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[dramatic music]
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♪♪
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[helicopter blades whirring]
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- This is it.
It has begun.
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- God.
[bleep]
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Piece of [bleep].
I hate this place.
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- This is bad.
I've got to get out of here.
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This is feelinglike the toughest thing
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I've ever done in my life.
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I guess I'm officially tapping.
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- Oh, oh, oh,
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
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I'm finding all kinds of
[bleep] water in my tent.
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- I believe I hear
a neighborhood resident.
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There's a bear outside.
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Get out of here!
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[bear growling]
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- Who are you when everything'sbeen stripped away?
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[bleep].
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[yelping]
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- It's scary out here
in these woods.
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- I have not hada serious meal in a week.
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- If I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
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- It's alway the backof your mind,
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"Well, I could tap out."
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- Putting upwith this filming [bleep]?
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- Running into a predator,it's not an if.
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It's a when.
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Get the hell out of here.
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I see you.
Get out of here!
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- I'm livinga hand-to-mouth existence.
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Yes!
Aah!
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- $500,000is a lot of money.
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- It's just gonna keepgetting harder.
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- It's not the worldthat needs to change.
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It's methat needs to change.
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[moans]
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪♪
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Good morning.
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It rained like a son
of a bitch all night.
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I woke up this morning
to, "Mom, Mom!
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Mommy!"
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And I woke up,
and I'm looking around.
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It was the geese flying in.
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[mimicking geese]
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So there you go.
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I thought my girls were
waking me up.
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Today, the rain's
slowed down a little bit,
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but I know it's gonna get worse.
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[yawning]
I need to set up a fire shelter,
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like a place that I can count on
having a fire every day.
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Something that's dry.
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So, I'm gonna...
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take this here ridge pole.
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I'm gonna carve in
a couple notches
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into this tree and this tree,
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kind of like a divot notch,
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and so I can wedge it
into the tree a little bit
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and then tie it down
with some fish string.
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What I'm most scared of is
after the adventure,
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after this is all done
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and we all go home,
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I'm scared of what's next.
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It's like,
what's the next thing
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that's gonna capture you
the way this has captured me?
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You know,
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when I was home,
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my mom brought up the fact that
there is gypsy blood our line.
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Maybe that's
where I get all this from.
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Just the need to run,
the need to go all the time.
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A change of scenery,
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a change of pace,
a new adventure.
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♪♪
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I want to tell my kids
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that you can do anythingthat you want to do.
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I want to raise strong women
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in this world.
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Then I'm gonna pull my tarp
over, 5-foot up,
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and then maybe out.
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Check it out.
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If you think
you can do it, try it.
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If you want it, go get it.
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I think that
that's a huge lesson,
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especially for my daughters.
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[dramatic music]
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♪♪
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- Our journey
this morning begins.
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Yay.
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I do thingsa little differently.
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Whereas most peopleare probably
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sitting around surviving,
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I want to keep activejust to try to stay sane.
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I'm gonna explore the area a little bit and go from there.
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It's kind of ingrainedin you in the military
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to just constantly go100 miles an hour.
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- You are prepared
for what's gonna happen.
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- Yeah.
- You know a lot
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about what's gonna happen.
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- I was in the Armyfor about 15 years.
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I recently got out.
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For the majorityof that time,
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I was either a sniper
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or working downat the sniper school.
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There's a huge suicide epidemicin the veteran community.
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I started noticingsome of my friends
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that had gottenout of the military,
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and they were havinga real hard time
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transitioninginto civilian life.
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I came up with the ideaof taking guys
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out on hiking trips.
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I think there's a connectionwith nature there
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that can be really helpful.
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And, to me,that's what keeps me going.
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All the years
in the military,
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if you have one thing,
it's gonna be this.
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- So, I have two blades.
I have one, just regular.
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And then the other
one is serrated.if you have one thing, it's gonna be this.
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Being in the military,you still have people around,
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you know, that kind ofkeep you going.
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You have a missionor a purpose to do together.
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So you still havethat human interaction.
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Very few people have evergone out by themselves,
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completely shut offfrom everybody.
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For me, going out in the middle
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of nowhere completely reliantupon myself,
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it is that challenge
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that I've always wantedto put myself through.
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I'm gonna head into the woods.
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I'm gonna be looking for signs
of some sustainable food.
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You never know.
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I feel like
if you sit in one place,
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you might miss
a whole lot of stuff.
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♪♪
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I have a duck.
[laughs]
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I have little duck
that's hanging out.
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I don't know, I might leave him.
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Depends on how hungry I get.
He might be dinner.
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[footsteps crunching]
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[bird chirping]
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What?
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The bird up there, he's either
trying to tell me something,
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or trying to tell everybody else
that I'm here.
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♪♪
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- Life aloneon Vancouver Island.
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My goal is to be out herefor the entire year.
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So, it's...survival...
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of the fittest.
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I spent eight years
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teachiilotsand air crew members
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how to survivebehind enemy lines.
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You know,if they got shot down,
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what would they do to survive?
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Once you get the shelter
and the water figured out,
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firewood and food.
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So, I plan to eat some seaweed
this morning.
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I want to show you
the different kinds of foods
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there are on the beach.
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There's this type
of seaweed,
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seagrass.
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You eat down at the basewhere it's white.
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And it is quite sweet.
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Very good.
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I believe, also,
you can...
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eat the rhizome.
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And that's very sweet as well.
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It's kind of like candy,
I mean, it's so sweet.
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Bull kelp
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has this long tail
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that goes
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down and around
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and way off out there.
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And you can eat...
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the vine as well.
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Normally,
you slice it into little rings
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and then you cook it.
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[crunches]
Ha-ha!
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Mmm.
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Got a lot of salt water
that time.
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So, that is breakfast.
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And it looks like
we've got low tide,
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so I'm gonna go ahead
and try and put up my gillnet.
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[hammering]
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So I've got this freshwatercreek flowing into the cove.
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I'm gonna put my gillnetright out in front of it.
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Perhaps that's the best placeto put it.
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I'll find out.
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Every day, that low tide/high tide transition,
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I'm gonna look forwardto going out
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and checking my traps.
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I really hope I get a fishin there tomorrow.
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♪♪
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Looks like we should get out
the tennis rackets
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and start playing tennis, right?
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[splashing]
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I'm gonna go walk,see if I can find
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some more edibles this morning.
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There's my seaweed spot.
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Oh, my goodness.
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Check this out.
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There's a very large pile
of bear poo.
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[tense music]
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One...
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two...
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three...
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four--that's still steaming--
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five...
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six.
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[laughs]
I've got friends already.
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And I thought I was gonna be
alone out here.
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[laughs]
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♪♪
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- I've been looking around...through the woods.
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I have to look for the most
sustainable food source.
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And I'm not seeing too much,
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as far as wildlife signs.
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I don't see really
any scrape marks
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on...the tree
I just walked across.
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We're gonna start
heading down to the beach.
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See what we can find down there.
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♪♪
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[sighs]
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Biggest thing
I'm seeing right now,
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as far as resources go,
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is the inlet,
is what I'm thinking.
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That most of my food
is gonna come out of the water.
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I don't see
my little duck friend.
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I've got a duck
that hangs out over here.
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Let's see if we can find him.
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[water running]
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♪♪
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Holy crap.
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♪♪
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My duck...
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is somehow dead.
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[splashing]
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That's pretty weird.
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I'm not sure
what the hell killed this thing.
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There's no bite marks,
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no blood.
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I don't see any tracks.
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So this is
a pretty big decision.
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On the one hand,
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if something killed this thing
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that somehow infected the meat,
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and I don't cook it well enough,
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I'm gonna get sick.
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That sucks, you know?
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On the other hand,
if I get rid of it--
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'cause I can't leave it here,
'cause all it's gonna do
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is attract cougars and bears.
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More than likely, a cougar.
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If I get rid of it,
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it's getting rid
of a lot of meat.
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[dramatic music]
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♪♪
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[bleep].
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[dramatic music]
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♪♪
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[water running]
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♪
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[footsteps crunching]
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♪♪
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So, I've made my decision.
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I'm not gonna eat it.
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Ah, it kind of sucks.
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I was really hoping
this dude was gonna give me food
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when I really needed it,
269
00:15:27,133 --> 00:15:30,343
and not have to waste food
when I don't.
270
00:15:36,763 --> 00:15:39,800
All right.
271
00:15:39,835 --> 00:15:41,699
Mr. Duck,
272
00:15:41,733 --> 00:15:44,081
it was nice knowing you, bro.
273
00:15:44,115 --> 00:15:47,636
And...take care.
274
00:15:48,982 --> 00:15:50,052
Do you have duck funerals?
275
00:15:50,087 --> 00:15:51,674
Is that a thing?
I don't know.
276
00:15:51,709 --> 00:15:56,196
Anyway, we're gonna throw
this dude out into the bay.
277
00:15:57,508 --> 00:16:01,029
Hopefully, he'll get drug away
and not...
278
00:16:01,063 --> 00:16:03,307
wash up on my beach again.
279
00:16:03,341 --> 00:16:05,412
That would suck.
280
00:16:07,725 --> 00:16:10,107
Yeah.
281
00:16:10,141 --> 00:16:11,660
Bye, duck.
282
00:16:11,694 --> 00:16:13,006
Quack.
283
00:16:13,041 --> 00:16:18,115
♪
284
00:16:18,149 --> 00:16:21,014
Wasting food is a huge thing,
285
00:16:21,049 --> 00:16:25,329
because you're runningon miniscule calories.
286
00:16:25,363 --> 00:16:27,020
It's pretty disheartening,
287
00:16:27,055 --> 00:16:29,436
but the risk of me potentially
288
00:16:29,471 --> 00:16:31,749
getting sickfrom some crazy bird flu
289
00:16:31,783 --> 00:16:34,027
or whatever this thingdied from--
290
00:16:34,062 --> 00:16:35,822
it's not worth it.
291
00:16:35,856 --> 00:16:43,761
♪♪
292
00:16:52,632 --> 00:16:54,841
- So, here's a little bit
of my...
293
00:16:54,875 --> 00:16:56,325
[clears throat]
294
00:16:59,190 --> 00:17:00,847
Hemlock tea.
295
00:17:00,881 --> 00:17:05,645
♪♪
296
00:17:05,679 --> 00:17:08,165
I have big plans for today.
297
00:17:08,199 --> 00:17:11,996
Food is a priority.
298
00:17:12,031 --> 00:17:13,480
I'm not a fisherman,
299
00:17:13,515 --> 00:17:16,552
and the oceanis super abundant.
300
00:17:16,587 --> 00:17:18,313
There's tons of fish in there.
301
00:17:18,347 --> 00:17:22,144
I just haven't figured outhow to catch them yet.
302
00:17:22,179 --> 00:17:24,526
So, I need to goby what I know,
303
00:17:24,560 --> 00:17:28,461
which is the land.
304
00:17:28,495 --> 00:17:31,671
Every single year, my dad,all my uncles, my grandpa,
305
00:17:31,705 --> 00:17:33,397
we would basically goup to our cottage
306
00:17:33,431 --> 00:17:34,639
that we havein northern Michigan.
307
00:17:34,674 --> 00:17:36,089
And we would go out hunting
308
00:17:36,124 --> 00:17:37,366
and, you know,it was always just,
309
00:17:37,401 --> 00:17:39,368
like, so much fun.
310
00:17:39,403 --> 00:17:42,958
♪♪
311
00:17:42,992 --> 00:17:44,994
- There he is.
His senior picture.
312
00:17:45,029 --> 00:17:47,445
We're gonna miss him.
313
00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:49,482
- I think, just as a young man,I was just--you know,
314
00:17:49,516 --> 00:17:51,622
not knowing what I wantedto do with my life,
315
00:17:51,656 --> 00:17:53,693
I know that I lovedbeing outside.
316
00:17:53,727 --> 00:17:56,420
I sort of, like, have just a very, very strong connection
317
00:17:56,454 --> 00:17:58,111
to the natural world.
318
00:17:58,146 --> 00:18:03,392
Just being outside in naturedoes a lot for my spirit.
319
00:18:03,427 --> 00:18:06,015
- So, how long you think
you're gonna last?
320
00:18:06,050 --> 00:18:07,224
Last one standing?
321
00:18:07,258 --> 00:18:09,295
Hopefully.
322
00:18:09,329 --> 00:18:12,608
I've never really beena conventional-type person.
323
00:18:12,643 --> 00:18:14,334
Currentlyand for the last eight years,
324
00:18:14,369 --> 00:18:15,991
I've been workingfor a survival school
325
00:18:16,025 --> 00:18:19,822
in southern Utah, teachingsort of primitive skills.
326
00:18:19,857 --> 00:18:21,548
And this is a huge test for me.
327
00:18:21,583 --> 00:18:23,481
You know, this is sort of,like, a culmination
328
00:18:23,516 --> 00:18:25,552
of all of the yearsof training,
329
00:18:25,587 --> 00:18:27,589
like, all of the booksthat I've read,
330
00:18:27,623 --> 00:18:29,038
all of the going outand doing it
331
00:18:29,073 --> 00:18:30,730
and getting in the dirt time.
332
00:18:30,764 --> 00:18:33,112
I want to look backon this experience
333
00:18:33,146 --> 00:18:35,528
in 10, 15, 20 years from now,and I want to say,
334
00:18:35,562 --> 00:18:37,530
like, that experiencedefinitely propelled me,
335
00:18:37,564 --> 00:18:38,703
and helped me grow,
336
00:18:38,738 --> 00:18:40,429
and made mea better human being.
337
00:18:40,464 --> 00:18:41,706
Blow him a kiss.
338
00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:47,885
- Experiences like this don'treally come along that often.
339
00:18:47,919 --> 00:18:49,921
Being able to procure food,I mean,
340
00:18:49,956 --> 00:18:52,476
is gonna be the differencebetween me staying, like,
341
00:18:52,510 --> 00:18:54,823
a couple of weeks and mestaying a couple of months.
342
00:18:54,857 --> 00:18:56,721
So, I'm gonna set up some traps.
343
00:18:59,759 --> 00:19:02,658
So these traps are
super, super simple.
344
00:19:02,693 --> 00:19:06,766
Great for game ranging from
345
00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:11,426
a mouse to maybe a rabbit.
346
00:19:11,460 --> 00:19:15,602
Deadfalls themselves can be
347
00:19:15,637 --> 00:19:19,399
used to take things
as large as a bear.
348
00:19:19,434 --> 00:19:21,643
That'll loop around there.
349
00:19:21,677 --> 00:19:23,334
The weight of the rock
350
00:19:23,369 --> 00:19:26,268
will be here.
351
00:19:27,856 --> 00:19:30,928
So, the rock will be pressing
down on this,
352
00:19:30,962 --> 00:19:33,275
and then there will be
a bait stick,
353
00:19:33,310 --> 00:19:36,692
which is running from
354
00:19:36,727 --> 00:19:39,039
your toggle
355
00:19:39,074 --> 00:19:41,801
to the end of the rock,
356
00:19:41,835 --> 00:19:44,493
or the end of the log,
or whatever you have.
357
00:19:44,528 --> 00:19:48,187
So what will happen is,
the creature will come up,
358
00:19:48,221 --> 00:19:50,223
pick off that bait stick.
359
00:19:50,258 --> 00:19:54,089
That'll cause...
360
00:19:54,123 --> 00:19:55,711
the trap to trigger,
361
00:19:55,746 --> 00:19:57,575
and then the rock to fall
362
00:19:57,610 --> 00:19:59,439
and collapse on the animal.
363
00:19:59,474 --> 00:20:01,924
So, it's a very--
364
00:20:01,959 --> 00:20:05,618
it's actually a very humane way
to kill it.
365
00:20:05,652 --> 00:20:08,586
♪♪
366
00:20:08,621 --> 00:20:12,901
In the forest, there aren't really any rocks.
367
00:20:12,935 --> 00:20:15,352
So I have to make dowith what I have.
368
00:20:15,386 --> 00:20:18,147
And that's probably,
like, you know,
369
00:20:18,182 --> 00:20:21,185
25, 30 pounds of force.
370
00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:23,808
So, a pretty good amount.
371
00:20:23,843 --> 00:20:25,396
And we'll see,
maybe I can get something
372
00:20:25,431 --> 00:20:28,019
by the morning.
373
00:20:28,054 --> 00:20:30,401
This place is very beautiful.
374
00:20:30,436 --> 00:20:32,127
If you could live
just off beauty,
375
00:20:32,161 --> 00:20:35,130
then you'd be pretty full here.
376
00:20:35,164 --> 00:20:36,407
♪
377
00:20:36,442 --> 00:20:40,446
But unfortunately,we need food to survive.
378
00:20:40,480 --> 00:20:44,864
I need to figure out
this food situation.
379
00:20:44,898 --> 00:20:48,592
I don't know if I'll have
the energy to do this.
380
00:20:51,767 --> 00:20:54,701
I need to figure out
this food situation.
381
00:20:54,736 --> 00:21:02,606
♪♪
382
00:21:09,371 --> 00:21:12,340
[water running]
383
00:21:12,374 --> 00:21:13,927
♪♪
384
00:21:13,962 --> 00:21:15,964
What I intend to do is
385
00:21:15,998 --> 00:21:18,380
head over right away
before the tide comes up
386
00:21:18,415 --> 00:21:21,970
and makes it more challenging
and difficult
387
00:21:22,004 --> 00:21:23,799
to get over
to the gillnet,
388
00:21:23,834 --> 00:21:26,008
check and see if I have a fish.
389
00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:31,220
There's the gillnet.
390
00:21:31,255 --> 00:21:35,432
I really hope
I get a fish in there.
391
00:21:35,466 --> 00:21:37,882
I see something dark out there,
392
00:21:37,917 --> 00:21:40,609
and, man, it looks like a fish.
393
00:21:40,644 --> 00:21:42,784
Holy moly, it is a fish.
394
00:21:42,818 --> 00:21:44,993
Look at that.
Thank Jesus.
395
00:21:45,027 --> 00:21:49,653
♪♪
396
00:21:49,687 --> 00:21:51,482
Let's see if there's any more.
397
00:21:51,517 --> 00:21:54,140
♪♪
398
00:21:54,174 --> 00:21:58,040
Oh, yeah.
There's a halibut.
399
00:21:58,075 --> 00:22:01,837
There's another fish
right there.
400
00:22:01,872 --> 00:22:02,942
Three fish.
401
00:22:02,976 --> 00:22:06,497
Man, today has
just been a stellar day.
402
00:22:06,532 --> 00:22:08,499
Three fish.
Come on.
403
00:22:08,534 --> 00:22:11,675
Thank you, Jesus.
404
00:22:11,709 --> 00:22:15,506
I don't intend to eat
all three fish.
405
00:22:15,541 --> 00:22:18,682
I think I'd get sick
from eating that much.
406
00:22:18,716 --> 00:22:22,651
I intend to cook them,
407
00:22:22,686 --> 00:22:23,756
and then
408
00:22:23,790 --> 00:22:25,516
I'll bury it nearby here.
409
00:22:27,173 --> 00:22:29,831
The only thingthat could make this better
410
00:22:29,865 --> 00:22:32,385
is if I was in a restaurant
411
00:22:32,420 --> 00:22:35,388
eating this with Barbara.
412
00:22:35,423 --> 00:22:37,148
If you were going with me,
413
00:22:37,183 --> 00:22:39,392
we could share body heat.
414
00:22:39,427 --> 00:22:43,707
Without you to help heat,
I need this much bigger bag.
415
00:22:43,741 --> 00:22:47,469
Barbara is just this kind,compassionate woman.
416
00:22:47,504 --> 00:22:50,230
I am blessed that she loves me
417
00:22:50,265 --> 00:22:51,818
and likes being married to me.
418
00:22:51,853 --> 00:22:54,338
♪♪
419
00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:56,305
Before I wentinto the Air Force,
420
00:22:56,340 --> 00:22:57,928
my two brothers and I,
421
00:22:57,962 --> 00:22:59,447
when we wereeight, nine, and ten,
422
00:22:59,481 --> 00:23:02,691
we were sent to an orphanage.
423
00:23:02,726 --> 00:23:06,177
I got kicked out when I was 15.
424
00:23:06,212 --> 00:23:09,974
Those are really, reallypainful memories.
425
00:23:10,009 --> 00:23:11,424
♪
426
00:23:11,459 --> 00:23:14,703
I have three children.I'm a grandfather by three.
427
00:23:14,738 --> 00:23:18,604
When my daughter passed,she was only ten years old.
428
00:23:18,638 --> 00:23:19,950
That's gonna work on me.
429
00:23:19,984 --> 00:23:22,331
And so my main motivation
430
00:23:22,366 --> 00:23:25,818
is I want to prove to myself
431
00:23:25,852 --> 00:23:28,786
that I can deal withmy painful past
432
00:23:28,821 --> 00:23:30,409
and hurtful history.
433
00:23:30,443 --> 00:23:32,618
Just know thatin those situations
434
00:23:32,652 --> 00:23:35,586
where I am alonewithout Barbara,
435
00:23:35,621 --> 00:23:38,071
those memories are larger
436
00:23:38,106 --> 00:23:40,384
than they are ever at any time.
437
00:23:41,730 --> 00:23:43,352
[dirt scraping]
438
00:23:43,387 --> 00:23:45,631
You know, it's--it's work.
439
00:23:45,665 --> 00:23:48,565
And I hope that I canget through the tough times.
440
00:23:54,122 --> 00:23:57,021
That fish is on the plank.
441
00:23:57,056 --> 00:23:59,023
There'll be lean days,
442
00:23:59,058 --> 00:24:02,061
and at that time I'll have
these fish laid up
443
00:24:02,095 --> 00:24:04,926
in my hole-in-the-ground
refrigerator.
444
00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:08,619
And I've got them stacked
one on top of the other.
445
00:24:09,793 --> 00:24:12,071
And I've got that moss on them.
446
00:24:12,105 --> 00:24:14,383
And I've got seaweed
from down below
447
00:24:14,418 --> 00:24:17,317
and maybe mask the smell.
448
00:24:17,352 --> 00:24:19,388
The temperatures
are cool enough here
449
00:24:19,423 --> 00:24:21,321
that it'll keep
for two days,
450
00:24:21,356 --> 00:24:23,910
but I don't think it would keep
for longer than that.
451
00:24:25,843 --> 00:24:28,708
Hopefully that'll be there
for me tomorrow morning,
452
00:24:28,743 --> 00:24:31,608
and some bear or animal
hasn't dug it up.
453
00:24:31,642 --> 00:24:35,612
♪♪
454
00:24:35,646 --> 00:24:39,305
I'm completely relieved.
455
00:24:39,339 --> 00:24:41,445
My gillnet caught three fish.
456
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,379
Hallelujah, give me more,give me more!
457
00:24:44,413 --> 00:24:47,520
I am gonna be eatinglike a king out here.
458
00:24:47,555 --> 00:24:50,523
[dramatic music]
459
00:24:50,558 --> 00:24:58,462
♪♪
460
00:25:09,956 --> 00:25:12,614
Man.
461
00:25:12,649 --> 00:25:15,997
Well, my trap
was triggered last night.
462
00:25:16,031 --> 00:25:17,239
Um...
463
00:25:17,274 --> 00:25:20,415
♪♪
464
00:25:20,449 --> 00:25:22,417
I can't believe this.
465
00:25:22,451 --> 00:25:24,074
Nothing.
466
00:25:24,108 --> 00:25:25,558
It's both a good thing
and a bad thing.
467
00:25:25,593 --> 00:25:29,389
It's a good thing because
they triggered the trap.
468
00:25:29,424 --> 00:25:31,357
It's a bad thing because
I'm definitely, like,
469
00:25:31,391 --> 00:25:34,809
running pretty low on fuel.
470
00:25:34,843 --> 00:25:38,329
I haven't really eaten any meat.
471
00:25:38,364 --> 00:25:40,297
Just some mushrooms.
472
00:25:40,331 --> 00:25:41,574
That's about it.
473
00:25:41,609 --> 00:25:48,098
♪♪
474
00:25:48,132 --> 00:25:51,826
I'm so disappointed
in myself right now.
475
00:25:51,860 --> 00:25:53,586
Um...
476
00:25:53,621 --> 00:25:56,416
But I can't let it get me down.
477
00:25:56,451 --> 00:25:57,970
I have to adapt.
478
00:25:58,004 --> 00:26:01,042
And that's really
the name of the game
479
00:26:01,076 --> 00:26:02,837
of survival,
is just adaption.
480
00:26:02,871 --> 00:26:06,185
So, hopefully this...
481
00:26:07,531 --> 00:26:08,670
Hopefully this works.
482
00:26:08,705 --> 00:26:10,603
♪
483
00:26:10,638 --> 00:26:13,123
So I don't know. I've got to try something new.
484
00:26:13,157 --> 00:26:16,160
I've got to tryto make a living off the sea.
485
00:26:16,195 --> 00:26:17,783
I mean,I just need to take advantage
486
00:26:17,817 --> 00:26:21,096
of as many food sourcesas I can.
487
00:26:21,131 --> 00:26:23,478
I need to have my gillnet out.
488
00:26:23,512 --> 00:26:25,618
If one thing doesn't work,then try another thing,
489
00:26:25,653 --> 00:26:29,553
and if that doesn't work,then try another thing.
490
00:26:29,588 --> 00:26:32,142
The land will show youand it'll teach you
491
00:26:32,176 --> 00:26:35,386
what you needin order to live out here.
492
00:26:35,421 --> 00:26:38,527
But, you know,if you're not open to it
493
00:26:38,562 --> 00:26:41,669
or if it doesn't wantto show you, then it won't.
494
00:26:42,946 --> 00:26:45,845
[fire crackles]
495
00:26:47,744 --> 00:26:49,400
♪♪
496
00:26:49,435 --> 00:26:50,712
I don't know,
497
00:26:50,747 --> 00:26:54,267
maybe I just need to be doing
something new.
498
00:26:54,302 --> 00:27:00,170
♪♪
499
00:27:00,204 --> 00:27:03,173
[dramatic music]
500
00:27:03,207 --> 00:27:11,077
♪
501
00:27:20,224 --> 00:27:22,986
- So now I need to dothe rest of my home, here.
502
00:27:23,020 --> 00:27:25,747
I've got to get the restof this protected,
503
00:27:25,782 --> 00:27:28,888
and so I just,I got to get after it, here,
504
00:27:28,923 --> 00:27:31,028
or I'm gonna be screwed.
505
00:27:31,063 --> 00:27:33,652
When it rains really bad,
506
00:27:33,686 --> 00:27:37,621
I get all this stuff
that goes inside my tent.
507
00:27:37,656 --> 00:27:39,485
And being in this environment,
508
00:27:39,519 --> 00:27:41,798
your bones get cold
pretty quick.
509
00:27:41,832 --> 00:27:45,525
So I was thinking
about making a front door.
510
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:47,217
If I do that,
I can stay out here
511
00:27:47,251 --> 00:27:48,736
as long as I want to.
512
00:27:48,770 --> 00:27:50,738
♪
513
00:27:50,772 --> 00:27:54,673
I'm just gonna take a log
and go across here like this.
514
00:27:54,707 --> 00:27:56,813
♪♪
515
00:27:56,847 --> 00:27:59,056
So that covers that pretty good.
516
00:27:59,091 --> 00:28:01,990
Then I can still kind of
see out if I need to.
517
00:28:02,025 --> 00:28:05,856
It's not great seeing out,
but it's a little bit at night.
518
00:28:05,891 --> 00:28:08,238
If I go to about here,
519
00:28:08,272 --> 00:28:11,759
then I hang a lot of
those ferns
520
00:28:11,793 --> 00:28:13,277
off of here,
521
00:28:13,312 --> 00:28:15,901
they're long and they'll goall the way down.
522
00:28:15,935 --> 00:28:18,973
The ferns act likeshingles on a roof.
523
00:28:19,007 --> 00:28:21,251
With the hopethat, when it rains,
524
00:28:21,285 --> 00:28:24,737
it sheds offinstead of inside of my tent.
525
00:28:24,772 --> 00:28:27,119
Kind of see
what's going on here?
526
00:28:27,153 --> 00:28:28,672
See that?
527
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:32,469
Just tying her up, like this.
528
00:28:32,503 --> 00:28:35,299
Kind of weaving her in there.
529
00:28:35,334 --> 00:28:39,234
Nice and thick.
530
00:28:39,269 --> 00:28:42,686
The better my house is,
the warmer I am,
531
00:28:42,721 --> 00:28:44,861
the safer I am,
532
00:28:44,895 --> 00:28:47,139
the dryer I am,
533
00:28:47,173 --> 00:28:49,866
the happier I am.
534
00:28:49,900 --> 00:28:52,765
Put a few more in there,
and we'll call it good.
535
00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:54,594
♪
536
00:28:54,629 --> 00:28:56,976
Boogie, boogie, boogie!
537
00:28:57,011 --> 00:28:58,529
So, I'm gonna build a tripod
538
00:28:58,564 --> 00:29:01,394
to keep the door
lifted up off the ground
539
00:29:01,429 --> 00:29:03,293
and out of the mud.
540
00:29:03,327 --> 00:29:05,191
Pretty good knot.
541
00:29:05,226 --> 00:29:07,780
See if this thing stays together
542
00:29:07,815 --> 00:29:11,611
long enough to hold up my door.
543
00:29:11,646 --> 00:29:14,407
This will serve as a door holder
544
00:29:14,442 --> 00:29:16,030
on nice days like today.
545
00:29:16,064 --> 00:29:17,376
There.
546
00:29:17,410 --> 00:29:19,378
All right, done.
547
00:29:19,412 --> 00:29:22,519
Project, mission, accomplished.
548
00:29:22,553 --> 00:29:26,281
Let's go take a look.
549
00:29:26,316 --> 00:29:30,044
I put it up here
like this, pull it.
550
00:29:30,078 --> 00:29:33,047
Wow!
551
00:29:33,081 --> 00:29:34,289
♪
552
00:29:34,324 --> 00:29:37,396
Not too shabby.
553
00:29:37,430 --> 00:29:39,467
I can still see out,
see what's going on.
554
00:29:39,501 --> 00:29:41,055
Hello!
555
00:29:41,089 --> 00:29:45,335
♪
556
00:29:46,508 --> 00:29:49,511
[dramatic music]
557
00:29:49,546 --> 00:29:57,416
♪
558
00:30:06,459 --> 00:30:08,220
I always look angry.
559
00:30:08,254 --> 00:30:09,877
Why is that?
560
00:30:09,911 --> 00:30:12,811
♪
561
00:30:12,845 --> 00:30:16,021
I'm not an angry guy.
562
00:30:16,055 --> 00:30:17,643
I just look that way.
563
00:30:17,677 --> 00:30:20,404
♪
564
00:30:20,439 --> 00:30:21,647
I'm happy to be here.
565
00:30:21,681 --> 00:30:23,994
So why, when I look at
my frickin' face...
566
00:30:24,029 --> 00:30:26,790
♪♪
567
00:30:26,825 --> 00:30:30,725
Do I always look like
I'm about to punch somebody?
568
00:30:30,759 --> 00:30:33,348
I very rarely punch anybody.
569
00:30:33,383 --> 00:30:39,458
♪♪
570
00:30:39,492 --> 00:30:41,770
Okay, either Bigfoot
or the Loch Ness Monster
571
00:30:41,805 --> 00:30:43,807
has to show up on film
at some point
572
00:30:43,842 --> 00:30:45,844
in season two of "Alone."
573
00:30:45,878 --> 00:30:47,984
♪♪
574
00:30:48,018 --> 00:30:49,537
A good Sasquatch sighting.
575
00:30:49,571 --> 00:30:51,988
All these cameras
rolling out in this wilderness?
576
00:30:52,022 --> 00:30:57,856
♪♪
577
00:30:57,890 --> 00:30:59,236
It could happen.
578
00:30:59,271 --> 00:31:02,412
♪♪
579
00:31:02,446 --> 00:31:04,034
Things that go through your head when you're out here
580
00:31:04,069 --> 00:31:05,449
in the middle of nowhere.
581
00:31:05,484 --> 00:31:10,799
♪♪
582
00:31:10,834 --> 00:31:14,665
Who are you when everything'sbeen stripped away?
583
00:31:14,700 --> 00:31:17,634
When everything you've reliedon to have a sense of life
584
00:31:17,668 --> 00:31:21,224
or purpose or meaning is gone?
585
00:31:21,258 --> 00:31:22,950
♪♪
586
00:31:22,984 --> 00:31:27,678
How long can you livewith yourself by yourself?
587
00:31:27,713 --> 00:31:30,095
And as a divorced man,
588
00:31:30,129 --> 00:31:32,131
I guess I'm figuring outthat answer.
589
00:31:34,168 --> 00:31:36,722
I am leaving behindmy three kids.
590
00:31:36,756 --> 00:31:39,725
I'm gonna miss you guys,
all three of you, terribly.
591
00:31:39,759 --> 00:31:41,244
I wish I could
take you guys with.
592
00:31:41,278 --> 00:31:43,660
- Um, no.
- Oh, you haven't lived
593
00:31:43,694 --> 00:31:44,695
until you've wiped
your butt with moss.
594
00:31:44,730 --> 00:31:46,214
[laughs]
595
00:31:46,249 --> 00:31:49,010
- I was a pastor for 15 yearsin Brazil as a missionary,
596
00:31:49,045 --> 00:31:51,323
and my three kidshave been through so much.
597
00:31:51,357 --> 00:31:52,324
All the different thingsthat have gone on
598
00:31:52,358 --> 00:31:53,808
in the last couple years--
599
00:31:53,842 --> 00:31:56,086
you know, the divorceand moving back from Brazil--
600
00:31:56,121 --> 00:31:58,468
it's all been difficultto bear up under.
601
00:31:58,502 --> 00:31:59,987
Are you sure
you want me to do this?
602
00:32:00,021 --> 00:32:03,887
- Dad, this is a
once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
603
00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:05,371
- Your whole life has been
building up to this,
604
00:32:05,406 --> 00:32:06,510
I feel like, so...
605
00:32:06,545 --> 00:32:08,581
- If anybody deserves this,
it's you.
606
00:32:08,616 --> 00:32:11,205
If anybody's prepared
for this, it's you.
607
00:32:11,239 --> 00:32:13,655
- I am not married.I do not have a girlfriend.
608
00:32:13,690 --> 00:32:16,348
I am as free as a man can beat this moment.
609
00:32:16,382 --> 00:32:17,832
Knowing that I havetheir support
610
00:32:17,866 --> 00:32:19,385
and the factthat I am a Christian,
611
00:32:19,420 --> 00:32:22,112
I am a believer,I think it'll be a strength.
612
00:32:22,147 --> 00:32:24,528
You're gonna do great, Dad.
613
00:32:24,563 --> 00:32:27,221
- I've been through all kindsof stuff in my lifetime,
614
00:32:27,255 --> 00:32:30,224
and when I look back on it,I think I wouldn't be
615
00:32:30,258 --> 00:32:33,261
the person that I am now if I hadn't gone through that.
616
00:32:33,296 --> 00:32:34,918
♪
617
00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:37,956
[birds squawking]
618
00:32:37,990 --> 00:32:38,991
♪
619
00:32:39,026 --> 00:32:40,682
In termsof immediate survival--
620
00:32:40,717 --> 00:32:43,823
you know, fire, shelter,water--I think I've got that.
621
00:32:43,858 --> 00:32:46,033
I could stay hereuntil I starve to death.
622
00:32:46,067 --> 00:32:48,863
But I've got to crack the codeof feeding myself out here.
623
00:32:48,897 --> 00:32:52,211
I just have to do that.
624
00:32:52,246 --> 00:32:54,800
I've got to get my beachworking for me,
625
00:32:54,834 --> 00:32:58,562
which means I'm gonna tryto set out a trotline here.
626
00:32:58,597 --> 00:33:01,393
One line with a bunchof hooks on the end.
627
00:33:01,427 --> 00:33:05,155
I've got some of that
green rope, which I salvaged.
628
00:33:05,190 --> 00:33:08,779
♪
629
00:33:08,814 --> 00:33:11,817
And these are gonna form
the base
630
00:33:11,851 --> 00:33:13,336
of my trotline.
631
00:33:13,370 --> 00:33:16,028
I think I can put four hookson this.
632
00:33:16,063 --> 00:33:18,237
Maybe three.
633
00:33:18,272 --> 00:33:21,102
I should have baited
these after, but...
634
00:33:21,137 --> 00:33:29,041
♪♪
635
00:33:30,146 --> 00:33:33,977
♪
636
00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:37,705
I want fish.
637
00:33:37,739 --> 00:33:39,603
What are the odds of me catching a fish on that?
638
00:33:39,638 --> 00:33:41,019
I have no idea.
639
00:33:41,053 --> 00:33:44,056
But if I can't make this coveproduce food,
640
00:33:44,091 --> 00:33:46,541
I mean, I won't make it.
641
00:33:46,576 --> 00:33:54,446
♪♪
642
00:33:55,550 --> 00:34:04,007
♪
643
00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:06,078
- All right, I'm turning infor the night.
644
00:34:06,113 --> 00:34:09,633
I'm just feeling some, uh--some heart sickness.
645
00:34:09,668 --> 00:34:12,291
It's a mild pain.
It's not, like, excruciati
646
00:34:12,326 --> 00:34:16,571
it's just a low-grade feeling
in my chest,
647
00:34:16,606 --> 00:34:22,439
and--and thought maybe I was
responding to something I ate.
648
00:34:22,474 --> 00:34:26,236
You know, all this new stuff
that my body's not used to.
649
00:34:26,271 --> 00:34:27,341
But I don't think it's that.
650
00:34:27,375 --> 00:34:31,103
I think I'm just thoroughly,
651
00:34:31,138 --> 00:34:34,900
thoroughly missing Barbara.
652
00:34:34,934 --> 00:34:39,249
I felt this kind of heartache
653
00:34:39,284 --> 00:34:42,839
when I was in the orphanage.
654
00:34:42,873 --> 00:34:45,635
And on Christmas,
655
00:34:45,669 --> 00:34:48,948
they would gather
the boys around
656
00:34:48,983 --> 00:34:51,296
and open presents.
657
00:34:51,330 --> 00:34:53,125
♪
658
00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:54,920
And they never did callmy name
659
00:34:54,954 --> 00:34:59,200
because there wasn't a giftfor me there.
660
00:34:59,235 --> 00:35:02,134
And I remember going to bed
that night
661
00:35:02,169 --> 00:35:06,656
and the--the heartache.
662
00:35:06,690 --> 00:35:09,417
It feels like that now.
I...
663
00:35:09,452 --> 00:35:11,247
♪
664
00:35:11,281 --> 00:35:14,146
They don't call this "Alone"
665
00:35:14,181 --> 00:35:18,081
for no reason.
666
00:35:18,116 --> 00:35:21,843
I miss you, baby...
667
00:35:21,878 --> 00:35:24,156
and my heart's heavy.
668
00:35:24,191 --> 00:35:28,747
♪♪
669
00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:36,099
[dramatic music]
670
00:35:36,134 --> 00:35:44,038
♪♪
671
00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:53,047
♪
672
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:55,705
♪
673
00:35:55,739 --> 00:35:58,501
- I'm coming out
to check my trotline.
674
00:35:58,535 --> 00:36:00,744
So much for a sunny day.
675
00:36:00,779 --> 00:36:03,747
[footsteps crunching]
676
00:36:03,782 --> 00:36:05,232
♪
677
00:36:05,266 --> 00:36:07,199
Oh, somebody over there
678
00:36:07,234 --> 00:36:09,615
is getting a sunny day,
but not me.
679
00:36:09,650 --> 00:36:15,000
♪♪
680
00:36:15,034 --> 00:36:17,244
I've got four hooks
in the water,
681
00:36:17,278 --> 00:36:19,453
and that's a good thing.
682
00:36:19,487 --> 00:36:21,144
I'm banking on fish.
683
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:29,152
That's the catch of the day.
684
00:36:29,187 --> 00:36:32,328
Some kind of gnarly looking
seaweed.
685
00:36:32,362 --> 00:36:34,606
I've got to fix this thing
and re-bait it.
686
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:38,541
♪♪
687
00:36:38,575 --> 00:36:42,269
[fabric scratching]
688
00:36:42,303 --> 00:36:43,787
That was kind of depressing.I pulled it up,
689
00:36:43,822 --> 00:36:46,445
all I caught was seaweed,and I lost one of my hooks.
690
00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:50,622
♪
691
00:36:50,656 --> 00:36:52,727
All the crabs were gone
off my hooks, though.
692
00:36:52,762 --> 00:36:55,143
So, wherever--
693
00:36:55,178 --> 00:36:57,422
something down there
likes crabs.
694
00:36:57,456 --> 00:36:59,700
♪
695
00:36:59,734 --> 00:37:00,908
When you don't have anythingto eat,
696
00:37:00,942 --> 00:37:02,254
you feel like you havenothing to show
697
00:37:02,289 --> 00:37:05,809
for all that you've done.
698
00:37:05,844 --> 00:37:09,399
If I don't start catching fish,and soon, I'm a goner.
699
00:37:09,434 --> 00:37:11,781
♪
700
00:37:11,815 --> 00:37:19,720
♪
701
00:37:20,824 --> 00:37:23,965
♪
702
00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:26,451
- So, I havea pretty big problem.
703
00:37:26,485 --> 00:37:29,695
I can't...
704
00:37:29,730 --> 00:37:33,492
seem to find my ferro rod.
705
00:37:33,527 --> 00:37:39,360
Yesterday after I got the fire,
um...
706
00:37:39,395 --> 00:37:40,913
I usually set it aside
707
00:37:40,948 --> 00:37:45,193
and then put it right in my bag
when I'm done.
708
00:37:45,228 --> 00:37:48,438
I was really tired yesterday,
and so...
709
00:37:53,685 --> 00:37:56,343
I don't remember
putting it in my bag.
710
00:37:56,377 --> 00:37:59,760
And it's not in there now, so...
711
00:37:59,794 --> 00:38:02,797
But I was able
to sort of rewind
712
00:38:02,832 --> 00:38:06,732
the footage from yesterday,
713
00:38:06,767 --> 00:38:09,114
and I can see
714
00:38:09,148 --> 00:38:12,773
the footage yesterdayof right when I got the fire,
715
00:38:12,807 --> 00:38:14,982
I set the ferro rod down
716
00:38:15,016 --> 00:38:18,779
and it rolled down the fire pit
717
00:38:18,813 --> 00:38:20,021
into the fire.
718
00:38:20,056 --> 00:38:22,300
♪
719
00:38:22,334 --> 00:38:26,234
So, now I'm just siftingthrough the fire pit.
720
00:38:26,269 --> 00:38:27,615
I don't know what happens
721
00:38:27,650 --> 00:38:30,031
when a ferro rodgoes in a fire pit.
722
00:38:30,066 --> 00:38:31,861
Does it just burn up?
723
00:38:31,895 --> 00:38:34,588
I don't know.
724
00:38:34,622 --> 00:38:36,555
I hope I can find it.
725
00:38:36,590 --> 00:38:39,903
♪
726
00:38:39,938 --> 00:38:42,389
There's no wayI can be here without a fire.
727
00:38:42,423 --> 00:38:44,218
♪
728
00:38:44,252 --> 00:38:46,013
I can't believe this.
729
00:38:46,047 --> 00:38:47,980
♪
730
00:38:48,015 --> 00:38:49,499
It's not here.
731
00:38:49,534 --> 00:38:51,605
Nothing you can do about it.
732
00:38:51,639 --> 00:38:53,365
♪
733
00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:55,712
[sighs]
734
00:38:55,747 --> 00:38:58,439
♪
735
00:38:58,474 --> 00:39:02,305
And if I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
736
00:39:02,340 --> 00:39:08,622
♪♪
737
00:39:08,656 --> 00:39:11,314
It's really as simple as that.
738
00:39:11,349 --> 00:39:17,251
♪♪
739
00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:23,257
It's really as simple as that.
740
00:39:23,291 --> 00:39:31,196
♪♪
741
00:39:32,300 --> 00:39:40,205
♪
742
00:39:41,309 --> 00:39:42,552
♪
743
00:39:42,587 --> 00:39:45,521
Day seven.
744
00:39:45,555 --> 00:39:47,937
I miss my girls.
745
00:39:47,971 --> 00:39:48,938
Say good morning.
746
00:39:48,972 --> 00:39:51,147
Good morning, Boden!
747
00:39:51,181 --> 00:39:54,046
Good morning, happy Greta Tuff!
748
00:39:54,081 --> 00:39:56,083
Aw, isn't she cute?
749
00:39:56,117 --> 00:39:57,567
♪
750
00:39:57,602 --> 00:39:59,431
She's cute.
751
00:39:59,466 --> 00:40:01,916
♪♪
752
00:40:01,951 --> 00:40:03,677
Boden.
753
00:40:03,711 --> 00:40:05,333
She's giving you attitude.
See that?
754
00:40:05,368 --> 00:40:08,440
Hello, hello.
755
00:40:08,475 --> 00:40:11,443
So, today's Greta's side
for a picture up.
756
00:40:11,478 --> 00:40:14,342
It's Greta day.
757
00:40:14,377 --> 00:40:16,344
I flip them over every day,
758
00:40:16,379 --> 00:40:18,588
so one day it'll be Boden
on the front,
759
00:40:18,623 --> 00:40:21,660
and then the next day
is Greta on the front.
760
00:40:21,695 --> 00:40:23,317
I'm extremely thirsty.
761
00:40:23,351 --> 00:40:26,803
My goal this morning is gonnabe to get a fire started.
762
00:40:26,838 --> 00:40:29,461
Fire must happen today for me.
763
00:40:29,496 --> 00:40:31,912
I'm gonna be a thirsty cat.
764
00:40:31,946 --> 00:40:33,500
♪
765
00:40:33,534 --> 00:40:34,984
I've got to raise my girls
766
00:40:35,018 --> 00:40:38,263
to be smart and strong.
767
00:40:38,297 --> 00:40:40,334
Strong is huge.
768
00:40:40,368 --> 00:40:41,611
Life is so short,
769
00:40:41,646 --> 00:40:42,992
you've got to getout there and live.
770
00:40:43,026 --> 00:40:44,476
You've got to listen to music,
771
00:40:44,511 --> 00:40:47,410
and you've got to dance,and you've got to love.
772
00:40:47,445 --> 00:40:49,377
My God, and we're allgonna die someday,
773
00:40:49,412 --> 00:40:50,620
and then what?
774
00:40:50,655 --> 00:40:52,173
What do you gotto say for yourself?
775
00:40:52,208 --> 00:40:54,486
You got up and drank coffeeat the same coffee shop
776
00:40:54,521 --> 00:40:55,556
every day of your life?
777
00:40:55,591 --> 00:40:57,765
What kind of a life is that?
778
00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:00,699
I hope my daughters have thatsense of adventure, you know,
779
00:41:00,734 --> 00:41:03,012
where they just feel like,"Yeah, I can do that.
780
00:41:03,046 --> 00:41:05,911
I could go thereand be that and see that."
781
00:41:05,946 --> 00:41:07,326
Thank you.
782
00:41:07,361 --> 00:41:10,709
Thank you, fire gods,
for giving me fire.
783
00:41:10,744 --> 00:41:16,853
♪♪
784
00:41:16,888 --> 00:41:19,580
Just when you're just about
to run out of hope...
785
00:41:19,615 --> 00:41:21,375
♪
786
00:41:21,409 --> 00:41:24,412
You just keep plugging away,
folks.
787
00:41:24,447 --> 00:41:26,484
Just got to keep working hard.
788
00:41:26,518 --> 00:41:28,416
♪
789
00:41:28,451 --> 00:41:29,728
Never give up.
790
00:41:29,763 --> 00:41:32,731
Only give up, only stop
791
00:41:32,766 --> 00:41:35,078
when your heart says stop.
792
00:41:35,113 --> 00:41:37,978
But never give up
because the challenge is hard.
793
00:41:38,012 --> 00:41:45,917
♪♪
794
00:41:47,021 --> 00:41:48,609
♪
795
00:41:48,644 --> 00:41:51,992
Does it literally take everyone
else this long to start a fire?
796
00:41:52,026 --> 00:41:53,821
Is it just me?
797
00:41:53,856 --> 00:41:56,652
It must be just me.
It's got to be just me.
798
00:41:56,686 --> 00:41:58,412
[bleep]!
Son of a bitch.
799
00:41:58,446 --> 00:42:00,345
Son of a bitch. Son of a bitch.
Son of a bitch.
800
00:42:00,379 --> 00:42:02,002
I can't lift my thumb,
801
00:42:02,036 --> 00:42:04,038
I can't lift my thumb,
I can't lift my thumb.
802
00:42:04,073 --> 00:42:06,144
Mother[bleep].
803
00:42:06,178 --> 00:42:08,802
♪♪
804
00:42:08,836 --> 00:42:10,044
I don't know how deep it is.
805
00:42:10,079 --> 00:42:12,046
[groans]
806
00:42:12,081 --> 00:42:16,016
♪
807
00:42:16,050 --> 00:42:17,949
- I'm so disappointedin myself right now,
808
00:42:17,983 --> 00:42:19,537
but I can't let it get me down.
809
00:42:19,571 --> 00:42:21,124
♪
810
00:42:21,159 --> 00:42:23,023
- When you're out here in the woods, it's just amazing
811
00:42:23,057 --> 00:42:25,059
how hard everything is.
812
00:42:25,094 --> 00:42:27,027
♪
813
00:42:27,061 --> 00:42:31,238
[bleep], I'm lucky that didn't
go in my [bleep] collarbone.
814
00:42:31,272 --> 00:42:33,861
- I heard, like, a crazy noise.
[mimicking growls]
815
00:42:33,896 --> 00:42:35,414
[gasps]
There's a bear.
816
00:42:35,449 --> 00:42:36,830
Oh, my [bleep] God,
there's a bear.
817
00:42:36,864 --> 00:42:38,210
♪
818
00:42:38,245 --> 00:42:40,281
- It's like a whining
and huffing
819
00:42:40,316 --> 00:42:42,352
and a sniffing right here
at the back of my head.
820
00:42:42,387 --> 00:42:43,526
[air horn blares]
821
00:42:43,561 --> 00:42:45,148
[bear growls]
Get on out of here!
822
00:42:45,183 --> 00:42:46,184
[flare hissing]
823
00:42:46,218 --> 00:42:47,254
[bear roars]
824
00:42:47,288 --> 00:42:48,255
Get the hell out of here.
825
00:42:48,289 --> 00:42:50,360
[bear growls]
I see you.
826
00:42:50,395 --> 00:42:54,295
♪
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