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[dramatic music playing]
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LUCAS: I got a fish!
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[laughing]
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Those lines out there are
actually going to do some good.
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Fresh fish-- it's a pretty
amazing resource to have.
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ALAN: No joy on the fish basket.
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There's nothing in there.
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Sometimes, you don't
always like what you see.
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Maybe you need to
change some things.
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MITCH: I can't believe
this is happening.
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My net is gone.
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Oh, my god.
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This is very bad.
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If I can't produce
any fish, I'm done.
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SAM: That looks like a tail--
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mousy feast-- not a task
for the faint of heart.
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MITCH: This is
going to be a bitch.
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LUCAS: We have to film it.
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And we're totally alone.
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ALAN: Nobody knows what it's
like here except for the 10
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guys out here doing it.
LUCAS: It's time to get shelter.
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ALAN: There's
nobody here but me.
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LUCAS: It's just so
hard doing this alone.
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ALAN: I'm scared
to death right now.
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I feel like I'm starving.
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I'm pretty sure I
just saw a cougar.
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Oh, [bleep].
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SAM: The last man
standing wins $500,000.
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I don't want to go home.
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I want to win.
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It's the chance in a lifetime.
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But it's not worth dying over.
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[dramatic music playing]
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LUCAS: I'm going to do
something really risky.
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I'm about to pull down my
structure with the idea
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that I'm going to build a yurt
within the next day or two--
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so, insane.
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But I'm just going to go for it.
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That's how I work best
is just having a goal,
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and just breaking it
out, and busting it up.
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So what you're about to see is
me deconstructing this thing--
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this thing and having
an open shelter.
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And, go.
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[dramatic music playing]
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Why would I even want to move?
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Moving could bring greater
access to resources.
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That's really what
it's all about.
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The First Nations people
live down by the sea.
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Because you have fish
year-round in the river.
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And then you have all the fish
trying to swim into the river,
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like the salmon.
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If you're living
out in the wild,
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you want your walk
between your daily needs
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to be as short as possible.
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And so I'm realizing that maybe
my camp isn't in the best spot.
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Food isn't close.
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[dramatic music playing]
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I'm just tired of hauling
stuff up and down that hill.
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The first load-- one of many.
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A move is a big deal.
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It's a huge deal energetically.
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Emotionally, it
amps everything up.
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I've got to be able to
establish a safe place to rest
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my head for the night.
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And I gotta hope
for good weather.
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I could go over there
and be hit with a storm.
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But there's food over there.
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You gotta go where there's food.
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Otherwise, [clicks tongue]
I'm not going to make it.
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[dramatic music playing]
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[birds squawking]
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So, folks, this may
not look like much.
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But this is the future
site of my yurt.
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Right now, I'm going to clear
out an area, find a nice circle
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space that's about
8 foot in diameter--
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except I have a
low-hanging branch.
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This guy right here
is right in my way.
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So I'm going to climb
the tree and drop it.
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It's a little
dangerous considering
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I'm the only person out here.
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[dramatic music playing]
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So I got about four or five
hours to make something happen.
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[grunting]
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[dramatic music playing]
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[sawing]
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Whoa.
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It about took out my leg.
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Good thing I had points of
contact and moved real fast--
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cat-like reflexes.
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OK, now I have this space
above me clear, which is huge.
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Now I can do some of the work
that I really want to do.
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[dramatic music playing]
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You know, how I feel
physically here is tired.
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There is a lack of simple
sugars and carbs here.
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And it's amazing how
having sugar in your body
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changes your chemistry.
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Working on just proteins
and fats, I feel slower.
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Walking up the
hills is like, oh,
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my gosh, this is, like, the
longest hill in all the world.
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Moving around is a little
bit more sticky and tricky,
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for sure.
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The energy isn't there.
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[hammering]
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[birds squawking]
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Yes, little birdie,
I'm making a house.
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I will be your neighbor for
as long as I possibly can.
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And hopefully, one day,
a bunch people in a boat
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will come and get me with
oatmeal cookies, my girlfriend,
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and pumpkin pie.
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[dramatic music playing]
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I can't operate without
sustenance in my body doing
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the stuff that I'm doing.
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Like, I'm out there
swinging an ax
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with my head reeling, because
I haven't put enough calories
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in it.
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It's dumb.
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[dramatic music playing]
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SAM: [sighs]
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I feel a lot better today,
well rested, no rain.
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But you probably can't see it.
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It's snowing ever so slightly--
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snow!
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Not very much, though--
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very cool.
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Anyway, I'll probably
work on more traps today.
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Cause that's-- I mean, that's
how you get food out here.
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Let's go ahead and check, uh--
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check the traps out, actually.
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[dramatic music playing]
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Let's go to trap number one.
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Dang it.
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[sighs]
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Nothing.
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Oh, well, can't win them all.
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Let's go to trap number two.
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It definitely went off.
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[dramatic music playing]
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Moment of truth.
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[dramatic music playing]
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Huh.
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The wind must have
blown it over.
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Let's check trap number three,
which is basically right by it.
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[dramatic music playing]
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Hey!
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We got something--
maybe one little mouse.
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But hey, that's food.
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So it's a trophy to me.
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[laughing]
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Dead-fall traps are getting more
and more frustrating to set.
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I'm not getting myself a
sustainable amount of food.
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Uh, I haven't been able to
catch more than one mouse a day.
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And that is nothing
real substantial.
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I always have in the
back of my head--
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I have this duty to my
wife to protect her,
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and to take care of
her, and to comfort her.
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She is pregnant.
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And so I always want to be
the provider for my family.
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I am pretty bummed
that I have to miss
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seeing all the progression.
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And that's what's been
really exciting so far
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is just to see how things
go along and, you know,
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watching the baby grow.
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Yeah.
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Not being around
to-- to take care of--
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of you and the
baby, emotionally,
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it's it's-- hard to take.
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Not a lot of meat--
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but I do like the
taste of actual meat.
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Being away from
my wife, it really
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puts me in this weird place
where I doubt my purpose.
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And that really
just wears on me.
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[dramatic music playing]
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Either I'm just nuts or the
mouse doesn't taste that bad--
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probably nuts.
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And I wouldn't necessarily
recommend doing this at home--
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well, obviously.
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[laughing]
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Ah.
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Yum-- one mouse.
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[dramatic music playing]
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[water flowing]
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LUCAS: Night is
quickly approaching.
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It's going to be a cold.
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As you can see, all my
stuff is just behind me.
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I don't have a roof
over my head tonight.
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I didn't quite get
far as I'd like today.
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I mean, that's about
as vulnerable as I've--
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I've been.
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And out here, it's just me, just
me perpetuating, maintaining.
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[zipping]
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I just don't always
know what-- what to do.
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[dramatic music playing]
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It's so cold.
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Before I left, my mom
said, Lucas, it really just
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comes down to making
good decisions.
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MOM: Trust your instincts.
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And, uh, I think
you'll do wonderful.
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I think you should
watch your back,
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and just always be alert, and--
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and do what you need to do.
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Keep yourself warm.
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And just hope that, uh--
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that you'll be OK.
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LUCAS: Yeah.
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I'd like to think,
for the most part,
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that I am making good decisions.
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But it's damn cold.
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It's about a damn
cold as you get.
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That could be really
dangerous for me.
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I'm just hanging on
to life by a thread.
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[sighs]
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[dramatic music playing]
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ALAN: Good morning.
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It is frigid.
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I mean, I've been
sleeping in gloves here.
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Yeah, it's it's, uh--
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my water is frozen.
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I mean, it's not solid ice.
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But it's-- it's frozen around
the outer edges of the--
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all the canteens and
containers of water.
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And I slipped my
boots on and went down
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to check the shoreline just
to see where the tide was at.
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And in the time it took me to
walk down there and straight
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back--
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we're talking, I don't know,
10 minutes, 12 minutes--
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my extremities, fingers,
and toes, no good.
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Bone chilling.
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Wow, this is frozen, man.
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You can hear the blades of
grass cracking under your feet.
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So yeah, way cold.
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[exhales deeply]
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Way achy.
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The outermost half of
my foot and my hands
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is still very numb.
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If you're wet and it's this
cold, you can die within hours.
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You can be in some
serious trouble.
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No matter how many years you've
been a bushman, or a woodsman,
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or whatever, if you get
complacent, that can kill you.
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I'm back into bed
covered up, bundled up,
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and put everything I had on.
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And I'm grateful for
every blade of grass
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that went into building
this little mattress.
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Uh, because it's
insulating me now.
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You want to be up off the
ground when it gets this cold.
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This is the wise thing to do to.
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Stay inside.
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Keep your body as warm as
you can on a day like today.
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This is the view inside
my little cave here.
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That's my wood supply
that I had laid in.
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And I was just noticing that
I didn't hear a drip anymore.
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And the reason is because
the drip has frozen.
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I have icicles in my bedroom.
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So the next time you think
it's cold, in your bedroom
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look for icicles.
256
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[dramatic music playing]
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LUCAS: I'm just waking up.
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Oh, my gosh, is it cold.
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It's freezing.
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And my bag is covered in dew.
261
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And it was just cold last night.
262
00:14:04,191 --> 00:14:06,758
I got to get this
yurt done today.
263
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It's all about the yurt.
264
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[dramatic music playing]
265
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Having fire and a structure
is always a hazard.
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So how I'm going to counteract
my structure from going up
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in flames since it's
made of canvas--
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I'm going to create a small
half-moon structure out
269
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of pounded-in logs and line that
half-moon structure with rocks,
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things that don't burn.
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And it also will retain
heat and also will
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reflect the heat towards me.
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I love a yurt.
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For me, it's about
getting a warm place set
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up so that I can get as dry as
possible at the end of the day.
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And I can be warm, and cook my
food, and have the rain off me.
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That's huge.
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That's paramount.
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That's number one.
280
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[dramatic music playing]
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[wolves howling]
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Wolves are out.
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I love having walls around me.
284
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It makes me feel pretty safe.
285
00:15:01,639 --> 00:15:04,947
When I smell a bear or hear
some animals poking around,
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I know I've got a few
minutes to grab my deterrent
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or whatever I've got
to scare them away.
288
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I'm going to cut
a hole in the top.
289
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That's where the
smoke goes up out.
290
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So I got to make sure
everything's looking good.
291
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Otherwise, it's bad news.
292
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[dramatic music playing]
293
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This ain't easy, this whole
making decisions and trying
294
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to figure out
everything as you go.
295
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I'm bound to make mistakes.
296
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And I'm probably got
a few more in store.
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Today, I'm going to be a
little bit more easy on myself.
298
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Well, it looks like I just
created the world's largest
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smokehouse.
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Ay-yi-yi.
301
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[dramatic music playing]
302
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ALAN: I've got to tell you.
303
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My fingers and toes are numb.
304
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I dry my socks, and
then I dry my feet.
305
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And then I put my
socks back on my feet,
306
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and dry the socks some more.
307
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You've got to take
care of your feet.
308
00:16:21,893 --> 00:16:24,374
[dramatic music playing]
309
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MITCH: I wish my camp
was on the other side.
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Because, right now, the sun
could be hitting my camp
311
00:16:35,342 --> 00:16:36,952
right now.
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Instead of my fingers
going numb right now
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because I'm in the
cold, dark shade,
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I could be getting
warmer and warmer.
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It's only going to get colder.
316
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[dramatic music playing]
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SAM: Winter is definitely here.
318
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I didn't expect it
to come this soon.
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But it's here.
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And it's here for good.
321
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My biggest concern at this point
is the onset of hypothermia.
322
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If that temperature drops
just a little bit more,
323
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I mean, that could
end this whole thing.
324
00:17:10,855 --> 00:17:13,336
[dramatic music playing]
325
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ALAN: That's my gloves
that were left out here.
326
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You can see, I can't bend them.
327
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They're, uh--
they're frozen solid.
328
00:17:31,528 --> 00:17:34,096
It is definitely cold out here.
329
00:17:34,140 --> 00:17:36,968
[dramatic music playing]
330
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It is epically cold tonight.
331
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Man, my hands are like ice.
332
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It's like bone-dead cold.
333
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It's silent.
334
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Everything that's alive is
just, like, hunkered down
335
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and just trying to, like, get
through the night right now.
336
00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:07,999
It's crazy cold tonight.
337
00:18:08,043 --> 00:18:09,131
ALAN: My hands are numb.
338
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It's very cold.
339
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Winter time is here.
340
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LUCAS: This is the first time
that I'm actually worried.
341
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If I get hypothermic
tonight, I'll
342
00:18:18,140 --> 00:18:19,663
be forced to quit this thing.
343
00:18:19,707 --> 00:18:21,012
This is rough.
344
00:18:21,056 --> 00:18:23,711
This is as tough as it gets.
345
00:18:23,754 --> 00:18:24,451
[dramatic music playing]
346
00:18:24,494 --> 00:18:25,452
[sighs]
347
00:18:25,495 --> 00:18:26,975
It's so cold.
348
00:18:27,018 --> 00:18:30,979
[dramatic music playing]
349
00:18:31,022 --> 00:18:34,330
SAM: It's so [bleep] cold.
350
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[dramatic music playing]
351
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ALAN: It is frigid.
352
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It's the coldest it's been.
353
00:19:05,231 --> 00:19:06,580
It's been snowing.
354
00:19:06,623 --> 00:19:09,191
There are snow
flurries out here.
355
00:19:09,235 --> 00:19:12,760
So down we go to
my trusty shoreline
356
00:19:12,803 --> 00:19:16,633
to see what can be seen and
consume whatever we may find
357
00:19:16,677 --> 00:19:19,810
there that is palatable.
358
00:19:19,854 --> 00:19:23,031
My hands are numb.
359
00:19:23,074 --> 00:19:27,905
Not numb-- not feeling
numb-- numb, as in painful.
360
00:19:27,949 --> 00:19:30,081
But I go by the
time of the tide,
361
00:19:30,125 --> 00:19:31,213
not when I feel like eating.
362
00:19:35,435 --> 00:19:38,612
All right, what a beauty.
363
00:19:38,655 --> 00:19:39,917
What a beauty!
364
00:19:39,961 --> 00:19:41,876
Yeah, that's nice, huh?
365
00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:42,790
Look at that.
366
00:19:42,833 --> 00:19:44,705
This has scales instead of skin.
367
00:19:44,748 --> 00:19:47,490
So I'm going to have to dress
it out a little differently.
368
00:19:47,534 --> 00:19:50,624
So yeah, I scraped
the scales off.
369
00:19:50,667 --> 00:19:52,495
Look at that
beautiful, pink meat.
370
00:19:52,539 --> 00:19:55,716
That is going to be some new
kind of delicious right there.
371
00:19:55,759 --> 00:19:57,457
Look at that.
372
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That's food.
373
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So I'm going to
wash that off off.
374
00:20:00,547 --> 00:20:03,854
And into the pot he goes.
375
00:20:03,898 --> 00:20:07,902
Not only did I find a
fish, but I found a duck.
376
00:20:07,945 --> 00:20:09,860
This is really a
blessing for me today,
377
00:20:09,904 --> 00:20:14,648
because I'm going to get some
nutrients off of old Daphne
378
00:20:14,691 --> 00:20:18,217
here and, uh, see what
meat I can get from him
379
00:20:18,260 --> 00:20:20,001
and throw him next to the fish.
380
00:20:20,044 --> 00:20:21,611
Into the pot he goes.
381
00:20:24,527 --> 00:20:26,181
The clouds are moving in again.
382
00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:28,836
I'm always fighting against
something-- dark, or weather,
383
00:20:28,879 --> 00:20:31,665
or tide times.
384
00:20:31,708 --> 00:20:33,710
If there's something
challenging about this place,
385
00:20:33,754 --> 00:20:35,582
it's definitely the weather.
386
00:20:35,625 --> 00:20:38,280
After a while, it just does
kind of grate on your nerves.
387
00:20:38,324 --> 00:20:41,240
Every time you get ready to
do something, boom, the deluge
388
00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:42,719
strikes.
389
00:20:42,763 --> 00:20:44,243
I got to keep going
if I'm going to eat.
390
00:20:47,550 --> 00:20:52,207
I was not aware of
a full-on blizzard.
391
00:20:52,251 --> 00:20:54,383
I got snow packing up on
the lens of the camera.
392
00:20:54,427 --> 00:20:55,341
[blowing]
393
00:20:55,384 --> 00:20:58,213
Get this out of the--
394
00:20:58,257 --> 00:20:59,780
at least, get a shot of my meal.
395
00:20:59,823 --> 00:21:01,434
I worked so hard to get
it cleaned and prepared.
396
00:21:05,438 --> 00:21:12,836
All right, I just cleaned up
the fish and the, uh, duck.
397
00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:13,881
Look at that.
398
00:21:13,924 --> 00:21:15,143
Is that not a thing of beauty?
399
00:21:15,186 --> 00:21:17,667
Kings eat no better than I.
400
00:21:17,711 --> 00:21:20,844
I put a little sea lettuce
in there for something green.
401
00:21:20,888 --> 00:21:23,151
And I'm going to put a lid
on and cook it low and slow.
402
00:21:23,194 --> 00:21:26,807
Basically, I'm just going
to steam all that in and let
403
00:21:26,850 --> 00:21:29,766
the flavors of the duck
and the flavors of the fish
404
00:21:29,810 --> 00:21:32,769
shake hands and
love one another.
405
00:21:32,813 --> 00:21:35,903
So, uh, all that's going to
happen today is to cook a meal
406
00:21:35,946 --> 00:21:36,599
and lay in.
407
00:21:39,820 --> 00:21:42,301
[dramatic music playing]
408
00:21:49,090 --> 00:21:54,182
My mind's just racing thinking
about my lack of calories.
409
00:21:54,225 --> 00:21:56,706
It's kind of like a
downward spiral right now.
410
00:21:56,750 --> 00:22:00,884
If I'm not careful,
eventually I'm going to crash.
411
00:22:00,928 --> 00:22:02,712
I lost my net.
412
00:22:02,756 --> 00:22:04,540
It's gone.
413
00:22:04,584 --> 00:22:06,847
I need to figure out
how to get more food
414
00:22:06,890 --> 00:22:09,415
and figure out how
to fish every day.
415
00:22:09,458 --> 00:22:12,896
So I just set up a
system to do that easily.
416
00:22:12,940 --> 00:22:16,335
I want to set up
some trout lines.
417
00:22:16,378 --> 00:22:21,644
This place is literally
transformed at low tide.
418
00:22:21,688 --> 00:22:23,994
See that grass line
way up near the trees?
419
00:22:24,038 --> 00:22:25,387
That's what high tide goes.
420
00:22:25,431 --> 00:22:27,650
It goes just shy of the trees.
421
00:22:27,694 --> 00:22:30,349
This is all usually underwater.
422
00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:32,089
It's incredible.
423
00:22:32,133 --> 00:22:35,832
[dramatic music playing]
424
00:22:35,876 --> 00:22:39,749
You know, my over-arching
plan was to figure out
425
00:22:39,793 --> 00:22:43,057
how to have automatic food
by setting up trout lines,
426
00:22:43,100 --> 00:22:47,104
or by setting up nets, and
whatever I've got to do-- trap.
427
00:22:47,148 --> 00:22:51,413
Just to get food coming
in on a consistent basis
428
00:22:51,457 --> 00:22:53,372
is just really tough.
429
00:22:58,289 --> 00:22:59,508
I'm making some bait.
430
00:23:04,165 --> 00:23:05,514
Look at that one.
431
00:23:05,558 --> 00:23:08,082
It's going to be to
hook-- really nice.
432
00:23:08,125 --> 00:23:12,956
By having my bait station right
here next to my trout line,
433
00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:17,526
it's going to create a bunch of
scent that's going to attract
434
00:23:17,570 --> 00:23:19,963
fish to this area.
435
00:23:20,007 --> 00:23:24,925
They're going to find my hooks
with the bait hanging in front
436
00:23:24,968 --> 00:23:26,448
of their faces.
437
00:23:26,492 --> 00:23:27,841
So hopefully, they'll say,
oh, that's what I smelled--
438
00:23:27,884 --> 00:23:28,450
perfect.
439
00:23:31,932 --> 00:23:32,846
And I get them.
440
00:23:37,154 --> 00:23:39,200
So there's my first
trout line up.
441
00:23:39,243 --> 00:23:44,161
I've got four hooks
baited all ready to go.
442
00:23:44,205 --> 00:23:46,555
Once high tide
comes in, it's going
443
00:23:46,599 --> 00:23:48,209
to dip them all into the water.
444
00:23:48,252 --> 00:23:50,690
One of them is already
touching the water.
445
00:23:50,733 --> 00:23:54,563
And I should be good to go.
446
00:23:54,607 --> 00:23:57,784
[dramatic music playing]
447
00:24:05,922 --> 00:24:08,447
[rain falling]
448
00:24:14,191 --> 00:24:15,323
LUCAS: Calories
are running short.
449
00:24:24,288 --> 00:24:27,466
It's intense out there today.
450
00:24:27,509 --> 00:24:29,206
Like, it's blowing pretty hard.
451
00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:33,820
I don't know if you can see how
gray is, how nasty it is out.
452
00:24:33,863 --> 00:24:36,518
What I'm concerned about
is the fact that my traps--
453
00:24:36,562 --> 00:24:37,693
they're way out there.
454
00:24:37,737 --> 00:24:39,216
And I hope they're
not getting beat up.
455
00:24:39,260 --> 00:24:43,482
If they are, I lose a big
source of food for myself.
456
00:24:43,525 --> 00:24:44,134
Oh, [bleep].
457
00:24:54,754 --> 00:24:56,930
[dramatic music playing]
458
00:25:32,226 --> 00:25:33,706
Ooh.
459
00:25:33,749 --> 00:25:35,142
I get out there.
460
00:25:35,185 --> 00:25:37,623
And tied up in my lines,
there was a bird fishing it.
461
00:25:47,458 --> 00:25:49,156
I don't even know what it is.
But he's a fisher.
462
00:25:49,199 --> 00:25:50,157
That's for sure.
463
00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,769
He's got a beak that tears.
464
00:25:53,813 --> 00:25:56,380
He was wrapped up in
my nets real good.
465
00:25:56,424 --> 00:25:58,600
He's probably not tasty.
466
00:25:58,644 --> 00:26:00,602
He's a meat eater.
467
00:26:00,646 --> 00:26:03,736
And he's got a belly
full of my fish.
468
00:26:03,779 --> 00:26:06,782
He looks lean.
469
00:26:06,826 --> 00:26:09,132
If you've ever had to not eat,
if you've been without food,
470
00:26:09,176 --> 00:26:11,657
it's just such an awful feeling.
471
00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:14,747
So I'm so grateful for
any food that I bring in.
472
00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:16,357
It really is truly a gift.
473
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:20,927
I feel like I'm living paycheck
to paycheck, except paycheck
474
00:26:20,970 --> 00:26:23,190
is food to food.
475
00:26:23,233 --> 00:26:27,890
And so, when you get food, it's
this near spiritual experience
476
00:26:27,934 --> 00:26:30,632
of just deep gratitude,
especially because I'm
477
00:26:30,676 --> 00:26:33,113
eating meat.
478
00:26:33,156 --> 00:26:37,944
It ate my lunch,
so now it's lunch.
479
00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:40,250
I've been a vegetarian
for almost three years.
480
00:26:40,294 --> 00:26:43,558
It wasn't that I had this
big falling out with animals.
481
00:26:43,602 --> 00:26:45,691
I just decided to try it.
482
00:26:45,734 --> 00:26:48,737
And, uh, my digestion
felt incredibly stronger.
483
00:26:48,781 --> 00:26:52,088
I didn't feel sluggish.
484
00:26:52,132 --> 00:26:54,090
[grunting]
485
00:26:54,134 --> 00:26:57,528
Meat is just-- it's
a hardier substance.
486
00:26:57,572 --> 00:26:59,139
It sticks with you longer.
487
00:26:59,182 --> 00:27:01,794
But there is a
difference to a point.
488
00:27:01,837 --> 00:27:03,665
You know, you're taking
something's life.
489
00:27:03,709 --> 00:27:05,624
It doesn't weird me out.
490
00:27:05,667 --> 00:27:07,756
I grew up eating animals.
491
00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:10,498
Like, you know, bigger
things eat littler things,
492
00:27:10,541 --> 00:27:12,369
and so on, and so forth.
493
00:27:12,413 --> 00:27:15,546
But you know, it's still, like,
a more powerful experience.
494
00:27:30,518 --> 00:27:32,694
I tell you what, you appreciate
food to such a higher
495
00:27:32,738 --> 00:27:34,435
level out here.
496
00:27:34,478 --> 00:27:38,221
I mean, really, when you get
something, it's like Christmas.
497
00:27:38,265 --> 00:27:45,141
And when you eat it, it's,
like, so special, so special.
498
00:27:45,185 --> 00:27:48,492
Nobody taught me
really how to butcher.
499
00:27:48,536 --> 00:27:50,625
I kind of just teach
myself doing it.
500
00:27:55,325 --> 00:27:56,370
[dramatic music playing]
501
00:27:56,413 --> 00:27:58,851
I'm sure I'm losing
weight out here.
502
00:27:58,894 --> 00:28:05,118
But having food on my so-called
plate has been such a blessing.
503
00:28:05,161 --> 00:28:07,729
I'm so grateful for it.
504
00:28:07,773 --> 00:28:08,382
Here we go.
505
00:28:11,472 --> 00:28:14,518
[music playing]
506
00:28:14,562 --> 00:28:15,606
There's nothing wrong with that.
507
00:28:19,654 --> 00:28:21,743
That's good.
508
00:28:21,787 --> 00:28:22,657
Mm.
509
00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:24,441
It tastes kind of like steak.
510
00:28:24,485 --> 00:28:26,008
Yum.
511
00:28:26,052 --> 00:28:27,575
I got some fried fish
to go with it, too.
512
00:28:29,577 --> 00:28:30,273
Mm.
513
00:28:30,317 --> 00:28:32,014
Wow.
514
00:28:32,058 --> 00:28:35,061
Well, it turned into kind
of a bum day at first.
515
00:28:35,104 --> 00:28:36,105
It's turned into a better day.
516
00:28:41,589 --> 00:28:43,112
You ever seen a vegetarian
eat meat like this?
517
00:28:48,335 --> 00:28:50,859
[dramatic music playing]
518
00:29:00,695 --> 00:29:05,569
SAM: So not a good end
to the day emotionally.
519
00:29:05,613 --> 00:29:07,049
I don't know.
520
00:29:07,093 --> 00:29:12,663
Something just hit me just
like a pile of bricks--
521
00:29:12,707 --> 00:29:14,404
just started losing it.
522
00:29:18,931 --> 00:29:26,112
It's like, right now, I would
just give so much just to see--
523
00:29:26,155 --> 00:29:30,203
just to see my wife
and talk to her.
524
00:29:30,246 --> 00:29:32,771
[dramatic music playing]
525
00:29:37,993 --> 00:29:39,647
I've been out here for so long.
526
00:29:39,690 --> 00:29:42,606
And I'm so sick of it.
527
00:29:42,650 --> 00:29:45,827
I'm sick of everything.
528
00:29:45,871 --> 00:29:47,133
Everything about
this place is gone.
529
00:29:50,484 --> 00:29:53,226
For the first-- whatever--
530
00:29:53,269 --> 00:29:57,796
few weeks, I was happy
seeing these beautiful views
531
00:29:57,839 --> 00:30:00,494
and just soaking in this place.
532
00:30:00,537 --> 00:30:03,279
And it was new to me.
533
00:30:03,323 --> 00:30:07,457
And it was exciting and
everything like that.
534
00:30:07,501 --> 00:30:11,810
But after you've been
in one spot for so,
535
00:30:11,853 --> 00:30:15,248
so long, it's terrible.
536
00:30:15,291 --> 00:30:17,032
It's like the worst,
worst thing on the planet.
537
00:30:21,776 --> 00:30:27,129
I'm so just done with it all.
538
00:30:27,173 --> 00:30:28,609
I'm ready to leave.
539
00:30:28,652 --> 00:30:30,263
I'm ready go home.
540
00:30:30,306 --> 00:30:34,441
But I just want to keep pushing,
and pushing, and pushing.
541
00:30:34,484 --> 00:30:40,490
But after a while, man, just
not being able to contact
542
00:30:40,534 --> 00:30:43,580
your family or not being able
to contact your wife is just
543
00:30:43,624 --> 00:30:48,368
so difficult. It just reminds
me how much I love her
544
00:30:48,411 --> 00:30:50,370
and how much I love all
these people in my life.
545
00:30:55,114 --> 00:30:56,898
And when I get home,
I'm just not going
546
00:30:56,942 --> 00:30:57,943
to take it for granted at all.
547
00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:02,251
[rain falling]
548
00:31:02,295 --> 00:31:02,861
And it's raining again.
549
00:31:07,169 --> 00:31:08,388
[sighs]
550
00:31:10,781 --> 00:31:12,435
Just to make things
a little happier,
551
00:31:12,479 --> 00:31:15,786
it did start raining, yeah.
552
00:31:15,830 --> 00:31:18,789
I just want to--
553
00:31:18,833 --> 00:31:21,531
at this point, I
just want to go home.
554
00:31:21,575 --> 00:31:23,142
I want nothing more
to do with this place.
555
00:31:26,536 --> 00:31:29,844
Living in the woods is not
the hard part of this thing.
556
00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:32,151
It's the fact that you're
away from the people you love.
557
00:31:42,726 --> 00:31:45,991
That's the hard part.
558
00:31:46,034 --> 00:31:49,690
I'm so sick of this place--
559
00:31:49,733 --> 00:31:54,434
sick, sick of it, sick
of it, so sick of it.
560
00:31:57,524 --> 00:31:58,394
Goodnight.
561
00:32:03,791 --> 00:32:06,968
[dramatic music playing]
562
00:32:23,724 --> 00:32:28,033
MITCH: Headed now to
go check my trawling--
563
00:32:28,076 --> 00:32:29,948
another frosty day
in the Northwest.
564
00:32:36,215 --> 00:32:40,132
It looks like the
tide is in right now.
565
00:32:40,175 --> 00:32:43,048
My stuff might
still be underwater.
566
00:32:43,091 --> 00:32:46,790
And, as you can see, straight
out there is my trout line.
567
00:32:46,834 --> 00:32:48,705
The difference between
high tide and low tide
568
00:32:48,749 --> 00:32:50,229
here is astronomical.
569
00:32:50,272 --> 00:32:53,972
I mean, during low tide, that's
dirt for, like, a quarter
570
00:32:54,015 --> 00:32:55,756
mile or something.
571
00:32:55,799 --> 00:33:01,022
I'm just going to wait to see
if the tide is coming or going.
572
00:33:01,066 --> 00:33:04,199
It's hard to figure
out the tides.
573
00:33:04,243 --> 00:33:06,419
It's coming in.
574
00:33:06,462 --> 00:33:08,682
I mean, I'm not going
to walk in that water.
575
00:33:08,725 --> 00:33:11,032
The water would
be over my boots.
576
00:33:11,076 --> 00:33:13,948
With freezing temperatures
right now, the last thing
577
00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:17,647
I want to do is get wet.
578
00:33:17,691 --> 00:33:20,389
I haven't gotten a lot
done in the couple days.
579
00:33:20,433 --> 00:33:21,738
I'm trying to conserve calories.
580
00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:25,742
I'm trying to stay positive.
581
00:33:28,702 --> 00:33:31,922
But I'm not getting it done.
582
00:33:31,966 --> 00:33:34,273
I think maybe, if I
imagine I'm trying
583
00:33:34,316 --> 00:33:37,754
to provide for my family,
maybe I can provide better
584
00:33:37,798 --> 00:33:39,321
for myself.
585
00:33:39,365 --> 00:33:41,280
Because I know, if they
were out here with me,
586
00:33:41,323 --> 00:33:43,108
I would be a different person.
587
00:33:43,151 --> 00:33:44,065
This is it.
588
00:33:44,109 --> 00:33:45,414
Wow!
589
00:33:45,458 --> 00:33:47,460
A bunch of pictures
with us, huh?
590
00:33:47,503 --> 00:33:48,243
Mm-hmm.
591
00:33:48,287 --> 00:33:48,939
Because I'm real.
592
00:33:52,552 --> 00:33:54,858
MITCH: Oh, us dancing
in the puddles.
593
00:33:54,902 --> 00:33:56,469
DAUGHTER: Yeah.
594
00:33:56,512 --> 00:33:58,471
Oh, look how
young you are here--
595
00:33:58,514 --> 00:34:00,212
my little pumpkin.
596
00:34:00,255 --> 00:34:02,692
DAUGHTER: But now
I'm much more bigger.
597
00:34:02,736 --> 00:34:04,477
Yeah.
598
00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:08,568
If they are out here with
me, it would be like--
599
00:34:08,611 --> 00:34:10,309
I'd be a maniac.
600
00:34:10,352 --> 00:34:13,877
And I would be a
game-getting machine.
601
00:34:13,921 --> 00:34:15,314
Because right now,
what I'm getting
602
00:34:15,357 --> 00:34:17,446
isn't good enough for
my daughter and my wife.
603
00:34:17,490 --> 00:34:20,797
Like, I want the best for them.
604
00:34:20,841 --> 00:34:22,843
It's just interesting.
605
00:34:22,886 --> 00:34:24,584
What you're willing
to do for yourself
606
00:34:24,627 --> 00:34:26,586
is different than what you're
willing to do for your loved
607
00:34:26,629 --> 00:34:29,110
ones.
608
00:34:29,154 --> 00:34:32,896
Man, this place really felt like
a land of abundant resources
609
00:34:32,940 --> 00:34:37,336
a couple of weeks ago, like
salmon and all geese around,
610
00:34:37,379 --> 00:34:38,076
and everything else.
611
00:34:41,601 --> 00:34:43,559
It doesn't feel
that way anymore.
612
00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:49,174
I just hate that the
tide is messing me up.
613
00:34:53,265 --> 00:34:54,266
What else am I going to do?
614
00:34:57,747 --> 00:34:59,314
I don't know.
615
00:34:59,358 --> 00:35:01,186
I need to be careful what I do.
616
00:35:01,229 --> 00:35:05,451
Because I can't do too much more
before I run out of calories.
617
00:35:05,494 --> 00:35:07,975
I need to figure out
how to get more food.
618
00:35:08,018 --> 00:35:09,194
[birds squawking]
619
00:35:09,237 --> 00:35:14,938
This is just a very
hard time to live.
620
00:35:14,982 --> 00:35:17,854
[birds squawking]
621
00:35:17,898 --> 00:35:20,422
[dramatic music playing]
622
00:35:35,524 --> 00:35:38,614
ALAN: The, uh, weather
broke a little bit.
623
00:35:38,658 --> 00:35:40,094
I haven't filmed
much, because there's
624
00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,053
just not much happening.
625
00:35:43,097 --> 00:35:46,144
It's just the same old thing.
626
00:35:46,187 --> 00:35:48,276
I'm just kind of in
a-- in a rut now.
627
00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:52,802
It just kind of goes
day to day, you know?
628
00:35:52,846 --> 00:35:55,327
Just regular, old routine.
629
00:35:59,548 --> 00:36:01,463
At this point, for me,
you know, the psychology
630
00:36:01,507 --> 00:36:04,249
is definitely there, the
mental aspects of it.
631
00:36:04,292 --> 00:36:05,206
I mean, I've done this.
632
00:36:05,250 --> 00:36:06,860
I know I can do it--
633
00:36:06,903 --> 00:36:08,514
not just survive
but thrive here.
634
00:36:08,557 --> 00:36:11,343
So it's like, what's
left to prove, you know?
635
00:36:11,386 --> 00:36:14,346
Um, kind of--
636
00:36:14,389 --> 00:36:15,956
I don't know.
637
00:36:15,999 --> 00:36:18,393
And then you get to thinking,
you know, just little stuff.
638
00:36:18,437 --> 00:36:22,092
I'd-- I'd rather be home reading
a book to my kids right now.
639
00:36:22,136 --> 00:36:24,312
[kids shrieking]
640
00:36:28,273 --> 00:36:30,100
My daughter, Joanna,
the oldest, she kind of
641
00:36:30,144 --> 00:36:31,711
understood what was going on.
642
00:36:31,754 --> 00:36:32,668
And she asked me.
643
00:36:32,712 --> 00:36:34,583
She said, do you
have to do this?
644
00:36:34,627 --> 00:36:36,846
And I didn't really
know how to answer that.
645
00:36:36,890 --> 00:36:39,414
I mean, in a way, yeah, I did
have to do it but not in a way
646
00:36:39,458 --> 00:36:40,459
that she would--
647
00:36:40,502 --> 00:36:41,416
that I could convey to her.
648
00:36:44,898 --> 00:36:48,858
But when she asked me
that-- do you have to leave?
649
00:36:48,902 --> 00:36:50,817
I thought, uh, no,
I don't have to.
650
00:36:50,860 --> 00:36:52,427
But I really, really want to--
651
00:36:52,471 --> 00:36:53,211
you know.
652
00:36:53,254 --> 00:36:55,430
[kids yelling]
653
00:36:55,474 --> 00:36:56,388
It's behind you.
654
00:36:56,431 --> 00:36:59,739
I miss home a lot.
655
00:36:59,782 --> 00:37:02,132
[kids shrieking]
656
00:37:02,176 --> 00:37:05,179
But, uh, I don't know.
657
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:06,180
It's just one day at a time.
658
00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:19,454
[dramatic music playing]
659
00:37:36,732 --> 00:37:38,430
I've been out here
for over a month now.
660
00:37:41,955 --> 00:37:45,828
You know, I feel pretty
good about being out here.
661
00:37:45,872 --> 00:37:48,222
And having a shelter
is so crucial to,
662
00:37:48,266 --> 00:37:50,877
like, enjoying this experience.
663
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:51,269
I just feel safer.
664
00:37:54,359 --> 00:37:56,578
But, the shelter
is not about that.
665
00:37:56,622 --> 00:38:00,669
It's just about the ice that
settles on the ground at night.
666
00:38:00,713 --> 00:38:04,325
It's about having a place
to organize your things,
667
00:38:04,369 --> 00:38:07,067
having a constant.
668
00:38:07,110 --> 00:38:11,811
So the yurt has proved to
be really worth its time.
669
00:38:11,854 --> 00:38:14,857
I'm going to start looking at
making a bit more efficient.
670
00:38:14,901 --> 00:38:18,165
In my yurt, I have an open
ceiling in the very center
671
00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:19,819
where smoke comes out.
672
00:38:19,862 --> 00:38:22,822
I need to build some sort
of umbrella on a stick,
673
00:38:22,865 --> 00:38:25,999
so when it gets rainy, the
smoke can still go out.
674
00:38:26,042 --> 00:38:31,874
But the umbrella covers it and
allows for rain protection.
675
00:38:31,918 --> 00:38:35,661
And I also want to get
a crab pot in the water.
676
00:38:35,704 --> 00:38:37,358
And what else do I want to do?
677
00:38:37,402 --> 00:38:41,362
Oh, yeah, I'm working on
a stringed instrument.
678
00:38:41,406 --> 00:38:43,364
When I get started
on these projects,
679
00:38:43,408 --> 00:38:46,324
sometimes it's hard
for me to stop.
680
00:38:46,367 --> 00:38:47,586
I just want to show it to you.
681
00:38:47,629 --> 00:38:50,893
You just peel off all the--
682
00:38:50,937 --> 00:38:52,591
the bark.
683
00:38:52,634 --> 00:38:56,029
It's going to be kind of
like lute or a guitar.
684
00:38:56,072 --> 00:38:58,858
[music playing]
685
00:39:02,514 --> 00:39:04,864
See how it's relatively flat?
686
00:39:04,907 --> 00:39:09,129
This will be the face
where there's playing--
687
00:39:09,172 --> 00:39:16,484
ding, ding, ding, ding,
ding, ding, ding, ding, ding.
688
00:39:16,528 --> 00:39:19,313
I'm starting to gouge
out the acoustic area--
689
00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:22,011
so the hollow area that
makes an echo sound, which
690
00:39:22,055 --> 00:39:25,014
is right here.
691
00:39:25,058 --> 00:39:28,540
[chiseling]
692
00:39:34,023 --> 00:39:37,462
[music playing]
693
00:39:41,117 --> 00:39:42,858
So what I'm carving
right now is the bridge.
694
00:39:42,902 --> 00:39:46,819
And this transfers the
sound down to the sound box.
695
00:39:46,862 --> 00:39:49,474
So now I'm carving a little
pegs that will go in these holes
696
00:39:49,517 --> 00:39:51,519
up here--
697
00:39:51,563 --> 00:39:56,132
and tighten up my chords.
698
00:39:56,176 --> 00:40:00,006
[music playing]
699
00:40:00,049 --> 00:40:02,791
So I'm taking a moment to burn
out the sound box a little bit
700
00:40:02,835 --> 00:40:03,444
more.
701
00:40:07,753 --> 00:40:11,017
[music playing]
702
00:40:14,150 --> 00:40:16,370
Check it out.
703
00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:17,980
I put on my first string.
704
00:40:18,024 --> 00:40:19,460
It's now, um--
705
00:40:19,504 --> 00:40:20,809
It doesn't have
the face on it yet.
706
00:40:20,853 --> 00:40:22,115
But check it out.
707
00:40:22,158 --> 00:40:25,335
[playing instrument]
708
00:40:27,250 --> 00:40:28,817
I just got the--
709
00:40:28,861 --> 00:40:29,514
the face put on.
710
00:40:32,517 --> 00:40:36,956
[playing instrument]
711
00:40:36,999 --> 00:40:39,262
In the next week,
I'm going to start
712
00:40:39,306 --> 00:40:42,396
looking at making a sauna.
713
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:45,486
[music playing]
714
00:40:45,530 --> 00:40:50,752
Before I left, my mom said,
Lucas, please don't go crazy.
715
00:40:50,796 --> 00:40:53,407
And I said, Mom, that
already happened long ago.
716
00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,975
And she laughed.
717
00:40:56,018 --> 00:40:58,934
[rain falling]
718
00:40:58,978 --> 00:41:02,416
[chuckling]
719
00:41:04,549 --> 00:41:07,682
[playing instrument]
720
00:41:11,991 --> 00:41:14,384
[SINGING] This is
my tune, no song.
721
00:41:14,428 --> 00:41:16,778
This is my tune, no song.
722
00:41:16,822 --> 00:41:23,089
Cheery, and happy, and fun,
this is my tune, no song.
723
00:41:23,132 --> 00:41:26,484
[humming]
724
00:41:42,587 --> 00:41:44,893
[SINGING] Been in
the woods too long.
725
00:41:44,937 --> 00:41:47,635
This is my tune, no song.
726
00:41:47,679 --> 00:41:49,681
Been in the woods too--
been in the woods too--
727
00:41:49,724 --> 00:41:52,553
been in the woods too long.
728
00:41:52,597 --> 00:41:55,774
[humming]
729
00:41:57,776 --> 00:41:59,995
[SINGING] I could
use an apple pie.
730
00:42:00,039 --> 00:42:02,563
I could use a pumpkin pie.
731
00:42:02,607 --> 00:42:05,392
Instead, I eat seabird.
732
00:42:05,435 --> 00:42:11,050
Instead, I eat up clams,
eat weeds stewed up.
733
00:42:11,093 --> 00:42:13,879
I never wash my hands.
734
00:42:13,922 --> 00:42:19,449
Because I don't got no
soap, and don't got no sink.
735
00:42:19,493 --> 00:42:22,409
I wish I had a drink.
736
00:42:22,452 --> 00:42:24,150
I'd pour myself a drink.
737
00:42:24,193 --> 00:42:27,370
[humming]
738
00:42:36,292 --> 00:42:37,642
[dramatic music playing]
739
00:42:37,685 --> 00:42:39,469
ALAN: I haven't found
anything for a few days
740
00:42:39,513 --> 00:42:42,037
because life has just
been that bad here.
741
00:42:42,081 --> 00:42:44,300
When you think, for as long as
I have, out here in the woods
742
00:42:44,344 --> 00:42:46,738
alone, it changes you.
743
00:42:46,781 --> 00:42:49,001
I'm not eating the
past couple of days.
744
00:42:49,044 --> 00:42:50,611
I feel like I'm starving.
745
00:42:50,655 --> 00:42:52,091
LUCAS: [bleep],, I
wish I was stronger.
746
00:42:52,134 --> 00:42:53,483
I just don't know
if I got it in me.
747
00:42:53,527 --> 00:42:55,311
Ugh.
748
00:42:55,355 --> 00:42:56,617
SAM: I'm definitely not losing--
749
00:42:56,661 --> 00:42:58,576
not good mentally.
750
00:42:58,619 --> 00:43:01,491
I am not good in
the head right now.
751
00:43:01,535 --> 00:43:03,668
[dramatic music playing]
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