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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:12,613 --> 00:00:16,683 ♪ 2 00:01:05,066 --> 00:01:09,696 He was the real thing... my father. 3 00:01:09,804 --> 00:01:13,444 I see his work, I see how dedicated he was. 4 00:01:13,541 --> 00:01:16,441 He was, to me, a great artist. 5 00:01:16,544 --> 00:01:19,454 But you can't--you can never impose that on people. 6 00:01:19,547 --> 00:01:22,947 They have to make their own decisions. 7 00:01:23,050 --> 00:01:26,990 The thought of what he's done, all his work, 8 00:01:27,088 --> 00:01:33,188 I can't not but make sure that it's held up and remembered... 9 00:01:37,364 --> 00:01:40,304 so I just want to see him get his due. 10 00:01:40,401 --> 00:01:42,331 That's my responsibility. 11 00:01:45,573 --> 00:01:48,513 And he used to always say that artists are always recognized 12 00:01:48,609 --> 00:01:51,209 after they're long gone. 13 00:01:53,647 --> 00:01:57,977 Part of recognition is, is luck. 14 00:01:58,085 --> 00:02:00,485 You have no control over those things, 15 00:02:00,588 --> 00:02:02,418 and so if that's what's going to happen 16 00:02:02,523 --> 00:02:05,423 then your time, hopefully, will come later, 17 00:02:05,526 --> 00:02:07,926 and we don't even know if then. 18 00:02:08,028 --> 00:02:12,158 ♪ 19 00:02:44,598 --> 00:02:48,868 De NIRO: My father created all this beautiful artwork. 20 00:02:51,105 --> 00:02:53,965 I only have his stuff. 21 00:02:54,074 --> 00:02:56,214 My mother's-- some of my mother's. 22 00:02:59,880 --> 00:03:02,410 We had a good relationship. 23 00:03:02,516 --> 00:03:05,446 He was very affectionate. He was paternal. 24 00:03:05,553 --> 00:03:08,353 He just didn't know certain things as a father, what to do, 25 00:03:08,455 --> 00:03:11,155 but he was a very loving father. 26 00:03:13,394 --> 00:03:19,234 I respected him a great deal and knew his art was special. 27 00:03:19,333 --> 00:03:22,373 He started at 5 years old. He was very young. 28 00:03:22,469 --> 00:03:24,939 He felt he was different, and he was different, 29 00:03:25,039 --> 00:03:27,639 not only as an artist, for other reasons. 30 00:03:27,741 --> 00:03:29,411 He was not conventional. 31 00:03:29,510 --> 00:03:31,540 He was from a small town. 32 00:03:31,645 --> 00:03:36,475 And he probably felt a certain amount of rejection from his father. 33 00:03:36,584 --> 00:03:41,954 My grandfather was classic, old-style, kind of like, you know... 34 00:03:42,056 --> 00:03:45,986 Italian American, just, you know... 35 00:03:46,093 --> 00:03:48,233 I just think he didn't understand my father. 36 00:03:48,329 --> 00:03:50,929 ♪ 37 00:03:51,031 --> 00:03:54,931 De NIRO, SR., VOICE-OVER: I wanted to be an artist since the time I was in Kindergarten. 38 00:03:55,035 --> 00:03:58,365 There was nobody I could practically talk to about painting. 39 00:03:58,472 --> 00:04:00,472 I was very unhappy. I went everyday and painted, 40 00:04:00,574 --> 00:04:02,644 but I was miserable there, had no friends. 41 00:04:04,011 --> 00:04:05,811 Then I heard of Hofmann. 42 00:04:05,913 --> 00:04:09,923 I decided to try him, and I went to him the next summer. 43 00:04:10,017 --> 00:04:13,417 And then it was quite different because I was enthusiastic, 44 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:15,420 and I met people that I thought like, 45 00:04:15,522 --> 00:04:18,162 and it was a whole-- another world. 46 00:04:20,094 --> 00:04:22,434 Prior to the Second World War, 47 00:04:22,529 --> 00:04:23,959 the art scene was all about Europe. 48 00:04:24,064 --> 00:04:28,134 The surrealists were in Paris, the Bauhaus was in Germany. 49 00:04:28,235 --> 00:04:31,565 With the Second World War, an interesting shift 50 00:04:31,672 --> 00:04:33,942 came about here in the United States, 51 00:04:34,041 --> 00:04:35,511 especially in New York. 52 00:04:35,609 --> 00:04:41,809 You had artists fleeing Europe to come to New York for safety 53 00:04:41,915 --> 00:04:43,545 and setting up schools. 54 00:04:43,651 --> 00:04:46,451 And American artists are, for the first time, 55 00:04:46,553 --> 00:04:48,953 really having some hands-on experience 56 00:04:49,056 --> 00:04:52,986 with the most avant-garde trends in painting 57 00:04:53,093 --> 00:04:55,133 and architecture and design. 58 00:04:55,229 --> 00:04:58,059 MAN: Hofmann came from Germany 59 00:04:58,165 --> 00:04:59,965 and set up a school which then went on 60 00:05:00,067 --> 00:05:01,767 for a very, very, very long time. 61 00:05:01,802 --> 00:05:04,102 And if you take all of the Hofmann students, I mean, 62 00:05:04,204 --> 00:05:07,574 it's an enormously long and distinguished list. 63 00:05:07,675 --> 00:05:10,435 Many, many, many really first-rate artists 64 00:05:10,544 --> 00:05:13,754 were his students or proteges, in some cases. 65 00:05:13,847 --> 00:05:17,217 ♪ 66 00:05:17,318 --> 00:05:22,948 MAN: It was 1942, and there were 4 or 5 of us in that class 67 00:05:23,057 --> 00:05:24,857 with Hans Hofmann. 68 00:05:24,958 --> 00:05:28,928 Not only Bob, but Virginia, his wife. 69 00:05:29,029 --> 00:05:33,799 Hofmann, when he'd look at the work, he did say 70 00:05:33,901 --> 00:05:35,831 that his two best students-- 71 00:05:35,936 --> 00:05:41,036 and he had so many famous artists as students-- 72 00:05:41,141 --> 00:05:44,911 that Bob and Virginia were the best students he ever had. 73 00:05:45,012 --> 00:05:46,952 Big compliment. 74 00:05:47,047 --> 00:05:51,447 Bob and Virginia met at Hofmann's. 75 00:05:51,552 --> 00:05:55,952 Virginia was very impressed with Bob's work. 76 00:05:56,056 --> 00:05:59,726 And so, they hit it off. 77 00:05:59,827 --> 00:06:05,127 I think he was handsome 'cause he was a little taller. 78 00:06:05,232 --> 00:06:10,642 He had really blond hair for a long time. 79 00:06:12,339 --> 00:06:16,439 MAN: And they had gotten married and Bobby was a baby. 80 00:06:16,543 --> 00:06:19,913 He was a baby on the floor. 81 00:06:20,013 --> 00:06:24,183 And she's a very good painter, Virginia Admiral-- 82 00:06:24,284 --> 00:06:27,494 vivacious, good-looking, very good to Bobby, 83 00:06:27,588 --> 00:06:28,988 and excellent person. 84 00:06:29,089 --> 00:06:32,919 Virginia was the first one who made it big when we got out. 85 00:06:33,026 --> 00:06:38,096 She had a great exhibition at a big gallery 86 00:06:38,198 --> 00:06:40,598 called Art of This Century. 87 00:06:40,701 --> 00:06:44,901 The famous critics gave her rave reviews. 88 00:06:45,005 --> 00:06:49,405 MAN: I think it's very complex why she didn't continue to paint. 89 00:06:49,510 --> 00:06:52,440 I think she felt very guilty that she wasn't painting, 90 00:06:52,546 --> 00:06:55,776 'cause I think she admired Bob for the fact that he just 91 00:06:55,883 --> 00:06:57,953 didn't let anything get in his way. 92 00:06:58,051 --> 00:06:59,751 De NIRO: I don't really feel she gave it up. 93 00:06:59,853 --> 00:07:01,893 She just moved to something else. 94 00:07:01,922 --> 00:07:04,492 And maybe she felt she couldn't really do it, ultimately, 95 00:07:04,591 --> 00:07:06,321 or she was as far as she could go as an artist. 96 00:07:06,427 --> 00:07:08,857 Not that she didn't try. She was doing things in her studio. 97 00:07:08,962 --> 00:07:14,902 And her argument was always that she needed to be practical to support me. 98 00:07:15,002 --> 00:07:18,902 ♪ 99 00:07:19,006 --> 00:07:22,766 KRESCH: When the son must have been about a year old, 100 00:07:22,876 --> 00:07:27,406 there was a big rift, big rift. 101 00:07:27,514 --> 00:07:29,454 De NIRO: Why they couldn't stay together, they were different. 102 00:07:29,550 --> 00:07:32,580 Maybe his sexuality. I don't know where that stood at that point. 103 00:07:34,121 --> 00:07:36,921 My father wrote a lot about his life in his journals, 104 00:07:37,024 --> 00:07:39,664 which gives me an idea of what he was going through. 105 00:07:44,998 --> 00:07:48,998 "If God doesn't want me to be a homosexual, about which I have so much guilt, 106 00:07:49,102 --> 00:07:53,212 "he will find a woman whom I will love and who will love me 107 00:07:53,307 --> 00:07:55,337 "or at least create an interest in me 108 00:07:55,442 --> 00:07:57,942 in women as sexual partners." 109 00:07:58,045 --> 00:08:01,845 Obviously, I realize now that it was hard for him. 110 00:08:01,882 --> 00:08:07,122 He had a lot of what it seems like classic conflicts about all that. 111 00:08:07,221 --> 00:08:09,351 My mother and I spoke about it a little bit, 112 00:08:09,456 --> 00:08:13,386 and he was very quiet with whatever he did 'cause I never was-- 113 00:08:13,494 --> 00:08:15,394 He's not gonna tell me. I'm his son, you know? 114 00:08:15,496 --> 00:08:18,126 I'm the last person to know. 115 00:08:20,434 --> 00:08:25,944 KRESCH: And Bob said, "I'm leaving. 116 00:08:26,039 --> 00:08:28,769 "I...that's it. 117 00:08:28,876 --> 00:08:31,406 I don't want to stay here anymore." 118 00:08:31,512 --> 00:08:36,622 And he got a place. I think that's when he lived near me. 119 00:08:42,089 --> 00:08:45,419 De NIRO: They divorced when I was around 11 or 12, 120 00:08:45,526 --> 00:08:48,656 but they separated when I was around 2 or 3 or something. 121 00:08:48,762 --> 00:08:51,932 My mother and father were always friends, 122 00:08:52,032 --> 00:08:53,932 and she always would help him, too, 123 00:08:54,034 --> 00:08:57,474 and be supportive of him and his work. 124 00:08:57,571 --> 00:08:58,941 I wouldn't see him that often. 125 00:08:59,039 --> 00:09:01,369 Sometimes I'd see him in the street, I'd run into him, 126 00:09:01,408 --> 00:09:04,378 you know, or I'd see him on his bike. 127 00:09:04,478 --> 00:09:07,378 He liked to take me to movies. So, I remember seeing-- 128 00:09:07,481 --> 00:09:10,381 is it "Beauty and the Beast" that was Cocteau? 129 00:09:10,484 --> 00:09:13,894 I can't remember. Charlie Chaplin... 130 00:09:13,987 --> 00:09:15,887 the original "King Kong", I think. 131 00:09:15,989 --> 00:09:19,389 And we'd go to movies on 42nd Street. 132 00:09:19,493 --> 00:09:21,393 He liked me to go to his shows, 133 00:09:21,495 --> 00:09:23,395 which I didn't want to do when I was young, 134 00:09:23,497 --> 00:09:27,327 but my kids are the same way, so... 135 00:09:27,434 --> 00:09:29,904 One of my father's first big opportunities 136 00:09:30,003 --> 00:09:34,513 was when he had a show at Peggy Guggenheim's Art of This Century. 137 00:09:34,608 --> 00:09:37,908 I'm sure it meant a lot to him. 138 00:09:38,011 --> 00:09:41,451 STORR: Peggy Guggenheim was a power broker 139 00:09:41,548 --> 00:09:43,748 who had gone to Europe, 140 00:09:43,850 --> 00:09:47,520 befriended most of the great modernists of Paris 141 00:09:47,621 --> 00:09:49,051 and then came back during the war 142 00:09:49,156 --> 00:09:51,256 and founded a gallery called Art of This Century. 143 00:09:51,358 --> 00:09:54,728 It was in this context that she was first presenting 144 00:09:54,828 --> 00:09:59,428 American artists as the peers of all of these famous European artists. 145 00:09:59,533 --> 00:10:03,943 And so, to have Peggy Guggenheim pick you for a show 146 00:10:04,037 --> 00:10:06,907 was a very, very big deal and it made reputations. 147 00:10:07,007 --> 00:10:11,177 ♪ 148 00:10:15,048 --> 00:10:17,448 KELLY: De Niro exhibited in the Fall Salon 149 00:10:17,551 --> 00:10:21,451 at The Art of This Century gallery in 1945. 150 00:10:21,555 --> 00:10:24,955 The show was largely made up of abstract paintings, 151 00:10:25,058 --> 00:10:29,998 but the figures influenced by Analytical Cubism were still, 152 00:10:30,097 --> 00:10:32,697 to some extent, recognizable. 153 00:10:35,002 --> 00:10:38,572 The figurative strain in his work soon took over, 154 00:10:38,672 --> 00:10:43,212 influenced by Ingres, Corot and Courbet. 155 00:10:44,645 --> 00:10:48,505 MAN: His entry into the art world was that he captured the 156 00:10:48,615 --> 00:10:51,345 attention of this art world. 157 00:10:51,451 --> 00:10:53,921 He would certainly have gotten reviews 158 00:10:54,021 --> 00:10:55,991 in all of the art magazines. 159 00:10:56,089 --> 00:11:00,229 Clement Greenberg was a potent voice. 160 00:11:01,928 --> 00:11:05,058 De NIRO: "Peggy Guggenheim has discovered another important abstract painter 161 00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:06,925 "at her Art of This Century gallery-- 162 00:11:07,034 --> 00:11:10,974 "Robert De Niro, whose first show exhibits monumental effects 163 00:11:11,071 --> 00:11:14,011 rare in abstract art." 164 00:11:14,107 --> 00:11:19,077 KELLY: Thomas Hess was the editor of "Art News." 165 00:11:19,179 --> 00:11:23,109 Hess developed a series, which became very popular 166 00:11:23,216 --> 00:11:26,886 and which Robert De Niro, Sr. was a part of. 167 00:11:26,987 --> 00:11:29,487 STORR: In terms of power people, starting with Peggy Guggenheim 168 00:11:29,589 --> 00:11:31,659 and Tom Hess, you couldn't have done better in those years. 169 00:11:31,758 --> 00:11:35,288 Right away, when we got out of Hofmann's, 170 00:11:35,395 --> 00:11:37,755 this is when he started selling. 171 00:11:37,864 --> 00:11:40,174 He got very good write-ups. 172 00:11:40,267 --> 00:11:44,737 And he was still young, maybe in his early 30s, 173 00:11:44,838 --> 00:11:50,008 he was already painting like someone very mature. 174 00:11:50,110 --> 00:11:54,780 He found his way very early and didn't much change 175 00:11:54,881 --> 00:11:58,181 in 30 or 40 years of painting. 176 00:11:58,285 --> 00:12:01,245 He didn't have the struggle that many of us had with going 177 00:12:01,288 --> 00:12:03,418 this way or that way to find our way. 178 00:12:03,523 --> 00:12:06,763 He had known right away what he was. 179 00:12:06,860 --> 00:12:08,430 His studio, I mean, this was it. 180 00:12:08,528 --> 00:12:13,798 It was really like this moving, live, active place. 181 00:12:13,900 --> 00:12:16,940 I remember being little and him painting me. 182 00:12:17,037 --> 00:12:19,937 I was annoyed, I remember, that I had to do it that day. 183 00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:22,410 I felt everybody else was out playing. 184 00:12:22,509 --> 00:12:25,439 But I remember he kind of dressed me, put something on me... 185 00:12:25,545 --> 00:12:28,845 a hat...and he'd just work away. 186 00:12:28,949 --> 00:12:30,949 And as I got older, I was-- 187 00:12:31,051 --> 00:12:32,981 and I really learned more about his work, 188 00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:35,416 I was proud that he chose me 189 00:12:35,522 --> 00:12:38,962 to be one of them because it wasn't just like anybody could sit down. 190 00:12:39,059 --> 00:12:43,189 ♪ 191 00:12:46,566 --> 00:12:48,466 STORR: Robert De Niro's way of painting... 192 00:12:48,568 --> 00:12:50,098 he was not an abstract painter. 193 00:12:50,203 --> 00:12:51,873 He was a still-life painter. He was a landscape painter. 194 00:12:51,972 --> 00:12:53,742 He was a figure painter. 195 00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:56,440 De Niro entered into still-life painting 196 00:12:56,543 --> 00:13:00,483 at a point where it probably was thought by many people 197 00:13:00,580 --> 00:13:02,650 as an unexciting option. 198 00:13:02,749 --> 00:13:06,789 But what he managed to do was to find a way to paint set-ups 199 00:13:06,887 --> 00:13:12,317 that were so straightforward and so without pretension 200 00:13:12,425 --> 00:13:15,555 that all you thought about was, "How did he actually do that?" 201 00:13:15,662 --> 00:13:17,332 They don't look like anybody else's still-life. 202 00:13:17,430 --> 00:13:19,630 I can't name an artist that they look like, 203 00:13:19,733 --> 00:13:22,003 even though I have seen an awful lot of paintings. 204 00:13:22,102 --> 00:13:26,972 KELLY: De Niro was influenced by the masters and he had a keen interest, especially, 205 00:13:27,073 --> 00:13:29,343 in the French avant-garde-- 206 00:13:29,442 --> 00:13:31,182 Georges Rouault... 207 00:13:34,915 --> 00:13:37,015 Pierre Bonnard... 208 00:13:40,921 --> 00:13:42,691 Andre Derain... 209 00:13:46,560 --> 00:13:48,690 Henri Matisse... 210 00:13:51,631 --> 00:13:53,931 STORR: Now, if you take Matisse as a model, 211 00:13:54,034 --> 00:13:57,844 Matisse made a very famous painting "Luxe, Calme et Volupte"-- 212 00:13:57,938 --> 00:14:01,408 luxuriousness, calm, and voluptuousness. 213 00:14:01,441 --> 00:14:03,941 And there's a lot of that in De Niro, basically. 214 00:14:04,044 --> 00:14:06,614 He paints his pleasure. 215 00:14:06,713 --> 00:14:12,353 De NIRO, SR., SINGING: ♪ Bundle up your cares and woe, here I go, singin' low ♪ 216 00:14:12,452 --> 00:14:16,962 ♪ Bye, Bye, Blackbird ♪ 217 00:14:17,057 --> 00:14:19,657 [Continues singing in French] 218 00:14:24,464 --> 00:14:27,434 ♪ Au revoir ♪ 219 00:14:27,534 --> 00:14:29,074 [Continues humming tune] 220 00:14:29,169 --> 00:14:33,239 KRESCH: Bob was very funny. 221 00:14:33,340 --> 00:14:36,940 He would be walking along and he'd say something, 222 00:14:37,043 --> 00:14:40,513 and it would be hilarious, you know? 223 00:14:40,614 --> 00:14:45,484 ELLIS: I knew him to be this kind of energetic, dazzling guy 224 00:14:45,585 --> 00:14:46,945 with a great sense of humor. 225 00:14:47,053 --> 00:14:49,453 DRENA De NIRO: He loved music. 226 00:14:49,556 --> 00:14:53,656 He'd have a song that he became fixated on, 227 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:58,960 and he wouldn't be able to hear it enough and he'd dance and sing. 228 00:14:59,065 --> 00:15:01,665 KRESCH: He liked going to parties. 229 00:15:01,701 --> 00:15:05,401 Bob loved to dance, and he was very good at that time. 230 00:15:05,505 --> 00:15:08,935 I think it was called the Jitterbug or the Lindy Hop. 231 00:15:09,042 --> 00:15:13,182 Very fast on his feet. 232 00:15:13,280 --> 00:15:14,980 I remember he loved Paris. 233 00:15:15,081 --> 00:15:19,051 He always had a real thing for Paris. 234 00:15:19,152 --> 00:15:21,292 KRESCH: He taught himself French. 235 00:15:21,388 --> 00:15:23,188 He didn't go to any classes. 236 00:15:23,290 --> 00:15:26,020 So that he wrote poetry. 237 00:15:26,126 --> 00:15:28,826 We used to go to foreign films. 238 00:15:28,929 --> 00:15:30,959 And, of course, Greta Garbo. 239 00:15:31,064 --> 00:15:35,174 He was insane about Greta Garbo. 240 00:15:38,939 --> 00:15:42,509 Give me a whiskey. Ginger ale on the side. 241 00:15:43,843 --> 00:15:46,443 And don't be stingy, baby. 242 00:15:46,546 --> 00:15:50,476 KELLY: A subject that De Niro returned to repeatedly 243 00:15:50,583 --> 00:15:51,953 was Greta Garbo, 244 00:15:52,052 --> 00:15:56,192 specifically in her role as Anna Christie. 245 00:15:57,557 --> 00:16:01,527 His depictions of her are always that first scene 246 00:16:01,561 --> 00:16:05,061 in the bar when she delivers her famous first line. 247 00:16:05,165 --> 00:16:08,425 Garbo, and her melancholy that she depicted in films 248 00:16:08,535 --> 00:16:10,635 that she also experienced in her life, 249 00:16:10,737 --> 00:16:13,867 there was something about that that really fascinated him. 250 00:16:13,974 --> 00:16:18,244 And it could have been that he saw in it a relation to his own 251 00:16:18,345 --> 00:16:22,505 struggles with melancholy and with depression. 252 00:16:22,615 --> 00:16:26,575 Bob was going to a show of his on 57th Street. 253 00:16:26,686 --> 00:16:30,416 He was going up in the elevator, 254 00:16:30,523 --> 00:16:33,933 and she's in that elevator with him! 255 00:16:34,027 --> 00:16:38,097 And he had paintings of her upstairs. 256 00:16:38,198 --> 00:16:41,098 And he chickened out. 257 00:16:41,201 --> 00:16:44,201 He could not get to talk to her and tell her, 258 00:16:44,304 --> 00:16:45,944 and she got out and left. 259 00:16:46,039 --> 00:16:50,939 That was a big thing that he missed on. 260 00:16:51,044 --> 00:16:55,184 ♪ 261 00:17:02,722 --> 00:17:07,132 KELLY: The expressionist element in Robert De Niro Sr.'s painting 262 00:17:07,227 --> 00:17:09,887 developed gradually and a little bit later. 263 00:17:09,996 --> 00:17:13,796 He first showed with the Abstract Expressionist artists 264 00:17:13,900 --> 00:17:15,630 at the Charles Egan Gallery. 265 00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:22,906 And later, he came to be associated 266 00:17:23,009 --> 00:17:26,779 with a group of figural and colorist painters, 267 00:17:26,880 --> 00:17:30,210 which included Nell Blaine, 268 00:17:30,316 --> 00:17:32,876 Leland Bell, 269 00:17:32,986 --> 00:17:35,416 Al Kresch, 270 00:17:35,522 --> 00:17:38,862 and Paul Resika. 271 00:17:38,958 --> 00:17:42,688 The Abstract Expressionists were actually not a movement. 272 00:17:42,796 --> 00:17:46,726 They were a group of artists that were given that label 273 00:17:46,833 --> 00:17:51,943 by art critics, and they were, by and large, gestural, 274 00:17:52,038 --> 00:17:55,908 painterly painters who had learned a great deal from Picasso, 275 00:17:56,009 --> 00:17:58,939 a great deal from Miro, a great deal from Kandinsky. 276 00:17:59,045 --> 00:18:03,475 They broke through the dominance of European painting 277 00:18:03,583 --> 00:18:06,353 in the history of modernism and established the first, 278 00:18:06,453 --> 00:18:10,093 internationally recognized American school of painting. 279 00:18:10,190 --> 00:18:11,860 The fact of the matter is, though, that they couldn't 280 00:18:11,958 --> 00:18:13,688 have been more different, one to the other. 281 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:16,130 They painted in a way that looked that they were totally 282 00:18:16,229 --> 00:18:19,259 plugged in to what was new and lively. 283 00:18:19,365 --> 00:18:23,965 He enters the art world with the older generation, 284 00:18:24,070 --> 00:18:30,010 the older artists of the New York School-- the Abstract Expressionists: 285 00:18:30,110 --> 00:18:31,710 Pollock, 286 00:18:31,811 --> 00:18:33,741 de Kooning, 287 00:18:33,847 --> 00:18:35,777 Rothko. 288 00:18:35,882 --> 00:18:39,252 He shows with the greats and he's identified with them, 289 00:18:39,352 --> 00:18:43,492 but then that doesn't last long and somehow he doesn't 290 00:18:43,590 --> 00:18:49,230 really connect with the artists of the New York School 291 00:18:49,329 --> 00:18:52,659 although he has many close friends among them but doesn't 292 00:18:52,765 --> 00:18:55,425 sort of join any of their groups. 293 00:18:55,535 --> 00:19:00,735 KELLY: There came in the late 1940s into the early 1950s-- 294 00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:03,880 there became a real shift in New York, in the art scene. 295 00:19:03,977 --> 00:19:07,907 The Abstract Expressionists were really hailed as the new generation, 296 00:19:08,014 --> 00:19:10,384 and De Niro was a part of, 297 00:19:10,483 --> 00:19:14,093 and yet separate from that group of artists. 298 00:19:14,187 --> 00:19:16,687 He was never an Abstract Expressionist painter. 299 00:19:16,789 --> 00:19:18,959 He was always a figurative painter. 300 00:19:19,058 --> 00:19:21,488 They left him behind. They left him out. 301 00:19:21,594 --> 00:19:23,904 He didn't fit. 302 00:19:23,997 --> 00:19:25,897 He wasn't abstract. 303 00:19:25,999 --> 00:19:28,569 In a certain way he wasn't abstract. 304 00:19:28,668 --> 00:19:31,398 He was very abstract... in a certain way. 305 00:19:31,504 --> 00:19:33,404 "Too French," they all said... 306 00:19:33,506 --> 00:19:35,936 you know, "not American enough." 307 00:19:36,042 --> 00:19:37,912 All that bullshit. 308 00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:41,551 ♪ 309 00:19:41,648 --> 00:19:45,378 De NIRO, VOICE-OVER: "I feel tense and resentful. I should be showing now. 310 00:19:47,787 --> 00:19:52,517 "At our last meeting, he said that de Kooning makes 15,000 a year from his work. 311 00:19:52,625 --> 00:19:54,455 "I am possibly jealous. 312 00:19:54,561 --> 00:19:56,161 God save me from that." 313 00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:02,968 I remember vividly walking with him one night, 314 00:20:03,069 --> 00:20:06,839 and as we approached the Cedar Bar on University Place, I said, 315 00:20:06,940 --> 00:20:08,440 "Let's go in, Bobby." 316 00:20:08,541 --> 00:20:14,651 He said, "I never cross the threshold of this place." 317 00:20:14,747 --> 00:20:16,947 And that was the artists' bar, you understand. 318 00:20:17,050 --> 00:20:19,920 The Cedar Bar was the place where the whole thing-- 319 00:20:20,019 --> 00:20:25,489 where Franz Kline was and de Kooning and Jackson Pollock 320 00:20:25,592 --> 00:20:27,432 and everybody was in there. 321 00:20:27,527 --> 00:20:30,457 But he wouldn't even walk into the bar, is what I'm saying. 322 00:20:30,563 --> 00:20:33,463 He considered himself superior. 323 00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:35,966 And that gives you a picture of Bobby. 324 00:20:36,069 --> 00:20:39,069 He thought quite highly of himself. 325 00:20:39,172 --> 00:20:41,472 And since I thought so highly of him, 326 00:20:41,574 --> 00:20:43,944 we were good friends. Ha ha ha! 327 00:20:44,043 --> 00:20:50,453 KRESCH: De Kooning and his friends, they had this competitive thing, 328 00:20:50,550 --> 00:20:54,590 so you didn't hear him talking much about Bob. 329 00:20:54,687 --> 00:20:59,357 And since Bob wasn't going out of the way to go to their openings, 330 00:20:59,459 --> 00:21:02,529 they didn't go to his openings, and so on. 331 00:21:02,629 --> 00:21:05,959 So...there was a coolness. 332 00:21:06,065 --> 00:21:09,795 And Bobby, who was younger than those guys, had arrived 333 00:21:09,902 --> 00:21:12,772 at the kind of New York painting before them-- 334 00:21:12,872 --> 00:21:14,442 painting in a meaty style. 335 00:21:14,540 --> 00:21:18,880 So, in a certain way, he's the first of a certain kind of painting 336 00:21:18,978 --> 00:21:21,978 even though he's been marginalized by the art world. 337 00:21:22,081 --> 00:21:24,951 What was going on in painting at that time, I did not agree with. 338 00:21:25,051 --> 00:21:29,851 When I showed at Peggy Guggenheim's, finally, 339 00:21:29,956 --> 00:21:33,086 I was showed with Pollock and those people, and I did not 340 00:21:33,192 --> 00:21:36,992 agree with their thinking and their painting and so on. 341 00:21:37,096 --> 00:21:38,426 Yeah. 342 00:21:38,531 --> 00:21:41,801 And I saw them all become, you know, famous and rich, 343 00:21:41,901 --> 00:21:46,001 and I could have followed that path, I suppose. I had the... 344 00:21:46,105 --> 00:21:48,965 if I had gone along with Greenberg and the rest. 345 00:21:49,075 --> 00:21:51,275 I didn't want it and I couldn't have done it. 346 00:21:51,377 --> 00:21:54,477 I couldn't see it make any sense to me. 347 00:21:54,580 --> 00:21:58,920 SANDLER: Being on the scene would have been important. 348 00:21:59,018 --> 00:22:01,788 He was a loner. 349 00:22:01,821 --> 00:22:07,431 He was known to be depressed or have periods of depression. 350 00:22:07,527 --> 00:22:09,227 KRESCH: He was very touchy. 351 00:22:09,329 --> 00:22:14,269 If he even misunderstood that someone said something that 352 00:22:14,367 --> 00:22:18,767 went against him, that person was no longer a friend. 353 00:22:18,871 --> 00:22:23,271 And I think there wasn't one of his friends that he didn't 354 00:22:23,376 --> 00:22:24,736 have that with. 355 00:22:24,844 --> 00:22:28,054 I think he obsessed about things 356 00:22:28,147 --> 00:22:30,917 and about things that weren't going his way. 357 00:22:31,017 --> 00:22:34,587 He did talk about some analyst. He saw a psychiatrist, 358 00:22:34,687 --> 00:22:38,957 gave him some medication-- anti-depressants? Who knows? 359 00:22:39,058 --> 00:22:43,188 ♪ 360 00:22:46,532 --> 00:22:50,472 De NIRO, VOICE-OVER: "I feel that I've hardly the courage at this moment to wash my brushes, 361 00:22:50,570 --> 00:22:53,440 "which have been standing in turpentine for days. 362 00:22:53,539 --> 00:22:57,539 "It may be true that love finds you, or one doesn't search for it, 363 00:22:57,643 --> 00:23:00,213 but I don't think it'll come knocking at my door." 364 00:23:03,116 --> 00:23:05,876 "The pills don't help or the prayers either. 365 00:23:05,985 --> 00:23:09,885 "God, God, God... I am past the point where I can walk the streets 366 00:23:09,989 --> 00:23:14,159 looking for a gallery or a lover either, for that matter." 367 00:23:18,898 --> 00:23:23,428 I remember I was instrumental in getting him into a gallery. 368 00:23:23,536 --> 00:23:25,866 It was in Graham, Graham Gallery. 369 00:23:25,972 --> 00:23:27,512 He was a very good dealer. 370 00:23:27,607 --> 00:23:31,937 He had several shows there, and then he heard there was some problem, 371 00:23:32,044 --> 00:23:34,454 that Graham had done something to some artist, 372 00:23:34,547 --> 00:23:36,407 and he quit the gallery. 373 00:23:36,516 --> 00:23:40,446 Absolutely. Turned out that Graham was actually very scrupulous 374 00:23:40,553 --> 00:23:42,193 and loved his work and was excellent, 375 00:23:42,288 --> 00:23:43,648 but it didn't matter. 376 00:23:43,756 --> 00:23:48,156 He hated every dealer he had anything to do with. 377 00:23:48,261 --> 00:23:54,701 But then what happens around 1958, really by 1962, 378 00:23:54,801 --> 00:24:01,141 certainly by 1960, is-- I've always referred to it 379 00:24:01,174 --> 00:24:03,374 as a "Blood Bath." 380 00:24:03,476 --> 00:24:07,306 There is a radical change in style. 381 00:24:07,413 --> 00:24:11,653 ♪ 382 00:24:22,028 --> 00:24:27,428 A young generation of artists, led by abstract painters like 383 00:24:27,533 --> 00:24:32,743 Frank Stella and pop artists like Andy Warhol, 384 00:24:32,839 --> 00:24:36,509 hard-edged painters like Ellsworth Kelly-- 385 00:24:36,609 --> 00:24:39,939 what they do is they suppress 386 00:24:40,046 --> 00:24:44,946 the painterly quality in their work, and this is really what 387 00:24:45,051 --> 00:24:51,391 most interested De Niro-- the energy of paint, the sweep 388 00:24:51,491 --> 00:24:56,591 of paint, the movement of paint, rather...always his emphasis. 389 00:24:56,696 --> 00:25:00,456 And suddenly this becomes very unfashionable. 390 00:25:00,566 --> 00:25:04,636 ♪ 391 00:25:10,843 --> 00:25:18,153 In large measure, Bob De Niro was a victim of his time. 392 00:25:20,219 --> 00:25:22,419 I began to think, "I don't know what's going on today." 393 00:25:22,522 --> 00:25:27,422 I mean, I could never...the whole scene was beyond me. 394 00:25:27,527 --> 00:25:32,427 And I didn't know what to think because you never know 395 00:25:32,532 --> 00:25:36,932 how it's gonna turn out, and you have such a hard time that 396 00:25:37,036 --> 00:25:41,236 you sometimes think badly, you know what I mean? 397 00:25:41,340 --> 00:25:44,170 It's a very difficult situation. 398 00:25:47,547 --> 00:25:50,807 KRESCH: Well, it just wasn't good. 399 00:25:50,917 --> 00:25:54,987 And the money was a big, big problem. 400 00:25:55,087 --> 00:25:56,747 It was hard times, 401 00:25:56,856 --> 00:26:01,756 especially 'cause he had all these reviews from the "New York Times" 402 00:26:01,794 --> 00:26:06,934 from his first show that were magnificent, you know? 403 00:26:07,033 --> 00:26:10,833 Sometimes when I visited his studio, he'd have a couple of them on the floor, 404 00:26:10,937 --> 00:26:12,897 I guess to remind him. 405 00:26:13,005 --> 00:26:15,005 ♪ 406 00:26:15,107 --> 00:26:17,777 "Not enough sales to live like a human being and to help 407 00:26:17,877 --> 00:26:19,177 "Bobby and Virginia. 408 00:26:19,278 --> 00:26:22,908 "Everything depends on money, of which I have little. 409 00:26:23,015 --> 00:26:27,415 Has my prayer been all for nothing and is there no God?" 410 00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:30,420 He was very particular about what art is 411 00:26:30,523 --> 00:26:36,633 and was not in favor of what was happening after, you know, say, 412 00:26:36,729 --> 00:26:39,559 the obvious one is like an Andy Warhol or something like that. 413 00:26:39,665 --> 00:26:42,425 He would just go on, you know, talking to my mother, 414 00:26:42,535 --> 00:26:46,665 this...rambling about this or that. 415 00:26:48,541 --> 00:26:52,981 SANDLER: And he wasn't going to change his style just because 416 00:26:53,079 --> 00:26:58,579 what I'm sure he considered a fashion--probably hated it. 417 00:26:58,684 --> 00:27:02,894 And I know other artists who did and that anger 418 00:27:02,989 --> 00:27:06,119 sustained them, you know. 419 00:27:06,225 --> 00:27:09,785 STORR: There's no question that it was profoundly disconcerting 420 00:27:09,895 --> 00:27:13,125 to have the Pop Artists come along and change 421 00:27:13,232 --> 00:27:15,572 the look of art, the rules of the game, and-- 422 00:27:15,668 --> 00:27:18,738 and this is a crucial thing-- to make popular culture, 423 00:27:18,838 --> 00:27:21,938 commercial Americana, the subject of painting. 424 00:27:22,041 --> 00:27:23,441 And that was a huge shift. 425 00:27:23,542 --> 00:27:24,912 KELLY: In the face of that, 426 00:27:25,011 --> 00:27:30,881 why not go to Paris and immerse yourself in the art 427 00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:34,393 with which you've been so completely enthralled for decades 428 00:27:34,487 --> 00:27:41,457 and work on your own art and see how you can grow in that environment 429 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:42,930 and then bring it back. 430 00:27:43,029 --> 00:27:47,159 ♪ 431 00:27:51,570 --> 00:27:52,970 De NIRO: He went to France. 432 00:27:53,072 --> 00:27:57,442 I remember there was, like, a going-away party for him on the boat. 433 00:27:57,543 --> 00:28:01,153 And I was 17, and he went away. 434 00:28:01,180 --> 00:28:05,620 KELLY: It was a challenging time for him, I think, emotionally. 435 00:28:05,718 --> 00:28:07,648 It was a productive time for him. 436 00:28:07,753 --> 00:28:08,893 He made a lot of art. 437 00:28:08,988 --> 00:28:14,928 But the shift of focus of contemporary art was here, 438 00:28:15,027 --> 00:28:17,957 not only in the United States, but in New York. 439 00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:20,404 De NIRO: My father was having trouble in France. 440 00:28:20,499 --> 00:28:23,799 He was not doing well, so he'd send me letters. 441 00:28:23,903 --> 00:28:28,343 And this is one of them: "Dear Bobby, I hate to bother you again 442 00:28:28,441 --> 00:28:31,141 "but I've become sick with all the trouble I've had recently. 443 00:28:31,243 --> 00:28:33,583 "I'm trying to prevent being hospitalized. 444 00:28:33,679 --> 00:28:37,079 "When I get in better shape, I would like to come back. 445 00:28:37,183 --> 00:28:39,623 "You know how much I love you and always have. 446 00:28:39,719 --> 00:28:43,449 "You saved my life last summer and I hope you will do it again now. 447 00:28:43,556 --> 00:28:45,956 "You are an angel and you always were. 448 00:28:46,058 --> 00:28:47,958 Love, Dad." 449 00:28:48,060 --> 00:28:51,900 I went there when I was...22, 450 00:28:51,997 --> 00:28:55,927 and I knew that he was there and I had to see him and make sure he was OK. 451 00:28:56,035 --> 00:28:57,425 I said, "We have to get out there. 452 00:28:57,536 --> 00:28:59,966 We got to bring these paintings to show to people." 453 00:29:00,072 --> 00:29:01,842 We had some of his paintings. 454 00:29:01,874 --> 00:29:08,884 I literally was carrying his paintings in the Left Bank to art galleries 455 00:29:08,981 --> 00:29:12,351 and dragging him along to show them to art dealers. 456 00:29:12,451 --> 00:29:15,351 You don't come in unsolicited that way. 457 00:29:15,454 --> 00:29:18,424 It's just not done. And me, what did I know? 458 00:29:18,524 --> 00:29:19,894 I just said, "Let's bring it around." 459 00:29:19,992 --> 00:29:24,392 So, we did that for a while, and that didn't--a week or two-- 460 00:29:24,497 --> 00:29:26,257 and then finally that wasn't... 461 00:29:26,365 --> 00:29:28,025 there was no response. 462 00:29:28,134 --> 00:29:30,904 He was not happy. We were having a hard time. 463 00:29:31,003 --> 00:29:33,903 He wasn't getting any kind of recognition, if you will, there. 464 00:29:34,006 --> 00:29:37,436 I knew he had to come back, and I made him come back. 465 00:29:37,543 --> 00:29:42,183 ♪ 466 00:29:42,281 --> 00:29:44,411 De NIRO, VOICE-OVER: "Bobby has always managed to visit me in Europe 467 00:29:44,517 --> 00:29:47,277 "at the opportune moment to help me through a shock, 468 00:29:47,386 --> 00:29:49,546 "such as the one in Paris, and to give me courage 469 00:29:49,655 --> 00:29:52,155 to leave an unbearable situation." 470 00:29:53,993 --> 00:29:57,933 "It was he who practically pushed me on the plane to return to New York. 471 00:29:58,030 --> 00:30:02,000 Thank you, God, for Bobby's having turned out so well." 472 00:30:04,537 --> 00:30:08,337 As I started doing better and better as an actor, 473 00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:16,450 I was happy that things were going all right with me 'cause it could help us all. 474 00:30:16,549 --> 00:30:20,179 The obvious one is I say that my mother and father 475 00:30:20,286 --> 00:30:24,856 certainly wouldn't be happy if I was selling insurance. 476 00:30:24,957 --> 00:30:29,927 They would never not approve of me wanting to be an actor. 477 00:30:31,630 --> 00:30:33,460 "We ran into Bobby on the street. 478 00:30:33,566 --> 00:30:36,766 "He is tan from a sunlamp for his new movie part. 479 00:30:36,869 --> 00:30:39,469 "I wanted to run my fingers through his hair and to kiss him, 480 00:30:39,572 --> 00:30:42,872 but I hardly think he would have appreciated it." 481 00:30:42,975 --> 00:30:48,045 I know he was proud and also felt probably resentful on one level 482 00:30:48,147 --> 00:30:52,617 that he was not getting the recognition that he felt he deserved, 483 00:30:52,718 --> 00:30:55,118 but he was always proud, you know, 484 00:30:55,221 --> 00:30:58,561 and would never say anything to me. 485 00:30:58,657 --> 00:31:02,427 You know, once, he got mad, and was yelling and ranting. 486 00:31:02,528 --> 00:31:04,288 "You know, I should have gotten recognition." 487 00:31:04,396 --> 00:31:06,296 And I went, "Ah, well..." 488 00:31:06,398 --> 00:31:08,928 But then he would always say how artists don't get recognition 489 00:31:09,034 --> 00:31:10,474 till after they're dead. 490 00:31:10,569 --> 00:31:11,969 He would always say that. 491 00:31:12,071 --> 00:31:13,941 And I said, "That makes sense, from what I know." 492 00:31:14,039 --> 00:31:18,179 ♪ 493 00:31:23,616 --> 00:31:27,346 "Being a painter is an affection, like being a homosexual. 494 00:31:27,453 --> 00:31:30,023 "One has to have the strength to continue working without 495 00:31:30,122 --> 00:31:33,462 "the thought of recognition, either before or after death, 496 00:31:33,559 --> 00:31:36,059 "just as one had to have the strength to accept life alone 497 00:31:36,161 --> 00:31:39,201 without the thought of a romantic attachment." 498 00:31:50,509 --> 00:31:56,479 With reference to Bob De Niro, about his need to paint 499 00:31:56,582 --> 00:31:59,152 in spite of lack of recognition, whatever... 500 00:31:59,251 --> 00:32:01,451 he just had to paint. 501 00:32:01,487 --> 00:32:03,787 Sure, you go on painting. 502 00:32:03,889 --> 00:32:06,889 After all, there's Michelangelo back there, 503 00:32:06,992 --> 00:32:10,462 Pierro della Francesca, Velázquez. 504 00:32:10,562 --> 00:32:12,762 These are your gods. 505 00:32:12,865 --> 00:32:15,865 You're painting for the greater glory of art. 506 00:32:15,968 --> 00:32:19,438 Not for anybody out there, really. 507 00:32:19,538 --> 00:32:21,808 You're painting for the big guys up there and you're 508 00:32:21,907 --> 00:32:25,077 trying to emulate them and, if possible, to beat them 509 00:32:25,177 --> 00:32:28,947 and hopefully to live for the ages like they do. 510 00:32:29,048 --> 00:32:33,178 ♪ 511 00:32:47,066 --> 00:32:49,466 De NIRO: Then he did have it and then he was not dealing with it, 512 00:32:49,568 --> 00:32:50,968 and the doctor would call me and say, 513 00:32:51,070 --> 00:32:52,670 "Have him come in. Have him come." 514 00:32:52,771 --> 00:32:57,441 And I was really...so busy with everything in my own life 515 00:32:57,543 --> 00:33:01,283 that I didn't think of sometimes--I might have called him and said, 516 00:33:01,313 --> 00:33:02,983 "Dad, you gotta go there. You gotta go." 517 00:33:03,082 --> 00:33:05,482 "Yeah." And he would avoid it. He was avoiding it. 518 00:33:05,584 --> 00:33:10,294 He was scared to go back and even deal with it. 519 00:33:10,389 --> 00:33:14,729 I regret that to this day, because I think if I had really been on him... 520 00:33:14,827 --> 00:33:19,457 All I know was that later on, he was bed-ridden, sick... 521 00:33:19,565 --> 00:33:21,365 then he went to my mother's. 522 00:33:21,467 --> 00:33:23,927 We had nurses there and so on. 523 00:33:24,036 --> 00:33:29,166 He died on his 71st birthday and died of prostate cancer. 524 00:33:31,844 --> 00:33:35,914 But I wish that I'd been more--because I think he would have lived... 525 00:33:36,015 --> 00:33:38,945 he could have lived till now. 526 00:33:39,051 --> 00:33:43,191 ♪ 527 00:33:45,057 --> 00:33:49,357 SANDLER: Even today, I don't think he's gotten 528 00:33:49,461 --> 00:33:51,431 the recognition he deserves. 529 00:33:51,530 --> 00:33:56,730 ♪ 530 00:33:56,835 --> 00:34:01,905 STORR: De Niro's legacy is still, in a way, up for grabs. 531 00:34:02,007 --> 00:34:03,937 Individual artists have moments. 532 00:34:04,043 --> 00:34:06,643 It has nothing to do with whether they're good or not. 533 00:34:06,745 --> 00:34:09,945 It has to do with the culture's taste 534 00:34:10,049 --> 00:34:12,819 and appetites shifting. 535 00:34:12,918 --> 00:34:16,548 But everybody who has a way of making something is like 536 00:34:16,655 --> 00:34:19,915 the actor who's on stage and the spotlight shifts to them 537 00:34:20,025 --> 00:34:22,585 and then shifts away, but if they're still doing it when 538 00:34:22,694 --> 00:34:25,934 the spotlight comes back, they'll have another great moment. 539 00:34:26,031 --> 00:34:28,171 That would have happened to De Niro, very likely. 540 00:34:35,774 --> 00:34:38,944 De NIRO, VOICE-OVER: "Will I be recognized in my lifetime? 541 00:34:39,044 --> 00:34:41,954 "Have I delusions of grandeur by believing that sometime, 542 00:34:42,047 --> 00:34:45,277 "someday, someone will be interested in reading 543 00:34:45,384 --> 00:34:46,954 what I write here each day?" 544 00:34:47,052 --> 00:34:51,192 ♪ 545 00:35:06,605 --> 00:35:09,635 The reason I kept this studio is for my kids... 546 00:35:12,544 --> 00:35:14,954 for them to know what their grandfather did. 547 00:35:15,047 --> 00:35:19,447 So...as I say, 548 00:35:19,551 --> 00:35:22,421 you know, being a kid I wasn't that interested in his, 549 00:35:22,521 --> 00:35:26,891 you know, going to shows and all that but I realized 550 00:35:26,992 --> 00:35:33,932 how important it is for children to appreciate the things that your parents did 551 00:35:34,032 --> 00:35:35,932 if they want to share them with you. 552 00:35:36,034 --> 00:35:40,174 ♪ 553 00:35:45,878 --> 00:35:48,678 'Cause I regret certain things with my parents... 554 00:35:53,085 --> 00:35:55,185 that I didn't follow through on. 555 00:35:58,891 --> 00:36:03,931 I feel it's my obligation to kind of document what he did, 556 00:36:04,029 --> 00:36:05,899 to keep it going. 557 00:36:05,998 --> 00:36:12,268 ♪ 558 00:36:12,371 --> 00:36:14,571 The whole reason to do it is for my father... 559 00:36:14,673 --> 00:36:18,643 ♪ 46544

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