54,280 An exception. 34 00:04:54,440 --> 00:05:00,320 Then Berglund's cat was a very exception, because it had eight cubs! 35 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:05,320 Imagine if mom had eight kids. What would mom do then? 36 00:05:05,480 --> 00:05:10,840 I would probably ask you and Bo help me take care of them. 37 00:05:12,040 --> 00:05:16,200 -Is he drinking in your stomach now? -Eat! 38 00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:29,360 The traffic manager drove by. But it fell him not to come in and say hello. 39 00:05:29,520 --> 00:05:34,680 - Maybe he was in a hurry. - He was inside Ingelsson's. 40 00:05:34,840 --> 00:05:41,040 - Maybe he had some business. -He drove past to mark. 41 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:47,440 You are in disgrace, because you don't have the same political views. 42 00:05:47,600 --> 00:05:52,320 - He doesn't care about that kind of thing. -Not? Have! 43 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:58,480 - I drove Gamla Anna all by myself! -It shows on your nose. 44 00:06:00,920 --> 00:06:07,160 You look beautiful, you! And the shirt also... Here you have a sandwich. 45 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:11,400 You shouldn't be running around on the gear train like that. 46 00:06:11,560 --> 00:06:15,720 It doesn't do anything. Why can't I get it? 47 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:19,120 I understand that better than you. 48 00:06:19,280 --> 00:06:25,000 Don't yell foul words at your sister, especially not when trains are inside. 49 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:30,040 - She started. - Well, it was you! - Bo just lies! 50 00:06:30,200 --> 00:06:34,320 - I'm not lying at all. YOU are lying! -Quiet! 51 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:43,080 -Put the sandwich away. - It was dad's own fault. 52 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:46,840 You don't have much sense in your head. 53 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:51,640 You are twelve years old. You live at home, eat at home. When I was your age… 54 00:06:51,800 --> 00:06:55,920 Yes, I know everything! And I know that… 55 00:06:56,080 --> 00:07:01,200 Something tells me I shouldn't scratch yourself I can't explain it. 56 00:07:01,360 --> 00:07:04,400 But really, you should have lube by now. 57 00:07:04,560 --> 00:07:07,680 You are stronger. 58 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:13,680 Are you listening, Bo... Can't you tell why you are like this? 59 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:19,880 Because you bark though it was your own fault. 60 00:07:20,040 --> 00:07:26,240 The thing with the sandwich, you mean? Well... Yeah, that was stupid. 61 00:07:26,400 --> 00:07:32,240 - There are many other things too... - You shouldn't lick. 62 00:07:32,400 --> 00:07:37,680 - You have become so strange to me. -Leave me alone. 63 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:44,160 Bo has said that mother is the most beautiful worldwide! 64 00:07:45,120 --> 00:07:48,160 - Let it be! - Are you going to say that to mom?! 65 00:07:48,320 --> 00:07:53,920 I hate you all! I hate all people! I fuck you! 66 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:56,920 Aren't you ashamed, boy?! 67 00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:19,000 Stay! Stay! 68 00:08:19,160 --> 00:08:22,160 Come back, Bo! 69 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:43,560 We're never going home again, King. Come on! 70 00:09:05,480 --> 00:09:11,160 Mosquitoes buzz and bumblebees hum and the birdsong is loud and shrill 71 00:09:11,320 --> 00:09:14,640 Now the ant pulls his straw in the stack 72 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:18,360 and the cuckoo calls every single evening 73 00:09:18,520 --> 00:09:23,000 Well done, Martha! You have inherited your father's talents. 74 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:31,520 -Would you like a piece of chocolate? Take here. -Yes please. 75 00:09:31,680 --> 00:09:35,680 - What is your name? -Stay. Bo Fredrikson. 76 00:09:35,840 --> 00:09:40,120 -How old are you? -Twelve on the thirteenth. 77 00:09:40,280 --> 00:09:44,920 - I am ten. - My daughter Marthe. My name is Josef. 78 00:09:45,080 --> 00:09:50,720 - Here are my brothers Fritz und Karl. –Friedel's phenomenal Tyrolean trio. 79 00:09:50,880 --> 00:09:54,760 -Good day. -Good day. 80 00:09:54,920 --> 00:09:57,960 -Food? - I'm not hungry. 81 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:03,160 But I am. Allows Mr. Fredrikson that I have breakfast? 82 00:10:03,320 --> 00:10:05,240 Of course. 83 00:10:10,880 --> 00:10:14,920 -If you want, we can talk. - What is your name? 84 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:19,480 Stay. You're not from Sweden, are you? 85 00:10:19,640 --> 00:10:25,120 No, I'm from Austria. But I was only two when I came here. 86 00:10:25,280 --> 00:10:32,080 -What do your father and his brothers do? - They perform in the public parks. 87 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:39,160 Have you always been… 88 00:10:39,320 --> 00:10:43,440 -Have you never been able to see? -No. 89 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:48,680 - Can't you see that the sun is shining? - No, but I can feel it with my skin. 90 00:10:48,840 --> 00:10:52,480 It smells a lot of timber and forest. 91 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:58,880 Now we pass a red cabin. It looks like...a big donut. 92 00:10:59,040 --> 00:11:05,480 - Donuts... It's good! -Look, poppies grow here on the slope. 93 00:11:05,640 --> 00:11:11,280 -Poppy? What is it? -Large, red flowers. 94 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:16,280 – Red? - Don't you know what red is? 95 00:11:16,440 --> 00:11:22,720 It's something angry and happy. Blood is red, and cottages and barns. 96 00:11:22,880 --> 00:11:25,800 It's a fiery color. 97 00:11:25,960 --> 00:11:30,360 -Does it sound like a trumpet? -Just. 98 00:11:32,160 --> 00:11:38,320 I'll be back soon. I help drive the train. 99 00:11:54,000 --> 00:12:00,240 -Stay! Aren't you coming soon? - Yes, right away. As long as we get up to speed. 100 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:16,760 Here I bring the coffee. 101 00:12:18,200 --> 00:12:24,000 There won't be more until after the last one the number. Then we can offer you a glass. 102 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:28,960 - Can't you play after the performance? -An hour. Then we do what we want. 103 00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:34,200 – Anything you want, if you want! - We'll see then, that! 104 00:12:35,080 --> 00:12:39,240 Coffee and buns for three. 105 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:42,960 - It's me - Bo. -Hello. 106 00:12:43,120 --> 00:12:49,160 More audience that wants to hear Friedel's world-famous Tyrolean trio. 107 00:12:49,320 --> 00:12:53,040 Can Marthe and I go for a walk? 108 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:59,080 I see. But first we shall look for what kind you are. 109 00:12:59,240 --> 00:13:01,280 Come here. 110 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:06,400 -Are you afraid? - I am never afraid of anything. 111 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:12,840 It sounds something, that. 112 00:13:14,080 --> 00:13:16,960 Give me your hand. 113 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:24,920 You have a very ordinary hand. 114 00:13:25,080 --> 00:13:32,560 You will be a pretty tough and wise, but open man when you grow up. 115 00:13:33,560 --> 00:13:40,760 I see that of love and the dark the lines of death often cross each other. 116 00:13:42,880 --> 00:13:46,000 Otherwise it is an ordinary human hand– 117 00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:51,960 -and sorrow and joy come to you in equal amounts. 118 00:13:52,120 --> 00:13:56,000 Well, it doesn't look that dangerous. 119 00:13:57,320 --> 00:14:02,960 - Do you believe this? - I don't believe in big people. 120 00:14:03,120 --> 00:14:09,880 -Don't you like big people? - No, all great people are mean. 121 00:14:10,040 --> 00:14:14,600 I know. But you like Marthe. 122 00:14:14,760 --> 00:14:18,040 I do! We are going to get married. 123 00:14:18,200 --> 00:14:23,480 -How will I manage without Marthe? - You can visit. 124 00:14:23,640 --> 00:14:27,240 So lovely, Mr. Fredrikson. 125 00:14:27,400 --> 00:14:33,600 Because you are getting married can you take a walk for a while? 126 00:14:35,680 --> 00:14:40,000 - But don't run away from her. -Oh no. 127 00:14:40,160 --> 00:14:44,600 -Is there something dangerous here, then? - Yes, for me. 128 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:50,600 Meeting with dark, stately man, burning passion... 129 00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:55,880 -Money and wedding? -No. No money, no wedding. 130 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:58,960 Just lovely! 131 00:15:07,200 --> 00:15:11,160 Stay! Why don't you like big people? 132 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:16,600 All great people just want to sit on one. 133 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:21,000 -Is it true that you are never afraid? -Yes. 134 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:24,400 I am often afraid. 135 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:30,680 - Then for what? - There is something terrible about my father. 136 00:15:30,840 --> 00:15:35,160 One morning he hanged himself in a string. 137 00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:38,880 Uncle Karl had to cut him down. 138 00:15:39,040 --> 00:15:46,520 He was sorry that mother had run away with a cousin of pappi's. 139 00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:52,560 - Don't you know where she is now? -No. But that doesn't mean anything. 140 00:15:57,040 --> 00:16:01,240 -King is your friend. - I have no one else. 141 00:16:01,400 --> 00:16:04,440 Yes, I'm your friend. 142 00:16:05,800 --> 00:16:09,360 Why do you do that? 143 00:16:09,520 --> 00:16:12,640 I'm your friend too. 144 00:16:23,840 --> 00:16:28,840 Bo, what are you doing? Where are you going? 145 00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:35,880 - The horses and I race. -Be careful, so they don't kick you. 146 00:16:37,400 --> 00:16:41,240 They think it's fun! 147 00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:18,160 Dark, stately man, but no money, no weddings, just lovely! 148 00:17:19,320 --> 00:17:24,760 - Was it daddy? - I don't answer that. 149 00:17:28,160 --> 00:17:33,280 - You shouldn't lick. - No, I'm so stupid... 150 00:17:33,440 --> 00:17:38,200 -Have you never thought about running away? - I can't do that. 151 00:17:38,360 --> 00:17:41,720 - I have escaped. - You can see. 152 00:17:41,880 --> 00:17:49,360 I can see for you too. Martha! We running away from your daddy and all! 153 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:55,160 -Why do you want to take me with you? - I like you. I can work. 154 00:17:55,320 --> 00:18:00,920 No one can be mean to you. I think your dad is disgusting. 155 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:07,640 No, you can't say that. I am so terribly afraid of running away. 156 00:18:07,800 --> 00:18:13,400 -Trust me. - I do. I'm coming along. 157 00:18:13,560 --> 00:18:19,360 Come on! We have to make it dad's station before it gets light. 158 00:19:01,360 --> 00:19:07,680 Hello! Did I take too long? I had to make food. 159 00:19:12,160 --> 00:19:15,000 - Have you frozen? -No. 160 00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:19,040 The steam pressure is fine. Then we drive. 161 00:19:19,200 --> 00:19:23,560 - Can you drive a train, then? -Of course you can! 162 00:19:23,720 --> 00:19:28,040 The guys on the line taught me that. Then we drive. 163 00:19:35,320 --> 00:19:41,000 – Bo, it's not dangerous, is it? – Uh, dangerous! Not a bit. 164 00:19:47,560 --> 00:19:50,920 - Now she's moving. -Exciting! 165 00:19:51,080 --> 00:19:56,160 Uh, just wait until we really got going. 166 00:19:59,760 --> 00:20:03,280 -Are you afraid? - No, not now anymore. 167 00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:07,280 That's good. Then we drive on. 168 00:20:31,160 --> 00:20:32,960 You! 169 00:20:33,120 --> 00:20:35,360 You kid... 170 00:20:35,520 --> 00:20:39,800 How crooked you look. what's wrong with you 171 00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:42,800 The southern heel! 172 00:20:42,960 --> 00:20:45,520 -Hello then. -Hello then... 173 00:20:57,480 --> 00:21:00,760 Dad. Hello! 174 00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:03,520 - Lena! -Stay! 175 00:21:03,680 --> 00:21:07,280 Mother, Frida! Bo has arrived! 176 00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:13,440 Stay! Good day, little Bo! 177 00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:17,000 How nice to have you here! 178 00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:22,720 Then it's done. 179 00:21:22,880 --> 00:21:28,600 -Out on time, 20.17. Good evening. - Good evening, Fredrikson. 180 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:39,240 You are heavy! 181 00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:43,200 Coffee and sandwich? You're hungry, aren't you? 182 00:21:43,360 --> 00:21:48,200 - Yes, coffee on the train was pure buzz. - We do not offer buzz! 183 00:21:48,360 --> 00:21:53,360 - Now I want to look at you. - How handsome he is! 184 00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:57,960 -Turn around. -Look, mom! 185 00:21:58,120 --> 00:22:05,360 Yes, thank you, me! Now we will have coffee. Put out coffee and buns. 186 00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:10,880 - Have you seen that we got a refrigerator? -The pride of the family! 187 00:22:11,040 --> 00:22:16,840 -Welcome home! How does it feel? -Fine. But it was hot on the train. 188 00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:21,240 - Such a long journey! Aren't you tired? -Not a stick. 189 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:25,240 - It's fun in Stockholm, isn't it? - Yes, then! 190 00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:32,320 Do you have good command? In my time they were difficult. But now you are in charge yourself. 191 00:22:32,480 --> 00:22:36,440 Here you get a sandwich with jam - homemade! 192 00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:42,280 - Have you seen that we got a refrigerator? –Ha–ha! He already knows that! 193 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:45,200 What are you laughing at, huh? 194 00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:53,400 - Otherwise nothing new in the countryside? -One more northbound train. 195 00:22:53,560 --> 00:22:59,640 Lena has had surgery for her appendix, but we wrote about that. - Sit still. 196 00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:03,320 Gerd Boman had to get married! 197 00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:07,160 - Cheers, Bo! Welcome home. -Thanks. 198 00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:14,840 - Norrlands, I think? - No, ordinary Bords. 199 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:18,560 Everything tastes so similar these days. 200 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:21,800 - Otherwise nothing new? -No. 201 00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:26,400 Uncle Berglund is at its extreme. 202 00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:31,600 He got pneumonia och nu bär det mot slutet. 203 00:23:31,760 --> 00:23:34,920 Då får tant Maria sköta gården ensam. 204 00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:38,880 Oh no. Eva has come home. 205 00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:40,600 So? 206 00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:44,800 –Hon hjälper till med gården. - You say hello, right? 207 00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:49,160 In any case, I will take me for a tour of the environs. 208 00:23:49,320 --> 00:23:53,880 -What are you going to do, you said? - See me in a bit. 209 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:59,680 You have some left in the glass! Dear Bo... I'm not going to make a speech... 210 00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:06,280 –Jo, pappa ska hålla tal! –Roligt att se dig här. Welcome. 211 00:24:06,440 --> 00:24:09,680 It wasn't a speech! 212 00:24:09,840 --> 00:24:13,800 Våra bockar och våra getter and our four-legged fans 213 00:24:13,960 --> 00:24:17,680 they go in the forest and pick nuts and peels the bark off our trees 214 00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:22,320 But between heaven and earth there is a large coffee table 215 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:27,440 and little pearl to that can be had if you want! 216 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:35,040 - I'm coming with you. - Not tonight. 217 00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:40,640 -Why not, then? -Another time. Hello. 218 00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:50,520 "Escape on the surroundings" – yo-yo...! 219 00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:55,480 That's probably why he takes the shortcut over the embankment. 220 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:59,120 - What do you mean? -Look. 221 00:24:59,280 --> 00:25:05,440 - Well - Eva... A pretty girl. -And a good girl. 222 00:25:05,600 --> 00:25:10,560 And good. But for that she needs Well, don't be an "environment". 223 00:25:51,440 --> 00:25:58,320 It's not the first time I go this way to this place. 224 00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:04,680 Nothing to see here– 225 00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:09,040 - and yet I have to go here. 226 00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:12,680 Stand here, remember... 227 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:20,560 Never forget that death is a terrifying executioner, a decapitator. 228 00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:22,880 Never forget... 229 00:27:19,840 --> 00:27:22,080 Eva! 230 00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:24,680 No, are you here! 231 00:27:24,840 --> 00:27:30,760 - I'm at home on leave. - Yes, I understand that. Welcome home. 232 00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:34,040 Thanks. 233 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:38,320 -Furier have you become... - That kind of thing just goes off the rails. 234 00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:42,080 -How are you? - Yes, thank you. And yourself? 235 00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:47,880 - Grandfather is ill, otherwise it's fine. - You were at folk high school, right? 236 00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:53,680 Yes, but Bengt was called up, so I had to quit to help at home. 237 00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:58,520 You have a lot to do, but it's pretty fun. 238 00:27:58,680 --> 00:28:03,200 Think you would get involved like this! 239 00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:07,800 - Did you think it was fun? -What do you think yourself? 240 00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:13,200 - You have become cute. - I know that. 241 00:28:13,360 --> 00:28:18,200 - I like you. - I like you too. 242 00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:31,960 Now you have everything set for it. 243 00:28:32,120 --> 00:28:38,840 Say hello to grandma and grandpa. Otherwise grandma becomes both sad and angry. 244 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:43,040 - I can take that. -Thanks. You are not spoiled for that. 245 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:47,760 - Don't you want to be a little spoiled? -What do you think? 246 00:28:58,160 --> 00:29:01,160 Does it taste like anything? 247 00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:03,320 Dishwater. 248 00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:16,560 Can you imagine, Aaron! Bo Fredrikson is here to say hello! 249 00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:19,560 Then I have to put on coffee. 250 00:29:21,720 --> 00:29:25,600 Here I come with strangers, grandmother. 251 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:28,000 How is it? 252 00:29:28,160 --> 00:29:33,720 With me there is no danger, but grandfather will probably stop soon. 253 00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:37,760 - The hiccup is what is going to stop? -You! 254 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:41,280 We haven't seen that yet. 255 00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:46,720 He doesn't have far to go. Is he alive until tomorrow, it is noticeable. 256 00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:50,760 - Say hello, and I'll bring in coffee. - I won't have anything. 257 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:55,840 Have you been rude? Of course you should have coffee! 258 00:29:56,840 --> 00:30:00,320 - Bring the pitcher, Eva. -Yes, grandmother. 259 00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:07,840 Good evening, Uncle Aron. 260 00:30:09,440 --> 00:30:14,760 It's Bo Fredrikson. How is it? 261 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:22,760 Rooster Chicken... 262 00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:25,640 Now comes the coffee. 263 00:30:31,200 --> 00:30:35,040 Step forward and sit now. 264 00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:43,160 - Aren't you going to send for a doctor? - He was here and prescribed medicine. 265 00:30:43,320 --> 00:30:47,040 He can do no more. 266 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:51,400 - What have you got on your lip? -A mouth ulcer. 267 00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:56,120 - That has come recently. - It has it. 268 00:30:57,440 --> 00:31:03,600 Yes, cold sores are weird. One relative of mine often had cold sores– 269 00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:06,960 -and she had an illegitimate child. 270 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:13,600 - It's not that kind of cold sore. - No, I don't think so either. 271 00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:20,000 - Well... Otherwise you're cool? -Yes please. 272 00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:25,880 There is a lot with the military. Bengt was called up last spring. 273 00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:30,760 - But you're supposed to be in music? - I blow the trumpet. 274 00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:34,320 Yes, it is a beautiful instrument! 275 00:31:34,480 --> 00:31:38,200 It was a hell of a fight! 276 00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:43,200 Now he is at the municipal meeting. He has been there most of the day. 277 00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:50,200 Should we have a new school building, or shall we not? 278 00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:56,840 -Can you play on this one? - I think so. How so? 279 00:31:57,000 --> 00:32:01,640 It would be so dear if you wanted play a stump for grandpa. 280 00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:04,720 I can try. 281 00:32:09,760 --> 00:32:13,360 Bo will play a piece of music for you. 282 00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:20,960 /"YOUR CLEAR SUN IS RISING AGAIN"/ 283 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:16,160 It was beautiful. Thank you. 284 00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:22,960 If I were to read a little for him too... 285 00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:41,600 "How lovely are not your dwellings, Lord of hosts!" 286 00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:45,920 “My soul yearns and longs after the courts of the Lord." 287 00:33:46,080 --> 00:33:50,320 “My soul and my body rejoice against the living God." 288 00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:54,480 "Blessed are they who in you have their strength"– 289 00:33:54,640 --> 00:33:57,960 –“those whose mind stands in your way." 290 00:33:58,120 --> 00:34:02,720 "When they walk through the Valley of Tears they make it rich in sources"– 291 00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:06,720 –"and the autumn rain covers it with blessings." 292 00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:13,360 “They go from strength to strength; so they will appear before God in Zion." 293 00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:56,480 Now Eva gets to read for a little while. I'm going to go change my dress. 294 00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:08,720 - Do you think Auntie is sad? -Sorry? No. 295 00:35:10,440 --> 00:35:17,000 But it is a piece of herself who dies and it gets her caught. 296 00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:21,280 - I feel so silly... - Me too. 297 00:35:22,280 --> 00:35:26,080 I don't believe in this. Nevertheless... 298 00:35:26,240 --> 00:35:31,640 Still, it's right in a way. You can don't explain it, it just is. 299 00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:40,360 You get so many strange shapes. All kinds of expressions, gestures... 300 00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:47,120 So you get embarrassed when you meet on what is simple and just is. 301 00:35:55,520 --> 00:36:02,200 There is something called the nearness of death. Do you feel it now? 302 00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:06,480 - It's terrible! - No, it isn't. 303 00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:10,200 Yes, it is terrible! 304 00:36:10,360 --> 00:36:14,600 No, now I have to laugh! 305 00:36:14,760 --> 00:36:20,280 You, who cannot build even the tiniest little dass– 306 00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:27,480 -you must stand here and talk about how we will plan the new primary school... 307 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:41,840 "The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall lack nothing." 308 00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:44,960 "He makes me rest in green pastures"– 309 00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:48,600 –“he brings me to water where I find peace"– 310 00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:51,080 –"he refreshes my soul"– 311 00:36:51,240 --> 00:36:55,760 -"he leads me on the right paths for his name's sake." 312 00:36:55,920 --> 00:37:00,880 “If I too walk in the shadow of death valley, I fear no evil"– 313 00:37:01,040 --> 00:37:03,440 –"for you are with me." 314 00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:14,000 - Now it goes fast! - I feel it. You're good, you. 315 00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:23,400 I didn't do it on purpose! I couldn't help it! 316 00:38:23,560 --> 00:38:26,120 I didn't want it! 317 00:38:31,280 --> 00:38:36,960 I didn't want it. I couldn't help it. 318 00:39:15,240 --> 00:39:21,160 He is not wise! He would put in the prison! He's an idiot! 319 00:39:56,320 --> 00:40:03,240 - Shall we take her to the infirmary? -What would it serve? 320 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:08,160 No, no... 321 00:40:36,360 --> 00:40:39,000 It passes. 322 00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:42,240 Everything passes. 323 00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:45,440 It must pass... 324 00:40:51,400 --> 00:40:55,600 “Come, my friend; let's go out into the countryside"– 325 00:40:55,760 --> 00:40:58,680 –"and stay in the villages overnight." 326 00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:05,280 "Early we may go to the vineyards to see if the vines have budded"– 327 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:10,880 –"if the buds have opened, if the pomegranate trees have blossomed." 328 00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:17,600 “Come, my sister and bride. There I want to give you my love." 329 00:41:17,760 --> 00:41:20,880 Does it say something like that – there? 330 00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:24,360 - It is the High vision. - It is beautiful. 331 00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:27,320 Yes, it is. 332 00:41:42,240 --> 00:41:45,280 Have you lost something? 333 00:41:56,600 --> 00:41:59,040 Mary... 334 00:42:11,200 --> 00:42:13,240 Yes... 335 00:42:13,400 --> 00:42:18,360 It's almost over now. 336 00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:34,880 You shouldn't be sad. 337 00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:40,760 But when you're gone, little Aaron, have I no more joy on earth– 338 00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:44,160 - and I'll be right after. 339 00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:29,760 -Is the proximity of death still terrible? - Yes, it is terrible. 340 00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:35,360 It is like a shadow behind you, grasping after all, breaks everything. 341 00:43:35,520 --> 00:43:40,000 -All living must die. - It might continue elsewhere. 342 00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:46,120 - I don't believe in God. -Then it's hard to believe in anything at all. 343 00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:51,360 Not usually, but... Then me was twelve and that thing happened, you know… 344 00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:56,560 Since then I have hated death, always been afraid of it. 345 00:43:57,360 --> 00:44:03,080 It's a shame about you. But you get enough order your thoughts one day. 346 00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:15,560 Come on. 347 00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:36,680 Do you remember a Midsummer Eve? when we danced on the dance floor in Bäsna? 348 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:38,600 No. 349 00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:45,080 Do you remember an autumn day when we went to the bog in Djuptjärn and took the hornbeam? 350 00:44:45,240 --> 00:44:48,840 -How so? - Do you remember? 351 00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:52,560 No, I don't think so... 352 00:44:52,720 --> 00:44:58,160 Do you remember when we met a fox cub? nine years ago? We took care of it. 353 00:44:58,320 --> 00:45:02,560 You had it in the desk and was beaten for it. 354 00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:06,160 Why do you ask all that? 355 00:45:07,800 --> 00:45:13,800 You are an idiot! A stupid and congested one Idiot you shouldn't care about! 356 00:45:13,960 --> 00:45:18,000 -What do you really mean? - Look at me! 357 00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:23,480 - I haven't done anything else tonight. - Look at me. 358 00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:28,280 - I'm getting goosebumps from this... - Go home, then! 359 00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:34,000 Go home and go to bed with your haughty nose in the air! 360 00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:44,240 Eva... I agree that I am an idiot no one should care about. 361 00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:47,160 You should know one thing. 362 00:45:47,320 --> 00:45:51,400 I never have been with a woman. 363 00:45:52,520 --> 00:45:55,880 Do you think that sounds silly? 364 00:45:57,160 --> 00:46:01,560 In the barn you said that you liked me. 365 00:46:01,720 --> 00:46:05,760 And then we kissed, both then and later in there. 366 00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:11,600 Yes, but it was less complicated then. Now it's more complicated... 367 00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:16,840 - Don't you usually mess with things? - No, not before. 368 00:46:17,000 --> 00:46:21,200 But nowadays everything is very complicated. 369 00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:27,560 You make me feel indecent and frivolous. I probably am too. 370 00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:36,360 - What if you bring children? - It's a minor concern. 371 00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:40,560 How can you know that it won't be a disappointment? 372 00:46:40,720 --> 00:46:45,920 - Someday must be the first. - Yes, of course. 373 00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:50,520 Now I won't say another word! 374 00:46:53,240 --> 00:46:56,080 Eva... 375 00:46:56,240 --> 00:47:02,360 There are no problems. It's just something that something inside me made up. 376 00:47:28,560 --> 00:47:32,600 "For love is as strong as death." 377 00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:37,800 “Its urgency is irresistible like Hades." 378 00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:43,760 "Its glow is like the glow of fire, a flame of the Lord it is." 379 00:47:44,680 --> 00:47:50,600 "The biggest waters do not be able to extinguish the love." 380 00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:55,440 “If someone wanted to give all his possessions for love"– 381 00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:59,480 –"then he would still be insulted." 382 00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:21,920 Now you must go. 383 00:48:26,480 --> 00:48:31,400 -Can't you stay a while longer? - I have a lot to think about. 384 00:48:31,560 --> 00:48:37,000 I want to be a little to myself. Don't feel sorry for me for that. 385 00:48:38,960 --> 00:48:42,160 I understand that you want to think. 386 00:48:42,320 --> 00:48:46,600 I'm longing already until the next time we meet. 387 00:48:46,760 --> 00:48:51,080 - I agree with that. -Hello then. 388 00:49:58,320 --> 00:50:01,400 /ALARM CLOCK/ 389 00:50:17,120 --> 00:50:23,600 -What time is it? -What did you say? A quarter past seven. 390 00:50:23,760 --> 00:50:27,040 Hurry up, so we won't be late. 391 00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:30,760 One would never sleep after dinner! 392 00:50:30,920 --> 00:50:36,760 - It's so damn hot. - It's hot like in Africa. 393 00:50:36,920 --> 00:50:40,840 Stay, wake up! A quarter past seven! 394 00:50:42,080 --> 00:50:45,680 I think you should go in and wake Bo. 395 00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:51,000 -Why do you sound like that? - Don't I sound in a special way? 396 00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:58,720 Let it be. By all means, I can go in to him if you like. 397 00:50:58,880 --> 00:51:02,480 And you should be married to – darling! 398 00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:06,120 How sweet and rare you are, then—darling! 399 00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:16,880 -Where are the cigarettes? -Huh? I can't hear what you're saying! 400 00:51:24,760 --> 00:51:29,800 - You come sneaking like an ugly old man. - I am too. 401 00:51:29,960 --> 00:51:34,840 Where are the cigarettes? I bought a package this morning. 402 00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:40,400 Did you? Well, then they've probably run out. 403 00:51:42,720 --> 00:51:47,600 Shouldn't you put on a dress before you enter Bo? 404 00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:50,160 Idiot. 405 00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:06,440 Time to wake up, little Bo. 406 00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:12,440 -Go your way. - Are you going to say that to me? 407 00:52:12,600 --> 00:52:15,480 Get going. 408 00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:20,960 As friendly as you can be... I can pull up the blinds for you. 409 00:52:21,120 --> 00:52:26,480 What are these cursed forms to come in here half naked? 410 00:52:28,200 --> 00:52:31,360 Göran didn't like it either... 411 00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:36,280 Göran is my friend in bass and you are his wife. 412 00:52:36,440 --> 00:52:41,560 But you've got it figured out you will sleep with me Drop that idea! 413 00:52:44,240 --> 00:52:49,560 You think I'm a bad girl, huh? But I'm not. 414 00:52:49,720 --> 00:52:53,280 You know that as well as I do. 415 00:52:53,440 --> 00:52:59,520 I've never been with anyone else yet Goran. Yes, I'm in love with him too. 416 00:53:01,240 --> 00:53:06,280 I know he is your friend and companion. 417 00:53:07,720 --> 00:53:12,160 But it's something which has gone into me. 418 00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:16,080 I don't know what it is... 419 00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:20,080 You've gone crazy, that's the whole thing. 420 00:53:20,240 --> 00:53:24,640 Anyone can go crazy in this heat. 421 00:53:24,800 --> 00:53:27,600 Yes, maybe it… 422 00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:34,320 Yeah... 423 00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:39,640 nice breasts, although not as pretty as mine. 424 00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:44,080 Aren't you going to go now? 425 00:53:44,240 --> 00:53:49,160 She doesn't show her legs. Maybe just as well. 426 00:53:59,920 --> 00:54:02,240 /KNOCK/ 427 00:54:08,720 --> 00:54:12,200 It took a long time to wake you up, Bo. 428 00:54:12,360 --> 00:54:16,520 But Susanne does everything thoroughly, not true? 429 00:54:16,680 --> 00:54:22,640 - We... talked a little about the weather... - You will see that there will be thunder. 430 00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:27,920 Yeah... 431 00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:33,400 Say, how are we doing? with love today? 432 00:54:33,560 --> 00:54:37,000 do you love me yet 433 00:54:42,480 --> 00:54:48,120 - I think I'm going to move out of here. - I don't think it helps. 434 00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:54,560 - My fiancee is so far away. - Bring her here, then. 435 00:54:54,720 --> 00:55:00,320 It's easy to say. She can't travel away from his old grandmother. 436 00:55:00,480 --> 00:55:03,440 Get something else, then. 437 00:55:03,600 --> 00:55:07,720 -During the waiting period. - You are a cynical guy, Göran. 438 00:55:07,880 --> 00:55:12,680 It can happen, but that with biology is subordinate. 439 00:55:12,840 --> 00:55:18,080 - Not for me. -Susanne tickles your biology. 440 00:55:18,240 --> 00:55:22,560 Shut up! I'm moving tomorrow, I say. 441 00:55:22,720 --> 00:55:28,840 - You are jealous - but interested. - Yes, maybe so. 442 00:55:29,000 --> 00:55:35,400 - Susanne said I was an ugly old man. - She's not as stupid as you think. 443 00:55:35,560 --> 00:55:39,160 -Anyone want a hut? - Not for me. 444 00:55:39,320 --> 00:55:43,760 -You then, darling? - Yes, thank you, darling. 445 00:55:43,920 --> 00:55:46,160 Cheers to you! 446 00:55:48,640 --> 00:55:50,720 -You, darling... -Yes? 447 00:55:50,880 --> 00:55:54,640 - But don't let that... -What is it? 448 00:55:54,800 --> 00:55:57,720 I've become so weird. 449 00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:01,880 It cannot depend on that I have too little to do– 450 00:56:02,040 --> 00:56:05,640 -or that I'm stupid... 451 00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:08,680 Now go get dressed. 452 00:56:08,840 --> 00:56:15,000 No one ever wants to talk about my soul, although it is so damn interesting! 453 00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:22,560 Oooooh! 454 00:56:22,720 --> 00:56:27,560 -What are you screaming for? - That's life, just. 455 00:56:32,280 --> 00:56:35,240 ...do you still love me? 456 00:56:37,320 --> 00:56:40,440 /JAZZ MUSIC/ 457 00:56:45,120 --> 00:56:47,880 Now it's Bo! 458 00:56:49,360 --> 00:56:55,200 - But you can't hear anything. - There are such disturbances tonight. 459 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:05,880 - Such a bad radio you have! - But you get to meet him tomorrow. 460 00:57:06,040 --> 00:57:10,960 I had this radio before you were born. 461 00:57:13,160 --> 00:57:16,880 Störningar orsakas av atmosfären– 462 00:57:17,040 --> 00:57:22,320 –som inte ens den modernaste radio can be rude, on the contrary. 463 00:57:54,960 --> 00:57:58,920 - Did it end now? –Hör ni inte applåderna? 464 00:57:59,080 --> 00:58:04,080 –Nu måste nog Bo fram och bocka. –Jag förstår mig inte riktigt på det. 465 00:58:04,240 --> 00:58:06,400 It's Babylon! 466 00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:11,680 /TÅGVISSLA/–Jaha, nu är tåget här. -Hurry up! 467 00:58:11,840 --> 00:58:15,760 But the conversation, then? Bo vet ju inte att jag kommer. 468 00:58:15,920 --> 00:58:20,960 –Kom som en överraskning. - Hello Bo from me! 469 00:58:21,760 --> 00:58:25,120 Låt henne vara, lilla barn. 470 00:58:27,680 --> 00:58:31,320 The coat! Hello Bo from me! 471 00:58:34,040 --> 00:58:38,880 –Det är inte moraliskt, säger de. -What is not moral? 472 00:58:39,040 --> 00:58:43,440 I'm drunk, but clear in the bud. 473 00:58:43,600 --> 00:58:47,920 What is not moral? 474 00:58:48,080 --> 00:58:51,160 Now you got interested, huh? 475 00:58:51,320 --> 00:58:57,280 Susanne has been arrested by so-called erotic curiosity for you, Bo. 476 00:58:59,160 --> 00:59:02,840 - You are not wise. - No, it can happen. 477 00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:08,480 But I am co-operating. The real one the man always gets to play dumb. 478 00:59:08,640 --> 00:59:14,560 - I turn the tables: Go ahead! - Now I didn't understand anything. 479 00:59:14,720 --> 00:59:20,760 You have my blessing! We are enlightened, modern people, dammit! 480 00:59:20,920 --> 00:59:27,840 -Are you serious? -Sure, darling! Clean frame seriously. 481 00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:34,080 Clean dirty. You treat me like I was a dresser or something. 482 00:59:34,240 --> 00:59:38,400 - Aren't you? -You bastard! 483 00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:40,080 Reach? 484 00:59:40,240 --> 00:59:44,880 - I feel damned ridiculous. - That was the intention. 485 00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:50,560 About Susanne and I would fall in love with each other, then? 486 00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:54,520 You won't be. I know you. 487 00:59:54,680 --> 00:59:59,880 - Do you? - By all means. We drop the subject. 488 01:00:00,040 --> 01:00:06,680 I just wanted to spread some light in the moral darkness. 489 01:00:06,840 --> 01:00:13,440 But do you want it dark, so stay tuned. Now we get drunk. 490 01:00:16,240 --> 01:00:19,560 Cheers, my little pigeons! 491 01:01:36,000 --> 01:01:39,280 Well, what do you say now? 492 01:01:43,920 --> 01:01:47,880 Admit that there is something in it what i said 493 01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:51,120 No! I admit nothing! 494 01:02:06,920 --> 01:02:09,040 Alright! 495 01:02:16,120 --> 01:02:22,960 – Quite nice, isn't it, Susanne? - Well...quite nice, actually. 496 01:02:23,120 --> 01:02:28,160 If we go in to me can we have an even nicer time. 497 01:02:30,000 --> 01:02:32,960 Are you going to join? 498 01:02:33,760 --> 01:02:39,280 Beware the furniture... Even a simple guy that I can understand– 499 01:02:39,440 --> 01:02:45,440 -that it is tricky when theory and practice must coincide. - Come, Susanne! 500 01:03:13,600 --> 01:03:17,880 -Who is it? - That's me. 501 01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:22,400 Göran has fallen asleep in the kitchen. Help me carry him inside. 502 01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:25,840 He can stay there. 503 01:03:26,000 --> 01:03:30,240 No... He can't. 504 01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:34,680 -Why is that? - I think that... 505 01:03:34,840 --> 01:03:38,040 I think it's delicious... 506 01:03:38,200 --> 01:03:42,560 I think it's leaking in the gas line. 507 01:03:42,720 --> 01:03:46,360 I'll help you carry him inside. 508 01:03:48,760 --> 01:03:52,600 where are you I don't see you. 509 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:56,320 Here. 510 01:04:00,680 --> 01:04:02,760 Come on! 511 01:04:14,440 --> 01:04:18,280 He's just a little predator after all. 512 01:04:19,440 --> 01:04:23,360 A mean little predator. 513 01:04:28,520 --> 01:04:33,320 - Aren't you going to carry him in? - He can lie down. 514 01:04:33,480 --> 01:04:37,320 But the gas line is leaking. 515 01:04:42,360 --> 01:04:45,360 No, it doesn't. 516 01:04:46,560 --> 01:04:51,440 - I don't understand what you mean. - I just mean... 517 01:04:51,600 --> 01:04:54,640 Maybe it could start to leak. 518 01:04:54,800 --> 01:04:59,080 If he is lying here then with the door closed... 519 01:04:59,240 --> 01:05:02,960 There are no windows here. 520 01:05:03,120 --> 01:05:06,920 Accidents with gas often occur. 521 01:05:07,080 --> 01:05:10,840 The gas is so poisonous these days. 522 01:05:11,880 --> 01:05:15,360 We don't care if something happens. 523 01:05:15,520 --> 01:05:17,720 No... 524 01:05:57,320 --> 01:05:59,520 /RATTLE/ 525 01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:05,840 Suzanne! Suzanne! Open! 526 01:06:07,760 --> 01:06:09,880 Suzanne! 527 01:06:12,120 --> 01:06:16,680 Suzanne! Suzanne! Open! 528 01:06:17,920 --> 01:06:20,160 Suzanne... 529 01:06:27,520 --> 01:06:29,880 /SILENCE/ 530 01:06:37,760 --> 01:06:39,560 Ah!!! 531 01:06:59,480 --> 01:07:05,280 Now you have taken Göran's life. Now You must do exactly as I say. 532 01:07:05,440 --> 01:07:09,680 You made it up! You helped me! 533 01:07:09,840 --> 01:07:13,040 You can never prove that. 534 01:07:20,680 --> 01:07:23,240 Burn this. 535 01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:35,120 /DOOR SIGNAL/ 536 01:07:35,280 --> 01:07:39,000 No, wait! You can't! I don't dare. 537 01:07:39,160 --> 01:07:41,760 - Vomit! -No...! 538 01:07:41,920 --> 01:07:45,760 -If we hadn't done it anyway! - Vomit! 539 01:08:04,280 --> 01:08:06,280 /DOOR SIGNAL/ 540 01:08:06,440 --> 01:08:08,440 Yes...! 541 01:08:09,720 --> 01:08:14,120 - Sable weather. – Saber headache! 542 01:08:16,480 --> 01:08:21,640 -Are you going to open today or tomorrow? -Honey, I'm running. 543 01:08:37,000 --> 01:08:41,240 Visit! Now it's cut. 544 01:08:41,400 --> 01:08:46,040 I didn't want to kill him! It was you! 545 01:08:46,200 --> 01:08:50,040 What a hangover, huh! 546 01:08:51,800 --> 01:08:55,560 It was you! I didn't want to! 547 01:09:12,160 --> 01:09:16,880 - You dream so strangely sometimes. – Eva...? 548 01:09:19,080 --> 01:09:21,520 are you here 549 01:09:23,840 --> 01:09:29,680 - It would be a surprise. - Yes, it certainly was! 550 01:09:29,840 --> 01:09:35,680 -Do we have any albyl at home? -Have you looked in the toolbox? 551 01:09:37,240 --> 01:09:43,320 Yes, the missus understands that it happened a bit festive here yesterday... 552 01:09:43,480 --> 01:09:46,520 I can understand that. 553 01:09:46,680 --> 01:09:52,080 - Can you possibly get on? - Yes, of course... 554 01:09:56,680 --> 01:09:59,800 I'm going to close the door. 555 01:10:02,920 --> 01:10:05,760 Have a great time! 556 01:10:12,480 --> 01:10:17,240 Goran! Today I would go to the hairdresser– 557 01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:21,160 – to the post office and to aunt. 558 01:10:21,320 --> 01:10:25,760 But I think it's nicer to sleep. 559 01:10:27,080 --> 01:10:34,320 Mommy's little putti–putti–putti! Is it isn't it nicer to sleep on a day like this? 560 01:10:34,480 --> 01:10:40,800 Yes. Then I'll tell you about the guy who was on a honeymoon in rainy weather. 561 01:10:40,960 --> 01:10:45,960 – Shit! Not so loud! – Aha, you've heard it! 562 01:10:46,120 --> 01:10:50,080 -Oh, honey... -What is it? 563 01:10:50,240 --> 01:10:55,880 – Oh, darling, how lovely you are! - Control yourself now. So. 564 01:10:56,040 --> 01:10:59,560 No! No, help me! 565 01:11:04,080 --> 01:11:08,760 -Are you going to move? - Yes, you can give a fuck about that! 566 01:11:20,720 --> 01:11:24,320 -Tell. - There is nothing to tell. 567 01:11:24,480 --> 01:11:28,520 - It's just shame and blackness. - I don't think so. 568 01:11:28,680 --> 01:11:33,760 Deep inside me sits something terrible which I can't deal with. 569 01:11:33,920 --> 01:11:39,960 - It looks at me with mean eyes. - I guess everyone has. 570 01:11:40,120 --> 01:11:45,560 No, not you. Therefore we become others small and shabby next to you. 571 01:11:45,720 --> 01:11:48,960 It's only what you believe in the hangover. 572 01:11:49,120 --> 01:11:55,560 I won't deal with it. I can't explain it. 573 01:11:55,720 --> 01:12:02,960 No, I understand. go take a shower, I'll pack in the meantime. 574 01:12:24,800 --> 01:12:28,360 /GIGGLES AND FLAMES/ 575 01:12:46,880 --> 01:12:53,720 - You shouldn't have trouble because of me. - Oh, it's no problem. 576 01:12:53,880 --> 01:12:58,040 You want to hear from Bo and Eva, right? We received a letter today. 577 01:12:58,200 --> 01:13:03,160 - Yes, of course I would like to. - Take out the letter, Frida. 578 01:13:03,320 --> 01:13:07,360 -Anything new from Bäsna? - No, not exactly. 579 01:13:07,520 --> 01:13:12,200 Where like here, not much happens. But they will get a new priest. 580 01:13:12,360 --> 01:13:17,400 Good evening, Maria. Well, how was your sister in Bäsna? 581 01:13:17,560 --> 01:13:21,800 She, like me, is a bit worn out. 582 01:13:21,960 --> 01:13:25,560 We have received letters from Bo and Eva. 583 01:13:25,720 --> 01:13:30,640 - Go ahead, Aunt Maria. - I forgot my eyes at Berta's! 584 01:13:30,800 --> 01:13:33,880 I can read it. 585 01:13:34,040 --> 01:13:40,520 "Extreme cut in September"... Eva has forgotten both day and date. 586 01:13:40,680 --> 01:13:47,800 You can save the notes. Now reading me, then there will be less nonsense. 587 01:13:49,960 --> 01:13:54,000 -"Extreme cut in September"... - Aunt has already heard that. 588 01:13:54,160 --> 01:13:59,080 That's not the point, except for what is in the letter! 589 01:13:59,240 --> 01:14:05,320 "Extreme cut in September"... It is postmarked on the fifth. 590 01:14:05,480 --> 01:14:12,200 –So: "Utterskär on September 5." - We can do that soon, Fredrikson. 591 01:14:12,360 --> 01:14:19,200 "Dear aunt and uncle! Bo and me is still on the island and having a great time." 592 01:14:19,360 --> 01:14:25,680 "Bo is a kind and attentive husband man and help me in every way." 593 01:14:25,840 --> 01:14:32,120 “I've gotten awfully big about my stomach, but Bo thinks I'm cute." 594 01:14:33,040 --> 01:14:38,600 "Here it storms so much that Johansson, the only one who lives here on the island"– 595 01:14:38,760 --> 01:14:41,520 –"can't come out with the nets." 596 01:14:41,680 --> 01:14:47,240 “So we eat canned goods and milks Johansson's cow." 597 01:14:47,400 --> 01:14:52,400 “Sometimes we hear mines that explode out at sea." 598 01:14:52,560 --> 01:14:58,600 “It sounds awful and reminds one of that it is still war." 599 01:14:58,760 --> 01:15:04,600 "Bo bathes every morning on the leeward side. Me wish I could do it with." 600 01:15:10,800 --> 01:15:16,720 He hasn't been in the water long. He still looks like people in the vision. 601 01:15:16,880 --> 01:15:23,240 He could be from the German one the destroyer that blew up last night. 602 01:15:23,400 --> 01:15:30,840 - And he is young, just a boy. -Poor devil... Cursed war! 603 01:15:32,040 --> 01:15:37,200 Yes... We'll take him in in the boathouse for so long. 604 01:16:49,600 --> 01:16:51,920 -Hello! -Hello. 605 01:16:54,480 --> 01:17:00,960 - Go ahead. My master is served. -Wonderful! I'm just going to get dressed. 606 01:17:02,480 --> 01:17:08,880 - What did you and Johansson have for you? - It was nothing special. 607 01:17:09,040 --> 01:17:12,880 - You went and carried something. - Well... 608 01:17:13,040 --> 01:17:18,720 Yes, it was a log that floated up. The old man saves on all the firewood. 609 01:17:21,960 --> 01:17:26,800 - How windy it is. - Yes, but it is beautiful. 610 01:17:26,960 --> 01:17:31,760 It's upsetting in a way. Don't you think so? 611 01:17:31,920 --> 01:17:35,200 - Are you longing to go into town? - Not exactly. 612 01:17:35,360 --> 01:17:41,080 One becomes so silly in my condition— very happy or very sad. 613 01:17:41,240 --> 01:17:46,480 -Are you very sad today? -Yes. But I don't know what it is. 614 01:17:46,640 --> 01:17:50,960 We travel home when the storm is over. It's calmest that way. 615 01:17:51,120 --> 01:17:55,160 You're not going to be a father not until three weeks from now. 616 01:17:55,320 --> 01:17:59,120 - The coffee is getting cold. -You, then? 617 01:17:59,280 --> 01:18:05,520 I won't have anything. You know how capricious we women are. 618 01:18:06,560 --> 01:18:12,520 I go to Johansson with some food. Otherwise, he just drinks shit. 619 01:18:12,680 --> 01:18:18,520 - Yes, he smells today. should i go - No, I'm going. You're messing with me. 620 01:18:18,680 --> 01:18:24,320 - People are afraid of you and the boy. - It won't be a boy. 621 01:18:24,480 --> 01:18:31,320 - You'll be sad if it's a girl. - No, I'll be happy for a kitten! 622 01:18:31,480 --> 01:18:37,320 -Walk carefully. The rocks are slippery. - Yes, my prince. 623 01:18:37,480 --> 01:18:43,960 - I sit and practice if you want something. - Yes, my trumpet player. 624 01:18:45,280 --> 01:18:51,960 -Hello! Now you are not sad anymore? - No, my lord and man. Just a little. 625 01:18:52,120 --> 01:18:56,320 Inside me. But it will pass! 626 01:19:22,480 --> 01:19:26,880 - Here is some food for Johansson. - Thank you. 627 01:19:28,280 --> 01:19:34,000 -How is it? –Så bra det kan i denna jämmerdal. 628 01:19:34,160 --> 01:19:40,440 Säg... Jag såg att Johansson och Bo bar på något borta vid sjöboden. 629 01:19:40,600 --> 01:19:43,880 -What was it? -Huh...? 630 01:19:45,920 --> 01:19:47,920 Well... 631 01:19:50,520 --> 01:19:53,600 Didn't Bo say that? 632 01:19:56,040 --> 01:20:00,280 How strange you are. What was that? 633 01:20:01,720 --> 01:20:06,840 Det här är inget för henne. She goes home. 634 01:20:12,200 --> 01:20:15,840 God kväll då, Johansson. 635 01:21:28,320 --> 01:21:30,480 Eva! 636 01:21:57,680 --> 01:21:59,840 Eva! 637 01:22:01,200 --> 01:22:03,400 Eva! 638 01:22:28,880 --> 01:22:35,560 Han var inte äldre än du. I thought att det lika väl kunde ha varit du. 639 01:22:37,840 --> 01:22:43,040 Det är så obegripligt hopplöst att människor ska döda varann– 640 01:22:43,200 --> 01:22:47,480 - because I don't think so att någon vill det innerst inne. 641 01:22:48,600 --> 01:22:53,440 Then you think it's ridiculous to one must bring a child into the world. 642 01:22:53,600 --> 01:22:58,560 The kid is like that the center of the world for one. 643 01:23:00,640 --> 01:23:03,680 So things like this happen... 644 01:23:04,840 --> 01:23:08,240 It could have happened to you, or the kid. 645 01:23:08,400 --> 01:23:14,240 It has happened to so many people like you and me, several million. 646 01:23:15,120 --> 01:23:18,600 Then there is no point in anything. 647 01:23:18,760 --> 01:23:23,520 You don't understand why a child will come into the world. 648 01:23:23,680 --> 01:23:30,240 In a few years he may be lying in some sea, floating up on some island– 649 01:23:30,400 --> 01:23:33,480 - and no one knows who he is. 650 01:23:33,640 --> 01:23:38,920 And everything is just indifferent and insignificant. 651 01:23:39,680 --> 01:23:42,360 I don't understand anything either. 652 01:23:42,520 --> 01:23:47,160 I would like someone explained my life to me– 653 01:23:47,320 --> 01:23:50,600 –as a teacher explains a speech. 654 01:23:50,760 --> 01:23:57,800 There is no explanation, none context. I don't believe in anything! 655 01:23:57,960 --> 01:24:01,960 Yes, you do, Eva, deep down. 656 01:24:02,120 --> 01:24:06,760 I think God has given up the people, that God is also dead– 657 01:24:06,920 --> 01:24:12,000 - and that everything just continues and continues until it ends. 658 01:24:16,160 --> 01:24:18,040 Come on. 659 01:24:28,720 --> 01:24:30,440 Oh... 660 01:24:31,640 --> 01:24:35,720 What is it? Eve, what is it? 661 01:24:38,240 --> 01:24:43,080 I think...that it starts now. 662 01:24:43,240 --> 01:24:48,000 -What should we do? – I think that... Oh...! 663 01:24:49,160 --> 01:24:53,000 Eva... Can I help you? 664 01:24:54,840 --> 01:25:00,120 We have to go to the midwife, because it will probably come soon. 665 01:25:07,880 --> 01:25:13,320 Johansson! Eva will... We have to go to the midwife with her! 666 01:25:29,400 --> 01:25:32,520 /ENGINE STOPS/ 667 01:25:42,040 --> 01:25:47,680 We must take to the oars, otherwise she drifts up on the reef. 668 01:27:00,280 --> 01:27:03,040 /ENGINE STARTS/ 669 01:27:47,760 --> 01:27:52,520 I've been through that too, but worse. Then it was my old lady. 670 01:27:52,680 --> 01:27:57,760 It was spring winter and snowstorm, the ice neither wore nor broke. 671 01:27:57,920 --> 01:28:02,120 -And it went well? - Yes, it went so well. 672 01:28:02,280 --> 01:28:05,880 Where do you keep all yours these days? 673 01:28:06,040 --> 01:28:10,040 The kids are married inland– 674 01:28:10,200 --> 01:28:14,080 -and the old woman died last winter. 675 01:28:14,240 --> 01:28:18,880 -Isn't it lonely? - Well, not particularly. 676 01:28:19,040 --> 01:28:24,480 You have the radio and the cow and the cat fan. It's companionship, that's all. 677 01:28:24,640 --> 01:28:30,360 How did you feel? when did you have your first kid? 678 01:28:30,520 --> 01:28:37,760 I don't remember that, because I was drunk like an egg, but happy – and proud! 679 01:28:37,920 --> 01:28:43,240 My daughter was very beautiful when she was born, like her mother. 680 01:28:46,960 --> 01:28:53,040 - Isn't it strangely quiet in there? - Is it? I wonder that, me. 681 01:28:53,200 --> 01:28:56,760 Now it is possible to get in. 682 01:29:02,880 --> 01:29:05,240 Go ahead. 683 01:29:20,920 --> 01:29:24,800 It's your son. Go ahead. 684 01:29:24,960 --> 01:29:29,000 Three and a half kilos. That's not bad! 685 01:29:29,160 --> 01:29:33,960 - He is stately. - He seems to have character. 686 01:29:34,120 --> 01:29:39,360 Very stately. He has hands and everything. 687 01:29:41,280 --> 01:29:44,720 - Can I hold him? -Of course. 688 01:29:56,440 --> 01:29:59,360 - You, Eva... -Yes? 689 01:30:00,320 --> 01:30:06,160 When you hold such a small one everything sort of comes together for one. 690 01:30:06,320 --> 01:30:09,480 Yes... It does. 691 01:30:10,760 --> 01:30:14,240 That thing I said earlier today... 692 01:30:15,840 --> 01:30:22,040 ...that I wanted someone would explain my life to me… 693 01:30:24,040 --> 01:30:28,840 That's him. No further explanations are needed. 694 01:30:29,000 --> 01:30:32,840 No, it is needed no more explanations. 695 01:30:35,840 --> 01:30:39,960 - Can I show him to Johansson? -Of course. 696 01:30:55,520 --> 01:30:57,880 Johansson! 697 01:30:59,280 --> 01:31:01,520 No...! 698 01:31:01,680 --> 01:31:05,000 That one was nice, man! 699 01:31:05,160 --> 01:31:09,720 We have done that well. What is your first name? 700 01:31:09,880 --> 01:31:16,560 Mikael. But the last 50 years have everyone called me Johansson, the old lady with. 701 01:31:16,720 --> 01:31:22,120 His name is Mikael and you shall be his godfather. 702 01:31:33,880 --> 01:31:41,400 As in a blazing second I see life's grandeur, riches, and highness– 703 01:31:41,560 --> 01:31:48,320 -and understand how the bright threads twined with the dark and black– 704 01:31:48,480 --> 01:31:52,240 –to a tissue of rare beauty and power. 705 01:31:52,400 --> 01:31:57,280 Death is no longer a chopper and executioner, a shadow behind my back– 706 01:31:57,440 --> 01:32:00,560 –without a part of life and its waves– 707 01:32:00,720 --> 01:32:05,560 – endless and tireless like the waves of the sea. 708 01:32:09,560 --> 01:32:12,160 Mikael... 709 01:32:12,320 --> 01:32:16,480 I will tell you about all this for you one day. 710 01:32:16,640 --> 01:32:20,520 I know that then you will not understand. 711 01:32:20,680 --> 01:32:27,400 But I think you should come yourself wonder at it, gripped by it– 712 01:32:27,560 --> 01:32:32,640 -and carry it in your heart and visible on your face. 713 01:32:43,880 --> 01:32:47,200 Subtitles: Agnes Malm Skoglund Swedish media text for SVT