1 00:00:06,601 --> 00:00:08,638 ♪ ♪ 2 00:00:30,849 --> 00:00:32,753 [sighs deeply] 3 00:00:34,691 --> 00:00:37,462 [sniffles, exhales] 4 00:00:41,403 --> 00:00:43,775 [sobs] 5 00:01:01,343 --> 00:01:03,213 [exhales] 6 00:01:05,719 --> 00:01:08,390 [sighs] 7 00:01:23,220 --> 00:01:25,257 ♪ ♪ 8 00:01:34,744 --> 00:01:36,781 [insects trilling] 9 00:01:41,457 --> 00:01:43,494 ["Dedicated to You" by John Coltrane playing] 10 00:01:44,764 --> 00:01:50,441 ♪ If I should write ♪ 11 00:01:50,442 --> 00:01:53,648 ♪ A book for you ♪ 12 00:01:55,953 --> 00:02:00,194 ♪ That brought me fame ♪ 13 00:02:00,195 --> 00:02:03,267 ♪ And fortune, too ♪ 14 00:02:04,771 --> 00:02:06,607 ♪ That book would be... ♪ 15 00:02:06,608 --> 00:02:08,878 [sighs] 16 00:02:08,879 --> 00:02:10,414 You can't be here. 17 00:02:10,415 --> 00:02:12,953 Lois, please come sit. 18 00:02:12,954 --> 00:02:14,523 Please. 19 00:02:15,291 --> 00:02:18,531 Redd, would you come out and sit as well? 20 00:02:18,532 --> 00:02:21,469 She's making her famous, uh, Cincinnati chili 21 00:02:21,470 --> 00:02:22,773 and lavender lemonade. 22 00:02:22,774 --> 00:02:24,275 We-we weren't sure 23 00:02:24,276 --> 00:02:25,545 where you were with your sobriety, but-- 24 00:02:25,546 --> 00:02:26,814 so we have options. 25 00:02:26,815 --> 00:02:28,350 Cincinnati what? 26 00:02:28,351 --> 00:02:29,953 Chili. It's, um... 27 00:02:29,954 --> 00:02:34,495 the secret is cinnamon and unsweetened chocolate, yes? 28 00:02:34,496 --> 00:02:35,965 - And Worcestershire sauce. - Oh. 29 00:02:35,966 --> 00:02:38,303 [Redd] And of course, mild cheddar. 30 00:02:38,304 --> 00:02:39,405 - The sharp doesn't melt right. - Mmm. 31 00:02:39,406 --> 00:02:40,575 - Good? - That's good. 32 00:02:40,576 --> 00:02:41,611 - Mmm. Mmm. - Great! 33 00:02:42,646 --> 00:02:45,618 What the fuck is this freak show? 34 00:02:45,619 --> 00:02:47,321 [rattling] 35 00:02:47,322 --> 00:02:49,827 Come. Come, come. Come sit. 36 00:02:49,828 --> 00:02:50,995 I'll make you something. 37 00:02:50,996 --> 00:02:53,768 Now, please, just hear me out. 38 00:03:00,716 --> 00:03:02,418 Admittedly, we have screwed a lot up. 39 00:03:05,358 --> 00:03:07,328 We haven't been guardians of our good fortune, 40 00:03:07,329 --> 00:03:09,900 such as the miracle of your recovery. 41 00:03:09,901 --> 00:03:12,037 There's so much good, 42 00:03:12,038 --> 00:03:15,411 so much worth holding on to. 43 00:03:18,552 --> 00:03:19,987 Like? 44 00:03:19,988 --> 00:03:21,624 Cheers, honey. 45 00:03:21,625 --> 00:03:23,895 A structure. A foundation. A history. 46 00:03:23,896 --> 00:03:28,270 Merritt may well be finding happiness of, uh, of some sort, 47 00:03:28,271 --> 00:03:29,940 but I think she still needs us. 48 00:03:29,941 --> 00:03:31,911 She needs a united front. 49 00:03:31,912 --> 00:03:33,681 Let's follow the example 50 00:03:33,682 --> 00:03:35,484 of the young. 51 00:03:36,721 --> 00:03:39,960 Let's all live together. 52 00:03:41,798 --> 00:03:44,468 Marshall, are you insane? 53 00:03:44,469 --> 00:03:46,674 We've served each other divorce papers-- 54 00:03:46,675 --> 00:03:47,809 Nothing is final yet. 55 00:03:47,810 --> 00:03:50,849 You said you hated me! [laughs] 56 00:03:51,885 --> 00:03:53,320 So what? Me, you, 57 00:03:53,321 --> 00:03:54,790 and the gourmet madam, 58 00:03:54,791 --> 00:03:56,694 we all gonna share the same bed or what? 59 00:03:56,695 --> 00:03:59,733 Oh, well, no, uh, no. That's, that's not exactly it. 60 00:03:59,734 --> 00:04:02,338 - And not, not that I'm not fluid-- - No, no, no. 61 00:04:02,339 --> 00:04:04,375 That part of us... [chuckling] 62 00:04:04,376 --> 00:04:05,745 That part of us-- you and I-- 63 00:04:05,746 --> 00:04:07,749 - is over. - [Redd chuckles] Marshall thinks 64 00:04:07,750 --> 00:04:10,087 that he and I should move into the guest room 65 00:04:10,088 --> 00:04:11,691 and you should stay where you are. 66 00:04:13,662 --> 00:04:14,963 And you're all right with this? 67 00:04:14,964 --> 00:04:17,101 Well, I did live in a commune... [chuckles] 68 00:04:17,102 --> 00:04:19,038 ...for a couple of months in the 1980s. 69 00:04:19,039 --> 00:04:21,977 And... well, none of us are getting any younger, 70 00:04:21,978 --> 00:04:24,415 no spring chickens here. [laughs] 71 00:04:24,416 --> 00:04:26,687 And I do like cooking for a crowd. 72 00:04:26,688 --> 00:04:30,093 The old ways don't work anymore. Th-There must be new paradigms. 73 00:04:30,094 --> 00:04:32,064 I love you. 74 00:04:32,065 --> 00:04:33,901 I do not hate you. 75 00:04:33,902 --> 00:04:38,476 One says things in life, but... family. 76 00:04:38,477 --> 00:04:40,480 Ed, your affair with Ed, 77 00:04:40,481 --> 00:04:42,518 everything we've done to each other... 78 00:04:42,519 --> 00:04:44,590 Fuck. 79 00:04:44,591 --> 00:04:47,862 Don't tell me I am still in a coma 80 00:04:47,863 --> 00:04:49,733 and I'm dreaming? 81 00:04:49,734 --> 00:04:50,969 Am I? 82 00:04:50,970 --> 00:04:53,006 [chuckling] No. 83 00:04:53,007 --> 00:04:54,910 [chuckling] 84 00:04:59,452 --> 00:05:02,626 You gaslit me for years. 85 00:05:03,795 --> 00:05:05,732 Let me be clear, Marshall. 86 00:05:05,733 --> 00:05:08,804 I intend to move forward with this divorce 87 00:05:08,805 --> 00:05:11,109 smoothly and efficiently. 88 00:05:12,680 --> 00:05:15,818 I don't want to love or hate you. 89 00:05:15,819 --> 00:05:19,860 I just want to be at peace with what you are. 90 00:05:21,463 --> 00:05:23,601 But, Lois, we have an opportunity 91 00:05:23,602 --> 00:05:25,137 to do something deep, 92 00:05:25,138 --> 00:05:26,874 - something-something better. - [shushing] 93 00:05:26,875 --> 00:05:29,747 Marshall, I told you she wouldn't go for this. 94 00:05:30,549 --> 00:05:33,922 You know, women our age, we can't forgive these things. 95 00:05:35,491 --> 00:05:36,794 Please, Lois. 96 00:05:37,963 --> 00:05:41,671 [sighs] I need both of you so badly. 97 00:05:49,654 --> 00:05:53,995 Accountability is everything. 98 00:05:56,801 --> 00:05:58,103 Please. 99 00:06:03,882 --> 00:06:05,752 Just... 100 00:06:05,753 --> 00:06:07,622 Jesus. Go. 101 00:06:07,623 --> 00:06:09,392 Just go. 102 00:06:17,643 --> 00:06:18,978 [door opens] 103 00:06:18,979 --> 00:06:20,749 [door slams] 104 00:06:23,788 --> 00:06:25,825 ♪ ♪ 105 00:06:34,142 --> 00:06:38,684 How the fuck did I end up in this terrible desert town? 106 00:06:38,685 --> 00:06:41,623 - But... - [stammers] It offers nothing. 107 00:06:41,624 --> 00:06:42,926 Nothing! 108 00:06:44,129 --> 00:06:47,902 I mean, there's no, there's no decent proper movie theatre, 109 00:06:47,903 --> 00:06:50,073 there's-- If you want a bagel, good luck. 110 00:06:50,074 --> 00:06:52,645 And th-there's not even a decent florist. 111 00:06:52,646 --> 00:06:55,250 [stammers] I thought you liked silence. 112 00:06:55,251 --> 00:06:56,921 I hate it! 113 00:07:00,962 --> 00:07:02,699 What's that about? 114 00:07:04,637 --> 00:07:06,205 And I think I hate you, too, a little bit, 115 00:07:06,206 --> 00:07:08,544 you know, just to be perfectly frank. 116 00:07:10,114 --> 00:07:11,917 Yeah. God. 117 00:07:15,559 --> 00:07:17,194 Yeah, I suppose this is the moment 118 00:07:17,195 --> 00:07:19,667 that I-I-I tell you, yeah. 119 00:07:22,205 --> 00:07:23,775 Tell me? 120 00:07:25,277 --> 00:07:28,751 I know. I know. 121 00:07:28,752 --> 00:07:30,120 I know it now 122 00:07:30,121 --> 00:07:33,995 because I suspected and I found out. 123 00:07:34,864 --> 00:07:37,602 Why did you seduce me if you didn't really want me? 124 00:07:37,603 --> 00:07:39,004 What are you talking about? 125 00:07:39,005 --> 00:07:41,008 Oh, oh, stop. 126 00:07:41,009 --> 00:07:42,579 [laughing] 127 00:07:42,580 --> 00:07:44,282 [mocking] Oh, what are you talking about? 128 00:07:46,821 --> 00:07:48,791 One of the women came to see me. 129 00:07:48,792 --> 00:07:52,498 And she'd spoken to several other faculty wives. 130 00:07:54,269 --> 00:07:56,139 Yeah, I do hope you find some way 131 00:07:56,140 --> 00:07:59,145 of, you know, addressing this compulsion. 132 00:07:59,146 --> 00:08:02,619 - Fucking in-- - Y-You should know. I fight it. 133 00:08:02,620 --> 00:08:06,727 For many, many years, I-I believed in a moral code. 134 00:08:06,728 --> 00:08:08,831 No, but we now know 135 00:08:08,832 --> 00:08:11,837 that such a thing does not matter. 136 00:08:11,838 --> 00:08:15,043 Wh-What? So-so now you just take whatever you want? 137 00:08:15,044 --> 00:08:18,651 But hear me. Hear me here. 138 00:08:18,652 --> 00:08:22,926 This plan that you just presented to Lois, 139 00:08:22,927 --> 00:08:25,130 I only went along with it for one reason. 140 00:08:26,266 --> 00:08:27,769 Which is? 141 00:08:27,770 --> 00:08:29,840 I knew she'd turn you down. 142 00:08:31,309 --> 00:08:34,315 And I wanted to be present 143 00:08:34,316 --> 00:08:37,656 for your final humiliation. 144 00:08:44,703 --> 00:08:45,938 [inhales] 145 00:08:45,939 --> 00:08:47,976 Oh, geez, I've got to get to the club. 146 00:08:47,977 --> 00:08:49,846 I've got to get those girls in shape. 147 00:08:49,847 --> 00:08:51,884 Their pasties keep falling off 148 00:08:51,885 --> 00:08:53,988 and I don't think it's an accident. 149 00:09:04,309 --> 00:09:06,346 ♪ ♪ 150 00:09:28,658 --> 00:09:31,362 I have so much love to share. I love you. 151 00:09:32,699 --> 00:09:34,903 - I love my wife. - I know. 152 00:09:37,341 --> 00:09:38,911 But... 153 00:09:41,182 --> 00:09:43,019 I'll give you till the end of the week, 154 00:09:43,020 --> 00:09:44,355 and then I want you gone. 155 00:09:44,356 --> 00:09:47,962 It will be like you never happened. 156 00:09:47,963 --> 00:09:50,067 Kind of a bad dream. 157 00:09:51,102 --> 00:09:53,406 Which is meant to be forgotten. 158 00:10:12,178 --> 00:10:14,215 ♪ ♪ 159 00:10:40,134 --> 00:10:41,803 [Marshall] But maybe the management of our terror has been 160 00:10:41,804 --> 00:10:43,874 unequal to the task? Like during the end of days 161 00:10:43,875 --> 00:10:47,815 of the Roman empire, we too face insurmountable obstacles, 162 00:10:47,816 --> 00:10:51,055 internal decay and external pressure. 163 00:10:51,056 --> 00:10:52,759 And economically, 164 00:10:52,760 --> 00:10:55,798 economically growing inequality and instability. 165 00:11:01,009 --> 00:11:02,745 Rome used slave labor. 166 00:11:02,746 --> 00:11:06,787 Well, we do too, really. 167 00:11:06,788 --> 00:11:08,323 Does that sound familiar? 168 00:11:08,324 --> 00:11:10,895 Because they too had environmental collapse. 169 00:11:10,896 --> 00:11:15,370 Rome's moral decline is just like today's. 170 00:11:18,176 --> 00:11:21,515 We-we-we see it all around us. We see it all around us. 171 00:11:21,516 --> 00:11:23,854 No moral coherence or consequences. 172 00:11:23,855 --> 00:11:25,858 Add to that cyber warfare 173 00:11:25,859 --> 00:11:27,461 and a cascade of global conflicts 174 00:11:27,462 --> 00:11:29,933 we insist on meddling in, and ladies and gentlemen, 175 00:11:29,934 --> 00:11:33,106 welcome to Ancient Rome! 176 00:11:37,816 --> 00:11:40,187 [door closes] 177 00:11:46,166 --> 00:11:47,902 And, uh... 178 00:11:49,405 --> 00:11:52,511 just like Rome... 179 00:11:54,482 --> 00:11:56,887 ...we still cling to our... 180 00:11:59,425 --> 00:12:02,899 ...outmoded modes of how to be. 181 00:12:10,381 --> 00:12:13,219 Our small gods, 182 00:12:13,220 --> 00:12:14,790 our prayers... 183 00:12:17,094 --> 00:12:20,133 ...the very ways we manage our terror... 184 00:12:21,871 --> 00:12:23,841 ...they did no good in Ancient Rome 185 00:12:23,842 --> 00:12:26,078 and they do no good here today. 186 00:12:26,079 --> 00:12:29,051 It's every... 187 00:12:29,052 --> 00:12:31,189 every man for themselves. 188 00:12:38,503 --> 00:12:41,843 Thank you, class. That... that's it for today. 189 00:12:41,844 --> 00:12:44,616 I-I need this space, I need to talk 190 00:12:44,617 --> 00:12:46,853 to these fine officers that are coming here today. 191 00:12:46,854 --> 00:12:48,891 Thank you. Thank you so much. 192 00:12:50,995 --> 00:12:52,398 [door opens] 193 00:13:00,414 --> 00:13:02,084 [Hanover] Professor. 194 00:13:02,085 --> 00:13:03,352 Hi. 195 00:13:03,353 --> 00:13:04,622 [door shuts] 196 00:13:04,623 --> 00:13:06,225 Hello, Chief. W-What can I do for you? 197 00:13:06,226 --> 00:13:09,164 Professor, a student of yours, Mary Colsby, 198 00:13:09,165 --> 00:13:11,402 has made a very serious charge against you. 199 00:13:11,403 --> 00:13:12,538 Against me? 200 00:13:12,539 --> 00:13:14,542 Sexual assault. 201 00:13:14,543 --> 00:13:16,613 Is this Ms. Colsby? 202 00:13:18,283 --> 00:13:20,520 Y-Yes. Yes. 203 00:13:21,489 --> 00:13:24,294 Uh-- Gale, look, 204 00:13:24,295 --> 00:13:26,600 Ms. Colsby and I had a relationship, 205 00:13:26,601 --> 00:13:28,269 but it was as consenting adults. 206 00:13:28,270 --> 00:13:30,140 Uh-- there was no assault, 207 00:13:30,141 --> 00:13:32,310 much less a rape. 208 00:13:32,311 --> 00:13:34,983 And we even parted on-on good terms. 209 00:13:34,984 --> 00:13:37,187 [chuckles] Uh... this is not true. 210 00:13:37,188 --> 00:13:39,057 She has a very different account. 211 00:13:39,058 --> 00:13:42,030 And we have to ask you to come downtown with us. 212 00:13:43,066 --> 00:13:45,069 A-Am-- am I under arrest? 213 00:13:45,070 --> 00:13:47,207 Marshall, I am not cuffing you and not making a spectacle, 214 00:13:47,208 --> 00:13:49,445 but you are in custody, yes. 215 00:13:49,446 --> 00:13:51,650 Wh-- What... 216 00:13:51,651 --> 00:13:54,522 W-What about my work? My-my teaching? 217 00:13:54,523 --> 00:13:56,192 My-my-my job? 218 00:13:56,193 --> 00:13:57,929 W-What's gonna happen to me? 219 00:13:57,930 --> 00:14:00,400 I think if the past is any indication, you'll be fired. 220 00:14:00,401 --> 00:14:02,572 What about my word? W-What, my... 221 00:14:02,573 --> 00:14:04,408 D-Don't I have a say in t-th... 222 00:14:04,409 --> 00:14:07,114 - I-I'm gonna fight this. - You will have the chance to. 223 00:14:07,115 --> 00:14:09,318 I-I will. This is, this is just another instance 224 00:14:09,319 --> 00:14:12,925 of a Black man being strung up on the word of a woman. 225 00:14:12,926 --> 00:14:15,531 Th-- Uh, no, no. Look, look. Look. 226 00:14:15,532 --> 00:14:17,334 My texts. 227 00:14:17,335 --> 00:14:19,371 The texts. Look. Look. 228 00:14:19,372 --> 00:14:22,277 Listen: "Marshall, I'm glad we can remain friends, 229 00:14:22,278 --> 00:14:24,549 "you did the right thing, and you were gracious 230 00:14:24,550 --> 00:14:27,154 "and kind in doing it. 231 00:14:27,155 --> 00:14:30,093 It makes me love you more." 232 00:14:30,094 --> 00:14:32,130 Does-does that sound like something 233 00:14:32,131 --> 00:14:34,468 y-you'd send to a rapist? But look, here's-- look: 234 00:14:34,469 --> 00:14:36,673 "Marshall, I'm free between classes. 235 00:14:36,674 --> 00:14:39,444 Do you want to meet for coffee?" 236 00:14:39,445 --> 00:14:42,083 Does that? Or-or "Marshall, I need your advice 237 00:14:42,084 --> 00:14:44,321 "on which modern history professor you like. 238 00:14:44,322 --> 00:14:46,693 - Is Hartley okay?" - And yet, we have her account 239 00:14:46,694 --> 00:14:48,730 and the D.A. decided to go ahead. 240 00:14:48,731 --> 00:14:51,101 - And I tend to believe women in these matters. - [Marshall] Megan. 241 00:14:51,102 --> 00:14:53,172 I am sorry. 242 00:14:53,173 --> 00:14:55,043 Megan... 243 00:14:55,044 --> 00:14:56,312 It's addiction, isn't it? 244 00:14:56,313 --> 00:14:58,182 Addiction? S-Stop. Wait. 245 00:14:58,183 --> 00:15:00,486 Y-You have these-these, uh, pathologies 246 00:15:00,487 --> 00:15:02,157 that you don't have the slightest understanding 247 00:15:02,158 --> 00:15:04,027 of what you're saying. 248 00:15:04,028 --> 00:15:07,133 T-The, the-- Everyone's an amateur shrink these days. 249 00:15:07,134 --> 00:15:10,575 You cannot continue to destroy people's lives in this manner. 250 00:15:11,710 --> 00:15:15,350 Megan, is there something you can do? 251 00:15:15,351 --> 00:15:17,087 [stammers] 252 00:15:17,088 --> 00:15:20,426 How many times have you dined at our house? Uh... 253 00:15:20,427 --> 00:15:21,596 Meg-Megan. 254 00:15:21,597 --> 00:15:24,401 Marshall, call your lawyer. 255 00:15:24,402 --> 00:15:25,738 [receding] We're gonna print you 256 00:15:25,739 --> 00:15:27,307 and we're gonna take a picture 257 00:15:27,308 --> 00:15:29,177 and you'll be home by dinner. 258 00:15:29,178 --> 00:15:30,581 ♪ ♪ 259 00:15:33,420 --> 00:15:35,525 [indistinct radio chatter] 260 00:15:45,477 --> 00:15:48,049 You're being released on your own recognizance. 261 00:15:50,688 --> 00:15:53,025 I suggest you find some sort of help. 262 00:15:53,026 --> 00:15:54,261 You need it. 263 00:15:56,466 --> 00:15:57,769 [door opens] 264 00:15:59,472 --> 00:16:01,275 [Marshall] It makes no sense to pretend 265 00:16:01,276 --> 00:16:06,085 to be some ancient stoic enduring what comes, 266 00:16:06,086 --> 00:16:10,427 when all my choices have led me to this dark wood. 267 00:16:11,329 --> 00:16:14,501 It makes no sense to try and salvage 268 00:16:14,502 --> 00:16:17,040 the marriage, the career. 269 00:16:17,041 --> 00:16:20,814 The stain of my mistakes cannot be expunged, 270 00:16:20,815 --> 00:16:26,660 like the woman in the play who said, "Out, damn spot." 271 00:16:26,661 --> 00:16:31,770 When a man of my generation, color, is marked, 272 00:16:31,771 --> 00:16:35,109 the expulsion from the world of the living 273 00:16:35,110 --> 00:16:37,347 is all that is left. 274 00:16:39,318 --> 00:16:41,623 I might be remembered 275 00:16:41,624 --> 00:16:44,729 for some small bit of good, I hope. 276 00:16:44,730 --> 00:16:47,535 I love so many people, so much. 277 00:16:47,536 --> 00:16:50,507 How it hurts to disappoint them. 278 00:16:53,648 --> 00:16:58,790 I suppose this is the last proof that I am indeed, still, 279 00:16:58,791 --> 00:17:01,128 for a few minutes at least, 280 00:17:01,129 --> 00:17:05,103 still a member of the human race. 281 00:17:27,381 --> 00:17:29,819 [Marshall] Am I dead? 282 00:17:29,820 --> 00:17:31,690 [Redd] Well, let's see. 283 00:17:31,691 --> 00:17:33,761 [monitor beeping steadily] 284 00:17:39,673 --> 00:17:41,242 No. 285 00:17:43,881 --> 00:17:46,518 Trazodone and Ambien can, of course, do the trick, 286 00:17:46,519 --> 00:17:50,193 but in a man your size, with a full stomach... 287 00:17:50,194 --> 00:17:54,267 And, luckily, you were low on your prescriptions. 288 00:17:54,268 --> 00:17:55,738 I found you. 289 00:17:55,739 --> 00:17:58,677 They pumped your stomach, and... 290 00:17:58,678 --> 00:18:00,881 yeah, here we are. 291 00:18:01,884 --> 00:18:04,121 Was it a cry for help? 292 00:18:05,457 --> 00:18:07,494 Or a real attempt? 293 00:18:09,933 --> 00:18:15,243 Nothing has changed between us, Marshall. 294 00:18:15,244 --> 00:18:17,648 I know about the arrest. 295 00:18:20,922 --> 00:18:22,725 How? 296 00:18:22,726 --> 00:18:25,497 This is not a large city. 297 00:18:29,271 --> 00:18:31,543 Your daughter's here. I called her. 298 00:18:31,544 --> 00:18:33,245 [grunts] 299 00:18:33,246 --> 00:18:35,516 [weakly] I don't want to see her. 300 00:18:35,517 --> 00:18:37,888 Oh, what you want is beside the point. 301 00:18:37,889 --> 00:18:40,928 You've made your position clear. 302 00:18:40,929 --> 00:18:43,533 Sometimes I think it's brave to leave. 303 00:18:43,534 --> 00:18:46,840 It's no achievement to stay if you hate this party. 304 00:18:46,841 --> 00:18:50,881 But it's also, it's terribly cowardly at the same time. 305 00:18:50,882 --> 00:18:54,822 My understanding of philosophy 306 00:18:54,823 --> 00:18:59,866 made me accept the nothingness that is to come. 307 00:18:59,867 --> 00:19:01,970 Which you would have poured all over your daughter, 308 00:19:01,971 --> 00:19:04,675 drenched her in it, you selfish man. 309 00:19:04,676 --> 00:19:07,213 [monitor beeping steadily] 310 00:19:07,214 --> 00:19:10,286 And now, you've taken away everyone's choice. 311 00:19:12,859 --> 00:19:15,363 We can only be angry and grateful 312 00:19:15,364 --> 00:19:18,703 and angry and grateful until we are not. 313 00:19:18,704 --> 00:19:20,306 [Redd sniffling] 314 00:19:24,950 --> 00:19:28,356 I'll give you a few days to get your things and get out. 315 00:19:40,046 --> 00:19:44,622 I don't have anything left to say... 316 00:19:46,593 --> 00:19:48,496 ...other than... 317 00:19:50,467 --> 00:19:53,339 ...I apologize... 318 00:19:55,545 --> 00:19:57,715 ...for what's left of my self. 319 00:19:59,986 --> 00:20:02,525 The so-called self. 320 00:20:11,042 --> 00:20:14,381 Dad, listen to me. 321 00:20:14,382 --> 00:20:16,385 Just listen. 322 00:20:16,386 --> 00:20:19,057 You are the only father that I have. 323 00:20:19,058 --> 00:20:21,963 But you make it really hard 324 00:20:21,964 --> 00:20:23,867 for me to still want to know you. 325 00:20:25,403 --> 00:20:27,608 But I-I do. 326 00:20:29,613 --> 00:20:32,552 I don't know how to turn off loving you. 327 00:20:34,556 --> 00:20:37,528 I don't want to see a world without you in it. 328 00:20:37,529 --> 00:20:39,899 I have so much life to come. 329 00:20:39,900 --> 00:20:41,769 Like, so much. 330 00:20:41,770 --> 00:20:43,339 Children. 331 00:20:43,340 --> 00:20:45,678 Pain, love. 332 00:20:46,647 --> 00:20:48,282 Fear. 333 00:20:49,118 --> 00:20:51,021 A crazy mother. 334 00:20:53,026 --> 00:20:54,060 Please. 335 00:20:54,061 --> 00:20:57,735 Please try to think of a time 336 00:20:57,736 --> 00:20:59,605 that's gonna be better than this moment. 337 00:20:59,606 --> 00:21:01,910 [sniffles] It's possible. 338 00:21:02,879 --> 00:21:04,849 It's possible. Maybe better. 339 00:21:04,850 --> 00:21:06,051 I... 340 00:21:06,052 --> 00:21:07,588 I don't-- I don't know if... 341 00:21:07,589 --> 00:21:09,559 - I don't know if I can. - [sniffles] 342 00:21:10,561 --> 00:21:15,938 Maybe this moment is the best I can hope for. 343 00:21:15,939 --> 00:21:17,775 Well, then so be it. 344 00:21:18,744 --> 00:21:21,481 That has to be enough. 345 00:21:21,482 --> 00:21:23,554 ♪ ♪ 346 00:21:28,597 --> 00:21:29,832 [inhales] 347 00:21:29,833 --> 00:21:32,404 I love you so much. 348 00:21:42,157 --> 00:21:43,827 [sighs] 349 00:21:43,828 --> 00:21:45,898 ♪ ♪ 350 00:22:07,140 --> 00:22:09,144 [phone buzzes] 351 00:22:20,668 --> 00:22:22,538 [sets mug down] 352 00:22:22,539 --> 00:22:24,642 [typing on phone keyboard] 353 00:22:35,163 --> 00:22:36,800 ♪ ♪ 354 00:22:50,460 --> 00:22:52,497 [engine idling] 355 00:23:03,152 --> 00:23:04,855 What is this, Ed? 356 00:23:04,856 --> 00:23:06,559 Just come with me, Marshall. 357 00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:08,530 I joined a group. 358 00:23:08,531 --> 00:23:10,534 A men's group that helped me. 359 00:23:10,535 --> 00:23:12,605 ♪ ♪ 360 00:23:29,104 --> 00:23:30,874 [exhales] 361 00:23:43,166 --> 00:23:45,136 What, uh... 362 00:23:45,137 --> 00:23:46,573 what happened to the mullet? 363 00:23:47,608 --> 00:23:49,712 I had to face some hard truths. 364 00:23:49,713 --> 00:23:51,114 I cut it. 365 00:23:51,115 --> 00:23:52,818 All part of... 366 00:23:52,819 --> 00:23:55,189 cleaning up my act. 367 00:23:56,258 --> 00:23:59,030 What kind of group is this, exactly? 368 00:23:59,031 --> 00:24:00,901 Is it religious? 369 00:24:00,902 --> 00:24:02,270 No. 370 00:24:02,271 --> 00:24:04,742 Support and brotherhood. 371 00:24:04,743 --> 00:24:07,748 'Cause we all got one thing in common. 372 00:24:07,749 --> 00:24:09,151 And that is? 373 00:24:15,698 --> 00:24:17,267 Let me ask you a question. 374 00:24:18,236 --> 00:24:19,672 Are you an angry man? 375 00:24:21,610 --> 00:24:23,914 Have I sensed that before? 376 00:24:27,922 --> 00:24:29,925 My anger... 377 00:24:29,926 --> 00:24:32,998 [chuckles] ...it is my salvation. 378 00:24:36,038 --> 00:24:38,075 ♪ ♪ 379 00:24:53,874 --> 00:24:56,178 - [engine shuts off] - [doors open] 380 00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:08,035 [door shuts] 381 00:25:08,036 --> 00:25:09,003 [Smythe via speech tech] Gentlemen, 382 00:25:09,004 --> 00:25:10,674 tonight is special. 383 00:25:10,675 --> 00:25:11,809 [water dripping] 384 00:25:11,810 --> 00:25:13,947 A new friend is among us. 385 00:25:20,093 --> 00:25:21,863 One who is lost. 386 00:25:21,864 --> 00:25:24,702 It is our duty to show him the way. 387 00:25:24,703 --> 00:25:28,242 We cannot be afraid of offending people. 388 00:25:28,243 --> 00:25:30,179 That is the price of honesty. 389 00:25:31,883 --> 00:25:34,254 And tonight we will invite our new friend 390 00:25:34,255 --> 00:25:36,993 to have an honest conversation. 391 00:25:47,247 --> 00:25:49,083 Hello, Ed. 392 00:25:49,084 --> 00:25:51,889 And hello, Professor. 393 00:25:51,890 --> 00:25:54,829 You get used to the mustiness of the space. 394 00:25:57,869 --> 00:26:00,641 I am Dr. Milton Smythe. 395 00:26:02,110 --> 00:26:04,214 Ed has spoken often of you. 396 00:26:04,215 --> 00:26:06,384 We've chosen to interview you 397 00:26:06,385 --> 00:26:08,790 so we all can get to know you. 398 00:26:10,761 --> 00:26:12,230 Sit, gentlemen, 399 00:26:12,231 --> 00:26:14,301 so we can complete the circle of truths. 400 00:26:15,905 --> 00:26:19,077 Welcome to the Mexicali Men's Club. 401 00:26:29,732 --> 00:26:31,969 - [lamp buzzing softly] - [water dripping] 402 00:26:31,970 --> 00:26:34,240 Professor, the, uh... 403 00:26:34,241 --> 00:26:35,911 the new pronouns-- 404 00:26:35,912 --> 00:26:37,982 how do you feel about them? 405 00:26:42,023 --> 00:26:43,292 Yes. 406 00:26:43,293 --> 00:26:47,133 Your question about the new pronouns. 407 00:26:47,902 --> 00:26:51,374 I-I have many students who are trying 408 00:26:51,375 --> 00:26:55,049 to define and explore their identities. 409 00:26:55,050 --> 00:26:56,786 Um... 410 00:26:56,787 --> 00:26:58,455 We have discussions, 411 00:26:58,456 --> 00:27:02,998 and I do ask them what pronouns they'd like to use. 412 00:27:02,999 --> 00:27:04,935 But, you know, I-I-I will admit, 413 00:27:04,936 --> 00:27:07,340 I-I'm getting confused, 414 00:27:07,341 --> 00:27:10,279 trying to keep up with the variants, 415 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,352 such as xe... 416 00:27:13,353 --> 00:27:16,191 xe-xem... 417 00:27:16,192 --> 00:27:18,128 xyr. I, you know... 418 00:27:18,129 --> 00:27:19,999 I-I-- But I get it, you know... 419 00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,938 - [men] Boo. Boo. - [Eddie] Hey, shut the fuck up. 420 00:27:22,939 --> 00:27:24,875 How 'bout we have some decency? 421 00:27:24,876 --> 00:27:25,944 [door closes] 422 00:27:25,945 --> 00:27:27,179 It is confusing, 423 00:27:27,180 --> 00:27:30,052 but it costs absolutely nothing 424 00:27:30,053 --> 00:27:32,791 to respect those who don't follow your norms. 425 00:27:32,792 --> 00:27:34,227 So, if you can't get on board with that, 426 00:27:34,228 --> 00:27:35,898 then just shut it. 427 00:27:37,969 --> 00:27:40,506 Now, Marshall, how do you see 428 00:27:40,507 --> 00:27:44,014 the role of men in the culture, um, shifting? 429 00:27:45,283 --> 00:27:47,520 There's a revolution. 430 00:27:47,521 --> 00:27:49,223 A correction. 431 00:27:49,224 --> 00:27:51,963 And-and some of these are too drastic. Uh... 432 00:27:51,964 --> 00:27:54,802 Witch hunts. Men being accused of 433 00:27:54,803 --> 00:27:57,908 and convicted without evidence. 434 00:28:00,948 --> 00:28:02,283 Like you? 435 00:28:08,496 --> 00:28:10,466 Men and boys being marginalized. 436 00:28:10,467 --> 00:28:14,474 And-and now, men who point them out 437 00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:17,480 are perceived as predatory 438 00:28:17,481 --> 00:28:20,486 and-and dangerous. 439 00:28:20,487 --> 00:28:22,223 [chair scrapes floor] 440 00:28:24,962 --> 00:28:28,001 As a result of all these accusations, 441 00:28:28,002 --> 00:28:31,508 we're becoming the defensive gender. 442 00:28:31,509 --> 00:28:35,215 Second-guessing our nature to the degree that is cancerous, 443 00:28:35,216 --> 00:28:39,859 as though strong men are frightening. 444 00:28:41,395 --> 00:28:43,198 But I think... 445 00:28:44,569 --> 00:28:48,876 I think weak men are much more dangerous. 446 00:28:48,877 --> 00:28:52,416 - Yes. Yes. - [cheering and applause] 447 00:28:52,417 --> 00:28:55,489 Yes. Yes. 448 00:28:59,398 --> 00:29:01,869 - [applause stops] - Strength is everything. 449 00:29:01,870 --> 00:29:04,007 I mean, I remember working at that mall 450 00:29:04,008 --> 00:29:06,244 wearing that damn Cinnabon outfit 451 00:29:06,245 --> 00:29:07,547 all up and down those halls. 452 00:29:07,548 --> 00:29:09,417 I couldn't even take it off on my break. 453 00:29:09,418 --> 00:29:12,156 You guys have no idea. My lowest moment, 454 00:29:12,157 --> 00:29:13,993 even though I was the night manager, 455 00:29:13,994 --> 00:29:15,930 was when I would walk by women 456 00:29:15,931 --> 00:29:18,903 and they would laugh in my face, like I was nothing. 457 00:29:22,510 --> 00:29:24,247 I was just trying to make a living. 458 00:29:25,450 --> 00:29:26,986 That crushed me. 459 00:29:27,755 --> 00:29:31,929 I had to learn not to just be angry, you know? 460 00:29:31,930 --> 00:29:35,035 Because the stronger path-- 461 00:29:35,036 --> 00:29:37,407 and I learned this with the men in this room-- 462 00:29:39,511 --> 00:29:42,050 ...was to find success and rigor. 463 00:29:44,054 --> 00:29:45,924 And that is hard. 464 00:29:45,925 --> 00:29:47,528 It is. 465 00:29:48,930 --> 00:29:50,165 It is. 466 00:29:50,166 --> 00:29:52,604 [Eddie] Marshall, you were recently 467 00:29:52,605 --> 00:29:54,507 "Me Too'd" and cancelled, 468 00:29:54,508 --> 00:29:56,612 and-and I believe, 469 00:29:56,613 --> 00:29:59,651 and I know the founders of this group believe, 470 00:29:59,652 --> 00:30:01,121 [door closes] 471 00:30:01,122 --> 00:30:03,291 ...that you can't just erase people 472 00:30:03,292 --> 00:30:05,229 who make mistakes. 473 00:30:05,230 --> 00:30:06,966 So how do we move forward? 474 00:30:06,967 --> 00:30:08,603 I am... 475 00:30:09,939 --> 00:30:12,176 ...frankly struggling with this. 476 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:17,486 I am angry that 477 00:30:17,487 --> 00:30:20,392 a consensual affair 478 00:30:20,393 --> 00:30:24,200 between adults was used to hurt me. 479 00:30:24,201 --> 00:30:26,337 And I'm... 480 00:30:26,338 --> 00:30:28,341 I'm now sullied, 481 00:30:28,342 --> 00:30:30,680 - and my name is... - Has been destroyed, 482 00:30:30,681 --> 00:30:33,351 and that sucks. 483 00:30:33,352 --> 00:30:37,093 Damaged, at the very least. 484 00:30:37,094 --> 00:30:40,265 But it's now up to me to reclaim it somehow 485 00:30:40,266 --> 00:30:43,973 and not shy away from the fight 486 00:30:43,974 --> 00:30:45,476 to seek truth 487 00:30:45,477 --> 00:30:49,050 and insist on what is right. 488 00:30:50,253 --> 00:30:51,622 We're folding. 489 00:30:51,623 --> 00:30:54,360 Did you know that men 490 00:30:54,361 --> 00:30:58,235 die of suicide in far greater numbers than women? 491 00:30:58,236 --> 00:31:00,272 [men murmuring] 492 00:31:01,475 --> 00:31:04,380 And I'm going to admit right now 493 00:31:04,381 --> 00:31:07,086 that I recently attempted suicide. 494 00:31:08,690 --> 00:31:10,493 W-W-Where does it end? 495 00:31:11,596 --> 00:31:13,566 Perhaps the issue is that 496 00:31:13,567 --> 00:31:16,672 we need to return to a... 497 00:31:16,673 --> 00:31:20,412 a much more traditional model for society. 498 00:31:20,413 --> 00:31:22,483 [cheering and applause] 499 00:31:29,699 --> 00:31:31,401 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 500 00:31:31,402 --> 00:31:34,507 Uh, yes, sir, you have something to add? 501 00:31:35,509 --> 00:31:39,016 [Smythe via speech tech] A return to individual responsibility, 502 00:31:39,017 --> 00:31:41,020 the importance of hierarchy 503 00:31:41,021 --> 00:31:43,693 and order, 504 00:31:43,694 --> 00:31:45,262 correct? 505 00:31:46,699 --> 00:31:48,536 Yes. 506 00:31:48,537 --> 00:31:52,677 Yes, I believe that a way to return to those principles 507 00:31:52,678 --> 00:31:55,149 is through consequences. 508 00:31:58,455 --> 00:32:01,461 Many of the men in this room have said... 509 00:32:03,332 --> 00:32:07,172 ...given everything that's going on around us, 510 00:32:07,173 --> 00:32:10,512 the crime, the lawlessness, 511 00:32:10,513 --> 00:32:13,451 - the divisive culture... - Mm. 512 00:32:13,452 --> 00:32:15,757 ...that it feels like we're living 513 00:32:15,758 --> 00:32:18,563 - in a goddamn horror movie. - [men agreeing] 514 00:32:18,564 --> 00:32:21,034 - Am I right? - [men] Yeah. 515 00:32:21,035 --> 00:32:22,403 Have you ever felt that? 516 00:32:24,074 --> 00:32:27,213 Perhaps it is time to find the boogeyman 517 00:32:27,214 --> 00:32:29,317 and slaughter it, 518 00:32:29,318 --> 00:32:32,724 so that it never again rises out of the lake 519 00:32:32,725 --> 00:32:34,728 or out of the fog 520 00:32:34,729 --> 00:32:39,437 or never again tries to take what is ours. 521 00:32:43,245 --> 00:32:45,516 I think I speak for all of us... 522 00:32:47,387 --> 00:32:51,662 Welcome to the Mexicali Men's Club, Professor. 523 00:32:51,663 --> 00:32:54,066 - [cheering and applause] - [Eddie] We would love for you to join us 524 00:32:54,067 --> 00:32:56,606 as we seek a way out of this nightmare. 525 00:32:59,110 --> 00:33:01,314 Please stand and be acknowledged. 526 00:33:27,701 --> 00:33:30,707 [cheering and applause continue] 527 00:33:43,533 --> 00:33:44,701 Maybe she heard about my dad 528 00:33:44,702 --> 00:33:46,371 and decided to do it to herself, too. 529 00:33:46,372 --> 00:33:47,807 But she called me on her way here. 530 00:33:47,808 --> 00:33:49,410 She checked herself in. She said she was scared. 531 00:33:49,411 --> 00:33:50,680 Yes, that's what Admissions said. 532 00:33:50,681 --> 00:33:52,584 Yeah, well, I tried to see her, 533 00:33:52,585 --> 00:33:54,721 but she doesn't want to see me or anyone. Just you. 534 00:33:54,722 --> 00:33:56,291 Merritt, how are you? 535 00:33:56,292 --> 00:33:58,295 Both parents in extreme crisis-- 536 00:33:58,296 --> 00:33:59,698 this is a lot to handle. 537 00:33:59,699 --> 00:34:02,537 Dr. Witticomb, I'm okay. 538 00:34:02,538 --> 00:34:04,675 I just need you to figure out what's happening to her. 539 00:34:04,676 --> 00:34:06,111 Please. 540 00:34:18,870 --> 00:34:20,840 I think I'm dead. 541 00:34:22,343 --> 00:34:23,780 Really dead. 542 00:34:25,216 --> 00:34:26,686 [Witticomb] Literally dead? 543 00:34:28,355 --> 00:34:30,660 You're the only person I trust to confirm it. 544 00:34:32,196 --> 00:34:34,467 The nurses let me see my blood pressure 545 00:34:34,468 --> 00:34:37,272 and my pulse, but... I didn't believe it. 546 00:34:37,273 --> 00:34:39,110 What happened, Lois? 547 00:34:39,879 --> 00:34:42,651 It all came together, a shock. 548 00:34:44,354 --> 00:34:46,792 The world is not real. 549 00:34:48,797 --> 00:34:50,432 And I've crossed over. 550 00:34:54,642 --> 00:34:56,477 I thought about 551 00:34:56,478 --> 00:34:59,350 cutting my carotid with a pair of poultry shears. 552 00:34:59,351 --> 00:35:01,354 But you didn't. 553 00:35:01,355 --> 00:35:03,358 So, that's good. 554 00:35:03,359 --> 00:35:04,628 What started it? 555 00:35:04,629 --> 00:35:07,499 I realized I never really woke up 556 00:35:07,500 --> 00:35:10,472 from that coma, did I? 557 00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:15,349 I am in some otherworld. 558 00:35:17,220 --> 00:35:18,589 The otherworld. 559 00:35:19,357 --> 00:35:21,394 And you think I'm not real either? 560 00:35:21,395 --> 00:35:23,498 I've accompanied you here? 561 00:35:23,499 --> 00:35:25,169 Maybe to take you back? 562 00:35:26,371 --> 00:35:28,642 You are very much alive. Listen to me. 563 00:35:28,643 --> 00:35:30,646 There's a neuropsychiatric condition, 564 00:35:30,647 --> 00:35:32,416 Cotard's syndrome, 565 00:35:32,417 --> 00:35:35,790 and what it is, is you just simply think you're dead, 566 00:35:35,791 --> 00:35:37,660 or your organs are putrefying, 567 00:35:37,661 --> 00:35:39,664 or the world is an illusion, 568 00:35:39,665 --> 00:35:41,902 but mostly you're dead. 569 00:35:43,673 --> 00:35:46,879 It is a reaction to going through too much to bear. 570 00:35:49,384 --> 00:35:51,254 Now, s-stay with me. 571 00:35:51,255 --> 00:35:52,490 What triggered it? 572 00:35:53,660 --> 00:35:55,229 First thing? 573 00:35:58,435 --> 00:36:01,642 It was... [chuckles] I couldn't believe it. 574 00:36:01,643 --> 00:36:05,282 Marshall asked me to be a part of some sort of ménage 575 00:36:05,283 --> 00:36:07,854 with him and his girlfriend. 576 00:36:07,855 --> 00:36:09,624 Utterly surreal. 577 00:36:09,625 --> 00:36:13,231 - Mm. - I'm very fluid. 578 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:16,638 But it's the new paradigm. 579 00:36:16,639 --> 00:36:18,709 The man I knew would have never done that, 580 00:36:18,710 --> 00:36:19,945 nor would Redd. 581 00:36:19,946 --> 00:36:21,582 It's the otherworld. 582 00:36:21,583 --> 00:36:23,518 A kind of hell, made up 583 00:36:23,519 --> 00:36:26,925 of sick jokes so elaborate... [scoffs] 584 00:36:26,926 --> 00:36:29,564 ...nothing living could construct them. 585 00:36:29,565 --> 00:36:32,837 And what else? What else made you think you were dead? 586 00:36:32,838 --> 00:36:34,975 My doctor. 587 00:36:34,976 --> 00:36:37,279 Dr. Charles Mayhew. 588 00:36:38,917 --> 00:36:40,252 [scoffs] 589 00:36:41,354 --> 00:36:44,795 He was having orgies in my room. 590 00:36:44,796 --> 00:36:46,565 [woman moaning] 591 00:36:46,566 --> 00:36:48,836 [Lois] I could hear it. I even 592 00:36:48,837 --> 00:36:50,472 saw some of it 593 00:36:50,473 --> 00:36:51,742 through the curtains around my bed. 594 00:36:51,743 --> 00:36:53,813 Like flashes of a nightmare. 595 00:36:53,814 --> 00:36:57,419 My doctor, a supposed man of virtue, 596 00:36:57,420 --> 00:36:59,891 was also an agent of chaos. 597 00:36:59,892 --> 00:37:02,697 So I confronted him. 598 00:37:02,698 --> 00:37:04,601 Having sex parties? 599 00:37:05,402 --> 00:37:07,774 These are exactly the kinds of tricks that our mind 600 00:37:07,775 --> 00:37:09,911 plays on us when we emerge from these coma states. 601 00:37:09,912 --> 00:37:13,351 There are many different hallucinatory 602 00:37:13,352 --> 00:37:14,788 electrical storms that can occur. 603 00:37:14,789 --> 00:37:16,457 I mean, certainly you don't actually believe 604 00:37:16,458 --> 00:37:18,863 that I'm having orgies in here? 605 00:37:18,864 --> 00:37:21,735 Yes, I fucking do. 606 00:37:21,736 --> 00:37:24,006 I do believe it. Mm-hmm. 607 00:37:24,007 --> 00:37:25,743 You know why? 608 00:37:25,744 --> 00:37:29,016 Because you are not who or what you say you are. 609 00:37:29,017 --> 00:37:30,519 It's some sort of 610 00:37:30,520 --> 00:37:32,489 - demonic rite-- - I really wish 611 00:37:32,490 --> 00:37:33,792 that you understood 612 00:37:33,793 --> 00:37:35,362 how even the suggestion of impropriety 613 00:37:35,363 --> 00:37:36,464 would not be good for me in this day and age, 614 00:37:36,465 --> 00:37:37,934 even if nobody believed you, 615 00:37:37,935 --> 00:37:40,038 which, for the record, they won't. Nobody will. 616 00:37:40,039 --> 00:37:43,478 They simply won't. I fucking saved your life. 617 00:37:47,554 --> 00:37:49,591 I know what I heard. 618 00:37:50,694 --> 00:37:52,329 I heard it. 619 00:37:52,330 --> 00:37:54,634 Mm. I also recall, 620 00:37:54,635 --> 00:37:56,337 in my coma state, 621 00:37:56,338 --> 00:37:59,878 a story about a young girl who got impregnated 622 00:37:59,879 --> 00:38:01,748 against her will 623 00:38:01,749 --> 00:38:04,554 while she was unconscious. 624 00:38:04,555 --> 00:38:05,923 You did that, didn't you? 625 00:38:05,924 --> 00:38:07,894 - Uh... So, fuck you. - You did it. 626 00:38:07,895 --> 00:38:10,398 Uh, and I never did any of those vile things. 627 00:38:10,399 --> 00:38:13,606 In fact, I'm the one who saved your life. Um... 628 00:38:15,442 --> 00:38:17,781 God, I feel so fucking sorry for your husband. 629 00:38:18,850 --> 00:38:20,586 You're an impossible woman. 630 00:38:20,587 --> 00:38:22,422 You're insufferable, and you're so 631 00:38:22,423 --> 00:38:25,897 judgmental of him and me and, I'm assuming, all men. 632 00:38:25,898 --> 00:38:28,903 You are corrosive to your fucking core, Lois. 633 00:38:29,672 --> 00:38:33,679 Multiple times, your husband came up to me and... 634 00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:35,081 he said something to the effect of, 635 00:38:35,082 --> 00:38:36,818 "Hey, you know, just between you and me, 636 00:38:36,819 --> 00:38:39,123 "couldn't you just accidentally bump the switch? 637 00:38:39,124 --> 00:38:40,826 "Turn off the machine that's keeping her alive 638 00:38:40,827 --> 00:38:42,597 and send the old vegetable on up to heaven?" 639 00:38:42,598 --> 00:38:44,133 And I always thought that the guy was fucking with me, 640 00:38:44,134 --> 00:38:46,571 but now I realize that he was so insistent 641 00:38:46,572 --> 00:38:48,408 on wanting you to fucking die 642 00:38:48,409 --> 00:38:51,147 because you are such a massive fucking bitch. 643 00:38:51,148 --> 00:38:54,453 I see now, very clearly, that you 644 00:38:54,454 --> 00:38:56,424 would not have ascended into heaven, 645 00:38:56,425 --> 00:38:58,428 but rather descended into hell. 646 00:38:58,429 --> 00:39:02,069 Because it is a place that you create for yourself, every day 647 00:39:02,070 --> 00:39:04,808 and every hour with your arrogance 648 00:39:04,809 --> 00:39:07,446 and your confident false superiority. 649 00:39:07,447 --> 00:39:10,553 It is a hell of your own making in which you burn yourself 650 00:39:10,554 --> 00:39:13,091 and everyone else 651 00:39:13,092 --> 00:39:14,995 who you come into contact with. 652 00:39:14,996 --> 00:39:18,101 This is not the real world. 653 00:39:18,102 --> 00:39:19,871 This is the otherworld, 654 00:39:19,872 --> 00:39:22,811 and I... I am dead. 655 00:39:24,047 --> 00:39:25,717 And he's right. 656 00:39:27,153 --> 00:39:28,656 [sniffles] 657 00:39:28,657 --> 00:39:30,458 I... 658 00:39:30,459 --> 00:39:33,398 created this hell I am in somehow. 659 00:39:34,668 --> 00:39:36,504 [Witticomb] Lois, I promise you, this is 660 00:39:36,505 --> 00:39:39,477 temporary. Please, trust me. 661 00:39:40,747 --> 00:39:42,482 Tell me, 662 00:39:42,483 --> 00:39:45,455 what else convinced you you were in the otherworld? 663 00:39:46,559 --> 00:39:49,096 The only reason I can confess... 664 00:39:50,934 --> 00:39:52,937 ...is 'cause I'm dead. 665 00:39:52,938 --> 00:39:54,741 I killed someone. 666 00:39:57,981 --> 00:40:01,555 A terrible man beating women. Megan, 667 00:40:01,556 --> 00:40:04,527 the one who has my job, her man. 668 00:40:04,528 --> 00:40:06,632 Cold blood. 669 00:40:07,701 --> 00:40:09,036 An execution, really. 670 00:40:09,037 --> 00:40:10,138 - [gunshot] - [body thuds] 671 00:40:11,207 --> 00:40:13,144 [Witticomb] Where's the body, Lois? 672 00:40:13,145 --> 00:40:15,181 Did you... dispose of it? 673 00:40:15,182 --> 00:40:16,952 [Lois] See? S-S-S-See, this is what I'm saying. 674 00:40:16,953 --> 00:40:19,089 This is where it gets strange 675 00:40:19,090 --> 00:40:21,193 and odd, okay? I left the scene. 676 00:40:21,194 --> 00:40:22,663 I told Megan I would take care of it 677 00:40:22,664 --> 00:40:24,801 'cause I needed to get my head together. 678 00:40:24,802 --> 00:40:26,938 - I needed to get supplies and stuff, you know? - Supplies? 679 00:40:26,939 --> 00:40:30,078 Y-Yes. Um, shovel, trash bag, lime. 680 00:40:30,079 --> 00:40:31,948 I wasn't in my right mind. 681 00:40:31,949 --> 00:40:34,086 I was so stunned I lost track of time. 682 00:40:34,087 --> 00:40:36,925 I don't even know how long I had been driving. 683 00:40:36,926 --> 00:40:39,063 And then I got my shit together, 684 00:40:39,064 --> 00:40:40,833 and I said, "No. No, no, no. 685 00:40:40,834 --> 00:40:42,904 "You are not going to cover this up because 686 00:40:42,905 --> 00:40:44,941 this was self-defense." 687 00:40:44,942 --> 00:40:46,578 This was a bad man, 688 00:40:46,579 --> 00:40:48,682 another bad man. 689 00:40:48,683 --> 00:40:50,518 I said, "Let me get my shit together 690 00:40:50,519 --> 00:40:52,690 and go back and face what I have done." 691 00:40:52,691 --> 00:40:53,926 And? 692 00:40:56,999 --> 00:40:59,571 Megan was gone. The body was gone. 693 00:40:59,572 --> 00:41:01,975 The entire room was scrubbed clean. 694 00:41:01,976 --> 00:41:03,111 No body, no crime. 695 00:41:03,112 --> 00:41:04,246 And I'm thinking, 696 00:41:04,247 --> 00:41:05,583 "The cleaners have been here, 697 00:41:05,584 --> 00:41:07,687 and they covered all this up." 698 00:41:07,688 --> 00:41:09,724 - The cleaners? - People 699 00:41:09,725 --> 00:41:12,229 who specialize in the art of the cover-up. 700 00:41:12,230 --> 00:41:13,866 Erasing traces of blood, 701 00:41:13,867 --> 00:41:15,536 viscera, brain smear, 702 00:41:15,537 --> 00:41:17,105 - what have you. - [Witticomb] Such as? 703 00:41:17,106 --> 00:41:18,675 [Lois] The best one I know in the vicinity 704 00:41:18,676 --> 00:41:19,878 is Glorious McKall. 705 00:41:19,879 --> 00:41:22,115 I mean, she's... she was an acquaintance. 706 00:41:22,116 --> 00:41:24,186 So what did you do? 707 00:41:26,725 --> 00:41:28,729 I went silent. 708 00:41:28,730 --> 00:41:30,866 I went deep. 709 00:41:30,867 --> 00:41:32,970 I followed Megan in my car. 710 00:41:32,971 --> 00:41:34,273 And guess what I found? 711 00:41:34,274 --> 00:41:35,977 - [Witticomb] Hmm? - Proof. 712 00:41:42,624 --> 00:41:45,062 ♪ ♪ 713 00:41:46,632 --> 00:41:48,635 And I confronted her ass. 714 00:41:48,636 --> 00:41:50,706 What are you looking at? 715 00:41:52,644 --> 00:41:54,647 I got you, you sneaky bitch. 716 00:41:54,648 --> 00:41:56,718 - Oh, yes. - Lois? 717 00:41:56,719 --> 00:41:57,854 What's going on? You seem-- 718 00:41:57,855 --> 00:41:59,156 Unhinged? 719 00:41:59,157 --> 00:42:01,027 Ding, ding, ding. 720 00:42:06,070 --> 00:42:08,007 I killed him 721 00:42:08,008 --> 00:42:09,944 to help you out. 722 00:42:09,945 --> 00:42:12,215 And then you move the body, you clean up my mess, 723 00:42:12,216 --> 00:42:14,286 and you don't say anything? 724 00:42:16,659 --> 00:42:18,629 Glorious McKall would do that. 725 00:42:18,630 --> 00:42:20,900 She would take her victims and grind them up 726 00:42:20,901 --> 00:42:22,068 and feed them to her hogs. 727 00:42:22,069 --> 00:42:23,872 Is that what you had her do? 728 00:42:23,873 --> 00:42:24,941 Lois... 729 00:42:24,942 --> 00:42:26,244 sit down. 730 00:42:28,649 --> 00:42:30,786 I don't know what you're talking about. 731 00:42:30,787 --> 00:42:33,692 - I saw you with her. - With who? 732 00:42:33,693 --> 00:42:35,061 Glorious McKall. 733 00:42:35,062 --> 00:42:36,765 I saw you talking to her. 734 00:42:36,766 --> 00:42:38,301 Getting her to clean up my mess. 735 00:42:38,302 --> 00:42:40,973 What I want to know is why you didn't say anything. 736 00:42:40,974 --> 00:42:42,209 - Why? - Lois... 737 00:42:42,210 --> 00:42:43,946 I did meet with Glorious 738 00:42:43,947 --> 00:42:45,348 to help her. 739 00:42:45,349 --> 00:42:47,352 A member of her crew was having a fentanyl moment, 740 00:42:47,353 --> 00:42:48,822 she was very emotional about it. 741 00:42:48,823 --> 00:42:50,325 This man was like her son. 742 00:42:50,326 --> 00:42:52,162 I've known her for several cases, so I met with her. 743 00:42:52,163 --> 00:42:53,665 I offered resources. 744 00:42:53,666 --> 00:42:54,934 That's what you saw. 745 00:42:54,935 --> 00:42:56,370 Where's the body? 746 00:42:56,371 --> 00:42:57,940 Where's your man? 747 00:42:57,941 --> 00:42:59,209 My man? 748 00:42:59,210 --> 00:43:00,211 Justin. 749 00:43:00,212 --> 00:43:02,215 I haven't seen him in weeks. 750 00:43:02,216 --> 00:43:04,119 I don't know. 751 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:05,990 Lois, listen to me. 752 00:43:05,991 --> 00:43:08,161 You're messed up. 753 00:43:09,397 --> 00:43:11,067 You need help. 754 00:43:12,002 --> 00:43:13,371 Let me help you. 755 00:43:15,242 --> 00:43:17,813 [Lois] She said I needed sleep. 756 00:43:17,814 --> 00:43:19,316 Care. 757 00:43:20,853 --> 00:43:23,659 As if I could accept that anymore. 758 00:43:23,660 --> 00:43:25,963 [laughs] 759 00:43:25,964 --> 00:43:27,967 In that moment... 760 00:43:27,968 --> 00:43:30,104 the chaos and the madness, 761 00:43:30,105 --> 00:43:32,075 it all flashed together, 762 00:43:32,076 --> 00:43:34,113 and I realized... 763 00:43:37,119 --> 00:43:39,256 ...I have crossed over. 764 00:43:39,257 --> 00:43:41,327 I-- I'm in the place... 765 00:43:43,398 --> 00:43:47,138 ...that you go to in the afterlife, 766 00:43:47,139 --> 00:43:50,779 and I'm being forced to live in my sorrow, 767 00:43:50,780 --> 00:43:53,317 my misdeeds... 768 00:43:53,318 --> 00:43:54,888 and my wreckage. 769 00:43:55,923 --> 00:43:57,425 - [taps on table] - This. 770 00:43:57,426 --> 00:44:00,098 This is... 771 00:44:00,099 --> 00:44:02,870 my hell I am forced to live in. 772 00:44:02,871 --> 00:44:05,275 And you... 773 00:44:05,276 --> 00:44:07,880 you are just a clever demon, 774 00:44:07,881 --> 00:44:10,886 who's sent to torture me with comfort. 775 00:44:10,887 --> 00:44:13,792 Lois, that's not true. 776 00:44:13,793 --> 00:44:16,297 I care about you, your well-being. 777 00:44:16,298 --> 00:44:19,003 And I think you know that to be true. 778 00:44:33,064 --> 00:44:35,201 And then there's the final reason 779 00:44:35,202 --> 00:44:38,207 that I have a hard time accepting 780 00:44:38,208 --> 00:44:41,180 that I'm back in any kind of literal reality. 781 00:44:41,181 --> 00:44:43,752 It's the last piece 782 00:44:43,753 --> 00:44:45,756 of the jigsaw puzzle. 783 00:44:45,757 --> 00:44:48,194 [Witticomb] The piece right in the center, 784 00:44:48,195 --> 00:44:49,931 connected to everything else? 785 00:44:49,932 --> 00:44:51,233 [Merritt] That's the middle piece. 786 00:44:51,234 --> 00:44:52,803 Goes in the center. 787 00:44:52,804 --> 00:44:54,173 It connects everything. 788 00:44:55,977 --> 00:44:57,947 You don't miss a detail, do you? 789 00:44:58,983 --> 00:45:01,120 There was a quintuple homicide, 790 00:45:01,121 --> 00:45:02,957 all under one roof. 791 00:45:02,958 --> 00:45:05,061 A whole family. 792 00:45:05,062 --> 00:45:07,232 The mother, the father, 793 00:45:07,233 --> 00:45:09,236 the baby, 794 00:45:09,237 --> 00:45:11,073 the damn pot on stove. 795 00:45:12,276 --> 00:45:15,481 Just like my dream, it happened. 796 00:45:15,482 --> 00:45:17,118 Where did it happen? Was it local? 797 00:45:17,119 --> 00:45:19,222 I didn't read about it in the news or online. 798 00:45:19,223 --> 00:45:20,859 Media blackout. 799 00:45:20,860 --> 00:45:22,228 Procedure. 800 00:45:22,229 --> 00:45:23,464 Lois, what are you getting at? 801 00:45:26,304 --> 00:45:28,842 A copycat killer, 802 00:45:28,843 --> 00:45:30,979 who copied my dreams. 803 00:45:30,980 --> 00:45:33,384 And the only person 804 00:45:33,385 --> 00:45:35,488 who could have done that... 805 00:45:37,026 --> 00:45:38,896 ...has access to my files. 806 00:45:39,698 --> 00:45:41,935 You know what the fuck I'm getting at. 807 00:45:46,979 --> 00:45:49,282 [chuckles softly] 808 00:45:49,283 --> 00:45:52,422 Lois, you are a singular 809 00:45:52,423 --> 00:45:54,026 and unique case. 810 00:45:54,027 --> 00:45:55,529 The interviews we did following your emergence 811 00:45:55,530 --> 00:45:57,833 from the coma state, these recordings, 812 00:45:57,834 --> 00:45:59,302 they are immensely valuable resources 813 00:45:59,303 --> 00:46:01,240 to those in neuroscience, 814 00:46:01,241 --> 00:46:02,910 neurocognition, philosophy. 815 00:46:02,911 --> 00:46:04,413 I told you this when we began. 816 00:46:04,414 --> 00:46:07,553 You signed, your entire family signed waivers, 817 00:46:07,554 --> 00:46:11,360 giving us permission to record and document this process 818 00:46:11,361 --> 00:46:15,101 and share them internally for scientific research purposes. 819 00:46:15,102 --> 00:46:17,873 How many people, 820 00:46:17,874 --> 00:46:19,509 Doctor, 821 00:46:19,510 --> 00:46:21,848 have access to my file? 822 00:46:23,218 --> 00:46:24,921 - Who? - Hundreds. 823 00:46:24,922 --> 00:46:26,524 - How many people? - Your daughter, 824 00:46:26,525 --> 00:46:28,160 for one, a medical professional 825 00:46:28,161 --> 00:46:30,198 with access to the medi-platform. 826 00:46:30,199 --> 00:46:32,870 Anybody who has access to your computer or your passwords. 827 00:46:32,871 --> 00:46:34,907 Your husband could be a suspect. 828 00:46:34,908 --> 00:46:36,911 We could write an exhaustive list, but 829 00:46:36,912 --> 00:46:39,917 there's another, more likely suspect, no? 830 00:46:39,918 --> 00:46:42,188 Someone... 831 00:46:42,189 --> 00:46:44,259 somebody who knows these grotesqueries 832 00:46:44,260 --> 00:46:46,263 better than anyone. 833 00:46:46,264 --> 00:46:48,101 You. 834 00:46:49,905 --> 00:46:52,877 You just said moments ago that you murdered a man 835 00:46:52,878 --> 00:46:54,914 "in cold blood, execution style." 836 00:46:54,915 --> 00:46:56,584 We are talking about a person 837 00:46:56,585 --> 00:46:58,487 that killed a baby. 838 00:46:58,488 --> 00:47:00,559 You think I'm capable of that? 839 00:47:00,560 --> 00:47:02,362 Well, let's examine this like a detective: 840 00:47:02,363 --> 00:47:05,234 rationally, scientifically, logically. 841 00:47:05,235 --> 00:47:08,040 You recount losing time, 842 00:47:08,041 --> 00:47:11,513 disassociating, seeing things that aren't there. 843 00:47:11,514 --> 00:47:14,219 You spent years denying 844 00:47:14,220 --> 00:47:16,089 how sick your job made you. 845 00:47:16,090 --> 00:47:17,459 I've seen your cases. 846 00:47:17,460 --> 00:47:19,931 A woman in a world of crime and killers 847 00:47:19,932 --> 00:47:23,204 trying, almost by herself, to manifest justice? 848 00:47:23,205 --> 00:47:26,443 All alone? 849 00:47:26,444 --> 00:47:29,349 Is not that the motive of Grotesquerie? 850 00:47:29,350 --> 00:47:32,388 Is he not a machination of your own mind? 851 00:47:32,389 --> 00:47:33,959 Didn't you murder that-- 852 00:47:33,960 --> 00:47:36,063 Stop. 853 00:47:39,971 --> 00:47:41,608 I am still in it. 854 00:47:43,378 --> 00:47:45,950 I am still in a coma. 855 00:47:47,152 --> 00:47:50,024 Stuck in an endless circle. 856 00:47:52,262 --> 00:47:54,132 There is established wisdom in my field. 857 00:47:54,133 --> 00:47:57,038 Do not tell a delusional person they are living in a delusion. 858 00:47:58,174 --> 00:48:00,178 But I'm gonna level with you, Lois. 859 00:48:01,982 --> 00:48:03,985 I don't think you murdered that family. 860 00:48:03,986 --> 00:48:05,689 I don't think there was a quintuple murder. 861 00:48:05,690 --> 00:48:06,691 You are awake. 862 00:48:06,692 --> 00:48:08,494 The world is real. 863 00:48:08,495 --> 00:48:10,532 But you are hearing and seeing things that are not-- 864 00:48:10,533 --> 00:48:13,003 If it's all in my head, 865 00:48:13,004 --> 00:48:15,408 why all the religious imagery? 866 00:48:15,409 --> 00:48:18,013 Because you convinced yourself you were the last good person 867 00:48:18,014 --> 00:48:20,418 in the world: a cross between a saint, a crusader, 868 00:48:20,419 --> 00:48:22,522 a holy warrior, a prophet. 869 00:48:22,523 --> 00:48:25,027 When all you are, all you were, 870 00:48:25,028 --> 00:48:28,400 in reality, is a small-town detective 871 00:48:28,401 --> 00:48:31,407 in a very, very dark time. 872 00:48:35,482 --> 00:48:37,151 [clicks tongue] 873 00:48:37,152 --> 00:48:39,223 I'm gonna go to my room now. 874 00:48:40,560 --> 00:48:41,628 Thank you. 875 00:48:55,656 --> 00:48:57,058 [keys jangling] 876 00:48:57,059 --> 00:48:58,662 [creaking] 877 00:49:02,102 --> 00:49:04,139 ♪ ♪ 878 00:49:20,806 --> 00:49:23,044 ♪ ♪ 879 00:49:28,254 --> 00:49:30,291 [locks buzzing] 880 00:49:38,676 --> 00:49:40,579 [keys jangling] 881 00:49:42,650 --> 00:49:44,754 [key turning in lock] 882 00:49:44,755 --> 00:49:46,457 [creaking] 883 00:50:03,324 --> 00:50:05,461 [Megan crying] 884 00:50:15,181 --> 00:50:16,383 [sniffles] 885 00:50:16,384 --> 00:50:18,454 [sobbing loudly] 886 00:50:30,311 --> 00:50:32,816 Again, I need to apologize. 887 00:50:32,817 --> 00:50:35,689 For falling apart back there where you were getting care. 888 00:50:35,690 --> 00:50:38,127 And I hate myself for coming to you and asking for help 889 00:50:38,128 --> 00:50:39,329 when you're clearly in the middle 890 00:50:39,330 --> 00:50:40,766 of a mental health crisis. 891 00:50:42,135 --> 00:50:44,607 Then why did you? 892 00:50:47,446 --> 00:50:49,617 When they called me to this crime scene... 893 00:50:49,618 --> 00:50:51,219 [swallows loudly] 894 00:50:51,220 --> 00:50:53,290 Sorry, it's a lot. It's-it's worse for me, 895 00:50:53,291 --> 00:50:54,760 even than the recent family murder 896 00:50:54,761 --> 00:50:56,531 with remains in a boiling pot. 897 00:50:56,532 --> 00:50:58,535 Worse how? 898 00:50:58,536 --> 00:51:00,405 - It's-- - I-I've been here before. 899 00:51:01,608 --> 00:51:02,776 It's bigger. 900 00:51:02,777 --> 00:51:05,448 It's... more calculated. 901 00:51:05,449 --> 00:51:07,185 It's immense... 902 00:51:07,186 --> 00:51:08,855 in its scope. Beyond me, I think. 903 00:51:08,856 --> 00:51:11,594 And because I know some of these people slaughtered. 904 00:51:13,866 --> 00:51:15,501 Lois... 905 00:51:16,470 --> 00:51:17,906 ...you-you-y... 906 00:51:17,907 --> 00:51:19,509 you know some of them, too. 907 00:51:23,886 --> 00:51:25,556 I'm done. 908 00:51:27,359 --> 00:51:29,462 - I'm done. - Lois. Lois. 909 00:51:29,463 --> 00:51:31,601 Please. We need you. 910 00:51:31,602 --> 00:51:33,337 I need you. 911 00:51:33,338 --> 00:51:35,709 - None of this is real anyway. - Lois, it is real. 912 00:51:35,710 --> 00:51:36,844 [whispering] It is real. 913 00:51:36,845 --> 00:51:38,347 I promise. 914 00:51:38,348 --> 00:51:41,554 What's here... is... is evil. 915 00:51:41,555 --> 00:51:44,159 Do I believe in the devil? No, I do not. 916 00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:46,463 What I believe is here today, these... 917 00:51:46,464 --> 00:51:49,335 these astounding murders by Grotesquerie, 918 00:51:49,336 --> 00:51:51,708 have been created by someone who understands 919 00:51:51,709 --> 00:51:53,545 that fear 920 00:51:53,546 --> 00:51:55,582 is what the devils who walk amongst us, 921 00:51:55,583 --> 00:51:58,888 the mortal devils we all know, created 922 00:51:58,889 --> 00:52:01,160 so we could stay in line. 923 00:52:03,599 --> 00:52:05,602 You are not dead. 924 00:52:06,805 --> 00:52:08,742 You are not dead. 925 00:52:08,743 --> 00:52:10,579 You, here, right now-- 926 00:52:10,580 --> 00:52:13,819 promise you, I promise, I promise, this is real. 927 00:52:15,689 --> 00:52:17,693 [quietly] You did shoot my boyfriend. 928 00:52:17,694 --> 00:52:20,866 I did call Glorious McCall to get rid of the body. 929 00:52:20,867 --> 00:52:22,703 That happened. 930 00:52:22,704 --> 00:52:24,506 Sorry. I'm sorry. 931 00:52:24,507 --> 00:52:26,376 I'm sorry. 932 00:52:26,377 --> 00:52:27,880 Why... 933 00:52:27,881 --> 00:52:29,449 did you lie to me? 934 00:52:29,450 --> 00:52:31,821 'Cause I had to protect you from my mistake. 935 00:52:33,692 --> 00:52:36,263 [sighs] 936 00:52:36,264 --> 00:52:38,467 Please. 937 00:52:38,468 --> 00:52:40,004 [inhales] 938 00:52:40,005 --> 00:52:42,743 [sighs] 939 00:52:45,048 --> 00:52:46,851 Show me. 940 00:52:54,567 --> 00:52:57,205 ♪ ♪ 941 00:53:00,713 --> 00:53:02,750 [door opens] 942 00:53:03,719 --> 00:53:05,421 [door closes] 943 00:53:05,422 --> 00:53:07,793 ♪ ♪ 944 00:53:37,820 --> 00:53:40,826 ♪ ♪ 945 00:53:54,988 --> 00:53:57,358 The Jesus figure. He... 946 00:53:58,629 --> 00:54:00,532 He touched me. 947 00:54:00,533 --> 00:54:02,636 My heart. 948 00:54:04,741 --> 00:54:06,544 He moved you? 949 00:54:07,914 --> 00:54:10,017 He literally touched my heart. 950 00:54:10,018 --> 00:54:12,623 With defibrillator paddles. 951 00:54:12,624 --> 00:54:17,465 Shocked me back to life from a very... 952 00:54:17,466 --> 00:54:18,969 dark sleep. 953 00:54:19,938 --> 00:54:22,008 Or so I thought. 954 00:54:25,515 --> 00:54:27,051 Who are the rest of these people, though? 955 00:54:27,052 --> 00:54:29,489 - Homeless? - Unhoused. 956 00:54:31,528 --> 00:54:33,096 I was only able to identify 957 00:54:33,097 --> 00:54:35,034 one other person. Someone I knew vaguely. 958 00:54:35,035 --> 00:54:37,706 Mary Colsby. 959 00:54:37,707 --> 00:54:38,875 Who is she? 960 00:54:38,876 --> 00:54:40,511 [Megan] She was many things. 961 00:54:40,512 --> 00:54:41,881 Most recently, the woman 962 00:54:41,882 --> 00:54:44,019 who accused your husband Marshall of assault. 963 00:54:45,689 --> 00:54:47,893 ♪ ♪ 964 00:54:47,894 --> 00:54:49,395 [inhales deeply] 965 00:54:49,396 --> 00:54:51,768 My God. [sighs] 966 00:54:55,508 --> 00:54:57,646 All right, people! 967 00:54:57,647 --> 00:55:01,654 Bag every piece of evidence! 968 00:55:01,655 --> 00:55:03,658 Print every surface! 969 00:55:03,659 --> 00:55:06,664 Do your jobs and do them well. 970 00:55:06,665 --> 00:55:09,870 Meet me in my old office in one hour. 971 00:55:09,871 --> 00:55:11,641 - You're gonna help us? - Who else is gonna solve 972 00:55:11,642 --> 00:55:13,410 this case, Jack? Her? 973 00:55:13,411 --> 00:55:15,815 Lois, that's unkind and fucking unnecessary. 974 00:55:15,816 --> 00:55:18,354 And it's also the goddamn truth. 975 00:55:19,724 --> 00:55:22,696 And we need to start telling each other the truth. 976 00:55:22,697 --> 00:55:24,065 Huh? 977 00:55:25,068 --> 00:55:27,104 Jack, I know who did this. 978 00:55:27,105 --> 00:55:29,543 ♪ ♪ 979 00:55:30,546 --> 00:55:32,015 One hour. 980 00:55:33,150 --> 00:55:35,388 ♪ ♪ 981 00:55:58,969 --> 00:56:01,975 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org 982 00:56:10,926 --> 00:56:12,963 ♪ ♪ 983 00:56:43,190 --> 00:56:45,194 ♪ ♪ 984 00:57:15,088 --> 00:57:46,183 ♪ ♪