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I said, "I pee in the pool and shower." 8 00:00:25,984 --> 00:00:27,902 -You pee in the pool? -[Mackenzie] Yes. 9 00:00:29,696 --> 00:00:31,781 -[AD] Pee in the pool? -[Mackenzie] Yes. 10 00:00:31,865 --> 00:00:33,450 It's a crime, friend. 11 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:35,827 That's a crime against humanity. 12 00:00:35,910 --> 00:00:39,080 -[laughing] -Yeah. And we both pee in the shower. 13 00:00:39,164 --> 00:00:42,542 -[Brittany] Shower, yeah. But the pool? -You're saving water at that point. 14 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:46,880 -I'm appalled. -Don't look at me differently. 15 00:00:46,963 --> 00:00:50,383 -I will never judge you. Pee on your man. -Okay. Thank you. 16 00:00:50,467 --> 00:00:51,968 -[laughing] -Oh! 17 00:00:52,052 --> 00:00:53,762 But don't pee in a pool that I'm in. 18 00:00:53,845 --> 00:00:55,722 [laughing] 19 00:00:56,347 --> 00:00:57,766 Y'all have got to relax. 20 00:00:57,849 --> 00:01:00,560 I don't know what these men are doing to y'all… 21 00:01:00,643 --> 00:01:03,897 -[dance music playing] -♪ Stuck on you ♪ 22 00:01:03,980 --> 00:01:06,858 ♪ I can't get enough, get enough of you ♪ 23 00:01:06,941 --> 00:01:10,028 ♪ Little bit of lovin' , we can't lose ♪ 24 00:01:10,111 --> 00:01:11,863 ♪ 25 00:01:11,946 --> 00:01:13,364 I had a wild dream. 26 00:01:13,865 --> 00:01:16,034 -A wild dream. -[Sarah Ann] I did have a wild dream. 27 00:01:16,117 --> 00:01:18,119 -[Jeramey] Okay. -It was the first dream I had. 28 00:01:18,203 --> 00:01:20,914 And I woke up and I was like, "Ooh! Okay." 29 00:01:20,997 --> 00:01:23,166 "We're not gonna talk about 30 00:01:23,249 --> 00:01:26,544 I'm not even kidding. I woke up, and I forgot where I was at for a second. 31 00:01:26,628 --> 00:01:30,673 -Whoa, whoa. -Yeah, yeah. Do you talk during sex? 32 00:01:30,757 --> 00:01:34,260 -[Jeramey] Not really, no. -No? Is it a red flag if someone does? 33 00:01:34,344 --> 00:01:35,762 -Oh, I don't mind. -[Sarah Ann] Okay. 34 00:01:35,845 --> 00:01:37,472 -[Jeramey] Doesn't bother me. -Okay, cool. 35 00:01:37,555 --> 00:01:40,683 [Jeramey] It's just for me, I think about it in the sense of, like, 36 00:01:40,767 --> 00:01:44,229 who wants to hear a guy being like, "Oh yeah, oh"? 37 00:01:44,729 --> 00:01:47,857 I don't even know that. Like, I've just had conversations before. 38 00:01:47,941 --> 00:01:49,901 -[Jeramey] That's fucking weird. -Why? 39 00:01:49,984 --> 00:01:53,738 Why? If you're talking in the middle of sex, you're not occupied well enough. 40 00:01:53,822 --> 00:01:54,823 Okay, your preference. 41 00:01:54,906 --> 00:01:57,617 [Jeramey] I've never been with someone talking during sex. 42 00:01:58,368 --> 00:01:59,577 Are you showboating? 43 00:02:00,078 --> 00:02:02,288 -I've got-- I've got my ways. -[Sarah Ann] Okay. 44 00:02:02,372 --> 00:02:04,707 There is a couple of things I'm fairly confident about. 45 00:02:04,791 --> 00:02:05,792 [Sarah Ann] Sweet. 46 00:02:06,292 --> 00:02:08,169 You just have to find out one day. 47 00:02:08,253 --> 00:02:11,005 -There is a difference between having sex… -Sure. 48 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:14,259 …and then being emotionally connected to someone that you are having sex with. 49 00:02:14,342 --> 00:02:15,260 I agree. 50 00:02:15,343 --> 00:02:17,804 [Jeramey] And I want that, and I want it, like, bad. 51 00:02:17,887 --> 00:02:20,140 -That shit's fire, isn't it? -[Jeramey] It is. Like… 52 00:02:20,223 --> 00:02:21,891 -[Sarah Ann] Crazy. -Crazy. 53 00:02:21,975 --> 00:02:24,227 Crazy. Does crazy scare you? 54 00:02:25,103 --> 00:02:28,231 [Jeramey hesitates] You know what? Everybody's gotta have a bit of crazy. 55 00:02:28,314 --> 00:02:30,233 -That's what makes it fun. -[laughs] Yeah. 56 00:02:30,316 --> 00:02:34,571 It kind of also in a weird way makes you reassured that your person is, like… 57 00:02:34,654 --> 00:02:36,990 Really cares about you, really loves you. 58 00:02:37,073 --> 00:02:39,242 Oh, you're talking about that kind of crazy. 59 00:02:39,325 --> 00:02:44,914 There's so many things in my life that make me feel like I'm being judged 60 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:47,750 or I have to be a certain type of person. 61 00:02:47,834 --> 00:02:50,795 I think that with you 62 00:02:51,588 --> 00:02:53,464 everything feels free to me. 63 00:02:53,548 --> 00:02:58,136 Like, I don't feel like I have to be anything other than who I am. 64 00:02:58,219 --> 00:03:00,597 I've never had that with anybody before. 65 00:03:02,015 --> 00:03:02,849 Um… 66 00:03:05,476 --> 00:03:06,728 And I just have fun with you. 67 00:03:06,811 --> 00:03:08,730 Like, nothing makes me feel… 68 00:03:10,732 --> 00:03:11,608 alive like this. 69 00:03:11,691 --> 00:03:15,486 Like, I would have never imagined sitting in a freaking box 70 00:03:15,570 --> 00:03:20,366 and genuinely, like, being able to, like, feel this alive. 71 00:03:20,450 --> 00:03:21,868 You know? Like, I… 72 00:03:21,951 --> 00:03:25,371 And the only person here that's ever made me feel that way is you. 73 00:03:29,417 --> 00:03:33,046 I've definitely got feelings for you. Feelings that, you know… 74 00:03:35,131 --> 00:03:39,302 [chuckles] …are more physical than are mental at this point. 75 00:03:39,385 --> 00:03:41,221 -With somebody else or me? -[Jeramey] No. 76 00:03:41,846 --> 00:03:42,722 Me. 77 00:03:42,805 --> 00:03:45,808 -Kind of a sexual tension type of thing. -I know. I told you that early on. 78 00:03:45,892 --> 00:03:49,020 -I know. -I'm not gonna act like I'm not confident. 79 00:03:49,979 --> 00:03:52,732 It's fucking wild that literally a person I've never seen before… 80 00:03:52,815 --> 00:03:55,860 -Like, I can feel like that, and-- -It's not gonna be a problem. 81 00:03:55,944 --> 00:03:59,239 [laughs] I mean, and I hope not. 82 00:03:59,322 --> 00:04:01,324 -["Tie Me to the Bed" playing] ♪ Tie me to the bed ♪ 83 00:04:01,407 --> 00:04:05,245 ♪ Tie me to the bed now, baby ♪ 84 00:04:05,328 --> 00:04:06,996 ♪ I feel it, baby 85 00:04:09,916 --> 00:04:13,336 ♪ I've been trying hard to fight it But it's coming ♪ 86 00:04:13,419 --> 00:04:15,046 I'm gonna marry Jeramey. 87 00:04:16,422 --> 00:04:18,675 Like, it's gonna happen, 'cause I already know. 88 00:04:20,009 --> 00:04:20,969 Skrrt. 89 00:04:21,052 --> 00:04:23,054 -Y'all are gonna get married. -I know. 90 00:04:23,137 --> 00:04:28,101 My top person that I've planned my whole goddamn holiday Christmas day with… 91 00:04:28,184 --> 00:04:30,019 We're getting into it. We get along really well. 92 00:04:30,103 --> 00:04:31,562 We're similar on a lot of things. 93 00:04:32,146 --> 00:04:34,941 -So what is the freakin' hold up? -[Laura] What's the hold up? 94 00:04:35,024 --> 00:04:37,110 [Alejandra] Do you know who else he's dating here? 95 00:04:37,193 --> 00:04:38,778 -Oh, okay. Gotcha. -[Laura] Yeah, yeah. 96 00:04:38,861 --> 00:04:39,988 She talks. 97 00:04:40,071 --> 00:04:42,865 He's the only person that I've talked to about real life. 98 00:04:42,949 --> 00:04:46,327 Today will be very telling. But who knows? Again, I could be the one. 99 00:04:49,205 --> 00:04:51,666 -I could be the second choice. [grunts] -[AD] Yeah. 100 00:04:57,338 --> 00:04:59,048 [Laura exhales] 101 00:04:59,132 --> 00:05:01,968 I don't know what my fucking problem is today. [sniffles] 102 00:05:03,011 --> 00:05:03,928 Are you crying? 103 00:05:04,012 --> 00:05:05,305 [laughs] No. 104 00:05:05,388 --> 00:05:07,682 [Jeramey] Oh. Yeah? No? 105 00:05:07,765 --> 00:05:09,225 No, I'm not. 106 00:05:09,892 --> 00:05:12,270 Um, I don't know. Let's change the subject, maybe. 107 00:05:12,353 --> 00:05:13,354 Well, what's up? 108 00:05:14,063 --> 00:05:16,274 I can't even believe I'm saying this. Um… 109 00:05:16,899 --> 00:05:19,360 I don't know. I feel like I'm the type of person in the past 110 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:22,780 to where, like, I haven't even, like, let myself figure out 111 00:05:22,864 --> 00:05:24,949 if I am, like, compatible with someone 112 00:05:25,033 --> 00:05:28,286 because I get, like, stuck on the little things. 113 00:05:28,369 --> 00:05:31,748 And then it's like, "Oh, you're done." Like, or "I'm done." 114 00:05:31,831 --> 00:05:34,208 -[Jeramey] Yeah. Yeah. -Like, I'm not interested anymore. 115 00:05:34,292 --> 00:05:38,755 And, um, with you, I made, like, a pros and cons list. 116 00:05:39,255 --> 00:05:42,717 When I tell you I, like, ran out of space for the pro side… 117 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:43,926 [both chuckle] 118 00:05:45,094 --> 00:05:48,014 And then there was just, like, a few things on the con side. 119 00:05:48,097 --> 00:05:48,973 [sniffles] 120 00:05:49,057 --> 00:05:51,184 I cannot believe I'm crying. 121 00:05:53,519 --> 00:05:56,522 There's a lot-- like, there's so many qualities about you that, like, 122 00:05:57,690 --> 00:05:59,317 I don't know, like, I like and that are, 123 00:05:59,400 --> 00:06:02,362 like, foundationally very important to me. 124 00:06:02,445 --> 00:06:05,406 That it's like, we don't have to have all the same hobbies. 125 00:06:05,490 --> 00:06:07,408 We don't have to like to do all the same things. 126 00:06:07,492 --> 00:06:12,205 And, like, we can be separate people, but, like, when it comes to, like, 127 00:06:12,288 --> 00:06:15,666 family values, those are the things that's important to me. [sniffles] 128 00:06:15,750 --> 00:06:17,085 It's like, that's where we align. 129 00:06:17,168 --> 00:06:19,670 That it's, like, I don't know. I don't even care about, like, 130 00:06:19,754 --> 00:06:22,673 the other little things that, like, have been big for me. 131 00:06:25,218 --> 00:06:26,511 It's just you for me. 132 00:06:26,594 --> 00:06:28,262 And that's-- that's it. 133 00:06:29,347 --> 00:06:32,517 And I know it's, like, a lot to put on you 'cause you're dating other people 134 00:06:32,600 --> 00:06:34,644 and that might seem unfair. [sniffles] 135 00:06:35,269 --> 00:06:38,147 So I wasn't even gonna say anything, 136 00:06:38,231 --> 00:06:42,110 but, like, I come in this fucking room and then lose my mind. [chuckles] 137 00:06:43,569 --> 00:06:45,655 -Wow. -[Laura chuckles] 138 00:06:46,239 --> 00:06:48,574 So that's it. I'm sorry for laying all that on you. 139 00:06:48,658 --> 00:06:50,034 Thank you for sharing all of that, 140 00:06:50,118 --> 00:06:52,787 but, like, I was literally laying in bed last night, 141 00:06:52,870 --> 00:06:54,539 and I was thinking to myself, like, 142 00:06:55,748 --> 00:06:56,916 "I just wanna talk to her." 143 00:06:56,999 --> 00:06:58,960 -[chuckles] Yeah. -[Jeramey] And I'm not like that. 144 00:06:59,043 --> 00:07:00,837 Like, I'm very much a, you know… 145 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:03,256 I like to internalize my thoughts and things like that 146 00:07:03,339 --> 00:07:07,135 and handle it, and I was like, "I just wanna see her. I wanna hug her." 147 00:07:07,218 --> 00:07:10,388 "I wanna hold on to her and just talk and…" 148 00:07:10,972 --> 00:07:12,598 -This is gonna sound insane. -[chuckles] 149 00:07:12,682 --> 00:07:15,143 [Jeramey] I know you're gonna agree with the insanity of this, 150 00:07:15,226 --> 00:07:17,979 but I'm, like, falling for you. 151 00:07:20,815 --> 00:07:22,191 I've never seen you. 152 00:07:22,275 --> 00:07:25,153 -[chuckles] -And I've never met you in person. 153 00:07:25,236 --> 00:07:27,572 But everything about you is, like, the same thing. 154 00:07:27,655 --> 00:07:30,575 It checks all of the boxes, and I can't think of a negative. 155 00:07:30,658 --> 00:07:32,076 [sniffles] 156 00:07:32,160 --> 00:07:34,036 I could probably give you some. [chuckles] 157 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:36,914 I'd love to hear 'em. Maybe not right now, 'cause we're in a moment. 158 00:07:36,998 --> 00:07:39,250 I'm gonna be a raisin by the time I leave here. 159 00:07:39,333 --> 00:07:41,752 -Like, a dried-up… -[Jeramey] From crying all the time? 160 00:07:41,836 --> 00:07:45,756 -Like, a dehydrated-ass raisin. -[Jeramey] What you been crying about? 161 00:07:45,840 --> 00:07:46,799 Just you! 162 00:07:46,883 --> 00:07:49,177 Oh. [exhales] 163 00:07:49,260 --> 00:07:50,136 [Laura chuckles] 164 00:07:50,219 --> 00:07:52,889 -[pop music playing] -♪ You were born to be a fighter ♪ 165 00:07:52,972 --> 00:07:56,726 ♪ I know you'll keep pushing Just keep pushing ♪ 166 00:07:56,809 --> 00:07:59,812 ♪ 167 00:08:00,605 --> 00:08:02,732 ♪ 168 00:08:02,815 --> 00:08:04,025 [Clay] AD! 169 00:08:04,108 --> 00:08:06,068 Clay! [laughs] 170 00:08:06,152 --> 00:08:09,071 -It has been a journey. -Yes. 171 00:08:09,697 --> 00:08:11,365 -[AD] For sure. -Whirlwind, right? 172 00:08:11,449 --> 00:08:13,993 -Yeah. A whirlwind. [chuckles] -[Clay] A whirlwind. 173 00:08:14,076 --> 00:08:16,412 [AD] Honestly, I felt lost in the beginning. 174 00:08:17,246 --> 00:08:19,415 It was, like, so bizarre, 175 00:08:19,499 --> 00:08:22,251 but I just kept finding comfort, like, in you. 176 00:08:23,336 --> 00:08:25,713 It's just been a blast, to be honest. 177 00:08:25,796 --> 00:08:28,049 -[Clay] Yeah. -It's been a fucking blast. 178 00:08:28,132 --> 00:08:30,676 -This felt right all the time. -[AD] Yeah. 179 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:32,011 Honestly, like… 180 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:36,432 It's-- I just gotta thank you for just getting me to this point 181 00:08:36,516 --> 00:08:38,768 of just feeling like the man that I should feel like. 182 00:08:38,851 --> 00:08:41,229 -Period! -You know what I mean? No, I mean it. 183 00:08:41,312 --> 00:08:42,188 I mean it. 184 00:08:42,271 --> 00:08:45,608 Listen, I'mma get you to feel like the woman you deserve to feel like. 185 00:08:45,691 --> 00:08:47,235 -You know what I mean? -[laughs] 186 00:08:47,318 --> 00:08:49,403 I never anticipated I would be here. 187 00:08:49,487 --> 00:08:53,866 I remember, like, "There's no way I'm gonna end up getting married." 188 00:08:53,950 --> 00:08:57,203 There's no way I'm gonna find my fiancée on the other side without seeing her. 189 00:08:57,286 --> 00:09:00,957 -[AD] Yeah, that is a thing. -I shot myself in the mouth so many times. 190 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:03,584 I said, "Girl, if you don't show me what you look like, 191 00:09:03,668 --> 00:09:05,419 there ain't no way I'm proposing." 192 00:09:05,503 --> 00:09:07,922 I was like, "Okay, bro! Play yourself if you want." 193 00:09:08,005 --> 00:09:10,174 -[Clay] You know what? -Play yourself if you want. 194 00:09:10,258 --> 00:09:12,635 [Clay] AD, I wanna be better for you. 195 00:09:12,718 --> 00:09:16,055 I feel so… Like a weight has been lifted off my shoulder, AD. 196 00:09:16,138 --> 00:09:18,474 -[AD] Yeah. -And everything happens for a reason. 197 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:20,935 -Yep. -[Clay] Why would God even send me here? 198 00:09:21,018 --> 00:09:22,186 I didn't watch the show. 199 00:09:22,270 --> 00:09:23,646 I didn't know what to expect. 200 00:09:23,729 --> 00:09:26,774 When I did kind of get a glimpse of it, I was just like, "That's not me." 201 00:09:26,857 --> 00:09:28,901 -Yep. Yep. -[Clay] I'm not the emotional guy. 202 00:09:28,985 --> 00:09:30,861 -And then I break down. I cry. -Yeah. 203 00:09:30,945 --> 00:09:33,322 And it's like, "Okay, things been clear." 204 00:09:33,406 --> 00:09:36,534 And if it's cool with you, baby, I just wanna read this verse if I could. 205 00:09:36,617 --> 00:09:37,827 -Okay? -Mm-hmm. 206 00:09:38,369 --> 00:09:43,916 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding." 207 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:45,918 "In all your ways, submit to Him, 208 00:09:46,002 --> 00:09:48,713 and He will always make your path straight." 209 00:09:48,796 --> 00:09:51,382 And it's such a beautiful verse, honestly, AD. 210 00:09:51,465 --> 00:09:52,383 Yeah. 211 00:09:53,551 --> 00:09:55,761 [Clay] The one thing I yearn for is to always be validated 212 00:09:55,845 --> 00:09:58,514 and for someone to truly like me for who I am 213 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,516 and love me for the person that I am. 214 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:03,978 I don't trust that. "Let me just talk about my external stuff." 215 00:10:04,061 --> 00:10:07,940 "Let me lead with the physical and let me lead with my accolades." 216 00:10:08,024 --> 00:10:10,359 And you just kind of saw past my bullshit. 217 00:10:10,443 --> 00:10:12,194 -[laughs] -[Clay] You really did. 218 00:10:12,278 --> 00:10:16,407 And you still, like, was like, "Okay, I see something in him." 219 00:10:16,490 --> 00:10:19,368 -Yeah. I knew there was more. -[Clay] You knew there was more. 220 00:10:19,452 --> 00:10:20,620 I knew there was more. 221 00:10:20,703 --> 00:10:22,121 [Clay] And you believed in me, AD. 222 00:10:22,204 --> 00:10:24,540 -To me, that's the biggest thing, right? -Yeah. 223 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:27,918 I didn't think I would fall in love this way, and it's like, I did. 224 00:10:29,420 --> 00:10:30,254 [sighs] 225 00:10:32,673 --> 00:10:33,883 I'm shaking. 226 00:10:35,176 --> 00:10:37,428 -[Clay] I feel like I know you so much. -Mm-hmm. 227 00:10:37,511 --> 00:10:39,263 -[Clay] And I trust you so much. -Mm-hmm. 228 00:10:39,347 --> 00:10:42,224 [Clay] When I'm telling you, "I'm so serious about you, baby, like…" 229 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:44,477 The fact that you validated me every step of the way, 230 00:10:44,560 --> 00:10:46,479 like, I'm never gonna abandon you. 231 00:10:46,562 --> 00:10:49,106 We are a partnership. We are a team. 232 00:10:49,190 --> 00:10:52,401 -The most dynamic team, I would say. -I'll agree. 233 00:10:52,485 --> 00:10:53,569 -Know what I mean? -Mm-hmm. 234 00:10:53,653 --> 00:10:56,822 [Clay] At the end of the day, I'm just ready to take this next step with you, so… 235 00:10:57,573 --> 00:11:00,242 -I will bend the knee. -[AD] Stop playing with me. 236 00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:02,578 -I'mma bend the knee, baby. -Stop playing with me. 237 00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:07,041 But I need to know, will you take my lovely hand in marriage 238 00:11:07,124 --> 00:11:10,419 and walk this life with me and rock out with your boy, Clay? 239 00:11:10,920 --> 00:11:11,879 [chuckles] 240 00:11:14,882 --> 00:11:15,758 [gasps] 241 00:11:16,342 --> 00:11:20,513 -Oh, my gosh! Yes, absolutely, 100%! -[Clay laughing] 242 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:22,723 Let's go! 243 00:11:22,807 --> 00:11:24,433 [shouts, laughs] 244 00:11:24,517 --> 00:11:25,893 [Clay] Let's go! 245 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:29,397 AD, I ain't even fucking prepare for that. 246 00:11:29,480 --> 00:11:31,107 -I just came in. -[AD gasps] 247 00:11:31,190 --> 00:11:33,734 -[Clay laughs] -Shit, Clay! 248 00:11:35,403 --> 00:11:37,571 -[Clay] Let's get married, baby. -[shouts] 249 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:40,700 -[exhales] -[Clay] Wow! How you feel? 250 00:11:41,283 --> 00:11:42,952 -[AD] I am elated. -[sighs] 251 00:11:43,035 --> 00:11:46,706 And, like, I trusted you, like, with my life, 252 00:11:46,789 --> 00:11:49,667 literally with my life, and you did not let me down. 253 00:11:49,750 --> 00:11:51,919 -No. -And you did not drop the ball. 254 00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:55,297 Oh, you giving me this moment 255 00:11:56,173 --> 00:11:57,925 is, like, everything to me. 256 00:12:02,221 --> 00:12:04,306 [Clay] This is something I yearn for, to be married, 257 00:12:04,390 --> 00:12:07,643 and to find someone like you in this process. 258 00:12:07,727 --> 00:12:09,979 -You just always came through for me. -[AD gasps] 259 00:12:10,062 --> 00:12:11,480 Always have my back. 260 00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:14,191 -I really appreciate it, AD. -[sobs] 261 00:12:14,275 --> 00:12:15,943 Like, it was no question for me. 262 00:12:16,026 --> 00:12:17,778 I'm breaking down over here. 263 00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:19,780 [Clay chuckles] It's okay, baby. 264 00:12:19,864 --> 00:12:23,784 Oh, my God. I can't believe it. 265 00:12:24,702 --> 00:12:27,705 -I'm not nervous, AD. I'm not. -Oh, good. 266 00:12:27,788 --> 00:12:29,498 [Clay] 'Cause you are my baby. 267 00:12:29,582 --> 00:12:32,084 I need my baby to feel like she on top of the world. 268 00:12:33,002 --> 00:12:34,837 I'm so happy. I want you to… 269 00:12:35,337 --> 00:12:37,214 I just want you to have the time of your life. 270 00:12:37,298 --> 00:12:39,300 -[AD] Yeah. -Like, I really wanna give that to you. 271 00:12:39,383 --> 00:12:43,304 You deserve it. I'm just so thankful that God brought me to you. 272 00:12:44,388 --> 00:12:46,390 And, listen, baby, this is forever. 273 00:12:46,474 --> 00:12:48,309 -[AD chuckles] -Forever and forever. 274 00:12:48,392 --> 00:12:49,268 [laughs] 275 00:12:49,351 --> 00:12:51,771 -[Clay] This is to you, baby. -Cheers, honey. 276 00:12:51,854 --> 00:12:52,688 [Clay] Cheers. 277 00:12:58,819 --> 00:13:00,404 -Clay. -Ooh! 278 00:13:00,488 --> 00:13:02,490 -I love you, honey. -[Clay] I love you too, baby. 279 00:13:02,573 --> 00:13:03,699 We're in this forever. 280 00:13:03,783 --> 00:13:05,743 -[squeals] -[Clay laughs] 281 00:13:05,826 --> 00:13:07,787 Damn, I'm like a little kid right now. 282 00:13:07,870 --> 00:13:09,705 -[AD squeals] -[chuckles] 283 00:13:09,789 --> 00:13:12,124 AD and Clay sitting in a tree… 284 00:13:12,208 --> 00:13:14,752 -K-I-S-S-I-N-G. -I-N-G. 285 00:13:14,835 --> 00:13:15,711 ♪ Wake me up now… 286 00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:17,004 Let's go! 287 00:13:17,087 --> 00:13:18,964 -[AD] Let's fucking… -Let's go! 288 00:13:19,048 --> 00:13:20,591 [shouts] 289 00:13:20,674 --> 00:13:24,720 ♪ I never thought That I'd feel that you could be the one ♪ 290 00:13:27,932 --> 00:13:30,518 ♪ Crashing by, come dreaming ♪ 291 00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:33,270 [AD screams] 292 00:13:34,230 --> 00:13:36,398 [vocalizing] 293 00:13:37,316 --> 00:13:42,196 -[pop music playing] -♪ Play the part ♪ 294 00:13:43,113 --> 00:13:45,366 ♪ For in the end ♪ 295 00:13:46,408 --> 00:13:49,119 ♪ All the cards will show ♪ 296 00:13:49,203 --> 00:13:53,958 [Brittany] Being chosen by Ken has been a wonderful feeling. 297 00:13:54,458 --> 00:13:59,004 I have felt wanted and needed and heard. 298 00:13:59,088 --> 00:14:01,966 I really believe that God has put Ken 299 00:14:02,049 --> 00:14:04,510 on the other side of the pod for me. 300 00:14:05,219 --> 00:14:10,766 ♪ Ooh-ooh! What's beneath the masquerade? ♪ 301 00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:14,228 [Kenneth] I've chosen Brittany to be my wife, to be my best friend. 302 00:14:14,311 --> 00:14:18,649 I found my person. Brittany gives me so much security. 303 00:14:18,732 --> 00:14:20,568 She's utterly trustworthy. 304 00:14:20,651 --> 00:14:24,947 Everything that I said my fiancée must have, Brittany has. 305 00:14:26,574 --> 00:14:28,951 I feel like he has a big smile. 306 00:14:29,034 --> 00:14:33,372 His stature is very strong, but I can't picture the face. 307 00:14:34,039 --> 00:14:36,250 Ken and I have talked about race, 308 00:14:36,333 --> 00:14:40,462 and he identifies as a Black male. 309 00:14:41,046 --> 00:14:44,341 But I see Ken first for who he is on the inside 310 00:14:44,425 --> 00:14:47,469 and how much his soul is worth. 311 00:14:48,053 --> 00:14:50,806 The color of my skin does not matter. 312 00:14:50,890 --> 00:14:54,018 The color of my partner's skin does not matter. 313 00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:59,398 This, this, everything about me is going to change one day. 314 00:14:59,481 --> 00:15:02,943 And my heart is going to remain the same. 315 00:15:04,153 --> 00:15:07,072 [Kenneth] The nervous energy and the anxious energy that I have 316 00:15:07,156 --> 00:15:08,240 just comes from just, like, 317 00:15:08,324 --> 00:15:12,828 I'm finally about to see someone who I've fallen for without ever seeing them. 318 00:15:13,829 --> 00:15:16,832 You know, I've always dated Black women. 319 00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:19,960 This would be the first time I've ever dated and married outside of my race. 320 00:15:21,879 --> 00:15:23,672 [Brittany] I'm about to meet my fiancé. 321 00:15:23,756 --> 00:15:26,133 Oh, my goodness. [chuckles] 322 00:15:26,216 --> 00:15:29,887 I am eager to grab my fiancé 323 00:15:29,970 --> 00:15:33,766 and be able to hug him and love on him. 324 00:15:33,849 --> 00:15:37,436 Our kiss will be very respectful, if I had to take a guess. Um… 325 00:15:38,228 --> 00:15:39,772 [laughs] 326 00:15:39,855 --> 00:15:43,817 But whatever happens happens. [laughs] 327 00:15:43,901 --> 00:15:48,447 My lips are ready to be kissed for sure. [laughs] 328 00:15:48,530 --> 00:15:51,158 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. [laughs] 329 00:15:51,241 --> 00:15:52,618 I'm ready to be a wife. 330 00:15:59,249 --> 00:16:01,377 [gasps, laughs] 331 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:04,546 [laughing] 332 00:16:04,630 --> 00:16:07,549 [laughing] Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 333 00:16:07,633 --> 00:16:09,343 What's up, baby? 334 00:16:10,594 --> 00:16:11,595 [Brittany exhales] 335 00:16:11,679 --> 00:16:13,806 [laughing] Oh, my God. 336 00:16:13,889 --> 00:16:16,100 -[pop music playing] -♪ Hold on to me… ♪ 337 00:16:16,183 --> 00:16:17,101 Oh! 338 00:16:17,685 --> 00:16:20,854 ♪ Like it's the last time you'll ever… ♪ 339 00:16:20,938 --> 00:16:23,649 -Delightful. You look good. -Hey! 340 00:16:23,732 --> 00:16:26,527 -Thank you. [laughing] -You look so good. 341 00:16:26,610 --> 00:16:28,028 Thank you! [laughing] 342 00:16:28,779 --> 00:16:29,989 I am literally… 343 00:16:32,282 --> 00:16:34,159 This is crazy. This… 344 00:16:34,243 --> 00:16:36,453 -Hey, baby! -How are you, my love? 345 00:16:36,537 --> 00:16:38,914 ♪ Say you'll stay with me… ♪ 346 00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:39,873 [laughing] 347 00:16:40,666 --> 00:16:41,583 Hey. 348 00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:44,795 [laughing] 349 00:16:44,878 --> 00:16:47,256 You look wonderful wearing all black. 350 00:16:48,340 --> 00:16:49,842 Oh, my God! 351 00:16:51,176 --> 00:16:52,052 Just me and you. 352 00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:53,220 [Brittany] Oh. 353 00:16:53,303 --> 00:16:55,472 -It's me and you? -Me and you. 354 00:16:56,890 --> 00:16:58,267 [gasps] 355 00:16:58,976 --> 00:17:00,602 Oh, my goodness. 356 00:17:02,146 --> 00:17:03,897 -Will you be my wife for real? -Yes. 357 00:17:05,858 --> 00:17:07,192 Oh! 358 00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:09,653 [laughing] 359 00:17:09,737 --> 00:17:13,365 ♪ I promise you I won't let you down… ♪ 360 00:17:13,449 --> 00:17:15,034 Oh, my God. [laughing] 361 00:17:15,117 --> 00:17:17,077 ♪ …if the stars should burn out ♪ 362 00:17:19,121 --> 00:17:22,166 ♪ I will be the light that guides you… ♪ 363 00:17:22,916 --> 00:17:24,960 [shouts, laughs] 364 00:17:25,044 --> 00:17:26,336 I got the prize. 365 00:17:26,837 --> 00:17:29,715 She's my person. She's my person. 366 00:17:29,798 --> 00:17:32,426 -I'm happy to see you. -I'm happy to see you. 367 00:17:32,509 --> 00:17:34,428 It was so long, wasn't it? Nice to see you. 368 00:17:34,511 --> 00:17:37,723 -It's nice to see you. -You look amazing! Like… 369 00:17:38,307 --> 00:17:39,933 -Oh, my gosh! -[laughing] 370 00:17:40,893 --> 00:17:42,478 Like, look at this. 371 00:17:42,978 --> 00:17:44,563 Thank you, Lord! 372 00:17:46,023 --> 00:17:47,232 God is good! 373 00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:49,860 -All the time. God is good. -Yes, He is. 374 00:17:51,070 --> 00:17:53,447 I'm so glad to match your voice with your face. 375 00:17:53,530 --> 00:17:56,075 -Same. Same. -And your body. You're tall and handsome. 376 00:17:56,158 --> 00:17:58,952 You look even more amazing than I pictured. 377 00:17:59,036 --> 00:18:00,162 -Really? -Seriously. 378 00:18:00,245 --> 00:18:02,664 -Did you expect me to have brunette hair? -I did not! 379 00:18:02,748 --> 00:18:03,999 My hair, what'd you think? 380 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:05,834 -I like your long hair. -Thank you. 381 00:18:06,752 --> 00:18:07,878 Your eyes are pretty. 382 00:18:07,961 --> 00:18:10,255 -The light's hitting them. Mm-hmm. -I appreciate you. 383 00:18:10,339 --> 00:18:13,383 When he laughs, his little nose scrunches up. 384 00:18:13,467 --> 00:18:14,384 [both laughing] 385 00:18:14,468 --> 00:18:15,511 [Brittany] He's precious. 386 00:18:15,594 --> 00:18:19,098 I don't believe that it would have mattered what he looked like, but, 387 00:18:19,181 --> 00:18:20,307 comma, um… 388 00:18:20,390 --> 00:18:22,893 [chuckles] …he is very handsome. 389 00:18:22,976 --> 00:18:25,187 How you feeling though inside, like, for real? 390 00:18:25,270 --> 00:18:27,898 -Hot! -[laughing] 391 00:18:27,981 --> 00:18:29,858 Oh, your voice! I just… 392 00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:32,945 -It clicked? [laughing] -That clicked. 393 00:18:33,028 --> 00:18:36,240 Like, that was a clicking moment. It's gone now. 394 00:18:36,323 --> 00:18:38,534 -That was a clicking moment. -[exhales] 395 00:18:38,617 --> 00:18:39,701 Oh, my God. 396 00:18:40,285 --> 00:18:41,787 But, yeah, like… 397 00:18:41,870 --> 00:18:44,456 Like this. That's how I feel inside. 398 00:18:47,459 --> 00:18:50,504 -[sighs] God, what did I do to deserve… -[laughing] 399 00:18:50,587 --> 00:18:54,716 -What did I do to deserve? -What did I do to deserve this, literally? 400 00:18:57,136 --> 00:18:58,428 I'm so grateful. 401 00:18:58,512 --> 00:19:01,557 -[sniffles] So grateful, literally. -Me too. 402 00:19:01,640 --> 00:19:04,017 -Well, I love you so much. -I love you. 403 00:19:04,101 --> 00:19:04,977 So, so much. 404 00:19:05,060 --> 00:19:06,395 So much. 405 00:19:06,478 --> 00:19:07,855 You got a heart of gold. 406 00:19:07,938 --> 00:19:08,939 So do you. 407 00:19:09,481 --> 00:19:10,607 Come here, my love. 408 00:19:12,860 --> 00:19:15,487 -[mutters] -I'm honored to be your fiancée, baby. 409 00:19:15,988 --> 00:19:16,822 Honored. 410 00:19:16,905 --> 00:19:18,907 -[pop music playing] - 411 00:19:18,991 --> 00:19:23,453 ♪ And it's you Because it feels so right… ♪ 412 00:19:23,537 --> 00:19:24,663 Wait for me. 413 00:19:25,164 --> 00:19:26,707 -Choose you every day. -It's you. 414 00:19:26,790 --> 00:19:28,834 -It's time. You're mine. -It's you! 415 00:19:28,917 --> 00:19:30,878 -I love you. -[Brittany chuckles] I love you. 416 00:19:31,587 --> 00:19:32,546 [laughs] 417 00:19:33,130 --> 00:19:35,257 [shouts, laughs] 418 00:19:35,340 --> 00:19:36,550 -[laughs] -[Brittany] Bye, baby. 419 00:19:36,633 --> 00:19:38,886 ♪ Oh-oh-oh! ♪ 420 00:19:38,969 --> 00:19:44,558 ♪ And it's you because it feels so right ♪ 421 00:19:46,810 --> 00:19:49,104 ♪ And it's you I finally… ♪ 422 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:50,147 [gasps] 423 00:19:50,856 --> 00:19:52,941 [gasps] 424 00:19:55,402 --> 00:19:56,904 -Hello. -[Trevor] Hello. 425 00:19:56,987 --> 00:19:58,071 Hi! 426 00:19:58,155 --> 00:20:00,365 [gasps, squeals] 427 00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:02,242 -[laughs] -[Trevor] What? 428 00:20:03,410 --> 00:20:05,704 Have you seen these flowers? 429 00:20:05,787 --> 00:20:08,790 I love them! Do you have anything over there? 430 00:20:08,874 --> 00:20:09,875 [Trevor] A box. 431 00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:13,045 -Um, okay, I opened the gift. -[Chelsea gasps] 432 00:20:13,128 --> 00:20:14,922 It's very sweet. 433 00:20:15,505 --> 00:20:17,841 "My heart is and always will be yours." 434 00:20:18,842 --> 00:20:20,302 That's so cute. 435 00:20:20,385 --> 00:20:22,846 -Do you know what it is? -You have to tell me. 436 00:20:22,930 --> 00:20:24,890 So when I tap mine… 437 00:20:24,973 --> 00:20:27,226 -Yeah. -…yours is supposed to vibrate. 438 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:30,145 -To let me know, "I'm thinking of you"? -Yeah! 439 00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:33,398 -[Trevor] That is cute. That's awesome. -Isn't that cute? 440 00:20:33,482 --> 00:20:34,650 [Trevor] That's adorable. 441 00:20:35,150 --> 00:20:38,987 [gasps] Your baby's collar? 442 00:20:39,071 --> 00:20:40,447 That is so crazy. 443 00:20:40,530 --> 00:20:43,617 And it just happens to be a heart with your name on it. 444 00:20:43,700 --> 00:20:44,993 That's adorable. 445 00:20:45,077 --> 00:20:46,078 Thank you. 446 00:20:46,578 --> 00:20:48,455 Okay, what-- what's this? 447 00:20:48,538 --> 00:20:49,915 It's a rock that says "love." 448 00:20:49,998 --> 00:20:52,125 -Okay, so the explanation is… -Mm-hmm. 449 00:20:52,209 --> 00:20:55,504 It's like braille. Like, you could feel it and tell that's the word "love." 450 00:20:55,587 --> 00:20:57,339 -So, like, "love is blind." -[Chelsea] Mm-hmm. 451 00:20:57,422 --> 00:20:59,675 -Mm-hmm -[Trevor] And I moved multiple times. 452 00:20:59,758 --> 00:21:01,593 And I always kept that rock. 453 00:21:01,677 --> 00:21:03,595 And I feel like there's a reason I kept it. 454 00:21:03,679 --> 00:21:07,224 And the reason is I feel like I knew I was gonna be here. 455 00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:09,768 -I'm a big fate person, as you can see. -I love that. 456 00:21:09,851 --> 00:21:13,397 I feel like both of my gifts to you are kind of like signs. 457 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:15,440 -[Chelsea] I love that. -Yeah. 458 00:21:16,024 --> 00:21:17,776 [Chelsea] That's very sweet. 459 00:21:17,859 --> 00:21:21,571 I've always had the ability to be a good spouse in me. 460 00:21:21,655 --> 00:21:25,158 -Mm-hmm. -I'm a good combination of masculinity. 461 00:21:25,242 --> 00:21:28,245 Like, you'll feel protected when you're with me. 462 00:21:28,328 --> 00:21:31,206 Whatever you're going through, we're going through together. 463 00:21:32,624 --> 00:21:33,792 [sighs] 464 00:21:33,875 --> 00:21:36,253 I feel like we could be hanging out at home 465 00:21:36,336 --> 00:21:39,589 and just be, like, wrestling each other, and then, like, 466 00:21:39,673 --> 00:21:42,092 you'll let me have a cry sesh 'cause I had a hard day at work. 467 00:21:42,175 --> 00:21:43,427 [both laugh] 468 00:21:43,510 --> 00:21:46,054 -Perfect day. -[Chelsea] I feel that's a great balance. 469 00:21:46,138 --> 00:21:48,515 Mud wrestling, transition to crying. 470 00:21:48,598 --> 00:21:50,809 -Mm-hmm. -[Trevor] We'll watch 471 00:21:50,892 --> 00:21:53,395 Get ready for me to just constantly be tackling you. 472 00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:57,024 You bring a side of, like, 473 00:21:57,107 --> 00:22:01,820 joy and happiness that I don't think I've ever felt in a relationship before. 474 00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:03,238 That's really good. 475 00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:08,618 I think that you and I would make a really good impact on the world. 476 00:22:08,702 --> 00:22:10,746 -Yeah. -And I wouldn't have to be like, 477 00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:13,457 "Let's go volunteer, like, here." You wouldn't be like… [groans] 478 00:22:13,540 --> 00:22:15,709 No, I thought about that as a date. 479 00:22:15,792 --> 00:22:17,085 Like, when we get out of here, 480 00:22:17,169 --> 00:22:20,589 like, we should go to, like, a soup kitchen and volunteer. 481 00:22:21,089 --> 00:22:24,092 -That is precious. -Yeah, or a dog shelter. 482 00:22:24,176 --> 00:22:26,928 I haven't had conversations like this with anybody else. 483 00:22:28,972 --> 00:22:29,890 I love you. [chuckles] 484 00:22:32,476 --> 00:22:34,686 Like, I just love your outlook on life. 485 00:22:35,771 --> 00:22:38,440 I feel like you feel the same. Like, you're just… 486 00:22:38,523 --> 00:22:41,485 Yeah, no, you're an amazing person. 487 00:22:42,277 --> 00:22:44,821 -Ay-yi-yi. -[Trevor sighs] 488 00:22:44,905 --> 00:22:46,531 You're making me cry! 489 00:22:47,032 --> 00:22:48,909 This is my favorite conversation that we've had. 490 00:22:48,992 --> 00:22:50,077 Me too. 491 00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:52,537 -[pop music playing] -♪ Wait until… ♪ 492 00:22:53,997 --> 00:22:55,415 [laughs] 493 00:22:55,499 --> 00:22:58,418 ♪ Just wait until the night ♪ 494 00:22:59,127 --> 00:23:01,254 -Hello. [exhales] -[Jimmy laughing] What's up? 495 00:23:03,006 --> 00:23:04,674 [Jessica] I just spilled my drink on myself. 496 00:23:04,758 --> 00:23:08,929 I am a mess all the time. That's what you have to look forward to. 497 00:23:09,012 --> 00:23:10,722 [Jimmy] What's it going to feel like for you 498 00:23:12,057 --> 00:23:14,059 when we, you know, we see each other, 499 00:23:14,142 --> 00:23:16,603 and we kiss and hug? 500 00:23:16,686 --> 00:23:17,646 [Jessica exhales] 501 00:23:17,729 --> 00:23:19,648 Honestly, I can only imagine. 502 00:23:20,232 --> 00:23:22,984 If we already have, like, this kind of electricity, 503 00:23:23,068 --> 00:23:25,320 and we can't see each other, touch each other, I'm, like, 504 00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:28,365 I'm genuinely concerned that when we do touch each other, 505 00:23:28,448 --> 00:23:30,867 we're gonna, like, electrocute ourselves. 506 00:23:30,951 --> 00:23:33,662 'Cause that's how, like, powerful it feels. 507 00:23:34,162 --> 00:23:38,959 I know that it's in, like, the very near future, but… 508 00:23:40,210 --> 00:23:41,920 -[Jimmy] Very soon. -I can just only imagine. 509 00:23:42,003 --> 00:23:42,838 [Jimmy] Very soon. 510 00:23:42,921 --> 00:23:44,756 What do you think you're gonna feel? 511 00:23:45,757 --> 00:23:49,094 I think the love piece goes without saying. 512 00:23:49,177 --> 00:23:53,682 I don't foresee it ever being a question about love, but… 513 00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:56,852 there's a lot of sexual tension, so… 514 00:23:58,228 --> 00:24:00,188 I'm excited about the lust. [chuckles] 515 00:24:00,272 --> 00:24:02,566 [laughs] Jimmy! 516 00:24:02,649 --> 00:24:04,276 [Jimmy] I have to tell you how I feel. 517 00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:07,529 Yeah, you do. You do. You do. And I want you to every day of your life. 518 00:24:07,612 --> 00:24:09,322 But as long as you tell me you love me, 519 00:24:09,906 --> 00:24:13,201 when I commit to someone, I commit to someone for the long haul. 520 00:24:15,537 --> 00:24:18,790 There's a gigantic box with a bow on it in here. 521 00:24:18,874 --> 00:24:19,749 [Jessica exhales] 522 00:24:19,833 --> 00:24:22,252 -Can I open it? -You can open it whenever you want to. 523 00:24:23,044 --> 00:24:26,423 It's a very, very, very, very, very sentimental item. 524 00:24:26,506 --> 00:24:28,592 Which… You're a lover boy, so you might appreciate, 525 00:24:28,675 --> 00:24:30,969 but even if you don't, like, just act like you did. 526 00:24:31,803 --> 00:24:32,804 I'm opening it. 527 00:24:33,513 --> 00:24:36,516 I wrote that a couple years ago 528 00:24:37,100 --> 00:24:39,895 to my future husband, and I said I was gonna give it 529 00:24:39,978 --> 00:24:44,941 to whoever I could see myself marrying. 530 00:24:45,901 --> 00:24:49,070 "To my future husband, I think about you often 531 00:24:49,154 --> 00:24:52,866 and wonder if you spend as much time as I do daydreaming about our future." 532 00:24:52,949 --> 00:24:54,993 "I wonder if the road that led you to me 533 00:24:55,076 --> 00:24:57,245 was as long as the one that led me to you." 534 00:24:58,580 --> 00:25:00,040 "It feels like I walked through hell… 535 00:25:00,123 --> 00:25:03,335 [chuckles] …wearing gasoline-covered underwear to get to you." 536 00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:05,921 -[laughing] -[Jimmy] There we go. There's the joke. 537 00:25:06,004 --> 00:25:07,964 -That's me. -[Jimmy] Yeah, that's you. 538 00:25:08,048 --> 00:25:11,134 "I wholeheartedly know every moment, trial, heartbreak, 539 00:25:11,718 --> 00:25:14,763 hard lesson learned will be worth the abundant life we will live together." 540 00:25:15,347 --> 00:25:18,225 "I pray for you daily and ask God to bless you with peace, happiness, 541 00:25:18,308 --> 00:25:20,227 prosperity and fulfillment." 542 00:25:20,310 --> 00:25:23,939 "My hope is that he has been preparing us for each other and helping us…" 543 00:25:24,022 --> 00:25:25,524 [struggling] 544 00:25:28,777 --> 00:25:30,570 I'm a baby. Um… 545 00:25:37,035 --> 00:25:38,537 Work with me, sorry. 546 00:25:38,620 --> 00:25:41,540 "My hope is that he has been preparing us for each other 547 00:25:41,623 --> 00:25:45,544 and helping us both learn ourselves individually so we can love each other." 548 00:25:45,627 --> 00:25:48,421 "Although it may take you some time to disarm me 549 00:25:48,505 --> 00:25:51,174 and see through the prideful front I put on, 550 00:25:51,258 --> 00:25:53,677 I fully commit to giving you the most soft, 551 00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:55,554 feminine, vulnerable version of myself." 552 00:25:55,637 --> 00:25:57,138 "I promise to raise our children 553 00:25:57,222 --> 00:26:01,101 with the same unwavering love and devotion that I've given Autumn." 554 00:26:01,184 --> 00:26:03,562 "Thank you in advance for loving her just as much, 555 00:26:03,645 --> 00:26:05,021 if not more, as you do me." 556 00:26:05,605 --> 00:26:08,358 "She has the key to my heart, so you'll have to ask her for it." 557 00:26:08,441 --> 00:26:10,652 "I can't wait to give every part of myself to you." 558 00:26:10,735 --> 00:26:14,030 "Cheers to forever, with love and gratitude, your wife." 559 00:26:16,783 --> 00:26:18,994 That is very sweet. 560 00:26:19,077 --> 00:26:19,995 That's very… 561 00:26:20,912 --> 00:26:22,289 I love it. That's… 562 00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:25,458 That's, um… 563 00:26:27,794 --> 00:26:31,590 I have done a decent job at… 564 00:26:32,966 --> 00:26:36,303 expressing my feelings about you. 565 00:26:37,220 --> 00:26:40,515 -Mm-hmm. -And what I can commit to you. 566 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:42,309 It's all those things. 567 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:44,728 You've done a great job. 568 00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:47,439 [both chuckle] 569 00:26:47,522 --> 00:26:49,357 Thanks for that. [exhales] 570 00:26:49,441 --> 00:26:51,693 [Jimmy] No, you've done a great job, and I… 571 00:26:51,776 --> 00:26:54,779 I feel really strongly about you too, and I, uh… 572 00:27:09,085 --> 00:27:11,755 I don't wanna get so emotional right now. 573 00:27:12,547 --> 00:27:13,882 You feel emotional? 574 00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:15,925 -[Jimmy] Yeah. -I thought you hung up on me. 575 00:27:16,009 --> 00:27:18,637 -I would never hang up on you. -[laughs] 576 00:27:20,263 --> 00:27:21,306 [Jimmy sighs] 577 00:27:22,390 --> 00:27:23,224 Well… 578 00:27:26,561 --> 00:27:27,729 How do you feel? 579 00:27:28,396 --> 00:27:31,733 I'm happy and lucky that I'm the man who gets to read this. 580 00:27:34,235 --> 00:27:35,570 I don't know if I can 581 00:27:37,322 --> 00:27:39,616 tell you exactly what you wanna hear at this point. 582 00:27:46,539 --> 00:27:48,541 I'm really emotional, and… 583 00:27:50,001 --> 00:27:51,419 I got a lot to think about. 584 00:27:51,503 --> 00:27:53,838 I'm trying to get to a point where I know for sure. 585 00:27:53,922 --> 00:27:56,466 Mm-hmm. And I do want you to know for sure. 586 00:27:56,549 --> 00:27:58,218 Feel how you feel. 587 00:27:58,301 --> 00:28:04,474 And do that unapologetically, even if you don't feel the same way, 588 00:28:04,557 --> 00:28:08,228 which I cannot believe my mouth is uttering those words. 589 00:28:08,895 --> 00:28:10,522 But, regardless, 590 00:28:10,605 --> 00:28:15,694 I can leave feeling like I did and said everything. 591 00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:18,238 [Jimmy] I appreciate that. 592 00:28:18,321 --> 00:28:20,573 I'd want my wife to lay it all on the line for me 593 00:28:20,657 --> 00:28:23,868 and not have any regret. 594 00:28:26,496 --> 00:28:28,998 I really, really, really like you, 595 00:28:29,082 --> 00:28:31,751 and I really-- I really love everything about you. 596 00:28:31,835 --> 00:28:33,211 [Jessica] Well, good. 597 00:28:33,878 --> 00:28:36,089 I'm glad you do. I want you to. 598 00:28:36,172 --> 00:28:41,052 I know if I want to pursue a long-term relationship with you, 599 00:28:41,136 --> 00:28:43,638 like, there's just something I need to think about, 600 00:28:43,722 --> 00:28:45,640 and that's because you have Autumn. 601 00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:49,477 I don't want you to think that I'm not happy and thankful, 602 00:28:49,561 --> 00:28:54,315 and, like, I don't feel like the luckiest man in the world that you… [chuckles] 603 00:28:54,858 --> 00:28:57,026 …shared that with me, 'cause I actually do. 604 00:28:57,986 --> 00:28:58,862 Thank you. 605 00:29:02,323 --> 00:29:04,868 You're welcome. [chuckles] 606 00:29:06,369 --> 00:29:09,789 -[laughing] -Oh, like, you're welcome, bud. 607 00:29:09,873 --> 00:29:11,499 -Like, I don't know what-- -[Jimmy] Oh. 608 00:29:11,583 --> 00:29:14,252 -Don't "bud" me. -[Jessica laughs] That's… 609 00:29:15,879 --> 00:29:16,880 crazy. 610 00:29:17,672 --> 00:29:20,842 I'm gonna be honest with you. I don't like this. 611 00:29:22,135 --> 00:29:23,136 Like, at all. 612 00:29:24,471 --> 00:29:27,640 You're torn between me and somebody else. I don't know what you're doing. 613 00:29:27,724 --> 00:29:30,101 I don't know what you're feeling, I don't know if you're just, 614 00:29:30,185 --> 00:29:33,980 like, beating around the bush about it 'cause you don't feel the same way. 615 00:29:34,063 --> 00:29:36,900 Which if you haven't noticed by now, like, I'm a big girl. 616 00:29:36,983 --> 00:29:40,361 If that's how you feel, just say that. 617 00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:43,323 [Jimmy] I'd prefer our dates to be our dates 618 00:29:43,406 --> 00:29:47,243 and not talk about where my head's at picking between two people. 619 00:29:48,620 --> 00:29:51,998 I'm not gonna jump the gun and tell any woman I love them. 620 00:29:52,499 --> 00:29:55,585 I'm not asking you to tell me that you love me. You don't-- 621 00:29:55,668 --> 00:29:59,380 I know, but I-- when I-- when I love someone, I freakin' love someone. 622 00:29:59,464 --> 00:30:03,009 Like, you're gonna get every inch of everything we've talked about 623 00:30:03,092 --> 00:30:05,595 and the ways I love and every bit of all that. 624 00:30:06,221 --> 00:30:09,557 I refuse to drop the word love unless I am 100% sure. 625 00:30:09,641 --> 00:30:11,601 And I know you're-- you're not asking for that, 626 00:30:11,684 --> 00:30:14,354 but I'm not doing that with someone else. I'm not-- 627 00:30:14,938 --> 00:30:16,439 I'm not doing that with you. 628 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:20,026 I know what you wanted to hear, and I want to say that, 629 00:30:20,109 --> 00:30:24,948 but it's unfair for me to even say anything to you about how I feel 630 00:30:25,031 --> 00:30:27,659 if I'm not 100% sure that I'm gonna be on the knee for you. 631 00:30:32,413 --> 00:30:36,501 Well, that's absolute literal blasphemy, and I don't agree with that. 632 00:30:36,584 --> 00:30:40,505 Because I told you how I felt, knowing good and well. 633 00:30:40,588 --> 00:30:44,259 And I'm still okay with the fact that you might not feel the same way. 634 00:30:47,011 --> 00:30:51,015 I cannot give you anything else at this point. 635 00:30:51,099 --> 00:30:54,310 I have very strong feelings for you, and I want you to know that. 636 00:30:54,394 --> 00:30:57,647 You've literally poured your heart into this and, like… 637 00:30:57,730 --> 00:30:58,731 I… 638 00:30:59,941 --> 00:31:00,775 I have too. 639 00:31:01,484 --> 00:31:04,112 You don't think that I've got my point across 640 00:31:04,195 --> 00:31:08,116 every time we're in the pod together about how I feel about you? 641 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,660 How I feel about you goes without saying. 642 00:31:12,912 --> 00:31:17,876 Your feelings for anyone, especially me, never go without saying. 643 00:31:17,959 --> 00:31:19,961 Because it does not go without saying. 644 00:31:20,044 --> 00:31:21,504 I can't believe you said that to me. 645 00:31:21,588 --> 00:31:24,549 "I think that the way I feel about you goes without saying." 646 00:31:24,632 --> 00:31:27,176 How am I to know how you feel about me if you don't say it? 647 00:31:30,346 --> 00:31:31,723 I hate this feeling. 648 00:31:32,223 --> 00:31:35,101 I hate this feeling so much. 649 00:31:35,685 --> 00:31:39,606 I'm not gonna chase you. I'm not gonna talk you into being with me. 650 00:31:39,689 --> 00:31:43,234 I wanna feel like the prize. I wanna feel like you're pursuing me. 651 00:31:43,318 --> 00:31:45,194 I think you like the idea of being with someone 652 00:31:45,278 --> 00:31:47,906 who's, like, as intense and as direct as I am, 653 00:31:47,989 --> 00:31:51,034 but, like, I think it would probably be easier 654 00:31:51,117 --> 00:31:54,537 for you to be with someone who's a little bit more gentle with you. 655 00:31:55,079 --> 00:31:58,541 [exhales] I've never dated anybody that's direct. 656 00:32:00,293 --> 00:32:01,544 Do I think I can handle it? 657 00:32:06,090 --> 00:32:07,175 I… 658 00:32:07,258 --> 00:32:09,302 I really think I can, but… 659 00:32:09,928 --> 00:32:12,096 I'm typically drawn to 660 00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:15,850 someone that lets me lead 100% of the time. 661 00:32:16,643 --> 00:32:17,977 [Jessica] Mm-hmm. 662 00:32:18,061 --> 00:32:21,773 But what I've had in the past, it hasn't worked. 663 00:32:23,608 --> 00:32:25,276 I'm not giving up. 664 00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:29,113 I'm not walking away or, like, going to bed angry, 665 00:32:30,281 --> 00:32:33,242 but it's feeling forced, and that's just not us. 666 00:32:33,743 --> 00:32:38,414 -Yeah. -I think we should leave it alone for now. 667 00:32:39,999 --> 00:32:41,125 I'm good with that. 668 00:32:42,502 --> 00:32:46,005 I want you to find the clarity and peace that you need 669 00:32:46,089 --> 00:32:49,133 to figure out who you wanna spend the rest of your life with. 670 00:32:49,217 --> 00:32:51,010 I feel like continuing to talk about it 671 00:32:51,094 --> 00:32:53,513 is making me feel like I'm having to talk you into it. 672 00:32:53,596 --> 00:32:55,014 And I don't want that. 673 00:32:55,682 --> 00:32:58,768 Well, thank you for wrapping that up because I can't make up… 674 00:32:58,851 --> 00:33:03,815 [chuckling] …I can't form a sentence to figure out how to tell you how I feel. 675 00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:05,984 [Jessica] Yeah, and I'm gonna tell you, like, 676 00:33:06,067 --> 00:33:10,405 if I even want it anymore by the time you decide what you wanna do, 677 00:33:10,488 --> 00:33:11,948 that is something I will need. 678 00:33:12,031 --> 00:33:12,991 [pop music playing] 679 00:33:13,074 --> 00:33:19,372 ♪ It feels like a fire is rising… ♪ 680 00:33:20,623 --> 00:33:23,459 You are never gonna put me in this position again 681 00:33:23,543 --> 00:33:26,129 to where I'm left wondering how you feel about me. 682 00:33:27,088 --> 00:33:30,591 [Jimmy] Trust me, I wish I knew… I wish I had a decision at this point. 683 00:33:30,675 --> 00:33:34,637 Everything that I've shared with you, I haven't shared with anybody else. 684 00:33:37,390 --> 00:33:40,977 I don't have anything else to say. I really don't. 685 00:33:46,441 --> 00:33:48,401 And maybe I will talk to you later. 686 00:33:48,901 --> 00:33:50,528 [pop music playing] 687 00:33:50,611 --> 00:33:53,823 ♪ And if it all goes away ♪ 688 00:33:53,906 --> 00:33:57,285 ♪ Will you run and hide? ♪ 689 00:33:57,869 --> 00:34:01,664 ♪ Who'll be on your side? ♪ 690 00:34:06,210 --> 00:34:09,172 ♪ Everything can fade ♪ 691 00:34:09,255 --> 00:34:13,342 ♪ Don't wanna see the signs ♪ 692 00:34:13,426 --> 00:34:17,346 ♪ Are we gonna fight? ♪ 693 00:34:18,890 --> 00:34:21,768 [vocalizing] 694 00:34:21,851 --> 00:34:26,314 He's just very, very torn and doesn't know what he wants right now. 695 00:34:26,397 --> 00:34:29,275 -Fuck. -I told him, "You do what you need to do." 696 00:34:29,358 --> 00:34:31,652 'Cause this is the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. 697 00:34:32,236 --> 00:34:34,155 For you to leave me wondering how you feel… 698 00:34:34,238 --> 00:34:37,825 You are never gonna have the opportunity to do this again, 699 00:34:37,909 --> 00:34:39,911 so do what you need to do. 700 00:34:39,994 --> 00:34:42,163 And I was very direct with him. 701 00:34:42,246 --> 00:34:45,875 And the indecisiveness in itself is not reassuring, 702 00:34:45,958 --> 00:34:48,628 'cause he's not about to pull that shit when Autumn is in the picture. 703 00:34:48,711 --> 00:34:50,171 You don't know how you feel? 704 00:34:50,254 --> 00:34:53,007 You can't, like, articulate it? You can't even write it down? 705 00:34:53,091 --> 00:34:54,342 [Mackenzie] Right. 706 00:34:54,425 --> 00:34:55,426 No. 707 00:35:03,267 --> 00:35:04,352 You good? 708 00:35:04,435 --> 00:35:06,270 [Jimmy] It was not a fun conversation. 709 00:35:08,940 --> 00:35:10,399 Conversation started well, 710 00:35:10,483 --> 00:35:14,821 but I'm not gonna tell her what I wanna say and what she wants to hear 711 00:35:14,904 --> 00:35:16,489 if I'm not 100% sure. 712 00:35:16,572 --> 00:35:19,158 I didn't prepare too well for the conversation. 713 00:35:19,742 --> 00:35:23,704 Every time I've talked to her, it's been, like, really easy to talk to her. 714 00:35:23,788 --> 00:35:27,667 And, uh, she handled it the way I would have wanted her to handle it. 715 00:35:29,043 --> 00:35:31,129 She didn't give me an ultimatum, but she handled it 716 00:35:31,212 --> 00:35:33,881 the most mature way she possibly could, which is like… 717 00:35:34,382 --> 00:35:35,216 [exhales] 718 00:35:36,551 --> 00:35:38,636 What's crazy is if I choose her, 719 00:35:39,637 --> 00:35:45,017 like, I genuinely believe that I can have that conversation with her, 720 00:35:45,101 --> 00:35:47,186 and she'd be really happy, and I would be happy, 721 00:35:47,270 --> 00:35:51,315 but I'm not gonna… tell two people the same thing. 722 00:35:56,654 --> 00:36:00,283 You see her possibly again tomorrow, right? 723 00:36:00,366 --> 00:36:02,535 I genuinely haven't made up my decision. 724 00:36:03,161 --> 00:36:06,080 You keep going with your heart, man. You keep going with your heart. 725 00:36:06,664 --> 00:36:07,498 Yeah. 726 00:36:08,708 --> 00:36:10,960 It's all gonna fall the way it's supposed to fall. 727 00:36:13,421 --> 00:36:15,089 It's just confusing, man. 728 00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:16,841 ♪ You don't wanna let go ♪ 729 00:36:16,924 --> 00:36:19,177 ♪ I don't wanna let go ♪ 730 00:36:19,260 --> 00:36:23,014 ♪ So we'll just Let it fall apart real slow ♪ 731 00:36:23,097 --> 00:36:26,934 ♪ You don't wanna let go I don't wanna let go ♪ 732 00:36:27,018 --> 00:36:30,980 ♪ So we'll just let it Fall apart real slow ♪ 733 00:36:35,443 --> 00:36:36,527 [Jimmy sighs] 734 00:36:38,029 --> 00:36:39,238 Hello. 735 00:36:39,322 --> 00:36:40,489 Hello. 736 00:36:40,573 --> 00:36:41,908 [Chelsea] Hi! 737 00:36:41,991 --> 00:36:43,075 [Jimmy] How's your day? 738 00:36:43,159 --> 00:36:44,744 [Chelsea] It's been a good day! 739 00:36:45,494 --> 00:36:47,121 -How's your day? -[Jimmy sighs] 740 00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:49,498 -It's been a long day. -[Chelsea] Yeah? 741 00:36:49,582 --> 00:36:51,751 Yeah. Long, long day. 742 00:36:51,834 --> 00:36:54,170 -[Chelsea] You wanna talk about it? -[exhales] 743 00:36:57,173 --> 00:36:58,049 Are you good? 744 00:36:58,132 --> 00:36:59,342 [Jimmy] Yeah, I'm good, great. 745 00:36:59,425 --> 00:37:01,677 I'm excited to be in here with you. 746 00:37:01,761 --> 00:37:06,515 -And there's a big old gift in here too. -[Chelsea laughs] 747 00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:10,770 You do not have a gift, and I did not give a gift to anybody. 748 00:37:11,938 --> 00:37:14,273 -So I want you to know that. -Are you okay? 749 00:37:14,774 --> 00:37:17,109 Not on my best game right now, but, um… [sighs] 750 00:37:18,110 --> 00:37:20,071 It makes me happy that I'm in here with you. 751 00:37:23,032 --> 00:37:25,243 -Should we talk about something light? -No. 752 00:37:25,326 --> 00:37:26,285 [Jimmy] No? 753 00:37:26,869 --> 00:37:28,454 I just wanna know what's going on. 754 00:37:29,163 --> 00:37:30,248 [Jimmy sighs] 755 00:37:30,331 --> 00:37:33,668 I don't like to talk, like, other dates. 756 00:37:33,751 --> 00:37:36,712 Well, clearly that's the situation we're in. 757 00:37:37,713 --> 00:37:39,966 I mean, obviously, I think you know who I've been seeing. 758 00:37:40,049 --> 00:37:42,009 I know who you've been seeing. 759 00:37:44,303 --> 00:37:47,390 I wanted to see the Jess thing through 760 00:37:48,224 --> 00:37:52,895 and our conversation today was… absolutely terrible. 761 00:37:53,396 --> 00:37:54,313 [Chelsea] Mm-hmm. 762 00:37:55,731 --> 00:37:58,776 I felt really good about you, I felt really good about her, and… 763 00:37:59,735 --> 00:38:00,820 and I'm here to find a wife. 764 00:38:00,903 --> 00:38:03,906 -I'm here to find my best friend forever. -Mm-hmm. 765 00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:06,701 [Jimmy] I was gonna try to maximize my time with everybody, 766 00:38:06,784 --> 00:38:07,660 and… [sighs] 767 00:38:09,662 --> 00:38:11,122 Boy, do I feel terrible. 768 00:38:11,706 --> 00:38:13,457 -Yeah. -[Jimmy] From doing that. 769 00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:18,379 [Chelsea] You wanna make sure you're making the right decision, obviously. 770 00:38:18,462 --> 00:38:21,757 You know, that's the situation I'm in right now too. 771 00:38:21,841 --> 00:38:22,842 [Jimmy] Mm-hmm. 772 00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:24,218 [inhales] 773 00:38:25,553 --> 00:38:27,680 [exhales] 774 00:38:28,347 --> 00:38:32,351 It's been a really long process. 775 00:38:32,435 --> 00:38:36,272 -Feels like we've been here for months. -Mm-hmm. 776 00:38:36,355 --> 00:38:40,443 It's been an even longer time since I've tried to express my feelings for someone. 777 00:38:43,612 --> 00:38:45,948 I just have so much fun when I'm with you, and… 778 00:38:47,199 --> 00:38:49,160 I haven't even really hung out with you. 779 00:38:49,243 --> 00:38:52,538 We've hung out, but, like, we're not even looking at each other. 780 00:38:52,621 --> 00:38:55,124 -It's insane and… -[laughs] 781 00:38:55,207 --> 00:38:59,003 Um, I get so happy when I think about, you know, 782 00:39:00,629 --> 00:39:04,800 our life together and all the fun things that we've already planned. 783 00:39:04,884 --> 00:39:05,926 [Chelsea] Mm-hmm. 784 00:39:06,886 --> 00:39:10,931 [chuckles] So I'm not the smoothest at sort of talking through this, but… 785 00:39:11,015 --> 00:39:12,183 You're okay. 786 00:39:12,266 --> 00:39:13,434 [Jimmy] Yeah. Yeah. 787 00:39:13,517 --> 00:39:17,188 It's been a long time since I've felt this way about someone, but… 788 00:39:20,566 --> 00:39:21,650 I love you, Chelsea. 789 00:39:25,988 --> 00:39:28,324 [gulps, sighs] 790 00:39:31,660 --> 00:39:35,289 -[Jimmy exhales] -[shuddering] Holy shit. 791 00:39:39,543 --> 00:39:41,087 Just please say something. 792 00:39:41,587 --> 00:39:45,383 Um, I'm about to throw up. [gasps] 793 00:39:46,425 --> 00:39:48,719 I did not expect that. 794 00:39:50,679 --> 00:39:52,390 [gasps] 795 00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:55,267 Oh, my God. 796 00:39:58,229 --> 00:40:02,108 [chuckles] I wish you could just feel my emotions right now. 797 00:40:02,191 --> 00:40:03,067 [Jimmy sighs] 798 00:40:03,150 --> 00:40:06,487 I thought you were literally just about to tell me to hit the road. 799 00:40:07,113 --> 00:40:09,532 Oh, man. I am like… 800 00:40:09,615 --> 00:40:11,367 I wanna puke, first of all. 801 00:40:12,618 --> 00:40:13,828 I'm flattered. 802 00:40:13,911 --> 00:40:16,038 [laughs] Stop. 803 00:40:16,122 --> 00:40:18,249 Never told a girl I love them and they wanna puke. 804 00:40:18,332 --> 00:40:22,920 Stop! It's just from-- that was emotional for me just now. 805 00:40:23,003 --> 00:40:24,380 [exhales] 806 00:40:27,258 --> 00:40:28,676 Holy shit. 807 00:40:29,927 --> 00:40:32,847 This should be a really, really happy feeling. 808 00:40:32,930 --> 00:40:35,349 And it is. It's such a happy feeling. 809 00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:38,894 -It feels so, so good. -[sighs] 810 00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:41,689 It doesn't seem that way. 811 00:40:41,772 --> 00:40:43,691 [Chelsea scoffs] What are you talking about? 812 00:40:43,774 --> 00:40:44,900 [sniffles] 813 00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:47,570 I came in today thinking 814 00:40:47,653 --> 00:40:52,408 I need to get down to how Jimmy's feeling 'cause I don't know. 815 00:40:52,491 --> 00:40:53,409 [Jimmy] Mm-hmm. 816 00:40:53,492 --> 00:40:57,329 And, you know, how Trevor is feeling. 817 00:40:58,038 --> 00:41:00,332 And where his head's at, and… 818 00:41:00,833 --> 00:41:04,044 I obviously haven't told anyone I love them. 819 00:41:06,672 --> 00:41:09,717 I wanted to wait for the person who 820 00:41:10,759 --> 00:41:12,178 decided to… 821 00:41:14,180 --> 00:41:15,473 propose to me. 822 00:41:16,765 --> 00:41:18,100 Oh, my God. 823 00:41:18,726 --> 00:41:19,727 I just don't-- 824 00:41:19,810 --> 00:41:25,524 I just wanna make sure that you are 1,000% sure. 825 00:41:26,317 --> 00:41:27,151 Well… 826 00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:30,029 I ain't asked you to marry me yet. 827 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:33,574 But I am 1,000% sure I love you. 828 00:41:33,657 --> 00:41:36,076 -[pop music playing] -[vocalizing] 829 00:41:55,304 --> 00:41:56,138 Are you okay? 830 00:42:01,268 --> 00:42:02,394 Are you okay? 831 00:42:02,478 --> 00:42:03,479 [Jessica] No. 832 00:42:03,562 --> 00:42:05,481 -Literally head over heels. -Yeah. 833 00:42:05,564 --> 00:42:06,815 The purest of love. 834 00:42:08,776 --> 00:42:09,610 [Mackenzie] What if… 835 00:42:11,820 --> 00:42:14,490 -What if he ended things with her? -He didn't. 836 00:42:14,573 --> 00:42:16,450 -How do you know? -I just know. 837 00:42:17,409 --> 00:42:19,119 If he was gonna end things with her, 838 00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:20,913 he wouldn't have gone through the whole date. 839 00:42:21,914 --> 00:42:26,877 There's no way he can make a decision about me 840 00:42:26,961 --> 00:42:29,797 because we're literally in a fight right now. 841 00:42:30,381 --> 00:42:31,423 [Laura] What's up, babe? 842 00:42:33,467 --> 00:42:34,468 [whispering] What's up? 843 00:42:34,552 --> 00:42:36,679 It's hard, but, um… 844 00:42:37,429 --> 00:42:39,181 [whispering] Jimmy told me he loved me. 845 00:42:40,266 --> 00:42:43,769 -Shut the fuck up. -And I don't wanna say anything. 846 00:42:47,815 --> 00:42:49,066 Yay! 847 00:42:49,984 --> 00:42:53,946 May I ask what the conversations that y'all had today? 848 00:42:54,029 --> 00:42:56,031 I told him yesterday my feelings for him, 849 00:42:56,657 --> 00:42:59,034 and our date was literally perfect, 850 00:42:59,118 --> 00:43:01,412 but he didn't really give a response to it. 851 00:43:01,495 --> 00:43:04,498 And I was okay with that 'cause typically, it takes him a minute. 852 00:43:04,582 --> 00:43:07,167 When you tell him something important, 853 00:43:07,251 --> 00:43:09,003 he thinks about it, and then he'll come back. 854 00:43:09,086 --> 00:43:11,714 [whispering] Baby, you gotta go. It's time to go. 855 00:43:12,548 --> 00:43:13,507 [Jessica] Hmm? 856 00:43:14,091 --> 00:43:16,135 [Laura] It's my mission to protect you at all costs. 857 00:43:16,218 --> 00:43:19,346 It's time for you to go. You should go. You should leave on your own. 858 00:43:19,430 --> 00:43:20,598 He chose her? 859 00:43:20,681 --> 00:43:22,391 [Laura] I'm not saying anything, but… 860 00:43:22,891 --> 00:43:24,810 -I just want you to leave. -Why? 861 00:43:24,893 --> 00:43:26,437 [Laura] On your own accord. 862 00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:27,855 Just trust me on this. 863 00:43:27,938 --> 00:43:31,025 -Tell me why. -[Laura] No. Just trust me. I'm serious. 864 00:43:33,944 --> 00:43:36,739 -He's not your man. -[Jessica] Can you please tell me why? 865 00:43:36,822 --> 00:43:40,034 No. He's not your man. I promise. 866 00:43:40,117 --> 00:43:43,120 I'm telling you. We know he's not your man. 867 00:43:50,294 --> 00:43:52,671 Baby, you saw when I walked in here. I know nothing. 868 00:43:54,173 --> 00:43:55,174 I know nothing. 869 00:43:58,677 --> 00:44:01,513 Is this because of something she told you or something that you heard? 870 00:44:01,597 --> 00:44:03,557 Like, is this factual information? 871 00:44:05,392 --> 00:44:06,810 I'm just saying trust me. 872 00:44:13,484 --> 00:44:14,735 [Mackenzie] I know, baby. 873 00:44:15,361 --> 00:44:16,487 [Jessica sniffles] 874 00:44:16,987 --> 00:44:20,491 [Laura] You gotta protect your heart as much as you can at this point. 875 00:44:23,494 --> 00:44:24,578 [Jessica sniffles] 876 00:44:24,662 --> 00:44:28,832 -[pop music playing] -♪ Are we just dreaming? ♪ 877 00:44:28,916 --> 00:44:30,918 ♪ Falsely believing… ♪ 878 00:44:31,001 --> 00:44:33,921 [Jessica sobbing] 879 00:44:34,004 --> 00:44:35,798 How did this happen to me? 880 00:44:35,881 --> 00:44:37,132 [Mackenzie] You gave everything. 881 00:44:39,635 --> 00:44:41,637 [sobbing] 882 00:44:48,727 --> 00:44:51,313 [sobs] I cannot believe this. 883 00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:53,857 [sobs] I can't believe this. 884 00:44:53,941 --> 00:44:56,193 [gasps] I can't believe this. 885 00:44:56,276 --> 00:44:57,861 [sobbing] 886 00:44:57,945 --> 00:45:03,117 ♪ It's more than an illusion Causing confusion… ♪ 887 00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:05,244 I cannot believe he did this to me. 888 00:45:05,327 --> 00:45:07,079 [Mackenzie] The right man would never do this. 889 00:45:07,162 --> 00:45:07,996 I know. 890 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:10,958 I feel so stupid. 891 00:45:11,041 --> 00:45:12,668 [Mackenzie] This isn't a reflection of you. 892 00:45:12,751 --> 00:45:14,837 [Brittany] Mnh-mnh. By any means. 893 00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:16,672 [Mackenzie] This is not a reflection of you. 894 00:45:16,755 --> 00:45:20,718 [sobbing] I really, really loved him. 895 00:45:20,801 --> 00:45:23,846 -[Mackenzie] I know. I know you did. -I really did. 896 00:45:25,055 --> 00:45:26,807 [sobs, sniffles] 897 00:45:26,890 --> 00:45:28,016 I need to get out. 898 00:45:28,100 --> 00:45:29,768 And I need to leave. 899 00:45:30,978 --> 00:45:34,273 ♪ And it was meant to be torn apart ♪ 900 00:45:34,982 --> 00:45:38,694 ♪ We can't defy the stars ♪ 901 00:45:38,777 --> 00:45:44,491 ♪ Brace for the fall It was written in the constellations ♪ 902 00:45:44,575 --> 00:45:46,577 [music continues] 903 00:45:55,377 --> 00:45:57,379 The man I was before I came here 904 00:45:57,463 --> 00:45:59,214 is definitely a different man than I am now. 905 00:46:00,340 --> 00:46:02,760 I didn't think I would fall in love with someone's personality. 906 00:46:02,843 --> 00:46:04,344 I really never thought that. 907 00:46:04,428 --> 00:46:07,097 When I first got here, I was bitching, "Oh, the physical…" 908 00:46:07,181 --> 00:46:08,265 Now, it's like, "Damn." 909 00:46:09,099 --> 00:46:11,727 I always wanted love. I just never really expressed it. 910 00:46:11,810 --> 00:46:14,521 I've always wanted to be married. I just never really expressed it. 911 00:46:14,605 --> 00:46:17,775 Because, I don't know, I just didn't think I was a guy that was gonna find it. 912 00:46:17,858 --> 00:46:19,234 Peace, peace, peace. 913 00:46:19,318 --> 00:46:21,695 Divine order, divine order, divine order. 914 00:46:21,779 --> 00:46:23,739 Honestly, like, there's no cap in what I say. 915 00:46:23,822 --> 00:46:26,950 Like, I had no idea I would be here. 916 00:46:27,493 --> 00:46:30,704 And the way how I feel is fucking crazy. 917 00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:33,457 Like, my mind is so blown. 918 00:46:33,540 --> 00:46:36,919 I love AD. I love AD. I definitely love AD. 919 00:46:37,002 --> 00:46:39,588 -[pop music playing] - 920 00:46:39,671 --> 00:46:40,506 [chuckles] 921 00:46:40,589 --> 00:46:44,593 [exhales] I do not care what Clay looks like. 922 00:46:44,676 --> 00:46:47,429 [chuckles] And Clay has no idea what I look like. 923 00:46:48,347 --> 00:46:49,765 And it was enough. 924 00:46:50,349 --> 00:46:51,475 It was enough for him. 925 00:46:51,558 --> 00:46:52,392 [gasps] 926 00:46:52,476 --> 00:46:54,311 I never thought I would feel like this. 927 00:46:54,394 --> 00:46:58,816 I'm so excited to see him and squeeze him. 928 00:46:58,899 --> 00:47:00,025 And love on him. 929 00:47:01,026 --> 00:47:01,902 Yeah. 930 00:47:02,736 --> 00:47:03,570 [Clay] This is crazy. 931 00:47:04,071 --> 00:47:06,949 It's the most beautiful thing to have someone loving you 932 00:47:07,032 --> 00:47:11,036 and not seeing how I look like, 'cause that's definitely gonna be a plus. 933 00:47:11,119 --> 00:47:12,913 [exhales] 934 00:47:15,791 --> 00:47:18,710 I'll be lying to you if I say I don't think the physical is important. 935 00:47:18,794 --> 00:47:22,381 But I just have a feeling that AD's definitely gonna be a good-looking girl. 936 00:47:22,464 --> 00:47:24,174 I don't even wanna even start thinking 937 00:47:24,258 --> 00:47:26,426 about the possibility she doesn't look good. Like, ugh! 938 00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:32,683 At the end of the day, I do love that girl behind those closed doors. 939 00:47:32,766 --> 00:47:36,562 So it's like I got no-- I got no choice but to love that girl. 940 00:47:36,645 --> 00:47:39,064 [exhales] 941 00:47:39,147 --> 00:47:40,732 I'm so excited to see my baby. 942 00:47:41,233 --> 00:47:42,317 [sighs] 943 00:47:44,528 --> 00:47:47,281 Clay put in effort for me… [exhales] 944 00:47:48,240 --> 00:47:50,784 …to be a better man, to be a better person. 945 00:47:52,035 --> 00:47:53,662 I'm engaged. [laughs] 946 00:47:53,745 --> 00:47:55,080 [sighs] 947 00:48:00,335 --> 00:48:01,712 [exhales] 948 00:48:07,175 --> 00:48:11,054 This is crazy. This is crazy. This is crazy. [exhales] 949 00:48:13,849 --> 00:48:15,434 [exhales] 950 00:48:25,402 --> 00:48:26,361 -[laughs] -[Clay] Ooh. 951 00:48:26,445 --> 00:48:27,321 [chuckles] 952 00:48:29,615 --> 00:48:31,116 AD! 953 00:48:31,199 --> 00:48:33,285 -Oh, my God! -[chuckles] 954 00:48:33,368 --> 00:48:36,163 -In the flesh. Hey, baby. -[AD gasps] 955 00:48:36,246 --> 00:48:37,956 -Hello. -Hi, honey. 956 00:48:41,418 --> 00:48:44,713 Mmm. Them lips on you. How you doing, baby? 957 00:48:44,796 --> 00:48:47,424 -Come on. The voice. -You too. Come on. Look at us. 958 00:48:47,507 --> 00:48:49,176 -I know. It's right here. Right? -Damn. 959 00:48:49,259 --> 00:48:50,135 Hi! 960 00:48:50,218 --> 00:48:52,346 In the flesh. Let me get you your ring, baby. 961 00:48:52,429 --> 00:48:53,764 [chuckles] 962 00:48:53,847 --> 00:48:55,933 -I'm supposed to get on the knee, right? -Yeah. 963 00:48:56,016 --> 00:48:57,684 -Of course, right? -Hi! 964 00:48:58,185 --> 00:48:59,353 -Slide it on you. -[squeals] 965 00:48:59,436 --> 00:49:01,313 -I'm shaking. -You're shaking? 966 00:49:01,396 --> 00:49:03,899 -[squeals] You got it! Got it! -I don't wanna get it too tight. 967 00:49:03,982 --> 00:49:06,443 -Oh, my God. -How's it look, baby? It looks good? 968 00:49:06,526 --> 00:49:10,238 -Look at you calling me "baby." -Of course. Mmm! 969 00:49:10,322 --> 00:49:11,531 -Hi. -You okay? 970 00:49:11,615 --> 00:49:12,991 -Yeah. -It's been a lot, right? 971 00:49:13,075 --> 00:49:15,494 -Do you want to sit? -Let's sit. Let's sit. Let's sit. 972 00:49:15,577 --> 00:49:18,538 Oh, my gosh. 973 00:49:18,622 --> 00:49:21,291 I got my ring! I'm just so happy! 974 00:49:21,375 --> 00:49:23,085 And he's so fucking cute! 975 00:49:23,669 --> 00:49:25,587 [shouts] He's so fucking cute. 976 00:49:25,671 --> 00:49:29,091 Isn't it crazy that we was behind the closed doors this whole time? 977 00:49:29,174 --> 00:49:32,135 -Isn't that crazy? We like, huh? -Yeah. Mm-hmm. 978 00:49:32,970 --> 00:49:35,013 [laughing] 979 00:49:35,097 --> 00:49:36,765 -[AD] How do you feel? -[chuckles] 980 00:49:36,848 --> 00:49:38,475 -This has been so crazy. -Yeah. 981 00:49:38,558 --> 00:49:40,435 Like, so surreal, honestly. 982 00:49:40,519 --> 00:49:42,896 But definitely happy to do this process with you. 983 00:49:42,980 --> 00:49:45,023 Your voice is, like, making me tingle! 984 00:49:45,107 --> 00:49:47,818 -Really? [laughing] -Yeah. 985 00:49:47,901 --> 00:49:49,945 -You know. [chuckles] -Oh, my God. 986 00:49:50,028 --> 00:49:51,405 Yeah, baby, yeah. 987 00:49:51,488 --> 00:49:53,532 -I'm just so shook. -Yeah? 988 00:49:53,615 --> 00:49:55,909 -In the best way. In the best way. -In the best way? 989 00:49:55,993 --> 00:49:57,786 Mmm! Mmm! 990 00:49:57,869 --> 00:49:59,997 [both laugh] 991 00:50:00,706 --> 00:50:02,624 -I get to be around my baby. -I know. 992 00:50:02,708 --> 00:50:05,627 -My Boston girl. [laughs] -Period. [laughs] 993 00:50:05,711 --> 00:50:07,587 Hey, I'm just so, like… 994 00:50:08,380 --> 00:50:10,215 Yeah. Yeah. 995 00:50:10,298 --> 00:50:11,425 [both] Mm-hmm. 996 00:50:11,508 --> 00:50:13,552 [laughing] 997 00:50:13,635 --> 00:50:15,929 -Let me move over. -Right? Getting too hot? 998 00:50:16,013 --> 00:50:18,015 -It's getting hot. Yeah. -How's it feel? 999 00:50:18,098 --> 00:50:21,601 -You get to hold me and see me. [chuckles] -I mean… [sighs] 1000 00:50:21,685 --> 00:50:24,021 -It feels great. Like, finally. -I know. Right? 1001 00:50:24,104 --> 00:50:26,231 Get your voice-- like, to see you, like, it's crazy. 1002 00:50:26,314 --> 00:50:28,650 -Yeah. Yeah? -I'm just, like, in awe, you know? 1003 00:50:28,734 --> 00:50:31,778 -Then, when I saw you, I was like-- -Do you need to see a little more? 1004 00:50:31,862 --> 00:50:34,614 All right. Oh, my… [trills] 1005 00:50:34,698 --> 00:50:36,241 -My strings. -Whoo! 1006 00:50:37,492 --> 00:50:39,036 -AD. -Yeah. 1007 00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:40,370 Wow. 1008 00:50:40,454 --> 00:50:42,914 -Oh, Clay… [laughs] -Wow. 1009 00:50:42,998 --> 00:50:44,833 -I don't know what to do now. -I know you don't. 1010 00:50:44,916 --> 00:50:46,334 I know you have no idea what to do. 1011 00:50:46,418 --> 00:50:47,502 -No idea. -No clue. 1012 00:50:47,586 --> 00:50:49,671 -Your back is so smooth. I love backs. -Thank you. 1013 00:50:49,755 --> 00:50:51,298 -Oh, you love back? -I do. 1014 00:50:51,381 --> 00:50:54,843 -I got back. [chuckles] -You do. You got a lot of back. [laughs] 1015 00:50:54,926 --> 00:50:57,512 -Wasn't it crazy, everything we just did? -Mm-hmm. 1016 00:50:57,596 --> 00:51:00,849 You said, "AD, I am not getting on one knee 1017 00:51:00,932 --> 00:51:03,935 if you don't tell me what you look like, if I'm not confident in your looks." 1018 00:51:04,019 --> 00:51:06,438 And I was like, "I'm just not doing that." 1019 00:51:06,521 --> 00:51:07,981 [both] "I'm not doing that." 1020 00:51:08,065 --> 00:51:10,317 I was like, "Well…" But I came back the next day. 1021 00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:12,819 -You did. Redemption. -Came the next day. Redemption. 1022 00:51:12,903 --> 00:51:16,782 -Am I anything what you, like, imagined? -Like, I tried not to imagine you. 1023 00:51:16,865 --> 00:51:19,785 -I kind of got past the physical stuff. -You did, yeah. 1024 00:51:19,868 --> 00:51:21,661 From the conversations that we were having. 1025 00:51:21,745 --> 00:51:24,873 So, yeah, definitely was not trying to put a face to it. 1026 00:51:24,956 --> 00:51:27,375 But, yeah, I'm definitely impressed. Know what I mean? 1027 00:51:27,459 --> 00:51:29,961 -I just wanna be close to you. -I know. 1028 00:51:30,045 --> 00:51:32,547 You smell good, and I didn't know you were, like, dark-skinned. 1029 00:51:32,631 --> 00:51:34,382 Yes, yes. I didn't know either. 1030 00:51:35,050 --> 00:51:36,593 Look at this. Look at us. 1031 00:51:36,676 --> 00:51:38,804 -Look at us. Look at-- -[chuckles] 1032 00:51:38,887 --> 00:51:42,307 -Black love. Black love. -Black love, baby. Black love. Black love. 1033 00:51:42,891 --> 00:51:45,477 Oh, my gosh. I'm so happy you stuck through. 1034 00:51:45,560 --> 00:51:48,271 -Mm-hmm. -And you persevered and you pushed. 1035 00:51:48,355 --> 00:51:50,649 And pushed back on me as well. 1036 00:51:50,732 --> 00:51:52,275 -Yeah. -I'm happy we made it here. 1037 00:51:52,359 --> 00:51:54,152 Yeah, me too, baby. I'm happy. 1038 00:51:54,236 --> 00:51:58,281 -You're too gorgeous! Look at my baby. -Thank you! [squeals] 1039 00:51:58,365 --> 00:51:59,741 [Clay chuckles] Can you believe it? 1040 00:51:59,825 --> 00:52:01,743 [chuckles] Doesn't it look so good on my finger? 1041 00:52:01,827 --> 00:52:04,079 It does. Dang! 1042 00:52:04,162 --> 00:52:05,622 I love it. I love it. 1043 00:52:05,705 --> 00:52:07,374 -[AD] Look at your hands. -It's all right. 1044 00:52:07,457 --> 00:52:09,376 -You have some nice hands. -It's okay. 1045 00:52:09,459 --> 00:52:12,379 I can't believe this. I just wanna cuddle with you. 1046 00:52:13,255 --> 00:52:14,673 -You know? -Mm-hmm. 1047 00:52:15,382 --> 00:52:17,092 -It's been a lot. -I know. 1048 00:52:19,177 --> 00:52:20,095 [Clay exhales] 1049 00:52:22,180 --> 00:52:23,974 Just be-- just be in your presence. 1050 00:52:24,057 --> 00:52:26,017 -I'm a baby. You know that, right? -You are a baby. 1051 00:52:26,101 --> 00:52:27,394 -Yeah. -I can feel you sinking in. 1052 00:52:27,477 --> 00:52:29,646 -I was about to sink in. -[laughing] Yeah, I know. 1053 00:52:29,729 --> 00:52:31,815 So you need to sink in? Or can I-- can I-- 1054 00:52:31,898 --> 00:52:34,734 Can I, like, lay my chest on you? You know what I mean? 1055 00:52:34,818 --> 00:52:37,237 I'm a baby. You know, I'm gonna be a baby. 1056 00:52:37,320 --> 00:52:39,698 I'm gonna need to get babied sometimes. You got me? 1057 00:52:39,781 --> 00:52:41,283 [laughs] 1058 00:52:41,366 --> 00:52:44,161 -Big-ass baby. -Big-ass baby. You know? 1059 00:52:44,244 --> 00:52:46,288 -You're so handsome. -Think so? 1060 00:52:46,371 --> 00:52:47,956 -Yeah. Mm-hmm. -Yeah? 1061 00:52:48,832 --> 00:52:50,083 [both chuckle] 1062 00:52:54,254 --> 00:52:56,047 Yeah, honestly, I'm-- I'm in shock. 1063 00:52:56,131 --> 00:52:57,757 Kissing AD is electric. 1064 00:52:57,841 --> 00:53:00,010 Just crazy chemistry. 1065 00:53:00,552 --> 00:53:03,096 We're gonna have some beautiful dark babies, like… 1066 00:53:03,180 --> 00:53:05,473 And the body is crazy. 1067 00:53:05,557 --> 00:53:08,852 It's just like beautiful face, crazy body. Like, I think… 1068 00:53:08,935 --> 00:53:11,688 [laughs] I'm gonna have some fun, you know? I'm gonna have some fun. 1069 00:53:12,689 --> 00:53:14,900 Lucky guy. Lucky guy for real. 1070 00:53:14,983 --> 00:53:16,651 [AD sighs] Oh, my gosh. 1071 00:53:19,196 --> 00:53:20,071 Mm! 1072 00:53:23,575 --> 00:53:25,577 [both chuckle] 1073 00:53:27,704 --> 00:53:29,581 -Let me see that ring one more time? -[exhales] 1074 00:53:29,664 --> 00:53:32,375 -Oh. It looks so good on you, baby. -Thank you. 1075 00:53:32,459 --> 00:53:34,211 -I love when you call me "baby." -You love it? 1076 00:53:34,836 --> 00:53:36,379 [both] Mm! 1077 00:53:36,463 --> 00:53:38,298 [AD] Okay. Miss you. 1078 00:53:38,381 --> 00:53:39,799 -Think about me, okay? -I will. 1079 00:53:40,383 --> 00:53:41,718 -You look great. -Thank you, baby. 1080 00:53:43,345 --> 00:53:44,638 [AD] Mm! 1081 00:53:45,305 --> 00:53:46,681 [both chuckle] 1082 00:53:46,765 --> 00:53:49,434 ["Something to Believe In" by Robin Loxley and Oliver Jackson playing] 1083 00:53:49,517 --> 00:53:52,020 -[Clay] I guess I keep the box. -Yeah, I'll keep the ring. 1084 00:53:52,103 --> 00:53:53,438 [both laugh] 1085 00:53:53,521 --> 00:53:54,898 AD! All Day! 1086 00:53:54,981 --> 00:53:58,485 -All Day, O-Clay! -O-Clay! [laughs] 1087 00:53:59,945 --> 00:54:02,030 Whoo! [laughs] 1088 00:54:02,113 --> 00:54:05,325 ♪ Open your eyes to discover… ♪ 1089 00:54:05,408 --> 00:54:06,618 [shouts, laughs] 1090 00:54:06,701 --> 00:54:08,703 ♪ You might find something… ♪ 1091 00:54:08,787 --> 00:54:09,955 Oh! 1092 00:54:11,373 --> 00:54:12,374 [gasps] 1093 00:54:13,291 --> 00:54:16,753 ♪ Something to believe in ♪ 1094 00:54:17,879 --> 00:54:23,176 ♪Just give me something to believe in ♪ 1095 00:54:23,260 --> 00:54:26,596 Dude, when we first got here, with Clay, I was like, "Why? Why are you here?" 1096 00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:29,641 He can be a player. He was gonna be the cool, whatever… 1097 00:54:29,724 --> 00:54:34,020 Yeah. No, but I genuinely believe everything he says now. 1098 00:54:34,104 --> 00:54:36,856 And with Jimmy, I'm either gonna pick him up and hug him 1099 00:54:36,940 --> 00:54:39,776 -or tackle you through the wall. -[all laughing] 1100 00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:42,904 [Trevor] No, I would be happy for you either way. 1101 00:54:42,988 --> 00:54:43,905 Thanks, man. 1102 00:54:43,989 --> 00:54:45,198 [chuckles] Like… 1103 00:54:45,907 --> 00:54:47,033 Ugh, yeah. 1104 00:54:47,117 --> 00:54:50,161 I'm not a religious man, but I might start reading that. 1105 00:54:50,912 --> 00:54:54,666 If he says no to Jessica in hopes of Chelsea, then it's 50/50. 1106 00:54:54,749 --> 00:54:57,502 If he says yes to Jessica, that's a clear-cut… 1107 00:54:58,044 --> 00:54:59,504 As long as she says yes. 1108 00:54:59,587 --> 00:55:02,632 -[laughing] Damn it, Trevor. -[Trevor] I know you thought about this. 1109 00:55:02,716 --> 00:55:04,384 -[groans] -[Trevor] Fuck. 1110 00:55:04,467 --> 00:55:06,678 -Chelsea has it the worst. -[Johnny] I think so too. 1111 00:55:06,761 --> 00:55:08,596 -Yeah. -[Trevor] As it should be. We're both-- 1112 00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:11,683 I don't know what type of tone I'm gonna get with either of these women. 1113 00:55:11,766 --> 00:55:13,476 -I have no idea. -Yeah. 1114 00:55:13,560 --> 00:55:15,770 I don't know if I'm gonna get an ultimatum. I don't know-- 1115 00:55:15,854 --> 00:55:16,688 [Trevor] Yeah, yeah. 1116 00:55:16,771 --> 00:55:19,441 [Jimmy] They walk out on me because I haven't made a decision yet. 1117 00:55:19,524 --> 00:55:20,734 I didn't even think about that. 1118 00:55:20,817 --> 00:55:22,902 [chuckles] But that is an option. 1119 00:55:22,986 --> 00:55:25,071 [Johnny] Guys, don't call them by the wrong names. 1120 00:55:25,155 --> 00:55:26,406 -[laughing] -Whoa! 1121 00:55:26,489 --> 00:55:27,407 I'm not going to. 1122 00:55:27,490 --> 00:55:31,119 -Johnny, don't put that in my head! -[all laugh] 1123 00:55:35,248 --> 00:55:36,249 [Trevor] Good luck, buddy. 1124 00:55:36,333 --> 00:55:38,084 You got this, Jimmy. You got this. 1125 00:55:39,294 --> 00:55:43,214 I'm not gonna lie. I'm not nervous about the act of proposing. 1126 00:55:43,298 --> 00:55:46,509 I'm nervous about the answer if she's with him first 1127 00:55:46,593 --> 00:55:48,011 and him walking out and being like, 1128 00:55:48,094 --> 00:55:51,556 "I'm engaged to the girl you were about to propose to." 1129 00:55:51,639 --> 00:55:53,641 That would suck. [chuckles] 1130 00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:58,313 It's gonna potentially be Chelsea said yes to him, 1131 00:55:58,396 --> 00:56:03,693 I still go into my day optimistic that she didn't, 1132 00:56:04,444 --> 00:56:07,238 and I get, like, ripped apart by her. 1133 00:56:07,322 --> 00:56:10,075 Or the exact opposite, and she said no to him, 1134 00:56:10,909 --> 00:56:12,243 and then I got a shot. 1135 00:56:12,327 --> 00:56:14,537 I don't know why. I still think it's me. 1136 00:56:15,205 --> 00:56:16,081 God. 1137 00:56:16,164 --> 00:56:19,793 -[pop music playing] -♪ The day I met you I was set on you ♪ 1138 00:56:22,462 --> 00:56:25,632 [vocalizes] 1139 00:56:27,092 --> 00:56:28,009 [Jimmy] Hello. 1140 00:56:28,093 --> 00:56:29,010 [Jessica] Hello. 1141 00:56:29,511 --> 00:56:32,013 What's up, Jess? How are you feeling? 1142 00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:33,973 I've had better days. 1143 00:56:35,475 --> 00:56:36,684 How are you feeling? 1144 00:56:37,894 --> 00:56:40,271 [sighs] Yeah, I feel the same. 1145 00:56:40,355 --> 00:56:41,981 It's been a roller coaster. 1146 00:56:43,817 --> 00:56:46,528 It's, um, not fair, you know? 1147 00:56:47,028 --> 00:56:48,905 -Um… -Not fair to who? 1148 00:56:54,077 --> 00:56:55,036 [sighs] 1149 00:56:56,830 --> 00:56:57,997 It's not fair to you. 1150 00:56:59,874 --> 00:57:01,376 Why would you say that? 1151 00:57:06,423 --> 00:57:07,799 Oh, my gosh. 1152 00:57:07,882 --> 00:57:08,883 I'm sorry. 1153 00:57:09,843 --> 00:57:11,010 [sighs] 1154 00:57:12,262 --> 00:57:13,471 Say that again. 1155 00:57:15,223 --> 00:57:17,809 [Jimmy] It's hard to, you know, 1156 00:57:19,602 --> 00:57:21,312 have a tough conversation, and… 1157 00:57:26,025 --> 00:57:26,860 I-- 1158 00:57:27,735 --> 00:57:30,363 Literally spare me of the pity party. 1159 00:57:31,239 --> 00:57:32,365 Please. 1160 00:57:32,449 --> 00:57:35,243 At the very least, what you owe me 1161 00:57:35,785 --> 00:57:41,124 is just one single ounce of directness. 1162 00:57:41,666 --> 00:57:42,792 Okay, I… 1163 00:57:44,669 --> 00:57:47,213 Okay, I-- I really care about you, 1164 00:57:47,297 --> 00:57:50,049 and I was very optimistic about you 1165 00:57:51,468 --> 00:57:54,137 from the moment I stepped in the pod with you. 1166 00:57:54,220 --> 00:57:57,056 Obviously, there-- there was a connection there, 1167 00:57:57,140 --> 00:58:00,226 and it was an incredible feeling. 1168 00:58:00,310 --> 00:58:02,520 And I came here to find my wife 1169 00:58:02,604 --> 00:58:05,148 and the future mother of my kids. 1170 00:58:06,858 --> 00:58:09,569 I know that you're-- you're already an incredible mother. 1171 00:58:12,989 --> 00:58:14,491 You're going to be an amazing wife… 1172 00:58:16,576 --> 00:58:17,494 for someone else. 1173 00:58:26,961 --> 00:58:29,047 Uh, at this point, I love someone else. 1174 00:58:33,426 --> 00:58:36,679 And it is hard to talk about this stuff 1175 00:58:36,763 --> 00:58:40,350 because no one wants to ever break up with anyone. 1176 00:58:44,854 --> 00:58:45,813 [sighs] 1177 00:58:47,649 --> 00:58:51,027 Yeah, it's really hard for me to feel sorry for you. 1178 00:58:52,445 --> 00:58:55,990 [voice breaking] You ruined this opportunity for me. 1179 00:58:56,074 --> 00:58:57,450 You ruined it. 1180 00:58:57,534 --> 00:59:01,955 And you should be ashamed of yourself for letting me feel that way. 1181 00:59:02,038 --> 00:59:05,917 Because you know just like I do, for the right person, 1182 00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:10,171 I'd never have to wonder if I was too much. 1183 00:59:11,798 --> 00:59:13,550 But you knew that I was. 1184 00:59:14,342 --> 00:59:19,806 And you let me pour my heart out to you more than once. 1185 00:59:22,100 --> 00:59:25,603 I've made excuses for you, and I've told myself, 1186 00:59:25,687 --> 00:59:29,148 "Oh, well, Jimmy just needs time because I am a lot." 1187 00:59:30,066 --> 00:59:35,071 And now we're out of time, and I'm leaving here alone. 1188 00:59:36,114 --> 00:59:39,284 That was not supposed to happen. 1189 00:59:40,034 --> 00:59:43,997 I deserved so much more 1190 00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:45,873 than what you've given me. 1191 00:59:45,957 --> 00:59:48,376 It's not fair for me to even 1192 00:59:49,794 --> 00:59:52,505 begin to try to give you what you want if I'm not 100% sure. 1193 00:59:52,589 --> 00:59:54,173 I didn't know yesterday. 1194 00:59:54,257 --> 00:59:58,094 Why didn't you tell me that at any point before yesterday? 1195 00:59:58,177 --> 01:00:00,805 It wasn't until our final date. 1196 01:00:00,888 --> 01:00:02,557 It ended so terribly. 1197 01:00:03,683 --> 01:00:06,561 Exactly. And you chose like you always do 1198 01:00:06,644 --> 01:00:08,479 to do absolutely nothing. 1199 01:00:10,440 --> 01:00:13,401 [Jimmy] The only thing I wanted to do yesterday was… 1200 01:00:13,484 --> 01:00:16,946 I wanted to wait until this morning to make my decision. 1201 01:00:17,030 --> 01:00:18,364 I genuinely did. 1202 01:00:18,448 --> 01:00:20,491 You made your decision last night. 1203 01:00:20,575 --> 01:00:23,036 Don't you dare insult my intelligence 1204 01:00:23,119 --> 01:00:25,455 by telling me you didn't have your mind made up. 1205 01:00:25,538 --> 01:00:28,166 -I said I wanted to make-- -You told someone else. Don't cut me off! 1206 01:00:28,249 --> 01:00:30,960 You told someone else that you loved them yesterday. 1207 01:00:31,044 --> 01:00:34,589 I would have hoped that you had made your mind up if that's how you felt. 1208 01:00:34,672 --> 01:00:37,675 I told someone else 'cause I got the clarity I needed. 1209 01:00:37,759 --> 01:00:39,427 -After our date. -[Jessica] How? 1210 01:00:42,513 --> 01:00:46,351 I'm not gonna lie to you. I'm absolutely devastated. 1211 01:00:46,934 --> 01:00:49,228 I'm more than heartbroken. 1212 01:00:49,312 --> 01:00:50,521 But you know what? 1213 01:00:51,064 --> 01:00:55,485 There is going to be something better for me, and it is not you. 1214 01:00:55,568 --> 01:00:58,905 I do think it's unfair to say that 1215 01:01:00,490 --> 01:01:02,867 I had my mind made up yesterday, because I didn't. 1216 01:01:05,244 --> 01:01:08,122 If I am really worked up about something 1217 01:01:08,206 --> 01:01:11,459 and I am emotionally not on the top of my game, 1218 01:01:11,542 --> 01:01:14,212 I need someone that can help me with that. 1219 01:01:16,130 --> 01:01:18,800 -I-- that's something I lacked. -You're right. 1220 01:01:18,883 --> 01:01:20,301 Yep, you're totally right. 1221 01:01:20,385 --> 01:01:24,681 If you need someone to hold your hand and guide you and coddle you, 1222 01:01:24,764 --> 01:01:27,600 she will never be me, and she'll never be a woman like me. 1223 01:01:34,148 --> 01:01:37,694 When you see and realize what you missed out on, 1224 01:01:37,777 --> 01:01:39,946 you are going to choke. 1225 01:01:42,198 --> 01:01:43,574 You're gonna choke. 1226 01:01:43,658 --> 01:01:47,829 You are going to need your EpiPen to open up your airways 1227 01:01:47,912 --> 01:01:51,874 because you are going to be in disbelief of what you missed out on. 1228 01:01:53,251 --> 01:01:56,254 [exhales] Thank you for the experience. 1229 01:01:57,672 --> 01:02:01,259 And truly, Jimmy, God bless you. 1230 01:02:01,342 --> 01:02:02,385 [pop music playing] 1231 01:02:02,468 --> 01:02:04,721 ♪ Drowning in poison ♪ 1232 01:02:07,265 --> 01:02:09,559 ♪ It all goes away ♪ 1233 01:02:10,727 --> 01:02:13,229 ♪ Look what you made ♪ 1234 01:02:15,606 --> 01:02:18,317 ♪ Nothing's forever ♪ 1235 01:02:20,611 --> 01:02:23,030 ♪ It's still your fate ♪ 1236 01:02:23,865 --> 01:02:26,492 ♪ This goes together ♪ 1237 01:02:26,576 --> 01:02:28,786 [vocalizing] 1238 01:02:28,870 --> 01:02:30,788 ♪ Lift the veil… ♪ 1239 01:02:30,872 --> 01:02:32,206 Fuck. 1240 01:02:32,290 --> 01:02:34,876 ♪ From your eyes ♪ 1241 01:02:35,668 --> 01:02:41,340 ♪ Ooh-ooh! What's beneath the masquerade? ♪ 1242 01:02:42,216 --> 01:02:44,302 ♪ See the truth ♪ 1243 01:02:45,428 --> 01:02:48,347 ♪ That you hide ♪ 1244 01:02:49,140 --> 01:02:54,771 ♪ Ooh-ooh! What's beneath the masquerade? ♪ 1245 01:03:00,026 --> 01:03:03,154 [Chelsea exhales] 1246 01:03:03,237 --> 01:03:08,075 I am 50/50 completely torn on Jimmy and Trevor 1247 01:03:08,659 --> 01:03:12,330 because they both would fit into my life completely different ways. 1248 01:03:12,955 --> 01:03:14,373 Oh, my God! 1249 01:03:14,957 --> 01:03:17,460 I don't ever wanna do this again. 1250 01:03:17,543 --> 01:03:18,795 I wanna throw up. 1251 01:03:21,297 --> 01:03:23,341 [whispering] So was Jess in here? 1252 01:03:23,424 --> 01:03:25,259 -[Amy] Yeah. She came in. -Mm-hmm. 1253 01:03:25,343 --> 01:03:27,136 And she met with Jimmy in the morning. 1254 01:03:27,220 --> 01:03:28,805 [Chelsea] Oh, my gosh. 1255 01:03:28,888 --> 01:03:33,267 Jimmy wasn't giving you those answers a long time ago. 1256 01:03:33,351 --> 01:03:37,355 -[Chelsea] Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. -And so look out for yourself, baby. 1257 01:03:37,438 --> 01:03:38,439 [Chelsea] Not knowing. 1258 01:03:38,523 --> 01:03:40,900 This whole situation is very unknown. 1259 01:03:40,983 --> 01:03:45,947 I've always dreamt of someone loving me for me and being pure. 1260 01:03:46,030 --> 01:03:51,202 And just making sure that I am choosing the man 1261 01:03:51,285 --> 01:03:54,330 that will be everything to me, 1262 01:03:54,413 --> 01:03:58,960 that will be the ideal husband that I picture him being, 1263 01:03:59,043 --> 01:04:00,378 which is both of them… 1264 01:04:00,461 --> 01:04:03,673 And, um, this is the hardest, like, decision 1265 01:04:03,756 --> 01:04:06,968 I've ever had to make in my life. Um… 1266 01:04:07,969 --> 01:04:12,181 I just pray that it works out. 1267 01:04:12,765 --> 01:04:14,392 Oh, God! 1268 01:04:17,603 --> 01:04:19,021 Oh, shit. 1269 01:04:23,317 --> 01:04:25,736 [Jimmy] I've never been slammed by a woman like this before. 1270 01:04:26,612 --> 01:04:30,199 I had strong feelings for Jess, but I… 1271 01:04:35,204 --> 01:04:37,874 -[Jeramey] Oh, he's smiling! He's smiling. -[Trevor] Bye, gentlemen. 1272 01:04:38,374 --> 01:04:39,917 I told Chelsea I love her, 1273 01:04:40,418 --> 01:04:43,254 and I didn't think I'd be so sure. 1274 01:04:43,337 --> 01:04:45,298 I'm in love. [chuckles] 1275 01:04:46,465 --> 01:04:50,553 [Jimmy] I love Chelsea, and I owe it to her to be happy on this day. 1276 01:04:50,636 --> 01:04:52,930 And today, I wanna ask Chelsea to marry me. 1277 01:04:53,014 --> 01:04:54,432 [Trevor exhales] 1278 01:04:55,683 --> 01:04:59,562 The only two in competition are Jimmy and I. 1279 01:04:59,645 --> 01:05:04,066 It's almost a compliment. Like, we are falling for the same person. 1280 01:05:04,984 --> 01:05:08,279 [Jimmy] Yesterday, Trevor and I were in the bathroom together, just him and I, 1281 01:05:08,362 --> 01:05:11,157 and her song that she wants to play on the wedding day came on, 1282 01:05:11,240 --> 01:05:14,785 and we, uh, we both noticed it. 1283 01:05:16,162 --> 01:05:19,957 I think I'd be a better option for Chelsea, but I think Jimmy-- 1284 01:05:20,041 --> 01:05:21,918 Like, I can see why she likes him. 1285 01:05:22,001 --> 01:05:25,379 It's all love between Trevor and I, and I got a lot of respect for him. 1286 01:05:25,463 --> 01:05:28,883 I don't wanna see anybody get hurt, and it's gonna happen. 1287 01:05:28,966 --> 01:05:32,470 So it… stinks. 1288 01:05:33,054 --> 01:05:34,388 [Trevor] I'm gonna propose to her. 1289 01:05:34,472 --> 01:05:37,516 She's gonna be the perfect person to spend the rest of my life with. 1290 01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:40,436 [Jimmy] I hope I can get to a place mentally 1291 01:05:40,519 --> 01:05:42,813 to work up the courage to ask her to marry me, 1292 01:05:42,897 --> 01:05:46,067 because I will feel like the luckiest man in the world 1293 01:05:46,150 --> 01:05:47,902 if Chelsea says yes to me. 1294 01:05:47,985 --> 01:05:51,030 [Trevor] I'm 100% certain Chelsea is the one. 1295 01:05:55,076 --> 01:05:56,035 [exhales] 1296 01:05:56,911 --> 01:05:57,787 [exhales] 1297 01:06:00,289 --> 01:06:04,710 ♪ Feel it in your heart The eye of the storm ♪ 1298 01:06:06,796 --> 01:06:10,132 ♪ Take my hand and we'll go far ♪ 1299 01:06:10,216 --> 01:06:12,718 ♪ We're made to be more ♪ 1300 01:06:13,928 --> 01:06:16,722 ♪ Keep on fighting through the night ♪ 1301 01:06:16,806 --> 01:06:20,476 ♪ Until we make it, make it out alive ♪ 1302 01:06:20,559 --> 01:06:21,936 ♪ Through the shadows ♪ 1303 01:06:22,019 --> 01:06:27,733 ♪ We will, we will rise ♪ 1304 01:06:27,817 --> 01:06:30,736 ♪ We keep on running for the light ♪ 1305 01:06:31,320 --> 01:06:34,740 ♪ Never stop Till we see the brighter skies ♪ 108402