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(crickets chirping)
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(Bodie moans softly)
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(Bodie moans)
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(Lita sighs)
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- So, get this, my husband,
so stupid, like I told you.
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He's spent the last four years
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sucked into some fucking news program.
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He's like a goddamn zombie, you know.
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- I've told you how he is.
- Mm-hmm.
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So, anyway, a few weeks ago,
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he shows up with this engagement ring,
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and I'm thinking, you know,
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we've been married for like nine years.
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I've already got a ring.
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I mean, it's a piece of shit ring,
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and he always knew I hated it,
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but a symbol of our love nonetheless.
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Oh, what a beautiful payoff, right?
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So, I'm like, you want to prove your love,
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clean the fucking toilets,
for Christ's sake.
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Take Dean to soccer
practice, you know, fuck him.
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I'm the one wiping his dirty mouth,
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picking up his clothes,
doing the fucking dishes.
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I mean, I'm not that hard
to understand, right?
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(Bodie grunts)
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Are you asking me?
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No, no, you're not, at all.
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- Fuck, my point is, I need
a break, not another trinket.
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- Mm-hmm.
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(Bodie sighs)
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- Fuck it.
- What?
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You know, to be honest,
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I don't really want to
talk about your husband
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or your ring right now.
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You know, can we just,
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can I try to enjoy the
moment a little bit?
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Fuck you, Bodie.
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I'm sitting here jerking your shit
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while you're just relaxing.
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You want me to shut up?
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Quit being such a boy and
take care of business.
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Wait, wait, wait, wait, hold on.
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(pills rattling)
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(pills rattling)
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(crickets chirping)
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(Bodie swallows)
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(ring rattles)
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That's better.
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(phone buzzes)
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Who's Vincent?
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What do you mean who's Vincent?
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That's my husband, why?
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He's texting you.
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(Lita groans)
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Fuck.
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Just don't move.
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Wait, wait, wait, where are you going?
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- I've got to go talk to
my husband real quick.
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Your husband's here?
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What do you mean?
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Of course, my husband is
here, this is where we live.
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Why do you think I'm jerking
you off in the truck?
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Just don't move, I'll be right back.
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Okay.
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(crickets chirping)
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(dog barking)
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(door creaking)
(door slamming)
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(crickets chirping)
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(dog barking)
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What are you doing outside?
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Jerking off some young stud,
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telling him about how much I hate you.
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Hysterical.
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Is your mother with you?
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She's not, is she?
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Goddamn it, Lita.
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Your mom and your whole fucked up family!
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She's a grown woman, Vincent.
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She can come and go as she pleases.
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Really?
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Is that the agreement that we had,
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that your alcoholic mother
who sleeps 20 feet away
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from our five-year-old son can
come and go as she sees fit?
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She's been sober nearly a year.
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Wow!
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10 whole months!
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Is there a chip for that?
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- It's green.
- What?
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The chip for 10 months, it's green.
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Why is this my problem?
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Why is this our problem?
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Right now she's just missing.
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We don't know if she's relapsed.
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(Vincent laughs)
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Oh God, I hate that smug laugh of yours.
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Yeah, well I hate this fucking chaos you
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brought into our lives.
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What, what did you just say?
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I said.
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I'm sure disappointed in
our present situation.
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Oh, yeah.
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Real nice with this
sanctimonious thing you do.
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Lita.
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It's just a little too
early in the the morning
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for a full-on whiff of
your bullshit, okay?
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Fuck you, Vincent.
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Look, I'm gonna go look for Mom.
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Can you please make sure that Dean
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gets to school if I'm not back in time?
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It's Saturday.
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Hey.
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I love you.
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Yeah.
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You too.
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[Vincent] Oh, hey, don't forget.
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We have that appointment this morning!
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Yup.
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(door creaking)
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(door thudding)
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(crickets chirping)
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(dog barking)
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(car door thudding)
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Oh, Jesus Christ. (laughs)
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You beautiful young boys sit around
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with your top shelf
hard-ons totally unaware
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that youth and time are fleeting.
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Is that a poem or something?
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I doubt it.
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Fuck, Bodie, I've got to go.
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You gotta go, where?
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It's one in the morning.
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It's my mom.
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- Your mom, I thought you were
just talking to your husband.
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You know, Bodie.
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My life is just a little too complicated
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to explain all the ins and outs to you
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in the 30 seconds that I have right now.
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Suffice it to say, adulthood
is not all beer bongs,
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blow jobs and finger
banging 35-year-old moms
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in the back seats of trucks.
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You know, some advice,
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next time you're with an
older woman or any woman,
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don't just stab at her pussy
with your stiff little fingers.
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You gotta
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slow down, warm up the kitty a little.
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You are a gorgeous creature,
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but your inexperience is clunky.
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So, there you go, the secret to life.
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Hope you were paying attention.
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Maybe someday you won't
catch your future wife,
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giving out hand-jobs in
the backseat of a truck.
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Get my drift?
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All right.
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All right, then.
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(insects chirping)
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(car door thudding)
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(boots thudding)
(belt rattling)
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(car buzzing)
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Wait, are you breaking up with me?
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(car beeping)
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I think I love you.
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Well, that's nice.
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Can I at least get a ride?
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- Gotta go, put those young
legs of yours to work.
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(mellow rock music)
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♪ She's crying on the corner ♪
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♪ And I've been waiting for her ♪
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♪ Every day, today, every day ♪
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♪ Oh, can you paint a picture ♪
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♪ She's got money and loves machines ♪
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♪ She's 32 and has no
excuse except she's so hot ♪
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♪ Just look out down in the wishing well ♪
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♪ Then let her go, she's
mad as hell, yeah ♪
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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
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♪ We went a parking lot ♪
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♪ And then listening to tell ya ♪
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♪ He swings his arms,
the dragging starts ♪
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♪ Throws back his head,
swings around again ♪
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♪ He used to be a soldier man ♪
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♪ Every raging arms to rock
insanity like his bags ♪
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(phone ringing)
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♪ He stuck his foot in the wishing well ♪
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(phone ringing)
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(door thudding)
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(phone ringing)
(patrons chattering)
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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
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♪ She'll be mad as hell ♪
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Hey Joe, you out there?
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I know most people go to
churches or cemeteries
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to talk to their dead dads,
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but I think we both know this
is a pretty fitting place
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to have this conversation.
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Anyway. (sighs)
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It's been another year,
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so I just thought maybe
I'd tell you about my day,
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give you a little insight to
how things are goin' for me.
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I woke up late for work again.
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So, there goes that 10 cent raise, right?
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I was hungover.
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So, breakfast was just
a handful of aspirin
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and a spiked sugar coffee.
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I mean, shit, man.
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I was out the door before I even thought
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to look at your letter.
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I had hidden it in a
stack of past due notices,
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thinking I'd forget about it.
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But I didn't.
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It was after lunch sometime
before I realized that
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I had your photos.
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Maybe in another 20 years,
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I'll forget about you all together,
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but that's not how it goes, is it?
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Anyway?
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Now, I'm drunk,
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talking to the sky.
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Pretending it's my dead dad.
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Trying to convince myself
that I don't give a shit.
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None of this matters,
and that I'm not afraid
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when I look in the mirror these days,
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and I see you sometimes.
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(sighs) So will there be any
wisdom from the starlight?
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Any miracles to be had?
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Any advice on how to
get this blood of yours
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out of my fucking veins?
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You got anything for me, Joe?
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(solemn rock music)
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You know, there was a time
when you found me amusing.
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I never found you all that amusing.
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No?
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No.
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Mostly just wanted to get you in bed.
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Oh, I'm blushing.
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You are. (laughs)
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But you should inform your
confident drunken sway
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and that sexy sideways smile
that they're a bit overrated.
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Really?
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- Yeah, well, this tough
blue collar thing you got
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going on can only take you so far.
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How far is that?
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Just far enough but never over the edge.
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(Evan chuckles)
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Too cheesy?
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Yeah.
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You need a ride?
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I suppose I do.
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(somber rock music)
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♪ Move your arms just
like an evening dress ♪
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♪ Bring it to the right,
sway to the left ♪
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♪ In the morning everything is spent ♪
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♪ And I make my way back home ♪
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♪ Move your arms just
like an evening dress ♪
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♪ Go to the right, sway to the left ♪
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♪ In the morning everything is spent ♪
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♪ And I make my way back home ♪
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(belt rattling)
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- Just fuck me.
- What?
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- I want to feel your big, massive hard-on
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pulsating inside me.
(lips smacking)
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You know, you don't have to oversell,
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I'm good on size.
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- It's just role-playing, baby.
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- Yeah, well, it sounds like
you want me to role play
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that I've got attributes
that, well, I may not have.
267
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Just say "Fuck me hard" or something.
268
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I want you to fuck me raw.
269
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Oh yeah.
270
00:15:35,370 --> 00:15:40,240
- Oh, fuck me raw, and
put your baby inside me.
271
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(lips smacking)
272
00:15:43,330 --> 00:15:44,480
Uh.
273
00:15:44,480 --> 00:15:46,580
Too far, right?
274
00:15:46,580 --> 00:15:49,230
I mean, maybe a little bit.
275
00:15:49,230 --> 00:15:52,320
I mean, I know the intent
of sex is to make babies,
276
00:15:52,320 --> 00:15:55,603
but it's just not really, you know.
277
00:15:56,660 --> 00:15:59,060
Shit, I totally fucked this up.
278
00:15:59,060 --> 00:16:00,530
No, it's no big deal.
279
00:16:00,530 --> 00:16:02,230
Just start from "Fuck me raw."
280
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I'm pregnant.
281
00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:10,273
- Is this like some sort
of kink I'm not aware of?
282
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I'm with child.
283
00:16:14,620 --> 00:16:16,733
No, I know what you said, it's just.
284
00:16:19,410 --> 00:16:20,883
What?
285
00:16:20,883 --> 00:16:22,630
I guess I just wanted to see how you'd
286
00:16:22,630 --> 00:16:23,813
react or something.
287
00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:25,943
To what exactly?
288
00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:29,563
The idea of us having children.
289
00:16:30,650 --> 00:16:33,133
- That was our conversation
about having kids?
290
00:16:34,481 --> 00:16:37,303
I'm pregnant, so yeah.
291
00:16:41,386 --> 00:16:43,153
(exhales) Shit.
292
00:16:49,350 --> 00:16:51,768
I'm guessing having children isn't big
293
00:16:51,768 --> 00:16:53,641
on your list of life ambitions.
294
00:16:53,641 --> 00:16:55,690
Ambitions, really?
295
00:16:55,690 --> 00:16:58,330
I mean, you don't have to be
a real go getter to have kids.
296
00:16:58,330 --> 00:17:01,119
It's dick meets vagina, conception, birth.
297
00:17:01,119 --> 00:17:05,100
I mean, I'm sure Darwin has
a better explanation for it,
298
00:17:05,100 --> 00:17:06,718
but as far as I can understand,
299
00:17:06,718 --> 00:17:08,763
the process is not that complicated.
300
00:17:09,775 --> 00:17:10,710
You're right.
301
00:17:10,710 --> 00:17:14,000
Once you completely dismiss
biology and science,
302
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,194
it's not that complicated,
303
00:17:16,194 --> 00:17:21,194
but then there's a part where
you become a parent, you know.
304
00:17:22,820 --> 00:17:25,583
An adult who's responsible
for another human being.
305
00:17:28,514 --> 00:17:29,718
Are you okay?
306
00:17:29,718 --> 00:17:33,010
Yeah, I'm all right.
307
00:17:33,010 --> 00:17:36,261
- Where are you going?
- I just need a cold shower.
308
00:17:36,261 --> 00:17:37,094
Evan.
309
00:17:38,525 --> 00:17:41,525
(mellow rock music)
310
00:17:48,685 --> 00:17:52,817
♪ I'm on the road before
the sun ever rises ♪
311
00:17:52,817 --> 00:17:54,897
(phone ringing)
312
00:17:54,897 --> 00:17:59,897
♪ I'm staying out of my head,
it's lucky I'm not dead ♪
313
00:18:01,243 --> 00:18:02,906
(phone ringing)
314
00:18:02,906 --> 00:18:07,906
♪ I move through the day
without ever seeing water ♪
315
00:18:09,701 --> 00:18:14,701
♪ I float like a ghost through the coast ♪
316
00:18:15,438 --> 00:18:19,776
♪ With a heavy, heavy heart ♪
317
00:18:19,776 --> 00:18:22,443
(fist pounding)
318
00:18:23,506 --> 00:18:26,831
♪ Heavy heart ♪
319
00:18:26,831 --> 00:18:29,498
(fist pounding)
320
00:18:31,143 --> 00:18:32,939
♪ Heavy, heavy heart ♪
321
00:18:32,939 --> 00:18:33,939
Gah, what?
322
00:18:38,120 --> 00:18:40,020
Why are you not answering your phone?
323
00:18:40,020 --> 00:18:42,810
Mom has gone AWOL, and I
could really use your help.
324
00:18:42,810 --> 00:18:44,650
AWOL, do you even know what that means?
325
00:18:44,650 --> 00:18:46,990
- She's fucking gone, Evan,
and I don't know where she is,
326
00:18:46,990 --> 00:18:49,200
and she's probably been drinking again.
327
00:18:49,200 --> 00:18:51,520
You look surprised, Lita.
328
00:18:51,520 --> 00:18:53,240
Did you even check your calendar?
329
00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:55,090
You do know what today is, don't you?
330
00:19:00,470 --> 00:19:01,303
Dad.
331
00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:03,893
[Evan] Yeah, Dad.
332
00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:08,005
- I normally think about
him on his birthday
333
00:19:08,005 --> 00:19:10,200
- and not his--
- On his death anniversary?
334
00:19:10,200 --> 00:19:12,193
Yeah, it's very glass half full of you.
335
00:19:13,450 --> 00:19:16,313
- Jesus, I'd almost forgotten
how self-righteous he was.
336
00:19:19,140 --> 00:19:19,973
Yeah.
337
00:19:19,973 --> 00:19:22,420
Well, Mom's pretty much been
living in her head these days,
338
00:19:22,420 --> 00:19:24,923
so she's probably been
ready to bolt for awhile.
339
00:19:28,090 --> 00:19:29,133
What?
340
00:19:29,133 --> 00:19:30,710
Why the fuck are you
looking at me that way?
341
00:19:30,710 --> 00:19:32,270
This is not my fault.
342
00:19:32,270 --> 00:19:33,780
How could you forget the anniversary
343
00:19:33,780 --> 00:19:35,000
of your father's death?
344
00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:36,830
I've been busy, okay?
345
00:19:36,830 --> 00:19:37,663
Yeah.
346
00:19:39,396 --> 00:19:42,390
- I'm not the one who
made our mom an alcoholic.
347
00:19:42,390 --> 00:19:43,682
All right, all right.
348
00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:45,093
I know, I'm sorry.
349
00:19:45,930 --> 00:19:47,900
Look, I need your help.
350
00:19:47,900 --> 00:19:49,400
Okay.
351
00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:50,850
I need you to look for her.
352
00:19:53,380 --> 00:19:55,070
I have been driving around all night,
353
00:19:55,070 --> 00:19:56,390
trying to find her, okay?
354
00:19:56,390 --> 00:19:57,960
And I have something else I need to do.
355
00:19:57,960 --> 00:20:00,100
- More important than
finding our alcoholic mother?
356
00:20:00,100 --> 00:20:01,580
Yeah.
357
00:20:01,580 --> 00:20:03,010
What?
358
00:20:03,010 --> 00:20:05,510
Look are you gonna help me or not?
359
00:20:05,510 --> 00:20:06,890
Yeah.
360
00:20:06,890 --> 00:20:08,050
Yeah, okay.
361
00:20:08,050 --> 00:20:09,640
God, why do you gotta make me beg?
362
00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:11,043
You're such an asshole.
363
00:20:11,900 --> 00:20:13,480
You're welcome.
364
00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:14,560
You're welcome?
365
00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:16,223
She's your mother too, you know.
366
00:20:17,126 --> 00:20:18,750
(keys rattling)
367
00:20:18,750 --> 00:20:20,800
Why don't you answer your phone sometime?
368
00:20:21,670 --> 00:20:23,670
You never heard of texting?
369
00:20:23,670 --> 00:20:24,633
You ever heard of fucking yourself
370
00:20:24,633 --> 00:20:26,550
with a rusty razorblade?
371
00:20:26,550 --> 00:20:28,604
Uh, no, I have not heard of that.
372
00:20:28,604 --> 00:20:30,724
(chuckles) Love you.
373
00:20:30,724 --> 00:20:31,974
(Evan groans)
374
00:20:31,974 --> 00:20:33,474
[Evan] You, too.
375
00:20:36,670 --> 00:20:39,670
(mellow rock music)
376
00:21:34,910 --> 00:21:37,090
You should have worn a jacket.
377
00:21:37,090 --> 00:21:37,970
It's at the cleaners.
378
00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:39,600
I need it for work on Monday.
379
00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:41,542
- Why do we have to waste our
weekend with this shit again?
380
00:21:41,542 --> 00:21:43,250
- It's the only time my
folks can take the kid.
381
00:21:43,250 --> 00:21:44,543
Oh yeah, right.
382
00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:52,040
- You look nice.
- Thanks.
383
00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:53,400
- Did you have a chance
to go home and change?
384
00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:55,313
I keep some things in the truck.
385
00:21:56,890 --> 00:21:57,723
Dean's always making a mess.
386
00:21:57,723 --> 00:22:00,884
You never when you're gonna
need a change of clothes.
387
00:22:00,884 --> 00:22:03,148
Well, you look great.
388
00:22:03,148 --> 00:22:06,148
(mellow rock music)
389
00:22:10,202 --> 00:22:11,535
I need a mint.
390
00:22:17,773 --> 00:22:19,340
Want one?
391
00:22:19,340 --> 00:22:22,340
(mellow rock music)
392
00:22:47,689 --> 00:22:49,731
(therapist clears throat)
393
00:22:49,731 --> 00:22:52,731
(zipper clattering)
394
00:22:56,340 --> 00:22:59,090
(pages rustling)
395
00:23:02,481 --> 00:23:05,564
(Lita clears throat)
396
00:23:10,750 --> 00:23:14,740
So, did you two bring your homework?
397
00:23:14,740 --> 00:23:15,813
Fucking homework.
398
00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:24,257
When we ended our last session,
399
00:23:24,257 --> 00:23:26,920
we were talking about peccadilloes.
400
00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:29,050
You both seem interested in trying to
401
00:23:29,050 --> 00:23:31,703
alter some minor behavioral issues.
402
00:23:33,692 --> 00:23:35,030
All right, Vincent.
403
00:23:35,030 --> 00:23:38,040
You seem eager, let's start with you.
404
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:39,113
What's on your list?
405
00:23:41,508 --> 00:23:46,508
- Okay, well, I guess let's
start with the kitchen cabinets.
406
00:23:47,507 --> 00:23:48,683
What about them?
407
00:23:49,810 --> 00:23:52,593
She leaves them open, a lot.
408
00:23:56,460 --> 00:23:59,840
I just wish she'd close
them when she's finished.
409
00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:00,673
That's all?
410
00:24:04,730 --> 00:24:05,563
Okay.
411
00:24:06,610 --> 00:24:07,443
Go on.
412
00:24:10,570 --> 00:24:13,920
- Well, there's this little
toothpaste ring in the sink.
413
00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:16,116
Fucking toothpaste ring.
414
00:24:16,116 --> 00:24:18,540
I just wish she'd wipe it up
415
00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:20,433
when she's finished brushing her teeth.
416
00:24:28,169 --> 00:24:29,345
That's it?
417
00:24:29,345 --> 00:24:30,345
That's it.
418
00:24:31,910 --> 00:24:32,743
Huh.
419
00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,680
All right.
420
00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:39,253
Lita, why don't you give it a shot?
421
00:24:40,620 --> 00:24:41,453
Okay.
422
00:24:43,555 --> 00:24:48,555
So, here are some things
I hate about Vincent.
423
00:24:50,290 --> 00:24:51,123
No, no.
424
00:24:52,476 --> 00:24:54,623
Let's not use the word hate.
425
00:25:02,940 --> 00:25:06,630
- Okay, well, let's start
with the way he comes home
426
00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:10,630
from work and plops
himself in front of the TV.
427
00:25:10,630 --> 00:25:12,280
You don't like him watching TV.
428
00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:16,280
It used to bother me, this device we
429
00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:18,650
plug into the wall, stealing my husband
430
00:25:18,650 --> 00:25:21,120
and our son, his father,
431
00:25:21,120 --> 00:25:23,738
but then I realized
that if he's not staring
432
00:25:23,738 --> 00:25:28,738
at the brain sucker, I have
to watch his fat fucking neck
433
00:25:28,940 --> 00:25:33,940
flailing around while he tries
to regurgitate actual words.
434
00:25:34,050 --> 00:25:39,050
And then listen to him go on and on and on
435
00:25:40,420 --> 00:25:44,193
about how hard he's had
to work all day long.
436
00:25:46,960 --> 00:25:51,313
Like I should be grateful
to you, the provider, right?
437
00:25:53,430 --> 00:25:58,348
Well, I've busy raising our son all day.
438
00:25:58,348 --> 00:26:03,348
Wipe the toothpaste ring up
yourself, you whiny bitch.
439
00:26:06,630 --> 00:26:09,130
- This is a waste of
time, for Christ's sake.
440
00:26:09,130 --> 00:26:12,680
I mean, why don't we talk
about some of our real issues?
441
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:14,181
Here we go.
442
00:26:14,181 --> 00:26:18,751
My freeloading mom, my dead
dad, my absentee brother.
443
00:26:18,751 --> 00:26:22,070
- La, la, la, la, la, la, la.
- Let's not forget about your
444
00:26:22,070 --> 00:26:25,740
newfound appreciation for parked cars.
445
00:26:25,740 --> 00:26:27,717
I mean, what are you doing
at all hours of the night
446
00:26:27,717 --> 00:26:29,563
in the fucking car, Lita?
447
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:32,710
I'm sorry, what are we talking about?
448
00:26:34,043 --> 00:26:37,063
I don't have time for this shit today!
449
00:26:38,950 --> 00:26:41,323
- This sounds like
something we should discuss.
450
00:26:42,360 --> 00:26:43,193
I don't know, Doc.
451
00:26:43,193 --> 00:26:45,493
I think we're well beyond peccadilloes.
452
00:26:47,431 --> 00:26:50,181
(heels clacking)
453
00:26:59,780 --> 00:27:00,613
Mom.
454
00:27:02,985 --> 00:27:06,235
(Carlee groans softly)
455
00:27:10,270 --> 00:27:11,220
What are you doing?
456
00:27:15,050 --> 00:27:18,313
Hey man, this your mom?
457
00:27:20,690 --> 00:27:23,240
Yep, that's my mom.
458
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,993
Your mom is one beautiful lady.
459
00:27:27,410 --> 00:27:28,243
You know, I sure would love to take her
460
00:27:28,243 --> 00:27:29,953
out to have some dinner some time.
461
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:32,340
Yeah, might want to ask her that.
462
00:27:32,340 --> 00:27:34,298
(man laughs)
463
00:27:34,298 --> 00:27:37,123
Well, I ask her every time I see her.
464
00:27:37,123 --> 00:27:38,173
And what's she say?
465
00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:42,068
- I tell him to go fuck himself
with a bag of rusty nails.
466
00:27:42,068 --> 00:27:43,960
(man laughs)
467
00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:45,680
Sounds like a hard no, my friend.
468
00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:48,170
Ah. (laughs)
469
00:27:48,170 --> 00:27:50,345
All right, let's get you outta here.
470
00:27:50,345 --> 00:27:51,178
Come on.
471
00:27:52,485 --> 00:27:53,318
Come on.
472
00:27:54,232 --> 00:27:55,660
Okay.
473
00:27:55,660 --> 00:27:58,540
- I guess I'll see you in
my dreams, pretty lady.
474
00:27:58,540 --> 00:28:02,147
- If you do, I hope I'm smart
enough to run like hell!
475
00:28:02,147 --> 00:28:04,849
(man laughs)
476
00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:06,461
Can you walk yourself?
477
00:28:06,461 --> 00:28:07,461
Sometimes.
478
00:28:12,741 --> 00:28:14,650
(Carlee groans)
479
00:28:14,650 --> 00:28:17,150
(phone rings)
480
00:28:20,630 --> 00:28:23,390
- Bodie, I really don't have
time for this right now.
481
00:28:23,390 --> 00:28:25,530
- Hey, girl.
- Who is this?
482
00:28:25,530 --> 00:28:26,680
Where's Bodie?
483
00:28:26,680 --> 00:28:28,100
[Kiki] Bodie's hanging out.
484
00:28:28,100 --> 00:28:30,185
I thought you and me
oughta have a conversation
485
00:28:30,185 --> 00:28:32,280
about your secret stash of kickers
486
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:34,589
and how you can get your ring back.
487
00:28:34,589 --> 00:28:36,350
Kickers?
488
00:28:36,350 --> 00:28:37,650
[Kiki] Your hillbillies.
489
00:28:38,790 --> 00:28:40,350
My back pills?
490
00:28:40,350 --> 00:28:41,890
- [Kiki] Yeah, if that's
what you call 'em.
491
00:28:41,890 --> 00:28:44,410
Your "back pills."
492
00:28:44,410 --> 00:28:45,570
Let me talk to Bodie.
493
00:28:45,570 --> 00:28:47,600
- [Kiki] Bodie is a little
heartbroken right now.
494
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:50,760
So, you're gonna have to deal with Kiki.
495
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:53,351
Look, I'm not sure what Bodie told you,
496
00:28:53,351 --> 00:28:56,343
but I don't have a
secret stash of anything.
497
00:28:58,385 --> 00:28:59,870
Lita!
498
00:28:59,870 --> 00:29:01,659
- Look, I'm gonna have
to call you back, okay?
499
00:29:01,659 --> 00:29:03,343
[Kiki] I'll be waiting.
500
00:29:06,450 --> 00:29:07,350
Everything okay?
501
00:29:08,220 --> 00:29:09,053
Yeah, fine.
502
00:29:11,490 --> 00:29:13,850
- Look, we need to have a
conversation about your mother.
503
00:29:13,850 --> 00:29:15,100
Meaning, we need to talk about
504
00:29:15,100 --> 00:29:16,631
moving her out of the house.
505
00:29:16,631 --> 00:29:18,515
- I know we've both
had a lot on our plates
506
00:29:18,515 --> 00:29:23,343
and, truthfully, we could use a break.
507
00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:26,690
I thought I could take
Dean to my folks' house
508
00:29:26,690 --> 00:29:27,856
for the weekend.
509
00:29:27,856 --> 00:29:30,190
Maybe give you some time
to figure out whatever's
510
00:29:30,190 --> 00:29:31,240
going on with Carlee.
511
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:34,343
Yeah, okay.
512
00:29:36,736 --> 00:29:39,403
(lips smacking)
513
00:29:41,866 --> 00:29:42,699
Thanks.
514
00:29:44,889 --> 00:29:47,889
(mellow rock music)
515
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,400
- Hello?
- What do you want?
516
00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:14,082
- [Kiki] Kickers for the
rock or we call your husband
517
00:30:14,082 --> 00:30:16,558
and tell him you've
been playing house with,
518
00:30:16,558 --> 00:30:18,017
how did you put it?
519
00:30:18,017 --> 00:30:21,060
"Beautiful boys with top shelf hard-ons."
520
00:30:21,060 --> 00:30:23,810
- I can't get any more
meds, how about cash?
521
00:30:23,810 --> 00:30:25,810
- [Kiki] Kickers for the
rock, that's the deal.
522
00:30:25,810 --> 00:30:27,253
Fuck you.
523
00:30:34,450 --> 00:30:37,450
(mellow rock music)
524
00:30:42,393 --> 00:30:45,393
(Carlee whimpering)
525
00:30:47,891 --> 00:30:48,724
Mom?
526
00:30:49,907 --> 00:30:50,740
You okay?
527
00:30:51,763 --> 00:30:52,596
(Carlee vomiting)
528
00:30:52,596 --> 00:30:54,475
Oh!
529
00:30:54,475 --> 00:30:58,466
Son of a bitch!
530
00:30:58,466 --> 00:31:01,000
Ugh! (groans)
531
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:02,750
Unfucking believable!
532
00:31:05,171 --> 00:31:08,100
(Evan groans)
533
00:31:08,100 --> 00:31:09,283
[Woman] You two okay?
534
00:31:09,283 --> 00:31:10,250
What?
535
00:31:10,250 --> 00:31:11,860
Yeah, everything's good.
536
00:31:11,860 --> 00:31:13,460
[Woman] What about her?
537
00:31:13,460 --> 00:31:14,794
She's fine.
538
00:31:14,794 --> 00:31:16,173
Are you sure?
539
00:31:17,450 --> 00:31:19,490
She looks like she could use some help.
540
00:31:19,490 --> 00:31:21,463
Maybe we should call someone?
541
00:31:23,232 --> 00:31:24,233
Should we?
542
00:31:25,570 --> 00:31:27,550
Wow, I didn't think of that.
543
00:31:27,550 --> 00:31:28,920
You know, I've just been
dealing with this shit
544
00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:31,370
my whole fucking life, completely unaware
545
00:31:31,370 --> 00:31:34,920
that I should just call
someone, so thank you for that.
546
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,009
Thank you.
547
00:31:36,009 --> 00:31:38,610
(mellow rock music)
548
00:31:38,610 --> 00:31:40,470
What are you staring at?
549
00:31:40,470 --> 00:31:42,573
She's a dipso, lady, a real one.
550
00:31:44,700 --> 00:31:46,500
If she were gonna die,
551
00:31:46,500 --> 00:31:47,861
she would have done it
with you standing there
552
00:31:47,861 --> 00:31:49,786
wearing that witless fucking gaze.
553
00:31:49,786 --> 00:31:51,970
So, why don't you fuck off?
554
00:31:51,970 --> 00:31:53,270
'Cause you're not helping.
555
00:31:54,250 --> 00:31:57,360
Go, get the fuck outta here!
556
00:31:57,360 --> 00:31:58,249
Go tell all your friends at brunch
557
00:31:58,249 --> 00:31:59,238
how you saw something real,
558
00:31:59,238 --> 00:32:01,211
and it scared the fuck outta you!
559
00:32:01,211 --> 00:32:04,211
(mellow rock music)
560
00:32:26,965 --> 00:32:29,632
(door creaking)
561
00:32:30,838 --> 00:32:34,023
(door thudding)
562
00:32:34,023 --> 00:32:37,023
(mellow rock music)
563
00:32:41,190 --> 00:32:42,843
Is she wearing my bathing suit?
564
00:32:44,990 --> 00:32:46,080
Is that Vincent's shirt?
565
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:48,200
What the hell were you two doing?
566
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:49,350
Vomit dress up party.
567
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,140
- Uh, I thought the idea was
to get her to stop drinking.
568
00:32:56,140 --> 00:33:00,570
- No, the idea was to get
her back home, which I did.
569
00:33:00,570 --> 00:33:02,500
- You know, it's like you
don't even give a shit.
570
00:33:02,500 --> 00:33:04,010
Oh wow, it's like you know me.
571
00:33:04,010 --> 00:33:05,570
Okay, I'm not going to respond
572
00:33:05,570 --> 00:33:07,650
to this childish back
and forth thing you're
573
00:33:07,650 --> 00:33:08,483
trying to get me to engage in.
574
00:33:08,483 --> 00:33:10,910
- Just so we're clear,
she's gonna need help.
575
00:33:10,910 --> 00:33:12,050
I know.
576
00:33:12,050 --> 00:33:14,240
No, I mean real assistance, Lita.
577
00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:16,169
- As opposed to what,
my charade of concern?
578
00:33:16,169 --> 00:33:19,490
I mean like a program, like a therapist,
579
00:33:19,490 --> 00:33:21,430
some kinda delusion that
her life might actually
580
00:33:21,430 --> 00:33:22,470
get better someday.
581
00:33:22,470 --> 00:33:24,640
Jesus, when did you become so cynical?
582
00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:25,473
Okay, don't worry.
583
00:33:25,473 --> 00:33:27,520
I'm not trying to move in
on your personality traits.
584
00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:28,471
I just wanted one of us to be clear
585
00:33:28,471 --> 00:33:30,220
on who we're dealing with here.
586
00:33:30,220 --> 00:33:31,860
She'll never go.
587
00:33:31,860 --> 00:33:33,960
To treatment, she'll never go.
588
00:33:33,960 --> 00:33:36,978
She still goes on and on about
how the medical community
589
00:33:36,978 --> 00:33:39,267
calls "it" a disease.
590
00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:41,610
"It" meaning substance abuse?
591
00:33:41,610 --> 00:33:43,032
Jesus, when'd you get so vague?
592
00:33:43,032 --> 00:33:44,456
(sighs) I'm just trying to see things
593
00:33:44,456 --> 00:33:45,890
from her perspective.
594
00:33:45,890 --> 00:33:46,940
I thought it might help.
595
00:33:46,940 --> 00:33:48,778
Well, good luck with that.
596
00:33:48,778 --> 00:33:50,200
Where are you going?
597
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:51,420
Away.
598
00:33:51,420 --> 00:33:53,390
Where peace and harmony reign supreme.
599
00:33:53,390 --> 00:33:54,606
And I don't have to deal with that
600
00:33:54,606 --> 00:33:57,721
- as my life anymore.
- Oh, boo hoo for you.
601
00:33:57,721 --> 00:34:00,220
She's your mother too, you know.
602
00:34:00,220 --> 00:34:01,830
She could use your support.
603
00:34:01,830 --> 00:34:03,881
Give me a fucking break, Lita!
604
00:34:03,881 --> 00:34:06,240
It's the same shit with her.
605
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:08,653
Stop everything in your
life to help poor old Mom
606
00:34:08,653 --> 00:34:11,453
crawl out of whatever her
latest train wreck is.
607
00:34:12,958 --> 00:34:15,370
She's had a rough life, you know.
608
00:34:15,370 --> 00:34:17,223
Yeah, we've all had it tough.
609
00:34:18,100 --> 00:34:20,990
Her husband killed himself.
610
00:34:20,990 --> 00:34:23,220
Yeah, exactly, her husband.
611
00:34:23,220 --> 00:34:24,270
Her husband, right?
612
00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:27,480
Not your father or my
dad, but her husband.
613
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:29,130
God, it's like we've been dealing
614
00:34:29,130 --> 00:34:31,503
with her grief our whole life.
615
00:34:32,650 --> 00:34:35,630
It's not just grief, Evan.
616
00:34:35,630 --> 00:34:37,362
It's motherhood, it's work, it's life.
617
00:34:37,362 --> 00:34:40,225
It's day-to-day adding up to
debt and useless antidotes.
618
00:34:40,225 --> 00:34:41,510
- Bullshit.
- What?
619
00:34:41,510 --> 00:34:43,440
It's all bullshit, Lita.
620
00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:45,400
Our mother is a fucking alcoholic.
621
00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:48,286
The rigors of life, the
hardships of child-rearing,
622
00:34:48,286 --> 00:34:50,497
a convenient song and dance, that's all.
623
00:34:50,497 --> 00:34:53,382
Oh, and how would you know?
624
00:34:53,382 --> 00:34:54,840
You're no parent.
625
00:34:54,840 --> 00:34:58,520
You haven't got a clue
what I am talking about.
626
00:34:58,520 --> 00:35:03,130
Well, that might not be 100% accurate.
627
00:35:03,130 --> 00:35:03,963
How's that?
628
00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:08,500
Maddie?
629
00:35:08,500 --> 00:35:11,060
Her name is not Maddie, it's Addie.
630
00:35:11,060 --> 00:35:13,330
Jesus Christ, we live together.
631
00:35:13,330 --> 00:35:16,120
You don't even know my girlfriend's name?
632
00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:17,630
What's so goddamn funny?
633
00:35:17,630 --> 00:35:18,848
You thinking that living with someone
634
00:35:18,848 --> 00:35:20,770
makes it a commitment of some kind.
635
00:35:20,770 --> 00:35:21,603
Oh my God.
636
00:35:23,110 --> 00:35:26,263
So, was it a happy event?
637
00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:28,443
I'm not sure.
638
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:30,993
How's that?
639
00:35:32,050 --> 00:35:33,985
- I mean, we have a
pretty active sex life,
640
00:35:33,985 --> 00:35:35,630
so sometimes it's happy,
641
00:35:35,630 --> 00:35:38,610
other times it's kind of
sadistic and fucked up.
642
00:35:38,610 --> 00:35:41,163
Not the conception, you defect.
643
00:35:43,032 --> 00:35:46,200
When she told you you
were going to be a father.
644
00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:47,294
How did it go?
645
00:35:47,294 --> 00:35:49,653
Right, that.
646
00:35:51,380 --> 00:35:52,593
Could have gone better.
647
00:35:58,590 --> 00:35:59,690
I'm gonna be a father.
648
00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:07,840
Fucking cliche, cowardice, macho shit.
649
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:09,580
Get over yourself, little brother.
650
00:36:09,580 --> 00:36:10,637
The days of finding meaning behind
651
00:36:10,637 --> 00:36:13,610
your fucked up childhood
stories have gone, okay?
652
00:36:13,610 --> 00:36:16,740
Pass that sippy cup onto
the next whimpering imp.
653
00:36:16,740 --> 00:36:17,840
Wow.
654
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:20,320
No warm, fuzzy words of encouragement?
655
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,020
How life's gonna change for the better?
656
00:36:22,020 --> 00:36:26,750
How it's gonna open me up to
a love as of yet undiscovered?
657
00:36:26,750 --> 00:36:27,583
No, Evan.
658
00:36:30,590 --> 00:36:35,428
That's what some image junky
twit wrote in her mommy blog.
659
00:36:35,428 --> 00:36:36,803
Okay?
660
00:36:36,803 --> 00:36:38,770
(Lita clears throat)
661
00:36:38,770 --> 00:36:42,350
The truth about parenthood
that nobody ever tells you
662
00:36:42,350 --> 00:36:44,880
is that no matter how
much you love your kids,
663
00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:46,904
which is immense,
664
00:36:46,904 --> 00:36:51,904
you will always fantasize
about the life you had before.
665
00:36:57,436 --> 00:36:59,269
That's what broke Dad.
666
00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:02,083
It broke Mom.
667
00:37:04,533 --> 00:37:05,366
And you?
668
00:37:07,430 --> 00:37:09,080
One problem at a time, I guess.
669
00:37:11,381 --> 00:37:16,352
- (sighs) Well, let's go
try to convince our mother
670
00:37:16,352 --> 00:37:19,650
that she should die at a
somewhat leisurely pace
671
00:37:19,650 --> 00:37:21,740
like the rest of us.
672
00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:23,490
I knew you wouldn't abandoned me.
673
00:37:29,032 --> 00:37:31,699
(Lita chuckles)
674
00:37:38,642 --> 00:37:40,833
You know, this place is beautiful.
675
00:37:40,833 --> 00:37:42,440
The entire time I've lived here,
676
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:43,986
I don't think I've spent
more than five minutes
677
00:37:43,986 --> 00:37:45,323
in this backyard.
678
00:37:46,830 --> 00:37:50,530
- So, what is this you're
drinking here, Mom?
679
00:37:50,530 --> 00:37:51,480
Not sure exactly.
680
00:37:52,670 --> 00:37:54,964
Heavy dose of something clear and toxic,
681
00:37:54,964 --> 00:37:57,513
a little ice and a chaser.
682
00:38:01,523 --> 00:38:03,930
Ugh, why is it so green?
683
00:38:03,930 --> 00:38:06,540
I didn't write down the recipe, son.
684
00:38:06,540 --> 00:38:07,423
Classy.
685
00:38:09,510 --> 00:38:11,709
- Wasn't going for high-end, sweetheart.
686
00:38:11,709 --> 00:38:14,062
(Evan chuckles)
687
00:38:14,062 --> 00:38:14,895
What?
688
00:38:15,830 --> 00:38:17,733
You are supposed to be helping me.
689
00:38:18,581 --> 00:38:20,220
Helping you with what?
690
00:38:20,220 --> 00:38:21,791
Oh, I don't know, Mom.
691
00:38:21,791 --> 00:38:23,269
I thought maybe we could convince you
692
00:38:23,269 --> 00:38:25,990
to start using sunscreen.
693
00:38:25,990 --> 00:38:26,823
What are you doing anyway?
694
00:38:26,823 --> 00:38:29,120
You know, nobody's sunbathes anymore.
695
00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:30,235
You can get skin cancer.
696
00:38:30,235 --> 00:38:31,360
Really?
697
00:38:31,360 --> 00:38:34,383
And here I was just
working on my cirrhosis.
698
00:38:38,290 --> 00:38:39,623
I like sunbathing.
699
00:38:40,710 --> 00:38:43,533
Reminds me of when I was young and cared.
700
00:38:45,619 --> 00:38:48,480
God, we had a yard just like this,
701
00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:50,080
when you were a teeny tiny butt.
702
00:38:51,036 --> 00:38:52,421
(sighs) Your dad would go to work,
703
00:38:52,421 --> 00:38:54,183
and I'd take you out to play in the yard,
704
00:38:54,183 --> 00:38:57,823
and I'd strut around in my young tan body.
705
00:38:59,023 --> 00:39:02,993
(chuckles) God, I thought
I was so old then.
706
00:39:06,210 --> 00:39:07,060
It's true What they say.
707
00:39:07,060 --> 00:39:08,740
You don't know how good you have it.
708
00:39:08,740 --> 00:39:10,373
And we had it good back then.
709
00:39:11,660 --> 00:39:15,203
Not like this pile of shit
existence we have now.
710
00:39:17,190 --> 00:39:18,023
Mom.
711
00:39:19,889 --> 00:39:22,980
I know how hard you've worked
this time to stay sober.
712
00:39:22,980 --> 00:39:25,463
Please, don't just throw it all away.
713
00:39:31,111 --> 00:39:33,450
What are you doing?
714
00:39:33,450 --> 00:39:36,103
Looking for the hateful bitch I raised.
715
00:39:37,118 --> 00:39:41,110
You think you can fool me with
that high pitched sweetness?
716
00:39:41,110 --> 00:39:43,210
Mommy, I want you to get well
717
00:39:43,210 --> 00:39:46,423
so we can share our lives together!
718
00:39:47,390 --> 00:39:48,223
Puke.
719
00:39:49,467 --> 00:39:50,793
And you're here to help?
720
00:39:52,620 --> 00:39:53,767
Fuck the both of you.
721
00:39:55,937 --> 00:39:59,087
"Mom, let's get you well!"
722
00:40:00,236 --> 00:40:01,633
Bunch of shit.
723
00:40:03,620 --> 00:40:07,783
Sober and docile, that's how ya want me.
724
00:40:10,590 --> 00:40:11,450
Oh, I'm sorry, Mom.
725
00:40:11,450 --> 00:40:13,650
Are you not getting
enough attention lately?
726
00:40:14,731 --> 00:40:16,500
So, what are we supposed to do, Mom?
727
00:40:16,500 --> 00:40:17,390
Just sit here and watch you
728
00:40:17,390 --> 00:40:19,220
- drink yourself to death?
- No!
729
00:40:19,220 --> 00:40:20,053
Then what?
730
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:25,520
I just need to come down slow.
731
00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:28,140
I'm sorry, what does that mean?
732
00:40:28,140 --> 00:40:30,260
- It means she wants us to
watch her try and kill herself.
733
00:40:30,260 --> 00:40:33,590
I need 24 hours to taper off.
734
00:40:33,590 --> 00:40:35,160
- Taper off?
- Evan.
735
00:40:35,160 --> 00:40:35,993
Look.
736
00:40:37,605 --> 00:40:41,500
I can't go cold turkey, and
I can't go to treatment.
737
00:40:41,500 --> 00:40:42,526
I can...
738
00:40:42,526 --> 00:40:44,063
I can do this.
739
00:40:46,006 --> 00:40:48,040
I just need a little help.
740
00:40:49,254 --> 00:40:51,254
- That's it?
- That's it.
741
00:40:52,989 --> 00:40:53,990
That's it.
742
00:40:53,990 --> 00:40:55,663
So, then what do you need us for?
743
00:40:58,190 --> 00:40:59,363
To keep me honest.
744
00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:04,890
Are you seriously considering this?
745
00:41:10,310 --> 00:41:11,475
All right.
746
00:41:11,475 --> 00:41:12,620
(mellow rock music)
747
00:41:12,620 --> 00:41:13,473
All right?
748
00:41:14,900 --> 00:41:16,450
All right what?
749
00:41:16,450 --> 00:41:18,193
All right, I'll help.
750
00:41:19,541 --> 00:41:21,140
(Evan chuckles)
751
00:41:21,140 --> 00:41:22,040
[Evan] Fuck you!
752
00:41:24,473 --> 00:41:25,593
That went well.
753
00:41:27,342 --> 00:41:29,019
Shut up, Mom.
754
00:41:29,019 --> 00:41:32,019
(mellow rock music)
755
00:41:35,069 --> 00:41:40,069
♪ Maybe we can change our world around ♪
756
00:41:43,610 --> 00:41:48,277
♪ Maybe we can raise the shorter ground ♪
757
00:41:50,906 --> 00:41:52,440
(hand knocking)
758
00:41:52,440 --> 00:41:57,440
♪ The time we have may never come around ♪
759
00:42:01,039 --> 00:42:05,872
♪ The time we have can
truly be right now ♪
760
00:42:06,853 --> 00:42:08,020
Hi, I'm.
761
00:42:08,020 --> 00:42:08,853
Quiet.
762
00:42:09,720 --> 00:42:11,060
I'm sorry, what?
763
00:42:11,060 --> 00:42:13,783
Please just be quiet.
764
00:42:14,990 --> 00:42:16,523
Oh, okay.
765
00:42:19,245 --> 00:42:20,090
(Evan laughs)
766
00:42:20,090 --> 00:42:20,923
Goddammit.
767
00:42:22,630 --> 00:42:24,390
Is there a problem?
768
00:42:24,390 --> 00:42:28,563
Yes, you see, this,
769
00:42:29,850 --> 00:42:33,093
all of this is a problem.
770
00:42:37,890 --> 00:42:38,770
This.
771
00:42:38,770 --> 00:42:42,130
- Yeah, a strange man skulking
about my sister's house,
772
00:42:42,130 --> 00:42:45,450
eating a bag of candy,
licking a broken sucker.
773
00:42:45,450 --> 00:42:47,600
It's disconcerting!
774
00:42:47,600 --> 00:42:50,850
And with the way the
rest of today has gone,
775
00:42:50,850 --> 00:42:53,350
I'm sure there's a perfectly
good explanation for it.
776
00:42:53,350 --> 00:42:54,600
- There is.
- You see,
777
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:58,430
the point is, I don't
want to hear it, okay?
778
00:42:58,430 --> 00:43:01,753
So, please just shut up.
779
00:43:03,540 --> 00:43:04,373
Lita!
780
00:43:11,528 --> 00:43:15,210
(footsteps pattering)
781
00:43:15,210 --> 00:43:17,856
Hi.
782
00:43:17,856 --> 00:43:19,083
Friend of yours?
783
00:43:20,500 --> 00:43:23,000
- Are you telling me that
you don't know this guy?
784
00:43:23,990 --> 00:43:24,823
Micah!
785
00:43:25,690 --> 00:43:28,630
Oh God, it's so good to see you.
786
00:43:28,630 --> 00:43:30,043
This is the friend I
was telling you about.
787
00:43:30,043 --> 00:43:33,453
These are my kids, Lita and Evan.
788
00:43:34,770 --> 00:43:36,490
Oh, it's so exciting!
789
00:43:36,490 --> 00:43:38,620
You can finally put a face
to some of the stories.
790
00:43:38,620 --> 00:43:40,650
- Can I go now?
- No.
791
00:43:40,650 --> 00:43:42,596
Mom, who is this guy?
792
00:43:42,596 --> 00:43:44,530
This is my sponsor.
793
00:43:44,530 --> 00:43:45,523
Kind of.
794
00:43:47,520 --> 00:43:49,292
What does that mean, kind of?
795
00:43:49,292 --> 00:43:51,730
Okay, was my sponsor.
796
00:43:51,730 --> 00:43:56,730
Till the mighty monster reared
its ugly head, as they say.
797
00:43:56,996 --> 00:43:58,263
Who says that?
798
00:44:00,230 --> 00:44:03,223
- Oh, you see, it's
reference to our addiction.
799
00:44:04,180 --> 00:44:05,013
Right.
800
00:44:06,540 --> 00:44:10,853
- I guess you could say we fell
victim to its enchantments.
801
00:44:13,271 --> 00:44:15,863
You relapsed with your sponsor?
802
00:44:18,150 --> 00:44:19,123
Kind of.
803
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:23,613
- I mean.
- we smoked a little grass.
804
00:44:24,940 --> 00:44:27,607
We got stoned and...
805
00:44:27,607 --> 00:44:28,513
And what?
806
00:44:29,530 --> 00:44:30,801
Well. (chuckles)
807
00:44:30,801 --> 00:44:35,801
Things got a little
personal, and I just thought.
808
00:44:36,380 --> 00:44:39,007
Jesus Christ, what's the big deal?
809
00:44:39,007 --> 00:44:40,378
We had sex.
810
00:44:40,378 --> 00:44:42,878
(Evan laughs)
811
00:44:46,215 --> 00:44:48,410
(hand knocking)
812
00:44:48,410 --> 00:44:49,243
Anyway.
813
00:44:51,060 --> 00:44:52,587
Micah thought it best
we end our relationship
814
00:44:52,587 --> 00:44:55,090
as sponsor and sponsee.
815
00:44:55,090 --> 00:44:57,719
Oh, how responsible of him.
816
00:44:57,719 --> 00:44:59,120
That's all.
817
00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:01,830
I mean, my trouble has
always been with the booze.
818
00:45:01,830 --> 00:45:05,750
So smoking a little weed,
fucking, what's the big deal?
819
00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:09,363
Right, so why is he here?
820
00:45:10,798 --> 00:45:13,080
- What are you doing here?
- I called him.
821
00:45:13,080 --> 00:45:14,466
What?
822
00:45:14,466 --> 00:45:16,403
Why did you call him?
823
00:45:18,700 --> 00:45:21,010
What do you mean, he's my sponsor.
824
00:45:21,010 --> 00:45:21,960
He's here to help.
825
00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:23,801
He's your junkie fuck buddy, Mom.
826
00:45:23,801 --> 00:45:24,634
(hand knocking)
827
00:45:24,634 --> 00:45:26,060
Should I, should I get that?
828
00:45:26,060 --> 00:45:30,430
- Like I said, we just
smoked a little grass.
829
00:45:30,430 --> 00:45:34,390
I think the term junkie is,
well, a little over the top.
830
00:45:34,390 --> 00:45:36,480
Can we all agree on that?
831
00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:37,653
Why do you keep saying that
832
00:45:37,653 --> 00:45:39,175
"we just smoked a little grass"?
833
00:45:39,175 --> 00:45:42,663
Isn't that frowned upon
in your little God cult?
834
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,143
- It's not a cult, it's
AA and people relapse.
835
00:45:48,110 --> 00:45:50,000
Don't make it sound so weird.
836
00:45:50,000 --> 00:45:52,876
Recovery has its ups and downs.
837
00:45:52,876 --> 00:45:54,713
We try not to judge.
838
00:45:55,619 --> 00:45:59,033
- Well, that worked out very
nice for you, didn't it?
839
00:45:59,950 --> 00:46:03,170
Look, can we just start over?
840
00:46:03,170 --> 00:46:06,300
I mean, we're all here for Carlee, right?
841
00:46:06,300 --> 00:46:09,560
- No, Micah, I'm here
because Carlee is my mom,
842
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:12,910
and this is our dysfunctional
family tradition.
843
00:46:12,910 --> 00:46:14,620
As for you,
844
00:46:14,620 --> 00:46:17,170
your motives are not entirely
clear to me just yet.
845
00:46:18,633 --> 00:46:20,238
(hand knocking)
846
00:46:20,238 --> 00:46:23,238
(mellow rock music)
847
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:28,733
- You know what, I'm just
gonna, I'm gonna get that.
848
00:46:30,540 --> 00:46:31,828
(door creaking)
849
00:46:31,828 --> 00:46:32,745
- Addie.
- Hi.
850
00:46:35,500 --> 00:46:36,333
(door creaking)
(door thudding)
851
00:46:36,333 --> 00:46:38,258
Is everything okay?
852
00:46:38,258 --> 00:46:40,786
Everything's fine, how are you?
853
00:46:40,786 --> 00:46:42,320
(sighs) You know, just another day
854
00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:43,495
in the life at the Young house.
855
00:46:43,495 --> 00:46:44,640
(Addie laughs)
856
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:46,210
How'd you find me?
857
00:46:46,210 --> 00:46:47,720
Seriously?
858
00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:49,033
Right, stupid question.
859
00:46:49,890 --> 00:46:53,640
Look, I'm sorry about how we left things.
860
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:54,473
About that.
861
00:46:55,453 --> 00:46:57,913
I made us an appointment
for Monday morning.
862
00:47:02,374 --> 00:47:03,224
An appointment?
863
00:47:04,471 --> 00:47:05,823
To see a doctor.
864
00:47:06,697 --> 00:47:08,203
I was told there's a chance we could
865
00:47:08,203 --> 00:47:10,612
hear the baby's heartbeat.
866
00:47:10,612 --> 00:47:12,733
I want you to come with me.
867
00:47:12,733 --> 00:47:13,566
Addie.
868
00:47:13,566 --> 00:47:15,840
Look, after you left this morning,
869
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:17,810
I had some time to think,
870
00:47:17,810 --> 00:47:22,810
and I realized my big reveal
didn't go exactly as planned.
871
00:47:23,163 --> 00:47:25,418
I was just hoping for some
872
00:47:25,418 --> 00:47:29,185
- profound reaction from you.
- And I failed you miserably.
873
00:47:29,185 --> 00:47:34,185
- True, but, you know,
somehow I'd forgotten
874
00:47:35,003 --> 00:47:40,003
when I found out, I spent the
entire day in the bathroom,
875
00:47:40,430 --> 00:47:43,473
eating French fries and sugar cookies.
876
00:47:44,923 --> 00:47:49,818
I was staring at 10 different
home pregnancy tests,
877
00:47:49,818 --> 00:47:53,493
hoping for one of them to
say something different.
878
00:47:54,949 --> 00:47:59,949
(sighs) And then I went for
a walk, and somehow the panic
879
00:48:01,340 --> 00:48:03,833
started feeling like something hopeful.
880
00:48:05,295 --> 00:48:08,270
And suddenly I could feel myself smiling,
881
00:48:08,270 --> 00:48:11,916
and I damn near mapped
out the rest of my life
882
00:48:11,916 --> 00:48:16,916
in a few seconds using the
future milestones of this speck
883
00:48:17,500 --> 00:48:19,913
that's taken up residence in my uterus.
884
00:48:21,820 --> 00:48:25,750
So, I thought if you and the speck
885
00:48:25,750 --> 00:48:27,373
had a proper introduction,
886
00:48:28,490 --> 00:48:30,790
things might go a little
easier for all of us.
887
00:48:32,079 --> 00:48:32,996
Addie, I.
888
00:48:36,281 --> 00:48:40,160
- Hey, fuckface, either you
or your psycho girlfriend
889
00:48:40,160 --> 00:48:43,223
needs to call me and let me
know how to get my ring back.
890
00:48:44,460 --> 00:48:46,890
Oh, hey Patty.
891
00:48:46,890 --> 00:48:49,508
I think I'm going to need
your help with something.
892
00:48:49,508 --> 00:48:50,543
Okay.
893
00:48:52,030 --> 00:48:52,863
Great.
894
00:48:54,356 --> 00:48:56,011
(Evan sighs)
895
00:48:56,011 --> 00:48:59,011
(mellow rock music)
896
00:49:02,145 --> 00:49:05,177
(door creaking)
897
00:49:05,177 --> 00:49:06,519
(Evan sighs)
(door thuds)
898
00:49:06,519 --> 00:49:09,686
(footsteps pattering)
899
00:49:19,889 --> 00:49:22,889
So, what happened to your baby mama?
900
00:49:24,130 --> 00:49:26,493
- She hit her crazy
threshold and had to leave.
901
00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:29,134
I see.
902
00:49:29,134 --> 00:49:32,260
Does she know that lunacy is hereditary?
903
00:49:32,260 --> 00:49:33,710
What's going on here, Lita?
904
00:49:37,070 --> 00:49:38,670
It's a fucking trap, you know.
905
00:49:40,120 --> 00:49:41,510
What?
906
00:49:41,510 --> 00:49:45,021
- Love, it's a deceiving
dopamine ride that fools us all.
907
00:49:45,021 --> 00:49:46,093
(liquor splashing)
908
00:49:46,093 --> 00:49:47,200
It doesn't last.
909
00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:49,447
Not for me.
910
00:49:49,447 --> 00:49:54,027
Not for you, not for Mom,
and certainly not our father.
911
00:49:54,027 --> 00:49:54,860
(Evan sighs)
912
00:49:54,860 --> 00:49:57,550
(thermos lid screwing)
913
00:49:57,550 --> 00:49:59,180
Maybe he got it right.
914
00:49:59,180 --> 00:50:00,810
Who, Dad?
915
00:50:00,810 --> 00:50:02,480
Dad got dead, Lita.
916
00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:04,470
I don't think that could be right.
917
00:50:04,470 --> 00:50:05,470
Should I be worried?
918
00:50:06,530 --> 00:50:08,930
- Why, for invoking the
memory of our dead father?
919
00:50:08,930 --> 00:50:11,970
You're the one who's gone
all cats in the cradle today.
920
00:50:11,970 --> 00:50:13,643
Should I be concerned about you?
921
00:50:15,140 --> 00:50:16,586
Does your girlfriend know
922
00:50:16,586 --> 00:50:20,840
that you think fatherhood
might make you a suicide case?
923
00:50:20,840 --> 00:50:23,787
- Are you gonna tell me
what's going on here or not?
924
00:50:23,787 --> 00:50:24,963
Long or short?
925
00:50:25,830 --> 00:50:26,973
Let's try the short.
926
00:50:28,427 --> 00:50:29,770
I've been having an affair,
927
00:50:29,770 --> 00:50:31,670
and now I'm being blackmailed by Kiki.
928
00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:34,720
Who the fuck is Kiki?
929
00:50:34,720 --> 00:50:37,520
- Just another bitch trying
to cure mediocrity, I guess.
930
00:50:47,180 --> 00:50:48,838
That's what it's gonna take.
931
00:50:48,838 --> 00:50:50,157
You gotta go to meetings.
932
00:50:50,157 --> 00:50:51,927
- All right, I've got
to take a little trip,
933
00:50:51,927 --> 00:50:53,680
and I need you to come with me.
934
00:50:53,680 --> 00:50:54,830
Where are you taking her?
935
00:50:54,830 --> 00:50:57,543
- None of your business guy
nobody gives a shit about.
936
00:50:59,020 --> 00:51:00,020
Okay.
937
00:51:00,020 --> 00:51:01,731
What do you mean okay?
938
00:51:01,731 --> 00:51:05,280
This is a relaxed, safe
environment for your mom.
939
00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:07,270
If she's not gonna admit herself into a
940
00:51:07,270 --> 00:51:11,438
credible detox program, then I
think she needs to stay here.
941
00:51:11,438 --> 00:51:14,495
- Well, Mom says she
wants to detox herself.
942
00:51:14,495 --> 00:51:17,800
I've got some place to
be, Evan's coming with me,
943
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:20,210
and, frankly, I don't feel
comfortable leaving her here
944
00:51:20,210 --> 00:51:23,930
with Mr.
Let-Me-Get-You-Stoned-And-Fuck sponsor.
945
00:51:23,930 --> 00:51:24,840
That's not fair.
946
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:26,740
That only happened the once.
947
00:51:26,740 --> 00:51:28,180
Three times.
948
00:51:28,180 --> 00:51:29,013
What?
949
00:51:29,013 --> 00:51:31,243
Three times we made love and got stoned.
950
00:51:32,290 --> 00:51:35,033
- I meant to say, your
mom was the only person
951
00:51:35,033 --> 00:51:37,720
that ever happened with.
952
00:51:37,720 --> 00:51:39,420
Why are you looking at me as if that's
953
00:51:39,420 --> 00:51:41,423
supposed to make me feel better?
954
00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:44,590
Mom, come on, we need to go.
955
00:51:44,590 --> 00:51:46,650
If she's going, I'm going.
956
00:51:46,650 --> 00:51:47,700
Fuck you, Micah.
957
00:51:47,700 --> 00:51:50,640
I didn't ask you, and I don't want you.
958
00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:53,330
Your mom has a rough night ahead of her,
959
00:51:53,330 --> 00:51:56,248
and I am the only one here
who has any experience
960
00:51:56,248 --> 00:51:57,740
with this sort of thing.
961
00:51:57,740 --> 00:52:00,748
Experience, is that what you call it?
962
00:52:00,748 --> 00:52:02,623
You are not coming.
963
00:52:04,940 --> 00:52:07,750
Well, at least let your mother decide.
964
00:52:07,750 --> 00:52:09,120
I need Micah with me.
965
00:52:09,120 --> 00:52:11,930
I don't think I can do this without him.
966
00:52:11,930 --> 00:52:15,168
Fine, for Christ's sake, let's just go.
967
00:52:15,168 --> 00:52:16,001
Come on.
968
00:52:16,843 --> 00:52:18,780
(groans) Where are we goin', baby?
969
00:52:18,780 --> 00:52:21,208
- [Lita] Going to have a
little chin wag with Kiki.
970
00:52:21,208 --> 00:52:24,208
(mellow rock music)
971
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:33,556
♪ The blessings came in waves ♪
972
00:52:33,556 --> 00:52:35,306
What are we doing out here again?
973
00:52:36,510 --> 00:52:37,626
Boy trouble.
974
00:52:37,626 --> 00:52:38,459
What?
975
00:52:39,607 --> 00:52:41,167
Lita's got herself a boyfriend
976
00:52:41,167 --> 00:52:43,893
who already has a girlfriend.
977
00:52:43,893 --> 00:52:45,550
I don't have a boyfriend,
978
00:52:45,550 --> 00:52:47,624
and he doesn't have a girlfriend.
979
00:52:47,624 --> 00:52:49,680
So, who's Kiki?
980
00:52:49,680 --> 00:52:50,763
An extortionist.
981
00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:53,600
I'm confused.
982
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:55,213
Everyone just shut up, okay?
983
00:52:57,290 --> 00:52:58,739
I cannot remember what
this place looks like
984
00:52:58,739 --> 00:52:59,963
in the daylight.
985
00:53:01,060 --> 00:53:03,050
Maybe you should pop a couple more pills
986
00:53:03,050 --> 00:53:04,470
and have another drink.
987
00:53:04,470 --> 00:53:06,706
Could help refresh your memory.
988
00:53:06,706 --> 00:53:10,297
(tires screeching)
989
00:53:10,297 --> 00:53:12,329
- "Maybe you should pop
a couple more pills."
990
00:53:12,329 --> 00:53:14,070
Listen, Micah.
991
00:53:14,070 --> 00:53:15,760
I know you think you found enlightenment
992
00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:18,370
after a lifetime of drinking
and fucking and drugging,
993
00:53:18,370 --> 00:53:21,253
but the rest of us just have
to suffer through it, okay?
994
00:53:22,930 --> 00:53:25,773
- I've seen around a few
corners, is all I'm saying.
995
00:53:26,741 --> 00:53:29,614
Fuck you and your tired ass platitudes.
996
00:53:29,614 --> 00:53:31,361
Start a Twitter feed.
997
00:53:31,361 --> 00:53:33,070
I'm sure there are plenty of lost souls
998
00:53:33,070 --> 00:53:35,253
looking for your cookie cutter comfort.
999
00:53:37,130 --> 00:53:39,044
- I don't think your family
is a very positive influence
1000
00:53:39,044 --> 00:53:40,291
on your recovery.
1001
00:53:40,291 --> 00:53:43,627
♪ Tomorrow sway with the symphony ♪
1002
00:53:43,627 --> 00:53:47,757
♪ Make as much noise
and be as we wanna be ♪
1003
00:53:47,757 --> 00:53:51,702
♪ Losing my hopes, hands in a canopy ♪
1004
00:53:51,702 --> 00:53:56,668
♪ Feel your it, play what's inside of me ♪
1005
00:53:56,668 --> 00:54:00,480
♪ La, da, da, da, da ♪
1006
00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:07,468
♪ La, da, da, da, da, da ♪
1007
00:54:07,468 --> 00:54:08,385
Oh, fuck.
1008
00:54:09,238 --> 00:54:10,447
[Carlee] What?
1009
00:54:10,447 --> 00:54:12,072
They're coming.
1010
00:54:12,072 --> 00:54:13,328
Get down, Mom.
1011
00:54:13,328 --> 00:54:19,360
♪ The fields of glory's now ♪
1012
00:54:19,360 --> 00:54:20,795
Jesus Christ, Lita.
1013
00:54:20,795 --> 00:54:22,129
What?
1014
00:54:22,129 --> 00:54:23,966
Did you check that kid's ID?
1015
00:54:23,966 --> 00:54:25,483
He's not a kid.
1016
00:54:25,483 --> 00:54:27,460
He's very mature.
1017
00:54:27,460 --> 00:54:28,293
Is he?
1018
00:54:28,293 --> 00:54:30,760
'Cause this looks like his parents' house.
1019
00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:31,951
Are you having sex with a kid
1020
00:54:31,951 --> 00:54:34,210
who lives with his parents, Lita?
1021
00:54:34,210 --> 00:54:35,043
Oh, give me a break.
1022
00:54:35,043 --> 00:54:37,549
There are 40-year-old men who
still live with their parents.
1023
00:54:37,549 --> 00:54:38,765
I think that's fine.
1024
00:54:38,765 --> 00:54:43,380
I mean, sometimes kids
stay with their parents
1025
00:54:43,380 --> 00:54:44,870
until they're done with college, you know.
1026
00:54:44,870 --> 00:54:48,440
It doesn't mean they shouldn't
have a healthy sex life.
1027
00:54:48,440 --> 00:54:50,459
Wow, Mom, great point.
1028
00:54:50,459 --> 00:54:52,727
What a lying sack of shit?
1029
00:54:52,727 --> 00:54:54,347
"I think I love you."
1030
00:54:54,347 --> 00:54:56,489
That's what he told me this morning.
1031
00:54:56,489 --> 00:54:58,490
He begged me not to end it.
1032
00:54:58,490 --> 00:54:59,450
I mean, begged me.
1033
00:54:59,450 --> 00:55:00,657
And I was like, "You know what?
1034
00:55:00,657 --> 00:55:03,650
"This thing between us, it's over."
1035
00:55:03,650 --> 00:55:05,640
That's a super positive life change you
1036
00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:06,580
made right there, honey.
1037
00:55:06,580 --> 00:55:08,985
I'm sure your kids and your husband
1038
00:55:08,985 --> 00:55:12,453
are gonna be real proud when
you tell 'em that story.
1039
00:55:14,110 --> 00:55:15,083
Goddammit.
1040
00:55:18,020 --> 00:55:21,493
Well, here is your
Mother of the Year award.
1041
00:55:26,700 --> 00:55:27,723
Is he praying?
1042
00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:31,033
Are you praying?
1043
00:55:31,900 --> 00:55:32,733
Hey, dipshit.
1044
00:55:34,806 --> 00:55:36,364
As soon as you're done talking to God
1045
00:55:36,364 --> 00:55:38,630
or whoever the fuck you have
on the other line there,
1046
00:55:38,630 --> 00:55:41,990
can you please make sure that
Carlee gets her next fix?
1047
00:55:41,990 --> 00:55:43,600
Where the hell are you going?
1048
00:55:43,600 --> 00:55:45,216
I'm gonna go have a conversation
1049
00:55:45,216 --> 00:55:47,500
with this nice young
man and his lady friend.
1050
00:55:47,500 --> 00:55:49,210
You believe me?
1051
00:55:49,210 --> 00:55:50,223
Not really.
1052
00:55:51,140 --> 00:55:53,040
Ah, he's smarter than he looks.
1053
00:55:53,040 --> 00:55:55,163
Just that one drink, got it?
1054
00:55:57,470 --> 00:55:59,100
I need you to come with me.
1055
00:55:59,100 --> 00:56:00,769
You could ask.
1056
00:56:00,769 --> 00:56:03,670
- Could you pretty fucking
please come with me?
1057
00:56:03,670 --> 00:56:06,133
Sure, since you're being so polite.
1058
00:56:06,133 --> 00:56:09,133
(mellow rock music)
1059
00:56:10,090 --> 00:56:13,173
(car doors thudding)
1060
00:56:15,251 --> 00:56:16,766
Why do I get the feeling
1061
00:56:16,766 --> 00:56:19,632
I should be calling the police right now?
1062
00:56:19,632 --> 00:56:20,843
(chuckles) I wouldn't.
1063
00:56:21,866 --> 00:56:23,266
What do you mean, why not?
1064
00:56:24,698 --> 00:56:27,011
I think by the time they get here,
1065
00:56:27,011 --> 00:56:29,313
you will already be an accomplice.
1066
00:56:30,354 --> 00:56:33,354
(mellow rock music)
1067
00:56:39,980 --> 00:56:40,954
(leaves rustling)
1068
00:56:40,954 --> 00:56:41,787
What are you doing?
1069
00:56:41,787 --> 00:56:43,893
Quiet, I think they're in the bedroom.
1070
00:56:43,893 --> 00:56:44,840
So what?
1071
00:56:44,840 --> 00:56:46,557
- So, I'm gonna sneak in and
get my things, so we can go.
1072
00:56:46,557 --> 00:56:48,209
Why don't we just knock on the door
1073
00:56:48,209 --> 00:56:49,583
and say, "Hey, asshole, give me my shit"?
1074
00:56:49,583 --> 00:56:50,868
They're fucking thieves, Evan.
1075
00:56:50,868 --> 00:56:53,110
You think they're just gonna
give me back my things?
1076
00:56:53,110 --> 00:56:55,287
- Aw fuck.
- What?
1077
00:56:55,287 --> 00:56:57,090
That kind of makes sense actually.
1078
00:56:57,090 --> 00:56:58,133
Come on.
1079
00:56:58,133 --> 00:57:00,631
(mellow rock music)
1080
00:57:00,631 --> 00:57:01,680
(couple moaning)
1081
00:57:01,680 --> 00:57:03,490
- Wait.
- What?
1082
00:57:03,490 --> 00:57:04,370
What if his parents are home?
1083
00:57:04,370 --> 00:57:05,203
Oh.
1084
00:57:05,203 --> 00:57:07,645
- Why are you looking at me
like that's a weird question?
1085
00:57:07,645 --> 00:57:10,752
Why is that a weird question?
1086
00:57:10,752 --> 00:57:13,752
(mellow rock music)
1087
00:57:24,852 --> 00:57:26,020
[Lita] It's open.
1088
00:57:26,020 --> 00:57:27,240
- Okay.
- Come on.
1089
00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:28,110
- (door creaking)
- I'm not going in there.
1090
00:57:28,110 --> 00:57:30,474
I need you to keep a lookout.
1091
00:57:30,474 --> 00:57:32,070
(door creaking)
1092
00:57:32,070 --> 00:57:32,903
Fuck.
1093
00:57:34,001 --> 00:57:37,001
(mellow rock music)
1094
00:57:49,057 --> 00:57:51,683
- What does she think
she's gonna do anyway?
1095
00:57:53,470 --> 00:57:54,303
Lita?
1096
00:57:55,176 --> 00:57:56,009
Who knows?
1097
00:57:57,270 --> 00:57:59,100
She's always been a bit.
1098
00:57:59,100 --> 00:57:59,933
Like you?
1099
00:58:01,752 --> 00:58:03,130
I was gonna say crazy,
1100
00:58:03,130 --> 00:58:06,633
but I guess she is a little bit like me.
1101
00:58:10,853 --> 00:58:12,339
- Have you thought any
more about letting me
1102
00:58:12,339 --> 00:58:14,023
- take you to see a doctor?
- No!
1103
00:58:17,300 --> 00:58:18,133
Hell no.
1104
00:58:22,023 --> 00:58:24,523
- You're not gonna make
this easy for me, are you?
1105
00:58:27,542 --> 00:58:30,043
The Lord is a cunning advisor.
1106
00:58:31,020 --> 00:58:35,000
Always finding a way to use
my transgressions as a guide.
1107
00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:36,483
What transgressions?
1108
00:58:37,380 --> 00:58:40,313
- When you took the
pledge, I was in a bad way.
1109
00:58:41,780 --> 00:58:44,330
I should've never agreed
to be your sponsor.
1110
00:58:44,330 --> 00:58:45,953
I'm just sorry, is all.
1111
00:58:48,860 --> 00:58:49,693
For what?
1112
00:58:49,693 --> 00:58:52,590
For taking advantage of you.
1113
00:58:52,590 --> 00:58:54,855
For taking advantage of me?
1114
00:58:54,855 --> 00:58:57,750
(laughs) Don't flatter yourself.
1115
00:58:57,750 --> 00:59:00,883
It's not like I was some
16-year-old girl on prom night.
1116
00:59:06,380 --> 00:59:07,280
You trusted me.
1117
00:59:07,280 --> 00:59:08,217
And I...
1118
00:59:11,360 --> 00:59:13,053
I trusted you to eat my pussy.
1119
00:59:13,900 --> 00:59:14,888
And the only thing I hold against you
1120
00:59:14,888 --> 00:59:19,393
is your average, at best.
1121
00:59:21,139 --> 00:59:24,306
(mellow guitar music)
1122
00:59:27,700 --> 00:59:28,533
What is it?
1123
00:59:33,070 --> 00:59:35,770
- It's one of the best
memories I have of being sober.
1124
00:59:37,536 --> 00:59:38,643
Ah, hey.
1125
00:59:38,643 --> 00:59:41,320
Look, I mean, it'll get better.
1126
00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:43,993
You'll have new memories, better memories.
1127
00:59:43,993 --> 00:59:45,023
You don't get it.
1128
00:59:47,190 --> 00:59:49,177
I Was clear-headed for
the first time in years,
1129
00:59:49,177 --> 00:59:53,420
and making love to you is the best thing I
1130
00:59:53,420 --> 00:59:54,663
can remember doing.
1131
00:59:59,810 --> 01:00:01,290
Let's just concentrate on getting you
1132
01:00:01,290 --> 01:00:02,483
sober right now, okay?
1133
01:00:04,672 --> 01:00:05,505
Yeah.
1134
01:00:07,740 --> 01:00:09,116
Sure.
1135
01:00:09,116 --> 01:00:12,283
(mellow guitar music)
1136
01:00:16,715 --> 01:00:19,465
(heels clacking)
1137
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:27,083
Kiki Wasentope?
1138
01:00:28,600 --> 01:00:30,073
Is that her real name?
1139
01:00:31,380 --> 01:00:34,547
21, she's fuckin' 21.
1140
01:00:35,809 --> 01:00:37,830
Yeah, well, how old's what's his name?
1141
01:00:37,830 --> 01:00:38,749
Bodie?
1142
01:00:38,749 --> 01:00:39,783
I don't know.
1143
01:00:45,210 --> 01:00:47,923
- Can we get what we came for
and get the fuck outta here?
1144
01:00:48,774 --> 01:00:51,010
(pills rattling)
1145
01:00:51,010 --> 01:00:53,820
Oh, I got it.
1146
01:00:53,820 --> 01:00:55,460
Well, good, come on, let's go.
1147
01:00:55,460 --> 01:00:57,370
(pills rattling)
1148
01:00:57,370 --> 01:00:58,830
What now?
1149
01:00:58,830 --> 01:00:59,773
Where's my ring?
1150
01:01:00,770 --> 01:01:02,190
(pills rattling)
1151
01:01:02,190 --> 01:01:03,593
Oh my God.
1152
01:01:03,593 --> 01:01:06,481
- I think it's probably
time to get going now.
1153
01:01:06,481 --> 01:01:08,831
Not without my fuckin' ring.
1154
01:01:08,831 --> 01:01:11,998
(footsteps pattering)
1155
01:01:13,875 --> 01:01:15,690
Who the fuck are you?
1156
01:01:15,690 --> 01:01:17,363
I'm recompense, little girl.
1157
01:01:18,757 --> 01:01:20,390
Who?
1158
01:01:20,390 --> 01:01:22,560
Lita, what the hell is going on?
1159
01:01:22,560 --> 01:01:24,229
Lita.
1160
01:01:24,229 --> 01:01:27,810
Oh, this is that older
lady you've been banging
1161
01:01:27,810 --> 01:01:29,653
for her kicker stash.
1162
01:01:30,650 --> 01:01:31,963
Is that my ring?
1163
01:01:33,059 --> 01:01:33,892
Um, uh.
1164
01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:38,960
Did you just fuck her with my ring on?
1165
01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:41,061
See, I told you it was weird.
1166
01:01:41,061 --> 01:01:46,061
(mellow guitar music)
(Evan laughs)
1167
01:01:51,801 --> 01:01:52,730
Hey, Lita.
1168
01:01:52,730 --> 01:01:56,650
I know we don't have like a
safe word or anything, but, um.
1169
01:01:56,650 --> 01:01:57,483
Shut up, Evan.
1170
01:01:59,034 --> 01:02:02,019
(mellow rock music)
1171
01:02:02,019 --> 01:02:04,223
So, what you're gonna burn my shit?
1172
01:02:05,180 --> 01:02:06,290
That's right.
1173
01:02:06,290 --> 01:02:08,210
Along with your phone, bedazzled case,
1174
01:02:08,210 --> 01:02:10,110
drugs, paraphernalia, and
an assortment of other
1175
01:02:10,110 --> 01:02:12,051
hard to replace items.
1176
01:02:12,051 --> 01:02:13,950
Lita, you don't want to do this.
1177
01:02:13,950 --> 01:02:16,810
- You're right, Bodie,
I don't want to do this.
1178
01:02:16,810 --> 01:02:17,820
I don't even want to be here.
1179
01:02:17,820 --> 01:02:19,620
What I want is my ring back.
1180
01:02:19,620 --> 01:02:21,553
Why?
1181
01:02:21,553 --> 01:02:22,733
What do you mean why?
1182
01:02:22,733 --> 01:02:26,610
It's my ring, it's a goddamn
symbol of love, okay?
1183
01:02:26,610 --> 01:02:28,276
Right, look at you.
1184
01:02:28,276 --> 01:02:32,100
You're not jonesing for
any symbol, sweetheart.
1185
01:02:32,100 --> 01:02:33,610
What are you missing most right now?
1186
01:02:33,610 --> 01:02:38,123
Your Oxys or your emblem of affection?
1187
01:02:38,123 --> 01:02:41,123
(mellow rock music)
1188
01:02:42,140 --> 01:02:45,970
Hey lady, you think this is
just a big misunderstanding?
1189
01:02:45,970 --> 01:02:49,950
You think that boys that look
like Bodie are hot for mommy?
1190
01:02:49,950 --> 01:02:51,393
Give me a break.
1191
01:02:52,410 --> 01:02:53,920
You jealous, Kiki?
1192
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:56,640
Of you, get the fuck out of here.
1193
01:02:56,640 --> 01:02:58,860
Let me ask you something.
1194
01:02:58,860 --> 01:03:00,482
When he asked you to put my ring on,
1195
01:03:00,482 --> 01:03:03,370
did you think it was just
some spontaneous decision
1196
01:03:03,370 --> 01:03:05,950
or that maybe he'd been
pondering it for a bit?
1197
01:03:05,950 --> 01:03:09,140
What'd you think, Kiki, it
was just some casual kink?
1198
01:03:09,140 --> 01:03:11,390
Did he ask you to turn
the lights off, Kiki?
1199
01:03:11,390 --> 01:03:12,840
Enough!
1200
01:03:12,840 --> 01:03:13,927
I told you, lady,
1201
01:03:13,927 --> 01:03:16,470
you want the bling back show me the beans.
1202
01:03:16,470 --> 01:03:18,290
Okay, I have no idea what that means,
1203
01:03:18,290 --> 01:03:20,220
but let me make this real clear.
1204
01:03:20,220 --> 01:03:23,198
You give me my ring, and I
won't burn all your shit.
1205
01:03:23,198 --> 01:03:26,198
(mellow rock music)
1206
01:03:28,650 --> 01:03:31,290
So, no more junkie housewives, right?
1207
01:03:31,290 --> 01:03:32,304
It's gonna take like a month to scrub
1208
01:03:32,304 --> 01:03:34,359
that granny smell off your cock?
1209
01:03:34,359 --> 01:03:37,402
(mellow rock music)
1210
01:03:37,402 --> 01:03:38,235
Ah!
1211
01:03:39,509 --> 01:03:41,721
(hands slamming)
(body thudding)
1212
01:03:41,721 --> 01:03:43,720
(women grunting)
1213
01:03:43,720 --> 01:03:44,874
Guys, seriously.
1214
01:03:44,874 --> 01:03:47,276
If you mess up the lawn,
my mom is gonna get pissed.
1215
01:03:47,276 --> 01:03:52,276
(women grunting)
(mellow rock music)
1216
01:03:55,751 --> 01:03:56,584
Get off!
1217
01:03:56,584 --> 01:04:01,242
(hand whacks)
(Bodie groans)
1218
01:04:01,242 --> 01:04:02,910
(flame roars)
1219
01:04:02,910 --> 01:04:05,243
No, dude, that's my stuff!
1220
01:04:08,267 --> 01:04:09,923
That's not cool, man.
1221
01:04:09,923 --> 01:04:12,033
(mellow rock music)
1222
01:04:12,033 --> 01:04:14,616
(lips blowing)
1223
01:04:15,968 --> 01:04:18,968
(mellow rock music)
1224
01:04:20,613 --> 01:04:22,010
You all right?
1225
01:04:22,010 --> 01:04:22,960
Yeah, I think so.
1226
01:04:23,896 --> 01:04:26,866
I just knocked the crooked smile
right off her fuckin' face.
1227
01:04:26,866 --> 01:04:28,218
Did you see that?
1228
01:04:28,218 --> 01:04:29,062
Yeah.
1229
01:04:29,062 --> 01:04:30,816
You do know that everything
that happened just then
1230
01:04:30,816 --> 01:04:32,300
was totally insane, right?
1231
01:04:32,300 --> 01:04:33,737
Yeah, I know.
1232
01:04:33,737 --> 01:04:36,737
(mellow rock music)
1233
01:04:47,078 --> 01:04:49,828
(pills rattling)
1234
01:04:56,310 --> 01:04:58,840
Should we call Vincent?
1235
01:04:58,840 --> 01:05:00,023
What, no?
1236
01:05:02,452 --> 01:05:04,800
- You just look like you need
to talk to somebody, is all.
1237
01:05:04,800 --> 01:05:07,340
So, you think I should call my husband?
1238
01:05:07,340 --> 01:05:10,153
I just got in a fight with
my boyfriend's girlfriend.
1239
01:05:10,153 --> 01:05:11,970
I don't know how much
you know about marriage,
1240
01:05:11,970 --> 01:05:14,483
but that's not usually
celebrated behavior.
1241
01:05:15,885 --> 01:05:19,052
(mellow guitar music)
1242
01:05:24,210 --> 01:05:26,209
You missin' somethin'.
1243
01:05:26,209 --> 01:05:27,974
Oh, shit.
1244
01:05:27,974 --> 01:05:29,872
(Lita laughs)
1245
01:05:29,872 --> 01:05:31,953
I forgot about that.
1246
01:05:31,953 --> 01:05:35,120
(mellow guitar music)
1247
01:05:44,055 --> 01:05:47,055
(crickets chirping)
1248
01:05:49,727 --> 01:05:52,300
(car door clicks)
1249
01:05:52,300 --> 01:05:54,503
[Evan] Mom, come on.
1250
01:05:57,698 --> 01:06:01,198
(Carlee groans)
1251
01:06:01,198 --> 01:06:03,238
All right, here we go.
1252
01:06:03,238 --> 01:06:04,071
Okay.
1253
01:06:07,320 --> 01:06:08,754
How you doin'?
1254
01:06:08,754 --> 01:06:10,573
(sighs) Oh, a little tired.
1255
01:06:11,900 --> 01:06:12,733
Thirsty.
1256
01:06:14,150 --> 01:06:15,450
Can I get you something?
1257
01:06:17,100 --> 01:06:18,950
I'll get something in a little bit.
1258
01:06:22,122 --> 01:06:24,705
(Carlee sighs)
1259
01:06:25,570 --> 01:06:27,379
Where'd you get this?
1260
01:06:27,379 --> 01:06:29,933
- I don't know, I feel
like I've always had it.
1261
01:06:32,920 --> 01:06:33,753
Oh my God.
1262
01:06:36,338 --> 01:06:37,853
What the hell happened to me?
1263
01:06:39,682 --> 01:06:42,265
(gentle music)
1264
01:06:44,896 --> 01:06:49,896
(chuckles) I remember when I
told your dad I was pregnant.
1265
01:06:50,834 --> 01:06:55,713
It was the first time I'd
seen fear on a man's face.
1266
01:06:58,470 --> 01:06:59,920
I mean, he was smiling but
1267
01:07:03,054 --> 01:07:06,260
his eyes were just dancing
around in his skull.
1268
01:07:06,260 --> 01:07:10,250
Out, out, let me out! (chuckles)
1269
01:07:10,250 --> 01:07:13,190
Sometimes I swear I could hear him scream
1270
01:07:13,190 --> 01:07:14,663
from inside his skin.
1271
01:07:18,400 --> 01:07:19,343
What a prick.
1272
01:07:22,800 --> 01:07:24,923
20 years ago, I would have hated me.
1273
01:07:26,750 --> 01:07:28,746
I would have hated me
for the exact same reason
1274
01:07:28,746 --> 01:07:32,603
I hated your father, for
looking at me the way he did.
1275
01:07:37,090 --> 01:07:39,850
Mom. (sighs)
1276
01:07:39,850 --> 01:07:40,963
I'm gonna be a father.
1277
01:07:44,005 --> 01:07:46,755
(laughs) What?
1278
01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:49,493
That's great!
1279
01:07:51,590 --> 01:07:53,010
What?
1280
01:07:53,010 --> 01:07:54,343
It's not great.
1281
01:07:55,220 --> 01:07:56,083
That's me.
1282
01:07:57,300 --> 01:07:58,837
I'm sorry, what's you?
1283
01:07:59,770 --> 01:08:01,143
The dancing eyed prick.
1284
01:08:02,270 --> 01:08:04,949
You just described the
last 24 hours of my life.
1285
01:08:04,949 --> 01:08:07,949
(crickets chirping)
1286
01:08:09,251 --> 01:08:10,168
Oh, Evan.
1287
01:08:11,293 --> 01:08:12,923
Shut the fuck up.
1288
01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:21,700
Why is it humans are hard
wired to try to and one-up
1289
01:08:21,700 --> 01:08:24,497
their mothers and fathers
in all their ambitions,
1290
01:08:24,497 --> 01:08:26,683
except for parenthood?
1291
01:08:30,120 --> 01:08:32,410
Your dad and I were shit at child rearing,
1292
01:08:32,410 --> 01:08:34,260
but that doesn't mean you have to be.
1293
01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:41,077
Look, let me tell you something.
1294
01:08:43,140 --> 01:08:45,763
We all start out our lives as fuck-ups.
1295
01:08:47,010 --> 01:08:49,710
And then, at some point
in the maturing process,
1296
01:08:49,710 --> 01:08:53,223
we just start to dwell on our mistakes.
1297
01:08:55,770 --> 01:08:59,063
Then you realize you've
got one or two ways to go.
1298
01:09:00,210 --> 01:09:05,210
You can clean yourself
up, work your ass off,
1299
01:09:06,190 --> 01:09:07,803
show the world what you've got,
1300
01:09:10,076 --> 01:09:13,973
or you can take the nearest
exit and run, like hell.
1301
01:09:16,250 --> 01:09:20,827
Your dad took the nearest
exit, a permanent escape.
1302
01:09:22,490 --> 01:09:25,708
And I've spent the last 20
years pickled in my own filth,
1303
01:09:25,708 --> 01:09:29,453
and then just patting myself
on the back for not being dead.
1304
01:09:32,888 --> 01:09:34,370
Are you trying to tell me something?
1305
01:09:34,370 --> 01:09:37,330
Yeah, fight or flight, son.
1306
01:09:37,330 --> 01:09:39,130
Your dad and I both flew, but...
1307
01:09:40,160 --> 01:09:43,423
We did it in different
ways, but we both ran.
1308
01:09:46,770 --> 01:09:51,336
Look, you can compare yourself to me,
1309
01:09:51,336 --> 01:09:54,410
your father and even your sister,
1310
01:09:54,410 --> 01:09:56,193
and in some cases, you'd be right.
1311
01:09:59,983 --> 01:10:02,680
But you scraped me up off the pavement
1312
01:10:02,680 --> 01:10:05,653
of a dark, filthy alley this morning,
1313
01:10:07,438 --> 01:10:12,438
and this afternoon you set
fire to a complete stranger's
1314
01:10:13,143 --> 01:10:15,463
belongings to protect your sister.
1315
01:10:18,501 --> 01:10:23,440
And now you're contemplating
your shortcomings
1316
01:10:24,410 --> 01:10:27,063
as a man and possibly a father.
1317
01:10:30,650 --> 01:10:32,950
It doesn't sound like
somebody lookin' to run.
1318
01:10:33,852 --> 01:10:36,435
(gentle music)
1319
01:10:42,815 --> 01:10:45,565
(wine splashing)
1320
01:10:48,390 --> 01:10:49,223
Where's Mom?
1321
01:10:50,189 --> 01:10:52,480
- [Micah] I think Evan
took her to lie down.
1322
01:10:52,480 --> 01:10:53,313
Hmm.
1323
01:10:58,321 --> 01:11:01,021
You know the hardest part
about living with an addict?
1324
01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:04,480
Sober or using?
1325
01:11:04,480 --> 01:11:05,313
[Lita] Either.
1326
01:11:06,890 --> 01:11:07,723
What's that?
1327
01:11:09,697 --> 01:11:12,493
The responsibility, it's exhausting.
1328
01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:20,890
Oh, look at you shaking your head.
1329
01:11:20,890 --> 01:11:23,373
The mind of the blameless
addict at work, right?
1330
01:11:25,010 --> 01:11:26,470
Lita, it's a disease.
1331
01:11:26,470 --> 01:11:30,340
Oh, I know all about the sacred disease.
1332
01:11:30,340 --> 01:11:32,566
The past, present and
future all indemnified
1333
01:11:32,566 --> 01:11:34,781
by your illness, right?
1334
01:11:34,781 --> 01:11:37,181
That's oversimplifying.
1335
01:11:37,181 --> 01:11:39,760
(laughs) Well, fuck that.
1336
01:11:39,760 --> 01:11:42,123
Amnesty for all, that's what I say.
1337
01:11:53,560 --> 01:11:56,561
- You know, I think the
Lord might be trying
1338
01:11:56,561 --> 01:11:59,100
to tell you something right now.
1339
01:11:59,100 --> 01:12:01,240
I hope you're wise enough to listen.
1340
01:12:01,240 --> 01:12:02,073
Yeah?
1341
01:12:03,660 --> 01:12:06,510
Well, God and I are kind
of on the outs right now,
1342
01:12:06,510 --> 01:12:07,813
so you know.
1343
01:12:10,747 --> 01:12:13,093
You really believe all that God shit?
1344
01:12:14,960 --> 01:12:16,183
Most of it, yeah.
1345
01:12:18,900 --> 01:12:21,300
You pray to keep yourself sober?
1346
01:12:21,300 --> 01:12:24,693
- I talk to the Lord
to find strength, yes.
1347
01:12:27,814 --> 01:12:30,313
What about now, you talking to God now?
1348
01:12:33,880 --> 01:12:35,890
Like you said, sometimes you just wanna
1349
01:12:35,890 --> 01:12:37,170
smoke a little grass.
1350
01:12:37,170 --> 01:12:38,683
No big deal, right?
1351
01:12:40,842 --> 01:12:42,780
(lighter clicking)
1352
01:12:42,780 --> 01:12:46,620
- I've learned over
the years that cynicism
1353
01:12:46,620 --> 01:12:50,513
is a reliable ally for a
strong mind set adrift.
1354
01:12:52,584 --> 01:12:55,084
(Lita laughs)
1355
01:12:58,273 --> 01:12:59,711
I'm gonna need a Rosetta stone
1356
01:12:59,711 --> 01:13:04,711
because I don't speak fuck-head,
crazy brainwashed, okay?
1357
01:13:06,410 --> 01:13:07,560
You want a hit or what?
1358
01:13:08,483 --> 01:13:10,611
Lita, you're high!
1359
01:13:10,611 --> 01:13:15,611
- (exhales) I'm not high,
Micah, I'm fucked up.
1360
01:13:17,250 --> 01:13:19,713
And you know what, I feel great.
1361
01:13:20,790 --> 01:13:23,560
Responsibility and guilt
have faded into what
1362
01:13:23,560 --> 01:13:26,723
feels like a balmy day
of wonder and surprise.
1363
01:13:29,850 --> 01:13:33,120
Emotionally, I have nearly
forgotten my dipso mom,
1364
01:13:33,120 --> 01:13:35,760
and what it might mean
for her to walk in here
1365
01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:40,400
and find me with this glass of
wine and this cheap ass swag.
1366
01:13:40,400 --> 01:13:44,350
I have forgotten almost every
lie I've ever told my husband,
1367
01:13:44,350 --> 01:13:46,610
and that is saying a lot!
1368
01:13:46,610 --> 01:13:49,209
And I am grateful that
he's off with our kid
1369
01:13:49,209 --> 01:13:50,704
while I sit here in the kitchen
1370
01:13:50,704 --> 01:13:53,360
with some bible-thumping degenerate,
1371
01:13:53,360 --> 01:13:55,665
listening to him go on
and on about his savior
1372
01:13:55,665 --> 01:13:59,110
while he eyeballs my cunt
like it's his last meal
1373
01:13:59,110 --> 01:14:00,313
on his dying day.
1374
01:14:02,429 --> 01:14:03,713
(chuckles) Lita.
1375
01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:09,380
I think I better check on your mom.
1376
01:14:09,380 --> 01:14:11,170
Oh yeah, you better.
1377
01:14:11,170 --> 01:14:13,763
You know what, can I ask
you something before you go?
1378
01:14:17,136 --> 01:14:19,138
(Micah sighs)
1379
01:14:19,138 --> 01:14:20,800
Sure.
1380
01:14:20,800 --> 01:14:22,250
You eat pussy or what?
1381
01:14:23,832 --> 01:14:26,832
(crickets chirping)
1382
01:14:28,785 --> 01:14:31,952
(mellow guitar music)
1383
01:14:36,962 --> 01:14:38,795
When did that start?
1384
01:14:44,017 --> 01:14:49,017
[Carlee] I don't know.
1385
01:14:49,913 --> 01:14:52,051
♪ I am a heartbeat ♪
1386
01:14:52,051 --> 01:14:52,884
Mom.
1387
01:14:55,108 --> 01:14:56,025
I'm fine.
1388
01:15:00,381 --> 01:15:04,763
You know what, he wasn't as
bad as I made him out to be.
1389
01:15:05,890 --> 01:15:06,723
Who?
1390
01:15:08,479 --> 01:15:09,523
Your father.
1391
01:15:11,439 --> 01:15:14,580
I always made him out to
be such an asshole but...
1392
01:15:20,548 --> 01:15:23,048
The truth is, he was just sad.
1393
01:15:27,225 --> 01:15:31,173
He was just sad, and he
couldn't hide it anymore.
1394
01:15:32,155 --> 01:15:32,988
Mom.
1395
01:15:35,008 --> 01:15:37,147
You need to understand this.
1396
01:15:38,353 --> 01:15:42,043
Your dad loved you, and
he loved your sister.
1397
01:15:46,140 --> 01:15:49,920
Come on, let's go get you some water.
1398
01:15:49,920 --> 01:15:52,920
(mellow rock music)
1399
01:15:55,340 --> 01:15:59,461
♪ I'll be your second and save
you to the wasting little ♪
1400
01:15:59,461 --> 01:16:02,794
♪ I've been thinking of ♪
1401
01:16:03,684 --> 01:16:07,017
(couple moaning softly)
1402
01:16:12,904 --> 01:16:15,654
(couple moaning)
1403
01:16:17,510 --> 01:16:20,113
Oh shit. (grunts)
1404
01:16:26,710 --> 01:16:29,127
[Lita] That was a bad idea.
1405
01:16:31,450 --> 01:16:32,833
Who the fuck are you?
1406
01:16:35,391 --> 01:16:36,791
Wouldn't you like to know.
1407
01:16:41,739 --> 01:16:43,630
There she is.
1408
01:16:43,630 --> 01:16:45,653
There's that hateful bitch I raised.
1409
01:16:48,537 --> 01:16:49,987
Is she all right?
1410
01:16:51,070 --> 01:16:53,463
- She's fine, she just
needs a glass of water.
1411
01:16:57,360 --> 01:16:59,723
Jesus, don't touch her, okay?
1412
01:17:01,140 --> 01:17:03,983
- Carlee, when was the
last time you had a drink?
1413
01:17:05,020 --> 01:17:06,793
I told you, she's just thirsty.
1414
01:17:07,952 --> 01:17:10,573
No, I mean something with booze in it.
1415
01:17:11,505 --> 01:17:14,467
- Maybe sometime before
we left this afternoon.
1416
01:17:15,607 --> 01:17:17,373
Carlee, you need to drink this.
1417
01:17:21,824 --> 01:17:22,657
Mom.
1418
01:17:24,984 --> 01:17:27,147
(somber rock music)
1419
01:17:27,147 --> 01:17:28,820
- [Lita] Wait, she's drying
out, isn't that good?
1420
01:17:28,820 --> 01:17:31,353
She can't just quit cold turkey.
1421
01:17:32,360 --> 01:17:33,193
This is crazy.
1422
01:17:33,193 --> 01:17:34,620
I'm calling 911.
1423
01:17:34,620 --> 01:17:35,847
[Carlee] No.
1424
01:17:35,847 --> 01:17:38,090
- Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom.
- It's too late.
1425
01:17:38,090 --> 01:17:39,640
- Mom.
- What's too late?
1426
01:17:39,640 --> 01:17:41,400
[Evan] What's happening?
1427
01:17:41,400 --> 01:17:42,660
Try to get her on her side.
1428
01:17:42,660 --> 01:17:43,493
[Evan] What's going on?
1429
01:17:43,493 --> 01:17:44,880
[Micah] She's having a seizure.
1430
01:17:44,880 --> 01:17:47,040
- Your mom is having a seizure.
- What do we do?
1431
01:17:47,040 --> 01:17:48,423
- Let it pass.
- Why?
1432
01:17:48,423 --> 01:17:50,050
[Micah] Yeah, that's it!
1433
01:17:50,050 --> 01:17:53,050
(somber rock music)
1434
01:17:54,746 --> 01:17:55,579
(Carlee grunts)
1435
01:17:55,579 --> 01:17:57,390
Lita, what kind of pills you got?
1436
01:17:57,390 --> 01:17:58,223
Uh.
1437
01:17:58,223 --> 01:17:59,060
- What do you got?
- I don't know.
1438
01:17:59,060 --> 01:18:01,330
Some Oxys, Vicodin, Valium.
1439
01:18:01,330 --> 01:18:02,465
Give me a Valium.
1440
01:18:02,465 --> 01:18:05,215
(pills rattling)
1441
01:18:07,385 --> 01:18:09,510
Hang in there, baby, hang in there.
1442
01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:10,677
Hang in there.
1443
01:18:11,742 --> 01:18:13,992
All right, okay, calm down.
1444
01:18:16,238 --> 01:18:18,988
(Micah whispers)
1445
01:18:20,714 --> 01:18:24,063
All right, that should keep her
muscles relaxed for a while.
1446
01:18:24,063 --> 01:18:25,663
Hopefully she won't seize again.
1447
01:18:26,580 --> 01:18:28,520
Not till we get her to a hospital anyway.
1448
01:18:28,520 --> 01:18:29,740
No doctors.
1449
01:18:29,740 --> 01:18:32,500
She needs to be monitored and medicated.
1450
01:18:32,500 --> 01:18:34,100
You heard her.
1451
01:18:34,100 --> 01:18:36,300
- What are the chances that
she'll have another seizure
1452
01:18:36,300 --> 01:18:37,683
if she's on medication?
1453
01:18:39,270 --> 01:18:41,260
You people are lunatics, you know that?
1454
01:18:41,260 --> 01:18:42,910
What are the chances?
1455
01:18:42,910 --> 01:18:44,102
I have no idea.
1456
01:18:44,102 --> 01:18:46,363
I'm not a fucking doctor!
1457
01:18:47,250 --> 01:18:48,700
[Lita] Out of corners, huh?
1458
01:18:50,278 --> 01:18:52,861
(Micah laughs)
1459
01:18:54,040 --> 01:18:55,380
Are you leaving?
1460
01:18:55,380 --> 01:18:57,100
I am not gonna stay here
1461
01:18:57,100 --> 01:18:59,200
and watch the two of you kill your mother.
1462
01:19:00,940 --> 01:19:03,314
Besides, I think I won't be of much help
1463
01:19:03,314 --> 01:19:04,943
to this family anymore.
1464
01:19:07,522 --> 01:19:10,070
Please tell your mom I'll pray for her.
1465
01:19:10,070 --> 01:19:10,943
Please don't.
1466
01:19:15,261 --> 01:19:17,121
I'll tell her.
1467
01:19:17,121 --> 01:19:19,980
(somber rock music)
1468
01:19:19,980 --> 01:19:20,830
[Micah] Thanks.
1469
01:19:22,360 --> 01:19:25,360
(somber rock music)
1470
01:19:28,124 --> 01:19:33,124
♪ I could almost swear my arm
gets colder with the air ♪
1471
01:19:34,432 --> 01:19:39,432
♪ And it gets hard to say the
things that I don't mean ♪
1472
01:19:43,497 --> 01:19:48,497
♪ I can almost see when
I'm looking back at me ♪
1473
01:19:50,567 --> 01:19:55,567
♪ The point at which I
felt my faith break free ♪
1474
01:19:59,441 --> 01:20:04,441
♪ As I shook beneath my bones ♪
1475
01:20:05,431 --> 01:20:10,431
♪ I felt your arms around my throat ♪
1476
01:20:11,631 --> 01:20:16,631
♪ You said please ♪
1477
01:20:17,580 --> 01:20:22,580
♪ I don't believe ♪
1478
01:20:24,020 --> 01:20:26,270
♪ Anything ♪
1479
01:20:27,289 --> 01:20:30,289
(crickets chirping)
1480
01:20:42,330 --> 01:20:43,243
Hey, old man.
1481
01:20:45,480 --> 01:20:46,750
I see you flickering out there,
1482
01:20:46,750 --> 01:20:49,653
so something tells me you still care.
1483
01:20:51,460 --> 01:20:55,063
God, you missed one hell
of a celebration today.
1484
01:20:58,690 --> 01:21:01,531
I mean, did you think you'd miss all this
1485
01:21:01,531 --> 01:21:04,993
when you were wrapping that
leather belt around your neck?
1486
01:21:07,910 --> 01:21:09,043
What, too soon?
1487
01:21:12,486 --> 01:21:14,280
(Evan sighs)
1488
01:21:14,280 --> 01:21:18,870
Look, I think this might
be the last time we talk
1489
01:21:18,870 --> 01:21:21,662
for a while, so there's some things I want
1490
01:21:21,662 --> 01:21:23,383
to get off my chest, okay?
1491
01:21:27,340 --> 01:21:28,640
I think I'm done with you.
1492
01:21:29,560 --> 01:21:31,993
I mean, I'm done hating,
1493
01:21:33,048 --> 01:21:36,884
I'm done searching for
meanings in your photos
1494
01:21:36,884 --> 01:21:39,063
and heartbreaking missives.
1495
01:21:41,360 --> 01:21:45,340
I'm done talking to the sky,
looking for some kind of
1496
01:21:46,621 --> 01:21:48,293
temporary band-aids.
1497
01:21:51,900 --> 01:21:55,480
Somehow, I gotta find a way
1498
01:21:56,695 --> 01:22:00,193
to live with seeing you in
the mirror from time to time.
1499
01:22:02,560 --> 01:22:06,830
I gotta stop doubting
every thing that I love,
1500
01:22:06,830 --> 01:22:08,313
every decision I make.
1501
01:22:10,210 --> 01:22:11,043
'Cause...
1502
01:22:12,911 --> 01:22:14,623
'Cause you live here, too.
1503
01:22:31,616 --> 01:22:36,380
I mean, I know this is more
of a one-sided conversation,
1504
01:22:36,380 --> 01:22:40,313
but I'm just hoping we can
come to an understanding,
1505
01:22:42,040 --> 01:22:42,873
you and I.
1506
01:22:46,420 --> 01:22:48,893
I don't know, maybe give
me like a hard flutter,
1507
01:22:50,090 --> 01:22:52,390
some kind of sign of the
meeting of the minds.
1508
01:22:53,840 --> 01:22:54,673
Something.
1509
01:22:56,890 --> 01:22:57,723
Anything.
1510
01:22:58,878 --> 01:23:01,878
(mellow rock music)
1511
01:23:07,311 --> 01:23:12,311
(car humming)
(tires rumbling)
1512
01:23:13,280 --> 01:23:16,280
(mellow rock music)
1513
01:23:22,232 --> 01:23:25,232
(car door thudding)
1514
01:23:27,836 --> 01:23:32,003
♪ I've been busy filling up pages ♪
1515
01:23:33,093 --> 01:23:34,010
You know,
1516
01:23:35,660 --> 01:23:38,077
I think I can feel gravity right now.
1517
01:23:39,638 --> 01:23:43,118
Right, how much have you had to drink?
1518
01:23:43,118 --> 01:23:45,330
I haven't had a drink since...
1519
01:23:48,520 --> 01:23:50,892
I don't know, I can't, I can't remember.
1520
01:23:50,892 --> 01:23:51,725
Hmm.
1521
01:23:55,021 --> 01:23:58,260
♪ I've been busy giving up silos ♪
1522
01:23:58,260 --> 01:24:01,733
So, I'm sittin' here, right,
1523
01:24:03,410 --> 01:24:06,463
I'm thinking I'm about
to fly away, you know,
1524
01:24:10,210 --> 01:24:14,443
past those clouds, peeling
back the atmosphere.
1525
01:24:15,950 --> 01:24:19,683
So, I can hover someplace above that star.
1526
01:24:21,263 --> 01:24:23,720
You mean that star? (laughs)
1527
01:24:23,720 --> 01:24:25,493
Yeah, that star.
1528
01:24:27,820 --> 01:24:31,273
And this pebble stabs me
in the palm of my hand.
1529
01:24:32,680 --> 01:24:34,020
Yeah, I know.
1530
01:24:34,020 --> 01:24:37,042
I think I'm bleeding, what do you think?
1531
01:24:37,042 --> 01:24:38,560
I don't know.
1532
01:24:38,560 --> 01:24:40,958
Maybe a little, it's hard to tell.
1533
01:24:40,958 --> 01:24:42,693
Mm, stupid thing.
1534
01:24:44,110 --> 01:24:48,583
So, it prevents me from
performing a full blown miracle.
1535
01:24:48,583 --> 01:24:50,040
Unbelievable.
1536
01:24:50,040 --> 01:24:51,157
I know, right?
1537
01:24:53,370 --> 01:24:54,203
I'm sorry.
1538
01:24:54,203 --> 01:24:59,203
So, was this seen as an
achievement due to your new success
1539
01:24:59,440 --> 01:25:01,993
or are we talking about failure here?
1540
01:25:03,820 --> 01:25:06,453
You know, it's hard to tell.
1541
01:25:07,960 --> 01:25:12,960
Failure is kind of a majestic
albatross, don't you think?
1542
01:25:16,695 --> 01:25:20,483
Nah, one thing's for sure,
I'm keeping this thing.
1543
01:25:22,550 --> 01:25:24,140
As a reminder.
1544
01:25:24,140 --> 01:25:25,090
Reminder of what?
1545
01:25:27,224 --> 01:25:28,307
Everything.
1546
01:25:29,473 --> 01:25:31,253
What, is that too cheesy?
1547
01:25:33,682 --> 01:25:34,951
You're so dramatic.
1548
01:25:34,951 --> 01:25:39,130
(laughs) It's true, I am guilty of that.
1549
01:25:43,800 --> 01:25:45,524
Hey, can I ask you something?
1550
01:25:45,524 --> 01:25:46,524
Of course.
1551
01:25:47,564 --> 01:25:49,810
What the hell are you doin' here?
1552
01:25:49,810 --> 01:25:50,760
What do you mean?
1553
01:25:52,300 --> 01:25:54,557
How do you always know when I need you?
1554
01:25:58,271 --> 01:26:03,271
♪ I will come to you empty ♪
1555
01:26:05,577 --> 01:26:09,233
♪ With no one else around ♪
1556
01:26:09,233 --> 01:26:12,233
(upbeat rock music)
1557
01:26:53,290 --> 01:26:58,290
♪ I've been getting rid of the exes ♪
1558
01:27:00,328 --> 01:27:04,245
♪ Holding on tight to the rest ♪
1559
01:27:07,675 --> 01:27:10,434
(crickets chirping)
1560
01:27:10,434 --> 01:27:15,434
(body plopping)
(shoes thudding)
1561
01:27:24,250 --> 01:27:25,083
Vincent?
1562
01:27:28,080 --> 01:27:29,240
Yeah, it's me.
1563
01:27:29,240 --> 01:27:30,153
Where's Mom?
1564
01:27:33,424 --> 01:27:34,860
Not sure.
1565
01:27:34,860 --> 01:27:36,843
Fuck, where's my phone?
1566
01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:39,670
It's on the nightstand.
1567
01:27:51,410 --> 01:27:52,593
Who the fuck is Kiki?
1568
01:27:57,290 --> 01:28:00,540
(soft rock music)
1569
01:28:00,540 --> 01:28:02,290
What's the suitcase for, Vincent?
1570
01:28:05,940 --> 01:28:08,557
Are you going somewhere?
1571
01:28:08,557 --> 01:28:10,753
No, Lita, you are.
1572
01:28:11,800 --> 01:28:12,633
No.
1573
01:28:16,210 --> 01:28:18,034
We can fix this.
1574
01:28:18,034 --> 01:28:20,466
We?
1575
01:28:20,466 --> 01:28:23,049
(chuckles) We?
1576
01:28:24,290 --> 01:28:25,483
I can fix this.
1577
01:28:27,340 --> 01:28:28,890
Just tell me what I need to do.
1578
01:28:30,730 --> 01:28:31,693
You can leave.
1579
01:28:33,360 --> 01:28:34,193
That's not.
1580
01:28:35,090 --> 01:28:36,250
That's not what's happening
1581
01:28:36,250 --> 01:28:38,333
- here, okay?
- Lita, please, just go.
1582
01:28:42,440 --> 01:28:43,273
Just listen to me.
1583
01:28:43,273 --> 01:28:44,850
I'm done listening to you, Lita.
1584
01:28:44,850 --> 01:28:47,000
- Tell me what I can--
- Lita, it's time to go!
1585
01:28:47,000 --> 01:28:48,650
You listen.
1586
01:28:48,650 --> 01:28:51,020
Just shut the fuck up and listen to me!
1587
01:28:51,020 --> 01:28:53,853
(soft rock music)
1588
01:29:18,343 --> 01:29:21,676
(soft vocal rock music)
1589
01:29:50,477 --> 01:29:53,227
(Lita sniffling)
1590
01:29:54,381 --> 01:29:57,048
(soft knocking)
1591
01:30:04,842 --> 01:30:07,842
(car door thudding)
1592
01:30:10,260 --> 01:30:11,960
He's not gonna answer, you know.
1593
01:30:13,493 --> 01:30:14,326
I know.
1594
01:30:16,469 --> 01:30:19,740
He just. (sighs)
1595
01:30:19,740 --> 01:30:22,593
He needs to take care of
himself for a little while.
1596
01:30:25,180 --> 01:30:26,420
Why, don't you think he's happy
1597
01:30:26,420 --> 01:30:28,270
trying to take care of the two of us?
1598
01:30:29,557 --> 01:30:32,307
(women laughing)
1599
01:30:39,780 --> 01:30:40,843
So, now what?
1600
01:30:46,918 --> 01:30:50,275
(Lita sniffles)
1601
01:30:50,275 --> 01:30:51,942
I don't know, Mom.
1602
01:30:55,934 --> 01:30:58,430
- Well, there's a little
church down the road
1603
01:30:58,430 --> 01:31:02,800
that's gonna be serving
watered-down coffee and pastries.
1604
01:31:02,800 --> 01:31:05,503
Some of those cult members
you mentioned yesterday.
1605
01:31:07,750 --> 01:31:09,253
Starts in about an hour.
1606
01:31:11,970 --> 01:31:12,803
You wanna go?
1607
01:31:15,542 --> 01:31:18,373
You want me to go to a meeting?
1608
01:31:18,373 --> 01:31:23,373
- No, I just thought maybe
you'd want to keep me company.
1609
01:31:36,879 --> 01:31:38,421
What do you say?
1610
01:31:38,421 --> 01:31:39,696
(bird warbling)
1611
01:31:39,696 --> 01:31:42,696
(mellow rock music)
1612
01:31:49,200 --> 01:31:51,950
(engine revving)
1613
01:32:00,167 --> 01:32:03,721
♪ Can't walk how far my
troubles have taken me ♪
1614
01:32:03,721 --> 01:32:07,019
♪ They've entered my blood ♪
1615
01:32:07,019 --> 01:32:08,555
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪
1616
01:32:08,555 --> 01:32:13,555
♪ My hatred is the water
that fills up my lungs ♪
1617
01:32:14,024 --> 01:32:17,566
♪ Can't walk that far, my
feet will not take me ♪
1618
01:32:17,566 --> 01:32:21,071
♪ To where I don't believe it ♪
1619
01:32:21,071 --> 01:32:22,615
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪
1620
01:32:22,615 --> 01:32:27,615
♪ My lungs are on fire with every breath ♪
1621
01:32:30,304 --> 01:32:35,304
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪
1622
01:32:36,291 --> 01:32:40,308
♪ Oh, over my head ♪
1623
01:32:40,308 --> 01:32:45,308
♪ Taking me for dead ♪
1624
01:32:46,455 --> 01:32:51,455
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪
1625
01:32:52,769 --> 01:32:56,778
♪ Oh, over my head ♪
1626
01:32:56,778 --> 01:33:01,778
♪ Taking me for dead ♪
1627
01:33:03,038 --> 01:33:06,533
♪ I can't walk that far,
my legs are all breaking ♪
1628
01:33:06,533 --> 01:33:10,256
♪ I can't taste my sweat ♪
1629
01:33:10,256 --> 01:33:11,581
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪
1630
01:33:11,581 --> 01:33:16,581
♪ The voices don't know,
just ask me to quit ♪
1631
01:33:17,087 --> 01:33:20,660
♪ Can't walk that far, when
the blackbird circles ♪
1632
01:33:20,660 --> 01:33:24,080
♪ No, it can't be good ♪
1633
01:33:24,080 --> 01:33:25,612
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪
1634
01:33:25,612 --> 01:33:30,612
♪ My lungs are on fire with every breath ♪
1635
01:33:33,081 --> 01:33:38,081
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪
1636
01:33:39,316 --> 01:33:43,427
♪ Oh, over my head ♪
1637
01:33:43,427 --> 01:33:48,427
♪ Taking me for dead ♪
1638
01:33:49,321 --> 01:33:54,321
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪
1639
01:33:55,775 --> 01:33:59,824
♪ Oh, over my head ♪
1640
01:33:59,824 --> 01:34:02,907
♪ Taking me for dead ♪
1641
01:34:26,245 --> 01:34:31,245
♪ The blackbirds are
falling out of the sky ♪
1642
01:34:32,700 --> 01:34:36,872
♪ Today, I will not die ♪
1643
01:34:36,872 --> 01:34:41,872
♪ No, I still have my will ♪
1644
01:34:43,014 --> 01:34:48,014
♪ The blackbirds are
falling out of the sky ♪
1645
01:34:49,049 --> 01:34:53,338
♪ Today, I will not die ♪
1646
01:34:53,338 --> 01:34:58,338
♪ No, I still have my will ♪
1647
01:34:59,421 --> 01:35:04,421
♪ The blackbirds are
falling out of the sky ♪
1648
01:35:05,622 --> 01:35:09,885
♪ Today, I will not die ♪
1649
01:35:09,885 --> 01:35:13,468
♪ No, I still have my will ♪
1650
01:35:16,298 --> 01:35:19,381
(vibrant rock music)
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