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Previously on Star...
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CARLOTTA: I was a baby! You bastard!
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I tried to kill his ass.
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SIMONE: You sorry you almost
killed Davis because you were high?
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'Cause I just filed for temporary
custody over him until Star
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gets her ass out of the hospital.
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COTTON: You asked me to
protect y'all from Leon.
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I always come back for what's mine.
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If you touch one hair on her head...
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I come here, and I play
music for her every day.
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- I'd be a better father than you.
- Yeah, well, you ain't.
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CARLOTTA: Star is really sick,
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and she might not ever be
the Star we used to know.
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My name is Noah Brooks, and...
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I'm 12 days sober.
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MISS BRUCE: Noah, it's
Bruce. I'm worried about you.
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Hey, Bobby. Look, I-I think
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you need to get down
here. Your son needs you.
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CASSIE: Calvin is your devil.
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(GASPS)
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WOMAN: Get your hands off me.
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MISS BRUCE: Come on,
baby. Uh-uh. This way.
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And if I find any of
this on the blogs, I swear
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- I will track you down in this mop of a wig...
- BOBBY: Noah, wake up. Noah!
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- WOMAN: Noah, baby, I'll call you later.
- Think I'm playing.
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Damn thots.
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- (SIGHS) Come on, Pa, what are you...
- BOBBY: You've been AWOL
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for more than a week.
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Had me worried sick
when Bruce called me.
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- (SIGHS)
- Look at you in here.
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You done hit rock bottom, Noah.
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How many times I got to stop you
from trying to kill yourself, huh?
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Sit up.
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Sit up!
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I'm-a go get y'all some
tea while y'all talk.
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While we talk about what, huh?
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You probably done told him
every damn thing already.
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- Hey, watch your attitude.
- I ain't worried about Noah.
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He ain't mad at nobody but himself.
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Well, you should have called me.
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Yeah, well, I did.
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But your voice mail was full.
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Man, I kept trying to
ask you if you was okay.
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- And I'm fine.
- You not fine! You clearly not fine!
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You know what, I'm here now, and
I'm not gonna leave you again.
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You gonna detox right here.
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- What?
- You on lockdown.
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Ain't on lockdown.
I got ASA luncheons...
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- You do?
- Yes.
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Ask me if I care about that.
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Go ahead!
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Exactly.
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Get comfortable.
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(SCOFFS)
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I bring me
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Get mine, 'bout mine, go hard
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Looking for another like me
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Boy, stop
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I bring me
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Whose love is the tightest?
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Whose kiss is the nicest?
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Me
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Whose touch is the rightest?
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Me
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I bring me
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I bring, I bring me.
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On the other side
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It's all right, just
hold me in the dark...
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Come on, y'all.
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You know Star's gonna
walk in here any minute,
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and you haven't put your decorations up.
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- Sorry.
- SIMONE: It's okay.
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I remember having that look.
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I couldn't keep my hands off your ass.
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- You want some, too?
- Mm-hmm.
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Oh. Oh.
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- It just got really intimate.
- (DAVIS FUSSING)
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So, when's the wedding?
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Soon as my baby wins an ASA.
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We're still looking for venues, though.
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I was thinking the
Four Seasons in Midtown.
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- So a big wedding.
- (LAUGHS): What?
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- That's not big.
- That is big.
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Baby, it's the Four Seasons,
not Buckingham Palace.
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Yeah, Derek, we know you
got that wheelchair money.
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- Can I live?
- Whoa.
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- (LAUGHS)
- (DOOR OPENS)
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- CARLOTTA: Look who's home.
- Hey.
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- Hey.
- What?
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Hey.
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It's really good to see you back here.
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SIMONE: There's Mommy.
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- ALEXANDRA: Yes.
- It's Mommy.
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Yes.
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Hi.
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(DAVIS COOING)
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Hi, baby.
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It's Mama.
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It's Mama. I'm back.
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Oh, you got so big. You got so big.
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Take it easy. Now, you
know, the doctor said
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you may experience a little dizziness
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- and nausea, so...
- Yeah.
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I know. I'm good. I promise.
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Hi, baby. Hi.
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Remember me?
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I'm back now.
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Hey, you just woke up a week ago.
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So take it slow.
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I know.
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You had a lot thrown at you, you know.
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So have you, Miss C.
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Have they made funeral
arrangements for your dad?
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My father and I had a
complicated relationship,
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so I'm staying out of all of that.
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Speaking of fathers, where's Noah?
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Tied up in his music.
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Oh.
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- (DAVIS CRYING)
- Okay.
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What's that, little man?
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What's that cry for?
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SIMONE: I think that's his...
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- "I need my binky" cry.
- Oh.
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SIMONE: There we go, little man.
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Yeah, he does that all the time.
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I'm sorry.
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CARLOTTA: Don't worry.
You got time to figure all that out.
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(RINGTONE PLAYING)
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Hello.
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I'm looking right at 'em.
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All right, we'll see you down there.
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That was Maurice.
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He wants y'all to come
down to the luncheon
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and look at Take 3's intro package.
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- Okay, cool.
- All right, let's go.
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(CHUCKLES) Where are you going?
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I'm going with you.
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- I'm ready to go.
- You know I can watch Davis.
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Nah, he's my little road dog.
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It's all good.
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Let's go to work.
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(DRILLING AND HAMMERING)
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MAURICE: Hey, Star.
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Good to see you.
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I didn't think you'd
be back at it so soon.
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She's not. She's taking it easy.
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So, how'd the intro package come out?
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The promo team knocked it out the park.
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It'll play behind the girls
when they take the stage
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to accept the nomination.
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- And what about the "So Sick" package?
- All good.
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Alex, you'll promo that one
alone if Noah doesn't show.
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Why wouldn't Noah show?
It's the damn ASAs.
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He's coming.
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Yo, what's the deal with the
performance at the actual award show?
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Word is the committee is looking
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for another artist up for
Best Pop Album to perform.
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Amber Drake.
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She just got on the scene, Maurice.
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She's huge right now,
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which is why they got her
singing at the nominee luncheon.
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SIMONE: Oh, so she's gonna have a leg up
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with all those producers and voters now.
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MAN: Here we go. Sound
check for Amber Drake.
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You send that dopamine
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To my brain
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To my brain
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I know a private party
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Somewhere for just the two of us
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Let me surprise your body
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Your body
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I want your body
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All to myself, all to myself
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I want you all to
myself, all to myself
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Nobody else, nobody else
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Nobody, nobody else, nobody else
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Just me, my body
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And you, and you, and you
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And you, and you
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Just me, my body
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And you, and you
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I want you all to myself
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All to myself.
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MAN: Next check in five
after the lighting changeover.
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MAN 2: Yes, that's right!
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- Screw doctor's orders.
- WOMAN: Sounded great.
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I'm not letting that
broke Madonna take us down.
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You need to get us that
performance at the luncheon.
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(SIGHS)
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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I ought to pistol-whip your dumb ass
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for trying to take what's mine.
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Please do it so I can go
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to the cops and tell
them all of your dirt.
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Ain't nobody trying to
believe no ex-hooker.
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Say it again so I can
shank your stupid ass.
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- (CHUCKLES)
- Dior is not your property.
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You're gonna leave her
and all those girls alone.
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You really ain't in a position to be
putting no demands up on nobody.
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But you are in a position
to give me something.
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Don't even think about it.
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This your auntie's bar, right?
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Why don't you let me run
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Dior and some other
girls up out of here?
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Why in the hell would I do that?
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Well, I guess you don't
really care about the safety
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of your girls after all, huh?
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You know how hard it is
out there in them streets,
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especially for a girl like you,
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and you made top dollar.
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Oh!
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(CHUCKLES)
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Look, you manage 'em.
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I'll be hands-off.
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But I make my money.
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Think about it.
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(CHUCKLES)
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MAN: Hey, let's put these
banners up in the lobby.
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- Come on.
- (EXHALES)
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Don't look at me like that.
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I'm breathing heavy
'cause this is heavy.
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The doctor cleared me. I'm good.
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To leave the hospital. Not perform.
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Look, I want this ASA
just as much as you do.
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I need this, Alex.
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You know I do.
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My solo career is falling off.
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Star, we can't have you go
back to the hospital, okay?
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You need to slow your roll.
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This feels slow.
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SIMONE: I know. It's hard.
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Hey, guys.
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I'm Amber Drake.
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This is crazy, right?
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- I'm a huge fan.
- Oh.
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"I Bring Me" was my jam
back in the day. (CHUCKLES)
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Back in the day? It was two years ago.
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I get the sacrifices y'all
had to make to get here.
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And now we're nominated
for Best Pop Album.
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- Can you believe it? (LAUGHS)
- I cannot believe it.
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And your first time out the gate.
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Well, this is my first album,
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but I've been grinding since I was ten.
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Just like y'all.
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Oh, I'm sure it was exactly like us.
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(LAUGHING)
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Mmm-mmm, I got a million
and one things to do
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before your father's funeral.
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Don't know why you're
wasting your time on that.
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Lottie, we're not gonna
have that conversation again.
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I finished his eulogy,
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and I want you to read it.
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And I also want you to help me pick out
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a family photo for the program.
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I'd be happy not to have my
name or my face in that program.
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Lottie, stop being so doggone dramatic.
257
00:09:28,609 --> 00:09:30,027
You know what, Ma, you...
258
00:09:31,889 --> 00:09:33,560
you know what that man did to me,
259
00:09:33,585 --> 00:09:36,505
and yet you're walking around here
like it never even happened.
260
00:09:36,708 --> 00:09:38,762
Which is almost as damn
bad as him trying to stick
261
00:09:38,786 --> 00:09:40,071
- his nasty-ass...
- Oh, no!
262
00:09:40,095 --> 00:09:41,790
I don't want to hear that no more!
263
00:09:42,654 --> 00:09:44,522
Look, I've done the best I could
264
00:09:44,547 --> 00:09:45,783
to raise you and your sister,
265
00:09:45,808 --> 00:09:48,827
making y'all into the strong
women y'all are today.
266
00:09:49,616 --> 00:09:51,357
But in life sometimes
you got to do things
267
00:09:51,382 --> 00:09:53,825
that you don't want to
do for the greater good.
268
00:09:55,036 --> 00:09:56,844
What greater good, Ma?
269
00:09:57,636 --> 00:09:59,019
What does that even mean?
270
00:09:59,566 --> 00:10:02,471
It means your daddy is gone. He's dead.
271
00:10:02,996 --> 00:10:04,885
So whatever problem you had with him,
272
00:10:05,004 --> 00:10:08,106
you need to let it
lay down and die, too.
273
00:10:10,772 --> 00:10:12,827
I ain't going to that funeral.
274
00:10:12,945 --> 00:10:14,220
I'm glad he's dead.
275
00:10:28,660 --> 00:10:31,553
(DAVIS CRYING)
276
00:10:31,555 --> 00:10:34,031
One second.
277
00:10:34,125 --> 00:10:35,624
One second, baby.
278
00:10:35,626 --> 00:10:37,209
Here I come. I got you.
279
00:10:37,328 --> 00:10:39,270
Let's see where your daddy's at.
280
00:10:39,297 --> 00:10:40,838
Haven't seen him yet.
281
00:10:41,632 --> 00:10:44,116
(LINE RINGING)
282
00:10:44,235 --> 00:10:46,410
NOAH: It's Noah. You know what to do.
283
00:10:46,677 --> 00:10:48,726
Noah, what is going on?
284
00:10:48,751 --> 00:10:50,383
I've called you a hundred times.
285
00:10:50,408 --> 00:10:52,141
Call me back about your son.
286
00:10:54,346 --> 00:10:56,672
- Hey.
- Hey.
287
00:10:56,697 --> 00:10:58,130
You heard from Noah?
288
00:10:59,269 --> 00:11:00,401
Let me hold Davis.
289
00:11:00,832 --> 00:11:02,269
No, I got him.
290
00:11:03,654 --> 00:11:05,029
(DAVIS FUSSING QUIETLY)
291
00:11:05,740 --> 00:11:06,821
Where's Noah?
292
00:11:07,208 --> 00:11:09,283
- I don't know.
- Simone.
293
00:11:10,778 --> 00:11:12,861
Noah's been taking pills.
294
00:11:14,243 --> 00:11:16,116
I walked in, and Davis was crying,
295
00:11:16,141 --> 00:11:18,416
and Noah was passed out on the floor.
296
00:11:18,418 --> 00:11:20,336
He was alone?
297
00:11:20,441 --> 00:11:22,741
- No.
- You took the time to throw me
298
00:11:22,766 --> 00:11:24,876
a welcome home party, but you
didn't tell me what's going on
299
00:11:24,900 --> 00:11:26,422
- with my child's father?
- You were already
300
00:11:26,446 --> 00:11:28,297
going through a lot, and I
didn't want to make it worse.
301
00:11:28,321 --> 00:11:30,067
I would never leave my baby
in the hands of a junkie.
302
00:11:30,091 --> 00:11:31,696
- Okay.
- I would die first, Simone.
303
00:11:31,721 --> 00:11:34,430
- You know that!
- I know, and I took him out of there, Star.
304
00:11:34,455 --> 00:11:36,070
You shouldn't have had to, though.
305
00:11:36,095 --> 00:11:37,478
I should have been here.
306
00:11:37,503 --> 00:11:39,143
He's three months old.
I should have been here.
307
00:11:39,167 --> 00:11:40,895
Star, you couldn't have
been there, and that's okay.
308
00:11:40,919 --> 00:11:42,435
I took care of it.
309
00:11:42,460 --> 00:11:44,643
(DAVIS CRYING)
310
00:11:44,668 --> 00:11:47,356
But I'm back now. Okay? I'm back.
311
00:11:47,381 --> 00:11:49,581
So I don't want you
making any more decisions
312
00:11:49,606 --> 00:11:52,104
for me or my son.
313
00:11:52,129 --> 00:11:54,680
Don't talk to me like I haven't been
here for you and Davis every day.
314
00:11:54,704 --> 00:11:55,716
Please.
315
00:11:55,741 --> 00:11:57,433
Simone, where are you going?
316
00:12:03,182 --> 00:12:04,891
(SIGHS)
317
00:12:08,063 --> 00:12:09,431
Hey, Lottie.
318
00:12:10,068 --> 00:12:12,974
Sister Hodge sends her
condolences for Daddy.
319
00:12:12,999 --> 00:12:15,109
She made us a pound cake. Ugh.
320
00:12:15,134 --> 00:12:17,297
People keep bringing
up this damn funeral.
321
00:12:17,322 --> 00:12:19,739
Yeah, and you know Mama
keeps up her appearances
322
00:12:19,764 --> 00:12:21,972
- so she won't feel so bad.
- I don't know why.
323
00:12:22,375 --> 00:12:24,176
Denial's the best way.
324
00:12:24,201 --> 00:12:25,892
Ain't nothing to cry about.
325
00:12:25,917 --> 00:12:27,442
I don't know, sis.
326
00:12:27,839 --> 00:12:30,557
I think them sins caught
up with his ass in the end.
327
00:12:30,582 --> 00:12:32,002
And what's that supposed to mean?
328
00:12:36,405 --> 00:12:37,621
Did you do something?
329
00:12:39,776 --> 00:12:41,184
(DOOR OPENS)
330
00:12:41,209 --> 00:12:42,628
- Hey, hey, hey.
- Hey!
331
00:12:42,653 --> 00:12:43,768
- Hey!
- There's my girl.
332
00:12:43,793 --> 00:12:45,343
How you doing, Big Cousin Duke?
333
00:12:45,368 --> 00:12:47,312
- What's up, cousin?
- What's happening, girl?
334
00:12:47,337 --> 00:12:49,370
(LAUGHTER)
335
00:12:49,418 --> 00:12:51,666
Look at him. Big-headed Rashad.
336
00:12:51,691 --> 00:12:53,060
You can just call me "Rashad" now.
337
00:12:53,085 --> 00:12:54,089
- Oh.
- DUKE: Yeah.
338
00:12:54,114 --> 00:12:56,727
Look at you all grown
up and smelling yourself.
339
00:12:56,752 --> 00:12:57,829
(LAUGHTER)
340
00:12:57,854 --> 00:13:00,654
Hey, what's this I hear about y'all
not coming to your daddy's funeral?
341
00:13:02,676 --> 00:13:04,834
Look, we don't need to talk about that.
342
00:13:04,836 --> 00:13:06,756
Come on now. This your
daddy we're talking about.
343
00:13:07,251 --> 00:13:08,930
Y'all got the nerve to do him like that?
344
00:13:09,017 --> 00:13:10,914
Now, I know you never forgave
him for leaving your mother.
345
00:13:10,938 --> 00:13:12,889
- I don't care about that.
- You did.
346
00:13:13,047 --> 00:13:14,581
You were always Daddy's little girl.
347
00:13:14,606 --> 00:13:16,172
Now, what'd he ever do to you?
348
00:13:19,746 --> 00:13:21,441
You need to stand down, Cousin.
349
00:13:21,466 --> 00:13:23,506
I need you to do right by your father.
350
00:13:28,356 --> 00:13:30,158
I'm-a check y'all later.
351
00:13:33,783 --> 00:13:37,050
- (VOMITING, COUGHING)
- BOBBY: Okay.
352
00:13:38,051 --> 00:13:40,459
Okay. You need some water, son?
353
00:13:40,484 --> 00:13:42,187
Bobby, this is a part of the detoxing.
354
00:13:42,212 --> 00:13:43,719
It's all right. Let
him soldier through it.
355
00:13:43,743 --> 00:13:45,157
Look, I can't soldier through it.
356
00:13:45,182 --> 00:13:46,883
We need to call a doctor or something?
357
00:13:46,908 --> 00:13:48,728
No, Pop. No, I'm good. I'm good. Just...
358
00:13:49,251 --> 00:13:51,031
(PANTING) I-I need some air.
359
00:13:51,056 --> 00:13:52,998
- I can't breathe. I need to get out of here. I need...
- Look, look...
360
00:13:53,022 --> 00:13:54,853
- Okay, all right.
- Look, Bobby, it's been 24 hours.
361
00:13:54,877 --> 00:13:56,936
Ain't no drugs in his
system. He just feeling it.
362
00:13:56,961 --> 00:13:58,212
That's all. It's a part of it.
363
00:13:58,237 --> 00:13:59,568
If you insist, I got a friend
364
00:13:59,593 --> 00:14:01,162
who's a detox specialist.
I can call him.
365
00:14:01,186 --> 00:14:02,216
Okay...
366
00:14:02,241 --> 00:14:05,309
- (KNOCKING)
- STAR: Noah, open this door.
367
00:14:05,334 --> 00:14:06,687
- Oh, this crazy bitch here.
- Open the door.
368
00:14:06,711 --> 00:14:09,138
- Hey. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, okay.
- Bruce, open this door!
369
00:14:09,162 --> 00:14:10,225
- I can see you!
- Can I talk... can I talk
370
00:14:10,249 --> 00:14:11,970
- to you for a second... ?
- No, you may not.
371
00:14:13,368 --> 00:14:14,867
- Look, Star...
- What happened, Noah?
372
00:14:14,892 --> 00:14:15,901
Star, you need to take it easy.
373
00:14:15,925 --> 00:14:19,257
You promised me. I
trusted you with our son.
374
00:14:19,282 --> 00:14:20,656
- NOAH: Star.
- What happened?
375
00:14:20,683 --> 00:14:22,377
- Star, it was an accident.
- I don't want to hear no excuses.
376
00:14:22,401 --> 00:14:24,730
I heard enough of those
from my mother. Stand up.
377
00:14:24,755 --> 00:14:26,261
Get up and look me in my eye, Noah.
378
00:14:26,286 --> 00:14:28,206
- I don't feel bad for you.
- Star.
379
00:14:30,197 --> 00:14:32,091
Look at me in my eyes and tell me
380
00:14:32,115 --> 00:14:34,481
what happened. What happened?
381
00:14:34,506 --> 00:14:36,926
Star, look, I'll never
forgive myself, all right?
382
00:14:36,951 --> 00:14:38,491
- I don't believe you.
- I'm sorry.
383
00:14:38,499 --> 00:14:40,783
All I wanted was for my
child to have a father.
384
00:14:40,901 --> 00:14:42,760
But take a good look,
385
00:14:42,920 --> 00:14:46,063
because this is the last time
that you're gonna see your son.
386
00:14:47,065 --> 00:14:48,794
Star, would you calm
your crazy ass down?
387
00:14:48,818 --> 00:14:50,484
I will never be calm about this.
388
00:14:50,603 --> 00:14:51,723
Star, I'm sorry.
389
00:14:51,748 --> 00:14:53,414
- Ever!
- I'm sorry.
390
00:14:53,439 --> 00:14:55,197
(GROANS)
391
00:14:55,199 --> 00:14:56,924
Nice to meet you.
392
00:14:56,951 --> 00:14:58,284
Hey, listen.
393
00:15:02,615 --> 00:15:05,157
(MUSIC PLAYING)
394
00:15:05,317 --> 00:15:06,685
Sorry I'm late.
395
00:15:08,016 --> 00:15:09,590
Some things never change.
396
00:15:09,615 --> 00:15:11,282
(MUSIC STOPS)
397
00:15:11,774 --> 00:15:13,015
I went to see Noah.
398
00:15:13,765 --> 00:15:15,173
I wanted to see him for myself.
399
00:15:17,225 --> 00:15:19,992
I get that we're all supposed
to hate him right now,
400
00:15:20,017 --> 00:15:23,285
but he's really trying
to get it together.
401
00:15:23,478 --> 00:15:25,703
Yeah, I know that, but he's
not being a good father.
402
00:15:26,405 --> 00:15:28,289
Bruce said he's trying
to get sober, but...
403
00:15:28,291 --> 00:15:30,383
- Mama used to say the same thing.
- Exactly.
404
00:15:31,350 --> 00:15:33,176
We all got things we
got to get past in life,
405
00:15:34,178 --> 00:15:35,949
but it always gets
passed down to our kids,
406
00:15:35,974 --> 00:15:37,332
whether we like it or not.
407
00:15:37,483 --> 00:15:38,741
And what made you so wise?
408
00:15:38,910 --> 00:15:41,553
Juvie. Dealing with your ass.
409
00:15:42,444 --> 00:15:43,839
Sorry I yelled at you earlier.
410
00:15:43,864 --> 00:15:46,186
- No, you're not.
- You want to say sorry?
411
00:15:46,211 --> 00:15:48,728
- No, I don't want to say sorry.
- See, nothing's different.
412
00:15:48,753 --> 00:15:50,127
You two are still arguing.
413
00:15:51,033 --> 00:15:52,246
You're still coming in late
414
00:15:52,271 --> 00:15:54,509
and yelling like you just
came from the trailer park.
415
00:15:55,413 --> 00:15:56,694
What's up with the luncheon?
416
00:15:56,719 --> 00:15:59,904
- Yeah, Maurice got us a spot to perform.
- Dope. Nobody told me.
417
00:16:00,022 --> 00:16:02,225
- We got to talk about that.
- What is there to talk about?
418
00:16:02,249 --> 00:16:03,616
If y'all are gonna tell me to sit my ass
419
00:16:03,640 --> 00:16:04,964
down again, I'm gonna go off.
420
00:16:04,989 --> 00:16:07,901
This performance and this nomination
are all that I've got right now.
421
00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:09,451
If we're performing, I'm performing.
422
00:16:10,194 --> 00:16:11,732
You got the track, load it up.
423
00:16:13,926 --> 00:16:15,937
You think I'm playing?
'Cause I'm not. Load it up.
424
00:16:17,017 --> 00:16:18,147
Okay.
425
00:16:19,632 --> 00:16:20,700
Let's hear it.
426
00:16:23,729 --> 00:16:25,324
(WEAKLY):
Can I see you in the... ?
427
00:16:27,159 --> 00:16:28,300
It's been a while.
428
00:16:28,325 --> 00:16:29,417
Again.
429
00:16:29,577 --> 00:16:31,752
430
00:16:33,380 --> 00:16:35,715
Can I see you in the morning?
431
00:16:37,627 --> 00:16:38,627
Run it back.
432
00:16:40,118 --> 00:16:42,299
Remember, the doctor
said not to push it, okay?
433
00:16:42,323 --> 00:16:43,633
Run it back, Simone.
434
00:16:43,658 --> 00:16:45,018
It's just been a while. I'm fine.
435
00:16:45,813 --> 00:16:47,184
Run it back!
436
00:16:47,209 --> 00:16:48,700
Can I see you...
437
00:16:49,465 --> 00:16:50,739
Can I see you...
438
00:16:50,764 --> 00:16:53,832
I'm singing the...
I'm singing the right note, right?
439
00:17:02,844 --> 00:17:06,000
I'm sorry. Did you say
vocal rest? No, I can't.
440
00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:08,502
(DAVIS CRYING)
441
00:17:08,527 --> 00:17:09,619
Great.
442
00:17:11,754 --> 00:17:12,896
Great.
443
00:17:14,126 --> 00:17:16,243
Damn it! I'm sorry.
444
00:17:16,268 --> 00:17:20,066
It's okay. It's okay.
445
00:17:20,091 --> 00:17:22,619
Are you mad at the world, too? Huh?
446
00:17:22,948 --> 00:17:24,422
You want to go on vocal rest?
447
00:17:24,424 --> 00:17:26,504
- Maybe that's what you need.
- (KNOCKING)
448
00:17:28,475 --> 00:17:30,191
- Hi.
- Hey.
449
00:17:30,755 --> 00:17:32,214
(DAVIS CONTINUES CRYING)
450
00:17:34,315 --> 00:17:35,630
I, uh...
451
00:17:36,478 --> 00:17:37,936
heard you were home.
452
00:17:38,455 --> 00:17:39,746
You look great.
453
00:17:40,092 --> 00:17:42,692
Shh, baby. It's okay.
454
00:17:42,717 --> 00:17:44,645
- And he will not stop crying.
- No.
455
00:17:46,295 --> 00:17:47,612
You want to say hi?
456
00:17:47,917 --> 00:17:48,933
No, I actually...
457
00:17:50,058 --> 00:17:51,434
came to see how you were doing.
458
00:17:52,324 --> 00:17:55,380
I'm amazing, outside the
fact that I'm the only person
459
00:17:55,405 --> 00:17:58,123
in the world who can't seem
to get my son to stop crying.
460
00:17:59,143 --> 00:18:00,599
You didn't know babies cry?
461
00:18:00,624 --> 00:18:02,471
- It's kind of what they do.
- Yeah.
462
00:18:02,496 --> 00:18:05,005
And the doctor just called
and put me on vocal rest.
463
00:18:05,030 --> 00:18:07,313
He said the intubation
bruised my vocal cords.
464
00:18:07,338 --> 00:18:09,097
Your vocal cords are damaged?
465
00:18:09,453 --> 00:18:11,286
That means I can't sing.
466
00:18:11,311 --> 00:18:14,446
And I have a performance
tomorrow at the ASA luncheon.
467
00:18:14,974 --> 00:18:16,566
Why do you need to?
468
00:18:16,591 --> 00:18:18,831
Because there's this new girl,
Amber, who's on our backs.
469
00:18:18,998 --> 00:18:21,207
Come on. You're scared of a new artist?
470
00:18:21,232 --> 00:18:22,622
No, it's not about a new artist.
471
00:18:22,647 --> 00:18:24,727
I'm not about to come home and lay down.
472
00:18:25,825 --> 00:18:27,603
I've been out the game for three months.
473
00:18:27,628 --> 00:18:29,561
I've lost all this time with my son.
474
00:18:29,586 --> 00:18:31,559
I've lost all this traction
on my solo stuff.
475
00:18:31,584 --> 00:18:33,834
Now I can't even sing. I have nothing.
476
00:18:33,859 --> 00:18:36,447
And he won't stop crying for me
because he hasn't been with me.
477
00:18:36,471 --> 00:18:38,431
Okay. Okay. Okay. Let me see him.
478
00:18:38,482 --> 00:18:40,449
(DAVIS CRYING)
479
00:18:41,844 --> 00:18:44,094
(SHUSHES)
480
00:18:44,212 --> 00:18:45,554
It's okay. Shh...
481
00:18:45,581 --> 00:18:47,489
- Come here.
- (DAVIS QUIETS)
482
00:18:47,649 --> 00:18:49,917
(SHUSHES)
483
00:18:52,253 --> 00:18:53,837
I missed you.
484
00:18:56,491 --> 00:18:58,266
- Star, I...
- I know.
485
00:18:58,384 --> 00:18:59,761
I know you had to move out.
486
00:19:01,037 --> 00:19:03,388
I understand. But Simone told me
487
00:19:03,413 --> 00:19:05,619
you visited me in the
hospital the whole time.
488
00:19:06,626 --> 00:19:08,185
It's 'cause I care about you.
489
00:19:11,356 --> 00:19:13,076
(SIGHS) But right now
we're just friends.
490
00:19:13,550 --> 00:19:15,150
It's all it can be.
491
00:19:17,554 --> 00:19:19,154
(DAVIS CRYING)
492
00:19:21,615 --> 00:19:24,941
Remember when we were on the
bus to the family reunion...
493
00:19:25,262 --> 00:19:27,512
and you took the water cooler and put it
494
00:19:27,514 --> 00:19:31,004
in front of the bathroom, and
then Uncle Walt peed in it?
495
00:19:31,029 --> 00:19:33,478
- (BOTH LAUGH)
- You went crazy.
496
00:19:33,503 --> 00:19:35,373
You were crazier than me, though.
497
00:19:35,397 --> 00:19:37,013
But, see, you had everybody fooled
498
00:19:37,038 --> 00:19:39,426
with that whole
holier-than-thou routine.
499
00:19:39,451 --> 00:19:40,859
- Yeah.
- Yeah, but I know you.
500
00:19:41,185 --> 00:19:42,285
I know you, too.
501
00:19:42,887 --> 00:19:44,720
I was the first to figure
out you were different.
502
00:19:44,722 --> 00:19:45,919
Yeah.
503
00:19:45,944 --> 00:19:47,614
I mean, the fellas would be out playing
504
00:19:47,639 --> 00:19:49,167
two-hand touch in the streets,
505
00:19:49,286 --> 00:19:50,738
and you over here on the sidewalk
506
00:19:50,762 --> 00:19:51,962
jumping rope with the girls.
507
00:19:52,055 --> 00:19:54,031
And I was the baddest double Dutcher
508
00:19:54,032 --> 00:19:56,424
- in the neighborhood.
- There we go.
509
00:19:56,449 --> 00:19:58,233
I used to feel bad, though,
510
00:19:58,770 --> 00:20:01,730
'cause everybody kept
trying to make you be Arnold
511
00:20:02,207 --> 00:20:04,207
when that really wasn't who you are.
512
00:20:06,039 --> 00:20:10,323
Yeah. It took me a long time
to finally settle into my skin.
513
00:20:10,348 --> 00:20:11,895
You know, I was out in these streets
514
00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:14,278
- making a lot of mistakes.
- What saved you?
515
00:20:14,692 --> 00:20:17,129
- My grandmother.
- We all need someone
516
00:20:17,154 --> 00:20:18,653
to reach out and save us.
517
00:20:18,678 --> 00:20:20,913
There but for the grace of God...
518
00:20:22,392 --> 00:20:23,613
go I.
519
00:20:24,622 --> 00:20:25,987
Oh, here you go with this.
520
00:20:26,546 --> 00:20:27,908
Go to bed, church boy.
521
00:20:27,933 --> 00:20:29,172
(RASHAD LAUGHS)
522
00:20:29,197 --> 00:20:30,210
- Hey, Ma.
- Hey, babe.
523
00:20:30,696 --> 00:20:31,757
Hey.
524
00:20:31,781 --> 00:20:34,352
Your dad said you're over here
to change my mind about the funeral?
525
00:20:34,376 --> 00:20:36,757
Nah. You know what's
sad about our family?
526
00:20:38,256 --> 00:20:41,494
We only really get together
for funerals and holidays.
527
00:20:41,654 --> 00:20:43,112
(CARLOTTA CHUCKLES)
528
00:20:43,114 --> 00:20:44,506
You know what?
529
00:20:45,002 --> 00:20:47,085
The older I get, the more I realize
530
00:20:47,110 --> 00:20:49,019
family ain't about who
you have to be with.
531
00:20:49,421 --> 00:20:51,088
It's who you choose to be with.
532
00:20:51,916 --> 00:20:53,724
And that ain't got
nothing to do with blood.
533
00:20:53,749 --> 00:20:56,701
All I can say is, your
father changed my life.
534
00:20:56,945 --> 00:20:58,355
He helped me find Christ,
535
00:20:58,380 --> 00:21:01,205
he paid my tuition all
throughout college.
536
00:21:01,299 --> 00:21:02,540
That's why I'm here...
537
00:21:02,659 --> 00:21:04,335
to pay my respects.
538
00:21:05,574 --> 00:21:08,663
I don't know what went down
between you and Cousin Calvin,
539
00:21:08,688 --> 00:21:10,788
but it can't be worth
you missing his funeral.
540
00:21:10,884 --> 00:21:12,726
541
00:21:17,180 --> 00:21:18,823
Well, look-y here.
542
00:21:18,825 --> 00:21:21,543
When did you start coming
here to wet your whistle?
543
00:21:21,568 --> 00:21:23,364
When I found out the drinks was free.
544
00:21:23,388 --> 00:21:25,388
- (LAUGHS)
- I know the owner.
545
00:21:25,413 --> 00:21:27,198
- And you lucky to have me.
- Hello, would you care for a drink?
546
00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:30,235
Because I've been fending calls
off of Ma all damn day.
547
00:21:30,353 --> 00:21:32,334
Yeah, well, she done
made my place ground zero
548
00:21:32,359 --> 00:21:33,532
for this damn funeral.
549
00:21:33,557 --> 00:21:35,765
Yeah, but you got to look
at that bright side, though.
550
00:21:35,767 --> 00:21:38,293
You have plenty of food
and a whole lot of alcohol.
551
00:21:38,318 --> 00:21:40,523
Yeah, for a man we love to hate.
552
00:21:40,548 --> 00:21:41,880
Yeah.
553
00:21:41,998 --> 00:21:43,873
554
00:21:44,033 --> 00:21:46,626
- Mmm.
- Carlotta, he's gone now.
555
00:21:46,786 --> 00:21:48,757
You know, God works in mysterious ways.
556
00:21:48,782 --> 00:21:50,040
That's Scripture.
557
00:21:51,908 --> 00:21:53,135
Was it God?
558
00:21:53,601 --> 00:21:55,060
Or was it you?
559
00:21:57,229 --> 00:21:59,809
Look, Mama wasn't there for
you, and she still ain't.
560
00:21:59,833 --> 00:22:02,329
And Daddy was filthy guilty,
hiding behind the fact
561
00:22:02,354 --> 00:22:04,939
that he was your stepdad,
so I couldn't let that slide.
562
00:22:04,964 --> 00:22:06,487
I had to step in and
do what I had to do.
563
00:22:06,489 --> 00:22:07,839
And you okay with that?
564
00:22:07,864 --> 00:22:09,580
Hell no, I'm not okay with that,
565
00:22:09,605 --> 00:22:11,467
but I'd do it again if
it meant protecting you.
566
00:22:11,837 --> 00:22:12,895
Protecting me?
567
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:16,229
Every word of denial was
a bullet to your heart.
568
00:22:17,255 --> 00:22:19,984
So I packed that damn gun away for good.
569
00:22:20,145 --> 00:22:21,819
(SIGHS): Aw, man.
570
00:22:21,980 --> 00:22:24,155
I'm just so tired of this whole mess.
571
00:22:24,316 --> 00:22:26,486
Yo, not telling people why
you're not participating
572
00:22:26,511 --> 00:22:28,688
in Daddy's funeral
gives him power over you.
573
00:22:28,713 --> 00:22:30,261
- And he's dead.
- I am not having
574
00:22:30,286 --> 00:22:32,837
this whole damn family
look at me like some victim.
575
00:22:32,862 --> 00:22:35,329
Lottie, do you remember what
you used to tell me as a kid?
576
00:22:35,753 --> 00:22:38,012
I told you a lot of
stuff. You was bad as hell.
577
00:22:38,037 --> 00:22:41,596
But you used to tell me that
the truth would set me free.
578
00:22:42,151 --> 00:22:43,960
I told the truth, Cassie.
579
00:22:44,120 --> 00:22:47,422
And the person I needed to
believe me the most refuses to.
580
00:22:47,564 --> 00:22:50,124
Well, I believe you,
if that means anything.
581
00:22:50,585 --> 00:22:52,552
And I always got your six.
582
00:22:53,671 --> 00:22:55,827
Well, you could prove that
by getting us another round
583
00:22:55,852 --> 00:22:57,243
of whatever the hell this is.
584
00:22:57,268 --> 00:22:59,736
- This about to have me right.
- Right?
585
00:22:59,761 --> 00:23:02,601
- What?
- Drink the rest of mine. I'll get us one.
586
00:23:02,626 --> 00:23:04,042
On me.
587
00:23:04,067 --> 00:23:05,267
(CHUCKLES)
588
00:23:05,817 --> 00:23:08,443
(DAVIS CRYING)
589
00:23:17,637 --> 00:23:18,787
Davis?
590
00:23:20,331 --> 00:23:22,165
(DAVIS CRYING)
591
00:23:25,077 --> 00:23:26,077
Hey.
592
00:23:29,916 --> 00:23:31,415
(SCREAMS)
593
00:23:31,417 --> 00:23:33,217
(PANTING): Davis!
594
00:23:33,242 --> 00:23:34,729
Davis! Aah!
595
00:23:34,754 --> 00:23:37,439
- Davis! Davis!
- Oh, Noah, Noah, Noah, no, no, no, no.
596
00:23:37,464 --> 00:23:39,346
- I'm sorry, man! I'm sorry.
- (SHUSHING)
597
00:23:39,371 --> 00:23:41,609
- Noah, Noah, Noah, Noah, Noah, hey.
- Sit him down. Sit him down.
598
00:23:41,633 --> 00:23:42,925
No, no, it's just a nightmare.
599
00:23:42,950 --> 00:23:44,052
- I got you. I got you, son.
- I'm sorry.
600
00:23:44,076 --> 00:23:45,780
- It's okay.
- This is a...
601
00:23:45,805 --> 00:23:48,130
he a certified opiate doctor, all right?
602
00:23:48,155 --> 00:23:50,280
He's Dr. Feel. He helped me
when I was going through it.
603
00:23:50,304 --> 00:23:52,078
- He's clearly in full-blown withdrawal.
- What do we need to do?
604
00:23:52,102 --> 00:23:53,579
We got to take him to a hospital?
605
00:23:53,956 --> 00:23:55,334
- I really think we should.
- We're leaving,
606
00:23:55,358 --> 00:23:56,697
- we're leaving.
- NOAH: No, no, no, no, no.
607
00:23:56,721 --> 00:23:58,235
I got it, Pop. I can do it.
608
00:23:58,260 --> 00:24:01,689
- I can fight it.
- I can't let you kill yourself to do this, man.
609
00:24:01,714 --> 00:24:02,995
I've got to be strong for my son.
610
00:24:03,019 --> 00:24:04,525
I've done everything wrong.
611
00:24:04,550 --> 00:24:06,928
He didn't deserve it.
So if I got to be sick,
612
00:24:06,953 --> 00:24:08,630
if I got to hit the bottom, I'll do it.
613
00:24:08,654 --> 00:24:09,820
I got to do it.
614
00:24:10,340 --> 00:24:12,886
- (GROANS): Oh, come on, Pop, please.
- I know.
615
00:24:12,911 --> 00:24:15,552
All those lessons, all those lessons
you tried to teach me,
616
00:24:15,577 --> 00:24:17,713
how to be a man, this
is the one that counts.
617
00:24:17,738 --> 00:24:20,121
No, no, I know that look in
your eye... that's the same look
618
00:24:20,146 --> 00:24:22,303
I had when I came back
to get you, all right?
619
00:24:22,327 --> 00:24:24,096
- I can do it.
- You can do this.
620
00:24:24,120 --> 00:24:25,536
Okay?
621
00:24:25,538 --> 00:24:27,196
You can do it.
622
00:24:27,573 --> 00:24:29,461
You can do this.
623
00:24:29,486 --> 00:24:32,362
Simone, I will talk to her,
but you know your sister.
624
00:24:32,736 --> 00:24:34,220
I'll try. I will try.
625
00:24:34,502 --> 00:24:35,751
All right. Bye.
626
00:24:36,331 --> 00:24:37,413
(SIGHS)
627
00:24:37,438 --> 00:24:38,904
This is from the gentleman.
628
00:24:39,790 --> 00:24:40,861
Man
629
00:24:42,523 --> 00:24:44,632
Too broke to pay attention
630
00:24:44,657 --> 00:24:46,499
Man, man, yeah
631
00:24:48,102 --> 00:24:50,336
Man, listen, man, listen
632
00:24:50,454 --> 00:24:52,465
I don't want to assume you need company,
633
00:24:52,489 --> 00:24:54,832
but I damn sure could use some.
634
00:24:54,950 --> 00:24:56,750
Stand different...
635
00:24:56,775 --> 00:24:58,459
(LAUGHS): Very good.
636
00:24:58,484 --> 00:25:00,130
Now, how many times
have you used that line?
637
00:25:00,154 --> 00:25:03,079
(CHUCKLES) My first time, actually.
638
00:25:03,104 --> 00:25:04,279
May I?
639
00:25:05,286 --> 00:25:07,720
Make you stand different,
they dropped the ball
640
00:25:07,745 --> 00:25:09,617
You may have all the
lines, but I don't think
641
00:25:09,642 --> 00:25:11,784
- I have the time tonight.
- Yeah.
642
00:25:11,809 --> 00:25:13,169
It seemed like that phone call was
643
00:25:13,193 --> 00:25:14,433
stressing you out a little bit.
644
00:25:14,612 --> 00:25:15,986
You okay?
645
00:25:15,988 --> 00:25:17,205
I'm good.
646
00:25:17,452 --> 00:25:19,053
Nothing I can't handle.
647
00:25:20,142 --> 00:25:22,360
Nothing you can't handle, huh?
648
00:25:22,837 --> 00:25:26,536
Well, look, I may not be able
to make that go away forever...
649
00:25:27,183 --> 00:25:30,161
but I sure as hell can make
it go away for a little while.
650
00:25:30,970 --> 00:25:33,187
Man, listen, man, listen.
651
00:25:33,189 --> 00:25:34,446
These
652
00:25:34,471 --> 00:25:36,821
Arms of
653
00:25:36,846 --> 00:25:40,685
Mine
654
00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:43,953
They are lonely
655
00:25:46,716 --> 00:25:48,070
Lonely
656
00:25:48,095 --> 00:25:50,855
And feeling blue
657
00:25:52,081 --> 00:25:53,743
These arms
658
00:25:53,768 --> 00:25:56,477
Of mine
659
00:25:56,977 --> 00:25:59,332
They are yearning...
660
00:25:59,357 --> 00:26:00,561
CARLOTTA: I needed that.
661
00:26:00,586 --> 00:26:02,260
(BOTH LAUGH)
662
00:26:03,076 --> 00:26:04,434
Oh.
663
00:26:04,459 --> 00:26:05,658
You and me both.
664
00:26:06,455 --> 00:26:07,714
Wow.
665
00:26:09,133 --> 00:26:10,491
Whew!
666
00:26:11,193 --> 00:26:12,451
I need a moment.
667
00:26:12,476 --> 00:26:14,708
- (LAUGHS)
- And a shot.
668
00:26:15,656 --> 00:26:18,165
Hold you
669
00:26:18,284 --> 00:26:20,000
I don't usually do this.
670
00:26:20,119 --> 00:26:22,553
Oh, how grateful I will be
671
00:26:24,469 --> 00:26:25,740
Who's judging, huh?
672
00:26:26,458 --> 00:26:29,418
Of mine
673
00:26:29,579 --> 00:26:31,028
They are
674
00:26:31,053 --> 00:26:33,762
You know... tomorrow we can go back
675
00:26:33,787 --> 00:26:35,965
to our big and complicated lives.
676
00:26:35,990 --> 00:26:36,994
Loving arms
677
00:26:37,019 --> 00:26:38,278
But tonight...
678
00:26:39,991 --> 00:26:41,667
we're just two strangers.
679
00:26:41,692 --> 00:26:43,698
And I, I, I need
680
00:26:43,723 --> 00:26:47,393
- (MOANING)
-
I need your, I need your tender lips.
681
00:26:53,552 --> 00:26:55,119
This is where Mommy works.
682
00:26:55,997 --> 00:26:57,287
What you think of this?
683
00:26:57,312 --> 00:26:58,670
Hey, I'll talk to you later.
684
00:26:58,695 --> 00:27:00,466
Hey, Star, I need to talk to you.
685
00:27:00,491 --> 00:27:03,069
- 'Sup?
- Simone told me about what's going on,
686
00:27:03,094 --> 00:27:05,304
how you've been pushing it
too hard with your voice.
687
00:27:06,123 --> 00:27:07,715
Pushing yourself too damn hard.
688
00:27:07,833 --> 00:27:09,733
Carlotta, I'm fine.
689
00:27:09,735 --> 00:27:11,637
- Oh, yeah?
- I'm performing tomorrow.
690
00:27:11,662 --> 00:27:13,420
I'm not bowing down to Amber Drake.
691
00:27:14,053 --> 00:27:16,626
Okay. Well, then hit a
middle C for me real quick.
692
00:27:16,651 --> 00:27:19,066
- It's in your range.
- Carlotta, come on.
693
00:27:19,091 --> 00:27:21,954
- Come on, you got it.
- I don't got to prove nothing to you.
694
00:27:21,979 --> 00:27:23,378
Or Simone or Alex.
695
00:27:23,403 --> 00:27:24,511
Look...
696
00:27:24,536 --> 00:27:26,936
only thing you need to
be worried about right now
697
00:27:26,961 --> 00:27:30,039
is taking care of yourself and your son.
698
00:27:30,064 --> 00:27:31,815
You don't need to be worried
about that performance.
699
00:27:31,839 --> 00:27:33,960
That performance is how
I'm taking care of Davis.
700
00:27:33,985 --> 00:27:35,657
Or is it how you're dodging your guilt?
701
00:27:37,009 --> 00:27:39,618
Look, I know what it's
like to be locked up in jail
702
00:27:39,643 --> 00:27:41,687
and have somebody else raising your son,
703
00:27:42,571 --> 00:27:44,433
missing out on all those firsts.
704
00:27:45,116 --> 00:27:48,034
But until you can admit
that and deal with that,
705
00:27:48,357 --> 00:27:51,058
you've gonna be chasing
down all the wrong things.
706
00:28:00,587 --> 00:28:03,338
- Here we go.
- Oh, no, look, if you made this,
707
00:28:03,363 --> 00:28:05,444
then I know it's got pork in
it, and you know I'm vegan.
708
00:28:05,468 --> 00:28:07,413
Hey, hey, hey, hey, I don't
care nothing about no vegan.
709
00:28:07,437 --> 00:28:08,717
This is double bacon and ham...
710
00:28:08,742 --> 00:28:10,766
that's how you're gonna get
your strength back, son.
711
00:28:10,790 --> 00:28:12,093
Yeah, well, I'm gonna need it.
712
00:28:12,118 --> 00:28:14,038
'Cause I feel like I'm
coming back from the dead.
713
00:28:14,617 --> 00:28:15,766
Let me tell you something.
714
00:28:16,518 --> 00:28:19,487
Watching you rise up and deal
with your demons the way you have,
715
00:28:19,638 --> 00:28:20,916
- it inspires me.
- Yeah.
716
00:28:21,429 --> 00:28:22,753
Struggling through this has...
717
00:28:23,422 --> 00:28:25,109
it made me realize I've
been blaming everyone else
718
00:28:25,133 --> 00:28:27,033
for the things that
happened to me in my life.
719
00:28:27,058 --> 00:28:28,577
Don't beat yourself up too bad, man.
720
00:28:29,380 --> 00:28:31,085
We all got our shortcomings.
721
00:28:31,110 --> 00:28:33,713
It's how we deal with those,
that's what really counts.
722
00:28:35,198 --> 00:28:36,507
Look, Pop...
723
00:28:38,212 --> 00:28:39,786
thank you for seeing me through this.
724
00:28:40,628 --> 00:28:42,428
(CHUCKLES)
725
00:28:42,453 --> 00:28:43,512
I love you.
726
00:28:45,189 --> 00:28:46,687
- All right, okay, I'll talk to you later.
- Oh.
727
00:28:46,711 --> 00:28:48,119
Truth be told, though,
728
00:28:48,281 --> 00:28:50,326
I couldn't have got
through this without Bruce.
729
00:28:50,351 --> 00:28:52,094
That's who we really
need to thank right there.
730
00:28:52,118 --> 00:28:54,039
- Thank you, Bruce.
- Oh, so y'all finally trying to give
731
00:28:54,063 --> 00:28:55,516
a bitch some damn credit around here.
732
00:28:55,540 --> 00:28:57,131
- Hey, we try, we try.
- Y'all try, uh-huh.
733
00:28:57,155 --> 00:28:59,411
No, I just got off with Carlotta. Um,
734
00:28:59,935 --> 00:29:01,683
the ASA producers want to make sure
735
00:29:01,708 --> 00:29:03,528
you're coming to the
nominee luncheon, but...
736
00:29:03,553 --> 00:29:05,895
- Oh, that's great.
- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
737
00:29:05,920 --> 00:29:07,557
The music business is on hold for now.
738
00:29:07,582 --> 00:29:08,879
Wait, wait, come on, Pop,
739
00:29:08,904 --> 00:29:09,934
that's-that's the nominee luncheon.
740
00:29:09,958 --> 00:29:11,367
If I don't show up, they're gonna talk.
741
00:29:11,391 --> 00:29:12,574
Let 'em talk.
742
00:29:13,157 --> 00:29:14,856
Worrying about this mess got
you here in the first place.
743
00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,785
Listen to me... I'm making sure
744
00:29:16,810 --> 00:29:18,556
- this never happens again.
- And it won't.
745
00:29:18,581 --> 00:29:19,906
Never happens again.
746
00:29:19,931 --> 00:29:22,273
You're gonna be battling
addiction your whole life.
747
00:29:22,298 --> 00:29:23,516
You want to win?
748
00:29:23,891 --> 00:29:26,437
You got to fight it 24 hours a day.
749
00:29:26,462 --> 00:29:28,532
- You ain't ready.
- I've been detoxing, all right?
750
00:29:28,557 --> 00:29:30,123
I've-I've detoxed.
751
00:29:30,190 --> 00:29:31,596
I need to take care of my business.
752
00:29:31,621 --> 00:29:33,956
- I need to take care of Davis.
- Listen here.
753
00:29:34,563 --> 00:29:36,237
You trying to take care of your son?
754
00:29:36,262 --> 00:29:37,750
I'm taking care of mine.
755
00:29:37,775 --> 00:29:40,570
- Come on, man.
- I'm taking care of mine right now.
756
00:29:40,595 --> 00:29:43,589
You want to fight me on this one?
All right, let's go.
757
00:29:47,377 --> 00:29:48,868
(SIGHS)
758
00:29:50,797 --> 00:29:51,904
Hello.
759
00:29:52,156 --> 00:29:54,156
ALEXANDRA: So, what'd the doctor say?
760
00:29:54,190 --> 00:29:55,601
He said I'm all good to perform.
761
00:29:55,626 --> 00:29:57,201
Girl, you know that you a damn liar...
762
00:29:57,226 --> 00:29:58,772
I just got off the
phone with the doctor,
763
00:29:58,796 --> 00:30:00,794
okay, and he said
that you need to be resting.
764
00:30:00,819 --> 00:30:02,236
Well, then I'm-a sue him.
765
00:30:02,261 --> 00:30:03,934
'Cause he shouldn't
be telling my business.
766
00:30:03,958 --> 00:30:06,521
Star, you and Davis
are my business, okay?
767
00:30:06,546 --> 00:30:09,254
Your health is way more important
than this nominee luncheon.
768
00:30:09,279 --> 00:30:11,546
That's why me and Alex
have made the decision.
769
00:30:11,571 --> 00:30:12,870
And what's that?
770
00:30:12,895 --> 00:30:14,698
(SIGHS) You're not performing with us.
771
00:30:15,815 --> 00:30:17,263
You're performing without me?
772
00:30:17,288 --> 00:30:19,874
If that means getting
a shot at ASA, then...
773
00:30:19,899 --> 00:30:20,907
It won't.
774
00:30:20,932 --> 00:30:23,297
Star, you think that we can't
do anything without you?
775
00:30:23,837 --> 00:30:25,154
I didn't say that.
776
00:30:25,179 --> 00:30:27,114
- This is Take 3.
- Look, a lot of things
777
00:30:27,139 --> 00:30:28,265
have changed since you've been gone.
778
00:30:28,289 --> 00:30:30,237
I've had to grow up.
Alex is a superstar.
779
00:30:30,262 --> 00:30:32,571
And you can't just put
yourself into everything.
780
00:30:32,596 --> 00:30:34,756
- (DAVIS CRYING)
- It's a Take 3 performance.
781
00:30:35,450 --> 00:30:37,116
- I'm singing.
- No, you're not.
782
00:30:37,141 --> 00:30:38,592
You are outnumbered: two against one.
783
00:30:38,616 --> 00:30:39,663
You're not singing.
784
00:30:39,688 --> 00:30:40,895
We made our decision.
785
00:30:41,423 --> 00:30:42,650
Okay? I'm out.
786
00:30:42,675 --> 00:30:44,182
- Alex...
- So am I.
787
00:30:44,207 --> 00:30:47,143
- (DAVIS CONTINUES CRYING)
- If you walk out that door,
788
00:30:47,168 --> 00:30:49,493
you might as well find
someplace else to stay.
789
00:30:49,518 --> 00:30:51,926
You know that baby's crying
'cause his diaper's wet, right?
790
00:30:55,074 --> 00:30:57,660
- Good luck.
- (DAVIS CONTINUES CRYING)
791
00:30:57,685 --> 00:30:58,685
(DOOR CLOSES)
792
00:31:01,245 --> 00:31:04,955
(PHOTOGRAPHERS CLAMORING)
793
00:31:04,980 --> 00:31:06,187
Watch what you say to me
794
00:31:06,212 --> 00:31:08,320
I do not have no more time
795
00:31:08,345 --> 00:31:10,128
Don't say that you love me
796
00:31:10,153 --> 00:31:12,353
If you do not mean it
797
00:31:12,378 --> 00:31:13,753
So watch what you say to me...
798
00:31:14,139 --> 00:31:15,972
That's right, take it all in.
799
00:31:16,090 --> 00:31:18,320
You've worked your ass off for it.
800
00:31:18,345 --> 00:31:19,928
You fought like hell.
801
00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:21,587
Since day one.
802
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:25,165
The minute I met Alex,
I knew we'd be here.
803
00:31:25,783 --> 00:31:27,610
But now I feel like
I'm on the sidelines.
804
00:31:28,954 --> 00:31:30,865
I was so close to getting it, Carlotta.
805
00:31:31,422 --> 00:31:33,465
I was so close I could taste it.
806
00:31:33,490 --> 00:31:35,905
And now it's killing you
'cause you're not in control.
807
00:31:37,186 --> 00:31:39,514
Star, you've got to listen to your body.
808
00:31:39,539 --> 00:31:41,554
Let the girls get the
shine for y'all today.
809
00:31:41,579 --> 00:31:42,988
That's not what I do.
810
00:31:43,567 --> 00:31:45,919
I'm not used to that, sitting
back and doing nothing.
811
00:31:46,737 --> 00:31:48,918
Even with my own son, Carlotta.
812
00:31:48,943 --> 00:31:51,793
I watch Simone. Simone knows
everything that Davis needs.
813
00:31:51,818 --> 00:31:53,146
And I should be able to do that.
814
00:31:53,171 --> 00:31:54,754
I should be able to take care of him.
815
00:31:54,779 --> 00:31:56,270
I'm the one who took care of her.
816
00:31:56,295 --> 00:31:58,432
Yeah, I'm sure that
seems backwards, but...
817
00:31:58,904 --> 00:32:01,610
you got to meet Davis, your voice,
818
00:32:01,635 --> 00:32:03,785
your career where it's at.
819
00:32:03,810 --> 00:32:05,369
Not where you want it to be.
820
00:32:06,816 --> 00:32:08,292
Even Noah.
821
00:32:08,317 --> 00:32:10,613
- You don't got to defend him to me.
- I'm not defending him.
822
00:32:10,637 --> 00:32:12,597
I'm just saying people are broken.
823
00:32:13,247 --> 00:32:15,869
Y'all are both trying
to be good parents,
824
00:32:15,894 --> 00:32:17,795
but it's not gonna happen
for either one of y'all
825
00:32:17,819 --> 00:32:20,011
until you take some
time and heal yourself.
826
00:32:20,905 --> 00:32:22,200
Look...
827
00:32:22,225 --> 00:32:24,136
this is about a celebration, baby girl.
828
00:32:24,675 --> 00:32:27,034
You're at the American Sound Awards.
829
00:32:27,036 --> 00:32:28,378
You're nominated.
830
00:32:28,774 --> 00:32:30,649
You got to enjoy this moment...
831
00:32:31,227 --> 00:32:32,733
however it is.
832
00:32:33,767 --> 00:32:35,125
Don't think too much.
833
00:32:35,150 --> 00:32:36,539
I'm gonna see you in a minute.
834
00:32:36,564 --> 00:32:38,204
- All right.
- Okay.
835
00:32:40,107 --> 00:32:42,000
836
00:32:49,696 --> 00:32:51,124
ANNOUNCER: Give it up for Amber Drake
837
00:32:51,148 --> 00:32:52,920
and her performance "All to Myself."
838
00:32:52,945 --> 00:32:54,136
You crushed it, Amber.
839
00:32:54,380 --> 00:32:55,388
(AMBER LAUGHS)
840
00:32:55,506 --> 00:32:57,024
Let me see you top that.
841
00:32:58,970 --> 00:33:00,388
I want to smack his ass.
842
00:33:00,413 --> 00:33:01,689
Hey, y'all.
843
00:33:03,514 --> 00:33:06,324
All right, Star, please don't
fight us on this. Please.
844
00:33:06,326 --> 00:33:07,459
I'm not here for that.
845
00:33:08,157 --> 00:33:09,943
It took me a while to
admit it, but I get it.
846
00:33:11,006 --> 00:33:14,357
As much as my mind is ready to get
on that stage, my body's just not.
847
00:33:14,884 --> 00:33:16,454
And, uh, I... I see that y'all
848
00:33:16,479 --> 00:33:18,679
were just trying to look
out for me and Davis.
849
00:33:19,272 --> 00:33:21,789
I mean, yeah, we just want
what's best for y'all both.
850
00:33:23,701 --> 00:33:24,952
Also...
851
00:33:26,097 --> 00:33:29,349
I don't really want to live
in that big old loft by myself
852
00:33:29,374 --> 00:33:31,533
'cause I hear noises at night and...
853
00:33:31,558 --> 00:33:34,352
Bitch, please. You know that I wasn't
gonna go back to that nasty RV.
854
00:33:34,377 --> 00:33:36,928
I knew it. I knew you were bluffing.
855
00:33:36,953 --> 00:33:38,753
ANNOUNCER: Up next,
performing a smash hit
856
00:33:38,778 --> 00:33:40,114
from their sophomore album,
857
00:33:40,139 --> 00:33:42,998
nominated for Best Pop Album, Take 3!
858
00:33:43,287 --> 00:33:44,611
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
859
00:33:44,636 --> 00:33:45,934
Go give 'em that work.
860
00:33:45,959 --> 00:33:47,707
Y'all, come here.
861
00:33:47,732 --> 00:33:49,650
- Oh! Oh.
- (GIGGLING)
862
00:33:49,675 --> 00:33:51,308
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
863
00:34:00,738 --> 00:34:02,538
("MY TYPE" PLAYING)
864
00:34:06,735 --> 00:34:08,994
Can I see you in the morning?
865
00:34:09,019 --> 00:34:11,578
Can I see you in the morning?
866
00:34:11,603 --> 00:34:13,218
Can I? Can I?
867
00:34:13,243 --> 00:34:15,642
'Cause I love the way you're talking
868
00:34:15,667 --> 00:34:19,151
'Cause I love the way
you're talking, ooh
869
00:34:19,176 --> 00:34:21,733
I could be your only girl
870
00:34:21,758 --> 00:34:23,963
I could be your whole damn world
871
00:34:23,988 --> 00:34:25,674
And we could get lost in it
872
00:34:25,699 --> 00:34:28,239
I could be your only girl
873
00:34:28,264 --> 00:34:30,451
I could be your whole damn world
874
00:34:30,476 --> 00:34:32,350
And we could get lost in it
875
00:34:32,375 --> 00:34:34,175
Talk too much, I know
876
00:34:34,200 --> 00:34:35,590
But you get me, though
877
00:34:35,615 --> 00:34:38,829
Ramblin' again, but you wanna know
878
00:34:38,854 --> 00:34:40,653
I can't help but feel
879
00:34:40,678 --> 00:34:42,803
Like we've been here before
880
00:34:42,828 --> 00:34:45,326
Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh
881
00:34:45,351 --> 00:34:48,472
Tell me that you
wanna put up with me
882
00:34:48,497 --> 00:34:51,732
Love me just the way
I'm supposed to be
883
00:34:51,757 --> 00:34:53,792
Promise you I wouldn't be...
884
00:34:53,817 --> 00:34:55,858
You'll be back out there soon enough.
885
00:34:55,883 --> 00:34:57,468
'Cause you're a fighter.
886
00:34:58,313 --> 00:35:01,631
Never catch you
looking at other girls
887
00:35:01,656 --> 00:35:04,799
You tell me I'm right
when I know I'm wrong
888
00:35:04,824 --> 00:35:07,794
Ramblin' again, but you wanna know
889
00:35:07,819 --> 00:35:09,059
But you wanna know
890
00:35:09,120 --> 00:35:12,482
Oh, oh-oh-oh, no lie
891
00:35:12,507 --> 00:35:15,732
I think you're my type
892
00:35:15,757 --> 00:35:18,122
I, I really like the way you
893
00:35:18,147 --> 00:35:19,739
Don't lie
894
00:35:19,764 --> 00:35:22,407
Get me just right
895
00:35:22,432 --> 00:35:24,232
Oh, why
896
00:35:24,257 --> 00:35:25,442
Too high
897
00:35:25,467 --> 00:35:28,689
But you make it all right
898
00:35:28,714 --> 00:35:30,981
I wanna see you in the
899
00:35:31,006 --> 00:35:32,533
Daytime
900
00:35:32,558 --> 00:35:35,192
Stay up all night
901
00:35:35,217 --> 00:35:39,085
Oh, oh-oh-oh, oh.
902
00:35:39,110 --> 00:35:41,190
ANNOUNCER (CHUCKLES): Yeah, "My Type"!
903
00:35:44,038 --> 00:35:46,441
Yeah, that's lit, ha-ha!
904
00:35:49,246 --> 00:35:51,854
I would like to also order
some, uh, casket spray.
905
00:35:52,309 --> 00:35:53,410
Thank you.
906
00:35:58,582 --> 00:35:59,998
How do you feel, Ma?
907
00:36:00,023 --> 00:36:01,307
I'm tired.
908
00:36:01,332 --> 00:36:02,534
We all are.
909
00:36:04,811 --> 00:36:06,692
That's kind of what I
want to talk to you about.
910
00:36:08,611 --> 00:36:10,586
I need to put this thing
with Daddy behind me.
911
00:36:10,611 --> 00:36:12,321
Lottie, I don't have
time for this right now.
912
00:36:12,345 --> 00:36:13,620
Daddy is dead.
913
00:36:14,580 --> 00:36:15,836
And I don't want to lose...
914
00:36:15,861 --> 00:36:18,187
any more time with you behind this.
915
00:36:18,759 --> 00:36:20,317
But I don't want to sugarcoat it
916
00:36:20,342 --> 00:36:22,742
and act like it never happened
when we both know it did.
917
00:36:25,881 --> 00:36:27,907
You didn't protect me as a child
918
00:36:27,932 --> 00:36:30,616
and you didn't believe
me, and that scarred me.
919
00:36:30,724 --> 00:36:32,691
I'm not hiding my scars.
920
00:36:32,810 --> 00:36:34,860
I'm not concealing 'em for nobody.
921
00:36:35,444 --> 00:36:36,587
Not anymore.
922
00:36:36,705 --> 00:36:40,916
Not to make somebody
comfortable about my truth.
923
00:36:43,153 --> 00:36:46,872
(CRYING): If I hadn't
been running the streets
924
00:36:47,325 --> 00:36:49,000
when you guys were growing up,
925
00:36:49,759 --> 00:36:51,566
I could have done something.
926
00:36:51,829 --> 00:36:53,614
I should have done something.
927
00:36:54,589 --> 00:36:58,563
But, baby, I didn't do a
thing, and I'm so sorry, baby.
928
00:36:58,588 --> 00:36:59,770
I'm so sorry.
929
00:36:59,795 --> 00:37:00,963
I'm sorry.
930
00:37:02,881 --> 00:37:04,106
It's okay.
931
00:37:16,677 --> 00:37:18,848
I'm glad to see you
getting some closure, sis.
932
00:37:18,873 --> 00:37:20,331
I know it hasn't been easy.
933
00:37:21,050 --> 00:37:24,067
Yeah, well, this is more of a celebration
of the living than the dead.
934
00:37:24,187 --> 00:37:26,386
I feel like we finally got
a chance to move forward.
935
00:37:26,388 --> 00:37:27,638
For real this time.
936
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:29,006
Well, amen to that.
937
00:37:31,401 --> 00:37:33,085
Ooh, I need some air.
938
00:37:33,110 --> 00:37:35,181
You know how it gets when we're
in one place at one time.
939
00:37:35,205 --> 00:37:36,796
All of us. Okay?
940
00:37:36,821 --> 00:37:39,445
The ASA producers loved what
you ladies did at the luncheon.
941
00:37:39,470 --> 00:37:40,632
Even without Star.
942
00:37:40,657 --> 00:37:43,343
Okay, so why does it sound like
there's a "but" in your voice?
943
00:37:43,376 --> 00:37:45,696
They gave Amber the
performance at the awards show.
944
00:37:45,721 --> 00:37:47,349
- Damn, man.
- (EXHALES)
945
00:37:47,374 --> 00:37:49,104
Y'all could still win that category.
946
00:37:49,129 --> 00:37:50,987
The ASA is yours if you ask me.
947
00:37:51,012 --> 00:37:52,491
We just got to get
you in fighting shape.
948
00:37:52,515 --> 00:37:54,178
I got a doctor's appointment on Tuesday.
949
00:37:54,203 --> 00:37:55,735
Okay, since we're not
performing at the ASAs,
950
00:37:55,759 --> 00:37:57,159
does it really matter anyway?
951
00:37:57,184 --> 00:38:00,627
Bitch, yes, it always
matters if we get an award.
952
00:38:00,652 --> 00:38:03,443
Okay, bitch, we'll just put
some Auto-Tune in your voice.
953
00:38:03,468 --> 00:38:05,824
- Stop. That's not funny.
- (CHUCKLES)
954
00:38:05,849 --> 00:38:07,690
- I was kidding.
- Just...
955
00:38:07,715 --> 00:38:09,434
- I need a drink.
- I'm right here with you.
956
00:38:09,458 --> 00:38:10,760
- I need one, too.
- Let's go.
957
00:38:10,785 --> 00:38:12,700
- What you want?
- Give me a shot of something.
958
00:38:12,725 --> 00:38:13,777
You want a double shot?
959
00:38:13,802 --> 00:38:15,109
Nah, I don't think I can.
960
00:38:15,134 --> 00:38:18,135
- I've always been a Mixed Harmony fan.
- Ah. (CHUCKLES)
961
00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:21,505
It's like your voice has conviction
962
00:38:21,530 --> 00:38:23,864
and a whole lot of emotion.
963
00:38:23,889 --> 00:38:25,856
When I was growing up,
they called that soul.
964
00:38:25,881 --> 00:38:27,505
Felt like pain to me.
965
00:38:27,530 --> 00:38:29,431
Well, some people are born with it
966
00:38:29,950 --> 00:38:33,143
and some people get it
through life experiences.
967
00:38:33,170 --> 00:38:36,533
COTTON: I know you, Leon,
and I want to protect these girls.
968
00:38:37,158 --> 00:38:39,422
Okay, Leon, fine, we have a deal.
969
00:38:39,447 --> 00:38:41,848
I'll manage the girls
and you get the money.
970
00:38:42,654 --> 00:38:45,199
But if you so much as
wink at those girls,
971
00:38:45,224 --> 00:38:47,761
I'll cut your black ass
with no second thought.
972
00:38:47,786 --> 00:38:50,051
I know we're cousins,
but you've always been
973
00:38:50,076 --> 00:38:51,222
like an auntie to me.
974
00:38:51,247 --> 00:38:54,048
And the thing that I
admire most about you
975
00:38:54,073 --> 00:38:55,931
is you always keep it real.
976
00:38:56,302 --> 00:38:57,794
So I'm-a ask you this:
977
00:38:57,819 --> 00:39:00,078
where does that pain come from?
978
00:39:01,055 --> 00:39:02,462
(SIGHS)
979
00:39:04,678 --> 00:39:05,837
Rashad.
980
00:39:08,073 --> 00:39:12,385
My father... was many
things to different people.
981
00:39:12,410 --> 00:39:14,710
- To you, he brought you to Christ.
- Yeah.
982
00:39:14,735 --> 00:39:17,285
My sister Cassie, he
treats like royalty.
983
00:39:19,215 --> 00:39:23,141
Me, he sexually assaulted
984
00:39:23,166 --> 00:39:24,855
on more than one occasion.
985
00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:26,239
(SIGHS)
986
00:39:26,518 --> 00:39:29,957
So the pain you hear in my voice
is from years of hiding
987
00:39:29,982 --> 00:39:32,499
and concealing those
experiences with him.
988
00:39:33,379 --> 00:39:34,588
I'm sorry.
989
00:39:36,091 --> 00:39:38,558
I know. I know.
990
00:39:41,349 --> 00:39:44,360
He was a flawed human being
just like the rest of us.
991
00:39:44,385 --> 00:39:45,635
And stay away from the club.
992
00:39:45,660 --> 00:39:47,740
I don't need my Aunt Ti to know nothing.
993
00:39:50,578 --> 00:39:53,704
Yeah, yeah, yeah
994
00:39:53,729 --> 00:39:56,814
I had those moments
995
00:39:56,839 --> 00:39:59,740
I changed my mind
996
00:40:01,398 --> 00:40:04,163
Thinking that you, God
997
00:40:04,683 --> 00:40:07,554
Wouldn't be on time
998
00:40:08,681 --> 00:40:11,174
PRIEST: Let us pray.
999
00:40:11,820 --> 00:40:13,836
God, we commend to you
1000
00:40:13,861 --> 00:40:15,203
the spirit of Calvin,
1001
00:40:16,001 --> 00:40:17,752
and commit his earthly remains
1002
00:40:17,777 --> 00:40:19,601
to their final resting place.
1003
00:40:20,553 --> 00:40:24,296
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
1004
00:40:24,931 --> 00:40:27,896
You proved over and over
1005
00:40:28,557 --> 00:40:31,200
Your words are true
1006
00:40:31,225 --> 00:40:33,802
Oh, the healing, God
1007
00:40:33,827 --> 00:40:35,748
You gave me
1008
00:40:35,773 --> 00:40:39,082
Help me win, win, win, win again
1009
00:40:39,107 --> 00:40:41,666
Oh, I give it all
1010
00:40:41,691 --> 00:40:43,341
To you
1011
00:40:44,139 --> 00:40:47,930
The pain I go through, yeah, yeah
1012
00:40:47,955 --> 00:40:50,981
I give it all to you
1013
00:40:51,612 --> 00:40:54,984
My hope comes from you
1014
00:40:54,986 --> 00:40:56,872
I give it all
1015
00:40:56,897 --> 00:40:58,905
-
Yeah
-
To you
1016
00:40:58,930 --> 00:41:00,130
Whoa, oh
1017
00:41:00,155 --> 00:41:02,816
Victory in you
1018
00:41:02,841 --> 00:41:03,872
Yeah
1019
00:41:03,897 --> 00:41:06,239
-
I give it all
-
I give it all
1020
00:41:06,264 --> 00:41:07,414
Yeah, yeah
1021
00:41:07,439 --> 00:41:08,738
I give it all
1022
00:41:08,763 --> 00:41:10,551
I give it all
1023
00:41:10,576 --> 00:41:13,771
I give it all
1024
00:41:13,796 --> 00:41:15,354
To you
1025
00:41:15,379 --> 00:41:18,650
The pain I go through
1026
00:41:18,675 --> 00:41:21,343
I give it all
1027
00:41:21,368 --> 00:41:23,373
To you
1028
00:41:23,882 --> 00:41:26,572
Victory in you
1029
00:41:26,969 --> 00:41:29,546
-
I give it all
-
I give it all
1030
00:41:29,571 --> 00:41:33,044
-
I give it all
-
All
1031
00:41:33,069 --> 00:41:34,502
To you.
1032
00:41:34,843 --> 00:41:35,934
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
1033
00:41:42,470 --> 00:41:43,562
What do you want?
1034
00:41:44,549 --> 00:41:45,666
I, um...
1035
00:41:46,237 --> 00:41:47,920
I-I tried calling you
after the luncheon.
1036
00:41:48,901 --> 00:41:50,026
I'm sorry.
1037
00:41:50,051 --> 00:41:51,851
I was busy raising our son.
1038
00:41:54,404 --> 00:41:55,823
Look, Star, I know I messed up.
1039
00:41:58,620 --> 00:42:00,361
I'm more sorry than you'll ever know.
1040
00:42:00,386 --> 00:42:01,386
You should be.
1041
00:42:02,513 --> 00:42:03,896
He could have died.
1042
00:42:04,478 --> 00:42:06,216
I went through all of this
with my mother, you know that.
1043
00:42:06,240 --> 00:42:08,095
I'm not about to put
my child through it.
1044
00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:11,202
He's not gonna hear you say that
you're sorry his entire life.
1045
00:42:11,842 --> 00:42:13,217
So I'm gonna do the best that I can,
1046
00:42:13,241 --> 00:42:15,709
and I'm gonna get my solo career
back on track while I do it,
1047
00:42:15,734 --> 00:42:17,239
but I don't have time to be dealing
1048
00:42:17,264 --> 00:42:19,132
with your pill-popping deadbeat ass.
1049
00:42:19,401 --> 00:42:20,593
Not this time.
1050
00:42:23,857 --> 00:42:26,768
Okay, look, there's
nothing more in this world
1051
00:42:26,793 --> 00:42:29,369
that I want to be than a good father.
1052
00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:32,838
And I know it's...
1053
00:42:32,863 --> 00:42:35,440
I know it's wrong showing up
here like this, unannounced.
1054
00:42:41,229 --> 00:42:42,370
But I was...
1055
00:42:43,843 --> 00:42:45,135
I was hoping...
1056
00:42:46,678 --> 00:42:48,116
that there was any way that...
1057
00:42:51,241 --> 00:42:52,981
that-that you would let me see my son.
1058
00:43:01,312 --> 00:43:02,509
No.
1059
00:43:06,113 --> 00:43:08,287
Oh, I give it all
1060
00:43:09,116 --> 00:43:10,303
To you
1061
00:43:11,112 --> 00:43:14,661
The pain I go through, yeah, yeah
1062
00:43:14,686 --> 00:43:18,221
I give it all to you
1063
00:43:18,246 --> 00:43:21,672
My hope comes from you
1064
00:43:21,697 --> 00:43:23,755
I give it all
1065
00:43:23,780 --> 00:43:26,156
-
Yeah
-
To you.
1066
00:43:59,993 --> 00:44:04,993
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00:44:05,043 --> 00:44:09,593
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