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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,159 --> 00:00:08,731 In 1963, Dr. Thomas Starzl performed the first five liver transplants. 2 00:00:08,764 --> 00:00:11,902 [Shepherd] We know it is a departure from existing Alzheimer's research, 3 00:00:11,935 --> 00:00:13,802 but we believe it is worth pursuing. 4 00:00:13,836 --> 00:00:16,538 Evidence already suggests that changes in the gut's microbiome 5 00:00:16,572 --> 00:00:18,041 is correlated with Parkinson's. 6 00:00:18,074 --> 00:00:20,110 If the same proves true for Alzheimer's, 7 00:00:20,143 --> 00:00:22,645 it could completely transform the search for a cure. 8 00:00:22,678 --> 00:00:25,115 One patient bled to death on the operating table. 9 00:00:25,148 --> 00:00:28,385 -Uh. We're happy to answer questions. -[investor] Not necessary. 10 00:00:28,417 --> 00:00:31,054 In fact, I'm sorry we dragged you all the way from Boston for this. 11 00:00:31,087 --> 00:00:34,391 But it's just that our board will ask if we met Dr. Grey in person 12 00:00:34,423 --> 00:00:35,992 when we recommend they fund the project. 13 00:00:36,026 --> 00:00:37,826 The other four died within days. 14 00:00:37,860 --> 00:00:39,628 -You are asking for money, right? -[Grey] Yes. 15 00:00:39,662 --> 00:00:41,664 We didn't expect an answer so soon, but-- 16 00:00:41,697 --> 00:00:44,901 [investor] The board still has to vote. But frankly, it's more of a formality, 17 00:00:44,935 --> 00:00:47,404 especially given Dr. Grey's affiliation with the Fox Foundation. 18 00:00:47,436 --> 00:00:50,606 Should we set up a meeting with Dr. Fox to discuss next steps? 19 00:00:50,639 --> 00:00:52,608 [pop music playing] 20 00:00:52,641 --> 00:00:56,578 As a result, the operation was considered too dangerous to be performed on humans 21 00:00:56,612 --> 00:01:01,251 and liver transplantation was suspended worldwide for the next four years. 22 00:01:01,284 --> 00:01:03,954 [panting] Hey, you almost hit me when you pulled into the parking lot. 23 00:01:03,987 --> 00:01:06,189 Maybe you should consider running against traffic. 24 00:01:06,222 --> 00:01:07,790 [pants] Thanks for the tip. 25 00:01:07,823 --> 00:01:09,960 ♪ Know why you're Running under sheet ♪ 26 00:01:09,993 --> 00:01:12,028 I need to do a wound vac change before rounds. 27 00:01:12,062 --> 00:01:13,964 -I'll see you inside. -Yeah. 28 00:01:13,997 --> 00:01:16,632 I'm still mad at you for getting us banned from the OR. 29 00:01:16,665 --> 00:01:18,201 I didn't ask for your thoughts. 30 00:01:18,234 --> 00:01:20,703 Can you not be a tool right now? I'm trying to be nice. 31 00:01:20,736 --> 00:01:22,538 -This is you being nice? -Yes. 32 00:01:22,571 --> 00:01:24,807 I'm declaring a momentary truce. 33 00:01:24,840 --> 00:01:26,875 You got us in trouble, but you're still my roommate, 34 00:01:26,910 --> 00:01:29,845 kind of my friend and you were just dumped so... 35 00:01:30,646 --> 00:01:32,449 -Are you okay? -I wasn't dumped. 36 00:01:32,481 --> 00:01:35,684 -Mutual breakup, whatever. But-- -[Adams] I'm fine. 37 00:01:35,718 --> 00:01:38,221 You are making it really hard to be Team Skywalker! 38 00:01:38,254 --> 00:01:42,459 Wasn't exactly an auspicious start for a surgery that has saved countless lives. 39 00:01:42,491 --> 00:01:45,228 [Grey] From now on, I'm waiting in the car when we do these meetings. 40 00:01:45,261 --> 00:01:48,664 Everybody knows my affiliation with Catherine, and somebody will talk. 41 00:01:48,697 --> 00:01:52,969 Should we give up now? Or can we hold out until one thing in my life is on track? 42 00:01:53,003 --> 00:01:56,973 My flight is not until 6:00, so I can make some calls from your lab. 43 00:01:57,007 --> 00:01:58,208 Our lab. [sighs] 44 00:01:58,241 --> 00:02:01,344 -Ooh, space. -[Grey] I think she's waiting. 45 00:02:01,378 --> 00:02:04,314 -Uh, or she's on her phone. -What about Westerly Science? 46 00:02:04,347 --> 00:02:08,218 They're small and new, but they have deep research pockets. 47 00:02:09,252 --> 00:02:10,586 Did you get a cat? 48 00:02:11,754 --> 00:02:13,655 I've given up on finding a human soulmate. 49 00:02:13,689 --> 00:02:14,823 -Oh. -[horn honks] 50 00:02:14,857 --> 00:02:16,493 Hey, I was waiting for that spot. 51 00:02:16,525 --> 00:02:19,429 -Well, you were on your phone. -Answering an important text. 52 00:02:19,462 --> 00:02:20,930 On your phone. 53 00:02:21,563 --> 00:02:24,501 There's an overflow lo-- [sighs] 54 00:02:24,533 --> 00:02:26,169 [elevator dings] 55 00:02:26,202 --> 00:02:29,005 [announcer on PA] Dr. Lewis to oncology. Dr. Lewis to oncology. 56 00:02:29,039 --> 00:02:31,774 Hey. Uh, and you can erase Dorian's abdominal washout. 57 00:02:31,807 --> 00:02:36,712 -How's he doing? -Uh. He's stable for now. The poor kid's got a ways to go. 58 00:02:39,049 --> 00:02:40,950 -Okay. Let's hear it. -What? 59 00:02:40,984 --> 00:02:45,088 You've been complaining about my changes to the residency program nonstop. 60 00:02:45,121 --> 00:02:47,524 So, I've got time before my next surgery. 61 00:02:47,556 --> 00:02:49,758 Maybe get all that negativity out now 62 00:02:49,792 --> 00:02:52,694 instead of sprinkling it throughout my day, like you've been doing. 63 00:02:52,728 --> 00:02:53,963 [Ndugu] No negativity today. 64 00:02:53,997 --> 00:02:55,731 I'm going on vacation. 65 00:02:56,765 --> 00:03:00,970 Seems early in your new position to be-- 66 00:03:01,804 --> 00:03:03,907 Going someplace warm? 67 00:03:03,940 --> 00:03:04,873 Chicago. 68 00:03:04,908 --> 00:03:06,276 Oh. Say hello to Maggie for me. 69 00:03:06,309 --> 00:03:08,545 I will. I will. But, uh, when I get back, 70 00:03:08,577 --> 00:03:10,914 I do wanna discuss an idea for the interns. 71 00:03:10,947 --> 00:03:12,581 Don't you have a plane to catch? 72 00:03:12,614 --> 00:03:15,418 -[phone rings] -[siren wailing] 73 00:03:15,452 --> 00:03:17,554 Griffith, Millin, take the pit. 74 00:03:17,586 --> 00:03:20,589 I'm visualizing a multi-car crash or a construction accident. 75 00:03:20,622 --> 00:03:22,791 -I need chest tubes. -I need intubations. 76 00:03:22,825 --> 00:03:24,894 And I need a foot massage. 77 00:03:24,928 --> 00:03:27,663 -Kwan, you're with Beltran. -The new peds attending? 78 00:03:27,696 --> 00:03:31,234 Yeah, you know what they say about peds without the OR? Babysitting. 79 00:03:31,267 --> 00:03:34,270 Don't care. Beltran was on the team that pioneered single-port surgery. 80 00:03:34,304 --> 00:03:36,772 [sighs] Way to brag about reading the hospital newsletter. 81 00:03:36,805 --> 00:03:39,409 -Just trying to stay ahead. -Yasuda, Adams, ICU. 82 00:03:39,442 --> 00:03:42,245 Uh. Millin, wanna trade? There are a lot of chest tubes in the ICU. 83 00:03:42,278 --> 00:03:45,582 -I already have most of those-- -No trading, negotiating or complaining. 84 00:03:45,614 --> 00:03:48,650 Unless one of you picked up a vanilla latte on the way? 85 00:03:49,953 --> 00:03:51,187 Didn't think so. 86 00:03:52,021 --> 00:03:53,189 Go! 87 00:03:53,655 --> 00:03:54,891 [Griffith sighs] 88 00:04:04,800 --> 00:04:06,136 [children giggling] 89 00:04:07,403 --> 00:04:08,538 [Shepherd] Hmm. 90 00:04:08,571 --> 00:04:10,273 [Kwan] This won't hurt, okay? 91 00:04:10,306 --> 00:04:11,608 [Shepherd] Good morning. 92 00:04:11,673 --> 00:04:14,043 I'm Dr. Shepherd. You must be Malan. 93 00:04:14,077 --> 00:04:15,512 I'm her mom, Maria Flor. 94 00:04:15,545 --> 00:04:17,846 -It's nice to meet you both. -Nice to meet you. 95 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:21,518 Good morning. I'm Dr. Beltran, pediatric surgeon. I'm sorry I'm a little late. 96 00:04:21,551 --> 00:04:24,387 I had an unexpected delay. 97 00:04:24,420 --> 00:04:27,723 -Who's presenting? -I'm the chief of neurosurgery. 98 00:04:27,756 --> 00:04:29,626 Good for you. 99 00:04:29,658 --> 00:04:32,028 Uh, Malan Vasconcelos, eight years old, 100 00:04:32,061 --> 00:04:35,565 diagnosed with congenital hydrocephalus at birth. 101 00:04:35,598 --> 00:04:38,067 She's had five VP shunts to control the CSF build up. 102 00:04:38,101 --> 00:04:40,136 All vitals look good. No signs of infection. 103 00:04:40,170 --> 00:04:45,341 She's here today because her mom says that Malan's not acting like herself. 104 00:04:46,176 --> 00:04:48,311 [Shepherd] Would you mind if I take a look? 105 00:04:48,344 --> 00:04:50,746 [Beltran] Miss Vasconcelos, have you noticed any change in her motor skills? 106 00:04:50,779 --> 00:04:56,685 No, she's just, um, she's just tired, like something's off. Something's not right. 107 00:04:56,718 --> 00:05:00,657 She's normally full of energy, running around the house dancing and kicking. 108 00:05:00,689 --> 00:05:03,526 Not dancing and kicking. It's ginga and meia-lua. 109 00:05:03,560 --> 00:05:06,596 -[Maria Flor] She does capoeira. -I got my orange belt last month. 110 00:05:06,629 --> 00:05:08,231 [gasps, softly] Yeah. 111 00:05:08,264 --> 00:05:10,200 Dr. Shepherd, do you see anything? 112 00:05:10,233 --> 00:05:13,002 -[Shepherd] No-- -But that doesn't mean anything. 113 00:05:13,036 --> 00:05:15,672 Well, it means I wasn't finished with my sentence. 114 00:05:15,704 --> 00:05:18,374 Uh, Maria Flor, I'd like to take her for some scans. 115 00:05:18,408 --> 00:05:21,444 She's already gone through four shunt revisions and they all malfunctioned. 116 00:05:21,477 --> 00:05:23,546 I don't want her to have to go through another surgery. 117 00:05:23,580 --> 00:05:27,116 No, I know. I know, but let's hold off worrying until we see the scans. 118 00:05:27,150 --> 00:05:30,186 Agreed. No need to exacerbate an already stressful situation. 119 00:05:30,220 --> 00:05:35,558 [smacks lips] Kwan, uh, why don't you get her to radiology for a shunt series? 120 00:05:35,592 --> 00:05:36,893 Okay. 121 00:05:37,894 --> 00:05:39,295 Hey, big trauma coming into the back lot. 122 00:05:39,329 --> 00:05:41,030 I need everyone that does not have a patient. 123 00:05:41,064 --> 00:05:42,899 -Let's grab gowns. -Dibs on the airway. 124 00:05:42,932 --> 00:05:44,601 Chest tube. 125 00:05:44,634 --> 00:05:46,868 Uh, how big? I have to leave for the airport in a couple hours. 126 00:05:46,903 --> 00:05:48,238 I'll take what I can get. Let's go. 127 00:05:48,271 --> 00:05:50,206 -[firefighter] Steady. -Wow. 128 00:05:50,240 --> 00:05:52,909 -[Ndugu] What is this thing? -[paramedic] Nate Ardilla, 34. 129 00:05:52,942 --> 00:05:55,612 His watercraft was hit by a container ship. 130 00:05:55,645 --> 00:05:58,081 He's got crush injuries to his pelvis and right upper extremity. 131 00:05:58,114 --> 00:06:01,918 Couldn't fully extricate at the scene, but Jaws of Life are on the way. 132 00:06:01,951 --> 00:06:03,219 [fireman] Easy. Easy. 133 00:06:03,253 --> 00:06:04,554 [Hunt] Is this part of a boat? 134 00:06:04,587 --> 00:06:07,257 No, it's a self-propelled floating bubble. 135 00:06:07,290 --> 00:06:10,059 -I made it myself. It's cool, right? -That's one word for it. 136 00:06:10,093 --> 00:06:13,062 Mr. Ardilla, I'm gonna need to check your injuries, okay? 137 00:06:13,096 --> 00:06:15,665 [groans] Steel rims seemed like a good idea at the time, 138 00:06:15,698 --> 00:06:18,067 but now, not so much. [groans] 139 00:06:18,101 --> 00:06:20,036 You can get me out of this, right? 140 00:06:24,107 --> 00:06:25,774 Let's take a look at you. 141 00:06:37,553 --> 00:06:39,788 I've been working around the clock to keep this kid alive, 142 00:06:39,821 --> 00:06:44,160 and I've got a full day in the OR, so try not to disappoint me. 143 00:06:44,193 --> 00:06:46,795 -[Yasuda clears throat] -[sighs] Yasuda. 144 00:06:46,828 --> 00:06:51,167 [Yasuda] Dorian Cardenas, post-op day six from ex lap with splenectomy. 145 00:06:51,200 --> 00:06:53,603 Small and large bowel repair and ostomy creation. 146 00:06:53,636 --> 00:06:57,473 In stable condition after abdominal washout and closure today. 147 00:06:57,507 --> 00:07:01,944 Keep track of his coags, acid-based electrolytes and renal functions. 148 00:07:01,978 --> 00:07:04,714 And what ventilator alarms are we watching for? 149 00:07:04,747 --> 00:07:06,282 Elevated peak and plateau pressures. 150 00:07:06,316 --> 00:07:08,518 And if only the peak pressure alarm goes off? 151 00:07:08,551 --> 00:07:09,885 Tubes dislodged, or kinking. 152 00:07:09,919 --> 00:07:11,421 Which means? 153 00:07:12,088 --> 00:07:14,957 Don't page me. Fix it yourself. 154 00:07:14,991 --> 00:07:17,193 Wait, so you just want us to monitor him? 155 00:07:17,226 --> 00:07:22,799 Oh, you want something less boring than keeping an entire unit of patients alive? 156 00:07:22,831 --> 00:07:26,235 Including a young man recovering from multiple gunshot wounds? 157 00:07:26,269 --> 00:07:28,338 I meant you also want us to log procedures so that we-- 158 00:07:28,371 --> 00:07:31,007 It's-It's good. We're good. Thank you. 159 00:07:34,110 --> 00:07:35,211 -Truce is off! -Ow! 160 00:07:35,244 --> 00:07:36,878 What the hell was that? 161 00:07:36,913 --> 00:07:40,116 Don't be a smart-ass to the person who holds all the cards. 162 00:07:40,616 --> 00:07:41,984 Literally. 163 00:07:42,018 --> 00:07:44,687 Um, truce back on. 164 00:07:44,721 --> 00:07:46,356 What's the MRN for the chart? 165 00:07:48,224 --> 00:07:50,393 I really thought I was gonna make it this time. 166 00:07:50,426 --> 00:07:53,029 -You've done this before? -Fourth try. 167 00:07:53,062 --> 00:07:57,033 -Where were you headed? Bainbridge? -[pants] Hong Kong. [groans] 168 00:07:58,601 --> 00:08:03,439 [pants] It needs to sound more impressive than Rich Doyle's record. [inhales] 169 00:08:03,473 --> 00:08:06,275 He set a solo record rowing from San Francisco to Hawaii. 170 00:08:06,309 --> 00:08:08,344 Wait, Rich Doyle the, uh, tech billionaire? 171 00:08:08,378 --> 00:08:11,547 Didn't he fund that floating clinic in Tanzania? Is he your boss or something? 172 00:08:11,581 --> 00:08:13,516 -My wife's ex-boyfriend. [groans] -[metal creaking] 173 00:08:13,549 --> 00:08:15,685 And to be clear, she would say he's a nonissue, 174 00:08:15,718 --> 00:08:17,553 but I know she thinks about him. I mean, I would. 175 00:08:17,587 --> 00:08:19,522 I'd think every day about what my life would be like 176 00:08:19,555 --> 00:08:22,425 if I married a billionaire adventurer rather than a pharmacist 177 00:08:22,458 --> 00:08:25,261 with a 401(k) and ten days of paid vacation. 178 00:08:25,294 --> 00:08:26,429 -[Hunt] Nate. -[groans] 179 00:08:26,462 --> 00:08:28,598 Am I almost out? This really hurts. 180 00:08:28,631 --> 00:08:31,033 It's definitely a vascular injury in the upper extremity. 181 00:08:31,067 --> 00:08:33,770 If we don't get him out of there soon, he's gonna lose that arm. 182 00:08:33,803 --> 00:08:36,038 Assuming he doesn't have massive internal hemorrhage. 183 00:08:36,072 --> 00:08:37,940 [groaning] Okay, I'm ready to get out now. 184 00:08:37,974 --> 00:08:39,542 Get me out of here. Please get me out. 185 00:08:39,575 --> 00:08:42,879 Nate, Nate. Hey, hey, Nate, look at me, look at me. 186 00:08:42,912 --> 00:08:44,280 -I'm Dr. Hunt, okay? -Uh-huh. Okay. 187 00:08:44,313 --> 00:08:45,815 Now, the pressure from these metal bars 188 00:08:45,848 --> 00:08:48,084 might be the only thing stopping you from bleeding out. 189 00:08:48,117 --> 00:08:49,719 So we need to be mindful how we get you out. 190 00:08:49,752 --> 00:08:52,221 We stopped the bleeding in your arm with the tourniquet. 191 00:08:52,255 --> 00:08:54,657 Next, we need to remove this bar from your pelvis. 192 00:08:54,690 --> 00:08:58,896 Then we're gonna get you straight to an OR, but I need you to stay still, okay? 193 00:08:58,928 --> 00:09:00,062 -[Nate breathes shakily] -Good. 194 00:09:00,096 --> 00:09:01,564 Millin, Griffith, put another IV. 195 00:09:01,597 --> 00:09:03,232 We're gonna need a gurney and trauma supplies. 196 00:09:03,266 --> 00:09:05,903 -On it. -Can someone call my wife? Please. 197 00:09:05,935 --> 00:09:07,637 Just tell her I'm here. 198 00:09:07,670 --> 00:09:10,573 But maybe don't mention the part about the bars or the bleeding. 199 00:09:10,606 --> 00:09:11,474 Yeah. 200 00:09:11,507 --> 00:09:13,943 -[metal grinding] -[Nate groans] 201 00:09:18,347 --> 00:09:20,750 -Do you hate me? -Sometimes. 202 00:09:20,783 --> 00:09:23,419 -What? Why would you say that? -Why would you ask me that? 203 00:09:23,453 --> 00:09:27,123 Because when certain people show up at the hospital, 204 00:09:27,156 --> 00:09:28,991 I'd think you'd give me a heads-up. 205 00:09:29,025 --> 00:09:30,493 You get the hospital alerts. 206 00:09:30,526 --> 00:09:33,296 Plus if we hurry, we can probably still see him. 207 00:09:33,329 --> 00:09:34,697 What are you talking about? 208 00:09:34,730 --> 00:09:36,699 -The insane guy with the pedal boat. -[sighs] 209 00:09:36,732 --> 00:09:39,602 Guy tried to paddle across the Pacific and then he trashed his appa-- 210 00:09:39,635 --> 00:09:43,105 -Wait, what are you talking about? -Well, I was talking about Nico. 211 00:09:43,139 --> 00:09:46,476 -Who? -Nico. My ex. 212 00:09:46,509 --> 00:09:48,311 I saw you having a whole conversation with him. 213 00:09:48,344 --> 00:09:49,745 -[Wilson sighs] -Why is he here? 214 00:09:50,246 --> 00:09:51,547 I can't tell you. 215 00:09:51,581 --> 00:09:53,983 -Because it's about me? -Because HIPAA. 216 00:09:54,016 --> 00:09:56,619 Look, I gotta go. Just stop freaking out. 217 00:09:56,652 --> 00:09:59,288 HIPAA? He's your patient? [gasps] 218 00:09:59,322 --> 00:10:01,357 Oh. You're in black scrubs. 219 00:10:02,492 --> 00:10:06,696 Why does Nico need an ob-gyn, Jo? 220 00:10:06,729 --> 00:10:08,664 -[elevator dings] -Bye. 221 00:10:09,365 --> 00:10:11,601 [Schmitt stutters, pants] 222 00:10:15,004 --> 00:10:16,239 Meredith. 223 00:10:17,006 --> 00:10:18,508 -Hey. -Hey. 224 00:10:18,541 --> 00:10:20,643 -[both laugh] -I'm so surprised to see you here. 225 00:10:20,676 --> 00:10:23,914 Well, I could say the same for you. Are you back already? 226 00:10:23,947 --> 00:10:26,148 [groans] Physical therapy. 227 00:10:26,182 --> 00:10:27,850 But I'm feeling so much better. 228 00:10:27,884 --> 00:10:30,887 -Are you here for a consult? -Uh, yeah, something like that. 229 00:10:30,921 --> 00:10:32,255 No one tells me anything. 230 00:10:32,288 --> 00:10:35,358 Ndugu has locked me out of the cardio charts, 231 00:10:35,391 --> 00:10:39,262 and Owen refuses to tell me that Leo is acting up 232 00:10:39,295 --> 00:10:41,163 -even though I am on the same emails. -[Grey chuckles] 233 00:10:41,197 --> 00:10:44,667 And Richard-- Well, he's telling me that I should hang in there 234 00:10:44,700 --> 00:10:46,904 even though I have offered to help with admin. 235 00:10:46,937 --> 00:10:48,538 He says that I-I need to rest. 236 00:10:48,571 --> 00:10:50,506 Well, you know, Richard's usually right. 237 00:10:50,540 --> 00:10:53,843 Yeah, well, no one seems to be minding me walking on a treadmill 238 00:10:53,876 --> 00:10:55,711 for a mind-numbing hour. 239 00:10:56,078 --> 00:10:57,346 I'd do it. 240 00:10:57,380 --> 00:10:59,649 I no longer have time to walk or be bored. 241 00:11:00,216 --> 00:11:02,019 You should come with me. 242 00:11:02,051 --> 00:11:03,352 -To PT? -[Altman] Yeah. 243 00:11:03,386 --> 00:11:05,254 You can get in your steps, I can get in mine, 244 00:11:05,288 --> 00:11:07,823 and you can catch me up on life in Boston. 245 00:11:08,658 --> 00:11:10,393 -You're busy. I get it. -Yeah. 246 00:11:10,426 --> 00:11:13,396 -It's always such a pleasure to see you. -Yeah. 247 00:11:14,965 --> 00:11:17,433 -You know what? I would love to come. -Great. 248 00:11:17,466 --> 00:11:19,068 -Yes. -[Altman chuckles] 249 00:11:19,101 --> 00:11:20,536 [Kwan] You were at UT Medical Center? 250 00:11:20,570 --> 00:11:22,271 Is that where you did your residency? 251 00:11:22,305 --> 00:11:25,107 [Beltran] Nope, that was Penn. Also where I went to medical school. 252 00:11:25,141 --> 00:11:28,411 [clicks tongue] I was lured to Texas by the promise of good weather. 253 00:11:28,444 --> 00:11:30,379 Dr. Shepherd, you were in LA? 254 00:11:30,413 --> 00:11:31,814 Uh, for private practice. 255 00:11:31,847 --> 00:11:34,918 Residency was in Baltimore and med school was Boston. 256 00:11:34,952 --> 00:11:39,221 Just say Harvard. They think if they say Boston it sounds less pretentious. 257 00:11:39,255 --> 00:11:40,991 -Where'd you go? -St. Kitts. 258 00:11:41,024 --> 00:11:42,893 Hmm. Balmy. 259 00:11:42,926 --> 00:11:45,428 -[Shepherd smacks lips] Scans are up. -[Beltran] Mom was right. 260 00:11:45,461 --> 00:11:47,064 Malan's shunt is no longer working. 261 00:11:47,096 --> 00:11:49,732 -We'll have to replace it. -Well, it's not working. 262 00:11:49,765 --> 00:11:51,834 She's too active, and she's gonna keep growing. 263 00:11:51,867 --> 00:11:54,236 -It's gonna keep getting disconnected. -That's the standard of care. 264 00:11:54,270 --> 00:11:57,707 But we can talk to the mom about Malan's level of physical activity. 265 00:11:59,475 --> 00:12:01,611 What about an endoscopic ventriculostomy? 266 00:12:01,644 --> 00:12:04,313 You insert a scope into the ventricles of the brain 267 00:12:04,347 --> 00:12:06,182 and create a shunt using a balloon. 268 00:12:06,215 --> 00:12:08,952 It's far less invasive, and there's nothing to get disconnected. 269 00:12:08,986 --> 00:12:10,286 No, I know what it is, 270 00:12:10,319 --> 00:12:12,022 but I also know that she is not a candidate. 271 00:12:12,055 --> 00:12:15,257 She's had ventriculitis, and she has an aberrant basilar artery. 272 00:12:15,291 --> 00:12:17,627 So getting a scope in would be near impossible. 273 00:12:18,327 --> 00:12:20,129 Why don't you take a minute then? 274 00:12:20,730 --> 00:12:21,864 Excuse me? 275 00:12:21,898 --> 00:12:23,934 If you can't figure it out, take a minute. 276 00:12:23,967 --> 00:12:27,536 Well, it's not about figuring it out. The procedure won't work. 277 00:12:27,570 --> 00:12:29,605 And I can explain that to you four different ways, 278 00:12:29,639 --> 00:12:33,776 but I have three other consults, a meningioma to remove 279 00:12:33,809 --> 00:12:35,177 and a research meeting. 280 00:12:35,211 --> 00:12:38,447 -Ah. So, impatience is your thing. -[Kwan] Should I leave? 281 00:12:38,481 --> 00:12:40,182 [Beltran, Shepherd] No. 282 00:12:40,216 --> 00:12:43,185 I have a colectomy for an eight-year-old, 283 00:12:43,219 --> 00:12:45,521 a Wilms' tumor consult for a 14-year-old, 284 00:12:45,554 --> 00:12:47,657 and a palliative care visit for a baby in the NICU. 285 00:12:47,690 --> 00:12:48,992 You wanna swap? 286 00:12:50,226 --> 00:12:53,429 I'll tell Malan's mom you're gonna look into another option. 287 00:13:02,672 --> 00:13:05,976 He is stable and alert, but please call back as soon as you get this. 288 00:13:06,009 --> 00:13:07,843 We're already out of lap pads? 289 00:13:12,015 --> 00:13:13,516 Nice hair, by the way. 290 00:13:14,183 --> 00:13:15,418 Needed a change. 291 00:13:15,451 --> 00:13:16,752 Yeah? What happened with you and Adams? 292 00:13:17,853 --> 00:13:21,524 We're roommates, because apparently I'm selfish. 293 00:13:23,026 --> 00:13:25,494 This is where you say, "He doesn't know what he's talking about." 294 00:13:25,528 --> 00:13:27,296 Oh, I shouldn't speak for him. 295 00:13:28,264 --> 00:13:29,765 What happened with you and Kwan? 296 00:13:29,799 --> 00:13:31,867 -You knew about that? -Everyone knew about that. 297 00:13:33,302 --> 00:13:36,372 You know, we don't have to do this. We've got everything. Let's go. 298 00:13:36,872 --> 00:13:38,374 You asked first. 299 00:13:39,809 --> 00:13:42,511 NaCl. Right. 300 00:13:42,545 --> 00:13:44,380 [announcer on PA] Dr. Wells to peds ICU. 301 00:13:44,413 --> 00:13:46,749 -Dr. Robin Wells to peds ICU. -[exhales] 302 00:13:47,550 --> 00:13:49,518 [machine beeping steadily] 303 00:13:49,552 --> 00:13:51,420 They look like a nice family. 304 00:13:52,923 --> 00:13:55,291 You have sisters, right? 305 00:13:55,324 --> 00:13:56,792 We don't have to talk. 306 00:13:58,661 --> 00:14:02,364 I know we don't have to talk, but I was just thinking that-- 307 00:14:02,398 --> 00:14:03,866 Where are you going? 308 00:14:03,900 --> 00:14:04,935 Uh. To do anything else. 309 00:14:04,968 --> 00:14:07,236 Bailey gave us explicit instructions to-- 310 00:14:07,269 --> 00:14:09,472 Sit here and do math? 311 00:14:09,505 --> 00:14:11,607 Well, she also said to do about a zillion procedures 312 00:14:11,640 --> 00:14:14,443 if we ever want to set foot in the OR again, so-- 313 00:14:14,477 --> 00:14:15,544 Yeah, I'ma do that. 314 00:14:15,578 --> 00:14:17,214 Well, I'm not leaving him. 315 00:14:17,246 --> 00:14:19,548 Well, I'm not letting Kwan get back in the OR before I do, 316 00:14:19,582 --> 00:14:21,751 so, uh, page me if he codes. 317 00:14:23,419 --> 00:14:25,922 -[sirens wailing] -[Millin] Gurney coming through. 318 00:14:26,589 --> 00:14:27,757 You need to head to the airport? 319 00:14:27,790 --> 00:14:29,391 No, let's just get this guy out. 320 00:14:29,425 --> 00:14:31,161 -Splint looks good. -Okay, everybody get ready. 321 00:14:31,194 --> 00:14:32,561 We need a intubation tray, 322 00:14:32,595 --> 00:14:34,764 -blood and bicarb on standby. -[Millin] On it. 323 00:14:34,797 --> 00:14:37,466 Nate, it's time to try extricating you now. 324 00:14:37,500 --> 00:14:40,469 Okay. Everybody, on my count. One, two-- 325 00:14:40,503 --> 00:14:42,404 -Wait! Wait. -Hold up. 326 00:14:42,438 --> 00:14:44,540 Tell me what happens when you lift the bar. 327 00:14:45,541 --> 00:14:48,011 [sighs] We can't be totally sure, Nate. 328 00:14:48,044 --> 00:14:50,981 But we have a whole team of people ready for almost anything. 329 00:14:51,014 --> 00:14:52,314 What if I die? 330 00:14:52,348 --> 00:14:53,616 [Nate pants] 331 00:14:53,649 --> 00:14:55,085 What if I die without ever getting to-- 332 00:14:55,118 --> 00:14:57,087 You're never getting to Hong Kong in a bubble. 333 00:14:57,120 --> 00:14:58,821 All you succeeded in doing 334 00:14:58,854 --> 00:15:01,091 is taking away resources from the coast guard when they rescued you. 335 00:15:01,124 --> 00:15:03,927 Not to mention the paramedics. Not everyone gets to go where they wanna go. 336 00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:06,796 I was gonna say, "Without ever getting to see my wife again." 337 00:15:07,463 --> 00:15:08,965 I wanna talk to her. 338 00:15:09,498 --> 00:15:11,001 I need to talk to her. 339 00:15:12,169 --> 00:15:14,436 -Is she here? -She didn't answer. I left a voicemail. 340 00:15:14,470 --> 00:15:17,506 -[Ndugu] We don't have much time. -[Hunt] Can wait a few minutes. 341 00:15:19,408 --> 00:15:21,111 -[Nate exhales] -Try her again. 342 00:15:21,144 --> 00:15:22,344 [Griffith] Okay. 343 00:15:25,848 --> 00:15:26,782 Dr. Kwan. 344 00:15:26,816 --> 00:15:28,617 Uh, Dr. Beltran will be back soon. 345 00:15:28,651 --> 00:15:31,387 No-- Malan's extremely sensitive to hospital sounds. 346 00:15:31,420 --> 00:15:33,355 Would it be possible to get her some headphones? 347 00:15:33,389 --> 00:15:35,491 The ones that block out the noise, you know? 348 00:15:35,524 --> 00:15:37,459 Sometimes the radiology department has those. 349 00:15:37,493 --> 00:15:40,462 -[chuckles] They don't loan those out. -I'm sure we can find them. 350 00:15:40,496 --> 00:15:43,300 If it'll make Malan more comfortable, then it's no problem. 351 00:15:43,332 --> 00:15:45,534 -[sighs] Thank you so much. -Yeah. 352 00:15:45,568 --> 00:15:47,837 Uh, radiology doesn't let those out of their sight. 353 00:15:47,870 --> 00:15:50,573 -It's a thing. -I guess you're gonna have to ask nicely. 354 00:15:50,606 --> 00:15:52,309 That won't make a difference. 355 00:15:52,374 --> 00:15:54,376 That woman's daughter is going through something terrifying. 356 00:15:54,410 --> 00:15:56,879 If she thinks headphones will help, then get her headphones. 357 00:15:56,913 --> 00:16:00,449 And after you do that, find Shepherd. I need an update. 358 00:16:01,750 --> 00:16:02,785 [sighs] 359 00:16:08,291 --> 00:16:09,558 Everything okay? 360 00:16:11,228 --> 00:16:13,729 These are not hospital pencils. I bring them from home. 361 00:16:14,530 --> 00:16:15,899 I've had worse habits. 362 00:16:15,932 --> 00:16:18,434 Well, sometimes I pop Bubble Wrap. 363 00:16:20,569 --> 00:16:22,638 Wanna tell me what's bothering you? 364 00:16:23,073 --> 00:16:24,107 No. 365 00:16:26,408 --> 00:16:30,512 This new ped surgeon is pushing me to consider an alternate procedure 366 00:16:30,546 --> 00:16:32,414 to the one that I already know works. 367 00:16:32,448 --> 00:16:34,017 Will the alternate work? 368 00:16:34,050 --> 00:16:35,218 [stammers] 369 00:16:35,252 --> 00:16:36,953 I me-- It's more risk than I'd recommend. 370 00:16:36,987 --> 00:16:39,222 -But will it work? -It's beside the point. 371 00:16:39,256 --> 00:16:42,926 Are you irritated with the suggestion or the suggester? 372 00:16:44,460 --> 00:16:46,963 Beltran aggravates a lot of people. 373 00:16:46,997 --> 00:16:48,031 How do you know? 374 00:16:48,064 --> 00:16:49,032 I hired her. 375 00:16:49,065 --> 00:16:51,067 She was known as a boundary pusher. 376 00:16:52,235 --> 00:16:53,769 Kinda like you. 377 00:16:56,438 --> 00:16:57,640 [door opens] 378 00:16:57,673 --> 00:16:59,642 -[phone ringing] -Hey. 379 00:16:59,675 --> 00:17:02,045 -Levi. -Nico. Hi. 380 00:17:02,078 --> 00:17:03,545 How are you? 381 00:17:03,579 --> 00:17:07,250 -[stammers] Good. -How's, uh, work going at the hospital? 382 00:17:07,284 --> 00:17:09,953 You'd think a hospital vending machine would have healthier options. 383 00:17:09,986 --> 00:17:11,887 -Here. -Ah. He doesn't like raisins. 384 00:17:11,922 --> 00:17:13,722 -I know. -They're not for me. 385 00:17:13,756 --> 00:17:16,425 -Oh. -They're for our surrogate. [chuckles] 386 00:17:16,458 --> 00:17:18,295 He's a stickler about her diet. 387 00:17:18,328 --> 00:17:21,231 Can't bring myself to think what he's gonna feed our son. 388 00:17:21,264 --> 00:17:23,934 Our kitchen's already full of baby food gadgets. 389 00:17:24,500 --> 00:17:26,835 -Oh. -I'm Jason. 390 00:17:26,869 --> 00:17:29,438 Are-- Did you and Nico work together? 391 00:17:29,471 --> 00:17:32,342 Um, yeah. Yeah. 392 00:17:32,375 --> 00:17:33,742 [stammers] 393 00:17:33,776 --> 00:17:35,778 -I'm Levi. -Nice to meet you. 394 00:17:35,811 --> 00:17:37,646 Are you also in ortho? 395 00:17:38,114 --> 00:17:39,615 No. No. 396 00:17:39,648 --> 00:17:44,120 I'm, uh, I'm general surgery chief resident. 397 00:17:44,154 --> 00:17:46,455 -Oh, wow. -Okay. Cool. 398 00:17:48,024 --> 00:17:49,558 [stutters] 399 00:17:50,826 --> 00:17:52,362 -Uh-- We should go. -[Nico] Yeah. 400 00:17:52,395 --> 00:17:55,031 [Jason] Erin's probably wondering what happened to us. 401 00:17:56,066 --> 00:17:58,034 -It was nice seeing you. -Mm-hmm. 402 00:17:59,702 --> 00:18:01,503 Nice meeting you, Levon. 403 00:18:02,571 --> 00:18:04,274 Levon? 404 00:18:04,307 --> 00:18:06,775 [Altman] I mean, it's almost easier coming to work. 405 00:18:06,809 --> 00:18:10,146 I mean, try explaining to a four-year-old why Mommy can't carry him. 406 00:18:10,180 --> 00:18:11,214 [Grey chuckling] Right? 407 00:18:11,247 --> 00:18:12,848 And Owen has been a champion, 408 00:18:12,881 --> 00:18:15,185 but he's had extra trauma shifts. 409 00:18:15,218 --> 00:18:16,785 His mom's helping out, 410 00:18:16,819 --> 00:18:18,955 but she's not really the type to play the floor is lava. 411 00:18:18,989 --> 00:18:22,359 She's more into giving them a snack and turning on the TV. 412 00:18:22,392 --> 00:18:25,228 I remember during COVID, a very smart doctor once told me 413 00:18:25,261 --> 00:18:27,897 to get some rest and ask for help when I needed it. 414 00:18:27,931 --> 00:18:30,866 Look at you throwing my words back at me. 415 00:18:30,900 --> 00:18:33,103 -[phone beeps] -[treadmill whirring] 416 00:18:33,602 --> 00:18:35,038 How's Boston? 417 00:18:35,738 --> 00:18:37,639 -Oh! -Teddy! 418 00:18:37,673 --> 00:18:39,675 Teddy, are you okay? 419 00:18:41,444 --> 00:18:43,313 Dr. Lincoln said to tell you he's scrubbing in. 420 00:18:43,346 --> 00:18:45,982 -Millin's helping him prep. -Is Jessica on her way? 421 00:18:46,016 --> 00:18:49,019 -She's still not answering. -He's getting more hypotensive. 422 00:18:49,052 --> 00:18:51,820 [sighs] Nate, the longer you're up here, 423 00:18:51,854 --> 00:18:54,024 the more likely you are to have a complication. 424 00:18:54,057 --> 00:18:56,658 If you wanna give yourself the best shot at seeing your wife again, 425 00:18:56,692 --> 00:18:58,228 we should go now. 426 00:18:58,261 --> 00:19:00,763 Tell me. Whatever you wanna say to her, say it to me. 427 00:19:00,796 --> 00:19:02,731 I'll tell her as soon as she arrives. 428 00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:05,534 [Nate grunts] 429 00:19:05,567 --> 00:19:06,802 I love her. 430 00:19:07,370 --> 00:19:08,537 That's all that matters. 431 00:19:08,570 --> 00:19:10,373 I love her so much. 432 00:19:10,407 --> 00:19:14,077 Everything I do is for her. All of this was for her. 433 00:19:14,110 --> 00:19:17,414 I know she married me and not Rich, but I want her to be proud of me. 434 00:19:17,447 --> 00:19:19,182 Tell her that I know she has doubts, 435 00:19:19,215 --> 00:19:21,550 and I don't want her to spend another second of her life 436 00:19:21,583 --> 00:19:23,186 questioning her choosing me. 437 00:19:23,219 --> 00:19:27,723 Tell her that I'll never give up trying to do right by her. 438 00:19:28,224 --> 00:19:29,825 -I will. -Okay. 439 00:19:30,559 --> 00:19:33,897 [panting] Okay then. I'm ready. 440 00:19:34,898 --> 00:19:35,965 Okay. 441 00:19:35,999 --> 00:19:39,402 Okay. On my count. One, two, three. 442 00:19:39,436 --> 00:19:41,171 [metal grinding] 443 00:19:43,973 --> 00:19:45,308 [Hunt] Okay, he's bleeding out. 444 00:19:45,341 --> 00:19:47,377 Prepare to intubate. Come on, come on, come on. 445 00:19:47,410 --> 00:19:49,379 -Hang two units of blood. -[Ndugu] Let's go. Get him on the gurney. 446 00:19:49,412 --> 00:19:51,448 Okay, let's pack the wound and apply pressure. 447 00:19:51,481 --> 00:19:53,316 Let's make sure we have a clear path to the OR. 448 00:19:53,349 --> 00:19:55,552 He's not gonna make it to the OR. Give me your shears. 449 00:19:55,584 --> 00:19:56,752 Bring me a REBOA. 450 00:19:56,785 --> 00:19:58,121 We'll slow the bleeding, 451 00:19:58,154 --> 00:19:59,888 and it'll buy us some time to transport. 452 00:19:59,923 --> 00:20:01,558 Come on, Nate. Come on. Stay with me now. Stay with me. 453 00:20:01,590 --> 00:20:03,792 All right. Glove me. Let's go, let's go, let's go. 454 00:20:03,826 --> 00:20:05,761 Stay with us, Nate. Come on now. 455 00:20:10,133 --> 00:20:12,068 [Schmitt] He didn't know who I was. 456 00:20:12,102 --> 00:20:15,737 You guys dated for a really long time. He's faking. 457 00:20:15,771 --> 00:20:18,007 Not Nico. Jason. 458 00:20:18,041 --> 00:20:20,410 They live together. They're having a baby. 459 00:20:20,443 --> 00:20:22,345 Surely they've discussed... 460 00:20:22,378 --> 00:20:23,745 You? 461 00:20:23,779 --> 00:20:25,915 ...significant prior relationships. 462 00:20:25,949 --> 00:20:27,683 -[sighs] -It's like I didn't exist. 463 00:20:27,716 --> 00:20:30,453 Do you wanna get back together with Nico? 464 00:20:30,487 --> 00:20:33,689 I'm not sure I know him anymore. 465 00:20:33,722 --> 00:20:35,959 He never talked about kids when we were together. 466 00:20:35,992 --> 00:20:38,094 He didn't even want a fake Sims family. 467 00:20:38,128 --> 00:20:40,463 But apparently it's different with Jason. 468 00:20:40,497 --> 00:20:43,832 You haven't mentioned Nico in months, and now all of a sudden you're all, 469 00:20:43,866 --> 00:20:45,667 "Oh, why didn't he do that with me?" 470 00:20:45,701 --> 00:20:47,836 [clicks tongue] I don't sound like that. 471 00:20:47,870 --> 00:20:50,440 -Well... -And I don't wanna get back together. 472 00:20:50,473 --> 00:20:52,442 -I... [sighs] -Okay. 473 00:20:52,475 --> 00:20:55,912 Then you're just upset that his life has moved further along than yours. 474 00:20:56,312 --> 00:20:57,313 I am? 475 00:20:58,515 --> 00:21:01,951 He is living with someone. They're having a kid together. 476 00:21:01,985 --> 00:21:03,386 You've barely dated. 477 00:21:03,419 --> 00:21:05,955 You're living in a loft with your coworker 478 00:21:05,989 --> 00:21:08,625 with a twin sheet hanging between your beds for privacy. 479 00:21:08,657 --> 00:21:09,825 You really do hate me. 480 00:21:09,858 --> 00:21:11,227 No, I'm just-- 481 00:21:11,261 --> 00:21:13,862 There are two main reasons that people get upset 482 00:21:13,897 --> 00:21:15,131 when they run into an ex. 483 00:21:15,165 --> 00:21:17,967 And yours is, "I am losing at life." 484 00:21:18,001 --> 00:21:20,637 -Are you trying to make this worse? -I'm just saying. 485 00:21:20,669 --> 00:21:23,907 You talk about wanting to meet someone, and you deleted your dating apps. 486 00:21:23,940 --> 00:21:28,478 You talk about wanting to get into peds, and you haven't turned in the application. 487 00:21:28,511 --> 00:21:30,346 -[scoffs] -You wanna win? 488 00:21:30,846 --> 00:21:32,048 Get in the game. 489 00:21:36,252 --> 00:21:37,719 [sighs] 490 00:21:40,456 --> 00:21:41,757 [Shepherd] Finally. 491 00:21:41,790 --> 00:21:43,493 You do know we were waiting for you, right? 492 00:21:43,526 --> 00:21:45,061 You told me to take a minute. 493 00:21:45,094 --> 00:21:47,430 -All right. Show us what you got. -Okay. As you can see, 494 00:21:47,463 --> 00:21:50,699 Malan's aberrant basilar artery at the floor of the third ventricle 495 00:21:50,732 --> 00:21:52,701 is a huge problem. 496 00:21:52,734 --> 00:21:54,437 And why is that, Dr. Kwan? 497 00:21:54,470 --> 00:21:56,673 Because in order to insert the sheath into the third ventricle-- 498 00:21:56,705 --> 00:22:00,410 No, no, no. Start again but like you're explaining it to a parent. 499 00:22:01,911 --> 00:22:03,745 Malan has a blood vessel that is blocking the way, 500 00:22:03,779 --> 00:22:07,016 which would make it difficult to pass the balloon into that area 501 00:22:07,050 --> 00:22:08,384 to create the shunt. 502 00:22:08,418 --> 00:22:10,186 [Shepherd] Now, difficult is an understatement. 503 00:22:10,220 --> 00:22:11,853 The vessel is positioned such 504 00:22:11,887 --> 00:22:14,524 that a fraction of a millimeter left or right 505 00:22:14,557 --> 00:22:17,193 could result in major bleeding, stroke or worse. 506 00:22:17,227 --> 00:22:19,295 But you've found an alternative route? 507 00:22:19,329 --> 00:22:23,865 No... [sighs] ...but we might be able to combine this computer system 508 00:22:23,900 --> 00:22:27,904 with the intraoperative imaging technology that we use for mapping brain tumors. 509 00:22:27,937 --> 00:22:32,642 We would program it to provide us with a real-time guide, with ultra precision in the OR. 510 00:22:32,675 --> 00:22:36,980 So it's like a GPS system of Malan's brain to make sure you're on the right path? 511 00:22:37,013 --> 00:22:38,548 The safest path. 512 00:22:38,581 --> 00:22:41,317 -And she wouldn't need a VP shunt. -[Beltran] Hmm. 513 00:22:41,351 --> 00:22:44,988 -How long would it take you to build this technology? -Me? Forever. 514 00:22:45,021 --> 00:22:48,224 But I talked to our tech team and they have it working now. [inhales sharply] 515 00:22:48,258 --> 00:22:50,493 I would be willing to try it... [sighs] 516 00:22:50,526 --> 00:22:52,161 ...if the mom agrees. 517 00:22:54,763 --> 00:22:56,065 What are you thinking? 518 00:22:56,099 --> 00:22:57,100 I'm thinking you're much more effective 519 00:22:57,133 --> 00:22:58,834 when you take your time. 520 00:23:00,103 --> 00:23:02,739 Find another elevator! We have a trauma coming! 521 00:23:02,771 --> 00:23:05,008 Move out! Make way for the gurney! 522 00:23:05,041 --> 00:23:08,244 Either hug the wall or get out of the hall! 523 00:23:08,278 --> 00:23:09,811 -We found his wife yet? -Not yet. 524 00:23:09,845 --> 00:23:11,114 -Let's try again. -Yeah. 525 00:23:11,147 --> 00:23:12,482 Let's go, let's go, let's go. 526 00:23:12,515 --> 00:23:14,284 -[Griffith] You take over pressure? -Yep. 527 00:23:14,317 --> 00:23:16,286 Type and cross him. Let's get the blood cooler in here. 528 00:23:16,319 --> 00:23:18,521 Let's raise the temp in this room and find this man's wife. 529 00:23:18,554 --> 00:23:20,657 [Ndugu] Gown and glove me. No time to scrub. 530 00:23:21,291 --> 00:23:23,259 [Lincoln] All right. On three. 531 00:23:23,293 --> 00:23:25,295 One, two... [grunts] ...three. 532 00:23:25,328 --> 00:23:27,597 Let's get this wet suit off of him now. 533 00:23:27,630 --> 00:23:28,830 [Ndugu] Let's run a TEG. 534 00:23:28,864 --> 00:23:30,066 Somebody find his wife. 535 00:23:30,633 --> 00:23:31,833 Let's go, let's go. 536 00:23:33,736 --> 00:23:37,907 Yeah. "Small dark lesions of the lips and oral mucosa. 537 00:23:38,474 --> 00:23:39,676 Abdominal pain. 538 00:23:39,709 --> 00:23:42,712 CT scan shows small bowel mass with concentric rings. 539 00:23:42,745 --> 00:23:48,184 What is the most likely cause: intestinal lipoma or hamartomatous polyp?" 540 00:23:48,751 --> 00:23:50,186 Thoughts? 541 00:23:50,219 --> 00:23:51,354 Dorian? 542 00:23:51,387 --> 00:23:52,622 [monitor beeping] 543 00:23:52,655 --> 00:23:55,558 Oh. Is your tube dislodged? 544 00:23:55,591 --> 00:23:58,227 Hey, don't be embarrassed. It happens to the best of us. 545 00:23:58,261 --> 00:24:01,830 -[beeping increases] -Oh, no. Wait, no, no, no, no, no. 546 00:24:03,333 --> 00:24:05,301 No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Dorian? 547 00:24:05,335 --> 00:24:07,637 Hey, I-I need help in here. 548 00:24:07,670 --> 00:24:09,906 [Altman] It's just a bad sprain. 549 00:24:09,939 --> 00:24:11,974 -It can't hurt to take a look. -[sighs] 550 00:24:12,008 --> 00:24:14,677 Injured during PT? I'm a cliché. 551 00:24:14,711 --> 00:24:16,679 -[Grey] All right. -[sighs] 552 00:24:16,713 --> 00:24:17,947 -All right. -Okay. 553 00:24:19,382 --> 00:24:20,750 [Grey] Oh, crap. 554 00:24:20,783 --> 00:24:22,318 [Avery] What happened? Are you okay? 555 00:24:22,352 --> 00:24:24,420 Oh, I'm fine. I just misstepped. 556 00:24:24,454 --> 00:24:25,588 [Avery] Take it easy. 557 00:24:25,621 --> 00:24:27,924 Dr. Grey, I didn't know you were in town. 558 00:24:27,957 --> 00:24:30,493 Well, it's just a quick trip. 559 00:24:30,526 --> 00:24:31,561 For a consult? 560 00:24:33,029 --> 00:24:34,230 [Grey stammers] 561 00:24:35,198 --> 00:24:37,433 Yeah. I-I asked her, uh, 562 00:24:37,467 --> 00:24:39,335 for a second opinion on one of my old patients. 563 00:24:39,369 --> 00:24:41,237 And you had that thing with the house, right? 564 00:24:41,270 --> 00:24:43,940 Yes. Uh-- Insurance issues. [groans] 565 00:24:43,973 --> 00:24:46,008 Well, it's always good to have you here. 566 00:24:46,042 --> 00:24:50,113 And I am really looking forward to hearing the update on your research next month. 567 00:24:50,146 --> 00:24:52,582 -Take care, Altman. -[Altman] Thank you. 568 00:24:54,717 --> 00:24:57,854 So it's probably nothing, but we should have it x-rayed. 569 00:24:57,886 --> 00:25:00,757 I'm gonna have to run. I can have a nurse take you to radiology. 570 00:25:00,790 --> 00:25:04,560 I'm good. But I do wanna hear why you're actually here. 571 00:25:11,734 --> 00:25:13,202 -[suction gurgling] -[Ndugu] I see multiple serosal tears. 572 00:25:13,236 --> 00:25:17,240 [Millin whispering] Would you rather marry a soulless tech millionaire 573 00:25:17,273 --> 00:25:20,543 or the eccentric pharmacist? 574 00:25:20,576 --> 00:25:21,711 Neither. 575 00:25:21,744 --> 00:25:23,179 No, you have to pick one. 576 00:25:24,947 --> 00:25:26,382 [Hunt] Lap pads. 577 00:25:26,416 --> 00:25:27,517 [door shuts] 578 00:25:30,086 --> 00:25:32,155 [Ndugu] We have an expanding retroperitoneal... 579 00:25:32,188 --> 00:25:33,923 [phone buzzing] 580 00:25:33,956 --> 00:25:35,191 [sighs] 581 00:25:36,125 --> 00:25:37,593 [door opens] 582 00:25:38,594 --> 00:25:40,096 [shuts] 583 00:25:40,129 --> 00:25:42,432 [whispering] I don't have that much tension with my roommates. 584 00:25:42,465 --> 00:25:44,734 [sighs] Your roommate is a hundred. 585 00:25:44,767 --> 00:25:47,170 Maxine is a young 82. 586 00:25:50,706 --> 00:25:52,475 -Levi. -Hey. [sighs] 587 00:25:52,508 --> 00:25:53,976 -You're still here. -Uh, yeah. 588 00:25:54,010 --> 00:25:55,845 Erin might have gestational diabetes, 589 00:25:55,878 --> 00:25:57,580 -so they're testing her. -[sighs] 590 00:25:57,613 --> 00:25:59,015 How far along is she? 591 00:25:59,615 --> 00:26:00,616 Twenty-three weeks. 592 00:26:00,650 --> 00:26:02,985 -[sighs] Have you picked a name? -Yeah. 593 00:26:04,053 --> 00:26:05,154 -Levon. -[scoffs] 594 00:26:05,188 --> 00:26:06,656 -Really? -[chuckles] 595 00:26:06,689 --> 00:26:09,192 -No, I'm just kidding. [laughs] -[chuckling] Okay. 596 00:26:10,293 --> 00:26:12,261 -[sighs] -Hey, I'm sorry about earlier. 597 00:26:12,295 --> 00:26:15,031 I corrected him in the elevator. He felt awful about it. 598 00:26:15,064 --> 00:26:16,499 He seems nice. 599 00:26:17,366 --> 00:26:19,101 Have you been together long? 600 00:26:19,135 --> 00:26:21,537 -Nine months. -Oh. 601 00:26:21,571 --> 00:26:24,106 If he had in his dating profile that he was in the process 602 00:26:24,140 --> 00:26:27,109 of interviewing surrogates, I probably wouldn't have swiped. 603 00:26:27,143 --> 00:26:28,946 When he told me, I freaked out. 604 00:26:28,978 --> 00:26:32,281 I literally snuck out the back at Parkside Pizza in the middle of dinner. 605 00:26:32,315 --> 00:26:33,951 You left the pizza? 606 00:26:33,983 --> 00:26:35,718 [chuckles] I was really freaked out. 607 00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,623 I think I never realized that I wanted to be a dad. 608 00:26:40,656 --> 00:26:43,559 Maybe I felt that I wasn't ready for it, 609 00:26:43,593 --> 00:26:46,462 but Jason knew all along that he wanted to have kids. 610 00:26:46,496 --> 00:26:48,698 And the thought of not having him in my life-- 611 00:26:48,731 --> 00:26:50,233 I-- [sighs, chuckles] 612 00:26:50,266 --> 00:26:52,903 I've never met anyone in my life like him. 613 00:26:52,936 --> 00:26:55,137 He sees light in everything. 614 00:26:55,171 --> 00:26:58,541 And these days no one does, you know? 615 00:27:00,343 --> 00:27:04,747 Losing him just seemed a lot scarier than the idea of having a family with him. 616 00:27:04,780 --> 00:27:06,015 So... 617 00:27:07,216 --> 00:27:09,452 -here we are. -[sighs] 618 00:27:11,254 --> 00:27:12,688 I'm happy for you. 619 00:27:14,557 --> 00:27:15,591 Good luck. 620 00:27:16,058 --> 00:27:17,260 Thanks. 621 00:27:18,027 --> 00:27:19,228 -You too. -Hmm. 622 00:27:24,367 --> 00:27:26,102 [Altman] Just so I'm clear-- You told the woman 623 00:27:26,135 --> 00:27:27,870 whose name is on the building of where you work 624 00:27:27,905 --> 00:27:30,506 that you stopped doing research at her request, 625 00:27:30,540 --> 00:27:32,708 -but you're still doing it? -Trying to. 626 00:27:32,742 --> 00:27:34,277 I am bored at home, 627 00:27:34,310 --> 00:27:37,346 and you are living in-- in, like, a medical thriller book. 628 00:27:37,380 --> 00:27:38,781 And no one else knows? 629 00:27:38,814 --> 00:27:41,018 -Except Amelia. -Amelia? 630 00:27:41,050 --> 00:27:43,519 We're not actually... [laughing] ...in a medical thriller. 631 00:27:43,553 --> 00:27:45,688 It's just so bold and exciting. 632 00:27:45,721 --> 00:27:47,790 -And about to be over. -You found a cure? 633 00:27:47,823 --> 00:27:51,060 -[inhales sharpy] -I might still be in a medical thriller. 634 00:27:51,093 --> 00:27:53,030 [laughs] No, we, um-- 635 00:27:53,062 --> 00:27:54,397 We have no money. 636 00:27:54,430 --> 00:27:56,033 We had a plan and it fell through. 637 00:27:56,065 --> 00:27:59,635 Was it Seagrade Tech? They are pulling back on everything. 638 00:27:59,669 --> 00:28:02,705 No, actually, and it doesn't even matter who we ask 639 00:28:02,738 --> 00:28:05,274 because that's the problem with secret research. 640 00:28:05,308 --> 00:28:06,910 Everybody wants to talk about it. 641 00:28:07,743 --> 00:28:09,745 -Well, I wouldn't. -You wouldn't what? 642 00:28:09,779 --> 00:28:13,583 Talk about it. Not that I have many people to talk to these days. Thanks. 643 00:28:14,817 --> 00:28:18,554 Listen, Grey-Sloan has a discretionary fund. 644 00:28:18,588 --> 00:28:20,790 It wouldn't be enough to fund your whole project, 645 00:28:20,823 --> 00:28:25,227 but you could publish an initial report, and that would open more doors. 646 00:28:25,261 --> 00:28:27,096 You would do that? But-- I mean, 647 00:28:27,129 --> 00:28:29,832 don't you have to say where the money is going? What about Catherine? 648 00:28:29,865 --> 00:28:33,269 A breakthrough in an Alzheimer's cure would go down in medical history, 649 00:28:33,302 --> 00:28:35,939 like a smallpox vaccine or antibiotics. 650 00:28:35,973 --> 00:28:39,275 You just have to get far enough along that she couldn't deny its value, 651 00:28:39,308 --> 00:28:41,777 and I'm willing to take that risk on you. 652 00:28:50,219 --> 00:28:52,089 -[Beltran] Oh. You go ahead. -Um, you go. 653 00:28:52,121 --> 00:28:53,522 [Beltran] Really, it's okay. 654 00:28:53,556 --> 00:28:55,124 [Shepherd] I will grab another one. 655 00:28:55,157 --> 00:28:56,692 -[Beltran] Okay. -[sighs] 656 00:28:59,228 --> 00:29:01,263 [Kwan] Dr. Shepherd, Dr. Beltran. 657 00:29:01,297 --> 00:29:03,532 I know I can't scrub in, but can I observe? 658 00:29:03,566 --> 00:29:07,004 -[Beltran] Sit with her mother. -You're letting her mom watch the surgery? 659 00:29:07,037 --> 00:29:08,170 [Beltran] No. 660 00:29:08,204 --> 00:29:09,472 Oh. 661 00:29:10,806 --> 00:29:11,807 [sighs] 662 00:29:11,841 --> 00:29:13,376 [Shepherd] Maybe we should let him watch. 663 00:29:13,409 --> 00:29:14,644 Even if it's just from the gallery. 664 00:29:14,677 --> 00:29:16,846 I don't do this surgery very often. 665 00:29:16,879 --> 00:29:20,282 [Beltran] He's on my service. You can let him watch when he's on yours. 666 00:29:20,316 --> 00:29:23,185 ["Always On Your Side" playing] 667 00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:26,123 [monitor beeping] 668 00:29:26,155 --> 00:29:27,456 Where have you been? 669 00:29:27,490 --> 00:29:29,059 Peak and plateau alarms are both going off. 670 00:29:29,092 --> 00:29:31,128 -You checked for obstructions? -I did. It's clear. 671 00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:33,362 And that wouldn't explain elevated plateau pressure. 672 00:29:33,396 --> 00:29:34,898 Uh-- [stammers] BP's plummeting. 673 00:29:34,931 --> 00:29:36,632 -Should we start pressors? -[beeping continues] 674 00:29:36,666 --> 00:29:39,669 Low urine output, elevated peak and plateau pressures, 675 00:29:39,702 --> 00:29:42,973 low BP, increased bladder pressure. 676 00:29:43,006 --> 00:29:44,473 [panting] 677 00:29:44,507 --> 00:29:45,976 It's abdominal compartment syndrome. 678 00:29:46,009 --> 00:29:47,877 Are you sure he's not bleeding out somewhere? 679 00:29:47,911 --> 00:29:49,245 We need a cut down tray. 680 00:29:50,212 --> 00:29:52,348 Don't let him die while I'm gone. 681 00:29:53,716 --> 00:29:55,518 [Adams] Come on. Stay with me, Dorian. 682 00:29:56,852 --> 00:29:59,555 [Bailey] Okay, if you pulled me out of the OR for a dislodged tube-- 683 00:29:59,588 --> 00:30:01,257 I think it's abdominal compartment syndrome. 684 00:30:01,290 --> 00:30:03,826 Uh, low urine output, uh, elevated peak and plateau pressures, 685 00:30:03,859 --> 00:30:05,861 BP falling, increased bladder pressure. 686 00:30:05,896 --> 00:30:07,998 Should I book an OR? 687 00:30:08,031 --> 00:30:10,499 -No. He'll die before he gets there. -[monitor alarm rings] 688 00:30:10,533 --> 00:30:12,368 We need to open him up right here. 689 00:30:12,401 --> 00:30:14,071 Crash cart! 690 00:30:14,104 --> 00:30:16,106 [Yasuda panting] 691 00:30:16,139 --> 00:30:18,841 Well, thank you for joining us, Yasuda. Sorry if we're interrupting your break. 692 00:30:18,874 --> 00:30:21,544 -Oh, no. Dr. Bailey, I was just asking-- -Not now, Yasuda. 693 00:30:21,577 --> 00:30:23,412 Adams, gown and glove. 694 00:30:27,416 --> 00:30:30,453 ♪ I am always on your side ♪ 695 00:30:30,486 --> 00:30:32,455 [Bailey sighing] Okay. 696 00:30:33,789 --> 00:30:36,792 -[audio echoing] -[Hunt] More lap pads. 697 00:30:36,826 --> 00:30:39,462 -[Lincoln] I need suction. -[suction gurgling] 698 00:30:49,839 --> 00:30:54,744 ♪ I am always on your side ♪ 699 00:31:00,917 --> 00:31:05,721 ♪ I am always on your side ♪ 700 00:31:05,755 --> 00:31:11,228 ♪ When all of the voices Are getting louder ♪ 701 00:31:11,260 --> 00:31:17,266 ♪ And it feels like hope Is a fading flower ♪ 702 00:31:17,299 --> 00:31:19,102 [monitor flatlining] 703 00:31:19,136 --> 00:31:20,703 [singer vocalizing] 704 00:31:25,608 --> 00:31:27,309 [Ndugu] He's crashing. 705 00:31:28,178 --> 00:31:29,411 [Lincoln] Starting compressions. 706 00:31:29,445 --> 00:31:30,679 Come on, Nate. 707 00:31:32,281 --> 00:31:35,085 -[Ndugu] Come on, Nate. -[Lincoln] Come on, come on, come on. 708 00:31:35,118 --> 00:31:37,353 [mumbling] 709 00:31:40,823 --> 00:31:44,426 ♪ Just keep holding on ♪ 710 00:31:44,460 --> 00:31:47,097 ♪ It's only time ♪ 711 00:31:47,130 --> 00:31:51,834 ♪ I'm on your side I'm on ♪ 712 00:31:51,867 --> 00:31:55,538 ♪ Just keep holding on ♪ 713 00:31:55,571 --> 00:31:58,175 ♪ It's only time ♪ 714 00:31:58,208 --> 00:32:03,345 ♪ I'm on your side I'm on ♪ 715 00:32:03,379 --> 00:32:06,582 -[monitor flatlining] -[singer vocalizing] 716 00:32:08,218 --> 00:32:10,486 [Ndugu] Time of death: 18:45. 717 00:32:12,521 --> 00:32:13,722 [Hunt sighs] 718 00:32:14,191 --> 00:32:15,825 [Lincoln sighs] 719 00:32:20,729 --> 00:32:25,501 ♪ I am always on your side ♪ 720 00:32:31,241 --> 00:32:34,010 [Maria Flor praying in Spanish] 721 00:32:36,512 --> 00:32:38,081 -[door opens] -[breathes deeply] 722 00:32:38,114 --> 00:32:39,515 [speaking Spanish] 723 00:32:39,548 --> 00:32:42,618 [praying continues] 724 00:32:45,055 --> 00:32:46,889 Is-- Is she-- 725 00:32:46,923 --> 00:32:49,025 -Is my-- Is my baby-- -She's okay. 726 00:32:49,059 --> 00:32:51,328 -[exhales deeply] -[Shepherd] We will need to monitor her, 727 00:32:51,360 --> 00:32:52,828 but we were able to create a space 728 00:32:52,862 --> 00:32:55,364 for the fluid to drain without putting in a new shunt. 729 00:32:55,397 --> 00:32:56,699 [speaking Spanish] 730 00:32:56,732 --> 00:32:58,667 -And the old shunt? -[Beltran] I removed it. 731 00:32:58,701 --> 00:33:01,338 -She'll be able to go back to capoeira without it. -[exhaling] Thank you. 732 00:33:01,370 --> 00:33:03,772 -[Beltran] After she recovers, of course. -Okay. [laughs] 733 00:33:03,806 --> 00:33:05,441 Thank you. Thank you so much. 734 00:33:05,474 --> 00:33:08,410 I mean, all of you. Thank you. Really. 735 00:33:08,444 --> 00:33:10,880 Can-- Can I see her? 736 00:33:10,914 --> 00:33:13,049 -[Beltran] Dr. Kwan, can you... -Absolutely. 737 00:33:15,818 --> 00:33:18,054 You two are a wonderful team. 738 00:33:19,755 --> 00:33:22,391 ♪ We were warm enough ♪ 739 00:33:23,792 --> 00:33:26,296 -Hmm. That was pretty great. -[door shuts] 740 00:33:26,329 --> 00:33:28,932 ♪ Such a long time ♪ 741 00:33:30,566 --> 00:33:32,269 ♪ A new dawn breaks ♪ 742 00:33:32,302 --> 00:33:33,802 -[Ndugu] Mrs. Ardilla? -[softly] Hey. 743 00:33:33,836 --> 00:33:36,538 I'm Dr. Ndugu. This is Dr. Hunt, Dr. Griffith. 744 00:33:36,572 --> 00:33:39,142 We were part of the team that cared for your husband. 745 00:33:40,243 --> 00:33:41,945 We are so sorry. 746 00:33:41,978 --> 00:33:44,546 No. Please-- [sobbing] Please don't say... 747 00:33:44,580 --> 00:33:48,617 [Ndugu] Once we removed the bars from his watercraft, he started to bleed. 748 00:33:48,651 --> 00:33:52,821 -We rushed him to the operating room, but it was too late. -[Jessica sobs] 749 00:33:52,855 --> 00:33:54,958 We did everything in our power to save your husband. 750 00:33:54,991 --> 00:33:58,228 [Jessica sobs] No. No, that's not-- that's not possible. 751 00:33:58,261 --> 00:34:01,430 You know, I-I'm-- I'm making salmon and rice for dinner. 752 00:34:01,463 --> 00:34:02,899 Uh, he's supposed to come home. 753 00:34:02,933 --> 00:34:04,767 Like, he always sets sail in the morning 754 00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:07,404 and then-- and then by lunchtime something's gone wrong 755 00:34:07,436 --> 00:34:09,172 and he-- and he comes home. 756 00:34:09,205 --> 00:34:10,706 He always comes home. 757 00:34:13,109 --> 00:34:14,643 [sobbing] 758 00:34:14,677 --> 00:34:17,914 You know, I spent all this time calling him ridiculous and paranoid 759 00:34:17,948 --> 00:34:20,516 when I should've just been telling him that I loved him. 760 00:34:20,549 --> 00:34:22,785 You know, I've-I've always loved him. 761 00:34:23,485 --> 00:34:25,521 I didn't want Rich Doyle. 762 00:34:25,554 --> 00:34:27,589 I've-I've always wanted Nate. 763 00:34:27,623 --> 00:34:29,426 I-I should've done something. 764 00:34:29,458 --> 00:34:32,429 I-I should've convinced him that-- that all that mattered was us. 765 00:34:32,461 --> 00:34:34,030 And it's all my fault. 766 00:34:34,064 --> 00:34:35,999 It's-- It's all my fault that he's gone. [crying] 767 00:34:36,032 --> 00:34:37,033 No. No. 768 00:34:37,067 --> 00:34:38,969 -[Jessica sobbing] -[Griffith] He knew. 769 00:34:39,002 --> 00:34:41,271 He knew that you loved him. He told me. 770 00:34:41,304 --> 00:34:43,772 He said the floating to Hong Kong in the bubble, 771 00:34:43,806 --> 00:34:45,841 none of that was about you. 772 00:34:45,874 --> 00:34:48,178 He wanted to prove to himself he could do it. 773 00:34:48,211 --> 00:34:49,845 And he told me if he didn't make it 774 00:34:49,878 --> 00:34:52,848 to tell you that he loved you so much. 775 00:34:52,881 --> 00:34:53,984 [sobbing] 776 00:34:54,017 --> 00:34:55,884 [Griffith] It's no one's fault. 777 00:34:56,552 --> 00:34:57,820 He loved you. 778 00:34:59,488 --> 00:35:01,557 You loved him. That's what matters. 779 00:35:01,590 --> 00:35:03,994 [sobbing continues] 780 00:35:04,593 --> 00:35:07,964 ♪ Broken arrows ♪ 781 00:35:07,998 --> 00:35:11,767 ♪ Conscience narrows ♪ 782 00:35:13,003 --> 00:35:16,672 Dr. Beltran, I finished inputting your progress notes. 783 00:35:16,705 --> 00:35:19,675 I need another post-op check on Clayton Yung. 784 00:35:21,111 --> 00:35:22,544 Okay. [sighs] 785 00:35:25,415 --> 00:35:26,615 Yale. 786 00:35:27,516 --> 00:35:30,320 I went to Yale. Almost a full year. 787 00:35:30,353 --> 00:35:33,990 And then my mom got sick, I moved home and then one thing led to another. 788 00:35:34,024 --> 00:35:35,925 Look, I-I may not have the fancy pedigree, 789 00:35:35,959 --> 00:35:39,996 but I can assure you I am a quick study, I work hard and I aim to be the best. 790 00:35:40,030 --> 00:35:41,898 When you're not suspended from the OR. 791 00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:44,700 I am capable of more than hand-holding a patient's mom. 792 00:35:44,733 --> 00:35:46,236 If you think that assignment was punitive 793 00:35:46,269 --> 00:35:48,405 because of where you were educated, you're wrong. 794 00:35:48,438 --> 00:35:49,772 It wasn't punitive? 795 00:35:49,805 --> 00:35:51,540 Of course it was. 796 00:35:51,573 --> 00:35:54,777 Do you know who really saved Malan from severe complications today? 797 00:35:54,810 --> 00:35:58,747 -[keyboard clacking] -Dr. Shepherd. You. 798 00:35:59,715 --> 00:36:01,384 You and Dr. Shepherd? 799 00:36:01,418 --> 00:36:05,055 Malan's mom knew that something was wrong and brought her here. 800 00:36:05,088 --> 00:36:07,357 Whether they have a medical degree or not, moms know. 801 00:36:07,390 --> 00:36:09,691 You never bet against them. 802 00:36:09,725 --> 00:36:11,528 I don't care where you went to school. 803 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:13,963 What matters is how you treat patients, and in peds, their families. 804 00:36:13,997 --> 00:36:17,200 I'm gonna need you to understand that if you're gonna be on my service tomorrow. 805 00:36:17,233 --> 00:36:21,104 [stammers] Well, they don't make the assignments until the morning. 806 00:36:21,637 --> 00:36:22,906 I requested you. 807 00:36:22,939 --> 00:36:24,807 See you tomorrow, Dr. Kwan. 808 00:36:31,414 --> 00:36:33,615 [sirens wailing in distance] 809 00:36:38,121 --> 00:36:39,155 [Ndugu sighs] 810 00:36:40,190 --> 00:36:41,257 [Hunt] Rough day. 811 00:36:42,459 --> 00:36:43,659 I was going to the airport 812 00:36:43,692 --> 00:36:45,295 because I was supposed to meet Maggie. 813 00:36:46,329 --> 00:36:47,830 But she canceled on me. 814 00:36:49,765 --> 00:36:53,002 And then I took it out on a patient, and he died. 815 00:36:53,036 --> 00:36:55,905 We did everything we could, Winston. 816 00:36:55,939 --> 00:36:57,240 -[sighs] -And we both knew 817 00:36:57,273 --> 00:36:58,807 from the second we saw those bars crushing him 818 00:36:58,841 --> 00:37:01,111 this was never going to be an easy case. 819 00:37:02,445 --> 00:37:03,947 I'm sorry about Maggie. 820 00:37:05,982 --> 00:37:08,650 We were supposed to talk about what's next for us. 821 00:37:08,684 --> 00:37:13,822 Just like we were supposed to do last week and the week before. 822 00:37:13,856 --> 00:37:20,863 But there's always a consult, or a class, paper. 823 00:37:24,467 --> 00:37:27,036 At what point do I stop trying? 824 00:37:27,070 --> 00:37:29,606 I'm not sure there's a good answer to that question, 825 00:37:29,638 --> 00:37:32,808 but maybe the better question is, "Why?" 826 00:37:33,343 --> 00:37:34,978 Why are you trying? 827 00:37:35,811 --> 00:37:37,914 That might tell you what you need to know. 828 00:37:41,817 --> 00:37:43,019 Good night. 829 00:37:45,355 --> 00:37:46,990 [Ndugu sighs] 830 00:37:57,901 --> 00:38:00,236 [pants] That ex lap was mine. 831 00:38:01,337 --> 00:38:02,372 -Hey! -[bangs] 832 00:38:03,273 --> 00:38:04,706 I made the diagnosis. 833 00:38:04,740 --> 00:38:06,409 You didn't even know what it was. 834 00:38:06,442 --> 00:38:07,977 Is there a rule that says 835 00:38:08,011 --> 00:38:10,013 the person who makes the diagnosis does the procedure? 836 00:38:10,046 --> 00:38:11,880 -Not that I know of. -Shut up! 837 00:38:11,915 --> 00:38:13,316 [Yasuda panting] 838 00:38:13,349 --> 00:38:15,652 I was trying to be a good friend to you, 839 00:38:15,684 --> 00:38:18,154 and you repaid me by lying to Bailey? 840 00:38:18,188 --> 00:38:20,156 -I didn't tell her anything. -Exactly. 841 00:38:20,190 --> 00:38:22,691 You could've told her I was looking for the cut down tray 842 00:38:22,724 --> 00:38:26,695 or that I sat by Dorian's bedside all day like she told us to 843 00:38:26,728 --> 00:38:28,331 while you went looking for procedures! 844 00:38:28,364 --> 00:38:31,501 Maybe give him a chance to explain before you rip into him. 845 00:38:31,534 --> 00:38:33,503 He sharked me. No explanation. 846 00:38:33,536 --> 00:38:37,674 It's his fault that we're all stuck in the ICU and not in the OR anyway. 847 00:38:37,706 --> 00:38:39,342 You know? And why are you defending him? 848 00:38:39,375 --> 00:38:42,111 -He was a jerk to you too. -All right. Stop! Just stop. 849 00:38:42,145 --> 00:38:44,846 I'm tired of the blame and the finger-pointing. 850 00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:46,715 It is all our faults. 851 00:38:46,748 --> 00:38:48,784 I was there too. So were you. 852 00:38:48,817 --> 00:38:50,520 Kwan didn't do us any favors. 853 00:38:50,553 --> 00:38:52,188 We all screwed up. 854 00:38:52,222 --> 00:38:56,725 There's nothing we can do except put it behind us and move on. 855 00:38:57,493 --> 00:38:58,727 We are all trying. 856 00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:00,897 -Why can't you? -[Yasuda scoffs] 857 00:39:04,567 --> 00:39:07,736 I'm done. I don't wanna be your friend anymore. 858 00:39:07,769 --> 00:39:09,372 Find another way home. 859 00:39:09,405 --> 00:39:10,573 ["Changes" playing] 860 00:39:10,607 --> 00:39:12,308 [Grey] Progress doesn't happen overnight. 861 00:39:12,342 --> 00:39:14,611 And setbacks are all but inevitable. 862 00:39:14,644 --> 00:39:16,713 -[Millin sighs] -I need a drink. 863 00:39:16,745 --> 00:39:18,248 Yeah, me too. 864 00:39:18,814 --> 00:39:20,216 Your idea. You're buying. 865 00:39:20,250 --> 00:39:22,552 Sometimes it can make you feel like Sisyphus... 866 00:39:22,585 --> 00:39:24,053 Let's go. [sighs] 867 00:39:24,087 --> 00:39:26,656 ...endlessly pushing the same boulder up the same hill. 868 00:39:26,689 --> 00:39:29,459 -[Beltran sighs] Okay. -Dr. Beltran. I'm Levi Schmitt. 869 00:39:29,492 --> 00:39:32,228 Oh. Are you the person I talk to about assigned parking? 870 00:39:32,262 --> 00:39:34,731 Um, no. I'm chief resident. 871 00:39:34,763 --> 00:39:36,299 I'm applying for a peds fellowship. 872 00:39:36,332 --> 00:39:39,269 I-I wanted to see if I could maybe buy you coffee sometime. 873 00:39:39,302 --> 00:39:40,336 Pick your brain. 874 00:39:41,204 --> 00:39:42,605 [Beltran] I can't right now. 875 00:39:42,639 --> 00:39:44,574 But can you still help me with that parking pass? 876 00:39:44,607 --> 00:39:48,244 [Grey] But where would we be if Dr. Starzl hadn't persevered 877 00:39:48,278 --> 00:39:50,179 to perfect the liver transplant... 878 00:39:50,213 --> 00:39:51,314 [Yasuda] Ah. 879 00:39:51,347 --> 00:39:53,416 ...if he had let the setbacks win? 880 00:39:53,449 --> 00:39:54,584 Johnny? 881 00:39:54,617 --> 00:39:57,320 -[speaks indistinctly] -Jaden. Jared? Jaden? 882 00:39:57,353 --> 00:39:59,188 Can I, uh, please have another one? 883 00:40:00,123 --> 00:40:02,258 And her too. [sighs] 884 00:40:02,292 --> 00:40:05,361 It's his card, okay? Thank you. 885 00:40:05,395 --> 00:40:08,298 [Grey] As tempting as it can be to throw in the towel... 886 00:40:24,914 --> 00:40:28,618 ♪ And I wanna feel My knees... ♪ 887 00:40:28,651 --> 00:40:29,851 [sniffs] 888 00:40:30,553 --> 00:40:31,820 [sighs] 889 00:40:33,222 --> 00:40:36,225 ♪ On a land you would reveal ♪ 890 00:40:36,259 --> 00:40:39,395 ...sometimes you have to take the obstacles as they come... 891 00:40:39,429 --> 00:40:41,664 ♪ Fade under the veil ♪ 892 00:40:41,698 --> 00:40:44,400 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 893 00:40:47,270 --> 00:40:50,039 Hey. I got your text. What's happening? 894 00:40:50,073 --> 00:40:52,208 [sighs] We have to keep going. 895 00:40:52,241 --> 00:40:53,543 How many of these have you had? 896 00:40:53,576 --> 00:40:55,078 [chuckles] Maybe one too many. 897 00:40:55,111 --> 00:40:56,878 But I still don't think we should quit. 898 00:40:56,913 --> 00:41:00,016 Look, I know that it is gonna be hard for us to find the money, 899 00:41:01,284 --> 00:41:03,152 but what if we could find a cure? 900 00:41:03,186 --> 00:41:04,554 We gotta keep trying. 901 00:41:04,587 --> 00:41:06,155 I'm happy to hear you say that because I think 902 00:41:06,189 --> 00:41:08,191 I may have found us some money. 903 00:41:10,259 --> 00:41:11,427 So, I just left Teddy... 904 00:41:11,461 --> 00:41:17,166 ♪ The trickles we hoped in ♪ 905 00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:22,839 ♪ Decided our fortune ♪ 906 00:41:22,871 --> 00:41:27,910 ♪ I'm needing changes ♪ 907 00:41:27,944 --> 00:41:29,445 Lucas, you awake? 908 00:41:29,479 --> 00:41:30,513 Can we talk? 909 00:41:30,546 --> 00:41:33,549 ♪ I feel the changes coming ♪ 910 00:41:34,817 --> 00:41:36,619 -Lucas? -[knocks] 911 00:41:36,652 --> 00:41:39,422 ♪ It's coming ♪ 912 00:41:40,456 --> 00:41:44,327 ♪ I feel the changes coming ♪ 913 00:41:44,894 --> 00:41:47,063 ♪ Coming ♪ 914 00:41:47,597 --> 00:41:49,966 ♪ Coming ♪ 915 00:41:56,272 --> 00:41:58,708 ...and find a new path forward. 916 00:41:58,741 --> 00:42:03,246 ♪ Mmm, mmm ♪ 917 00:42:03,279 --> 00:42:06,082 ♪ Mm-mmm ♪ 69197

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