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DEAR SALLY,
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YOU SHOULD PROBABLY
BE SITTING DOWN FOR THIS.
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FIRST OF ALL, EVERYTHING
WAS PERFECTLY FINE.
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I MEAN, YOU KNOW, ON PAPER.
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HIGH SCHOOL WAS GOING
EXACTLY AS IT WAS SUPPOSED TO.
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I MEAN, IN THREE MONTHS,
I'D BE AT STANFORD PRE-MED,
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THEN IN FOUR YEARS,
STANFORD MED SCHOOL,
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THEN I'D START MY
FOUR-YEAR RESIDENCY
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AT ONE OF THE
STANFORD HOSPITALS.
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MY DAD WAS THRILLED, YOU KNOW,
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BECAUSE HE'S BASICALLY HAD
MY LIFE PLANNED OUT FOR ME
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SINCE I WAS PRETTY
MUCH A ZYGOTE.
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Woman: CLAIRE JESSICA CORMAN.
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Felicity: I WAS
SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE
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ACTUALLY LOOKING
FORWARD TO THEIR LIVES.
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Woman: BENJAMIN
STEVEN COVINGTON.
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Woman: FELICITY ELIZABETH
PORTER GRADUATES WITH HONORS.
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Felicity: MY PARENTS' REACTION
WAS TYPICALLY UNDERSTATED.
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Woman: SO ON THIS DAY,
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UNDOUBTEDLY ONE OF THE
MOST EXCITING OF YOUR LIVES,
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I URGE YOU TO SAVOR
THE POSSIBILITIES.
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EMBRACE LIFE,
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BECAUSE THESE DAYS
WILL NOT COME AGAIN.
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Felicity: THEY SAY THAT CRASH
VICTIMS... PEOPLE WHO LOSE A LIMB...
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THAT THEY CAN STILL FEEL THE MISSING
ARM OR LEG, EVEN AFTER IT'S GONE.
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IT'S CALLED "PHANTOM
PAIN," RIGHT?
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WELL, SUDDENLY I HAD
THIS HORRIBLE THOUGHT...
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WHAT IF HIGH SCHOOL WENT
AWAY BUT THE FEELING OF IT DIDN'T?
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I-I MEAN, I-I DIDN'T FEEL JOY
OR SORROW OR ANTICIPATION.
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THINGS WERE GOING SO WELL,
BUT ALL I COULD FEEL WAS...
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WAS DREAD.
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THREE YEARS AGO, I HELD A
PINT OF BEN COVINGTON'S BLOOD.
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I WAS VOLUNTEERING AT
THE 10th-GRADE BLOOD DRIVE.
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THAT'S JUST ABOUT AS
CLOSE AS WE EVER GOT.
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IT'S FUNNY.
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SOMETIMES IT'S THE
SMALLEST DECISIONS
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THAT CAN PRETTY MUCH
CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOREVER.
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Woman: SO PROUD OF YOU!
Young man: MOM, YOU KNOW WHAT?
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YOU KNOW WHAT? I CANNOT DEAL
WITH THIS TODAY. NOT TODAY, ALL RIGHT?
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FINE.
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NOT TODAY.
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FINE.
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EXCUSE ME. YEAH.
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I'M FELICITY PORTER.
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YEAH, I KNOW. I'M BEN.
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YEAH, I KNOW.
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I... I WAS JUST
WONDERING IF, UM,
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YOU WOULD MIND
SIGNING MY YEARBOOK.
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I DON'T HAVE MINE WITH
ME. OH, GOSH, THAT'S OKAY.
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I... HERE'S A PEN FOR YOU.
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THANKS.
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I JUST GOT IT TODAY. THAT'S WHY, YOU
KNOW, THERE AREN'T ANY SIGNATURES.
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EXCEPT FOR, UH, MR. JOHNSON,
WHO'S HERE TODAY SOMEWHERE,
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WHICH I WAS SURPRISED ABOUT.
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ANYWHERE WOULD BE GREAT.
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CAN YOU GIVE ME JUST
A MINUTE... TO DO THIS?
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OH, YEAH.
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YEAH, SURE.
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I'LL...
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THANKS FOR ASKING.
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OH...
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GOOD LUCK ON, YOU KNOW...
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YEAH. YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. YOU TOO.
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I'LL SEE YOU.
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OKAY.
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SO... THIS IS WHAT
BEN COVINGTON WROTE.
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"DEAR FELICITY, HERE IT GOES...
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"I'VE WATCHED YOU
FOR FOUR YEARS,
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"ALWAYS WONDERED
WHAT YOU WERE LIKE,
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"WHAT WAS GOING ON IN YOUR MIND
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"ALL THAT TIME WHEN YOU
WERE SO QUIET, JUST THINKING,
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"DRAWING IN YOUR NOTEBOOK.
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"I SHOULD'VE JUST ASKED
YOU, BUT I NEVER ASKED YOU.
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"SO NOW, FOUR YEARS
LATER, I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU.
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"BUT I ADMIRE YOU.
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"WELL, THIS MAKES
ME SOUND CRAZY,
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"BUT I'M OKAY WITH THAT.
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"SO TAKE CARE OF
YOURSELF. LOVE, BEN.
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"P.S. I WOULD'VE
SAID KEEP IN TOUCH,
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BUT UNFORTUNATELY WE
NEVER WERE IN TOUCH."
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HEY!
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WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO COLLEGE?
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NEW YORK. WHAT ABOUT YOU?
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THAT'S... PRETTY UNCLEAR.
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SUDDENLY... I KNEW WHAT
EVERYONE ELSE WAS FEELING.
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HOW LONG'S THIS BEEN
GOING ON IN YOUR MIND?
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COULD YOU HAVE WAITED ANY
LONGER TO DROP THIS BOMB?
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I TOLD YOU... I DECIDED TODAY.
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I CALLED THEM, AND
THEY SAID IT WOULD TAKE
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EXTRAORDINARY CIRCUMSTANCES
TO ADMIT SOMEONE AT THIS LATE...
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ALL RIGHT.
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IF YOU WANT TO MAKE
THIS DECISION, FINE.
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BUT I WILL NOT, IN ANY WAY,
FINANCIALLY SUPPORT IT.
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THEY'RE SENDING THE
STUDENT-LOANS... LOANS?
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AND THE WORK-STUDY FORMS
WITH A LATE APPLICATION.
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I-I WORKED THIS HARD SO YOU WOULDN'T
HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I DID.
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NO, DAD, YOU MADE IT SO I'D HAVE TO
GO THROUGH EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID!
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I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO FOLLOW
IN YOUR FOOTSTEPS, BUT I JUST...
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BASICALLY, I CAN'T.
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THAT WAS THE WORST
SUMMER OF MY LIFE.
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SO, BASICALLY,
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I'VE GIVEN UP EVERYTHING MY
PARENTS EVER PLANNED FOR ME,
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EVERYTHING I EVER EXPECTED,
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ALL FOR A BOY I DON'T EVEN KNOW.
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I GUESS WHAT I'M SAYING IS,
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THIS ALL MIGHT BE A COLOSSAL
MISTAKE, AS MY DAD WOULD SAY.
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BUT ON THE OTHER
HAND, IT MIGHT...
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MAYBE IT'LL SAVE MY
LIFE OR SOMETHING.
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I DON'T KNOW.
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PLEASE RESPOND A.S.A.P.
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I MISS YOU.
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LOVE, FELICITY.
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NEXT, PLEASE.
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OH, SORRY. THANKS.
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UM...
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HI. HOW ARE YOU?
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GREAT. JUST LOOK
AT THE DOT, PLEASE.
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IS MY... IS MY HAIR A DISASTER?
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PLEASE BE HONEST, BECAUSE I, UH, I'M
GONNA HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS PICTURE
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FOR THE NEXT FOUR YEARS,
AND THAT'S A REALLY LONG TIME.
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HEY!
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WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
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HI!
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I'M... THIS IS... I'M GOING...
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THIS IS WHERE I'M GOING.
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I TOTALLY FORGOT
YOU WERE GOING HERE.
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THAT IS SO UNBELIEVABLE. HEY.
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I KNOW THIS GIRL FROM
HIGH SCHOOL. THIS IS SUSAN.
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THIS IS, UM... THIS IS, UM...
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UM... FELICITY.
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FELICITY. WOW. SO
I'LL SEE YOU AROUND?
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Felicity: I, UM...
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I BASICALLY...
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HAVEN'T REALLY...
HAD A LOT OF TIME... YET
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TO, UH, REVIEW THE
CLASSES AND SCHEDULES.
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I GUESS I JUST NEED A
LITTLE TIME TO CATCH UP.
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BECAUSE, YOU KNOW,
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THERE'S A LOT TO
CONSIDER NOW THAT, UH...
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I'M HERE.
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I GOT A PHONE CALL
FROM YOUR PARENTS.
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YOU'RE NOT THE FIRST STUDENT
WHOSE PARENTS WEREN'T 100%
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ABOUT THEIR KID GOING
TO A PARTICULAR COLLEGE.
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THEY'RE, UH, CONCERNED.
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THEY'RE MORE THAN
CONCERNED. THEY'RE INSULTED.
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SO DO YOU THINK THAT MY
COMING HERE WAS A BAD IDEA, TOO?
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WELL, REALLY ONLY
YOU CAN ANSWER THAT.
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WHAT I CAN TELL YOU IS
THAT, WELL, NEW YORK...
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THE CITY AS WELL
AS THE UNIVERSITY...
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CAN BE A LITTLE OVERWHELMING
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AND IS OFTEN BEST SUITED
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FOR THE INDEPENDENTLY
MINDED STUDENT,
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AND YOUR PARENTS SEEM TO IMPLY
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THAT... YOU MIGHT NOT
FIT INTO THAT CATEGORY.
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DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIFIC
INTERESTS OUTSIDE OF MEDICINE?
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I-I DRAW SOMETIMES. I PAINT.
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I BROUGHT YOU SOME...
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YOU KNOW, SOME SAMPLES.
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FOR WHATEVER IT'S WORTH.
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MY PARENTS SAID THAT?
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WHEN WE GET THROUGH WITH HIM,
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ALEXANDER POPE WILL HAVE
BECOME YOUR FAVORITE DIMINUTIVE,
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CATHOLIC, ENGLISH,
HUNCHBACK POET
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IN THE WHOLE WORLD.
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I'VE BEEN DOING
THIS A LOT OF YEARS,
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AND I KNOW WHAT'S ON MOST
OF YOUR MINDS RIGHT NOW,
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SO LET ME ANSWER SOME OF THE
INEVITABLE FRESHMAN QUESTIONS,
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OR, AS I REFER TO
THEM, THE "FQs."
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YES, I GRADE ON A CURVE...
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BUT BREATHE EASY...
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WHICH IS NOT TO SAY THAT I
HAVEN'T HAD THE DISPLEASURE
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OF HANDING OUT SOME
INCOMPLETES OVER THE YEARS.
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BUT LOOKING AT THIS GROUP,
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I AM CONFIDENT THAT WILL
NOT BE THE CASE THIS YEAR.
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UNLESS I'M WRONG.
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AND I'VE BEEN WRONG BEFORE.
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IT'S JUST EVERYTHING.
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BEING IN NEW YORK, YOU KNOW,
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AND... AND TRYING TO GET MY
COURSE SCHEDULE ALL FIGURED OUT...
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IT'S JUST... A LITTLE
OVERWHELMING, I GUESS.
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GOD, IT IS SO GOOD TO HEAR
SOMEBODY ELSE SAY THAT.
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IT'S DIFFICULT, RIGHT? JUST
FIGURING OUT THE SYSTEM.
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YOU KNOW, THE ONLY TWO
CLASSES I WANTED WERE FILLED
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BY THE TIME I EVEN GOT HERE.
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YEAH, I KNOW.
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AND I HAVE THIS REALLY
MYSTERIOUS ROOMMATE SITUATION.
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
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I HAVEN'T EVEN MET HER YET.
SHE DOESN'T SLEEP IN OUR ROOM.
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AND SHE HAS THESE...
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THESE BONE SCULPTURES.
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MY ROOMMATE HAS THIS PHOBIA.
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OF WHAT?
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WELL, SHE CLEANS EVERYTHING.
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EVERYTHING IN THE ROOM SMELLS
LIKE PINE, WHICH IS DISGUSTING.
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COME ON.
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I SWEAR TO GOD.
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SHE WEARS A FACE MASK
WHEN SHE GOES OUT.
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YOU MIGHT'VE SEEN HER.
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THAT'S CRAZY. THAT'S MY POINT.
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YOU KNOW, I KNOW
IT'S JUST COLLEGE,
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BUT IT'S SORT OF
TERRIFYING, ISN'T IT?
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IT'S TERRIFYING.
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OH, MY GOD. THAT
IS SO EMBARRASSING.
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THAT IS SO SOMETHING I WOULD DO.
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I CANNOT BELIEVE
THAT THAT'S NOT ME.
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WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?
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I'LL... BE RIGHT BACK.
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BY THE WAY, I'M FELICITY.
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I'M JULIE.
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SO, WHAT'S GOING ON?
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UM...
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I JUST WANT TO, UH, PREFACE
THIS BY SAYING THAT, UH,
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I DON'T WANT YOU TO FEEL WEIRD
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ABOUT ANYTHING I'M
ABOUT TO SAY AT ALL.
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OKAY.
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UH... THE THING IS...
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I CAME TO NEW YORK, UM...
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MOSTLY BECAUSE OF YOU.
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YEAH, I HAD THESE, UH,
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SORT OF, UM, INTENSE
FEELINGS FOR YOU
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BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL, AND, UH,
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E-EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT WE NEVER
REALLY TALKED BEFORE GRADUATION
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EXCEPT THAT ONE TIME WHEN I, UH,
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WAS PASSING OUT FLIERS
FOR THE BLOOD DRIVE...
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ANYWAY,
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MAYBE THE FACT THAT
WE NEVER DID TALK
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WAS WHY I HAD THOSE FEELINGS.
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BECAUSE NOW, OF COURSE,
228
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I REALIZE NOW THAT IT
WAS A CRAZY THING TO DO
229
00:14:15,121 --> 00:14:17,555
TO FOLLOW SOMEONE I
DON'T KNOW 3,000 MILES,
230
00:14:17,623 --> 00:14:21,292
AND I SORT OF PANICKED ABOUT IT, BUT I
JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M PAST THAT,
231
00:14:21,361 --> 00:14:23,794
AND I'M... I'M TOTALLY
OKAY WITH IT NOW.
232
00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:25,196
I MEAN IT, YOU KNOW?
233
00:14:25,265 --> 00:14:27,798
BECAUSE IT'S NOT REALLY
ABOUT YOU SO MUCH ANYMORE.
234
00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:30,768
I'M HERE NOW, YOU KNOW...
235
00:14:30,836 --> 00:14:33,271
UH, BECAUSE...
236
00:14:33,339 --> 00:14:35,005
I'M HERE.
237
00:14:41,481 --> 00:14:45,483
SO, UM... WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?
238
00:14:48,221 --> 00:14:49,487
I'M... HONESTLY?
239
00:14:49,555 --> 00:14:52,056
HONESTLY, I'M JUST...
240
00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:54,893
I'M JUST... I'M FLATTERED. GOOD.
241
00:14:54,961 --> 00:14:56,438
BY THE WHOLE
THING, I'M FLATTERED.
242
00:14:56,462 --> 00:14:57,606
I AM. GOOD.
243
00:14:57,630 --> 00:15:00,564
THAT'S REALLY A
PERFECT, PERFECT ANSWER.
244
00:15:00,633 --> 00:15:01,766
OKAY.
245
00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:04,569
SO, UH, CAN WE JUST BE FRIENDS?
246
00:15:04,637 --> 00:15:06,047
YEAH, SURE. GREAT.
247
00:15:06,071 --> 00:15:07,338
OF COURSE. YEAH.
248
00:15:07,407 --> 00:15:08,407
OKAY.
249
00:15:18,017 --> 00:15:19,995
Felicity: WORK-STUDY
ISN'T SO BAD, REALLY.
250
00:15:20,019 --> 00:15:22,953
I FILE STUDENT APPLICATIONS
IN THE ADMISSIONS OFFICE
251
00:15:23,023 --> 00:15:26,335
THREE HOURS, THREE TIMES A WEEK. THE
ONE RULE... THE ONLY REAL SERIOUS RULE...
252
00:15:26,359 --> 00:15:29,338
♪ BABY, WHAT CAN I DO? ♪ IS TO RESPECT
THE CONFIDENTIALITY OF THE DOCUMENTS,
253
00:15:29,362 --> 00:15:31,296
WHICH MEANS, OF COURSE,
254
00:15:31,364 --> 00:15:33,342
♪ I'VE BEEN OUT ♪ THAT I'M
NOT SUPPOSED TO READ THEM.
255
00:15:33,366 --> 00:15:35,899
♪ SEARCHING FOR YOU ♪
256
00:15:35,968 --> 00:15:38,202
♪ I'VE GOT A FEELING
ALL I NEED... ♪
257
00:15:38,271 --> 00:15:40,304
OKAY, WELL, DAD... ALL RIGHT.
258
00:15:40,373 --> 00:15:41,983
I'M SORRY, BUT THIS ISN'T ABOUT
259
00:15:42,007 --> 00:15:44,686
WHAT UNCLE HARVEY DEEPLY FEELS
I SHOULD BE DOING WITH MY LIFE.
260
00:15:44,710 --> 00:15:46,577
YOU KNOW WHAT?
261
00:15:46,646 --> 00:15:49,926
I HAVE TO GO. I-I'M GONNA GET OFF
THE PHONE, ALL RIGHT, YOU GUYS?
262
00:15:49,983 --> 00:15:53,417
OKAY, CAN I HANG UP NOW, PLEASE?
263
00:15:53,486 --> 00:15:55,253
THANKS. BYE.
264
00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:57,655
SORRY! OH, GOD!
265
00:15:57,723 --> 00:15:59,602
AAH! SORRY. I DIDN'T
MEAN TO DO THAT.
266
00:15:59,626 --> 00:16:01,359
UH, FELICITY, RIGHT?
267
00:16:01,427 --> 00:16:03,505
I'M NOEL. I'M... I'M THE
R.A... I'M NOT A STALKER...
268
00:16:03,529 --> 00:16:06,375
THE RESIDENT ADVISOR ON THE FLOOR...
ROOM... ROOM 729, END OF THE HALL.
269
00:16:06,399 --> 00:16:09,245
JUST, YOU KNOW, JUST STOPPING
BY TO SAY YO AND WELCOME
270
00:16:09,269 --> 00:16:11,780
AND... AND, UH, IF THERE'S
EVER ANYTHING YOU NEED,
271
00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:13,682
I'M KIND OF LIKE THE...
THE FLOOR SHRINK,
272
00:16:13,706 --> 00:16:15,640
SO JUST, UH, JUST KNOCK.
273
00:16:15,708 --> 00:16:17,475
ANYTIME. OKAY?
274
00:16:17,543 --> 00:16:19,821
UH, AND SORRY
ABOUT THE SCARY PART.
275
00:16:19,845 --> 00:16:21,312
THAT'S OKAY.
276
00:16:21,381 --> 00:16:22,981
OKAY.
277
00:16:27,820 --> 00:16:29,953
IS NOW A BAD TIME?
278
00:16:33,626 --> 00:16:35,259
I WAS CONSUMED BY TEMPTATION,
279
00:16:35,328 --> 00:16:37,928
WHICH I'VE... I'VE NEVER BEEN
CONSUMED BY TEMPTATION BEFORE.
280
00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:39,757
AND REMEMBER THE,
UH, ESSAY QUESTION WAS,
281
00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:42,300
"WHAT WAS THE EVENT THAT
MOST CHANGED YOUR LIFE," RIGHT?
282
00:16:42,368 --> 00:16:45,436
I MEAN, SO HERE WAS THIS CHANCE TO
REALLY LEARN A LOT ABOUT THIS GUY.
283
00:16:45,505 --> 00:16:48,417
SO WHAT, YOU READ THIS GUY
BEN'S COLLEGE APPLICATION ESSAY?
284
00:16:50,043 --> 00:16:52,876
YOU PHOTOCOPIED THIS GUY
BEN'S COLLEGE APPLICATION ESSAY.
285
00:16:52,945 --> 00:16:54,112
IS THAT BAD?
286
00:16:55,215 --> 00:16:58,116
OH, JUST READ IT, PLEASE.
287
00:16:59,552 --> 00:17:01,597
UH, "I NEVER LIKED
MY OLDER BROTHER.
288
00:17:01,621 --> 00:17:03,164
"HE WAS TOO WELL-BEHAVED,
TOO HANDSOME,
289
00:17:03,188 --> 00:17:05,155
"TOO TALENTED, TOO MUCH.
290
00:17:05,224 --> 00:17:08,137
"UNTIL I WAS 13, I LIVED LIKE A
CIMMERIAN, IN PERPETUAL DARKNESS...
291
00:17:08,161 --> 00:17:10,139
"THE DARKNESS OF
JONATHAN'S SHADOW.
292
00:17:10,163 --> 00:17:14,532
IN 1992, JONATHAN
DIED OF BRAIN CANCER."
293
00:17:18,771 --> 00:17:22,040
JUST, UH, S-SKIP DOWN TO THERE.
294
00:17:23,175 --> 00:17:25,409
UH, "AND AS I HELD THE
COLLEGE APPLICATION,
295
00:17:25,478 --> 00:17:27,845
"IT OCCURRED TO ME...
ALTHOUGH IT WAS HIS DREAM,
296
00:17:27,913 --> 00:17:30,148
"THIS WAS AN ACT JONATHAN
HAD NEVER EXPERIENCED.
297
00:17:30,216 --> 00:17:32,916
"I HAD SURPASSED HIM
SIMPLY BY SURVIVING.
298
00:17:32,985 --> 00:17:34,752
"I WAS OLDER THAN MY
OLDER BROTHER NOW,
299
00:17:34,821 --> 00:17:36,687
"AND THERE, ALONE IN MY ROOM,
300
00:17:36,756 --> 00:17:38,889
"I CRIED FOR JONATHAN
FOR THE FIRST TIME,
301
00:17:38,958 --> 00:17:42,060
CRIED FOR THE LOSS, CRIED FOR
THE LOVE I NEVER KNEW I HAD."
302
00:17:46,298 --> 00:17:48,243
HERE'S WHAT I NEED TO KNOW...
303
00:17:48,267 --> 00:17:50,379
IS IT POSSIBLE TO
BE JUST FRIENDS
304
00:17:50,403 --> 00:17:53,871
WITH SOMEONE I HAVE THESE
SORT-OF IMMODERATE FEELINGS FOR,
305
00:17:53,940 --> 00:17:56,452
OR AM I DOOMED FOREVER
TO JUST BE IN LOVE
306
00:17:56,476 --> 00:17:59,077
AND ULTIMATELY, I THINK,
SIGNIFICANTLY HURT?
307
00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:02,846
ABSOLUTELY, YOU CAN
BE FRIENDS WITH BEN.
308
00:18:02,915 --> 00:18:05,294
REALLY? YEAH, BECAUSE, SEE,
YOU'RE NEW HERE, ALL RIGHT?
309
00:18:05,318 --> 00:18:06,628
AND YOUR EMOTIONS
ARE HEIGHTENED.
310
00:18:06,652 --> 00:18:08,018
EVERYTHING'S HEIGHTENED.
311
00:18:08,088 --> 00:18:10,855
EVERYTHING'S... EVERYTHING'S SO
MUCH HIGHER THAN USUAL, RIGHT?
312
00:18:10,923 --> 00:18:13,691
SO... SO GIVE IT A MONTH...
AND THINGS WILL NORMALIZE.
313
00:18:13,759 --> 00:18:15,526
I SWEAR. OKAY?
314
00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:17,595
TRUST ME. I'M THE R.A.
315
00:18:20,366 --> 00:18:21,265
OKAY.
316
00:18:21,334 --> 00:18:23,774
I'M... YOU'RE RIGHT.
YOU'RE RIGHT!
317
00:18:29,275 --> 00:18:30,741
THANK YOU.
318
00:18:30,810 --> 00:18:33,311
THANK YOU, NOEL.
319
00:18:34,547 --> 00:18:36,046
YOU'RE WELCOME, FELICITY.
320
00:18:39,786 --> 00:18:42,753
I'M MAKING AN ADJUSTMENT
TO THE GEORGE CURVE.
321
00:18:42,822 --> 00:18:45,088
I'M CONCERNED THAT SOME
OF MY INITIAL COMMENTS
322
00:18:45,157 --> 00:18:48,959
ALONG THE LINES OF, "NO
ONE WILL FAIL THIS COURSE"
323
00:18:49,028 --> 00:18:50,839
WERE TAKEN A
LITTLE TOO LITERALLY
324
00:18:50,863 --> 00:18:54,365
AND A LITTLE TOO
LIBERALLY BY MANY OF YOU.
325
00:18:54,434 --> 00:18:55,866
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
326
00:18:55,935 --> 00:18:59,069
AND NOW I KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
327
00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:02,573
SO YOU WILL SEE A
SLIGHT ADJUSTMENT
328
00:19:02,642 --> 00:19:04,308
IN TODAY'S ASSIGNMENT.
329
00:19:04,377 --> 00:19:07,022
Felicity: IT'S AMAZING HOW MUCH A
PERSON CAN CHANGE IN TWO WEEKS.
330
00:19:07,046 --> 00:19:08,211
NOEL WAS RIGHT.
331
00:19:08,280 --> 00:19:10,158
I MEAN, THE OLD ME
WOULD'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE
332
00:19:10,182 --> 00:19:11,782
TO LET GO OF MY EXPECTATIONS...
333
00:19:11,851 --> 00:19:13,662
I MEAN, IN... IN TERMS OF BEN.
334
00:19:13,686 --> 00:19:16,219
WHEN HE ASKED ME FOR HELP, HE
WANTED TO MAKE SURE, YOU KNOW,
335
00:19:16,288 --> 00:19:18,922
THAT I WAS OKAY WITH THINGS
AND THAT I WOULDN'T FEEL WEIRD,
336
00:19:18,991 --> 00:19:21,592
WHICH I THOUGHT
WAS REALLY AMAZING.
337
00:19:21,661 --> 00:19:23,639
Ben: "I CANNOT LIVE..."
SO THIS IS WHAT IT IS...
338
00:19:23,663 --> 00:19:25,163
WE'RE BECOMING FRIENDS,
339
00:19:25,231 --> 00:19:28,699
WHICH, I SWEAR TO GOD, I'M
TOTALLY OKAY WITH, SURPRISINGLY.
340
00:19:28,768 --> 00:19:31,235
WHAT DO YOU THINK
SHE MEANS BY THAT?
341
00:19:31,304 --> 00:19:32,781
OKAY.
342
00:19:32,805 --> 00:19:35,806
UM, WE COULD LOOK
AT LIFE AS JUST LIFE
343
00:19:35,875 --> 00:19:37,708
AND BEING ALIVE...
344
00:19:39,612 --> 00:19:42,380
OR MAYBE SHE MEANS ETERNAL LIFE.
345
00:19:42,448 --> 00:19:44,888
MAYBE SHE'S TALKING
ABOUT HEAVEN?
346
00:19:46,386 --> 00:19:47,818
YEAH, I THINK THAT'S RIGHT.
347
00:19:47,887 --> 00:19:51,154
I THINK... I THINK IT'S BOTH.
348
00:19:53,259 --> 00:19:55,058
OKAY.
349
00:19:56,696 --> 00:19:59,897
HOW COME YOU NEVER WENT
TO ANY PARTIES IN HIGH SCHOOL?
350
00:19:59,965 --> 00:20:02,400
I... WENT TO A COUPLE.
351
00:20:02,468 --> 00:20:04,635
JUST IN CASE YOU WEREN'T
THERE ON AWARDS DAY,
352
00:20:04,704 --> 00:20:06,671
I DIDN'T EXACTLY
WIN "MOST POPULAR."
353
00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:09,840
OH, GOD. YOU DID, DIDN'T YOU?
354
00:20:09,909 --> 00:20:12,843
UH... YOU ACTUALLY
WON "MOST POPULAR."
355
00:20:12,912 --> 00:20:15,123
YEAH. WELL, THOSE
THINGS ARE JUST STUPID.
356
00:20:16,316 --> 00:20:17,716
COME IN.
357
00:20:17,750 --> 00:20:18,849
HEY.
358
00:20:18,918 --> 00:20:20,818
HEY, I GOT YOU THIS.
359
00:20:22,388 --> 00:20:24,688
UH, IT'S A POCKET
GUIDE TO THE SUBWAY...
360
00:20:24,757 --> 00:20:26,356
SORT OF A SURVIVAL THING.
361
00:20:27,393 --> 00:20:28,393
THANKS.
362
00:20:28,460 --> 00:20:30,261
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO
DO THAT, BUT THANKS.
363
00:20:30,330 --> 00:20:32,330
YEAH, IT WAS, UH...
364
00:20:32,398 --> 00:20:34,832
DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT.
365
00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:37,201
SO...
366
00:20:38,270 --> 00:20:39,203
OKAY.
367
00:20:39,272 --> 00:20:40,771
I'LL SEE YOU.
368
00:20:44,877 --> 00:20:48,324
OH, HEY, I KNOW WE TALKED ABOUT STUDYING FOR
THE REVIEW TOMORROW AFTERNOON, BUT I CAN'T.
369
00:20:48,348 --> 00:20:49,628
I GOT CLASSES ALL DAY.
370
00:20:49,682 --> 00:20:52,015
OH. UM, WOW.
371
00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:54,284
WELL, THE REVIEW'S FRIDAY. UM...
372
00:20:54,354 --> 00:20:57,099
WELL, DO YOU WANT TO
DO IT TOMORROW NIGHT?
373
00:20:57,123 --> 00:20:59,335
BY THE WAY, HAVE YOU DONE
THE CALENDAR YET OR NOT?
374
00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:02,560
WHAT? YOU'RE DOING THE FLOOR
CALENDAR FOR NEXT MONTH, RIGHT?
375
00:21:02,628 --> 00:21:04,361
RIGHT, BUT DON'T I HAVE
TWO WEEKS FOR THAT?
376
00:21:06,532 --> 00:21:07,898
THIS IS NOEL, THIS IS BEN.
377
00:21:07,967 --> 00:21:08,977
HOW YOU DOING?
378
00:21:09,001 --> 00:21:10,311
GOOD, THANKS. GOOD.
379
00:21:10,335 --> 00:21:12,670
I'M JUST MAKING SURE
YOU WERE ON TOP OF IT.
380
00:21:12,738 --> 00:21:13,771
I'M ON TOP OF IT.
381
00:21:13,839 --> 00:21:15,539
OKAY. OKAY.
382
00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:16,774
ALL RIGHT.
383
00:21:19,479 --> 00:21:21,122
I'M SORRY. IT'S OKAY.
384
00:21:21,146 --> 00:21:24,715
TOMORROW NIGHT I AM ACTUALLY,
UM, I MADE PLANS WITH JULIE.
385
00:21:29,254 --> 00:21:31,174
UH, THIS ONE WAS
JUST TO BUG YOU.
386
00:21:31,957 --> 00:21:33,057
ALL RIGHT.
387
00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:35,425
OKAY, MY JOB'S DONE. BYE-BYE.
388
00:21:38,398 --> 00:21:41,431
YOU KNOW WHAT? WHY DON'T YOU
AND JULIE AND I ALL GO TOGETHER?
389
00:21:41,501 --> 00:21:43,712
DO YOU THINK JULIE
WOULD BE OKAY WITH THAT?
390
00:21:43,736 --> 00:21:45,169
OF COURSE.
391
00:21:45,237 --> 00:21:47,271
YOU WANT TO HEAR THE
SCARIEST THING SO FAR?
392
00:21:47,340 --> 00:21:49,373
I FOUND MY ROOMMATE
DOING MY LAUNDRY.
393
00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:50,686
WHO, THE CLEAN FREAK?
394
00:21:50,710 --> 00:21:52,643
SHE DIDN'T THINK MY
UNDERWEAR WAS CLEAN ENOUGH
395
00:21:52,712 --> 00:21:54,578
TO BE IN THE SAME
ROOM AS HER UNDERWEAR.
396
00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:56,792
I'M APPLYING FOR A ROOM CHANGE.
397
00:21:56,816 --> 00:21:58,560
HEY, SO YOU KNOW
BEN FROM POETRY?
398
00:21:58,584 --> 00:22:01,064
IT'S OKAY IF HE COMES
ALONG TONIGHT, RIGHT?
399
00:22:04,189 --> 00:22:05,689
WHAT?
400
00:22:06,626 --> 00:22:08,759
NOTHING.
401
00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:11,194
YOU KNOW, I THINK I
HAVE A HANDLE ON IT.
402
00:22:11,263 --> 00:22:12,530
ON WHAT?
403
00:22:12,598 --> 00:22:14,899
THE BLAKE POEM...
OUR ASSIGNMENT.
404
00:22:14,967 --> 00:22:17,267
I-I... THOUGHT IT
WAS TOUGH, BUT...
405
00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:19,615
WAIT. YOU SAID YOU
WERE DESPERATE, THOUGH.
406
00:22:19,639 --> 00:22:22,083
LOOK, SERIOUSLY,
YOU GUYS GO OUT.
407
00:22:22,107 --> 00:22:23,874
I DON'T WANT TO
BE A FIFTH WHEEL.
408
00:22:28,681 --> 00:22:31,782
JULIE... WE'RE NOT GOING OUT.
409
00:22:31,851 --> 00:22:35,052
I MEAN, WE'RE STUDYING, AND WE
ALL THREE NEED TO STUDY, RIGHT?
410
00:22:37,990 --> 00:22:40,235
WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH
YOU GUYS... YOU AND BEN?
411
00:22:40,259 --> 00:22:41,592
ARE YOU DATING, OR...
412
00:22:41,661 --> 00:22:42,926
NO!
413
00:22:42,995 --> 00:22:44,995
OH, NO. WE'RE JUST FRIENDS.
414
00:22:45,064 --> 00:22:46,842
I MEAN, WE KNOW EACH
OTHER FROM HIGH SCHOOL.
415
00:22:46,866 --> 00:22:50,167
OH. YOU GUYS WENT TO THE
SAME HIGH SCHOOL? YEAH.
416
00:22:50,235 --> 00:22:53,081
'CAUSE I REALLY THOUGHT THAT
THERE WAS SOMETHING GOING ON.
417
00:22:53,105 --> 00:22:54,105
NO.
418
00:22:55,808 --> 00:22:59,020
I JUST... I DIDN'T WANT TO
BE THE ONE ON THE OUTSIDE.
419
00:22:59,044 --> 00:23:02,245
OF COURSE NOT. SO
WILL YOU COME, PLEASE?
420
00:23:06,085 --> 00:23:07,529
OH, MY...
421
00:23:07,553 --> 00:23:08,486
OH, MY GOD.
422
00:23:08,554 --> 00:23:10,721
IN HIS HOUSE?
423
00:23:10,790 --> 00:23:11,933
HIS HOUSE? ALL OF THEM?
424
00:23:11,957 --> 00:23:13,635
IN HIS HOUSE?
425
00:23:13,659 --> 00:23:14,958
WAIT.
426
00:23:15,027 --> 00:23:17,661
WHAT ABOUT THE GUY, UM,
WHO GIVES HIS DOG A BATH,
427
00:23:17,730 --> 00:23:19,041
AND THEN...
428
00:23:19,065 --> 00:23:21,185
RIGHT. AND TO DRY IT OFF,
HE PUTS IT IN THE MICROWAVE.
429
00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:23,434
YEAH. THAT IS THE
CLASSIC ONE OF ALL TIME.
430
00:23:23,503 --> 00:23:24,402
I HEARD IT WAS A CAT.
431
00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:25,747
NO, IT WAS A DOG. ARE YOU SURE?
432
00:23:25,771 --> 00:23:27,037
IT HAD TO BE A DOG.
433
00:23:27,106 --> 00:23:28,717
CAT. SO ANYWAY, DO
WE KNOW ANY OTHERS?
434
00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,919
WHAT ABOUT THE ONE ABOUT THE,
UH, COUPLE THAT GO TO VIETNAM?
435
00:23:30,943 --> 00:23:33,054
YOU'RE JUST FULL OF THEM. I
DON'T LIKE THAT ONE. I GOT THEM ALL.
436
00:23:33,078 --> 00:23:34,923
THAT ONE... THE VIETNAM
ONE... THAT'S HORRIBLE.
437
00:23:34,947 --> 00:23:36,046
THAT'S DISGUSTING.
438
00:23:36,115 --> 00:23:37,515
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT ONE?
439
00:23:37,583 --> 00:23:39,182
OKAY, I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
440
00:23:39,251 --> 00:23:40,583
WILL YOU GET ME ANOTHER DRINK?
441
00:23:40,652 --> 00:23:42,163
MM-HMM.
442
00:23:42,187 --> 00:23:44,288
♪ BUT JUST REMEMBER... ♪
443
00:23:46,692 --> 00:23:48,503
♪ SISTERS ♪
♪ ...SISTERS ♪
444
00:23:48,527 --> 00:23:51,795
♪ YOU CAN STILL STAND TALL ♪
445
00:23:51,864 --> 00:23:53,809
SO I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU'RE
GONNA FEEL ABOUT THIS.
446
00:23:53,833 --> 00:23:55,198
FEEL ABOUT WHAT?
447
00:23:55,267 --> 00:23:59,536
WELL... WHAT WE SAID THE
OTHER DAY ABOUT BEING FRIENDS...
448
00:23:59,604 --> 00:24:01,538
REMEMBER THAT? I
MEAN, I JUST WANT TO...
449
00:24:01,606 --> 00:24:03,540
DID YOU MEAN THAT? YOU
MEANT WHAT YOU SAID?
450
00:24:03,608 --> 00:24:06,544
♪ THOUGH YOU MAY NOT DRIVE... ♪
UM... YEAH.
451
00:24:06,612 --> 00:24:09,547
I-I MEAN, OF COURSE I DID.
452
00:24:09,615 --> 00:24:11,760
WHY? WHAT ARE YOU...
453
00:24:11,784 --> 00:24:14,652
NO. IT'S JUST, UM...
I'M KIND OF INTO JULIE,
454
00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:18,421
AND I JUST WANTED TO
MAKE SURE THAT IT'S OKAY.
455
00:24:18,490 --> 00:24:20,536
♪ TV ANTENNA... ♪
OH.
456
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,092
OH, NO.
457
00:24:22,161 --> 00:24:23,639
N-NO. OH. OH... I AM SO SORRY.
458
00:24:23,663 --> 00:24:25,874
I MEAN, I THOUGHT YOU SAID
THAT... NO, I... DON'T. DON'T. NO.
459
00:24:25,898 --> 00:24:28,009
I-I... THERE'S NOTHING
TO BE SORRY ABOUT.
460
00:24:28,033 --> 00:24:29,878
I AM... THAT'S ACTUALLY
REALLY FINE. ARE YOU SURE?
461
00:24:29,902 --> 00:24:31,502
♪ A CAR AT ALL... ♪
462
00:24:31,571 --> 00:24:34,238
YEAH. OH... YEAH.
463
00:24:34,306 --> 00:24:36,339
WELL, WHAT DO YOU
THINK? I MEAN, I CAN'T...
464
00:24:36,408 --> 00:24:37,853
I CAN'T TELL IF SHE
LIKES ME OR NOT.
465
00:24:37,877 --> 00:24:40,978
I CAN'T TELL IF I'M SITTING HERE
AND I'M TALKING TOO MUCH OR WHAT.
466
00:24:41,046 --> 00:24:43,781
♪ YOU CAN STILL STAND TALL ♪
UM...
467
00:24:43,849 --> 00:24:46,917
I THINK, UH, THAT
JULIE THINKS...
468
00:24:46,986 --> 00:24:48,919
YOU KNOW...
469
00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:50,588
WHAT?
470
00:24:52,858 --> 00:24:55,136
THAT... THAT YOU'RE WONDERFUL.
471
00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:56,927
ARE YOU SERIOUS?
472
00:25:36,268 --> 00:25:39,036
UM... HI.
473
00:25:39,105 --> 00:25:40,537
A-ARE YOU MEGHAN?
474
00:25:40,605 --> 00:25:42,105
YEAH.
475
00:25:43,242 --> 00:25:46,243
HI. I'M FELICITY, YOUR ROOMMATE.
476
00:26:06,231 --> 00:26:08,132
Hello? BEN?
477
00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,233
No, it's Sean. PUT BEN ON.
478
00:26:12,104 --> 00:26:13,203
Hello?
479
00:26:13,272 --> 00:26:15,550
IT'S FELICITY. BUZZ ME UP.
480
00:26:15,574 --> 00:26:17,207
Do you think we
can talk tomorrow?
481
00:26:17,276 --> 00:26:18,741
BEN, NO.
482
00:26:30,289 --> 00:26:32,834
HOW COULD YOU WRITE
THAT IN MY YEARBOOK?
483
00:26:32,858 --> 00:26:34,925
WHAT?
484
00:26:34,994 --> 00:26:36,537
"I'VE WATCHED YOU
FOR FOUR YEARS,
485
00:26:36,561 --> 00:26:38,306
ALWAYS WONDERED
WHAT YOU WERE LIKE"...
486
00:26:38,330 --> 00:26:40,308
YOU WROTE THOSE WORDS TO ME!
487
00:26:40,332 --> 00:26:42,265
I THOUGHT I ASKED IF YOU
WERE OKAY WITH THINGS.
488
00:26:42,334 --> 00:26:45,981
I WAS OKAY, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN
YOUR ACTIONS DON'T HAVE CONSEQUENCES.
489
00:26:46,005 --> 00:26:47,738
OH, MY ACTIONS. WHAT
ACTIONS ARE THOSE?
490
00:26:47,807 --> 00:26:49,372
OH, COME ON.
491
00:26:49,441 --> 00:26:52,754
EVEN THE SLIGHTEST BEHAVIOR
MEANS SOMETHING. THAT'S SO OBVIOUS!
492
00:26:52,778 --> 00:26:55,356
IT'S LIKE PHYSICS... NOTHING
HAPPENS WITHOUT AN EFFECT.
493
00:26:55,380 --> 00:26:58,259
WELL, I NEVER TOOK PHYSICS. NO,
DON'T SAY YOU NEVER TOOK PHYSICS,
494
00:26:58,283 --> 00:27:01,096
BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU DO...
YOU... YOU... YOU PLAY INNOCENT,
495
00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:02,631
AND YOU'RE CHARISMATIC,
AND YOU SMILE,
496
00:27:02,655 --> 00:27:04,933
AND YOU GET AWAY WITH IT,
AND YOU MADE ME FALL FOR YOU.
497
00:27:04,957 --> 00:27:07,703
AND THIS IS WHAT'S NOT FAIR...
YOU KNEW IT, AND YOU LIKED IT.
498
00:27:07,727 --> 00:27:10,493
WHAT, DO I LIKE THE FACT THAT
YOU LIKE ME? YES, OF COURSE I DO.
499
00:27:10,562 --> 00:27:13,008
WHEN I TOLD YOU WHY I CAME
HERE, YOU SAID YOU WERE FLATTERED.
500
00:27:13,032 --> 00:27:14,999
FLATTERED? NO. I WAS AWKWARD.
501
00:27:15,067 --> 00:27:17,600
I-I REVEALED A LITTLE BIT ABOUT
MYSELF IN YOUR YEARBOOK,
502
00:27:17,669 --> 00:27:19,336
AND YOU CHANGE
YOUR COLLEGE PLANS.
503
00:27:19,404 --> 00:27:21,149
I MEAN, WHAT THE HELL ARE
WE TALKING ABOUT HERE?
504
00:27:21,173 --> 00:27:23,118
I KNOW YOU BETTER
THAN YOU THINK I DO.
505
00:27:23,142 --> 00:27:24,319
OH, YOU DO? YES.
506
00:27:24,343 --> 00:27:25,987
I KNOW ALL ABOUT YOUR BROTHER.
507
00:27:26,011 --> 00:27:27,610
WHAT?
508
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:29,725
I READ YOUR APPLICATION ESSAY.
509
00:27:29,749 --> 00:27:31,492
YOU READ MY ESSAY? YES!
510
00:27:31,516 --> 00:27:34,952
I'VE DONE ONE QUESTIONABLY IMMORAL
THING IN 17 YEARS... NO, NO, NO, NO, NO.
511
00:27:35,020 --> 00:27:37,087
WAIT A SEC. HOW DID
YOU READ MY ESSAY?
512
00:27:37,156 --> 00:27:39,801
HOW COULD YOU LEAD ME ON?
YOU MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU!
513
00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,424
YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU'RE ACTING CRAZY!
514
00:27:41,493 --> 00:27:44,427
ALL I DID WAS BE NICE TO YOU. I
NEVER ASKED YOU TO COME HERE.
515
00:27:44,496 --> 00:27:46,030
THAT WAS YOUR CHOICE, NOT MINE.
516
00:27:46,098 --> 00:27:49,032
HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE IN
LOVE WITH ME? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME.
517
00:27:52,872 --> 00:27:54,304
HEY.
518
00:27:54,373 --> 00:27:56,106
HEY.
519
00:28:13,959 --> 00:28:17,327
Felicity: I MEAN, IF YOU THINK
ABOUT THE, UH, ADVANTAGES
520
00:28:17,396 --> 00:28:22,143
♪ SPEND ALL YOUR TIME WAITING ♪ AND THE DISADVANTAGES OF,
UH, BEING HERE COMPARED TO JUST TAKING A SEMESTER OFF AND...
521
00:28:22,167 --> 00:28:25,002
♪ FOR THAT SECOND CHANCE ♪
AND GOING BACK TO STANFORD...
522
00:28:25,070 --> 00:28:27,015
♪ FOR A BREAK ♪
IN THE LONG RUN, YOU KNOW...
523
00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:28,984
♪ THAT WILL MAKE IT OKAY ♪
EVEN THE SHORT RUN...
524
00:28:29,008 --> 00:28:33,176
♪ THERE'S ALWAYS SOME REASON ♪ I'LL BE
WAY AHEAD, YOU KNOW, OF THE GENERAL, UM...
525
00:28:33,245 --> 00:28:37,881
♪ TO FEEL NOT GOOD ENOUGH ♪ I MEAN,
S-STAYING HERE REALLY WOULD COST A FORTUNE,
526
00:28:37,950 --> 00:28:42,390
♪ AND IT'S HARD AT THE END OF THE DAY ♪ AND MY DAD
WAS RIGHT WHEN HE SAID THAT HE WORKED REALLY HARD
527
00:28:42,454 --> 00:28:46,957
♪ I NEED SOME DISTRACTION ♪ TO KEEP ME FROM HAVING TO
PAY FOR COLLEGE FOR LIKE A DECADE AFTER I GRADUATE.
528
00:28:47,026 --> 00:28:51,161
♪ OR A BEAUTIFUL RELEASE ♪ YOU KNOW?
AND I SHOULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT.
529
00:28:51,230 --> 00:28:54,097
♪ MEMORIES SEEP FROM MY VEINS ♪
530
00:28:54,166 --> 00:28:58,802
♪ LET ME BE EMPTY ♪ AND THE FINANCIAL
AID OFFICE ACTUALLY SAID THAT, UH,
531
00:28:58,871 --> 00:29:02,139
♪ WEIGHTLESS AND MAYBE... ♪ THEY WOULD
REFUND A PORTION OF THE SEMESTER, SO...
532
00:29:04,009 --> 00:29:06,221
♪ I'LL FIND SOME PEACE TONIGHT... ♪
MY PARENTS ARE COMING ON SUNDAY,
533
00:29:06,245 --> 00:29:09,446
WHICH SEEMS LIKE PRETTY
GOOD TIMING, DON'T YOU THINK?
534
00:29:09,514 --> 00:29:12,282
♪ IN THE ARMS OF THE ANGEL... ♪
535
00:29:12,351 --> 00:29:14,917
SO I'M GONNA JUST
GO BACK TO PALO ALTO
536
00:29:14,986 --> 00:29:20,224
♪ FAR AWAY FROM HERE ♪ AND GET BACK
ON TRACK, YOU KNOW, BECOME A DOCTOR...
537
00:29:20,292 --> 00:29:24,862
♪ FROM THIS DARK ♪ AND, UH,
MAYBE SAVE SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE.
538
00:29:24,930 --> 00:29:27,197
♪ COLD HOTEL ROOM ♪
OKAY.
539
00:29:27,266 --> 00:29:29,866
♪ AND THE ENDLESSNESS ♪
OKAY. OKAY.
540
00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:32,602
♪ THAT YOU FEAR ♪
UH...
541
00:29:32,671 --> 00:29:33,903
THANK YOU...
542
00:29:33,973 --> 00:29:36,106
♪ YOU ARE PULLED ♪
543
00:29:36,175 --> 00:29:39,109
♪ FROM THE WRECKAGE
♪ FOR, UH, YOUR PATIENCE.
544
00:29:39,178 --> 00:29:42,112
♪ OF YOUR SILENT REVELRY... ♪
545
00:29:42,181 --> 00:29:44,547
YOU MUST THINK I'M
A REAL BASKET CASE.
546
00:29:44,616 --> 00:29:49,319
♪ YOU'RE IN THE ARMS OF THE ANGEL... ♪ LOOK, I,
UH, I GOT A CHANCE TO LOOK OVER YOUR PORTFOLIO.
547
00:29:49,388 --> 00:29:51,954
OH.
548
00:29:52,024 --> 00:29:56,137
♪ MAY YOU FIND ♪ AND I'M NOT SAYING YOU
WOULDN'T MAKE AN EXCEPTIONAL PHYSICIAN, BUT...
549
00:29:56,161 --> 00:29:58,373
YOU'RE ALREADY AN ARTIST.
550
00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:01,364
♪ SOME COMFORT HERE ♪
551
00:30:01,433 --> 00:30:03,166
THANK YOU.
552
00:30:05,704 --> 00:30:07,404
THANK YOU.
553
00:30:08,540 --> 00:30:12,309
♪ SO TIRED OF THE
STRAIGHT LINE ♪ THANK YOU.
554
00:30:13,845 --> 00:30:16,779
♪ AND EVERYWHERE YOU TURN ♪
555
00:30:16,848 --> 00:30:20,417
♪
THERE'S VULTURES AND THIEVES AT YOUR BACK ♪
556
00:30:20,485 --> 00:30:24,121
♪ THE STORM KEEPS ON TWISTING ♪
557
00:30:24,189 --> 00:30:27,635
♪ YOU KEEP ON BUILDING THE LIES
♪ THIS WAS OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR.
558
00:30:27,659 --> 00:30:32,762
♪ THAT YOU MAKE UP
FOR ALL THAT YOU LACK ♪
559
00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:35,776
♪ IN THE ARMS ♪ MUST'VE BEEN PUT
IN THE WRONG MAILBOX BY MISTAKE,
560
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:39,436
♪ OF THE ANGEL ♪ WHICH WOULD
BE... PRETTY WEIRD FOR THE MAILROOM.
561
00:30:39,505 --> 00:30:44,875
♪ FAR AWAY FROM HERE ♪
562
00:30:44,944 --> 00:30:47,110
WHO'S IT FROM?
563
00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,945
♪ FROM THIS DARK ♪
MY FRENCH TUTOR.
564
00:30:49,013 --> 00:30:52,015
♪ COLD HOTEL ROOM ♪
SHE, UH...
565
00:30:52,084 --> 00:30:55,004
♪ AND THE ENDLESSNESS THAT YOU FEAR
♪ WE WORKED TOGETHER FOR YEARS AND...
566
00:30:57,189 --> 00:30:59,021
SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MARRIED,
567
00:30:59,090 --> 00:31:02,103
♪ YOU ARE PULLED ♪ BUT THREE MONTHS
BEFORE HER WEDDING, HER FIANCé WAS KILLED.
568
00:31:02,127 --> 00:31:04,694
♪ FROM THE WRECKAGE ♪
HE WAS, UH, ON A MOTORCYCLE,
569
00:31:04,763 --> 00:31:07,697
♪ OF YOUR SILENT REVELRY ♪ AND
THE GUY WHO HIT HIM WAS IN A JEEP.
570
00:31:07,766 --> 00:31:10,167
SALLY SORT OF COULDN'T
DEAL, SO SHE MOVED AWAY...
571
00:31:10,235 --> 00:31:13,836
♪ YOU'RE IN THE ARMS ♪ JUST
'CAUSE, I GUESS, SHE HAD TO.
572
00:31:13,905 --> 00:31:17,218
♪ OF THE ANGEL ♪ I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO
TALK TO ANYONE LIKE I CAN TALK TO HER, SO...
573
00:31:17,242 --> 00:31:21,744
♪ MAY YOU FIND ♪ INSTEAD OF WRITING, I
TALK TO HER, AND SHE TALKS BACK TO ME.
574
00:31:21,813 --> 00:31:25,582
♪ SOME COMFORT HERE ♪
AND THAT'S WHO THAT'S FROM.
575
00:31:25,650 --> 00:31:28,151
I'M SURE YOU FELT THE SAME
THING WHEN JONATHAN DIED.
576
00:31:28,220 --> 00:31:30,920
♪ YOU'RE IN THE
ARMS OF THE ANGEL... ♪
577
00:31:30,989 --> 00:31:32,600
LISTEN, I NEED TO TALK TO YOU.
578
00:31:32,624 --> 00:31:35,692
I'M SORRY ABOUT
THE OTHER NIGHT. I...
579
00:31:35,761 --> 00:31:37,327
♪ MAY YOU FIND... ♪
580
00:31:37,396 --> 00:31:39,908
MAYBE WE COULD GO UP
ON THE ROOF OR SOMETHING.
581
00:31:39,932 --> 00:31:42,666
♪ SOME COMFORT HERE ♪
582
00:31:42,734 --> 00:31:45,001
PLEASE.
583
00:31:58,150 --> 00:32:00,217
WHAT I WANTED TO SAY TO YOU,
584
00:32:00,285 --> 00:32:03,820
WHAT I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT SINCE
YOU CAME TO SEE ME THE OTHER NIGHT,
585
00:32:03,888 --> 00:32:05,322
IS THE TRUTH.
586
00:32:06,725 --> 00:32:08,558
AND THE FACT IS, FELICITY,
587
00:32:08,627 --> 00:32:12,161
THE THING THAT I WANTED
TO SHARE WITH YOU IS THAT...
588
00:32:12,231 --> 00:32:14,464
I NEVER HAD A BROTHER, EVER.
589
00:32:16,301 --> 00:32:18,067
I MEAN, I HAD TO WRITE
SOMETHING, RIGHT?
590
00:32:18,136 --> 00:32:21,405
SO I WROTE ALL THIS... WELL,
YOU READ WHAT I WROTE.
591
00:32:22,474 --> 00:32:25,408
AND I WANTED TO
TELL YOU BECAUSE...
592
00:32:25,477 --> 00:32:28,711
WELL, I-I DON'T KNOW
WHY I WANT TO TELL YOU.
593
00:32:28,780 --> 00:32:31,348
BECAUSE YOU
PROVOKE ME, YOU KNOW?
594
00:32:31,416 --> 00:32:34,851
YOU MAKE ME THINK ABOUT
THINGS THAT I-I NEVER THINK ABOUT.
595
00:32:34,919 --> 00:32:38,255
WITHOUT EVEN SAYING ANYTHING.
JUST BY THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME.
596
00:32:40,392 --> 00:32:42,092
YOU WANT THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH?
597
00:32:42,161 --> 00:32:44,927
ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS I
WANTED TO COME TO NEW YORK
598
00:32:44,996 --> 00:32:47,364
WAS THAT THERE WAS
A PRETTY GOOD CHANCE
599
00:32:47,432 --> 00:32:49,599
OF GETTING AS FAR AWAY
FROM EVERYTHING AS POSSIBLE...
600
00:32:49,668 --> 00:32:52,235
MY PARENTS, MY
FAMILY... ALL THAT CRAP.
601
00:32:54,073 --> 00:32:56,673
AND, YEAH, ON TOP
OF IT, I-I LIED TO GET IN,
602
00:32:56,742 --> 00:32:59,409
SO BASICALLY, I'M
A SHALLOW LOSER.
603
00:33:00,379 --> 00:33:01,979
BUT I'M ALSO VERY SORRY
604
00:33:02,047 --> 00:33:04,447
THAT I'M NOT WHO
YOU THOUGHT I WAS...
605
00:33:04,516 --> 00:33:06,883
A GUY YOU CAME SO
FAR TO GET TO KNOW
606
00:33:06,951 --> 00:33:09,619
BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT HE
WAS SO GREAT, AND I'M NOT.
607
00:33:12,357 --> 00:33:14,791
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?
608
00:33:21,132 --> 00:33:24,101
I'D NEVER MADE A
SUBSTANTIAL CHOICE IN MY LIFE,
609
00:33:24,169 --> 00:33:26,147
AND THAT'S WHY I CAME HERE.
610
00:33:26,171 --> 00:33:29,891
I THOUGHT IT WAS YOU, BUT YOU
WERE JUST REALLY THE EXCUSE.
611
00:33:32,844 --> 00:33:35,545
WHEN I CAME UP TO
YOU AT GRADUATION,
612
00:33:35,614 --> 00:33:38,080
IT WAS LIKE A HIGH, LIKE A DRUG,
613
00:33:38,149 --> 00:33:41,351
BECAUSE I HAD NEVER DONE
SOMETHING LIKE THAT BEFORE.
614
00:33:43,355 --> 00:33:46,289
WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I
WASN'T FULLY SOBER.
615
00:33:46,358 --> 00:33:48,958
AND SO THE IRONY OF IT
616
00:33:49,028 --> 00:33:53,030
IS THAT THE FIRST REAL
BIG DECISION I MADE
617
00:33:53,098 --> 00:33:57,467
TURNED OUT TO BE JUST...
STUPID AND EMBARRASSING.
618
00:33:58,870 --> 00:34:00,803
AND...
619
00:34:00,872 --> 00:34:04,040
I GUESS SOMETHING THAT I'LL
LOOK BACK ON AS A REGRET.
620
00:34:06,678 --> 00:34:08,612
AND THAT'S THAT.
621
00:34:12,217 --> 00:34:14,884
I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SURE
THAT EVERYTHING WAS OKAY WITH US,
622
00:34:14,953 --> 00:34:16,664
YOU KNOW, ESPECIALLY
IF YOU'RE LEAVING.
623
00:34:16,688 --> 00:34:19,256
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT.
624
00:34:19,324 --> 00:34:22,259
YEAH, I DID.
625
00:34:25,831 --> 00:34:28,931
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THIS
PLACE WHEN IT SNOWS.
626
00:34:32,337 --> 00:34:34,203
OKAY. OKAY. OKAY.
627
00:34:34,273 --> 00:34:35,850
HERE'S... HERE'S MY SPEECH.
628
00:34:35,874 --> 00:34:37,718
THIS IS THE BIG
SPEECH FROM NOEL.
629
00:34:37,742 --> 00:34:40,177
UH... YOU MUSTN'T
LEAVE THIS SCHOOL.
630
00:34:40,245 --> 00:34:41,344
WHY?
631
00:34:41,413 --> 00:34:42,979
HERE'S WHY.
632
00:34:43,047 --> 00:34:45,225
BECAUSE THIS IS...
THIS IS A LIFE STRUGGLE.
633
00:34:45,249 --> 00:34:47,061
THIS IS FATE. THIS
IS A CHALLENGE.
634
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:49,719
I-IF YOU TURN AWAY FROM
THIS NOW, Y-YOU WILL...
635
00:34:49,788 --> 00:34:51,187
AND I PROMISE YOU THIS...
636
00:34:51,255 --> 00:34:54,124
BE CONFRONTED BY THE SAME
ISSUE FIVE YEARS FROM NOW.
637
00:34:54,193 --> 00:34:55,625
OR TEN. ALL RIGHT?
638
00:34:55,694 --> 00:34:57,538
YOU'LL BE... YOU'LL
BE THE FANCY DOCTOR
639
00:34:57,562 --> 00:34:59,274
WITH... WITH THE FANCY PRACTICE.
640
00:34:59,298 --> 00:35:01,141
YOU'LL... YOU'LL BE... MARRIED,
641
00:35:01,165 --> 00:35:03,900
AND YOU'LL HAVE LIKE FOUR
PHONE LINES IN YOUR HOME,
642
00:35:03,968 --> 00:35:06,381
AND THEN, BOOM...
IT'LL... IT'LL GRIP YOU LIKE...
643
00:35:06,405 --> 00:35:08,549
LIKE A-A BLAST OF...
OF FREEZING-COLD AIR.
644
00:35:08,573 --> 00:35:11,541
YOU KNOW... "WHAT...
WHAT THE HELL IS MY LIFE?"
645
00:35:11,610 --> 00:35:13,954
AND YOU'LL ABLE TO TRACE
IT BACK TO THIS INSTANT...
646
00:35:13,978 --> 00:35:16,145
THIS... THIS VERY MOMENT,
647
00:35:16,214 --> 00:35:21,284
WHEN THAT GEEK R.A. GAVE YOU
THESE FOUR WORDS OF ADVICE...
648
00:35:21,353 --> 00:35:24,053
STAY IN NEW YORK OR PERISH.
649
00:35:25,724 --> 00:35:27,524
FI... SIX WORDS.
650
00:35:27,592 --> 00:35:30,527
LET ME JUST, UM...
651
00:35:30,596 --> 00:35:33,029
I JUST WANT TO...
652
00:35:33,097 --> 00:35:38,000
I MEAN, YOU DON'T... HAVE...
653
00:35:38,069 --> 00:35:41,137
F-FEELINGS FOR ME, DO YOU?
654
00:35:41,206 --> 00:35:42,905
ME?
655
00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:44,607
HONESTLY?
656
00:35:44,676 --> 00:35:46,909
DO YOU?
657
00:35:46,978 --> 00:35:48,878
YEAH.
658
00:35:52,083 --> 00:35:53,150
BUT...
659
00:35:54,252 --> 00:35:57,019
IF I COULD JUST GIVE YU
ONE MORE BIT OF ADVICE.
660
00:35:58,590 --> 00:36:01,023
DON'T FUNDAMENTALLY DISREGARD
661
00:36:01,092 --> 00:36:02,459
EVERYTHING I'VE TOLD YOU
662
00:36:02,527 --> 00:36:06,296
JUST BECAUSE OF... OF
MY AFFECTION FOR YOU.
663
00:36:28,019 --> 00:36:30,119
I'M SO SORRY.
664
00:36:31,956 --> 00:36:34,824
THIS IS THE LAST THING IN
THE WORLD THAT I WANTED...
665
00:36:34,893 --> 00:36:36,225
TO HURT YOU.
666
00:36:41,165 --> 00:36:44,534
IF I HAD KNOWN
THAT YOU LIKED BEN...
667
00:36:44,603 --> 00:36:48,905
FELICITY, I NEVER, EVER,
WOULD'VE GONE BACK TO HIS PLACE.
668
00:36:48,973 --> 00:36:51,073
IT ALL... IT JUST...
669
00:36:51,142 --> 00:36:53,042
IT SEEMS REALLY
IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW.
670
00:36:55,113 --> 00:36:57,313
YOU ARE MY FRIEND, OKAY?
671
00:36:57,382 --> 00:37:00,016
AND THAT...
672
00:37:00,084 --> 00:37:03,119
MEANS MORE TO ME
THAN YOU PROBABLY THINK.
673
00:37:07,826 --> 00:37:10,827
I'M NOT GONNA SEE
HIM AGAIN, OKAY?
674
00:37:12,096 --> 00:37:13,596
IT DOESN'T MATTER.
675
00:37:13,665 --> 00:37:16,433
I MEAN, I'M LEAVING
ANYWAY, SO...
676
00:37:25,710 --> 00:37:28,110
WE REALIZE WE OVERREACTED.
677
00:37:28,179 --> 00:37:30,019
ESPECIALLY DAD. ESPECIALLY ME.
678
00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:32,414
AND WHEN YOU THINK
ABOUT IT, SO DID YOU...
679
00:37:32,483 --> 00:37:34,150
A LITTLE.
680
00:37:34,218 --> 00:37:37,086
ANYWAY, WE'VE OBVIOUSLY
GONE OVER THIS AD INFINITUM,
681
00:37:37,155 --> 00:37:38,755
AND THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE.
682
00:37:38,823 --> 00:37:40,422
AMNESTY.
683
00:37:40,491 --> 00:37:43,303
NOW, YOU MISSED THE FIRST QUARTER
AT STANFORD. THAT'S NO TRAGEDY.
684
00:37:43,327 --> 00:37:45,847
AND WE'RE VERY FLEXIBLE ON
WHAT WE'RE PROPOSING HERE,
685
00:37:45,897 --> 00:37:47,408
BUT THE GENERAL IDEA IS THIS...
686
00:37:47,432 --> 00:37:50,066
YOU COME HOME...
THIS WEEK, NEXT WEEK...
687
00:37:50,134 --> 00:37:51,400
WE COVER EVERY EXPENSE.
688
00:37:51,470 --> 00:37:53,870
WE'LL EVEN... TAKE
CARE OF THAT LOAN.
689
00:37:53,938 --> 00:37:56,005
AND YOU'LL START AT
STANFORD IN JANUARY.
690
00:37:56,074 --> 00:37:59,542
IF YOU TAKE A COUPLE EXTRA COURSES,
YOU CAN MAKE UP THE LOST CREDITS BY JUNE.
691
00:37:59,611 --> 00:38:01,845
YEAH, THEN, YOU KNOW, WE'RE
RIGHT BACK ON SCHEDULE,
692
00:38:01,913 --> 00:38:04,080
AND YOU GOT A CHANCE
TO SEE THE WORLD A LITTLE
693
00:38:04,148 --> 00:38:07,183
AND FIND OUT WHAT YOU REALLY
WANTED WAS WHAT YOU ALREADY HAD.
694
00:38:07,251 --> 00:38:09,552
WHAT IF THEY DON'T LET ME IN?
695
00:38:09,621 --> 00:38:11,554
OH, I TOOK CARE OF THAT.
696
00:38:11,623 --> 00:38:14,903
SWEETIE, I WENT BY THE REGISTRATION
OFFICE AND PICKED UP YOUR PACKET.
697
00:38:15,026 --> 00:38:17,661
WHAT DO YOU MEAN,
TOOK CARE OF IT?
698
00:38:17,729 --> 00:38:19,696
OH, I MADE A FEW CALLS,
HAD A FEW LUNCHES.
699
00:38:19,764 --> 00:38:21,631
LIKE IN THE FALL.
700
00:38:21,700 --> 00:38:25,535
THE POINT IS... AND I THINK YOU'RE
BEING VERY MATURE ABOUT THIS...
701
00:38:25,604 --> 00:38:27,915
YOU MADE AN IMPULSIVE
DECISION, AND...
702
00:38:27,939 --> 00:38:29,216
AND IT WAS A MISTAKE.
703
00:38:29,240 --> 00:38:30,807
AND NOW WE'RE GONNA FIX IT.
704
00:38:30,875 --> 00:38:33,475
WHAT DID YOU DO IN THE FALL?
705
00:38:33,545 --> 00:38:36,785
WHEN YOU WERE ACCEPTED THE FIRST TIME,
I MADE A FEW CALLS, I PULLED A FEW STRINGS.
706
00:38:36,815 --> 00:38:38,147
I DIDN'T KNOW THAT.
707
00:38:38,216 --> 00:38:39,148
OH.
708
00:38:39,217 --> 00:38:41,718
LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
709
00:38:43,221 --> 00:38:44,888
YOU CAN HAVE MOM'S CAR.
710
00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:48,825
AND WHEN YOU GET BACK,
WE'LL ALL GET TOGETHER,
711
00:38:48,893 --> 00:38:51,606
AND WE'LL LOOK AT SOME APARTMENTS AND SEE
IF THERE'S ANYTHING WE CAN ALL AGREE ON.
712
00:38:51,630 --> 00:38:52,795
WHAT DO YOU SAY?
713
00:38:59,938 --> 00:39:02,705
I GUESS THE THING IS...
714
00:39:02,774 --> 00:39:05,875
THAT... IF I MADE A MISTAKE,
715
00:39:05,944 --> 00:39:10,146
THEN AT... AT LEAST IT WAS MINE.
716
00:39:10,215 --> 00:39:11,748
YOU KNOW?
717
00:39:15,420 --> 00:39:17,854
UH... UH, NO, I-I DON'T KNOW.
718
00:39:17,922 --> 00:39:19,589
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
719
00:39:20,959 --> 00:39:24,894
IT MEANS... THAT...
720
00:39:24,963 --> 00:39:26,863
I-I THINK I HAVE TO STAY.
721
00:39:30,635 --> 00:39:33,403
BUT WAIT A MINUTE.
WAIT A MINUTE.
722
00:39:33,472 --> 00:39:34,952
YOU WERE ABOUT TO AGREE TO THIS.
723
00:39:35,006 --> 00:39:37,407
I KNOW, BUT...
724
00:39:37,476 --> 00:39:42,245
BUT THAT WOULD'VE BEEN A-A
PRETTY IMPULSIVE DECISION, RIGHT?
725
00:39:42,313 --> 00:39:44,847
AND, UM...
726
00:39:44,916 --> 00:39:47,795
I JUST... I DON'T THINK THAT
WOULD BE THE BEST THING TO DO.
727
00:39:47,819 --> 00:39:48,918
BUT IT IS.
728
00:39:48,987 --> 00:39:51,287
IT IS THE BEST THING
TO DO RIGHT NOW.
729
00:39:51,355 --> 00:39:53,422
WELL, I JUST...
730
00:39:53,492 --> 00:39:57,560
I REALLY THINK I SHOULD
GIVE IT SOME TIME, YOU KNOW?
731
00:39:57,629 --> 00:39:59,562
I MEAN...
732
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:03,365
I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO SEE
733
00:40:03,434 --> 00:40:06,002
WHAT THE CITY LOOKS
LIKE WHEN IT SNOWS.
734
00:40:08,707 --> 00:40:10,472
SNOWS.
735
00:40:10,542 --> 00:40:11,974
ALL RIGHT.
736
00:40:12,043 --> 00:40:13,676
IF... IF YOU DO THIS,
737
00:40:13,745 --> 00:40:17,046
IF YOU DECIDE TO DO
THIS AND MAKE THIS...
738
00:40:17,115 --> 00:40:19,248
COLOSSAL MISTAKE AND STAY,
739
00:40:19,317 --> 00:40:20,617
THAT'S IT.
740
00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:23,986
WE'RE NOT GONNA
BAIL YOU OUT NEXT TIME.
741
00:40:32,431 --> 00:40:36,265
WELL, I GUESS THAT'S A
DECISION YOU'LL HAVE TO MAKE.
742
00:40:51,249 --> 00:40:52,915
Sally: DEAR FELICITY,
743
00:40:52,984 --> 00:40:56,252
I'M SORRY IT'S TAKEN ME SO
LONG TO GET BACK TO YOU.
744
00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:59,055
IT'S BEEN A REAL
STRUGGLE IN SANTA FE.
745
00:40:59,123 --> 00:41:02,124
I GUESS WHEN YOUR
HEART GETS BROKEN,
746
00:41:02,193 --> 00:41:05,595
♪ LOVE... ♪ YOU SORT OF START
TO SEE THE CRACKS IN EVERYTHING.
747
00:41:07,098 --> 00:41:10,244
♪ I GET SO LOST ♪ I'M CONVINCED
THAT TRAGEDY WANTS TO HARDEN US
748
00:41:10,268 --> 00:41:13,703
♪ SOMETIMES ♪ AND THAT
OUR MISSION IS TO NEVER LET IT.
749
00:41:13,772 --> 00:41:18,474
♪ DAYS PASS ♪ TWO WEEKS AGO I WAS
GOING TO MOVE AGAIN. I WAS ALL PACKED.
750
00:41:18,542 --> 00:41:22,557
♪ AND THIS EMPTINESS FILLS MY HEART ♪ I
WAS GOING TO START ALL OVER SOMEWHERE NEW.
751
00:41:22,581 --> 00:41:25,915
THAT MORNING I RECEIVED
YOUR FIRST TAPE FROM COLLEGE.
752
00:41:25,984 --> 00:41:29,096
♪ WHEN I WANT TO RUN AWAY ♪ I
JUST SAT THERE IN MY LITTLE APARTMENT,
753
00:41:29,120 --> 00:41:32,432
♪ I DRIVE OFF IN MY CAR... ♪ LISTENING
TO YOUR VOICE, CRYING LIKE A BABY.
754
00:41:32,456 --> 00:41:34,490
SUDDENLY YOU WERE TUTORING ME.
755
00:41:35,927 --> 00:41:39,729
♪ BUT WHICHEVER WAY I GO ♪
756
00:41:39,798 --> 00:41:45,167
♪ I COME BACK TO
THE PLACE YOU ARE ♪
757
00:41:46,872 --> 00:41:49,538
♪ ALL MY INSTINCTS ♪
758
00:41:49,607 --> 00:41:51,485
♪ THEY RETURN ♪ I GUESS
I'M LEARNING, LITTLE BY LITTLE,
759
00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:56,012
♪ THE GRAND FACADE ♪ THAT WE
DECIDE WHAT OUR LIVES ARE GONNA BE.
760
00:41:56,080 --> 00:41:58,325
♪ SO SOON WILL BURN ♪ THINGS HAPPEN
TO US, BUT IT'S OUR REACTIONS THAT MATTER.
761
00:41:58,349 --> 00:41:59,949
♪ WITHOUT A NOISE ♪
762
00:42:00,018 --> 00:42:02,518
♪ WITHOUT MY PRIDE ♪
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
763
00:42:02,586 --> 00:42:05,900
♪ I REACH OUT FROM THE INSIDE... ♪ I
THINK YOU'VE MADE A REALLY GREAT CHOICE,
764
00:42:05,924 --> 00:42:08,424
AND I CAN'T WAIT TO
HEAR WHAT HAPPENS.
765
00:42:13,798 --> 00:42:16,565
♪ IN YOUR EYES ♪
766
00:42:16,634 --> 00:42:19,435
♪ YOUR EYES ♪
♪ THE LIGHT, THE HEAT ♪
767
00:42:19,504 --> 00:42:22,171
♪ YOUR EYES ♪
♪ I AM COMPLETE ♪
768
00:42:22,240 --> 00:42:24,073
♪ I SEE THE DOORWAY... ♪
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