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is someone I thought
you left behind years ago.

You're a good doctor!

You're exactly what we need
right now in the clinic.

The Denny Duquette Clinic?

Unless you want me
to fire you.

I took a pregnancy test
last night.

And, uh, as I sat there
waiting for the result,

I just watched him get
more and more excited.

And when that stick
was negative,

Owen's heart broke.

And...
I was so relieved.

Now look me in the eye and
tell me that he won't hate me.

Have you met
the new resident?

She is great.

This is --
Murphy!

Dr. Robbins.

You guys know
each other?

Um...
Yes.

Why would
a Leah Murphy fail here

only to thrive
somewhere else?

There is a fundamental flaw

in how we are teaching
our residents.

And we have
got to fix this.

You and me.

And Dr. Webber.

The residency program
is your husband's department.

I know it is.

"If it ain't broke,
don't fix it."

She's coming today?

Mm-hmm. She is.

The saying's as true
of the human body

as it is of a washing machine
or a blender.

What did you tell
the staff?

I sent them an e-mail,
let them know

that she'll be at the hospital
for a couple of days,

that she would be here
to observe, assess.

At this point, that's all
she'd be doing anyway.

Good. Smart.

No need
to give anyone a scare --

not until
we know more.

A good surgeon knows
that if you go screwing around

with something
that doesn't need screwing...

This is
the right call?

This is
the right call.

...you are the one who
is liable to end up screwed.

I'm saying you wouldn't
be late if we didn't
have to stop for gas.

Yeah, well, we wouldn't have
had to stop

if you ever put gas
in the car.

The light
wasn't even blinking yet.

When the light is blinking,
it's already too late.

Who stops for gas
before the light blinks?

And I'm late.

-Have a good day.
-Yeah.

I know.

I have to talk to him,
and I will.

But I haven't yet, so you don't
have to look at me like that.

I was just
looking at my phone.

Everything's fine
with me and Owen.

Oh, yeah,
it sounds great.

It's absolutely fine.

We're gonna be married
for a long time,

so the baby conversation

can just sit on the back burner
for a while,

and it'll be fine because it--
it's fine.

You know, you just said,
"It's fine," a lot of times.

Hey. Did you guys
see this e-mail?

What e-mail?

"An education consultant
is making a visit

to observe and assess
our program"?

Who is
Dr. Eliza Minnick?

Wouldn't know.
I didn't get the e-mail.

Uh, education consultant,
double board certified,

sports-medicine
specialist.

Published 52 papers in the
Journal of Surgical Education.

52?

This is because of me,
isn't it?

They're gonna overhaul
the program

because I beat up DeLuca.

Everything isn't about you.
That doesn't even make sense.

A teacher
beat up a student.

Oh.
That makes sense.

The e-mail
makes it sound like

she's just gonna wander around
and then wander away.

Well, yeah,
Bailey's not gonna BCC

a mass-firing announcement
to the entire staff.

People panic.

Why would you
even say that?
You serious?

Minnick's
kind of a legend.

I know a guy at Foster
who dated a girl at Innsmouth

when she was doing
their program's makeover.

Heads rolled.
Warren, you seriously
know nothing about this.

Mnh-mnh. I've told you, Miranda
and I keep it real separated.

No, no, no.
I don't want to hear that.

Your happy, little marriage
can be adorable

on a different day,
okay?

You need
to get us answers.

This is all probably happening
'cause of you anyway.

What's that
supposed to mean?

You really think a resident
does a C-section

in the middle
of the hallway

and everyone just
forgets about it?

Dr. Webber.

Dr. Webber,
is this because of me,

because of my trouble
last year?

Look, it's none
of my business, but --

Well, I just hate to
think that people might
get fired because of me.

No, Warren,
no one's getting fired, okay?

I don't know where you got that,
but don't worry, okay?

This is not
about you.

Good,
'cause I just...

Well, the aortic stenosis
doesn't look too severe.

A valvuloplasty
might --
Did you get anything
out of you mom?

I got called a "Nosey Rosie" and
then she changed the subject.

Oh, did you see Minnick's
Ted Med talk, though?

I think
she's fascinating.

Oh, yeah, we'll see
how fascinating she is

when she starts
handing out pink slips.

Well, I'm safe, because
there's only a handful of
people in this country

who can do what I do,
unlike cardio surgeons.

Well, you know what they say --
"Last one in, first one out."

Well, that's not
how it happened on D-Day.

Ain't nobody safe
on the battlefield.

Ah, that's not ominous
at all.

I just don't know why
you wouldn't discuss it with me.

I'm sorry.

Look, she had an opening
in her schedule,

and I jumped at it.
It happened very fast.

Yeah, too fast to tell
the Residency Director.

You got
all these people worried.

I don't know what to
tell them because you
didn't keep me in the loop.

Oh, no one should worry.

D-Dr. Minnick is here to...

look around, observe.

That's...all.

Just to see if there's anything
we could do better.

All right.

Well,
when she arrives,

I probably should be
the first one to meet her.

She and I could chat,
I can show her around,

introduce her to people.

That's gonna be
a problem.

She's already here.

Dr. Webber!
Well, if she is in there
with my residents,

I'm not missing any more
of this meeting than I have to.

You will be missing
all of it!

Look, Bailey --

No, she asked to speak
to the residents alone.

Whatever she needs, she gets.
You will leave them be.

Please.

So...I work
with attending surgeons.

I train attendings to train you,
and the best way

I know how to do that
is to hear from you about them.

I would love to get just
a clearer picture of the hours,

the instructors,
who you love, who you hate --

I want to hear it.

Shoot.

Sorry, but you're here
for two days.

We have to work
with them.
I get that.

You just have to ask

if that's the best path to take
to get to what you want,

which, I assume, is to be able
to stand in an O.R.

and confidently, seamlessly
perform a flawless solo surgery

not tomorrow, not next year,
not two years from now,

but today,
right now, without hesitation,

because that's what
I'm offering --

a chance to do that.

And don't worry.
This room is a vault.

Nothing leaves these walls.

Look at them all
lined up for her,

like little ducks
quacking.

Yeah, you ever see
that movie "The Birds"?

Is that Minnick?
What are they telling her?

I don't know,
but she's taking notes.

April,
you're on Tinder?

What? No.
No, I'm not.
Yes, you are!

Th-That's the Tinder bing.

That's the
"I've got a match" bing.

I love that bing.

Really?

Uh, y-yes, okay?

It was, like,
an impulse decision,

and now
it keeps making noise.

I would kill to know what
they're talking about in there.

Well, I think
they're talking about us.

Why?
'Cause they're looking
at us.

Scatter!

Well, Doc, how soon can Enid
be back on the lanes?

She's missed league night
three weeks running.

We're in
a bowling league,

some of us ladies
from the home.

The Gutter Girlz --
with a "Z."

I see.

A-A-And regionals
are next month,

and we've just got to get her
back in the lineup

if we're gonna take down
those Ball Bellz.

Ah, Dr. DeLuca,
glad you could join us.

Meeting run long?

Uh, yeah. Sorry.

Well, Enid,
it looks like your gallbladder

is definitely inflamed.

I'd opt for surgery
if I were you.

Surgery? Really?

Well,
it's pretty non-invasive.

We'll have you back in your
bowling shoes in a couple weeks.

Well, if you think
that's right.

Are you kidding?
That's perfect.

Well, those Ball Bell hags
won't know what hit them.

Given your age,
Enid, though,

we'd need to do
a cardiac assessment,

and after that,
you'll be ready to roll.

You know best,
Doc.

So, how was
your meeting?

Oh, uh, yeah,
just, uh, interesting.

Okay. Interesting.

Kind of...confidential,
I guess.

Yes, of course,

but I've been known
to keep a secret or two.

Well...

Nobody would know
it came from you, is my point.

Get out.

Thank you, sir.

Hold still,
Mr. Lawson.

That's great.

Okay, there's free fluid
in Morison's pouch

and around the spleen.

I told him
not to try to do it himself.

You want
to install insulation,

you pay someone who is
professionally not a moron.

Those guys are a racket.

Owen, I need
to get in here.
Well, I'm in here
right now.

And why do we need
insulation in the first place?

It saves 30 cents
on the dollar.

He complained
of severe back pain, Dr. Hunt.

I need
spine films now.

Now we're in the E.R.,

so factor that into
your figures, Uncle Scrooge.

Spine films won't help if I miss
a liver lac, Dr. Shepherd.

Emmett,
any idea how far you fell?

You mean when
he crashed through the ceiling

or when he rolled
down the stairs afterwards?

Don't you dare hire someone
to fix that ceiling.

-I'll do it.
-You?

Emmett,
you are broken.

Yeah,
he very well might be.

Mrs. Lawson,
maybe you should wait outside.

Right this way.

You brought this
on yourself.

Endocutter.

Hi.
Hey, Dr. Grey.

Dr. Bailey said I could observe
some surgeries today.

My surgery?

Oh, you won't even know
I'm here.

Okay, Warren,
I'm gonna use the stay suture

to approximate the two ends
of the small bowel

and then insert the Endo GIA
and fire it.

Hmm.

"Hmm"?

Do you have
a better idea?

I just wonder if Dr. Warren
could do the anastomosis.

I assume you've used
the GIA before, Dr. Warren.

Many times.

Never on a portion of the bowel
this close to the cecal valve,

which is why
you'll watch me do it.

Ah, see one, do one,
teach one --

the old standard.

Oh, it's still
pretty current.

72-hour shifts
were pretty current, too,

until they weren't.

But the mandatory
80-hour work week

has ultimately saved more lives
than it's harmed.

Wouldn't you say,
Dr. Grey?

Sure.

Most people resisted it, too,
at first.

I know it sounds crazy,
letting the resident dive in,

but wouldn't you rather know
that your surgical assist

can actually assist?

If a patient goes south, who's
more likely to save them --

a resident with less
hands-on experience or more?

Closing the enterotomies.
LIGACLIP, please.

Or you could hand the instrument
to Dr. Warren,

give him a shot.

Ever used it before,
Warren?

Next time you decide
to send a watchdog into my O.R.

with opinions about
how I do my surgeries,

do me a favor --
don't.

I beg your pardon?

Minnick barged into
my bowel resection uninvited,

and then
she wouldn't stop talking.

Listen, Bailey brought her in,
and I'm trying to talk --

You got to get her
out of here.
Okay,
my understanding --

she's not even gonna be here
for that long.

I don't really care.

You are the Director
of the Residency Program,

so direct her --
to the door.

Okay, why are we
in the clinic?

The hospital
has eyes.

Well, whatever it is,
just make it quick.

No residents this morning
really screwed up my schedule.

Look, I found this.
It's Minnick's notebook.

Well, it's not so much
her notebook

as it is a notebook that
she wrote in and left behind.

Stealer.

You can't be in here.

I get in trouble
when you guys are in here.

Shut the door.
No, get out!

All right,
no problem.

No, no, no.
Just hold on. Look.

It's a list.

The attendings' names --
ranked.

The residents
sold us out.

What?
Where am I on it?

I don't know, but I'm at
the bottom of the list.

I have never been at the bottom
of any teacher's list.

I am
a top-of-the-list person.

Turns out, so am I.
Look at that.

I'm not even
on there.
So what?
Neither am I.

Well,
of course you're not.

Because you're not --
Because you work in the
clinic now, and you're not --

Nope. No more.
Get out.

Maggie, you paged?

Yeah, Minnick ranked
the attendings in order.

There's a list.

Guess where I am.

That's it?

I have a patient
with a possible spinal fracture.

You paged me "911"
to look at a list?

At least
you're on it.

Who the heck
is Emilio Shepherd?

Hey, Edwards,
uh, do you do Tinder?

I have.

Do you know how
to turn the sound off?

You got
a lot of matches.
Ugh! I know.

Hey, when you swipe them away,
they don't see that, right?

It's not like they get
the message, "No. Rejected."

They get the message
'cause they get no message.

And you are silent.

Except this guy
wants to go for a drink.

Ugh, oh, God.
What do I say?

Uh, if it were me,
I'd say yes.

He's cute.

Hey.
Whoa!

H-Hello.

What's that?
Hi.

There's early impingement
of the spinal cord, Owen.

I need to do
a spinal fusion now.
You see this?

There is air under
the diaphragm. I need to
take him up for an ex-lap.

Why?
He's hemodynamically stable.

Because I stabilized him,
and I need to make sure
he stays that way.

-Is that Dr. Shepherd?
-Uh, yeah, that's her.
- I need to go first, before he's paralyzed.

He needs his fracture
stabilized.

Oh, that's why I'm here.

Hey, guys.
Eliza Minnick from the e-mail.

I was actually hoping to observe
that spinal fusion.

Yeah, well, tough luck,
because it's gonna be an ex-lap.

See, now you don't have to be
rude to her.

I'm not being rude!

I just want to make sure
that my patient stays alive.

Wow, you made it worse. I didn't
think it could get worse.

- The ex-lap
is not the priority here.
- The ex-lap is the priority.

We'll slowly
increase the speed

and see how your heart does,
okay?

How long
do I do this?

Just a few minutes,

and make sure
you hold on to the rail.

Lulu, you don't have to
do this at all.

You think
I'm gonna let her

get in 10,000 steps today
before me?

Not a chance.

It's just like
at the mall.

You can't stop for a pretzel
till we hit all our steps.

But it's a little less fun

without the promise
of a pretzel.

What do you mean
she's made a list?

She's only been here
half a minute.

Riggs is ranked higher
than I am, and I'm his boss.

You need to get that
out of your head.

She hasn't even
met you.

Where you might fall
on some crackpot's nonsense list

doesn't matter
one iota.

Was I on that list?

Hey, Enid, are you okay?

Honey,
you don't look right.

I don't know.

Ohh.
Dr. Webber.

Enid.

Enid, honey, you okay?

Murphy, gurney,
crash cart right now.

Oxygen!

All right, Enid, we've got you.
All right.

Hey, you ready
to get out of here?

I'm actually gonna
stay here tonight.

He has
a spinal surgery.

In the morning.

Yeah, I need to make sure
he doesn't develop

progressive neuro deficits
in the middle of the night

since you had to do
your surgery first.

Oh. So it's my fault.

Well,
I'm saying if I had gone first,

I would be going home.

Yes, and there'd be
nothing left to do
because he'd be dead.

Unlikely.

Amelia, Edwards can
keep an eye on him.

If something happens,

he would be paralyzed
before I got here.

All right, then.

Have a good night.

Enid, you're stable
right now.

We've got you
on a nitro drip,

beta-blockers,
anticoagulants.

Yeah,
we're concerned

you might've had
a small heart attack.

Oh.

What --
What do we do now?

Well, you have
a couple of options.

Uh, we can put you
on a regimen of medication,

or we can operate --

an angiography
with possible stenting,

the benefit of that being

that you'd be
back on your feet sooner --

Oh, if that's in time
for regionals,

well,
that sounds great.

But her age
being what it is,

surgery comes with
more risks.
Her age?

But her age
shouldn't factor into it.

She's a plow horse.

She's the Gutter Girlz
secret weapon.

No, I'm not.

The team's average has gone up
since I've been out.

Paula told me.

You're better off
without me.

Stop it right now.

I won't hear it.

Choose surgery.

We need you,
you hear me?

Okay.

-Yes.
-Oh, attagirl.

Um, Dr. Webber, will you
excuse me for one moment?

Dr. Minnick.

Hi. Um, I just wanted
to say hi and welcome.

I'm Maggie Pierce.

Oh.
You're Maggie Pierce.
I am.

That is me.
I am...me.

Now I can finally
put a face with the name.

Maggie Pierce --
prodigy cardio chief.

Oh, please. Prodigy?

It's -- It's not
all that great.

Oh, I know.

Hmm?

It's great if I'm your patient
'cause I'm asleep

and you don't
have to talk to me,

but if I'm your student,
God help me, right?

Right.
Yeah.

It was nice to meet you.

Everyone's complaining
about her.

Who?
I want names.

Everyone.
And I don't blame them.

Look, Minnick is doing more
than observing.

Okay, she was interfering
with our surgeons --

their process,
their techniques.

Okay, first off,
they're my surgeons.

Okay, very well.

Then I will
deal with Minnick myself.

I will let her know her role
is observing and nothing more.

No, you will not.

And why not?

Because that's not
the deal.

Look,
I gave Dr. Minnick permission

to interact with the staff
how she sees fit.

She needs to know
how open we are to new ideas

before she can make
her own decision.

Decision?

Are you
giving her my job?

No. No.
Of course not.

I want her
to work with you.

Why? Is there something wrong
with this program?

I...

just think...

What -- What the hell is it,
Bailey?

Because it looks like
you're trying to hire someone

to dismantle a system
that I spent years --

that we spent years
trying to build.

And for the life of me,
I can't understand why.

Because medicine
is changing constantly.

You're the person
who taught me that!

And we -- everyone here
needs to be able

to change along with it
or get left behind.

It's my decision
to make.

I am the chief.

I know.

It's a job I fought very hard
for you to get.

I mean, am I a bad teacher?
Am I the only bad teacher?

Am I gonna get fired?

Why don't you
go ask her?
If I do that,

then she'll know
I'm an accessory to theft.

It's kind of nice not being
the only criminal for once.

Maybe I'm the only
good teacher.

Maybe they're all fired.

She made a mistake.
That's all.
You don't know that.

I do,
because the only person

who should've been
left off that list is me.

Look, my trial starts
in a couple weeks,

and I don't even exist.

I'm not even here
anymore.

Alex, I didn't --

Look, if she left you off,
it was a mistake.

That's all.

Look,
I got to lock up.

Okay.

Uh, she's down.

There is breast milk
in the fridge, but I'll
be home in a couple hours.

So you're going on...
a date,

like a --
like a date date.

Yeah. Date date.

Huh.

"Huh"?
What's "huh"?

Is it, like,
so hard to believe

that a handsome,
accomplished man

would find me
date-worthy?

No, it's not.
I'm super date-worthy.

Where'd you meet this guy?
At work, or...?

We met on Tinder.

You're on Tinder?
So what?

So are you.

That's -- Uh, not -- not --
not lately I'm --

How did you know that?

Because you came up
on mine once.

Really?

Well,
why wouldn't you?

I mean, we're...
You're really close by.

Yeah.

I swiped left, so --

No. Yeah.

No, no, I would --
I would, too.

Yeah, thank you.

I got to go.

In the O.R., I got to do
so much more of the surgery,

but, man, was she
rubbing Grey the wrong way.

Uh, seems like the attendings
don't really like her,

but the residents --

Aren't you gonna
do the thing?

You know,
the thing where you, uh --

you try to get me
to tell you more

about what the residents
are thinking,

and then I can say
that maybe I shouldn't

'cause you're the chief,

and then you can say,
"But you're my husband,"

and I can say,
"I know, baby,

but I'm gonna have to invoke
church and state."

You okay?

I don't know.

What do you need?

Tell me
I'm doing the right thing.

You're doing
the right thing.

Morning.

Oh, hey, can you pour me
one of those?

I just spent the last hour
getting trailed by Dr. Minnick.

She is...opinionated.

How'd it go last night?

You seemed to come home
a little early.

Everything go all right?

You kidding?
It was great.

It was, like,
just so fun -- so fun.

I mean, he's, like --
He's actually --

You know,
he's pretty amazing.

Amazing?
Mm-hmm.

How so?

Like, so amazing that,
uh, we're gonna --

We're actually gonna go out
again tonight.

That's how
so amazing it was.

Ah. That's great.
That's great.

This coffee is,
like --

Is it amazing?

Y-Yeah.

I don't know
what you're so upset about.

You're laying the patient
on his belly?

He's open with only
a negative pressure dressing

holding in
his edematous bowl.

It can't take
that kind of pressure.

Hi. Thanks for
letting me watch.

And I told you
I have a solution.

And I'd love
to hear it.

This is
still happening?
Oh, yes.

And an anterior
approach would save
him from a second one.

You know I can't chance having
the hardware contaminated.

You want to fill his spinal cord
with crap?

I'm gonna find
another surgery.

Take me with you.

We figured out
how to assemble an O.R. table,

leaving a hole
in the middle.

We're using a binder
to support his belly

so that we don't place pressure
on the abdominal incision.

That's --
Crazy!

He'll eviscerate.

No, he won't,
not with the binder.

His guts could still end up
on the floor, Amelia.

They won't. Edwards will check
the dressing every five minutes,

and if he starts
to eviscerate,

she will hold pressure
until we're done.

She'll go
under the table?

Yes.

And check that the guts
are still in?

-Yes.
-Yes.

That's...

Genius.

Yeah, that'd --
that'd work.

Can I add
one little wrinkle?

Dr. Edwards has the potential
to learn from this procedure,

which I bet you've seen
a few times, right, Dr. Hunt?

Yeah.

Then why are you assisting,

and why is she the one
on the floor?

Now, that's genius.

Murphy, you came here
to learn from me, right?

That's what you said?

Yes, absolutely.

How is it going?

Don't be shy.

I wouldn't ask
if I didn't want to know.

If there's anything
I can do to help,

I'd really love
to hear it.

Really?

Yes, please.

You're a great surgeon --
a really great surgeon,

but...sometimes I have a hard
time keeping up with you.

You're so fast.
I mean, fast.

And I'm good.

I worked really hard
to get good,

but I'm studying so hard
to keep up with you.

And then sometimes I think I
know what you're talking about,

but then...
my brain is melting.

Dr. Murphy, I think
I'm gonna need you to go.

I'm --
I'm so sorry.

I-I thought
that you wanted me to --

I need you
to go book an O.R.

This is way worse
than we thought.

Look. Right there.

The left main coronary artery
is almost occluded.

She needs
a coronary bypass?
That's right. Go.

Now. Hurry.

Dr. Murphy?
Where's the fire?

Oh, Dr. Webber,
glad you're here.

What is this?
What are you doing here?

This is
a teaching opportunity.

An emergent CABG
has just fallen into our laps,

and Dr. Pierce has agreed
to let me use it

to demonstrate
my teaching method

for anyone
who wants to observe.

No. Absolutely not.

I am interested to see
how it works.

This is
a high-risk procedure.

Enid's age makes her
a high-risk patient.

We're not gonna turn her surgery
into a skills lab.

Come on, now.
This is a teaching hospital.

Every surgery
is a skills lab.

Well, I'm gonna talk to Bailey
about this.

Yes, good, you should
talk to the chief...

Oh, believe me,
I will.
...because she already
approved it.

She thinks
it's happening,

and so do all those people
in the gallery.

Now, this patient's emergent. We
shouldn't waste any more time.

I'm going to retract the nerve
roots now -- Penfield --

carefully
to avoid nerve damage.

Remember, the most important
thing is to take your time.

Dr. Hunt,
everything okay down there?

Yep. No leaks.
Great.

Actually, Dr. Hunt,
if you could...

move your foot.

Thank you.

Dr. Pierce, why don't you
trade places with Dr. Murphy?

Because Dr. Pierce
is standing

where the lead surgeon
needs to stand.

Traditionally, yes,

but we're trying
something different, right?

When this method
is working,

the resident and the attending
function as one surgeon --

resident's the hands,
attending's the brain.

You follow?

Let's give it a try.

Murphy?

Murphy's taking the lead.
Look at that.

I mean, I date men,

but I might seriously
ask Dr. Minnick to marry me.

-Dr. Karev.
-You supposed to be up here?

-You gonna narc on me?
-I'm thinking about it.

Think of it this way --
In a couple weeks,

you might never
have to see me again.

This might be the
closest I get to an O.R.
for the rest of my life.

Well, fine, if you're gonna be
all pathetic about it.

If you feel like
you can continue --

Dr. Pierce,
you talk her through.

Go ahead
and place the stabilizer.

And if you get stuck,
you...?

You stop.

-Ask for help.
-You stop.

And then ask for help.

Don't get me wrong.

I love see one,
do one, teach one.

It's how I learned.
It's how we all learned.

So why
put it out to pasture?

We're putting it
on steroids.

With this technique,
the resident gets to see one,

do one, teach one
all in the same surgery --

every surgery.

Seriously, marriage.

Expect a save-the-date.

Okay, yes. Got it.

Hey.

Hey.

Um, so I was thinking

that maybe we don't need
to discuss the dating thing.

We could just kind of keep that
to ourselves, you know?

You have a problem
with me going out?

No. No, no, no.

It's not that.

You should do what you want.
I want you to be happy.

This is not a "you" thing.
It's me.

This whole thing
is all pretty, um...

very weird.

Right?

God, it's so weird.

You said --

Last night was not amazing.
It was awful.

I sat down
for all of five minutes,

and when he got up
to get drinks at the bar,

I faked a page.

You faked a page?
Yeah.

I told him there was an MVC,
and I'm pretty sure

at that exact moment, someone
crashed their car 'cause I lied.

That's not
how it works.

And then I ran
like the wind.

I don't know
how people do this.

-Mm-hmm.
-I've never done this.

I've never, like,
sat across from someone

and said, "Hi.
This is me. Who are you?"

I mean, I had, like,

friends that turned
into boyfriends.

Met Matthew at work.

Then you.

Here we are.

How do you do this?

Well, you're kind of
doing it.

I mean,
you dip your toe.

You start by dipping your toe
into the water,

and then eventually,
you learn to swim.

Well, that's easy
for you to say.

You probably dipped your toe
all over town.

Look,
you faked a page out there.

Okay?
You got good instincts, kid.

It'll be a while
before he's up and about,

but Emmett's
gonna be fine.

Oh, wow.

Thank you.

Do you mind...

Is it possible for me
to stay here tonight?

Oh, I don't know --
Please.

Last night...

Would you believe we have been
married for 20 years

and never
spent a night apart?

I mean, you spend that much time
with someone,

it gets so
they drive you crazy.

But last night,

he wasn't there...

and I couldn't sleep.

There's an Emmett-shaped hole
in our house.

Literally,
there's a hole in the ceiling

where he fell through.

Big moron.

Don't squeeze the heart
too much, Murphy.

-Got it.
-Okay.

-Got it.
-There.

Way to go,
Murphy.

You just placed
a heart-stabilization device

all on your own.
Um, now let me --

Don't touch.

Just use your words.

Use my words?
Mm-hmm.

Explain it to her.

Incision. Shunt.
Anastomosis.

That is not
what I'm asking.

Break it down. Go step by step.
You're trying to skip ahead.

Dr. Pierce thinks ahead.

Her mind is fast --
faster than anyone's.

So she shouldn't be asked
to dumb things down, okay?

Murphy, can you do
the next step?

I can try,

but if Dr. Pierce is
more comfortable stepping in --

I guarantee you
she is,

but you will be more comfortable
after you do it.

Okay.

Now that we've stabilized
the heart,

we will administer esmolol
to slow the heart rate

for better control.

Right, now go ahead and incise
the diseased artery.

Uh...I don't --
I don't want to do this.

I don't -- I don't feel ready
to do this.

Will you?
Uh, is that all right?

It's more than all right,
Murphy.
- Exactly.

No shame.

When you've reached the limit,
you tag out.

And when she does,
you'll be able to see

exactly how much she knows

and how much
she has left to learn.

All right, first,
I'm going to measure the shunt.

Okay.

Let me back up.

First,
I will incise the target artery,

and then
I will insert the shunt.

And after that, then I'll prep
for anastomosis.

Dr. Webber, will you check
the internal mammary for flow?

Already started.

I noticed.
Maybe Dr. DeLuca --

No.

I'm sorry?

This artery that will allow
this woman to survive.

I'm not putting it in the hands
of a first-year intern

who hasn't taken out
a tonsil.

DeLuca, you've anastomosed
a vessel before, right?

Yes, ma'am.

I've assisted on
a femoral-artery repair.

That is not the same thing --
not at all.

So, right there, I'm assuming
you know what that is.

Uh, yes, it's --
It's the, uh, IMA.

Exactly. See how
it branches off to the right?

Hey, just because he knows --

Ugh! What the hell?
You hit a branch
of the mammary!

DeLuca, move
and start some suction.

DeLuca,
you are right there.

-I can't see anything.
-I got it. I got it.

Got it.

I did it. It's done.

I had a clip
for Dr. Webber.

I just...fixed it.

Right?

You're upset,
clearly.

Oh, is it clear?

Good.

I was afraid
you might not catch my drift

because you're insane.

Have you never
accidentally nicked a vessel?

Of course I have.

You did this
on purpose.

You were about to clip
the artery anyway.

I want you out
of this hospital.

When I was 2,

my dad was looking through the
phone book for swimming lessons.

My mom said, "Here's one,"
and tossed me in the pool.

Did I drown?

That's your innovation?

Throw a bloody patient
at a novice to see what happens?

They did that 100 years ago --
on the battlefield.

Dr. Webber, there were
four surgeons around that table

we knew
could've stopped her bleeding.

And when DeLuca
made that save,

we learned
there were actually five.

If he were allowed to perform in
every surgery like he did today,

he would learn more
and faster

with less pressure
and less risk.

The patient
was never in any danger

because we were standing
right there.

You know I'm right.

Cardiac enzymes
are trending down.

She's gonna be okay.

Mm-hmm.

That was humiliating.

It was inexcusable,
and she's not gonna do it again.

I'm sorry
you had to go through that.

She's right.
I'm not a great teacher.

Aw, come on.

No, the thing is
I am a genius.

As a student, I learned better
and faster than anyone.

I was a rock star.

But as a teacher,
Minnick's right --

I'm not that great.

Her system works.

She's right.

She's an ass,
but she's right.

Dr. Webber?

She's gonna be okay,
right?

Yes, ma'am.

I think you'll have your
secret weapon locked and loaded

before the regionals.

Dr. Webber, do you think
I would push her to get surgery

for some silly tournament?

She's tried to drop out
of the team six times,

and that team
is the only thing

that keeps the lot of us
from sitting around,

watching TV
in the common room,

and moldering away like
all the other old, wet sponges.

She needs
to stay in the game.

We all do.

Sometimes we just need
a little push.

Owen, wait up.

I thought I might
ask for a ride home.

Yeah.

Yeah,
I can manage that.

Thank you for earlier.

Edwards really did
get a lot

from watching
that spinal fusion.

Well,
I'm glad to hear it.

You're not still mad about
having to sit on the floor.

Amelia, I have operated
in sinkholes.

I don't mind
sitting on a floor.

Can we just let it go? It's not
important enough to argue about.

I have let it go.

No, you haven't.

I mean, you don't --
All day, it's been --

Can we just set a reset button
and move forward?

I am moving forward --
by myself, apparently,

because you can't be bothered
to sleep at home.

I've had patients.

Every night
for the past two weeks?

You didn't
have to stay here.
Yes, I did.

Why? 'Because of me?
Come on.
I-I don't want
to do this.

When did I ever tell you
not to come home?
I cannot
keep doing this.

Doing what?
I'm not --
I don't want
to have a baby!

Hey. You lost?

I forgot.

Chief Bailey's office --
fourth floor?

Yeah,
right off the catwalk.
Great. Thanks.

Um, um,
you made a mistake.

I'm sorry?

I am great,

and your little list
or whatever the hell that is --

that should have
my name on it

'cause I raise great surgeons,
and I will raise more.

Fetal surgery is --
is a very exclusive practice,

and there are
hardly any of us.

I am like a rare,
exotic bird,

and if you stop me
from teaching,

I may be
the last of my kind.

What list?

From the room --
the residents.

You --
You left it there.

Oh.

I was just trying
to learn everyone's name.

Writing it down
helps me remember.

Oh. Oh, great.

So you don't -- you don't need
to remember my name?

Arizona Robbins?

That name
attached to that face?

No, that's not one
you forget.

Night.

What, you're interested
in the game now?

No, no, I'm interested
in these nachos.

-Mm, watch it.
-Oh.

Oh, shoot.

I forgot.
Hmm?

The guy
I blew off last night --

I made a rain check for tonight,
and I forgot to cancel.

Mm,
is this the dude?

Let's get a look here.

That's an odd choice
for a photo.

He looks respectable.

You should go.
Go dip your toe.

I want to dip my toe
in those nachos.

No, no, no.
Gross. Go.

Give the guy
more than five minutes.

Have a drink.
Have a laugh.

If it gets weird,
then just text me.

We'll get you out of there
in like two minutes.

Do it.
Okay. Fine.

No, I don't -- I just --
I look like I'm just --

You look terrific.
Would you just go?

Dip it.
Get to dipping.

Fine. Okay, geez.

Hey. It's late.

Can I
stay here tonight?

Uh, y-yeah.
What's wrong?

I don't want to talk about it.
I just need a place to crash.

Nope.
She can't stay here.

-You can't stay here.
-Alex.

-Mer just said --
-I don't care what Mer said.

You can't crash here.
Go home.

It was my room
before it was yours.

Go home
and fix your crap.

I can't.
You're freaking out

because you got some sword
hanging over your head?

Me, too, and I can't do a
damn thing about it except wait.

You can fix
your stupid sword.

Go home and get the
freaking execution over with.

I did.
I told him.

The sword fell.

Take my room.

She talks to me now.

Mm. Thank you.

Everyone's talking about
what you did in that O.R.

I have a tendency
to shake things up,

and if I come here,
I certainly will.

Will you --
come here?

I still have a few other offers
to field,

but...I'm definitely
interested.

That's great to hear.

You should know
they'll hate you --

the staff.

It happens
everywhere I go.

Everyone hates
the agent of change.

I'm used to it,
I'm good at it,

but you should be prepared
that they'll hate you, too,

for bringing me on.

Also, if I take the job,
I work alone.

I like Dr. Webber,
respect the hell out of him,

but if I come on,
I don't share authority.

I am the authority.

Oh, uh, I'm, uh, sorry.

I can come back.

Oh, no need.
We are all set here.

It's been a pleasure.

She makes me feel old.

She is a puppy.

Yeah, you know,
when I was chief,

I was the one
pushing through things,

selling the board
on robotic surgery,

and bringing in new ideas.

I mean,
that's all you're trying to do,

is to bring in
something new

and trying to bring me
along with it,

whether I like it
or not.

I was resistant.

I'm sorry.

Oh, you don't have to --

No, we all have to be pushed,
and she pushes me.

It's hard to admit
when we're wrong,

that even though everything
looks fine, there is a problem.

You know, I'll be happy
to work with her.

I think
we'll make a good team.

Something is broken,

and you have to see
where it's going

and set about fixing it...

So, uh, is she gonna
stick around?

She's thinking about it.

Well, let's keep
our fingers crossed.

...or it's all
gonna come apart.

What are you
looking for?

It's right here.

Well, damn.

13 seasons

of fun.

Gimme, gimme, gimme.

13 seasons of drama.

This act

was a felony.

It was nice knowing you.

Shut up.

13 seasons of twisty turns...

It's bad.

You're falling
for me.

I slept with him.

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