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[SLEEPING AT LAST'S "ONE" PLAYS]
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♪♪
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MEREDITH: Time is a strange thing.
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♪ Hold on for a minute ♪
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When you're waiting for
something good to happen,
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it can feel like time is dragging on.
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♪ Over time ♪
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But when you want it to slow down,
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it goes by in the blink of an eye.
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♪ Now hold on, let me finish ♪
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♪ Perfect exists in this life ♪
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The odd part is time isn't real.
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♪ If we try ♪
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♪ I, I-I, I-I ♪
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It's a concept imagined by scientists
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based on the imperfect movement
of the earth around the sun.
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♪ I'll write an anthem worth repeating ♪
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So why do we put so much importance
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on something that's just a theory?
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♪ I wanna feel the transformation ♪
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♪ A melody of reformation ♪
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Because it's all we have.
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♪♪
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Hey, do you two want to come over
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tomorrow morning for presents?
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You know, Owen and I are trying
to establish our own traditions
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with Leo, just give him
a little bit of normalcy
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- while we still can.
- Right.
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Before his mother/sister
comes home from rehab?
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And his half-sibling arrives, yeah.
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Well, kids can make anything
normal, so he'll be fine.
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Thanks.
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Dr. Grey?
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Uh, I start my ICU rotation tomorrow,
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and I was wondering if you
have any advice on... that.
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Well, first of all, Schmitt,
don't call them "that."
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Sorry, I just mean,
it's so... emotional in there.
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Well, it's the ICU,
and she's been here for a month.
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She's off the sedatives now.
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We don't know when she'll wake up
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or even if she'll wake up.
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You know, it's brutal,
and it's depressing.
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And it can make you feel like
you're going insane.
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Right.
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So, I...
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You are going to watch
Natasha very closely.
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You will examine her every day.
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If there's any change,
any type of change,
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you'll page me immediately.
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- Okay?
- Okay.
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And you should go outside on your breaks,
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because you can feel like you're losing
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all sense of time in here.
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[TELEPHONE RINGS IN DISTANCE]
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[SIGHS]
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- You had the husband?
- Yeah.
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Ice skate to the tibia. You?
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Ouch. Wife had a hell of a concussion.
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Most wonderful time of the year, right?
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Hey.
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It's snowing.
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♪♪
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What are you guys doing for Christmas?
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Oh, you know, Leo's too young
to absorb any of it.
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I think we're gonna do presents and cocoa
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and cinnamon buns, all that.
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Hopefully some of it'll stick.
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Yeah, that's sweet.
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And Amelia has to go to rehab
to visit Betty. Yeah.
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Right. The usual.
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Yeah.
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So, we're gonna, um...
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We're having Christmas dinner
tomorrow night,
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and Amelia wanted me to invite you.
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Oh, no, no. Thanks. No.
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I'm... I'm covering for you
in the pit, remember?
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Oh, right, right. Yeah.
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Of course. And thank you, again.
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Yeah, of course.
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♪♪
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We're gonna find our own traditions, too.
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I know.
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Merry Christmas, Owen.
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♪♪
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[TELEPHONE RINGS]
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It's a unique choice.
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I mean, I don't think
we've ever had a chief
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give us cured meat before.
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I did something nice,
and you're mocking me for it.
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Oh, wait! Did you tell her?
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We're having a New Year's Eve party.
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Attending and fellows only. Champagne.
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Little snacky things on crackers.
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- Very classy.
- How glamorous.
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I know. You should invite Link.
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I mean, I already invited him,
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but y-you should ask him to be your date,
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'cause I already told him that you would.
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Jo...
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Ooh, sorry. Ohh! Oh, my...
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- Oh.
- Hey.
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Hi. Um, I-I was just leaving,
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and it looks like you are, too.
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Do you want to take
our hams out for a drink?
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[CHUCKLING] Oh, that sounds amazing,
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but I have to get home
because it's Christmas Eve.
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I have to put the kids to bed
so Santa can come.
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- Right.
- Yeah.
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- Soon though?
- Yes. Yeah.
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Oh, you know, actually,
the Karevs are having
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a very classy New Year's Eve party.
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I'll be there. Okay.
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No... Dark blue scrubs only.
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She can have a plus one.
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- You're supposed to read my tone.
- Read your what?
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Jo, I'm a big girl.
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I can handle my own love life.
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- Thanks for the ham, Chief.
- You're welcome.
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Here comes Santa Claus.
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[LAUGHS] LINK: This is for you.
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Cookies for Santa, in case you
don't feel like baking later.
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Link is spending his Christmas Eve
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visiting kids in the cancer ward.
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Seriously?
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Seriously.
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Seriously.
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You're mocking him
for doing something even nicer.
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You should take a look at that.
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We'll see you New Year's Eve.
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MEREDITH: Bye, Santa.
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You are in a love triangle.
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There's no love. There's no triangle.
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[CHUCKLING] Yeah.
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Unless, of course,
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the ham, the cookies, and I
are a triangle.
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[LAUGHS]
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She's totally in a love triangle.
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Mm-hmm.
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[KNOCK ON DOOR]
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[SIGHS]
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Uh, sorry I didn't call first.
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Oh, it's okay. Come in.
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Uh, I can't stay.
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Just, uh... just wanted
to drop these off for Tuck
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for in the morning from me.
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Oh. Thank you.
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Uh... Uh, but I put your name
on all the gifts I got him.
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Why would you do that?
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Well, 'cause they're from us.
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It's funny.
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I-I don't remember us
going shopping together.
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I just didn't want him to think that...
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You called a time-out on our marriage?
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Okay. I'm sorry.
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Uh, thank you for the gifts.
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I'll make sure that he opens them.
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Uh, what are you... Wait.
Where are you gonna be tomorrow?
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On call. You know,
Christmas is a big day for us.
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Oh, us, too.
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Uh, maybe I'll see you in the pit.
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Maybe don't sound so hopeful
that somebody gets injured
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in a fire on Christmas.
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Right.
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["WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS" PLAYS]
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♪♪
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[UTENSILS CLACK]
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Anybody want to play cards?
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I play a mean Gin Rummy.
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Oh, you don't want to do that
unless you want to lose.
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I am the master of Gin Rummy
in this house.
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I'm sorry, kids. I'm just exhausted.
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Would I be a party pooper
if I just went to bed?
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Of course, Mom. Get your rest.
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Okay. I'm sorry.
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Couldn't even chase Harriet
around that tree this morning.
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Thank you so much for taking
care of Christmas dinner.
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I've just been no help at all.
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We have Christmas dinner
catered every year, Mom.
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There's no reason to change that.
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- [CHUCKLES] Merry Christmas, baby.
- Okay.
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- Maggie.
- Merry Christmas.
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Can I help you upstairs?
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Oh, no, no.
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No, I can make it to my bed on my own.
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[SIGHS]
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She doesn't let me help her do anything.
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She'll get there.
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I hope so.
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♪♪
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It was fine. A little boring.
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I kinda wished you were there.
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At Christmas?
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With your family?
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Yeah. Why? Is that weird?
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No.
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I'll come next year, and I'll
bring some Chanukkah gelt.
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[CHUCKLES]
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It's creepy in here.
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I'll protect you.
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You are so cheesy.
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[LAUGHS]
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Hey, uh, Dr. Shepherd asked me
to come check on Natasha.
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MAN: Help! Can you...
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Hello! Somebody?
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Page Dr. Grey.
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Oh, my God, it's Natasha. She's...
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She's awake.
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[LAUGHS]
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♪♪
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GARRETT: [CLEARS THROAT] Thank you.
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Thank you, thank you, thank you.
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I'm saying it a lot for the both of us.
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MEREDITH: Schmitt?
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Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 35.
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Neuro... She regained
consciousness overnight.
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She is now A&O times three.
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Cardio and pulmonary... She's on a vent
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and has an open thoracostomy
for empyema drainage.
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MSK... Spine was cleared,
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and her pelvis was fixed internally.
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When will she be able to talk?
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We're working on decreasing
her vent settings first.
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MEREDITH: We also have
to get her nutrition up.
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She's weak and has been
through quite a lot.
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MAGGIE: We can close the
thoracostomy today, though,
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since her lungs are doing so much better.
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Natasha, we need you
to get strong for us.
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I'm gonna get you up and out
of that bed soon, okay?
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MEREDITH: Let's make sure
the respiratory therapist
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brings that peep down to 5.
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Welcome back, Natasha.
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You may get that planetarium wedding yet.
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At this point,
I'd settle for a courthouse.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Nice work, Grey.
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- [CHUCKLES]
- Love triangle.
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When are you gonna stop
stringing him along, huh?
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Excuse me?
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You heard me.
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Link... he likes you, and you
keep giving him false hope.
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Who says it's false?
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Oh, please. We both know it is.
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Do we?
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[SPEAKING ITALIAN] _
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Andrew.
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New Year's Eve.
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Is that a date?
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Or is that like, "Oh, come to this party,
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and we'll make eyes
at each other over the punch,
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but I'm not really brave enough
to talk to you in public"?
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I've been called a lot of things.
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"Not brave enough" isn't one of them.
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Fine. It's a date.
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WOMAN OVER PA:
Dr. Brooks, dial Admitting.
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Dr. Brooks, dial Admitting.
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You look good.
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Your hair, it's shinier.
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Oh, ew. Please don't talk about my hair.
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00:09:57,852 --> 00:09:59,953
Okay.
262
00:09:59,988 --> 00:10:02,989
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
263
00:10:03,024 --> 00:10:05,257
- How's Leo?
- He's good.
264
00:10:05,293 --> 00:10:09,295
Yeah, he's teething like crazy,
but he's good.
265
00:10:09,330 --> 00:10:10,657
You miss him?
266
00:10:10,692 --> 00:10:11,965
I mean,
267
00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:15,834
not as much as I miss drugs,
but yeah, a bit.
268
00:10:15,869 --> 00:10:17,636
Well, that's good.
269
00:10:17,671 --> 00:10:18,971
Identifying that.
270
00:10:19,006 --> 00:10:20,872
It's... part of the process.
271
00:10:20,908 --> 00:10:23,609
No, it's not part of the process.
272
00:10:23,644 --> 00:10:25,477
I just miss drugs.
273
00:10:25,512 --> 00:10:27,112
I know they ruined my life,
274
00:10:27,735 --> 00:10:30,215
but they made me feel
better than anything.
275
00:10:30,250 --> 00:10:31,783
Better than being a mom.
276
00:10:31,819 --> 00:10:32,884
Oh, God.
277
00:10:32,920 --> 00:10:35,854
That's so stupid.
I shouldn't even be a mom.
278
00:10:35,889 --> 00:10:37,288
I'm a kid.
279
00:10:38,759 --> 00:10:39,891
I should just give you guys Leo
280
00:10:39,927 --> 00:10:41,875
and pretend none of this ever happened.
281
00:10:42,730 --> 00:10:44,295
Betty...
282
00:10:44,331 --> 00:10:50,301
♪♪
283
00:10:50,337 --> 00:10:52,004
It's New Year's Eve.
284
00:10:53,406 --> 00:10:55,072
Don't you have somewhere to be?
285
00:10:55,108 --> 00:10:59,477
♪♪
286
00:11:00,480 --> 00:11:02,380
[ALEXI VON GUGGENBERG'S
"STAND OUT" PLAYS]
287
00:11:02,415 --> 00:11:04,382
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
288
00:11:04,417 --> 00:11:11,022
♪♪
289
00:11:11,057 --> 00:11:13,090
- WOMAN: Girl, look at you!
- [LAUGHS]
290
00:11:13,126 --> 00:11:15,059
♪ Can't help but stand out ♪
291
00:11:15,094 --> 00:11:17,395
♪ Ooh, can't help myself ♪
292
00:11:17,430 --> 00:11:18,530
♪ I can't help but stand out ♪
293
00:11:18,565 --> 00:11:21,899
Oh, hey, um, weren't you
supposed to be covering the ICU?
294
00:11:21,934 --> 00:11:23,600
Oh, uh, Natasha was using
295
00:11:23,636 --> 00:11:25,036
the speaking valve for the first time,
296
00:11:25,071 --> 00:11:27,071
so Dr. Grey said she wanted to stay.
297
00:11:27,106 --> 00:11:28,405
♪ Ooh, can't help myself ♪
298
00:11:28,440 --> 00:11:29,740
♪ Can't help but stand out ♪
299
00:11:29,776 --> 00:11:31,835
Hey. Where are you right now?
300
00:11:31,871 --> 00:11:32,877
♪ No limitations ♪
301
00:11:32,912 --> 00:11:35,112
Sorry, I'm just... distracted.
302
00:11:35,148 --> 00:11:36,781
♪ Tell me the rules so I can break them ♪
303
00:11:36,816 --> 00:11:38,115
Let's get out of here.
304
00:11:38,151 --> 00:11:39,383
♪ I keep slippin' in
their conversations ♪
305
00:11:39,418 --> 00:11:40,951
The ball hasn't even dropped yet.
306
00:11:40,987 --> 00:11:42,286
The ball can drop in our bed.
307
00:11:42,321 --> 00:11:43,888
Hmm?
308
00:11:43,923 --> 00:11:45,589
I did not mean that to sound so graphic.
309
00:11:45,624 --> 00:11:46,827
[BOTH LAUGH]
310
00:11:46,863 --> 00:11:47,958
♪ I ain't doing my job ♪
311
00:11:47,994 --> 00:11:50,627
MIRANDA: Do you think I can ask him over
312
00:11:50,663 --> 00:11:53,963
after his shift, like, for a toast maybe?
313
00:11:53,999 --> 00:11:57,901
Uh, I mean, my son's with his
father, so I don't know...
314
00:11:57,936 --> 00:11:59,969
Oh, would Ben think that's a booty call?
315
00:12:00,005 --> 00:12:01,437
He might think that's a booty call.
316
00:12:01,472 --> 00:12:03,539
Well, maybe that's not such a bad thing.
317
00:12:03,575 --> 00:12:06,142
Okay, hey, everyone!
It's almost midnight!
318
00:12:06,178 --> 00:12:07,543
ALEX: Come on. Hurry, hurry.
319
00:12:07,579 --> 00:12:10,646
[BOTTLES CLINKING]
320
00:12:10,682 --> 00:12:12,916
- Oh, no, I'll take one.
- Thank you.
321
00:12:12,951 --> 00:12:15,418
Oh, you look... like I should've
joined the Army.
322
00:12:15,453 --> 00:12:16,652
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
323
00:12:16,688 --> 00:12:20,323
ALL: 10, 9, 8,
324
00:12:20,358 --> 00:12:23,760
7, 6, 5,
325
00:12:23,795 --> 00:12:28,097
4, 3, 2, 1...
326
00:12:28,132 --> 00:12:30,132
Happy New Year!
327
00:12:30,167 --> 00:12:31,834
[CHEERS AND LAUGHTER]
328
00:12:31,869 --> 00:12:33,569
- Cheers!
- Cheers!
329
00:12:33,605 --> 00:12:35,530
Happy New Year.
330
00:12:36,107 --> 00:12:38,407
[CHUCKLES]
331
00:12:38,443 --> 00:12:40,743
Happy New Year.
332
00:12:40,778 --> 00:12:42,612
Shut up.
333
00:12:44,014 --> 00:12:45,814
Happy New Year, Dr. Karev.
334
00:12:45,850 --> 00:12:48,117
Happy New Year, Dr. Karev.
335
00:12:48,152 --> 00:12:50,119
♪ Cuz I'm gonna live my life free ♪
336
00:12:50,154 --> 00:12:52,154
♪ Can't help but stand out ♪
337
00:12:52,189 --> 00:12:54,590
And may this year be
everything you wish for.
338
00:12:54,626 --> 00:12:55,658
We want to thank you all for..
339
00:12:55,693 --> 00:12:56,825
How are you feeling off the vent?
340
00:12:56,861 --> 00:12:58,994
...and whether all your dreams
came true this year,
341
00:12:59,029 --> 00:12:59,962
or you simply...
342
00:12:59,997 --> 00:13:01,929
[WEAKLY] Like I haven't
breathed on my own
343
00:13:01,965 --> 00:13:03,998
in two months.
344
00:13:04,033 --> 00:13:05,333
Then you're doing well.
345
00:13:08,238 --> 00:13:10,805
Garrett went to find us sparkling water
346
00:13:10,840 --> 00:13:13,308
so we could pretend it's champagne.
347
00:13:13,343 --> 00:13:15,143
- He's a good one, huh?
- He is.
348
00:13:15,178 --> 00:13:17,011
He was by your side the entire time.
349
00:13:18,515 --> 00:13:20,214
I could hear him.
350
00:13:20,250 --> 00:13:25,153
He talked to me all day about
you and the other doctors.
351
00:13:25,188 --> 00:13:28,323
Shouldn't you be kissing
one of them right now?
352
00:13:28,358 --> 00:13:29,524
Kissing who?
353
00:13:29,559 --> 00:13:32,126
One of the doctors who likes you.
354
00:13:32,162 --> 00:13:36,030
Garrett calls them
Abercrombie and Stitch.
355
00:13:36,065 --> 00:13:38,032
[BOTH LAUGH]
356
00:13:38,067 --> 00:13:39,367
Yeah! Come over here!
357
00:13:39,403 --> 00:13:41,670
Oh, dang! We missed it.
358
00:13:41,705 --> 00:13:43,037
Happy New Year, guys.
359
00:13:43,072 --> 00:13:45,840
[KEYS CLACK]
360
00:13:45,875 --> 00:13:49,510
TV ANNOUNCER: 10... 10, 9, 8...
361
00:13:49,545 --> 00:13:52,513
Kiss the one who turns back time for you.
362
00:13:52,548 --> 00:13:58,084
...5, 4, 3, 2, 1...
363
00:13:58,120 --> 00:13:59,152
Happy New Year!
364
00:13:59,188 --> 00:14:01,254
Happy New Year!
365
00:14:01,290 --> 00:14:03,190
Happy New Year.
366
00:14:03,225 --> 00:14:04,358
Oh!
367
00:14:04,393 --> 00:14:11,264
♪♪
368
00:14:11,300 --> 00:14:13,233
♪ All right, ohh ♪
369
00:14:13,268 --> 00:14:14,768
Scotch, neat.
370
00:14:14,804 --> 00:14:16,169
Hey, how you doing?
371
00:14:16,205 --> 00:14:18,508
Good, good.
372
00:14:20,042 --> 00:14:23,109
You, uh, been playing lately?
373
00:14:23,145 --> 00:14:25,178
No. Been busy.
374
00:14:25,214 --> 00:14:26,612
Same.
375
00:14:26,648 --> 00:14:28,215
♪ Ain't got no regrets ♪
376
00:14:28,250 --> 00:14:29,314
♪ Ain't got no regrets ♪
377
00:14:29,350 --> 00:14:31,037
She stand you up, too?
378
00:14:31,073 --> 00:14:32,452
Looks like it.
379
00:14:32,487 --> 00:14:34,087
♪ Till there ain't nothing left ♪
380
00:14:34,122 --> 00:14:37,290
♪ Feels like my heart will beat
right out of my chest ♪
381
00:14:37,326 --> 00:14:39,253
♪ This is as good as it gets ♪
382
00:14:40,144 --> 00:14:43,427
Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 45.
383
00:14:43,452 --> 00:14:45,285
Neuro and cardio unchanged.
384
00:14:45,320 --> 00:14:48,155
Pulmonary... She has tolerated
her speaking valve trials
385
00:14:48,190 --> 00:14:49,489
with intermittent oxygen.
386
00:14:49,525 --> 00:14:51,758
We will remove the chest tube today.
387
00:14:51,793 --> 00:14:53,760
GI... She's on tube feeds.
388
00:14:53,795 --> 00:14:56,530
PT/OT... She made it bed to chair.
389
00:14:56,565 --> 00:15:00,133
Well, there has been a lot of progress.
390
00:15:00,169 --> 00:15:01,801
We're still not out of the woods yet,
391
00:15:01,836 --> 00:15:05,138
but, um, do you have any
questions for us?
392
00:15:05,173 --> 00:15:07,506
- When do I get to eat?
- JO: [LAUGHS]
393
00:15:07,542 --> 00:15:09,708
She's been awake for 11 days,
and she's been asking
394
00:15:09,743 --> 00:15:11,677
about tacos for 10 of them.
395
00:15:11,712 --> 00:15:13,879
Tacos are a ways away, I'm afraid.
396
00:15:13,914 --> 00:15:15,681
But we can... we can do Jell-O.
397
00:15:15,716 --> 00:15:18,184
The speech and swallow therapist
will try that today.
398
00:15:18,219 --> 00:15:19,351
I'll take it.
399
00:15:19,387 --> 00:15:21,453
Uh, watermelon.
400
00:15:21,489 --> 00:15:22,788
Okay, you take care.
401
00:15:25,493 --> 00:15:26,725
- Hey.
- Dr. Grey.
402
00:15:26,760 --> 00:15:27,826
I haven't seen you in a few days.
403
00:15:27,861 --> 00:15:29,395
- How have you been?
- Stood up.
404
00:15:29,430 --> 00:15:30,554
Sorry.
405
00:15:30,579 --> 00:15:31,863
I don't know if you've
ever been stood up before,
406
00:15:31,899 --> 00:15:33,103
but it feels pretty awful.
407
00:15:33,139 --> 00:15:35,634
- Well, I had a patient.
- You have a phone.
408
00:15:35,670 --> 00:15:37,536
WOMAN OVER PA: Dr. Rainey to Peds ICU.
409
00:15:37,572 --> 00:15:40,037
- Dr. Rainey to Peds ICU.
- [SIGHS]
410
00:15:40,073 --> 00:15:41,260
Look, it's been fun.
411
00:15:41,295 --> 00:15:42,740
The waiting. The build up. The game.
412
00:15:42,775 --> 00:15:44,242
But that? That wasn't fun.
413
00:15:44,277 --> 00:15:45,677
- That was just rude.
- You're right.
414
00:15:45,712 --> 00:15:48,045
I'm a good guy, Meredith.
415
00:15:48,081 --> 00:15:49,328
- But I'm not a doormat.
- [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
416
00:15:49,363 --> 00:15:50,648
And if that's what you're after,
then I don't know.
417
00:15:50,684 --> 00:15:52,450
Maybe Link is your guy after all.
418
00:15:58,391 --> 00:15:59,724
A little more. A little more!
419
00:15:59,759 --> 00:16:01,693
Good! There you go!
420
00:16:01,728 --> 00:16:03,728
Please don't talk to me like I'm a child.
421
00:16:03,763 --> 00:16:05,597
It's perfectly normal to feel...
422
00:16:05,632 --> 00:16:07,232
How do you know what "normal" is?
423
00:16:07,267 --> 00:16:09,767
Have you ever had your spine carved open
424
00:16:09,802 --> 00:16:11,035
- and dug around in?
- [SIGHS]
425
00:16:11,070 --> 00:16:12,270
Huh?
426
00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:15,405
Um... Marsha,
427
00:16:15,441 --> 00:16:17,374
can you give us a minute, please?
428
00:16:17,409 --> 00:16:18,876
- Yeah.
- Thank you.
429
00:16:20,446 --> 00:16:21,779
[SIGHS]
430
00:16:21,814 --> 00:16:24,248
Richard, spare me the lecture
about recovery.
431
00:16:24,283 --> 00:16:25,783
I know that's the pain talking.
432
00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:28,585
No, that is me talking,
and I say she's a pain.
433
00:16:28,621 --> 00:16:30,721
You're a pain in my entire ass!
434
00:16:30,757 --> 00:16:31,789
[SIGHS]
435
00:16:31,824 --> 00:16:33,290
I asked her to give me some exercises
436
00:16:33,325 --> 00:16:36,861
so that I could get back
to my sensual self,
437
00:16:36,896 --> 00:16:38,362
and she said [HIGH-PITCHED] "Don't worry
438
00:16:38,397 --> 00:16:39,764
your little heart about that"
439
00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:41,698
[NORMAL VOICE] like
I'm some dried-up old mop.
440
00:16:41,734 --> 00:16:43,634
Well, I'm sure that's not what she meant.
441
00:16:43,669 --> 00:16:45,236
Then what did she mean?
442
00:16:45,271 --> 00:16:46,603
It's not like these pain meds
443
00:16:46,639 --> 00:16:49,073
are letting me have any
sexual appetite anyway.
444
00:16:49,108 --> 00:16:50,607
The average recovery time...
445
00:16:50,643 --> 00:16:51,708
Since when am I average?
446
00:16:51,744 --> 00:16:53,042
[SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
Don't talk to me about time.
447
00:16:53,078 --> 00:16:55,245
Don't help me.
448
00:16:55,280 --> 00:16:56,612
[SIGHS]
449
00:16:56,648 --> 00:17:01,651
♪♪
450
00:17:01,686 --> 00:17:03,486
Hey, sorry I'm late. You already started.
451
00:17:03,521 --> 00:17:06,089
This gel is really cold, and I
have to get back to the pit.
452
00:17:06,124 --> 00:17:07,791
You said we were gonna
do these things together.
453
00:17:07,826 --> 00:17:09,225
- You can't just...
- What do you want me to do?
454
00:17:09,261 --> 00:17:10,559
Every time I have to
be a parent, wait for you?
455
00:17:10,595 --> 00:17:12,728
Yeah, but if you say you're gonna
wait, then you can't just...
456
00:17:12,764 --> 00:17:14,630
This baby is gonna be outside
of my body eventually.
457
00:17:14,666 --> 00:17:16,332
Oh, really? Is that how it works?
458
00:17:16,367 --> 00:17:17,667
Please explain it to me, Teddy.
459
00:17:17,702 --> 00:17:18,835
[ HEARTBEAT]
460
00:17:18,870 --> 00:17:20,536
Oh, my God.
461
00:17:21,840 --> 00:17:24,740
- It's a...
- Oh, wow.
462
00:17:27,712 --> 00:17:30,578
We're having a baby girl.
463
00:17:30,614 --> 00:17:38,320
♪♪
464
00:17:38,355 --> 00:17:40,422
[SIREN WAILS]
465
00:17:40,457 --> 00:17:41,924
Hey! Ben!
466
00:17:41,959 --> 00:17:43,859
- Hey.
- Hey.
467
00:17:43,894 --> 00:17:45,093
MVC out on Elliott.
468
00:17:45,129 --> 00:17:46,862
This... This black ice is no joke.
469
00:17:46,897 --> 00:17:49,097
- Did you put your snow tires on?
- Uh, I will.
470
00:17:49,133 --> 00:17:52,701
Ben, um, I need to tell you something...
471
00:17:52,736 --> 00:17:54,269
or ask you something.
472
00:17:54,305 --> 00:17:57,439
I don't have the words ready,
but my heart is.
473
00:17:58,976 --> 00:18:01,710
I want you to come home, Ben.
474
00:18:01,745 --> 00:18:03,312
Please.
475
00:18:06,850 --> 00:18:11,118
I mean... it's lonely at
the house when Tuck is gone,
476
00:18:11,154 --> 00:18:12,787
and, uh, the fence, uh, it...
477
00:18:12,823 --> 00:18:14,622
it blew down after the windstorm.
478
00:18:14,658 --> 00:18:16,324
I haven't had a chance... No.
479
00:18:16,360 --> 00:18:18,125
Come home, Ben.
480
00:18:18,161 --> 00:18:19,494
Please.
481
00:18:19,529 --> 00:18:20,695
Come home.
482
00:18:23,933 --> 00:18:25,629
Miranda, I...
483
00:18:26,002 --> 00:18:27,702
I love you.
484
00:18:30,073 --> 00:18:31,706
But you broke my heart.
485
00:18:32,776 --> 00:18:35,710
I'm not coming home just because
now you're lonely
486
00:18:35,746 --> 00:18:38,045
and the fence needs patching.
487
00:18:38,081 --> 00:18:39,069
Okay.
488
00:18:39,104 --> 00:18:41,849
O-Okay, no, uh, that's not what I meant.
489
00:18:41,885 --> 00:18:43,251
Uh...
490
00:18:43,286 --> 00:18:44,852
You know I haven't been myself.
491
00:18:44,888 --> 00:18:46,354
It was my meds.
492
00:18:46,389 --> 00:18:50,324
I was working on
my physical health so much
493
00:18:50,360 --> 00:18:52,326
that I was ignoring my mental...
494
00:18:52,362 --> 00:18:55,196
My anxieties, again, they...
495
00:18:57,566 --> 00:19:02,003
I-It wasn't the job,
and it was not your fault.
496
00:19:02,038 --> 00:19:04,538
But I'm... I'm handling it.
497
00:19:04,573 --> 00:19:06,440
I'm... I'm being treated.
498
00:19:06,475 --> 00:19:08,609
I'm better now.
499
00:19:08,644 --> 00:19:10,611
DISPATCHER: Structure fire
at Mercer and Fairview.
500
00:19:10,646 --> 00:19:12,413
All nearby units, respond.
[STATIC CRACKLES]
501
00:19:12,448 --> 00:19:13,780
W-We have to go.
502
00:19:13,815 --> 00:19:15,215
I'll talk to you later.
503
00:19:15,250 --> 00:19:16,249
Ben?
504
00:19:17,886 --> 00:19:19,552
[ENGINE STARTS]
505
00:19:19,587 --> 00:19:20,787
I'm sorry.
506
00:19:20,822 --> 00:19:22,855
[SIREN WAILS]
507
00:19:27,162 --> 00:19:28,929
[THUNDER RUMBLES]
508
00:19:31,618 --> 00:19:35,134
LEVI: Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 62.
509
00:19:35,159 --> 00:19:36,459
Neuro unchanged,
510
00:19:36,494 --> 00:19:38,694
cardio... she was tachycardic overnight.
511
00:19:38,729 --> 00:19:41,764
Pulmonary... she was placed back
on the ventilator two days ago.
512
00:19:41,799 --> 00:19:43,765
She's been awake for four weeks.
513
00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:45,267
Why is she back on the ventilator?
514
00:19:45,302 --> 00:19:47,169
She has pneumonia,
so she's on antibiotics,
515
00:19:47,204 --> 00:19:50,038
but her lungs have taken
a pretty big hit.
516
00:19:50,074 --> 00:19:54,042
GI... Her tube feeds
were held for the O.R. today,
517
00:19:54,078 --> 00:19:56,011
but the CT from overnight...
518
00:19:56,046 --> 00:19:59,314
My ostomy. It's been hurting.
519
00:19:59,350 --> 00:20:01,016
Am I... are you still gonna...
520
00:20:01,051 --> 00:20:04,152
We won't be able
to reverse your ostomy today.
521
00:20:04,188 --> 00:20:06,021
What? Why?
522
00:20:06,056 --> 00:20:07,232
The CT that we got back,
523
00:20:07,267 --> 00:20:09,858
it showed fluid collections
in your abdomen,
524
00:20:09,893 --> 00:20:11,245
which may be the source of your symptoms.
525
00:20:11,281 --> 00:20:12,361
What does that mean?
526
00:20:12,386 --> 00:20:14,196
It means that we will do surgery today,
527
00:20:14,231 --> 00:20:16,497
but it will be to clean out
the fluid collections.
528
00:20:16,532 --> 00:20:18,499
So you're gonna open her back up?
529
00:20:18,534 --> 00:20:21,202
The wounds she's been working
to heal for the last few weeks?
530
00:20:21,237 --> 00:20:22,936
Unfortunately, yes.
531
00:20:24,273 --> 00:20:27,141
GU... She is on intermittent dialysis,
532
00:20:27,176 --> 00:20:29,576
and she is going to have
another session today.
533
00:20:29,612 --> 00:20:32,146
Heme... she is on DVT prophylaxis.
534
00:20:32,181 --> 00:20:34,848
♪♪
535
00:20:38,721 --> 00:20:40,254
[CHUCKLES] Don't judge me.
536
00:20:40,289 --> 00:20:41,522
I saw a bed. I laid down on it.
537
00:20:41,557 --> 00:20:43,224
My feet are very angry with me.
538
00:20:43,259 --> 00:20:45,092
Ah. I know what you need.
539
00:20:45,128 --> 00:20:47,938
And I know just who to give it to you.
540
00:20:48,964 --> 00:20:51,065
Mimi at Pink Bunny.
541
00:20:51,100 --> 00:20:52,865
Best Mani-pedi in Seattle.
542
00:20:52,901 --> 00:20:54,834
[LAUGHS] Why does it make perfect sense
543
00:20:54,869 --> 00:20:56,503
that you have a favorite nail salon?
544
00:20:56,538 --> 00:20:58,038
Well, you don't want
to dig around somebody's brain
545
00:20:58,073 --> 00:20:59,072
with sloppy cuticles.
546
00:20:59,107 --> 00:21:01,707
You ever want to experience
pure bliss for $29...
547
00:21:01,743 --> 00:21:03,776
Mnh! you let me know.
548
00:21:03,811 --> 00:21:05,545
- [CHUCKLES]
- [DOOR OPENS]
549
00:21:10,618 --> 00:21:13,053
MEREDITH: Okay, cut the knot.
550
00:21:13,088 --> 00:21:15,522
[MONITOR BEEPING, VENTILATOR HISSING]
551
00:21:15,557 --> 00:21:17,801
Nicely done. You can do the next tie.
552
00:21:19,494 --> 00:21:21,027
You seem different.
553
00:21:21,063 --> 00:21:22,295
I got contacts.
554
00:21:22,330 --> 00:21:23,629
No, it's... it's not that.
555
00:21:23,665 --> 00:21:26,099
It's... It's just you're less...
556
00:21:26,134 --> 00:21:27,867
Glasses.
557
00:21:27,902 --> 00:21:29,201
- Yeah.
- Hmm.
558
00:21:29,236 --> 00:21:30,302
Yeah, and... and the other day,
559
00:21:30,337 --> 00:21:32,605
when I asked you to change
Natasha's central line,
560
00:21:32,640 --> 00:21:35,140
you didn't mess it up at all.
561
00:21:35,176 --> 00:21:38,578
Kind of a backhanded compliment,
but thank you?
562
00:21:41,983 --> 00:21:44,249
- I met someone.
- Mm.
563
00:21:44,285 --> 00:21:47,053
And he's hot, and he's confident,
564
00:21:47,088 --> 00:21:48,220
and he likes me.
565
00:21:51,358 --> 00:21:53,459
And I'm gay.
566
00:21:53,494 --> 00:21:54,560
And he's gay.
567
00:21:54,596 --> 00:21:58,263
And we're... gay together.
568
00:21:58,299 --> 00:22:01,400
And it's the most me I've
ever felt in my whole life.
569
00:22:01,435 --> 00:22:04,303
Well, I'm happy for you, Schmitt.
570
00:22:04,338 --> 00:22:05,670
Thank you.
571
00:22:05,706 --> 00:22:07,606
DELUCA: Yeah, I think it's beautiful.
572
00:22:07,641 --> 00:22:09,007
After all, what's life for
573
00:22:09,042 --> 00:22:10,909
if not to share it with somebody, right?
574
00:22:10,944 --> 00:22:13,178
Does that mean
life is not worth living alone?
575
00:22:13,214 --> 00:22:14,980
I think if you meet someone
who lights you up,
576
00:22:15,015 --> 00:22:16,482
you should fight for them.
577
00:22:16,517 --> 00:22:18,117
Suction.
578
00:22:18,152 --> 00:22:20,185
[SUCTION]
579
00:22:20,221 --> 00:22:22,254
This fluid looks cloudy.
580
00:22:23,957 --> 00:22:25,357
Oh, no.
581
00:22:25,392 --> 00:22:27,292
She's got dead bowel.
582
00:22:27,328 --> 00:22:28,293
JO: Did we know that?
583
00:22:28,329 --> 00:22:31,208
No, damn it. G.I.A. stapler.
584
00:22:31,865 --> 00:22:34,198
Oh, God. That's really bad, right?
585
00:22:34,234 --> 00:22:40,204
♪♪
586
00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:42,039
Last time I was here,
she was talking about
587
00:22:42,074 --> 00:22:44,108
someone named "Linus" a lot.
588
00:22:44,144 --> 00:22:46,544
Is that a... like, a boy?
Does she have a boyfriend?
589
00:22:46,579 --> 00:22:48,110
- [DOOR OPENS]
- She didn't call him that,
590
00:22:48,135 --> 00:22:50,314
but I think so.
591
00:22:50,350 --> 00:22:52,617
- Hey.
- Hi!
592
00:23:00,226 --> 00:23:01,359
Was that him?
593
00:23:01,394 --> 00:23:02,326
Who?
594
00:23:02,362 --> 00:23:03,894
"Linus"?
595
00:23:03,929 --> 00:23:05,462
Uh, yeah, I guess.
596
00:23:05,497 --> 00:23:06,796
You guess?
597
00:23:09,100 --> 00:23:11,234
I'm doing the stupid steps.
598
00:23:11,270 --> 00:23:15,838
Um, and I'm on the one
where you apologize for stuff
599
00:23:15,874 --> 00:23:16,973
and tell the truth.
600
00:23:17,009 --> 00:23:19,509
So, I have something to tell you guys.
601
00:23:20,679 --> 00:23:22,379
- Go ahead.
- Okay.
602
00:23:22,414 --> 00:23:25,048
I've been lying to you guys
since I met you.
603
00:23:25,083 --> 00:23:26,416
My name's not Betty,
604
00:23:26,451 --> 00:23:29,419
and my parents don't even know I'm here.
605
00:23:29,454 --> 00:23:30,920
But we've been calling them.
606
00:23:30,955 --> 00:23:34,424
No, you've been talking
to my friend Jerry.
607
00:23:34,459 --> 00:23:37,160
Um, what's your real name?
608
00:23:37,196 --> 00:23:38,484
Britney.
609
00:23:39,464 --> 00:23:40,663
[VOICE BREAKING] I'm sorry.
610
00:23:40,698 --> 00:23:41,630
[CLEARS THROAT]
611
00:23:41,666 --> 00:23:43,232
I know I should've told you,
but I was scared
612
00:23:43,267 --> 00:23:45,067
if they found out about Leo.
613
00:23:45,102 --> 00:23:46,735
Whoa. Hold on. They don't know about Leo?
614
00:23:46,770 --> 00:23:48,504
I ran away when I got pregnant,
615
00:23:48,539 --> 00:23:51,407
and they've probably been
looking for me ever since.
616
00:23:51,442 --> 00:23:54,210
Okay. Um, well, we have to call them now.
617
00:23:54,245 --> 00:23:55,944
No. No, no, no. You can't.
618
00:23:55,979 --> 00:23:58,180
You can't.
619
00:23:58,216 --> 00:24:00,282
I'm not ready.
620
00:24:00,318 --> 00:24:02,751
And I'm scared if they know about Leo,
621
00:24:02,786 --> 00:24:04,687
they're gonna take him.
622
00:24:04,722 --> 00:24:09,258
♪♪
623
00:24:09,293 --> 00:24:12,861
Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 73.
624
00:24:12,896 --> 00:24:15,297
- Neuro...
- I don't understand what's happening.
625
00:24:15,333 --> 00:24:17,132
It feels like
every step forward she makes,
626
00:24:17,167 --> 00:24:18,767
she takes two steps back.
627
00:24:18,802 --> 00:24:20,468
It's February 2nd.
628
00:24:20,503 --> 00:24:22,137
Groundhog Day.
629
00:24:22,172 --> 00:24:23,605
That's me.
630
00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:26,608
I feel like I keep living the same day...
631
00:24:26,643 --> 00:24:28,076
[GULPS]
632
00:24:28,112 --> 00:24:30,378
...over and over.
633
00:24:30,413 --> 00:24:31,913
Okay, Bill Murray.
634
00:24:31,949 --> 00:24:34,623
Let the doctors tell us what's going on.
635
00:24:35,518 --> 00:24:37,452
The reason we think she had
the dead bowel is that she's...
636
00:24:37,487 --> 00:24:39,654
- [ALARM BLARING]
- Natasha?
637
00:24:39,689 --> 00:24:41,656
Okay, she's coding!
I'm gonna start compressions!
638
00:24:41,691 --> 00:24:43,424
Crack open the crash cart and let's push
639
00:24:43,460 --> 00:24:44,559
one of atropine and one of epi.
640
00:24:44,594 --> 00:24:46,327
- Natasha!
- Schmitt, get him out of here.
641
00:24:46,363 --> 00:24:48,428
Natasha, please! I need you!
642
00:24:48,464 --> 00:24:50,297
She probably threw a PE...
643
00:24:50,332 --> 00:24:53,400
let's get an echo in here
and start a heparin drip.
644
00:24:53,435 --> 00:24:55,136
[BLARING CONTINUES]
645
00:24:55,171 --> 00:24:57,271
♪♪
646
00:24:59,613 --> 00:25:03,014
Natasha Deon, 45, hospital day 84.
647
00:25:03,039 --> 00:25:04,105
Overnight, she continued...
648
00:25:04,140 --> 00:25:07,909
Just tell me. Please.
649
00:25:07,944 --> 00:25:11,179
Well, when she had her pulmonary
embolism 11 days ago,
650
00:25:11,214 --> 00:25:14,582
it... it... it weakened
her heart and her lungs.
651
00:25:14,617 --> 00:25:16,784
And since then, her kidneys
have worsened, as well.
652
00:25:16,819 --> 00:25:17,952
- I'm sorry.
- Why?
653
00:25:17,988 --> 00:25:19,687
Why?
654
00:25:19,722 --> 00:25:22,357
I just... I... Garrett, I...
655
00:25:22,392 --> 00:25:24,092
[VOICE BREAKING]
Why is this happening to us?
656
00:25:24,127 --> 00:25:25,927
I don't have an answer for that...
657
00:25:25,962 --> 00:25:28,229
Why is this happening to us?
658
00:25:28,265 --> 00:25:30,631
She was getting better.
659
00:25:30,666 --> 00:25:33,101
After all we went through.
660
00:25:33,136 --> 00:25:34,526
[HYPERVENTILATING]
661
00:25:34,562 --> 00:25:36,679
Natasha... [GROANS]
662
00:25:36,714 --> 00:25:38,273
- Garrett?
- Garrett.
663
00:25:38,308 --> 00:25:39,940
- Hey, hey, hey.
- Garrett.
664
00:25:39,975 --> 00:25:42,642
If she dies, I die. If she dies, I die.
665
00:25:42,677 --> 00:25:44,544
- Okay.
- If she dies, I die.
666
00:25:44,579 --> 00:25:45,979
Garrett. Listen to me.
Look at me, please.
667
00:25:46,015 --> 00:25:47,314
Look at me. Look at me. I'm here.
668
00:25:47,349 --> 00:25:49,549
Look at me, please. Listen to me.
669
00:25:49,584 --> 00:25:50,872
You won't die.
670
00:25:50,907 --> 00:25:53,387
I know it feels like that
right now, but trust me.
671
00:25:53,422 --> 00:25:55,422
You won't die.
672
00:25:55,457 --> 00:25:57,557
You have to fight for her.
673
00:25:57,592 --> 00:25:59,826
She's in there fighting for you.
674
00:25:59,861 --> 00:26:01,461
You don't get to give up.
675
00:26:02,564 --> 00:26:06,566
So part of that fight is
you're gonna go take a walk,
676
00:26:06,601 --> 00:26:10,270
you're gonna take a shower,
and you're gonna get a meal.
677
00:26:10,306 --> 00:26:14,241
We will be here,
fighting to keep her alive.
678
00:26:14,276 --> 00:26:20,079
And you are gonna go fight
to keep yourself alive.
679
00:26:20,114 --> 00:26:21,981
Okay?
680
00:26:22,016 --> 00:26:23,483
Come on.
681
00:26:23,518 --> 00:26:27,119
♪♪
682
00:26:27,155 --> 00:26:30,457
♪ They don't love you like I love you ♪
683
00:26:30,492 --> 00:26:32,325
♪ Wait ♪
684
00:26:32,360 --> 00:26:35,462
♪ They don't love you like I love you ♪
685
00:26:35,497 --> 00:26:37,263
♪ Wait ♪
686
00:26:37,298 --> 00:26:40,299
♪ They don't love you like I love you ♪
687
00:26:40,335 --> 00:26:44,270
♪ Maps ♪
688
00:26:44,305 --> 00:26:46,005
- [GRUNTS]
- Oh!
689
00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:48,074
[SOBBING]
690
00:26:50,211 --> 00:26:52,678
Oh, Catherine.
691
00:26:52,713 --> 00:26:53,912
Oh, honey.
692
00:26:55,683 --> 00:26:58,183
I can't do it!
693
00:26:58,218 --> 00:27:01,052
I can't.
694
00:27:01,088 --> 00:27:02,320
No!
695
00:27:02,356 --> 00:27:03,889
[SOBS]
696
00:27:03,924 --> 00:27:05,958
I can't...
697
00:27:05,993 --> 00:27:07,459
[LEO FUSSING]
698
00:27:07,495 --> 00:27:09,461
So, do you think Britney's
spelled with two "T" s or one?
699
00:27:09,497 --> 00:27:10,509
Or maybe they spell it different,
700
00:27:10,545 --> 00:27:11,830
like with a "Y" instead of "I", maybe?
701
00:27:11,866 --> 00:27:13,231
Owen, you have to stop.
702
00:27:13,266 --> 00:27:15,000
We've been having this
conversation for two weeks.
703
00:27:15,035 --> 00:27:15,968
We just need to find them.
704
00:27:16,003 --> 00:27:18,504
We need to tell them
where their daughter is.
705
00:27:18,539 --> 00:27:20,405
And have you thought about
what you're gonna say to them
706
00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:21,473
if you find them?
707
00:27:21,509 --> 00:27:23,408
"Hi, we're two strangers.
708
00:27:23,443 --> 00:27:24,843
We took in your daughter
709
00:27:24,879 --> 00:27:26,812
without going through the foster system,
710
00:27:26,847 --> 00:27:29,214
and, oh, yeah, we have her son,
711
00:27:29,249 --> 00:27:30,815
who you don't even know exists.
712
00:27:30,850 --> 00:27:32,483
Congrats, Grandma and Grandpa!"
713
00:27:32,519 --> 00:27:33,851
[SCOFFS]
714
00:27:33,887 --> 00:27:36,420
We at least need to tell
the social worker.
715
00:27:36,455 --> 00:27:39,924
Owen, she... she needs
to make that call herself.
716
00:27:39,959 --> 00:27:41,325
She's not ready.
717
00:27:41,360 --> 00:27:42,393
We can't push her.
718
00:27:42,428 --> 00:27:43,861
Why is she running our lives?
719
00:27:43,897 --> 00:27:46,731
She's been lying to us, DCHS,
everyone for months,
720
00:27:46,766 --> 00:27:48,365
with no remorse.
721
00:27:48,401 --> 00:27:49,934
She had remorse.
722
00:27:49,969 --> 00:27:51,736
She's an addict. She's figuring it out.
723
00:27:51,771 --> 00:27:53,738
This is all part
of the disease. Betty is...
724
00:27:53,773 --> 00:27:55,740
Her name isn't even Betty!
725
00:27:55,775 --> 00:27:58,709
Sorry, I know that, yes, yes,
addiction is a disease,
726
00:27:58,745 --> 00:28:01,712
but since when does its symptoms
include lying
727
00:28:01,748 --> 00:28:03,881
and stealing from people
who are trying to help you?
728
00:28:03,917 --> 00:28:06,049
It just all feels like an excuse
729
00:28:06,084 --> 00:28:08,785
for justifying piss poor life choices.
730
00:28:08,820 --> 00:28:10,286
[KEYBOARD CLACKING]
731
00:28:10,321 --> 00:28:12,007
[SIGHS]
732
00:28:15,716 --> 00:28:17,527
Wait, where are you going?
733
00:28:17,563 --> 00:28:18,695
To Meredith's.
734
00:28:18,730 --> 00:28:20,864
- Why?
- I don't know.
735
00:28:20,899 --> 00:28:23,132
Piss poor life choices?
736
00:28:23,168 --> 00:28:24,901
Wait, wait, Amelia.
737
00:28:24,937 --> 00:28:26,937
I'm sorry. That was way out of line.
738
00:28:26,972 --> 00:28:28,972
You don't even see the line.
739
00:28:29,007 --> 00:28:30,040
[SIGHS]
740
00:28:30,075 --> 00:28:32,876
I don't know who I'm gonna be
if they take Leo away.
741
00:28:32,911 --> 00:28:34,277
He's my son.
742
00:28:34,312 --> 00:28:35,411
[SIGHS]
743
00:28:35,447 --> 00:28:37,157
If they're gonna take him...
744
00:28:38,549 --> 00:28:40,715
I need to know sooner than later.
745
00:28:44,154 --> 00:28:45,654
[LEO COOS]
746
00:28:45,690 --> 00:28:48,791
♪♪
747
00:28:48,826 --> 00:28:51,326
Hey. I have a pitch for tonight.
748
00:28:51,361 --> 00:28:52,995
You. Me.
749
00:28:53,030 --> 00:28:57,299
Movies. Pizza. Popcorn. Candy. Sex.
750
00:28:57,334 --> 00:28:58,366
Repeat.
751
00:28:59,837 --> 00:29:01,169
You know it's Valentine's Day, right?
752
00:29:01,205 --> 00:29:02,571
You hate Valentine's Day.
753
00:29:02,607 --> 00:29:04,673
I know. I'm trying new things.
754
00:29:04,709 --> 00:29:06,642
Really?
755
00:29:09,213 --> 00:29:11,246
[SNIFFLES]
756
00:29:11,281 --> 00:29:12,815
I know you're hurting.
757
00:29:14,851 --> 00:29:17,251
I, um... I don't...
758
00:29:17,286 --> 00:29:20,033
I don't know how to make it better.
759
00:29:21,557 --> 00:29:23,481
Yeah, neither do I.
760
00:29:23,516 --> 00:29:26,928
I just... I'm trying to do
normal stuff, you know?
761
00:29:26,963 --> 00:29:31,132
I just... feel so...
762
00:29:31,167 --> 00:29:33,835
[SIGHS]
763
00:29:35,404 --> 00:29:37,105
On the worst day of my mother's illness,
764
00:29:37,140 --> 00:29:40,574
I wanted to take her IV
and plunge it into my own arm.
765
00:29:42,679 --> 00:29:43,977
I wanted out.
766
00:29:44,012 --> 00:29:47,347
Not just of that day or that moment.
767
00:29:47,382 --> 00:29:51,284
I wanted out of this life.
768
00:29:51,319 --> 00:29:54,860
It was a fleeting thought,
but it came, and...
769
00:29:55,858 --> 00:29:58,558
you know, that's how bad the pain was.
770
00:29:58,593 --> 00:30:00,293
That's how bad the fear was.
771
00:30:04,066 --> 00:30:06,033
So what'd you do?
772
00:30:06,068 --> 00:30:08,001
I shook. I shook.
773
00:30:08,037 --> 00:30:08,969
[LAUGHS]
774
00:30:09,004 --> 00:30:11,404
My muscles shook in ways
that I did not know
775
00:30:11,439 --> 00:30:12,973
they could move.
776
00:30:13,008 --> 00:30:15,542
And then I, um...
777
00:30:15,577 --> 00:30:17,094
my eye started twitching.
778
00:30:17,129 --> 00:30:20,245
Yeah. Yeah, my eye's been
twitching on and off all day.
779
00:30:20,281 --> 00:30:21,881
- Mm.
- And I've got, like,
780
00:30:21,916 --> 00:30:23,983
this shortness-of-breath thing happening,
781
00:30:24,018 --> 00:30:25,985
where I can't hold a deep breath.
782
00:30:26,020 --> 00:30:27,953
All day, every day.
783
00:30:30,058 --> 00:30:33,258
[DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE]
784
00:30:33,294 --> 00:30:34,894
[SMOOCHES]
785
00:30:37,464 --> 00:30:39,231
- Hey, can I ask you a question?
- Yeah.
786
00:30:39,266 --> 00:30:41,767
How can you stand there and tell
Garrett to fight for love
787
00:30:41,803 --> 00:30:43,969
when you're the one running away from it?
788
00:30:45,973 --> 00:30:49,141
I have three kids and a big job.
789
00:30:50,712 --> 00:30:52,377
[TELEPHONE RINGS]
790
00:30:54,381 --> 00:30:55,414
What?
791
00:30:55,449 --> 00:30:56,515
Nothing, just... you know,
792
00:30:56,550 --> 00:30:59,084
I used to think you were
so beyond me, but you're not.
793
00:30:59,119 --> 00:31:01,353
You're like a kid playing hide and seek,
794
00:31:01,388 --> 00:31:03,021
hiding behind a million excuses.
795
00:31:03,056 --> 00:31:04,582
Happy Valentine's Day.
796
00:31:04,617 --> 00:31:05,624
Hi.
797
00:31:05,659 --> 00:31:08,594
Do you want to go to dinner tonight?
798
00:31:08,629 --> 00:31:12,897
Are you... asking me out...
on Valentine's Day?
799
00:31:12,933 --> 00:31:14,032
I guess I am.
800
00:31:14,067 --> 00:31:15,734
Uh... [CHUCKLES]
801
00:31:15,769 --> 00:31:17,135
Well, I'm, uh...
802
00:31:17,170 --> 00:31:19,904
I'm not one to usually
bang my head against a wall.
803
00:31:19,940 --> 00:31:21,072
- Is that a no?
- No, no.
804
00:31:21,108 --> 00:31:22,574
I'm banging my head.
805
00:31:22,610 --> 00:31:24,243
It's my new thing, I guess.
806
00:31:24,278 --> 00:31:25,377
Um...
807
00:31:25,412 --> 00:31:28,079
I'll see you... tonight?
808
00:31:28,115 --> 00:31:29,114
Okay.
809
00:31:29,149 --> 00:31:32,383
♪♪
810
00:31:32,418 --> 00:31:35,018
[HAMMERING]
811
00:31:41,026 --> 00:31:43,894
[ENGINE SHUTS OFF,
CAR DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
812
00:31:43,929 --> 00:31:45,730
Ben, you fixing the fence?
813
00:31:45,765 --> 00:31:47,164
You weren't supposed to see me.
814
00:31:47,199 --> 00:31:48,232
Ah, Ben.
815
00:31:48,268 --> 00:31:49,833
N-No, Miranda, Miranda, stop.
816
00:31:49,869 --> 00:31:52,637
Okay, it's my turn to say things now.
817
00:31:52,672 --> 00:31:55,172
You said you wanted me to be happy,
818
00:31:55,207 --> 00:31:56,907
to follow my bliss,
819
00:31:56,942 --> 00:31:59,309
and I did, just like you told me to.
820
00:31:59,344 --> 00:32:01,278
And then you turned around
and left me over it.
821
00:32:01,313 --> 00:32:03,112
Now, I may be the one
sleeping somewhere else,
822
00:32:03,148 --> 00:32:05,181
but you left me.
823
00:32:05,216 --> 00:32:06,783
I know.
824
00:32:06,818 --> 00:32:08,017
I'm sorry.
825
00:32:08,052 --> 00:32:11,020
No, you can't leave me like that again.
826
00:32:11,055 --> 00:32:12,088
Not ever. All right?
827
00:32:12,123 --> 00:32:14,857
You can take all the...
the job sabbaticals you want
828
00:32:14,893 --> 00:32:16,693
and... and change your career
a dozen times,
829
00:32:16,728 --> 00:32:18,628
and I will be with you
every step of the way.
830
00:32:18,664 --> 00:32:22,332
But either we are in this
together or we aren't.
831
00:32:22,367 --> 00:32:24,000
And I never planned
a version where we weren't.
832
00:32:24,035 --> 00:32:25,101
I know...
833
00:32:25,136 --> 00:32:26,836
No, don't say "I know."
834
00:32:26,871 --> 00:32:28,170
Listen to me.
835
00:32:29,239 --> 00:32:31,139
I should've known
something wasn't right with you.
836
00:32:31,175 --> 00:32:33,542
I-I should've helped you get help.
837
00:32:33,577 --> 00:32:34,976
I-I should've... I've seen it before.
838
00:32:35,012 --> 00:32:37,145
I should've recognized it.
839
00:32:39,684 --> 00:32:41,717
When you had a heart attack,
I promised you
840
00:32:41,752 --> 00:32:44,353
I would build you a treehouse,
841
00:32:44,388 --> 00:32:46,488
a place for you to go
when you would worry,
842
00:32:46,524 --> 00:32:48,824
when you felt overwhelmed,
when you needed to be alone,
843
00:32:48,859 --> 00:32:51,460
but I never followed through on that.
844
00:32:53,062 --> 00:32:56,230
For that, I'm sorry.
845
00:32:56,265 --> 00:33:02,002
♪♪
846
00:33:02,038 --> 00:33:04,138
You're building me a treehouse?
847
00:33:04,173 --> 00:33:07,542
Now, Miranda, I-I need to know
that this is not something
848
00:33:07,577 --> 00:33:10,578
that you can call "time out" on
ever again.
849
00:33:10,613 --> 00:33:11,646
Never.
850
00:33:11,681 --> 00:33:13,981
No, I-I promise you.
851
00:33:14,016 --> 00:33:16,050
Well, then, yeah,
I-I'm building you a treehouse.
852
00:33:16,085 --> 00:33:18,820
It's, uh... It's not
finished yet, but, uh...
853
00:33:18,855 --> 00:33:20,588
I just figure, you know,
once I move back in,
854
00:33:20,623 --> 00:33:22,523
I can do a little bit of work
on it every morning.
855
00:33:22,559 --> 00:33:23,924
[LAUGHS]
856
00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:25,361
Oh!
857
00:33:26,127 --> 00:33:27,363
Oh!
858
00:33:27,388 --> 00:33:30,731
♪♪
859
00:33:30,766 --> 00:33:33,500
[MONITOR BEEPING, VENTILATOR HISSING]
860
00:33:33,535 --> 00:33:35,168
Dr. Schmitt said you had something
861
00:33:35,203 --> 00:33:36,956
you want to discuss with us?
862
00:33:41,276 --> 00:33:46,179
We've been in this hospital now
for over three months.
863
00:33:46,214 --> 00:33:48,348
Since then, Natasha's only gotten worse.
864
00:33:48,384 --> 00:33:50,917
And I know you're
the best doctors we could get
865
00:33:50,952 --> 00:33:53,186
because I tried to find better ones,
866
00:33:53,221 --> 00:33:54,682
but I couldn't.
867
00:33:55,991 --> 00:33:57,657
No offense.
868
00:34:03,731 --> 00:34:05,731
[WEAKLY] Take me off the vent.
869
00:34:09,236 --> 00:34:11,241
I can't eat.
870
00:34:11,806 --> 00:34:14,239
I can't breathe.
871
00:34:16,076 --> 00:34:17,576
I'm dying.
872
00:34:20,481 --> 00:34:21,714
There are other options.
873
00:34:21,749 --> 00:34:23,382
There's home ventilator care.
874
00:34:23,418 --> 00:34:25,317
There's long-term acute care.
875
00:34:25,352 --> 00:34:27,319
There's skilled nursing facilities.
876
00:34:27,354 --> 00:34:28,320
They know.
877
00:34:28,355 --> 00:34:32,057
They've been consulting
palliative care doctors.
878
00:34:32,092 --> 00:34:35,561
You all have done everything you can
879
00:34:35,596 --> 00:34:39,264
to give me as much time as possible.
880
00:34:42,002 --> 00:34:44,136
We may not have gotten
881
00:34:44,171 --> 00:34:46,638
that wedding under the stars, but...
882
00:34:46,673 --> 00:34:48,319
[SOBS]
883
00:34:49,543 --> 00:34:54,279
...you gave us
the rest of our lives together.
884
00:34:58,986 --> 00:35:01,954
[SNIFFLING]
885
00:35:01,989 --> 00:35:03,668
Take me off.
886
00:35:04,791 --> 00:35:06,124
Please.
887
00:35:07,861 --> 00:35:09,161
Please.
888
00:35:10,982 --> 00:35:12,550
We need you to give verbal consent
889
00:35:12,585 --> 00:35:13,923
as her power of attorney.
890
00:35:13,958 --> 00:35:15,419
[MONITOR BEEPING, VENTILATOR HISSING]
891
00:35:15,454 --> 00:35:17,288
[VOICE BREAKING] I consent.
892
00:35:20,214 --> 00:35:22,347
So, once I shut the machine off,
893
00:35:22,383 --> 00:35:24,850
I don't know how much time you'll have,
894
00:35:24,886 --> 00:35:27,286
so we will give you meds
to keep you comfortable.
895
00:35:29,090 --> 00:35:30,455
Are you ready?
896
00:35:32,459 --> 00:35:34,159
Yeah.
897
00:35:34,195 --> 00:35:35,194
Okay.
898
00:35:36,263 --> 00:35:38,763
[SWITCH CLICKS]
899
00:35:38,799 --> 00:35:41,099
[MACHINE POWERS DOWN]
900
00:35:41,134 --> 00:35:44,100
[COUGHING]
901
00:35:47,774 --> 00:35:50,008
[AIR HISSES]
902
00:35:53,380 --> 00:35:55,080
[SNIFFLING]
903
00:35:55,115 --> 00:35:57,882
[CRYING]
904
00:35:57,918 --> 00:36:04,089
♪♪
905
00:36:04,124 --> 00:36:07,558
♪♪
906
00:36:07,594 --> 00:36:09,094
Alex has an idea.
907
00:36:09,129 --> 00:36:10,895
[GARRETT SNIFFLES]
908
00:36:10,931 --> 00:36:20,105
♪♪
909
00:36:20,140 --> 00:36:22,240
Since when do we do Valentine's?
910
00:36:22,275 --> 00:36:24,909
Since I've been an ass and needed
an excuse to make it up to you.
911
00:36:24,945 --> 00:36:26,173
Ah, that's my cue.
912
00:36:26,208 --> 00:36:28,479
I have a date,
for which I cannot be late.
913
00:36:28,514 --> 00:36:29,580
TEDDY: Hey.
914
00:36:32,252 --> 00:36:33,451
- Hi.
- Hi.
915
00:36:36,957 --> 00:36:38,322
Happy Valentine's Day.
916
00:36:38,358 --> 00:36:39,423
Uh, yeah. Yeah.
917
00:36:39,459 --> 00:36:41,024
[CHUCKLES]
- Hey.
918
00:36:43,963 --> 00:36:45,595
Hey, are you guys free
to come to the ICU?
919
00:36:45,631 --> 00:36:46,764
- What's up?
- Just... Just come.
920
00:36:46,799 --> 00:36:48,158
Bring your phones.
921
00:36:48,194 --> 00:36:59,009
♪♪
922
00:36:59,044 --> 00:37:03,981
♪ When the night has come ♪
923
00:37:05,885 --> 00:37:08,018
Your doctors wanted to make sure
924
00:37:08,053 --> 00:37:10,287
we got our wedding under the stars.
925
00:37:10,322 --> 00:37:19,162
♪ And the moon is the only light we see ♪
926
00:37:19,197 --> 00:37:21,363
MEREDITH: Garrett asked me
to read the vows
927
00:37:21,399 --> 00:37:24,200
that you wrote before the accident.
928
00:37:24,235 --> 00:37:26,769
♪ ...be afraid ♪
929
00:37:26,805 --> 00:37:32,308
♪ No, I won't be afraid ♪
930
00:37:32,343 --> 00:37:33,442
♪ Just as long... ♪
931
00:37:33,477 --> 00:37:36,879
"Garrett, the moment I met you,
932
00:37:36,915 --> 00:37:40,149
I knew I would spend
the rest of my life with you.
933
00:37:40,185 --> 00:37:41,383
Before you, I never met anyone
934
00:37:41,419 --> 00:37:44,287
I could be in the same room
with longer than a few hours."
935
00:37:44,322 --> 00:37:45,288
[LAUGHTER]
936
00:37:45,323 --> 00:37:48,390
♪ Darlin', stand by me ♪
937
00:37:48,426 --> 00:37:52,227
"I waited my whole life to meet you.
938
00:37:52,262 --> 00:37:55,214
I gave up thinking I ever would."
939
00:37:55,933 --> 00:37:57,232
♪ Oh, stand ♪
940
00:37:57,267 --> 00:37:59,067
"But here we are.
941
00:37:59,102 --> 00:38:00,368
Better late than never, right?"
942
00:38:00,403 --> 00:38:02,503
♪ Stand by me ♪
943
00:38:02,539 --> 00:38:05,307
"Now that I found you,
it all makes sense.
944
00:38:05,342 --> 00:38:10,178
Everything that was once hard feels easy
945
00:38:10,214 --> 00:38:12,881
now that you are in my life.
946
00:38:12,916 --> 00:38:17,185
And everything that was
once easy is now sublime."
947
00:38:17,221 --> 00:38:23,325
♪♪
948
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:24,692
I'm sorry.
949
00:38:24,728 --> 00:38:25,861
I love you.
950
00:38:25,896 --> 00:38:29,164
I'm sorry I've been so impossible.
951
00:38:29,199 --> 00:38:32,432
No, no, you do not get to
apologize, sweetheart.
952
00:38:32,468 --> 00:38:35,588
I can't begin to understand
what you're going through.
953
00:38:36,572 --> 00:38:38,672
But I promise
954
00:38:38,707 --> 00:38:41,541
I'll be at your side while you do it.
955
00:38:41,577 --> 00:38:43,410
Mm.
956
00:38:43,445 --> 00:38:46,847
♪♪
957
00:38:46,883 --> 00:38:48,548
And...
958
00:38:48,584 --> 00:38:51,270
Catherine Fox.
959
00:38:52,454 --> 00:38:53,921
Easy.
960
00:38:53,956 --> 00:38:55,756
♪ I won't cry ♪
961
00:38:55,791 --> 00:38:58,725
You couldn't be average if you tried.
962
00:38:58,761 --> 00:39:04,264
♪ No, I won't shed a tear ♪
963
00:39:04,299 --> 00:39:05,531
♪ Just as long... ♪
964
00:39:05,566 --> 00:39:06,933
Mnh.
965
00:39:06,968 --> 00:39:08,467
W-What's the matter?
966
00:39:08,503 --> 00:39:10,736
Get me to that bedroom now.
967
00:39:10,772 --> 00:39:12,272
♪ Stand by me ♪
968
00:39:12,307 --> 00:39:13,940
She's back, baby.
969
00:39:13,975 --> 00:39:15,741
[BOTH LAUGH]
970
00:39:15,777 --> 00:39:19,946
♪ Darlin', stand by me ♪
971
00:39:19,981 --> 00:39:22,448
CHAPLAIN: Do you, Garrett,
take this woman to be your wife?
972
00:39:22,483 --> 00:39:24,483
I do.
973
00:39:24,519 --> 00:39:27,620
And do you, Natasha, take
this man to be your husband?
974
00:39:27,655 --> 00:39:29,789
[GRUNTS SOFTLY]
975
00:39:31,859 --> 00:39:34,327
♪ Stand by me ♪
976
00:39:34,362 --> 00:39:36,296
By the power vested in me,
977
00:39:36,331 --> 00:39:39,932
I now pronounce you husband and wife.
978
00:39:39,967 --> 00:39:41,300
[CHUCKLES]
979
00:39:45,439 --> 00:39:46,972
♪ Stand by me ♪
980
00:39:47,007 --> 00:39:49,408
Don't... Don't...
981
00:39:49,443 --> 00:39:50,508
I know.
982
00:39:50,544 --> 00:39:53,145
♪ Stand by, oh ♪
983
00:39:53,180 --> 00:39:54,612
Thank you.
984
00:39:54,648 --> 00:39:56,448
[VOICE BREAKING]
Thank you for marrying me.
985
00:39:56,483 --> 00:39:58,283
♪ Stand by me ♪
986
00:40:02,489 --> 00:40:04,990
♪ Stand by me ♪
987
00:40:07,627 --> 00:40:09,828
♪ Stand by me ♪
988
00:40:12,966 --> 00:40:15,467
♪ Stand by me ♪
989
00:40:15,502 --> 00:40:25,476
♪♪
990
00:40:25,511 --> 00:40:31,715
♪♪
991
00:40:31,750 --> 00:40:33,851
MEREDITH: There's never enough time.
992
00:40:36,188 --> 00:40:37,688
Come with me.
993
00:40:37,723 --> 00:40:41,057
Work, kids, life...
994
00:40:41,093 --> 00:40:42,860
death.
995
00:40:42,895 --> 00:40:45,161
Something always cuts our time short.
996
00:40:45,197 --> 00:40:46,162
[DOOR CLOSES]
997
00:40:46,198 --> 00:40:47,798
I'm supposed to be on a date.
998
00:40:47,833 --> 00:40:50,333
You already are.
999
00:40:50,369 --> 00:40:56,540
♪♪
1000
00:40:56,575 --> 00:41:02,479
♪♪
1001
00:41:02,514 --> 00:41:03,880
A toast.
1002
00:41:03,915 --> 00:41:05,482
To Garrett and Natasha.
1003
00:41:06,784 --> 00:41:08,385
[SIGHS]
1004
00:41:08,420 --> 00:41:10,987
To Garrett and Natasha.
1005
00:41:11,023 --> 00:41:16,226
So our best bet is to make
the most of the time we have.
1006
00:41:16,261 --> 00:41:18,895
- [MOANING]
- ♪ I want to give myself permission ♪
1007
00:41:18,930 --> 00:41:20,397
♪ I don't wanna hold it in ♪
1008
00:41:20,432 --> 00:41:23,400
Oh, oh, oh. This is better than sex.
1009
00:41:23,435 --> 00:41:25,735
Every pregnant woman I bring
here says the same thing.
1010
00:41:25,770 --> 00:41:27,570
[LAUGHING] What?
1011
00:41:27,605 --> 00:41:30,073
You are just so...
1012
00:41:30,108 --> 00:41:32,509
I know. I am so.
1013
00:41:32,544 --> 00:41:33,608
♪ I vow, I vow ♪
1014
00:41:33,644 --> 00:41:35,177
But not as so as you.
1015
00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:39,515
Ah, dinner is here.
1016
00:41:39,550 --> 00:41:41,050
- Thank you.
- Mmm.
1017
00:41:41,085 --> 00:41:43,118
- Do you like?
- Yeah, I like.
1018
00:41:43,154 --> 00:41:45,620
- Yeah?
- Mm.
1019
00:41:45,656 --> 00:41:47,523
[CHUCKLES]
1020
00:41:47,558 --> 00:41:51,527
♪ 'Cause this weight on my chest ♪
1021
00:41:51,562 --> 00:41:53,562
Happy Valentine's Day, my love.
1022
00:41:53,597 --> 00:41:57,533
[BOTH CHUCKLING]
1023
00:41:57,568 --> 00:41:59,468
Or make up for lost time.
1024
00:41:59,503 --> 00:42:02,471
♪♪
1025
00:42:02,506 --> 00:42:04,573
Did you want to keep waiting, or...?
1026
00:42:04,608 --> 00:42:06,141
Uh... no.
1027
00:42:06,177 --> 00:42:07,775
I think I'm done waiting.
1028
00:42:07,810 --> 00:42:10,545
Um, give me a glass of Lagavulin, neat...
1029
00:42:10,580 --> 00:42:13,647
But sometimes, if we're really lucky...
1030
00:42:13,683 --> 00:42:16,184
♪ Say it now ♪
1031
00:42:18,588 --> 00:42:22,557
♪ I'll say it, say it, say it now ♪
1032
00:42:22,592 --> 00:42:24,625
[SIGHS]
1033
00:42:24,660 --> 00:42:27,761
♪ Say it, say it, say it now ♪
1034
00:42:30,333 --> 00:42:34,635
♪ Say it, say it, say it now ♪
1035
00:42:34,670 --> 00:42:40,475
♪ I'll say it, say it, say it now ♪
1036
00:42:40,510 --> 00:42:45,979
♪ I'll say it, say it, say it now ♪
1037
00:42:46,014 --> 00:42:47,547
...time stands still.
1038
00:42:50,185 --> 00:42:54,754
♪ Say it, say it, say it now ♪
1039
00:42:54,789 --> 00:42:58,325
♪ I'll say it now ♪
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