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I never expected,
walking into this facility...
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that I would find my wife
and mean that,
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but here we are.
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[exhales nervously]
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Everything has just been building up
to this moment,
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to meet this man who I feel like
fell out of the sky.
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I feel like he was made in a factory,
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like he was specifically
put together for me.
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[Cameron] I think I'm just
a little nervous about
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seeing her for the first time, physically.
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I hope that, you know,
her expectations aren't let down.
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I don't think they will be,
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but, you know, you just never know,
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when you add in that physical element,
how that might change things.
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[Lauren] When we're in the pods,
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we don't have to think
about how we look physically,
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because they can't see us.
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So right now,
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I'm like, oh my God,
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what if a piece of my hair's sticking up,
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I can't have bad breath.
What if I'm sweating?
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I'm just anticipating
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the moment of getting
to physically see him,
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and I'm a nervous wreck.
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But I'm ready.
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[Lauren chuckles]
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Oh, my gosh. [laughs]
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- Cameron!
- [Cameron chuckles]
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[kisses]
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[Lauren moans happily]
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- [Cameron] I'm so excited to see you.
- I'm excited, too.
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[Cameron] I'm never going to let you go.
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[Lauren] I hope not.
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[Cameron whispering] I promise you.
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I cannot wait to marry you.
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[Lauren] Mm.
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I feel like this environment has
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allowed me to date outside my race,
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without even knowing,
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mainly because
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Cameron and I's connection
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was so strong that
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I really didn't care what color he was.
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It just turns out that he was white.
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Let me look at you.
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- [chuckles] You're so handsome.
- [Cameron] You're beautiful.
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I can't believe how beautiful you are.
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Oh...
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You're so handsome.
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- You literally look like a prince.
- [chuckles]
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Like Prince Charming.
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["Choose to Love" playing]
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♪ I put my hands up, I put my head down ♪
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[Lauren sobs]
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Lauren...
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will you still marry me?
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Of course, yes. [laughs]
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♪ I've been trying so hard
To figure it out ♪
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[Lauren] Pretty.
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Gorgeous.
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♪ Sometimes you’re all right
Sometimes it’s all wrong ♪
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♪ Sometimes you don’t know
where you belong ♪
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♪ You walking that road you’ve been on ♪
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♪ You keep falling ♪
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[Cameron] I'm strong.
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[both laughing]
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You are strong.
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[Cameron] It doesn't even seem
like she's real
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because it seems too perfect.
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I couldn't be happier.
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How did I get so lucky?
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How did I get so lucky? [squeals]
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You're real. Just hold me. [laughs]
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Oh, my gosh.
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[Cameron] I'm going to take care of you.
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♪ But these eyes won't cry ♪
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And you're strong. [laughs]
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♪ When everything feels like ♪
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♪ A long night ♪
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♪ Take another look in the mirror ♪
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♪ And choose to love ♪
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[Lauren] This is my first time
kissing a white man.
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I have large,
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full lips,
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and I was scared that the proportion
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was going to be like, "Oh, my God,
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my lips are going to be a lot
for his smaller lips,"
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but he is an excellent kisser.
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- See you soon.
- Okay.
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Honestly, our journey is just beginning.
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Obviously, we have
our emotional connection,
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and now we are going to be
whisked away
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on a beautiful, tropical
romantic vacation to Mexico.
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I can't wait to just sit with him
on the beach,
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and watch the sunset and sunrise,
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and drink frozen drinks,
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and take advantage of him. [laughs]
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[Cameron] It's a dream,
being able to touch her,
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and smell her perfume,
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and to know that I'm not just in love
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with how gorgeous she is,
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but the person that she is.
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[Lauren] I'm very vocal
about the struggles of black people,
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and in the back of my mind,
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I am thinking a lot of my friends or peers
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will be like, "Wow, Lauren,
you going to go marry a white man?"
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But, at the end of the day,
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I feel like I can still
want the best for black people.
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I can still want black people to win.
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I can still voice my opinions
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about how black people
are treated in this country,
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and still love who I love.
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Being in an interracial relationship
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will be difficult.
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but I feel pretty confident that
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we'll be able to take on this, uh,
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mean world that's out there.
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Us against the world.
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[sighs deeply]
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[soft R&B music playing]
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♪ I was so wrong ♪
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♪ I was so blind ♪
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[Mark] I'm pouring us glasses of wine.
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Because we're classy.
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"Wine" not?
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♪ I'm living my best life ♪
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Before coming into this facility,
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I was very superficial.
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I had to be with a supermodel.
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I had to be with a beauty queen.
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Now, I'm ready to focus on what matters.
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It's more about what's on the inside.
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If that heart is beautiful,
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if your soul speaks to my soul.
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Have you guys tried
to imagine the faces
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of the people you're talking to?
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Yeah, of course.
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[Amber] I can't.
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Every single one.
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[Amber] I can imagine the body types,
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based off what they say
they're interested in,
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like their activity level,
the stuff they do, their hobbies.
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But I can't see their faces.
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People here are falling in love
through a wall.
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It's a crazy kind of magic, but it works.
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With Damian, I was like...
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He joked he was like, "I'm 5'4".
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I'm like, "I wouldn't care".
Like, I'm obsessed with you.
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[Amber and Giannina laughing]
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[Taylor] Whatever woman you end up with,
Damian, is gonna be one lucky lady.
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[Mark] To the rest of our lives.
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- Cheers.
- [Mark] Happy.
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[women chattering]
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[men chattering]
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- [Damian] Hello?
- Who is it?
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It's Damian.
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Thank God.
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[Damian and Giannina chuckling]
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[Giannina] I couldn't stop thinking
about you today.
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- Yeah?
- [Giannina] Mm-hmm.
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- [Damian] You got my butterflies turning.
- [both laughing]
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- Get out of here, little guys.
- [both laughing]
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- Get out.
- [both chuckling]
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You know, it's so funny,
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we're going on our fifth date, I believe?
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- Fourth or fifth.
- [Giannina] Wow.
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Yeah.
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We're sliding into each others DM's,
I guess.
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[both laughing]
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I love that.
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You got a really cute sense of humor,
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and I'm really digging that, really hard.
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Thanks, I'm silly.
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Yeah, I like that a lot.
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My name is Giannina Gibelli,
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and I'm 25 years old.
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I'm from Venezuela.
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Caracas, Venezuela.
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Growing up, I was always, like,
the sweet one.
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My mom called me her dulce de leche.
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I taught myself English by reading.
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My mom told me that she would always
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take me to bed, and like,
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I would have a book on my chest
every single time.
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You've given me nothing,
but like, I guess,
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"vibe" always sounds like
such a weird word, but...
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No, use the word "vibes."
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Alright, so you've given me
really good vibes,
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and I'm actually sitting
on the carpet right now...
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I'm literally so close to the screen...
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Are you really?
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I'm literally sitting on the carpet
right now, criss-crossed legs.
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- Me, too.
- [Damian] Just chilling, looking at it.
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Me, too. [chuckling]
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What's important to you?
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[Damian] Uh, my family.
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- Right.
- [Damian] Yeah, my family for sure.
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But, you know, I want to carry that on.
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I want to have a family of my own someday,
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and I want somebody to walk by my side,
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not to walk in front of.
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I adore that.
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- Yeah.
- [Giannina laughs]
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[Giannina and Damian laughing]
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It's become so easy to talk to you,
and I've...
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And I'm really starting to
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emotionally connect with you.
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I'm Damian Powers, and I'm 27 years old.
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I came into this process
not knowing what to expect,
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no matter how good-looking we are,
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or what type of body we have,
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we all want to be loved,
we all want to be accepted.
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I want to find someone that just
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loves me and accepts me
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for everything that I am,
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and everything that I'm not.
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I'm really hoping to get to know you more
over these next few days.
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I like you.
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[laughs]
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I like you a lot.
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Yeah, I like you, too.
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I know Diamond, and I've fallen in love
with this woman.
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I feel very free.
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I feel comforted in knowing that
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no matter what I've been through,
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no matter who I currently am,
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that there's someone that just
wants to weather the storm together.
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That's what I deserve,
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and...
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it's amazing.
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Hello.
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- Hey.
- [Carlton] Hey, baby.
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Through this whole week
spent with Carlton,
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I feel safe.
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I've never connected
with someone on this level.
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[Carlton] I have waited for this
my whole life,
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and I can't waste any more time.
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[takes deep breath]
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- Diamond?
- [Diamond] Yes?
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Will you be my wife?
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[Diamond] Oh, my gosh.
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Will you marry me?
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[gasps]
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Oh, my gosh. [chuckles, sobs]
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- Yes.
- [Carlton] You will?
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[Diamond] Yes.
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Baby!
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[Diamond squeals, laughs]
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[exhales]
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[sobbing]
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My dad passed away
when I was a very young girl.
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I remember going to the funeral,
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and I see ladybugs everywhere I went.
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Today, I woke up,
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and I literally seen a ladybug,
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on the mirror.
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I really thought that was my dad
talking to me,
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reminding me that everything
is going to be okay.
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Carlton is the man I've been praying for.
260
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Yeah.
261
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And I think everything
is going to be okay.
262
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- Don't cry.
- [Diamond sobbing]
263
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[Carlton] I got you.
264
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I got you forever.
265
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I'm never going to break your heart.
266
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[Diamond sobs]
267
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I just wanna, like,
bust through the glass,
268
00:11:37,530 --> 00:11:38,656
and just, like, hug you.
269
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[breathing heavily]
270
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[Carlton] Let's do this, babe.
271
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Let's get it.
272
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I have found my forever
273
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and I'm not letting any doubt,
274
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any insecurities from the past
275
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ruin this for me,
276
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because it's the best
I've ever felt in my life,
277
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and no one can take that away from me.
278
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I love you.
279
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I love you, too.
280
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[Carlton] With all my heart.
281
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[Diamond] Oh, God.
282
00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:07,600
[sighs]
283
00:12:08,811 --> 00:12:10,938
[exhales] You know I can't breathe, right?
284
00:12:11,021 --> 00:12:13,190
[Diamond] I can't either.
Like, it's a lot.
285
00:12:15,484 --> 00:12:16,484
[chuckles]
286
00:12:17,236 --> 00:12:20,531
[Carlton] You've taught me so much
in such a short period of time.
287
00:12:21,115 --> 00:12:23,409
It just became evident, day-by-day,
288
00:12:23,492 --> 00:12:25,494
that there was no fears,
289
00:12:25,661 --> 00:12:28,205
just feeling like I could
be myself with you,
290
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and no matter what I tell you,
291
00:12:30,708 --> 00:12:31,876
you'd accept me,
292
00:12:32,668 --> 00:12:33,711
and not leave me,
293
00:12:33,794 --> 00:12:36,130
because I feel
that I've been left many times.
294
00:12:36,380 --> 00:12:37,757
[sobbing]
295
00:12:37,882 --> 00:12:40,217
And I found myself thanking God for you.
296
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You make me feel like
297
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I won't have to hide anything.
298
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I won't have to
299
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be anybody other than Carlton.
300
00:12:51,437 --> 00:12:55,608
I can't see my life without you,
at this point.
301
00:13:01,655 --> 00:13:04,158
[Diamond] I think God put you in my life
for a reason.
302
00:13:04,241 --> 00:13:05,785
I think you are a phenomenal person.
303
00:13:06,744 --> 00:13:08,120
Throughout this whole process,
304
00:13:08,204 --> 00:13:09,538
we have been vulnerable,
305
00:13:09,622 --> 00:13:11,499
and you inspire me.
306
00:13:12,500 --> 00:13:14,543
I'm like, shaking. It's crazy.
307
00:13:14,877 --> 00:13:16,170
["Paint the Pictures" playing]
308
00:13:16,253 --> 00:13:20,633
♪ There is a future ♪
309
00:13:21,884 --> 00:13:23,886
♪ Find an arrow ♪
310
00:13:25,179 --> 00:13:27,056
♪ Point me home ♪
311
00:13:27,139 --> 00:13:30,017
It's very touchy to decide
312
00:13:30,100 --> 00:13:31,644
when to reveal
313
00:13:31,852 --> 00:13:34,355
my sexuality to Diamond,
314
00:13:34,939 --> 00:13:37,566
because I'm just not sure
how she'll handle it.
315
00:13:38,484 --> 00:13:41,487
Going through this experience
in such a short amount of time,
316
00:13:41,570 --> 00:13:43,364
I'm definitely closer,
317
00:13:43,447 --> 00:13:46,200
and I have to be ready
to reveal this information.
318
00:13:46,534 --> 00:13:47,534
I just...
319
00:13:47,576 --> 00:13:50,037
don't think that I can do it right now.
320
00:13:50,704 --> 00:13:52,832
I have experienced rejection in the past
321
00:13:52,998 --> 00:13:56,168
by people that I thought would understand,
322
00:13:56,335 --> 00:14:00,464
so I am afraid to ruin this.
323
00:14:00,756 --> 00:14:02,800
My whole life, I've just been...
324
00:14:04,051 --> 00:14:05,678
craving acceptance.
325
00:14:11,392 --> 00:14:13,102
I'm going to make an amazing husband.
326
00:14:13,936 --> 00:14:15,563
I'm going to be a great father.
327
00:14:16,438 --> 00:14:17,438
[sobs]
328
00:14:22,027 --> 00:14:23,027
[Diamond] Oh, gosh.
329
00:14:23,571 --> 00:14:25,531
This is one of
the happiest days of my life.
330
00:14:25,656 --> 00:14:27,449
["Evening Star" playing]
331
00:14:27,533 --> 00:14:30,870
♪ If you only knew how much I loved you ♪
332
00:14:31,370 --> 00:14:35,332
♪ Tell me I'm the one
you've been dreaming of ♪
333
00:14:40,588 --> 00:14:41,463
Hello.
334
00:14:41,547 --> 00:14:42,547
[Kenny] Kelly.
335
00:14:42,673 --> 00:14:43,716
What's up?
336
00:14:44,091 --> 00:14:45,259
My name is Kelly Chase.
337
00:14:45,342 --> 00:14:46,427
I'm 33 years old,
338
00:14:46,510 --> 00:14:49,847
and the dating scene for me,
339
00:14:49,972 --> 00:14:51,682
it's just never been right.
340
00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:53,559
I had gained about 40 pounds
341
00:14:53,642 --> 00:14:54,560
a few years ago,
342
00:14:54,643 --> 00:14:56,729
and I am just still not where
I would like to be.
343
00:14:57,062 --> 00:14:58,105
And then I'm like, "Kelly,
344
00:14:58,188 --> 00:15:00,375
someone out there
thinks you're beautiful the way you are."
345
00:15:00,399 --> 00:15:01,984
I'm going to to sit down.
346
00:15:02,067 --> 00:15:03,795
- [Kelly] Yeah.
- See if we can get real personal.
347
00:15:03,819 --> 00:15:05,112
I'm Kenny Barnes.
348
00:15:05,195 --> 00:15:06,447
I'm 27 years old,
349
00:15:06,697 --> 00:15:09,909
and I've had great experiences
with past relationships,
350
00:15:09,992 --> 00:15:11,702
but there's always that missing link.
351
00:15:11,827 --> 00:15:14,580
I've had a tough time
with putting myself out there
352
00:15:14,663 --> 00:15:17,249
to be vulnerable, and truly be valued.
353
00:15:17,416 --> 00:15:20,961
So one of the biggest things
that I've had a problem with
354
00:15:21,045 --> 00:15:23,047
is wanting to feel accepted.
355
00:15:23,130 --> 00:15:25,049
So that's what I'm looking for.
356
00:15:27,843 --> 00:15:30,429
Did you have a favorite childhood book?
357
00:15:31,555 --> 00:15:32,473
I had a couple.
358
00:15:32,556 --> 00:15:33,556
There's a book...
359
00:15:33,641 --> 00:15:37,895
It was about a mom and her son.
360
00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:39,205
- Yes.
- [Kenny] It was a little picture book,
361
00:15:39,229 --> 00:15:41,149
and it was like,
"Forever my baby you will be..."
362
00:15:41,231 --> 00:15:42,691
- [Kelly] Yes!
- I'm getting chills.
363
00:15:42,775 --> 00:15:43,919
[Kelly] Oh my God, I love it.
364
00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:46,528
It was my favorite childhood book,
and obviously I'm not a son,
365
00:15:46,612 --> 00:15:48,781
but my mom read it to my sister and I.
366
00:15:49,615 --> 00:15:50,449
Oh, my God.
367
00:15:50,532 --> 00:15:52,701
Like, it is 100 percent my favorite book.
368
00:15:52,785 --> 00:15:54,036
[laughs]
369
00:15:54,119 --> 00:15:55,119
Holy smokes.
370
00:15:55,162 --> 00:15:56,455
That hit me pretty good.
371
00:15:56,580 --> 00:15:57,665
Aww!
372
00:15:58,332 --> 00:16:01,251
To be honest with you,
I read it three or four years ago,
373
00:16:01,335 --> 00:16:03,420
and I was going through
a transitional phase.
374
00:16:03,504 --> 00:16:05,297
I just started with the company
I'm with now,
375
00:16:06,006 --> 00:16:09,009
and it's kind of like
that moment of reflection,
376
00:16:09,093 --> 00:16:10,761
like, things are great,
377
00:16:11,136 --> 00:16:13,764
- but they're not where I want them to be.
- Right.
378
00:16:13,847 --> 00:16:17,434
[Kenny] Personally,
I have felt recently...
379
00:16:17,851 --> 00:16:19,728
It's like I felt like I had no one
to talk to.
380
00:16:20,062 --> 00:16:21,897
- [Kelly] Yeah.
- It's like, there's work,
381
00:16:22,022 --> 00:16:23,732
and I'm stressed out about that.
382
00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:25,442
Let alone, it's family,
383
00:16:25,693 --> 00:16:27,820
you know, stuff that's going on...
384
00:16:27,903 --> 00:16:29,571
It's like I can't talk to anyone.
385
00:16:29,655 --> 00:16:31,365
I literally can't talk to anyone.
386
00:16:31,448 --> 00:16:33,117
- [Kelly] Yeah.
- Can't talk.
387
00:16:33,200 --> 00:16:35,202
Yeah, you do, you feel alone.
388
00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:41,375
Yeah, and it's funny...
Not "funny" you mention that, but,
389
00:16:41,625 --> 00:16:42,751
for, like, months,
390
00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:45,546
I have felt very, um, alone.
391
00:16:46,422 --> 00:16:47,589
For like months.
392
00:16:48,007 --> 00:16:50,718
And, excuse me for crying... [laughs]
393
00:16:51,176 --> 00:16:52,052
[Kenny] You okay?
394
00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:53,512
Yeah, yeah...
395
00:16:54,221 --> 00:16:55,389
But no, I just like...
396
00:16:55,556 --> 00:16:58,350
- I want to give you a hug right now.
- [Kelly] I know, sorry.
397
00:16:58,517 --> 00:17:01,562
No, it's okay. I'm a... I, I, I get it.
398
00:17:01,645 --> 00:17:03,647
And, like, oh my gosh.
399
00:17:04,273 --> 00:17:06,942
So you got me with the book, and...
400
00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:07,860
[laughs]
401
00:17:07,943 --> 00:17:09,862
I told you I'm not a crier,
402
00:17:09,945 --> 00:17:12,406
but I feel it, right?
403
00:17:12,489 --> 00:17:13,489
Yeah.
404
00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:15,325
I love when guys cry.
405
00:17:15,826 --> 00:17:17,077
Kenny can get emotional,
406
00:17:17,161 --> 00:17:20,664
and I was just like, "Okay, I love you".
[laughs]
407
00:17:21,623 --> 00:17:23,042
Yeah. [chuckles]
408
00:17:23,459 --> 00:17:24,459
I've wanted...
409
00:17:25,294 --> 00:17:27,129
a best friend for a while now.
410
00:17:27,838 --> 00:17:31,050
I appreciate that you're willing
to open up like that.
411
00:17:31,133 --> 00:17:32,885
Yeah. [laughter]
412
00:17:32,968 --> 00:17:35,679
["Don't Change" playing]
♪ All I want is you to know ♪
413
00:17:36,388 --> 00:17:38,265
♪ The difference you have made ♪
414
00:17:38,766 --> 00:17:42,561
♪ Please, don't change ♪
415
00:17:45,230 --> 00:17:47,441
With Barnett, it's just so weird,
and it's getting hard,
416
00:17:47,524 --> 00:17:50,152
because I'm having conversations
that I'm literally, like,
417
00:17:50,235 --> 00:17:52,964
I'm talking to him, and I was like,
"If we do this, if we're together,
418
00:17:52,988 --> 00:17:54,156
there's something I wanna do,
419
00:17:54,239 --> 00:17:57,079
as husband and wife, like, this is
what I want to do in a relationship."
420
00:17:57,242 --> 00:17:58,642
Like talking, like when this works,
421
00:17:58,702 --> 00:18:01,455
- I want us to get a couple's massage...
- [Jessica] Yeah.
422
00:18:01,663 --> 00:18:03,423
[Amber] In my mind,
it's not even a question.
423
00:18:03,582 --> 00:18:05,622
- [Jessica] What's not a question?
- [Amber] Like...
424
00:18:06,210 --> 00:18:07,419
that we would be a couple.
425
00:18:07,503 --> 00:18:08,712
It's not a question.
426
00:18:08,962 --> 00:18:12,174
I know the other girls
have feelings for Barnett, but...
427
00:18:12,716 --> 00:18:14,218
it's Barnett or bust,
428
00:18:14,343 --> 00:18:15,511
for me at this point.
429
00:18:15,636 --> 00:18:16,738
These girls will be at my wedding.
430
00:18:16,762 --> 00:18:18,531
There's gonna be a wedding,
and they'll be there.
431
00:18:18,555 --> 00:18:20,140
I'm sorry, it's gonna happen.
432
00:18:20,390 --> 00:18:21,892
So, sucks to be them.
433
00:18:21,975 --> 00:18:23,060
He doesn't approach it,
434
00:18:23,143 --> 00:18:25,145
or the way that he responds to it
is not like...
435
00:18:25,854 --> 00:18:28,023
It's not like a weird way like,
"Oh, yeah, 'if'..."
436
00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:30,109
He doesn't accentuate it,
he was like, "Yeah.
437
00:18:30,234 --> 00:18:32,394
When we get through this,
we'll get a couples massage."
438
00:18:32,694 --> 00:18:33,987
That sounds pretty affirmative.
439
00:18:34,071 --> 00:18:35,906
Like, all my cards are on the table.
440
00:18:35,989 --> 00:18:39,243
I literally have nothing left to play.
Just waiting for him to make the moves.
441
00:18:39,326 --> 00:18:40,326
Mm-hmm.
442
00:18:40,577 --> 00:18:42,079
Hearing Amber talk about Barnett,
443
00:18:42,162 --> 00:18:43,872
doesn't really phase me.
444
00:18:44,373 --> 00:18:46,500
I know what Barnett and I have is special,
445
00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:48,919
and totally different
from what he has with her,
446
00:18:49,002 --> 00:18:51,004
because we always talk about
447
00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:52,923
what life would be like after this,
448
00:18:53,006 --> 00:18:55,092
and it's kind of a secret between us
449
00:18:55,175 --> 00:18:57,719
that we're going to end up
together in this.
450
00:18:58,220 --> 00:18:59,930
The easy stuff comes so easy.
451
00:19:00,514 --> 00:19:02,599
It's just Barnett or bust,
452
00:19:02,683 --> 00:19:03,683
that's it for me.
453
00:19:05,352 --> 00:19:06,352
Yeah.
454
00:19:11,650 --> 00:19:13,485
[Barnett] We have two weeks to figure out
455
00:19:13,569 --> 00:19:15,904
who we're going to spend
the rest of our lives with.
456
00:19:16,196 --> 00:19:17,322
I've got three people left.
457
00:19:18,657 --> 00:19:20,200
Jessica, Amber, and LC,
458
00:19:20,284 --> 00:19:23,412
they all would make excellent wives,
459
00:19:23,495 --> 00:19:25,497
and it's difficult because
460
00:19:25,622 --> 00:19:28,834
I'm becoming emotionally attached
to all of them
461
00:19:29,126 --> 00:19:30,126
in different ways.
462
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:31,378
What's up, LC?
463
00:19:31,503 --> 00:19:32,546
[laughs]
464
00:19:32,629 --> 00:19:34,315
Do you really think
that you can find a wife?
465
00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:35,966
[strained chuckle]
466
00:19:36,758 --> 00:19:37,634
What do you think?
467
00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:38,802
[LC] Don't do that.
468
00:19:38,886 --> 00:19:40,846
We don't have time for games here.
469
00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:42,890
The thing with Barnett is,
470
00:19:42,973 --> 00:19:45,309
we can paint
a really good picture together, like...
471
00:19:45,475 --> 00:19:47,227
what this would actually be like,
472
00:19:47,311 --> 00:19:49,563
what an actual life with each other
would look like.
473
00:19:50,147 --> 00:19:53,025
I'm just really pumped to see
what happens the next few days.
474
00:19:53,525 --> 00:19:56,111
Why do you think you could marry me?
475
00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,780
[RC] I don't know, I've always
envisioned myself with a guy
476
00:19:59,573 --> 00:20:01,450
similar to my dad in the way he like...
477
00:20:01,867 --> 00:20:04,036
- Oh, gosh.
- [LC] ...he's a people person,
478
00:20:04,119 --> 00:20:04,995
everybody loves him.
479
00:20:05,078 --> 00:20:07,497
[Barnett] How do you imagine
I would do with your parents?
480
00:20:07,581 --> 00:20:09,392
- I think you'd be good with my parents.
- [Barnett] Yeah?
481
00:20:09,416 --> 00:20:11,919
I don't know if Barnett
will propose to anyone,
482
00:20:12,336 --> 00:20:14,213
but I feel like if he did,
483
00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:15,714
I think that it would be me.
484
00:20:15,797 --> 00:20:17,090
[Barnett] Okay, real quick,
485
00:20:17,174 --> 00:20:18,174
whenever I propose,
486
00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:21,678
What do you think about
non-diamond rings?
487
00:20:22,095 --> 00:20:24,014
- Oh, yeah. I love that.
- [Barnett] Really?
488
00:20:24,097 --> 00:20:24,973
Okay.
489
00:20:25,098 --> 00:20:26,934
[LC] Alright, well, you gotta do it.
490
00:20:27,476 --> 00:20:28,476
[Barnett] Yeah?
491
00:20:28,727 --> 00:20:29,727
[chuckles] Yep.
492
00:20:29,811 --> 00:20:31,939
[Barnett] With LC,
we're very freaking similar,
493
00:20:32,022 --> 00:20:35,317
and it's like, what's going on here?
Like, why are we so alike?
494
00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:38,153
It's like figuring out
if I want to marry myself
495
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:39,321
in girl version.
496
00:20:39,488 --> 00:20:40,488
So...
497
00:20:41,907 --> 00:20:43,742
With Amber, she excites me,
498
00:20:44,117 --> 00:20:46,870
but she also scares
the living hell out of me.
499
00:20:47,537 --> 00:20:48,872
When we get out of here,
500
00:20:49,498 --> 00:20:51,375
we're going to be all, like,
engaged and shit.
501
00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:52,668
"We're all gonna be engaged"?
502
00:20:52,751 --> 00:20:54,812
You're talking in general,
or you and me are gonna be engaged?
503
00:20:54,836 --> 00:20:55,671
[Barnett] Me and you.
504
00:20:55,754 --> 00:20:57,673
Are you proposing to me now?
Is that a thing?
505
00:20:59,424 --> 00:21:01,593
No, I'm not going to propose you tonight.
506
00:21:02,219 --> 00:21:03,679
[laughing]
507
00:21:04,346 --> 00:21:05,346
[chuckles]
508
00:21:05,597 --> 00:21:07,391
If I don't propose to Amber,
509
00:21:07,474 --> 00:21:10,018
she's going to find me outside of here
and whoop my ass!
510
00:21:10,644 --> 00:21:11,644
[Jessica] Hey, B.
511
00:21:11,895 --> 00:21:12,895
Hey, girl.
512
00:21:13,188 --> 00:21:15,148
I think Jessica
is my number one,
513
00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:16,733
because every time I talk to her,
514
00:21:16,817 --> 00:21:19,278
there's like mad goosebumps.
515
00:21:19,403 --> 00:21:20,237
[laughs]
516
00:21:20,320 --> 00:21:22,173
[Barnett] I told her I was ready
to get married,
517
00:21:22,197 --> 00:21:23,907
and I would choose her if I could.
518
00:21:23,991 --> 00:21:26,618
If this place had no other guys,
519
00:21:27,369 --> 00:21:28,620
and no other girls,
520
00:21:28,870 --> 00:21:32,207
I would propose to you tomorrow.
521
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:33,291
You would?
522
00:21:34,084 --> 00:21:36,378
You are my yin to my yang.
523
00:21:36,461 --> 00:21:38,130
I am so fucking happy right now.
524
00:21:39,006 --> 00:21:41,425
[Barnett] Jessica, Amber and LC...
525
00:21:41,800 --> 00:21:44,011
I love everything about these girls,
526
00:21:44,094 --> 00:21:47,514
but all in different ways, and I'm like,
"What the hell am I supposed to do?"
527
00:21:47,889 --> 00:21:49,516
You got it? You getting married?
528
00:21:49,599 --> 00:21:51,518
[Mark laughs] No. Not yet.
529
00:21:51,601 --> 00:21:52,853
- Not yet?
- [Mark] Not yet.
530
00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:54,187
[Diamond] What you doing?
531
00:21:54,271 --> 00:21:56,249
- [Jessica] I'm just a little nervous.
- [Diamond] Nervous of what?
532
00:21:56,273 --> 00:21:58,150
My relationship with Barnett, like...
533
00:21:59,067 --> 00:22:01,987
- went somewhere I've never really felt.
- Really?
534
00:22:02,070 --> 00:22:03,488
I've never felt before.
535
00:22:03,572 --> 00:22:06,366
We just started to talk really seriously,
536
00:22:06,825 --> 00:22:10,579
and he started talking in the context
of being my husband,
537
00:22:11,079 --> 00:22:12,956
and I started to visualize it.
538
00:22:13,123 --> 00:22:15,542
I've waited so long for, like,
539
00:22:15,709 --> 00:22:19,004
someone that I care about so much
to say those things,
540
00:22:19,087 --> 00:22:20,589
and to feel that way.
541
00:22:20,881 --> 00:22:22,591
He said he would marry me.
542
00:22:22,716 --> 00:22:23,717
Oh, wow.
543
00:22:25,218 --> 00:22:27,512
[Diamond] I had an awkward moment
with Barnett,
544
00:22:27,596 --> 00:22:29,806
and I just never gave him another chance.
545
00:22:29,890 --> 00:22:32,309
He pretty much associated my name
546
00:22:32,392 --> 00:22:33,894
with being a stripper,
547
00:22:34,186 --> 00:22:36,897
and so when girls be mentioning him,
I'll be like, "Oh my God.
548
00:22:36,980 --> 00:22:39,024
What is it?" I'm like,
I couldn't stand him.
549
00:22:39,107 --> 00:22:40,192
Like, ugh.
550
00:22:40,484 --> 00:22:43,528
[Jessica] And then, like, I know
the feelings that I have for Mark,
551
00:22:43,612 --> 00:22:46,531
and it's just a totally
different relationship. Like, it's...
552
00:22:46,615 --> 00:22:48,408
amazing on so many levels.
553
00:22:48,492 --> 00:22:49,492
Mm-hmm.
554
00:22:49,743 --> 00:22:53,246
Jessica, since the first day
you walked out that pod,
555
00:22:53,330 --> 00:22:54,373
and you was like, "Girl."
556
00:22:54,664 --> 00:22:55,664
I said, "What?"
557
00:22:55,707 --> 00:22:57,042
"I like Mark."
558
00:22:57,125 --> 00:22:58,418
And I'm like, "Oh!"
559
00:22:58,794 --> 00:23:00,587
Just know, if you're asking me my advice,
560
00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:05,425
I prefer for you to be with Mark.
561
00:23:06,009 --> 00:23:07,511
I'm nervous about Mark, though.
562
00:23:08,428 --> 00:23:10,263
[Jessica] My relationship with Barnett,
563
00:23:10,347 --> 00:23:13,058
and my relationship with Mark
are totally separate,
564
00:23:13,141 --> 00:23:15,352
like "on another planet" type
relationships.
565
00:23:15,435 --> 00:23:16,895
You know, I always thought...
566
00:23:17,479 --> 00:23:21,691
my relationship with Barnett was just
a flirtatious situation.
567
00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:22,984
And now that it's
568
00:23:23,110 --> 00:23:24,528
developing into more,
569
00:23:24,861 --> 00:23:26,947
I have to see what happens with Barnett.
570
00:23:27,030 --> 00:23:29,574
I have to follow my heart with Barnett.
571
00:23:37,332 --> 00:23:38,792
[Mark] It's a breath of fresh air
572
00:23:38,875 --> 00:23:41,211
to be accepted by Jessica for just me.
573
00:23:42,129 --> 00:23:43,713
Not what I look like,
574
00:23:44,214 --> 00:23:47,509
not how I move, or my body, or whatever.
575
00:23:47,592 --> 00:23:49,636
It's like she's accepting me for me.
576
00:23:49,719 --> 00:23:52,264
And now I know what a true relationship
looks like.
577
00:23:53,056 --> 00:23:54,182
You know, I ask you...
578
00:23:54,599 --> 00:23:56,999
you know, do you want to spend
the rest of your life with me?
579
00:23:57,144 --> 00:23:59,020
Like... where's your mind at?
580
00:24:00,021 --> 00:24:01,314
I can definitely...
581
00:24:03,733 --> 00:24:06,027
see us walking out of here together.
582
00:24:06,528 --> 00:24:07,612
I really can.
583
00:24:07,737 --> 00:24:09,030
It's kind of weird to say that.
584
00:24:09,281 --> 00:24:11,283
[Mark] That's what I'm talking about!
585
00:24:11,408 --> 00:24:12,617
[excited chuckle]
586
00:24:12,868 --> 00:24:14,202
I think Jessica and I,
587
00:24:14,286 --> 00:24:15,328
will be getting married.
588
00:24:16,037 --> 00:24:17,037
So what's up?
589
00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:18,415
I'm sad right now.
590
00:24:18,832 --> 00:24:19,832
Why?
591
00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:22,502
Because I don't like
this situation anymore.
592
00:24:23,128 --> 00:24:24,546
What are you talking about?
593
00:24:24,629 --> 00:24:26,923
[Jessica] I feel like I'd rather
just walk away from this.
594
00:24:27,007 --> 00:24:28,008
This is crazy.
595
00:24:28,091 --> 00:24:30,677
So many people are going to get hurt
in this, you know?
596
00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:35,390
I don't want you to like, hurt.
597
00:24:35,474 --> 00:24:37,309
Why... What are you talking about?
598
00:24:37,809 --> 00:24:40,270
Obviously since day one, I've been like,
599
00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:41,980
Mark, Mark, Mark.
600
00:24:42,189 --> 00:24:43,773
That's just been it, you know?
601
00:24:44,065 --> 00:24:45,609
You know, our connection is so strong,
602
00:24:45,692 --> 00:24:49,196
but I would be doing myself a disservice
if I didn't...
603
00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:53,366
pursue relationships
like I came here to do.
604
00:24:53,950 --> 00:24:54,950
What the fuck?
605
00:24:55,744 --> 00:24:58,330
I get it, you want to weigh out
all your options and be certain.
606
00:24:58,997 --> 00:25:01,500
I am certain. You were certain
when you walked out yesterday.
607
00:25:01,625 --> 00:25:05,670
I definitely don't want to jump the gun,
you know?
608
00:25:05,795 --> 00:25:07,795
It's just the experience for me
has been different.
609
00:25:07,839 --> 00:25:09,674
It's worked in different ways for me.
610
00:25:10,217 --> 00:25:12,761
And I don't just care about you, like I...
611
00:25:12,969 --> 00:25:14,304
I love you, like, it's crazy.
612
00:25:14,387 --> 00:25:16,181
All the other dates I've had,
613
00:25:16,348 --> 00:25:18,308
I didn't feel like that.
614
00:25:18,934 --> 00:25:22,145
The reason why I'm so passionate right now
is because I feel that towards you,
615
00:25:22,229 --> 00:25:25,398
but if you're feeling that
with someone else, it's like...
616
00:25:25,482 --> 00:25:27,901
I will... I'm going to be open
and honest with you.
617
00:25:27,984 --> 00:25:28,984
[Mark] Okay.
618
00:25:29,152 --> 00:25:30,904
You're ten years younger than I am.
619
00:25:31,071 --> 00:25:33,198
Like, it's, it's...
620
00:25:34,449 --> 00:25:35,367
crazy.
621
00:25:35,450 --> 00:25:38,495
Like I have created
other connections that...
622
00:25:39,329 --> 00:25:42,207
look like they could potentially
plug into my life, you know?
623
00:25:47,796 --> 00:25:50,006
I'm just trying to, like,
explore everything,
624
00:25:50,090 --> 00:25:52,175
because we only have a
limited amount of time
625
00:25:52,259 --> 00:25:54,540
and it's like the rest of our lives,
you know what I mean?
626
00:26:02,352 --> 00:26:04,896
It feels like I'm an option,
that's what it makes me feel like.
627
00:26:04,980 --> 00:26:06,022
[Jessica] God...
628
00:26:07,274 --> 00:26:08,775
[Mark] I told you how certain I am.
629
00:26:08,858 --> 00:26:11,528
I've never been this certain
about something in my life.
630
00:26:11,736 --> 00:26:13,697
I'm going to tell you straight up.
631
00:26:13,780 --> 00:26:15,049
If I'm not walking out of here with you,
632
00:26:15,073 --> 00:26:16,913
then I'll go my separate way,
and I'll go home.
633
00:26:17,158 --> 00:26:19,387
And that's fine.
I'm just letting you know where I stand,
634
00:26:19,411 --> 00:26:21,121
and that the ball's in your court,
635
00:26:21,204 --> 00:26:22,455
and that's all I'm saying.
636
00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:34,217
[Jessica] I came into this wanting
to find someone,
637
00:26:34,676 --> 00:26:35,969
but I didn't know that
638
00:26:36,052 --> 00:26:37,852
I was going to have to hurt
someone else, too.
639
00:26:38,763 --> 00:26:42,851
So I think that's wearing on me
more than anything.
640
00:26:47,856 --> 00:26:49,649
[Mark] Oh, fuck me!
641
00:26:55,530 --> 00:26:58,199
Yesterday, I felt like we both knew
that we were going to walk
642
00:26:58,283 --> 00:26:59,618
- out of here together.
- Yeah.
643
00:26:59,743 --> 00:27:02,245
Today, having conversations, as you said,
644
00:27:02,329 --> 00:27:04,497
I'm just like, "So you're playing me?
645
00:27:04,706 --> 00:27:06,499
So you're still weighing your options,
646
00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:07,751
- or what's up?"
- Yeah.
647
00:27:08,335 --> 00:27:09,478
[Mark] Because that's the problem.
648
00:27:09,502 --> 00:27:10,629
Because, like,
649
00:27:10,754 --> 00:27:12,464
I'm not just a fucking option.
650
00:27:12,964 --> 00:27:14,799
I don't need my partner,
651
00:27:15,091 --> 00:27:16,384
age difference or not,
652
00:27:16,468 --> 00:27:19,804
to expect me to be a 34 year old.
653
00:27:19,888 --> 00:27:20,888
I'm 24.
654
00:27:21,306 --> 00:27:22,223
I know what I am.
655
00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:23,516
I feel as though
656
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:25,602
I put my heart out there, and someone
657
00:27:25,894 --> 00:27:26,770
reciprocated it,
658
00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:28,533
but then just ripped it out for no reason.
659
00:27:28,605 --> 00:27:29,814
Don't fuck with me.
660
00:27:30,148 --> 00:27:31,566
- Don't fuck with me.
- Yeah.
661
00:27:32,025 --> 00:27:33,794
- [Mark] I'm a grown-ass man.
- [Carlton] Yeah.
662
00:27:33,818 --> 00:27:35,258
- I know what I fucking want.
- Yeah.
663
00:27:36,946 --> 00:27:38,448
Oh, fuck me.
664
00:27:51,878 --> 00:27:53,004
I'm about to see
665
00:27:53,088 --> 00:27:55,256
the man of my dreams for the first time.
666
00:27:55,590 --> 00:27:57,384
He assured me that
667
00:27:57,467 --> 00:27:59,344
I will always make him happy,
no matter what.
668
00:27:59,427 --> 00:28:01,888
I just hope that he accepts me
669
00:28:02,305 --> 00:28:03,306
for who I am.
670
00:28:03,723 --> 00:28:05,684
I'm here for you, Carlton.
671
00:28:06,059 --> 00:28:08,103
I will always be here for you,
no matter what.
672
00:28:10,772 --> 00:28:12,399
[dramatic music playing]
673
00:28:13,983 --> 00:28:15,652
[sighs deeply]
674
00:28:15,735 --> 00:28:16,820
Oh, my gosh.
675
00:28:21,700 --> 00:28:23,660
[Carlton] I didn't tell Diamond
about my past
676
00:28:23,743 --> 00:28:24,994
before the proposal,
677
00:28:25,078 --> 00:28:29,124
because I just always wanted
people to judge me
678
00:28:29,207 --> 00:28:30,458
for the way that I love,
679
00:28:30,542 --> 00:28:32,335
rather than who I love,
680
00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:36,214
and a lot of times, people are misjudged
when they're fluid.
681
00:28:36,297 --> 00:28:38,341
So, of course in the back of my mind,
682
00:28:38,425 --> 00:28:41,136
I'm thinking, well, what if
she has a change of heart?
683
00:28:42,679 --> 00:28:46,266
[Diamond] When we finally meet,
I just hope that I make him smile.
684
00:28:47,058 --> 00:28:48,560
And I hope that
685
00:28:48,643 --> 00:28:50,645
he just finds me very attractive, and...
686
00:28:51,146 --> 00:28:54,315
will swoop me up and take me off.
[chuckles]
687
00:28:57,277 --> 00:28:59,362
[dramatic music escalated, then stops]
688
00:29:01,239 --> 00:29:02,282
[gasps]
689
00:29:02,991 --> 00:29:04,284
[Diamond] How are you? [laughs]
690
00:29:05,702 --> 00:29:06,745
Hi!
691
00:29:07,662 --> 00:29:08,705
[Diamond laughing]
692
00:29:11,249 --> 00:29:12,417
Oh, my God.
693
00:29:15,503 --> 00:29:17,589
[gasps] Oh, wow.
694
00:29:19,549 --> 00:29:20,550
How are you?
695
00:29:20,633 --> 00:29:22,469
- I'm good, how you feeling?
- Good.
696
00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:25,013
Oh my gosh.
697
00:29:25,221 --> 00:29:27,348
- I'm a fiancée!
- [laughs]
698
00:29:27,807 --> 00:29:28,975
Can you believe it?
699
00:29:29,058 --> 00:29:29,976
Look at you.
700
00:29:30,059 --> 00:29:30,977
Look at you!
701
00:29:31,060 --> 00:29:32,979
Look at you. You fly.
702
00:29:33,062 --> 00:29:34,481
- You fly.
- You look good.
703
00:29:34,564 --> 00:29:35,564
Thank you.
704
00:29:35,732 --> 00:29:37,233
- Damn.
- I was hoping you'd like it.
705
00:29:37,317 --> 00:29:39,152
[Carlton] I know that I'm different.
706
00:29:39,235 --> 00:29:41,780
I know that my past is different.
707
00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:44,908
But this is what I've always dreamed of.
708
00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:47,118
In four weeks, we'll be getting married.
709
00:29:47,494 --> 00:29:49,412
My biggest worry is that
710
00:29:49,496 --> 00:29:51,080
someone that I am super in love with
711
00:29:51,164 --> 00:29:52,332
and want to marry,
712
00:29:52,415 --> 00:29:54,626
won't be able to walk down the aisle,
713
00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:57,170
because she just can't be married
to someone like me.
714
00:29:58,046 --> 00:29:59,798
I'm excited about my marriage.
715
00:30:00,548 --> 00:30:02,050
- I am.
- You are?
716
00:30:02,133 --> 00:30:03,133
Mm-hmm.
717
00:30:03,426 --> 00:30:04,969
You ready to get this party started?
718
00:30:05,053 --> 00:30:06,137
I am.
719
00:30:06,763 --> 00:30:07,972
It's going to be great.
720
00:30:08,681 --> 00:30:09,681
[laughs]
721
00:30:11,017 --> 00:30:12,977
I love guys with bald heads,
722
00:30:13,061 --> 00:30:14,979
and I think I like the way he dressed,
723
00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:16,397
and just his whole persona.
724
00:30:16,523 --> 00:30:18,399
I'm very attracted to Carlton.
725
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:21,402
- [Diamond laughing]
- [Carlton] Whoo!
726
00:30:21,486 --> 00:30:22,487
Thank you, God.
727
00:30:23,738 --> 00:30:26,050
[Diamond] When I was talking to him,
expressing my heart to him,
728
00:30:26,074 --> 00:30:28,159
I wanted to know, like,
are you here for me?
729
00:30:28,243 --> 00:30:29,911
Are you going to accept my flaws?
730
00:30:30,078 --> 00:30:33,623
Carlton has a way of making me feel
731
00:30:33,706 --> 00:30:36,417
like I'm the only woman on Earth.
732
00:30:37,001 --> 00:30:38,586
He really, truly, loves me.
733
00:30:39,087 --> 00:30:41,005
As of right now, the only concern
734
00:30:41,089 --> 00:30:42,757
will have to be our family.
735
00:30:43,174 --> 00:30:45,802
Hopefully our family can accept
736
00:30:46,427 --> 00:30:47,427
our love,
737
00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:49,722
and the way it went down.
738
00:30:49,931 --> 00:30:51,349
This is not normal.
739
00:30:51,432 --> 00:30:53,852
I know a lot of families are traditional.
740
00:30:53,935 --> 00:30:54,936
They want you to date,
741
00:30:55,019 --> 00:30:56,563
become the girlfriend...
742
00:30:56,646 --> 00:31:00,233
We're not oblivious to the steps
and the process of marriage,
743
00:31:00,608 --> 00:31:02,110
but it's not their life.
744
00:31:02,402 --> 00:31:05,154
It's my life, and I choose
745
00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:06,990
to be with Carlton.
746
00:31:07,073 --> 00:31:09,075
[upbeat music plays]
747
00:31:18,126 --> 00:31:20,837
You should be proud about the fact
that so many girls like you.
748
00:31:21,129 --> 00:31:23,423
You are a catch, my brother.
749
00:31:23,548 --> 00:31:25,675
Who have you talked the most with
750
00:31:25,758 --> 00:31:27,218
on serious issues?
751
00:31:28,636 --> 00:31:29,846
- Amber.
- Amber.
752
00:31:29,929 --> 00:31:30,763
Probably Amber.
753
00:31:30,847 --> 00:31:31,973
What about Jessica?
754
00:31:32,891 --> 00:31:35,935
I think we shoot the shit way too much
when we're in there,
755
00:31:36,019 --> 00:31:38,563
and it's hard to get past that sometimes.
756
00:31:38,938 --> 00:31:40,899
Why was she your number one last night?
757
00:31:41,065 --> 00:31:42,668
[Barnett] Like, the feeling in the moment.
758
00:31:42,692 --> 00:31:45,194
I mean, that's my problem
with every relationship,
759
00:31:45,278 --> 00:31:46,738
every person that I talk to,
760
00:31:46,821 --> 00:31:48,531
I get in there,
I want to have a good time.
761
00:31:48,615 --> 00:31:50,700
[Rory] How do you feel
about you and LC, on paper?
762
00:31:51,075 --> 00:31:52,887
[Barnett] I think we would always have
a good time.
763
00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:55,496
But I think that because
we're so similar,
764
00:31:55,580 --> 00:31:57,206
You're in the honeymoon phase, right?
765
00:31:57,290 --> 00:31:58,666
And you love talking to them,
766
00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:00,168
love being around them, but...
767
00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:02,879
our job here is not to be
in the honeymoon phase,
768
00:32:02,962 --> 00:32:05,965
our job here is to find someone
that we spend the rest our life with.
769
00:32:06,841 --> 00:32:07,841
And that's important,
770
00:32:08,635 --> 00:32:09,635
but...
771
00:32:10,136 --> 00:32:12,013
Yeah, man. I hope you find some clarity.
772
00:32:16,017 --> 00:32:17,435
- [man 1] Hello?
- [woman 1] Hi.
773
00:32:17,644 --> 00:32:18,770
[man 2] Hey, how are you?
774
00:32:18,853 --> 00:32:20,188
[woman 2] Good, how are you?
775
00:32:20,647 --> 00:32:21,481
[Barnett] Hello?
776
00:32:21,564 --> 00:32:23,024
[Jessica] Hi. [chuckles]
777
00:32:23,107 --> 00:32:24,107
Hey.
778
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:27,070
I've waited so long
779
00:32:27,153 --> 00:32:28,780
to find the perfect person,
780
00:32:28,863 --> 00:32:31,199
and I think Barnett
781
00:32:31,282 --> 00:32:33,162
is someone I can
spend the rest of my life with.
782
00:32:33,201 --> 00:32:35,620
I'm ready for him to ask me
783
00:32:36,037 --> 00:32:37,037
to marry him.
784
00:32:38,665 --> 00:32:39,749
What are you doing?
785
00:32:39,999 --> 00:32:41,584
[Bernett] Drinking red wine.
786
00:32:43,336 --> 00:32:44,462
Let's do some fun stuff.
787
00:32:44,837 --> 00:32:47,157
- I wanna have fun.
- [Barnett] Okay, what do you wanna do?
788
00:32:47,507 --> 00:32:48,633
[Jessica] Um...
789
00:32:49,175 --> 00:32:50,718
Twenty questions? Truth or dare?
790
00:32:51,052 --> 00:32:52,095
Truth or dare.
791
00:32:52,679 --> 00:32:54,180
Is it true that...
792
00:32:54,931 --> 00:32:58,017
you still feel the same way
you felt last night
793
00:32:58,309 --> 00:32:59,309
about me?
794
00:33:01,562 --> 00:33:05,191
[heartbeat thumping, intensifies]
795
00:33:05,775 --> 00:33:06,775
I don't know.
796
00:33:06,943 --> 00:33:09,112
[dramatic music]
797
00:33:09,195 --> 00:33:10,195
[Jessica] Wait, really?
798
00:33:10,238 --> 00:33:11,739
- Yeah.
- Oh.
799
00:33:12,365 --> 00:33:13,365
Okay.
800
00:33:16,202 --> 00:33:17,036
Ah!
801
00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:19,205
Jessica would be a good wife.
802
00:33:19,288 --> 00:33:22,375
but after my dates with Amber and LC,
803
00:33:23,001 --> 00:33:25,336
I'm scared to have to pick
804
00:33:25,420 --> 00:33:26,629
between any of these girls,
805
00:33:26,713 --> 00:33:29,424
because I know all the
qualities that they have,
806
00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:33,094
and all the good things
that can come from each person, you know?
807
00:33:34,512 --> 00:33:35,513
[sighs]
808
00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:39,559
I don't know what's up in my mind.
809
00:33:40,059 --> 00:33:41,519
I know I have connections,
810
00:33:41,602 --> 00:33:43,604
emotional connections with people.
811
00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:46,274
And I don't know how
812
00:33:46,816 --> 00:33:47,816
to, like...
813
00:33:48,526 --> 00:33:50,361
differentiate feeling good
814
00:33:50,445 --> 00:33:51,612
from, you know...
815
00:33:53,239 --> 00:33:55,867
feeling the L-word, almost.
816
00:34:01,456 --> 00:34:02,290
[Jessica] Okay.
817
00:34:02,457 --> 00:34:04,500
- I feel like I should go.
- [Barnett] Why?
818
00:34:04,584 --> 00:34:05,584
Because...
819
00:34:06,252 --> 00:34:07,879
I don't fuck with people like you.
820
00:34:08,171 --> 00:34:09,213
What does that mean?
821
00:34:10,131 --> 00:34:12,258
Like, I'm not playing this game with you.
822
00:34:12,842 --> 00:34:13,926
I'm not trying play games,
823
00:34:14,010 --> 00:34:16,262
I'm trying to feel everything out
right now.
824
00:34:16,345 --> 00:34:18,282
- I'm trying to be rational.
- [Jessica] Well, why...
825
00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:20,492
I don't know why you said
everything you said to me, then.
826
00:34:20,516 --> 00:34:22,268
What are you trying to figure out?
827
00:34:22,351 --> 00:34:23,936
My freaking heart, man.
828
00:34:24,020 --> 00:34:25,605
Your heart? About what?
829
00:34:25,688 --> 00:34:28,399
I just don't know what it's feeling.
830
00:34:28,483 --> 00:34:30,568
- I'm trying so hard...
- Oh, my gosh. Stop.
831
00:34:32,653 --> 00:34:34,155
I don't know what's going on.
832
00:34:38,367 --> 00:34:40,161
Now you're trying to figure it out?
833
00:34:40,244 --> 00:34:42,080
I know a million guys like you.
834
00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:43,831
That's a load of shit.
835
00:34:44,082 --> 00:34:47,043
[Jessica] There's people that don't know
what they want, and that's you.
836
00:34:47,126 --> 00:34:48,286
You don't know what you want.
837
00:34:48,336 --> 00:34:50,856
- A million people have told me.
- That's what I'm trying to do.
838
00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:52,880
Okay, then you can try to do it
with somebody else,
839
00:34:52,924 --> 00:34:54,842
- because I'm fucking over this.
- Okay.
840
00:34:54,926 --> 00:34:57,929
[Jessica] You told me last night
that you were ready to propose to me.
841
00:34:58,012 --> 00:34:59,138
That's insane.
842
00:35:00,223 --> 00:35:02,475
You literally said that last night.
[nervous chuckle]
843
00:35:02,558 --> 00:35:03,643
[Barnett] I like you.
844
00:35:04,227 --> 00:35:07,980
I'm not even entertaining
this conversation.
845
00:35:08,231 --> 00:35:09,315
This is embarrassing.
846
00:35:11,275 --> 00:35:12,275
Okay.
847
00:35:15,988 --> 00:35:17,990
[dramatic music, intensifies]
848
00:35:27,416 --> 00:35:28,501
[Bernett] Bye, Jessica.
849
00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:30,211
[Jessica sobbing]
850
00:35:32,046 --> 00:35:33,046
[Barnett] Fuck.
851
00:35:33,548 --> 00:35:37,093
["Just Stay" playing]
♪ Say you hate, say you hate me ♪
852
00:35:37,468 --> 00:35:40,263
♪ Just say some
Just say something ♪
853
00:35:40,346 --> 00:35:44,016
Being married is the next step
in the rest of my life, and it's...
854
00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:46,894
If I don't start now,
855
00:35:47,019 --> 00:35:49,939
who's to say that I'm ever
going to find someone?
856
00:35:51,232 --> 00:35:52,525
Like, any of these girls.
857
00:35:53,526 --> 00:35:55,486
I look like a freaking fool.
858
00:35:57,029 --> 00:35:58,865
I have all these conversations
with someone,
859
00:35:58,948 --> 00:36:00,241
and then tell them how I feel.
860
00:36:00,324 --> 00:36:01,534
I tell them that, you know...
861
00:36:01,826 --> 00:36:03,870
like, they're strong in my mind, and...
862
00:36:06,789 --> 00:36:08,109
♪ I'm not good at reading minds ♪
863
00:36:08,207 --> 00:36:09,207
[sighs]
864
00:36:09,584 --> 00:36:10,584
Fuck.
865
00:36:11,377 --> 00:36:13,379
♪ Just say anything ♪
866
00:36:15,506 --> 00:36:17,175
[Amber] Jessica, how you feeling, friend?
867
00:36:17,258 --> 00:36:18,968
Don't let that dude fuck with you.
868
00:36:19,051 --> 00:36:20,720
- What?
- Don't let Barnett fuck with you.
869
00:36:20,803 --> 00:36:21,803
What do you mean?
870
00:36:22,555 --> 00:36:24,807
I'm just telling you, he's a fuckboy.
871
00:36:25,308 --> 00:36:26,642
I just walked out on him.
872
00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:27,810
[dramatic instrumentals]
873
00:36:27,894 --> 00:36:29,312
- Who'd you walk out on?
- How so?
874
00:36:29,395 --> 00:36:30,395
What do you mean?
875
00:36:30,521 --> 00:36:32,023
He's been telling me
876
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:33,482
a lot of things.
877
00:36:33,566 --> 00:36:35,651
He told me he's going to
propose to me, last night.
878
00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:37,445
He told me he wanted to propose to me,
879
00:36:37,528 --> 00:36:38,654
and make me his wife,
880
00:36:38,738 --> 00:36:40,823
and he just told me tonight...
881
00:36:40,907 --> 00:36:41,907
I was like...
882
00:36:41,991 --> 00:36:45,369
That's what set me back,
I'm like, "What the hell?"
883
00:36:45,578 --> 00:36:48,372
He is a total dick.
884
00:36:48,497 --> 00:36:50,249
He doesn't know what he wants,
885
00:36:50,625 --> 00:36:51,625
period.
886
00:36:52,168 --> 00:36:55,588
What just happened is is really kind of
earth-shattering for me.
887
00:36:56,589 --> 00:36:59,008
Your relationship with him
may be different, but I think...
888
00:36:59,091 --> 00:37:00,509
I know, but it gets to the point...
889
00:37:00,593 --> 00:37:01,636
I know, I know.
890
00:37:01,719 --> 00:37:03,488
[Jessica whispering]
Do not let him fucking make you look
891
00:37:03,512 --> 00:37:04,639
like he just made me look.
892
00:37:05,223 --> 00:37:07,600
I told her last night that I was, like...
893
00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:10,186
considering proposing to her, almost,
894
00:37:10,269 --> 00:37:14,857
and like, I feel fucking ridiculous
and stupid as shit for saying that shit.
895
00:37:16,692 --> 00:37:18,611
Like, I'm not trying to be an asshole.
896
00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:22,949
It's just, I can't help my ability
to connect with people,
897
00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:26,160
and that there's multiple people
that I connect with.
898
00:37:28,246 --> 00:37:29,330
I don't know.
899
00:37:29,580 --> 00:37:32,750
Again, I still strongly believe
that everyone's relationship is different.
900
00:37:32,833 --> 00:37:34,085
Maybe he's having issues,
901
00:37:34,168 --> 00:37:36,230
but he told me tonight
that he doesn't know what he wants,
902
00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:37,505
and he's fucked up in his head.
903
00:37:37,588 --> 00:37:38,631
That's what he told me.
904
00:37:40,299 --> 00:37:42,802
After telling me he was literally...
905
00:37:42,885 --> 00:37:43,885
What?
906
00:37:44,845 --> 00:37:47,348
After last night, literally telling me
he was gonna marry me.
907
00:37:49,809 --> 00:37:54,021
Maybe it was less of a serious,
908
00:37:54,146 --> 00:37:55,231
"Will you marry me?"
909
00:37:55,356 --> 00:37:57,817
and more of a off-handed,
910
00:37:58,150 --> 00:37:59,986
"Yeah, I would marry you tomorrow,"
911
00:38:00,069 --> 00:38:02,238
which I guess she took
912
00:38:02,780 --> 00:38:04,448
more seriously than he did.
913
00:38:05,116 --> 00:38:06,117
So...
914
00:38:06,826 --> 00:38:07,868
I don't know.
915
00:38:10,746 --> 00:38:13,416
[dramatic instrumentals intensify,
then stop]
916
00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:16,752
[upbeat R&B music playing]
917
00:38:16,877 --> 00:38:19,380
♪ Ooh, ooh ♪
918
00:38:19,797 --> 00:38:21,632
♪ Spinning like a carousel ♪
919
00:38:22,049 --> 00:38:26,053
♪ Ooh, ooh ♪
920
00:38:27,054 --> 00:38:27,888
[Mark] Hello?
921
00:38:28,014 --> 00:38:29,014
[Jessica] Hello.
922
00:38:30,516 --> 00:38:31,516
I'm pissed,
923
00:38:31,559 --> 00:38:33,936
because I had visualized
924
00:38:34,020 --> 00:38:37,148
Barnett as someone I could spend
the rest of my life with.
925
00:38:37,982 --> 00:38:40,318
Yesterday, I was thinking,
"Mark, Mark, Mark,"
926
00:38:40,401 --> 00:38:43,112
and Barnett came
and distracted me with this game.
927
00:38:43,237 --> 00:38:45,072
So I really hope that
928
00:38:45,156 --> 00:38:46,741
I didn't mess it up with Mark.
929
00:38:46,824 --> 00:38:48,701
He is just everything,
930
00:38:49,035 --> 00:38:50,911
everything I've ever wanted,
931
00:38:50,995 --> 00:38:52,163
and so much more.
932
00:38:52,288 --> 00:38:53,288
What's up?
933
00:38:53,956 --> 00:38:54,956
[sobbing exhale]
934
00:38:58,252 --> 00:39:00,463
I'm so sorry. I feel like such an asshole.
935
00:39:02,006 --> 00:39:04,884
I just, like...
I don't know, I feel like I had to think.
936
00:39:06,385 --> 00:39:09,263
I didn't know what was happening.
[sighs deeply]
937
00:39:10,222 --> 00:39:11,474
I swear, though, like,
938
00:39:12,183 --> 00:39:13,517
it was him, like,
939
00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:14,894
I swear to God.
940
00:39:15,853 --> 00:39:16,853
It wasn't me.
941
00:39:17,396 --> 00:39:18,647
Now I'm just like...
942
00:39:19,732 --> 00:39:20,732
I don't know...
943
00:39:20,775 --> 00:39:21,775
[breathes deeply]
944
00:39:22,943 --> 00:39:25,488
Babe, I was so confused, you know?
945
00:39:28,741 --> 00:39:30,910
And I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
946
00:39:32,244 --> 00:39:33,537
It's cut off.
947
00:39:34,038 --> 00:39:35,498
Like, it is totally cut off.
948
00:39:35,623 --> 00:39:36,999
I'm not seeing him anymore.
949
00:39:38,793 --> 00:39:41,087
Barnett is definitely not what I want.
950
00:39:45,424 --> 00:39:47,426
Baby, I don't want to date anybody else.
951
00:39:50,471 --> 00:39:53,265
I know my worth, like a thousand percent.
952
00:39:53,349 --> 00:39:55,810
Like, I know who I am.
953
00:39:55,893 --> 00:39:57,311
I know what I bring to the table,
954
00:39:57,395 --> 00:39:59,397
and I know everything I'm worth.
955
00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:02,817
And I'm not second fiddle.
956
00:40:04,443 --> 00:40:05,361
Look, I'm real.
957
00:40:05,444 --> 00:40:08,155
I'm not some dude,
acting like I'm something I'm not.
958
00:40:09,323 --> 00:40:11,075
One of the things my mom always taught me
959
00:40:11,158 --> 00:40:13,494
growing up, is that
when you love something,
960
00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:15,246
and you let it go,
961
00:40:15,329 --> 00:40:17,706
if it comes back, it was always for you.
962
00:40:17,832 --> 00:40:20,143
If it doesn't come back,
it was never for you in the first place.
963
00:40:20,167 --> 00:40:21,043
And I could feel it.
964
00:40:21,127 --> 00:40:21,961
She was like, "Babe."
965
00:40:22,044 --> 00:40:24,130
She said "babe" like a thousand times
after that.
966
00:40:24,213 --> 00:40:27,967
Jessica's finally telling me
what I've always wanted,
967
00:40:28,300 --> 00:40:31,262
and I don't know how to how to take it.
968
00:40:31,345 --> 00:40:33,848
It's like I just can't wrap my head
around it.
969
00:40:33,931 --> 00:40:36,600
Now, I always want you to be
100% transparent with me.
970
00:40:36,684 --> 00:40:37,684
Yeah.
971
00:40:38,352 --> 00:40:40,813
[Mark] And so,
I want you to know that, like...
972
00:40:42,731 --> 00:40:43,899
I do care about you.
973
00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:45,693
And I get it.
974
00:40:45,818 --> 00:40:47,820
There's a lot of societal shit, whatever,
975
00:40:47,903 --> 00:40:49,613
and there's a lot of, you know,
976
00:40:49,697 --> 00:40:51,407
shit that we would have to combat.
977
00:40:52,533 --> 00:40:55,870
- Yeah.
- We just don't know what's gonna happen.
978
00:40:57,163 --> 00:40:59,832
I've taken a step back
a little bit from Mark,
979
00:40:59,915 --> 00:41:02,352
and letting him know if there
are connections with other people,
980
00:41:02,376 --> 00:41:05,504
and I wouldn't blame him
for wanting to take a step back from me.
981
00:41:05,588 --> 00:41:08,340
Now I don't know if I'm going to
end up with anyone.
982
00:41:08,424 --> 00:41:10,426
["Into the Light" playing]
983
00:41:10,509 --> 00:41:12,511
♪ Your soul's on the line ♪
984
00:41:12,636 --> 00:41:14,638
♪ You don't know where to hide ♪
985
00:41:14,763 --> 00:41:17,183
♪ You're running running ♪
986
00:41:17,266 --> 00:41:19,435
♪ Straight into the light ♪
987
00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:30,571
[Kenny] There's nothing believable
about this experience.
988
00:41:30,654 --> 00:41:34,158
The "physical and emotional gauntlet"
is what I've called it.
989
00:41:34,241 --> 00:41:36,202
It's overwhelming,
but in all the best ways.
990
00:41:36,785 --> 00:41:38,496
I honestly don't believe
991
00:41:38,579 --> 00:41:40,498
that if, had I not gone
through this process,
992
00:41:40,581 --> 00:41:43,417
I would have found the woman
of Kelly's caliber,
993
00:41:43,626 --> 00:41:44,710
in the real world.
994
00:41:49,548 --> 00:41:52,593
I know that I found
someone that I can trust,
995
00:41:52,676 --> 00:41:54,512
and that's the biggest thing.
996
00:41:54,595 --> 00:41:58,724
And she can rely and trust in me forever.
997
00:42:02,228 --> 00:42:03,812
- Milady.
- [Kelly] HI.
998
00:42:04,355 --> 00:42:05,355
How are you today?
999
00:42:05,397 --> 00:42:07,191
- [Kelly] I'm great.
- You're great?
1000
00:42:07,274 --> 00:42:08,526
- [Kelly] Yeah.
- I can tell.
1001
00:42:08,609 --> 00:42:09,860
Yeah. [laughs]
1002
00:42:09,944 --> 00:42:12,696
[Kenny] I've appreciated this journey
with you.
1003
00:42:12,821 --> 00:42:14,090
I know that I need to be with you,
1004
00:42:14,114 --> 00:42:16,700
and you're exactly the person
that I've been looking for.
1005
00:42:17,993 --> 00:42:19,912
And I'm going to go ahead...
1006
00:42:19,995 --> 00:42:21,121
I'm going to cover my eyes,
1007
00:42:21,205 --> 00:42:24,375
because I kind of want to
just black every single thing out...
1008
00:42:24,458 --> 00:42:25,292
[chuckles]
1009
00:42:25,376 --> 00:42:27,044
...and just be with you in this moment.
1010
00:42:27,127 --> 00:42:28,605
- [Kelly] Okay.
- Can you do that, too?
1011
00:42:28,629 --> 00:42:30,548
- [Kelly] Yep, I will close my eyes.
- Okay.
1012
00:42:32,132 --> 00:42:34,426
I'm going to go ahead
and get down on my knee.
1013
00:42:36,303 --> 00:42:37,137
Mm-hmm.
1014
00:42:37,221 --> 00:42:39,139
And I'm going to ask you, Kelly Marie,
1015
00:42:40,140 --> 00:42:41,141
will you marry me?
1016
00:42:42,726 --> 00:42:45,020
I will, yes. [laughs]
1017
00:42:45,104 --> 00:42:46,981
[upbeat instrumentals]
1018
00:42:47,064 --> 00:42:48,315
[Kenny] Oh, my God.
1019
00:42:49,316 --> 00:42:50,401
Are you excited?
1020
00:42:50,609 --> 00:42:51,986
- Yeah.
- [Kenny] I am so pumped.
1021
00:42:52,069 --> 00:42:53,279
[both laughing]
1022
00:42:53,362 --> 00:42:56,031
I love you today,
and that love will remain,
1023
00:42:56,490 --> 00:42:59,493
but I can't wait to learn
to love you even more.
1024
00:42:59,577 --> 00:43:00,577
I love you, too.
1025
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:04,290
It's so surreal.
1026
00:43:05,791 --> 00:43:08,669
I don't know how to even describe
1027
00:43:08,752 --> 00:43:10,472
the thoughts that are going
through my mind.
1028
00:43:11,547 --> 00:43:13,215
I've found someone who...
1029
00:43:13,882 --> 00:43:17,928
I've worked so hard to think of
and dream of in my head.
1030
00:43:18,012 --> 00:43:19,012
Oh, my gosh.
1031
00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:20,598
You are just this...
1032
00:43:21,223 --> 00:43:22,850
perfect person
1033
00:43:22,933 --> 00:43:24,685
on the other side of this wall,
1034
00:43:24,768 --> 00:43:26,353
and I cannot wait to meet you
1035
00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:27,938
and touch you.
1036
00:43:28,022 --> 00:43:29,022
[Kenny] Oh, my gosh.
1037
00:43:29,481 --> 00:43:31,567
I have longed for this for so long,
1038
00:43:31,692 --> 00:43:32,943
and I just feel like
1039
00:43:33,027 --> 00:43:34,653
he has been my missing link.
1040
00:43:34,737 --> 00:43:36,155
like having that companion,
1041
00:43:36,238 --> 00:43:37,948
and it's just, like, complete right now.
1042
00:43:38,032 --> 00:43:39,658
[Kenny] Um, I can't wait to see you.
1043
00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:41,094
[Kelly] I can't wait to see you either.
1044
00:43:41,118 --> 00:43:42,678
- I love you.
- [Kelly] I love you, too.
1045
00:43:42,703 --> 00:43:44,121
- Whoo!
- Whoo!
1046
00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:46,665
- Yes!
- Yes!
1047
00:43:46,749 --> 00:43:47,833
[Kelly laughing]
1048
00:43:47,916 --> 00:43:49,293
[happy music playing]
1049
00:43:51,211 --> 00:43:52,296
[Mark] Oh-oh.
1050
00:43:52,504 --> 00:43:53,422
Let's go!
1051
00:43:53,505 --> 00:43:55,299
- [Mark] Yeah!
- Whoo!
1052
00:43:55,382 --> 00:43:59,136
♪ Crashin' in love ♪
1053
00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:01,638
[Giannina] Hello?
1054
00:44:02,139 --> 00:44:04,350
[Damian] It feels so good
to hear your voice again.
1055
00:44:04,683 --> 00:44:08,228
- Yeah.
- So, something, seemed like in your past,
1056
00:44:08,312 --> 00:44:10,356
or something has happened
that has caused you
1057
00:44:10,439 --> 00:44:11,857
to feel that you're not beautiful.
1058
00:44:12,024 --> 00:44:13,400
Why is that such a fear for you?
1059
00:44:13,484 --> 00:44:16,153
Because I feel like there's so many
beautiful things about you.
1060
00:44:17,404 --> 00:44:19,031
[soft piano music playing]
1061
00:44:20,658 --> 00:44:21,658
Well...
1062
00:44:28,040 --> 00:44:30,125
I guess moving here, like,
1063
00:44:31,251 --> 00:44:32,251
America,
1064
00:44:33,504 --> 00:44:35,547
I was different,
1065
00:44:36,507 --> 00:44:39,718
you know, and then I got picked on
a lot in high school,
1066
00:44:40,052 --> 00:44:43,180
and for some reason
I just felt inadequate.
1067
00:44:45,849 --> 00:44:46,849
This is hard...
1068
00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:48,851
for me.
1069
00:44:50,854 --> 00:44:52,481
I'm sorry you had to go through that.
1070
00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:56,902
Hearing you talk is just, like...
1071
00:44:57,486 --> 00:44:59,405
I got picked on a lot in school, too.
1072
00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:01,240
I got made fun of.
1073
00:45:01,365 --> 00:45:03,075
I was tiny and small,
1074
00:45:03,158 --> 00:45:04,243
you know, I was...
1075
00:45:05,077 --> 00:45:06,787
quirky and weird, I guess.
1076
00:45:06,870 --> 00:45:09,164
And it really took years
1077
00:45:09,540 --> 00:45:11,875
after high school to figure out who I am
1078
00:45:11,959 --> 00:45:13,711
and what kind of man I wanted to become.
1079
00:45:14,962 --> 00:45:17,339
You know, everybody's had something
in their past,
1080
00:45:17,423 --> 00:45:19,383
but, like, you've got to love yourself,
1081
00:45:19,466 --> 00:45:20,884
and you got to trust,
1082
00:45:20,968 --> 00:45:22,845
and let other people love you
for who you are.
1083
00:45:22,928 --> 00:45:24,263
And if they can't, then,
1084
00:45:24,763 --> 00:45:26,348
in simple terms, I just say, screw 'em.
1085
00:45:26,724 --> 00:45:27,558
Mm-hmm.
1086
00:45:27,641 --> 00:45:29,476
Are you "uh-huh"-ing,
or are you humming?
1087
00:45:29,893 --> 00:45:30,936
I'm "uh-huh"-ing.
1088
00:45:32,146 --> 00:45:33,188
Uh-huh.
1089
00:45:34,106 --> 00:45:35,232
[chuckles]
1090
00:45:40,988 --> 00:45:43,323
[upbeat music playing]
♪ I just wanna love ya ♪
1091
00:45:46,326 --> 00:45:49,413
I have definitely thought about
the visual first impression,
1092
00:45:49,496 --> 00:45:53,625
because I do want him to
love me on the outside, too,
1093
00:45:53,709 --> 00:45:56,920
even though we've connected
on such a great scale, emotionally.
1094
00:45:57,004 --> 00:45:58,084
I definitely want him to...
1095
00:45:58,130 --> 00:46:01,008
I want him to love this shell, too.
[laughs]
1096
00:46:02,718 --> 00:46:05,846
[Kenny] I've always known that Kelly,
without a shadow of a doubt,
1097
00:46:05,929 --> 00:46:07,931
was the person
that I was meant to meet.
1098
00:46:08,015 --> 00:46:10,809
She and I didn't share any descriptions
of each other.
1099
00:46:10,893 --> 00:46:12,704
I can just tell that she's
such a gentle person,
1100
00:46:12,728 --> 00:46:15,773
and to me that means so much more
than just, you know,
1101
00:46:15,856 --> 00:46:17,691
some other physical characteristic.
1102
00:46:17,775 --> 00:46:20,569
[curious and dramatic instrumentals]
1103
00:46:31,079 --> 00:46:32,164
[instrumentals stop]
1104
00:46:32,790 --> 00:46:34,792
- [Kelly] Hey!
- [Kenny and Kelly laughing]
1105
00:46:35,834 --> 00:46:37,252
How are you feeling?
1106
00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:39,755
[uplifting romantic music playing]
1107
00:46:45,385 --> 00:46:47,137
She's beautiful. She's perfect.
1108
00:46:47,221 --> 00:46:50,140
She's a little, you know,
5'2", short thing.
1109
00:46:50,849 --> 00:46:52,226
I can just bundle her up,
1110
00:46:52,392 --> 00:46:54,728
and she just buried herself in my chest,
1111
00:46:54,812 --> 00:46:57,105
and it's like we've known each other
our entire lives.
1112
00:46:57,189 --> 00:46:58,315
I'm so excited.
1113
00:46:58,440 --> 00:46:59,274
I'm ready.
1114
00:46:59,358 --> 00:47:00,234
Yeah? Good.
1115
00:47:00,317 --> 00:47:01,317
- Yeah.
- Good.
1116
00:47:01,527 --> 00:47:03,195
[Kelly laughing]
1117
00:47:04,029 --> 00:47:05,709
[Kelly] Kenny and I got to know each other
1118
00:47:05,739 --> 00:47:06,824
on such an emotional level,
1119
00:47:06,907 --> 00:47:08,742
because we couldn't see each other.
1120
00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:10,828
And the physical attraction
was there, too.
1121
00:47:10,911 --> 00:47:12,454
I mean it was in tenfold,
1122
00:47:12,538 --> 00:47:15,374
because I know what makes him who he is.
1123
00:47:15,457 --> 00:47:18,252
And he's just so beautiful inside and out.
1124
00:47:18,961 --> 00:47:21,421
I'm so excited for the next few weeks,
1125
00:47:21,713 --> 00:47:22,923
and hopefully
1126
00:47:23,006 --> 00:47:25,634
the rest of our lives together.
1127
00:47:26,051 --> 00:47:28,053
[happy music playing]
1128
00:47:29,888 --> 00:47:32,099
[overlapping indistinct conversations]
1129
00:47:34,977 --> 00:47:35,811
[Damian] Hello?
1130
00:47:35,894 --> 00:47:36,728
Hi.
1131
00:47:36,812 --> 00:47:38,981
I, like, really miss that voice.
1132
00:47:39,690 --> 00:47:40,690
It's really crazy.
1133
00:47:41,733 --> 00:47:43,151
After our talk yesterday,
1134
00:47:43,235 --> 00:47:44,820
I went to bed thinking about you,
1135
00:47:44,903 --> 00:47:47,823
and when I woke up, you were
the first thing I thought of this morning.
1136
00:47:47,906 --> 00:47:50,075
It's scary to have
this amount of emotions, so fast.
1137
00:47:50,659 --> 00:47:51,660
And it's not like me.
1138
00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:54,538
I don't, like...
I don't get attached quick.
1139
00:47:54,830 --> 00:47:57,499
[Giannina] That's the same thing
with me, too, but...
1140
00:47:57,749 --> 00:47:58,749
[sighs]
1141
00:47:59,126 --> 00:48:02,629
something that is kind of like
in the back of my head...
1142
00:48:03,672 --> 00:48:06,425
is that I self-sabotage
1143
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:07,843
all the time.
1144
00:48:10,220 --> 00:48:11,930
But I realize that I do it
1145
00:48:12,014 --> 00:48:14,641
when something that's
too good to be true
1146
00:48:15,934 --> 00:48:16,935
is happening to me.
1147
00:48:17,019 --> 00:48:19,730
Because my parents' divorce
really fucked me up.
1148
00:48:19,813 --> 00:48:20,813
[chuckles]
1149
00:48:21,523 --> 00:48:22,941
I guess what I'm trying to say is,
1150
00:48:23,025 --> 00:48:25,527
this is something that
I've always been afraid of.
1151
00:48:26,445 --> 00:48:29,072
I can picture my life
with and without Damian.
1152
00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:33,660
But my life is so much sweeter
with him in it.
1153
00:48:33,952 --> 00:48:36,538
I don't want to picture
my life without him.
1154
00:48:36,788 --> 00:48:38,749
I mean, I'm scared, but...
1155
00:48:38,832 --> 00:48:39,832
[sighs]
1156
00:48:41,752 --> 00:48:45,172
[Damian] I know you don't wanna get hurt,
as much as I don't wanna get hurt,
1157
00:48:45,255 --> 00:48:48,342
and I feel really strongly about you
and the way things are going,
1158
00:48:48,425 --> 00:48:51,011
and I think I could really
see something with you.
1159
00:48:51,094 --> 00:48:52,094
[Giannina] Mm-hmm?
1160
00:48:54,723 --> 00:48:55,849
Am I falling in love?
1161
00:48:55,933 --> 00:48:56,933
Am I in love?
1162
00:48:58,435 --> 00:48:59,853
I want the answer to be "yes."
1163
00:49:00,187 --> 00:49:04,483
I feel such a strong connection
with her right now, and...
1164
00:49:05,734 --> 00:49:06,944
it's unbelievable,
1165
00:49:07,027 --> 00:49:09,363
but there's always
that fear of losing her,
1166
00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:10,572
and it's a scary thing.
1167
00:49:10,656 --> 00:49:13,533
But I feel right now, we've built
such a strong bond,
1168
00:49:13,742 --> 00:49:16,328
that I'm willing to stay here
to find out if she is my true love.
1169
00:49:17,704 --> 00:49:18,705
[Giannina] Thank you...
1170
00:49:19,331 --> 00:49:20,331
so much.
1171
00:49:20,624 --> 00:49:22,626
[Damian] I'm the one
that should be thanking you.
1172
00:49:28,840 --> 00:49:31,176
Feels like I've been here for months.
1173
00:49:31,259 --> 00:49:32,094
[chuckles]
1174
00:49:32,177 --> 00:49:35,222
I'm drained, just emotionally drained
right now.
1175
00:49:35,305 --> 00:49:37,057
Last night was really rough
1176
00:49:37,307 --> 00:49:38,183
with Jessica,
1177
00:49:38,266 --> 00:49:41,269
and I'm scared to only have
a couple days. [nervous chuckles]
1178
00:49:41,353 --> 00:49:43,021
I just hope for happiness.
1179
00:49:43,230 --> 00:49:44,898
That's all I see, is just like
1180
00:49:45,649 --> 00:49:47,526
whoever I'm with,
just smiling all the time,
1181
00:49:47,985 --> 00:49:49,361
and making them smile,
1182
00:49:50,654 --> 00:49:53,156
and, like, me smiling too, obviously.
1183
00:49:53,657 --> 00:49:55,951
Because I just want a good life.
1184
00:49:56,827 --> 00:49:58,036
- [Barnett] Hey.
- [LC] Hi!
1185
00:49:58,328 --> 00:49:59,808
What are you getting into over there?
1186
00:49:59,955 --> 00:50:01,790
- Oh, I brought my ukulele.
- Oh!
1187
00:50:01,873 --> 00:50:03,917
- [LC] You play the ukulele?
- [mock gasping]
1188
00:50:04,001 --> 00:50:05,961
I wanted it to be surprising.
1189
00:50:06,044 --> 00:50:07,644
[chuckles] Are you about to serenade me?
1190
00:50:07,713 --> 00:50:09,983
- Did you write me a song?
- I wrote you a song, it's called
1191
00:50:10,007 --> 00:50:11,591
♪ LC ♪
1192
00:50:12,551 --> 00:50:14,803
♪ Is my favorite initials ♪
1193
00:50:14,886 --> 00:50:16,263
[laughing]
1194
00:50:18,682 --> 00:50:19,682
Okay.
1195
00:50:19,725 --> 00:50:21,977
Every single person here, guy or girl,
1196
00:50:22,102 --> 00:50:23,782
has gotten to a point
where they're like...
1197
00:50:23,812 --> 00:50:25,313
All of us are like,
1198
00:50:25,397 --> 00:50:26,457
"I wanna marry this person."
1199
00:50:26,481 --> 00:50:28,025
And we've known them for a week.
1200
00:50:28,108 --> 00:50:30,708
I've gotten on a level here
that I've not even gotten with myself,
1201
00:50:30,861 --> 00:50:33,196
[laughs] much less another person.
1202
00:50:33,488 --> 00:50:35,741
But now I'm already way past anything
1203
00:50:36,033 --> 00:50:37,409
with Barnett emotionally,
1204
00:50:37,784 --> 00:50:40,328
and I don't even care what he looks like.
1205
00:50:40,412 --> 00:50:42,956
I never thought I would say that. [laughs]
1206
00:50:43,040 --> 00:50:45,268
- That's the only part I know.
- [LC] Were you ever in choir?
1207
00:50:45,292 --> 00:50:47,544
- [Barnett] Was I ever in choir? No.
- Really?
1208
00:50:47,794 --> 00:50:50,422
No, I get my singing practice
in the shower.
1209
00:50:50,505 --> 00:50:51,733
- [LC] Oh.
- It's like where I...
1210
00:50:51,757 --> 00:50:53,216
That's where you really turn it up?
1211
00:50:53,300 --> 00:50:54,460
[Barnett] Where I turn it up.
1212
00:50:54,509 --> 00:50:56,589
Yeah, like my dog sits outside
and looks at me weird.
1213
00:50:56,678 --> 00:50:59,514
See, I don't live by myself,
so for me it's the car.
1214
00:50:59,765 --> 00:51:02,476
[Barnett] Yeah,
I like to make up my own songs
1215
00:51:02,559 --> 00:51:03,870
- while I'm driving to work.
- Me, too.
1216
00:51:03,894 --> 00:51:06,021
[Barnett] And I sing to them in the car,
and I'm like,
1217
00:51:06,104 --> 00:51:07,355
why does this sound so good?
1218
00:51:07,439 --> 00:51:10,275
I mean, I should get a record deal,
right now.
1219
00:51:10,484 --> 00:51:11,485
[Barnett chuckling]
1220
00:51:11,693 --> 00:51:13,070
LC, I like you.
1221
00:51:13,487 --> 00:51:16,782
Yeah, you're the kind of guy
I could definitely fall for really quickly
1222
00:51:16,865 --> 00:51:18,384
and know that I would have
a lot of fun with,
1223
00:51:18,408 --> 00:51:20,494
which is my most important thing, always.
1224
00:51:21,912 --> 00:51:23,347
That's what I was thinking, you know,
1225
00:51:23,371 --> 00:51:24,998
we're so alike, it's ridiculous.
1226
00:51:25,082 --> 00:51:26,875
And we like a lot of the same stuff.
1227
00:51:26,958 --> 00:51:28,835
[LC] What's a song you know
on the ukulele?
1228
00:51:28,919 --> 00:51:30,212
Nothing, I don't know any songs.
1229
00:51:30,295 --> 00:51:31,546
Okay, well, all right.
1230
00:51:31,630 --> 00:51:33,381
- Let's just...
- You like Taylor Swift?
1231
00:51:33,465 --> 00:51:34,716
[LC] I love Taylor Swift.
1232
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:36,218
I don't know any Taylor Swift.
1233
00:51:36,802 --> 00:51:38,571
I was just asking,
because I like Taylor Swift.
1234
00:51:38,595 --> 00:51:39,795
- You do?
- [Barnett] Oh, yeah.
1235
00:51:39,846 --> 00:51:41,181
Have you been to her concert?
1236
00:51:41,264 --> 00:51:43,242
If she was in this, she would be
the person I'd be marrying.
1237
00:51:43,266 --> 00:51:44,266
[LC] Me, too.
1238
00:51:44,309 --> 00:51:45,644
[both laughing]
1239
00:51:45,769 --> 00:51:46,853
So what you're saying is...
1240
00:51:46,937 --> 00:51:48,647
[Barnett] What I'm saying is...
1241
00:51:49,523 --> 00:51:51,942
Taylor, if you're watching,
and I end up single after this,
1242
00:51:52,025 --> 00:51:53,652
- [LC] Okay.
- [mock howling]
1243
00:51:53,735 --> 00:51:55,904
I haven't been vulnerable in a long time,
1244
00:51:55,987 --> 00:51:58,198
and I haven't been open in a long time
with anybody.
1245
00:51:58,281 --> 00:52:00,200
It makes me feel good to know that
1246
00:52:00,283 --> 00:52:03,286
someone on the other side
of that wall cares about me.
1247
00:52:03,411 --> 00:52:05,413
[happy, upbeat music playing]
1248
00:52:09,209 --> 00:52:11,920
[Barnett] How real has this shit got?
1249
00:52:12,045 --> 00:52:14,190
So real, I didn't realize
some of the issues that I have
1250
00:52:14,214 --> 00:52:15,382
were still issues for me.
1251
00:52:15,465 --> 00:52:16,465
Open up, girl.
1252
00:52:16,508 --> 00:52:18,552
Fuck, where do I start? [sighs]
1253
00:52:19,344 --> 00:52:20,345
My...
1254
00:52:21,555 --> 00:52:24,099
one and only serious relationship.
1255
00:52:24,182 --> 00:52:26,226
This is going to be my future husband.
1256
00:52:26,309 --> 00:52:27,519
Like, I told him,
1257
00:52:28,311 --> 00:52:30,021
"I think I might be pregnant,"
1258
00:52:30,105 --> 00:52:32,149
and immediately he's in
1259
00:52:32,607 --> 00:52:34,192
problem-solving mode.
1260
00:52:34,276 --> 00:52:35,986
"Well, how are we going to fix this?"
1261
00:52:36,444 --> 00:52:37,444
Like...
1262
00:52:37,737 --> 00:52:38,905
it wasn't...
1263
00:52:39,865 --> 00:52:40,865
Oh, God. I just...
1264
00:52:41,116 --> 00:52:42,868
No, I got you. I know where you're at.
1265
00:52:42,951 --> 00:52:43,951
I know what's going on.
1266
00:52:45,162 --> 00:52:46,454
I don't have kids right now.
1267
00:52:46,538 --> 00:52:50,250
So obviously I didn't follow
through with the pregnancy.
1268
00:52:50,333 --> 00:52:52,252
It was the...
1269
00:52:52,377 --> 00:52:53,377
Oh, fuck.
1270
00:52:53,670 --> 00:52:55,398
- It was...
- Yeah, you're okay. You're okay.
1271
00:52:55,422 --> 00:52:56,422
[Amber] It was...
1272
00:52:58,550 --> 00:53:01,678
It was really the hardest thing
I've ever gone through in my life.
1273
00:53:02,387 --> 00:53:04,389
[wistful song playing]
1274
00:53:08,018 --> 00:53:09,102
[sighs deeply]
1275
00:53:10,437 --> 00:53:13,356
I was still learning what it meant
to be in love with somebody,
1276
00:53:13,565 --> 00:53:15,817
and because I loved him so much,
1277
00:53:16,151 --> 00:53:18,153
I... I had an abortion.
1278
00:53:19,321 --> 00:53:20,321
Uh...
1279
00:53:21,656 --> 00:53:23,033
[scoffs] Shit.
1280
00:53:25,327 --> 00:53:26,369
[sniffles]
1281
00:53:26,620 --> 00:53:28,747
It's not exactly something that's like...
1282
00:53:30,123 --> 00:53:31,124
I'm proud of.
1283
00:53:31,875 --> 00:53:33,877
After the fact, we were just talking.
1284
00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:35,086
I'm telling him, like...
1285
00:53:35,170 --> 00:53:37,672
I'm trying to explain
what I'm going through, like,
1286
00:53:37,756 --> 00:53:40,467
I'm having a really hard time
getting out of bed in the morning.
1287
00:53:40,592 --> 00:53:41,593
I don't eat.
1288
00:53:41,676 --> 00:53:43,803
I'm not really sleeping. I just...
1289
00:53:45,222 --> 00:53:48,433
This was supposed to be my other half.
And his reaction, he goes,
1290
00:53:50,352 --> 00:53:51,621
"Why don't you just get over it?
1291
00:53:51,645 --> 00:53:53,725
You just need to get over it already.
Like, move on."
1292
00:53:54,105 --> 00:53:56,608
That is the last thing in the world
you want to hear.
1293
00:53:57,567 --> 00:53:59,819
I need to know if a situation
like that comes up,
1294
00:53:59,903 --> 00:54:01,905
and an unexpected pregnancy happens,
1295
00:54:01,988 --> 00:54:03,323
I'm not going to be...
1296
00:54:03,907 --> 00:54:05,617
[sobbing]
1297
00:54:05,784 --> 00:54:07,702
I won't be forced to choose.
1298
00:54:08,745 --> 00:54:10,872
I can't survive that again.
Like, I just...
1299
00:54:10,956 --> 00:54:12,832
I... It would destroy me.
1300
00:54:12,916 --> 00:54:14,918
[somber music playing]
1301
00:54:31,601 --> 00:54:33,603
[mellow piano instrumentals]
1302
00:54:37,732 --> 00:54:38,775
Deep breath in.
1303
00:54:38,858 --> 00:54:40,860
[Rory and Damian inhaling]
1304
00:54:41,361 --> 00:54:42,237
Force the air out.
1305
00:54:42,320 --> 00:54:44,322
[Rory and Damian exhaling]
1306
00:54:45,448 --> 00:54:46,449
[Damian exhales]
1307
00:54:46,950 --> 00:54:49,202
For the first time my life,
I know what I want.
1308
00:54:49,286 --> 00:54:50,286
I want her.
1309
00:54:51,913 --> 00:54:54,791
[exhales] It scares the shit out of me.
1310
00:54:55,542 --> 00:54:57,462
When you're in love, you know,
it's scary, right?
1311
00:54:57,502 --> 00:54:59,170
It's something that's powerful.
1312
00:54:59,462 --> 00:55:02,674
As guys, we're taught that
we are supposed to be in control,
1313
00:55:03,133 --> 00:55:04,426
and for this, you're not.
1314
00:55:04,759 --> 00:55:06,219
[Damian] I am nervous,
1315
00:55:06,511 --> 00:55:07,511
anxious,
1316
00:55:07,637 --> 00:55:10,056
because when it comes to Giannina,
1317
00:55:10,140 --> 00:55:13,226
I'm afraid that she'll get scared,
1318
00:55:13,476 --> 00:55:14,936
and maybe leave,
1319
00:55:15,020 --> 00:55:18,148
because she gets scared when
1320
00:55:18,523 --> 00:55:19,816
things are too good to be true,
1321
00:55:19,899 --> 00:55:22,027
and when things start to become
real to her.
1322
00:55:22,110 --> 00:55:23,653
She seems to pull away.
1323
00:55:23,737 --> 00:55:25,322
I am going to propose today.
1324
00:55:25,405 --> 00:55:26,405
You ready for this?
1325
00:55:26,740 --> 00:55:27,574
I'm ready.
1326
00:55:27,657 --> 00:55:29,659
[inspirational instrumentals]
1327
00:55:31,202 --> 00:55:32,454
[Damian] I have fallen in love
1328
00:55:32,537 --> 00:55:35,165
with who Giannina is as a person,
1329
00:55:35,248 --> 00:55:37,000
and it is so much more beautiful
1330
00:55:37,083 --> 00:55:39,294
than just basing somebody off their looks.
1331
00:55:42,255 --> 00:55:45,175
Giannina, I love you with all my heart.
1332
00:55:45,342 --> 00:55:47,010
Thank you for coming into my life,
1333
00:55:47,093 --> 00:55:49,596
and letting me know what it means to live.
1334
00:55:54,893 --> 00:55:56,353
[sighs nervously]
1335
00:56:01,941 --> 00:56:02,776
Hello.
1336
00:56:02,942 --> 00:56:03,942
[Giannina] Hi.
1337
00:56:05,236 --> 00:56:06,321
[Damian] How you feeling?
1338
00:56:06,905 --> 00:56:07,905
Good.
1339
00:56:08,323 --> 00:56:09,824
- [Damian] Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
1340
00:56:10,450 --> 00:56:12,250
[Damian] I would love to hear
your name again.
1341
00:56:12,285 --> 00:56:13,285
Your full name.
1342
00:56:13,453 --> 00:56:14,829
[Giannina] My full name...
1343
00:56:15,622 --> 00:56:16,831
is Giannina...
1344
00:56:17,248 --> 00:56:18,333
Milady...
1345
00:56:19,084 --> 00:56:20,126
Gibelli.
1346
00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:21,460
Giannina...
1347
00:56:22,253 --> 00:56:23,129
Milady...
1348
00:56:23,213 --> 00:56:24,213
Gibelli.
1349
00:56:24,422 --> 00:56:26,049
- Bingo.
- Hence, "GG."
1350
00:56:26,299 --> 00:56:29,010
- Hence, "GG."
- [Damian] So I want to tell you...
1351
00:56:31,137 --> 00:56:32,138
I've been...
1352
00:56:32,972 --> 00:56:34,432
figuring out what
1353
00:56:34,516 --> 00:56:36,518
makes Giannina tick,
1354
00:56:37,018 --> 00:56:38,937
and I wanted to give you something
1355
00:56:39,020 --> 00:56:40,105
that meant something to me.
1356
00:56:40,730 --> 00:56:42,690
And I start putting things in this box,
1357
00:56:42,816 --> 00:56:44,616
things from other countries,
places I've been,
1358
00:56:44,692 --> 00:56:45,944
and things I just...
1359
00:56:46,027 --> 00:56:47,278
That say it's Damian.
1360
00:56:48,363 --> 00:56:49,364
Did you get the box?
1361
00:56:50,615 --> 00:56:52,735
- This is my thoughts, my memories.
- [Giannina] Okay.
1362
00:56:52,784 --> 00:56:54,824
[Damian] And when you open the box,
what do you see?
1363
00:56:56,579 --> 00:56:57,579
Empty.
1364
00:56:57,747 --> 00:56:58,747
[Damian] It's empty,
1365
00:56:59,249 --> 00:57:00,875
because I stopped.
1366
00:57:01,042 --> 00:57:02,377
I was like, this isn't right.
1367
00:57:03,711 --> 00:57:05,713
Besides my brother and my family,
1368
00:57:06,923 --> 00:57:09,384
you've now become the most important
thing in my life,
1369
00:57:09,467 --> 00:57:12,095
and I cannot put you in that box. [sighs]
1370
00:57:12,637 --> 00:57:14,389
So I took the bow off the box.
1371
00:57:15,265 --> 00:57:17,016
And I put the bow on my right hand,
1372
00:57:17,684 --> 00:57:20,145
because today I don't just give you
a piece of me,
1373
00:57:20,228 --> 00:57:21,479
I give you all of me.
1374
00:57:22,313 --> 00:57:23,731
I am your gift.
1375
00:57:24,732 --> 00:57:25,942
Giannina,
1376
00:57:26,818 --> 00:57:28,862
I love everything about you.
1377
00:57:32,782 --> 00:57:34,367
Giannina Milady...
1378
00:57:35,827 --> 00:57:36,827
Gibelli.
1379
00:57:38,246 --> 00:57:39,330
Before you,
1380
00:57:39,747 --> 00:57:42,417
I get on one knee
for the first time in my life,
1381
00:57:42,750 --> 00:57:45,170
and I ask you to take this bow.
1382
00:57:48,756 --> 00:57:49,757
I ask you,
1383
00:57:50,216 --> 00:57:51,468
will you marry me?
1384
00:57:52,010 --> 00:57:53,010
[gasps]
1385
00:57:53,887 --> 00:57:55,722
Mm. [sniffles]
1386
00:57:56,473 --> 00:57:59,642
- [heartbeat thumping]
- [mysterious instrumentals]
1387
00:58:08,151 --> 00:58:09,151
[exhales deeply]
1388
00:58:11,905 --> 00:58:13,625
[Giannina] I wanted
to tell you something...
1389
00:58:14,157 --> 00:58:15,200
[exhales deeply]
1390
00:58:15,742 --> 00:58:17,327
[mysterious music crescendo]
1391
00:58:20,246 --> 00:58:21,372
[music stops]
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