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Previously on Chasing Life...
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This is exciting. I was really
grabbed by your book
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Jaclyn, I can't work for you.
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- (Laughs)
- I'm ready to move on
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and try succeeding in this
business on my own name.
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You make me so happy.
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More than anyone I've ever met.
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Go at your own pace
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and if you get tired, just take a break.
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I mean, it's dangerous if the
wrong person breathes on you.
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Sorry I got so territorial.
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But I'm also not ready
to give up on this place.
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It was the future I wanted to build.
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But you're totally talking
about April, aren't you?
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- (Rock music playing)
- ♪ Hey
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♪ into my life
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Beth: Yeah, she looks pretty in that one.
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She uses so many filters, though.
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You can't even tell what
she really looks like.
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I mean, she's always
been really pretty though.
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Ugh. I want her eyebrows.
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Mmm, yours are better.
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No.
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Girl, hey.
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Josh. Josh. Josh.
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Josh.
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My new roommate's eyebrows are
better than this girls, right?
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Um...
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Yes.
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- Yes.
- (Chuckles)
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See?
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I'm sorry. You must be so bored.
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My old friend from
college is coming into town
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and we're getting lunch tomorrow, so...
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We have to judge
everything she posts online.
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Why? 'Cause you hate her?
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No, I don't... I don't hate Ellie.
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She just kind of gave me a bit of
a complex when we were at school.
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It was between me and her
for editor of the paper.
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She got it...
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And then she edged me
out for valedictorian.
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So you hate her.
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Mm-mmm.
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We always got along.
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We even lived together briefly in New York.
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Just thankful that Instagram
wasn't popular back then
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or I would have had to watch her take about
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a million gym selfies in the mirror.
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It's crazy. She has so many followers.
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Uh, I'm one of those followers.
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I'm sorry. I've been
reading her blog for a while.
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You know, she used to
write one for Cosmo.
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Oh, no. I know. She got
that job right out of Vassar.
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She's just such an oversharer, you know?
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It's hard not to look.
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Mm.
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Well, I'm gonna have to
learn how to overshare myself.
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- My agent said that...
- Oh, I'm sorry. I just need to interrupt
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to make fun of you for saying "my agent."
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Go ahead.
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I've waited a very long
time to be able to say that.
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Anyway, he said that I have to
pump up my social media presence.
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You know, apparently,
authors don't just promote
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their books anymore.
They promote themselves.
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Well, in your case, it wouldn't
hurt to put a face to a name.
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Hmm?
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'Cause you're hot.
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Oh. Oh! No, I'm, um... I'm...
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Oh! My bad.
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You okay?
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Yeah. I just... I wasn't expecting that.
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I've been so in the grieving
part of being a widow
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that I hadn't even
considered the moving on part.
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I'm definitely not ready for that.
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Well, nobody's rushing you.
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You can move on when you're
ready, whenever that is.
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Right. Well, until then...
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May as well just join your relationship.
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You wanna be a throuple?
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Aren't we already?
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Yes. Babe, babe.
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My two babes.
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- (Theme music playing) -
♪ you bet your soul, honey
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♪ you bet your soul♪ we won't stop
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♪ just right
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♪ you could stay all night
and never wanna go home ♪
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♪ 'cause we can't stop
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Nice to see you so happy.
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I much prefer it to violent.
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Have you and Finn made it official?
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Mom, no one "makes it official" anymore.
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We're just together.
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Well, he came along at a good time for you.
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I know we haven't been
official for very long,
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but it feels like we've
known each other forever.
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It's weird.
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Hey, Junior Ball is this week, right?
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Oh, yeah. We're not going.
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Aw, because of his leg?
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No, because it sounds like torture.
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Aw, Brenn, you should go.
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I mean, I know it sounds lame,
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but sometimes these cliche
milestones can be fun.
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Pretty sure it's a better milestone
to never go to a high school dance.
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- (Chuckles)
- Later.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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So your 10k is coming up. Are you ready?
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Uh, yeah. I'm ready for it to be over.
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This is much harder than
I thought it would be.
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So are you ready to move out again?
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Obviously not. I'm coming
over for dinner tonight.
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I am ready to have a place again though.
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I only lived with Ellie
in New York for two months
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before I had to come home and... you know,
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I didn't live with Leo for very long, so...
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I got hit on last night.
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How did that go?
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Awkwardly.
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The idea of moving on with
someone else just feels so wrong.
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Like I'm replacing Leo or something.
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I thought I was doing better these days,
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but... last night kind of threw me off.
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Hey, you know what? Considering
what you've been through,
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I can't believe how together you are.
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Really! I wasn't writing book
proposals after your dad...
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You're smart to keep yourself busy.
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It helps you stay positive.
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Not go to the dark place.
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All right. Sorry, I'm just captioning this.
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(Chuckles)
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Did you like the filter?
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Yep.
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I keep trying to post
this, but I'm blowing up.
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I have this meet-and-greet
with my Boston followers
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in and hour and people keep tagging me.
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I don't know how you do it. You must
post things, like, 20 times a day.
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I can barely think of one
interesting thing to post a day.
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Oh, it doesn't all have to be interesting.
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When people follow you,
they just want to feel
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like they're going
through your day with you.
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Nothing is off limits.
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Like this morning, my cat
wouldn't leave the bathroom
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when I was trying to do a number two,
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so I just took a picture.
Got over 2,000 likes.
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I don't even have that many followers.
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Oh, whatever.
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You're killing it out here,
working for The Post.
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I was. I had to quit 'cause my health.
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Oh, I'm sorry.
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Jeez. Well, if you updated
your social media more,
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I would know that.
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Well, I'm trying to up my game.
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I'm actually writing a memoir,
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so I need to get better at
putting myself out there.
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Memoir.
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Mm-hmm.
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You have to lay yourself pretty
bare for one of those things.
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You must have changed a lot since college.
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What do you mean?
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Nothing. I just...
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You were always kind of private.
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You were really easy to embarrass.
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Like when you, me, and Brie
were gonna streak the green
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and then at the last minute, you bailed
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and you ran back to your dorm room?
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And I think that... I think you
blamed feminism or something,
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but, uh, we all knew that you were...
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- Freaking out. Yes.
- Mm-hmm.
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I remember.
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I used to be a lot more concerned with
what people thought of me back then,
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but cancer kind of eliminates that for you.
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I'm living way more boldly now.
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In a way, I never would have
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if there weren't a
ticking clock on my life.
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That's a really cool way of looking at it.
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But I hope that you
haven't changed too much
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because I would miss
my little hall monitor.
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- (Chuckles)
- (Chuckles)
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It is so good to see you.
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And I am really proud to
say that I knew you when.
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In fact, I'm gonna say it right now.
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Let's take a selfie.
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Okay.
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(Chuckles)
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Just look casual.
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Oh, sorry. (Clears throat)
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You went to college with Ellie Pratt?
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She posted a picture from the
gynecologist the other day that went viral.
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Yeah, we were kind of
frenemies back in school.
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Now that we're older,
I think we can finally...
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You know, be happy for
each other's successes.
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Can I grab a drink?
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Yeah, yeah.
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Oh, my God.
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You remember when Graham
banned me from drinking these?
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Crack 'em open!
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Mmm, no.
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My cancer's already trying to kill me.
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I don't need Graham after me, too.
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It's fine. I promise.
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He's barely home since he got the new job.
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A job. How perfect is that for him?
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I mean, he works for Yelp.
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He gets to be a professional complainer.
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Yeah, but now that he makes more
money, he has less to complain about.
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He could actually afford
this place on his own.
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He was gonna take it over
when I moved into the house.
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What's the plan now?
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I'm still deciding.
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Since the house is an even
bigger project than it was,
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I'm thinking just cut my losses,
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sell it, and find something new.
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You know, maybe exploring
some other cities, too.
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Hmm? Really?
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I thought you were
pretty attached to Boston.
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Yeah, but that could be my problem.
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You know, staying attached to the
idea of something I used to want.
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Mmm. As long as you're not...
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Giving up on something
that you still do want.
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I know you loved that house.
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Yeah, I did.
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But this could be a good
chance at a fresh start.
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You know, sometimes it's
good to know when to move on.
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How many place settings do we need?
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- Four.
- Five.
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I invited William.
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I invited Beth and Josh.
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Oh, no, no, no. Is this gonna be awkward?
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Beth dumped William's son.
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She didn't dump him.
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She just used him to
make another guy jealous,
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and then he dumped her.
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Okay, yeah, you should probably
text William and warn him.
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(Knocking)
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This will be entertaining.
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I just got your text.
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Hi, April. Didn't get your text.
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So, Beth, how long have you and,
uh, John, been seeing each other?
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- It's Josh.
- Oh.
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Uh, I don't know. About a month or so.
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So how's 10k training going, guys?
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Um, well, I'm a bundle of nerves
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and my body is angry at me, but...
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It'll be over soon enough, right?
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Sara, remember when you had
me pretend to be your boyfriend
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-to make another guy jealous?
-That is not at all what happened.
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Remember how ridiculous that was?
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But with us it was harmless
because at the end of the day,
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we're just a couple of girlfriends.
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(Uncomfortable chuckles)
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How's the fashion line, Beth?
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More importantly, when am I gonna
get to wear one of your designs?
254
00:10:07,275 --> 00:10:10,492
Oh, it's new, you know.
But it's going well so far.
255
00:10:10,517 --> 00:10:12,818
Okay, don't talk about
me like I'm not here.
256
00:10:12,843 --> 00:10:15,878
(Laughter)
257
00:10:15,903 --> 00:10:18,971
You know, it is a little scary
to be out there on my own though.
258
00:10:19,781 --> 00:10:21,714
Well, I think it's brave
of you to take the leap.
259
00:10:21,749 --> 00:10:22,815
It's gonna pay off.
260
00:10:22,849 --> 00:10:25,451
William: I wouldn't have
predicted that, though.
261
00:10:25,486 --> 00:10:27,787
You seem like you'd have
the next thing lined up
262
00:10:27,821 --> 00:10:30,290
before the first thing is over, so...
263
00:10:30,324 --> 00:10:31,557
(Clears throat)
264
00:10:31,592 --> 00:10:32,725
Babe, you've barely eaten anything.
265
00:10:32,760 --> 00:10:33,742
You're not hungry?
266
00:10:33,767 --> 00:10:37,036
No. For some reason, I've
completely lost my appetite.
267
00:10:37,250 --> 00:10:39,451
Oh, no.
268
00:10:42,183 --> 00:10:44,684
So, I think this is good news.
269
00:10:45,570 --> 00:10:48,953
Really? 'Cause it kinda
feels like bad news.
270
00:10:48,978 --> 00:10:50,695
And I have a lot of
experience with that, so...
271
00:10:50,727 --> 00:10:52,061
No, no, no. It's good.
272
00:10:52,086 --> 00:10:53,686
There's just... you know,
there's a complication.
273
00:10:53,711 --> 00:10:55,712
But I think at the end
of the day, it's good.
274
00:10:55,737 --> 00:10:57,704
It's good. It's good.
275
00:10:57,729 --> 00:10:58,562
Good.
276
00:10:59,392 --> 00:11:01,060
Good. Calvin, tell me the news!
277
00:11:01,085 --> 00:11:03,454
There's a Boston-based book
publisher called Book Smart.
278
00:11:03,479 --> 00:11:04,390
I love Book Smart.
279
00:11:04,415 --> 00:11:06,516
Well, they love you, too. They
really responded to your proposal.
280
00:11:06,654 --> 00:11:09,156
What? That's amazing news!
281
00:11:09,181 --> 00:11:10,614
The tricky part is, they're also interested
282
00:11:10,639 --> 00:11:12,940
in this other memoir for
a very similar demographic.
283
00:11:12,965 --> 00:11:15,033
Chances are, they'll only choose one.
284
00:11:15,164 --> 00:11:16,632
Oh.
285
00:11:16,657 --> 00:11:18,007
Okay.
286
00:11:18,188 --> 00:11:19,621
You know, I read this other proposal
287
00:11:19,656 --> 00:11:21,557
and it's not nearly as
well-written as yours,
288
00:11:21,591 --> 00:11:23,359
but what makes me nervous
is that this that girl has
289
00:11:23,393 --> 00:11:25,094
a substantial social media following.
290
00:11:25,128 --> 00:11:26,562
She's actually in Boston right now,
291
00:11:26,596 --> 00:11:27,829
I assume to meet with the publisher.
292
00:11:27,864 --> 00:11:29,223
I've been trying to get
you in there, but...
293
00:11:29,248 --> 00:11:29,797
what's her name?
294
00:11:29,832 --> 00:11:30,899
The author.
295
00:11:30,933 --> 00:11:33,034
- Oh, Ellie. Ellie Pratt.
- (Chuckles)
296
00:11:34,752 --> 00:11:36,052
I guess she has skin cancer?
297
00:11:39,789 --> 00:11:41,789
I hate that Ellie has cancer
298
00:11:41,814 --> 00:11:44,148
But isn't it kinda weird
that she didn't mention it
299
00:11:44,183 --> 00:11:45,834
when we hung out yesterday?
300
00:11:45,859 --> 00:11:47,919
I don't know. It's a pretty
personal thing to talk about.
301
00:11:47,954 --> 00:11:50,068
But nothing is personal with this girl.
302
00:11:50,093 --> 00:11:51,789
I mean, you follow her.
303
00:11:51,823 --> 00:11:53,691
Well, maybe cancer is an exception.
304
00:11:53,725 --> 00:11:54,992
Maybe.
305
00:11:55,179 --> 00:11:56,494
But given our history, it's kind of
306
00:11:56,528 --> 00:11:58,362
a crazy coincidence, you know?
307
00:11:58,396 --> 00:12:00,464
It's like everything I
do, she has to do too.
308
00:12:00,499 --> 00:12:01,665
Yeah. You're right.
309
00:12:01,700 --> 00:12:03,620
She probably got cancer
just to compete with you.
310
00:12:04,569 --> 00:12:06,470
- Okay, that doesn't make any sense.
- No.
311
00:12:06,505 --> 00:12:09,205
Although, it would make a really
good episode of Dr. Phil
312
00:12:09,239 --> 00:12:11,375
just try to give her
the benefit of the doubt.
313
00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:13,033
- Okay?
- Fine.
314
00:12:13,065 --> 00:12:15,534
There's only room for
one of us. That's okay.
315
00:12:16,947 --> 00:12:18,140
I just really hope it's me.
316
00:12:18,165 --> 00:12:18,953
Yeah, me too.
317
00:12:18,978 --> 00:12:21,413
That way you can spoil both of
us once my fashion line tanks.
318
00:12:21,732 --> 00:12:23,300
Hey. Stop with the self hate.
319
00:12:23,325 --> 00:12:26,359
I don't hate myself as a
designer. Just as a businesswoman.
320
00:12:26,384 --> 00:12:27,835
You want to see my business plan so far?
321
00:12:27,860 --> 00:12:29,128
- Mm-hmm.
- All right.
322
00:12:30,123 --> 00:12:32,558
Oh, okay. Wow.
323
00:12:32,583 --> 00:12:34,384
Well, um...
324
00:12:34,483 --> 00:12:36,184
Shouldn't you be using a spreadsheet?
325
00:12:36,461 --> 00:12:38,462
Ugh, I don't even know what that is.
326
00:12:38,487 --> 00:12:39,587
That's okay. That's okay.
327
00:12:39,612 --> 00:12:41,245
It's easy. I will make you a template.
328
00:12:41,270 --> 00:12:42,736
Easy.
329
00:12:43,336 --> 00:12:46,204
Oh, my God. Ellie just
tweeted about her skin cancer.
330
00:12:46,229 --> 00:12:48,331
I'm sure she just hadn't gone public yet.
331
00:12:48,414 --> 00:12:50,115
"Cancer has taught me to live boldly
332
00:12:50,149 --> 00:12:51,717
"in a way I never would have
333
00:12:51,751 --> 00:12:53,986
if there weren't a
ticking clock on my life."
334
00:12:54,020 --> 00:12:55,656
That's a nice way to put it.
335
00:12:55,681 --> 00:12:58,516
That's exactly the way I put
it when I saw her yesterday!
336
00:12:58,541 --> 00:13:00,108
She stole my words!
337
00:13:00,258 --> 00:13:01,993
Okay. All right.
338
00:13:02,027 --> 00:13:03,528
Screw the benefit of
the doubt. She's awful.
339
00:13:03,562 --> 00:13:04,896
(Typing)
340
00:13:04,930 --> 00:13:07,264
I'm gonna unfollow her tonight. Just...
341
00:13:08,551 --> 00:13:10,619
You don't have to work on my
spreadsheet right now. We can...
342
00:13:10,644 --> 00:13:11,777
Oh, I'm not.
343
00:13:11,864 --> 00:13:14,498
I'm trying to figure out a
way to take this bitch down.
344
00:13:16,582 --> 00:13:18,049
Oh. (Laughs)
345
00:13:18,074 --> 00:13:19,975
(School bell ringing)
346
00:13:20,153 --> 00:13:21,960
TJ: We really don't need to ask now.
347
00:13:21,985 --> 00:13:24,851
Trust me. The more prepared you
are, the better the night will be.
348
00:13:24,876 --> 00:13:27,944
No thanks, guys. No threesome
for me, but I'm flattered.
349
00:13:27,969 --> 00:13:29,409
Please, if we were talking threesomes
350
00:13:29,434 --> 00:13:30,868
you know you're not the one we'd be asking.
351
00:13:30,893 --> 00:13:31,703
Babe...
352
00:13:31,820 --> 00:13:33,955
I know you're kidding, but please stop.
353
00:13:34,328 --> 00:13:35,750
You know I have a jealous streak.
354
00:13:35,775 --> 00:13:36,765
Sorry.
355
00:13:36,790 --> 00:13:38,791
I was wondering if you guys
were going to junior ball.
356
00:13:38,846 --> 00:13:40,246
My parents are going to be out of town,
357
00:13:40,271 --> 00:13:42,406
so after-partying at my place.
358
00:13:42,519 --> 00:13:46,376
Junior Ball... I don't think so.
359
00:13:46,400 --> 00:13:48,266
TJ: Oh, you should at least
come to the after-party.
360
00:13:48,291 --> 00:13:51,794
Fifty shades of Grey Goose Martinis.
361
00:13:52,574 --> 00:13:53,807
Think about it.
362
00:13:58,020 --> 00:14:02,289
I am so glad we're on the
same page about this stuff.
363
00:14:02,314 --> 00:14:05,031
Never been to a school
dance in my entire life.
364
00:14:05,056 --> 00:14:07,023
What kind of dancing could I even do?
365
00:14:07,048 --> 00:14:08,815
Eh, I guess there's always the robot.
366
00:14:08,840 --> 00:14:10,275
(Chuckles)
367
00:14:11,145 --> 00:14:13,347
Wait, you don't want to go, do you?
368
00:14:13,372 --> 00:14:15,539
Well, not if you don't.
I don't really care.
369
00:14:18,809 --> 00:14:19,876
Finn?
370
00:14:20,487 --> 00:14:21,519
What?
371
00:14:22,953 --> 00:14:24,888
Will you go to junior ball with me?
372
00:14:27,711 --> 00:14:28,745
(Chuckles)
373
00:14:28,779 --> 00:14:30,212
Was that a yes?
374
00:14:30,422 --> 00:14:31,690
- I didn't hear you.
- Sure.
375
00:14:31,724 --> 00:14:33,191
(Laughs)
376
00:14:33,225 --> 00:14:35,526
There has to be some rule
against what she's doing.
377
00:14:35,561 --> 00:14:38,596
It's like... it's like verbal
plagiarism. Is that a thing?
378
00:14:38,630 --> 00:14:40,931
It's a thing in that this
stuff happens all the time,
379
00:14:40,966 --> 00:14:44,433
but it's not a thing in that you
can't do anything or prove it.
380
00:14:44,458 --> 00:14:46,459
Unless you happened to have a
recoding device at your lunch.
381
00:14:46,484 --> 00:14:47,126
Ha.
382
00:14:47,629 --> 00:14:49,277
The old me probably would have.
383
00:14:49,302 --> 00:14:50,590
I'm glad I'm just meeting you now.
384
00:14:50,615 --> 00:14:52,650
We need to meet these
publishers before Ellie does.
385
00:14:52,790 --> 00:14:54,157
I have an idea.
386
00:14:54,182 --> 00:14:56,048
Do you happen to have any
connections at the U.N.?
387
00:14:56,162 --> 00:14:57,496
Now you're scaring me a little.
388
00:14:57,521 --> 00:14:58,955
No. I found out that The Post
389
00:14:58,980 --> 00:15:00,914
is hosting an event
for Book Smart tomorrow.
390
00:15:00,939 --> 00:15:03,566
It's a book release for
a former U.N. Secretary.
391
00:15:03,591 --> 00:15:05,458
I asked my old coworkers
at the paper if they could
392
00:15:05,483 --> 00:15:06,849
get me in, but they can't.
393
00:15:07,217 --> 00:15:08,351
Maybe you can,
394
00:15:08,376 --> 00:15:10,144
since you know these publishers.
395
00:15:11,207 --> 00:15:12,674
You do know these publishers, right?
396
00:15:12,699 --> 00:15:14,033
You bet. Let me make some calls.
397
00:15:16,707 --> 00:15:19,243
Oh, now. You want me to make the calls now.
398
00:15:19,268 --> 00:15:21,135
I mean, I can... it...
399
00:15:23,481 --> 00:15:24,949
Brenna: Thank you so much for doing this.
400
00:15:24,983 --> 00:15:28,722
I know it's last minute to
ask for a dress in like a day.
401
00:15:28,747 --> 00:15:32,550
I just want you to moderate
your expectations, okay?
402
00:15:33,487 --> 00:15:36,823
Creating my own line has
been a little challenging.
403
00:15:36,848 --> 00:15:38,849
Man, is it hot in here?
404
00:15:39,010 --> 00:15:41,111
- No.
- I feel like I'm sweating.
405
00:15:43,014 --> 00:15:45,448
You know what? I'm gonna grab
some water. I'll be right back.
406
00:15:45,473 --> 00:15:46,746
Okay.
407
00:15:48,305 --> 00:15:51,974
Hey, Brenna. That looks like
it's gonna be a nice dress.
408
00:15:51,999 --> 00:15:54,105
It's cool, right? Beth made it.
409
00:15:54,689 --> 00:15:56,472
You know what? We should go.
410
00:15:56,497 --> 00:15:58,731
Oh, so what's it for?
411
00:15:58,756 --> 00:16:01,623
Like a... Bat Mitzvah? Wha... ?
412
00:16:01,648 --> 00:16:02,681
Bat Mitzvah?
413
00:16:02,706 --> 00:16:04,341
Yeah.
414
00:16:04,366 --> 00:16:07,135
Yeah, maybe Sarah Jessica
Parker's Bat Mitzvah.
415
00:16:07,160 --> 00:16:10,480
Oh, no. I'm just saying, 'cause
it looks so... Buttoned up.
416
00:16:10,505 --> 00:16:12,573
But maybe that's the style these days.
417
00:16:12,754 --> 00:16:14,622
You know, I was gonna
add more yellow Lycra,
418
00:16:14,647 --> 00:16:17,699
but that hasn't been a thing since...
419
00:16:17,724 --> 00:16:19,777
I don't know. Way before I was born.
420
00:16:19,802 --> 00:16:21,803
Ah, well, these are for running.
421
00:16:21,828 --> 00:16:23,529
It's called exercise.
422
00:16:23,554 --> 00:16:24,879
I mean, I don't know
if you maybe haven't...
423
00:16:24,904 --> 00:16:26,605
- Let's go.
- Okay, well Shabbat shalom.
424
00:16:30,210 --> 00:16:31,344
Spin around.
425
00:16:33,863 --> 00:16:35,563
Oh, I hate it now.
426
00:16:35,598 --> 00:16:37,199
Don't hate it. Don't listen to him.
427
00:16:37,232 --> 00:16:39,362
He's right. You look like
you're going to a Bat Mitzvah.
428
00:16:39,387 --> 00:16:40,096
Don't listen.
429
00:16:49,878 --> 00:16:51,378
(Beeping)
430
00:16:59,779 --> 00:17:01,346
We have invites, right?
431
00:17:01,380 --> 00:17:03,215
No, but it shouldn't be a problem.
432
00:17:03,249 --> 00:17:05,150
Stay here. I'm gonna go talk to the guy.
433
00:17:05,184 --> 00:17:06,218
Excuse me.
434
00:17:06,252 --> 00:17:07,318
Hey.
435
00:17:07,353 --> 00:17:08,953
- Dominic.
- You got in!
436
00:17:08,987 --> 00:17:11,321
Uh, not yet. My agent's working on it.
437
00:17:11,356 --> 00:17:12,957
Dominic: I hope he has connections
438
00:17:12,991 --> 00:17:16,460
because they're being way stricter
than usual about the guest list.
439
00:17:16,494 --> 00:17:18,562
It's pretty high security
because of the author.
440
00:17:22,607 --> 00:17:23,774
Hey. Calvin Roth.
441
00:17:23,809 --> 00:17:25,374
I'm here with my literary
client, April Carver...
442
00:17:25,409 --> 00:17:27,209
Oh, no, Calvin. Dominic's a friend.
443
00:17:27,244 --> 00:17:28,377
He can't help us. I already tried.
444
00:17:28,412 --> 00:17:29,579
Oh, sorry, bro.
445
00:17:29,613 --> 00:17:31,781
Dude, I was trying to talk us in there.
446
00:17:31,816 --> 00:17:33,983
Kind of like how I talked you
into being my client, right April?
447
00:17:34,017 --> 00:17:37,019
Um, can I treat you to
dinner to make it up to you?
448
00:17:38,165 --> 00:17:40,099
No? Okay. I'm gonna
call you in the morning.
449
00:17:40,124 --> 00:17:41,224
Let's make magic.
450
00:17:41,434 --> 00:17:42,567
Nice to meet you.
451
00:17:42,592 --> 00:17:44,125
(Frustrated grunt)
452
00:17:49,387 --> 00:17:50,487
April: Ugh.
453
00:17:50,513 --> 00:17:52,214
I thought you guys were friends.
454
00:17:52,249 --> 00:17:55,284
Yeah, so did I, but she's
gonna hijack my book deal
455
00:17:55,318 --> 00:17:56,652
if I don't get in there.
456
00:17:56,686 --> 00:18:00,255
You know what? Time for Plan B.
457
00:18:02,558 --> 00:18:03,598
- April: Hey.
- Guard: Hey.
458
00:18:03,623 --> 00:18:04,575
- Dominic: Hey.
- Hey, hold up there.
459
00:18:04,600 --> 00:18:05,600
Oh.
460
00:18:06,611 --> 00:18:08,746
Yeah, yeah, I got a haircut.
461
00:18:09,148 --> 00:18:10,715
No, this pass is old.
462
00:18:10,740 --> 00:18:12,375
We updated our cards several months ago.
463
00:18:12,400 --> 00:18:13,325
Do you still work here?
464
00:18:13,350 --> 00:18:15,449
Yeah, sorry. Did I give you my old pass?
465
00:18:15,474 --> 00:18:18,476
(Chuckles) My new one
should be in here somewhere.
466
00:18:18,501 --> 00:18:20,870
Just right in...
467
00:18:22,848 --> 00:18:24,281
Ap? Ap! April!
468
00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:28,027
Can we get a medic over here?
469
00:18:29,262 --> 00:18:30,529
Medic!
470
00:18:35,849 --> 00:18:37,349
Medic: Have you ever had a seizure before?
471
00:18:37,384 --> 00:18:39,552
No, um...
472
00:18:39,587 --> 00:18:41,721
No, but my doctor told me it might happen.
473
00:18:41,755 --> 00:18:43,756
I have AML and I'm on a new clinical trial.
474
00:18:43,791 --> 00:18:46,492
We should send you to the hospital.
475
00:18:46,526 --> 00:18:48,227
No. No, no. You don't have to do that.
476
00:18:48,261 --> 00:18:49,795
I'll... I'll tell my doctor what happened.
477
00:18:49,829 --> 00:18:51,622
I see her all the time. Really.
478
00:18:51,647 --> 00:18:53,448
Stay here one second, please.
479
00:18:55,508 --> 00:18:57,576
Are you sure you don't
want to go to the hospital?
480
00:18:57,601 --> 00:18:58,634
Yep.
481
00:18:58,914 --> 00:19:00,414
'Cause I was faking.
482
00:19:00,439 --> 00:19:02,079
Come on. They can't see us from back here.
483
00:19:03,646 --> 00:19:05,411
You can't just do that, April.
484
00:19:05,436 --> 00:19:07,903
I'm sorry! I... I had to think fast.
485
00:19:07,928 --> 00:19:09,568
And when I passes out at that blood drive,
486
00:19:09,593 --> 00:19:11,728
I ended up with an interview
with Richie Miranda, so...
487
00:19:11,753 --> 00:19:13,153
Well, you should have warned me.
488
00:19:14,803 --> 00:19:16,204
I thought it was really happening.
489
00:19:18,058 --> 00:19:20,793
Sorry. I wasn't thinking.
490
00:19:24,869 --> 00:19:26,636
(Party music playing)
491
00:19:35,115 --> 00:19:36,316
April!
492
00:19:36,350 --> 00:19:37,584
Ellie.
493
00:19:39,453 --> 00:19:41,119
Is this your boyfriend?
494
00:19:41,154 --> 00:19:42,154
No.
495
00:19:42,188 --> 00:19:43,856
So where's your girlfriend?
496
00:19:43,890 --> 00:19:45,257
I don't have one.
497
00:19:45,291 --> 00:19:46,725
Good to know.
498
00:19:47,687 --> 00:19:50,155
Doesn't cancer just eliminate
the need for small talk?
499
00:19:50,180 --> 00:19:52,047
You just gotta lay it all
on the table out front.
500
00:19:52,072 --> 00:19:55,074
Yeah, except the whole cancer part, huh?
501
00:19:55,099 --> 00:19:57,767
Cancer's an incredibly personal thing.
502
00:19:57,792 --> 00:20:01,162
It's each person's secret
to tell when they feel ready.
503
00:20:01,187 --> 00:20:03,655
Ellie, you stole my words.
504
00:20:03,669 --> 00:20:05,370
And now you're trying
to steal my book deal?
505
00:20:05,404 --> 00:20:07,639
I mean, what do you even
need a publisher for?
506
00:20:07,673 --> 00:20:09,207
Can't you just release an e-book?
507
00:20:09,242 --> 00:20:12,310
Or like a series of tweets to
your thousands of followers?
508
00:20:12,345 --> 00:20:15,879
Personally, I feel like my
story deserves a hard cover
509
00:20:15,913 --> 00:20:17,638
and a display at Barnes and Noble.
510
00:20:17,663 --> 00:20:19,530
And it's not like you have a monopoly on
511
00:20:19,555 --> 00:20:21,310
on writing a book about cancer putting
512
00:20:21,335 --> 00:20:22,836
your life in perspective.
513
00:20:23,100 --> 00:20:26,069
My skin cancer scare
changed my whole outlook.
514
00:20:26,931 --> 00:20:28,131
Scare?
515
00:20:28,156 --> 00:20:29,290
Yeah.
516
00:20:29,315 --> 00:20:31,115
I had the mole removed, so I'm fine,
517
00:20:31,140 --> 00:20:32,774
but it was cancerous.
518
00:20:32,799 --> 00:20:36,367
And just, you know, thinking about what
might have happened was really hard.
519
00:20:36,610 --> 00:20:40,638
Anyway, I should... I should go
find my contact from Book Smart.
520
00:20:40,663 --> 00:20:43,198
'Cause we've been tweeting
at each other, so...
521
00:20:43,223 --> 00:20:44,390
Check you later?
522
00:20:45,659 --> 00:20:48,826
She clearly wants you.
523
00:20:48,851 --> 00:20:49,951
I need to distract her
524
00:20:49,976 --> 00:20:52,144
so I can meet those
publishers before she does.
525
00:20:52,169 --> 00:20:53,544
So...
526
00:20:54,625 --> 00:20:56,260
You wanna use me as bait.
527
00:20:56,285 --> 00:20:57,885
Please.
528
00:21:00,982 --> 00:21:02,249
Thank you.
529
00:21:10,323 --> 00:21:12,091
(Laughs)
530
00:21:12,677 --> 00:21:13,826
April?
531
00:21:13,861 --> 00:21:15,528
I didn't see your name on the guest list.
532
00:21:15,562 --> 00:21:16,729
Hi, Raquel.
533
00:21:16,764 --> 00:21:18,898
Feel like I have deja vu.
534
00:21:18,932 --> 00:21:21,400
You're in a blazer and
you're here with Dominic?
535
00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:22,833
Raquel: It's happening again?
536
00:21:22,858 --> 00:21:24,659
Uh, no. No, we're just friends.
537
00:21:25,938 --> 00:21:27,472
So then what are you doing here?
538
00:21:27,507 --> 00:21:30,074
I am writing a memoir.
539
00:21:30,109 --> 00:21:31,743
(Chuckles)
540
00:21:31,778 --> 00:21:33,445
Man, I told you you'd get
a book deal out of this.
541
00:21:33,479 --> 00:21:36,980
Well I don't have one yet, but Book
Smart showed interest in my proposal,
542
00:21:37,015 --> 00:21:39,082
so I'm hoping to meet
someone that works there.
543
00:21:39,117 --> 00:21:41,052
Have you met Gwen Johnson?
544
00:21:41,077 --> 00:21:43,846
The president? (Scoffs)
Yeah, right. I wish.
545
00:21:43,871 --> 00:21:45,606
Well, she's here.
546
00:21:45,631 --> 00:21:46,997
She's in my Krav Maga class.
547
00:21:47,022 --> 00:21:49,457
Or, she was before I skipped two levels.
548
00:21:49,482 --> 00:21:52,251
My teacher said that he's
never seen more natural talent
549
00:21:52,276 --> 00:21:55,077
from someone who's never been
in actual military combat.
550
00:21:56,020 --> 00:21:57,553
- Wow.
- You wanna meet her?
551
00:21:57,578 --> 00:21:59,712
I can introduce you.
552
00:21:59,737 --> 00:22:01,371
Are you kidding?
553
00:22:02,795 --> 00:22:04,529
Do I seem like a funny person to you?
554
00:22:09,103 --> 00:22:10,803
You know, I'm no fashion expert,
555
00:22:10,828 --> 00:22:12,561
but that dress looks done to me.
556
00:22:12,586 --> 00:22:13,954
(Sighs)
557
00:22:17,827 --> 00:22:19,094
Cheers.
558
00:22:20,244 --> 00:22:22,712
Thank you, but if I drink that,
559
00:22:22,737 --> 00:22:24,537
I am going to immediately pass out.
560
00:22:32,083 --> 00:22:34,351
And that was not the desired effect.
561
00:22:34,376 --> 00:22:36,731
I'm sorry.
562
00:22:36,756 --> 00:22:38,790
I'm just kind of panicking about my job.
563
00:22:38,815 --> 00:22:40,528
But you did so good with your first order.
564
00:22:40,552 --> 00:22:42,319
That was one dress. And look at me.
565
00:22:42,353 --> 00:22:44,153
I mean, if making one dress is that taxing,
566
00:22:44,188 --> 00:22:46,289
then how in the hell am I going
to make this a full-time business
567
00:22:46,323 --> 00:22:48,057
all by myself?
568
00:22:48,100 --> 00:22:49,967
What was I thinking leaving Jaclyn?
569
00:22:49,993 --> 00:22:51,660
You were being smart.
570
00:22:51,695 --> 00:22:54,130
I just feel like I did
this way before I was ready.
571
00:22:54,155 --> 00:22:55,422
You are ready.
572
00:22:55,841 --> 00:22:58,267
And, look, even if you're not, sometimes...
573
00:22:58,302 --> 00:23:00,935
Sometimes it's a good thing
to jump in without a life vest
574
00:23:00,970 --> 00:23:02,536
and figure it out later.
575
00:23:02,667 --> 00:23:04,402
I don't know about that,
576
00:23:04,427 --> 00:23:07,786
because I am drowning right now.
577
00:23:07,811 --> 00:23:09,578
God, I should never have
let you talk me into this.
578
00:23:09,603 --> 00:23:12,653
I mean, it's not like you just
jumped in without a life vest.
579
00:23:12,678 --> 00:23:14,045
You're a pharmaceutical rep.
580
00:23:16,534 --> 00:23:19,135
Okay, my job might seem safe to you,
581
00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:22,130
but I actually did take
risks to make it happen.
582
00:23:22,646 --> 00:23:24,004
None of my family went to college
583
00:23:24,029 --> 00:23:25,430
and they couldn't pay for it.
584
00:23:25,888 --> 00:23:29,224
I took out a loan myself
and did a two year program
585
00:23:29,249 --> 00:23:30,497
because it's all I could afford.
586
00:23:31,474 --> 00:23:34,275
And now I'm really proud
of the work that I do.
587
00:23:34,309 --> 00:23:36,077
In part because of how I got here.
588
00:23:42,315 --> 00:23:43,882
You're not gonna stay over?
589
00:23:43,907 --> 00:23:45,608
Well, I just...
590
00:23:47,032 --> 00:23:48,532
I feel like I'm not helping you here.
591
00:23:48,808 --> 00:23:51,342
So let's just talk tomorrow, okay?
592
00:23:58,670 --> 00:24:01,404
(Door opens, closes)
593
00:24:03,568 --> 00:24:06,902
Raquel: She was our head reporter
on the Bruce Hendrie campaign,
594
00:24:06,927 --> 00:24:08,827
and April worked with us until last fall
595
00:24:08,862 --> 00:24:10,796
when she had to leave for health reasons.
596
00:24:10,830 --> 00:24:13,966
Now she's writing a memoir that I
hope to play a significant role in.
597
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:16,735
Oh, you will definitely be in it.
598
00:24:16,770 --> 00:24:19,438
I actually sent my proposal to
Book Smart. Maybe you read it?
599
00:24:19,472 --> 00:24:21,306
Oh, Gwen's too high
ranking to read proposals.
600
00:24:21,340 --> 00:24:23,294
Well, wait a minute. I read some of them.
601
00:24:23,319 --> 00:24:24,341
Um, what's it called?
602
00:24:24,366 --> 00:24:25,399
Chasing Life.
603
00:24:25,778 --> 00:24:27,979
Hmm. Well, titles can be changed.
604
00:24:28,013 --> 00:24:30,138
It's a reference to something my dad wrote,
605
00:24:30,163 --> 00:24:32,474
and it applies to my life,
since I'm living with cancer now.
606
00:24:32,499 --> 00:24:33,614
So I kind of reclaimed it.
607
00:24:33,639 --> 00:24:35,507
Oh, the cancer memoir.
608
00:24:35,521 --> 00:24:38,056
I read your proposal.
That was very entertaining.
609
00:24:38,090 --> 00:24:39,491
Wow, thank you.
610
00:24:39,525 --> 00:24:42,146
Yeah, I wanted to give it some
levity so it wasn't too depressing.
611
00:24:42,171 --> 00:24:44,940
Oh, no, no, no. That was
not depressing at all.
612
00:24:44,965 --> 00:24:46,398
As a matter of fact, the chapter where
613
00:24:46,423 --> 00:24:48,724
you thought your skin
cancer was herpes at first.
614
00:24:48,749 --> 00:24:50,884
Ha! Now that had me laughing out loud.
615
00:24:50,909 --> 00:24:53,692
That's actually not...
That one's not my book.
616
00:24:53,717 --> 00:24:56,185
Oh, but your book is about cancer, too?
617
00:24:57,556 --> 00:24:58,656
Who's your agent?
618
00:24:58,681 --> 00:24:59,714
Calvin Roth.
619
00:24:59,930 --> 00:25:01,097
Mmm.
620
00:25:01,638 --> 00:25:03,773
Uh, April, why don't you
send me what you have.
621
00:25:03,807 --> 00:25:04,840
I'll make sure Gwen gets it.
622
00:25:04,875 --> 00:25:06,008
Thanks, Raquel.
623
00:25:06,042 --> 00:25:08,977
Pleasure to meet you.
Good luck with everything.
624
00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:27,691
Brenna come down. Thank you.
625
00:25:31,044 --> 00:25:32,177
Oh!
626
00:25:32,211 --> 00:25:34,279
Okay, hold on. Stay. Stay.
Wait, wait, wait. Wait.
627
00:25:34,313 --> 00:25:36,753
Stay on the stairs. I want to
get a picture of you coming down.
628
00:25:36,782 --> 00:25:37,749
No, no, no, no, no, no.
629
00:25:37,783 --> 00:25:39,184
That's such a bad angle.
630
00:25:39,218 --> 00:25:41,118
No one looks good from underneath.
631
00:25:41,154 --> 00:25:42,220
Well, Brenna does.
632
00:25:43,455 --> 00:25:45,556
No... no... not that I've seen
her from underneath that much.
633
00:25:45,590 --> 00:25:47,458
I'm just saying she looks
good from all angles. I...
634
00:25:47,856 --> 00:25:49,593
Not that I've seen her from all angles.
635
00:25:49,627 --> 00:25:51,362
I'm just saying, you know, at school, I...
636
00:25:51,396 --> 00:25:54,831
Sara: Finn, it's okay.
I'm not that kind of mom.
637
00:25:54,866 --> 00:25:57,700
But I'm not not that kind of mom. Just...
638
00:25:57,734 --> 00:26:00,552
Yes, thank you. We will behave.
639
00:26:00,577 --> 00:26:03,079
I'm continuing down the stairs now.
640
00:26:04,635 --> 00:26:07,371
Oh, um, uh, here's this...
641
00:26:07,587 --> 00:26:09,788
Flower bracelet thing.
642
00:26:09,813 --> 00:26:10,880
- Corsage.
- Yeah.
643
00:26:10,914 --> 00:26:13,483
April: Oh, look who is
getting into the spirit.
644
00:26:13,517 --> 00:26:15,966
I told you cheesy milestones could be fun.
645
00:26:15,991 --> 00:26:17,981
Embracing the cheese, you know?
646
00:26:18,006 --> 00:26:20,741
If you're gonna go for
it, go big or go home.
647
00:26:20,766 --> 00:26:22,266
That's right.
648
00:26:22,291 --> 00:26:24,627
(Laughter)
649
00:26:26,474 --> 00:26:28,809
- Oh.
- Oh, how sweet.
650
00:26:29,108 --> 00:26:30,408
Boop.
651
00:26:33,919 --> 00:26:36,153
So, did you lock it up with the publisher?
652
00:26:36,178 --> 00:26:38,680
No. Probably not.
653
00:26:38,705 --> 00:26:41,139
I mean, she has a compelling
reason to pick the flashier book
654
00:26:41,164 --> 00:26:43,699
and I just don't know that it'll be mine.
655
00:26:44,777 --> 00:26:46,878
But you know what?
656
00:26:46,912 --> 00:26:48,379
I tried.
657
00:26:48,413 --> 00:26:51,615
- Raquel even helped, weirdly.
- That's not weird.
658
00:26:51,650 --> 00:26:54,151
The Post isn't as
cut-throat as it used to be.
659
00:26:54,185 --> 00:26:55,819
Raquel's way less hostile.
660
00:26:55,853 --> 00:26:57,454
I'm like 20 percent less
attracted to her now.
661
00:26:57,489 --> 00:26:58,192
(Chuckles)
662
00:26:58,217 --> 00:27:00,585
Well, she's probably realizing
that old school journalism
663
00:27:00,610 --> 00:27:02,745
is losing it's power and we
all need to stick together.
664
00:27:03,052 --> 00:27:06,060
Which isn't so easy when there's a
new person getting fired every day.
665
00:27:06,130 --> 00:27:07,664
Or quitting.
666
00:27:07,698 --> 00:27:10,263
Everyone's trying to get out, even me.
667
00:27:10,288 --> 00:27:11,622
Well, you have your book though, right?
668
00:27:11,763 --> 00:27:13,196
It didn't sell.
669
00:27:13,221 --> 00:27:15,523
Even after I added this whole
subplot with sexual roleplay...
670
00:27:15,548 --> 00:27:17,149
I don't know that I need the details.
671
00:27:17,174 --> 00:27:19,342
Now I'm trying to come
up with a backup plan.
672
00:27:19,367 --> 00:27:20,606
Maybe I can invent something.
673
00:27:20,631 --> 00:27:22,398
Ooh, any ideas?
674
00:27:22,665 --> 00:27:24,265
A time machine to take me back to school
675
00:27:24,290 --> 00:27:25,290
so I can pick another major.
676
00:27:25,315 --> 00:27:27,651
- (Chuckles)
- Times are tough.
677
00:27:27,687 --> 00:27:29,454
Even dudes with publishing
deals are getting out.
678
00:27:29,479 --> 00:27:31,333
Dominic's trying to sell
his house so he can bail.
679
00:27:31,358 --> 00:27:35,028
Yeah. He mentioned wanting
to start fresh somewhere else.
680
00:27:36,529 --> 00:27:38,363
I gotta say, I'd be kind
of bummed if he left.
681
00:27:38,388 --> 00:27:40,889
Ugh, God. Don't say that to
him or he'll change his mind.
682
00:27:41,033 --> 00:27:42,568
What do you mean?
683
00:27:43,457 --> 00:27:45,258
Don't tell a secret to
a man with a megaphone.
684
00:27:45,283 --> 00:27:47,050
That's what my parents always used to say.
685
00:27:47,075 --> 00:27:48,910
Is that an old Indian saying?
686
00:27:49,284 --> 00:27:52,085
No. They just said that 'cause
I would tell all their secrets.
687
00:27:53,117 --> 00:27:54,817
(Sighs) Come on, April.
688
00:27:55,683 --> 00:27:57,450
You knew that guy was
still in love with you.
689
00:28:04,482 --> 00:28:05,816
Oh, mom!
690
00:28:05,851 --> 00:28:09,020
Oh, how many shower poufs did you get?
691
00:28:09,054 --> 00:28:11,154
I thought you might like color options.
692
00:28:11,188 --> 00:28:13,823
Right, well now my bathroom
is ready for gay pride.
693
00:28:13,858 --> 00:28:15,659
Yes, but is it ready for...
694
00:28:15,693 --> 00:28:18,227
This fabulous
over-the-door organizer?
695
00:28:20,498 --> 00:28:22,632
How are you my daughter
and not excited about this?
696
00:28:22,666 --> 00:28:24,634
Sorry, I am. Wow.
697
00:28:24,823 --> 00:28:27,558
I'm just... I'm distracted.
698
00:28:29,124 --> 00:28:31,425
I saw Danny today, and...
699
00:28:31,623 --> 00:28:34,792
He basically told me that
Dominic still has feelings for me.
700
00:28:34,944 --> 00:28:37,246
Oh.
701
00:28:37,280 --> 00:28:40,449
Well, that's a lot to process.
702
00:28:40,484 --> 00:28:42,318
Mm-hmm. Yeah.
703
00:28:43,338 --> 00:28:44,637
Well, just because you know
704
00:28:44,662 --> 00:28:47,142
doesn't mean you have to decide
what to do about it right away.
705
00:28:51,568 --> 00:28:53,202
Is Dominic dating Ellie now?
706
00:28:53,236 --> 00:28:54,570
No.
707
00:28:54,605 --> 00:28:56,739
They probably hooked up last night.
708
00:28:56,981 --> 00:29:00,042
So, I could wait to bring it up with him,
709
00:29:00,076 --> 00:29:02,310
but he'll just move on.
710
00:29:02,437 --> 00:29:04,873
You know, you've seen
the guy. He has options.
711
00:29:06,935 --> 00:29:09,528
Consequences aside,
what would you tell him?
712
00:29:10,153 --> 00:29:12,685
I don't know. I...
713
00:29:12,710 --> 00:29:14,678
I would tell him that it's complicated.
714
00:29:15,699 --> 00:29:19,902
You know, when we were together,
for the first time in my life,
715
00:29:20,043 --> 00:29:21,376
I thought, "this is it.
716
00:29:21,891 --> 00:29:23,747
This is the guy."
717
00:29:25,632 --> 00:29:28,434
The timing was just terrible
718
00:29:28,538 --> 00:29:30,606
and things ended so suddenly.
719
00:29:30,631 --> 00:29:33,146
And not because we didn't have
feelings for each other anymore.
720
00:29:33,171 --> 00:29:35,939
But then, you know, I fell for Leo
721
00:29:35,964 --> 00:29:40,734
and... and I threw myself
completely into that.
722
00:29:40,759 --> 00:29:42,426
And now it just...
723
00:29:43,724 --> 00:29:45,892
It feels too soon to start anything again.
724
00:29:45,926 --> 00:29:47,827
I know.
725
00:29:51,222 --> 00:29:54,158
But when I look at that
picture, I don't know. I want...
726
00:29:54,183 --> 00:29:55,841
I want to tell him to just...
727
00:29:56,567 --> 00:29:59,068
I don't know, wait for me.
728
00:29:59,461 --> 00:30:01,495
That's so selfish, though.
729
00:30:02,276 --> 00:30:03,710
(Grunts)
730
00:30:03,735 --> 00:30:07,871
Okay, but don't let guilt
make the decision for you.
731
00:30:09,396 --> 00:30:11,230
Sometimes you just have
to listen to your heart,
732
00:30:11,265 --> 00:30:13,599
no matter how selfish it sounds.
733
00:30:22,341 --> 00:30:25,152
Then we do a mile along the waterfront.
734
00:30:25,177 --> 00:30:26,977
And end up in the leather district.
735
00:30:27,012 --> 00:30:29,247
- Oh, maybe I can find a daddy.
- I'm nervous.
736
00:30:29,290 --> 00:30:32,091
I mean, I've never even made
it through a full practice run.
737
00:30:32,116 --> 00:30:34,650
-You know what? Maybe I shouldn't do this.
-No, the a... no, the adrenaline
738
00:30:34,675 --> 00:30:36,208
- will help.
- No, no, no, no, no. I... I... I...
739
00:30:36,233 --> 00:30:38,969
It's been great running for fun with you,
740
00:30:38,994 --> 00:30:40,828
but the pressure of a race
741
00:30:40,853 --> 00:30:43,521
is just making me feel discouraged.
742
00:30:44,013 --> 00:30:46,963
With all the family drama I've had lately,
743
00:30:46,997 --> 00:30:49,075
negative feelings are
the last thing I need.
744
00:30:49,100 --> 00:30:51,204
Use it to motivate you.
745
00:30:51,229 --> 00:30:53,796
Think about someone who's wronged you.
746
00:30:53,821 --> 00:30:55,888
Or... or one of your children.
747
00:30:55,913 --> 00:30:58,180
Hell hath no fury like a parent scorned.
748
00:30:58,205 --> 00:30:59,646
Yeah, so I've noticed.
749
00:30:59,857 --> 00:31:02,792
You should lighten up
on Beth. She's only 24.
750
00:31:02,826 --> 00:31:06,662
Well, I just hate to see my son blindsided,
751
00:31:06,697 --> 00:31:09,498
and it's not like Beth
upgraded. Have you seen my son?
752
00:31:09,532 --> 00:31:11,766
He's taller. He's better
looking than Tristan.
753
00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:15,508
Uh, Josh? Ugh.
754
00:31:15,533 --> 00:31:17,167
Mmm.
755
00:31:18,205 --> 00:31:21,674
I'm sure my therapist
friend is not going to let
756
00:31:21,699 --> 00:31:24,234
that Freudian slip pass, is she?
757
00:31:24,433 --> 00:31:26,232
No, she is not.
758
00:31:26,257 --> 00:31:28,758
Just found out that my ex is engaged
759
00:31:28,783 --> 00:31:31,685
to that pocket gay.
760
00:31:31,710 --> 00:31:34,079
Aw, I'm sorry. Why didn't you tell me?
761
00:31:34,104 --> 00:31:35,438
I was still in shock.
762
00:31:35,468 --> 00:31:38,444
It's stupid, but in my mind,
I was hoping that they'd...
763
00:31:38,469 --> 00:31:39,903
Just be a fling.
764
00:31:39,928 --> 00:31:42,229
You would have taken him back?
765
00:31:42,475 --> 00:31:44,708
I agreed to be with that
man for the rest of my life.
766
00:31:44,743 --> 00:31:47,178
He's the one that broke the contract.
767
00:31:47,212 --> 00:31:48,712
Yeah, I didn't have that option,
768
00:31:48,747 --> 00:31:49,975
working things out with my husband,
769
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,702
but I suppose if I had, I
probably would have tried.
770
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:55,573
Which would have been a mistake,
771
00:31:55,598 --> 00:31:59,067
because I'm better off being
single than living a lie.
772
00:32:00,484 --> 00:32:03,719
You... you can't really be that
zen about it. Weren't you angry?
773
00:32:03,753 --> 00:32:06,188
Well, if I let myself dwell on the details,
774
00:32:06,222 --> 00:32:08,423
I will get angry. That's
why I don't go there.
775
00:32:08,458 --> 00:32:13,462
I'm telling you, Sara, sometimes
it's good to go there. Get angry.
776
00:32:13,823 --> 00:32:17,064
It'll put a fire in
your belly in a good way.
777
00:32:17,099 --> 00:32:20,018
Like when you need to run a 10k.
778
00:32:20,122 --> 00:32:22,123
Hmm? Yes?
779
00:32:24,276 --> 00:32:25,476
- Okay.
- All right.
780
00:32:25,501 --> 00:32:28,103
- There you go.
- Actually, yes. Go.
781
00:32:28,128 --> 00:32:29,695
- Okay.
- (Laughs) Yeah.
782
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:36,595
Well, here's to making it
through that train wreck.
783
00:32:37,049 --> 00:32:38,482
Teej, we're waiting.
784
00:32:38,932 --> 00:32:43,535
Sorry, my strawberry jalapeño
shooter needs a jalapeño.
785
00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:44,760
Cheers.
786
00:32:44,785 --> 00:32:46,086
Cheers.
787
00:32:50,580 --> 00:32:51,947
TJ: What? You don't like it?
788
00:32:51,982 --> 00:32:54,750
I made yours with cilantro and
lime 'cause you can't drink.
789
00:32:54,784 --> 00:32:56,352
That's what it is, cilantro.
790
00:32:56,386 --> 00:32:59,251
I used to love the stuff, but after my
transplant it tastes like soap to me.
791
00:32:59,307 --> 00:33:01,575
Cilantro always tastes like soap to me.
792
00:33:01,610 --> 00:33:03,277
(Both chuckle)
793
00:33:03,311 --> 00:33:05,546
By the way, it's your lucky night.
794
00:33:05,580 --> 00:33:07,414
Mariah and her new girlfriend
795
00:33:07,448 --> 00:33:09,549
went to an anti-rape
rally at Harvard tonight,
796
00:33:09,583 --> 00:33:13,019
so we have an extra room.
797
00:33:14,109 --> 00:33:15,809
What do you mean you have an extra room?
798
00:33:15,834 --> 00:33:17,535
Oh my God, you're so cute.
799
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:19,461
Babe, what did we talk about?
800
00:33:21,817 --> 00:33:23,683
There's a bedroom at the end of the hall
801
00:33:23,708 --> 00:33:26,509
waiting for you and your lady
whenever you're ready to get...
802
00:33:26,819 --> 00:33:28,953
You know, more intimate.
803
00:33:30,028 --> 00:33:32,429
Oh, don't worry. I got your back.
804
00:33:32,893 --> 00:33:34,694
And your front.
805
00:33:42,932 --> 00:33:45,233
TV: Okay, ladies,time is running out...
806
00:33:45,268 --> 00:33:48,003
You learn something new about
your best friend every day.
807
00:33:48,038 --> 00:33:50,939
April: Never would have pegged you
for a home shopping network fan.
808
00:33:50,974 --> 00:33:52,507
Something about how the models spin around
809
00:33:52,542 --> 00:33:55,277
in those stretchy pants just calms me down.
810
00:33:56,067 --> 00:33:57,467
(Knocking)
811
00:33:57,493 --> 00:33:59,427
You get it.
812
00:33:59,452 --> 00:34:01,419
Nope. I'm not wearing a bra.
813
00:34:02,167 --> 00:34:03,400
Sorry.
814
00:34:06,136 --> 00:34:07,269
April: Coming.
815
00:34:09,830 --> 00:34:11,830
- Hey...
- (April sighs)
816
00:34:12,666 --> 00:34:13,865
Ellie got published, didn't she?
817
00:34:13,899 --> 00:34:16,435
No, but, uh, you sort of did.
818
00:34:16,469 --> 00:34:17,602
What?
819
00:34:17,637 --> 00:34:19,037
What are you talking about?
820
00:34:19,071 --> 00:34:21,673
A chapter from your proposal
leaked to The Post's website.
821
00:34:21,708 --> 00:34:23,208
I don't even know how it happened.
822
00:34:23,242 --> 00:34:27,001
My old boss, Raquel, said she was
gonna slip it to Gwen at Book Smart.
823
00:34:27,026 --> 00:34:28,560
Well, she slipped it to all of Boston.
824
00:34:28,585 --> 00:34:30,318
April: Of course she wasn't
trying to do me a favor.
825
00:34:30,343 --> 00:34:31,970
She was trying to screw me over!
826
00:34:31,995 --> 00:34:34,430
Oh, my God! Is this...
Is this bad? Is this bad?
827
00:34:34,494 --> 00:34:35,927
I mean, it's not the best thing
828
00:34:35,962 --> 00:34:37,162
when you're looking to get published,
829
00:34:37,197 --> 00:34:38,297
since it's no longer exclusive.
830
00:34:38,331 --> 00:34:39,465
No, no. Calvin, Calvin.
831
00:34:39,499 --> 00:34:41,139
You're supposed to tell me that it's okay.
832
00:34:41,167 --> 00:34:42,901
I don't know if it is.
I'm new to this, too.
833
00:34:42,935 --> 00:34:44,255
Just say it's okay. Say it's okay.
834
00:34:55,666 --> 00:34:57,767
That wall is so pink.
835
00:34:58,642 --> 00:35:00,410
Finn: Yeah, it is.
836
00:35:03,609 --> 00:35:05,277
I used to want a bed like this.
837
00:35:07,120 --> 00:35:08,955
I always wanted a waterbed.
838
00:35:08,980 --> 00:35:10,213
(Both chuckle)
839
00:35:14,596 --> 00:35:16,731
Well, this is awkward. (Chuckles)
840
00:35:17,172 --> 00:35:19,306
It doesn't have to be.
841
00:35:21,093 --> 00:35:23,895
You're in a unique situation
842
00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:28,308
and you have to prioritize
your health above anything.
843
00:35:29,333 --> 00:35:30,876
And I get that.
844
00:35:38,119 --> 00:35:40,120
Living on the edge, huh?
845
00:35:45,451 --> 00:35:46,652
What's wrong?
846
00:35:48,322 --> 00:35:50,257
You know we can't do that,
847
00:35:50,831 --> 00:35:53,199
as much as I want to.
848
00:35:54,395 --> 00:35:56,429
I... I just hate that I've only
849
00:35:56,454 --> 00:35:58,855
kissed my girlfriend with a stupid mask on.
850
00:36:03,635 --> 00:36:05,103
Well...
851
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:10,149
How risky would it be
if we just kissed once?
852
00:36:13,774 --> 00:36:15,641
I'm willing to find out if you are.
853
00:36:30,609 --> 00:36:32,610
I don't want to make you sicker.
854
00:36:33,717 --> 00:36:35,599
Can we just pretend that I'm not?
855
00:36:35,696 --> 00:36:37,197
Please?
856
00:36:38,496 --> 00:36:40,564
♪ I do
857
00:36:43,939 --> 00:36:46,508
♪ I want you
858
00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:50,520
♪ I want you
859
00:36:52,644 --> 00:36:55,012
♪ I want you
860
00:36:56,478 --> 00:36:58,346
♪ I do
861
00:36:59,672 --> 00:37:02,808
Thank you for stopping by. I needed this.
862
00:37:03,108 --> 00:37:04,609
Of course. It was on the way
863
00:37:04,634 --> 00:37:06,468
to the finish line at my mom's 10k.
864
00:37:08,890 --> 00:37:12,447
So, I realized I never talked to you
865
00:37:12,481 --> 00:37:14,248
after throwing you to the
wolves at the book launch.
866
00:37:14,531 --> 00:37:15,671
You mean Ellie.
867
00:37:15,696 --> 00:37:18,062
Yeah, she was interesting.
868
00:37:18,087 --> 00:37:19,454
Pretty aggressive.
869
00:37:20,274 --> 00:37:22,341
So how long did you guys hang out for?
870
00:37:22,366 --> 00:37:23,733
I saw the pictures you posted.
871
00:37:23,758 --> 00:37:25,057
(Chuckles) You did?
872
00:37:25,104 --> 00:37:26,570
Yeah.
873
00:37:26,595 --> 00:37:28,963
Well, right after that,
she ditched me and started
874
00:37:28,988 --> 00:37:31,522
chasing after the arts and
entertainment guy at The Sentinel.
875
00:37:32,051 --> 00:37:34,853
Wasn't about me. She just
wanted press for her book.
876
00:37:34,878 --> 00:37:37,647
Hmm. Well, she can take mine.
877
00:37:37,693 --> 00:37:39,026
Now that my excerpt leaked,
878
00:37:39,051 --> 00:37:40,367
there's no way it's getting published.
879
00:37:40,609 --> 00:37:42,976
Hey, did you make a
decision about the house?
880
00:37:43,265 --> 00:37:44,932
Yeah.
881
00:37:44,957 --> 00:37:47,158
My mom thinks I'll be
able to sell it again as is
882
00:37:47,183 --> 00:37:50,018
and financially, it makes the
most sense for me to do that.
883
00:37:50,043 --> 00:37:52,110
So I'm in the market for a new place.
884
00:37:52,687 --> 00:37:54,320
Here or... ?
885
00:37:54,355 --> 00:37:55,421
Anywhere.
886
00:37:55,446 --> 00:37:59,114
You know, there's nothing tying me
down to any particular city, so...
887
00:38:00,749 --> 00:38:03,585
It's kind of exciting. There are so
many cities I can see myself living in.
888
00:38:03,767 --> 00:38:05,635
Nashville, Seattle...
889
00:38:10,368 --> 00:38:11,501
Keep me posted.
890
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:14,080
I should head to the race.
891
00:38:14,105 --> 00:38:16,540
Thanks for this.
892
00:38:27,287 --> 00:38:31,231
April: After I was diagnosed,my anger felt insurmountable.
893
00:38:31,278 --> 00:38:33,859
I couldn't accept the fact
that my life could be ending
894
00:38:33,893 --> 00:38:36,428
when I was only supposed to be
a quarter of the way through it.
895
00:38:36,462 --> 00:38:37,730
(Cheering and applause)
896
00:38:37,764 --> 00:38:41,100
I feared the start
of my next chapter.
897
00:38:41,134 --> 00:38:43,401
Is happiness even worth experiencing
898
00:38:43,436 --> 00:38:46,404
if it's followed by
such enormous pain?
899
00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:49,073
There she is! Go, mom!
900
00:38:49,108 --> 00:38:51,542
It's the beauty and
tragedy of being alive.
901
00:38:53,011 --> 00:38:54,511
And I didn't know if
I was strong enough
902
00:38:54,546 --> 00:38:57,548
to go through another round
of hope and then despair,
903
00:38:57,582 --> 00:39:00,218
especially as my body
conspired against me.
904
00:39:06,394 --> 00:39:09,630
So, I press on, like we all do.
905
00:39:11,142 --> 00:39:13,309
Whether we're sick or not,
906
00:39:13,334 --> 00:39:17,504
we're all withstanding the lows
to get a taste of the highs.
907
00:39:17,529 --> 00:39:19,262
They're that good.
908
00:39:21,372 --> 00:39:22,772
(Cheers)
909
00:39:26,131 --> 00:39:27,432
Beth?
910
00:39:29,453 --> 00:39:30,953
I'm in the bathroom.
911
00:39:30,978 --> 00:39:33,514
Can you come here a second?
912
00:39:42,507 --> 00:39:43,873
Oh, my God.
913
00:39:44,564 --> 00:39:46,098
Yeah.
914
00:39:46,697 --> 00:39:49,633
I missed my period last month, but...
915
00:39:49,658 --> 00:39:52,126
I mean, that happens to me sometimes.
916
00:39:52,151 --> 00:39:55,186
So, the reason why I've been so sick
917
00:39:55,527 --> 00:39:57,434
and emotional is, uh...
918
00:39:58,025 --> 00:40:00,494
Josh Junior?
919
00:40:00,880 --> 00:40:03,314
Or, sorry, I guess it could be Beth Junior.
920
00:40:03,544 --> 00:40:05,244
Or Graham Junior.
921
00:40:07,098 --> 00:40:09,267
Okay. Okay, we can figure that out.
922
00:40:09,903 --> 00:40:12,471
I really don't know what to do.
923
00:40:13,966 --> 00:40:15,267
(Phone ringing)
924
00:40:15,292 --> 00:40:17,026
Don't. Don't.
925
00:40:17,051 --> 00:40:18,285
No, just take it.
926
00:40:18,806 --> 00:40:21,273
I'll still be frozen here when you're done.
927
00:40:37,576 --> 00:40:38,977
Calvin: (Chuckles)
928
00:40:39,011 --> 00:40:40,145
Um...
929
00:40:40,179 --> 00:40:41,179
April: Hello?
930
00:40:41,213 --> 00:40:42,576
You really got me, April.
931
00:40:43,273 --> 00:40:44,282
Sorry?
932
00:40:44,316 --> 00:40:45,449
Some good news first.
933
00:40:45,484 --> 00:40:48,518
Book Smart picked you over Ellie. Boom!
934
00:40:48,552 --> 00:40:50,754
But, I thought because
the chapter leaked, that...
935
00:40:50,789 --> 00:40:52,389
The chapter leak is
what made them pick you.
936
00:40:52,423 --> 00:40:55,425
The comment section on
The Post website blew up.
937
00:40:55,459 --> 00:40:56,927
People love your story.
938
00:40:57,962 --> 00:40:59,696
Oh, my God! That's amazing!
939
00:40:59,730 --> 00:41:01,064
The most amazing news is that when we
940
00:41:01,099 --> 00:41:03,166
sell this, I'll probably get my own office.
941
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:04,767
By the way, very funny using
942
00:41:04,802 --> 00:41:06,202
the name Chasing Life,
943
00:41:06,236 --> 00:41:08,437
when you know there's a book already
being shopped around with that title.
944
00:41:08,471 --> 00:41:09,505
Oh, there is?
945
00:41:09,539 --> 00:41:12,574
"Oh, there is?" Yes, it
was written by your dad.
946
00:41:14,211 --> 00:41:16,091
Wait, do you know who's
trying to sell the book?
947
00:41:17,047 --> 00:41:18,514
Is it Natalie Ortiz?
948
00:41:18,548 --> 00:41:21,817
Something like that. It's, uh, hang on.
949
00:41:22,774 --> 00:41:24,041
Olivia Ortiz.
950
00:41:24,065 --> 00:41:26,065
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