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(cigarette hisses)
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(family speaking faintly)
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- [Foster Parent] Attila,
I didn't get a hug.
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(family speaking faintly)
I need a Christmas hug.
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Aww. (continues faintly)
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(eerie music continues)
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I think David Ortiz
was the coach.
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- When we got taken away,
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what happened there?
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- Before we got taken,
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after we got taken away.
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(fire crackling)
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- All right, ready Rich?
- Yeah. (laughs)
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Fuck.
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- Brought the DVDs.
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(sniffs) I don't think you've
seen any of these, honestly.
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- [Richard] Holy shit. No.
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(tapes rattling)
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- Let's start with
those "Jackass" videos.
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- All right. 'Egging n' Shit?'
- (laughs) Yeah.
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(group on video
chattering and laughing)
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- Oh my God. Look.
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- One sec.
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Look at his hands.
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A fuckin' egg in both hands.
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(both laugh)
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Literally an egg in both hands.
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(group on video
chattering and laughing)
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It's been a long time
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since we've been
through any of these.
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- Yeah.
- Oh, 'Dog█.
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- 'Regent Street Boxing' classic
'Regent Street Boxing II,'
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That's Attila's fight.
- Okay.
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- I don't think you were
actually in this one,
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but Attila was.
- No I wasn't.
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No, I was working at the
Durham Cafe at the time.
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(Stephen laughs)
Washing dishes
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while you guys had all the fun.
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(group chattering)
- I'll get it to Attila
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- All right?
- Tony.
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- In the black
corner we got Tony
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- Red, we got the Hungry,
(laughs) Hungry Hungarian
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- National Geographic special.
- All right,
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I wanna see a nice clean match.
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- Oh yeah.
- All right.
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(static buzzes)
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(group chattering)
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I do this for all the World
Vision kids back home.
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This is my fight right
here. It's a title flight.
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Let's do this shit.
- Let go, Attila.
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- Let's go, boys! Touch gloves.
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(group laughing)
Let's get it on!
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- Where█s his glasses?
- I got 'em.
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- Oh, nice Attila!
(group groans and laughs)
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- Shit man, your nose.
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Bloody nose!
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Bloody nose!
(group laughing)
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- Oh!
- Oh, wow.
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- Bloody nose!
- Get that, get that.
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- Bro, that's tough as nails.
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- My bad bro!
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- Holy shit.
(group shouting and laughing)
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- Life was so fast
back then, right?
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We were into a lot of shit
(laughs) when we were younger.
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- Yeah.
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Did you ever think we'd be
making a movie as adults?
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- No. No, I didn't
anticipate a movie.
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As tough of a guy as he was,
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like, Attila, he kept
getting beat down,
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but no matter how many
times he got beat down,
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like, he'd get back up
and, just the last time
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when he finally
passed away was like,
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okay, well this, you know,
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if one thing happens to someone,
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you know, you could look past it
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but like I've had all
these emotions boiling up,
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and I've never really
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lashed out
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on anyone or anything.
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Like-
- Well, I mean,
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as recently as like,
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two days ago, Rich,
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you were telling me that
there's two outcomes for you.
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One is jail for the
rest of your life,
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(Richard laughs)
or one is, like,
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to kill yourself, like,
is what you told me.
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Or like to end it
all is what you said.
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- I honestly, like,
I've been (sighs)
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I've been having
such hard times.
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Like, even when
I was thinking about
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I was having those hard
tendencies and stuff like that.
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Things were difficult.
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I was thinking about, okay,
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maybe this story
is best left told as,
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like a martyr.
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But, like, maybe this film
will help me open up doors
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and help me, like, kind of...
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Not just for myself,
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like for other people, too.
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- Hi, baby.
(goat bleats)
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His teeth are like real
teeth, it's so cute. (laughs)
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It looks like Richard's teeth.
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Richard's mini teeth.
(gentle music)
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- Ah!
- Is he biting?
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- You bite me.
- (laughs) Say "Be nice."
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- Be nice.
- Be gentle.
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- Gentle.
- Oh look.
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He's sneezing.
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- [Girlfriend] Oh!
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(gentle music continues)
(lion growling)
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- Look at him.
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What's daddy's favorite animal?
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- Lion.
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My goodness, that
lion looks awful.
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- He looks so cool.
- He's awful. He's awful!
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- What do you mean awful?
Look, he's awesome.
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- No, he's awful.
- Are you scared of him?
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- (laughs) Yeah, I feel-
- You think he would eat you?
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- Yeah.
- Can I feed you to him?
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- No?
- No, no, no!
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(water splashing)
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(gentle music continues)
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Goodnight.
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(Richard laughs softly)
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Sorry.
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Goodnight.
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- Good night, Violet.
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(TV plays softly)
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(crickets chirping)
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(dogs barking)
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(smooth music plays faintly)
(fish tank babbles)
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♪ Well, the Devil doesn't scare
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♪ So why the hell do you ♪
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♪ I got nothing else
I got to prove, ♪
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♪ I can be good, and
I wish you would, ♪
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♪ give a listen so you
don't make me choose ♪
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♪ Well, I was hoping ♪
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♪ for a second chance ♪
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♪ to see the world
with brand new eyes ♪
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♪ to see the world
with brand new eyes ♪
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- That was a good video.
- Yeah, and like Attila,
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even though he had
like schizophrenia
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and whatnot, like
he was so talented.
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He could write, he could sing,
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he could dance, like,
really good, too.
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Even with his schizophrenia.
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He couldn't draw
for shit, but like
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all sports, dancing, singing.
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He was pretty poetic, too.
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(gentle music)
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(keys tapping)
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Have you ever been
up here yet, Steve?
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- Nope.
- No?
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It's more of a
trellis than a rooftop.
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(sirens wailing)
(people chattering faintly)
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- Richard's brother.
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- Attila. He died
on this rooftop.
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Right there on this rooftop.
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Yeah.
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- He got a bad batch
of meth that had,
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there was fentanyl in it.
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- Yeah, there was enough
fentanyl in one hit
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to kill eight elephants.
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- Holy fuck.
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- [Stephen] Can we get
a shot of your hands?
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We don't need to get your face,
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- All you do is, all you need
is a grain of like this much
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and it could kill you.
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- Of fentanyl.
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- Like that big.
- Of fentanyl.
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That's all it takes.
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- [Stephen] So talk,
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just so we can have all you
in the audio and (indistinct)
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- What's your name?
- Matt.
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- Matt? Yeah.
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- I'm sorry about
your brother, buddy.
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- Are you guys staying in
the Salvation Army now?
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No, because of the pandemic.
I live on the street.
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- Oh.
- Same here.
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- Fuck eh? Like you guys
can't find a place, nothing?
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- It's hard.
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- [Richard] He was
pretty much kick out of-
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- What was your brother's name?
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- Attila.
- Attila?
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- We know him.
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- You guys would know him.
- Yeah, I knew him.
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He was a twin. So he
looked exactly like-
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- Yeah, that's why I looked
at you kind of weird.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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- You look familiar.
Yeah, I think I knew him.
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- Oh, okay. We're
leaving anyways.
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- Yeah, no problem.
- Thanks guys.
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- Thank you.
- Yeah, no problem.
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- Appreciate it.
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And yeah, the police
said he just died
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in between these two pillars.
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He was laying on
the ground in this area.
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I think in his last moments,
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he would've been
walking around the place.
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He probably spent some time
laying on that grass over there.
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Would've been a more comfortable
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to lay.
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I saw the photos of
him from the coroner,
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where they found him
over here and it just,
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it didn't look (laughs)
pretty good.
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There was puke
all over the place.
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And uh... seeing photos of
someone OD is
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pretty bad.
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They don't look the same.
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I guess when they found him
he was laying with Steven.
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Steven's another homeless man
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living on the
streets in Hamilton.
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Steven OD'ed in the
same spot Attila OD'ed,
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and Steven got up
and just walked away,
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and no one asked him
questions at that point.
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And I'd like to, I wanna get
answers from the guy, I want to.
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I just wanna know that Attila
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was in a good place when he pass
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(gentle music)
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-[Stephen] So what are you gonna
ask Steven if you do find him?
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- [Richard] So I just want
to figure out
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if it was a bad batch,
if it was intentional.
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- [Stephen] And how could
that ever be the case?
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What do you mean?
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- I mean like suicide type thing
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Like, if they
intentionally took fentanyl.
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(gentle music continues)
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- Hey, Steven lives
here still, or no?
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- Who?
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- Oh...
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(phone ringing)
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- [Operator]
Communications, Ashley.
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- Hey Ashley. My
name's Richard Csanyi.
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I'm just calling
'cause I have a friend
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that I'm concerned about.
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His first name's Steven.
- Okay.
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I don't have
access to those details.
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Did you want me to
try putting you through
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to the detective's line
to try speak with him?
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- Yeah, yeah.
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Yes please.
- Okay.
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(tone beeps)
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- Hello, it's Richard
Csanyi at (374) 322-5342.
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Please gimme a call at
your earliest convenience.
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Thank you.
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Shit.
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Next stop, Mission Services?
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Every time Attila would
message me about Steven,
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I thought it was
Steve from Lindsay, you.
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Like, our
childhood friend, right?
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But like sometimes it
wouldn't end up that way.
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It would be the other Steven.
253
00:19:15,420 --> 00:19:18,123
- The moments I knew he
was talking about you
254
00:19:18,223 --> 00:19:21,727
would be like,
referencing to his dreams.
255
00:19:22,995 --> 00:19:26,231
- Well, honoured I
was in his dreams.
256
00:19:26,331 --> 00:19:27,166
- Yeah.
257
00:19:28,567 --> 00:19:30,702
There's a whole bunch
of messages about you
258
00:19:30,802 --> 00:19:34,907
in our Facebook chat.
- Really?
259
00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:37,643
- Yeah.
(horn honks)
260
00:19:37,743 --> 00:19:39,611
Oh, fuck, that's a
one-way. What the?
261
00:19:41,079 --> 00:19:43,182
- [Stephen] What did Attila
have to say about me?
262
00:19:43,282 --> 00:19:45,417
Probably talking
about egging and shit.
263
00:19:47,319 --> 00:19:48,687
- Yeah, eggin'.
264
00:19:48,787 --> 00:19:50,022
(tape buzzes)
265
00:19:50,122 --> 00:19:53,158
(group shouting)
(footsteps smacking)
266
00:19:53,258 --> 00:19:54,359
- Attila, throw it.
- Throw it, throw it,
267
00:19:54,459 --> 00:19:56,228
throw it, throw it.
268
00:19:56,328 --> 00:20:00,265
- Today is our last day of nicky
269
00:20:00,365 --> 00:20:02,034
But our first.
- Last day?
270
00:20:02,134 --> 00:20:03,702
- So it should be good.
- Oh shit.
271
00:20:03,802 --> 00:20:06,371
- There's a car
gonna run over you.
272
00:20:06,471 --> 00:20:07,673
- Steve!
- Steve's goin'.
273
00:20:07,773 --> 00:20:08,507
Steve's goin'.
- So are they!
274
00:20:08,607 --> 00:20:11,043
- Steve's goin'.
- Go, Attila, go.
275
00:20:12,144 --> 00:20:13,512
(group laughing)
276
00:20:13,612 --> 00:20:14,947
Go, Attila, go! (laughs)
277
00:20:15,047 --> 00:20:17,382
(group laughing and shouting)
278
00:20:17,482 --> 00:20:18,917
He's comin' after us!
279
00:20:19,017 --> 00:20:20,652
(group laughing)
280
00:20:22,554 --> 00:20:24,590
- He's coming!
- He's coming! (laughs)
281
00:20:24,690 --> 00:20:27,593
- Get behind the tree.
Get behind the tree here.
282
00:20:27,693 --> 00:20:29,294
All right, this is
us getting chased.
283
00:20:29,394 --> 00:20:30,562
- This is this just-
- Crazy asshole.
284
00:20:30,662 --> 00:20:31,597
- Chase-
- We don't even know where-
285
00:20:31,697 --> 00:20:32,898
- Chase number three.
286
00:20:33,832 --> 00:20:34,967
Fuck!
287
00:20:35,067 --> 00:20:37,736
(fireworks whistle and pop)
(group laughing)
288
00:20:40,839 --> 00:20:42,140
(birds calling)
289
00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:43,809
- That was pretty sick!
290
00:20:45,244 --> 00:20:47,846
(gentle music)
291
00:21:03,862 --> 00:21:06,832
- So we're just coming up on
the lodging home right now.
292
00:21:10,235 --> 00:21:12,271
This is where
Attila used to live.
293
00:21:13,772 --> 00:21:16,208
He would tell me "the
house on the corner."
294
00:21:20,712 --> 00:21:21,680
The story is
295
00:21:21,780 --> 00:21:24,216
he punched another resident in t
296
00:21:26,251 --> 00:21:29,921
Whether it's true or
not, I don't believe, so.
297
00:21:30,022 --> 00:21:31,189
(phone ringing)
298
00:21:33,558 --> 00:21:37,195
- My name's Richard Csanyi.
299
00:21:37,296 --> 00:21:39,931
I'm Attila's twin brother.
300
00:21:41,967 --> 00:21:45,370
- Attila Csanyi. He used
to live in the home.
301
00:21:45,470 --> 00:21:48,206
I'm wondering if you're
willing to participate
302
00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:50,475
in sharing Attila's story,
303
00:21:50,575 --> 00:21:54,046
and maybe you could help me
304
00:21:54,146 --> 00:21:56,581
understand what happened
305
00:21:58,917 --> 00:22:01,720
in the time that he was
306
00:22:03,388 --> 00:22:05,457
evicted out of the home.
307
00:22:09,161 --> 00:22:10,762
Hello (censored)?
308
00:22:40,926 --> 00:22:45,097
- Do you think he was pretty
scared when he left, of um,
309
00:22:45,931 --> 00:22:47,199
being in trouble?
310
00:23:00,679 --> 00:23:02,447
(gentle music)
311
00:23:03,882 --> 00:23:07,953
- This was supposed to be
a long-term place for him.
312
00:23:08,053 --> 00:23:10,856
This was supposed to be
313
00:23:10,956 --> 00:23:12,557
his home.
314
00:23:14,993 --> 00:23:18,196
(gentle music continues)
(crickets chirping)
315
00:23:21,500 --> 00:23:26,471
On April 17th was the last
time I'd seen Attila, alive.
316
00:23:27,372 --> 00:23:28,473
I was still in bed.
317
00:23:28,573 --> 00:23:31,777
I couldn't sleep that
night, tossing and turning.
318
00:23:31,877 --> 00:23:33,044
And I already knew Attila
319
00:23:33,145 --> 00:23:35,213
was kicked out of
his place by then,
320
00:23:35,313 --> 00:23:37,983
so he was constantly on my mind.
321
00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:43,822
I heard someone like knocking
on the door real loud,
322
00:23:43,922 --> 00:23:45,290
and everyone else was asleep.
323
00:23:45,390 --> 00:23:48,393
And I go down and I
see Attila, and my first,
324
00:23:48,493 --> 00:23:50,495
like, I look through the window.
325
00:23:50,595 --> 00:23:54,466
My first thought is
like, who's this, right?
326
00:23:54,566 --> 00:23:59,438
I didn't quite recognize
him the way he looked.
327
00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:02,941
A lot of things were going on
328
00:24:03,041 --> 00:24:05,577
at this time in
the world, right?
329
00:24:05,677 --> 00:24:08,513
And there were like
outbreaks in the shelters.
330
00:24:08,613 --> 00:24:10,615
And I was
worried if Attila's, like,
331
00:24:10,715 --> 00:24:12,451
if he's been around that.
332
00:24:13,552 --> 00:24:16,955
My first interaction
wasn't really welcoming,
333
00:24:17,055 --> 00:24:18,290
you know, with open arms.
334
00:24:18,390 --> 00:24:20,959
It was like, what the
fuck are you doing here,
335
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:23,795
kind of thing, you know?
336
00:24:23,895 --> 00:24:25,030
Like, what...
337
00:24:39,878 --> 00:24:44,416
Like, why are you here at
this time in the night?
338
00:24:45,450 --> 00:24:49,688
And then it's like,
shit, it hit me,
339
00:24:49,788 --> 00:24:51,256
like...
340
00:24:52,557 --> 00:24:54,226
he needed me.
341
00:24:56,161 --> 00:24:57,128
and...
342
00:24:58,597 --> 00:25:02,100
I should have offered
him a place to stay.
343
00:25:10,842 --> 00:25:12,010
(no audio)
344
00:25:12,110 --> 00:25:15,247
(phone ringing)
345
00:25:20,318 --> 00:25:21,186
- [Tabby] You know Richard,
346
00:25:21,286 --> 00:25:22,187
he never yells, right?
- Sorry, Tabitha-
347
00:25:22,287 --> 00:25:24,456
- Like, he yelled
at me this morning like,
348
00:25:25,757 --> 00:25:27,325
he█s been really
stressed out, Hosier,
349
00:25:27,425 --> 00:25:30,095
and I'm only telling you this
because you're a good friend,
350
00:25:30,195 --> 00:25:32,731
and he was supposed to
get EI yesterday, right,
351
00:25:32,831 --> 00:25:34,032
so we can pay for rent,
352
00:25:34,132 --> 00:25:35,700
and when he called
today this morning,
353
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:39,237
the lady said they canceled it
because of your anger issues.
354
00:25:39,337 --> 00:25:42,440
And Richard said, "You
wanna see anger issues?
355
00:25:42,541 --> 00:25:45,610
I'm coming to the bank right
now with a sledgehammer."
356
00:25:45,710 --> 00:25:47,712
Hosier, he went to the garage,
357
00:25:47,812 --> 00:25:50,215
he grabbed the hammer
and he went to the bank,
358
00:25:50,315 --> 00:25:52,250
and he told them he was
going to kill himself
359
00:25:52,350 --> 00:25:53,652
and end it all.
360
00:25:54,653 --> 00:25:56,655
(tone beeping)
(people chattering)
361
00:25:59,224 --> 00:25:59,891
- Can I help you?
362
00:26:00,292 --> 00:26:01,126
- [Stephen] Yeah, I was
just wondering is-
363
00:26:01,226 --> 00:26:03,028
has Richard Csanyi been admitted
364
00:26:03,128 --> 00:26:04,563
here in the last 10 minutes?
365
00:26:04,663 --> 00:26:06,097
- I'm sorry, who are you?
366
00:26:06,197 --> 00:26:07,365
- His friend.
- His friend?
367
00:26:07,465 --> 00:26:08,466
Okay, give us a sec.
368
00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:11,002
(announcer speaking
indistinctly over loudspeaker)
369
00:26:17,309 --> 00:26:20,812
(people speaking faintly)
370
00:27:13,365 --> 00:27:15,533
(dog barking)
371
00:27:17,602 --> 00:27:18,903
- [Stephen] Hey Rich?
372
00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:24,442
(door squeaks)
373
00:27:24,542 --> 00:27:27,946
- Oh fuckers.
Morning, guys. (laughs)
374
00:27:30,048 --> 00:27:31,816
- Morning, Rich.
- Morning.
375
00:27:32,617 --> 00:27:33,952
- How are you?
- Good, good.
376
00:27:34,052 --> 00:27:36,221
Where's the doggie? Come back.
377
00:27:38,556 --> 00:27:39,791
(spoon clinking)
378
00:27:44,329 --> 00:27:45,397
- One,
379
00:27:45,497 --> 00:27:46,631
two,
380
00:27:46,731 --> 00:27:48,233
three,
381
00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:49,701
four,
382
00:27:49,801 --> 00:27:50,802
five.
383
00:27:51,803 --> 00:27:53,104
(door clicking)
384
00:27:58,176 --> 00:28:00,845
(birds chirping)
(Richard slurps)
385
00:28:06,818 --> 00:28:08,820
(leaves rustling)
386
00:28:13,958 --> 00:28:16,361
(TV playing softly)
387
00:28:20,598 --> 00:28:23,068
Tabitha doesn't want
me to come home.
388
00:28:23,168 --> 00:28:25,070
I'm like, I have to
find my way home.
389
00:28:25,170 --> 00:28:28,406
I can't be away from my
daughter for that long.
390
00:28:28,506 --> 00:28:32,944
She actually had my bags
outside of the front door
391
00:28:33,044 --> 00:28:35,380
and I just,
392
00:28:37,215 --> 00:28:39,217
there's a little glass I could
peer through at the front
393
00:28:39,317 --> 00:28:42,454
and Violet ran up,
"Daddy, Daddy's home."
394
00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:45,457
I'm like, not for long. (laughs)
395
00:28:47,358 --> 00:28:48,426
I packed up my bags,
396
00:28:48,526 --> 00:28:51,062
just a couple bags just
397
00:28:51,162 --> 00:28:54,632
so I could go to work and
whatnot for the week, and...
398
00:28:56,735 --> 00:28:58,369
Check this out.
399
00:29:01,072 --> 00:29:02,774
- Am I in the movies?
400
00:29:02,874 --> 00:29:04,609
- [Stephen] Yeah, I mean are
you okay to be on film, if you-
401
00:29:04,709 --> 00:29:05,643
- Sure!
402
00:29:06,211 --> 00:29:08,580
Let me shave, clean
up, comb my hair.
403
00:29:09,514 --> 00:29:11,483
- [Richard] "Comb my hair,"
he said.
404
00:29:11,583 --> 00:29:13,218
- [Anthony] Aw, Richard.
405
00:29:13,585 --> 00:29:15,720
they're gonna make me
cry with your story.
406
00:29:15,820 --> 00:29:16,488
- Yeah.
407
00:29:16,988 --> 00:29:18,656
- I got enough fuckin'
stories to last me a lifetime.
408
00:29:18,757 --> 00:29:20,058
- Yeah. Yeah, I understand.
409
00:29:20,158 --> 00:29:22,060
- I could tell 'em some shit.
410
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:22,961
(Richard laughs)
411
00:29:23,061 --> 00:29:24,929
- It's fuckin' personal.
412
00:29:25,029 --> 00:29:26,464
It really is.
413
00:29:26,564 --> 00:29:29,234
- Yeah, it█s fuckin█ brutal.
- What I█ve seen...
414
00:29:29,334 --> 00:29:31,469
I wouldn't do that to anybody.
415
00:29:31,569 --> 00:29:33,571
Evil fuckers out there.
416
00:29:33,671 --> 00:29:35,640
I can█t believe there█s so many
fuckin█ evil people
417
00:29:35,740 --> 00:29:36,708
in this world.
418
00:29:36,808 --> 00:29:39,410
- You want a smoke,
Andy? I got Downtowners.
419
00:29:39,511 --> 00:29:41,946
- I got some.
(Richard laughs)
420
00:29:42,046 --> 00:29:43,782
- It's just criminal.
421
00:29:43,882 --> 00:29:46,251
When the Children's
Aid opened up,
422
00:29:46,351 --> 00:29:47,352
what did they need?
423
00:29:47,452 --> 00:29:49,154
(tone dings)
- Children, they needed.
424
00:29:49,254 --> 00:29:50,522
- Kids!
- (laughs) Kids.
425
00:29:51,689 --> 00:29:52,624
(dog chomping)
426
00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:57,162
- [Stephen] Andy, are
you involved in this?
427
00:29:57,262 --> 00:29:59,697
- Yeah, I'm in the
lawsuit, too, yeah.
428
00:30:02,767 --> 00:30:05,403
- C-S-A-N-Y-I.
429
00:30:06,604 --> 00:30:08,773
- Hello. Yep, that's me.
430
00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:13,211
Hey Justice (censored),
how are you?
431
00:30:13,311 --> 00:30:15,146
- You have the
floor, Mr. Csanyi.
432
00:30:15,246 --> 00:30:16,080
- Okay.
433
00:30:16,548 --> 00:30:20,718
I'm gonna be representing myself
and my twin brother today.
434
00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,221
He's passed away
a year ago today,
435
00:30:23,321 --> 00:30:28,193
so yeah, both of us have
been through the system.
436
00:30:28,293 --> 00:30:33,364
We were taken away when
we were six years of age
437
00:30:33,464 --> 00:30:37,402
and suffered abuse through
one of our first foster homes
438
00:30:37,502 --> 00:30:41,005
for two years, just
nonstop, right?
439
00:30:41,105 --> 00:30:42,574
It was...
440
00:30:43,341 --> 00:30:45,677
I'm not gonna go
into details about it,
441
00:30:45,777 --> 00:30:47,011
but it was pretty brutal.
442
00:30:48,746 --> 00:30:50,248
So I have a statement.
443
00:30:50,782 --> 00:30:53,151
I object to the terms of
the proposed settlement...
444
00:31:06,030 --> 00:31:07,866
(horn honks)
445
00:31:07,966 --> 00:31:11,769
(birds chirping)
(gentle music continues)
446
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:13,304
- Thirty four.
447
00:31:15,006 --> 00:31:16,241
Maybe I'll just pull into this
448
00:31:16,341 --> 00:31:17,609
parking spot for now.
449
00:31:19,878 --> 00:31:22,614
- This house was like
'Cheaper by the Dozen█, Steve.
450
00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:25,049
There was so much commotion
around this house.
451
00:31:25,149 --> 00:31:27,118
Like, it was always lively.
452
00:31:28,353 --> 00:31:29,587
Thank God for the neighbours.
453
00:31:29,687 --> 00:31:32,790
Like, they kind of
understood that there was
454
00:31:32,891 --> 00:31:35,994
a lot of kids in the house
and everyone was wild.
455
00:31:38,863 --> 00:31:40,698
(baby babbling)
456
00:31:40,798 --> 00:31:44,402
The one night, we
were like six years old.
457
00:31:44,502 --> 00:31:46,804
(baby cries)
458
00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:50,541
There was like a big
family argument going on.
459
00:31:51,843 --> 00:31:52,577
- What was that?
460
00:31:52,677 --> 00:31:53,578
- [Richard] I called the cops,
461
00:31:53,678 --> 00:31:55,914
and then I basically
hung up real quick.
462
00:31:56,014 --> 00:31:58,249
Cops were like
looking for the kids.
463
00:31:58,349 --> 00:32:01,486
They came with social
workers and whatnot.
464
00:32:01,586 --> 00:32:04,289
There were kids hiding
upstairs in the cupboards
465
00:32:04,389 --> 00:32:07,725
so they don't get
taken away and,
466
00:32:09,727 --> 00:32:12,163
In that situation
we were literally being,
467
00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:14,666
like, ripped out of
our parents' arm.
468
00:32:16,234 --> 00:32:18,002
(children laughing)
469
00:32:18,102 --> 00:32:18,937
At that point,
470
00:32:19,404 --> 00:32:21,539
you don't think you're gonna
see your family ever again.
471
00:32:24,275 --> 00:32:26,778
- Attila.
- Oh, oh, no, no, no, no.
472
00:32:26,878 --> 00:32:29,380
(children chattering faintly)
473
00:32:36,054 --> 00:32:39,924
- They never actually
told us the reasons
474
00:32:40,024 --> 00:32:42,460
why we were taken
away, but yeah,
475
00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:45,263
I did feel guilty for
making that phone call,
476
00:32:46,431 --> 00:32:48,633
and I blamed myself for that.
477
00:32:52,637 --> 00:32:53,671
- [Stephen] Do you know her?
478
00:32:53,771 --> 00:32:54,572
- No.
479
00:32:56,641 --> 00:32:58,209
(lighter flicks)
(gentle music)
480
00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:06,818
- Hey, did you guys get
481
00:33:06,918 --> 00:33:09,053
an outcome from today?
482
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:16,427
- Oh!
483
00:33:17,395 --> 00:33:18,262
I█m not too sure
484
00:33:18,529 --> 00:33:20,565
I just know that you gave
your statement today,
485
00:33:20,665 --> 00:33:24,469
and I was wondering what
else was said passed that.
486
00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:35,346
- I know.
487
00:33:55,466 --> 00:33:57,468
I would like you to
read that to me.
488
00:34:00,505 --> 00:34:01,672
- Yeah, read it to me.
489
00:34:02,206 --> 00:34:03,508
(lighter flicks)
490
00:35:10,508 --> 00:35:13,911
(gentle music continues)
491
00:35:20,218 --> 00:35:22,653
- Buster, come here.
492
00:35:22,753 --> 00:35:24,088
This way. Let's go.
493
00:35:24,188 --> 00:35:25,957
On the couch. Jump, jump up.
494
00:35:27,758 --> 00:35:29,227
There you go, bud.
495
00:35:35,066 --> 00:35:37,902
(papers rustling)
496
00:35:41,272 --> 00:35:46,177
It's very dark and hard to speak
about and even think about,
497
00:35:46,277 --> 00:35:51,182
but like, you have to shed
lights where you can, you know?
498
00:35:51,282 --> 00:35:56,154
So. Uh, (censored) was
the older foster brother.
499
00:35:56,254 --> 00:35:59,023
It was just a mother and her son
500
00:35:59,123 --> 00:36:02,460
and he was between 14 and 16 yea
501
00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:07,231
And so he was about 10 years
older than us at the time.
502
00:36:07,331 --> 00:36:09,901
"He would bite chunks out
of our ass cheeks or face,
503
00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:12,837
saying that we tasted good
or just spend time nibbling
504
00:36:12,937 --> 00:36:16,007
on our face, leaving teeth marks
505
00:36:16,107 --> 00:36:19,644
He would squeeze lemon
and grapefruit and vinegar
506
00:36:19,744 --> 00:36:21,779
into our eyes, causing us pain.
507
00:36:23,281 --> 00:36:25,316
Forced us to smoke pot.
508
00:36:25,416 --> 00:36:27,218
He would either put our head..."
509
00:36:27,318 --> 00:36:31,189
And this is why like Children's
Aid couldn't believe us.
510
00:36:31,289 --> 00:36:34,692
Like, we were telling
them all these things,
511
00:36:34,792 --> 00:36:37,428
and they just thought we
had vivid imaginations,
512
00:36:37,528 --> 00:36:39,463
but that guy just had, like,
513
00:36:41,432 --> 00:36:44,268
anything he could
think about to hurt us,
514
00:36:44,368 --> 00:36:46,571
like, the lemon juice in the eye
515
00:36:46,671 --> 00:36:49,907
Like, who thinks
about shit like that?
516
00:36:50,007 --> 00:36:54,245
Like, any different
way of hurting us,
517
00:36:54,345 --> 00:36:56,914
like, he would do it,
518
00:36:57,014 --> 00:37:00,184
just 'cause he got a
kick out of it, right?
519
00:37:00,284 --> 00:37:02,787
Like honestly, like,
I'm forgiving and stuff,
520
00:37:02,887 --> 00:37:06,290
but like, you know, (sighs)
521
00:37:07,391 --> 00:37:10,761
I think like I gotta move
past it and live my life,
522
00:37:10,861 --> 00:37:12,396
but...
523
00:37:12,496 --> 00:37:14,665
if I did ever catch him,
524
00:37:16,667 --> 00:37:19,604
I'd go angry and, like, I'd snap
525
00:37:19,704 --> 00:37:22,206
Like that's my
biggest fear is like,
526
00:37:23,841 --> 00:37:28,346
I would probably get my revenge
if I had the opportunity to.
527
00:37:30,014 --> 00:37:32,917
More so now that Attila's dead.
528
00:37:33,718 --> 00:37:34,885
But...
529
00:37:37,488 --> 00:37:40,057
(construction site noise)
(crickets chirping)
530
00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:51,068
(machinery buzzing)
531
00:38:00,211 --> 00:38:03,581
(tools falling)
- [Stephen] Oh no! No.
532
00:38:04,382 --> 00:38:05,916
All his tools are on there...
533
00:38:06,617 --> 00:38:07,251
- [Richard] Fuck!
534
00:38:17,094 --> 00:38:17,795
Fuck.
535
00:38:19,897 --> 00:38:21,599
(Richard grunts)
536
00:38:28,272 --> 00:38:29,473
(Richard grunts)
537
00:38:33,044 --> 00:38:35,279
Steve, toss me up
a shovel, please?
538
00:38:35,379 --> 00:38:36,213
- [Steve] Yep.
539
00:38:37,281 --> 00:38:38,816
(tools clatter)
540
00:38:49,593 --> 00:38:50,594
(truck beeping)
541
00:38:54,398 --> 00:38:55,800
(button tapping)
542
00:38:56,467 --> 00:38:57,368
Bitch. Okay.
543
00:38:57,468 --> 00:38:59,070
(metal scraping)
544
00:38:59,437 --> 00:39:02,773
I just need a good
spot to grip onto.
545
00:39:04,442 --> 00:39:07,345
(metal scraping)
(dogs barking)
546
00:39:12,950 --> 00:39:15,086
I had enough money
to make it down here,
547
00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:19,223
but I don't have enough money
and gas to make it back home.
548
00:39:19,323 --> 00:39:22,393
I just do chicken scratch,
'cause I don't want them to know
549
00:39:22,493 --> 00:39:24,495
it's me signing this cheque.
550
00:39:26,630 --> 00:39:27,565
(camera clicks)
551
00:39:27,665 --> 00:39:30,534
Honestly, I can't live,
I can't work.
552
00:39:30,634 --> 00:39:34,338
I have to do shit like
this to fuckin' get by.
553
00:39:36,707 --> 00:39:38,943
(eerie music)
554
00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:41,812
(sirens wailing)
555
00:40:03,868 --> 00:40:08,406
(car clicks off)
(window whirs)
556
00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:12,710
Yeah, so Attila,
557
00:40:12,810 --> 00:40:14,912
we came out to this area...
558
00:40:15,980 --> 00:40:16,981
for some...
559
00:40:18,149 --> 00:40:19,316
for a fun night.
560
00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:20,217
Anyways.
561
00:40:20,317 --> 00:40:21,385
And uh...
562
00:40:21,485 --> 00:40:23,721
I guess Attila fell in
love with one of the girls
563
00:40:23,821 --> 00:40:25,589
that were working in the spa.
564
00:40:25,689 --> 00:40:29,894
Every day, all he would
talk about was (censored)
565
00:40:29,994 --> 00:40:32,930
This was long before
he was on the streets.
566
00:40:35,833 --> 00:40:38,569
Oh, I think I wrote a
review too, back in the day.
567
00:40:39,837 --> 00:40:42,106
Let's see (laughs) what I wrote.
568
00:40:42,606 --> 00:40:43,841
(car door slams)
569
00:40:50,948 --> 00:40:51,782
- Hello.
570
00:40:55,352 --> 00:40:56,287
- This is my first time.
571
00:40:56,387 --> 00:40:59,223
Is (censored) working
here today though?
572
00:41:03,194 --> 00:41:04,061
- Oh really?
573
00:41:04,929 --> 00:41:06,063
- Oh, she was fun.
574
00:41:09,066 --> 00:41:10,000
- You do look fun.
575
00:41:10,100 --> 00:41:10,935
(Elle laughs)
I might just want,
576
00:41:11,035 --> 00:41:13,204
you have any like
video game system?
577
00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:15,973
I might just want to watch
a show with you girls
578
00:41:16,073 --> 00:41:17,875
or like play some video games.
579
00:41:19,643 --> 00:41:21,712
- [Richard] Who did the
portraits on your arm?
580
00:41:23,647 --> 00:41:25,149
- [Richard] My twin
brother passed away,
581
00:41:25,249 --> 00:41:26,784
so I wanna get a tattoo.
582
00:41:32,456 --> 00:41:33,224
- He OD'ed.
583
00:41:43,901 --> 00:41:44,502
- Oh shit.
584
00:41:53,277 --> 00:41:55,079
- My brother was
in love with (censored).
585
00:41:55,980 --> 00:41:56,780
- Yeah. Yeah.
586
00:41:58,983 --> 00:42:02,453
- [Richard] I just wanted to
let her know that he's passed.
587
00:42:04,255 --> 00:42:07,291
- [Richard] That's a pretty
trippy painting right there.
588
00:42:08,759 --> 00:42:09,927
- [Richard] I like it.
589
00:42:10,027 --> 00:42:10,928
All right ladies,
590
00:42:11,028 --> 00:42:11,862
- Take care.
- Good luck.
591
00:42:12,196 --> 00:42:14,098
Hopefully you guys have
lots of business tonight.
592
00:42:19,103 --> 00:42:20,638
(car door slams)
593
00:42:22,106 --> 00:42:23,841
Steve, you wanna
go in there and...
594
00:42:25,175 --> 00:42:28,846
It looks, (laughs) like, a
little bit of fun. (laughs)
595
00:42:29,813 --> 00:42:30,381
Nope.
596
00:42:31,315 --> 00:42:32,816
- [Richard] Yeah, me too.
597
00:42:34,218 --> 00:42:35,553
(car accelerating)
598
00:42:40,491 --> 00:42:43,227
(birds chirping)
599
00:42:46,297 --> 00:42:49,800
(sewing machine whirring)
600
00:42:57,508 --> 00:42:59,410
(sewing machine whirring)
601
00:43:01,645 --> 00:43:04,114
- I didn't realize
until Richard came
602
00:43:04,214 --> 00:43:07,418
and he took a shirt off one
day, I mean it was July,
603
00:43:07,518 --> 00:43:10,220
you could count
ribs without X-rays.
604
00:43:11,422 --> 00:43:13,824
I thought you had to have
x-rays to be able to count ribs,
605
00:43:13,924 --> 00:43:16,827
but Richard was so scrawny,
606
00:43:17,728 --> 00:43:19,129
you could count all his-
- Yeah, you were 45 pounds
607
00:43:19,229 --> 00:43:19,997
at eight.
- Yeah.
608
00:43:20,097 --> 00:43:21,398
- Eight and a half.
609
00:43:21,498 --> 00:43:22,433
- Yeah.
- Really?
610
00:43:22,533 --> 00:43:24,435
- Violet's bigger than that.
611
00:43:24,535 --> 00:43:25,402
- I had wrote it down.
612
00:43:25,502 --> 00:43:26,337
- Attila was 54.
613
00:43:26,770 --> 00:43:28,572
- It just looked like somebody
stuck a hose in your mouth
614
00:43:28,672 --> 00:43:29,506
and sucked the air out
615
00:43:29,607 --> 00:43:31,308
and the skin all
went around your ribs.
616
00:43:31,408 --> 00:43:32,810
- Well, we didn't eat food.
- But we plumped you up
617
00:43:32,910 --> 00:43:33,978
a little.
- We didn't eat at all
618
00:43:34,078 --> 00:43:35,779
before we came here.
- Aw, man.
619
00:43:35,879 --> 00:43:37,581
- Not much food, right?
- Yeah.
620
00:43:37,681 --> 00:43:39,416
- [Rick] Remember what you
got told the first night
621
00:43:39,516 --> 00:43:42,753
you had supper here with us?
- Eat your veggies.
622
00:43:42,853 --> 00:43:44,321
- No.
- Oh, that was later.
623
00:43:44,421 --> 00:43:45,489
- Hold your fork right.
- No.
624
00:43:45,589 --> 00:43:47,024
- Elbows off the table.
625
00:43:47,124 --> 00:43:48,759
- [Pat] No, you don't
have give Attila-
626
00:43:48,859 --> 00:43:49,860
- Don't chew with your
mouth open? (laughs)
627
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:52,129
- [Pat] You don't have
to give Attila your food.
628
00:43:52,229 --> 00:43:53,263
- Oh.
- You kept telling us
629
00:43:53,364 --> 00:43:54,832
he was more hungry than you.
630
00:43:54,932 --> 00:43:56,934
And we said there's
lots more food.
631
00:43:58,035 --> 00:44:00,704
- [Stephen] Did you ever hear
Attila or Richard talk about,
632
00:44:00,804 --> 00:44:03,340
you know, kind of
reports of abuse
633
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:05,876
in the previous foster home?
634
00:44:05,976 --> 00:44:07,611
- Yeah.
- Well,
635
00:44:07,711 --> 00:44:09,847
not for a long, long time.
- Yeah, long time.
636
00:44:09,947 --> 00:44:13,651
-And I don't know if this should
be on TV in a documentary.
637
00:44:13,751 --> 00:44:18,656
The worker that brought you
and Attila up the first time,
638
00:44:18,756 --> 00:44:20,724
you had holes in
your clothes, too,
639
00:44:20,824 --> 00:44:26,296
but I do remember her telling
us that Attila was, you know,
640
00:44:26,830 --> 00:44:29,066
normal, but you were retarded.
641
00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:30,834
And we thought, what?
642
00:44:30,934 --> 00:44:34,071
You know, like you don't go
around putting labels on kids,
643
00:44:34,972 --> 00:44:35,973
you know?
644
00:44:36,073 --> 00:44:37,408
And I don't, you know, like,
645
00:44:37,508 --> 00:44:38,976
you definitely are not retarded.
646
00:44:39,076 --> 00:44:40,477
- Well, I pulled the retard card
647
00:44:40,577 --> 00:44:42,746
when I was
doing the paper route.
648
00:44:42,846 --> 00:44:44,181
- Newspapers. Yes, you did that.
649
00:44:44,281 --> 00:44:45,516
- You did.
- Why did you do that?
650
00:44:45,616 --> 00:44:48,385
- Because you got tips.
- I got great tips.
651
00:44:48,485 --> 00:44:49,753
- And there was another one
that after you left the room,
652
00:44:49,853 --> 00:44:51,021
we went and chuckled,
653
00:44:52,189 --> 00:44:54,191
And no, we loved having you guys
654
00:44:54,291 --> 00:44:56,560
and we really missed
you guys when you left,
655
00:44:56,660 --> 00:44:58,829
even though you were
little rippers sometimes.
656
00:44:58,929 --> 00:44:59,930
- No, we weren't trying to be-
657
00:45:00,030 --> 00:45:00,864
- You know, like you
say about eggs.
658
00:45:00,964 --> 00:45:03,100
- trying to be criminals.
- No, you-
659
00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:05,536
- We were just trying
to have people chase us.
660
00:45:05,636 --> 00:45:07,604
We enjoyed the chase.
- Yeah, you were having fun.
661
00:45:07,705 --> 00:45:09,339
(laughs) Enjoyed the chase.
662
00:45:10,107 --> 00:45:11,508
- All right guys, we
wanna keep our eyes open
663
00:45:11,608 --> 00:45:13,010
for this Dick Csanyi.
664
00:45:14,044 --> 00:45:18,015
He's a male about 24
years old, about 5'11".
665
00:45:18,115 --> 00:45:20,384
We believe he's dirty Hungarian.
666
00:45:20,484 --> 00:45:22,720
He's got a little bit of
a dirt 'stache going on.
667
00:45:23,487 --> 00:45:25,622
He's not white,
so he's not too hard
668
00:45:26,023 --> 00:45:27,191
to pick out around here.
669
00:45:27,624 --> 00:45:28,892
- Excuse me, have
you seen this guy?
670
00:45:28,992 --> 00:45:30,227
- No I haven't.
- Okay.
671
00:45:30,327 --> 00:45:32,429
- Have you seen this greasy
meatball runnin' around here?
672
00:45:32,529 --> 00:45:33,497
- No.
673
00:45:37,401 --> 00:45:39,369
(Richard laughs)
674
00:45:47,244 --> 00:45:49,079
- Hey, have you seen this guy?
675
00:45:49,179 --> 00:45:51,048
(truck revving)
676
00:45:51,148 --> 00:45:52,116
- There he is!
677
00:45:52,216 --> 00:45:53,317
- Shit!
678
00:45:53,417 --> 00:45:54,651
(tires skid)
679
00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:56,687
(all yelling at once)
680
00:45:57,688 --> 00:45:59,389
- Suck my dick fuck you!
681
00:45:59,890 --> 00:46:00,991
Freeze! Down!
682
00:46:02,025 --> 00:46:05,462
(dumpster banging)
(group laughing)
683
00:46:05,562 --> 00:46:07,231
(Richard groans)
- Hey, get him on the ground!
684
00:46:07,331 --> 00:46:08,832
Get him on the ground! (laughs)
685
00:46:08,932 --> 00:46:10,467
(group shouting and laughing)
686
00:46:10,567 --> 00:46:12,836
(paintball guns popping)
- Ah, fuck! No more!
687
00:46:12,936 --> 00:46:14,271
(rifle blast)
688
00:46:14,371 --> 00:46:15,639
- That was close.
689
00:46:15,739 --> 00:46:17,107
All right, aim up again.
690
00:46:17,207 --> 00:46:18,742
- The sun's fucking-
- No, I know,
691
00:46:18,842 --> 00:46:19,777
but you'll see it in
your peripherals.
692
00:46:19,877 --> 00:46:20,644
Ready? Higher.
693
00:46:20,744 --> 00:46:22,346
Higher, higher, higher, higher.
694
00:46:22,446 --> 00:46:23,280
Ready?
695
00:46:24,214 --> 00:46:24,882
Shoot it.
696
00:46:27,618 --> 00:46:29,086
(group laughs)
697
00:46:29,186 --> 00:46:30,754
Literally he's going like this.
698
00:46:30,854 --> 00:46:31,688
- Fuck!
699
00:46:33,590 --> 00:46:35,359
- He puts the safety on after.
700
00:46:35,459 --> 00:46:37,161
(group laughing)
701
00:46:37,261 --> 00:46:38,262
- Yeah, bud.
702
00:46:39,263 --> 00:46:41,298
(Dave exhales)
(Fraser laughs)
703
00:46:41,398 --> 00:46:42,766
- Alright, it█s good.
704
00:46:42,866 --> 00:46:44,535
(Richard inhaling)
705
00:46:45,969 --> 00:46:47,738
(Richard laughs)
706
00:46:48,639 --> 00:46:50,140
(rifles blast)
707
00:46:50,240 --> 00:46:52,176
- Dude that was a double whammy.
- We both hit that.
708
00:46:52,276 --> 00:46:53,277
We both hit that.
- That was both of us.
709
00:46:53,377 --> 00:46:54,311
- Both hit that.
- Yeah.
710
00:46:54,411 --> 00:46:56,313
- We split that right in half.
- Yeah. (laughs)
711
00:46:56,413 --> 00:46:58,582
- Holy fuck.
- That was good.
712
00:47:00,884 --> 00:47:03,720
(footsteps)
713
00:47:04,321 --> 00:47:06,223
- Oh, maybe I could
spread a little bit of him
714
00:47:06,323 --> 00:47:07,558
in this river.
715
00:47:08,759 --> 00:47:10,494
It█s a good spot for him.
716
00:47:11,395 --> 00:47:14,097
Fuck. Brought Attila
out for the occasion.
717
00:47:15,465 --> 00:47:16,300
- Give him a rod.
718
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:18,068
- [Richard] There you go, bud.
719
00:47:23,173 --> 00:47:24,675
- You brought Attila out?
720
00:47:24,775 --> 00:47:26,343
- There he is.
721
00:47:26,443 --> 00:47:27,511
- [Fraser] Fuck, man.
722
00:47:30,614 --> 00:47:32,349
He█s pretty, heavy, eh?
723
00:47:43,961 --> 00:47:46,063
(rods whipping)
724
00:47:46,163 --> 00:47:49,166
- When Attila used to come
back, you'd get, you know,
725
00:47:49,266 --> 00:47:51,401
Attila would always
be on Williams Street
726
00:47:51,501 --> 00:47:55,772
at the Gerris' and
you'd see Attila,
727
00:47:55,873 --> 00:47:57,441
and Attila would
do a big bird call.
728
00:47:57,541 --> 00:47:58,609
Like I can't do it myself,
729
00:47:58,709 --> 00:48:00,177
but Attila would
do a big bird call
730
00:48:00,277 --> 00:48:02,179
and we'd just run
down the street,
731
00:48:03,347 --> 00:48:04,548
'cause we knew Attila was there,
732
00:48:04,648 --> 00:48:05,916
and all of our
friends were like,
733
00:48:06,016 --> 00:48:07,951
"Oh, Attila's back
for the weekend."
734
00:48:08,051 --> 00:48:10,220
And we'd run down the
street and we'd just hug,
735
00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:11,388
like, we'd hug the guy,
736
00:48:11,488 --> 00:48:13,490
'cause he was our
best friend, you know?
737
00:48:14,691 --> 00:48:16,226
So...
738
00:48:16,326 --> 00:48:20,063
If Attila had the
supports he needed,
739
00:48:20,163 --> 00:48:22,065
then I don't think we'd
be where we are right now.
740
00:48:22,165 --> 00:48:23,300
I think um...
741
00:48:24,501 --> 00:48:26,403
I think the system failed
him. I think we failed him.
742
00:48:26,503 --> 00:48:27,271
I think I failed him.
743
00:48:27,371 --> 00:48:28,572
I think everyone failed-
744
00:48:28,672 --> 00:48:30,807
I think everybody failed
him because nobody knew
745
00:48:31,975 --> 00:48:34,111
what was happening.
746
00:48:34,211 --> 00:48:35,178
And so...
747
00:48:38,181 --> 00:48:40,384
(crickets humming)
748
00:48:40,484 --> 00:48:43,220
- That damn moon
is sure nice, though.
749
00:48:43,320 --> 00:48:44,655
I'm stoned.
750
00:48:44,755 --> 00:48:45,822
Fuck.
751
00:48:48,892 --> 00:48:51,561
(gentle music)
752
00:49:22,359 --> 00:49:23,927
- Fuck!
- Oh, Steven!
753
00:49:26,596 --> 00:49:27,698
- Is your name Steven?
754
00:49:28,398 --> 00:49:29,232
- Okay.
755
00:49:29,800 --> 00:49:31,768
(phone ringing)
756
00:49:32,736 --> 00:49:33,670
(person on phone speaks faintly)
757
00:49:33,770 --> 00:49:35,272
Hello, my name's Richard Csanyi.
758
00:49:35,372 --> 00:49:38,742
I'm trying to get a hold of
staff Sergeant Dave Oleniuk.
759
00:49:40,777 --> 00:49:42,412
- Okay, one moment.
- Thank you.
760
00:49:44,481 --> 00:49:48,385
That guy with the cigarette in
his mouth. He looks familiar.
761
00:49:49,286 --> 00:49:50,287
He looks like uh,
762
00:49:52,422 --> 00:49:54,825
the guy we spoke to that
was Attila's friend.
763
00:49:56,093 --> 00:49:59,296
(people chattering faintly)
764
00:49:59,396 --> 00:50:00,230
(phone ringing)
765
00:50:00,330 --> 00:50:03,166
Maybe we'll pull in
behind these guys,
766
00:50:04,001 --> 00:50:05,569
if that's fine with you, Steve.
767
00:50:06,436 --> 00:50:07,571
(phone ringing)
768
00:50:07,671 --> 00:50:08,705
- [Voicemail] You've reached
Staff Sergeant (censored)
769
00:50:08,805 --> 00:50:10,173
of the Hamilton Police
Service Major Crimes.
770
00:50:11,608 --> 00:50:12,976
- Hey guys.
- Hey.
771
00:50:13,076 --> 00:50:15,912
- How you guys doing? You
guys want some coffee?
772
00:50:16,013 --> 00:50:17,014
(people speaking faintly)
773
00:50:19,983 --> 00:50:22,919
actually, this man was a good
friend of my twin brother,
774
00:50:23,020 --> 00:50:24,855
who passed away.
- Oh.
775
00:50:27,190 --> 00:50:29,192
- Attila's brother.
776
00:50:31,161 --> 00:50:33,296
- You used to always
chill with Attila?
777
00:50:35,799 --> 00:50:37,200
- You knew him quite well.
778
00:50:38,301 --> 00:50:40,203
What about Steven?
779
00:50:44,775 --> 00:50:47,110
- He's still, he's out of
jail and he's still alive?
780
00:50:47,210 --> 00:50:48,612
He's okay?
- Yeah.
781
00:50:53,517 --> 00:50:55,852
- Fuck, this is the first
time someone's actually
782
00:50:55,952 --> 00:50:57,521
gave me information about him.
783
00:50:57,621 --> 00:51:00,424
I've drove around to so
many different shelters.
784
00:51:00,524 --> 00:51:02,192
Like, you were
close with Attila.
785
00:51:02,292 --> 00:51:03,860
You were like, honestly,
786
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:06,396
you were his, one
of his best friends, really
787
00:51:06,496 --> 00:51:08,899
- Yeah, yeah.
788
00:51:55,445 --> 00:51:56,847
- Yeah, I'm his twin brother.
789
00:52:17,901 --> 00:52:19,703
- You know Steven, eh?
790
00:52:22,539 --> 00:52:23,607
- In the same room?
791
00:52:25,242 --> 00:52:26,343
- Oh, bro.
792
00:52:26,443 --> 00:52:28,145
- How's Steven been since?
793
00:52:37,053 --> 00:52:37,888
- I didn't realize
794
00:52:37,988 --> 00:52:40,056
you were so close to him.
- Yeah.
795
00:52:42,092 --> 00:52:43,560
- The three of you guys, eh?
- Yeah.
796
00:52:53,770 --> 00:52:54,604
- You rap?
797
00:52:57,574 --> 00:53:01,978
(Raoule singing in
foreign language)
798
00:53:02,412 --> 00:53:04,514
(gentle music)
799
00:53:22,032 --> 00:53:23,200
- [Richard] Oh yes.
800
00:53:23,300 --> 00:53:25,202
- I used to have gun fights
with your brother, Attila.
801
00:53:25,302 --> 00:53:26,269
- Yeah?
- Yeah, right here.
802
00:53:26,369 --> 00:53:27,904
We used to, when I walked by,
803
00:53:28,004 --> 00:53:29,539
he used to go (imitates gun)
804
00:53:29,639 --> 00:53:32,008
and I used to go (imitate gun)
805
00:53:32,108 --> 00:53:34,844
(Richard laughs)
806
00:53:35,312 --> 00:53:36,680
And then we'd be, like, fuck,
807
00:53:36,780 --> 00:53:39,115
"Ah, you got me,
you motherfucker!"
808
00:53:39,616 --> 00:53:41,384
This was days before he died.
809
00:53:41,484 --> 00:53:43,653
- I loved Attila.
- Oh man.
810
00:53:45,288 --> 00:53:46,356
- Oh, thanks, bro.
811
00:53:55,732 --> 00:53:57,767
- Beautiful people, eh Steve?
812
00:53:57,867 --> 00:53:59,135
- Very.
813
00:55:35,098 --> 00:55:36,800
- Hey, listen, if he
doesn't wanna come down
814
00:55:36,900 --> 00:55:38,668
and he's afraid, don't-
- No, I will...
815
00:55:49,012 --> 00:55:50,447
- Really?
816
00:55:58,521 --> 00:55:59,489
- Hello.
- Hi.
817
00:56:03,660 --> 00:56:04,627
- Okay.
818
00:56:08,198 --> 00:56:10,100
- Well, I'm gonna sit
on the front porch.
819
00:56:12,001 --> 00:56:13,136
- You have a smoke?
820
00:56:14,671 --> 00:56:15,905
- I'm gonna have one.
821
00:56:16,005 --> 00:56:19,175
- I'll buy another pack
once we find a store.
822
00:56:20,677 --> 00:56:21,211
- Yep.
823
00:56:22,512 --> 00:56:23,713
- Okay, thank you.
824
00:56:25,048 --> 00:56:26,483
(Raoule knocks)
825
00:56:27,016 --> 00:56:29,119
- We did it, Steve. (laughs)
826
00:56:30,353 --> 00:56:31,788
We fuckin' found him.
827
00:56:38,161 --> 00:56:39,529
Unbelievable, eh?
828
00:56:42,399 --> 00:56:44,401
I don't even know what's
going on with today.
829
00:56:44,501 --> 00:56:46,803
Like so much...
830
00:56:56,746 --> 00:56:59,015
- You're all right, Rich.
831
00:57:01,484 --> 00:57:03,186
You're alright, brother.
832
00:57:08,258 --> 00:57:11,060
- Feels like we're doing
the right thing, anyways.
833
00:57:46,863 --> 00:57:49,999
- I got (laughs) pretty
much empty pockets.
834
00:57:50,099 --> 00:57:51,401
- Yeah?
-Yeah.
835
00:58:06,816 --> 00:58:09,185
- You comin' back?
- Yeah.
836
00:58:09,285 --> 00:58:11,521
- They take debit?
- Oh yeah.
837
00:58:11,621 --> 00:58:13,556
- Oh, okay. Just tap it.
838
00:58:14,891 --> 00:58:15,892
- Okay.
839
00:58:19,729 --> 00:58:22,565
Oscar has my bank card. Just-
840
00:58:22,665 --> 00:58:24,300
just know that for now.
841
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:26,236
- [Stephen] Okay.
(Richard laughs)
842
00:58:26,903 --> 00:58:27,470
- Fuck.
843
00:58:52,262 --> 00:58:53,396
- [Richard] Oh, Steven.
844
00:58:53,496 --> 00:58:54,764
- This is Attila's brother, yo.
845
00:58:54,864 --> 00:58:56,099
- Were you-
846
00:58:56,866 --> 00:58:57,734
- I'm okay.
847
00:58:57,834 --> 00:58:58,601
- How are you doin'?
848
00:58:58,701 --> 00:58:59,469
- I'm okay.
849
00:59:03,172 --> 00:59:05,742
You were the one
with Attila on the roof?
850
00:59:05,842 --> 00:59:07,043
- Yeah.
851
00:59:08,177 --> 00:59:09,145
- Yeah?
852
00:59:11,781 --> 00:59:12,282
- Yeah?
853
00:59:17,287 --> 00:59:18,521
- Yeah, I'll try, one sec.
854
00:59:18,621 --> 00:59:19,856
Steve, can you wait right here?
855
00:59:19,956 --> 00:59:20,957
- [Steven] Yeah.
856
00:59:21,858 --> 00:59:23,126
- [Oscar] Turn left here.
- [Stephen] Your name's Steven?
857
00:59:23,226 --> 00:59:23,993
- Yeah.
858
00:59:24,294 --> 00:59:24,861
- [Stephen] Hey, I'm
Stephen as well, man.
859
00:59:24,961 --> 00:59:25,461
- Okay.
860
00:59:25,562 --> 00:59:26,062
- Nice to meet you.
861
00:59:26,162 --> 00:59:26,996
- You too.
862
00:59:29,198 --> 00:59:30,033
- He talked a lot about you.
863
00:59:30,333 --> 00:59:32,302
I didn't really believe
that he had a twin, but-
864
00:59:32,402 --> 00:59:33,703
- Yeah?
- Until now.
865
00:59:34,070 --> 00:59:35,371
- Really?
- Yeah.
866
00:59:35,972 --> 00:59:38,241
- Like all good
things, too, like...
867
00:59:39,242 --> 00:59:41,945
- I knew he was safe
around you, you know?
868
00:59:42,045 --> 00:59:43,713
- Yeah.
- Every time...
869
00:59:45,248 --> 00:59:45,882
I asked him
870
00:59:45,982 --> 00:59:47,483
who he is hanging out with,
871
00:59:47,584 --> 00:59:51,988
he'd say "Steven," and I just
knew, like, every time...
872
00:59:52,088 --> 00:59:54,223
Because he was homeless
on the streets, right?
873
00:59:54,324 --> 00:59:55,124
- Yeah. For a few months there.
874
00:59:55,224 --> 00:59:56,392
- I knew he had a friend,
875
00:59:56,492 --> 00:59:59,162
and that's like the biggest
thing that kept me going
876
00:59:59,262 --> 01:00:00,196
and kept me like,
877
01:00:01,331 --> 01:00:02,899
okay with Attila, like,
878
01:00:02,999 --> 01:00:05,902
being on the streets is
that he had one friend,
879
01:00:06,002 --> 01:00:07,136
you know?
- Yeah.
880
01:00:07,236 --> 01:00:10,006
- And I don't know what
what the story is there.
881
01:00:10,106 --> 01:00:13,076
Like, what happened,
like, how it happened.
882
01:00:13,176 --> 01:00:14,677
Like...
883
01:00:14,777 --> 01:00:18,181
I figure you OD'ed
the same night, eh?
884
01:00:18,514 --> 01:00:19,616
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
885
01:00:19,716 --> 01:00:22,819
- Yeah. Not as bad, but yeah.
886
01:00:22,919 --> 01:00:23,853
- What's it feel like
887
01:00:23,953 --> 01:00:28,491
when you're going through
something like that?
888
01:00:28,591 --> 01:00:29,826
Like when you're OD'ing?
889
01:00:29,926 --> 01:00:33,029
- Well, like for me, like my
experience was I threw up,
890
01:00:33,129 --> 01:00:34,497
I puked up.
- Yeah?
891
01:00:34,597 --> 01:00:36,666
- But like, his experience
was obviously
892
01:00:36,766 --> 01:00:38,267
a little different, right?
893
01:00:38,368 --> 01:00:42,605
Like, my experience
was I threw up a lot, like...
894
01:00:48,411 --> 01:00:49,312
(exhales)
895
01:00:49,412 --> 01:00:50,546
Yeah.
896
01:00:54,550 --> 01:00:57,520
- And how were you
guys feeling that day?
897
01:00:57,620 --> 01:01:00,289
Like, I thought...
898
01:01:00,390 --> 01:01:01,824
The last time I'd seen Attila,
899
01:01:01,924 --> 01:01:04,460
he was talking about
like suicide, you know?
900
01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:06,062
- Really?
- Yeah, he was.
901
01:01:06,162 --> 01:01:10,299
It was hard for me, 'cause I
called the cops that night.
902
01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:11,834
It was April 15th.
- Yeah.
903
01:01:11,934 --> 01:01:14,637
- I called the cops and I
said, "Hey, come pick him up.
904
01:01:14,737 --> 01:01:18,508
Like, I feel like he's gonna
do something stupid," right?
905
01:01:18,608 --> 01:01:20,309
- Yeah.
- And the cops are like, nah.
906
01:01:20,410 --> 01:01:22,912
They just didn't wanna
pick him up that night.
907
01:01:26,149 --> 01:01:27,116
- Wow.
908
01:01:32,121 --> 01:01:34,757
Were you guys in the right,
909
01:01:34,857 --> 01:01:36,325
like you guys had,
910
01:01:36,426 --> 01:01:37,894
were feeling good that day?
911
01:01:37,994 --> 01:01:39,662
- Yeah, it was a really
good day, like,
912
01:01:41,164 --> 01:01:42,732
normal day.
913
01:01:42,832 --> 01:01:44,167
- Yeah?
- (laughs) Normal day.
914
01:01:44,267 --> 01:01:46,169
- Yeah it was?
- Yeah.
915
01:01:46,269 --> 01:01:47,103
- Nice.
916
01:01:48,705 --> 01:01:49,972
Were you guys in...
917
01:01:51,340 --> 01:01:54,043
when they found him, he
was still in a winter coat.
918
01:01:54,143 --> 01:01:55,812
- Yeah.
- It was hot that day?
919
01:01:57,880 --> 01:01:58,581
- I don't really remember
920
01:01:58,681 --> 01:02:00,216
that much about it but,
921
01:02:03,519 --> 01:02:04,754
all I really remember was, like,
922
01:02:04,854 --> 01:02:06,389
he fell asleep and,
923
01:02:06,856 --> 01:02:07,857
he fell asleep.
924
01:02:07,957 --> 01:02:09,759
And that was the last
time I seen him, really.
925
01:02:09,859 --> 01:02:12,295
- Like, did you fall
asleep as well or?
926
01:02:12,395 --> 01:02:13,863
- I left when he fell asleep.
927
01:02:13,963 --> 01:02:15,965
Like, I left when
he fell asleep.
928
01:02:16,065 --> 01:02:18,034
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
929
01:02:42,325 --> 01:02:45,261
- They had a lot of good
things to say about Attila,
930
01:02:46,496 --> 01:02:49,198
and I learned a lot
about Attila today, too.
931
01:02:51,267 --> 01:02:53,469
Like I didn't know he had
932
01:02:53,569 --> 01:02:55,738
this support network
out here, right?
933
01:02:59,509 --> 01:03:02,411
For a lot of the time I
thought like, he was lonely,
934
01:03:02,512 --> 01:03:05,848
wandering the streets
and he had nobody.
935
01:03:21,964 --> 01:03:23,566
- Fuck.
936
01:03:26,602 --> 01:03:29,906
"Shortly after Attila and I
were placed in foster care,
937
01:03:30,907 --> 01:03:33,509
(censored) started to
frequently punch, hit,
938
01:03:33,609 --> 01:03:38,614
and beat the twins, us,
with any provocation
939
01:03:38,915 --> 01:03:43,653
but through his desire to
exercise his bigger size
940
01:03:43,753 --> 01:03:46,255
and strength on twins
941
01:03:47,557 --> 01:03:48,658
who were very young,
942
01:03:48,758 --> 01:03:50,593
vulnerable, and small.
943
01:03:51,594 --> 01:03:52,562
On many occasions,
944
01:03:52,662 --> 01:03:55,398
he would go into the
bedroom occupied by us
945
01:03:59,235 --> 01:04:02,705
and rape one while the
other was forced to watch,
946
01:04:02,805 --> 01:04:04,874
and vice versa.
947
01:04:04,974 --> 01:04:07,910
Or bring one of us into his
room, and he would start
948
01:04:08,010 --> 01:04:10,913
by crawling into our
bed under our sheets,
949
01:04:11,013 --> 01:04:13,783
either wearing minimum
clothing or being naked.
950
01:04:15,251 --> 01:04:17,053
(censored) would come
into our rooms at night
951
01:04:17,153 --> 01:04:20,489
to urinate and
defecate on Attila and I..."
952
01:04:20,590 --> 01:04:24,093
Our bedroom was set up
where Attila had a bed
953
01:04:24,193 --> 01:04:27,396
and I had a bed on
one side of the room,
954
01:04:27,496 --> 01:04:30,166
so like obviously, like,
955
01:04:30,266 --> 01:04:31,601
he would pick and choose
956
01:04:31,701 --> 01:04:33,569
which one to do it to.
957
01:04:33,669 --> 01:04:36,706
And that's where Attila and
I started sleeping together,
958
01:04:36,806 --> 01:04:38,107
'cause like,
959
01:04:40,543 --> 01:04:42,211
it wasn't a choice for us.
960
01:04:42,311 --> 01:04:46,082
Like Attila and I wanted, like,
961
01:04:46,182 --> 01:04:48,885
if one of us are gonna
get pissed on and shit on,
962
01:04:48,985 --> 01:04:51,187
it's gonna be both of us.
963
01:04:51,287 --> 01:04:53,089
As a perpetrator, like,
964
01:04:53,189 --> 01:04:56,359
(censored) would favor
Attila over me
965
01:04:56,459 --> 01:04:57,627
for like,
966
01:04:59,028 --> 01:05:01,530
for like intercourse
and shit like that.
967
01:05:01,631 --> 01:05:05,034
Attila would not, like,
even after the event,
968
01:05:05,134 --> 01:05:07,203
like, he would not talk.
969
01:05:07,303 --> 01:05:11,240
Like he just goes so
quiet and just like...
970
01:05:15,177 --> 01:05:16,946
I'd ask Attila "how
are you doing?"
971
01:05:17,046 --> 01:05:19,315
but I would not get
anything out of him.
972
01:05:19,415 --> 01:05:20,549
Like,
973
01:05:23,252 --> 01:05:25,821
Attila took the
brunt end of like...
974
01:05:28,190 --> 01:05:29,025
Fuck.
975
01:05:30,026 --> 01:05:32,528
That's the worst part
for me, you know?
976
01:05:33,529 --> 01:05:35,564
I wish that it
was like balanced,
977
01:05:37,767 --> 01:05:38,601
but it wasn't.
978
01:05:56,519 --> 01:06:00,022
This video was filmed because
I needed help with him.
979
01:06:00,122 --> 01:06:03,426
I didn't quite understand
what he was going through.
980
01:06:04,627 --> 01:06:09,131
And I sent this video over to
our social worker in Lindsay.
981
01:06:11,634 --> 01:06:15,271
- Do not do that to
my soul, you do not...
982
01:06:15,371 --> 01:06:16,839
(Attila breathing heavily)
983
01:06:16,939 --> 01:06:18,174
All right?
984
01:06:18,274 --> 01:06:20,443
You can't control me ever.
985
01:06:21,544 --> 01:06:23,713
You will die for that change.
986
01:06:23,813 --> 01:06:26,115
You will not control my brain.
987
01:06:26,215 --> 01:06:28,818
(inhales sharply) You bastard!
988
01:06:29,952 --> 01:06:33,856
Please stop trying to think
I'm faking anything.
989
01:06:33,956 --> 01:06:35,524
Get out of my soul.
990
01:06:35,624 --> 01:06:38,394
You always hurt me so bad.
991
01:06:38,494 --> 01:06:41,864
Why are you trying to disown me?
992
01:06:41,964 --> 01:06:43,065
You close it.
993
01:06:43,165 --> 01:06:46,002
You fucking get out, right now.
994
01:06:46,102 --> 01:06:49,839
(yells out) Leave my house!
995
01:06:50,606 --> 01:06:51,874
- [Richard] You want me
to take (indistinct) home?
996
01:06:51,974 --> 01:06:52,708
- You take (indistinct) home.
997
01:06:52,808 --> 01:06:55,845
He's one of the
people against us.
998
01:06:55,945 --> 01:06:59,415
(breathes heavily) Take
him right now.
999
01:06:59,515 --> 01:07:01,083
- [Richard] He's not home yet.
1000
01:07:01,183 --> 01:07:03,119
When he gets home,
I'll take him home.
1001
01:07:03,986 --> 01:07:05,254
Attila, I'm sorry, man.
1002
01:07:05,354 --> 01:07:07,189
Please, let me help you.
1003
01:07:07,289 --> 01:07:10,259
- (growls) You think he█s smart.
1004
01:07:12,361 --> 01:07:14,697
Leave me alone with
this stupid ground.
1005
01:07:14,797 --> 01:07:16,999
Why are you putting
me on this shit?
1006
01:07:17,099 --> 01:07:18,667
Why are you doing this to me?
- Stop, bro.
1007
01:07:18,768 --> 01:07:20,369
- Why are you filming me? Why?
1008
01:07:27,343 --> 01:07:28,611
(ball smacks)
(spectators cheer and clap)
1009
01:07:28,711 --> 01:07:30,713
- [Spectator] Good job, Attila!
1010
01:07:30,813 --> 01:07:33,049
(gentle music)
(spectators cheering)
1011
01:07:39,188 --> 01:07:41,023
- [Spectator] Way to
pitch, Attila.
1012
01:07:42,324 --> 01:07:43,359
- [Spectator] One more.
1013
01:07:47,063 --> 01:07:48,731
(ball smacks)
(spectators cheer and clap)
1014
01:08:29,605 --> 01:08:30,673
(fence rattles)
1015
01:08:42,751 --> 01:08:44,787
(Children playing
in the distance)
1016
01:09:36,939 --> 01:09:37,806
- It's a good feeling
1017
01:09:37,907 --> 01:09:39,875
to have something
that you hold on to.
1018
01:09:39,975 --> 01:09:43,979
Like, some sort of faith that
there is an afterlife for you.
1019
01:09:44,079 --> 01:09:46,649
'Cause like, I'd
like to meet Attila
1020
01:09:46,749 --> 01:09:48,317
up in the sky one day, right?
1021
01:09:49,518 --> 01:09:54,990
So, like one thing
that stood out to me
1022
01:09:55,090 --> 01:09:58,093
that a therapist was
saying to me is, like,
1023
01:10:00,763 --> 01:10:06,268
to ultimately let go of the pain
1024
01:10:06,368 --> 01:10:09,371
and, like, the suffering and
like what we've been through,
1025
01:10:09,471 --> 01:10:13,108
like, you gotta forgive
1026
01:10:15,344 --> 01:10:16,779
your abuser, right?
1027
01:10:17,880 --> 01:10:20,182
Like, maybe not physically,
1028
01:10:20,282 --> 01:10:24,053
but like in your heart, you
have to find forgiveness.
1029
01:10:30,059 --> 01:10:32,962
- Not quite, no. (laughs)
1030
01:10:33,062 --> 01:10:37,733
But, I've tried to.
I've tried to.
1031
01:10:37,833 --> 01:10:39,501
And um...
1032
01:10:40,469 --> 01:10:41,370
like...
1033
01:10:43,639 --> 01:10:45,941
if he sincerely came up to me
1034
01:10:46,041 --> 01:10:48,811
and said sorry, and meant it,
1035
01:10:48,911 --> 01:10:53,782
and like reached out to
me and basically explained
1036
01:10:53,882 --> 01:10:56,285
his end of what he was thinking
1037
01:10:56,385 --> 01:10:57,486
or what he was going through
1038
01:10:57,586 --> 01:10:59,555
or what made him
1039
01:11:00,923 --> 01:11:03,892
like, viciously attack
us in those ways.
1040
01:11:05,027 --> 01:11:07,096
If he came up to me,
1041
01:11:07,196 --> 01:11:09,598
then I might be able
to find it in my heart,
1042
01:11:09,698 --> 01:11:12,401
but at this moment,
1043
01:11:12,501 --> 01:11:13,569
I█d probably...
1044
01:11:13,669 --> 01:11:15,704
fuckin' strangle him.
Or do like...
1045
01:11:19,842 --> 01:11:21,010
I...
1046
01:11:25,614 --> 01:11:28,250
I still have nightmares
of the guy, you know?
1047
01:11:28,350 --> 01:11:30,586
How am I gonna forgive
someone where...
1048
01:11:32,221 --> 01:11:34,890
the past isn't behind me yet?
1049
01:11:35,391 --> 01:11:39,094
Like, he's never
paid for his crimes.
1050
01:11:39,194 --> 01:11:41,096
He got off scotch-free.
1051
01:11:47,703 --> 01:11:50,606
Like, best case scenario
would be him in a jail cell
1052
01:11:50,706 --> 01:11:52,975
for fuckin' the rest of his life
1053
01:11:55,778 --> 01:11:57,012
(Intense music begins)
1054
01:11:57,112 --> 01:11:59,014
Probably gonna need to
be high for this Steve.
1055
01:11:59,114 --> 01:12:03,252
That's specifically why
I rolled this joint up.
1056
01:12:08,324 --> 01:12:11,226
(music intensifies)
1057
01:12:17,266 --> 01:12:18,967
- No, not really.
1058
01:12:20,502 --> 01:12:23,672
- Well, no, it's something
that I need to do.
1059
01:12:29,745 --> 01:12:31,246
- I'm not afraid, Steve.
1060
01:12:34,750 --> 01:12:36,952
- I'm already 14 minutes away.
1061
01:12:37,686 --> 01:12:39,655
I'm committed right now.
1062
01:12:41,023 --> 01:12:44,526
- [Stephen] Rich, how are
you feeling? You all right?
1063
01:13:20,462 --> 01:13:22,531
(lighter flicks)
1064
01:13:43,018 --> 01:13:44,787
- You guys don't have to
roll this entire time.
1065
01:13:44,887 --> 01:13:47,423
I'm just sitting
here and thinking,
1066
01:14:02,404 --> 01:14:05,274
- I could have lived
without this place.
1067
01:14:15,417 --> 01:14:17,519
I remember it being
so bad that, like,
1068
01:14:17,619 --> 01:14:19,621
I even, at like
1069
01:14:19,721 --> 01:14:21,089
six or seven years old,
1070
01:14:21,190 --> 01:14:24,092
I was thinking of ways
of like, killing myself.
1071
01:14:27,262 --> 01:14:29,698
He probably hasn't
spent a day thinking
1072
01:14:29,798 --> 01:14:32,401
about what he's put us through.
1073
01:14:36,438 --> 01:14:38,273
Not one fuckin' day.
1074
01:14:46,148 --> 01:14:47,082
Ah fuck,
1075
01:14:48,617 --> 01:14:51,487
I have a fuckin█ daughter, man.
1076
01:15:02,331 --> 01:15:03,966
I'm just lost right now, Steve.
1077
01:15:04,066 --> 01:15:06,568
Like a big part of
me wants to fuckin'
1078
01:15:07,736 --> 01:15:11,139
let this go, like,
unabided, you know? Like...
1079
01:15:13,141 --> 01:15:14,176
Basically...
1080
01:15:14,910 --> 01:15:16,211
Basically just forget
1081
01:15:16,311 --> 01:15:18,580
about this part of my life.
1082
01:15:20,782 --> 01:15:21,850
Like it makes a,
1083
01:15:23,018 --> 01:15:24,753
I think it makes a
greater statement
1084
01:15:24,853 --> 01:15:29,424
just being able to leave
it alone and move on than...
1085
01:15:32,160 --> 01:15:35,430
than to get out
and do something.
1086
01:15:38,133 --> 01:15:41,370
(music hums)
1087
01:16:01,456 --> 01:16:03,292
(dogs barking)
1088
01:16:15,871 --> 01:16:17,906
(footsteps moving away)
1089
01:16:31,486 --> 01:16:32,654
(car door slams)
1090
01:16:32,754 --> 01:16:34,056
(engine starts)
1091
01:16:39,394 --> 01:16:41,396
(engine revs)
1092
01:16:42,998 --> 01:16:45,000
(crickets chirping)
1093
01:16:57,913 --> 01:16:59,915
(gentle music)
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