All language subtitles for The Handmaids Tale_S04E07_Home.en

[June] Previously on
The Handmaid's Tale...

I fucking found you.

You can't make me leave
without Hannah.

Do you wanna help her?
Fight them from Canada.

Luke, Emily,
everyone who loves you is there.

You'll come back for Nichole.

Come back
for your baby daughter.

Please leave the premises
immediately!

We're in a really bad situation.

I think we should turn her in.

This is supposed to be
a humanitarian mission.

Humanitarian missions
are about people.

Not one person.

Gilead finds out we took her,

no more missions, no more food,
no more medicine

for any of these people.

What happened to you?

She got knocked
to the ground in...

In all that chaos back there.

She hit her head pretty hard.

All right. Next.

You don't think I've ever
had to leave anyone behind?

Every mission,
I've had to make hard choices

that I regret every single day!

I'm sorry.

Let's not make this last longer
than it has to.

I need to separate
my interests from Fred.

- I am done with him.
- We can talk about that later.

No, we can talk about it
right now.

You're pregnant, Serena.
Congratulations.

If I don't go back now,
Hannah is gone forever!

I'm her mother.
It is my job to protect her.

And I failed.

[Luke] Where... Where is she?

[June] How can I tell him
that everything

that has happened to her
is because of me?

I'm sorry I don't have her.

[sobbing] I'm sorry
it's just me.

- I knew it would...
- No, no, no, no.

- I'm sorry.
- No, no, no, no.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

[seagulls squawking]

[exhales]

[Mark] Ms. Osborn.

Ms. Osborn,
it's an honor to meet you.

I'm Mark Tuello,
and this is Rachel Tapping,

and we're here
from the U.S. government

to welcome you
onto Canadian soil.

[Rachel] We're very glad
to see you.

You're okay, you're here now,
and you're safe.

[Mark] Ms. Osborn,

if you were returned to Gilead,

would you be subject
to a danger of torture,

a risk to your life,

or a risk of cruel and unusual
treatment or punishment?

Yes.

[Rachel] And would you
be persecuted

based on being a woman?

Yes.

[Mark] We understand
you're here to seek safety

and asylum as a citizen
of the United States.

You got this.

My name is June Osborn.

I am a citizen
of the United States,

and I seek asylum

in the country of Canada.

[Mark] Thank you.
This way, please.

[soft song playing]

[indistinct chatter]

[Mark] This will be your home
for the next several days

while we ensure your security,

your health,
and your well-being.

[Rachel] This is the standard
for all high-profile refugees.

[indistinct chatter]

[elevator dings]

[Rachel] Please let us know

if there's anything else
you'd like.

We've also procured
some clothing for you,

we sent an assistant
to Anthropologie.

[Luke] You said there would
be a doctor.

[Rachel] A female doctor.
And a female therapist.

[Mark] Thankfully your wife
was cleared of traumatic injury

on the boat, but yes,
we will bring in a doctor

and a mental health counselor
to assist with this transition.

[Rachel] We tried to get
all your favorite foods,

but there's a debit card
you can use.

[Mark] Ms. Osborn,
your importance as a witness,

what you achieved
in Gilead with Angels' Flight,

what you have seen in D.C.
and Chicago

that all makes you
inordinately valuable to us.

[Rachel]
We'll leave you to rest.

Order room service,

have a nice meal
with your husband, take a bath.

[Mark] And I'll see you tomorrow
to ask you some questions

and begin your debrief.

See you soon.

- Bye.
- Bye.

This place is a whole lot nicer
than the refugee center.

[Luke] Are you all right?

I'm gonna go.

I'm gonna come back tomorrow
with Nichole.

And I'll tell her
that you love her.

[Luke] Thank you for everything.

[Moira] Yeah, don't mention it.

Make sure you grab
some of those,

um, really nice moisturizers
from the hotel

and bring 'em home, okay?
I love you.

[door opens, closes]

So, what do you wanna do?

You wanna eat some food,
have something to drink?

They've got some
really fancy water there.

You probably just
wanna rest, actually.

You wanna use the bathroom or...

Bathroom? All right.
Uh, it's over there.

Just through there.

Um, I'll order some
room service,

like the lady said,

and we can just...

[door opens]

[dishes clattering]

[mumbles]

[knock on door]

Hi.

Hey.

- Did I doze off?
- Mmm. It's the next day.

You slept for 17 hours straight.

Jesus.

You, you remember when, um,

when you used to wake up
from a long sleep, like, uh,

like you'd really
achieved something?

[chuckles]

Well, I don't think
I ever got to 17 hours.

Nope. That's a milestone.

I guess everything
from here on out is a milestone.

[chuckles] Yeah.

Yeah, you're right.

I can't believe you're here.
I just...

It's...

Do you want to come sit?

Oh. Thanks.

- I missed room service.
- Mmm. Yeah.

- Did you eat?
- No, I... I sent it back.

I couldn't eat for some reason.

Sorry.

What? You got nothing
to be sorry about.

Don't you know, like,
ever since the boat,

when you were apologizing,
that's crazy.

I should be the one
that's apologizing.

June...

I tried to get you out.

I did.

And I tried to find Hannah,

and I tried every day.

- And I failed, and I'm sorry.
- No, please...

No, I'm so sorry.
Look, I'm sorry.

Please, don't...

I don't blame you
if you can't forgive me.

'Cause I can't forgive me.

So...

Luke, Hannah knows
how much we love her.

- It's been too long for that...
- No, she remembers us,

and she knows how hard
we tried to find her.

- How could she?
- 'Cause I told her.

What?

How?

It was at this lake house.

They let me see her
for about ten minutes.

Is she... How is she?

She's really big.

[sniffles]

She was beautiful.

And she was mad.

- She was mad?
- Mmm-hmm.

She asked if I tried
to find her.

And I said...

I said of course I did,

and that I had tried so hard.

And that so had her daddy.

And then she asked
why didn't I try harder.

[chuckles] That sounds like her.

Yeah.

She was our Hannah.

Okay?

[sniffles] And... and so
what did you say?

I said it was okay
to be mad at me.

And that I wished that
I could have been with her,

to protect her.

And that I was so sorry
that I couldn't.

But that I would
always be her mommy.

And that her daddy and I
would always love her

and we would never stop.

[sobs]

You're a good mother.

- You're a really good mother.
- No.

- Yeah, you are.
- No, I'm not.

You are. You are. You are.

It was a bartender at Jezebel's.

Did you know his name?

Billy. I don't know
his last name.

He was Asian, skinny.

He went by Billy.

You didn't have any coordination
with anyone from outside Gilead?

Americans in exile? Canadians?

No. None.

It's amazing you managed
to get those kids out.

What motivated you
to risk your life,

everything, to do such a thing?

It was the only thing
I could do.

What do you mean?

I made a promise
that they would hurt.

The way we hurt.

Who?

The kidnappers.

The Serenas.

I thought about
what she would deserve.

What they deserved.

They take everything from you.

You know?

They really do.

[clears throat]
You wanna take a break?

- Is that okay?
- Of course.

When is Nichole coming?

[Mark] I believe
your friend Moira

will be bringing her by later

when we're done.

We can be done now, if you want.

Do you want me
to take you home to see her?

[Mark] It's best to debrief
while your memories are fresh.

They tend to degrade over time

and then, they can
become contaminated

with new experiences.

We can debrief later
at the embassy.

Right now,
I'm gonna take my wife home.

I wanna go see our daughter.

[Mark] I understand.

[Luke] This is home.

[birds chirping]

[indistinct]

- [Nichole babbling]
- [Emily] Hi, sweetheart.

Let's fix this sock right
for Mommy. Yeah.

- [Nichole cooing]
- [chuckles]

Aw, look. Momma's here early.

And we wanted
to have her all ready.

June.

Emily.

[cooing]

Shh.

[Nichole cooing]

You're so amazing.
You know that?

So, so amazing.

Why are you so amazing?

I know why.

'Cause Luke and Moira
are raising you.

We're so lucky, aren't we?

I also want you to know

that your daddy and I
love you so much.

- [coos]
- [chuckles]

Your first daddy.

[Serena] Dear God...

thank You for allowing
my pregnancy to reach this week.

I know I have sinned,

and I know I have not always
behaved with light in my heart,

and I am sorry.

Whatever I can do to repent

and redeem myself
in your eyes, I will do it.

Please,

please, Lord,
let me have a healthy baby.

Please do not punish him
for the sins of his mother.

And please give me the strength
to parent him on my own.

I'm sorry,
I didn't mean to eavesdrop.

Of course you did.

Did you hear everything?

I heard a lot.

Does it satisfy you to hear

someone from Gilead
express misgivings?

Does it satisfy you
to express them?

You're punchy.

Have you seen her?

Who?

My lawyer told me she was here.

She said it would
complicate my case.

Not that you care about that.

I leave the legal stuff
to the lawyers.

And what are you?

Just a pot-stirrer?

Your husband has renewed
his request to see you again,

as he has every day

since finding out he's a father.

A sperm donor.

And now that she's here,
he's afraid.

I don't want to see him.

Why should I?

He does not want to be fighting
a two-front war

against the both of you.

You likely have more
influence over him now.

If you can get him
to cooperate more,

it could help the both of us.

[door opens]

[door closes]

"As newborn babes desire
the sincere milk of the word,

that they may grow thereby...

If so be...

[inhales and exhales deeply]

you have tasted
that the Lord is gracious."

Back off, Fred.

I'm grateful to you for coming.

Nothing has changed between us.

Everything has changed.

The world has tilted
on its axis.

God has granted us
a child of our own, Serena.

He wants us to be together.

It's not your place to guess
at the intentions of God.

I want to be a good father
to my son.

And a good husband to you,

if you'll let me.

It's too late for that, Fred.

Our pregnancy is proof
that it's not.

My pregnancy.

This pregnancy belongs to me

just as much as Offred's
belonged to you.

Guard!

[knocking on door]

Listen, our legal landscape
has changed as well.

With Offred now in Canada,
we can't be naive about that.

She could put us both away
for the maximum sentence

and prevent you from being
a mother to your son.

And what is there
to be done about that?

We need to drop our fight

and team up to help each other.

Team up.

I'll recant my testimony
against you.

I'll do whatever it takes to
ensure a good life for our son.

Why wouldn't you?

[birds chirping]

[Nichole crying]

[gasps softly]

[Moira] You know, Emily wants
to know when she can come by.

- She made banana bread.
- [Luke] Yup.

Rita's gonna bring over
some muffins or something.

- [Moira] Mmm.
- [Luke] Folks gotta bake.

Do you want some of Aunt Emily's
banana bread, babycakes?

- [Nichole babbles]
- Banana bread!

- [Luke] Hmm?
- [June] Hello.

- Oh, hey. Morning.
- Hey!

- [Luke] You sleep all right?
- Yeah.

Uh, [clears throat]
I made pancakes.

- You want some?
- Sure.

Hi, sweetie. Good morning.

[Moira] You know, I was thinking
maybe I'd go shopping.

- [Luke] Hmm?
- [Moira] Get some groceries.

I feel like we're
out of everything.

[Luke] Pancakes are up.

[Moira] And we can
get outta your hair.

Give you guys some time.

And I can take this
little one with me.

Yeah?

[Luke] Yeah, that would
be great. Thank you.

Yeah? Of course.
Come on, baby girl. Up!

The spoon? Oopah!

Whatcha looking at?
You wanna get ready?

Hey, could you wait for me?

You want to go
to the supermarket?

You just got here.
Could be overwhelming.

Culture shock.

I've been living in Gilead.
All I want is culture shock.

Yeah.

Maybe we could invite
Rita and Emily over tonight, too.

You sure?

Yeah. I'd like to meet Oliver.

[Luke] Uh-huh.

- [Moira] They'll be thrilled.
- [Luke] Great.

[door beeps]

[Nichole babbling]

[indistinct chatter]

You're good?

Yeah. Good.

What happened to potato chips
in the last seven years?

Oh, they made them healthy.

I know, it's a travesty.

[Nichole babbling]

Hey, what's up, baby girl?

Yeah, I have got to go
change her. Right now.

And then we have got
to get her home for a nap.

All right.

She is like ten minutes
from a breakdown

and you know that is not pretty.

All right, I'm gonna
finish up shopping.

Uh, milk, eggs, oatmeal.

- Milk, eggs, oatmeal. Got it.
- Fuck!

- What?
- No diapers!

I got you.

Nice. Love you!

[air kisses]

Life with a one-year-old.

I remember.

[exhales]

Uh, I'll get the chips
and meet you at checkout?

I'm gonna need some time
to decide.

All right.

[woman] We gotta go! We're late.
Come on, come on, come on!

- What? For like-for dinner?
- Let's do it.

Come on. We deserve it.

[indistinct chatter]

[breathing unsteadily]

- [woman 1] Under His eye.
- [woman 2] Under His eye.

[women laughing]

[man over PA]
Handmaids are to remain

with their walking partners
at all times.

[railway crossing bells ringing]

[Janine] Handmaids always
walk in twos, remember?

[echoing] Remember?

- No, no, no, please!
- [Hannah screams]

[June] No!

Bye.

[Luke] All right, you go! Go!
Run, run, run!

Do you understand me?

[breathing heavily]

Hannah! Let me out!

[screaming, crying]

[breathing heavily]

[knocking on door]

[Moira] Who is that
knocking at my door?

Okay, wait.
No monkeys allowed in my house.

Are you a monkey?

- No.
- Then get in here. [laughs]

Oh, yes, thank you.
I have been waiting for this.

[Emily] I made two.
One mysteriously disappeared.

[Moira] Oh, mysteriously?

[Luke] Yo! Dude. Dude, yo.
How'd you get so big?

[Oliver] I dunno.

[Luke] Nobody told me
you were gonna be this big.

Come on. Come on in.

So, what do you want?

[Oliver] Uh, can we play
the new Fortnite?

[Luke] No, because
I don't play that anymore.

[Oliver] What?

[Luke laughs] All right,
we can play it.

Hi.

Hey. This is Oliver.

Hi. Nice to meet you.

Can I get a hug?

Can I get some of that?

Rita.

You made it.
Praise effing be, you made it.

[June] Yeah.

[soft music playing on record]

She's been working late a lot.
But, um, it's good,

- she likes her job.
- Yeah?

And it's not just
about avoiding me.

Of course
she's not avoiding you.

I'm still looking
for the right time

to move back into her...

- bedroom.
- There's no judgment.

She's so patient and kind and...

I just wish she didn't have
to deal with this special case.

We all left that place
totally fucked up about sex.

You found Oona.

And fucked that one up, too.

No, I did. That was my fault.

No, see that?

Don't bring that
Aunt Lydia shit in here.

This is a Lydia-free zone, okay?

She can't get us here.

[Moira] None of 'em can.

Do you guys ever wonder
if you deserve this?

If you deserve to be here?

Sometimes I think about
what I did.

When I was there.

[Moira] We did what
we had to do.

To survive.

To get out.

But we're here, ladies.

We won.

Mmm-hmm.

They tried to
fucking destroy us,

and we won. Yay.

What do you guys know
about Serena?

[Moira] Serena?

[June] Yeah.

Have you heard anything?

What?

I saw her.

And?

How?

Why?

She wanted my help.

You know her.
Total narcissist.

What did she want?

Just tell me.

[Rita] She's pregnant.

Is it his?

Is it the Commander's?

[Rita] Yes.

Fuck her.

I don't care.

- Yup, exactly.
- That's right. Fuck her.

She looked awful, right?

- Oh! Oh, she looked like shit.
- [Moira] Right?

[Emily] How tight was her bun?

- [Rita] No, it was a rat's nest.
- [laughter]

Alcohol, right? We need,
we need some more alcohol.

Oona!

Hey.

I was just dropping
something off.

For June.

Um, well,
do you want to come in?

Nah, this was just
on my way home from work.

How is work?

Uh, we're not allowed back
into Gilead.

Or anywhere outside
of Canada, for now.

I'm sorry.

Does it help that you
brought in this, uh,

major intelligence asset?

Probably the reason why
we still have a fighting chance.

It's really nice of you
to bring her a gift.

I mean, seeing as we almost
killed your NGO and all.

Well, I nearly left her to die
in Gilead,

so...

guess we're about even?

See ya.

You know,
I think the world of you.

I don't want us to be over.

You chose your friend over me,
and my work, and your work.

I know where I stand with you,
and it's fine.

That's not where you stand,
and it's not fine.

Look, I'm not angry.

And I don't want
to fight about this.

No, we have to.
We have to have the fight,

'cause if we, if we don't,

then we can't move on.

We can't move on.

[car door opens]

You know, I've been moving on
my whole life.

Until I met Odette, and she was
forever until she wasn't, so...

I... I just feel like maybe
you could be forever.

- Maybe.
- [chuckles]

Okay, you wanna have the fight?
Let's have the fight.

Just not on a night
where I'm freezing my arse off.

Call me.

[car starting]

[chuckles]

[exhales]

Did you have fun?

Yeah. Yeah, for sure.

- [gasps]
- Ooh, sorry.

No. It's okay. It's okay.

- You sure?
- Yeah. It's okay. Yeah.

- Sorry.
- No, no, no. It's fine.

It's fine.

- [exhales]
- No, sorry. I shouldn't have...

No, it's okay, it's okay.

- It's my fault.
- No, no.

So, do you...

[suspenseful music playing]

Thanks for coming.

Any time.

[door beeps, unlocks]

I prayed for this chance.

And I humbly thank the Lord
for your visit.

You would.

You never did give me
credit for anything.

[Mark] I'll be next door
if you need anything.

[door closes]

I believe that the Lord
brought you here

so that I could make amends.

I brought myself here,

so that I could tell you
how much I hate you.

You don't deserve
to make amends to anyone.

The only thing that you deserve

is a life full of suffering

and shame.

You have destroyed... my life,

my family,

my friends,

my country,

and my child.

There is no one
less worthy of redemption

than you.

I'm sorry.

I am begging
for your forgiveness,

and I'm begging
for the Lord's mercy

and for His understanding.

Do you know why God
made you pregnant?

So that when He kills that baby
inside your womb,

you will feel a fraction
of the pain

that you caused us

when you tore our children
from our arms!

Do you understand me?

[whimpers]

Do you understand me?

[sobs]

Hey.

Uh. What time is it?

June.

[moans softly]

[breathing heavily]

[moaning]

All right. June, wait.

Wait, wait, wait.

June, wait. Wait, wait, wait.

[breathing heavily]

[moaning]

[panting]

[birds chirping]

[Nichole cooing]

- [Nichole babbling]
- [Luke laughing]

- Whoo!
- [Nichole laughing]

[Luke] Hey, you wanna go
and see Mommy?

[Luke babbling]

There you go.

Who's that?

[June] She's pathological.

She's a sociopath.

She's toxic. And abusive.

She's a monster.

And, by the way,
a consummate actress.

[Mark] What do you think
drives her?

Hatred. And rage.

And underneath all of that,
there's nothing but pure misery.

I need you, Fred.

[June] And she'll do anything
not to feel that way.

Anything to feel okay.

[Commander Fred]
Praise be His mercy.

[June] Even just for a second.

[Luke] We got
tri-dexterous here!

[June] She'll do anything
to get what she wants.

Lie to you.

- Nice to meet you!
- [Nichole babbling]

Yeah. He crazy.

Hurt you.

Rape you.

So, if you feel yourself
getting sucked in by her...

run.

Run for your life.