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- Please don't micromanage
my feelings.
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You always did that,
and it always felt terrible.
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- Don't start a fight
to get away
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from what happened earlier.
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- Every sober day
is a miracle.
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So I'm here to listen
if you want to talk.
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- I know Leigh would love it
if I finished my comic book.
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- I just really needed
to make him happy
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and I don't know if I did.
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- Wasn't your fault, Leigh.
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- What do you do?
Where are you from?
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- Well, you're allowed
to move on.
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- So are you.
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- And the penguin said,
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"No, I was eating ice cream."
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- Penguin said what?
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- The...
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The penguin said,
"No, I was..."
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- You wanna hear a joke?
- Sure.
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- So a penguin goes to
a mechanic.
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- Is the mechanic also
a penguin?
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- No, no, the mechanic is...
human mechanic, penguin driver.
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- Okay. I'm with you.
- Yeah. No fair enough.
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Yeah, it's a good question.
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- Human mechanic,
penguin driver.
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Keep going.
- Okay, so...
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- I'm there.
- Penguin... a penguin, uh...
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- Matt told this joke,
and all I can think of
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is the punch line.
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- You want me to Google it?
- No, I want to remember it.
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[sighs]
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[background chatter]
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- They did not have
any Half and Half.
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- That's okay, coffee's coffee.
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Hey, can I ask you
something personal?
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Have you been
with anyone since?
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- I went on a date last week.
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We didn't have sex, but
we did like everything else.
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- Well, if... if you had
oral sex then...
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[lowers voice]
then you had sex.
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- Oh.
- Yeah.
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- Well, then I guess I had sex.
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- [laughing]
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- Have you?
- Yes.
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Once, recently.
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It was... it was good.
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But I...
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I don't know.
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- Me too.
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Griffin dies, and nothing
gets to be just good anymore.
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There's all this other stuff.
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- I went to his grave
this week.
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It was the first time
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I had been since
he was buried.
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And I stood there
and felt nothing.
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- Well, maybe instead of going
where he's dead
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you should go where you guys
were alive together.
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- Is that what you do?
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- I go to Target.
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- Sorry, like the store?
- Mm-hmm.
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We would go on Friday nights
to people watch
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and buy stuff we didn't need.
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- [laughs]
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So do you know which aisle
my husband's ghost is in?
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- No, Target was our place.
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You have to get your own.
- Okay.
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- But seriously, just...
go where the memories are.
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That's where he'll be.
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Or you can go to aisle ten.
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[quiet music]
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[woman, indistinct
in background]
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[applause]
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[whooping]
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- Hey, lady.
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- Hey, yourself.
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- This class is the highlight
of my week.
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You're gonna have to add more
dance parties to the schedule.
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- Yes, definitely.
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- I'm gonna run some errands,
and then I'll be back.
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- Great.
- Why are you coming back?
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- Sabrina's helping me with
new combos for class
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- Okay, well, if I'm around,
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I will see and if I'm not,
then I won't.
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- Okay. Bye.
- Okay, bye.
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- Why'd you use your fake voice
with Sabrina?
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- I don't have a fake voice.
It's just my voice.
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Bye.
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- Okay, Mom.
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- She's here all the time now.
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- Am I supposed to be sneaking
around with her?
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Am I having a mom affair?
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- Honey, I am not crazy
for being concerned.
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You know, in the past, you've
looked for connections with
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people who couldn't possibly
give you what you need.
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And I... I feel like
it's history repeating itself.
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- That's not true.
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My relationship with Sabrina
goes both ways.
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I help her with stuff
as much as she's helping me.
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- What stuff?
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- I phrased that weird.
- See you later.
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- Have a good one.
Everything's fine.
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- Honey.
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I'm your safe space.
I'm your locked box.
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And I'm your mother.
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- Okay.
It could be nothing,
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but last time I was
at Sabrina's house,
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she got a call from Richard,
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and she was gone a long time.
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And when she came back,
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it looked like she'd been
crying.
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I shouldn't have said anything.
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- It's okay.
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Locked box.
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- Great class, Jules.
- Thanks for coming.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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- See you next time.
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- [sighs]
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- Can I help you
with something?
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- No, I'm okay.
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- It's just you were here
when I left,
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and you're still here.
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- Sorry.
[laughs]
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I... I used to live in
your apartment.
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- Oh, are you Shaw?
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- Yeah, Leigh Shaw. Yeah.
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- I-I think have some of
your mail.
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I'll grab it.
- Okay, great.
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- You wanna come with me?
- Yeah, lemme help you.
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- Oh, thanks.
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- Oh, hi!
- [laughs]
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The light is amazing.
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She loves listening
to the birds outside
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in the morning.
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Obviously,
when she needs her own room
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we'll have to move,
but for now it's great.
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I think the mail's on
my husband's desk.
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[quiet music]
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[quiet, emotional music]
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[emotional music continues]
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[shower water running]
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Do you know a Matt Greer?
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- Yeah, we lived here together.
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- Oh, good.
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There's something in there
for him too.
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- Great.
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Yeah.
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Thank you.
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[soft, emotional music]
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[laughing]
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[laughing]
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- [scoffs]
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What are you doing here?
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- You haven't returned
any of my texts.
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- That was intentional.
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- I need to talk with you.
- Five minutes.
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And I don't know
what there is to say.
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I mean, it was a mistake.
Let's both just
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acknowledge that
and get on with our lives.
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- Didn't feel like a mistake.
And now that it's happened,
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I don't want
to pretend it didn't.
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- Oh, my God,
that is so like you.
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Get too comfortable in
your marriage
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and start looking for
an escape.
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- What are you talking about?
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I've been married to Sabrina
for 20 years.
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- If you were married
to that woman
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that you cheated on me with,
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maybe, you know, maybe
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I would think about
one time revenge sex.
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But Sabrina has only ever been
great to me and my daughters.
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- Sabrina is great.
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But we've also been in
and out of couple's therapy
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for the last two years.
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You did not cause our problems.
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- I don't care.
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I will not be the other woman.
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Not to her and not with you.
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- This is what I think.
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We kept our distance
from each other for decades.
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- And I remember why.
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- Will you let me finish?
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Look, I don't think the detour
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that our lives took is wrong.
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I love Sabrina, we had Evie,
you adopted Jules.
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I wouldn't trade
the last 20 years,
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and I know you wouldn't either.
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But our lives led us back
to each other.
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What if...
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we're two people...
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who are supposed
to be together...
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and we finally got
our timing right?
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[knocking on door]
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- [huffs]
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- You're not gonna
believe this.
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I can't even believe it.
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Look.
- What... what is that?
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- It's a mock-up of Matt's
comic book cover.
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This editor Joe Tsang sent it
to the old apartment.
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He didn't even know Matt died.
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- Wait, what?
Why?
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- Matt sold his comic.
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- Holy...!
Holy...!
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Oh, my God!
- [laughing] Holy...!
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[laughter]
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- I can't believe he did it.
- I know.
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It was his dream,
and it came true.
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- Well, why didn't he tell us?
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- Well, I don't know,
he probably wanted
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to wait till it was real
or something.
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- Yeah.
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- Anyway, I haven't even gotten
to the best part.
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So this editor,
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he said that if we find
the ending
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that he'll still publish it.
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- But you read the book.
You know there's no ending.
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- Well...
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- This is his last page.
- Yeah.
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- I mean, he never
finished it.
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- Okay, so he must have notes
or something.
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- I mean, he had some
sketchbooks.
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There might be something
in there, but...
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- Well, we're gonna find
the ending
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and we're gonna get
this published.
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- Hmm.
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- My mom was right.
[scoffs]
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I hate saying that,
but she was.
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I have a track record for not
great relationships.
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I mean, I had sex with a guy
I spoke to for two minutes
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in the bathroom line
at a wedding last weekend.
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- Well, you're allowed
to have sex.
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- Yeah, but, am I allowed
to be a train wreck?
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- You're not a train wreck.
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- [scoffs] Yeah.
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I am.
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I thought that...
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getting sober would fix
everything, but no.
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Turns out I still suck.
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But hey at least I have
a good excuse.
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Because the first person
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that was ever supposed to
love me abandoned me.
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So how are you supposed
to get over that?
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- You never talk to me about
your adoption.
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- I don't talk about it
that much.
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- Well, you don't have to,
but you can.
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If you want to.
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- I used to as a kid.
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Then was I was 13,
I had this freak-out.
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That winter break my mom
booked us a trip to Vietnam.
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We were going to visit
the orphanage where I'm from,
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and...
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the morning of our flight,
I couldn't leave my room.
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I physically couldn't do it.
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So we canceled the trip,
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and it became this thing
that I don't really talk about.
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I don't know I'm talking
about it now.
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00:14:36,335 --> 00:14:38,878
- Have you ever talked
in group about
258
00:14:38,879 --> 00:14:40,713
how sometimes
259
00:14:40,714 --> 00:14:43,007
your growth can stop
260
00:14:43,008 --> 00:14:44,425
when you start using
261
00:14:44,426 --> 00:14:46,845
and then start back up
when you get sober?
262
00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:50,097
- Why?
263
00:14:50,098 --> 00:14:51,474
- Maybe there were
some things in you
264
00:14:51,475 --> 00:14:54,560
that froze up at
that age and they're...
265
00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:57,523
starting to thaw out now.
266
00:14:58,232 --> 00:15:00,025
Maybe.
267
00:15:02,027 --> 00:15:03,529
- Maybe.
268
00:15:08,951 --> 00:15:10,744
- How about this?
- Ohh...
269
00:15:14,414 --> 00:15:16,917
[keyboard keys clicking]
270
00:15:18,126 --> 00:15:20,629
Yep.
[sniffs, clears throat]
271
00:15:22,256 --> 00:15:23,923
- How do you know his password?
272
00:15:23,924 --> 00:15:26,342
- Uh, we shared the same
desktop as kids.
273
00:15:26,343 --> 00:15:27,844
It's Batman,
274
00:15:27,845 --> 00:15:29,930
it's Matt's birthday,
and three exclamation points.
275
00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:35,352
- Oh.
276
00:15:39,565 --> 00:15:41,858
Jeez, there's a million
files on here.
277
00:15:41,859 --> 00:15:43,734
Matt never deleted anything.
278
00:15:43,735 --> 00:15:45,486
- When did he meet
the publisher?
279
00:15:45,487 --> 00:15:47,363
We should look at the files
from after the meeting.
280
00:15:47,364 --> 00:15:48,866
- Oh, yeah.
281
00:15:50,868 --> 00:15:53,120
[keyboard keys clicking]
282
00:15:56,623 --> 00:15:58,667
Looks like it was...
283
00:16:01,128 --> 00:16:02,963
June 14th.
284
00:16:05,048 --> 00:16:07,842
- He met that guy
the day before he died?
285
00:16:07,843 --> 00:16:10,052
- Looks like it, so...
286
00:16:10,053 --> 00:16:12,180
there probably isn't much,
287
00:16:12,181 --> 00:16:14,724
but there could still
be something in here.
288
00:16:14,725 --> 00:16:16,601
- Maybe he didn't want it
to be published.
289
00:16:16,602 --> 00:16:18,519
- What are you talking about?
290
00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:20,104
- I'm talking about
the fact that
291
00:16:20,105 --> 00:16:21,647
he got the best news
of his life
292
00:16:21,648 --> 00:16:23,275
and then jumped off
a cliff the next day.
293
00:16:24,860 --> 00:16:26,194
- Danny, no.
294
00:16:26,195 --> 00:16:28,070
It means that it was
an accident,
295
00:16:28,071 --> 00:16:30,656
because if he knew this,
he never would have jumped.
296
00:16:30,657 --> 00:16:32,408
- Or he got exactly
what he wanted,
297
00:16:32,409 --> 00:16:34,202
it didn't make him feel
any better,
298
00:16:34,203 --> 00:16:37,079
and that's how he knew that he
would never feel any better.
299
00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:39,332
- Okay, I don't understand
why you're trying to ruin this,
300
00:16:39,333 --> 00:16:41,000
but you need to stop it
right now.
301
00:16:41,001 --> 00:16:42,585
- I'm not trying
to ruin anything.
302
00:16:42,586 --> 00:16:44,921
I'm just... I'm looking
at this timeline
303
00:16:44,922 --> 00:16:46,339
and I'm just telling you
what I see.
304
00:16:46,340 --> 00:16:50,218
- Well, I get to make
his dream come true.
305
00:16:50,219 --> 00:16:52,178
And this is the closest
306
00:16:52,179 --> 00:16:54,847
that I have felt to Matt
since he died,
307
00:16:54,848 --> 00:16:57,058
so why are you trying
to take that away from me?
308
00:16:57,059 --> 00:16:58,976
- So this isn't about
what Matt wants.
309
00:16:58,977 --> 00:17:00,770
This is about what you want.
310
00:17:00,771 --> 00:17:03,105
You want to publish this book
to make you feel better.
311
00:17:03,106 --> 00:17:04,982
- Yeah, you know what?
I do.
312
00:17:04,983 --> 00:17:06,442
Because if I don't
get to have him,
313
00:17:06,443 --> 00:17:09,111
at least I get to have this.
314
00:17:09,112 --> 00:17:11,072
[door clicks]
315
00:17:11,073 --> 00:17:13,574
- Oh, hi.
Hey, hi, Danny.
316
00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:14,868
- Hi.
- Hi, Amy.
317
00:17:16,286 --> 00:17:18,162
- Thank you.
- Got that.
318
00:17:18,163 --> 00:17:19,872
- Thank you.
- Of course.
319
00:17:19,873 --> 00:17:21,791
- What are you guys up to?
320
00:17:21,792 --> 00:17:23,960
- Someone wants to publish
Matt's comic.
321
00:17:23,961 --> 00:17:25,962
- Oh, my God, that's amazing.
- Mm-hmm.
322
00:17:25,963 --> 00:17:27,672
- But we don't know
if that's what he wanted,
323
00:17:27,673 --> 00:17:29,340
and it's not like
we can ask him.
324
00:17:29,341 --> 00:17:31,259
- Well, um,
325
00:17:31,260 --> 00:17:33,553
I do have an idea,
but you have to promise
326
00:17:33,554 --> 00:17:34,763
not to make fun of me.
327
00:17:34,764 --> 00:17:36,514
- I can't promise you that.
328
00:17:36,515 --> 00:17:39,517
- Okay, well,
I'll tell you anyway.
329
00:17:39,518 --> 00:17:41,394
I do know
330
00:17:41,395 --> 00:17:43,981
a really good psychic.
331
00:17:46,066 --> 00:17:48,693
- Okay, so we're not...
we're not joking around now?
332
00:17:48,694 --> 00:17:50,528
- My mom's never joking
about psychics.
333
00:17:50,529 --> 00:17:53,739
- You know, I just have
to say something.
334
00:17:53,740 --> 00:17:54,741
- Mm-hmm.
335
00:17:54,742 --> 00:17:56,325
- This has been
a crisis of faith
336
00:17:56,326 --> 00:17:58,452
kind of a year for me,
337
00:17:58,453 --> 00:18:00,621
and I don't know
whether I believe
338
00:18:00,622 --> 00:18:02,540
in any of that stuff anymore.
339
00:18:02,541 --> 00:18:05,001
But when Richard and I were
340
00:18:05,002 --> 00:18:08,171
deciding whether to start
a family, we flipped a coin.
341
00:18:08,172 --> 00:18:10,548
Heads we tried,
and tails we didn't.
342
00:18:10,549 --> 00:18:12,300
And whenever it came up heads
we were relieved,
343
00:18:12,301 --> 00:18:14,802
and whenever it came up tails
we were disappointed.
344
00:18:14,803 --> 00:18:18,347
And the flip didn't make
the decision.
345
00:18:18,348 --> 00:18:20,933
It just... it just helped us
346
00:18:20,934 --> 00:18:23,353
understand what it was
that we really wanted.
347
00:18:25,898 --> 00:18:28,900
- You want to just skip
the psychic and flip a coin?
348
00:18:28,901 --> 00:18:31,319
- I think we have
something that's bigger
349
00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,029
than a yes or no question.
350
00:18:33,030 --> 00:18:34,447
- Do you believe this stuff?
351
00:18:34,448 --> 00:18:36,282
- I mean I don't...
352
00:18:36,283 --> 00:18:37,993
think I do, but...
353
00:18:40,120 --> 00:18:42,747
I don't have any better idea,
354
00:18:42,748 --> 00:18:47,710
so at this point I'm...
I'm willing to try anything.
355
00:18:47,711 --> 00:18:50,838
[crickets chirping]
356
00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:52,841
- [popping lips]
357
00:19:06,146 --> 00:19:07,939
- Are you getting something?
358
00:19:07,940 --> 00:19:10,275
- It's a car.
359
00:19:11,568 --> 00:19:13,402
A broken car.
360
00:19:13,403 --> 00:19:16,281
that needs to go to
an auto shop.
361
00:19:17,950 --> 00:19:19,618
Something about a mechanic.
362
00:19:21,620 --> 00:19:24,247
- Yeah. That doesn't mean
anything to me.
363
00:19:24,248 --> 00:19:26,291
- Well, i-it does to me.
364
00:19:28,168 --> 00:19:30,170
- I have a connection now.
365
00:19:32,172 --> 00:19:33,881
You can talk to him.
366
00:19:33,882 --> 00:19:37,635
[soft music]
367
00:19:37,636 --> 00:19:39,096
- Matt.
368
00:19:41,014 --> 00:19:43,475
We want to know...
369
00:19:45,102 --> 00:19:48,856
If we have your blessing
to publish your comic book.
370
00:19:50,315 --> 00:19:52,609
Is that what you want?
371
00:19:55,821 --> 00:19:57,614
- He says he wants you
to decide.
372
00:19:59,741 --> 00:20:02,618
- But we can't,
so that's why we need him
373
00:20:02,619 --> 00:20:04,537
to tell us what to do.
374
00:20:04,538 --> 00:20:06,998
- Uh-huh.
375
00:20:06,999 --> 00:20:09,334
He says he loves you both.
376
00:20:10,502 --> 00:20:13,797
And he wants you to do
what's best for the two of you.
377
00:20:14,923 --> 00:20:17,967
You're here.
He's not.
378
00:20:17,968 --> 00:20:19,969
That's why he wants
the decision to be yours.
379
00:20:19,970 --> 00:20:21,596
- I want to ask a question.
380
00:20:21,597 --> 00:20:24,182
- Of course.
381
00:20:24,183 --> 00:20:25,184
- Matt...
382
00:20:27,060 --> 00:20:29,228
What were you thinking...
383
00:20:29,229 --> 00:20:31,230
The last minute of your life?
384
00:20:31,231 --> 00:20:32,733
- [tearfully] Danny.
385
00:20:33,734 --> 00:20:36,652
- I need you to stay calm
and keep your heart open
386
00:20:36,653 --> 00:20:38,154
if I'm gonna hold
the connection.
387
00:20:38,155 --> 00:20:39,865
- Okay.
388
00:20:44,328 --> 00:20:46,413
- He says...
389
00:20:48,874 --> 00:20:50,249
He wasn't.
390
00:20:50,250 --> 00:20:52,418
- He...
391
00:20:52,419 --> 00:20:54,921
He wasn't thinking?
392
00:20:54,922 --> 00:20:57,089
What does that mean,
he... he wasn't thinking,
393
00:20:57,090 --> 00:20:59,008
and that's why he jumped?
394
00:20:59,009 --> 00:21:01,093
He wasn't thinking because
he was falling?
395
00:21:01,094 --> 00:21:02,553
What does that mean?
396
00:21:02,554 --> 00:21:04,096
- I'm having a hard time
hearing.
397
00:21:04,097 --> 00:21:05,765
I don't know how long
I can keep him here.
398
00:21:05,766 --> 00:21:09,393
- No, no, no, no, you have
to tell him to hold on.
399
00:21:09,394 --> 00:21:12,355
Tell him to stay,
because I don't to lose him,
400
00:21:12,356 --> 00:21:14,273
and I can't.
401
00:21:14,274 --> 00:21:17,276
I can't lose him.
Um...
402
00:21:17,277 --> 00:21:20,154
I will do anything.
Just...
403
00:21:20,155 --> 00:21:21,739
tell him to stay here.
404
00:21:21,740 --> 00:21:23,367
Please.
405
00:21:24,952 --> 00:21:26,578
- I'm sorry.
406
00:21:27,663 --> 00:21:29,790
He's gone.
407
00:21:55,524 --> 00:21:57,484
- Well, that was a lot.
408
00:21:59,194 --> 00:22:01,654
- Yeah, it was.
409
00:22:01,655 --> 00:22:03,657
- You okay?
410
00:22:06,285 --> 00:22:08,287
- Just need to know
if he did it or not.
411
00:22:15,043 --> 00:22:17,086
- There's...
412
00:22:17,087 --> 00:22:20,132
a woman in group
whose sister hanged herself.
413
00:22:21,383 --> 00:22:23,843
And she always says,
414
00:22:23,844 --> 00:22:26,554
"My sister didn't kill herself.
415
00:22:26,555 --> 00:22:29,391
Mental illness killed
my sister."
416
00:22:32,561 --> 00:22:36,439
So it was either an accident
417
00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:38,858
or a disease.
418
00:22:38,859 --> 00:22:42,196
But either way,
it wasn't Matt.
419
00:22:44,781 --> 00:22:46,866
- I still need to know.
420
00:22:46,867 --> 00:22:48,743
- Danny, I don't think
421
00:22:48,744 --> 00:22:51,038
either of us
are ever gonna know.
422
00:22:54,166 --> 00:22:57,920
And I think we're both
gonna have to live with that.
423
00:23:02,049 --> 00:23:03,508
I'm gonna ask Matt's editor
424
00:23:03,509 --> 00:23:05,385
to publish his comic
without the ending.
425
00:23:08,138 --> 00:23:10,015
I need that to happen for him.
426
00:23:12,309 --> 00:23:13,936
I need it for me.
427
00:23:16,230 --> 00:23:17,897
- You have to do
what you have to do.
428
00:23:17,898 --> 00:23:19,650
- Yeah.
429
00:23:24,530 --> 00:23:26,572
- And so do I.
430
00:23:26,573 --> 00:23:28,784
And I can't hang out
with you anymore.
431
00:23:30,994 --> 00:23:32,829
- I'm sorry?
432
00:23:37,626 --> 00:23:39,962
- It's just too hard
to be around you.
433
00:23:43,090 --> 00:23:44,675
- Okay.
434
00:23:47,261 --> 00:23:50,179
- I'll see you.
435
00:23:50,180 --> 00:23:52,557
- See you.
436
00:23:52,558 --> 00:23:58,564
[solemn music]
437
00:24:05,571 --> 00:24:08,614
[whispers] Oh, God.
438
00:24:08,615 --> 00:24:10,742
[engine turns over]
439
00:24:14,413 --> 00:24:17,249
[car drives away]
440
00:24:19,084 --> 00:24:25,090
[thoughtful music]
441
00:25:00,834 --> 00:25:06,840
[thoughtful music continues]
442
00:25:40,499 --> 00:25:43,252
- Hey, honey.
- Hi.
443
00:25:45,295 --> 00:25:46,963
- So what did Tara say?
444
00:25:46,964 --> 00:25:49,674
- She said...
445
00:25:49,675 --> 00:25:54,095
Matt wants me to do
what's best for me.
446
00:25:54,096 --> 00:25:57,098
- And what do you think
is best for you?
447
00:25:57,099 --> 00:25:59,433
- Well, I have to
448
00:25:59,434 --> 00:26:02,270
stop being in pain every
minute of the day,
449
00:26:02,271 --> 00:26:06,108
'cause I can't survive
like this.
450
00:26:07,860 --> 00:26:11,654
But if the pain stops...
451
00:26:11,655 --> 00:26:15,491
then he's gone and I...
452
00:26:15,492 --> 00:26:18,161
I can't survive that either.
453
00:26:19,872 --> 00:26:22,249
[light tapping]
454
00:26:30,632 --> 00:26:33,467
- Do you remember when
you were in elementary school
455
00:26:33,468 --> 00:26:36,429
and I read you a fairy tale
every night before bed?
456
00:26:36,430 --> 00:26:38,389
- Mm-hmm.
- And you used to say me,
457
00:26:38,390 --> 00:26:39,765
"Why did they go
into the woods?
458
00:26:39,766 --> 00:26:41,851
"There are witches and monsters
in the woods.
459
00:26:41,852 --> 00:26:43,686
Why did they go
into the woods?"
460
00:26:43,687 --> 00:26:45,438
- Yeah,
why do they go in there?
461
00:26:45,439 --> 00:26:47,900
- Because it's the scariest
place.
462
00:26:49,234 --> 00:26:51,027
You have to go to
the scariest place
463
00:26:51,028 --> 00:26:54,322
to find out who are you,
who you're gonna be.
464
00:26:54,323 --> 00:26:56,073
- The woods suck.
465
00:26:56,074 --> 00:26:59,076
- Yes, they do,
but there's no way around it.
466
00:26:59,077 --> 00:27:01,622
The only way through it
is through it.
467
00:27:03,457 --> 00:27:05,791
Anyone hungry?
468
00:27:05,792 --> 00:27:07,585
Should we order in?
- Mmm.
469
00:27:07,586 --> 00:27:09,129
- I'll get some menus.
470
00:27:15,135 --> 00:27:17,346
- [laughing]
471
00:27:20,891 --> 00:27:23,018
[laughing]
- What?
472
00:27:26,813 --> 00:27:30,399
- I just remembered
Matt's joke.
473
00:27:30,400 --> 00:27:32,360
- Human mechanic,
penguin driver.
474
00:27:32,361 --> 00:27:33,529
- Okay, I'm with you.
- Yeah.
475
00:27:33,530 --> 00:27:35,238
No, fair enough.
Yeah, it was a good question.
476
00:27:35,239 --> 00:27:37,323
- Human mechanic,
penguin driver.
477
00:27:37,324 --> 00:27:38,741
Keep going.
- Yes. Okay.
478
00:27:38,742 --> 00:27:41,536
So a penguin
goes to mechanic
479
00:27:41,537 --> 00:27:43,120
and while his car's
being fixed,
480
00:27:43,121 --> 00:27:44,664
he goes across the street
to get some ice cream
481
00:27:44,665 --> 00:27:46,666
from some gas station.
- Okay.
482
00:27:46,667 --> 00:27:50,294
- And he comes out and he has
ice cream all over his beak.
483
00:27:50,295 --> 00:27:52,088
And he goes to the mechanic,
484
00:27:52,089 --> 00:27:54,215
the mechanic's wiping his hands
on this rag, and he says,
485
00:27:54,216 --> 00:27:56,509
"Oh, man, looks like
you blew a seal."
486
00:27:56,510 --> 00:27:58,719
And the penguin says,
487
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:01,055
"Oh, no, no, no,
that's just ice cream."
488
00:28:01,056 --> 00:28:02,932
- [chuckles]
Oh, no.
489
00:28:02,933 --> 00:28:04,767
- Yeah, I should have told you
it was a dumb joke.
490
00:28:04,768 --> 00:28:06,435
- It was a dumb joke. Yeah.
[laughing]
491
00:28:06,436 --> 00:28:07,854
- Yeah.
492
00:28:07,855 --> 00:28:09,772
- But I really like
the way you told it.
493
00:28:09,773 --> 00:28:11,066
- Do you really?
494
00:28:11,067 --> 00:28:12,900
- You're a very compelling
storyteller.
495
00:28:12,901 --> 00:28:14,360
- Okay.
- [laughs]
496
00:28:14,361 --> 00:28:16,445
- Okay.
[laughs]
497
00:28:16,446 --> 00:28:19,699
I'm Matt.
- I'm Leigh.
498
00:28:19,700 --> 00:28:26,372
[bluesy music plays]
499
00:28:26,373 --> 00:28:28,584
[laughing]
500
00:28:42,139 --> 00:28:44,057
[phone vibrates]
501
00:28:46,226 --> 00:28:48,187
[vibrating]
502
00:28:57,946 --> 00:28:59,990
[continues vibrating]
503
00:29:09,833 --> 00:29:11,375
- [sighs]
504
00:29:11,376 --> 00:29:12,920
[electronic chime]
505
00:29:20,802 --> 00:29:26,808
[ambient music]
506
00:29:32,481 --> 00:29:34,691
- Hey, Matt.
It's me.
507
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:38,819
I just don't get it, bro.
508
00:29:38,820 --> 00:29:42,114
I'm trying, but I can't.
509
00:29:42,115 --> 00:29:43,992
You are such an idiot.
510
00:29:45,118 --> 00:29:46,786
I don't know
if it was an accident
511
00:29:46,787 --> 00:29:48,329
or a choice,
512
00:29:48,330 --> 00:29:51,123
but whatever the hell it was,
it was stupid.
513
00:29:51,124 --> 00:29:53,877
It was just stupid
because you had everything.
514
00:29:55,254 --> 00:29:57,005
You had Leigh.
515
00:30:01,426 --> 00:30:03,219
I never really got
what you saw in her,
516
00:30:03,220 --> 00:30:04,888
to be honest, man...
517
00:30:06,723 --> 00:30:08,683
But I get it, I guess.
518
00:30:08,684 --> 00:30:11,811
I-I get how...
you fell in love with her
519
00:30:11,812 --> 00:30:13,480
because...
520
00:30:14,940 --> 00:30:16,816
Because I d...
521
00:30:16,817 --> 00:30:18,986
'cause I think I am too.
522
00:30:23,198 --> 00:30:24,740
- [sighs]
523
00:30:24,741 --> 00:30:30,539
[soft stirring music]
524
00:31:09,786 --> 00:31:13,080
[soft laughing]
525
00:31:13,081 --> 00:31:14,833
[exhales]
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