1 00:00:57,292 --> 00:00:58,661 Your father, 2 00:00:59,895 --> 00:01:02,766 he was released on bail, pending trial. 3 00:01:02,832 --> 00:01:05,535 His arraignment hearing had been set for Monday. 4 00:01:05,602 --> 00:01:07,204 He didn't show up. 5 00:01:09,070 --> 00:01:11,108 The troopers made every effort. 6 00:01:20,416 --> 00:01:22,219 Do you know what this is? 7 00:01:28,358 --> 00:01:29,594 This is very high quality. 8 00:01:30,526 --> 00:01:32,996 The ink color is perfect. 9 00:01:33,063 --> 00:01:35,398 The paper is good. 10 00:01:35,466 --> 00:01:38,068 The weight, watermark, plate work, 11 00:01:38,134 --> 00:01:39,536 it's all meticulous. 12 00:01:39,605 --> 00:01:42,507 There's even a metal strip embedded. 13 00:01:42,574 --> 00:01:46,611 In six months, he had passed almost $50,000. 14 00:01:48,413 --> 00:01:50,983 - He printed $50,000? - No, Ms. Vogel. 15 00:01:51,049 --> 00:01:55,552 He passed $50,000. He printed $22 million. 16 00:01:58,557 --> 00:02:01,459 He was facing a maximum of 75 years. 17 00:02:03,828 --> 00:02:05,998 Um, may I hold it? 18 00:02:37,997 --> 00:02:39,198 It's beautiful. 19 00:02:42,001 --> 00:02:43,703 My father... 20 00:02:45,938 --> 00:02:47,240 he died a hundred times 21 00:02:47,307 --> 00:02:49,876 poking holes in his veins, 22 00:02:49,943 --> 00:02:54,048 like so many rehearsals for our ultimate rejection. 23 00:02:57,449 --> 00:03:00,453 We get pretty good at it, don't we? 24 00:03:18,406 --> 00:03:20,909 It says, "Happy Highway Harry." 25 00:03:20,974 --> 00:03:24,412 It says, "Only three miles to make a meal outta life." 26 00:03:44,033 --> 00:03:46,903 My father came and went from our lives. 27 00:03:46,969 --> 00:03:50,338 Showing up only when he hungered for affirmation. 28 00:03:51,373 --> 00:03:53,408 I adored his attention, 29 00:03:53,475 --> 00:03:55,812 and he accommodated that. 30 00:03:55,878 --> 00:03:59,283 As wholeheartedly as he abandoned it. 31 00:04:01,751 --> 00:04:06,022 Memory reckons itself in blurs and flashes. 32 00:04:06,088 --> 00:04:10,660 The special moments of childhood are like fairy tales. 33 00:04:10,728 --> 00:04:14,564 And in mine, my father was the prince. 34 00:06:18,159 --> 00:06:21,863 There are plenty of ways to kill oneself. 35 00:06:21,931 --> 00:06:25,168 The idea is that, given the range of options, 36 00:06:25,234 --> 00:06:28,570 each suicide reflects the life that preceded it. 37 00:06:28,637 --> 00:06:30,206 If this was true, 38 00:06:30,272 --> 00:06:34,275 then Dad's end would be violent and spectacular. 39 00:06:40,515 --> 00:06:42,517 Everybody asleep around here? 40 00:06:49,391 --> 00:06:50,961 I'm awake. 41 00:06:52,561 --> 00:06:54,631 - You wanna come up here? - Yeah. 42 00:06:59,703 --> 00:07:02,373 Move right here. That's right. 43 00:07:03,940 --> 00:07:04,807 That's the gas, 44 00:07:04,875 --> 00:07:06,843 that's the brake, that's the shift. 45 00:07:06,911 --> 00:07:07,911 Those are the basics. 46 00:07:07,978 --> 00:07:10,080 I'll just be here if you need anything. 47 00:07:10,147 --> 00:07:12,349 - No! - What's up, honey? 48 00:07:12,416 --> 00:07:14,184 I can't... I can't reach the pedals! 49 00:07:14,250 --> 00:07:16,719 Sure you can. 50 00:07:16,785 --> 00:07:18,388 Look at how long those legs are. 51 00:07:18,456 --> 00:07:20,391 That's it, just keep it right there. 52 00:07:20,457 --> 00:07:22,192 No, Daddy, please don't leave me! 53 00:07:22,259 --> 00:07:24,195 Snicklefritz, you gotta learn how to drive. 54 00:07:24,262 --> 00:07:26,498 It's the only way you're gonna see the world. 55 00:07:28,666 --> 00:07:31,203 Just take care because there's a bend up here 56 00:07:31,270 --> 00:07:32,637 in about an hour. 57 00:07:33,371 --> 00:07:34,805 An hour? 58 00:07:41,013 --> 00:07:44,349 My mother sometimes called Dad Peter Pan, 59 00:07:44,415 --> 00:07:46,184 for the kind of silly charm 60 00:07:46,251 --> 00:07:48,853 that allowed him to make reckless, impulsive decisions 61 00:07:48,922 --> 00:07:51,024 look like perfect plans of action. 62 00:07:53,091 --> 00:07:54,660 In those times, 63 00:07:54,727 --> 00:07:56,762 he always wanted to make things perfect for us. 64 00:07:57,763 --> 00:07:59,899 Replace the humdrum of everyday life 65 00:07:59,966 --> 00:08:03,036 with new places and unexpected moments. 66 00:08:05,572 --> 00:08:08,875 He purchased the farm on a payment plan he couldn't afford. 67 00:08:10,642 --> 00:08:12,745 It was a dilapidated old place, 68 00:08:12,812 --> 00:08:15,615 but he filled it with classical music 69 00:08:15,682 --> 00:08:18,319 and always kept things fun for Nick and me 70 00:08:18,385 --> 00:08:21,920 while he and Mom fixed it up like a permanent family home. 71 00:08:24,157 --> 00:08:27,662 But as more delivery trucks arrived, brimming with materials 72 00:08:27,727 --> 00:08:30,832 purchased on IOUs that would never be met, 73 00:08:31,965 --> 00:08:34,033 the light fluttering music of Dad 74 00:08:34,100 --> 00:08:36,636 seemed to fade into a darkness. 75 00:08:40,673 --> 00:08:42,977 And with each layer of darkness, 76 00:08:44,878 --> 00:08:46,814 a new reason to disappear. 77 00:08:49,950 --> 00:08:51,818 - Give me my record! - No! 78 00:08:51,884 --> 00:08:53,353 Give me my goddamn Chopin... 79 00:08:53,421 --> 00:08:54,889 I will fucking break it! 80 00:08:54,955 --> 00:08:57,960 I'll punch your whore face, you goddamn witch! 81 00:08:58,025 --> 00:09:00,161 Fuck you! You're a shitty-ass husband! 82 00:09:56,886 --> 00:09:58,655 Dad explained his absences 83 00:09:58,722 --> 00:10:00,123 by claiming to be working 84 00:10:00,190 --> 00:10:02,892 on some mysterious business endeavor, 85 00:10:02,958 --> 00:10:05,497 and left Mom to pick up the pieces. 86 00:10:06,664 --> 00:10:08,833 She tried to find regular work, 87 00:10:08,900 --> 00:10:10,568 but spent most of her time 88 00:10:10,635 --> 00:10:13,771 staring at walls and worrying about unpaid bills. 89 00:10:33,325 --> 00:10:35,761 First pioneers would be in the Blue Ridge Mountains 90 00:10:35,826 --> 00:10:38,062 and the Bluegrass region of Kentucky. 91 00:10:45,371 --> 00:10:46,805 To the emptiness. 92 00:11:25,480 --> 00:11:27,715 Dad always seemed to call Nick and me 93 00:11:27,781 --> 00:11:29,284 when Mom was sleeping. 94 00:11:31,152 --> 00:11:33,987 His voice made me feel like part of a bigger world. 95 00:11:35,189 --> 00:11:38,392 A bigger world I could only dream of. 96 00:11:57,045 --> 00:11:58,981 Fuck. 97 00:12:09,724 --> 00:12:11,827 What? 98 00:12:13,695 --> 00:12:15,699 We're gonna go live with Dad. 99 00:12:20,134 --> 00:12:22,372 Okay. 100 00:12:23,738 --> 00:12:26,141 You kids are like his hunting dogs. 101 00:12:26,209 --> 00:12:29,879 He only runs you when he feels like it. 102 00:12:29,945 --> 00:12:32,249 It'll be better than living with you. 103 00:12:37,455 --> 00:12:38,689 Nick? 104 00:12:40,090 --> 00:12:41,259 You, too? 105 00:12:47,564 --> 00:12:49,733 There are things about your father that you don't know. 106 00:12:49,800 --> 00:12:51,102 Like what? 107 00:12:53,870 --> 00:12:56,339 - When you're older... - I am older! 108 00:12:56,407 --> 00:12:58,075 Nick, we're leaving. 109 00:13:02,413 --> 00:13:08,321 Fine, fine, fine! Go! Get outta here! 110 00:13:21,933 --> 00:13:24,870 Oh, there's gotta be some kind of mistake, Beck! 111 00:13:24,937 --> 00:13:27,172 My kids are much smaller than these two. 112 00:13:27,237 --> 00:13:29,507 Look at that little button nose. 113 00:13:29,574 --> 00:13:31,343 Look at you two. 114 00:13:31,409 --> 00:13:34,079 Now go and get your bags from Uncle Beck's truck. 115 00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:36,816 I got it. 116 00:13:39,150 --> 00:13:41,253 I really appreciate you bringing them down. 117 00:13:41,755 --> 00:13:43,188 How's their mama? 118 00:13:45,156 --> 00:13:46,926 How do you think she is, you bastard? 119 00:13:46,993 --> 00:13:48,862 You left her with two kids and no dough. 120 00:13:48,929 --> 00:13:50,963 That was bust, I had to make a move. 121 00:13:51,864 --> 00:13:53,733 I see your moves, John. 122 00:13:53,800 --> 00:13:55,368 Man, you had a good girl 123 00:13:55,434 --> 00:13:58,104 and you steel-toe kicked her heart all over the street. 124 00:13:58,671 --> 00:14:00,105 You know what? 125 00:14:00,173 --> 00:14:02,242 She'll get back on her feet. 126 00:14:02,310 --> 00:14:05,411 In the meantime, you just take good care of her babies, okay? 127 00:14:05,479 --> 00:14:07,781 It's not like that. I mean, they are my babies, too. 128 00:14:07,849 --> 00:14:10,216 - Yeah, yeah. - See ya. 129 00:14:10,282 --> 00:14:11,818 I'd do anything for those kids. 130 00:14:11,884 --> 00:14:13,286 Yeah. Prove it. 131 00:14:22,997 --> 00:14:24,899 Dad! Oh, my God! 132 00:14:24,964 --> 00:14:26,601 Oh, no! 133 00:14:26,668 --> 00:14:28,801 Oh, my God. Dad, way too much lighter fluid! 134 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:30,238 He might light the tree on fire! 135 00:14:30,305 --> 00:14:31,204 Boom! 136 00:14:31,272 --> 00:14:32,907 Oh, my... 137 00:14:32,973 --> 00:14:35,009 - Good Lord! - Anybody? 138 00:14:35,075 --> 00:14:36,912 - The "Nocturnes"! - What number? 139 00:14:36,979 --> 00:14:40,314 "Number 20"! 140 00:14:40,382 --> 00:14:43,318 See, how many kids you know know their Chopin? 141 00:14:43,384 --> 00:14:44,485 When can we eat? 142 00:14:44,552 --> 00:14:46,389 I told you ten times, it's gotta marinate. 143 00:14:46,456 --> 00:14:47,922 You asked for pepper steak, right? 144 00:14:47,989 --> 00:14:49,257 If it doesn't marinate, 145 00:14:49,324 --> 00:14:50,845 it's not pepper steak, it's just steak. 146 00:14:50,892 --> 00:14:52,326 I'll take just steak. 147 00:14:52,394 --> 00:14:54,497 Too late, it's marinating. 148 00:14:57,366 --> 00:14:58,501 Hold the thought. 149 00:15:00,870 --> 00:15:03,139 It's all right. 150 00:15:03,206 --> 00:15:05,108 Do you like music, Jennifer? 151 00:15:05,173 --> 00:15:07,610 Um, yeah. I like ELO. 152 00:15:07,677 --> 00:15:09,913 English rock, huh? 153 00:15:10,779 --> 00:15:12,180 Have you heard Bob Seger? 154 00:15:12,248 --> 00:15:13,950 I don't think so, no. 155 00:15:14,016 --> 00:15:16,486 What? You have to hear Bob Seger! 156 00:15:18,722 --> 00:15:20,956 Okay, fellas, I'll see you in a couple weeks. 157 00:15:23,259 --> 00:15:24,995 Whoa, whoa, whoa, hey! What are you doing? 158 00:15:25,062 --> 00:15:26,996 - I'm changing the mood! - The mood? 159 00:15:27,063 --> 00:15:28,164 We're in a classics mood. 160 00:15:28,232 --> 00:15:29,442 We're listening to the classics. 161 00:15:29,466 --> 00:15:31,435 But you can't dance to Chopin. 162 00:15:31,501 --> 00:15:33,304 Oh, come on, old bones! 163 00:15:33,372 --> 00:15:35,439 I wanna play Jennifer some rock 'n' roll. 164 00:15:35,507 --> 00:15:37,541 Are you seriously suggesting 165 00:15:37,608 --> 00:15:42,011 that Bob Seger beats out Frederic Chopin, seriously? 166 00:15:42,078 --> 00:15:43,514 I'm just changing the tempo. 167 00:15:43,582 --> 00:15:45,716 Your music is for funerals. 168 00:15:45,782 --> 00:15:48,819 You know what? Okay. But they ain't gonna like it. 169 00:15:48,886 --> 00:15:50,054 These kids got class. 170 00:15:50,121 --> 00:15:51,490 Yeah. You wanna dance, baby? 171 00:15:51,555 --> 00:15:53,724 Come on, honey. Let's have a little groove. 172 00:16:03,234 --> 00:16:04,604 Nick? 173 00:16:07,305 --> 00:16:10,609 You... You seriously like this stuff? 174 00:16:34,802 --> 00:16:36,402 Yeah. 175 00:17:18,379 --> 00:17:19,947 When I was young, 176 00:17:20,014 --> 00:17:21,550 I thought all the exciting things 177 00:17:21,617 --> 00:17:24,586 he made happen, he made happen for me. 178 00:17:36,565 --> 00:17:38,535 Hey, wait for me! 179 00:18:31,087 --> 00:18:32,322 Dad? 180 00:18:36,728 --> 00:18:38,130 Hello! Dad! 181 00:18:42,300 --> 00:18:44,736 Dad? 182 00:18:46,171 --> 00:18:48,539 Not enough time. Don't fuck around. 183 00:18:48,606 --> 00:18:50,075 I don't wanna hear that shit. 184 00:18:50,142 --> 00:18:51,143 - John, look at... - Hey. 185 00:18:53,945 --> 00:18:55,313 Hey, honey. 186 00:18:55,380 --> 00:18:59,517 Uh... This is my daughter Jennifer. 187 00:18:59,585 --> 00:19:01,519 Um, Jennifer, these are just some friends, 188 00:19:01,587 --> 00:19:04,723 some business colleagues from Brainerd. Everything's okay. 189 00:19:04,790 --> 00:19:06,658 Go on inside, I'll meet you inside. 190 00:19:07,926 --> 00:19:09,328 Honey, go inside. 191 00:19:20,306 --> 00:19:22,274 Oh, my God! Dad... Dad! Are you okay? 192 00:19:22,340 --> 00:19:23,776 I'm okay, honey. 193 00:19:23,844 --> 00:19:26,113 Daddy just bumped his face into the canoe. 194 00:19:31,385 --> 00:19:32,787 - Oh. Nick! - Nick! 195 00:19:40,527 --> 00:19:42,697 Hands up, who had a great summer? 196 00:19:43,631 --> 00:19:45,866 We don't want to go home. 197 00:19:45,934 --> 00:19:49,301 Yeah, well, something came up, Nick, you know. 198 00:19:49,368 --> 00:19:51,270 Well, anyway, you and I both had accidents 199 00:19:51,338 --> 00:19:53,473 on the same day, that's a karma thing. 200 00:19:54,407 --> 00:19:56,743 The next ones are always worse. 201 00:19:56,810 --> 00:20:00,013 Besides, you guys both got school coming up, 202 00:20:00,080 --> 00:20:01,120 and from what I understand, 203 00:20:01,182 --> 00:20:02,717 your mom is doing much better. 204 00:20:11,158 --> 00:20:13,294 I love you, baby. 205 00:20:13,360 --> 00:20:14,696 Don't you ever forget it. 206 00:20:15,530 --> 00:20:18,200 You and me, we got the same heart. 207 00:20:18,266 --> 00:20:20,836 Two peas in a pod. Come here. 208 00:20:24,740 --> 00:20:28,477 Hey. Hey. Would you look at that? 209 00:20:28,543 --> 00:20:30,714 - What is that? - You don't remember? 210 00:20:36,551 --> 00:20:38,856 I got a feeling I know what this is. 211 00:20:42,657 --> 00:20:46,129 "Happy Highway Harry." 212 00:20:46,196 --> 00:20:47,757 You still have that, you didn't lose it. 213 00:20:47,798 --> 00:20:49,008 - No, of course not. - All aboard! 214 00:20:49,032 --> 00:20:50,367 All right! 215 00:20:51,234 --> 00:20:52,401 All right, take this. 216 00:20:53,870 --> 00:20:55,405 Come on. 217 00:20:55,472 --> 00:20:56,875 They're coming, they're coming. 218 00:20:58,373 --> 00:21:00,610 - All right. - Thank you. 219 00:21:01,610 --> 00:21:04,281 - Well, this is it. - All right, Nick. 220 00:21:05,314 --> 00:21:07,217 You take care of your little sister. 221 00:21:07,284 --> 00:21:09,053 Big sister. I keep forgetting. 222 00:21:09,119 --> 00:21:10,687 Oh! Look at the moon. 223 00:21:10,754 --> 00:21:12,924 All right, go. Okay, go on. 224 00:21:52,965 --> 00:21:55,734 By the time that summer had come and gone, 225 00:21:55,802 --> 00:21:58,338 the bank had foreclosed on the farm. 226 00:21:59,538 --> 00:22:01,306 Like so many times before, 227 00:22:01,373 --> 00:22:02,708 all of our earthly belongings 228 00:22:02,776 --> 00:22:04,744 filled the old station wagon 229 00:22:04,811 --> 00:22:06,947 in pursuit of a fresh start. 230 00:22:09,748 --> 00:22:12,618 - Hi, Uncle Beck. - Hey there, guys. 231 00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:17,958 Come on in. 232 00:22:25,464 --> 00:22:28,301 The couch stinks! 233 00:22:28,368 --> 00:22:29,970 You can lay on me if you want. 234 00:22:30,037 --> 00:22:32,072 I'm gonna leave the keys right there. 235 00:22:32,139 --> 00:22:35,642 Just come over here, gimme a hug goodbye. I gotta go. 236 00:22:35,709 --> 00:22:37,879 Give your Uncle Beck a hug goodbye, come on! 237 00:22:40,314 --> 00:22:41,817 - There we go. - Goodbye. 238 00:22:42,851 --> 00:22:44,652 - I love you guys. - I love you. 239 00:22:44,718 --> 00:22:46,254 - Thank you, Uncle Beck. - Mm-hmm. 240 00:22:46,320 --> 00:22:47,422 Thanks, Uncle Beck. 241 00:22:47,488 --> 00:22:49,825 Yep. Go lay down on the poop couch. 242 00:22:56,263 --> 00:22:59,600 I don't know between John and I who had the shittier father, 243 00:23:00,469 --> 00:23:02,038 but I do hope... 244 00:23:03,771 --> 00:23:06,575 that you pick better than my mother did on your next try. 245 00:23:14,415 --> 00:23:16,051 You hang in there, kid. 246 00:23:17,685 --> 00:23:20,455 I'll track him down, all right? 247 00:23:27,695 --> 00:23:29,664 And at the very least, 248 00:23:29,731 --> 00:23:31,868 I'll get him to mail back those... 249 00:23:32,568 --> 00:23:34,038 plates for your car. 250 00:23:57,896 --> 00:24:01,398 He hadn't paid a single bill in months. 251 00:24:02,799 --> 00:24:06,404 My boy Johnny is a bad penny. 252 00:24:09,506 --> 00:24:12,109 You never trust a bastard born on Flag Day. 253 00:24:13,310 --> 00:24:14,812 Because they think 254 00:24:15,877 --> 00:24:17,682 all immigrants are putting them out of jobs. 255 00:24:17,747 --> 00:24:19,883 Yeah, he just thinks that way sometimes. 256 00:24:23,620 --> 00:24:25,289 He thinks that way sometimes? 257 00:24:25,357 --> 00:24:26,658 What's so funny? 258 00:24:26,724 --> 00:24:28,694 You're lucky he left. 259 00:24:28,761 --> 00:24:31,061 When he comes crawling back to you... 260 00:24:31,129 --> 00:24:33,832 I come to you to borrow a few hundred bucks. 261 00:24:34,934 --> 00:24:36,836 Not to judge my husband. 262 00:24:39,605 --> 00:24:41,740 The year you got hitched, 263 00:24:41,807 --> 00:24:43,675 John bought the cabin at Browns Lake. 264 00:24:43,742 --> 00:24:46,645 You spent all summer doing it up. 265 00:24:47,713 --> 00:24:50,383 The day he left, it burns to the ground. 266 00:24:50,449 --> 00:24:52,084 Then bought the burger joint. 267 00:24:52,151 --> 00:24:54,821 Spent weeks making pretty, pretty tablecloths. 268 00:24:54,887 --> 00:24:55,789 It was pretty. 269 00:24:55,854 --> 00:24:58,024 But spent nothing on the kitchen. 270 00:24:58,091 --> 00:25:00,760 And then a hardworking Black fella 271 00:25:00,825 --> 00:25:03,462 opens up a better burger joint across the street, 272 00:25:03,530 --> 00:25:05,697 and lo and behold, 273 00:25:05,764 --> 00:25:09,003 John's place burns to the ground. 274 00:25:09,870 --> 00:25:11,472 He'd burn down the world 275 00:25:11,538 --> 00:25:14,574 if he thought it would put him in white mansions. 276 00:29:12,722 --> 00:29:14,291 - Good morning. - Morning. 277 00:29:14,957 --> 00:29:16,825 You sleep well? 278 00:29:16,892 --> 00:29:18,395 Like a baby. 279 00:29:26,937 --> 00:29:28,439 Did you do your homework, honey? 280 00:29:29,872 --> 00:29:31,375 Of course. 281 00:29:31,441 --> 00:29:34,178 - Good girl. - Why don't you show him? 282 00:29:35,144 --> 00:29:37,147 Oh, I don't need to see it. 283 00:29:37,215 --> 00:29:39,817 I trust my little girl, don't I? 284 00:29:40,718 --> 00:29:42,286 Wanna tell him I trust you? 285 00:29:42,986 --> 00:29:44,288 We trust each other, yeah? 286 00:29:49,494 --> 00:29:50,494 Mwah. 287 00:30:00,171 --> 00:30:01,373 Patty. 288 00:30:03,039 --> 00:30:05,009 That guy's so fucking stupid. 289 00:30:08,346 --> 00:30:10,213 My name is Cheryl, and I'm an alcoholic. 290 00:30:10,281 --> 00:30:13,217 - Hi, Cheryl. - I came here and I had... 291 00:30:14,487 --> 00:30:16,022 lost everything. 292 00:30:16,989 --> 00:30:20,026 I lost my home and my career, 293 00:30:21,192 --> 00:30:24,229 and my darling husband. I say that now. 294 00:30:24,297 --> 00:30:26,164 A year ago, I thought he was a piece of shit 295 00:30:26,230 --> 00:30:28,009 who dropped me by the curb, but you know something, 296 00:30:28,033 --> 00:30:32,272 I was so angry, and I needed someone to blame, 297 00:30:32,338 --> 00:30:36,042 and I could not see that it was on me. 298 00:31:24,259 --> 00:31:25,426 What's going on? 299 00:31:33,601 --> 00:31:35,203 Come on, Doc, you're in the wrong room. 300 00:31:36,937 --> 00:31:39,307 Come on there. 301 00:31:39,376 --> 00:31:42,512 Tipsy fool! Let's get you to the right one. 302 00:31:46,683 --> 00:31:47,983 Mom... 303 00:32:20,082 --> 00:32:21,585 Good morning, ladies. 304 00:32:29,326 --> 00:32:31,430 Now, that is the way you make coffee. 305 00:32:32,996 --> 00:32:34,063 All right, I'm out of here. 306 00:32:34,130 --> 00:32:35,170 If I'm not back for dinner, 307 00:32:35,232 --> 00:32:36,232 you guys start without me. 308 00:32:50,915 --> 00:32:53,318 What are you doing? What is that? 309 00:32:54,151 --> 00:32:56,688 It's resin. You want some? 310 00:32:56,755 --> 00:32:57,923 It's not bad. 311 00:32:59,157 --> 00:33:00,994 Don't push me, little lady. 312 00:33:02,494 --> 00:33:04,329 What are you trying to prove, Jennifer? 313 00:33:04,396 --> 00:33:06,532 Nothing. Hell, it's 8:55 in the morning, 314 00:33:06,599 --> 00:33:08,101 I'm just trying to take the edge off. 315 00:33:09,967 --> 00:33:11,572 You show some respect! 316 00:33:12,871 --> 00:33:14,574 - Why? - I'm still your mother. 317 00:33:15,874 --> 00:33:17,152 How long you been smoking that stuff? 318 00:33:17,176 --> 00:33:19,144 - Oh, please! - Answer me! 319 00:33:19,210 --> 00:33:20,713 Fuck you, you hypocrite! 320 00:33:20,781 --> 00:33:22,482 Answer me, you little slut! 321 00:33:22,548 --> 00:33:23,583 You big slut. 322 00:33:25,485 --> 00:33:29,923 Oh. You don't get to fucking hit me. 323 00:33:29,989 --> 00:33:31,391 Ever! 324 00:33:41,802 --> 00:33:43,237 I'm gonna miss you. 325 00:33:47,040 --> 00:33:48,642 I love you so much. 326 00:33:57,184 --> 00:33:58,520 Honey, we need to talk. 327 00:34:00,021 --> 00:34:01,690 I'm leaving. 328 00:34:01,755 --> 00:34:03,923 - Jennifer! - What? 329 00:34:03,990 --> 00:34:05,200 Don't think you're taking the car. 330 00:34:05,224 --> 00:34:06,695 Doc paid for that car. 331 00:34:06,761 --> 00:34:08,463 I don't want his fucking car. 332 00:34:08,531 --> 00:34:10,098 I never wanna see that sick fuck again. 333 00:34:10,164 --> 00:34:13,267 How dare you? After all he's done for you! 334 00:34:15,770 --> 00:34:17,305 And where are you gonna go, Jennifer? 335 00:34:17,371 --> 00:34:19,408 - You don't have anywhere. - Yes, I do! 336 00:34:20,674 --> 00:34:21,743 Yes, I do, Mom. 337 00:34:21,810 --> 00:34:23,612 Oh, Jen. 338 00:34:23,678 --> 00:34:24,747 Jen, I may be dumb, 339 00:34:24,812 --> 00:34:27,114 but you're a smart girl. Don't kid yourself. 340 00:34:27,181 --> 00:34:28,850 Like I'm passing up a great gig here? 341 00:34:28,917 --> 00:34:30,927 There are things about your father that you don't know. 342 00:34:30,951 --> 00:34:32,087 Oh, God, here we go again, 343 00:34:32,154 --> 00:34:33,555 are you kidding me? Are you kidding? 344 00:34:33,590 --> 00:34:35,692 It's not that he's a con man 345 00:34:35,759 --> 00:34:38,460 - or a swindler. - Mom, this is your shit! 346 00:34:38,527 --> 00:34:40,530 It's nothing to do with my relationship with him! 347 00:34:40,597 --> 00:34:43,166 ...he believes his own lies! 348 00:34:43,233 --> 00:34:44,876 Okay, let's talk about believing your own lies, 349 00:34:44,900 --> 00:34:46,234 shall we? 350 00:34:46,302 --> 00:34:48,504 Let's talk about protecting your children! 351 00:34:48,571 --> 00:34:52,474 It's your one fucking job to protect me! 352 00:34:52,542 --> 00:34:55,378 Listen to me, your father is a liar. 353 00:34:55,445 --> 00:34:57,347 - He's a liar. - Shut up! Please, shut up! 354 00:34:57,414 --> 00:35:00,050 Look, I know what I am, he doesn't. 355 00:35:00,116 --> 00:35:01,260 And if you're gonna go with him, 356 00:35:01,284 --> 00:35:02,653 pretty soon, you won't either. 357 00:35:02,720 --> 00:35:05,223 - You won't. - I'm done. I'm done. 358 00:35:05,289 --> 00:35:07,991 I'm done! I'm done! 359 00:35:08,058 --> 00:35:10,026 Your father... Your father is a liar. 360 00:35:10,093 --> 00:35:12,163 Get off me! 361 00:35:12,229 --> 00:35:15,031 I can't do this anymore! 362 00:35:15,098 --> 00:35:17,200 Stop! Stop! 363 00:35:17,267 --> 00:35:18,911 - Don't touch me! - Listen to me, Jennifer! 364 00:35:18,935 --> 00:35:20,403 He looks you square in the eyes 365 00:35:20,470 --> 00:35:22,271 and he shows you his heart, 366 00:35:22,339 --> 00:35:25,010 - and it is a lie! - Get out of my way! 367 00:35:25,076 --> 00:35:28,045 Get the fuck out of my way! 368 00:35:28,112 --> 00:35:29,479 Jennifer! 369 00:39:18,518 --> 00:39:19,987 Who's there? 370 00:39:22,255 --> 00:39:24,591 Dad, it's Jennifer. 371 00:39:28,062 --> 00:39:29,429 Jennifer? 372 00:39:31,365 --> 00:39:33,868 Yeah. Can you... Can you open the door? 373 00:39:34,535 --> 00:39:35,936 Jennifer? 374 00:40:02,230 --> 00:40:03,598 So... 375 00:40:04,933 --> 00:40:07,435 - how's school? - It's okay. 376 00:40:26,622 --> 00:40:28,124 Any thoughts about college? 377 00:40:33,528 --> 00:40:35,331 I guess you got time. 378 00:40:35,399 --> 00:40:37,501 Actually, I want to study journalism. 379 00:40:38,702 --> 00:40:41,772 Journalism? What kind of journalism? 380 00:40:42,571 --> 00:40:44,174 Investigative, maybe. 381 00:40:44,241 --> 00:40:47,077 I like that. 382 00:40:47,145 --> 00:40:48,411 I can see my snicklefritz 383 00:40:48,478 --> 00:40:49,980 taking on the titans of industries, 384 00:40:50,047 --> 00:40:52,449 a fast-food chain, motherfuckers. 385 00:40:54,185 --> 00:40:56,755 Just a bunch of crumbs bound together by dough, right? 386 00:41:00,591 --> 00:41:02,458 Dad, what do you do? 387 00:41:02,525 --> 00:41:04,095 What do you mean, what do I do? 388 00:41:04,162 --> 00:41:05,605 I mean, for a living. What do you do for a living? 389 00:41:05,629 --> 00:41:07,264 You know what I do for living. 390 00:41:07,331 --> 00:41:09,034 I'm an entrepreneur. 391 00:41:10,436 --> 00:41:13,472 My skill is opportunities. 392 00:41:15,206 --> 00:41:16,307 Like what? 393 00:41:16,374 --> 00:41:17,908 For instance, 394 00:41:17,976 --> 00:41:20,445 right now, I got a whole raft of businesses. 395 00:41:20,512 --> 00:41:23,314 I'm working a very broad portfolio. 396 00:41:23,381 --> 00:41:24,883 And when you work it that way, 397 00:41:24,951 --> 00:41:26,618 you're not depending on one business 398 00:41:26,684 --> 00:41:28,165 to be your bread and butter, you know? 399 00:41:28,221 --> 00:41:29,621 Yield goes down on one, 400 00:41:29,688 --> 00:41:31,123 pops up on another. 401 00:41:31,190 --> 00:41:33,791 And the good news is, 402 00:41:33,858 --> 00:41:35,461 that I'm doing really great with that. 403 00:41:57,549 --> 00:41:58,818 What's that? 404 00:42:01,287 --> 00:42:03,023 I'm moving out of Mom's. 405 00:42:05,559 --> 00:42:07,728 I can't stand it there anymore. 406 00:42:12,233 --> 00:42:13,801 Sorry. 407 00:42:13,867 --> 00:42:16,037 It's okay, babe. It's okay. 408 00:42:31,687 --> 00:42:33,087 What's the problem, Jennifer? 409 00:42:35,355 --> 00:42:36,892 Are you mixed up in drugs? 410 00:42:38,292 --> 00:42:39,292 No? 411 00:42:39,996 --> 00:42:41,563 So, what's the problem? 412 00:42:42,264 --> 00:42:43,765 I just gotta get out. 413 00:42:46,335 --> 00:42:48,271 I thought maybe I could come live with you. 414 00:42:57,445 --> 00:42:59,214 That kind of comes out of the blue. 415 00:43:03,885 --> 00:43:06,155 Some things in life are about timing. 416 00:43:07,924 --> 00:43:11,028 Timing, you see. See, uh, right now, 417 00:43:11,093 --> 00:43:12,962 I'm growing the business. Businesses. 418 00:43:14,131 --> 00:43:17,533 And it takes all the time God sends. 419 00:43:17,600 --> 00:43:18,802 I've just got a lot of... 420 00:43:18,868 --> 00:43:20,169 Yeah, I understand. It's... 421 00:43:20,236 --> 00:43:21,972 But I gotta keep the plates spinning. 422 00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:23,439 I gotta keep the balls in the air. 423 00:43:23,506 --> 00:43:25,975 It's okay, Dad. It's really... It's fine. 424 00:43:31,948 --> 00:43:34,219 I just want a fresh start, you know? 425 00:43:41,625 --> 00:43:42,826 Dad, I lied. 426 00:43:43,761 --> 00:43:45,696 In Sheboygan, I did a lot of drugs. 427 00:43:46,998 --> 00:43:49,135 I smoked weed, I did a lot of speed. 428 00:43:50,601 --> 00:43:52,671 Coke. 429 00:43:54,938 --> 00:43:57,040 I just did stupid things, you know? 430 00:43:57,108 --> 00:43:58,743 I'm angry at you. 431 00:43:58,808 --> 00:44:00,778 You're smarter than that. 432 00:44:00,844 --> 00:44:02,715 Don't think I couldn't tell. 433 00:44:02,781 --> 00:44:04,582 It's not my first rodeo. 434 00:44:04,649 --> 00:44:06,117 Have you done drugs? 435 00:44:06,184 --> 00:44:07,887 Never! Oh. 436 00:44:07,952 --> 00:44:09,787 Uh, in some medical circles, 437 00:44:09,854 --> 00:44:12,390 alcohol is classed a drug, 438 00:44:12,457 --> 00:44:13,658 so is tobacco. 439 00:44:15,294 --> 00:44:17,297 So, I'm not gonna sit here 440 00:44:17,364 --> 00:44:19,865 and tell you that I've never enjoyed a vodka gimlet 441 00:44:19,930 --> 00:44:21,867 on a Sunday afternoon. 442 00:44:22,700 --> 00:44:25,138 And, oh, what's this? 443 00:44:25,205 --> 00:44:26,906 Exhibit A, methinks. 444 00:44:31,010 --> 00:44:32,913 So, yes. 445 00:44:34,580 --> 00:44:37,151 But no, I've never done drugs. 446 00:44:37,217 --> 00:44:39,919 Narcotics... Are you kidding me? 447 00:44:39,985 --> 00:44:42,922 At the cabin, you had those plants in the cupboard. 448 00:44:43,855 --> 00:44:45,358 I used to sit up 8at night 449 00:44:45,425 --> 00:44:47,860 and see you and Debbie roll joint after joint. 450 00:44:49,027 --> 00:44:50,140 And I also saw you doing lines. 451 00:44:50,164 --> 00:44:51,765 I found coke in your drawer. 452 00:44:51,830 --> 00:44:53,033 Don't change the subject. 453 00:44:53,100 --> 00:44:54,736 I'm not changing the subject, I saw you. 454 00:44:54,802 --> 00:44:56,212 And how old were you? How could you possibly remember? 455 00:44:56,236 --> 00:44:57,905 I remember. I saw it, Dad. 456 00:44:57,970 --> 00:44:59,010 - You didn't. - Yes, I did. 457 00:44:59,039 --> 00:45:00,507 - You didn't. - I did. 458 00:45:00,573 --> 00:45:01,850 - You didn't. You didn't. - Yes, I did. I did. 459 00:45:01,874 --> 00:45:03,543 You didn't. You done? 460 00:45:03,610 --> 00:45:05,212 - Am I done? - With your food? 461 00:45:06,012 --> 00:45:07,315 - Yeah. - All right, let's go. 462 00:45:08,548 --> 00:45:09,949 Can I drive? 463 00:45:10,017 --> 00:45:11,619 Since when do you know how to drive? 464 00:45:11,684 --> 00:45:14,954 Since I was 11. Someone told me it was the only way 465 00:45:15,021 --> 00:45:16,624 to see the world. Remember? 466 00:45:16,692 --> 00:45:18,427 Must have been a pretty smart someone. 467 00:45:19,761 --> 00:45:20,962 Here. 468 00:45:24,198 --> 00:45:25,401 God damn it! 469 00:45:40,182 --> 00:45:42,252 Can we finish our conversation? 470 00:45:42,318 --> 00:45:44,921 Jennifer, whatever it was that you think you saw, 471 00:45:44,987 --> 00:45:47,021 or you saw, or you think you're alleging... 472 00:45:47,088 --> 00:45:50,159 Dad, I just think we should be straight with each other. 473 00:45:51,760 --> 00:45:53,429 We should tell each other the truth. 474 00:45:55,097 --> 00:45:56,467 I told you the truth. 475 00:46:08,779 --> 00:46:10,113 Okay. 476 00:46:11,614 --> 00:46:13,450 I've got some problems. 477 00:46:14,250 --> 00:46:16,685 Not drug problems. Not drugs. 478 00:46:16,752 --> 00:46:18,855 Um, business. 479 00:46:20,425 --> 00:46:22,893 And I owe some people some money, 480 00:46:22,959 --> 00:46:24,395 some big mistakes I made. 481 00:46:30,768 --> 00:46:32,471 Thank you for telling me. 482 00:46:35,940 --> 00:46:37,409 I don't want to be a burden. 483 00:46:40,811 --> 00:46:42,347 It's not a burden. 484 00:46:44,615 --> 00:46:47,452 Like I've been saying, it's a fresh start. 485 00:46:51,323 --> 00:46:53,359 Let's get you whipped into shape. 486 00:46:55,794 --> 00:46:57,830 No more darkness! 487 00:46:57,895 --> 00:47:00,230 - Whoa! Whoa, Jen! - No more hiding 488 00:47:00,298 --> 00:47:01,967 - from beautiful things. - Whoa, whoa! 489 00:47:02,033 --> 00:47:04,270 You know, Dad, these people you owe money to, Dad, 490 00:47:04,336 --> 00:47:06,638 you can just tell them you're getting a new job. 491 00:47:06,705 --> 00:47:08,174 A fresh start. 492 00:47:11,311 --> 00:47:13,779 "Age 39. Administration. Advertising." 493 00:47:13,845 --> 00:47:14,946 "Appraising. 494 00:47:15,013 --> 00:47:16,215 Apartment Building. Architect. 495 00:47:16,282 --> 00:47:18,452 Artist. Art Supply salesman. 496 00:47:18,518 --> 00:47:21,820 Antique trader. Applicator." Those are just the As. 497 00:47:21,887 --> 00:47:23,922 You're not 39, Dad. 498 00:47:23,989 --> 00:47:25,924 Well, I shaved a couple years off. 499 00:47:25,991 --> 00:47:28,294 I thought we were being honest. 500 00:47:28,360 --> 00:47:31,331 Also, you're listing way too many areas of expertise. 501 00:47:31,399 --> 00:47:33,033 It's a resume, Jennifer. 502 00:47:33,099 --> 00:47:35,201 They expect you to lie on a resume. 503 00:47:35,268 --> 00:47:37,504 Everybody lies on a resume, they factor it in. 504 00:47:39,005 --> 00:47:40,974 Oh, don't go too short on the top, 505 00:47:41,041 --> 00:47:42,877 it makes me look beak-îsh. 506 00:47:56,424 --> 00:47:58,167 All right now, the pay is okay slash not great. 507 00:47:58,191 --> 00:47:59,627 It's $2.50 an hour, 508 00:47:59,693 --> 00:48:01,729 raise up to $3.50 after the first six months. 509 00:48:01,796 --> 00:48:03,365 That's great. It works for me. 510 00:48:03,431 --> 00:48:06,601 Sir, hi. Can I have a moment of your time? Okay. 511 00:48:08,001 --> 00:48:11,238 Hello. Hi. My name's Jennifer. Okay. 512 00:48:12,173 --> 00:48:14,576 - Great. - Yeah, absolutely. 513 00:48:14,643 --> 00:48:17,003 Thank you for supporting such a great cause, that's awesome. 514 00:48:18,712 --> 00:48:19,981 Excuse me. 515 00:48:21,283 --> 00:48:22,284 Excuse me. 516 00:48:47,041 --> 00:48:48,076 I got a job. 517 00:48:48,144 --> 00:48:50,715 - You did? - Yeah. 518 00:48:50,780 --> 00:48:53,048 You're looking at the new executive manager 519 00:48:53,115 --> 00:48:54,884 for Sailfeather Floatplanes. 520 00:48:54,950 --> 00:48:57,285 - Dad, that's fantastic. - Yeah. 521 00:48:57,352 --> 00:48:59,388 Well, it's a long way out of town. 522 00:48:59,455 --> 00:49:01,658 A managerial position, sure. 523 00:49:01,725 --> 00:49:04,194 And they made me lay out for a fancy new briefcase. 524 00:49:06,462 --> 00:49:07,665 But it's a job. 525 00:49:08,765 --> 00:49:09,933 We should celebrate. 526 00:49:10,801 --> 00:49:12,201 Yeah. 527 00:49:12,268 --> 00:49:14,104 There's a sensitive topic I've got to raise. 528 00:49:14,804 --> 00:49:16,138 I come home from work 529 00:49:16,205 --> 00:49:17,508 and I have a little stress. 530 00:49:19,176 --> 00:49:21,344 And I wind down... We've covered this. 531 00:49:21,412 --> 00:49:22,579 I keep a little Thai stick 532 00:49:22,646 --> 00:49:26,217 in that carved canoe on my dresser. 533 00:49:26,283 --> 00:49:28,987 And I went to my little carved canoe... 534 00:49:32,389 --> 00:49:34,292 Jennifer, have you touched my stash? 535 00:49:35,726 --> 00:49:37,430 - Yes. - Yes? 536 00:49:37,495 --> 00:49:39,363 I'm sorry, I didn't think you would notice. 537 00:49:39,431 --> 00:49:41,634 Okay, calling a house meeting. 538 00:49:41,700 --> 00:49:46,170 Rule number one, you stay away from my stash. Agreed? 539 00:49:46,237 --> 00:49:47,473 - Agreed. - Rule number two, 540 00:49:47,540 --> 00:49:49,842 you can smoke, but do it behind my back. 541 00:49:49,908 --> 00:49:51,477 Or we could smoke together? 542 00:49:51,544 --> 00:49:54,913 Don't you understand the concept of boundaries? 543 00:49:54,980 --> 00:49:57,149 Look, Jennifer, don't disappoint me. 544 00:49:57,216 --> 00:50:00,252 I'm off having to be the boss of many men 545 00:50:00,319 --> 00:50:02,489 in the bureaucratic world all day. 546 00:50:02,554 --> 00:50:06,458 I get home, I wanna know I've got my weed. 547 00:50:06,525 --> 00:50:07,760 Agreed? 548 00:50:07,827 --> 00:50:09,227 Agreed. 549 00:50:09,294 --> 00:50:10,764 Okay, this one's not a rule, 550 00:50:10,829 --> 00:50:15,299 but just consider changing your hair color back. 551 00:50:15,366 --> 00:50:17,003 Goodnight, darling, I'm going to bed. 552 00:50:55,209 --> 00:50:56,645 Nick wrote me. 553 00:50:58,712 --> 00:50:59,712 You're drawing? 554 00:51:00,583 --> 00:51:02,218 You bought yourself a car? 555 00:51:03,784 --> 00:51:05,154 Something like that, 556 00:51:05,219 --> 00:51:07,255 I dropped 400 bucks to see how long it'll last. 557 00:51:08,991 --> 00:51:10,092 How was work? 558 00:51:10,891 --> 00:51:12,393 You're home kinda early. 559 00:51:12,460 --> 00:51:15,463 You know, I wanna show you something. 560 00:51:16,030 --> 00:51:17,433 Sit yourself down. 561 00:51:27,843 --> 00:51:28,843 What's that? 562 00:51:31,312 --> 00:51:32,948 It's a jean stretcher. 563 00:51:33,015 --> 00:51:34,951 It makes jeans longer. 564 00:51:35,017 --> 00:51:36,418 - Really? - Yeah. 565 00:51:36,486 --> 00:51:38,330 Well, you know how my jeans are always too short, 566 00:51:38,354 --> 00:51:39,856 but they're fine when I buy them. 567 00:51:39,923 --> 00:51:41,568 It's just when I put them in the wash, they shrink, 568 00:51:41,592 --> 00:51:43,761 and millions of people have that problem. 569 00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:45,462 Observe. 570 00:51:49,667 --> 00:51:50,802 See how that works? 571 00:51:53,002 --> 00:51:55,939 See? $12.95 for one 572 00:51:56,007 --> 00:51:58,576 and $25 for two. 573 00:51:58,641 --> 00:52:01,111 - That sound fair to you? - Sure. 574 00:52:01,177 --> 00:52:03,782 Let me show you the art. It's for the ad. 575 00:52:03,848 --> 00:52:06,116 I've already paid for it to run in the paper next week, 576 00:52:06,183 --> 00:52:08,085 but I've gotta check my pennies in the piggy. 577 00:52:08,150 --> 00:52:09,620 It's great. 578 00:52:09,686 --> 00:52:10,997 It's a great thing to have alongside the day job. 579 00:52:11,021 --> 00:52:13,423 Exactly, snicklefritz. 580 00:52:13,489 --> 00:52:15,826 It just, it goes along with the whole big raft. 581 00:52:15,894 --> 00:52:17,427 Now, don't go anywhere, 582 00:52:17,493 --> 00:52:19,130 there's a lot more I wanna tell ya. 583 00:52:24,568 --> 00:52:26,838 I had a couple of other opportunities. 584 00:52:28,305 --> 00:52:29,875 I got offered a couple other jobs, 585 00:52:29,941 --> 00:52:31,878 even better money, but they're all labor. 586 00:52:35,479 --> 00:52:36,850 I could never do that. 587 00:52:38,349 --> 00:52:40,185 In the workplace, 588 00:52:41,486 --> 00:52:43,857 I'm strictly a suit-and-tie man. 589 00:53:18,157 --> 00:53:21,494 My father's misguided sense of pride 590 00:53:21,561 --> 00:53:23,329 seemed so endlessly wed 591 00:53:23,396 --> 00:53:25,734 to his own shame and disappointment. 592 00:53:39,715 --> 00:53:42,684 For Dad, Flag Day was all of America 593 00:53:42,751 --> 00:53:44,754 celebrating his birthday. 594 00:53:46,889 --> 00:53:50,057 He believed he was owed that much, 595 00:53:50,124 --> 00:53:52,929 that it was the least his country should do for him. 596 00:54:26,062 --> 00:54:28,632 We've done our cost benefit analysis. 597 00:54:28,698 --> 00:54:30,802 We've decided to cancel the ad. 598 00:54:31,401 --> 00:54:33,003 What? 599 00:54:33,069 --> 00:54:34,604 No, that's bullshit! 600 00:54:34,671 --> 00:54:37,674 Are you trying to bilk me out of 16 fucking dollars? 601 00:54:37,742 --> 00:54:39,518 I'm gonna have the president of Vogel Products 602 00:54:39,542 --> 00:54:40,979 call you right back! 603 00:55:05,937 --> 00:55:07,639 You dog-fuckers. 604 00:55:08,605 --> 00:55:11,776 May you all die screaming 605 00:55:11,843 --> 00:55:13,711 in fucking cancer! 606 00:55:13,778 --> 00:55:16,447 You motherfucking bastards! 607 00:56:26,853 --> 00:56:29,122 "Through the years, long and wearing, 608 00:56:29,991 --> 00:56:32,894 with you my dreams I will be sharing. 609 00:56:35,228 --> 00:56:36,865 I understand your pain 610 00:56:36,932 --> 00:56:39,035 and know in my heart that we're the same. 611 00:56:40,734 --> 00:56:43,537 In whatever you choose to endeavor, 612 00:56:43,605 --> 00:56:46,008 I will support you forever and ever. 613 00:56:48,476 --> 00:56:49,911 Love, Jennifer." 614 00:56:56,052 --> 00:56:57,920 Where are my goddamn cigarettes? 615 00:56:59,555 --> 00:57:01,125 Oh, there. 616 00:57:03,726 --> 00:57:06,196 God. Look what you've done to me. 617 00:57:15,339 --> 00:57:16,974 You gonna make a wish? 618 00:57:32,589 --> 00:57:34,124 Don't move. I'll be right back. 619 00:57:37,794 --> 00:57:39,998 I drove by your work today, Dad. 620 00:57:45,004 --> 00:57:47,238 You should be proud. 621 00:57:47,304 --> 00:57:49,008 You're doing honest work. 622 00:57:51,276 --> 00:57:52,543 Open it. 623 00:57:58,682 --> 00:58:00,518 Oh, God. Damn it. 624 00:58:00,586 --> 00:58:02,988 You idiot. 625 00:58:06,058 --> 00:58:08,828 - Do you remember that? - Yeah. 626 00:58:13,631 --> 00:58:15,100 You told me to describe the cowboy 627 00:58:15,166 --> 00:58:17,535 while you sketched with your back to him. 628 00:58:18,204 --> 00:58:19,638 You said that 629 00:58:19,705 --> 00:58:21,739 if you describe something well enough, 630 00:58:21,807 --> 00:58:23,510 anyone can see it. 631 00:58:25,043 --> 00:58:27,012 Sorry about... 632 00:58:28,882 --> 00:58:31,986 - It's okay, Dad. - No, it's not okay. 633 00:58:32,050 --> 00:58:35,021 It's not okay. It's not okay. 634 00:58:37,355 --> 00:58:38,891 I appreciate... 635 00:58:40,227 --> 00:58:41,561 so much. 636 00:58:42,695 --> 00:58:44,764 What you did, I mean, 637 00:58:44,831 --> 00:58:47,600 all of this that you did for me. 638 00:58:47,667 --> 00:58:48,869 It's... 639 00:58:52,173 --> 00:58:55,243 And I just so want you to know... 640 00:59:01,983 --> 00:59:04,018 ...for you, baby, I'd climb any mountain. 641 00:59:05,219 --> 00:59:09,156 And no matter what happens, I'm gonna be there. 642 00:59:09,223 --> 00:59:10,691 No matter. 643 00:59:10,758 --> 00:59:13,494 The whole fucking world could explode 644 00:59:13,561 --> 00:59:15,229 and I will be here for you. 645 00:59:15,295 --> 00:59:17,232 I know. 646 00:59:20,067 --> 00:59:21,069 Do ya? 647 00:59:22,237 --> 00:59:23,538 Yes, Dad. 648 00:59:23,605 --> 00:59:25,073 Thank God. 649 00:59:27,407 --> 00:59:30,079 Oh, my darling baby girl. 650 00:59:38,354 --> 00:59:40,956 Things are really good here, Nick. 651 00:59:41,024 --> 00:59:43,826 Dad seems to actually be changing. 652 00:59:46,296 --> 00:59:48,032 He's been more honest with me 653 00:59:48,098 --> 00:59:49,765 and is finally even willing to work 654 00:59:49,832 --> 00:59:52,101 a regular boring job for a living. 655 00:59:55,903 --> 00:59:58,006 Please, please, write me back. 656 00:59:58,607 --> 00:59:59,908 Love, Jen. 657 01:00:53,899 --> 01:00:56,602 You... You colored your hair. 658 01:00:56,669 --> 01:00:58,170 I colored my hair? 659 01:01:01,306 --> 01:01:03,542 I haven't changed my clothes in three fucking days 660 01:01:03,609 --> 01:01:05,745 because the cops wouldn't let me back in the house. 661 01:01:08,013 --> 01:01:11,049 Can I... Can I get a cigarette, man? 662 01:01:14,686 --> 01:01:16,021 Here you go. 663 01:01:23,496 --> 01:01:24,698 Thank you. 664 01:01:27,365 --> 01:01:30,836 I was reading recently in Reader's Digest... 665 01:01:32,205 --> 01:01:37,008 about the power of the subconscious mind 666 01:01:37,075 --> 01:01:40,415 and how our actions are not consciously willed, 667 01:01:42,081 --> 01:01:47,187 but are what our inner beings secretly divine for us. 668 01:01:47,254 --> 01:01:48,955 Some people think it's the gods. 669 01:01:49,022 --> 01:01:51,692 I think you make your bed, 670 01:01:51,759 --> 01:01:52,860 or your mind makes your bed. 671 01:01:52,926 --> 01:01:54,062 What's that on your forehead? 672 01:01:55,062 --> 01:01:56,423 - What is that? - Nothing. Nothing. 673 01:01:57,931 --> 01:01:59,568 What do you mean it's nothing? 674 01:01:59,635 --> 01:02:00,801 I see it, it's right there. 675 01:02:00,868 --> 01:02:02,837 Well, I cut myself. 676 01:02:02,904 --> 01:02:04,138 What are you talking about? 677 01:02:04,206 --> 01:02:05,707 - It's not even a cut. - Yeah. 678 01:02:05,773 --> 01:02:07,106 What is it? 679 01:02:07,175 --> 01:02:08,977 What happened? 680 01:02:09,043 --> 01:02:11,179 - Jennifer... - It's red raw, 681 01:02:11,246 --> 01:02:12,280 it's a huge welt! 682 01:02:13,447 --> 01:02:16,016 Dad, this is important. 683 01:02:16,083 --> 01:02:17,818 When did you decide to do this? 684 01:02:17,885 --> 01:02:20,323 Jen, I... Listen. I've been asked 685 01:02:20,390 --> 01:02:22,324 a lot of questions lately and I'm a little... 686 01:02:22,390 --> 01:02:24,759 - Shut up! - I've been getting asked 687 01:02:24,826 --> 01:02:26,662 a lot of questions lately, Jen! 688 01:02:26,729 --> 01:02:27,996 Then answer mine! 689 01:02:28,061 --> 01:02:29,397 - Hey, cool it! - It's okay. 690 01:02:30,232 --> 01:02:32,335 I'm a little tired. 691 01:02:37,807 --> 01:02:39,575 You're tired? 692 01:02:39,642 --> 01:02:42,944 You're tired? Are you fucking kidding me? 693 01:02:43,011 --> 01:02:44,589 Okay, okay. Come on. It's okay, it's okay! 694 01:02:44,613 --> 01:02:46,848 - Are you fucking kidding me? - No, no, no, no! 695 01:02:46,915 --> 01:02:48,049 - Come on, baby! - That's it. 696 01:02:48,116 --> 01:02:49,986 Just one more second, I promise. 697 01:02:51,788 --> 01:02:53,523 Answer the fucking question, 698 01:02:53,590 --> 01:02:55,158 just tell me the truth! 699 01:02:55,226 --> 01:02:58,896 You're only interested in what the cops' story is. 700 01:02:58,962 --> 01:03:01,030 You don't even wanna hear mine. 701 01:03:01,096 --> 01:03:02,742 - Dad... - I'm guilty until proven innocent. 702 01:03:02,766 --> 01:03:05,034 I don't have any rights, do I? 703 01:03:05,101 --> 01:03:07,670 Do I? Do I? I've got a cop standing right here. 704 01:03:07,737 --> 01:03:09,482 - I've been in a fucking... - They caught you 705 01:03:09,506 --> 01:03:11,275 - with the money in the car. - Huh? 706 01:03:11,341 --> 01:03:13,877 You had a gun, you have a fucking huge welt 707 01:03:13,944 --> 01:03:15,379 - where you glued on a wig! - I... 708 01:03:15,446 --> 01:03:17,815 Look, you know, I'm at a disadvantage. 709 01:03:17,881 --> 01:03:19,818 I can't see what you're talking about. 710 01:03:21,452 --> 01:03:22,454 My God. 711 01:03:33,997 --> 01:03:36,468 I need to know when you decided to do this. 712 01:03:40,438 --> 01:03:42,574 I'm not lying to you, Jennifer. 713 01:03:42,641 --> 01:03:45,978 It... It just is more complicated 714 01:03:46,045 --> 01:03:48,246 - than that, come on. - So, you're innocent? 715 01:03:49,748 --> 01:03:51,917 You don't... 716 01:03:51,982 --> 01:03:53,584 You don't get it yet, 717 01:03:53,652 --> 01:03:56,421 you're gonna get it when you walk a mile in my shoes. 718 01:03:56,488 --> 01:03:58,490 You're gonna understand, trust me. 719 01:03:58,557 --> 01:04:01,025 You're gonna understand one day when you walk a mile... 720 01:04:01,092 --> 01:04:03,962 You will never fucking change! 721 01:04:04,029 --> 01:04:05,631 - Jen! Jen! - Come on, that's enough. 722 01:04:05,698 --> 01:04:09,001 - Up. Come on, let's go. - Okay, wait, okay. Fuck, man! 723 01:04:09,068 --> 01:04:12,004 God, fuck, man. 724 01:04:50,412 --> 01:04:52,615 Come on! 725 01:04:53,749 --> 01:04:55,015 Fuck. 726 01:04:55,650 --> 01:04:57,920 Come on, come on, come on. 727 01:04:57,985 --> 01:05:00,588 God fucking damn it! 728 01:05:01,655 --> 01:05:03,558 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck! 729 01:05:32,754 --> 01:05:35,991 Dad was originally sentenced to 15 years. 730 01:05:37,326 --> 01:05:39,396 He wrote letters I didn't receive. 731 01:05:39,463 --> 01:05:42,364 I was never in one place long enough, 732 01:05:42,432 --> 01:05:45,267 and left no forwarding addresses. 733 01:05:50,106 --> 01:05:53,210 He wanted so badly to make his mark, 734 01:05:53,275 --> 01:05:55,479 and in his way, he did. 735 01:05:57,047 --> 01:05:59,450 He left a trail of failed schemes, 736 01:05:59,517 --> 01:06:02,754 squandered money, and broken hearts. 737 01:06:02,820 --> 01:06:07,491 Now, my abiding concern was who I would become 738 01:06:07,558 --> 01:06:11,729 and whether I myself wanted to matter at all. 739 01:10:19,520 --> 01:10:21,654 I used to tell myself, 740 01:10:23,224 --> 01:10:24,458 "Patty, 741 01:10:25,458 --> 01:10:27,327 you never saw a three-story building 742 01:10:27,395 --> 01:10:29,231 before you met John Vogel. 743 01:10:30,699 --> 01:10:34,770 You were young and he was a tidal wave." 744 01:10:41,909 --> 01:10:43,412 But the truth is... 745 01:10:46,315 --> 01:10:47,850 I wasn't that young. 746 01:10:50,754 --> 01:10:53,924 And there is no justifying any of it. 747 01:10:57,761 --> 01:10:59,929 You and Nick deserved more from me. 748 01:11:01,263 --> 01:11:02,833 - Mom. - Don't. 749 01:11:10,139 --> 01:11:11,740 How are you for money? 750 01:11:11,807 --> 01:11:14,477 It's kind of tight, but I'm gonna look 751 01:11:14,544 --> 01:11:16,279 for something in Minneapolis. 752 01:11:16,346 --> 01:11:18,313 Mom? 753 01:11:18,380 --> 01:11:19,816 I got your juice. 754 01:11:19,883 --> 01:11:20,883 Mom? 755 01:11:25,388 --> 01:11:26,924 Hey, baby brother. 756 01:11:31,961 --> 01:11:34,331 You got me my favorite cookies. 757 01:11:34,999 --> 01:11:35,999 Yes! 758 01:11:37,769 --> 01:11:39,570 God, I can't believe you. 759 01:11:39,637 --> 01:11:44,775 Oh! It's so beautiful! Look at that! 760 01:11:44,842 --> 01:11:46,812 Oh, babe, I gotta get off the phone, though, 761 01:11:46,879 --> 01:11:49,546 'cause my sister's cab is about to be here. 762 01:11:51,215 --> 01:11:52,316 Okay. 763 01:11:52,384 --> 01:11:53,718 All right, I love you, too. 764 01:11:55,421 --> 01:11:57,155 Just... Just take it, baby. 765 01:11:57,823 --> 01:11:59,491 It's what I can afford. 766 01:11:59,558 --> 01:12:00,700 It should help get you started. 767 01:12:00,724 --> 01:12:01,859 Mom, this is too much. 768 01:12:01,926 --> 01:12:03,562 It's... Take it. 769 01:12:06,430 --> 01:12:08,001 Thank you. 770 01:12:09,501 --> 01:12:11,537 Really, thank you so much. 771 01:12:40,801 --> 01:12:42,161 Why do you want to be a journalist? 772 01:12:44,103 --> 01:12:46,807 Well, I think this country has a fine tradition 773 01:12:46,874 --> 01:12:49,410 in journalism, and I truly believe 774 01:12:49,476 --> 01:12:50,997 I have something to offer in the field. 775 01:12:52,445 --> 01:12:54,681 Personally, I think this country has a need 776 01:12:54,748 --> 01:12:56,350 for a deeper understanding 777 01:12:56,417 --> 01:12:58,718 on a wide variety of issues, 778 01:12:58,785 --> 01:13:01,923 both on a local and global scale. 779 01:13:03,257 --> 01:13:07,061 You submitted three excellent sample articles. 780 01:13:07,128 --> 01:13:09,663 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 781 01:13:12,066 --> 01:13:13,969 So, why did you lie on your application? 782 01:13:14,934 --> 01:13:17,606 I'm sorry, I don't understand. 783 01:13:17,671 --> 01:13:20,009 Your references don't pan out. 784 01:13:20,074 --> 01:13:23,045 We contacted your high school in Sheboygan. 785 01:13:23,112 --> 01:13:25,513 You dropped out with Fs and Ds. 786 01:13:25,580 --> 01:13:28,250 Sorry, there's... There's been a mistake. 787 01:13:28,317 --> 01:13:29,584 Miss Vogel, there is no one 788 01:13:29,650 --> 01:13:31,086 by the name of John Vogel 789 01:13:31,153 --> 01:13:34,756 working for JK Lowe Insurance in Seattle. 790 01:13:34,822 --> 01:13:37,658 - I'm not lying! - You can't BS your way 791 01:13:37,725 --> 01:13:40,095 into the University of Minnesota. 792 01:13:41,330 --> 01:13:42,532 Who's that? 793 01:13:47,435 --> 01:13:48,939 You're right. 794 01:13:49,972 --> 01:13:51,908 My dad's a bank robber. He's spending 15 years 795 01:13:51,975 --> 01:13:53,842 in an Arizona federal penitentiary, 796 01:13:53,909 --> 01:13:54,954 and I flunked out of school. 797 01:13:54,978 --> 01:13:56,145 Sorry for wasting your time. 798 01:13:56,212 --> 01:13:57,712 Hold it, Jennifer. 799 01:13:59,315 --> 01:14:02,786 Your sample articles, you did write those. 800 01:14:07,323 --> 01:14:08,759 Seems to me that a person 801 01:14:08,824 --> 01:14:11,193 who really wants to be a journalist 802 01:14:11,261 --> 01:14:13,764 has to have an awfully strong motivation 803 01:14:13,829 --> 01:14:15,666 to find the truth in things. 804 01:14:17,701 --> 01:14:19,837 Why do you want to be a journalist? 805 01:14:38,156 --> 01:14:39,557 I want to matter. 806 01:14:49,767 --> 01:14:53,137 Dear Jennifer, wow! 807 01:14:53,204 --> 01:14:55,174 Nick tells me you really impressed somebody 808 01:14:55,240 --> 01:14:58,309 over there at the University of Minnesota. 809 01:14:58,375 --> 01:15:00,045 Hmm. My snicklefritz. 810 01:15:01,379 --> 01:15:02,981 I always knew 811 01:15:03,049 --> 01:15:04,916 you were gonna be something very special. 812 01:15:15,295 --> 01:15:16,563 Hi, Jen. 813 01:15:17,429 --> 01:15:19,331 In places like this, 814 01:15:19,398 --> 01:15:22,135 the world seems to forget we ever existed. 815 01:15:22,201 --> 01:15:24,871 It's as if we're all just ghosts 816 01:15:24,938 --> 01:15:26,806 evaporating from the Earth. 817 01:15:36,149 --> 01:15:39,051 Hi, me again. 818 01:15:39,118 --> 01:15:41,921 I'm told congratulations are in order. 819 01:15:41,988 --> 01:15:43,823 Seems your temp job has led your editor 820 01:15:43,890 --> 01:15:46,492 to give you a shot at writing. 821 01:15:46,559 --> 01:15:49,563 Well, I'm super proud of you, my little girl. 822 01:16:01,908 --> 01:16:04,012 Hi, number one. 823 01:16:04,078 --> 01:16:05,913 I guess you're either not receiving 824 01:16:05,979 --> 01:16:08,183 or just not reading my letters. 825 01:16:09,117 --> 01:16:11,386 I sure wish you'd write me back. 826 01:16:11,453 --> 01:16:13,089 Excuse me. What's the time? 827 01:16:17,758 --> 01:16:19,093 Between writing you letters 828 01:16:19,160 --> 01:16:20,894 and working in the prison print shop, 829 01:16:20,962 --> 01:16:23,332 I keep myself busy. 830 01:16:23,399 --> 01:16:26,334 I think because I sketch pretty well, I'm good at it. 831 01:16:26,401 --> 01:16:30,272 Maybe I can add graphic designer to my resume. Ha-ha. 832 01:16:40,049 --> 01:16:41,383 It's cold here, 833 01:16:41,451 --> 01:16:44,054 so it must be freezing where you are. 834 01:16:44,654 --> 01:16:46,223 Boy, once I get out, 835 01:16:46,290 --> 01:16:48,125 I'm never ever coming back to prison again. 836 01:17:01,104 --> 01:17:03,706 Jennifer Vogel. 837 01:17:03,773 --> 01:17:05,474 University graduate. 838 01:17:06,509 --> 01:17:08,878 I'm sure sorry I missed it, honey. 839 01:17:09,812 --> 01:17:11,682 If I could have broken out of here, 840 01:17:12,617 --> 01:17:13,951 I'd have been there. 841 01:17:53,859 --> 01:17:56,363 I wanna thank all of you for being here today, 842 01:17:57,863 --> 01:18:00,165 all of you who spoke, 843 01:18:00,232 --> 01:18:02,066 all of you who have been friends of mine 844 01:18:02,133 --> 01:18:04,169 for so many years. 845 01:18:04,236 --> 01:18:06,906 All of you who have given me your support... 846 01:18:23,456 --> 01:18:26,058 Wow! Do me a favor. 847 01:18:26,125 --> 01:18:27,927 Wanna read back that last part for me? 848 01:18:28,962 --> 01:18:30,197 "It's risky and sensationalist, 849 01:18:30,263 --> 01:18:31,531 it's also true." 850 01:18:31,598 --> 01:18:32,699 "We back up the court files 851 01:18:32,766 --> 01:18:33,886 with interviews from lawyers, 852 01:18:33,933 --> 01:18:35,335 investigators, and scientists. 853 01:18:35,402 --> 01:18:36,947 More importantly, they're poisoning the water." 854 01:18:36,971 --> 01:18:38,406 "Poisoning the water." Yes. Yes. 855 01:18:39,906 --> 01:18:41,050 But all these things are true, 856 01:18:41,074 --> 01:18:42,809 and it's our job to write about it. 857 01:18:44,044 --> 01:18:45,346 So, take "yes" for an answer. 858 01:18:46,581 --> 01:18:48,617 You're not worried about backlash from Brentax? 859 01:18:48,683 --> 01:18:51,018 No! If there's backlash, I'll blame the whole thing on who? 860 01:18:51,084 --> 01:18:53,421 - Fucking Vogel. - Fucking Vogel. 861 01:18:53,488 --> 01:18:56,058 I survived this business pretty well playing good cop. 862 01:18:56,124 --> 01:18:58,393 Well, I'll be twirling my moustache. 863 01:19:22,917 --> 01:19:24,119 Hi. 864 01:19:28,023 --> 01:19:29,459 Is that you, number one? 865 01:19:30,659 --> 01:19:32,929 You're... You're all grown up. 866 01:19:33,863 --> 01:19:35,131 You look terrific. 867 01:19:37,166 --> 01:19:39,002 You look just terrific. 868 01:19:41,904 --> 01:19:43,340 When did you get out? 869 01:19:43,407 --> 01:19:45,441 I was just wondering if... 870 01:19:45,508 --> 01:19:48,578 maybe you could pull away for an hour, 871 01:19:48,645 --> 01:19:49,846 come have lunch with me? 872 01:19:53,016 --> 01:19:54,417 I mean, not if it's bad timing. 873 01:19:54,485 --> 01:19:57,455 No, it's fine, I can get an early lunch. 874 01:19:59,691 --> 01:20:01,158 Let me just grab my purse. 875 01:20:01,224 --> 01:20:03,961 Oh, I've got money. I'm okay, I'm okay. 876 01:20:04,026 --> 01:20:06,897 - I mean, I just... - Okay. Oh, sure. 877 01:20:06,963 --> 01:20:08,799 Sure, I'll wait here. 878 01:20:08,866 --> 01:20:10,334 - I'll be right back. - Okay. 879 01:20:16,673 --> 01:20:18,243 Dad... 880 01:20:18,311 --> 01:20:20,044 I didn't know you were getting out. 881 01:20:21,978 --> 01:20:23,482 Did you tell anyone? 882 01:20:24,214 --> 01:20:26,016 Did anybody pick you up? 883 01:20:28,486 --> 01:20:31,556 The truth is, I've actually been out for a while. 884 01:20:32,892 --> 01:20:34,226 How long? 885 01:20:35,594 --> 01:20:36,996 A year and a bit. 886 01:20:38,229 --> 01:20:40,232 A year and a bit? What the hell? 887 01:20:40,900 --> 01:20:42,067 You don't call or write 888 01:20:42,134 --> 01:20:43,312 and you've been out a year and a bit? 889 01:20:43,336 --> 01:20:44,737 I wrote you a hundred times 890 01:20:44,803 --> 01:20:46,871 from prison. I didn't hear anything back. 891 01:20:46,937 --> 01:20:48,407 No response, nothing. 892 01:20:49,408 --> 01:20:50,820 Why would I think anything would change 893 01:20:50,844 --> 01:20:52,278 when I got out here? 894 01:20:54,045 --> 01:20:56,182 Did you even read any of my letters? 895 01:20:57,449 --> 01:20:59,385 I was kind of on the road for a while. 896 01:21:01,187 --> 01:21:02,354 I got 'em when I got back, 897 01:21:02,421 --> 01:21:04,523 and I read some of them. I just... 898 01:21:08,362 --> 01:21:10,530 What have you been doing for over a year? 899 01:21:11,797 --> 01:21:14,335 Well, I got a... I got a business. 900 01:21:14,402 --> 01:21:15,569 A little, uh, 901 01:21:17,103 --> 01:21:19,539 print and copy business down at Center City. 902 01:21:22,376 --> 01:21:24,945 It's called Center City Print and Copy. Catchy, huh? 903 01:21:25,012 --> 01:21:26,581 - A print shop? - Yep. 904 01:21:28,047 --> 01:21:29,450 How did you afford that? 905 01:21:30,384 --> 01:21:31,819 I wouldn't go too far there. 906 01:21:31,886 --> 01:21:34,322 I mean, it was only a couple thousand down. 907 01:21:34,390 --> 01:21:38,124 Previous owner had bad business sense and terminal cancer. 908 01:21:38,191 --> 01:21:40,094 It's a tiny business, 909 01:21:40,161 --> 01:21:41,729 but I do have one account. 910 01:21:41,796 --> 01:21:45,298 One client that's, you know, a pretty big deal, 911 01:21:45,365 --> 01:21:47,069 that covers me all right. 912 01:21:48,268 --> 01:21:50,204 In fact, I was able, recently, 913 01:21:50,271 --> 01:21:52,573 to do something I've been dreaming about for... 914 01:21:53,775 --> 01:21:54,775 a long time. 915 01:21:55,576 --> 01:21:56,611 What? 916 01:21:59,114 --> 01:22:00,617 I took a one-month rental... 917 01:22:01,949 --> 01:22:03,819 of a cabin 918 01:22:03,887 --> 01:22:06,254 up at the lake where we spent that summer. 919 01:22:07,956 --> 01:22:10,160 And matter of fact, 920 01:22:11,293 --> 01:22:14,531 I was thinking of going out there 921 01:22:14,597 --> 01:22:16,399 this weekend, just for a day. 922 01:22:16,465 --> 01:22:18,032 I don't have a lot of time, 923 01:22:18,099 --> 01:22:19,235 parole and all that, 924 01:22:19,302 --> 01:22:21,103 so I'd like to make the time special 925 01:22:21,170 --> 01:22:22,606 if I'm gonna spend time there. 926 01:22:22,673 --> 01:22:25,275 I thought maybe you and I'd go open her up. 927 01:22:25,342 --> 01:22:27,043 Barbecue, 928 01:22:27,110 --> 01:22:28,746 take the boat out on the lake. 929 01:22:33,182 --> 01:22:35,752 Um, I don't think I can. 930 01:22:38,222 --> 01:22:39,590 Well, hey, let's see... 931 01:22:41,558 --> 01:22:43,926 How about this following weekend, what's that, uh... 932 01:22:45,595 --> 01:22:48,532 - That's the, uh... - I have to work next weekend. 933 01:22:50,366 --> 01:22:52,101 Hey, how about the weekend after that? 934 01:22:52,169 --> 01:22:53,772 That'd be the 30th. 935 01:22:55,907 --> 01:22:57,307 I don't know, I have to check. 936 01:22:57,374 --> 01:22:59,010 Okay, well, why don't you check, 937 01:22:59,077 --> 01:23:00,744 and if you can't make it, 938 01:23:00,811 --> 01:23:03,215 we can do it the weekend after that. I'm pretty flexible. 939 01:23:20,932 --> 01:23:22,068 Here. 940 01:23:22,868 --> 01:23:25,605 This is it. Chez moi. 941 01:23:27,006 --> 01:23:29,075 It's not that bad. 942 01:23:30,142 --> 01:23:31,711 I'll be getting out in a few weeks. 943 01:23:39,753 --> 01:23:42,523 I just don't know if I'm ready for any of this, Dad. 944 01:23:44,991 --> 01:23:46,526 It's a lot. 945 01:23:54,366 --> 01:23:56,436 So, you have my number. 946 01:23:57,537 --> 01:23:59,573 I do. I do. 947 01:24:00,874 --> 01:24:03,778 So, you'll let me know if you change your mind. 948 01:24:04,478 --> 01:24:05,914 Come by. 949 01:24:05,979 --> 01:24:07,781 - Yeah. - And I'm flexible. 950 01:24:07,848 --> 01:24:10,717 You know, I could do pretty much any time you want. 951 01:24:13,955 --> 01:24:16,023 Well, I, uh... 952 01:24:16,089 --> 01:24:17,858 I'm just so proud of you, 953 01:24:17,924 --> 01:24:21,995 it felt... it was so great to see you. 954 01:24:22,062 --> 01:24:24,165 I mean, all that you've achieved. 955 01:24:27,635 --> 01:24:30,638 I guess what remains to be said, 956 01:24:31,472 --> 01:24:33,641 and I hope you believe this... 957 01:24:36,376 --> 01:24:40,248 is that... people do change. 958 01:25:35,706 --> 01:25:38,441 ...Pennsylvania, Rhode Island, 959 01:25:38,508 --> 01:25:40,744 South Dakota, Tennessee... 960 01:25:55,660 --> 01:25:57,295 Jennifer, call me when you get a chance, 961 01:25:57,361 --> 01:25:58,664 will you, please, honey? 962 01:26:02,566 --> 01:26:04,736 Hi, it's me. Please call. 963 01:26:08,505 --> 01:26:10,241 Jen, please call. 964 01:26:11,276 --> 01:26:13,846 Jennifer, it's dad. 965 01:26:14,746 --> 01:26:15,981 Please pick up. 966 01:26:22,187 --> 01:26:24,023 Hi, kid, it's Dad. Can you please pick up? 967 01:26:26,760 --> 01:26:28,528 Hey, Jen. I know you're busy. 968 01:26:28,594 --> 01:26:29,996 Just wanted to remind you that 969 01:26:30,062 --> 01:26:32,900 there's a beautiful lake one phone call away. 970 01:26:39,773 --> 01:26:43,043 Texas, Utah, 971 01:26:43,109 --> 01:26:45,878 Vermont, Virginia, 972 01:26:45,945 --> 01:26:48,515 Washington, West Virginia, 973 01:26:48,582 --> 01:26:51,018 Wisconsin, Wyoming. 974 01:26:54,421 --> 01:26:55,657 Look at that. 975 01:26:58,926 --> 01:27:02,297 You've got a, a delicate kind of beauty. 976 01:27:03,297 --> 01:27:05,099 You got delicate features, 977 01:27:05,166 --> 01:27:07,302 like I did when I was your age. 978 01:27:08,401 --> 01:27:10,738 Your nose, your eyes, 979 01:27:11,538 --> 01:27:13,541 and I see that little gap closed 980 01:27:13,606 --> 01:27:15,342 twixt your teeth. 981 01:27:16,177 --> 01:27:17,646 When you're older, 982 01:27:18,746 --> 01:27:21,883 you'll have a more unusual beauty. 983 01:27:21,950 --> 01:27:24,652 People gotta look real hard to see it, but if they look, 984 01:27:25,619 --> 01:27:27,922 they'll see it, 'cause it's there. 985 01:27:32,893 --> 01:27:34,862 I think the greatest hope a man can have 986 01:27:34,929 --> 01:27:37,768 is to leave something beautiful behind. 987 01:27:41,035 --> 01:27:42,705 Something that he made. 988 01:28:39,696 --> 01:28:42,266 I am so damn happy you came out here. 989 01:28:46,070 --> 01:28:47,070 Jennifer... 990 01:28:49,506 --> 01:28:51,008 I want to apologize. 991 01:28:56,816 --> 01:28:58,684 I had a long time to... 992 01:28:59,918 --> 01:29:02,387 to reflect on my mistakes. 993 01:29:03,388 --> 01:29:04,857 I've mulled it... 994 01:29:06,624 --> 01:29:08,962 and weighed my responsibilities, 995 01:29:09,027 --> 01:29:14,033 and I want to apologize... for what happened. 996 01:29:14,100 --> 01:29:16,069 You know, all of it. 997 01:29:17,102 --> 01:29:18,203 The other day, 998 01:29:18,271 --> 01:29:19,872 when you dropped me at the halfway house, 999 01:29:19,906 --> 01:29:22,242 I was watching you drive away 1000 01:29:22,307 --> 01:29:23,811 and I thought to myself, 1001 01:29:24,677 --> 01:29:26,413 "What can I do to help? 1002 01:29:27,445 --> 01:29:30,417 What can you do, John, 1003 01:29:31,884 --> 01:29:33,519 to give her something real, 1004 01:29:33,585 --> 01:29:36,022 something practical?" 1005 01:29:38,657 --> 01:29:41,428 So, last Tuesday, right after we met, 1006 01:29:41,495 --> 01:29:43,397 I called a dealer I know 1007 01:29:43,463 --> 01:29:45,834 and I put a $5,000 deposit down 1008 01:29:45,901 --> 01:29:49,837 on a 1989 XJS Jaguar, flamenco red, 1009 01:29:49,903 --> 01:29:52,206 biscuit leather interior and top. 1010 01:29:52,273 --> 01:29:55,641 I mean, it's a stunner and drives like new. 1011 01:29:55,709 --> 01:29:57,745 What are you talking about, Dad? 1012 01:29:58,545 --> 01:29:59,680 You've had all this time 1013 01:29:59,747 --> 01:30:01,116 and this is how you're talking? 1014 01:30:02,316 --> 01:30:04,786 - It's a fantasy. - Oh, is that so? 1015 01:30:04,854 --> 01:30:06,787 - Says who? - I don't want a Jaguar. 1016 01:30:06,854 --> 01:30:08,466 - You don't want a Jaguar? - It's a fantasy. 1017 01:30:08,490 --> 01:30:09,992 It's a fucked-up fantasy. 1018 01:30:10,059 --> 01:30:12,929 Does a $5,000 deposit sound like a fantasy to you? 1019 01:30:12,994 --> 01:30:15,029 - I just wanna go back in. - Jen. 1020 01:30:15,096 --> 01:30:16,931 - Just take me back in. - I... I need... 1021 01:30:16,998 --> 01:30:18,934 - I need you to believe in me. - Dad! 1022 01:30:19,001 --> 01:30:20,503 We got so far to go, Jen! 1023 01:30:20,569 --> 01:30:21,712 I just wanna go back. I'm cold. 1024 01:30:21,736 --> 01:30:22,847 What did I say? What happened? 1025 01:30:22,871 --> 01:30:24,472 I'm cold, just take me back in. 1026 01:30:24,540 --> 01:30:25,940 Here. Here. Take my jacket. 1027 01:30:26,007 --> 01:30:27,818 - I don't want your jacket. - Just take my jacket. 1028 01:30:27,842 --> 01:30:28,877 I just wanna go back in. 1029 01:30:28,945 --> 01:30:30,121 - I don't want it. - Take my jacket. 1030 01:30:30,145 --> 01:30:31,847 I don't want your fucking jacket! 1031 01:30:37,619 --> 01:30:39,256 Ah, Mr. Sullivan. 1032 01:30:39,321 --> 01:30:42,124 Yes. This is John Vogel. 1033 01:30:43,993 --> 01:30:45,728 I'm the one that put down the deposit 1034 01:30:45,795 --> 01:30:49,098 on the flamenco red 1989 Jaguar XJS, 1035 01:30:49,164 --> 01:30:51,167 biscuit leather interior and top. 1036 01:30:52,235 --> 01:30:53,235 Exactly. 1037 01:30:54,136 --> 01:30:56,605 Due to some unforeseen circumstances, 1038 01:30:56,672 --> 01:30:58,033 we're not gonna be able to proceed. 1039 01:30:59,642 --> 01:31:01,845 No, I'm aware. 1040 01:31:01,913 --> 01:31:05,482 See, the thing is, it's that the car was for my daughter, 1041 01:31:05,548 --> 01:31:07,816 and, uh, she changed her mind. 1042 01:31:07,883 --> 01:31:09,119 She doesn't like the car. 1043 01:31:09,987 --> 01:31:10,987 Yeah. 1044 01:31:11,288 --> 01:31:12,623 No. 1045 01:31:12,690 --> 01:31:15,326 Anyway, yeah, well, it's a long story, 1046 01:31:15,392 --> 01:31:19,031 but I think we need to talk about the $5,000 deposit. 1047 01:31:20,965 --> 01:31:22,968 I understand your policy, sir, 1048 01:31:23,033 --> 01:31:25,137 but you gotta have some flexibility here. 1049 01:31:26,770 --> 01:31:28,973 Well, for instance, how about, um, 1050 01:31:29,040 --> 01:31:32,144 you know, 50% back on the deposit. 1051 01:31:32,210 --> 01:31:33,378 Dad. 1052 01:31:33,445 --> 01:31:35,280 Okay, how about 40%? 1053 01:31:35,347 --> 01:31:37,383 40%. You keep $3,000. 1054 01:31:37,448 --> 01:31:38,983 Dad! Fuck! 1055 01:31:39,050 --> 01:31:40,619 I have to put you on hold for a second. 1056 01:31:50,063 --> 01:31:52,065 - I'll call you straight back. - Oh, my God. 1057 01:31:54,466 --> 01:31:55,600 Jennifer! 1058 01:31:57,437 --> 01:31:58,638 Jennifer! 1059 01:32:05,944 --> 01:32:08,281 Hi, Jen, it's Dad. Can you please pick up? 1060 01:32:14,221 --> 01:32:16,198 Jen, I gotta catch up on a load of work at the shop, 1061 01:32:16,222 --> 01:32:17,865 and then I gotta leave town for a little bit, 1062 01:32:17,889 --> 01:32:19,259 so please call me. 1063 01:34:25,023 --> 01:34:26,758 Two years ago, a group of school kids 1064 01:34:26,824 --> 01:34:29,126 from Minnesota Country School went on a field trip 1065 01:34:29,194 --> 01:34:32,064 to study pond life on a farm in Le Sueur County, 1066 01:34:32,129 --> 01:34:34,498 a farm that backs on to the Lyle-Hasco plant. 1067 01:34:35,166 --> 01:34:36,435 This is what they found. 1068 01:34:44,842 --> 01:34:46,977 Miss Vogel, 1069 01:34:47,044 --> 01:34:50,215 how much do you know about pesticides? 1070 01:34:50,282 --> 01:34:52,252 How much study have you devoted to the field? 1071 01:34:53,285 --> 01:34:55,388 One, two nights up drinking coffee? 1072 01:34:56,821 --> 01:34:58,290 Perhaps you even went to a library. 1073 01:34:59,526 --> 01:35:01,995 The building I work in, Lyle-Hasco HQ, 1074 01:35:02,062 --> 01:35:05,698 is a two-story, big, flat building. 1075 01:35:05,764 --> 01:35:09,701 And on one of those floors is guys in white coats, 1076 01:35:09,768 --> 01:35:11,103 and the other is lawyers. 1077 01:35:12,238 --> 01:35:14,141 Can you guess which one I'm on? 1078 01:35:16,643 --> 01:35:18,012 A school field trip? 1079 01:35:19,746 --> 01:35:21,247 And you let me be clear, 1080 01:35:22,015 --> 01:35:23,951 if Hippie Papers prints one more 1081 01:35:24,018 --> 01:35:27,121 of this unsubstantiated garbage, 1082 01:35:27,189 --> 01:35:30,091 we will sue you all the way back to Haight-Ashbury. 1083 01:35:31,425 --> 01:35:33,026 I'm not a lawyer, 1084 01:35:33,093 --> 01:35:35,563 and I'm not a scientist, 1085 01:35:35,630 --> 01:35:38,699 but Dr. Lee Nobles from Minnesota State University is, 1086 01:35:38,765 --> 01:35:40,099 and is the leading proponent 1087 01:35:40,166 --> 01:35:42,569 of amphibian research in the United States. 1088 01:35:42,636 --> 01:35:45,639 He's also a part of the team investigating Brentax. 1089 01:35:45,706 --> 01:35:47,041 It's a two-year study, 1090 01:35:47,108 --> 01:35:49,077 and he's publishing his findings this week. 1091 01:35:49,844 --> 01:35:51,113 If Brentax is in the water, 1092 01:35:51,179 --> 01:35:53,349 then that's the water Minnesotans drink, 1093 01:35:53,416 --> 01:35:55,649 give to their children, take baths in, 1094 01:35:55,716 --> 01:35:57,051 make coffee with. 1095 01:35:59,422 --> 01:36:01,490 I just wondered if you cared to comment. 1096 01:36:11,566 --> 01:36:12,566 Excuse me. 1097 01:36:25,615 --> 01:36:26,850 We Interrupt the broadcast 1098 01:36:26,916 --> 01:36:27,918 with breaking news. 1099 01:36:27,984 --> 01:36:29,253 We join now in progress. 1100 01:36:29,319 --> 01:36:30,954 Team Three's eye-in-the-sky reporter, 1101 01:36:31,020 --> 01:36:32,589 Margaret Deneb, 1102 01:36:32,655 --> 01:36:34,222 who is above a high-speed police pursuit 1103 01:36:34,290 --> 01:36:36,759 in the Corrigan Lake Community. 1104 01:36:36,826 --> 01:36:38,093 We go to you, Margaret. 1105 01:36:38,160 --> 01:36:39,495 This morning, 1106 01:36:39,562 --> 01:36:41,398 the U.S. Marshals executed a warrant 1107 01:36:41,464 --> 01:36:43,144 at a print and copy business in Center City 1108 01:36:43,200 --> 01:36:44,869 just outside of Minneapolis. 1109 01:36:46,235 --> 01:36:47,937 Convicted felon, John Vogel, 1110 01:36:48,004 --> 01:36:50,173 is alleged to have been using the storefront 1111 01:36:50,240 --> 01:36:52,109 for a major counterfeiting operation... 1112 01:36:54,043 --> 01:36:55,245 Dad. 1113 01:38:30,745 --> 01:38:32,146 Dad. 1114 01:40:07,410 --> 01:40:09,413 I am sorry for your loss. 1115 01:41:55,525 --> 01:41:57,160 The death of a father 1116 01:41:57,226 --> 01:41:59,461 drags you to a secret place. 1117 01:42:01,364 --> 01:42:04,366 It trivializes everyday matters. 1118 01:42:05,736 --> 01:42:07,370 Displaces. 1119 01:42:09,437 --> 01:42:11,875 You feel abandoned by the living. 1120 01:42:13,409 --> 01:42:15,812 And a kinship with the dead. 1121 01:42:20,249 --> 01:42:21,886 Dad had been so skilled 1122 01:42:21,951 --> 01:42:24,554 at sounding those finely tuned notes of sorrow 1123 01:42:24,622 --> 01:42:27,023 and releasing them at the perfect moment 1124 01:42:27,089 --> 01:42:28,693 to achieve impact. 1125 01:42:30,526 --> 01:42:33,831 My father lusted after freedom. 1126 01:42:33,898 --> 01:42:37,236 The kind of freedom most free people never experience. 1127 01:42:39,436 --> 01:42:41,773 In the end, he got that freedom 1128 01:42:43,340 --> 01:42:45,743 and gave me mine in return.