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 Trying to ignore me, are you?

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 Stop! Put that down.

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 Woah! King of the jungle!

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 He can obviously look after himself.
 So, he can look after me too.

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 The inquest's coming up. A chance
 for us to put everything behind us.

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Paula, I can't today.
You know the rules.

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If you've come to gloat...

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The day you leave,
there'll be bunting countrywide.

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It wasn't him.

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What fucking games is he playing?

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Come back here now! Jamie!

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Seven months ago, it wasn't Rod
stealing those pills.

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Barry had a relapse.
I started medicating him.

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Bloody hell, Jamie.

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You need to get your shit together.

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There's only one way out of this.

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I'll say everything at the inquest.

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I'll say everything at the inquest.
We'll all be in the shit if you do!

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Tell him.

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Euphoria. Ecstasy.
Call it what you want.

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..I actually believed
everything was going to be OK.

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I've grown into my skin

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I've felt a bit of pain

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In that moment of happiness, you
remember what's important in life.

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Family. Not work or other bullshit.

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Family.

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Priority number one.

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Do you know what's amazing and shit
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Things are never as they seem.

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Jams!

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Isn't the inquest today?

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Isn't the inquest today?
Time we all moved on, Melvyn.

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You'd better shift it then.

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Giving you a lift, is he?

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Sixteen messages I've left you!

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Today doesn't just affect you,
Jamie!

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Jamie!

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ENGINE STARTS

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He's not in!

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Prick!

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Jamie. Jamie!

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Wil!

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He doesn't want to go.

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It could make things worse.

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How could things be worse?
He hasn't uttered a word in months.

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You want him
to hear the gory details.

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The facts about Barry's life.

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What he did to Wil was so selfish.

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since his dad died!

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He was ill.

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I'd like to know
what happened to Uncle Barry.

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Help me to get closure.

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You're not getting out the
maths test, good girl. Go. Scoot.

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Jan, wait.

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..medicated him.

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Stole drugs from the hospital.

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Benzos.

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Why wasn't he getting better
if you gave him drugs?

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The Benzos just masked the symptoms.

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When I couldn't get any more...

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..that's when he jumped.

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didn't you say before now?

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You're going to say all this
in court, are you? Great.

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I need to do this, Jan.

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Get it off my chest.

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If I confess in court,
well, it will be on record.

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And Wil will know
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And what will happen to you,
to your job if you do that?

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They'll probs drag me in front
of the Naughty Nurses Court.

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Struck off.

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You're willing to risk
losing your job?

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..swallow you whole, kill you.

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I've neglected you for too long
because of all this.

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You three are everything to me.

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I want to believe you. I really do.

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I'll get another job.

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One that pays better.

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I'm late. I can't afford
to lose my job too.

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Wil, Gracie and I depend on it.

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Let me know how it goes.

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I'll prove you wrong, I promise.

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Jamie.

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They're going to kill me
then sack me.

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of everyone's expenses by one.

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Howard Button will have to wait in
the isolation ward for another hour.

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Can you please just put down
some numbers for your mileage?

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No can do, sorry.

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Jamie!

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your resignation.

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I doubt you'll want to keep me after
hearing what I have to say in court.

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The Benzos.

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Huw told me.

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Everything.

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So, you'll have to sack me anyway.

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We'll see.

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Huw Donald will frame if you go.

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Shut the door on your way out.

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A cup of tea
before I sort out Howard Button.

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Unless you're offering to do it,
Jamie.

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Do you know what?
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I've had a guts full working with
a shit show of a nurse like you.

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Telling patients they're so useless
they can't even kill themselves.

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Oi, that happened once.

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You, Gwens - carrying mints
to stop you breathing...

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over recovering addicts.

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This is how you plan to say goodbye
to everyone, Jamie?

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One big hissy-fit?

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Time to get the bunting out then.

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Yep. Finito, kaput,
so long, farewell.

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Stuff all of you fuckers.

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You, Gracie and Wil on top
of the list now, Jan. I promise you.

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You've promised before.

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Come to the inquest, Jan.
You can see for yourself.

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Then we'll go out - you and me -
to celebrate. A new beginning.

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Dale is going to kill me.

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.

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Subtitles

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Subtitles
Subtitles

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'Hi, it's Gracie. Leave a message,
please. Thank you!'

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Hi, Gracie. Tonight,
we're having a family dinner, OK?

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I want you two there. No excuses.

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Because we're celebrating
being a family again.

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Do you have two left hands?

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You still wear my aftershave, then!

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Come on -
you don't want to be late.

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Oh, shit.

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What the fuck are you doing there?

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I fell asleep.

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I have an audition this afternoon.

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Yeah? So?

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I saw the car outside the unit.
You hadn't locked it.

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Anyway, I knew
you'd be happy to take me.

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It's tomorrow.

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Tomorrow?

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Tomorrow?
I'm taking you tomorrow, remember?

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So, you'd better go home.

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Like, now.

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Loads of buses
go from there into town.

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Good.

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LOCKS CAR DOOR

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Alright?

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It's OK to be nervous.

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I know how difficult
today is for you.

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What happened to Barry...

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James Morris?

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Yes.

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Here is a copy
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You'll have to read that in court.

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I want to change a couple
of quite major things, really.

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You'll have the opportunity...

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..to add anything else
you think relevant at the end.

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If you go in,
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Huw.

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Do you remember Janette?

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Do you remember Janette?
Yes. Hi.

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Huw, about this morning.

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I want you to know...

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..that Barry had a death wish.

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And that's an official term now,
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You did well to keep him alive
so long.

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There's no point, Huw.
I'm going to say about the Benzos.

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It won't affect you
because I've resigned.

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I heard.

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Don't you think Barry's
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Mr Morris.

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We'll chat later, OK?

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I, James Morris,
do solemnly and sincerely declare...

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..that the evidence I shall give...

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..shall be the truth, the whole
truth and nothing but the truth.

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I knew Barry since I was five...

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..from when he moved
from Nelson to...

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And...

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Mr Morris, I understand
that this is difficult.

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Go, Jamie! Woo!

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May I remind everyone of the
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Or I'll have to ask you to leave.

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Come and sit with me.

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Mr Morris,
maybe you'd like to continue?

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He moved from Nelson.

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From then on, Barry and I
lived in each other's pockets.

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until the accident.

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They're not going to lock him up,
are they?

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You can't lock up my Jamie.

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I have an audition tomorrow -
That's how they all go.

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Jay, do something.

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Sorry, she's one of our patients.

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..important to her.

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You've misunderstood the situation,
Paula. Please.

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Jan - no. Sorry, I have to...

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Mr Morris!

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Jan.

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Jan, she doesn't know
I've resigned yet.

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I need some space, Jamie, or...

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can you?

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You need help, Jamie.

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It's her fault, isn't it?
Your sister.

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I'm not his sister.

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I'm not his sister.
I can explain.

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Why say I'm your sister?

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Come with me, Paula.

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Why would that bitch
say she's his wife?

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Mr Morris,
the coroner is threatening contempt.

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See you.

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I don't know...

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..how long I was there holding him.

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Keep going, Jay.

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It will all be over
and you can go to sort Janette.

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Everything will be fine.

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Just keep going.

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The last thing he did
was look into my eyes...

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..and ask me to say to Wil...

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And then...

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..one finger at a time...

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..he opened his hand...

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..until he wasn't
holding on to me at all.

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I couldn't hold him.

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He slipped from my grasp.

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Because he didn't want to be here.

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Is there anything you'd like to add
to your evidence?

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Anything you think is relevant.

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Tell her, Jay. About the Benzos.

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That it was your fault.

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Barry's cocked up enough
for you already.

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who matter now.

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Mr Morris?

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You promised!

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So Wil knows I'm not right.

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Because of the drugs you gave me.

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Jay!

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Just say 'no' so you can go
to sort things out with Janette.

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Coward.

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You fucking gutless piece of shit.

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You fucking gutless piece of shit.
No!

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Mr Morris?

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Mr Morris?
Sorry.

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Say then.

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Say then.
I can't!

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There's no rush.

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You can take a break
if you need time to think.

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Sorry. It's just...

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You never really understand...

268
00:20:20,590 --> 00:20:22,660
..until you look
into someone's eyes...

269
00:20:25,710 --> 00:20:27,590
..just before they go.

270
00:20:27,640 --> 00:20:28,670
<font color="

271
00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:35,560
..one minute you're here,
the next, you're not, and what for?

272
00:20:40,540 --> 00:20:42,700
After Lindsey died,
he was so, like...

273
00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:45,720
..fixated on what he'd lost.

274
00:20:53,590 --> 00:20:55,540
He'd forgotten what he had.

275
00:21:03,540 --> 00:21:05,590
I'm not going
to make the same mistake.

276
00:21:22,570 --> 00:21:24,500
<font color="

277
00:21:30,580 --> 00:21:32,580
What the fuck is he doing?

278
00:21:32,580 --> 00:21:33,600
What the fuck is he doing?
Plot twist!

279
00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,600
Months before Mr Owens' death...

280
00:21:38,650 --> 00:21:42,540
..the police phoned
at nine in the evening...

281
00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:46,680
..to say that they'd
rescued him from a railway bridge.

282
00:21:47,730 --> 00:21:51,500
<font color="
that Mr Owens wanted to jump.

283
00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:53,670
Warning me of something.

284
00:21:54,660 --> 00:21:56,570
In his own words...

285
00:21:57,590 --> 00:22:00,520
.."leave the mess he'd created."

286
00:22:01,640 --> 00:22:05,550
An assessment on him needed to be
done in the Emergency Department.

287
00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:06,690
I went there to meet him.

288
00:22:07,700 --> 00:22:13,500
<font color="
was suffering from CPTSD...

289
00:22:13,610 --> 00:22:17,660
..after the death of his wife
Lindsey 16 years earlier.

290
00:22:19,560 --> 00:22:24,660
Gradually, I realised that
I work with a friend of Mr Owens...

291
00:22:25,580 --> 00:22:26,690
..Mr Jamie Morris.

292
00:22:28,700 --> 00:22:29,710
But...

293
00:22:30,530 --> 00:22:32,580
..I wasn't aware...

294
00:22:32,690 --> 00:22:35,600
<font color="

295
00:22:36,680 --> 00:22:37,700
..complicated.

296
00:22:39,620 --> 00:22:41,740
I've always admired Mr Morris...

297
00:22:42,580 --> 00:22:44,600
..as a nurse, but...

298
00:22:45,660 --> 00:22:48,630
..my respect grew dramatically...

299
00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:53,630
..after Mr Owens confessed to me...

300
00:22:55,550 --> 00:22:56,570
..well...

301
00:22:57,620 --> 00:23:00,590
Confessed
that he'd had a relationship...

302
00:23:00,690 --> 00:23:03,500
<font color="

303
00:23:03,650 --> 00:23:05,550
..Mrs Janette Morris.

304
00:23:09,680 --> 00:23:10,700
Er, rewind.

305
00:23:11,680 --> 00:23:13,700
Has he just said...

306
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:17,520
Did you just say that...

307
00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:21,730
How is it I'm only finding out now?

308
00:23:22,580 --> 00:23:25,700
I understand that what is being said
may be painful to you...

309
00:23:26,500 --> 00:23:29,740
..but you've received copies
<font color="

310
00:23:35,500 --> 00:23:37,500
I've warned you already...

311
00:23:37,550 --> 00:23:41,550
..one more incident and I'll have
to ask you to leave the court.

312
00:23:44,630 --> 00:23:46,620
Mr Donald.

313
00:23:47,590 --> 00:23:52,640
Mr Owens felt so guilty
about the betrayal...

314
00:23:53,660 --> 00:23:58,680
..more so because he was so
<font color="

315
00:24:00,550 --> 00:24:03,500
The guilt of having cheated...

316
00:24:04,500 --> 00:24:07,680
..and betrayed someone he considered
to be like a brother.

317
00:24:22,740 --> 00:24:23,540
.

318
00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:27,640
Subtitles

319
00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:29,640
Subtitles
Subtitles

320
00:24:37,550 --> 00:24:38,670
I feel sick.

321
00:24:41,530 --> 00:24:43,640
<font color="

322
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:49,520
One...

323
00:24:59,700 --> 00:25:01,570
The door bolts?

324
00:25:20,510 --> 00:25:21,510
Janette.

325
00:25:24,530 --> 00:25:25,700
Only you would resign...

326
00:25:26,500 --> 00:25:29,710
..then arrange a bloody day trip
for your number one fan.

327
00:25:31,540 --> 00:25:32,660
Why are you here?

328
00:25:33,590 --> 00:25:35,690
Why can't you leave me alone?

329
00:25:36,590 --> 00:25:39,550
<font color="

330
00:25:39,650 --> 00:25:41,560
Whose fault is it this time?

331
00:25:41,630 --> 00:25:44,630
Barry and Huw Donald
had a heart to heart...

332
00:25:44,730 --> 00:25:47,550
..after one of his failed attempts.

333
00:25:47,690 --> 00:25:49,550
He told him everything.

334
00:25:50,710 --> 00:25:51,740
About you.

335
00:25:53,500 --> 00:25:54,640
What are you talking about?

336
00:25:54,740 --> 00:25:57,710
<font color="
full of shit.

337
00:25:58,510 --> 00:26:00,590
Don't try to blame Barry,
because Huw said.

338
00:26:00,640 --> 00:26:03,590
What exactly did
the high and mighty Huw Donald say?

339
00:26:03,690 --> 00:26:05,680
It doesn't matter what he said.

340
00:26:06,540 --> 00:26:08,720
Just say what happened
between you...

341
00:26:09,640 --> 00:26:10,690
<font color="

342
00:26:13,620 --> 00:26:14,640
Bloody Barry.

343
00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:23,550
It was a mistake.

344
00:26:39,530 --> 00:26:42,520
You were as big a part of the mess
as I was.

345
00:26:42,570 --> 00:26:44,660
You remember how we were.

346
00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:49,740
I'd lost my best friend too.

347
00:26:50,540 --> 00:26:53,680
I'd had to give up work
to look after Barry...

348
00:26:54,540 --> 00:26:55,610
<font color="

349
00:26:57,550 --> 00:27:00,600
..while you were out working
every hour of the day.

350
00:27:00,700 --> 00:27:02,540
Jay! Jay!

351
00:27:04,530 --> 00:27:06,630
Tinman is back from Afghanistan.

352
00:27:06,730 --> 00:27:08,570
Jay - not tonight.

353
00:27:08,670 --> 00:27:11,660
But Tinman is back.
We can't snub Tinman.

354
00:27:12,510 --> 00:27:13,520
Come on.

355
00:27:15,580 --> 00:27:17,560
<font color="

356
00:27:17,610 --> 00:27:20,510
I won't be late - promise.

357
00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:24,710
You have no idea how hard it was...

358
00:27:25,560 --> 00:27:27,590
..trying to raise Lindsey's baby...

359
00:27:28,650 --> 00:27:31,620
..while I was desperate
to have a baby of my own.

360
00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:34,720
Trying every month
but I didn't get pregnant...

361
00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:38,710
<font color="
yourselves full of whisky...

362
00:27:39,510 --> 00:27:40,670
..and God knows what else.

363
00:27:42,740 --> 00:27:45,530
So what happened between you and...

364
00:27:45,660 --> 00:27:46,660
..him?

365
00:27:49,510 --> 00:27:50,560
I need to know.

366
00:27:50,690 --> 00:27:52,730
What for? It won't change anything.

367
00:27:53,590 --> 00:27:55,720
Because you want
to fucking leave me.

368
00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:59,520
<font color="
because you're behaving like a twat.

369
00:28:01,530 --> 00:28:02,640
It wasn't me who had the affair!

370
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:04,670
It wasn't me who had the affair!
It wasn't an affair.

371
00:28:05,660 --> 00:28:07,590
Just one stupid, crap moment.

372
00:28:07,690 --> 00:28:10,560
So, what happened?

373
00:28:19,710 --> 00:28:21,630
We were meant to go out.

374
00:28:23,530 --> 00:28:24,590
<font color="

375
00:28:25,660 --> 00:28:28,510
For the first time in a year,
remember?

376
00:28:32,590 --> 00:28:34,660
Jan, just think about the overtime.

377
00:28:35,510 --> 00:28:38,520
Maybe we can go back
to Los Christianos this year.

378
00:28:38,570 --> 00:28:40,720
We can't even go to the Italian
down the road!

379
00:28:41,690 --> 00:28:42,670
I promise.

380
00:28:42,670 --> 00:28:44,530
<font color="
You always promise.

381
00:28:45,540 --> 00:28:47,650
I'd been looking forward so much.

382
00:28:47,700 --> 00:28:50,730
Someone phoned last minute -
they were short of staff.

383
00:28:51,570 --> 00:28:52,630
Yeah, ta-ra!

384
00:29:06,730 --> 00:29:09,550
I'd bought
a special bottle of wine...

385
00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:11,520
..to celebrate.

386
00:29:11,740 --> 00:29:14,670
<font color="

387
00:29:20,590 --> 00:29:21,730
What have you done now?

388
00:29:22,590 --> 00:29:26,650
He'd been out - no surprises there.
But he'd fallen.

389
00:29:29,540 --> 00:29:31,670
What have I said
about going there at night?

390
00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:33,530
I can't help it.

391
00:29:33,530 --> 00:29:34,550
I can't help it.
Fuck sake.

392
00:29:34,650 --> 00:29:35,670
<font color="

393
00:29:53,660 --> 00:29:57,620
Lindsey wouldn't be happy.
I can hear her now.

394
00:29:58,510 --> 00:30:01,590
'For God's sake, get a grip,
Baz, mun! It's only a scratch!'

395
00:30:02,530 --> 00:30:05,650
I'd do anything to have
one last night on the Cheeky Vimto.

396
00:30:08,510 --> 00:30:11,610
Dancing to I Gotta Feeling.

397
00:30:12,670 --> 00:30:15,590
<font color="

398
00:30:15,730 --> 00:30:18,580


399
00:31:00,510 --> 00:31:01,610
I hated myself.

400
00:31:04,540 --> 00:31:05,610
Have done...

401
00:31:05,660 --> 00:31:07,560
..every day for 14 years!

402
00:31:09,580 --> 00:31:10,690
That's the night...

403
00:31:11,610 --> 00:31:12,740
..I came back with Nw-Nw.

404
00:31:14,610 --> 00:31:17,540
We got called out to this old woman.

405
00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:20,650
<font color="

406
00:31:21,710 --> 00:31:23,570
I said, "No.

407
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:24,700
"Not yet."

408
00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:28,610
And she gave me Nw-Nw.

409
00:31:30,610 --> 00:31:32,620
As luck for us.

410
00:31:32,620 --> 00:31:33,640
As luck for us.
Don't, Jay.

411
00:31:37,630 --> 00:31:38,630
No.

412
00:31:42,620 --> 00:31:43,640
No.

413
00:31:48,740 --> 00:31:52,540
You remember what we did next,
<font color="

414
00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:55,650
..you let my best friend
fuck you minutes earlier?!

415
00:31:58,570 --> 00:32:01,700
Fourteen years?
We never had another baby.

416
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:05,650
Have I ended up
raising two of his children?

417
00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:08,730
No! Listen, Jamie -
you're Gracie's dad.

418
00:32:09,590 --> 00:32:10,720
<font color="

419
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,630
You. Nobody else.
Have you ever done a test?

420
00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:14,640
No!

421
00:32:15,710 --> 00:32:19,710
There's no need. It's obvious
that you are Gracie's dad.

422
00:32:22,580 --> 00:32:23,680
Jay, please.

423
00:32:38,670 --> 00:32:38,720
.

424
00:32:41,710 --> 00:32:42,580
Subtitles

425
00:32:42,580 --> 00:32:44,580
Subtitles
<font color="

426
00:33:10,660 --> 00:33:12,620
Only if it's important.

427
00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:24,660
I want to...

428
00:33:26,710 --> 00:33:29,500
I'd like to withdraw my resignation.

429
00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:33,660
I've wasted hours researching into
the serious allegations you made.

430
00:33:36,730 --> 00:33:38,730
With my "hissy fit".

431
00:33:43,630 --> 00:33:45,640
Yes, sorry about that.

432
00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:51,550
What if I wrote something saying
<font color="

433
00:33:53,540 --> 00:33:56,740
From what I've heard, things haven't
been easy for you for a while.

434
00:34:01,730 --> 00:34:04,510
In one day, I've lost everything.

435
00:34:05,520 --> 00:34:06,540
My job.

436
00:34:08,660 --> 00:34:09,690
My family.

437
00:34:23,660 --> 00:34:25,610
Thirteen fucking Christmases.

438
00:34:26,670 --> 00:34:28,570
Thirteen Christmases...

439
00:34:28,670 --> 00:34:31,700
..they had the cheek
<font color="

440
00:34:33,540 --> 00:34:35,640
..celebrating, drinking, having fun.

441
00:34:37,500 --> 00:34:40,540
All that time they knew
what I didn't.

442
00:34:40,680 --> 00:34:42,510
I'm just an idiot.

443
00:34:44,580 --> 00:34:45,580
Twat.

444
00:34:46,570 --> 00:34:48,600
You're not the first or the last.

445
00:34:55,610 --> 00:34:58,690
A place like this can offer
<font color="

446
00:35:00,630 --> 00:35:04,590
People who know you,
are willing to do anything for you.

447
00:35:04,700 --> 00:35:06,600
Well, some, anyway.

448
00:35:11,530 --> 00:35:13,650
What about the drugs I stole?

449
00:35:14,650 --> 00:35:18,580
I've searched and searched
but can't find proof.

450
00:35:20,510 --> 00:35:22,720
And there's no official complaint
<font color="

451
00:35:25,630 --> 00:35:29,670
Fortunately, or unfortunately,
good people like you are scarce.

452
00:35:31,590 --> 00:35:33,610
Your record before Barry died...

453
00:35:34,570 --> 00:35:38,550
Well, you get results,
you're popular...

454
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:40,710
..the service users really like you.

455
00:35:42,630 --> 00:35:45,620
The thing is,
<font color="

456
00:35:45,670 --> 00:35:46,700
I'll do anything.

457
00:35:47,650 --> 00:35:49,690
Anything, Natalie.

458
00:35:52,500 --> 00:35:53,680
I'll bear that in mind.

459
00:36:18,650 --> 00:36:19,650
Gwenno

460
00:36:20,690 --> 00:36:23,540
A little late, I know...

461
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:26,730
..but I'm going to submit another
letter saying I lost my head.

462
00:36:27,530 --> 00:36:28,560
Talking shit.

463
00:36:28,660 --> 00:36:29,680
<font color="

464
00:36:29,730 --> 00:36:31,530
..of stress.

465
00:36:31,720 --> 00:36:32,720
Sorry.

466
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:44,680
Listen...

467
00:36:53,730 --> 00:36:56,670
I'll make sure that you get help...

468
00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:58,630
..to get over this.

469
00:36:58,710 --> 00:37:02,510
We won't turn our backs on you
just because you resigned.

470
00:37:02,590 --> 00:37:03,690
I've withdrawn that.

471
00:37:04,730 --> 00:37:06,580
You can't do that.

472
00:37:09,530 --> 00:37:11,660
<font color="

473
00:37:11,710 --> 00:37:16,500
..you've made serious allegations,
you constantly break rules...

474
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:19,550
..and you've stolen my tie -
I have noticed.

475
00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:21,570
In fact, bring it here now.

476
00:37:21,670 --> 00:37:22,740
What?

477
00:37:22,740 --> 00:37:24,510
What?
Give it back.

478
00:37:25,720 --> 00:37:27,520
<font color="

479
00:37:27,620 --> 00:37:30,630
Paula went crazy after finding out
that you have a wife.

480
00:37:30,680 --> 00:37:31,650
Where is she now?

481
00:37:31,650 --> 00:37:34,530
Where is she now?
No-one has a clue where she is.

482
00:37:34,630 --> 00:37:35,680
You're strangling me.

483
00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:37,730
You're strangling me.
I should've done it years ago!

484
00:37:41,630 --> 00:37:44,630
<font color="
Gwenno said.

485
00:37:45,580 --> 00:37:46,610
This is payback.

486
00:37:46,730 --> 00:37:49,650
You're behaving irresponsibly!

487
00:37:53,510 --> 00:37:54,740
I'm a good nurse.

488
00:37:54,740 --> 00:37:56,600
I'm a good nurse.
Were a good nurse.

489
00:37:57,630 --> 00:38:00,540
Before the business with Barry.

490
00:38:03,660 --> 00:38:06,620
You need a break from this job,
<font color="

491
00:38:07,570 --> 00:38:08,650
You need help.

492
00:38:09,700 --> 00:38:11,720
Sorry for interrupting.

493
00:38:12,570 --> 00:38:17,500
Melvyn next door has phoned. Someone
is trying to break into your house.

494
00:38:17,550 --> 00:38:19,580
Paula.

495
00:38:20,630 --> 00:38:22,500
I was on silent.

496
00:38:27,700 --> 00:38:29,630
'Dad? Dad.

497
00:38:30,580 --> 00:38:33,550
'This woman is screaming
<font color="

498
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:34,710
'Please, Dad, please!

499
00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:37,730
Jamie, love!

500
00:38:38,620 --> 00:38:39,730
Open the door!

501
00:38:43,500 --> 00:38:44,500
Jamie?

502
00:38:44,610 --> 00:38:45,610
Jamie?

503
00:38:45,700 --> 00:38:47,690
Jamie, open the door, love!

504
00:38:48,610 --> 00:38:49,640
Here he is!

505
00:38:49,740 --> 00:38:52,580
Jamie! Jamie! Tell them, Jamie!

506
00:38:52,680 --> 00:38:54,620
Get off. No.

507
00:38:55,730 --> 00:38:56,730
<font color="

508
00:38:57,690 --> 00:39:00,580
It's OK. I'm here now.

509
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:02,740
Who's drunk this?

510
00:39:04,530 --> 00:39:07,500
I stupidly thought
we were celebrating.

511
00:39:08,610 --> 00:39:10,670
So you're not back together then.

512
00:39:12,510 --> 00:39:14,510
No. We're not.

513
00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:15,730
You said this morning.

514
00:39:15,730 --> 00:39:17,550
You said this morning.
<font color="

515
00:39:19,590 --> 00:39:21,510
I'm going to bed.

516
00:39:21,620 --> 00:39:22,660
Yes, at Mamgu's house.

517
00:39:22,660 --> 00:39:23,660
Yes, at Mamgu's house.
I don't want to go.

518
00:39:24,510 --> 00:39:25,600
Well, tough shit!

519
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:27,580
Well, tough shit!
Hey now. Hey.

520
00:39:32,690 --> 00:39:33,740
Come on.

521
00:39:42,710 --> 00:39:44,660
Jamie? Jamie?

522
00:39:44,710 --> 00:39:48,680
<font color="
Will you be there?

523
00:39:49,720 --> 00:39:52,730
I don't want to go
if you're not going to be there.

524
00:39:53,530 --> 00:39:56,670
Are you listening?
Will you be there, Jamie?

525
00:39:57,560 --> 00:39:58,680
Jamie! Ow!

526
00:39:58,730 --> 00:39:59,740
Jamie?

527
00:40:00,540 --> 00:40:01,610
Will you be there?

528
00:40:04,730 --> 00:40:05,730
Yes?

529
00:40:06,610 --> 00:40:07,610
<font color="

530
00:40:08,580 --> 00:40:10,640
Just tell me
you're going to the unit.

531
00:40:11,550 --> 00:40:13,500
Jamie, I don't want to go.

532
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:38,590
Everyone thinks they know
what it is to be lonely.

533
00:40:39,530 --> 00:40:41,510
Until you lose everything...

534
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:46,520
..only then you understand
what it is to be truly lonely.

535
00:41:02,540 --> 00:41:03,690
<font color="

536
00:41:07,710 --> 00:41:09,650
TURNS MUSIC OFF

537
00:41:26,700 --> 00:41:30,640
'To Jamie. Thank you, Gwens'

538
00:42:17,690 --> 00:42:19,520
What are you doing?

539
00:42:22,500 --> 00:42:24,560
Do you know what?
Not a fucking clue.

540
00:42:28,630 --> 00:42:29,650
Is...

541
00:42:31,580 --> 00:42:32,610
..how's Paula?

542
00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:36,590
We managed
to find a place for her here.

543
00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:39,730
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to calm her down.

544
00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:46,560
I'd have thought
you'd have learnt by now.

545
00:42:48,530 --> 00:42:49,660
You can't save everyone.

546
00:43:43,670 --> 00:43:45,520
Like I said...

547
00:43:45,650 --> 00:43:48,500
..things aren't always as they seem.

548
00:43:51,550 --> 00:43:52,550
Gwenno...

549
00:43:52,650 --> 00:43:55,520
..who were you trying to kid?

550
00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:32,570
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your life is enough of a mess?

551
00:44:40,540 --> 00:44:42,550
Come on, I'll take you home.

552
00:44:43,550 --> 00:44:44,670
Before you kill someone.

553
00:44:48,560 --> 00:44:51,530
I thought you wanted me
to move to Bridgend.

554
00:44:51,580 --> 00:44:52,730
I hadn't realised then.

555
00:44:52,730 --> 00:44:54,510
I hadn't realised then.
Realised what?

556
00:44:55,590 --> 00:44:57,500
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557
00:44:57,630 --> 00:44:59,610
You and me - similar?

558
00:45:00,720 --> 00:45:02,600
The work we do...

559
00:45:03,690 --> 00:45:06,670
..vulnerable people,
attracting stalkers.

560
00:45:11,710 --> 00:45:13,620
We're easily hurt.

561
00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:17,580
That's the risk we take.

562
00:45:18,510 --> 00:45:20,740
The risk of living
so close to the precipice.

563
00:45:23,630 --> 00:45:25,560
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564
00:45:59,570 --> 00:46:01,570
Put a plaster over all the shit...

565
00:46:01,660 --> 00:46:02,710
..because...

566
00:46:03,660 --> 00:46:06,510
..tomorrow is another day.

567
00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:29,600
I feel bloody great
despite my world being in bits.

568
00:46:29,690 --> 00:46:30,710
How about Gracie?

569
00:46:31,590 --> 00:46:33,570
Please, I beg you...

570
00:46:33,670 --> 00:46:35,570
..don't shut Gracie out.

571
00:46:35,670 --> 00:46:37,550
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572
00:46:37,550 --> 00:46:38,630
What have I done?
I can't look at Gracie.

573
00:46:38,680 --> 00:46:42,670
When I do, I see his face
looking back at me.

574
00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:44,550
Shut up.

575
00:46:44,550 --> 00:46:44,720
Shut up.
How about Paula?

576
00:46:45,570 --> 00:46:47,560
No-one listens to me!

577
00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:48,640
No-one listens to me!
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578
00:46:48,740 --> 00:46:52,510
It's only me
who shows her any kindness.

579
00:46:52,610 --> 00:46:55,500
A trained therapist
can't see through you?

580
00:46:55,600 --> 00:46:57,660
You want to be free
of those thoughts.

581
00:46:58,530 --> 00:47:00,610
Above your problems.

582
00:47:00,720 --> 00:47:02,500
GLASS SMASHES

583
00:47:02,600 --> 00:47:04,670
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584
00:47:04,670 --> 00:47:06,590
Maybe it's time you got more help.
I could say the same about you.

585
00:47:06,690 --> 00:47:08,590
Your life's a shambles!

586
00:47:08,690 --> 00:47:10,630
You're a bloody liability.

587
00:47:11,710 --> 00:47:14,570
You wouldn't want your wife
to find out.

588
00:47:14,670 --> 00:47:17,590
You're messing with my head.
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589
00:47:17,640 --> 00:47:19,550
She fills your head so much...

590
00:47:19,650 --> 00:47:22,640
..there's no room for anything
or anyone else.

591
00:47:58,720 --> 00:48:00,720
S4C subtitles by Equivalent

592
00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:01,570
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