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I wish that whoever is in the way of Rain not returning to me to disappear from this universe.

that person is then…Rain

I've erased him.

It feels so empty,

not even a memory

What else will he have to face?

What will I face?

You don't want him to go through what you did right?

Then help him,

but...

don't forget about the rules.

Q

Do you think this is the right way?

It's inevitable.

Why does it have to be Rain?

Because…

You wished to erase whoever that is in the way of Rain returning to you.

And that is Rain himself

Correct.

He doesn't love me anymore

or maybe he never loved me in that way from the beginning.

People change all the time.

There must be a reason for these changes

And that reason is something I never saw,

something I overlooked all this time

and that reason is me.

Finally…You've learned your lesson.

I've erased all those people that had nothing to do with this

but I couldn't see the real problem.

Sometimes the truth is hard to accept.

But it isn't fair.

How so?

If I am the reason for all this

then why does Rain have to vanish. Why isn't it me?

I am the reason that Rain is not returning to me.

I really can't answer your question.

The rule of uncertainty?

It isn't fair.

Remember, we have two more days.

You still have a chance with two more wishes.

Chance…I've already messed up.

I blew it thinking I have the power to make people fall in love with me,

but really I've just been making people disappear.

The more you erase the more trouble you make.

I'm glad that you're aware.

And what about you?

Me? what?

When I've learned my lesson then your mission is complete?

It's not as simple as that.

So how?

What is your real purpose here?

When I lived here on this earth like you,

I never asked myself what my real purpose in life was

but now at this moment it's useless to ask what that purpose is.

All I know is that the cycle will go on and on…never ending.

Like Sisyphus.

Who is Sisyphus?

A man who was cursed to push a giant boulder up a mountain.

Day after day he would push the boulder up to the top

but then it rolled back down and crushed him.

It went on like this everyday, never ending,

until his face became cold and emotionless,

he was almost one with the boulder

but inside you couldn't tell how he felt.

How come I've never heard this story?

It's like me never having heard of your tragic river tale,

even though these stories come from the same place.

We can't know everything.

Faust sold his soul to Mephistophilis

Like I've sold my soul to you.

And now you've obtained the knowledge.

You've finally learned…

And you?

How long do you have to suffer this?

This absurdity.

Yes

it's so absurd.

Life, death, our existence defined by the higher power

Maybe it's God or whatever up above.

When all has passed,

when all is too late,

then we realize,

every minute is the opportunity

that can be so much and that we cannot get it back again.

We cannot get it back if we just let it pass by.

Can I be alone for a while?

Go have some time to yourself,

I'm okay alone.

I've always been alone.

Pissed off?

Being angry at me won't help.

We just follow orders.

And who is in charge?

Tell me, I'm not afraid of him, where is he,

tell me -

No one has seen him!

No one knows what the “order” looks like.

The order comes from way up above me, who knows how high it goes,

our duty is to -

Duty?

And can you deny it?

You agreed to it.

I never agreed to it.

You didn't know that you did,

you never saw your first mistake,

making every step the wrong one.

Then why did we trick him into making the same mistake as ours?

It's the rules you think you can win that easily without obeying the rules?

But your rules are inhumane, I never had the chance -

They're not my rules and stop saying you didn't have the chance.

Here it is, your chance,

right here

and now,

isn't this what you want?

Yes,

I begged for the chance,

but it's going to…

happen like it did before

Have you tried your best?

Did you make the best out of the chance you were given?

Listen,

that night...

I could have sent you anywhere

that wasn't that kid's place like you asked.

It could have been anybody that you didn't know,

didn't care about like the rest of all those lives

that meant nothing to you,

so I used my powers,

powers that I have

to give you what you want

and now what are you moaning about?

You came to the future from the past

just to throw everything away?

Come on, get up, boy,

go do what you must to get the job done,

Don't you want to win?

Sunshine, Don't!

Q

Don't sit there, it's dangerous.

My memory…of Rain,

is disappearing every second.

I don't want him to disappear, do you understand?

I don't want to forget him.

Let's go downstairs.

You were worried that I would jump?

Well it looked worrying.

If I was going to do it, I wouldn't do it that way.

Whatever way you just shouldn't do it.

But I don't want to go on living without a piece of Rain to hold onto,

not even a memory.

Let's say,

If I died,

what would become of your mission?

Will you be punished?

Don't say that.

Answer me.

I'm being punished now.

The order that they gave you,

what happens when I make all seven wishes?

And what happens if I don't make all seven wishes?

There are more conditions.

What are they?

Well…

If you wise up from your first wish

or choose to start all over again from the point where you erased Mek

and Rain never knew who you were…

What would happen?

I would win.

But I never learn…

It's funny,

my life is just a game for the gods to bargain with.

So what do you get if you win?

I don't know.

You don't know?

Pathetic.

You're in the same situation as me.

You try so hard to win and when you do, you get nothing

but the same suffering that just goes on.

Never ending.

So then,

now I know that I'm the reason that Rain is not coming back to me,

I've learned, so now you win.

No,

because we passed those two conditions.

Which means there are more conditions

What are they?

I can't say,

It's' against the rules.

Meaning...

You have to complete all seven wishes.

This kills…

this is killing me.

Well...

Let's go outside.

Maybe we can jog your memory.

Where are we going?

Just roam around.

Incase you remember a place you used to go with Rain.

Anything?

I just remember his name,

But the memories of him are all fading.

Even if he appeared among these people,

I wouldn't know if it was him.

And the saddest thing,

I remember that I loved him so much…

Q

My love for him, will that disappear too?

I can't say.

You know…

It hurts even more than unrequited love.

Like in life - values and meanings

that you try to figure out and think you finally get it

but then it gets erased,

all gone,

nothing left,

as if life before now is just emptiness.

I understand.

I think I get it

but I don't.

What universe am I in?

I feel so empty, confused

how did it come to this?

I'm really here right?

Do I really exist right now?

And what will I have to face tomorrow?

Let's go over there and see what those people are doing.

People will never know.

we thought we knew better.

Question with everything in the sky

Assign meaning to fate

That person is so big.

To see what's around it

I want Air to disappear from this world!

If someone really did want Mek to disappear that person has to be so heartless.

You are going to make the world forget that he ever existed, You are even more evil.

According to the relationship diagram, we started having problems because of him

Do you really want me to erase Pathai Pitakseri?

It looks like you ready to grant my wish

Mean.

You are so heartless.

Well, I can't go back the other night and correct my mistake

It wasn't just that night, you messed up from the beginning.

Just shut up and do as you're told!

I want whoever it is that is the way of Rain returning to me

To disappear from this universe

And that person is…Rain.

Forget to look at the diversity of life.

How much do you see?

What do you know?

Damrong.

Meaning, I once set out on a journey to find meaning of life,

the whole universe, and death

What will you get? I'm Damrong, not Einstein.

But I never searched for the meaning of the name Damrong.

But I will wonder what is causing the confusion.

Why must there be black and then white? There must be ups and downs.

The more I thought about it, the more I asked, the more I realized that the more I didn't know, the more confused I became.

Just live with pride until the last day.

I want to treat you to a good meal, what do you want to eat?

Whatever that tastes good.

How about that place?

I'm okay with street food, it doesn't have to be a restaurant.

Come on, a special meal.

How's your lamb chops?

Tender, they do it well here.

What about you? Not eating?

Not hungry.

You'll get drunk drinking on an empty stomach.

Have some bread,

here.

Do you come here often?

I'm no big spender,

just for special occasions.

Did you bring Rain here?

I might have

but I can't remember a thing.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

Do I really have to make two more wishes?

Yes. Two more.

Why?

Are you getting used to not remembering him?

Who says?

I told you

that not being able to remember him hurts even more.

You still have two chances. Two nights.

Two more nights…

it will be valentine.

Yes.

I hope I can make it through Valentine's

‘Course you can.

This game just gets harder.

I have to erase people…for what?

For Rain to come back to you.

But I can't remember him.

Do I have to erase those who are in my way?

It looks like it.

But you already realised that the people you've erased …

sorry to say this, were all innocent.

Which means the rule is you can erase whoever

and my duty is to make it happen without question.

And do I have to make the wish at my place?

You can do it wherever.

And your costume,

do you need to change?

What costume?

That cape thing you put on before I make my wish,

is that your reaper uniform?

I'm not sure,

I might turn into the reaper in that uniform for you to see.

That's your true form right?

I want to see it.

Actually, You might see me in that costume because of the light.

You change according to the light?

It's just the lighting and what we see.

You might have added a part of what you are in what you see.

So you're saying it's all my imagination.

Come on, don't try to make sense of everything,

let's just say,

It doesn't matter about the costume, I'm at your command.

Then...

I want to make the wish somewhere different.

This is beautiful.

Bangkok,

city of paradise

where people struggle to make it hoping one day

they will be well off like the angels.

Do you remember the story

I told you about the boy, Who was deserted?

I remember.

Do you want to hear more?

Yes, if you wish to tell it.

That boy grew up,

he knew he was different from everyone else, he wasn't perfect like the others,

so he wished that one day he live in the high places, like all the angels in this city

but the best that he could do was a room in a run down building

that sunlight doesn't reach.

He kept telling himself, one day…

one day

May I interrupt?

What is it?

I think I like the room in the rundown building where sunlight can't reach.

It has character,

I don't know,

maybe that boy doesn't know he already made his slice of heaven,

not everyone can live high up like the other angels in this city,

No one is happy with a room that they don't own.

Day after day I chase my dreams,

like Sisyphus who pushes that rock up the mountain,

but it just rolls back down and crushes us,

until we get used to it,

and no longer notice the inequality between humans and angels.

Same for that boy,

he has someone he loves

but he still chases his dreams in the city of angels,

so he neglects the value

of the people around him

until...

he loses what he had.

But he still believes in fairy tales,

he still hopes that it will end with a happy ending.

With an angel that will grant his wishes.

Yes,

an angel appears and grants his wishes

but it's not that easy.

Nothing in life is easy - not even in a fairy tale.

Not even in a fairy tale.

The angel granted him wishes,

he could erase anyone so that his loved one can come back to him.

He has seven chances in seven nights, before valentine.

He was sure

that he didn't need all seven chances,

he needed just one.

If he could just erase the right person…

but...

once wasn't enough,

night after night he erased people around him,

the more he wished the messier it got,

his loved one got further

and further away,

until there was nothing…

And then one night…

up in the high heavens of the angels,

the heavens that he could only dream of,

the boy who kept messing up

decided no more mistakes,

The two chances he had left,

he didn't need to use both of them

just one,

he wanted one more wish.

Do you want to know what the boy wished for?

I do.

And do you know the reason the angel that chose to see him

Does not want him to make that wish.

But the rule is

you can't deny my wish right,

Q?

Sunshine, Please.

I've decided.

It's the only way to wash away my sins.

Sun -

Whatever bargain you made with him,

whoever that person is,

the person that is up above,

Earlier you told me I've already went past my crucial point,

but there are still more conditions that you won't tell me about,

who knows, maybe this is the keypoint that will unlock those conditions,

so that we both could be free,

No.

I as a human

and...

you as..

you as..

whatever you are, let's just say both you and I -

Hey, are you sure you don't need to change into that reaper costume of yours?

Oh, Sun

But we abide by the rules of uncertainty,

so what

if I bet my life on that uncertainty.

Okay, what time is it?

Oh, I forgot,

my phone already beat me to the afterlife.

I don't have a watch.

Probably near midnight.

Another risk I have to take…

But it doesn't matter,

the good thing about this city of paradise is

that the angels are always celebrating.

To whatever occasion,

whether it's Thai, foreign, birthdays weddings,

funerals,

someone is bound to be celebrating something,

like the sound of laughter that dies down

and begins somewhere else,

same for the sound of weeping,

and this is the benefit of being so high up

you get to see it all.

Q…

Yes…

I'm really...

bad aren't I?

You despise me, right?

No, not at all,

why would I hate you?

I'm such an awful person,

stubborn,

self centered,

selfish.

We're only human.

I'm sorry for everything.

You didn't do anything wrong.

And also thank you...

for everything.

There, it begins,

you see it? City of paradise,

somewhere, Someone is celebrating.

It's time,

Q.

I wish…

To erase

myself from this universe.

In the morning of the 13th of february.

I saw Rain.

I saw Air

and the other people in his life.

Everything was reseted to the way it was because I was erased from the universe.

I see life as how it should have been.

I saw people enjoying life like they should,

I can feel their joy.

I have succeeded.

I have cleared the mess I made.

I've brought them all back to happiness.