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[dramatic music]
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♪
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Look at that.
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That's a giganticplastic container.
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I'm thinking of making a boat,
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you know, tying some outriggersto it to help stabilize it.
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Holy moley.
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What am I doing out here?
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I'm set up to be herefor a long time.
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You could have the best lifein the world,
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but if you're alone,then what's the point?
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I needed to go for broke,
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and find a good location,and live out here.
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Oh, my God.
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I just need to hurry upand set up a shelter.
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[bleep].
Just a inch too short.
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Damn it!
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- Who are you when everything'sbeen stripped away?
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[bleep].
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[yelping]
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- It's scary out here
in these woods.
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- I have not hada serious meal in a week.
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- If I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
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- It's always in the backof your mind,
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"Well, I could tap out."
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- Putting upwith this filming [ble
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- Running into a predator,it's not an if.
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It's a when.
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Get the hell out of here.
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I see you.
Get out of here!
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- I'm livinga hand-to-mouth existence.
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Yes!
Ah!
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- $500,000is a lot of money.
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- It's just gonna keepgetting harder.
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- It's not the worldthat needs to change.
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It's methat needs to change.
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[moans]
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♪
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♪
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[sighs]
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This is [bleep] ridiculous.
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♪
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I just woke up
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to my sleeping bag
being soaked through,
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and I was like, "Well,
that doesn't make any sense,"
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and this is all water
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right here where I was sleeping,
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and it looks like
it's ground water.
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I guess it seeped through.
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♪
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Luckily,
my backpack didn't get soaked...
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♪
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But...
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♪
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Just to give you an indicator,
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that's my fire hole.
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It is 100% full of water.
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I have no--
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[sniffles]
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I have no idea
how that even happens.
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I don't even know
what I'm gonna do.
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Um...
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♪
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I--I mean, there's no way
that I can stay in here.
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♪
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It's [bleep] ridiculous.
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♪
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[exhales]
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♪
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[exhales]
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I'm not mic'd up yet.
It's morning.
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You know, I figure,
I might as well film this.
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This is me trying to get up...
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after not eating a bite of food
in four days.
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I...
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this has been going on
for about 20 minutes.
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[laughing]
I'm just sitting here
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on the bed, you know?
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I've got one sock on.
Got a sock on.
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That's--that's a--
that's progress.
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I found the socks.
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Got a sock on.
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Yep.
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Means I'm headed out the door.
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♪
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Now I've gotta
put the other sock on.
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♪
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It is really hard to not allow
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the extreme hungerto affect my emotional state.
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I am here cold, hungry,and alone.
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I've got to get
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creatures that live out there
into here.
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End of discussion.
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♪
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I haven't been able to fishthese waters
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in close to a week or so.
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Where my fishing hole was,I can see waves just bam,
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just crashing against it.
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There's no wayI can get anything to eat
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out of the ocean.
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It's just too rough.
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It would be really great
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if I could get a hook
in the water and get some fish,
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but it--
they're not gonna be here.
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If I was a fish,
I would not hang out
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in that washing machine,
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getting banged against rocksand things.
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The oceanjust has to calm down more
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before I'll be able to fish.
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♪
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Not very happy about it.
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If you have experiencein the bush,
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it makes you humble.
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You might swaggerinto the bush,
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but you're gonna staggerout of the bush, you know,
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and eventually you're gonnaget your head handed to you.
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Eventually,you're gonna get beaten.
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Eventually,you're gonna fail out there
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and have to leave
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because this is too much.
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♪
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[tense music]
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♪
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So my sleeping bag's soaked.
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♪
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Ugh, this just sucks.
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It really, really sucks.
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So it comes a point of,
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well, what am I doing?
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Am I staying out herejust to stay out here?
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[dramatic music]
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Am I accomplishing anything?
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What's the point?
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I'm at a low right now.[sighs]
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♪
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If there was a time
that I wanted to hang I it up,
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it's right now.
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I mean,
there's standing water...
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♪
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In my shelter.
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♪
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First problem is,
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uh, sleeping bagis soaking wet,
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so we're gonna address that
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by laying in it...
[sighs]
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in my cook camp
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and hopefully my body heat
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combined with the heatfrom this, uh, fire
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will slowlyalleviate the problem.
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Yeah, this is,
uh, this is not fun
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at all.
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♪
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My brain has been tryingto convince me...
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♪
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Of quitting, so...
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not only do I haveto fight the elements,
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and...the water table...[scoffs]
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♪
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On top of that,
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I gotta fight my own damn mind
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trying to tell methat it's okay to quit.
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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So...
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you know, what I thought about
when I woke up this morning?
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♪ I didn't have to wake up
at 4:00 in the morning ♪
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♪ I didn't have to wake up
at 4:00 in the morning ♪
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♪ I could get up
whenever I want ♪
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♪ I can get up whenever I want
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Hey.
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That's what I thought
this morning.
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♪
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Emotionally, I'm doing good.
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This new placejust has all the resources.
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It's got tidal wash,
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and it looks like it's gotsome good fishing spots,
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and it's got open areas.
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I'm finding chantarelleseverywhere.
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[chuckles]
Look at the size of this one.
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Some of this is rotten,
but I can scrape that off,
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and I can still see there's
some white meat inside there.
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I mean, it's on it's last legs,
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but I can eat some of this
for sure.
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I mean,That's a big one.t legs,
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♪
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Look at this stream.
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Isn't this beautiful?
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Huh?
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It's awesome.
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It's all hard work,
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and I won't be happy
until I start bringing in fish,
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but once I start
bringing in some fish, man,
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this place is gonna be gold.
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♪
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I've got my line set up,so I'm gonna go down
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and check out what's going ondown by the seashore.
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This move isa complete game changer
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so long as I can find foodfrom the ocean,
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but if I don't catch a fishon those lines,
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I might not be able tosurvive here in this location.
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♪
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Well, I can basically see
both of my sets right now,
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both of my fishing sets,
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and I'm really intrigued
to see if I got anything.
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♪
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I really hope
to catch some fish here, man.
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♪
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One's got a shell on it.
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Two of 'em are stripped clean.
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♪
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Third one's stripped clean.
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Dang.
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No fish for me.
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♪
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That really sucks.
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♪
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I'm starting to get worried
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that there's no fishin this area.
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So I got my mushrooms.
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I want to go harvestsome limpets;
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I'll set those asidefor dinner.
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♪
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Well, I've got mysparse little dinner cooking.
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I think it's getting closeto boiling.
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I tried outthis new fireplace here.
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♪
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I made a hole
through the top of this stump
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and I would think that it
should draw through the top...
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♪
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and I don't need a huge fire.
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♪
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Too huge a one
and I'll catch my stump on fire.
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♪
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I gotta say,I'm a little bit frustrated
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with the fishing here.
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The other place,I think I caught fish
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on every set that I put outjust about.
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Oh, my gosh, this is,
like, the smallest meal
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I've ever eaten in my life.
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It's certainly a lot more
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uplifting and nice here,
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but I don't know what I'm gonnado about fishing.
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♪
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[water splashing]
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♪
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I can't believe thatI did that.
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I think I'm upfor dumbass of the year award.
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I woke up,
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and the whole side
of my shelter was glowing red.
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and for a split second
I thought,
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"That's a hell of a fire,"
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and then another split second
I thought,
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"There shouldn't bea hell of a fire,"
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and I turned around and looked,
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and my stump looked likea damn Roman candle
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with sparks flying out.
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The whole thingwas basically engulfed.
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I had my fire, like, right here,
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and it traveled down--
made a huge hole,
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♪
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and traveled
all the way down inside there.
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This whole trunk has burned out.
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♪
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Look at that son of a bitch
still smoke.
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♪
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Unbelievable.
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♪
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If I keepmaking these mistakes,
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I don't knowwhat's gonna happen.
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♪
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Hmm, so growing a gray beard.
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♪
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Man, I'm starting to look likean old fart.
277
00:13:29,947 --> 00:13:32,225
[chuckles]
278
00:13:32,259 --> 00:13:33,226
♪
279
00:13:33,260 --> 00:13:36,643
Another day of boat building.
280
00:13:36,677 --> 00:13:39,266
Making some good progress.
281
00:13:39,301 --> 00:13:42,683
I can't wait to see her
in the water.
282
00:13:42,718 --> 00:13:44,202
It'll still be a--
283
00:13:44,237 --> 00:13:46,308
a little while, a few days,
but I-I sure hope
284
00:13:46,342 --> 00:13:50,105
to be able to have her
in the water soon
285
00:13:50,139 --> 00:13:53,522
an--an--and, uh, in time to...
286
00:13:53,556 --> 00:13:57,181
get to that salmon run,
like I said before.
287
00:13:57,215 --> 00:13:58,803
Finished both gunwales.
288
00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:01,944
I'm hoping to startputting in the ribs today.
289
00:14:01,979 --> 00:14:03,118
♪
290
00:14:03,152 --> 00:14:04,326
The cedar branch,
291
00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:06,604
it has a natural curve to it.
292
00:14:06,638 --> 00:14:10,159
I have hopes for this material
to be the ribs
293
00:14:10,194 --> 00:14:11,609
Let's see what cedar can do.
294
00:14:11,643 --> 00:14:14,646
I'll just whittle it as fine as
I think is safe to do.
295
00:14:14,681 --> 00:14:16,614
♪
296
00:14:16,648 --> 00:14:18,961
I have to make
every single piece
297
00:14:18,996 --> 00:14:21,895
that goes in there by hand.
298
00:14:21,930 --> 00:14:24,898
I'll refine it
if it doesn't break,
299
00:14:24,933 --> 00:14:27,452
and then comes the real chore,
300
00:14:27,487 --> 00:14:29,765
which is bending the ribs.
301
00:14:29,799 --> 00:14:32,561
I'm gonna put a bit of water
302
00:14:32,595 --> 00:14:35,219
where the bends gonna be,
especially the outside.
303
00:14:35,253 --> 00:14:37,048
♪
304
00:14:37,083 --> 00:14:39,154
We'll see
if I can steam bend it
305
00:14:39,188 --> 00:14:42,329
or basically hot-fire bend it.
306
00:14:42,364 --> 00:14:44,400
I'm gonna play around
with that a little bit.
307
00:14:44,435 --> 00:14:47,645
♪
308
00:14:47,679 --> 00:14:50,199
Here we go.
309
00:14:50,234 --> 00:14:51,891
One big honking splinter here,
310
00:14:51,925 --> 00:14:54,134
but it'll do.
311
00:14:54,169 --> 00:14:55,756
First rib.
312
00:14:55,791 --> 00:14:56,930
♪
313
00:14:56,965 --> 00:15:00,313
Let's hope it fits
into its place properly.
314
00:15:00,347 --> 00:15:02,039
Actually should have tried
the fit before.
315
00:15:02,073 --> 00:15:05,352
[grunts]
There goes one.
316
00:15:05,387 --> 00:15:06,353
♪
317
00:15:06,388 --> 00:15:07,976
12 more to go.
318
00:15:08,010 --> 00:15:12,463
♪
319
00:15:12,497 --> 00:15:14,499
This one here, nice,
320
00:15:14,534 --> 00:15:16,812
but this one here was
a complicated one,
321
00:15:16,846 --> 00:15:18,331
and it came out perfect.
322
00:15:18,365 --> 00:15:21,851
There's no visible splintering
on the outside,
323
00:15:21,886 --> 00:15:23,198
and that's a full bend.
324
00:15:23,232 --> 00:15:25,062
Matter of fact, it's past full,
325
00:15:25,096 --> 00:15:28,479
so this is probably
the strongest testimony
326
00:15:28,513 --> 00:15:30,964
to how well this method works.
327
00:15:30,999 --> 00:15:33,863
I'm making a huge investmentin time and energy.
328
00:15:33,898 --> 00:15:37,937
Taking a huge gamble tobuild a boat to fish offshore.
329
00:15:37,971 --> 00:15:40,353
Fishing from a boatout on the water,
330
00:15:40,387 --> 00:15:42,113
I think, is gonna bemuch more productive.
331
00:15:42,148 --> 00:15:44,667
I hope.It would suck if it didn't,
332
00:15:44,702 --> 00:15:46,807
but that's--that, you know,that's the gamble right there.
333
00:15:46,842 --> 00:15:47,981
♪
334
00:15:48,016 --> 00:15:49,327
Almost finished.
335
00:15:49,362 --> 00:15:52,468
Have to tie on those ribs now.
336
00:15:52,503 --> 00:15:57,128
What I learned was buildingwestern Greenland kayaks,
337
00:15:57,163 --> 00:15:59,475
so I'm applying that technologyhere as much as I can,
338
00:15:59,510 --> 00:16:03,445
but everything there islashed and pegged.
339
00:16:03,479 --> 00:16:05,585
There's no screws, no nails.
340
00:16:05,619 --> 00:16:07,690
They didn't have any.They didn't need any.
341
00:16:07,725 --> 00:16:08,691
♪
342
00:16:08,726 --> 00:16:11,004
So the ribs are fit in.
343
00:16:11,039 --> 00:16:12,419
[sniffles]
344
00:16:12,454 --> 00:16:15,422
Um, quite a bit of wonkiness
here and there,
345
00:16:15,457 --> 00:16:18,391
but at least something that
346
00:16:18,425 --> 00:16:21,256
resembles a boat is under way.
347
00:16:21,290 --> 00:16:23,258
♪
348
00:16:28,021 --> 00:16:35,925
♪
349
00:16:49,422 --> 00:16:51,493
I've got a limpet.
350
00:16:51,527 --> 00:16:55,842
Limpets--
part of a complete breakfast.
351
00:16:55,876 --> 00:16:59,777
Actually, limpet--it's the only
thing I have for breakfast.
352
00:16:59,811 --> 00:17:02,780
[dramatic music]
353
00:17:02,814 --> 00:17:10,719
♪
354
00:17:23,111 --> 00:17:25,389
If I ever see these on a menu,
355
00:17:25,423 --> 00:17:26,700
I'm ordering two dozen of 'em
356
00:17:26,735 --> 00:17:28,461
just to have the luxury
of eating that many of 'em
357
00:17:28,495 --> 00:17:29,807
in one sitting.
358
00:17:29,841 --> 00:17:31,119
♪
359
00:17:31,153 --> 00:17:32,741
The only thingthat's bothering me right now
360
00:17:32,775 --> 00:17:34,018
is the starvation
361
00:17:34,053 --> 00:17:37,366
that just can'tget enough to eat.
362
00:17:37,401 --> 00:17:39,230
Don't get me wrong, there'sa lot of limpets out there,
363
00:17:39,265 --> 00:17:41,198
but there's not a lot of foodon a limpet.
364
00:17:41,232 --> 00:17:43,683
I need to get some big protein,big fish.
365
00:17:43,717 --> 00:17:44,684
♪
366
00:17:44,718 --> 00:17:46,789
I've got to finish my net.
367
00:17:46,824 --> 00:17:47,963
♪
368
00:17:47,997 --> 00:17:50,207
It's looking like a net.
369
00:17:50,241 --> 00:17:52,140
None of the lines lay flat.
370
00:17:52,174 --> 00:17:54,659
It's all kind of disorganized,a little bit,
371
00:17:54,694 --> 00:17:56,972
which is kind of what you needfor tangling a fish.
372
00:17:57,006 --> 00:17:59,181
You want the netto be able to catch them,
373
00:17:59,216 --> 00:18:01,390
and you want 'emto get in there and get stuck
374
00:18:01,425 --> 00:18:03,185
and try to turn aroundand get out of it,
375
00:18:03,220 --> 00:18:05,360
and thrash about.
376
00:18:05,394 --> 00:18:07,362
I mean,I like the way it looks.
377
00:18:07,396 --> 00:18:10,296
Ohg, fog, fog.
378
00:18:10,330 --> 00:18:12,332
Is that on the outside?
379
00:18:12,367 --> 00:18:14,438
[sniffles]
No, you see that's internal,
380
00:18:14,472 --> 00:18:15,784
and that's--
381
00:18:15,818 --> 00:18:18,683
I got one minute left anyway
on the battery.
382
00:18:18,718 --> 00:18:20,133
Well, that's great.
383
00:18:20,168 --> 00:18:21,686
♪
384
00:18:21,721 --> 00:18:24,137
That's the part that doesn'tget in the episodes.
385
00:18:24,172 --> 00:18:26,277
We see all the footagethat we're shooting and stuff,
386
00:18:26,312 --> 00:18:29,004
but the real burdenof being out here
387
00:18:29,038 --> 00:18:31,662
is this other full-time jobI have of being a cameraman.
388
00:18:31,696 --> 00:18:33,008
♪
389
00:18:33,042 --> 00:18:34,837
I'm out here survivingand trying to work,
390
00:18:34,872 --> 00:18:36,184
and do all the thingsI need to do,
391
00:18:36,218 --> 00:18:37,530
and I'm a cameraman.
392
00:18:37,564 --> 00:18:41,672
♪
393
00:18:41,706 --> 00:18:43,605
I'm gonna mountmy home made gill net
394
00:18:43,639 --> 00:18:45,779
as an extension
on this gill net...
395
00:18:45,814 --> 00:18:46,780
♪
396
00:18:46,815 --> 00:18:48,092
And we'll see how it goes.
397
00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:49,507
You know,
I don't know if this'll work.
398
00:18:49,542 --> 00:18:53,304
It's much more visible
than the other one,
399
00:18:53,339 --> 00:18:56,549
but the other one
hasn't caught anything yet,
400
00:18:56,583 --> 00:19:00,242
so it can't work worse
than that.
401
00:19:00,277 --> 00:19:01,933
Right?
402
00:19:01,968 --> 00:19:03,935
♪
403
00:19:03,970 --> 00:19:05,730
Just trying to figure outwhat I'm gonna do
404
00:19:05,765 --> 00:19:08,630
with the rest of my lifeafter this.
405
00:19:08,664 --> 00:19:11,253
I do--I don't know.
406
00:19:11,288 --> 00:19:13,013
You know,it would be great if I had
407
00:19:13,048 --> 00:19:15,050
a career to go back to.
408
00:19:15,084 --> 00:19:16,534
[soft music]
409
00:19:16,569 --> 00:19:18,881
There's gotta be somethingout there for me.
410
00:19:18,916 --> 00:19:21,436
♪
411
00:19:21,470 --> 00:19:23,817
All right, that is
a bottle of crushed mussels
412
00:19:23,852 --> 00:19:26,682
hanging on a gill net,
413
00:19:26,717 --> 00:19:29,478
and if that doesn't attract fish
to the net,
414
00:19:29,513 --> 00:19:31,170
I don't know what else to do
in this bay.
415
00:19:31,204 --> 00:19:32,585
Seriously...
416
00:19:32,619 --> 00:19:35,346
I'm kind of,
like, at my wits end.
417
00:19:35,381 --> 00:19:36,727
If this idea doesn't work,
418
00:19:36,761 --> 00:19:38,694
I'm--I'm drawing a blank.
419
00:19:38,729 --> 00:19:41,421
[sighs]
And it's gotta catch something.
420
00:19:41,456 --> 00:19:44,113
♪
421
00:19:49,912 --> 00:19:52,881
[dramatic music]
422
00:19:52,915 --> 00:20:00,854
♪
423
00:20:09,656 --> 00:20:13,177
- All right, I've decided
to quit moping around
424
00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:15,283
like a little baby,
425
00:20:15,317 --> 00:20:16,560
and...
426
00:20:16,594 --> 00:20:17,768
♪
427
00:20:17,802 --> 00:20:19,079
Get some stuff done.
428
00:20:19,114 --> 00:20:21,634
[exhales]
429
00:20:21,668 --> 00:20:24,464
I have to staybecause I feel like
430
00:20:24,499 --> 00:20:28,261
I need to set an examplefor veterans to--
431
00:20:28,296 --> 00:20:30,090
to just not give up, you know?
432
00:20:30,125 --> 00:20:35,268
To--to keep going, you know, even though it sucks,
433
00:20:35,303 --> 00:20:37,891
and even thoughyou want the pain
434
00:20:37,926 --> 00:20:40,411
and everything else to go away,
435
00:20:40,446 --> 00:20:42,413
you know, just keep going.
436
00:20:42,448 --> 00:20:43,759
♪
437
00:20:43,794 --> 00:20:46,003
All right, so the net
438
00:20:46,037 --> 00:20:49,282
is not catching fish anymore.
439
00:20:49,317 --> 00:20:52,147
It only caught oneweird looking fish
440
00:20:52,181 --> 00:20:56,185
that I think justflew the wrong way.
441
00:20:56,220 --> 00:20:59,637
I have officially
outworn my welcome
442
00:20:59,672 --> 00:21:01,260
sleeping on the ground.
443
00:21:01,294 --> 00:21:03,158
[soft music]
444
00:21:03,192 --> 00:21:06,265
Since my net isn't
doing really anything
445
00:21:06,299 --> 00:21:09,129
as far as catching fish,
446
00:21:09,164 --> 00:21:12,409
we're gonna turn it back
into a hammock.
447
00:21:12,443 --> 00:21:15,688
You constantly have to changeyour approach to things,
448
00:21:15,722 --> 00:21:18,587
you know, 'cause just when youthink something is going good,
449
00:21:18,622 --> 00:21:21,072
it could change and go bad,
450
00:21:21,107 --> 00:21:23,143
and then you gotta figure outsomething else to do.
451
00:21:23,178 --> 00:21:25,145
Stuff happens.You're gonna have those things
452
00:21:25,180 --> 00:21:27,078
that just kick youwhile you're down,
453
00:21:27,113 --> 00:21:30,496
and you gotta get up and say,"Well, I got stuff to do."
454
00:21:30,530 --> 00:21:32,601
[dramatic music]
455
00:21:32,636 --> 00:21:35,570
Just really spent a lot of timebuilding that shelter,
456
00:21:35,604 --> 00:21:37,330
now it's flooded,
457
00:21:37,365 --> 00:21:39,712
but I don't have the energy
458
00:21:39,746 --> 00:21:42,646
to--to rebuild that thing
459
00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:44,544
somewhere else.
460
00:21:44,579 --> 00:21:46,650
Especially without food,
461
00:21:46,684 --> 00:21:49,791
the calories and all that.
462
00:21:49,825 --> 00:21:51,413
That's just not gonna work.
463
00:21:51,448 --> 00:21:55,003
You know, I barely havethe energy to split wood.
464
00:21:55,037 --> 00:22:00,319
All right, so it's still
soaked in here.
465
00:22:00,353 --> 00:22:03,598
Smells like [bleep] seaweed...
466
00:22:04,875 --> 00:22:08,188
Bad.
Like, really bad.
467
00:22:08,223 --> 00:22:11,226
If you allow yourself to adapt
468
00:22:11,260 --> 00:22:14,471
and you allow yourselfto--to change,
469
00:22:14,505 --> 00:22:18,716
then you're capableof just amazing things.
470
00:22:18,751 --> 00:22:22,444
[soft music]
471
00:22:22,479 --> 00:22:24,446
That might just work.
472
00:22:24,481 --> 00:22:27,725
♪
473
00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:32,420
Other than the foul stench
of seaweed.
474
00:22:32,454 --> 00:22:35,423
[tense music]
475
00:22:35,457 --> 00:22:43,362
♪
476
00:23:08,179 --> 00:23:10,803
Well, good morning.
477
00:23:10,837 --> 00:23:13,599
Day 21.
478
00:23:13,633 --> 00:23:17,085
I'm thankfulfor this beautiful place.
479
00:23:18,569 --> 00:23:21,434
I'm enjoying myself being here.
480
00:23:21,469 --> 00:23:25,127
It's--it's brought out
the best in me.
481
00:23:25,162 --> 00:23:27,164
I've built
a very beautiful camp.
482
00:23:27,198 --> 00:23:29,925
I have a comfortable home here.
483
00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:32,480
I can spend hoursin my shelter...
484
00:23:32,514 --> 00:23:33,964
♪
485
00:23:33,998 --> 00:23:37,692
And I've got means and waysfor getting food...
486
00:23:37,726 --> 00:23:39,141
♪
487
00:23:39,176 --> 00:23:42,938
And I've got thingsto occupy my time and my mind.
488
00:23:42,973 --> 00:23:44,664
I cut dice.
489
00:23:44,699 --> 00:23:46,045
Two blocks.
490
00:23:46,079 --> 00:23:47,736
Kind of round off the corners,
491
00:23:47,771 --> 00:23:51,119
so they roll better
for my football game.
492
00:23:51,153 --> 00:23:54,122
Sunday night football.
493
00:23:54,156 --> 00:23:56,020
We have our two opposing teams,
494
00:23:56,055 --> 00:23:59,196
the scallops and the stones.
495
00:23:59,230 --> 00:24:02,889
The dice determine
yardage and distance.
496
00:24:02,924 --> 00:24:05,133
Yes, it's a pass.
497
00:24:05,167 --> 00:24:07,722
Greater than ten yards?
498
00:24:07,756 --> 00:24:09,240
No, all right,
499
00:24:09,275 --> 00:24:12,761
so, let's roll
to see how many yards we get,
500
00:24:12,796 --> 00:24:14,798
and we just got two that time.
501
00:24:14,832 --> 00:24:16,558
All right, second down.
502
00:24:16,593 --> 00:24:18,733
The defense is holding.
503
00:24:18,767 --> 00:24:20,804
You know,the projects keep me busy
504
00:24:20,838 --> 00:24:22,115
throughout the day,
505
00:24:22,150 --> 00:24:25,394
and so time just flies bybecause of that.
506
00:24:25,429 --> 00:24:29,640
I did get the arapucalive box trap made.
507
00:24:29,675 --> 00:24:31,849
Hopping along...
508
00:24:31,884 --> 00:24:34,127
then he is caught.
509
00:24:34,162 --> 00:24:36,613
The other day,I found that black buoy.
510
00:24:36,647 --> 00:24:40,651
The perfect sizefor a bowling ball.
511
00:24:40,686 --> 00:24:42,481
♪
512
00:24:42,515 --> 00:24:43,551
Boom,
513
00:24:43,585 --> 00:24:46,312
and I got the top one,
514
00:24:46,346 --> 00:24:48,176
no problem.
515
00:24:48,210 --> 00:24:50,937
Like it when the--the time flies,
516
00:24:50,972 --> 00:24:52,352
but...
517
00:24:52,387 --> 00:24:56,046
I'm beginningto feel guilty
518
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:58,669
of wasting
519
00:24:58,704 --> 00:25:00,568
time and space
520
00:25:00,602 --> 00:25:04,261
that could be usedin a better way,
521
00:25:04,295 --> 00:25:06,643
and I feel like my journey is
522
00:25:06,677 --> 00:25:09,542
becoming selfishand self-serving.
523
00:25:09,577 --> 00:25:11,337
♪
524
00:25:11,371 --> 00:25:13,960
I'm not growing more
525
00:25:13,995 --> 00:25:16,791
and I'm not discoveringnew things about myself.
526
00:25:16,825 --> 00:25:18,413
♪
527
00:25:18,447 --> 00:25:25,834
And after thinking about it,
praying about it...
528
00:25:25,869 --> 00:25:29,079
I don't knowhow much longer I can do this.
529
00:25:29,113 --> 00:25:32,461
♪
530
00:25:36,535 --> 00:25:39,538
[dramatic music]
531
00:25:39,572 --> 00:25:47,511
♪
532
00:25:59,868 --> 00:26:02,802
I woke up, uh, craving...
533
00:26:02,837 --> 00:26:05,702
[rain pelting]
534
00:26:05,736 --> 00:26:08,118
Cinnamon sugar donuts
535
00:26:08,152 --> 00:26:10,499
and hot apple cider.
536
00:26:12,778 --> 00:26:14,434
Mmm.
537
00:26:16,885 --> 00:26:18,577
Fall.
538
00:26:18,611 --> 00:26:20,337
♪
539
00:26:20,371 --> 00:26:22,615
Still missing home a lot today.
540
00:26:22,650 --> 00:26:24,755
♪
541
00:26:24,790 --> 00:26:28,621
Over these last couple of days,I wanted to go home.
542
00:26:28,656 --> 00:26:30,243
♪
543
00:26:30,278 --> 00:26:33,143
I'm just having second thoughtsabout it.
544
00:26:33,177 --> 00:26:36,353
You also have the expectationsof other people.
545
00:26:36,387 --> 00:26:38,458
My family's gonna bewatching this.
546
00:26:38,493 --> 00:26:40,875
You don't wantto let anybody down.
547
00:26:40,909 --> 00:26:43,843
So it's a tough one, you know?
548
00:26:43,878 --> 00:26:45,258
It's really hard being alone.
549
00:26:45,293 --> 00:26:47,467
I've never been alonefor this long before.
550
00:26:47,502 --> 00:26:48,883
♪
551
00:26:48,917 --> 00:26:51,230
I have to figure outhow long I want to stay here.
552
00:26:51,264 --> 00:26:54,371
♪
553
00:26:54,405 --> 00:26:56,166
So today I'm just gonna
554
00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:59,307
build a little sweat lodge.
555
00:26:59,341 --> 00:27:00,860
A sweat lodge isone of those things,
556
00:27:00,895 --> 00:27:04,519
like, that feeds youmore spiritually.
557
00:27:04,553 --> 00:27:05,658
Just do a couple of rounds
558
00:27:05,693 --> 00:27:08,040
and, you know,
have a dip in the ocean
559
00:27:08,074 --> 00:27:11,043
and get myself clean
both physically and spiritually
560
00:27:11,077 --> 00:27:13,045
before making the decision.
561
00:27:13,079 --> 00:27:16,876
Biggest question I have is just: What am I doing this for?
562
00:27:16,911 --> 00:27:17,877
♪
563
00:27:17,912 --> 00:27:20,880
[axe thumping]
564
00:27:20,915 --> 00:27:23,262
I have all of these
cedar branches,
565
00:27:23,296 --> 00:27:24,953
and then there's,
like, a little circle
566
00:27:24,988 --> 00:27:25,954
you can kind of see.
567
00:27:25,989 --> 00:27:27,715
It's pretty small.
568
00:27:27,749 --> 00:27:29,164
I don't know
what the diameter is.
569
00:27:29,199 --> 00:27:31,442
Maybe, like, six feet
or something.
570
00:27:31,477 --> 00:27:34,135
It's just for me, so it doesn't
need to be crazy big.
571
00:27:34,169 --> 00:27:35,446
♪
572
00:27:35,481 --> 00:27:37,345
Think I got eight saplings,
573
00:27:37,379 --> 00:27:39,485
and then I just dug 'eminto the ground
574
00:27:39,519 --> 00:27:40,831
and folded 'em over,
575
00:27:40,866 --> 00:27:43,385
so that way they allare connected at the top,
576
00:27:43,420 --> 00:27:45,422
and then you justtie them together.
577
00:27:45,456 --> 00:27:46,630
♪
578
00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:48,528
So after those rocks
have been heated,
579
00:27:48,563 --> 00:27:50,703
those'll go into that pit...
580
00:27:50,738 --> 00:27:52,153
♪
581
00:27:52,187 --> 00:27:53,913
And then pour water on top.
582
00:27:53,948 --> 00:27:55,259
♪
583
00:27:55,294 --> 00:27:57,606
So now I'm gonnaput the tarp over it.
584
00:27:57,641 --> 00:27:59,850
♪
585
00:27:59,885 --> 00:28:01,369
Super simple.
586
00:28:01,403 --> 00:28:04,234
♪
587
00:28:04,268 --> 00:28:05,891
It looks good, actually.
588
00:28:05,925 --> 00:28:06,892
♪
589
00:28:06,926 --> 00:28:08,341
I got all the rocks in there.
590
00:28:08,376 --> 00:28:10,585
I'll get the rocks,
like, just super hot.
591
00:28:10,619 --> 00:28:11,724
♪
592
00:28:11,759 --> 00:28:14,037
Put 'em into the lodge
593
00:28:14,071 --> 00:28:16,660
and then pour water on them,
594
00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:19,421
and then sweat it out.
595
00:28:19,456 --> 00:28:20,975
[soft music]
596
00:28:21,009 --> 00:28:23,322
Maybe this willprovide some insight.
597
00:28:23,356 --> 00:28:28,534
♪
598
00:28:28,568 --> 00:28:30,536
Oh, yes.
599
00:28:30,570 --> 00:28:31,848
Mm.
600
00:28:31,882 --> 00:28:33,297
♪
601
00:28:33,332 --> 00:28:34,954
Oh, uh-huh.
602
00:28:41,167 --> 00:28:49,106
♪
603
00:28:52,109 --> 00:28:54,215
There's a certain
604
00:28:54,249 --> 00:28:56,113
level of
605
00:28:56,148 --> 00:28:59,013
content-ness and exhaustion
606
00:28:59,047 --> 00:29:01,601
that comes from doing
a good hot sweat.
607
00:29:01,636 --> 00:29:05,226
It's like you are happy
doing nothing.
608
00:29:05,260 --> 00:29:07,918
♪
609
00:29:07,953 --> 00:29:10,162
[steam hisses]
610
00:29:10,196 --> 00:29:11,680
Mm.
611
00:29:11,715 --> 00:29:13,924
[steam hisses]
612
00:29:13,959 --> 00:29:15,477
[sighs]
613
00:29:15,512 --> 00:29:17,652
[steam hisses]
614
00:29:19,688 --> 00:29:22,691
[singing in foreign language]
615
00:29:22,726 --> 00:29:30,665
♪
616
00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:37,637
[soft dramatic]
617
00:29:37,672 --> 00:29:39,329
A lot of thingsto look forward to.
618
00:29:39,363 --> 00:29:40,675
Today's been a good day.
619
00:29:40,709 --> 00:29:43,160
I'm really gratefulto be here...
620
00:29:43,195 --> 00:29:44,817
♪
621
00:29:44,852 --> 00:29:47,509
And to be in this placethat's so beautiful.
622
00:29:47,544 --> 00:29:50,547
It's seriously an incredible,
623
00:29:50,581 --> 00:29:53,343
powerful place.
624
00:29:53,377 --> 00:30:01,316
♪
625
00:30:11,361 --> 00:30:19,334
♪
626
00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:34,315
My head was kind ofout of it a bit this morning,
627
00:30:34,349 --> 00:30:37,007
and I feel, actually,pretty good right now.
628
00:30:37,042 --> 00:30:39,389
I feel really grounded.
629
00:30:39,423 --> 00:30:44,187
♪
630
00:30:44,221 --> 00:30:46,672
It's all a mental game,you know?
631
00:30:46,706 --> 00:30:48,191
It's just about,like, pushing on
632
00:30:48,225 --> 00:30:51,056
and--and adapting yourselfto the situation.
633
00:30:51,090 --> 00:30:52,885
A lot of staying calmfor me is just,
634
00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:55,543
like, looking around and beinggrateful for what I have.
635
00:30:55,577 --> 00:31:01,790
♪
636
00:31:01,825 --> 00:31:05,035
Every day I've been ableto walk outside
637
00:31:05,070 --> 00:31:07,555
and see something beautiful.
638
00:31:07,589 --> 00:31:10,178
♪
639
00:31:10,213 --> 00:31:12,111
I've come to my decision.
640
00:31:12,146 --> 00:31:13,112
♪
641
00:31:17,151 --> 00:31:20,154
[dramatic music]
642
00:31:20,188 --> 00:31:28,127
♪
643
00:31:36,584 --> 00:31:38,931
- It's not about:"How long can I last?"
644
00:31:38,966 --> 00:31:40,691
"How farcan you push yourself?"
645
00:31:40,726 --> 00:31:42,555
"How much can youtest your limits?"
646
00:31:42,590 --> 00:31:45,179
It's not really about that.
647
00:31:45,213 --> 00:31:48,285
- I'm in a quandary;I don't know what to do,
648
00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,356
and I'm just gonna go aheadand say it,
649
00:31:50,391 --> 00:31:52,945
I don't know if I can do this.
650
00:31:52,980 --> 00:31:56,638
- The last two days have beenmentally pretty rough.
651
00:31:56,673 --> 00:31:58,951
You know, just goingback and forth in my head
652
00:31:58,986 --> 00:32:01,298
if it would be okay to quit.
653
00:32:01,333 --> 00:32:03,162
I don't have to do this.
654
00:32:03,197 --> 00:32:04,336
♪
655
00:32:04,370 --> 00:32:06,165
- There's not enoughcaloric intake
656
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,754
in the meals thatI can pull out of the ocean
657
00:32:12,896 --> 00:32:14,484
to keep me frome That's the endgame for me..
658
00:32:14,518 --> 00:32:22,457
♪
659
00:32:28,739 --> 00:32:30,396
I know my goal all along
660
00:32:30,431 --> 00:32:33,952
was to stay out herefor the entire year,
661
00:32:33,986 --> 00:32:38,232
but I just miss Barbaraterribly.
662
00:32:38,266 --> 00:32:39,923
♪
663
00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:42,822
Being away like this, so long,
664
00:32:42,857 --> 00:32:45,618
I'm afraid thatit'll mess me up so bad
665
00:32:45,653 --> 00:32:49,312
that I'll go home this thingthat Barbara doesn't know.
666
00:32:49,346 --> 00:32:50,796
♪
667
00:32:50,830 --> 00:32:52,142
I have to admit
668
00:32:52,177 --> 00:32:55,525
that I did not foresee
669
00:32:55,559 --> 00:32:58,010
the heartache that I'm feeling.
670
00:32:58,045 --> 00:32:59,563
Love that camp.
671
00:32:59,598 --> 00:33:01,876
That's saying good-bye to a
really good friend right there.
672
00:33:01,910 --> 00:33:03,602
♪
673
00:33:03,636 --> 00:33:08,676
I do not like saying good-bye.
674
00:33:08,710 --> 00:33:09,884
♪
675
00:33:09,918 --> 00:33:12,473
It feels like abandonment.
676
00:33:12,507 --> 00:33:15,924
♪
677
00:33:15,959 --> 00:33:17,719
Man, oh, man,
678
00:33:17,754 --> 00:33:20,653
that is--that is something.
679
00:33:20,688 --> 00:33:22,586
It's even more beautiful
from here.
680
00:33:22,621 --> 00:33:30,560
♪
681
00:33:40,639 --> 00:33:48,578
♪
682
00:33:53,514 --> 00:33:55,654
Tomorrow, day 22,
683
00:33:55,688 --> 00:33:58,760
uh, I'm gonna climb up--
684
00:33:58,795 --> 00:34:00,624
climb up this mountain
behind me.
685
00:34:00,659 --> 00:34:01,798
Um...
686
00:34:01,832 --> 00:34:03,593
[soft dramatic music]
687
00:34:03,627 --> 00:34:06,078
In, uh--in remembrance
688
00:34:06,113 --> 00:34:09,047
of the 22 veterans a day
689
00:34:12,740 --> 00:34:14,466
that are committing suicideiSo hopefully, y.
690
00:34:14,500 --> 00:34:16,192
you know, somebody sees it
691
00:34:16,226 --> 00:34:18,918
and is--is inspired
692
00:34:18,953 --> 00:34:21,059
to--to keep fighting,
693
00:34:21,093 --> 00:34:22,301
to keep going.
694
00:34:22,336 --> 00:34:24,717
Um, so that's my hope.
695
00:34:24,752 --> 00:34:26,409
That's my goal
696
00:34:26,443 --> 00:34:28,825
in what I'm doing tomorrow.
697
00:34:28,859 --> 00:34:30,102
♪
698
00:34:30,137 --> 00:34:32,691
Today I havea lot of prep work to do.
699
00:34:32,725 --> 00:34:35,349
Getting the camera gear readyand food
700
00:34:35,383 --> 00:34:37,075
and you have to boil water,
701
00:34:37,109 --> 00:34:38,317
which is huge
702
00:34:38,352 --> 00:34:40,664
because that gives youthe ability
703
00:34:40,699 --> 00:34:42,632
to--to purify it enough
704
00:34:42,666 --> 00:34:45,290
so I can get to the topof that mountain.
705
00:34:45,324 --> 00:34:48,293
♪
706
00:34:48,327 --> 00:34:50,881
If I can climb this mountainon day 22,
707
00:34:50,916 --> 00:34:53,332
then I can do whatever.
708
00:34:53,367 --> 00:34:54,644
♪
709
00:34:54,678 --> 00:34:57,405
I think it's gonnarecharge my batteries.
710
00:34:57,440 --> 00:35:01,202
Gonna give me a little bit of--of extra motivation...
711
00:35:01,237 --> 00:35:02,203
♪
712
00:35:02,238 --> 00:35:03,894
To go a little bit further.
713
00:35:03,929 --> 00:35:05,931
♪
714
00:35:05,965 --> 00:35:08,865
Water takes forever
715
00:35:08,899 --> 00:35:10,487
to boil here.
716
00:35:10,522 --> 00:35:13,663
It's been about an hour--the last hour
717
00:35:13,697 --> 00:35:14,974
boiling this water.
718
00:35:15,009 --> 00:35:16,769
It's just such a--a painin the ass.
719
00:35:16,804 --> 00:35:17,943
♪
720
00:35:17,977 --> 00:35:19,462
It's starting to rain...
721
00:35:19,496 --> 00:35:20,842
♪
722
00:35:20,877 --> 00:35:24,294
A little bit, so I'm gonna
pull this inside here.
723
00:35:24,329 --> 00:35:30,162
♪
724
00:35:30,197 --> 00:35:32,302
[bleep]
725
00:35:32,337 --> 00:35:35,857
You gotta be kidding me.
726
00:35:35,892 --> 00:35:38,688
Oh, my God, man.
727
00:35:38,722 --> 00:35:39,861
[exhales]
728
00:35:39,896 --> 00:35:41,829
Wound up spilling
729
00:35:41,863 --> 00:35:44,003
a majority of my [bleep] water.
730
00:35:44,038 --> 00:35:47,006
[dramatic music]
731
00:35:47,041 --> 00:35:48,870
♪
732
00:35:48,905 --> 00:35:50,803
It was right there.
733
00:35:50,838 --> 00:35:53,289
Right at a boil.
734
00:35:53,323 --> 00:35:58,294
♪
735
00:35:58,328 --> 00:36:00,951
And now I don't even know
if I'll have enough
736
00:36:00,986 --> 00:36:03,609
to fill up my water bottles.
737
00:36:03,644 --> 00:36:06,336
♪
738
00:36:06,371 --> 00:36:08,200
Mother[bleep].
739
00:36:08,235 --> 00:36:16,174
♪
740
00:36:37,816 --> 00:36:39,507
You know, I was, like,
741
00:36:39,542 --> 00:36:42,372
so at peace with my decision,
742
00:36:42,407 --> 00:36:43,994
but I don't know.
743
00:36:44,029 --> 00:36:45,651
Gone back and forth on it.
744
00:36:45,686 --> 00:36:48,620
[soft dramatic music]
745
00:36:48,654 --> 00:36:50,898
Before I came out here,you know, I was in the process
746
00:36:50,932 --> 00:36:54,867
of--of choosing whetheror not I wanted to do this.
747
00:36:54,902 --> 00:36:58,388
I decided not to.
748
00:36:58,423 --> 00:37:00,010
♪
749
00:37:00,045 --> 00:37:02,496
Called my dad up,"What do you think?"
750
00:37:02,530 --> 00:37:04,808
And he had a really goodperspective, you know?
751
00:37:04,843 --> 00:37:06,465
Said this was a sort of, like,
752
00:37:06,500 --> 00:37:09,261
once in a lifetime opportunity
753
00:37:09,296 --> 00:37:10,607
to do something like this,
754
00:37:10,642 --> 00:37:12,264
and to just remember,
755
00:37:12,299 --> 00:37:14,266
like, how big this is.
756
00:37:14,301 --> 00:37:15,578
♪
757
00:37:15,612 --> 00:37:19,375
I'm torn between living hereand going home.
758
00:37:19,409 --> 00:37:22,412
♪
759
00:37:22,447 --> 00:37:23,655
If I leave,
760
00:37:23,689 --> 00:37:26,692
I'd be doing myselfan injustice.
761
00:37:26,727 --> 00:37:28,660
If I stay longer,
762
00:37:28,694 --> 00:37:29,833
I'm gonna be alone.
763
00:37:29,868 --> 00:37:33,181
♪
764
00:37:39,222 --> 00:37:47,161
♪
765
00:37:57,240 --> 00:38:05,213
♪
766
00:38:08,251 --> 00:38:09,356
[satellite phone beeps]
767
00:38:11,703 --> 00:38:13,808
Hey, Dan, this is Randy.
768
00:38:15,396 --> 00:38:19,952
♪
769
00:38:19,987 --> 00:38:22,334
- Hey, man,
uh, I, uh--I wanted to call
770
00:38:22,369 --> 00:38:23,508
because I'm ready to go.
771
00:38:23,542 --> 00:38:25,199
I'm--I'm tapping out.
772
00:38:25,233 --> 00:38:27,615
♪
773
00:38:31,516 --> 00:38:33,311
♪
774
00:38:33,345 --> 00:38:36,141
Physically, I felt capableof staying out here
775
00:38:36,175 --> 00:38:37,694
a really long time,
776
00:38:37,729 --> 00:38:40,628
but we're not justphysical bodies,
777
00:38:40,663 --> 00:38:43,562
and so I wasn'tbeing fed mentally.
778
00:38:43,597 --> 00:38:46,082
I wasn't being fed emotionally
779
00:38:46,116 --> 00:38:49,844
because there's no interactionwith other people.
780
00:38:49,879 --> 00:38:53,607
I mean, don't get me wrong,like, I love living this way.
781
00:38:53,641 --> 00:38:55,505
I want to live off the land.
782
00:38:55,540 --> 00:38:56,679
♪
783
00:38:56,713 --> 00:38:59,716
That's the ideal life for me,
784
00:38:59,751 --> 00:39:03,375
but there's no wayI could do it alone.
785
00:39:03,410 --> 00:39:05,481
I am craving
786
00:39:05,515 --> 00:39:08,656
human companionshiplike it's water.
787
00:39:08,691 --> 00:39:11,314
♪
788
00:39:11,349 --> 00:39:13,523
I wanted to just come out here
789
00:39:13,558 --> 00:39:16,423
and just sort of, like,connect with the land...
790
00:39:16,457 --> 00:39:18,425
♪
791
00:39:18,459 --> 00:39:20,185
And I wanted itto teach me things,
792
00:39:20,219 --> 00:39:21,635
and...
793
00:39:21,669 --> 00:39:25,501
you know, it really made meappreciate my loved ones.
794
00:39:25,535 --> 00:39:28,918
My sort of,like, community and tribe.
795
00:39:28,952 --> 00:39:31,299
I mean, it--it really opened my eyes
796
00:39:31,334 --> 00:39:34,268
to how amazingthe people in my life are...
797
00:39:34,302 --> 00:39:36,546
but I'm really gonnamiss this place a lot.
798
00:39:36,581 --> 00:39:41,309
♪
799
00:39:41,344 --> 00:39:43,484
I'm just craving
800
00:39:43,519 --> 00:39:45,762
my loved ones,
801
00:39:45,797 --> 00:39:47,454
and, you know,
802
00:39:47,488 --> 00:39:50,733
I just--I way underestimated
803
00:39:50,767 --> 00:39:53,080
that being the hardest part.
804
00:39:53,114 --> 00:40:01,019
♪
805
00:40:11,098 --> 00:40:16,552
♪
806
00:40:16,586 --> 00:40:18,519
- Hi, good morning,
ladies and gentlemen.
807
00:40:18,554 --> 00:40:20,348
[soft dramatic music]
808
00:40:22,489 --> 00:40:26,458
My name is Justin,
and I'm reporting to you live
809
00:40:26,493 --> 00:40:28,495
from the scene
810
00:40:28,529 --> 00:40:31,463
of the set
of the movie "Waterworld."
811
00:40:33,500 --> 00:40:37,504
Everything is under water.
812
00:40:37,538 --> 00:40:39,091
Holy [bleep].
813
00:40:39,126 --> 00:40:41,266
There's about--oh, man,
814
00:40:41,300 --> 00:40:43,406
at least six inches under water.
815
00:40:43,441 --> 00:40:46,305
[sighs]
I thought I had it bad earlier.
816
00:40:46,340 --> 00:40:48,238
This is nuts.
817
00:40:48,273 --> 00:40:51,000
I have no frickin' idea
818
00:40:51,034 --> 00:40:52,484
what I'm gonna do
819
00:40:52,519 --> 00:40:53,830
as far as shelter...
820
00:40:53,865 --> 00:40:54,866
[dramatic music]
821
00:40:54,900 --> 00:40:56,523
But you know what?
822
00:40:56,557 --> 00:40:59,353
Today, that doesn't matter...
823
00:40:59,387 --> 00:41:00,354
♪
824
00:41:00,388 --> 00:41:03,150
Because today is day 22.
825
00:41:03,184 --> 00:41:06,394
I decided that on day 22
826
00:41:06,429 --> 00:41:08,051
I was gonna climb a mountain.
827
00:41:08,086 --> 00:41:09,121
♪
828
00:41:09,156 --> 00:41:11,572
Kind of--
829
00:41:11,607 --> 00:41:15,196
kind of really at my--at the
bottom of my rope right now,
830
00:41:15,231 --> 00:41:17,095
and, uh...
831
00:41:17,129 --> 00:41:18,337
so I need this.
832
00:41:18,372 --> 00:41:21,582
I need--I need to get to the top
of that mountain.
833
00:41:21,617 --> 00:41:23,101
Um...
834
00:41:23,135 --> 00:41:24,723
♪
835
00:41:24,758 --> 00:41:27,139
'Cause when I come back down,
I gotta start all over.
836
00:41:27,174 --> 00:41:28,140
♪
837
00:41:28,175 --> 00:41:29,314
Um...
838
00:41:29,348 --> 00:41:31,937
♪
839
00:41:34,388 --> 00:41:35,941
So...
[exhales]
840
00:41:35,976 --> 00:41:36,977
This is it.
841
00:41:37,011 --> 00:41:40,014
♪
842
00:41:40,049 --> 00:41:41,982
There's a lotof ups and downs in life,
843
00:41:42,016 --> 00:41:44,053
and for everyone step you take,
844
00:41:44,087 --> 00:41:46,987
there's three thingsthat pull you back down.
845
00:41:47,021 --> 00:41:49,886
Over the course of time,that can drain on you.
846
00:41:49,921 --> 00:41:51,509
Drain your soul.
847
00:41:51,543 --> 00:41:54,270
Drain a person down to where they don't want to do anything.
848
00:41:54,304 --> 00:41:55,547
They don't want to--
849
00:41:55,582 --> 00:41:58,550
to deal with life anymore.
850
00:41:58,585 --> 00:42:02,520
If one veteran that's hurtingsees this and says,
851
00:42:02,554 --> 00:42:03,900
"I can keep going,"
852
00:42:03,935 --> 00:42:05,419
that, "It can get better,"
853
00:42:05,453 --> 00:42:06,903
and, "That it will get better
854
00:42:06,938 --> 00:42:09,216
"if you keep putting one footin front of the other
855
00:42:09,250 --> 00:42:11,598
and you keep climbing,"
856
00:42:11,632 --> 00:42:14,048
then it's worth the risk.
857
00:42:14,083 --> 00:42:17,673
♪
858
00:42:17,707 --> 00:42:20,192
- I'm ready to put the skinon the kayak.
859
00:42:20,227 --> 00:42:21,400
The tarp I have,
860
00:42:21,435 --> 00:42:23,368
one good scratchon those barnacles,
861
00:42:23,402 --> 00:42:24,887
and it's done with.
862
00:42:24,921 --> 00:42:26,336
- I'm gonna climbthis damn mountain.
863
00:42:26,371 --> 00:42:28,028
This is extremely dangerous.
864
00:42:28,062 --> 00:42:30,099
One wrong move here,
and I'm done.
865
00:42:30,133 --> 00:42:31,410
[grunts]
866
00:42:31,445 --> 00:42:34,448
- Rough surf came in,
destroyed both of my gill nets.
867
00:42:34,482 --> 00:42:35,656
I'm wasting away in here.
868
00:42:35,691 --> 00:42:36,933
If I don't get some solid food
869
00:42:36,968 --> 00:42:39,039
out of that ocean,I'm not gonna make it.
870
00:42:39,073 --> 00:42:41,420
There is a bear behind me.
871
00:42:41,455 --> 00:42:43,975
It is at my net.
What's it gonna do?
872
00:42:44,009 --> 00:42:45,632
[whispering]
Oh, it's coming my way.
873
00:42:45,666 --> 00:42:46,356
Oh, my God.
874
00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:48,151
♪
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