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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,621 --> 00:00:01,829 [crowd cheering] 2 00:00:01,863 --> 00:00:03,624 - This is it, and see you in July. 3 00:00:04,625 --> 00:00:08,629 [crowd cheering and applauding] 4 00:00:09,975 --> 00:00:12,736 [dramatic music] 5 00:00:20,054 --> 00:00:22,574 [quiet, somber music] 6 00:00:22,608 --> 00:00:26,164 - [Narrator] Michael Jackson is the undisputed king of pop. 7 00:00:26,198 --> 00:00:28,442 A lifetime of innovation and reinvention 8 00:00:28,476 --> 00:00:31,859 set him apart from the crowd as one of the greatest artists 9 00:00:31,893 --> 00:00:33,826 and performers who ever lived. 10 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:39,384 But on June 25th, 2009 at the age of 50 11 00:00:39,418 --> 00:00:42,180 Michael Jackson would be dead. 12 00:00:43,664 --> 00:00:44,906 - [Dispatch] Fire paramedic 33, 13 00:00:44,941 --> 00:00:46,184 what is the address of your emergency? 14 00:00:46,218 --> 00:00:48,565 - [Caller] Yes sir, I need an ambulance 15 00:00:48,600 --> 00:00:49,877 as soon as possible, sir. 16 00:00:49,911 --> 00:00:51,499 - [Dispatch] OK sir, what's your address? 17 00:00:51,534 --> 00:00:54,675 - [Caller] It's 100 North Carolwood Drive, 18 00:00:54,709 --> 00:00:58,368 Los Angeles California, 90077. 19 00:00:58,403 --> 00:00:59,783 - [Dispatch] You said Carolwood? 20 00:00:59,818 --> 00:01:02,062 - [Caller] Carolwood Drive, yes. 21 00:01:06,135 --> 00:01:07,481 - [Narrator] At the time of his death, 22 00:01:07,515 --> 00:01:09,966 Michael Jackson was on a toxic combination 23 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:15,005 or prescription drugs, enough to send anyone crashing down. 24 00:01:16,145 --> 00:01:17,560 But how did the most famous man on the world 25 00:01:17,594 --> 00:01:21,564 descend into what that judge called medicine madness? 26 00:01:23,152 --> 00:01:25,464 - What's fascinating and tragic about the way 27 00:01:25,499 --> 00:01:28,467 that Michael Jackson died was the sheer volume 28 00:01:28,502 --> 00:01:31,332 of prescription medication that Conrad Murray 29 00:01:31,367 --> 00:01:34,163 was administering to him was beyond belief. 30 00:01:34,197 --> 00:01:39,202 On the day he died, Jackson had been on propofol, 31 00:01:40,686 --> 00:01:41,963 which is an anesthetic, which should only be administered 32 00:01:41,998 --> 00:01:45,657 by anesthetists, for 60 consecutive days. 33 00:01:47,521 --> 00:01:51,525 - [Narrator] 3:00 a.m. June 25th, 2009. 34 00:01:51,559 --> 00:01:54,700 Shockingly Michael Jackson is still awake 35 00:01:54,735 --> 00:01:57,358 even after receiving dose after dose 36 00:01:57,393 --> 00:01:59,360 of dangerously strong drugs. 37 00:02:00,775 --> 00:02:05,608 10:20 a.m., with Jackson still awake and in visible agony 38 00:02:06,816 --> 00:02:09,750 Dr. Conrad Murray makes a final, fatal decision. 39 00:02:11,165 --> 00:02:14,479 - He'd taken quite a severe battering from the press 40 00:02:14,513 --> 00:02:18,172 and also through the trial and I just think 41 00:02:18,207 --> 00:02:20,001 it just got to him, it really did. 42 00:02:20,036 --> 00:02:22,452 It just broke his heart, it killed him. 43 00:02:23,764 --> 00:02:25,041 - [Narrator] How did it happen? 44 00:02:25,075 --> 00:02:27,319 What went wrong, and how did a man 45 00:02:27,354 --> 00:02:31,289 gearing up for 50 sold-out concerts suddenly die? 46 00:02:32,635 --> 00:02:36,604 Join us as we investigate the last 24 hours 47 00:02:36,639 --> 00:02:40,298 of Michael Jackson. [dramatic music] 48 00:03:19,406 --> 00:03:21,856 - Whatever you think of Michael Jackson, 49 00:03:21,891 --> 00:03:24,204 one thing you have to concede 50 00:03:24,238 --> 00:03:27,379 is that he was an extraordinary performer. 51 00:03:27,414 --> 00:03:30,693 One of the greatest performers not just of his generation 52 00:03:30,727 --> 00:03:32,142 but of any generation. 53 00:03:32,177 --> 00:03:35,422 [electronic pop music] 54 00:03:48,711 --> 00:03:50,057 - [Narrator] Michael Jackson has spent 55 00:03:50,091 --> 00:03:52,646 almost his entire life center stage. 56 00:03:54,130 --> 00:03:56,857 At just five years old, he was changing the music industry 57 00:03:56,891 --> 00:04:00,895 with his brothers as the lead singer in the Jackson Five. 58 00:04:00,930 --> 00:04:03,691 Jump-starting a solo career where he delivered hit 59 00:04:03,726 --> 00:04:08,420 after momentous hit from Motown to disco to pop, 60 00:04:08,455 --> 00:04:10,974 Michael Jackson was unstoppable. 61 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:13,874 - Beyond Michael Jackson's talent 62 00:04:13,908 --> 00:04:18,913 what made him kind of go beyond the group was his ambition. 63 00:04:22,054 --> 00:04:24,125 You know, he was a student of the craft 64 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:26,058 and so when he wasn't performing 65 00:04:26,093 --> 00:04:28,337 he was to the side of the stage in the Apollo, 66 00:04:28,371 --> 00:04:31,926 in the Regal and he was watching people like James Brown 67 00:04:31,961 --> 00:04:34,619 and people like Smokey Robinson and Jackie Wilson 68 00:04:34,653 --> 00:04:37,207 and he was watching and learning, picking things up. 69 00:04:37,242 --> 00:04:40,659 And so he was such a student of his craft 70 00:04:40,694 --> 00:04:44,801 that when it was time for him to branch out on his own 71 00:04:44,836 --> 00:04:46,216 he had a lot of ideas. 72 00:04:46,251 --> 00:04:49,496 - I think deep down everybody was waiting 73 00:04:49,530 --> 00:04:52,464 for Michael to go solo, but obviously not saying it. 74 00:04:52,499 --> 00:04:55,916 So when we actually saw that he was solo by himself 75 00:04:55,950 --> 00:04:58,332 singing this infectious song 76 00:04:58,367 --> 00:05:00,921 that you just couldn't stop singing 77 00:05:00,955 --> 00:05:03,164 we were just like, you know, thank goodness. 78 00:05:03,199 --> 00:05:04,994 Finally, he's on his own, it was like that. 79 00:05:05,028 --> 00:05:08,169 It was a real, you know, to go straight to number one 80 00:05:08,204 --> 00:05:11,656 with your first solo record after being in a band 81 00:05:11,690 --> 00:05:14,106 called the Jackson Five and doing that on your own 82 00:05:14,141 --> 00:05:15,384 that's pretty impressive. 83 00:05:17,662 --> 00:05:21,493 - I think what Michael learned very early on in his life 84 00:05:21,528 --> 00:05:24,669 was that music and the stage was the place 85 00:05:24,703 --> 00:05:26,084 where he felt most at home, 86 00:05:27,257 --> 00:05:28,707 and that's where he would escape into. 87 00:05:28,742 --> 00:05:30,744 And you know, when he was in the studio 88 00:05:30,778 --> 00:05:32,987 with Berry Gordy and they were going over a song 89 00:05:33,022 --> 00:05:36,197 over and over and over, you know, it was hard work, 90 00:05:36,232 --> 00:05:39,028 but he liked it, he enjoyed the craft. 91 00:05:39,062 --> 00:05:44,067 He enjoyed making music, he loved music. 92 00:05:47,485 --> 00:05:50,557 He learned very early on how to perform, you know, 93 00:05:50,591 --> 00:05:52,662 and how to put on that mask. 94 00:05:52,697 --> 00:05:57,357 Even as a child, once you hit that stage, you perform 95 00:05:58,427 --> 00:06:00,187 and you become a character. 96 00:06:00,221 --> 00:06:03,052 But behind that, there's no question 97 00:06:03,086 --> 00:06:04,847 that he was struggling with a lot of things 98 00:06:04,881 --> 00:06:08,437 and struggling to make sense of who he was 99 00:06:08,471 --> 00:06:13,476 and how to reconcile his strange life. 100 00:06:19,102 --> 00:06:21,001 - [Narrator] But a key event in 1984 101 00:06:21,035 --> 00:06:25,039 would impact the course of Jackson's life forever. 102 00:06:25,074 --> 00:06:28,146 [slow, somber music] 103 00:06:29,630 --> 00:06:33,876 January 27th, 1984, Michael Jackson was starring 104 00:06:33,910 --> 00:06:35,429 in a Pepsi commercial. 105 00:06:35,464 --> 00:06:38,605 The plan was for Jackson to descend a staircase 106 00:06:38,639 --> 00:06:41,262 and execute his iconic dance moves, 107 00:06:41,297 --> 00:06:43,610 but things took a turn for the worse. 108 00:06:43,644 --> 00:06:45,405 When the cameras began to roll, 109 00:06:45,439 --> 00:06:47,683 Jackson took his position as rehearsed, 110 00:06:47,717 --> 00:06:50,996 but the pyrotechnics were ignited too early 111 00:06:51,031 --> 00:06:54,414 and struck Jackson, causing his hair and face to burn. 112 00:06:57,037 --> 00:06:59,419 The burns caused by the pyrotechnics 113 00:06:59,453 --> 00:07:01,351 scarred Jackson for life. 114 00:07:04,009 --> 00:07:06,805 The damage to his scalp and face left Jackson 115 00:07:06,840 --> 00:07:09,946 with no choice but to pursue plastic surgery. 116 00:07:11,361 --> 00:07:14,503 A treatment he would become addicted to throughout his life. 117 00:07:16,746 --> 00:07:20,060 - It was a huge change for everyone. 118 00:07:20,094 --> 00:07:23,477 We couldn't believe his image had changed that much. 119 00:07:23,512 --> 00:07:24,789 - [Narrator] Michael Jackson had struggled 120 00:07:24,823 --> 00:07:27,067 his whole life with his appearance. 121 00:07:27,101 --> 00:07:30,415 As a young child, he was abused by his father, 122 00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:32,348 bullied by his older brothers, 123 00:07:32,382 --> 00:07:35,731 and lived under constant media scrutiny. 124 00:07:35,765 --> 00:07:38,596 - The very least you can say about Michael Jackson, 125 00:07:38,630 --> 00:07:41,288 'cause it's well documented, he struggled 126 00:07:41,322 --> 00:07:45,154 with his own identity, his own sexual identity. 127 00:07:45,188 --> 00:07:48,571 He was bullied as a child by his father, his brothers. 128 00:07:48,606 --> 00:07:50,677 His brothers called him big nose. 129 00:07:50,711 --> 00:07:53,680 And obviously later in life he bleached his skin. 130 00:07:53,714 --> 00:07:55,992 He became obsessed with bleaching his skin 131 00:07:56,027 --> 00:07:58,961 and plastic surgery and this is a man 132 00:07:58,995 --> 00:08:02,205 whose identity is fundamentally conflicted. 133 00:08:03,379 --> 00:08:06,106 He doesn't know who he is, who he wants to be, 134 00:08:06,140 --> 00:08:09,143 who he ought to be, who he's trying to please 135 00:08:09,178 --> 00:08:12,008 and he's looking for his place in the world. 136 00:08:12,043 --> 00:08:17,048 And when you stand up on a stage as grand 137 00:08:18,428 --> 00:08:20,534 as the one that Michael Jackson spent his entire life 138 00:08:20,569 --> 00:08:23,848 standing on, it's very difficult to get the advice 139 00:08:23,882 --> 00:08:26,264 and the support that you actually need. 140 00:08:26,298 --> 00:08:29,129 And there's no question he struggled with that. 141 00:08:29,163 --> 00:08:33,167 And the way his body was decimated at the end of his life 142 00:08:33,202 --> 00:08:34,893 both by actions he himself took. 143 00:08:34,928 --> 00:08:37,102 The plastic surgery, the bleaching of the skin 144 00:08:37,137 --> 00:08:40,105 together with the internal decimation of his body 145 00:08:40,140 --> 00:08:41,831 through the use of prescription drugs 146 00:08:41,866 --> 00:08:44,662 and the abuse of those drugs, there's no doubt 147 00:08:44,696 --> 00:08:47,216 that Michael Jackson's life was a fractured, 148 00:08:47,250 --> 00:08:51,013 fragmented life and that the real story of Michael Jackson 149 00:08:51,047 --> 00:08:53,947 is really a struggle to find out who he was. 150 00:08:55,362 --> 00:08:58,330 And to be more than that, to at least come close 151 00:08:58,365 --> 00:09:02,369 to accepting who he was, which clearly he didn't. 152 00:09:02,403 --> 00:09:04,544 And when you are that conflicted 153 00:09:04,578 --> 00:09:08,582 you are in a high degree of emotional pain or distress. 154 00:09:08,617 --> 00:09:12,103 Call it what you will, but it doesn't make life easy 155 00:09:12,137 --> 00:09:14,450 and when you put your head on the pillow at night 156 00:09:14,484 --> 00:09:16,314 it doesn't make it easy to sleep, 157 00:09:16,348 --> 00:09:18,765 and certainly doesn't make it easy to sleep restfully. 158 00:09:20,836 --> 00:09:25,841 - Michael Jackson's past is a difficult one, 159 00:09:26,704 --> 00:09:29,776 is a complex one and you know, 160 00:09:29,810 --> 00:09:32,537 he's the kind of quintessential child star 161 00:09:32,572 --> 00:09:35,644 who's kind of pushed into the business, 162 00:09:35,678 --> 00:09:37,887 into show business at a very early age. 163 00:09:39,820 --> 00:09:42,616 His relationship with his father was difficult. 164 00:09:42,651 --> 00:09:47,621 His father was abusive, both emotionally and physically 165 00:09:48,518 --> 00:09:50,486 and that was hard for Michael. 166 00:09:51,867 --> 00:09:54,248 People respond to that kind of abuse differently 167 00:09:54,283 --> 00:09:56,009 and with some of the other brothers 168 00:09:56,043 --> 00:09:58,321 I think that it didn't impact them 169 00:09:58,356 --> 00:10:01,393 the same way psychologically that it did Michael. 170 00:10:01,428 --> 00:10:03,188 It really hurt him, and he carried it 171 00:10:03,223 --> 00:10:04,742 throughout the rest of his life, you know, 172 00:10:04,776 --> 00:10:08,366 that his father drove him and pushed him 173 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:10,644 but never treated him like a son. 174 00:10:10,679 --> 00:10:12,128 In fact, they called him Joseph. 175 00:10:12,163 --> 00:10:15,891 They didn't call him dad or daddy or father. 176 00:10:15,925 --> 00:10:18,134 His name was Joseph, and so it kind of represented 177 00:10:18,169 --> 00:10:20,481 that emotional detachment. 178 00:10:21,724 --> 00:10:23,277 - I think what the public doesn't know 179 00:10:23,312 --> 00:10:25,279 is that he forgave his father 180 00:10:25,314 --> 00:10:27,385 for some of the hurt that was caused 181 00:10:27,419 --> 00:10:29,249 and at the end of his life 182 00:10:29,283 --> 00:10:31,147 he was very much on good terms with his father. 183 00:10:31,182 --> 00:10:34,116 So I think that a lot of the things that, they happened 184 00:10:34,150 --> 00:10:39,155 a long time ago, and you know, Michael forgave. 185 00:10:39,915 --> 00:10:42,745 [somber piano music] 186 00:10:48,199 --> 00:10:50,373 - When Michael released Dangerous, 187 00:10:51,789 --> 00:10:53,894 it was like he'd gone through a new change again 188 00:10:53,929 --> 00:10:56,379 because now his face had changed way more 189 00:10:56,414 --> 00:10:59,486 and he'd become even more lighter than before. 190 00:10:59,520 --> 00:11:03,904 And everybody was starting to question, OK, 191 00:11:03,939 --> 00:11:05,699 what's going on with the skin color? 192 00:11:05,734 --> 00:11:08,771 Do you know, this is really odd. 193 00:11:08,806 --> 00:11:12,464 I personally believed that no one quite knew 194 00:11:12,499 --> 00:11:14,501 if he was actually trying to be white, 195 00:11:14,535 --> 00:11:17,607 but they all assumed he was trying to make himself white. 196 00:11:17,642 --> 00:11:19,679 And I think it angered a lot of people 197 00:11:19,713 --> 00:11:22,785 because people felt he was such a good looking guy 198 00:11:23,959 --> 00:11:26,478 and gorgeous a lot of us were like, upset 199 00:11:26,513 --> 00:11:27,894 that he was changing his face. 200 00:11:27,928 --> 00:11:30,034 We're like, don't change your face Michael. 201 00:11:30,068 --> 00:11:31,380 We love you the way you are. 202 00:11:31,414 --> 00:11:33,244 But he'd already changed it by Dangerous 203 00:11:33,278 --> 00:11:35,280 and it was like, so that was the controversy 204 00:11:35,315 --> 00:11:36,212 that was going on. 205 00:11:36,247 --> 00:11:37,455 People weren't quite sure 206 00:11:37,489 --> 00:11:39,560 if he was trying to make himself white or, 207 00:11:40,561 --> 00:11:42,702 we could see his nose had changed 208 00:11:42,736 --> 00:11:44,496 and things were looking a little bit different. 209 00:11:44,531 --> 00:11:47,707 So everyone was a little bit, it was a weird time. 210 00:11:47,741 --> 00:11:50,744 - He definitely had vitiligo. 211 00:11:50,779 --> 00:11:53,471 Which you know, the interesting thing about that 212 00:11:53,505 --> 00:11:56,301 is that a lot of people didn't believe him. 213 00:11:56,336 --> 00:11:59,166 Or for a long period of his career 214 00:11:59,201 --> 00:12:01,065 people didn't even know that he had vitiligo. 215 00:12:01,099 --> 00:12:03,757 I think the first time that he mentioned it publicly 216 00:12:03,792 --> 00:12:08,106 was to Oprah Winfrey, which was 1993. 217 00:12:08,141 --> 00:12:10,833 So when his skin began lightening 218 00:12:10,868 --> 00:12:12,732 people didn't know what to make of it. 219 00:12:14,112 --> 00:12:15,907 And then finally he told people that he had vitiligo 220 00:12:15,942 --> 00:12:17,944 and people didn't believe him. 221 00:12:17,978 --> 00:12:20,394 And you know, it took really until he died 222 00:12:20,429 --> 00:12:23,225 and the autopsy report actually indicated 223 00:12:23,259 --> 00:12:24,329 that he had vitiligo. 224 00:12:25,848 --> 00:12:29,507 But again, imagine being somebody 225 00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:31,267 that grows up in front of the world 226 00:12:31,302 --> 00:12:33,683 and you have this pretty unusual skin condition 227 00:12:34,823 --> 00:12:37,239 and people are saying things like, 228 00:12:37,273 --> 00:12:39,759 you are ashamed of your race, you know? 229 00:12:39,793 --> 00:12:41,346 And, you don't want to be black. 230 00:12:41,381 --> 00:12:42,692 You're trying to be white. 231 00:12:43,832 --> 00:12:46,144 So there were things that were his choice. 232 00:12:46,179 --> 00:12:48,733 I mean, the plastic surgeries were certainly his choice, 233 00:12:49,907 --> 00:12:51,460 but there were things that weren't his choice 234 00:12:51,494 --> 00:12:53,462 and the skin disorder was not his choice 235 00:12:53,496 --> 00:12:55,050 and it was something that he had to deal with 236 00:12:55,084 --> 00:12:56,189 in front of the world. 237 00:12:57,155 --> 00:12:58,743 - Personally I actually felt 238 00:13:01,711 --> 00:13:04,059 confused about why he would want to be white. 239 00:13:04,093 --> 00:13:06,578 I didn't get that, but I think 240 00:13:08,063 --> 00:13:10,203 the problem with that episode in his life, 241 00:13:10,237 --> 00:13:13,275 I don't think they were vocal enough about his vitiligo. 242 00:13:14,724 --> 00:13:17,658 And that's sad, 'cause they should have been, 'cause then 243 00:13:17,693 --> 00:13:20,144 people wouldn't have been jumping to conclusions and stuff, 244 00:13:20,178 --> 00:13:22,698 and I do think that in a way Michael probably, 245 00:13:24,044 --> 00:13:26,391 I think he probably didn't want people to know. 246 00:13:26,426 --> 00:13:29,153 - Michael Jackson from a very young age 247 00:13:29,187 --> 00:13:32,639 had the world's eyes on him at all times. 248 00:13:34,158 --> 00:13:37,161 And unfortunately when he was really young 249 00:13:38,403 --> 00:13:41,924 he suffered a lot of abuse from his father. 250 00:13:41,959 --> 00:13:44,375 His father called him big nose. 251 00:13:46,135 --> 00:13:50,139 When he started to transition into adolescence 252 00:13:50,174 --> 00:13:53,453 he remembered fans seeing him with acne 253 00:13:53,487 --> 00:13:56,145 and just being horrified that he wasn't this child, 254 00:13:56,180 --> 00:13:59,459 you know, this child star anymore 255 00:13:59,493 --> 00:14:01,323 and that was very traumatic for Michael. 256 00:14:01,357 --> 00:14:04,084 That, you know, his whole identity 257 00:14:04,119 --> 00:14:08,123 was wrapped into being a performer 258 00:14:08,157 --> 00:14:10,228 and having people love him, his audience. 259 00:14:11,781 --> 00:14:14,784 So when his physical appearance started to change 260 00:14:14,819 --> 00:14:17,408 it was very difficult for him to understand 261 00:14:19,065 --> 00:14:21,688 how to deal with that, and he talks about 262 00:14:22,896 --> 00:14:25,934 how he used to just go into a closet and cry. 263 00:14:25,968 --> 00:14:28,039 It was very, he didn't even want to look at himself 264 00:14:28,074 --> 00:14:31,525 in the mirror and he didn't want to go out into public 265 00:14:31,560 --> 00:14:33,286 other than when he went onto stage. 266 00:14:34,908 --> 00:14:39,292 And so all of those experiences when he was young 267 00:14:40,396 --> 00:14:42,847 contributed to this kind of desire 268 00:14:45,401 --> 00:14:47,783 to change his physical appearance. 269 00:14:49,233 --> 00:14:51,545 And he was also an artist and he kind of just began 270 00:14:51,580 --> 00:14:53,996 to treat his face as a work of art. 271 00:14:55,411 --> 00:14:59,415 And he wanted to, he had this kind of various ideals 272 00:14:59,450 --> 00:15:03,143 of perfection that he was trying to achieve physically. 273 00:15:03,178 --> 00:15:07,182 And so he, you know, one plastic surgery after another 274 00:15:07,216 --> 00:15:11,634 and his physical appearance just changed over and over again 275 00:15:11,669 --> 00:15:14,741 and people didn't know what to make of it. 276 00:15:14,775 --> 00:15:19,366 But I think there are a lot of complex reasons 277 00:15:19,401 --> 00:15:20,781 for why he did them. 278 00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:25,062 [slow dramatic music] 279 00:15:29,031 --> 00:15:31,102 - And so at that time it was incredibly confusing 280 00:15:31,137 --> 00:15:33,104 for people who'd watched him. 281 00:15:33,139 --> 00:15:35,796 You know, everyone loved him and knew what he looked like 282 00:15:35,831 --> 00:15:37,315 and it was confusing for us to see 283 00:15:37,350 --> 00:15:39,248 that he had changed his color. 284 00:15:39,283 --> 00:15:43,149 And it's only later on, obviously, way down the road. 285 00:15:43,183 --> 00:15:47,739 Well, 15 years later you find out that he had vitiligo 286 00:15:47,774 --> 00:15:49,879 which is a serious skin condition 287 00:15:49,914 --> 00:15:52,158 where you completely lose pigment. 288 00:15:52,192 --> 00:15:56,058 And I feel that because it was the 80s 289 00:15:57,266 --> 00:15:59,096 stars were all about mystery then. 290 00:16:00,511 --> 00:16:03,169 And people, you know, especially in the industry 291 00:16:03,203 --> 00:16:06,758 didn't want artists, it's not like now, 292 00:16:06,793 --> 00:16:08,898 where you know everything about an artist. 293 00:16:08,933 --> 00:16:10,970 It was like, you didn't get married back then. 294 00:16:11,004 --> 00:16:13,869 The artist was supposed to be an enigma 295 00:16:13,903 --> 00:16:15,733 and I don't feel that they thought 296 00:16:15,767 --> 00:16:17,597 it was the right thing to tell the public 297 00:16:17,631 --> 00:16:19,806 what was really going on with Michael 298 00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:22,843 because they didn't want it to affect, I think, 299 00:16:22,878 --> 00:16:24,742 his image and everything else. 300 00:16:24,776 --> 00:16:27,365 I really believe that, because you know, 301 00:16:27,400 --> 00:16:30,610 when you hear what he says in interviews later on, 302 00:16:30,644 --> 00:16:34,338 you know, he didn't want people to know 303 00:16:34,372 --> 00:16:38,135 about all the vitiligo. 304 00:16:40,033 --> 00:16:41,897 I just think it was traumatic in itself 305 00:16:41,931 --> 00:16:43,588 that he was going through that himself. 306 00:16:43,623 --> 00:16:45,038 I wasn't there, but I just feel 307 00:16:45,073 --> 00:16:47,316 that when you see later interviews with him with Oprah 308 00:16:47,351 --> 00:16:50,009 and he opens up and he talks about it 309 00:16:50,043 --> 00:16:52,977 you see that he's traumatized by the fact 310 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:54,668 that he wasn't able to tell people before. 311 00:16:54,703 --> 00:16:56,670 Now he's telling everyone. 312 00:16:56,705 --> 00:16:59,501 Everyone's looking at him like he's not telling the truth 313 00:16:59,535 --> 00:17:02,331 and that's really a shame, because now you look back, 314 00:17:02,366 --> 00:17:05,024 you realize this guy, he wasn't well. 315 00:17:06,370 --> 00:17:09,580 He had some serious illnesses, you know, the vitiligo. 316 00:17:09,614 --> 00:17:12,065 He had the burns from the Pepsi ad 317 00:17:12,100 --> 00:17:13,618 and so he had a lot of plastic surgery 318 00:17:13,653 --> 00:17:17,864 to reform parts of his head and stuff like that. 319 00:17:17,898 --> 00:17:20,660 I mean, there was a lot of stuff that was hidden. 320 00:17:22,110 --> 00:17:24,836 - When I first met Michael he had control in his life. 321 00:17:26,183 --> 00:17:30,152 And I think the control started slipping away 2003 onwards 322 00:17:32,465 --> 00:17:36,779 when he sank deeper into despair over the false accusations. 323 00:17:36,814 --> 00:17:38,988 And I think that there were a lot of doctors 324 00:17:39,023 --> 00:17:41,439 that just barged their way into his life 325 00:17:42,889 --> 00:17:47,376 and just people, he just had so many people around him. 326 00:17:48,515 --> 00:17:49,689 And a lot of them, I didn't really understand 327 00:17:49,723 --> 00:17:51,553 what they were doing in his life. 328 00:17:51,587 --> 00:17:54,728 And I think that they influenced him 329 00:17:56,109 --> 00:17:59,664 and it's like they took control. 330 00:18:02,219 --> 00:18:03,944 - [Narrator] But something much more sinister 331 00:18:03,979 --> 00:18:06,602 began on that day in January 1984. 332 00:18:08,017 --> 00:18:11,297 Something that would lead to his early death 24 years later. 333 00:18:12,712 --> 00:18:15,922 [slow, ominous music] 334 00:18:18,959 --> 00:18:22,618 - When he burnt his hair at the Pepsi commercial 335 00:18:22,653 --> 00:18:25,276 he started using painkillers then. 336 00:18:25,311 --> 00:18:29,142 He then fell from a stage and broke his leg. 337 00:18:29,177 --> 00:18:31,662 He also cracked a vertebrate in his back 338 00:18:31,696 --> 00:18:34,354 and those things have caused him terrible pain. 339 00:18:35,528 --> 00:18:38,151 [slow instrumental music] 340 00:18:38,186 --> 00:18:41,603 - I never saw Michael take even an Asprin 341 00:18:41,637 --> 00:18:42,983 when he was with me. 342 00:18:43,018 --> 00:18:47,471 I was absolutely horrified when I found out 343 00:18:47,505 --> 00:18:49,714 and the circumstances of his death, 344 00:18:51,371 --> 00:18:52,993 which became clear in the news. 345 00:18:54,409 --> 00:18:58,378 He, when I was with him and our families were together 346 00:18:58,413 --> 00:19:00,346 he was always bright, alert, 347 00:19:00,380 --> 00:19:03,935 and there was never any question of him being on anything. 348 00:19:05,868 --> 00:19:08,940 - I think that Michael made certain choices 349 00:19:08,975 --> 00:19:12,841 to cope with his reality and some of those choices 350 00:19:12,875 --> 00:19:17,363 led to kind of an insulated existence by necessity. 351 00:19:17,397 --> 00:19:19,434 You know, when he creates Neverland 352 00:19:19,468 --> 00:19:22,022 it's a way for him to cope, right? 353 00:19:22,057 --> 00:19:24,680 To kind of block out the real world. 354 00:19:24,715 --> 00:19:27,338 Or when he's taking pain medication 355 00:19:27,373 --> 00:19:29,582 it's a way to kind of block out all the things 356 00:19:29,616 --> 00:19:31,860 that are difficult, you know, all the pain 357 00:19:31,894 --> 00:19:34,483 that he's struggling with and just all the pressures 358 00:19:34,518 --> 00:19:37,176 that he's dealing with, but unfortunately 359 00:19:37,210 --> 00:19:39,005 there are repercussions to that. 360 00:19:39,039 --> 00:19:40,731 You know, when you seclude yourself, 361 00:19:40,765 --> 00:19:42,422 when you isolate yourself 362 00:19:42,457 --> 00:19:47,013 or when you make some of these choices 363 00:19:47,047 --> 00:19:48,463 there's kind of an inevitability 364 00:19:48,497 --> 00:19:53,226 in terms of further isolating yourself from maybe people 365 00:19:54,503 --> 00:19:57,575 that could help you or that could at least 366 00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:02,097 that you can have a more healthy kind of relationship with. 367 00:20:03,340 --> 00:20:05,480 I think prescription drug abuse 368 00:20:05,514 --> 00:20:07,654 is common in celebrity world. 369 00:20:08,793 --> 00:20:11,244 I think it's very easy to get caught up 370 00:20:11,279 --> 00:20:12,694 in being a celebrity. 371 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:18,527 And you try and get your body to work 372 00:20:18,562 --> 00:20:22,393 for what your heart desires and what your mind wants. 373 00:20:25,431 --> 00:20:29,331 On a small scale I find that, even I am not a celebrity, 374 00:20:29,366 --> 00:20:32,921 but even trying to live up to the demand of going to bed 375 00:20:32,955 --> 00:20:34,405 when you've gotta go to bed and wake up 376 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:36,545 when you gotta wake up, look like you've gotta look 377 00:20:36,580 --> 00:20:39,548 and do what you've gotta do is a toll. 378 00:20:39,583 --> 00:20:42,171 Imagine those who are in front of the camera, 379 00:20:42,206 --> 00:20:44,588 big celebrities, I think if I'm fair on them 380 00:20:45,796 --> 00:20:48,488 I think it's sad, but I think it's a price 381 00:20:48,523 --> 00:20:52,009 that they have to pay unfortunately 382 00:20:52,043 --> 00:20:56,358 if they want to go down in history 383 00:20:56,393 --> 00:20:59,982 as people that were really icons. 384 00:21:00,017 --> 00:21:02,916 And I think the bigger the celebrity the bigger the price. 385 00:21:05,954 --> 00:21:08,508 - The first time that it was actually brought 386 00:21:08,543 --> 00:21:12,132 to my attention was in March 2009 387 00:21:12,167 --> 00:21:14,687 when I was at the Lanesborough Hotel 388 00:21:14,721 --> 00:21:18,242 and he requested that I get hold of some medication 389 00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:21,280 through my family contacts, 'cause I've got six members 390 00:21:21,314 --> 00:21:24,110 of my family in the medical field. 391 00:21:24,144 --> 00:21:28,839 And when I went into his bathroom then, 392 00:21:28,873 --> 00:21:30,599 that's when I was aware. 393 00:21:30,634 --> 00:21:34,085 [soft, slow piano music] 394 00:21:40,126 --> 00:21:42,646 I saw lots and lots of pill boxes 395 00:21:44,337 --> 00:21:48,721 and various different medication in there. 396 00:21:48,755 --> 00:21:51,586 There was Demerol, there was Paxil, Zoloft, 397 00:21:52,794 --> 00:21:57,557 and that made alarm bells ring in my head. 398 00:21:59,007 --> 00:22:00,491 I assumed that if it's his suite and his bathroom 399 00:22:00,526 --> 00:22:01,975 that they'd be his. 400 00:22:02,010 --> 00:22:04,150 I didn't see any name on them, 401 00:22:04,184 --> 00:22:06,394 but I assumed that they were his 402 00:22:06,428 --> 00:22:07,671 and in light of what's happened 403 00:22:07,705 --> 00:22:10,190 I'd safely conclude that they were his. 404 00:22:10,225 --> 00:22:12,745 I never, ever, ever saw him take anything 405 00:22:12,779 --> 00:22:15,782 and if I had I would have put a stop to that straight away, 406 00:22:15,817 --> 00:22:19,234 but I never did. 407 00:22:19,268 --> 00:22:22,789 I was absolutely shocked, and when I saw these things 408 00:22:22,824 --> 00:22:24,722 in the bathroom I wasn't thinking, oh, 409 00:22:24,757 --> 00:22:27,311 you know, he's a drug addict or anything like that. 410 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:30,314 I was thinking, maybe he's sick and I wanted to know 411 00:22:31,419 --> 00:22:33,490 and I kept on asking him, "What's happening?" 412 00:22:33,524 --> 00:22:35,664 And he was like, "No, everything's routine, 413 00:22:35,699 --> 00:22:37,183 "you know, it's all OK." 414 00:22:37,217 --> 00:22:41,049 And that's when I decided to take a few samples. 415 00:22:41,083 --> 00:22:42,291 I didn't take the whole lot. 416 00:22:42,326 --> 00:22:44,432 I took a few samples of the medication 417 00:22:44,466 --> 00:22:46,572 and I took them home so that I'd have time 418 00:22:46,606 --> 00:22:51,266 to think carefully and find out what they were and see. 419 00:22:51,300 --> 00:22:53,786 And that's what I did, and I found out 420 00:22:53,820 --> 00:22:56,375 that they were painkillers and antidepressants. 421 00:22:57,790 --> 00:22:59,550 - It's sad that we wanted so much from the man 422 00:22:59,585 --> 00:23:01,690 that we kept saying more, more, more 423 00:23:01,725 --> 00:23:06,074 rather than saying hey, no more from you, rest up. 424 00:23:06,108 --> 00:23:08,973 Enjoy your life, enjoy bringing up your children 425 00:23:09,008 --> 00:23:12,770 and you know, enjoying your home rather than saying, 426 00:23:12,805 --> 00:23:13,806 what can Michael Jackson do? 427 00:23:13,840 --> 00:23:15,083 What can Michael Jackson? 428 00:23:15,117 --> 00:23:17,119 I think we drove him to a lot of things. 429 00:23:18,707 --> 00:23:20,157 - [Narrator] At the time of his death, 430 00:23:20,191 --> 00:23:23,436 Michael was taking an almost unbelievable daily dose 431 00:23:23,471 --> 00:23:28,441 of prescription drugs including Demerol, Zoloft, Ritalin, 432 00:23:29,649 --> 00:23:34,205 Prozac, Xanax, Dilaudid, Vistaril, and Prilosec. 433 00:23:35,552 --> 00:23:37,001 - We'll never know the real reasons 434 00:23:37,036 --> 00:23:38,831 why Michael Jackson was taking the volume 435 00:23:38,865 --> 00:23:40,384 of prescription medication that he was. 436 00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:43,491 I mean, he would have said to his friends, his family, 437 00:23:43,525 --> 00:23:45,078 his doctors, yeah, I need this medication. 438 00:23:45,113 --> 00:23:46,597 I want it, I want it, I need it, I want it 439 00:23:46,632 --> 00:23:49,393 because he was an addict and that's what an addict does. 440 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:51,809 They'll do anything to get their drug of choice. 441 00:23:52,879 --> 00:23:57,159 But as for the doctors, or on the people 442 00:23:57,194 --> 00:23:59,817 who were close to Michael Jackson, allowing that to happen? 443 00:23:59,852 --> 00:24:03,027 Who knows, who knows why they were prescribing that. 444 00:24:03,062 --> 00:24:06,099 It certainly wasn't for Michael Jackson's wellbeing. 445 00:24:06,134 --> 00:24:09,655 Michael Jackson needed to get off those drugs, 446 00:24:09,689 --> 00:24:10,932 not to take more of them. 447 00:24:10,966 --> 00:24:12,623 He needed to take fewer opioids. 448 00:24:12,658 --> 00:24:14,487 He needed to take fewer benzodiazepines. 449 00:24:14,522 --> 00:24:16,213 He certainly needed less propofol. 450 00:24:17,663 --> 00:24:20,976 But we'll never know what was going through the minds 451 00:24:21,011 --> 00:24:22,944 of those people allegedly caring 452 00:24:22,978 --> 00:24:24,463 and treating Michael Jackson. 453 00:24:25,636 --> 00:24:30,434 One can only assume that like with so many people 454 00:24:31,815 --> 00:24:33,230 that have come before him and so many people afterwards 455 00:24:33,264 --> 00:24:36,233 that the richer and more famous and celebrated you are 456 00:24:36,267 --> 00:24:39,098 the more at risk you are of not getting the advice 457 00:24:39,132 --> 00:24:41,618 and support that you need 'cause people will give you 458 00:24:41,652 --> 00:24:45,138 and tell you what you want to hear 459 00:24:45,173 --> 00:24:47,347 rather than what you need to hear. 460 00:24:47,382 --> 00:24:49,039 And that's the tragedy of Michael Jackson 461 00:24:49,073 --> 00:24:50,350 and many others like him. 462 00:24:52,767 --> 00:24:53,906 - [Narrator] This cocktail of drugs 463 00:24:53,940 --> 00:24:55,804 was placing an enormous strain 464 00:24:55,839 --> 00:24:59,083 on Jackson's already exhausted body. 465 00:24:59,118 --> 00:25:02,224 But while the prescription drugs may have become habit, 466 00:25:02,259 --> 00:25:05,158 mounting pressures outside of the singer's control 467 00:25:05,193 --> 00:25:07,298 were beginning to take their toll. 468 00:25:10,888 --> 00:25:14,547 - Please keep an open mind and let me have my day in court. 469 00:25:14,582 --> 00:25:18,620 I deserve a fair trial like every other American citizen. 470 00:25:18,655 --> 00:25:22,210 I will be acquitted and vindicated when the truth is told. 471 00:25:23,142 --> 00:25:24,833 [soft music] 472 00:25:24,868 --> 00:25:26,766 - [Narrator] Although Michael Jackson was cleared 473 00:25:26,801 --> 00:25:29,942 of all child sex abuse allegations, 474 00:25:29,976 --> 00:25:31,875 the years of public humiliation 475 00:25:31,909 --> 00:25:33,911 at the hands of the hounding press 476 00:25:33,946 --> 00:25:36,673 left his reputation in complete ruin. 477 00:25:39,883 --> 00:25:44,888 - The 1993 alligations was extremely traumatic for Michael. 478 00:25:46,614 --> 00:25:48,443 He was on tour at the time. 479 00:25:48,477 --> 00:25:52,654 This is when he developed an addiction to painkillers. 480 00:25:52,689 --> 00:25:55,899 It was, he, in his own words described it 481 00:25:55,933 --> 00:25:57,383 as a humiliating experience. 482 00:25:57,417 --> 00:26:00,248 They did a strip search on him, took photographs of him. 483 00:26:00,282 --> 00:26:04,390 They had like 70 police officers go through his property 484 00:26:04,424 --> 00:26:06,530 and what made him angry about it 485 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:10,396 is that they never found anything that would indicate 486 00:26:10,430 --> 00:26:13,192 that he was in fact guilty. 487 00:26:13,226 --> 00:26:15,677 - Oh, it took a lot out of him. 488 00:26:15,712 --> 00:26:19,163 I mean, yeah, he didn't eat very well. 489 00:26:20,544 --> 00:26:21,718 I mean, can you imagine the pressure 490 00:26:21,752 --> 00:26:22,960 he must have been under? 491 00:26:25,169 --> 00:26:26,619 And the pressure was enormous for him. 492 00:26:26,654 --> 00:26:30,796 I mean, of course we knew that he was innocent 493 00:26:30,830 --> 00:26:32,901 of all charges, but, you know, 494 00:26:32,936 --> 00:26:35,352 a lot of innocent men have been found guilty 495 00:26:35,386 --> 00:26:38,631 and evidence can fall one way or the other 496 00:26:38,666 --> 00:26:41,945 so the stress of three months of going to court 497 00:26:41,979 --> 00:26:46,984 every single day, he looked thin, he looked anemic almost. 498 00:26:48,192 --> 00:26:52,265 I mean, it was just, I think that really 499 00:26:53,404 --> 00:26:57,063 was probably the worst thing in his life 500 00:26:57,098 --> 00:27:00,998 as far as his health goes and his mental state. 501 00:27:01,033 --> 00:27:03,725 Yeah, I mean, the trial took a lot out of him. 502 00:27:03,760 --> 00:27:07,142 I mean, you know, he didn't eat, sleeping very badly. 503 00:27:07,177 --> 00:27:10,387 And really, that probably took 10 years off him 504 00:27:10,421 --> 00:27:11,250 I should think. 505 00:27:12,700 --> 00:27:14,805 - How everything started to go wrong with Michael Jackson 506 00:27:14,840 --> 00:27:16,773 was with the child abuse allegations. 507 00:27:16,807 --> 00:27:19,948 And I think, when I first heard it I remember thinking 508 00:27:19,983 --> 00:27:22,433 to myself, well where did that come from? 509 00:27:22,468 --> 00:27:25,091 I mean, we all know that he's like a kid. 510 00:27:25,126 --> 00:27:27,507 He's a kid himself, so what's that about? 511 00:27:27,542 --> 00:27:30,338 So first of all, there was confusion. 512 00:27:32,064 --> 00:27:34,135 You're thinking, is it true, isn't it true? 513 00:27:34,169 --> 00:27:36,171 And this was always the general consensus 514 00:27:36,206 --> 00:27:39,243 from people that you spoke to was, I'm not sure. 515 00:27:39,278 --> 00:27:41,349 And you'd have some people go, "I think he did." 516 00:27:41,383 --> 00:27:42,971 It's typical, it was this witch hunt. 517 00:27:43,006 --> 00:27:46,803 It was a total witch hunt by the media 518 00:27:46,837 --> 00:27:50,358 already sort of saying that he was already guilty 519 00:27:50,392 --> 00:27:54,707 before he was even proven innocent, you know? 520 00:27:54,742 --> 00:27:58,849 And I felt that that's when things 521 00:27:58,884 --> 00:28:02,197 started to go down for him in terms of, 522 00:28:02,232 --> 00:28:04,510 the public couldn't work out what was true and what wasn't. 523 00:28:04,544 --> 00:28:07,030 That's what was bad, and then when it was settled, 524 00:28:08,445 --> 00:28:12,863 an out of court settlement, this was what was a big mistake. 525 00:28:22,597 --> 00:28:25,324 [peaceful music] 526 00:28:26,256 --> 00:28:27,844 - Fabrications. 527 00:28:27,878 --> 00:28:29,708 First of all, I say the allegations. 528 00:28:30,743 --> 00:28:32,952 That was a very fabricated story 529 00:28:32,987 --> 00:28:36,369 that when it went to court, found innocent on all charges. 530 00:28:37,957 --> 00:28:39,752 You know, not even an alcohol drink. 531 00:28:42,168 --> 00:28:43,618 Also I'd like to say, you know, 532 00:28:43,652 --> 00:28:49,313 there's so many, to pin one, I think would be unfair. 533 00:28:49,900 --> 00:28:52,592 - Perhaps there's an ounce of truth in what's written, 534 00:28:52,627 --> 00:28:55,595 but it's totally embellished and taken out of context. 535 00:28:56,769 --> 00:28:59,116 And I really think that people actually 536 00:28:59,151 --> 00:29:02,361 get some kind of kick out of it, they love it. 537 00:29:02,395 --> 00:29:05,364 They don't want to print the truth, you know? 538 00:29:05,398 --> 00:29:08,022 And so basically it means that when people do come forward 539 00:29:08,056 --> 00:29:10,058 and tell the truth, no one believes them. 540 00:29:11,508 --> 00:29:14,718 He'd taken quite a severe battering from the press 541 00:29:14,753 --> 00:29:17,203 and also through the trial 542 00:29:17,238 --> 00:29:19,343 and I just think it just got to him. 543 00:29:19,378 --> 00:29:22,761 It really did, it just broke his heart, it killed him. 544 00:29:24,521 --> 00:29:25,729 - [Narrator] Once revered 545 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,800 as the pinnacle of musical achievement, 546 00:29:27,835 --> 00:29:30,596 Jackson sank into a reclusive lifestyle. 547 00:29:31,770 --> 00:29:35,359 For 12 years he kept a low profile, hiding away 548 00:29:35,394 --> 00:29:38,466 and drowning in $400 million of debt. 549 00:29:39,674 --> 00:29:41,158 - You know, I think that certain people 550 00:29:41,193 --> 00:29:43,920 around Michael Jackson cared about him, 551 00:29:43,954 --> 00:29:46,923 tried at different parts of his life to help him. 552 00:29:46,957 --> 00:29:50,098 Unfortunately when you have that much power 553 00:29:50,133 --> 00:29:52,583 you can surround yourself with the wrong types of people, 554 00:29:52,618 --> 00:29:55,794 the people that will just say yes to everything 555 00:29:55,828 --> 00:29:58,348 and so some of the people, including Lisa Marie Presley 556 00:29:58,382 --> 00:30:01,213 who did really try to help Michael 557 00:30:01,247 --> 00:30:04,492 and kind of had a more balanced relationship with him 558 00:30:04,526 --> 00:30:06,045 weren't there in the end, you know, 559 00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:07,702 and didn't have a place in his life. 560 00:30:07,736 --> 00:30:09,428 And so there weren't a lot of people. 561 00:30:09,462 --> 00:30:13,673 I know that his family tried to help him in certain ways 562 00:30:13,708 --> 00:30:17,643 when they could reach him, but it was hard 563 00:30:17,677 --> 00:30:20,335 in those final years for people 564 00:30:20,370 --> 00:30:23,028 to kind of get into that inner circle 565 00:30:23,062 --> 00:30:24,892 and really see what was happening. 566 00:30:26,341 --> 00:30:30,725 - He was very hurt by the misreportings in the press, 567 00:30:30,759 --> 00:30:35,109 but I think his defense mechanism was actually, 568 00:30:35,143 --> 00:30:38,043 was not to read them, don't listen, you know. 569 00:30:38,077 --> 00:30:39,803 They can say, they're gonna say 570 00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:41,322 whatever they're gonna say anyway 571 00:30:41,356 --> 00:30:43,186 so just don't read, don't get involved with that. 572 00:30:43,220 --> 00:30:44,394 'Cause I said to him one day, I said, 573 00:30:44,428 --> 00:30:46,189 "Why don't you just sue them?" 574 00:30:46,223 --> 00:30:49,054 And he said, "Mark, if I was to sue everyone 575 00:30:49,088 --> 00:30:50,918 "that wrote something about me that was untrue 576 00:30:50,952 --> 00:30:53,023 "I'd be in court every single day." 577 00:30:53,058 --> 00:30:54,956 So it just wasn't worth it for him 578 00:30:54,991 --> 00:30:56,889 so he just decided to let it go. 579 00:30:56,924 --> 00:30:59,858 - To a certain extent, in terms of naive, 580 00:30:59,892 --> 00:31:03,827 I think because he has lived a lot of his life 581 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:06,795 in the public eye with all the adulation 582 00:31:06,830 --> 00:31:09,971 and all of the fans I think to a certain extent 583 00:31:10,006 --> 00:31:13,112 perhaps he hadn't experienced some of the things 584 00:31:13,147 --> 00:31:15,459 that we've experienced in everyday life. 585 00:31:15,494 --> 00:31:18,393 So for those reasons perhaps a little bit naive. 586 00:31:19,774 --> 00:31:22,708 And I think that he always wanted to see the best in people 587 00:31:23,916 --> 00:31:25,849 and I think towards the end he realized 588 00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:28,576 that there are some very bad people out there 589 00:31:28,610 --> 00:31:33,615 who don't wish you well at all and in terms of lonely 590 00:31:35,134 --> 00:31:39,483 I would say Michael was lonely. 591 00:31:39,518 --> 00:31:42,659 It's not that he didn't have people around him. 592 00:31:42,693 --> 00:31:45,420 He had fairly few people that really understood him 593 00:31:46,628 --> 00:31:48,423 and understood what he'd been through, 594 00:31:49,528 --> 00:31:50,909 and the kind of life he had. 595 00:31:50,943 --> 00:31:52,703 In fact, there aren't very many people 596 00:31:52,738 --> 00:31:55,396 that have been through what Michael's been through. 597 00:31:55,430 --> 00:32:00,159 And from that point of view I would say he was very lonely. 598 00:32:00,194 --> 00:32:03,438 [peaceful piano music] 599 00:32:12,378 --> 00:32:14,173 - [Narrator] In what many consider an attempt 600 00:32:14,208 --> 00:32:16,589 to offset his debt, Jackson made a deal 601 00:32:16,624 --> 00:32:20,662 with AEG Live to perform a series of 50 concerts 602 00:32:20,697 --> 00:32:24,149 in a final curtain call at the London O2 Arena. 603 00:32:25,253 --> 00:32:29,499 [dramatic music] March 5th, 2009. 604 00:32:29,533 --> 00:32:33,710 Michael Jackson announces to the world, This Is It. 605 00:32:37,196 --> 00:32:39,233 - This is it, I mean this is really it. 606 00:32:39,267 --> 00:32:43,651 This is the final, this is the final curtain call, OK? 607 00:32:45,618 --> 00:32:48,621 And I'll see you in July. 608 00:32:49,519 --> 00:32:52,591 [audience screaming] 609 00:32:58,079 --> 00:33:00,806 I love you. [audience cheering] 610 00:33:00,840 --> 00:33:02,532 I really do, you have to know that. 611 00:33:02,566 --> 00:33:06,605 I love you so much, really, from the bottom of my heart. 612 00:33:09,125 --> 00:33:11,990 This is it, and see you in July. 613 00:33:12,024 --> 00:33:14,993 [audience cheering] 614 00:33:16,339 --> 00:33:17,961 - After Michael announced the concerts 615 00:33:17,996 --> 00:33:20,722 he stayed in London and my family came up 616 00:33:20,757 --> 00:33:23,242 and we spent the weekend with Michael 617 00:33:23,277 --> 00:33:25,313 before he flew back to the states. 618 00:33:25,348 --> 00:33:27,281 He was in a really good, positive mood. 619 00:33:27,315 --> 00:33:30,732 I mean, he was in such a positive frame of mind. 620 00:33:30,767 --> 00:33:34,012 Best I'd seen him for a long time 621 00:33:34,046 --> 00:33:37,394 and it was so reassuring and we had big plans 622 00:33:37,429 --> 00:33:38,671 and he was gonna come to London. 623 00:33:38,706 --> 00:33:41,053 And you know, it was over the school holidays 624 00:33:41,088 --> 00:33:42,848 and the kids were all gonna get together 625 00:33:42,882 --> 00:33:45,437 and we have loads of free time 626 00:33:45,471 --> 00:33:49,510 and things we were gonna do and all these plans we had. 627 00:33:49,544 --> 00:33:51,443 He was just so positive. 628 00:33:51,477 --> 00:33:54,687 - I think he's extremely in control. 629 00:33:56,068 --> 00:33:59,589 Whether if that was Michael's magic or his madness, 630 00:34:01,073 --> 00:34:03,041 like they say, I think he was very much in control. 631 00:34:04,421 --> 00:34:07,528 And in one hand it's what brought out his genius 632 00:34:07,562 --> 00:34:09,012 and in the other hand it's probably 633 00:34:09,047 --> 00:34:13,396 what brought out sometimes these traps that he fell into 634 00:34:14,776 --> 00:34:17,710 by not having this management that he would listen to. 635 00:34:17,745 --> 00:34:19,643 And I think, you know, that there was times 636 00:34:19,678 --> 00:34:22,163 when Michael was very much in control. 637 00:34:22,198 --> 00:34:25,546 - Michael didn't sign up to do 50 concerts. 638 00:34:25,580 --> 00:34:29,619 He said that to me, that he only thought he was doing 10. 639 00:34:29,653 --> 00:34:32,277 And he wasn't very happy about the fact 640 00:34:32,311 --> 00:34:35,314 that it was gonna be 50 concerts, and I don't think he knew 641 00:34:35,349 --> 00:34:37,247 how he was gonna be able to manage it. 642 00:34:38,421 --> 00:34:39,284 - [Narrator] But the concert rehearsals 643 00:34:39,318 --> 00:34:40,699 were not going to plan. 644 00:34:41,838 --> 00:34:43,598 Director Kenny Ortega noted 645 00:34:43,633 --> 00:34:45,876 that Jackson often didn't show up 646 00:34:45,911 --> 00:34:49,466 and when he did he was late, weak, and fatigued. 647 00:34:52,469 --> 00:34:57,474 - Michael had problems and he felt a lot of pressure. 648 00:34:59,166 --> 00:35:01,996 At this time his finances were in disarray 649 00:35:03,170 --> 00:35:05,896 and this was his last shot, you know. 650 00:35:07,035 --> 00:35:09,003 The This Is It tour, you know, it really was, 651 00:35:09,037 --> 00:35:11,799 he was feeling an enormous amount of pressure 652 00:35:11,833 --> 00:35:16,355 and he felt desperate to be able to sleep. 653 00:35:16,390 --> 00:35:18,944 Just to be able to get on that stage 654 00:35:18,978 --> 00:35:21,291 and feel like he could do it. 655 00:35:21,326 --> 00:35:23,707 And so there was an enormous amount of pressure 656 00:35:23,742 --> 00:35:25,468 and there was a lot of money involved 657 00:35:25,502 --> 00:35:30,507 and you know, and certainly Michael made choices, you know, 658 00:35:31,715 --> 00:35:33,821 but at the same time there's this doctor 659 00:35:33,855 --> 00:35:35,754 that had an ethical responsibility, 660 00:35:35,788 --> 00:35:38,274 even when he's giving him this propofol to monitor him, 661 00:35:38,308 --> 00:35:41,104 to not leave the room, you know, to have just basic 662 00:35:41,139 --> 00:35:43,624 kinds of things that you would expect 663 00:35:44,625 --> 00:35:46,247 and those things weren't there. 664 00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:48,318 Michael didn't want to die. 665 00:35:48,353 --> 00:35:52,564 I mean, he had three kids and certainly 666 00:35:54,013 --> 00:35:58,328 he made choices, but it's tragic, it's a tragedy. 667 00:36:01,366 --> 00:36:04,058 - [Narrator] June 22nd, 2009. 668 00:36:04,092 --> 00:36:07,406 As the first of 50 nights of performing gets closer 669 00:36:07,441 --> 00:36:10,202 Michael Jackson is battling immense pressure. 670 00:36:10,237 --> 00:36:12,480 His body is struggling after years 671 00:36:12,515 --> 00:36:15,621 of prescription drug addiction and medical surgery. 672 00:36:15,656 --> 00:36:19,177 But the world expects to see Jackson as they remember him. 673 00:36:19,211 --> 00:36:20,281 The king of pop. 674 00:36:24,906 --> 00:36:26,529 In his Beverly Hills mansion, 675 00:36:26,563 --> 00:36:28,945 Jackson is unable to fall asleep. 676 00:36:30,118 --> 00:36:32,638 At his bedside, Dr. Conrad Murray. 677 00:36:34,019 --> 00:36:36,780 Dr. Murray knew that the propofol he was administering 678 00:36:36,815 --> 00:36:39,714 to Jackson was incredibly dangerous 679 00:36:39,749 --> 00:36:42,407 and had attempted to reduce his dependency on the drug 680 00:36:42,441 --> 00:36:45,513 by giving him a lower 25 milligram dosage. 681 00:36:46,583 --> 00:36:49,655 After taking the antianxiety drug Ativan 682 00:36:49,690 --> 00:36:53,487 and the sedative Versed Jackson finally falls asleep. 683 00:36:57,836 --> 00:37:02,772 June 23rd, Dr. Murray again administers Ativan and Versed 684 00:37:03,497 --> 00:37:04,222 to help Jackson sleep. 685 00:37:05,982 --> 00:37:09,744 10:00 p.m. June 24th, at the Staples Center 686 00:37:09,779 --> 00:37:11,746 in downtown Los Angeles, 687 00:37:11,781 --> 00:37:14,956 Jackson arrives three hours late for rehearsal. 688 00:37:16,199 --> 00:37:18,891 The show was already running behind schedule, 689 00:37:18,926 --> 00:37:21,687 but that evening according to eyewitnesses, 690 00:37:21,722 --> 00:37:24,725 Michael Jackson gave an incredible performance 691 00:37:24,759 --> 00:37:27,106 and it seemed as though the king of pop 692 00:37:27,141 --> 00:37:29,247 was finally getting back on form. 693 00:37:33,320 --> 00:37:36,219 - Michael's dancing and he's totally focused. 694 00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:39,740 He knows exactly what he's doing and he's doing great. 695 00:37:39,774 --> 00:37:44,469 And you know, I just believe he was in the wrong hands. 696 00:37:45,642 --> 00:37:47,437 I disagree with everyone who says 697 00:37:47,472 --> 00:37:50,095 that he wasn't gonna be up with the shows and up to it. 698 00:37:50,129 --> 00:37:52,304 He's a perfectionist, he would have been fine, 699 00:37:52,339 --> 00:37:54,513 but he needed to be taken care of. 700 00:37:55,997 --> 00:38:00,139 He's an artist, they have to have special care, you know, 701 00:38:00,174 --> 00:38:02,176 and I don't think he had it. 702 00:38:02,210 --> 00:38:05,248 - The movie came about using the rehearsals 703 00:38:05,283 --> 00:38:07,906 and using the production and the direction 704 00:38:07,940 --> 00:38:10,115 and the input that Michael had 705 00:38:10,149 --> 00:38:12,220 and they wanted to show people, look, 706 00:38:12,255 --> 00:38:14,533 this man was definitely up for it. 707 00:38:14,568 --> 00:38:18,882 Focused energy, he was up for what was ahead. 708 00:38:18,917 --> 00:38:20,781 He was looking forward to it 709 00:38:20,815 --> 00:38:23,646 and I think the movie was a very good move 710 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:28,547 by AEG to say, look, the man put so much into this. 711 00:38:28,582 --> 00:38:31,412 He would want the world to see what he was doing, 712 00:38:31,447 --> 00:38:34,553 what he can do, and I think it was a good move for the fans 713 00:38:34,588 --> 00:38:36,314 and it was a good move for Michael. 714 00:38:39,593 --> 00:38:42,389 - An extraordinary thing, especially to those 715 00:38:42,423 --> 00:38:47,394 who don't understand how you can develop tolerance to drugs 716 00:38:47,428 --> 00:38:51,087 is that on June the 24th, a day before his death 717 00:38:51,121 --> 00:38:53,779 Michael Jackson during rehearsal gave, 718 00:38:53,814 --> 00:38:55,712 by all eyewitness accounts, 719 00:38:55,747 --> 00:38:58,957 an absolutely extraordinary performance. 720 00:39:00,061 --> 00:39:02,098 So despite the fact that that time 721 00:39:02,132 --> 00:39:05,377 he'd been on Propofol for 60 consecutive days, 722 00:39:05,412 --> 00:39:07,862 that he had this vast cocktail of drugs inside his body 723 00:39:07,897 --> 00:39:11,487 he was still able to perform, and not just to perform well, 724 00:39:11,521 --> 00:39:15,283 but to perform to a level that many other artists, 725 00:39:15,318 --> 00:39:18,079 most other artists could only dream of. 726 00:39:19,253 --> 00:39:21,462 Whatever you think of Michael Jackson, 727 00:39:21,497 --> 00:39:23,775 one thing you have to concede 728 00:39:23,809 --> 00:39:26,985 is that he was an extraordinary performer, 729 00:39:27,019 --> 00:39:30,298 one of the greatest performers, not just of his generation, 730 00:39:30,333 --> 00:39:34,372 but of any generation and his final performance, 731 00:39:34,406 --> 00:39:36,891 the performance on the eve of his death 732 00:39:36,926 --> 00:39:39,307 bears witness to that perhaps more 733 00:39:39,342 --> 00:39:41,379 than any other performance he ever gave. 734 00:39:44,554 --> 00:39:48,731 [somber atmospheric choral music] 735 00:40:18,105 --> 00:40:21,177 - [Narrator] 1:00 a.m. June 25th, 2009. 736 00:40:22,523 --> 00:40:24,905 At Michael Jackson's Los Angeles home 737 00:40:24,939 --> 00:40:27,977 Dr. Conrad Murray sat by the star's bedside 738 00:40:28,011 --> 00:40:31,152 as Jackson lies awake in bed unable to sleep. 739 00:40:33,741 --> 00:40:37,020 Jackson begs Dr. Murray for a dose of Propofol 740 00:40:37,055 --> 00:40:41,680 to send him to sleep and at first the doctor resists. 741 00:40:43,164 --> 00:40:46,167 After 60 consecutive nights of administering the drug, 742 00:40:46,202 --> 00:40:48,618 Murray tries to stand his ground, 743 00:40:48,653 --> 00:40:51,138 but Jackson continues to beg, 744 00:40:51,172 --> 00:40:53,451 expressing his agony and discomfort. 745 00:40:54,348 --> 00:40:56,661 Finally, Dr. Murray surrenders 746 00:40:56,695 --> 00:40:59,008 and administers Jackson the propofol. 747 00:41:01,389 --> 00:41:05,497 1:30 a.m., despite having been administered propofol, 748 00:41:05,532 --> 00:41:07,188 Jackson is still awake. 749 00:41:07,223 --> 00:41:09,881 His excessive use of this highly dangerous drug 750 00:41:09,915 --> 00:41:13,298 has left his body almost immune to its effects. 751 00:41:13,332 --> 00:41:16,508 Dr. Murray gives Jackson 10 milligrams of Valium 752 00:41:16,543 --> 00:41:18,027 and waits by his bedside. 753 00:41:20,098 --> 00:41:22,341 - What's fascinating and tragic 754 00:41:22,376 --> 00:41:26,035 about the way that Michael Jackson died was the sheer volume 755 00:41:26,069 --> 00:41:28,624 of prescription medication that Conrad Murray 756 00:41:28,658 --> 00:41:31,523 was administering to him was beyond belief. 757 00:41:31,558 --> 00:41:36,494 On the day he died, Jackson had been on propofol, 758 00:41:36,528 --> 00:41:38,668 which is an anesthetic, which should only be administered 759 00:41:38,703 --> 00:41:43,535 by anesthetists, for 60 consecutive days. 760 00:41:43,570 --> 00:41:44,674 Just imagine that for a minute. 761 00:41:44,709 --> 00:41:47,781 60 consecutive days of propofol. 762 00:41:48,713 --> 00:41:50,508 And still he could not sleep. 763 00:41:51,750 --> 00:41:54,235 And that's because, like with all drugs, 764 00:41:54,270 --> 00:41:57,515 prescription drugs, synthetic drugs, illegal drugs, 765 00:41:57,549 --> 00:42:00,656 natural drugs, whatever type of drug you are taking, 766 00:42:00,690 --> 00:42:02,416 the brain develops tolerance. 767 00:42:02,450 --> 00:42:05,074 So the effect you get when you first take the drug 768 00:42:05,108 --> 00:42:08,077 is not the effect you get on the 100th or the 200th 769 00:42:08,111 --> 00:42:10,182 or the 500th or the 1,000th time, 770 00:42:10,217 --> 00:42:13,323 so you need more and more and more of the drug 771 00:42:13,358 --> 00:42:15,049 and the pleasure and relief you got 772 00:42:15,084 --> 00:42:16,741 from taking the drug to begin with 773 00:42:16,775 --> 00:42:18,777 turns into pain and distress. 774 00:42:18,812 --> 00:42:20,572 So you take the drug no longer for pleasure 775 00:42:20,607 --> 00:42:23,057 but simply to stop feeling pain. 776 00:42:23,092 --> 00:42:26,198 Michael Jackson undoubtedly was in extraordinary 777 00:42:26,233 --> 00:42:29,477 emotional pain and stress because of his lifestyle, 778 00:42:29,512 --> 00:42:31,410 his life, and the comeback tour. 779 00:42:31,445 --> 00:42:35,587 And also he was putting enormous physical stress on his body 780 00:42:35,622 --> 00:42:38,279 so he had physical pain and emotional pain to contend with 781 00:42:38,314 --> 00:42:40,143 and he just wanted to sleep. 782 00:42:46,978 --> 00:42:49,739 - [Narrator] 3:00 a.m., shockingly, 783 00:42:49,774 --> 00:42:51,948 Michael Jackson is still awake, 784 00:42:51,983 --> 00:42:54,606 even after receiving dose after dose 785 00:42:54,641 --> 00:42:56,677 of dangerously strong drugs. 786 00:42:58,127 --> 00:43:00,647 Dr. Murray proceeds to administer two milligrams 787 00:43:00,681 --> 00:43:02,545 of Versed by an IV drip. 788 00:43:04,754 --> 00:43:09,517 7:00 a.m., disturbingly Jackson is still awake. 789 00:43:10,898 --> 00:43:13,418 Dr. Murray strongly affirms that he spent the night 790 00:43:13,452 --> 00:43:17,836 by Jackson's bedside monitoring his pulse and oxygen levels. 791 00:43:19,217 --> 00:43:22,082 Dr. Murray administers a further dosage of Versed 792 00:43:22,116 --> 00:43:23,152 through Jackson's IV. 793 00:43:24,705 --> 00:43:26,742 - But even that was not enough 794 00:43:26,776 --> 00:43:29,572 to send Michael Jackson to sleep. 795 00:43:29,607 --> 00:43:33,714 So over the next few hours, the last few hours 796 00:43:33,749 --> 00:43:36,234 of Michael Jackson's life he was administered 797 00:43:36,268 --> 00:43:39,547 with benzodiazepines, central nervous system depressants, 798 00:43:39,582 --> 00:43:43,621 sedatives of one sort or another intravenously 799 00:43:43,655 --> 00:43:47,038 until he drifted off into sleep, unconsciousness, 800 00:43:47,935 --> 00:43:48,971 and eventually death. 801 00:43:50,904 --> 00:43:54,217 - [Narrator] 10:20 a.m., with Jackson still awake 802 00:43:54,252 --> 00:43:57,324 and in visible agony, Dr. Conrad Murray 803 00:43:57,358 --> 00:43:59,809 makes a final, fatal decision. 804 00:43:59,844 --> 00:44:02,778 [dramatic music] 805 00:44:02,812 --> 00:44:06,333 He administers a further 25 milligrams of propofol 806 00:44:06,367 --> 00:44:07,334 to Michael Jackson. 807 00:44:08,956 --> 00:44:13,892 The king of pop finally falls into a deep sleep. 808 00:44:14,997 --> 00:44:18,517 11:30 a.m., the powerful cocktail of drugs 809 00:44:18,552 --> 00:44:21,210 inside Jackson's body has now become lethal 810 00:44:22,142 --> 00:44:24,213 and he goes into cardiac arrest. 811 00:44:27,043 --> 00:44:28,044 - [Dr. Peter] So Michael Jackson 812 00:44:28,079 --> 00:44:29,459 might have struggled for breath. 813 00:44:29,494 --> 00:44:31,082 Slowly he might have suffocated, 814 00:44:32,670 --> 00:44:35,776 gradually losing consciousness until the moment came 815 00:44:36,639 --> 00:44:38,606 when his heart stopped. 816 00:44:38,641 --> 00:44:42,265 - [Narrator] 12:26 p.m., an unidentified man 817 00:44:42,300 --> 00:44:45,303 makes the 911 call to the LAPD. 818 00:44:45,337 --> 00:44:46,545 - [Dispatch] Fire Paramedic 33, 819 00:44:46,580 --> 00:44:47,995 what is the address of your emergency? 820 00:44:48,030 --> 00:44:50,204 - [Caller] Yes, sir, I need an ambulance 821 00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:51,896 as soon as possible, sir. 822 00:44:51,930 --> 00:44:55,416 - When the 911 call came our firefighters 823 00:44:55,451 --> 00:44:57,867 at our dispatching center, which is located 824 00:44:57,902 --> 00:45:00,732 four floors below the city hall 825 00:45:00,767 --> 00:45:04,253 down in the catacombs, if you will, of the city. 826 00:45:04,287 --> 00:45:07,394 They took a 911 call that shocked the world. 827 00:45:07,428 --> 00:45:08,947 - [Dispatch] OK sir, what's your address? 828 00:45:08,982 --> 00:45:12,157 - [Caller] It's 100 North Carolwood Drive, 829 00:45:12,192 --> 00:45:15,851 Los Angeles, California 90077. 830 00:45:15,885 --> 00:45:17,231 - [Dispatch] You said Carolwood? 831 00:45:17,266 --> 00:45:19,406 - [Caller] Carolwood Drive, yes. 832 00:45:19,440 --> 00:45:22,823 - Unfortunately at the time the dispatcher 833 00:45:22,858 --> 00:45:26,068 answered the phone call and never once did the caller 834 00:45:26,102 --> 00:45:29,002 ever identify to the Los Angeles Fire Department 835 00:45:29,036 --> 00:45:32,626 that the person that needed our help was Michael Jackson. 836 00:45:32,660 --> 00:45:33,800 - [Dispatch] OK, sir, what's the phone number 837 00:45:33,834 --> 00:45:36,078 you're calling from, and what's the problem? 838 00:45:36,112 --> 00:45:37,873 Exactly what happened? 839 00:45:37,907 --> 00:45:39,150 - [Caller] Sir, what happened was, 840 00:45:39,184 --> 00:45:40,979 we have a gentleman here that needs help 841 00:45:41,014 --> 00:45:43,775 and he's not breathing, he's not breathing 842 00:45:43,810 --> 00:45:46,502 and we're trying to pump him, but he's not, he's not-- 843 00:45:46,536 --> 00:45:48,780 - [Dispatch] OK, OK, how old is he? 844 00:45:48,815 --> 00:45:50,126 - [Caller] He's 50 years old, sir. 845 00:45:50,161 --> 00:45:51,852 - [Dispatch] 50, OK. 846 00:45:51,887 --> 00:45:53,751 He's unconscious, he's not breathing? 847 00:45:53,785 --> 00:45:55,235 - [Caller] Yes, he's not breathing, sir. 848 00:45:55,269 --> 00:45:57,133 - [Dispatch] OK, and he's not conscious either, he's not-- 849 00:45:57,168 --> 00:45:58,238 - [Caller] No, he's not conscious, sir. 850 00:45:58,272 --> 00:45:59,135 - [Dispatch] OK. 851 00:46:00,205 --> 00:46:03,312 - Once the dispatcher got information 852 00:46:03,346 --> 00:46:06,833 about the patient and what was happening with the patient 853 00:46:06,867 --> 00:46:09,905 the identifier said that the patient was pulseless 854 00:46:09,939 --> 00:46:13,253 and non-breathing and that a doctor was on the scene 855 00:46:13,287 --> 00:46:15,565 doing CPR on the bed. 856 00:46:16,601 --> 00:46:20,225 So part of our instructions as already 857 00:46:20,260 --> 00:46:23,021 our firefighters and paramedics are responding, 858 00:46:23,056 --> 00:46:26,956 we still have a firefighter on the phone with the caller 859 00:46:26,991 --> 00:46:30,788 giving directions to give life saving techniques 860 00:46:30,822 --> 00:46:33,169 to the people that could help. 861 00:46:34,688 --> 00:46:36,276 - [Dispatch] All right, do you have, is he on the floor? 862 00:46:36,310 --> 00:46:37,760 Where's he at right now? 863 00:46:37,795 --> 00:46:39,003 - [Caller] He's on the bed, sir, he's on the bed. 864 00:46:39,037 --> 00:46:40,452 - [Dispatch] OK, let's get him on the floor. 865 00:46:40,487 --> 00:46:41,902 - [Caller] OK. 866 00:46:41,937 --> 00:46:43,076 - [Dispatch] OK, let's get him down to the floor. 867 00:46:43,110 --> 00:46:44,491 I'm gonna help you with CPR right now, OK? 868 00:46:44,525 --> 00:46:45,975 - [Caller] We need someone to get, we need-- 869 00:46:46,010 --> 00:46:46,804 - [Dispatch] Yes, we're already on our way there. 870 00:46:46,838 --> 00:46:48,288 We're on our way. 871 00:46:48,322 --> 00:46:49,220 I'm gonna do as much as I can to help you over the phone. 872 00:46:49,254 --> 00:46:50,014 We're already on our way. 873 00:46:50,048 --> 00:46:51,670 Did anybody see him? 874 00:46:51,705 --> 00:46:53,949 - [Caller] Yes we have a personal doctor here with him, sir. 875 00:46:53,983 --> 00:46:55,605 - [Dispatch] Oh, you have the doctor there? 876 00:46:55,640 --> 00:46:58,022 - [Caller] But he's not responding to anything, to no, 877 00:46:58,056 --> 00:46:59,851 he's not responding to CPR or anything. 878 00:46:59,886 --> 00:47:02,302 - [Dispatch] Oh, OK, well we're on our way there. 879 00:47:02,336 --> 00:47:04,683 If your guy's doing CPR and you're instructed by a doctor 880 00:47:04,718 --> 00:47:08,032 he has a higher authority than me and he's there on scene. 881 00:47:08,066 --> 00:47:09,654 - [Caller] OK. 882 00:47:09,688 --> 00:47:12,174 - [Dispatch] Did anybody witness what happened? 883 00:47:12,208 --> 00:47:14,072 - [Caller] No, it's just the doctor, sir. 884 00:47:14,107 --> 00:47:16,488 - [Narrator] Paramedics arrive at the scene, 885 00:47:16,523 --> 00:47:19,284 but Dr. Murray can no longer detect a pulse. 886 00:47:20,699 --> 00:47:25,566 - I was told that Michael Jackson was being transported 887 00:47:26,947 --> 00:47:30,848 to UCLA Hospital on June 25th and the fire department 888 00:47:33,505 --> 00:47:36,750 was on scene at Michael Jackson's house 889 00:47:36,784 --> 00:47:38,890 three minutes and 17 seconds 890 00:47:38,925 --> 00:47:43,239 from the time the emergency 911 call came on June 25th 891 00:47:43,274 --> 00:47:45,759 to when it came to the fire station 892 00:47:45,793 --> 00:47:48,486 from the firefighters getting out of the fire station 893 00:47:48,520 --> 00:47:51,040 to the address where Michael Jackson was 894 00:47:51,075 --> 00:47:53,525 was three minutes and 17 seconds. 895 00:47:53,560 --> 00:47:55,838 And we worked on Michael Jackson for approximately 896 00:47:55,873 --> 00:48:00,808 about 48 minutes and once the fire department realized 897 00:48:02,189 --> 00:48:04,674 that it was now proper to transport our patient, 898 00:48:04,709 --> 00:48:08,609 Michael Jackson to the hospital, they were 2.3 miles away, 899 00:48:08,644 --> 00:48:11,440 but he worked about 45 to 48 minutes. 900 00:48:11,474 --> 00:48:14,098 We worked 45 minutes because as paramedics 901 00:48:14,132 --> 00:48:17,170 we call it the golden hour, and the firefighters 902 00:48:17,204 --> 00:48:19,931 and paramedics can pass medications, 903 00:48:19,966 --> 00:48:23,245 can do life saving techniques to help our patients. 904 00:48:23,279 --> 00:48:25,419 We're in contact with our base station, 905 00:48:25,454 --> 00:48:28,388 which is at UCLA giving us medical direction 906 00:48:28,422 --> 00:48:31,218 on what type of medicines we could give our patient 907 00:48:31,253 --> 00:48:32,737 to help him survive. 908 00:48:34,152 --> 00:48:38,881 - [Narrator] 2:26 p.m. June 25th, 2009. 909 00:48:38,916 --> 00:48:42,505 The legend of Michael Jackson comes to a shocking end. 910 00:48:43,575 --> 00:48:44,818 He is pronounced dead 911 00:48:44,852 --> 00:48:47,338 at the Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center. 912 00:48:51,859 --> 00:48:53,447 - Oh, it was devastating. 913 00:48:53,482 --> 00:48:55,104 - It was like the world paused. 914 00:48:55,139 --> 00:48:57,106 - I just can't actually believe it. 915 00:48:57,141 --> 00:49:00,799 It still feels like it's a really bad dream. 916 00:49:00,834 --> 00:49:03,595 It hasn't really sunk in. 917 00:49:03,630 --> 00:49:08,600 It doesn't feel real, it just, it feels all wrong. 918 00:49:08,635 --> 00:49:10,602 - Well I was actually in my room 919 00:49:10,637 --> 00:49:14,503 and I was watching something on one of the other channels 920 00:49:14,537 --> 00:49:17,437 and I got a phone call and a friend of mine said, 921 00:49:17,471 --> 00:49:18,369 "Have you seen the news?" 922 00:49:18,403 --> 00:49:19,853 And I said, "What do you mean?" 923 00:49:19,887 --> 00:49:21,959 And he says, "Put the news on," so I flicked over 924 00:49:21,993 --> 00:49:26,964 and of course it said Michael was admitted to hospital 925 00:49:28,413 --> 00:49:30,346 and then it just got from one bad thing to another 926 00:49:30,381 --> 00:49:34,316 and then he was pronounced dead, and it was, I mean, 927 00:49:35,558 --> 00:49:36,456 I just couldn't believe it. 928 00:49:36,490 --> 00:49:37,940 I thought it was in a dream. 929 00:49:37,975 --> 00:49:40,011 I was gonna wake up, it was all a big joke. 930 00:49:40,046 --> 00:49:44,498 I just couldn't absorb it, it was just horrible. 931 00:49:44,533 --> 00:49:47,985 This happened, I think U.K. time around 2:00 in the morning 932 00:49:48,019 --> 00:49:50,815 and my kids were upstairs and I thought, 933 00:49:50,849 --> 00:49:52,023 well, do I go up and tell them? 934 00:49:52,058 --> 00:49:53,266 I said, no, no, no, let them sleep. 935 00:49:53,300 --> 00:49:54,681 They have to get up for school in the morning. 936 00:49:54,715 --> 00:49:57,373 And well, I went up and knocked on their door 937 00:49:57,408 --> 00:49:58,409 and I said, "Look, I've got something 938 00:49:58,443 --> 00:50:00,998 "really awful to tell you." 939 00:50:01,032 --> 00:50:03,897 And I told them, and you know, they just broke down 940 00:50:03,931 --> 00:50:08,212 in floods of tears, so it was, really, 941 00:50:08,246 --> 00:50:11,249 that's what hit me then, really. 942 00:50:11,284 --> 00:50:12,733 - Everybody felt a connection. 943 00:50:12,768 --> 00:50:15,667 Whether you liked him or not, you grew up with something 944 00:50:15,702 --> 00:50:17,221 you remember the song, you connected. 945 00:50:17,255 --> 00:50:19,326 It could be a dance with your partner. 946 00:50:19,361 --> 00:50:21,018 Whatever it is, it was at a place. 947 00:50:21,052 --> 00:50:22,502 You first heard when Thriller came out. 948 00:50:22,536 --> 00:50:25,367 You was upstairs on the BB, I don't know, whatever it was 949 00:50:26,816 --> 00:50:30,234 and they felt there was a certain element of loss. 950 00:50:30,268 --> 00:50:32,270 Something, whether they like him or not. 951 00:50:34,341 --> 00:50:35,998 - Ever since I was born 952 00:50:38,897 --> 00:50:42,729 Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine. 953 00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:49,460 [sobbing] 954 00:50:50,633 --> 00:50:54,637 And I just wanted to say I love him so much. 955 00:50:57,226 --> 00:51:00,195 - [Narrator] But the question on everyone's lips is, 956 00:51:00,229 --> 00:51:01,265 why did this happen? 957 00:51:02,335 --> 00:51:05,717 And the second question, who is to blame? 958 00:51:15,175 --> 00:51:17,212 - He got in a bad situation, you know? 959 00:51:17,246 --> 00:51:21,975 He got in a bad situation where he had developed 960 00:51:22,009 --> 00:51:27,014 a dependency on certain prescriptions including propofol, 961 00:51:28,154 --> 00:51:29,879 which wasn't supposed to be used 962 00:51:29,914 --> 00:51:31,916 in the way that it was being used. 963 00:51:31,950 --> 00:51:35,057 And unfortunately there were doctors 964 00:51:35,092 --> 00:51:40,097 including Dr. Conrad Murray who weren't directing him 965 00:51:41,236 --> 00:51:45,240 to the kind of help that he actually needed. 966 00:51:45,274 --> 00:51:48,519 Whether he needed help sleeping 967 00:51:48,553 --> 00:51:50,762 or whether he was having anxiety 968 00:51:50,797 --> 00:51:53,800 or these different things that he was saying 969 00:51:53,834 --> 00:51:57,252 that he needed help with, you know, 970 00:51:57,286 --> 00:51:59,288 instead of getting what he needed, 971 00:52:01,359 --> 00:52:03,499 they were using these very unusual, 972 00:52:03,534 --> 00:52:06,261 dangerous methods to address those. 973 00:52:06,295 --> 00:52:09,781 And you know, he's building up for this big comeback tour 974 00:52:09,816 --> 00:52:12,163 and his doctor's putting him to sleep every night 975 00:52:12,198 --> 00:52:15,718 with propofol, which is usually used for surgery. 976 00:52:17,237 --> 00:52:22,242 And it's extremely dangerous and so Michael Jackson died 977 00:52:23,381 --> 00:52:25,418 because of what happened throughout his life 978 00:52:25,452 --> 00:52:28,731 which is that the people around him 979 00:52:30,423 --> 00:52:32,701 viewed him for what they could get from him. 980 00:52:32,735 --> 00:52:34,910 And you know, in this case, the doctor was getting 981 00:52:34,944 --> 00:52:39,949 $150,000 a month and was being extremely reckless. 982 00:52:41,606 --> 00:52:43,298 - It was gross neglect. 983 00:52:43,332 --> 00:52:48,337 And this was not someone that I would trust as my doctor. 984 00:52:50,236 --> 00:52:52,134 And that's all I really will say about that. 985 00:52:54,101 --> 00:52:55,448 Someone like Michael Jackson 986 00:52:55,482 --> 00:52:58,002 should have had a proper doctor, not someone, 987 00:52:59,417 --> 00:53:02,455 you know, in America it's very much a problem, I believe. 988 00:53:02,489 --> 00:53:04,905 I find that you can pretty much get your hands 989 00:53:04,940 --> 00:53:08,185 on lots of prescriptive drugs and things like this. 990 00:53:08,219 --> 00:53:10,704 This is why Hollywood has so many problems with drugs. 991 00:53:10,739 --> 00:53:14,501 So I would just put it down to gross negligence, you know? 992 00:53:14,536 --> 00:53:15,778 - What Conrad Murray should have done, 993 00:53:15,813 --> 00:53:19,092 if he is putting Michael Jackson into in effect 994 00:53:19,126 --> 00:53:21,922 a drug-induced coma, which is what he was doing, 995 00:53:21,957 --> 00:53:25,788 he is putting Michael Jackson to sleep 996 00:53:25,823 --> 00:53:29,309 with a vast quantity of prescription medication. 997 00:53:30,862 --> 00:53:33,106 Then that needs proper monitoring and he was not qualified 998 00:53:33,140 --> 00:53:35,626 to do that, he wasn't qualified to do it. 999 00:53:35,660 --> 00:53:40,355 So he was gambling, really, with Michael Jackson's life 1000 00:53:40,389 --> 00:53:43,220 and doing what Michael Jackson wanted him to do 1001 00:53:43,254 --> 00:53:45,325 simply because he was afraid not to. 1002 00:53:45,360 --> 00:53:47,224 Perhaps because he had problems in his own life. 1003 00:53:47,258 --> 00:53:49,640 I think there were well-documented issues 1004 00:53:49,674 --> 00:53:51,469 Conrad Murray had with debt 1005 00:53:51,504 --> 00:53:53,678 and his own personal financial situation 1006 00:53:53,713 --> 00:53:57,095 so Jackson wasn't a patient he could afford to lose, 1007 00:53:57,130 --> 00:53:58,683 but of course he lost him, 1008 00:53:58,718 --> 00:54:00,202 and he lost him in the worst possible way. 1009 00:54:00,237 --> 00:54:01,617 - [Court Official] You're charged with the offense 1010 00:54:01,652 --> 00:54:04,482 of involuntary manslaughter, a felony, Dr. Murray. 1011 00:54:04,517 --> 00:54:06,173 How do you plead? 1012 00:54:06,208 --> 00:54:08,486 - Your honor, I am an innocent man. 1013 00:54:09,763 --> 00:54:12,456 I therefore plead not guilty. 1014 00:54:12,490 --> 00:54:17,426 - The facts in this case, in my view, 1015 00:54:17,461 --> 00:54:21,913 suggest that virtually none of the safeguards 1016 00:54:21,948 --> 00:54:26,953 for sedation were in place when propofol was administered 1017 00:54:28,541 --> 00:54:29,852 to Michael Jackson. 1018 00:54:29,887 --> 00:54:31,578 It's an egregious violation. 1019 00:54:31,613 --> 00:54:35,410 No competent physician would give these drugs 1020 00:54:35,444 --> 00:54:39,310 without having emergency equipment present. 1021 00:54:41,554 --> 00:54:44,902 - Well, I think it was just an awful accident 1022 00:54:44,936 --> 00:54:48,319 where medication that was used 1023 00:54:48,354 --> 00:54:52,461 shouldn't have been used unsupervised. 1024 00:54:52,496 --> 00:54:54,636 That kind of medication is only used in hospitals 1025 00:54:54,670 --> 00:54:57,570 as far as I know and he should have been 1026 00:54:57,604 --> 00:54:59,330 on some kind of monitor. 1027 00:54:59,365 --> 00:55:03,852 But he shouldn't have been given it in the first place. 1028 00:55:03,886 --> 00:55:07,096 Unfortunately if you pay, what's the saying 1029 00:55:07,131 --> 00:55:09,340 he who pays the piper calls the tune 1030 00:55:09,375 --> 00:55:12,170 and if Michael wanted that, he'd find someone 1031 00:55:12,205 --> 00:55:13,379 and pay 'em enough to do it. 1032 00:55:13,413 --> 00:55:18,384 And sadly that took his life away. 1033 00:55:19,557 --> 00:55:21,697 - I wished he had the opportunity 1034 00:55:23,009 --> 00:55:28,014 of having a life for himself 1035 00:55:29,395 --> 00:55:32,777 and letting the children grow up and say, you know, Dad. 1036 00:55:32,812 --> 00:55:36,022 So he can sit back, and whether they perform or whatever 1037 00:55:36,056 --> 00:55:38,783 I think for him to enjoy something that he never had, 1038 00:55:38,818 --> 00:55:40,337 it felt like from the day he was born 1039 00:55:40,371 --> 00:55:42,546 to the day he died he entertained. 1040 00:55:44,133 --> 00:55:46,343 If that's the way he wanted it, then good for you, 1041 00:55:46,377 --> 00:55:50,519 but if he wanted some privacy, 1042 00:55:50,554 --> 00:55:52,107 I don't think he got enough of it. 1043 00:55:52,141 --> 00:55:53,833 I don't think it was fair. 1044 00:55:53,867 --> 00:55:55,697 I think we should respect him and honor him 1045 00:55:55,731 --> 00:55:58,803 for what he gave musically. 1046 00:55:58,838 --> 00:56:02,669 [sad, slow piano music] 1047 00:56:02,704 --> 00:56:04,637 - You know, what's getting lost here 1048 00:56:04,671 --> 00:56:07,778 is that Michael Jackson is an incredible artist. 1049 00:56:07,812 --> 00:56:09,607 And artists aren't always normal. 1050 00:56:09,642 --> 00:56:13,439 In fact some of the greatest artists are very eccentric 1051 00:56:13,473 --> 00:56:16,683 and very unique, very different and Michael's no different. 1052 00:56:16,718 --> 00:56:18,409 Michael was a great artist. 1053 00:56:18,444 --> 00:56:22,620 He lived his life in a different way, in an unusual way, 1054 00:56:22,655 --> 00:56:26,383 provoked a lot of questions, but when we go back 1055 00:56:26,417 --> 00:56:28,971 to those songs and we go back to those videos, 1056 00:56:29,006 --> 00:56:30,801 when we go back to those albums 1057 00:56:30,835 --> 00:56:35,840 we find just an incredibly rich, diverse array of art 1058 00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:39,741 that deserves attention. 1059 00:56:41,156 --> 00:56:42,916 For all the scandals, for all the eccentricities 1060 00:56:42,951 --> 00:56:44,504 Michael was an artist 1061 00:56:44,539 --> 00:56:46,299 and he wanted to be remembered as an artist. 1062 00:56:46,333 --> 00:56:50,027 In fact, one of his last quotes in 2007 1063 00:56:50,061 --> 00:56:53,686 was a quote from Michelangelo, and he says, 1064 00:56:53,720 --> 00:56:57,379 "To escape death I bind my soul to my work." 1065 00:57:16,847 --> 00:57:21,058 - On the question everybody asks in any death, 1066 00:57:21,092 --> 00:57:24,751 but especially the death of one of the 20th century's 1067 00:57:24,786 --> 00:57:29,307 most iconic figures, is who is responsible? 1068 00:57:29,342 --> 00:57:31,137 Who can we blame? 1069 00:57:31,171 --> 00:57:33,311 And obviously Conrad Murray was the fall guy 1070 00:57:33,346 --> 00:57:34,796 and rightly so. 1071 00:57:34,830 --> 00:57:37,246 There's no question that he played a contributing role 1072 00:57:37,281 --> 00:57:39,421 in Michael Jackson's death, 1073 00:57:39,456 --> 00:57:42,666 but so did Michael Jackson's family. 1074 00:57:42,700 --> 00:57:45,945 Did Michael Jackson's father play a role in his death? 1075 00:57:45,979 --> 00:57:49,327 Did the many people who allowed Michael Jackson 1076 00:57:49,362 --> 00:57:53,711 to go down the road he went down play a role in his death? 1077 00:57:53,746 --> 00:57:56,749 Of course they did, but, and here's the but, 1078 00:57:56,783 --> 00:58:01,719 ultimately you cannot take a drug or a drink by accident. 1079 00:58:04,446 --> 00:58:06,137 [dramatic music] 1080 00:58:06,172 --> 00:58:09,693 Yeah, you have to either ask someone to administer it 1081 00:58:09,727 --> 00:58:12,350 for you or you have to administer it yourself. 1082 00:58:12,385 --> 00:58:17,114 And the only hope that any addict has is that they see 1083 00:58:17,148 --> 00:58:20,669 that they are responsible for their own actions. 1084 00:58:21,843 --> 00:58:23,741 Because the more we allow an addict 1085 00:58:23,776 --> 00:58:25,778 to pass the responsibility for their addiction 1086 00:58:25,812 --> 00:58:29,367 onto someone else, the more impossible recovery becomes. 1087 00:58:29,402 --> 00:58:32,198 So if we were to really say, who is ultimately to blame? 1088 00:58:34,027 --> 00:58:37,479 One has to point the finger at Michael Jackson himself. 1089 00:58:37,514 --> 00:58:39,930 Not in a harsh, judgemental sense, 1090 00:58:39,964 --> 00:58:43,450 but just in the sense that other people watching that story, 1091 00:58:43,485 --> 00:58:46,039 that they need to learn what they need to do 1092 00:58:46,074 --> 00:58:48,870 if they are suffering through similar problems. 1093 00:58:48,904 --> 00:58:50,872 They know what they need to do to recover, 1094 00:58:50,906 --> 00:58:53,530 which is to take responsibility for their own addictions. 1095 00:58:53,564 --> 00:58:56,429 Do not make it somebody else's fault 1096 00:58:56,463 --> 00:58:59,087 otherwise the addiction will kill you. 1097 00:59:00,709 --> 00:59:04,333 - [Narrator] Michael Jackson was an icon, a legend, 1098 00:59:04,368 --> 00:59:09,373 the king of pop, but the real tragedy of Jackson's death 1099 00:59:10,512 --> 00:59:11,478 is a lesson in the price of fame. 1100 00:59:12,618 --> 00:59:14,999 When you can have everything in the world, 1101 00:59:15,034 --> 00:59:18,658 who can stop you if you can't stop yourself? 85943

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