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LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES
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ANNOUNCER:'The 08:30
Great Central Rail service
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'is ready to depart
from Platform...'
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Think.
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Remember!
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SHE EXHALES
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LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES
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'The 09:35 Great Central Rail
service to Penderham...'
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SHE GASPS
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WHISTLE BLOWS
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LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES
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'Please keep an eye on
any personal belongings or bags.
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'Any personal belongings
found unattended
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'are to be dealt with by security.'
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This the one, is it?
Yeah.
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TICKET READER
BEEPS
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HE GRUNTS
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WHISPERS: Fucking puzzle...
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Edward, I can explain!
Leave me alone!
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Look, Edward, wait, please.
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Your mendacity is as breath-taking
as it's inexplicable.
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And I thought I'd found someone
to make this Godforsaken place
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half-way bearable!
No fool like an old fool!
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Well, at least hear me out
before you rush to judgement!
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It only just happened.
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Someone I was close to came
into the station with my parents,
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and before I knew it, I was out.
I remembered how I died!
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I was climbing the fence
by Platform 7.
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I was trying to get over to it,
but someone was there
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grabbing me and...
Someone you know?
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I didn't see their face,
but I know it wasn't a suicide.
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I wouldn't place
too much store in it.
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Slippery buggers, memories,
they play tricks on you.
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They're all that I have.
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How else am I supposed to find out
why I died?
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Well, does it really matter?
We are where we are.
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The past can't be changed or erased.
My memory is real. I know it.
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Keep going down this road,
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you might find you don't like
what's at the end of it.
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TELEPHONE RINGS
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Doctor Richard Shale.
Neurology department.
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Is Doctor Shale available?
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When does his shift start?
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No, no message.
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What is it?
Did you see something?
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I saw something.
Someone was chasing me.
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Taking a tour
round the station, yeah.
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BUZZER
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Now a better time?
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As our investigation team
on the Evans case no doubt told you,
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in fatality cases,
it's our responsibility to...
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I didn't speak to any investigators.
Why would I?
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I barely saw her
after Matt moved in...
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well, Doctor Goodson,
moved in with her. He's lying!
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Ask him what he was doing
hanging round my flat at night.
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But... you did attend
her birthday party?
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Matt suggested I went. So what?
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The coroner determined
the cause of death
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was due to
Miss Evans' mental health issues.
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Did you ever witness
any episode of that?
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Given my meagre contact with her,
it's unlikely, wouldn't you say?
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During the weeks prior to her death,
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she told a work colleague
that she saw you outside her flat
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on several occasions.
Now we're getting there.
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I run that way sometimes.
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So, when was it
that you last saw her?
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No, stick with the running!
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Why always at night,
when Matt was at work?
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I don't remember.
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I've been out of the country
for most of the year,
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I only got back last week.
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Columbia Vale University.
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Research fellowship, mitochondrial
dysfunction and cognitive defects.
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Sounds impressive.
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Can you recall the date
you left for the US?
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September 2nd, 22:30, Luton Airport,
seat 22A.Very specific.
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It was a specific question.
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Er... September 2nd
was... the day after Evans' death.
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Yeah, I-I didn't know about it then.
He's lying again!
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Doctor Goodson didn't tell you?
Well, why should he?
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You used to be flatmates,
work in the same hospital.
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I'm not his fucking keeper!
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I only found out about it
in the States,
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on her memorial page on social
media. Now you should go. Now!
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You should be talking to someone
who actually knew her.
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You're wasting your time
talking to me. And wasting mine.
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Oh, Jesus...
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HE SCREAMS
Argh!
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CHURCH BELL RINGS
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I'm so sorry.
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HE GRUNTS
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BIRD CAWS
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TELEPHONE RINGS
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DOG BARKS
Hello. Hiya!
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TELEPHONE RINGS
Hi, Rosie.
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I was thinking about you
on Lisa's anniversary the other day.
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And me you. So many times I meant
to call you, but, you know...?
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Get this. A constable
from the Transport Police
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contacted me about Lisa's case.
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Tying up some loose ends
in her file, he said.
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'I don't know,
something didn't sit right.
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'If there's some doubt
about her case,
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'why send someone so junior,
you know?'
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Did he say
there were doubts about it?
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'Why else would he be sniffing
around, asking questions about her?'
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Because he doesn't buy it was
a suicide and neither should you!
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'Hey, why don't we meet
for a drink?'
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Time we have a catch up, hm?
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I'm free tonight.
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'Domino at six o'clock?'
Yeah. Yeah, why not?
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Oh, I ran into Matt
a couple of weeks ago.
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'He's still punishing himself
over it.
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'Poor bastard barely spoke about
anything else.'
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I've got a customer.
See you later, then.
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BELL RINGS
Why did you do that, Izzy?
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She was just trying to reach out
to you.
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The 11:35 to Birmingham
always leaves from Platform 6.
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That was one thing
that one could rely on.
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And now suddenly, poof!
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It's vanished
from the departure board! Ergo...
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Yeah, sir, if you'd just...
I'm still talking!
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Sir, if you just...
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Passengers can't find it,
customer numbers plummet,
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and your powers-that-be
have the excuse they need
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to cancel the service altogether.
Am I right?
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If you check
the departure board, sir,
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you'll see
the 11:35 Birmingham service
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has been temporarily relocated
to Platform 4.
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My point still stands.
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LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES
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ANNOUNCER: 'The 11:35 Great Central
Rail service to Birmingham...'
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How you have the patience!
Practice.
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Er... I have news.
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Why check her out on social media
if he barely knew her?
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And taking off to the US
the day after she died!
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Coincidence?
Mm. Or convenience.
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Three reasons
someone goes under a train.
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They jump...
it was an accident, and they fell...
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or they were pushed.
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Check this out.
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OK. Lisa's flat is on Victoria Road.
The station.
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The direct route from her flat
is south, down King Street,
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right onto The Crescent
and over the footbridge.
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Wait, do... do we know for sure
she was coming from her flat?
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Her partner confirmed it at the
inquest, I checked the transcripts.
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They, er, they went to bed
about 11:00...
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he, er, woke in the morning to find
her gone.
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He tried calling her,
but she left her phone behind.
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Now... from the CCTV,
what there is of it,
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instead of going south
down King Street,
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she took a left,
went into Queen's Alley,
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then all the way down Dawes Road,
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before entering the car park...
and reaching the security fence.
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If it was the station
she was trying to get to,
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why not go directly there?
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Er, maybe she...
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It explains her circuitous route...
she was trying to shake them off.
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Why didn't CID pick up on it?
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Well, maybe
they weren't looking hard enough.
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Someone goes under a train,
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the assumption is
it's probably suicide.
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They look for
the facts that fit the theory.
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You're really into this, aren't you?
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I know it's only one tragedy among
thousands that happen in the world.
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But we can't do anything
about those, can we?
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Maybe this is one
I could do something about.
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Plus, I'm into puzzles.
Well... Wordle, sudoku.
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Yeah.
Plays to my strengths.
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Well, you're not short of those.
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Does Inspector Barker know
you're doing all this?
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Oh, you... Be careful, Kash.
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HE CLEARS THROAT
I was wondering if, er...
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TELEPHONE RINGS
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Shit. Oh, erm...
I've really gotta get this, sorry.
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What genius came up
with all these new shift patterns?
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Yeah, well,
all the chopping and changing,
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I'm the one who has to try and sell
it to my staff.
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SHE PANTS
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SHE GROANS
IN FLASHBACK
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SHE INHALES
SHARPLY
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Barker clocked
you weren't at the briefing.
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It's OK, I told him about
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your hospital appointment.
Hospital appointment?
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I heard you on the blower
asking for that urology doctor.
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Is it prostate?
Ha.
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Been there, mate.
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Turned out OK but it was scary shit
- for a while. - Just, can I...?
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It was neurology,
not... not urology.
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And, erm...
I wasn't calling about me.
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The woman who went on the tracks
last year? Yeah.
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I've been looking into her case.
There's definitely something...
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Wait... What?
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Platform 7, the teacher
who climbed over the fence.
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Hold it.
Let me get my head round this.
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I go over the line to cover for you,
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while you're going AWOL
on a year-old case
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over some bird who topped herself?
I didn't ask you to, did I? Fine.
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Next time, you're on your own.
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TELEPHONE RINGS
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OMINOUS MUSIC
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HE CHUCKLES
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MUSIC DROWNS OUT
DIALOGUE
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WOMAN:Hey!
MAN:Got you a coffee.
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Oh, thank you.
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Oh. You came. I was afraid
that you'd change your mind.
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Let's get it over with before I do.
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LOUDSPEAKER CHIMES
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'The 16:36 South Rail service
to Knatty Hill has been delayed.'
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How'd you know it was this one
where Dad did it? Social media.
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It was the same platform
as another suicide last year.
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I'm done. I'll see you in the cafe.
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Remind me why
you thought this was a good idea.
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I don't know. Closure?
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The only people who get closure
are the dead. You think?!
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It's never a good idea,
revisiting the scene of the crime.
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Look, I've been thinking about you.
And, erm, there's this guy at work,
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and his wife is a therapist, and she
specialises in cases like yours.
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"Cases like mine"?
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Yeah, you need talk through what
happened to you, Ella, with someone.
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Someone neutral,
who can help you process it and...
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I don't need a bloody therapist,
I'm fine.
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Open your bag.
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SHE SCOFFS
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It's crap what they say,
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that you can't smell vodka
on people's breath.
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Yeah, well,
I'm really not in the mood
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for one of your brotherly
pep talks right now, Luke.
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OK.
I know that I've been judgmental.
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But all those years, watching you
lose yourself in pills and booze
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and God knows what...
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You thought
I was weak... and self-indulgent.
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In fact, you actually told me
that... more than once.
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And I'm sorry.
Erm, you have no idea how sorry,
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but I didn't know then,
Ella, I didn't... know.
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But this is your chance to get your
shit together, don't you see that?
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To take control of your life,
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to be the person
that you were always meant to be.
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But you have to find out
who she is.
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And you can't do that on your own.
She's expecting your call.
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And that's how it works, apparently.
You have to take the initiative.
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It's not about me, though, is it?
It's about you.
242
00:19:29,930 --> 00:19:32,772
Because if I clean up my act,
then, hey, presto,
243
00:19:32,872 --> 00:19:34,394
your conscience over Dad
is clean too.
244
00:19:34,493 --> 00:19:36,050
And you get to go back
to your little family,
245
00:19:36,151 --> 00:19:37,673
knowing that
you put the world to rights.
246
00:19:37,772 --> 00:19:39,482
Trust me, my conscience on Dad
is beyond clean!
247
00:19:39,580 --> 00:19:41,519
Killing himself was
the only decent thing he ever did
248
00:19:41,618 --> 00:19:42,912
in his whole rank, miserable life.
249
00:19:43,012 --> 00:19:44,897
I just fucking wish
he'd done it years ago!
250
00:19:47,162 --> 00:19:50,702
Finally, something we can agree on.
Ella.
251
00:20:15,328 --> 00:20:17,372
Particular kind of torture,
isn't it?
252
00:20:17,473 --> 00:20:19,531
How they take it for granted,
253
00:20:19,633 --> 00:20:22,586
the freedom to come and go
as they please.
254
00:20:22,685 --> 00:20:24,584
I was looking for you earlier.
255
00:20:24,685 --> 00:20:27,412
Your son and daughter were here.
Ella was here?
256
00:20:27,511 --> 00:20:29,508
Did you talk to her?
No, of course you didn't.
257
00:20:30,906 --> 00:20:33,051
How was she? How did she seem?
258
00:20:33,993 --> 00:20:37,203
They wanted to see where you...
Where it happened.
259
00:20:40,251 --> 00:20:43,090
She called it, "Returning
to the scene of the crime."
260
00:20:43,188 --> 00:20:44,751
Why would she say something
like that?
261
00:20:44,847 --> 00:20:50,269
Cliches are a common coping
mechanism in stressful situations.
262
00:20:50,372 --> 00:20:52,947
Your son didn't seem stressed,
more royally pissed off with you.
263
00:20:53,047 --> 00:20:55,168
He and I never bonded
in the way I did with Ella.
264
00:20:55,269 --> 00:20:57,247
They're complicated things, families.
265
00:20:57,343 --> 00:21:00,788
Then why did you do it?
Why did you kill yourself?
266
00:21:00,889 --> 00:21:04,017
I had my reasons.
I must ask you to respect that.
267
00:21:06,997 --> 00:21:09,421
Actually, it's not the first time
I've seen her here.
268
00:21:09,524 --> 00:21:11,519
It was a day or so
after you did it.
269
00:21:12,875 --> 00:21:15,892
Of course,
I didn't know who she was then.
270
00:21:16,951 --> 00:21:20,418
She was in the station caff, crying.
She was?
271
00:21:23,678 --> 00:21:25,465
You've no idea
how gratifying that is,
272
00:21:25,564 --> 00:21:27,461
to know she felt my loss so deeply.
273
00:21:27,564 --> 00:21:29,597
You're her father.
Why wouldn't she?
274
00:21:31,332 --> 00:21:35,105
Not my business.
Good. We're on the same page.
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00:21:36,836 --> 00:21:40,736
Weirdest thing.
Seeing her crying that day
276
00:21:40,839 --> 00:21:43,148
was when
my memory started coming back.
277
00:21:43,250 --> 00:21:46,092
Somebody said, Jung probably,
278
00:21:46,193 --> 00:21:49,522
coincidence is
just destiny in disguise.
279
00:21:49,621 --> 00:21:54,183
Who knows? Perhaps our lives
are destined to be entwined.
280
00:22:03,688 --> 00:22:05,472
IZZY:
'What kind of inconsistencies?'
281
00:22:05,572 --> 00:22:07,130
In the weeks prior to her death,
282
00:22:07,232 --> 00:22:09,755
did Lisa ever mention
Doctor Richard Shale to you?
283
00:22:10,813 --> 00:22:12,938
Why?
His name came up.
284
00:22:13,035 --> 00:22:15,688
Apparently, he attended
a surprise birthday party
285
00:22:15,789 --> 00:22:19,159
Doctor Goodson held for Lisa.
Did you also attend it?
286
00:22:19,256 --> 00:22:21,982
And he was around
when Matt moved into Lisa's flat.
287
00:22:22,083 --> 00:22:23,792
What did you make of him?
288
00:22:24,194 --> 00:22:27,901
Dunno. I just... He didn't seem
comfortable in his own skin.
289
00:22:28,003 --> 00:22:30,990
It's on record
that Lisa became depressed
290
00:22:31,092 --> 00:22:34,913
during the school summer holidays
but resisted getting treatment.
291
00:22:35,010 --> 00:22:38,379
Did she... discuss her reasons
for that with you at all?
292
00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:40,438
No. We weren't in contact then.
293
00:22:42,625 --> 00:22:45,947
We had a... a bit of a falling out.
A personal issue.
294
00:22:47,793 --> 00:22:50,279
And I never bought
the whole depression thing.
295
00:22:51,677 --> 00:22:55,438
By definition,
it means the absence of hope.
296
00:22:55,538 --> 00:22:58,759
That just doesn't happen
over a few weeks.
297
00:22:59,860 --> 00:23:02,871
It corrodes over months,
years, even.
298
00:23:05,322 --> 00:23:07,715
Until you get to a place
you hope for something,
299
00:23:07,813 --> 00:23:10,076
but you know it'll never happen
just cos you want it to.
300
00:23:12,899 --> 00:23:17,201
If you've a theory about what
might have been troubling her...
301
00:23:18,481 --> 00:23:20,369
...I'd like to hear it.
302
00:23:21,576 --> 00:23:24,939
Someone you love
chooses to end their life...
303
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:26,921
it doesn't end your relationship.
304
00:23:27,794 --> 00:23:29,390
It just leaves
it hanging with questions
305
00:23:29,488 --> 00:23:31,915
you know you're never gonna get
the answers to.
306
00:23:33,017 --> 00:23:37,247
I'm sorry, I just.. I can't wrestle
with the whys of it any more.
307
00:23:37,347 --> 00:23:42,588
I'm sorry, I can't go there again.
Perhaps... I can go there for you.
308
00:23:50,260 --> 00:23:53,202
MELLOW DANCE
MUSIC PLAYS
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BARMAID: There you go.
MAN: Cheers. Thank you.
310
00:24:00,742 --> 00:24:02,625
MAN CLEARS THROAT
311
00:24:03,154 --> 00:24:04,975
WOMAN LAUGHS
312
00:24:06,077 --> 00:24:09,466
MUFFLED CONVERSATION
313
00:24:13,389 --> 00:24:15,437
ALL:Happy birthday!
314
00:24:15,539 --> 00:24:17,021
CHEERING
315
00:24:18,621 --> 00:24:20,505
WHOOPING
316
00:24:22,088 --> 00:24:24,174
Oh, happy birthday, gorgeous!
317
00:24:24,274 --> 00:24:26,174
I hope you don't mind,
I've brought my cousin Jasmin,
318
00:24:26,271 --> 00:24:28,740
I think you met her at my Christmas
do. Yeah, that's fine, course.
319
00:24:28,838 --> 00:24:31,327
Hey, babe.
Hey, birthday girl!
320
00:24:32,646 --> 00:24:36,989
FLASHBACK LISA: Was this your idea?
100% his.
321
00:24:37,086 --> 00:24:40,570
Ha!
- Happy birthday. - Ha-ha.
322
00:24:40,672 --> 00:24:43,085
You look amazing.
Thank you.
323
00:24:45,268 --> 00:24:50,342
And I suppose you was in on it too?
He swore me to secrecy.
324
00:24:50,438 --> 00:24:54,509
THEY CHUCKLE
I can't stand you (!) Thank you.
325
00:24:55,566 --> 00:24:57,354
Er... Many happy returns.
326
00:24:57,450 --> 00:25:00,658
I'm never sure what that means.
Returns of what?
327
00:25:01,672 --> 00:25:03,759
Well, just that
you'll live to celebrate
328
00:25:03,860 --> 00:25:05,383
more birthdays in the future.
329
00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:08,662
SONG: 'Valerie'
330
00:25:08,764 --> 00:25:12,154
♪ And I think of all the things
What you do
331
00:25:12,254 --> 00:25:15,771
♪ And in my head
I paint a picture... ♪
332
00:25:15,870 --> 00:25:17,760
Come on, then!
333
00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:21,981
♪ Cos since I've come on home
Well, my body's been a mess... ♪
334
00:25:28,577 --> 00:25:30,463
MUFFLED CONVERSATION
335
00:25:35,100 --> 00:25:37,062
LAUGHTER
336
00:26:03,772 --> 00:26:05,331
FLASHBACK LISA:
'What's going on, Izzy?'
337
00:26:05,433 --> 00:26:07,597
What, did someone upset you?
338
00:26:07,693 --> 00:26:09,918
Tell me who and
I'll go fucking sort 'em out, babe.
339
00:26:11,801 --> 00:26:13,687
What is it, Izzy?
340
00:26:33,635 --> 00:26:37,552
You feel it too, don't you?
Something happened here.
341
00:26:43,360 --> 00:26:44,504
ROSIE: Hi.
342
00:26:44,606 --> 00:26:47,472
Rosie!
Mm!
343
00:26:48,674 --> 00:26:51,115
God, this place
brings back memories.
344
00:26:51,213 --> 00:26:53,674
Yeah. First time I've been back here
since her birthday.
345
00:26:53,772 --> 00:26:59,022
Yeah, me too. Seems like
a lifetime ago, doesn't it?
346
00:26:59,120 --> 00:27:01,510
Not to me, feels like yesterday.
347
00:27:01,607 --> 00:27:03,909
Same again?
Great. Thanks.
348
00:27:06,397 --> 00:27:08,697
What the fuck happened here
that night, Izzy?
349
00:27:14,129 --> 00:27:16,010
Thank you.
350
00:27:19,519 --> 00:27:21,404
Thank you.
351
00:27:22,947 --> 00:27:26,415
Well... To Lisa.
Lisa.
352
00:27:27,850 --> 00:27:31,068
Transport Police Constable showed
up at the shop this afternoon.
353
00:27:31,165 --> 00:27:34,062
Said the same as he said to you,
354
00:27:34,164 --> 00:27:37,043
about there being inconsistencies
in her file.
355
00:27:37,646 --> 00:27:39,568
I thought he seemed pretty genuine.
356
00:27:40,582 --> 00:27:43,447
Empathetic.
What did he ask you?
357
00:27:44,466 --> 00:27:46,389
Wanted to know
more about her "depression".
358
00:27:48,088 --> 00:27:52,963
Oh, come on, Rosie. When did you
ever see Lisa depressed?
359
00:27:53,062 --> 00:27:56,091
Why else would she do what she did?
360
00:27:56,193 --> 00:28:01,997
She had no other reason.
Yeah. That we know of.
361
00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:04,602
Matt was with her, he should know.
362
00:28:04,699 --> 00:28:09,010
Why is it that people think
that doctors walk on bloody water?
363
00:28:09,113 --> 00:28:11,497
I knew Lisa
since we were 11 years old.
364
00:28:11,597 --> 00:28:13,047
We went to the same school,
365
00:28:13,142 --> 00:28:14,892
we shared the same flat
while she was at uni.
366
00:28:14,991 --> 00:28:17,404
There was nothing that
we didn't know about each other.
367
00:28:18,935 --> 00:28:23,060
In all those years, she
never showed one sign of depression.
368
00:28:23,156 --> 00:28:26,899
Not once, ever.
Matt explained that at the inquest.
369
00:28:27,002 --> 00:28:29,465
It was
the sudden-onset bipolar thing...
370
00:28:29,569 --> 00:28:31,127
IZZY SCOFFS
Bipolar?
371
00:28:31,224 --> 00:28:33,446
What the fuck happened
with you and Matt?
372
00:28:35,638 --> 00:28:39,001
You saw the state he was in
at the funeral.
373
00:28:39,100 --> 00:28:40,586
He could barely hold it together,
374
00:28:40,682 --> 00:28:42,945
yet you hardly said two words
to him.
375
00:28:44,230 --> 00:28:48,561
He loved her, Izzy.
I know that for a fact.
376
00:28:50,262 --> 00:28:54,144
Yeah, well, maybe you don't have
all the facts. Meaning?
377
00:28:55,730 --> 00:28:58,894
Stop fucking about, Izzy,
if you know something, then say it!
378
00:28:59,990 --> 00:29:01,877
You were jealous of him.
379
00:29:02,403 --> 00:29:05,279
Yeah, all that stuff you shared with
her, when she hooked up with Matt,
380
00:29:05,377 --> 00:29:08,358
suddenly, she wasn't available to
- you any more. - Yeah, fine. Whatever.
381
00:29:12,599 --> 00:29:17,307
Well...
Maybe this wasn't such a good idea.
382
00:29:17,405 --> 00:29:20,359
Yeah, maybe not.
Hm. OK, then.
383
00:29:20,461 --> 00:29:22,887
You know, we can all feel guilt
that we weren't there for Lisa
384
00:29:22,990 --> 00:29:27,522
in those last weeks. But blaming
the one person who was...
385
00:29:27,626 --> 00:29:32,262
it's more than unjust...
it's fucking callous, Izzy.
386
00:29:54,637 --> 00:29:58,269
ANNOUNCER:'The 17:05 Great Central
Railway service to Birmingham
387
00:29:58,368 --> 00:30:02,327
'will depart from Platform 3.
This train will...'
388
00:30:35,204 --> 00:30:37,733
You called me back, so talk to me.
389
00:30:44,557 --> 00:30:48,894
Er, OK. Erm, when you ran out on me,
where did you go?
390
00:30:52,020 --> 00:30:53,904
I, erm...
391
00:30:54,472 --> 00:30:55,730
...I went across the road.
392
00:30:55,829 --> 00:30:58,166
And I sat on a bench
and finished this.
393
00:30:59,904 --> 00:31:03,330
And then I went around the corner
to a pub, and I had another.
394
00:31:04,502 --> 00:31:06,387
Others, plural.
395
00:31:09,461 --> 00:31:11,695
It was all I could think about
whilst we were here talking.
396
00:31:11,798 --> 00:31:13,829
"When can I have a bloody drink?"
397
00:31:14,926 --> 00:31:16,807
It's all I ever think about, really.
398
00:31:17,791 --> 00:31:21,155
I drink before work,
I drink at work, in the toilets.
399
00:31:21,259 --> 00:31:25,384
And on my way home from work,
I'll stop off at the pub.
400
00:31:25,486 --> 00:31:27,823
And at home on the weekends,
I do the exact same thing.
401
00:31:29,027 --> 00:31:31,304
When I, when I fancy
a change of scenery,
402
00:31:31,403 --> 00:31:33,457
then I will go to a bar.
403
00:31:33,554 --> 00:31:36,470
And I'll wait for
a random man to buy me a drink.
404
00:31:36,573 --> 00:31:39,295
Sometimes,
they even tell me their name.
405
00:31:39,399 --> 00:31:41,470
But I've forgotten it
by the morning.
406
00:31:42,788 --> 00:31:44,679
Because when I'm sober...
407
00:31:45,768 --> 00:31:49,804
...when I'm sober he's in here...
fucking with me, like he always has.
408
00:31:56,140 --> 00:31:59,832
Do you remember this?
I was gonna show it you yesterday.
409
00:32:01,380 --> 00:32:03,429
It was when I was home
after my first year at uni,
410
00:32:03,526 --> 00:32:05,691
and I think you were, what, 11, 12?
411
00:32:05,788 --> 00:32:09,105
And I took you to the park.
Got someone to take our photo.
412
00:32:10,429 --> 00:32:12,313
Dad was doing it to you, then,
wasn't he?
413
00:32:13,218 --> 00:32:15,457
Edward. Oh, my God!
414
00:32:15,554 --> 00:32:20,005
And I remember thinking at the time,
"What a little ingrate!"
415
00:32:21,055 --> 00:32:22,883
I go to the trouble of taking you
to the park
416
00:32:22,979 --> 00:32:26,372
to feed the bloody ducks,
and you barely open your mouth.
417
00:32:26,468 --> 00:32:28,027
Told Dad the same thing
when I got home
418
00:32:28,130 --> 00:32:29,688
and he said
that it was just a phase,
419
00:32:29,787 --> 00:32:31,681
that you'd grow out of it.
420
00:32:31,787 --> 00:32:36,044
And I swanned back off to uni, and
I didn't give it a second thought.
421
00:32:37,540 --> 00:32:41,990
I'm your brother, Ella. I should
have protected you from him.
422
00:32:43,379 --> 00:32:45,848
That night when... when I...
423
00:32:45,945 --> 00:32:49,187
I told you what he had done to me...
and you went to confront him...
424
00:32:51,956 --> 00:32:53,291
...what exactly did you say?
425
00:32:53,394 --> 00:32:55,666
I told you what I said
when I came back.
426
00:32:55,769 --> 00:32:57,894
I was drunk, remember?
427
00:32:57,993 --> 00:32:59,136
HE CLEARS THROAT
Yeah.
428
00:32:59,235 --> 00:33:01,926
Erm, I told him
that I was gonna expose him.
429
00:33:02,024 --> 00:33:04,379
That I was calling the papers
the next day.
430
00:33:04,474 --> 00:33:07,854
That I'd put it
all over social media.
431
00:33:07,951 --> 00:33:11,316
And if I had to, I'd put
posters on every street corner,
432
00:33:11,419 --> 00:33:15,277
so the whole fucking world knew
what kind of man...
433
00:33:15,375 --> 00:33:18,430
the hallowed academic
Edward Warren CBE really was.
434
00:33:20,277 --> 00:33:23,268
You know, when they called,
and they said that he was dead...
435
00:33:23,366 --> 00:33:26,020
I thought that I was free of him.
436
00:33:26,123 --> 00:33:30,529
And... I thought that it was over.
But it's... but it's not.
437
00:33:36,020 --> 00:33:39,337
Say it, Ella, whatever it is,
tell him!
438
00:33:42,241 --> 00:33:43,606
When I was in a pub,
439
00:33:43,712 --> 00:33:46,058
a group of girls came in,
celebrating something.
440
00:33:46,159 --> 00:33:48,046
And they were about my age.
441
00:33:50,222 --> 00:33:53,049
And... one of them kept looking over
at me.
442
00:33:55,539 --> 00:33:57,738
And suddenly,
I saw myself through her eyes.
443
00:33:57,837 --> 00:34:02,327
A 21-year-old, drunk,
in a pub in the middle of the day...
444
00:34:03,380 --> 00:34:05,202
...deciding whether
if she has another drink,
445
00:34:05,305 --> 00:34:07,188
she'll even be capable
of walking home.
446
00:34:10,413 --> 00:34:14,380
SHAKILY:It doesn't work any more,
Luke. Why doesn't it work?!
447
00:34:14,482 --> 00:34:16,911
SOBBING:Even when I'm drunk now,
he's still in there,
448
00:34:17,009 --> 00:34:19,536
he's still here... fucking with me!
449
00:34:21,271 --> 00:34:24,701
So, are you saying
that you'll do it... the therapy?
450
00:34:28,020 --> 00:34:29,906
Ella...
451
00:34:32,281 --> 00:34:37,211
Will you come with me?
Every step of the way.
452
00:34:37,314 --> 00:34:39,839
Let's get the car,
I'll take you home.
453
00:34:51,979 --> 00:34:55,866
Or better yet,
why don't you come to mine?
454
00:34:55,964 --> 00:34:59,546
Tess would love to see you. It's
about time you saw the kids again.
455
00:35:09,046 --> 00:35:12,000
SHE QUIVERS
456
00:35:12,104 --> 00:35:13,988
SHE GASPS
457
00:35:16,558 --> 00:35:17,888
LOUDSPEAKER
458
00:35:17,991 --> 00:35:21,848
ANNOUNCER:'The 12:06 Western Cross
service to Pelhamvale
459
00:35:21,946 --> 00:35:23,836
'has been cancelled.
460
00:35:24,138 --> 00:35:28,939
'Passengers looking to travel
to Pelhamvale, Revington, Raserhill,
461
00:35:29,037 --> 00:35:31,790
'should take the 12:44
to Raserhill.'
462
00:35:35,107 --> 00:35:37,988
They were here again just now...
Ella and Luke.
463
00:35:38,086 --> 00:35:41,442
They were? So soon. Why?
464
00:35:42,836 --> 00:35:44,720
They had things to talk about.
465
00:35:46,397 --> 00:35:48,223
Concerning you.
466
00:35:48,321 --> 00:35:49,354
Is Ella all right?
467
00:35:49,455 --> 00:35:52,406
What was that thing
you said about coincidence?
468
00:35:52,506 --> 00:35:55,131
Years ago, when I was
on my teacher training placement,
469
00:35:55,232 --> 00:35:58,826
the behaviour of a girl in
my Year 7 class really worried me.
470
00:35:58,924 --> 00:36:01,954
Touching herself
and talking about sex.
471
00:36:02,051 --> 00:36:05,082
Things no child her age
should know about.
472
00:36:05,180 --> 00:36:07,079
Classic signs
she'd been sexually abused.
473
00:36:07,180 --> 00:36:09,564
Fascinating, though
this sojourn down memory lane is...
474
00:36:09,667 --> 00:36:12,944
Anyway, I reported it
to the safeguarding leader,
475
00:36:13,047 --> 00:36:14,453
and he said he'd look into it.
476
00:36:14,549 --> 00:36:17,388
A week or so later, I checked in
with him. And he said...
477
00:36:17,491 --> 00:36:20,183
he said that
he'd spoken with her father,
478
00:36:20,281 --> 00:36:23,196
who was adamant that she
didn't behave like that at home,
479
00:36:23,299 --> 00:36:25,989
and that she must have learnt it
from one of the older students.
480
00:36:27,089 --> 00:36:29,437
Apparently,
he was on the Board of Governors
481
00:36:29,538 --> 00:36:33,812
and was a major donor to the school,
so his word was never questioned.
482
00:36:33,913 --> 00:36:36,223
Even so,
I should have stood my ground.
483
00:36:36,321 --> 00:36:40,522
But I didn't. I let it go.
I failed her.
484
00:36:40,620 --> 00:36:43,687
But you didn't kill yourself out
of shame, or even guilt, did you?
485
00:36:43,790 --> 00:36:47,913
You did it out of cowardice because
your son was going to expose you.
486
00:36:48,511 --> 00:36:50,261
SHE SCOFFS
What, nothing to say?
487
00:36:50,357 --> 00:36:52,370
That's not like you.
You're usually full of it.
488
00:36:52,471 --> 00:36:54,781
Then again, there is nothing
you could possibly say
489
00:36:54,879 --> 00:36:57,105
that I'll ever want to hear.
490
00:36:57,203 --> 00:36:59,888
Before you get vertigo
on your fucking moral high horse,
491
00:36:59,991 --> 00:37:02,040
you should know
that everything I shared with Ella
492
00:37:02,138 --> 00:37:05,096
was entirely consensual!
I was always scrupulous about that.
493
00:37:06,196 --> 00:37:07,790
Luke was right.
494
00:37:07,888 --> 00:37:12,001
It's a damn shame you didn't jump
under that train years ago.
495
00:37:12,104 --> 00:37:14,376
Oh, I'm not the coward here!
At least I know why I did it!
496
00:37:14,479 --> 00:37:16,336
You're the one
on some deluded quest,
497
00:37:16,436 --> 00:37:19,048
trying to find someone to blame
because you can't face the fact
498
00:37:19,153 --> 00:37:21,347
that your life was
an abject, pointless failure!
499
00:37:21,445 --> 00:37:23,985
You know nothing about my life.
500
00:37:24,088 --> 00:37:27,405
You ended up under a train.
Hardly a success story, was it?
501
00:37:50,156 --> 00:37:52,095
Ella!
502
00:37:52,193 --> 00:37:54,077
Ella!
503
00:37:55,169 --> 00:37:57,053
Ella!
504
00:38:08,972 --> 00:38:10,568
I'm trying to imagine
if you were here,
505
00:38:10,669 --> 00:38:13,120
what your side of
this conversation would be, Dad.
506
00:38:14,211 --> 00:38:16,778
But when I think about it,
I know what you'd say.
507
00:38:23,185 --> 00:38:25,597
You'd say, "Make Daddy happy, Ella!
508
00:38:27,144 --> 00:38:29,406
"Show me you love me, Ella!"
509
00:38:32,669 --> 00:38:34,553
I was a child.
510
00:38:36,702 --> 00:38:38,586
And I trusted you!
511
00:38:40,885 --> 00:38:42,294
And all these years after,
512
00:38:42,394 --> 00:38:46,693
of feeling dirty...
and feeling worthless...
513
00:38:48,312 --> 00:38:50,888
...and all my fucked-up relationships
514
00:38:50,986 --> 00:38:56,169
because you, you told me sex was
just about love, and I believed you!
515
00:38:56,269 --> 00:39:00,943
Well, fuck you, Dad! Fuck you!
516
00:39:05,018 --> 00:39:06,902
I survived!
517
00:39:09,993 --> 00:39:12,819
SHAKILY:And I want others to know
that they can survive too...
518
00:39:13,877 --> 00:39:17,085
...and that they're not alone and
that it's not their fault either.
519
00:39:19,587 --> 00:39:23,484
SHE SOBS
I'm gonna finish what Luke started.
520
00:39:23,585 --> 00:39:26,163
And I am... I am gonna drag
your name through so much shit,
521
00:39:26,261 --> 00:39:28,337
that's all
you'll ever be remembered for.
522
00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:31,703
And then I'm gonna wipe you
from my mind
523
00:39:31,801 --> 00:39:33,768
like you never fucking existed.
524
00:39:38,364 --> 00:39:40,402
You don't get to haunt me any more!
525
00:39:44,395 --> 00:39:47,337
You won't even be
a ghost in my memory.
526
00:39:56,234 --> 00:39:58,118
CHURCH BELL RINGS
527
00:40:23,794 --> 00:40:25,676
TELEPHONE RINGS
528
00:41:46,176 --> 00:41:48,739
Go on,
give me your simmering, sexy look.
529
00:41:51,227 --> 00:41:54,029
Ha! Oh, my God, that would make
a great Christmas card!
530
00:41:54,127 --> 00:41:55,125
SHE GIGGLES
531
00:41:55,227 --> 00:41:58,692
If you... if you dare! If you dared!
532
00:41:59,785 --> 00:42:01,669
SHE CHUCKLES
533
00:42:13,962 --> 00:42:17,634
Lockhart requesting the file
on that fatality last year from CID,
534
00:42:17,734 --> 00:42:19,618
did you know about it?
535
00:42:20,183 --> 00:42:23,538
Did you know?
No... sir.
536
00:42:24,859 --> 00:42:28,843
Find him. Tell him I want him
in my office by close of play,
537
00:42:28,939 --> 00:42:30,826
or don't bother coming back at all!
538
00:42:46,938 --> 00:42:49,438
LOUDSPEAKER:
'Dr Beardmore, Resus Bay 2.'
539
00:42:49,543 --> 00:42:51,362
MOBILE RINGS
540
00:42:51,459 --> 00:42:53,552
Lockhart.
'You're in deep shit, man.'
541
00:42:53,650 --> 00:42:55,883
CID's file on the fatality case
you requested,
542
00:42:55,987 --> 00:42:58,677
Barker's onto it.
He's gone fucking ape.
543
00:42:58,776 --> 00:43:00,661
'He wants you
back in his office ASAP.'
544
00:43:01,679 --> 00:43:03,563
'Kash?'
AKASH HANGS UP
545
00:43:05,563 --> 00:43:07,447
Prize one fucking idiot!
546
00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:11,103
If you hadn't come to me,
I'd have come to you.
547
00:43:12,987 --> 00:43:14,876
Please.
548
00:43:20,927 --> 00:43:23,487
Do you mind if I record this?
I want you to.
549
00:43:31,219 --> 00:43:33,217
I don't know where to begin.
550
00:43:37,025 --> 00:43:38,909
KEYS JANGLE
551
00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:43,142
FOOTSTEPS
552
00:43:43,242 --> 00:43:45,130
DOG BARKS
IN DISTANCE
553
00:43:53,139 --> 00:43:56,083
WOMAN:Great flat.
MATT: Glad you approve.
554
00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:03,246
Who's this?
555
00:44:07,844 --> 00:44:09,728
Lisa.
556
00:44:10,409 --> 00:44:17,843
It's my ex. I was having
a clear-out of some things and...
557
00:44:20,593 --> 00:44:23,761
She died. Suicide.
558
00:44:25,118 --> 00:44:28,483
My God... For the first few months
after she moved in,
559
00:44:28,587 --> 00:44:31,233
I-I really thought
we were heading somewhere.
560
00:44:31,337 --> 00:44:34,050
Then suddenly, she changed
into a completely different person.
561
00:44:36,127 --> 00:44:39,834
Interrogating me over every
single text, every phone call.
562
00:44:39,935 --> 00:44:43,151
Even turning up at work
to check on me.
563
00:44:43,252 --> 00:44:46,433
You know, who was I talking to?
What was her name?
564
00:44:47,529 --> 00:44:49,694
I'd come back
from a day of mayhem at work,
565
00:44:49,791 --> 00:44:51,675
and she'd start it all again.
566
00:44:52,846 --> 00:44:55,157
God knows
the hours I spent trying to...
567
00:44:55,261 --> 00:44:57,837
trying to help her,
trying to reassure her...
568
00:44:57,935 --> 00:45:00,968
Someone gets
into that kind of paranoid mindset,
569
00:45:01,067 --> 00:45:02,951
nothing you can say or do...
570
00:45:03,819 --> 00:45:07,250
Eventually, I... I ended it,
for her sanity as much as mine.
571
00:45:09,209 --> 00:45:11,584
And a week later,
she threw herself under a train.
572
00:45:13,357 --> 00:45:16,108
If it was to punish me... it worked.
573
00:45:19,349 --> 00:45:22,819
You mustn't blame yourself...
you tried to help her.
574
00:45:24,366 --> 00:45:26,250
It wasn't enough, though, was it?
575
00:45:36,993 --> 00:45:39,368
SHE QUIVERS
576
00:45:56,183 --> 00:45:58,069
SHE GASPS
577
00:46:02,826 --> 00:46:03,849
It was him.
578
00:46:03,953 --> 00:46:05,837
FLASHBACK LISA
WHIMPERS
579
00:46:06,709 --> 00:46:08,377
SHE GASPS
580
00:46:08,474 --> 00:46:12,925
It was Matty.
HE PANTS
581
00:46:12,975 --> 00:46:17,525
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