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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:14,797 [dramatic music playing] 2 00:00:21,412 --> 00:00:22,457 LUCAS: I got a fish! 3 00:00:22,500 --> 00:00:24,024 [laughing] 4 00:00:24,067 --> 00:00:25,677 Those lines out there are actually going to do some good. 5 00:00:25,721 --> 00:00:27,984 Fresh fish-- it's a pretty amazing resource to have. 6 00:00:28,028 --> 00:00:30,595 ALAN: No joy on the fish basket. 7 00:00:30,639 --> 00:00:31,944 There's nothing in there. 8 00:00:31,988 --> 00:00:33,816 Sometimes, you don't always like what you see. 9 00:00:33,859 --> 00:00:35,600 Maybe you need to change some things. 10 00:00:35,644 --> 00:00:37,211 MITCH: I can't believe this is happening. 11 00:00:37,254 --> 00:00:38,168 My net is gone. 12 00:00:38,212 --> 00:00:39,256 Oh, my god. 13 00:00:39,300 --> 00:00:41,084 This is very bad. 14 00:00:41,128 --> 00:00:43,652 If I can't produce any fish, I'm done. 15 00:00:43,695 --> 00:00:44,957 SAM: That looks like a tail-- 16 00:00:45,001 --> 00:00:49,179 mousy feast-- not a task for the faint of heart. 17 00:00:49,223 --> 00:00:50,267 [dramatic music playing] 18 00:00:50,311 --> 00:00:51,747 MITCH: This is going to be a bitch. 19 00:00:51,790 --> 00:00:52,835 LUCAS: We have to film it. 20 00:00:52,878 --> 00:00:54,402 And we're totally alone. 21 00:00:54,445 --> 00:00:56,230 ALAN: Nobody knows what it's like here except for the 10 22 00:00:56,273 --> 00:00:58,406 guys out here doing it. LUCAS: It's time to get shelter. 23 00:00:58,449 --> 00:00:59,929 ALAN: There's nobody here but me. 24 00:00:59,972 --> 00:01:01,583 LUCAS: It's just so hard doing this alone. 25 00:01:01,626 --> 00:01:03,672 ALAN: I'm scared to death right now. 26 00:01:03,715 --> 00:01:06,457 I feel like I'm starving. 27 00:01:06,501 --> 00:01:07,937 I'm pretty sure I just saw a cougar. 28 00:01:07,980 --> 00:01:09,852 Oh, [bleep]. 29 00:01:09,895 --> 00:01:13,377 SAM: The last man standing wins $500,000. 30 00:01:13,421 --> 00:01:14,378 I don't want to go home. 31 00:01:14,422 --> 00:01:15,292 I want to win. 32 00:01:15,336 --> 00:01:16,989 It's the chance in a lifetime. 33 00:01:17,033 --> 00:01:18,774 But it's not worth dying over. 34 00:01:21,864 --> 00:01:24,649 [dramatic music playing] 35 00:01:44,713 --> 00:01:46,932 LUCAS: I'm going to do something really risky. 36 00:01:46,976 --> 00:01:51,067 I'm about to pull down my structure with the idea 37 00:01:51,111 --> 00:01:53,896 that I'm going to build a yurt within the next day or two-- 38 00:01:53,939 --> 00:01:55,811 so, insane. 39 00:01:55,854 --> 00:01:57,204 But I'm just going to go for it. 40 00:01:57,247 --> 00:01:59,423 That's how I work best is just having a goal, 41 00:01:59,467 --> 00:02:01,904 and just breaking it out, and busting it up. 42 00:02:01,947 --> 00:02:05,429 So what you're about to see is me deconstructing this thing-- 43 00:02:05,473 --> 00:02:09,651 this thing and having an open shelter. 44 00:02:09,694 --> 00:02:11,392 And, go. 45 00:02:11,435 --> 00:02:14,960 [dramatic music playing] 46 00:02:15,004 --> 00:02:18,225 Why would I even want to move? 47 00:02:18,268 --> 00:02:21,053 Moving could bring greater access to resources. 48 00:02:21,097 --> 00:02:23,273 That's really what it's all about. 49 00:02:23,317 --> 00:02:25,536 The First Nations people live down by the sea. 50 00:02:25,580 --> 00:02:28,278 Because you have fish year-round in the river. 51 00:02:28,322 --> 00:02:30,759 And then you have all the fish trying to swim into the river, 52 00:02:30,802 --> 00:02:31,716 like the salmon. 53 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:33,065 If you're living out in the wild, 54 00:02:33,109 --> 00:02:35,372 you want your walk between your daily needs 55 00:02:35,416 --> 00:02:38,201 to be as short as possible. 56 00:02:38,245 --> 00:02:41,900 And so I'm realizing that maybe my camp isn't in the best spot. 57 00:02:41,944 --> 00:02:45,034 Food isn't close. 58 00:02:45,077 --> 00:02:46,557 [dramatic music playing] 59 00:02:46,601 --> 00:02:50,213 I'm just tired of hauling stuff up and down that hill. 60 00:02:50,257 --> 00:02:56,001 The first load-- one of many. 61 00:02:56,045 --> 00:02:57,481 A move is a big deal. 62 00:02:57,525 --> 00:03:01,268 It's a huge deal energetically. 63 00:03:01,311 --> 00:03:04,271 Emotionally, it amps everything up. 64 00:03:04,314 --> 00:03:06,882 I've got to be able to establish a safe place to rest 65 00:03:06,925 --> 00:03:08,449 my head for the night. 66 00:03:08,492 --> 00:03:10,625 And I gotta hope for good weather. 67 00:03:10,668 --> 00:03:12,931 I could go over there and be hit with a storm. 68 00:03:12,975 --> 00:03:14,585 But there's food over there. 69 00:03:14,629 --> 00:03:16,065 You gotta go where there's food. 70 00:03:16,108 --> 00:03:19,938 Otherwise, [clicks tongue] I'm not going to make it. 71 00:03:19,982 --> 00:03:22,158 [dramatic music playing] 72 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:24,247 [birds squawking] 73 00:03:24,291 --> 00:03:26,206 So, folks, this may not look like much. 74 00:03:26,249 --> 00:03:28,773 But this is the future site of my yurt. 75 00:03:28,817 --> 00:03:32,081 Right now, I'm going to clear out an area, find a nice circle 76 00:03:32,124 --> 00:03:35,998 space that's about 8 foot in diameter-- 77 00:03:36,041 --> 00:03:37,826 except I have a low-hanging branch. 78 00:03:37,869 --> 00:03:41,003 This guy right here is right in my way. 79 00:03:41,046 --> 00:03:44,354 So I'm going to climb the tree and drop it. 80 00:03:44,398 --> 00:03:46,008 It's a little dangerous considering 81 00:03:46,051 --> 00:03:48,228 I'm the only person out here. 82 00:03:48,271 --> 00:03:51,448 [dramatic music playing] 83 00:03:51,492 --> 00:03:57,628 So I got about four or five hours to make something happen. 84 00:03:57,672 --> 00:04:00,544 [grunting] 85 00:04:00,588 --> 00:04:02,851 [dramatic music playing] 86 00:04:02,894 --> 00:04:05,680 [sawing] 87 00:04:11,686 --> 00:04:13,122 Whoa. 88 00:04:13,165 --> 00:04:16,691 It about took out my leg. 89 00:04:16,734 --> 00:04:21,086 Good thing I had points of contact and moved real fast-- 90 00:04:21,130 --> 00:04:24,438 cat-like reflexes. 91 00:04:24,481 --> 00:04:28,311 OK, now I have this space above me clear, which is huge. 92 00:04:28,355 --> 00:04:30,922 Now I can do some of the work that I really want to do. 93 00:04:30,966 --> 00:04:34,317 [dramatic music playing] 94 00:04:34,361 --> 00:04:38,669 You know, how I feel physically here is tired. 95 00:04:38,713 --> 00:04:42,369 There is a lack of simple sugars and carbs here. 96 00:04:42,412 --> 00:04:44,675 And it's amazing how having sugar in your body 97 00:04:44,719 --> 00:04:46,634 changes your chemistry. 98 00:04:46,677 --> 00:04:51,378 Working on just proteins and fats, I feel slower. 99 00:04:51,421 --> 00:04:53,031 Walking up the hills is like, oh, 100 00:04:53,075 --> 00:04:56,861 my gosh, this is, like, the longest hill in all the world. 101 00:04:56,905 --> 00:04:59,299 Moving around is a little bit more sticky and tricky, 102 00:04:59,342 --> 00:05:00,343 for sure. 103 00:05:00,387 --> 00:05:02,780 The energy isn't there. 104 00:05:02,824 --> 00:05:04,565 [hammering] 105 00:05:04,608 --> 00:05:05,783 [birds squawking] 106 00:05:05,827 --> 00:05:08,612 Yes, little birdie, I'm making a house. 107 00:05:08,656 --> 00:05:12,399 I will be your neighbor for as long as I possibly can. 108 00:05:12,442 --> 00:05:16,403 And hopefully, one day, a bunch people in a boat 109 00:05:16,446 --> 00:05:21,930 will come and get me with oatmeal cookies, my girlfriend, 110 00:05:21,973 --> 00:05:24,149 and pumpkin pie. 111 00:05:24,193 --> 00:05:26,543 [dramatic music playing] 112 00:05:28,458 --> 00:05:32,332 I can't operate without sustenance in my body doing 113 00:05:32,375 --> 00:05:33,550 the stuff that I'm doing. 114 00:05:33,594 --> 00:05:36,074 Like, I'm out there swinging an ax 115 00:05:36,118 --> 00:05:39,730 with my head reeling, because I haven't put enough calories 116 00:05:39,774 --> 00:05:40,644 in it. 117 00:05:40,688 --> 00:05:42,167 It's dumb. 118 00:05:42,211 --> 00:05:45,780 [dramatic music playing] 119 00:05:59,097 --> 00:06:00,447 SAM: [sighs] 120 00:06:00,490 --> 00:06:05,060 I feel a lot better today, well rested, no rain. 121 00:06:05,103 --> 00:06:09,281 But you probably can't see it. 122 00:06:09,325 --> 00:06:12,328 It's snowing ever so slightly-- 123 00:06:12,372 --> 00:06:14,243 snow! 124 00:06:14,286 --> 00:06:16,854 Not very much, though-- 125 00:06:16,898 --> 00:06:19,509 very cool. 126 00:06:19,553 --> 00:06:22,686 Anyway, I'll probably work on more traps today. 127 00:06:22,730 --> 00:06:25,820 Cause that's-- I mean, that's how you get food out here. 128 00:06:25,863 --> 00:06:27,648 Let's go ahead and check, uh-- 129 00:06:27,691 --> 00:06:29,345 check the traps out, actually. 130 00:06:29,389 --> 00:06:30,694 [dramatic music playing] 131 00:06:30,738 --> 00:06:31,739 Let's go to trap number one. 132 00:06:35,482 --> 00:06:38,398 Dang it. 133 00:06:38,441 --> 00:06:39,355 [sighs] 134 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:41,662 Nothing. 135 00:06:41,705 --> 00:06:44,012 Oh, well, can't win them all. 136 00:06:44,055 --> 00:06:46,449 Let's go to trap number two. 137 00:06:46,493 --> 00:06:49,844 It definitely went off. 138 00:06:49,887 --> 00:06:52,107 [dramatic music playing] 139 00:06:56,198 --> 00:06:58,461 Moment of truth. 140 00:06:58,505 --> 00:07:00,550 [dramatic music playing] 141 00:07:00,594 --> 00:07:01,595 Huh. 142 00:07:01,638 --> 00:07:03,771 The wind must have blown it over. 143 00:07:03,814 --> 00:07:10,386 Let's check trap number three, which is basically right by it. 144 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:12,519 [dramatic music playing] 145 00:07:18,960 --> 00:07:21,571 Hey! 146 00:07:21,615 --> 00:07:24,226 We got something-- maybe one little mouse. 147 00:07:24,269 --> 00:07:25,532 But hey, that's food. 148 00:07:25,575 --> 00:07:32,190 So it's a trophy to me. 149 00:07:32,234 --> 00:07:34,802 [laughing] 150 00:07:34,845 --> 00:07:38,806 Dead-fall traps are getting more and more frustrating to set. 151 00:07:38,849 --> 00:07:42,592 I'm not getting myself a sustainable amount of food. 152 00:07:42,636 --> 00:07:46,683 Uh, I haven't been able to catch more than one mouse a day. 153 00:07:46,727 --> 00:07:51,209 And that is nothing real substantial. 154 00:07:51,253 --> 00:07:53,647 I always have in the back of my head-- 155 00:07:53,690 --> 00:07:55,866 I have this duty to my wife to protect her, 156 00:07:55,910 --> 00:07:58,303 and to take care of her, and to comfort her. 157 00:07:58,347 --> 00:08:00,218 She is pregnant. 158 00:08:00,262 --> 00:08:04,701 And so I always want to be the provider for my family. 159 00:08:04,745 --> 00:08:06,529 I am pretty bummed that I have to miss 160 00:08:06,573 --> 00:08:08,226 seeing all the progression. 161 00:08:08,270 --> 00:08:10,664 And that's what's been really exciting so far 162 00:08:10,707 --> 00:08:13,493 is just to see how things go along and, you know, 163 00:08:13,536 --> 00:08:15,538 watching the baby grow. 164 00:08:15,582 --> 00:08:16,844 Yeah. 165 00:08:16,887 --> 00:08:19,542 Not being around to-- to take care of-- 166 00:08:19,586 --> 00:08:22,284 of you and the baby, emotionally, 167 00:08:22,327 --> 00:08:25,679 it's it's-- hard to take. 168 00:08:25,722 --> 00:08:26,462 Not a lot of meat-- 169 00:08:29,204 --> 00:08:32,250 but I do like the taste of actual meat. 170 00:08:35,863 --> 00:08:38,213 Being away from my wife, it really 171 00:08:38,256 --> 00:08:42,260 puts me in this weird place where I doubt my purpose. 172 00:08:42,304 --> 00:08:44,654 And that really just wears on me. 173 00:08:44,698 --> 00:08:46,264 [dramatic music playing] 174 00:08:46,308 --> 00:08:51,400 Either I'm just nuts or the mouse doesn't taste that bad-- 175 00:08:54,142 --> 00:08:54,751 probably nuts. 176 00:09:00,148 --> 00:09:04,674 And I wouldn't necessarily recommend doing this at home-- 177 00:09:04,718 --> 00:09:06,807 well, obviously. 178 00:09:06,850 --> 00:09:09,679 [laughing] 179 00:09:12,160 --> 00:09:13,683 Ah. 180 00:09:13,727 --> 00:09:16,294 Yum-- one mouse. 181 00:09:23,650 --> 00:09:26,827 [dramatic music playing] 182 00:09:32,528 --> 00:09:33,703 [water flowing] 183 00:09:33,747 --> 00:09:36,010 LUCAS: Night is quickly approaching. 184 00:09:36,053 --> 00:09:37,881 It's going to be a cold. 185 00:09:37,925 --> 00:09:40,231 As you can see, all my stuff is just behind me. 186 00:09:40,275 --> 00:09:42,669 I don't have a roof over my head tonight. 187 00:09:42,712 --> 00:09:45,672 I didn't quite get far as I'd like today. 188 00:09:45,715 --> 00:09:48,065 I mean, that's about as vulnerable as I've-- 189 00:09:48,109 --> 00:09:49,719 I've been. 190 00:09:49,763 --> 00:09:55,943 And out here, it's just me, just me perpetuating, maintaining. 191 00:09:55,986 --> 00:09:57,422 [zipping] 192 00:09:57,466 --> 00:10:00,556 I just don't always know what-- what to do. 193 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:03,428 [dramatic music playing] 194 00:10:03,472 --> 00:10:04,299 It's so cold. 195 00:10:08,216 --> 00:10:10,827 Before I left, my mom said, Lucas, it really just 196 00:10:10,871 --> 00:10:14,701 comes down to making good decisions. 197 00:10:14,744 --> 00:10:16,790 MOM: Trust your instincts. 198 00:10:16,833 --> 00:10:19,749 And, uh, I think you'll do wonderful. 199 00:10:19,793 --> 00:10:21,751 I think you should watch your back, 200 00:10:21,795 --> 00:10:26,364 and just always be alert, and-- 201 00:10:26,408 --> 00:10:29,150 and do what you need to do. 202 00:10:29,193 --> 00:10:30,455 Keep yourself warm. 203 00:10:30,499 --> 00:10:33,154 And just hope that, uh-- 204 00:10:33,197 --> 00:10:34,111 that you'll be OK. 205 00:10:34,155 --> 00:10:34,764 LUCAS: Yeah. 206 00:10:39,160 --> 00:10:40,552 I'd like to think, for the most part, 207 00:10:40,596 --> 00:10:43,817 that I am making good decisions. 208 00:10:43,860 --> 00:10:45,514 But it's damn cold. 209 00:10:45,557 --> 00:10:49,039 It's about a damn cold as you get. 210 00:10:49,083 --> 00:10:50,562 That could be really dangerous for me. 211 00:10:53,609 --> 00:10:59,702 I'm just hanging on to life by a thread. 212 00:10:59,746 --> 00:11:03,271 [sighs] 213 00:11:03,314 --> 00:11:05,882 [dramatic music playing] 214 00:11:33,518 --> 00:11:35,259 ALAN: Good morning. 215 00:11:35,303 --> 00:11:37,000 It is frigid. 216 00:11:37,044 --> 00:11:39,437 I mean, I've been sleeping in gloves here. 217 00:11:39,481 --> 00:11:41,483 Yeah, it's it's, uh-- 218 00:11:41,526 --> 00:11:43,267 my water is frozen. 219 00:11:43,311 --> 00:11:44,747 I mean, it's not solid ice. 220 00:11:44,791 --> 00:11:48,708 But it's-- it's frozen around the outer edges of the-- 221 00:11:48,751 --> 00:11:52,712 all the canteens and containers of water. 222 00:11:52,755 --> 00:11:55,062 And I slipped my boots on and went down 223 00:11:55,105 --> 00:11:58,195 to check the shoreline just to see where the tide was at. 224 00:11:58,239 --> 00:12:00,241 And in the time it took me to walk down there and straight 225 00:12:00,284 --> 00:12:01,764 back-- 226 00:12:01,808 --> 00:12:04,375 we're talking, I don't know, 10 minutes, 12 minutes-- 227 00:12:04,419 --> 00:12:08,728 my extremities, fingers, and toes, no good. 228 00:12:08,771 --> 00:12:12,253 Bone chilling. 229 00:12:12,296 --> 00:12:14,951 Wow, this is frozen, man. 230 00:12:14,995 --> 00:12:17,040 You can hear the blades of grass cracking under your feet. 231 00:12:20,609 --> 00:12:22,654 So yeah, way cold. 232 00:12:22,698 --> 00:12:25,788 [exhales deeply] 233 00:12:25,832 --> 00:12:27,398 Way achy. 234 00:12:27,442 --> 00:12:31,011 The outermost half of my foot and my hands 235 00:12:31,054 --> 00:12:32,708 is still very numb. 236 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:36,886 If you're wet and it's this cold, you can die within hours. 237 00:12:36,930 --> 00:12:39,323 You can be in some serious trouble. 238 00:12:39,367 --> 00:12:42,762 No matter how many years you've been a bushman, or a woodsman, 239 00:12:42,805 --> 00:12:47,114 or whatever, if you get complacent, that can kill you. 240 00:12:47,157 --> 00:12:49,159 I'm back into bed covered up, bundled up, 241 00:12:49,203 --> 00:12:50,421 and put everything I had on. 242 00:12:50,465 --> 00:12:52,989 And I'm grateful for every blade of grass 243 00:12:53,033 --> 00:12:55,818 that went into building this little mattress. 244 00:12:55,862 --> 00:12:59,430 Uh, because it's insulating me now. 245 00:12:59,474 --> 00:13:03,826 You want to be up off the ground when it gets this cold. 246 00:13:03,870 --> 00:13:05,262 This is the wise thing to do to. 247 00:13:05,306 --> 00:13:06,873 Stay inside. 248 00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:11,094 Keep your body as warm as you can on a day like today. 249 00:13:11,138 --> 00:13:13,836 This is the view inside my little cave here. 250 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:18,319 That's my wood supply that I had laid in. 251 00:13:18,362 --> 00:13:24,238 And I was just noticing that I didn't hear a drip anymore. 252 00:13:24,281 --> 00:13:27,067 And the reason is because the drip has frozen. 253 00:13:30,157 --> 00:13:33,813 I have icicles in my bedroom. 254 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:39,253 So the next time you think it's cold, in your bedroom 255 00:13:39,296 --> 00:13:40,689 look for icicles. 256 00:13:40,732 --> 00:13:43,344 [dramatic music playing] 257 00:13:53,006 --> 00:13:55,312 LUCAS: I'm just waking up. 258 00:13:55,356 --> 00:13:57,271 Oh, my gosh, is it cold. 259 00:13:57,314 --> 00:13:58,359 It's freezing. 260 00:13:58,402 --> 00:14:01,492 And my bag is covered in dew. 261 00:14:01,536 --> 00:14:04,147 And it was just cold last night. 262 00:14:04,191 --> 00:14:06,758 I got to get this yurt done today. 263 00:14:06,802 --> 00:14:08,543 It's all about the yurt. 264 00:14:08,586 --> 00:14:11,067 [dramatic music playing] 265 00:14:11,111 --> 00:14:13,722 Having fire and a structure is always a hazard. 266 00:14:13,765 --> 00:14:17,813 So how I'm going to counteract my structure from going up 267 00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:20,163 in flames since it's made of canvas-- 268 00:14:20,207 --> 00:14:24,124 I'm going to create a small half-moon structure out 269 00:14:24,167 --> 00:14:27,562 of pounded-in logs and line that half-moon structure with rocks, 270 00:14:27,605 --> 00:14:28,824 things that don't burn. 271 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:31,522 And it also will retain heat and also will 272 00:14:31,566 --> 00:14:34,221 reflect the heat towards me. 273 00:14:34,264 --> 00:14:35,439 I love a yurt. 274 00:14:35,483 --> 00:14:39,356 For me, it's about getting a warm place set 275 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:42,882 up so that I can get as dry as possible at the end of the day. 276 00:14:42,925 --> 00:14:45,493 And I can be warm, and cook my food, and have the rain off me. 277 00:14:45,536 --> 00:14:46,494 That's huge. 278 00:14:46,537 --> 00:14:47,234 That's paramount. 279 00:14:47,277 --> 00:14:49,366 That's number one. 280 00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:52,152 [dramatic music playing] 281 00:14:52,195 --> 00:14:54,894 [wolves howling] 282 00:14:56,547 --> 00:14:58,898 Wolves are out. 283 00:14:58,941 --> 00:15:00,029 I love having walls around me. 284 00:15:00,073 --> 00:15:01,596 It makes me feel pretty safe. 285 00:15:01,639 --> 00:15:04,947 When I smell a bear or hear some animals poking around, 286 00:15:04,991 --> 00:15:08,255 I know I've got a few minutes to grab my deterrent 287 00:15:08,298 --> 00:15:11,040 or whatever I've got to scare them away. 288 00:15:11,084 --> 00:15:12,650 I'm going to cut a hole in the top. 289 00:15:12,694 --> 00:15:14,435 That's where the smoke goes up out. 290 00:15:14,478 --> 00:15:16,219 So I got to make sure everything's looking good. 291 00:15:16,263 --> 00:15:20,136 Otherwise, it's bad news. 292 00:15:20,180 --> 00:15:23,183 [dramatic music playing] 293 00:15:26,055 --> 00:15:29,145 This ain't easy, this whole making decisions and trying 294 00:15:29,189 --> 00:15:31,582 to figure out everything as you go. 295 00:15:31,626 --> 00:15:32,801 I'm bound to make mistakes. 296 00:15:32,844 --> 00:15:35,935 And I'm probably got a few more in store. 297 00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:37,980 Today, I'm going to be a little bit more easy on myself. 298 00:15:49,687 --> 00:15:51,733 Well, it looks like I just created the world's largest 299 00:15:51,776 --> 00:15:53,865 smokehouse. 300 00:15:53,909 --> 00:15:56,346 Ay-yi-yi. 301 00:15:56,390 --> 00:15:59,523 [dramatic music playing] 302 00:16:05,616 --> 00:16:07,618 ALAN: I've got to tell you. 303 00:16:07,662 --> 00:16:12,449 My fingers and toes are numb. 304 00:16:12,493 --> 00:16:15,235 I dry my socks, and then I dry my feet. 305 00:16:15,278 --> 00:16:17,063 And then I put my socks back on my feet, 306 00:16:17,106 --> 00:16:18,716 and dry the socks some more. 307 00:16:18,760 --> 00:16:21,850 You've got to take care of your feet. 308 00:16:21,893 --> 00:16:24,374 [dramatic music playing] 309 00:16:30,554 --> 00:16:32,992 MITCH: I wish my camp was on the other side. 310 00:16:33,035 --> 00:16:35,298 Because, right now, the sun could be hitting my camp 311 00:16:35,342 --> 00:16:36,952 right now. 312 00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:39,041 Instead of my fingers going numb right now 313 00:16:39,085 --> 00:16:41,783 because I'm in the cold, dark shade, 314 00:16:41,826 --> 00:16:44,655 I could be getting warmer and warmer. 315 00:16:44,699 --> 00:16:47,267 It's only going to get colder. 316 00:16:47,310 --> 00:16:50,052 [dramatic music playing] 317 00:16:54,709 --> 00:16:56,754 SAM: Winter is definitely here. 318 00:16:56,798 --> 00:16:58,669 I didn't expect it to come this soon. 319 00:16:58,713 --> 00:16:59,409 But it's here. 320 00:16:59,453 --> 00:17:01,237 And it's here for good. 321 00:17:01,281 --> 00:17:05,067 My biggest concern at this point is the onset of hypothermia. 322 00:17:05,111 --> 00:17:08,201 If that temperature drops just a little bit more, 323 00:17:08,244 --> 00:17:10,812 I mean, that could end this whole thing. 324 00:17:10,855 --> 00:17:13,336 [dramatic music playing] 325 00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:27,089 ALAN: That's my gloves that were left out here. 326 00:17:27,133 --> 00:17:29,135 You can see, I can't bend them. 327 00:17:29,178 --> 00:17:31,485 They're, uh-- they're frozen solid. 328 00:17:31,528 --> 00:17:34,096 It is definitely cold out here. 329 00:17:34,140 --> 00:17:36,968 [dramatic music playing] 330 00:17:46,587 --> 00:17:49,242 It is epically cold tonight. 331 00:17:49,285 --> 00:17:52,897 Man, my hands are like ice. 332 00:17:52,941 --> 00:17:55,596 It's like bone-dead cold. 333 00:17:55,639 --> 00:17:57,598 It's silent. 334 00:17:57,641 --> 00:18:01,602 Everything that's alive is just, like, hunkered down 335 00:18:01,645 --> 00:18:05,127 and just trying to, like, get through the night right now. 336 00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:07,999 It's crazy cold tonight. 337 00:18:08,043 --> 00:18:09,131 ALAN: My hands are numb. 338 00:18:09,175 --> 00:18:10,132 It's very cold. 339 00:18:10,176 --> 00:18:12,874 Winter time is here. 340 00:18:12,917 --> 00:18:16,138 LUCAS: This is the first time that I'm actually worried. 341 00:18:16,182 --> 00:18:18,097 If I get hypothermic tonight, I'll 342 00:18:18,140 --> 00:18:19,663 be forced to quit this thing. 343 00:18:19,707 --> 00:18:21,012 This is rough. 344 00:18:21,056 --> 00:18:23,711 This is as tough as it gets. 345 00:18:23,754 --> 00:18:24,451 [dramatic music playing] 346 00:18:24,494 --> 00:18:25,452 [sighs] 347 00:18:25,495 --> 00:18:26,975 It's so cold. 348 00:18:27,018 --> 00:18:30,979 [dramatic music playing] 349 00:18:31,022 --> 00:18:34,330 SAM: It's so [bleep] cold. 350 00:18:34,374 --> 00:18:37,203 [dramatic music playing] 351 00:19:00,574 --> 00:19:02,837 ALAN: It is frigid. 352 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:05,187 It's the coldest it's been. 353 00:19:05,231 --> 00:19:06,580 It's been snowing. 354 00:19:06,623 --> 00:19:09,191 There are snow flurries out here. 355 00:19:09,235 --> 00:19:12,760 So down we go to my trusty shoreline 356 00:19:12,803 --> 00:19:16,633 to see what can be seen and consume whatever we may find 357 00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:19,810 there that is palatable. 358 00:19:19,854 --> 00:19:23,031 My hands are numb. 359 00:19:23,074 --> 00:19:27,905 Not numb-- not feeling numb-- numb, as in painful. 360 00:19:27,949 --> 00:19:30,081 But I go by the time of the tide, 361 00:19:30,125 --> 00:19:31,213 not when I feel like eating. 362 00:19:35,435 --> 00:19:38,612 All right, what a beauty. 363 00:19:38,655 --> 00:19:39,917 What a beauty! 364 00:19:39,961 --> 00:19:41,876 Yeah, that's nice, huh? 365 00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:42,790 Look at that. 366 00:19:42,833 --> 00:19:44,705 This has scales instead of skin. 367 00:19:44,748 --> 00:19:47,490 So I'm going to have to dress it out a little differently. 368 00:19:47,534 --> 00:19:50,624 So yeah, I scraped the scales off. 369 00:19:50,667 --> 00:19:52,495 Look at that beautiful, pink meat. 370 00:19:52,539 --> 00:19:55,716 That is going to be some new kind of delicious right there. 371 00:19:55,759 --> 00:19:57,457 Look at that. 372 00:19:57,500 --> 00:19:59,241 That's food. 373 00:19:59,285 --> 00:20:00,503 So I'm going to wash that off off. 374 00:20:00,547 --> 00:20:03,854 And into the pot he goes. 375 00:20:03,898 --> 00:20:07,902 Not only did I find a fish, but I found a duck. 376 00:20:07,945 --> 00:20:09,860 This is really a blessing for me today, 377 00:20:09,904 --> 00:20:14,648 because I'm going to get some nutrients off of old Daphne 378 00:20:14,691 --> 00:20:18,217 here and, uh, see what meat I can get from him 379 00:20:18,260 --> 00:20:20,001 and throw him next to the fish. 380 00:20:20,044 --> 00:20:21,611 Into the pot he goes. 381 00:20:24,527 --> 00:20:26,181 The clouds are moving in again. 382 00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:28,836 I'm always fighting against something-- dark, or weather, 383 00:20:28,879 --> 00:20:31,665 or tide times. 384 00:20:31,708 --> 00:20:33,710 If there's something challenging about this place, 385 00:20:33,754 --> 00:20:35,582 it's definitely the weather. 386 00:20:35,625 --> 00:20:38,280 After a while, it just does kind of grate on your nerves. 387 00:20:38,324 --> 00:20:41,240 Every time you get ready to do something, boom, the deluge 388 00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:42,719 strikes. 389 00:20:42,763 --> 00:20:44,243 I got to keep going if I'm going to eat. 390 00:20:47,550 --> 00:20:52,207 I was not aware of a full-on blizzard. 391 00:20:52,251 --> 00:20:54,383 I got snow packing up on the lens of the camera. 392 00:20:54,427 --> 00:20:55,341 [blowing] 393 00:20:55,384 --> 00:20:58,213 Get this out of the-- 394 00:20:58,257 --> 00:20:59,780 at least, get a shot of my meal. 395 00:20:59,823 --> 00:21:01,434 I worked so hard to get it cleaned and prepared. 396 00:21:05,438 --> 00:21:12,836 All right, I just cleaned up the fish and the, uh, duck. 397 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:13,881 Look at that. 398 00:21:13,924 --> 00:21:15,143 Is that not a thing of beauty? 399 00:21:15,186 --> 00:21:17,667 Kings eat no better than I. 400 00:21:17,711 --> 00:21:20,844 I put a little sea lettuce in there for something green. 401 00:21:20,888 --> 00:21:23,151 And I'm going to put a lid on and cook it low and slow. 402 00:21:23,194 --> 00:21:26,807 Basically, I'm just going to steam all that in and let 403 00:21:26,850 --> 00:21:29,766 the flavors of the duck and the flavors of the fish 404 00:21:29,810 --> 00:21:32,769 shake hands and love one another. 405 00:21:32,813 --> 00:21:35,903 So, uh, all that's going to happen today is to cook a meal 406 00:21:35,946 --> 00:21:36,599 and lay in. 407 00:21:39,820 --> 00:21:42,301 [dramatic music playing] 408 00:21:49,090 --> 00:21:54,182 My mind's just racing thinking about my lack of calories. 409 00:21:54,225 --> 00:21:56,706 It's kind of like a downward spiral right now. 410 00:21:56,750 --> 00:22:00,884 If I'm not careful, eventually I'm going to crash. 411 00:22:00,928 --> 00:22:02,712 I lost my net. 412 00:22:02,756 --> 00:22:04,540 It's gone. 413 00:22:04,584 --> 00:22:06,847 I need to figure out how to get more food 414 00:22:06,890 --> 00:22:09,415 and figure out how to fish every day. 415 00:22:09,458 --> 00:22:12,896 So I just set up a system to do that easily. 416 00:22:12,940 --> 00:22:16,335 I want to set up some trout lines. 417 00:22:16,378 --> 00:22:21,644 This place is literally transformed at low tide. 418 00:22:21,688 --> 00:22:23,994 See that grass line way up near the trees? 419 00:22:24,038 --> 00:22:25,387 That's what high tide goes. 420 00:22:25,431 --> 00:22:27,650 It goes just shy of the trees. 421 00:22:27,694 --> 00:22:30,349 This is all usually underwater. 422 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:32,089 It's incredible. 423 00:22:32,133 --> 00:22:35,832 [dramatic music playing] 424 00:22:35,876 --> 00:22:39,749 You know, my over-arching plan was to figure out 425 00:22:39,793 --> 00:22:43,057 how to have automatic food by setting up trout lines, 426 00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:47,104 or by setting up nets, and whatever I've got to do-- trap. 427 00:22:47,148 --> 00:22:51,413 Just to get food coming in on a consistent basis 428 00:22:51,457 --> 00:22:53,372 is just really tough. 429 00:22:58,289 --> 00:22:59,508 I'm making some bait. 430 00:23:04,165 --> 00:23:05,514 Look at that one. 431 00:23:05,558 --> 00:23:08,082 It's going to be to hook-- really nice. 432 00:23:08,125 --> 00:23:12,956 By having my bait station right here next to my trout line, 433 00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:17,526 it's going to create a bunch of scent that's going to attract 434 00:23:17,570 --> 00:23:19,963 fish to this area. 435 00:23:20,007 --> 00:23:24,925 They're going to find my hooks with the bait hanging in front 436 00:23:24,968 --> 00:23:26,448 of their faces. 437 00:23:26,492 --> 00:23:27,841 So hopefully, they'll say, oh, that's what I smelled-- 438 00:23:27,884 --> 00:23:28,450 perfect. 439 00:23:31,932 --> 00:23:32,846 And I get them. 440 00:23:37,154 --> 00:23:39,200 So there's my first trout line up. 441 00:23:39,243 --> 00:23:44,161 I've got four hooks baited all ready to go. 442 00:23:44,205 --> 00:23:46,555 Once high tide comes in, it's going 443 00:23:46,599 --> 00:23:48,209 to dip them all into the water. 444 00:23:48,252 --> 00:23:50,690 One of them is already touching the water. 445 00:23:50,733 --> 00:23:54,563 And I should be good to go. 446 00:23:54,607 --> 00:23:57,784 [dramatic music playing] 447 00:24:05,922 --> 00:24:08,447 [rain falling] 448 00:24:14,191 --> 00:24:15,323 LUCAS: Calories are running short. 449 00:24:24,288 --> 00:24:27,466 It's intense out there today. 450 00:24:27,509 --> 00:24:29,206 Like, it's blowing pretty hard. 451 00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:33,820 I don't know if you can see how gray is, how nasty it is out. 452 00:24:33,863 --> 00:24:36,518 What I'm concerned about is the fact that my traps-- 453 00:24:36,562 --> 00:24:37,693 they're way out there. 454 00:24:37,737 --> 00:24:39,216 And I hope they're not getting beat up. 455 00:24:39,260 --> 00:24:43,482 If they are, I lose a big source of food for myself. 456 00:24:43,525 --> 00:24:44,134 Oh, [bleep]. 457 00:24:54,754 --> 00:24:56,930 [dramatic music playing] 458 00:25:32,226 --> 00:25:33,706 Ooh. 459 00:25:33,749 --> 00:25:35,142 I get out there. 460 00:25:35,185 --> 00:25:37,623 And tied up in my lines, there was a bird fishing it. 461 00:25:47,458 --> 00:25:49,156 I don't even know what it is. But he's a fisher. 462 00:25:49,199 --> 00:25:50,157 That's for sure. 463 00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,769 He's got a beak that tears. 464 00:25:53,813 --> 00:25:56,380 He was wrapped up in my nets real good. 465 00:25:56,424 --> 00:25:58,600 He's probably not tasty. 466 00:25:58,644 --> 00:26:00,602 He's a meat eater. 467 00:26:00,646 --> 00:26:03,736 And he's got a belly full of my fish. 468 00:26:03,779 --> 00:26:06,782 He looks lean. 469 00:26:06,826 --> 00:26:09,132 If you've ever had to not eat, if you've been without food, 470 00:26:09,176 --> 00:26:11,657 it's just such an awful feeling. 471 00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:14,747 So I'm so grateful for any food that I bring in. 472 00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:16,357 It really is truly a gift. 473 00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:20,927 I feel like I'm living paycheck to paycheck, except paycheck 474 00:26:20,970 --> 00:26:23,190 is food to food. 475 00:26:23,233 --> 00:26:27,890 And so, when you get food, it's this near spiritual experience 476 00:26:27,934 --> 00:26:30,632 of just deep gratitude, especially because I'm 477 00:26:30,676 --> 00:26:33,113 eating meat. 478 00:26:33,156 --> 00:26:37,944 It ate my lunch, so now it's lunch. 479 00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:40,250 I've been a vegetarian for almost three years. 480 00:26:40,294 --> 00:26:43,558 It wasn't that I had this big falling out with animals. 481 00:26:43,602 --> 00:26:45,691 I just decided to try it. 482 00:26:45,734 --> 00:26:48,737 And, uh, my digestion felt incredibly stronger. 483 00:26:48,781 --> 00:26:52,088 I didn't feel sluggish. 484 00:26:52,132 --> 00:26:54,090 [grunting] 485 00:26:54,134 --> 00:26:57,528 Meat is just-- it's a hardier substance. 486 00:26:57,572 --> 00:26:59,139 It sticks with you longer. 487 00:26:59,182 --> 00:27:01,794 But there is a difference to a point. 488 00:27:01,837 --> 00:27:03,665 You know, you're taking something's life. 489 00:27:03,709 --> 00:27:05,624 It doesn't weird me out. 490 00:27:05,667 --> 00:27:07,756 I grew up eating animals. 491 00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:10,498 Like, you know, bigger things eat littler things, 492 00:27:10,541 --> 00:27:12,369 and so on, and so forth. 493 00:27:12,413 --> 00:27:15,546 But you know, it's still, like, a more powerful experience. 494 00:27:30,518 --> 00:27:32,694 I tell you what, you appreciate food to such a higher 495 00:27:32,738 --> 00:27:34,435 level out here. 496 00:27:34,478 --> 00:27:38,221 I mean, really, when you get something, it's like Christmas. 497 00:27:38,265 --> 00:27:45,141 And when you eat it, it's, like, so special, so special. 498 00:27:45,185 --> 00:27:48,492 Nobody taught me really how to butcher. 499 00:27:48,536 --> 00:27:50,625 I kind of just teach myself doing it. 500 00:27:55,325 --> 00:27:56,370 [dramatic music playing] 501 00:27:56,413 --> 00:27:58,851 I'm sure I'm losing weight out here. 502 00:27:58,894 --> 00:28:05,118 But having food on my so-called plate has been such a blessing. 503 00:28:05,161 --> 00:28:07,729 I'm so grateful for it. 504 00:28:07,773 --> 00:28:08,382 Here we go. 505 00:28:11,472 --> 00:28:14,518 [music playing] 506 00:28:14,562 --> 00:28:15,606 There's nothing wrong with that. 507 00:28:19,654 --> 00:28:21,743 That's good. 508 00:28:21,787 --> 00:28:22,657 Mm. 509 00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:24,441 It tastes kind of like steak. 510 00:28:24,485 --> 00:28:26,008 Yum. 511 00:28:26,052 --> 00:28:27,575 I got some fried fish to go with it, too. 512 00:28:29,577 --> 00:28:30,273 Mm. 513 00:28:30,317 --> 00:28:32,014 Wow. 514 00:28:32,058 --> 00:28:35,061 Well, it turned into kind of a bum day at first. 515 00:28:35,104 --> 00:28:36,105 It's turned into a better day. 516 00:28:41,589 --> 00:28:43,112 You ever seen a vegetarian eat meat like this? 517 00:28:48,335 --> 00:28:50,859 [dramatic music playing] 518 00:29:00,695 --> 00:29:05,569 SAM: So not a good end to the day emotionally. 519 00:29:05,613 --> 00:29:07,049 I don't know. 520 00:29:07,093 --> 00:29:12,663 Something just hit me just like a pile of bricks-- 521 00:29:12,707 --> 00:29:14,404 just started losing it. 522 00:29:18,931 --> 00:29:26,112 It's like, right now, I would just give so much just to see-- 523 00:29:26,155 --> 00:29:30,203 just to see my wife and talk to her. 524 00:29:30,246 --> 00:29:32,771 [dramatic music playing] 525 00:29:37,993 --> 00:29:39,647 I've been out here for so long. 526 00:29:39,690 --> 00:29:42,606 And I'm so sick of it. 527 00:29:42,650 --> 00:29:45,827 I'm sick of everything. 528 00:29:45,871 --> 00:29:47,133 Everything about this place is gone. 529 00:29:50,484 --> 00:29:53,226 For the first-- whatever-- 530 00:29:53,269 --> 00:29:57,796 few weeks, I was happy seeing these beautiful views 531 00:29:57,839 --> 00:30:00,494 and just soaking in this place. 532 00:30:00,537 --> 00:30:03,279 And it was new to me. 533 00:30:03,323 --> 00:30:07,457 And it was exciting and everything like that. 534 00:30:07,501 --> 00:30:11,810 But after you've been in one spot for so, 535 00:30:11,853 --> 00:30:15,248 so long, it's terrible. 536 00:30:15,291 --> 00:30:17,032 It's like the worst, worst thing on the planet. 537 00:30:21,776 --> 00:30:27,129 I'm so just done with it all. 538 00:30:27,173 --> 00:30:28,609 I'm ready to leave. 539 00:30:28,652 --> 00:30:30,263 I'm ready go home. 540 00:30:30,306 --> 00:30:34,441 But I just want to keep pushing, and pushing, and pushing. 541 00:30:34,484 --> 00:30:40,490 But after a while, man, just not being able to contact 542 00:30:40,534 --> 00:30:43,580 your family or not being able to contact your wife is just 543 00:30:43,624 --> 00:30:48,368 so difficult. It just reminds me how much I love her 544 00:30:48,411 --> 00:30:50,370 and how much I love all these people in my life. 545 00:30:55,114 --> 00:30:56,898 And when I get home, I'm just not going 546 00:30:56,942 --> 00:30:57,943 to take it for granted at all. 547 00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:02,251 [rain falling] 548 00:31:02,295 --> 00:31:02,861 And it's raining again. 549 00:31:07,169 --> 00:31:08,388 [sighs] 550 00:31:10,781 --> 00:31:12,435 Just to make things a little happier, 551 00:31:12,479 --> 00:31:15,786 it did start raining, yeah. 552 00:31:15,830 --> 00:31:18,789 I just want to-- 553 00:31:18,833 --> 00:31:21,531 at this point, I just want to go home. 554 00:31:21,575 --> 00:31:23,142 I want nothing more to do with this place. 555 00:31:26,536 --> 00:31:29,844 Living in the woods is not the hard part of this thing. 556 00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:32,151 It's the fact that you're away from the people you love. 557 00:31:42,726 --> 00:31:45,991 That's the hard part. 558 00:31:46,034 --> 00:31:49,690 I'm so sick of this place-- 559 00:31:49,733 --> 00:31:54,434 sick, sick of it, sick of it, so sick of it. 560 00:31:57,524 --> 00:31:58,394 Goodnight. 561 00:32:03,791 --> 00:32:06,968 [dramatic music playing] 562 00:32:23,724 --> 00:32:28,033 MITCH: Headed now to go check my trawling-- 563 00:32:28,076 --> 00:32:29,948 another frosty day in the Northwest. 564 00:32:36,215 --> 00:32:40,132 It looks like the tide is in right now. 565 00:32:40,175 --> 00:32:43,048 My stuff might still be underwater. 566 00:32:43,091 --> 00:32:46,790 And, as you can see, straight out there is my trout line. 567 00:32:46,834 --> 00:32:48,705 The difference between high tide and low tide 568 00:32:48,749 --> 00:32:50,229 here is astronomical. 569 00:32:50,272 --> 00:32:53,972 I mean, during low tide, that's dirt for, like, a quarter 570 00:32:54,015 --> 00:32:55,756 mile or something. 571 00:32:55,799 --> 00:33:01,022 I'm just going to wait to see if the tide is coming or going. 572 00:33:01,066 --> 00:33:04,199 It's hard to figure out the tides. 573 00:33:04,243 --> 00:33:06,419 It's coming in. 574 00:33:06,462 --> 00:33:08,682 I mean, I'm not going to walk in that water. 575 00:33:08,725 --> 00:33:11,032 The water would be over my boots. 576 00:33:11,076 --> 00:33:13,948 With freezing temperatures right now, the last thing 577 00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:17,647 I want to do is get wet. 578 00:33:17,691 --> 00:33:20,389 I haven't gotten a lot done in the couple days. 579 00:33:20,433 --> 00:33:21,738 I'm trying to conserve calories. 580 00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:25,742 I'm trying to stay positive. 581 00:33:28,702 --> 00:33:31,922 But I'm not getting it done. 582 00:33:31,966 --> 00:33:34,273 I think maybe, if I imagine I'm trying 583 00:33:34,316 --> 00:33:37,754 to provide for my family, maybe I can provide better 584 00:33:37,798 --> 00:33:39,321 for myself. 585 00:33:39,365 --> 00:33:41,280 Because I know, if they were out here with me, 586 00:33:41,323 --> 00:33:43,108 I would be a different person. 587 00:33:43,151 --> 00:33:44,065 This is it. 588 00:33:44,109 --> 00:33:45,414 Wow! 589 00:33:45,458 --> 00:33:47,460 A bunch of pictures with us, huh? 590 00:33:47,503 --> 00:33:48,243 Mm-hmm. 591 00:33:48,287 --> 00:33:48,939 Because I'm real. 592 00:33:52,552 --> 00:33:54,858 MITCH: Oh, us dancing in the puddles. 593 00:33:54,902 --> 00:33:56,469 DAUGHTER: Yeah. 594 00:33:56,512 --> 00:33:58,471 Oh, look how young you are here-- 595 00:33:58,514 --> 00:34:00,212 my little pumpkin. 596 00:34:00,255 --> 00:34:02,692 DAUGHTER: But now I'm much more bigger. 597 00:34:02,736 --> 00:34:04,477 Yeah. 598 00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:08,568 If they are out here with me, it would be like-- 599 00:34:08,611 --> 00:34:10,309 I'd be a maniac. 600 00:34:10,352 --> 00:34:13,877 And I would be a game-getting machine. 601 00:34:13,921 --> 00:34:15,314 Because right now, what I'm getting 602 00:34:15,357 --> 00:34:17,446 isn't good enough for my daughter and my wife. 603 00:34:17,490 --> 00:34:20,797 Like, I want the best for them. 604 00:34:20,841 --> 00:34:22,843 It's just interesting. 605 00:34:22,886 --> 00:34:24,584 What you're willing to do for yourself 606 00:34:24,627 --> 00:34:26,586 is different than what you're willing to do for your loved 607 00:34:26,629 --> 00:34:29,110 ones. 608 00:34:29,154 --> 00:34:32,896 Man, this place really felt like a land of abundant resources 609 00:34:32,940 --> 00:34:37,336 a couple of weeks ago, like salmon and all geese around, 610 00:34:37,379 --> 00:34:38,076 and everything else. 611 00:34:41,601 --> 00:34:43,559 It doesn't feel that way anymore. 612 00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:49,174 I just hate that the tide is messing me up. 613 00:34:53,265 --> 00:34:54,266 What else am I going to do? 614 00:34:57,747 --> 00:34:59,314 I don't know. 615 00:34:59,358 --> 00:35:01,186 I need to be careful what I do. 616 00:35:01,229 --> 00:35:05,451 Because I can't do too much more before I run out of calories. 617 00:35:05,494 --> 00:35:07,975 I need to figure out how to get more food. 618 00:35:08,018 --> 00:35:09,194 [birds squawking] 619 00:35:09,237 --> 00:35:14,938 This is just a very hard time to live. 620 00:35:14,982 --> 00:35:17,854 [birds squawking] 621 00:35:17,898 --> 00:35:20,422 [dramatic music playing] 622 00:35:35,524 --> 00:35:38,614 ALAN: The, uh, weather broke a little bit. 623 00:35:38,658 --> 00:35:40,094 I haven't filmed much, because there's 624 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,053 just not much happening. 625 00:35:43,097 --> 00:35:46,144 It's just the same old thing. 626 00:35:46,187 --> 00:35:48,276 I'm just kind of in a-- in a rut now. 627 00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:52,802 It just kind of goes day to day, you know? 628 00:35:52,846 --> 00:35:55,327 Just regular, old routine. 629 00:35:59,548 --> 00:36:01,463 At this point, for me, you know, the psychology 630 00:36:01,507 --> 00:36:04,249 is definitely there, the mental aspects of it. 631 00:36:04,292 --> 00:36:05,206 I mean, I've done this. 632 00:36:05,250 --> 00:36:06,860 I know I can do it-- 633 00:36:06,903 --> 00:36:08,514 not just survive but thrive here. 634 00:36:08,557 --> 00:36:11,343 So it's like, what's left to prove, you know? 635 00:36:11,386 --> 00:36:14,346 Um, kind of-- 636 00:36:14,389 --> 00:36:15,956 I don't know. 637 00:36:15,999 --> 00:36:18,393 And then you get to thinking, you know, just little stuff. 638 00:36:18,437 --> 00:36:22,092 I'd-- I'd rather be home reading a book to my kids right now. 639 00:36:22,136 --> 00:36:24,312 [kids shrieking] 640 00:36:28,273 --> 00:36:30,100 My daughter, Joanna, the oldest, she kind of 641 00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:31,711 understood what was going on. 642 00:36:31,754 --> 00:36:32,668 And she asked me. 643 00:36:32,712 --> 00:36:34,583 She said, do you have to do this? 644 00:36:34,627 --> 00:36:36,846 And I didn't really know how to answer that. 645 00:36:36,890 --> 00:36:39,414 I mean, in a way, yeah, I did have to do it but not in a way 646 00:36:39,458 --> 00:36:40,459 that she would-- 647 00:36:40,502 --> 00:36:41,416 that I could convey to her. 648 00:36:44,898 --> 00:36:48,858 But when she asked me that-- do you have to leave? 649 00:36:48,902 --> 00:36:50,817 I thought, uh, no, I don't have to. 650 00:36:50,860 --> 00:36:52,427 But I really, really want to-- 651 00:36:52,471 --> 00:36:53,211 you know. 652 00:36:53,254 --> 00:36:55,430 [kids yelling] 653 00:36:55,474 --> 00:36:56,388 It's behind you. 654 00:36:56,431 --> 00:36:59,739 I miss home a lot. 655 00:36:59,782 --> 00:37:02,132 [kids shrieking] 656 00:37:02,176 --> 00:37:05,179 But, uh, I don't know. 657 00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:06,180 It's just one day at a time. 658 00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:19,454 [dramatic music playing] 659 00:37:36,732 --> 00:37:38,430 I've been out here for over a month now. 660 00:37:41,955 --> 00:37:45,828 You know, I feel pretty good about being out here. 661 00:37:45,872 --> 00:37:48,222 And having a shelter is so crucial to, 662 00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:50,877 like, enjoying this experience. 663 00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:51,269 I just feel safer. 664 00:37:54,359 --> 00:37:56,578 But, the shelter is not about that. 665 00:37:56,622 --> 00:38:00,669 It's just about the ice that settles on the ground at night. 666 00:38:00,713 --> 00:38:04,325 It's about having a place to organize your things, 667 00:38:04,369 --> 00:38:07,067 having a constant. 668 00:38:07,110 --> 00:38:11,811 So the yurt has proved to be really worth its time. 669 00:38:11,854 --> 00:38:14,857 I'm going to start looking at making a bit more efficient. 670 00:38:14,901 --> 00:38:18,165 In my yurt, I have an open ceiling in the very center 671 00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:19,819 where smoke comes out. 672 00:38:19,862 --> 00:38:22,822 I need to build some sort of umbrella on a stick, 673 00:38:22,865 --> 00:38:25,999 so when it gets rainy, the smoke can still go out. 674 00:38:26,042 --> 00:38:31,874 But the umbrella covers it and allows for rain protection. 675 00:38:31,918 --> 00:38:35,661 And I also want to get a crab pot in the water. 676 00:38:35,704 --> 00:38:37,358 And what else do I want to do? 677 00:38:37,402 --> 00:38:41,362 Oh, yeah, I'm working on a stringed instrument. 678 00:38:41,406 --> 00:38:43,364 When I get started on these projects, 679 00:38:43,408 --> 00:38:46,324 sometimes it's hard for me to stop. 680 00:38:46,367 --> 00:38:47,586 I just want to show it to you. 681 00:38:47,629 --> 00:38:50,893 You just peel off all the-- 682 00:38:50,937 --> 00:38:52,591 the bark. 683 00:38:52,634 --> 00:38:56,029 It's going to be kind of like lute or a guitar. 684 00:38:56,072 --> 00:38:58,858 [music playing] 685 00:39:02,514 --> 00:39:04,864 See how it's relatively flat? 686 00:39:04,907 --> 00:39:09,129 This will be the face where there's playing-- 687 00:39:09,172 --> 00:39:16,484 ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding. 688 00:39:16,528 --> 00:39:19,313 I'm starting to gouge out the acoustic area-- 689 00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:22,011 so the hollow area that makes an echo sound, which 690 00:39:22,055 --> 00:39:25,014 is right here. 691 00:39:25,058 --> 00:39:28,540 [chiseling] 692 00:39:34,023 --> 00:39:37,462 [music playing] 693 00:39:41,117 --> 00:39:42,858 So what I'm carving right now is the bridge. 694 00:39:42,902 --> 00:39:46,819 And this transfers the sound down to the sound box. 695 00:39:46,862 --> 00:39:49,474 So now I'm carving a little pegs that will go in these holes 696 00:39:49,517 --> 00:39:51,519 up here-- 697 00:39:51,563 --> 00:39:56,132 and tighten up my chords. 698 00:39:56,176 --> 00:40:00,006 [music playing] 699 00:40:00,049 --> 00:40:02,791 So I'm taking a moment to burn out the sound box a little bit 700 00:40:02,835 --> 00:40:03,444 more. 701 00:40:07,753 --> 00:40:11,017 [music playing] 702 00:40:14,150 --> 00:40:16,370 Check it out. 703 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:17,980 I put on my first string. 704 00:40:18,024 --> 00:40:19,460 It's now, um-- 705 00:40:19,504 --> 00:40:20,809 It doesn't have the face on it yet. 706 00:40:20,853 --> 00:40:22,115 But check it out. 707 00:40:22,158 --> 00:40:25,335 [playing instrument] 708 00:40:27,250 --> 00:40:28,817 I just got the-- 709 00:40:28,861 --> 00:40:29,514 the face put on. 710 00:40:32,517 --> 00:40:36,956 [playing instrument] 711 00:40:36,999 --> 00:40:39,262 In the next week, I'm going to start 712 00:40:39,306 --> 00:40:42,396 looking at making a sauna. 713 00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:45,486 [music playing] 714 00:40:45,530 --> 00:40:50,752 Before I left, my mom said, Lucas, please don't go crazy. 715 00:40:50,796 --> 00:40:53,407 And I said, Mom, that already happened long ago. 716 00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,975 And she laughed. 717 00:40:56,018 --> 00:40:58,934 [rain falling] 718 00:40:58,978 --> 00:41:02,416 [chuckling] 719 00:41:04,549 --> 00:41:07,682 [playing instrument] 720 00:41:11,991 --> 00:41:14,384 [SINGING] This is my tune, no song. 721 00:41:14,428 --> 00:41:16,778 This is my tune, no song. 722 00:41:16,822 --> 00:41:23,089 Cheery, and happy, and fun, this is my tune, no song. 723 00:41:23,132 --> 00:41:26,484 [humming] 724 00:41:42,587 --> 00:41:44,893 [SINGING] Been in the woods too long. 725 00:41:44,937 --> 00:41:47,635 This is my tune, no song. 726 00:41:47,679 --> 00:41:49,681 Been in the woods too-- been in the woods too-- 727 00:41:49,724 --> 00:41:52,553 been in the woods too long. 728 00:41:52,597 --> 00:41:55,774 [humming] 729 00:41:57,776 --> 00:41:59,995 [SINGING] I could use an apple pie. 730 00:42:00,039 --> 00:42:02,563 I could use a pumpkin pie. 731 00:42:02,607 --> 00:42:05,392 Instead, I eat seabird. 732 00:42:05,435 --> 00:42:11,050 Instead, I eat up clams, eat weeds stewed up. 733 00:42:11,093 --> 00:42:13,879 I never wash my hands. 734 00:42:13,922 --> 00:42:19,449 Because I don't got no soap, and don't got no sink. 735 00:42:19,493 --> 00:42:22,409 I wish I had a drink. 736 00:42:22,452 --> 00:42:24,150 I'd pour myself a drink. 737 00:42:24,193 --> 00:42:27,370 [humming] 738 00:42:36,292 --> 00:42:37,642 [dramatic music playing] 739 00:42:37,685 --> 00:42:39,469 ALAN: I haven't found anything for a few days 740 00:42:39,513 --> 00:42:42,037 because life has just been that bad here. 741 00:42:42,081 --> 00:42:44,300 When you think, for as long as I have, out here in the woods 742 00:42:44,344 --> 00:42:46,738 alone, it changes you. 743 00:42:46,781 --> 00:42:49,001 I'm not eating the past couple of days. 744 00:42:49,044 --> 00:42:50,611 I feel like I'm starving. 745 00:42:50,655 --> 00:42:52,091 LUCAS: [bleep],, I wish I was stronger. 746 00:42:52,134 --> 00:42:53,483 I just don't know if I got it in me. 747 00:42:53,527 --> 00:42:55,311 Ugh. 748 00:42:55,355 --> 00:42:56,617 SAM: I'm definitely not losing-- 749 00:42:56,661 --> 00:42:58,576 not good mentally. 750 00:42:58,619 --> 00:43:01,491 I am not good in the head right now. 751 00:43:01,535 --> 00:43:03,668 [dramatic music playing] 54926

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