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I'm sorry for doubting you.
A Beautiful Mind actually slaps.
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I used to watch it once a week for a year
when I was, like, 13.
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So, you see what I mean,
though, right? John Nash,
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basically, thinks his way
through schizophrenia.
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Like, instead of taking his medication,
which he hates,
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he uses logic to separate the sane
from the insane inside his own mind.
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That's what I'm gonna do
with my dumb bipolar disorder.
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- Right.
- And you,
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- you're gonna be my Jennifer Connelly.
- I'm gonna watch
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while you get
electric shock therapy?
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Hopefully not. You're just gonna,
like, be there for me
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- and have a perfect face.
- N'aw.
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But, if you went back on the lithium,
the depression would piss off?
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I can do a bit of depression.
I'm great at depression.
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- [phone vibrates]
- I've got it down to a fine art.
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Stay in bed, barely move,
minimal human contact.
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OK, but how do we get
your mum to stop texting?
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- [Maggie groans]
- My advice,
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go and see your doctor,
tell them you're off the lithium,
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get their blessing,
would they give you their blessing?
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Mm, probably. Dr Golding
checked out of his job years ago.
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- He'll just do whatever I say.
- Perf.
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Then, I can tell your mum
you've had the psychiatric thumbs-up,
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and she'll back off.
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I'm not getting changed.
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I didn't expect you to.
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[upbeat music plays]
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[woman]
Come in.
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You're not Dr Golding.
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No, uh, Dr Golding
was very unfortunately
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in a massive car accident at the weekend
and may, in fact, be, um...
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...paralysed.
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OK, could, um...
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...I maybe see him on Facetime, like,
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if someone else
can hold up the phone, or...
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I'm Dr Burrows,
and you must be... Margaret.
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Maggie.
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Oh, that's the, uh...
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...Stability Tri-n-gle.
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It's my life's work.
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N-Nourish, that's good habits.
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N-Network, that's an active social life.
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And N-deavour,
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your work.
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It really is all we need to stay grounded.
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Do you have any other shapes, or...
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Not peer reviewed.
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So, Dr... Golding's notes.
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You've been diagnosed with bipolar II
for, um, six years?
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Uh, and you're a writer.
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[stutters] What kind of writing do you do?
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- Playwright.
- Oh, good.
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You've been taking lithium
for about five years.
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I've actually decided to come off
the, um, lithium-
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You mustn't do that. Don't do that!
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You won't do that, will you?
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I- I already have.
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What? Whe- when?
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- A few weeks.
- Weeks?
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It makes it, like, impossible to write,
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which is, like, the bulk of,
if not all of being a writer.
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My last play was terrible,
I think it's because of the lithium
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OK, that's OK, that's absolutely fine.
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What we're gonna do,
we're gonna start again.
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- What was the dose that you were...
- I- Sorry, um...
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No, no, I can't go back on it,
because I need to be able to do my job,
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It's the only thing I'm good at,
and I can't work in an office,
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cos excel is impenetrable, I mean...
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- Maggie, are you self-harming?
- No, mm-mm.
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Not really, it's more just,
like, self-irritating.
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And are you having suicidal thoughts?
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I don't think I should say.
[chuckles nervously]
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I think I'll probably have to admit you.
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Oh, Jesus. No, that-
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- That is not necessary.
- Listen.
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Listen, going cold turkey
is extremely ill-advised.
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It brings back all the bipolar symptoms,
the suicidal ideation,
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the lack of sleep, the looking terrible.
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- Oh, what else is new?
- No!
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I think I need to come off
for, like, a month.
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A month? Do I- do I look insane to you?
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Um...
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OK, um...
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How about... a couple of weeks?
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I- I would just really love
the opportunity to try out
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the, um... stability triangle,
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I just think it's, like,
such an innovative theory.
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- One week.
- Yeah.
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And you come back providing proof
that you've been triangulating.
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Perf.
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Gonna be watching you.
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- What's her deal?
- She had a patient kill themselves
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- on the ward, last month.
- Doesn't that come with the territory?
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Not just any patient,
one with loads of Instagram followers.
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No! You can't kill and influencer!
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Apparently, there's a lawsuit,
so she's kind of...
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- [phone vibrates]
- ...on edge.
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Did she make this meme herself?
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I want you to take a step back,
look at the bigger picture.
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You wanna sell our dead father's bar
so you can build a bunker
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- in your garden.
- It's not just about the bunker.
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I'm trying to make plans for the future,
like adults do.
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I'm keeping the bar.
I will simply buy you out.
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Oh, with what money?
You famously think
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that savings accounts
are for cowards.
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I'm resourceful.
Thank you for the chat.
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I'll get back to you ASAP.
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[he sighs]
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[door shuts]
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[muffled scream]
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- [sighs]
- [door opens]
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Please, just fuck off.
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I've heard worse greetings
from that beautiful mouth.
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Theodora... it's good to see you.
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You have ten seconds
to get out.
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- Klent! Get the rake hammer!
-"Dear, Theodora.
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"I have come to make amends for the way
I treated you during our time together.
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"I have recently completed
a three week discovery journey
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-"with the Vergebolk group.
- What's that, a Nazi research facility?
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"As a result of deep-seated
emotional trauma,
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"the way I've conducted myself
in my romantic relationships
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"has not been up to the standard
I want to hold myself to."
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I've read Michelle Obama's biography
since the last time,
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- I don't take shit anymore.
-"Theodora Rushden.
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"I am sorry for any pain
or suffering...
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- I'm a brick-fucking-wall, now.
-"...I may have put you through,
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"while my soul fought
a battle to survive."
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Will you forgive me?
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[whimpers and groans]
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- What's up? Is there a rat?
- Yeah, a fucking massive one.
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- Shoo!
- [he groans]
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Where is it?
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♪ Sometimes you get so quiet ♪
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♪ Walk down to the basement ♪
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- ♪ And try to find the light switch ♪
- [sighs]
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- ♪ And look for reassurance ♪
- [phone vibrates]
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♪ But I can't reassure you ♪
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♪ If I don't believe it ♪
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- ♪ I know there's some distance ♪
- Ugh.
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♪ But I was gonna ride it ♪
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[phone vibrates]
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[phone vibrates]
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- ♪ But you and I are good friends ♪
- [sighs]
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- ♪ Sometimes we're in love ♪
- [phone vibrates]
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♪ And it feels almost like nothing ♪
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- ♪ I'm ever gonna find again ♪
- [phone vibrates]
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♪ And I even met your parents ♪
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♪ Even though they're homophobic ♪
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Why did she pick today, of all days,
for a reasonable ultimatum?
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♪ And your mind is like a fishnet ♪
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♪ And mine is like an icepick ♪
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♪ Sometimes it really works ♪
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♪ And sometimes it leaves us hanging ♪
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♪ And I get so frustrated... ♪
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Gorgeous girl.
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[phone chimes]
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OK, I haven't got long.
Sally Wainwright needs me to go by
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and fix her printer.
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- Now, nobody liked your play.
- Mm.
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- These things happen.
- Yeah, The Guardian said
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it was worse than most crimes, so...
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And that's very sad,
but you can't just disappear
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off the face of the Earth.
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Now, your commission at The Furlong
is in trouble.
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You've owed them a first draft for months.
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It is becoming uncomfortable
to represent you.
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Hey! Girlie, I have just been having,
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ugh, some, like,
mental health stuff.
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- And, um-
- Your mental problems
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are the only reason
you've gotten away with this for so long.
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Now...
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The Furlong have given you
until the end of the week, after that,
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you're in breach of contract,
and I do not work with writers
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who breach their contracts, understood?
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Yeah.
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I have to go.
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I have to get to Sally's
before her 5pm milk bath.
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You have until Friday, Maggie.
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[breathes deeply]
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The thing is, Mum really wanted
me to keep going with geography,
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because I got an A... [chuckles]
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...but I just really loved drama.
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For our final piece,
I wrote this jukebox musical
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all about World War II
using the music of P!nk.
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- Jade! Jade, is that correct?
- Yeah.
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Like Jade Goody.
My mum loves Big Brother.
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OK. Um, so, Jade.
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One really important thing
about writing for theatre
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is that you have to be really quiet
when you're doing it.
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Why?
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Because that's what an audience does.
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And you have to think of yourself
as an audience when you write.
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[gasps]
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Wow! [chuckles]
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I'd never thought of that.
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So, what you're gonna do,
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is you are gonna write
the first draft of a play for me.
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Can it be about World War Two?
Still got stuff to say.
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No, um, so you're gonna
write a first draft for me,
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doesn't have to be good,
about 90 minutes,
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and I pitched a two-hander
about climate change,
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so it's gonna have to
be that, unfortunately.
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- But it'll be in your name?
- Yeah, exactly.
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But, I... [chuckles]
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- Do you pay me?
- [sighs] Jade.
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Being paid for creative work
before the age of 25
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is something made up
by your generation.
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It's just- it's not realistic, so...
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O- OK.
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Everyone has to start somewhere.
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Do you know that show, Fleabag?
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- Mm-hm.
- Guess who wrote the first draft of that.
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[gasps and chuckles]
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Godspeed.
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[typing]
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[calm music plays]
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[phone vibrates]
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What... the fuck?
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[deep breathing]
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[dance music plays in background]
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What's going on?
Why is your flat full of teenagers?
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They're Jade's friends.
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I've told them we're workshopping a play.
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It's an emergency.
My psychiatrist followed me on Instagram.
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- That's definitely illegal.
- I tried to go outside
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and make real sane person content,
but I couldn't get past the front door.
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Gotta hand it to Gen Z, they really know
how to fake happiness online.
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- They're ready for you now, Maggie.
- [groans softly]
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[camera shutter clicks]
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Are we 100% sure
the Beautiful Mind is working?
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Totally, I feel my brain adjusting
to the less medicated state.
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Just need to return to horizontal life,
and I'll be grand.
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- JADE: We posted those for you, Maggie.
- How's the bar?
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- Jay's claiming he's found a buyer.
- Snake!
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No, it's fine.
I'll find the money somewhere.
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Ooh, in the meantime,
Jonah left this
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on my doorstep, this morning.
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- Is that meant to be you?
- [chuckles]
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Where'mst does someone even get
something like that made?
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And why would I want it?
241
00:12:33,592 --> 00:12:36,215
Am I supposed to display it
in my own living room?
242
00:12:36,315 --> 00:12:37,937
He's given you page three baps.
243
00:12:38,037 --> 00:12:40,299
- I can't even sell this.
- Let me have it!
244
00:12:40,399 --> 00:12:42,561
- [laughing] Why?
- It's comforting...
245
00:12:43,042 --> 00:12:44,744
...when you're not here.
246
00:12:44,844 --> 00:12:46,846
[phone vibrates]
247
00:12:47,366 --> 00:12:49,388
[phone vibrates]
248
00:12:49,488 --> 00:12:51,350
Hey, uh, Dr B.
249
00:12:51,450 --> 00:12:54,033
I'm just in the middle
of a yoga class.
250
00:12:54,034 --> 00:12:55,934
DR BURROWS:
Where are you really, Maggie?
251
00:12:55,935 --> 00:12:59,358
Because I am sending an emergency team
to you, right now.
252
00:12:59,458 --> 00:13:02,041
Wha- No, no, you can't do that,
253
00:13:02,141 --> 00:13:04,003
because I'm...
254
00:13:04,103 --> 00:13:07,746
...having a dinner party
with my friends
255
00:13:08,227 --> 00:13:12,231
and my agent,
with an all-vegan menu.
256
00:13:12,232 --> 00:13:15,513
- What?
- Yeah, I'm having a vegan dinner party
257
00:13:15,514 --> 00:13:17,616
with my close friends
and my agent,
258
00:13:17,716 --> 00:13:20,479
to thank her for the... contracts.
259
00:13:22,121 --> 00:13:26,205
Oh, well, I wouldn't want
to interrupt anything so, uh, stable.
260
00:13:27,366 --> 00:13:30,009
But I look forward
to seeing it on Instagram.
261
00:13:31,050 --> 00:13:33,072
[phone beeps]
262
00:13:33,172 --> 00:13:35,174
[sighs]
263
00:13:36,976 --> 00:13:39,038
Call our friends.
264
00:13:39,138 --> 00:13:41,140
I'm having a dinner party.
265
00:13:42,461 --> 00:13:44,463
Who's cooking?
266
00:13:45,184 --> 00:13:47,186
I am.
267
00:13:49,668 --> 00:13:51,750
[light music plays]
268
00:14:22,381 --> 00:14:24,203
- [knock at door]
- That's my agent.
269
00:14:24,303 --> 00:14:26,405
Ryan! Take the shit out of the grill.
270
00:14:26,505 --> 00:14:28,507
[pop music plays in background]
271
00:14:32,551 --> 00:14:36,055
I got your text. Your laptop froze?
Is it doing the spinny wheel thing?
272
00:14:36,056 --> 00:14:38,876
Actually, I think it was just sleeping,
but now you're here,
273
00:14:38,877 --> 00:14:41,861
please do come in,
I'm having one of my spontaneous
274
00:14:41,961 --> 00:14:43,742
- weekday dinner parties.
- No- no.
275
00:14:43,842 --> 00:14:45,464
I'm not a big fan of spontaneity.
276
00:14:45,564 --> 00:14:47,666
Vanessa... [panting]
277
00:14:47,766 --> 00:14:49,768
...I insist you come in.
278
00:14:50,689 --> 00:14:52,231
OK, well, maybe for one.
279
00:14:52,331 --> 00:14:54,553
Everyone, um, Vanessa is here.
280
00:14:54,554 --> 00:14:57,735
- Please, can we get her some wine.
- RYAN: Hi, Vanessa! No more white,
281
00:14:57,736 --> 00:15:00,259
- but I've got plenty of red...
- Give me strength.
282
00:15:00,260 --> 00:15:03,581
Can everyone, uh,
just look really happy, for a sec.
283
00:15:03,582 --> 00:15:05,444
Are there lychees in this pasta bake?
284
00:15:05,544 --> 00:15:07,486
Yes, Anya. It adds a lot of fruitiness
285
00:15:07,586 --> 00:15:09,876
to what would otherwise
be a very unsexy dish.
286
00:15:10,429 --> 00:15:13,452
- According to who?
- Calum Best.
287
00:15:13,552 --> 00:15:16,202
- It's the only cookbook she owns.
- [phone vibrates]
288
00:15:16,203 --> 00:15:20,118
How's everything going
with the bar, Eddie?
289
00:15:20,119 --> 00:15:22,000
Anya said Jay's been talking
about selling it?
290
00:15:22,001 --> 00:15:24,891
It's nothing. I'm buying Jay out,
but nothing will change.
291
00:15:24,923 --> 00:15:26,505
Oh, well, that's good, Eddie.
292
00:15:26,605 --> 00:15:30,509
God, it'd be awful to lose
your dead father's bar.
293
00:15:30,609 --> 00:15:33,332
- I can't even fathom it.
- You don't need to fathom it.
294
00:15:34,733 --> 00:15:36,435
So, how do you know Maggie?
295
00:15:36,535 --> 00:15:39,758
Oh, I'm her mentee,
from creativementorsuk.com.
296
00:15:39,858 --> 00:15:41,840
I didn't know Maggie invited you, Jade.
297
00:15:41,940 --> 00:15:45,164
It's unusual to have you here
with us and Vanessa.
298
00:15:45,264 --> 00:15:47,046
No, no, no. She didn't invite me.
299
00:15:47,146 --> 00:15:49,048
She just forgot to ask me to leave.
300
00:15:49,148 --> 00:15:52,038
- This is delicious, Maggie.
- Ooh, can you say that again?
301
00:15:54,593 --> 00:15:56,455
This is delicious, Maggie.
302
00:15:56,555 --> 00:15:59,058
- So, how do you know Maggie?
- Oh, I'm her agent.
303
00:15:59,158 --> 00:16:02,061
No way! I'm a writer.
Well, I'm trying to be.
304
00:16:02,062 --> 00:16:04,682
- I've been helping Maggie this week-
- Uh, Vanessa!
305
00:16:04,683 --> 00:16:07,226
I can't wait for you to try my tiramisu.
306
00:16:07,326 --> 00:16:09,548
Some say I make it better
than the Italians.
307
00:16:09,648 --> 00:16:10,789
Ciao bella!
308
00:16:10,889 --> 00:16:12,871
Will, your mouth looks mental.
309
00:16:12,971 --> 00:16:15,274
Really? It feels fine.
310
00:16:15,374 --> 00:16:17,636
- Oh, Jesus.
- Are you allergic to lychees?
311
00:16:17,736 --> 00:16:19,959
You know, I've never tried them before,
312
00:16:20,059 --> 00:16:22,281
and I think my body's
just adjusting to it.
313
00:16:22,381 --> 00:16:24,603
I think we need to
get you to the hospital.
314
00:16:24,604 --> 00:16:26,624
- Are you even breathing?
- A bit, yeah.
315
00:16:26,625 --> 00:16:28,807
Oh, no, no, no, no, no!
You can't leave!
316
00:16:28,907 --> 00:16:31,931
- Maggie, look at him.
- I honestly think it's easy life, now.
317
00:16:32,031 --> 00:16:34,153
I'll be back. It's going really well!
318
00:16:34,513 --> 00:16:35,935
[panting]
319
00:16:36,035 --> 00:16:37,536
Oh, my God.
320
00:16:37,636 --> 00:16:39,098
[door shuts]
321
00:16:39,198 --> 00:16:41,260
Whoa, there, pony.
322
00:16:41,360 --> 00:16:43,222
- Jonah...
- What the-
323
00:16:43,322 --> 00:16:45,424
- Are you tracking me?
- We need to talk.
324
00:16:45,524 --> 00:16:47,226
Yeah, I'm a bit busy, right now.
325
00:16:47,326 --> 00:16:49,328
I can save your bar.
326
00:16:51,610 --> 00:16:53,712
I'll be all right by myself, Eddie.
327
00:16:53,812 --> 00:16:55,814
- You stay.
- No, Will...
328
00:16:57,096 --> 00:16:58,637
[sighs]
329
00:16:58,737 --> 00:17:00,739
Let's walk and talk.
330
00:17:03,142 --> 00:17:06,085
♪ I've seen you all fall apart ♪
331
00:17:06,185 --> 00:17:09,448
♪ I've seen you all wasted ♪
332
00:17:09,548 --> 00:17:11,890
♪ I've seen them all fall apart ♪
333
00:17:11,990 --> 00:17:14,032
[knocks] Maggie?
334
00:17:14,473 --> 00:17:17,496
We're still here,
at your weird dinner party.
335
00:17:17,596 --> 00:17:19,578
MAGGIE: Yeah, just give me a minute.
336
00:17:19,678 --> 00:17:21,940
I thought she was making tiramisu.
337
00:17:22,040 --> 00:17:23,983
Why does it smell like squid?
338
00:17:24,083 --> 00:17:26,085
- [gags]
- [knock at door]
339
00:17:35,094 --> 00:17:37,096
- Can I help you?
- I'm Brian.
340
00:17:38,617 --> 00:17:40,759
OK.
341
00:17:40,859 --> 00:17:42,861
Brian... [crying]
342
00:17:44,423 --> 00:17:47,046
Uh, who's Brian, Maggie?
343
00:17:47,146 --> 00:17:48,687
Oh... [chuckles]
344
00:17:48,787 --> 00:17:51,810
Well, we have been chatting on Tinder
345
00:17:51,910 --> 00:17:53,932
- for... How long has it been?
- An hour.
346
00:17:54,032 --> 00:17:56,135
And I thought,
with Will and Eddie gone,
347
00:17:56,235 --> 00:17:58,437
it seemed a little bit empty
in here, so...
348
00:17:58,837 --> 00:17:59,978
[laughs]
349
00:18:00,078 --> 00:18:02,080
- Oh, yeah.
- Right.
350
00:18:02,441 --> 00:18:04,643
So, what did you mean about the bar?
351
00:18:05,083 --> 00:18:07,266
I heard what you and Jay
were talking about.
352
00:18:07,366 --> 00:18:10,976
I'm sure there's no point in me
telling you that's none of your business.
353
00:18:11,089 --> 00:18:13,499
I'm so sorry that
he's putting you through that.
354
00:18:15,013 --> 00:18:17,015
I know that bar is your home.
355
00:18:19,218 --> 00:18:21,560
God, we used to have fun there,
didn't we?
356
00:18:21,660 --> 00:18:23,922
Those wild lock-ins on a Saturday night.
357
00:18:23,923 --> 00:18:26,103
Remember the hand we found
in the basement?
358
00:18:26,104 --> 00:18:29,848
- That's your best memory?
- It was the hottest bar in town.
359
00:18:29,948 --> 00:18:31,950
It can be again, you just...
360
00:18:32,351 --> 00:18:34,353
...need a little help.
361
00:18:34,354 --> 00:18:38,115
Obviously, I've still got
a year left of my degree,
362
00:18:38,116 --> 00:18:40,037
but I think I could sign
with an agent, now.
363
00:18:40,038 --> 00:18:43,062
Send over samples,
I'll get to it as soon as I can.
364
00:18:43,162 --> 00:18:46,705
Fab! Would it be OK if I send over
the first draft I wrote for Maggie?
365
00:18:46,706 --> 00:18:49,887
I know it can't be staged,
but it's the best thing I've written.
366
00:18:49,888 --> 00:18:51,489
- VANESSA: Maggie.
- [laughing]
367
00:18:51,490 --> 00:18:54,080
Is this unpaid teenager
writing your play for you?
368
00:18:54,173 --> 00:18:55,594
No.
369
00:18:55,694 --> 00:18:59,998
[chuckles] Jade is just
drunk and stupid.
370
00:19:00,098 --> 00:19:03,442
Uh, excuse me! I do not drink.
371
00:19:03,542 --> 00:19:05,324
I'm a semi-professional gymnast.
372
00:19:05,424 --> 00:19:08,307
If I'm so stupid,
you won't be needing my play.
373
00:19:10,749 --> 00:19:13,212
- [door opens]
- [door shuts]
374
00:19:13,312 --> 00:19:15,474
Anybody mind if I, uh,
rack up some ket?
375
00:19:16,755 --> 00:19:18,817
Vanessa, wait. [chuckles nervously]
376
00:19:18,917 --> 00:19:22,941
You have gotten away with a lot
because of your issues, Maggie.
377
00:19:23,041 --> 00:19:25,664
But enough is enough.
378
00:19:25,764 --> 00:19:28,527
This is worse than
Harold Pinter's tea party!
379
00:19:29,167 --> 00:19:31,630
- [door shuts]
- [laughs]
380
00:19:31,730 --> 00:19:33,272
Ooh...
381
00:19:33,372 --> 00:19:35,514
I know I've done some awful things,
382
00:19:35,614 --> 00:19:37,156
but I've changed.
383
00:19:37,157 --> 00:19:39,617
You always told me
you were pro-rehabilitation.
384
00:19:39,618 --> 00:19:42,020
- In prisons!
- I am in prison,
385
00:19:42,581 --> 00:19:44,363
the prison of my past,
386
00:19:44,463 --> 00:19:47,726
and your forgiveness
is the key to my cell.
387
00:19:47,826 --> 00:19:49,288
Please, Theodora.
388
00:19:49,388 --> 00:19:51,850
My name is Eddie.
How about starting with that,
389
00:19:51,950 --> 00:19:54,993
you not respecting me enough
to call me by my preferred name.
390
00:19:55,434 --> 00:19:57,436
Sorry, Eddie.
391
00:19:58,837 --> 00:20:00,539
Say it, again.
392
00:20:00,639 --> 00:20:01,689
Eddie.
393
00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:03,802
[tense music plays]
394
00:20:08,126 --> 00:20:10,189
Again.
395
00:20:10,289 --> 00:20:12,291
Eddie.
396
00:20:19,618 --> 00:20:23,242
[crying]
397
00:20:23,342 --> 00:20:26,112
Brian's just invited me
to travel around Asia with him.
398
00:20:26,305 --> 00:20:28,086
We're leaving next week.
399
00:20:28,186 --> 00:20:29,848
Cambodia.
400
00:20:29,948 --> 00:20:33,091
Babe, I think you should maybe
go after your agent.
401
00:20:33,191 --> 00:20:36,014
I'm so excited. Cambodia, Ryan.
402
00:20:36,114 --> 00:20:38,877
I've got business out there.
It'll be nice to have...
403
00:20:40,359 --> 00:20:42,381
- ...company.
- All right.
404
00:20:42,481 --> 00:20:44,142
No, sorry, absolutely not,
405
00:20:44,242 --> 00:20:46,425
- Ryan, put Maggie to bed.
- Yeah, come on.
406
00:20:46,525 --> 00:20:48,146
- Come on.
- No, what?
407
00:20:48,246 --> 00:20:50,349
- Let go of me! Ryan!
- ANYA: Right,
408
00:20:50,449 --> 00:20:52,751
you walking yeast infection.
409
00:20:52,851 --> 00:20:55,474
You've got two options.
Either, you fuck off now,
410
00:20:55,475 --> 00:20:58,816
or you fuck off after I've smashed
your remaining teeth down your throat.
411
00:20:58,817 --> 00:21:00,819
Up to you.
412
00:21:01,780 --> 00:21:03,782
Yeah, I'm out.
413
00:21:09,107 --> 00:21:11,109
[birds chirping]
414
00:21:15,153 --> 00:21:17,256
[moans softly]
415
00:21:17,356 --> 00:21:19,598
["Rise" by Azure Ray playing]
416
00:21:24,883 --> 00:21:27,686
♪ Today, I'll crawl out of bed ♪
417
00:21:30,128 --> 00:21:34,753
♪ I can't stand, your shadow
is too heavy to lift ♪
418
00:21:34,853 --> 00:21:37,616
♪ Maybe we'll go for a ride ♪
419
00:21:39,778 --> 00:21:42,200
♪ You said you'd take me nowhere ♪
420
00:21:42,300 --> 00:21:44,923
♪ I said that suits me just fine ♪
421
00:21:45,023 --> 00:21:47,466
♪ I know you've always been near ♪
422
00:21:49,668 --> 00:21:54,813
♪ Whispering secrets I know
I'm not supposed to hear ♪
423
00:21:54,913 --> 00:21:57,596
♪ Hold your heart with two hands ♪
424
00:21:59,518 --> 00:22:05,323
♪ Give it to me only to disappear ♪
425
00:22:07,686 --> 00:22:12,431
♪ And look how low I've sunk ♪
426
00:22:12,531 --> 00:22:15,133
♪ Don't ask me to rise ♪
427
00:22:16,895 --> 00:22:21,239
♪ I'll lose you when I'm high ♪
428
00:22:21,339 --> 00:22:23,402
[exhales deeply]
429
00:22:23,502 --> 00:22:25,644
Hi, um...
430
00:22:25,744 --> 00:22:28,334
...I need an emergency appointment
for today, please.
431
00:22:30,348 --> 00:22:33,011
So, did something happen
at the dinner party?
432
00:22:33,111 --> 00:22:35,133
It seemed to be going so well.
433
00:22:35,233 --> 00:22:37,235
Uh...
434
00:22:38,917 --> 00:22:41,039
Dr Burrows, the dinner party was a sham.
435
00:22:43,001 --> 00:22:47,906
I am, like, the most depressed
I've been in years, and...
436
00:22:48,006 --> 00:22:50,789
I thought I could A Beautiful Mind
myself out of it,
437
00:22:50,889 --> 00:22:52,711
but one thing I didn't factor in was,
438
00:22:52,712 --> 00:22:55,332
that dude was, like,
a Nobel Prize-winning genius,
439
00:22:55,333 --> 00:22:59,017
and he, like, invented maths or something.
440
00:22:59,818 --> 00:23:03,041
I wish I could think my way
out of bipolar disorder.
441
00:23:03,141 --> 00:23:06,004
I wish I could, like,
use a meditation app,
442
00:23:06,104 --> 00:23:08,967
or go for a walk,
or have an expensive vitamin regime
443
00:23:09,067 --> 00:23:11,009
and be grand, but I can't.
444
00:23:11,109 --> 00:23:15,494
Uh... I need lithium,
because without it, I might die,
445
00:23:15,594 --> 00:23:19,998
and... it might not seem like it,
right now, but, um...
446
00:23:20,759 --> 00:23:22,761
...I don't wanna die.
447
00:23:24,242 --> 00:23:26,244
I don't wanna die.
448
00:23:28,847 --> 00:23:30,849
DR BURROWS: So, then...
449
00:23:33,291 --> 00:23:36,995
Sorry, it's- uh,
your dose, what was it?
450
00:23:37,095 --> 00:23:40,499
[stutters] It was, uh, 1500mg.
451
00:23:41,339 --> 00:23:43,341
Something like that, yeah.
452
00:23:44,302 --> 00:23:46,465
[Dr Burrows breathes deeply]
453
00:23:51,470 --> 00:23:53,712
[calming music plays]
454
00:24:04,883 --> 00:24:07,533
Being a psychiatrist seems
really hard. [chuckles]
455
00:24:09,007 --> 00:24:11,009
I couldn't do it.
456
00:24:17,656 --> 00:24:19,658
[door shuts]
457
00:24:21,059 --> 00:24:24,803
Packed full of lithium once more,
like a sad battery.
458
00:24:24,903 --> 00:24:27,826
My beautiful sad battery.
459
00:24:29,588 --> 00:24:32,571
What happened to Will?
Did he go into a coma?
460
00:24:32,671 --> 00:24:33,932
What?
461
00:24:34,032 --> 00:24:36,655
Will, is he OK?
462
00:24:36,755 --> 00:24:39,237
Oh, yeah, no, he's-
Yeah, he's fine.
463
00:24:42,961 --> 00:24:44,743
Oh, my God, you shagged Jonah.
464
00:24:44,843 --> 00:24:46,785
What? No, I didn't.
465
00:24:46,885 --> 00:24:48,887
Yes, you did!
466
00:24:49,688 --> 00:24:51,690
Oh, Eddie.
467
00:24:52,170 --> 00:24:54,172
Why did you do that?
468
00:24:55,654 --> 00:24:57,656
You need monitoring.
469
00:25:08,907 --> 00:25:10,909
Oh, Maggie.
470
00:25:26,845 --> 00:25:28,887
["Not" by Big Thief playing]
471
00:25:33,572 --> 00:25:36,274
♪ It's not the energy reeling ♪
472
00:25:36,374 --> 00:25:39,638
♪ Nor the lines in your face ♪
473
00:25:39,738 --> 00:25:43,081
♪ Nor the clouds on the ceiling ♪
474
00:25:43,181 --> 00:25:46,544
♪ Nor the clouds in space ♪
475
00:25:47,505 --> 00:25:50,088
♪ It's not the phone on the table ♪
476
00:25:50,188 --> 00:25:53,191
♪ Nor the bed in the earth... ♪
477
00:25:53,241 --> 00:25:57,791
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