All language subtitles for Kopfplatzen (2019) rom [Head Burst]

You got a minute?

I have to finish something.

Okay, but just five minutes.

- What is it?
- I'm doing this underground car park.

- Yeah?
- And, um, this beam.

The problem is, I don't even know...

HEAD BURST

Markus?

Svenja.

What are you up to now?

Why?

Want to go get a drink?

I'd love to,
but I'm meeting up with a buddy tonight.

Too bad.

Maybe some other time.

I can't do it.

It's way too high...

- There you go!
- Back, that's right. Come on!

- Get away, away!
- Good. Keep him there.

Get your cover up.
Get out of there, go!

There you go!

Guard up! Come on now.

- Okay. Bye, guys. See you Tuesday.
- You going?

- Yeah, I've got to.
- Let's get a beer.

"I've got to go."
What's up with you?

The ladies are waiting for guys like us.

You haven't come in a while.
No excuses, architect.

You have to come this time.
No getting out of it.

I really can't. My girlfriend's waiting.

Next time, I promise.

Okay.

Yeah. Have fun.

- Take care. Bye.
- Take care.

Bye.

Hey!

- How nice! I thought you'd cancel again.
- Hey, Sis.

Paul will be glad. Come on.

Paul?

- Paul, look who's here.
- Uncle Markus!

- Hey, hey! Happy birthday!
- Thanks.

- Whoa! You've gotten heavy.
- Is that for me?

- No, this is for Mom.
- Oh, thanks!

That's not true!

- Cool! Tipp-Kick!
- You like it?

- Thanks, Uncle Markus!
- You're my favorite nephew.

What did I tell you?

- Hello, Mom.
- Hello, dear.

- Dad.
- Hi, son.

- How are you?
- Good.

- How are things at the office?
- Well, I can't complain.

- Go on, shoot!
- Where's the goalie?

- And the last ball.
- Here.

Oh, he missed... really bad.

- Really, really bad!
- And... Goal!

Did you see the goal I just scored?

That was the best present!

Okay, Paul.

Let me run to the bathroom.

This fucking sucks! Shit!

There's a new YouTuber.
He's got tons of clicks.

- There's a new video.
- From a new season?

Which one?

Wait, I'll show you.

Wait.

Oh cool.

Nice!

- Hi.
- What's up?

Yeah, look at you!

What's that about?

Wait, I'll help you.

- Should I take this?
- Yeah, great.

That's very nice.

- Where to?
- The door is open.

Hello.

I'm Arthur.

And who are you?

Markus.

Oh, you've already met.

This is my son, Arthur.

- And this is...
- Markus.

- Hi, I'm Jessica.
- Hi, Markus.

Well, then... Take care.

Thanks for carrying that.

And exhale.

Everything's fine.

You're in perfect health.

Thanks.

- Goodbye.
- Goodbye.

Is there something else?

I have a problem.

Have a seat.

What is it?

I...

I...

need your help.

I love children.

I don't understand what...

I find them...

arousing.

And I find them...

attractive, erotic.

I don't want to.

Can you please help me?

Please go now.

Leave my office this instant.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- Thanks again for your help.
- Sure, glad to help.

Perhaps you'd like
to eat with us sometime.

- As a little thanks.
- Okay.

- In a few days.
- Sure.

Okay.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Hello, Arthur.

Hi, Arthur.

Well, how you doing, little man?

Hello. Mom's in the bathroom.

I put it all off for way too long.

It's been a few years
since we finally got away from him.

And since then
we haven't seen him again, hm?

He didn't look after us before anyway.
And money?

We never see any of that from him.
Zilch.

I was basically a single mom even then.
Well, he was a drunkard.

- Yes!
- Not bad.

- Another?
- Yeah!

No.

Rubber boots.

One, two, three, four, five,
once I caught a fish alive.

Six, seven, eight, nine, ten,
then I let it go again.

- Yes!
- Darn! Darn!

... It could open and close its mouth.

- I heard you're good at soccer?
- Yesterday was a good game.

Then you must have a good team.

It must be really good...

- Hi.
- Hi.

Hey, I have a really big favor
to ask you, Markus.

Listen, I'd like to go
to a girlfriend's party.

And Arthur doesn't want
to stay home alone tonight.

And I thought...

Well, I thought maybe you could...

If you had time
to maybe look after Arthur?

Yeah, I do have time.

- That is, I could...
- Thanks.

That's super nice of you.

Oh, man!

- And checkmate.
- I didn't see that!

That doesn't count.
I want to put it back.

You can't.
I already explained that to you.

If you touch a piece,
you have to move it.

- You can't take back your move.
- But I want to put it back.

Just this once.

- Yeah. But now you've understood, right?
- Uh-huh.

"'I thought we had lost them, Captain, '
said Half-Eye.

'I guess we didn't lose them, '
Captain Roger said more sternly,

and continued to mumble,
almost to himself.

'Somehow they must have found
the way back.

But what are we going to do now?'
Marti called from above.

'Well, what do you think? Set sail!

Set sail!'
Roger hollered to the tired crew.

'We'll rest another time.

Full speed ahead!'

The call to action worked,

and they all reported
to their stations in no time,

ready to lose their pursuers."

How cute, the two of you.

- Have you been here long?
- No, I just got in.

- How was it?
- It was so great.

To finally go out again, dance a little.

Thanks for looking after him.

Yeah, sure. I was glad to do it.

Can you help get him to bed?

Wait.

Okay.

There. And up you go.

Okay. Arms up.

Arms up.

Good night.

Good night, Markus.

Sleep well and thanks.

YOU STILL THERE?

YES, I AM.

OUR NOTORIOUS CASTLE PARTY.
WE CALL IT "EYES WIDE OPEN." GET IT?

CAN I GET IN JUST LIKE THAT?

I CAN GET YOU IN.
WE HAVE TO SCREEN YOU FIRST.

ARE YOU IN?

WELL?

- Twice.
- Try that one.

Okay.

Really fling it.

Yes, very good!

And he hurls him back into the lead!

No! I'll get the ball back.

Can I get it by him?

Ref! Ow, penalty kick!

Ah! It hurts so bad!

- Soon it's off to bed with you.
- No!

It's a half hour past bedtime.

- Go brush your teeth.
- Come on!

And go!

Oh!

Damn. That's it for the wine.

Oh, Arthur.

What are you photographing?

Hello, Markus.

Mustafa.

- How are you?
- What are you photographing?

You can see that.

The pool. The architecture.

Did you know Niemeyer designed
a water park for Potsdam?

Oh, yeah?

- Hi, little man.
- Hi.

- Is he yours?
- My youngest.

Deniz.

Shit!

I'm very happy, Markus.

I haven't been this
happy in a long time.

I love you.

It's gotten late. We should row back.

Oh no...

- I'll help you row.
- Yeah, come here.

And go!

One and two...

Very good.

Will you go to the
pool with me sometime?

If your mom doesn't mind.

DEAR JESSICA,
THERE'S SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL YOU,

BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW.

WHERE SHOULD I BEGIN?
I FEEL SO ASHAMED.

I'M SORRY
MARKUS

SEND

SAVE

MESSAGE SAVED

Is something wrong with you?

- Markus?
- What?

What's wrong with you?

Don't you find me sexy anymore?
Is that it?

No. Nonsense.

- SOMETHING HAPPEN? YOU MEET SOMEONE?
- YES, BUT I'M AFRAID I'LL HARM HIM.

I'D GLADLY TRADE PLACES.

IT IS WONDERFUL. TO BE NEAR HIM.

TO WATCH HIM. TO SMELL HIM.

AND HE LIKES ME.

YOU SEE.

I'M AFRAID IT'LL END.

THAT I'LL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN.

I CAN SEND A LINK ON HOW TO TREAT THEM.

DON'T BOTHER.

THEY LIKE IT. IT'S FUN FOR THEM TOO.

OR ELSE THEY WOULDN'T DO IT.

I LOVE HIM.

I LOVE THEM ALL TOO, YOU DREAMER.

No!

And now in here.

Is it good?

This stays our secret, okay?
Don't tell your mom.

Promise?

Good.

May I? May I take one, too?

One of you?

Yeah, okay.

Right, you look through here.

And then you pull here
and press down here.

It's fun, isn't it?

Right, rinse.

DO YOU LOVE CHILREN
MORE THAN YOU WANT TO?

DR. Y. JAWAD
PSYCHIATRIST AND PSYCHOTHERAPIST

Before we continue,
I have an important question.

Markus, have you abused a child?

No.

Good.

So what exactly do you want from me?

Just speak freely.

Okay.

I'd like to get rid of it.

I...

I don't want to be attracted
to little boys anymore.

I don't want to dream
about having sex with them.

But I do it every day, all the time.

I'm afraid...

I'm afraid I'll harm
a boy at some point.

I know it...

I've been very close
to doing it already.

But I don't want that.

I mean, it's sick.

Markus, I have to tell you something
that is very important.

What you have isn't an illness
that can be cured.

That's why I can't cure you.
No one can do that.

It's important you understand that.

There is no cure.

Pedophilia is a predisposition.

A sexual orientation
that usually develops in puberty.

According to what we know now
it remains that way all your life.

Your predisposition
is not your fault.

Just like homosexuals
or heterosexuals.

Yes, but...

A predisposition is no one's fault.

What...

What...

What does that mean?

You have to live with it,
your entire life.

So my entire life I'm supposed to...

How is that supposed to work?

That means...

no cure.

Yes, you need to understand that.

What am I supposed to understand?

That I can't have sex
my entire life, or what?

What would you do
if you weren't allowed to have sex?

If it were forbidden?
If it were a crime for you to have sex?

I'm sorry, but that's your fate.

Neither you nor I can change that.

But I'll try to help you.

So you can handle
your predisposition better.

Control it better.

So you'll hopefully never molest anyone

and commit legally punishable acts.

But it's up to you, of course.

Markus.

It has to be absolutely clear to you

that even if you
can't change your predisposition,

you can control your actions.

Do you understand that?
It is very important.

You alone are responsible
for your actions.

And you can learn
how to deal with this better.

Markus?

It just went on that way.

Then I looked at pictures

on the internet.

Naked pictures.

That is...

pictures of naked boys.

Including...

explicit pictures.

And then I started
taking photos myself.

On schoolyards, playgrounds.

At swimming pools.

And also from TV.

That made them less random.

They belonged to me.
They were my conquests.

Have you talked to anyone about it?

No.

How?

No one understands it.
I myself don't.

I think it's fucked up too.

But...

There's always this voice
in my head that...

that says, "It's not so bad."

I've really just been lucky.

That nothing's happened,
that by chance...

That by chance
something's always gotten in the way.

Markus.

You have to separate yourself
from all criminal acts.

You do know what I mean?

Now when you see children,
you'll avoid them.

Go to the other side of the road,
get off buses and trains.

You'll leave places kids spend time,
or not seek them out at all.

At least not alone.

No swimming pools,
no sports grounds, no schools, etc.

Markus,

you must not be tempted.

I'll also prescribe meds
for you to take daily.

But the most important thing continues
to be your behavior and actions.

Whether a child is harmed by you

is your responsibility alone.

Markus!

Hey!

- Boy, oh boy! What are you playing?
- Memory. Want to play?

What did I just tell you?

You're having a bath.
And you're going right now.

- No! First we play, then a bath.
- Hi.

No, first a bath.
You can play after if there's time.

Markus should take a bath with me.

- I don't know if he wants to. Ask him.
- If not, I won't take a bath either.

Now I guess you have to.

You little blackmailer!

Just you wait!

I'll take care of dinner.

Get in!

All right then.

Yay!

That boy!

Markus, do you have milk at your place?

Markus?

I'll go over to yours and get milk.

Look what I can do.

Wow.

WHAT IS DONE OUT OF LOVE TAKES
PLACE BEYOND GOOD AND EVIL.

F. NIETZSCHE

Do you love me, Markus?

Of course I do.

Very much, in fact.

I love you too. From here...

to the ceiling.

We'll play memory after this.

- You promised.
- If your mom doesn't mind.

Mom is gone anyway.
She's at your place getting milk.

What?

What is this?

What is this?

What is this?

What is this?

You dirty bastard!

You dirty old bastard!
You just used me!

You just used me!

Arthur.
Did you do anything to him?

No.

Did you do something to my boy?
Please!

No, I didn't.

Oh my God!

Of all people
I fall in love with someone like you!

Someone who wants my son
the entire time.

That's sick.

Listen to me, I never, never ever,
want to see you again. You got that?

Never again.

You make me sick.

I don't want this.

You don't understand it.

It's in my head.

It's everywhere.

Here, here, here... here.

It's inside me, everywhere.

I don't want to think about it,
but it's always there.

Do you know what it's like
when a voice in your head says,

"Go on, do it. Go on! Go on!

Go on!"

You say, "No...

That's not me."

It comes again and again,

and again,
stronger every time.

It never goes.
It's always there.

Everything revolves around that.
That's all there is.

And sooner or later you give in.

Then...

you finally have peace.

Peace, finally.

Then it starts all over again.

Get out of my head!

It starts very slowly.

At first...

you watch them from a distance.

Then you do it more,
then you want to touch them and then...

It grows and grows
and happens more often.

Like a merry-go-round,
it just keeps turning and turning.

It doesn't stop, it keeps turning,
faster and on and on.

I can't get away from it!

How are you?

Jessica called me.

Our parents know now.
I had to tell them.

They're so ashamed, Markus.

Markus?

I don't want you to contact us anymore.

For now.

I have to protect Paul.

I spoke to Paul.
He said you didn't do anything to him.

Is that true?

Markus, did you do something to him?

No.

Get well soon.

OPEN /
PERMANENTLY DELETE

ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT
TO PERMANENTLY DELETE THESE ITEMS?

YES

Markus!

Markus!

Arthur.

Can we play again sometime?

I don't know.
I don't know if your mom will like that.

I don't care.
I want to play with you again.

Ride bikes with you, go to the pool,
eat fries and ice cream.

And read.
Will you read to me again?

No.

Arthur, I don't think
your mom wants that.

Mom doesn't have to know.
I won't tell her.

It can stay our little secret.

Promise?

Promise?

You promised, okay?
Saturday at noon, here.

Bye.

Take care, little guy.

My prince.

Nathan Fritz
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