All language subtitles for Lil Nas X Long Live Montero [2023] [2160p] [4K]

I wanna go places no
one has ever been.

Like, not like actually
physically a place.

But, like...

mentally and just, like,

do something that's
completely...

just great and super
grand, and big.

And I feel like, you know...

You do it once, you do
it twice, you have...

You have to be able to
do a third time, right?

And then, a fourth, and a fifth,
and a sixth, and a seventh,

and an eighth, and a ninth,
and a tenth, and 11, 12

13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18,
19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25,

26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32,
33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39,

50... wait... 40, 41, 42, 43,
44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50,

51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58,
59, 60, 61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66,

67, 68, 69, 70, 71, 72, 73,
74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80,

81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88,
89, 90, 91, 92, 93, 94, 95, 96,

97, 98, 99, 100.

Who's gonna pump the beats?

The beats need to be
heard all the way up here,

like back there.

And somebody pumps them.

Jesus, Chris, there's
another level?

Oh, boy.

They placed these seats nicely.

I was wondering how
some people would see,

but I can see how
they would see.

Huh.

Long live Montero.

This is beautiful, huh?

I wonder how things gonna be

when everything is turned off.

Tomorrow is the first
day of my first tour.

You can kind of see backstage.

Maybe we'll fix
that though, right?

Day one.

Day zero, actually.

Day one is tomorrow.

That's right, that's right.

Best case scenario
is in whatever way,

this tour changes how
I see the world...

and how I see, like, life.

In the beginning, all was dark
as far as the eye could see.

And then, a spark,
light and dust,

and just a little
bit of nasty...

all colliding in space,

creating the universe,

the world, your world, home
to a very special creature.

You, humans.

It's a special thing to be born.

Souls travel through
light and space

to make it to Earth, each
on their own journey.

This is a story about one
of those special souls

and how one day he
found himself in music

and his music found us.

The greatest thing a
human can do is to create.

To create themselves,
to be themselves

no matter how hard that
may be. So let's go.

Let's meet this
child named Montero.

I mean, I was honestly
really scared.

Like, how the fuck are
we possibly gonna put

this entire thing together
in a month, you know?

A lot of times in life
when I'm the most scared,

it's usually right
before I do something

that's gonna change
my life drastically.

Daytrip took it to ten.

♪ Ayy, Panini Don't
you be a meanie ♪

♪ Thought you wanted me to go
Why you tryna keep me teeny? ♪

♪ It's a dreamy
Wished it on a genie ♪

♪ I got fans finally, ain't
you Wanting them to see me? ♪

♪ I thought you want this
For my life, for my life ♪

♪ Said you wanted
To see me thrive ♪

♪ You lied ♪

♪ Say to me What
you want from me ♪

♪ Just say to me What
you want from me ♪

♪ Ayy, Panini Don't
you be a meanie ♪

♪ Thought you wanted me to go ♪

♪ Why you tryna
Keep me teeny now? ♪

♪ Now they need me
Number one on streamin' ♪

♪ Oh, yeah You
used to love me ♪

♪ So what happened
What's the meaning? ♪

♪ I thought you want this
For my life, for my life ♪

♪ Said you wanted To see
me thrive, you lied ♪

♪ Now when it's all done
I get the upper hand ♪

♪ I need a... ♪

♪ Not another fan ♪

♪ But I still want
you As a fan ♪

♪ I'ma need to sit down
Don't mean to make demands ♪

♪ But I need you ♪

I just really wanna feel
every last drop of sweat

come to fruition and I
wanna feel every, like,

powerful moment, every
big thing that happens,

every blessing, and
I want it to feel

big and loud.

♪ Ayy, Panini ♪

♪ Ayy, Panini ♪

♪ Ayy, Panini ♪

♪ Ayy, Panini ♪

♪ Ayy, Panini ♪

♪ Ayy, Panini ♪

♪ Ayy, Panini don't
you be a meanie ♪

♪ I thought you wanted me... ♪

Okay. Um, let's um...

Go, one, two, three, four, five,

- and six, seven, and we say...
- Got a lot to learn.

In a very short amount of time.

- But you suck at dancing.
- But I know I'm gonna do it.

It's really scary though.
Because they're all so good.

Six. Snap, snap.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,

oh, oh, step,
shift, step, shift.

I fucked up again.
Let's do it again.

My mind is hardwired since a kid

that when you fuck
up, like, one time,

then it's kind of, like...

you have to quit
the whole thing.

You know, I was always
a brat growing up,

so I'm doing a little training.

A little training.

And up, snap, snap,
snap, and hunch, hunch,

hunch, hunch, hunch, yeah,
shift the bar, shift the bar!

I'll give... I'll
give it a clap.

You're at the precipice.

- Begin your journey.
- No, no, no, wait!

Hi-yah!

Yeah! That's
daddy's little girl.

Gee, I hope the sensei doesn't
mistake me for a young student.

Okay.

Quiet.

I like a little bit of chaos.

You know, I don't
wanna be perfect.

I want something
I can work around.

I want something I can, um,
complain about, you know?

I want something...
I don't know.

I guess I'm just
allergic to something

that's just too good.

I'll be honest with you guys.

I never let anyone
into my house.

This is like a Black family's

living room painting,

- you know what I mean?
- Right.

And I feel like I
never have anything

that's just like real,

but, you know, I'm, like,
very hesitant to, like, start

building up, like, my house
and shit, you know what I mean?

Like, I still, like,
have this couch

I was supposed to, like, get
a fucking really cool couch

and, you know, a new table
'cause this is, like,

from my apartment and stuff
like that, but I just,

like, refuse to, like, settle
into a house, you know?

'Cause if I settle
into the house,

it means have to be there
forever or something, you know?

This is my empty bedroom.

It's like a pop
culture collage...

you know? See, here is...
Where is she? Where is she?

Here's Maddy. You
know Maddy, right?

And then, here's,
uh, Viola Davis.

You know, I met Viola
Davis at an Erewhon,

but she... but I don't think
she knew who the fuck I was.

She was like, "Oh, thanks."

I was like, "Oh,
I'm such a big fan."

She was like, "Oh, thanks."

And she kind of, like,
hurried out the store.

It was kind of funny.

There's some random high
guys in here too somewhere.

Oh, yeah, here's Bad Bunny.

Oh, yeah.

You see Bad Bunny kiss
a guy on the stage?

How cool is that for him?

When I was a kid, I was
like, I wanted to be...

I wanted to be a
surgeon, you know?

I wanted to be a
cardiovascular surgeon

'cause my grandmother and, like,

a lot of family members
have heart problems.

Yeah, college is actually
the reason I started

to make music.

I got, like, so
immediately bored,

I, like, made a song for fun
and posted it onto Twitter.

I told my parents,

"Oh, yeah, I'm just gonna
take a semester off."

That's so crazy at that year
of my life because it was like

I had never had someone,
like, close to me pass,

and my great-grandmother
had passed.

That's when I started
getting, like, bad, like,

anxiety attacks
and shit like that.

And then, I, like, found
music. I felt like music

was also great
for escaping that.

I felt, like, a fucking
spiritual presence

over me that, "Okay.
This was not a mistake,

like, this is what I'm
supposed to be doing in life."

Why are you hiding?

- What are you hiding from?
- I'm so excited.

- We're starting?
- I'm excited to have an opener.

- Hello, Adam of manager.
- Hello, Montero of artist.

Oh, my God. It's up.

Yay. What do you
think about our frame?

It's Nas as the sun.

The sun of the world.

I knew that I wanted to do
something like theatrical

and like a play.

I didn't know the best way to go

about doing good,
and Saul and Hodo,

thankfully, my lifesavers,
uh, gave me, like, the concept

of the tour.

It's this kid that enters
a completely new world,

adjusts to the new world...

and then, you know,
becomes sure of himself.

And then, you know, the cycle

kind of ends and,
like, starts again.

And I feel like that's exactly
where we are right now.

What do you think the
potential of Montero is?

Stop saying that.
Don't even answer.

Don't answer him. And
you don't say anything.

Well, I've been instructed.

- No, but I, like...
- Stop.

Okay.

That's too limiting.

He's... he's breaking down...
he's breaking down barriers

and he's... he's creating
his own lane for himself.

He's really creating his
own lane for himself.

There's nobody
like him right now.

And we're gonna keep digging

this... this...
this special lane

that only he's
gonna be able to do.

Nobody is gonna be able
to touch him at all.

And he's working really
hard and he wants it.

Bitch, I am not
talking about you.

Okay. I was just making sure.

As "Panini" finishes,

then we're standing
strongly on stage,

the lights go a little dim

and Nas starts to
fall from the sky

down to Earth, that we
hit "Tales of Dominica."

Twerk.

Five and...

Six.

Okay.

♪ Woke up on the floor ♪

♪ Oh, this plastic bed
Don't blow up anymore ♪

♪ In this broken home ♪

♪ Everyone becomes predictable ♪

♪ Finally grown ♪

♪ Ain't nothing like
I hoped It would be ♪

♪ Out on my own
I'm floating... ♪

Yeah!

♪ Could I be wrong? ♪

♪ Was everybody
Right about me? ♪

♪ Scary things in my head
I can't dream and I just ♪

Is there a reason
why we stopped that?

Can we play...

They stopped playing, but
it goes all the way in,

and then we fade up on the room.

Tomorrow is the first
day of tour, Detroit.

And I'm wondering, like,
am I gonna shake it all off

and just go crazy and have fun?

Or am I gonna freeze
up and... and...

and go back inside of my
dad's balls? You know?

Have... have we
seen the horse?

No, I haven't seen Margot yet.

Let's look for our horse.
There's a horse coming.

Oh, my God. Guys,
come, come, come, come.

There's a horse in there.

And this is the
horse. He's coming in

for "Old Town
Road," I don't know,

like, maybe he will walk with
it, maybe he will ride it?

It comes down to
the dancers, really.

I think it's whether
or not the dancers

can support the
weight, but I think

there's some kind of
practice required for them

to be able to get used
to the frame itself.

I don't feel safe because
they don't feel safe.

They said get off.
Gotta get off.

Oh, it's too heavy?

No, I think it's leaning

a certain way.

How the fuck I'm supposed
to get down from this?

Do you ever feel
like a plastic bag?

Should we stretch, you
guys? Is it time to stretch?

One, two, three, four.

♪ Need a boy... ♪

Did you hear that?

Go back. Let's see. I'm
so sorry. I'm so sorry.

Go back like ten seconds.

I'm not really worried.
I'm just saying, you know?

Like, I'm sure everything
is gonna be great.

It's just like, you know,

if one thing is bad,
like, everything is bad.

Yeah, we just gotta
make that change.

They don't have
their shit together.

If I have to close that curtain
one more time on my own...

Right, so

I don't know, like,
what's happening where...

Like, it'll be right,
and then the next day

everybody forgot everything.

- Right. Give me the mic.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

'Cause I feel like we just
need to check everybody.

- Yeah, shoot.
- Like, what's up? Seriously.

- The show is tomorrow.
- It's the day to do it.

We're fucking shit up.

We're fucking shit up
that we've been practicing

in all departments.

Oh, we're gonna fix the wings.

- Oh!
- Yeah.

- Oh, boy.
- Yeah.

Can we... can we try the wings?

Can we just grab the wings
right before we do another run?

We've been fixing these
wings for, like, a month.

Is it loose now? Is it looser?

I don't know why it
was tighter last time.

No, no, I loosened
it up for you.

I just did it.

No, no... Yeah,
they loosened it.

Detroit, how y'all
doing out there?

I've been waiting
for this moment

a very long time. To
tell y'all that...

What was I supposed
to tell them?

Hold on, what was I
supposed to tell them?

Let's get him set for
a top of show again.

Here's me. I'm
landing in Detroit.

There's Bronco. Mm-hmm.

There's me and Bronco again
on the plane, as you can see.

It's gonna be great
in my photo book.

You have certain ways

you want to show yourself

to the world, and I feel
like, as a human being,

we're always gonna have,
like, parts of ourselves

that we're not going to be
super out there with, you know?

Around 2019, I became
way more spiritual

and I started to trust what
I would see as spiritual,

like, signs and, like,
guides and whatnot.

And I felt like coming
out was very important

if I wanted to
continue to progress.

Burying parts of yourself
will keep you further away

from finding, you know,
the truest version of you

as you go.

And there's still,
like, parts of myself

that I am learning to accept.

Um, I've been a fan since,

you know, the whole
"Old Town Road" blew up.

I remember my little
sister came up to me,

was like, "Hey, it's this
viral song," whatever,

I'm like, "What is
this? This is stupid.

Get this out of my
face," you know?

But then I heard the whole
EP and I got caught up in it

and the whole controversy
with his Billboard presence

being taken away with
the country charts,

so I was like, "Wow,
that was cool."

Then he came out. I was like,
"Yeah, this is even bigger."

Then I was like, "'Kay, it
can't get any bigger than this."

- Can I curse on here?
- Yes, go ahead.

Like, he's so sexy, like,
he's the first male celebrity

I've wanted to actually fuck
and be at the same time.

I just love Lil Nas
X because it's...

He's so groundbreaking and
it's amazing to see him

be so openly queer.

And I just feel
like he's, like...

he's very important
for the culture,

like, right now, you
know what I'm saying?

You know, he inspired
me to come out my shell

a little bit, so...
As you can see.

Oh, yeah.

Do y'all see what it's giving?

Do y'all see what it's giving?

What time the show start?

The show starts...

I wanna get my leg massaged,

I wanna hopefully
get a chance to poop.

I wanna poop really badly,

so then I won't
have to poop later.

Yeah, and then we're
doing one hour of fitting.

Because once you get on
that stage, the nerves hit,

and then that's when you
really gotta poop, you know?

So if I get the real poop out
now, I won't have to worry

about that other
poop being real.

You know what I mean?

Yes.

It won't be real.
You know what I mean?

Now I'm gonna take a poop
before I go on stage.

Ooh, once we go out, and
then everybody, like,

sits down and like,
they're on their phone,

they're like, "We
wanna go home."

What if that happens?

Oh, my God, what
if that happens?

What if I fall on the stage?

I'm gonna lose all
confidence immediately.

Long live Montero!

- Did you go out there?
- Hmm.

Why'd you show me this?
I wanted to be surprised.

It's good. Congrats,
Nas. We did it.

Let's high five for the future.

Don't let me hang in
front of these people.

Uh, society's perception of me,

I think is different. You
know, as I told you before,

some people think
I'm really brave...

and some people

think my music is dope but
they think I do too much

as far as videos and the
things I do online go.

And some people think
the things I do online

and things like that are cool,
but they don't like my music.

And some people still see me
as the kid-friendly artist

and I don't know.

Some people see me as,
like, this satanic devil

that's gonna ruin the
world or something

or part of a big agenda.

Um, yeah, a lot of
different things,

I feel like.

Yeah. I mean, so
people feel...

I mean, people feel a
lot of things about you.

People feel a lot
of things about me,

but me...

boy, do I love this kid.

♪ I wanna run away ♪

♪ Don't wanna lie I
don't want a life ♪

♪ Send me a gun And
I'll see the sun ♪

♪ I'd rather run away ♪

♪ Don't wanna lie I
don't want a life ♪

♪ Send me a gun And
I'll see the sun ♪

♪ You need an instant
ease From your life ♪

♪ Where you got plenty Of
every hurt and heartbreak ♪

♪ You just take it
all To the face ♪

♪ I know that you want to cry ♪

♪ But it's much more
to life Than dyin' ♪

♪ Over your past mistakes ♪

♪ And people Who threw
dirt on your name ♪

♪ Since ten I've
been feelin' lonely ♪

♪ Had friends But they
was pickin' on me ♪

♪ Always thinkin' "Why
my lips so big?" ♪

♪ Was I too dark? Can
they sense my fears? ♪

♪ These gay thoughts
Would always haunt me ♪

♪ I prayed God would
take it from me ♪

♪ It's hard for you
When you're fightin' ♪

♪ And nobody knows it
When you're silent ♪

♪ I'd be by the phone ♪

♪ Stanning Nicki
Mornin' into dawn ♪

♪ Only place I felt
Like I belonged ♪

♪ Strangers make you feel
So loved, you know? ♪

♪ And I'm happy by the way ♪

♪ That I made that jump
That leap of faith ♪

♪ I'm happy that it
all Worked out for me ♪

♪ I'ma make my fans
So proud of me ♪

Let's go!

♪ I wanna run away ♪

♪ Don't wanna lie I
don't want a life ♪

♪ Send me a gun And
I'll see the sun ♪

♪ I wanna run away ♪

♪ Don't wanna lie I
don't want a life ♪

♪ Send me a gun And
I'll see the sun ♪

For one, I feel like
power comes the most

when you're able to be,
like, honest with yourself

about who you believe you are,

who you think you
are in that moment.

You are not alone in
the way that you feel

and I know sometimes
that transforming

can feel so very isolating,
but there are other people

that have been through
this transformation

and have made it
through the other side

and have felt the
way that you felt.

It came down to

not being able to
live my life, period,

unless I accepted who
I was on the inside.

Every day is a new challenge

into learning how
to love myself.

You're on the path to where
younger you would wanna be.

You're already there.
You're steps ahead.

Just keep going.
Definitely just keep going.

Lil Nas X made me realize
that in order to love myself,

I have to love the parts
of myself that I fear.

♪ I know that you want to cry ♪

♪ But it's much more
to life Than dying ♪

♪ Over our past mistakes ♪

♪ And people who threw
dirt On your name ♪

All my life, I was
trying to be perfect,

um, get the perfect
grades, be the perfect son.

I thought that being perfect
would make up for this one flaw.

And it took a lot to
realize that who I was

and who I love was not a flaw.

There's a light at
the end of the tunnel.

Don't give up.

You're gonna learn
to love yourself

more than you thought
anybody could ever love you.

Okay. Listen, I'll be
right fucking back.

Don't move. Don't move.

You know,

no matter what you're
going through or how bad,

I feel like there's never
a reason to end it all,

to not want to be here anymore,
because it all works itself out.

There's more people to meet.
There's more places to go.

There's more things to do.
There's more highs to reach.

There's more lows to
make you learn stuff.

There's more.

I guess when the lights came on,
when the flashlights came on,

that was the moment that,
like, really hit me,

because I can also see,

like, the people
even up top and shit.

I was like, "Oh, my
God, this is crazy."

And then... And I got,
like, a little emotional.

Yeah.

My eyes started to water up.

You know how your eyes
water up and... and, like,

everything that's a light turns
into, like, a star almost?

So, like, that was crazy to see.

Yeah, it seemed like
thousands of stars.

That's what it looked like.

I was like... I was like, uh,
it was kind of, like, funny,

but it was also
kind of emotional.

But it was, like,
funny the way that,

"Oh, my God, I started
to do this music thing

and it actually
worked," you know?

All right, uh, what
day is it? January...

January 8th, 2019,

and I finna eat
some fucking pizza

and, you know, say some words.

I just put out "Old Town Road"

and it's doing
pretty fucking good.

And... You know, right now...

no matter what, you
know, 3K on Instagram,

2K on YouTube...

not even 1K followers on
Spotify yet, I don't think.

But I'ma hit y'all back a
year from now and, you know,

we're gonna see where I'm at.

All right.

I didn't even know it
was a sample at first,

so when I did figure
out it was a sample,

I was like, "Oh, my
fucking God, I'm doomed."

Luckily, Nine Inch Nails
didn't know the song

had blew up yet,
because they would've

probably would've
took, like, 99 percent.

I think the moment
that I heard the loop,

the, like, original instrumental
of that song, I, like...

That feeling I
always talk about,

it was, like, on an
astronomical level.

You can, like, mistake.

That's why... that's why I
guess I'm so spiritual now.

And you can, like,
mistake a feeling that,

when I heard that,
I almost, like...

I got, like, emotional

and it's just, like,
a loop and drums.

I'm just like, "Oh, my God,

this is gonna be
something great."

I remember, like, a few days

after I released
"Old Town Road,"

I tell my dad, I wanna
take off a semester

to do music.

He was like, "You
know there's like

a one in a million chance."

My stepmom was like, "So,
what's y'all gonna do?"

Like, "What's y'all plan B?"

I was just like, "I
don't have a plan B."

♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪

♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪

♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪

Like, nobody has any idea,

like, what's about to
happen or anything.

But I just know,
like, in my heart,

I'm like, "Oh, okay.

I'm about to, like,
blow up, you know?"

Who knows this
motherfucking song?

♪ Yeah, I'm gonna take My
horse to the old town road ♪

♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til
I can't no more ♪

♪ I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road ♪

♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til
I can't no more ♪

♪ I got the horses in the
back Horse tack is attached ♪

♪ Hat is matted black ♪

♪ Got the boots that's
black To match ♪

♪ Riding on a horse, ha ♪

♪ You can whip your Porsche ♪

♪ I been in the valley ♪

♪ You ain't been up
Off the porch now ♪

♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪

♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪

♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪

♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪

♪ Yeah, I'm gonna take my
horse To the old town road ♪

♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til
I can't no more ♪

♪ I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road ♪

♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til
I can't no more... ♪

I mean, it is so insane,

like, the trajectory of life
and how quickly shit can happen.

♪ I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road ♪

♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til
I can't no more ♪

♪ I'm gonna take my horse
To the old town road ♪

♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til
I can't no more ♪

♪ I'm gonna take my horse... ♪

♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til
I can't no more... ♪

Nas, you're on fucking fire.

You owned them all.

You heard them? I owned them.

You owned those motherfuckers.

Our Montero's universe

has expanded beyond
his wildest dreams.

For most, these heights will
mark the end of the story,

but our hero still
has a long way to go.

No one on earth would believe
that was your first show.

Ain't always shaking my
nerves off, you know?

I was getting
comfortable up there.

I love you so much.

- I love you, too.
- I can't believe

you didn't forget a single...

Like, I'm... I'm shocked.

Oh, I forgot a lot.

You just didn't know.

This is only the beginning.

There's more to be written.

Yeah.

Everybody!

All right. What's going on?

He's gonna start? I can feel it.

Thank you. I love y'all.

Love you.

The... the show last
night was interesting.

We had some protestors outside.

Lil Nas X will never
do anything for you.

All he's going to do is
make you feel your sin.

He's gonna make you feel
indulged in your sin.

- Oh, I'm gonna feel my sin.
- Yeah. Yeah. You will.

Yeah, and one day, you're
gonna face the living God.

But it was very cool seeing
all of the, like, fans

in the audience, or
in the line rather,

kind of unite against them.

Like, it was a lot of kids,
like, flipping them off

and all wearing
glitter and neon.

Suck a dick! Suck a
dick! Suck a dick!

Suck a dick! Suck a dick!

Suck a dick! Suck a dick!

No thank you, I really...

♪ Oh to see without my eyes ♪

♪ The first time
That you kissed me ♪

♪ Boundless by the
time I cried... ♪

Oh no, he's hot.

I think it's really
great when people have...

like, a sense of, like,
belonging to something

or, like, feel like

they're part of
something bigger.

And I feel like that's
what those people feel

like they're doing,
so it's, like,

part of me is, like, "Oh, wish
they weren't, like, hateful

towards this," but it's,
like, another part is like,

"Oh, that's kind of
dope, like, these people

have their own, like,
group where they feel

like they're doing something
to change the world."

That's really...

that's really nice
for them, you know?

I guess I, like,
actually paid attention

to one of the
videos. I was like,

"Oh, that's kind of fucked up,"

like, what... what
they were saying.

I don't know.

It's like, um, "Do
you see what he did?

He comes out with a
kid-friendly song,

and then he goes and
becomes super sexual,

and then tries to
convert." I don't know.

And it was like, I was like,

"That's not exactly
what happened."

Lil Nas X is not going
to fulfill anything.

You're going to go in there,
you're going to drink,

you're going to smoke.

What about Chase? Who's Chase?

Who's Chase?

Chase is my nephew.

When I started to,
like, make music

and I was, like, at
my sister's house

all the time, he was,
like, my first fan.

Okay, y'all, my nephew
dared me to do something.

So, okay, go ahead.

Weave.

Listening, knowing the words
to my songs and, you know,

like, stuff like
that is a real boost

as a beginning artist.

I was really afraid...

of, I guess, him even looking
at me differently too...

uh, when I did come out
and stuff like that.

You see a lot of minds
get, like, tainted

by the world around them.

I just hope his mind
doesn't, you know?

All right, TikTok, I'm
finna teach my nephews

to not be homophobic.

Hey, hey, hey, y'all.

- What?
- Don't...

don't be homophobic.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Even before any of
this satanic shit

and the devil,

so many little kids became,
like, Lil Nas X fans and shit.

And it was already
being painted as that.

It was, like, "Oh, it
was all, like, schemed

by these corporate giants
to... to poison our kids."

And, you know, I've always been,

like, a super goofy person,
so I was able to, like,

navigate my way through
it, like, joking a lot.

But, you know, I
feel like mentally...

like, you know, you
definitely feel,

like, bad about, like,
what you just did.

Hello?

Hi.

Hello, Tanya. How are you?

I'm doing great. How are you?

I feel like at the
top of this year,

like, I tried to be, like,
I guess, like, full-time,

like, serious and...

Yay, go Lil Nas X!

I don't know, just completely,

like, dedicated to being, like,

this serious artist
that everyone's gonna

take seriously,
blah, blah, blah.

We have Lil Nas X here.

- How's it feel?
- How does what feel?

I'm actually nervous before
every single performance.

No, this is my son, Bronco.

- Okay. Okay. Okay.
- What's up, Bronco?

And then I realized, you know,
I have the most fun as an artist

when I'm being a fun artist
or just like this happy,

playful being, that's
when I'm the happiest

and I think that's a
really vital part of me.

I actually think
it was kind of dope

that people were, like, outside
of my concert protesting,

like, that's some really
cool, like, rock star shit.

Good for me. I killed
them with kindness,

but I was a little
evil in doing it

because it was pineapple pizza.

I think I've always,
as most people do,

like, used jokes to, you
know, make life easier

when it's not, you know?

Oh...

Do you wanna have sex?

Could you imagine if
I forgot to mute it?

I'll see you later. You
have an amazing time.

I appreciate your time.

Thank you. I'll see you soon.

Did you see the baddie?

Saffa?

She's the baddest.

Who's that?

- Saffa.
- Saffa.

She's the baddest.
Oh, my God, Saffa.

If you had one superpower,

what would it be?

I told you, shapeshifting,

because then I could be a
bird or I could be an ant.

I could be a fly on the wall.

I feel like, I don't know,
sometimes like a slave

to my, like, human
body or some shit.

I'm just like, I wish I
could just fly sometimes.

I think shapeshifting
is dangerous though

because imagine, if
you turn into a bug

and somebody
immediately kills you.

- Are you ready?
- Uh-huh.

Okay, go.

Oh, my God.

This is kind of scary, actually.

I wasn't expecting
it to be scary.

Oh, my God. It's
kind of terrifying.

Go on. Go on. He's
not gonna bite you.

Or maybe he will.

Oh, my God. It
even has my grill.

Oh, my God. What the fuck!

Look at your hair.
Touch your hair.

Oh, my God.

Are we gonna do this?

I'm not gonna do that with you.

Kiss him.

In New York, my stepmom

and my brothers
came to the show.

My brothers, I feel like
our relationship was, like,

super tight where I can do
almost anything around them now.

We already know the vibe.

We turn up everywhere we
go. Turn down for what?

Long live Montero Tour.

He said it ain't even on
the same wave as y'all.

I had to switch it up.

What's up, my boy?

Had to switch it up real quick.

At the end of the day,
we only had each other.

Like, our parents, they
were doin' what they doin'.

We got separated, you
feel what I'm sayin'?

All of us got
separated, you feel me?

Everybody found their
way back to each other.

When we lost our
grandma, like...

Appreciate you.

Shit really was different,
you feel what I'm sayin'?

Because that, like,
that was her heart.

And that was his heart
because, you know,

no cap, I'ma let you know,

that little motherfucker
was spoiled.

Finally got what I was saying,
to the real tight shit.

It was the reason
why he was taken care

of the way he was taken care of.

He had a destiny. My
grandma knew something

about that baby
when he was young.

She knew he was the chosen one.

I thought we were
going to the top?

You have to go down.

You have to... There's,
like, a special door

you have to take to get there.

Oh, you gotta go down
to go up. That's life.

We used to have, like, a
love-hate relationship.

As we grow, we start
likin' each other more.

And then, boom, he got rich. Oh!

He come up outta nowhere.

There you go.

Who just got cleaned?

Montero, look.

- Mommy!
- Oh, my God!

Y'all didn't know I was coming.

Why you here? Why you here?

You're not supposed to be here.
You're not supposed to be here.

I can go where I
wanna go. I got money.

You got the shirt on, too?

My stepmom, I don't know,
it still feels, like,

really weird, like,
being flamboyant

or closer to, like, myself

that I show most
people, around her.

He four months.

Wanna introduce yourself?

Hi, I'm Mia Stafford. Lil
Nas X Montero's mother.

Mm-hmm.

- What else you wanna say?
- I hope I...

What you expectin'
for the show tonight?

I hope not to cry.

Don't cry. You won't cry.

- You gon' be happy.
- It's gonna be happy tears.

I have one thing for
you to do. One thing.

You gotta promise to
sign these four for me.

I actually printed
these pictures I have...

Oh, no autographs.
I'm kidding.

When you... when
you... when you finish.

We got a marker?

Lemme get one, I got you.

Let's see.

Now, I'm warning you now

the signature ain't changed.

They don't care.

They just... they
just love Lil Nas X.

The thing that has come with,

like, my success...

is the idea of...

fear for them, and the
feeling of fear of losing me,

and not tripping on their words.

I've seen my family become
much more accepting...

of what I am and people like me.

And I think that is
super dope and beautiful.

But...

I don't know.

I feel like there's a
lot of things that...

people may wanna say but don't.

They don't wanna
lose me as, like,

an asset of a person, you know?

- Oh, my God. Hey.
- Hi.

- How are you, friend?
- Hi, precious.

- You look amazing.
- So do you.

- I love the hair.
- I love your outfit.

- Oh, my God.
- Did you not know I was here?

Oh, my... I did.
But this is crazy.

You better put on a show for me.

Fuckin'... Now, I'm nervous.

I'm not performing anymore.

Do you remember
coming to my show?

Yes. That's literally...
Your show literally inspired

some things happening
here tonight.

Whoo!

♪ You know I never
Did you wrong ♪

♪ You know I'm right
here By the phone, dawg ♪

This song is, like, I guess,

mainly responds to
a lot of family.

When someone who gets, like,

famous and rich and whatnot,
everyone wants to hit them up.

And basically, if
you don't call them

and talk to them and
respond to all their needs,

then to them, it's, like,

you're fake, you're
a terrible person,

you're going Hollywood,
you're selfish.

Montero! Montero! Montero!

♪ Breaker, breaker, 911
Somebody come get this bitch ♪

♪ Thinkin' you a
star On the rise ♪

♪ You got time to reply Don't
lie, you can hit my shit ♪

♪ You can lend me five
Lil' nigga, on the side ♪

♪ Lil' nigga, couple thou'
Need to fix my whip ♪

♪ How you switch
sides On a nigga ♪

♪ Who was down
With you, nigga? ♪

♪ You a fraud, just a
fib My nig', my nig' ♪

♪ Oh, oh ♪

♪ You know I never
Did you wrong ♪

♪ Even though I'm right
here By the phone, dawg ♪

♪ You know you
never Used to call ♪

♪ Keep it that way now ♪

♪ I'll treat you like
You're dead right now ♪

♪ I'm on your head right now ♪

♪ You wanna fuck with
me So bad right now ♪

♪ Well, now You
can't right now ♪

♪ 2018 I was in my
sister's house ♪

♪ The whole summer ♪

♪ Songs wasn't doing numbers
Whole life was going under ♪

♪ Left school, then my dad and I
Had a face to face in Atlanta ♪

♪ He said, "It's one In
a million chance, son" ♪

♪ I told him, "Daddy,
I am that one", uh ♪

♪ I ain't never need 'em, huh ♪

♪ I ain't never
need No nigga, uh ♪

♪ I ain't never
need No feature ♪

♪ If I didn't blow I
woulda died tryna be here ♪

♪ If it didn't go Suicide,
wouldn't be here ♪

♪ Now they all come around
Like they been here ♪

♪ When you get this
rich And famous ♪

♪ Everybody come
up To you singin' ♪

♪ Hallelujah, how'd you do it? ♪

♪ You been on my mind You
been runnin' through it ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Hallelujah, how'd you do it? ♪

♪ You been on my mind You
been running through it ♪

♪ Yeah... ♪

I feel like that's an
important part in life,

like, letting go of
people that you feel like

are taking the advantage of you.

♪ You know You
never used to call ♪

♪ Keep it that way now ♪

♪ I'll treat you like
You're dead right now ♪

♪ I'm on your head right now ♪

♪ You wanna fuck
With me so bad ♪

Do you want them in here?

No.

Nah.

It's crazy, like, this
is actually my first,

like, fuckin' show in Atlanta.

Like, this is the
place I started music

and it's my first time
having a show here.

Long live Montero.

- Period.
- Period.

Hey, Siri.

Can you set an alarm
for 34 minutes?

I think my dad was the
first person that I,

like, came out to, it was
just, like, kinda awkward,

and, you know, he
was kind of, like,

"It could be, like,
the devil tempting you

and whatnot."

Which I understood,
like, to a degree.

I mean, you gotta
think about it.

Your son gets rich and famous,
and suddenly, like, he's gay.

It just sounds like
everything the YouTube things

warned you about, you know?

Okay.

Let me see.

I think my dad's
side of the family

is a bit more conservative.

But one great thing about
them is they are very,

like, family oriented.

They're all about togetherness.

But even there, I
guess, I would feel like

uh, somewhat of, like,
a stepchild sometimes.

That's fashion.

♪ Whispering ♪

♪ In his ears... ♪

My grandma loved
the Braves so much.

She used to love
these goddamn Braves.

♪ Potion for love ♪

♪ Telling him ♪

♪ I'm sincere ♪

♪ And that there's
nothing Too good ♪

♪ For us ♪

♪ And I just got to be me ♪

Wow! Wow!

♪ Free, free ♪

♪ And I just got
to be me Yeah... ♪

He is probably extra
nervous tonight

because Dad is here,
aunties, you know?

His whole family is
here, so, you know,

maybe he'll try to be
more subdued on the stage,

so, you know, I guess he...
You know, he's kinda nervous

that he can't do
his thing, you know?

Being... being Montero,
you know what I'm saying?

But I told him last night,

"Hey, man, be you.

Do you, we all support
you, we all love you,

we know your story, we
know where you came from,

and we're excited to
see where you goin'."

We call him Doobie, so he's
still just Doobie to us.

You know, he's not... I don't
see him as a major star,

I see him just as my
son. That's my baby boy.

So, thanks to me
all of y'all here.

Thanks to me everybody's here
because I didn't use a condom.

This song has a chokehold on me.

It's a great song.

This song. This song.

She was not playing
with them bitches.

She was so serious.

Do you think, um...

singers back then
were, like, um,

uh, saying shit like that?

Like, "I'm not playing
with these hoes."

You think she said
something like that

when she left the studio?

Do it, say it again,
sing it out for me,

- "No!"
- No!

There it is, one
more time, together.

♪ No, no, no, no, no, No,
no, no, no, no, no, no ♪

Are you gonna go under?

Ba! Ba!

♪ Make your old
man Proud of you ♪

♪ Forget about the tears ♪

I hear you and your dad have
a really great relationship?

♪ On the level... ♪

Is he proud of you?

Is he like, "Son,
I'm proud of you"?

♪ Stand up like a man ♪

♪ If I say so Know
they gon' ride ♪

♪ I know G's, and you
know They ain't nice ♪

♪ If I pop up I'ma
want it, but I get by ♪

♪ Tell the devil I
can't have him inside ♪

♪ Tell the reaper
He don't want it ♪

♪ He don't want it, oh ♪

♪ I know everything's
Gonna be all right ♪

♪ Tell the reaper
He don't want it ♪

♪ He don't want it, oh ♪

♪ I know everything's
Gonna be all right ♪

The award goes to Lil Nas X.

- Lil Nas X.
- Lil Nas X.

The number one song on
the Billboard Hot 100,

"Call Me By Your
Name" by Lil Nas X.

I feel like every day,
though, I'm able to, like,

slip from it a little
bit more and be just,

like, a little bit just
more free in general.

That's more conservative, right?

Mm-hmm.

I like reserving a bit, huh?
It's not too much, right?

Just the right amount of leg.

Grab what you want, Chase.

You want something from there?

You don't think so?

- Are you serious?
- Yeah.

Do I look stupid?

No, it looks great.

What do you think?
Do I look stupid?

I think you look dope.

Hello, family.

I love it.

How are you?

Like, what's up, Dad?

You sure I don't look stupid?

Like a little stupid?

I like that, like,
that skirt is low-key,

like, a big transitional
moment in my life

that was so small
but such a big thing.

It's easy to, like, go
to a music video set

and do some, like,
super, like, fruity shit.

But to, I guess, like,
walk out in front of, like,

both sides of your family in,
like, this little skirt...

and the fuckin' shirt that
has, like, every version

of the LGBT flag
on the back of it

is, like... It's, like, crazy.

It's, like, really
freeing almost.

Not almost, it actually is.

Hold on, hold on, hold on.

I love my mom and dad to death.

But I feel, like, disconnected
from them, you know?

Even when I first came out,
I still, like, never talked

about, like, boys and
stuff in front of family

or... or just, like, any
other experience at all.

It was just, like, the
elephant in the room, you know?

And I feel like even
now though, I guess,

it's still kinda hard
to be open, like,

when I'm dating
somebody or somethin'.

And my dad actually
talked to me about it,

he was like, "You know
you can let me know,

like, what's happening
on that side"

and stuff like that, so,
like, that was really great,

but it's still, like...

It's a fight to
get that out there,

but we're getting closer.

I mean, like, you
gotta think going from

"the devil is tempting you,"

to... to fucking
coming to a gay club

with me is crazy.

♪ Whispering ♪

♪ In his ear ♪

♪ My magic potion for love... ♪

And so now, I just, um,

I guess I'll just
try to be, like,

just more free in
general because, I mean,

everything I fucking do,
I guess, at this point,

I'm always just
tryin' to, I guess,

challenge the way my
family or just, like,

the world in general,
like, looks at things.

Being back home in Atlanta,

taking a picture
with my mom and dad,

looking into the audience,

and seeing, like, my
nephew right there,

it's just crazy because he's,
like, my first fan ever.

To me, it's like a
full circle moment

that I'm probably
gonna look back on

like, "Oh, my God,
I remember that."

It feels like I'm
having a great time.

It feels like I'm
having the best time.

It feels like, um...

It feels like I'm living life.

♪ And that there's
nothing Too good for us ♪

♪ But I want to be free, free ♪

♪ Free ♪

♪ And I just got
to be me Yeah ♪

♪ Me, me ♪

One, two, three, four.

♪ Need a boy who can
cuddle With me all night ♪

♪ Keep me warm, love me
long Be my sunlight ♪

♪ Tell me lies, we can
argue We can fight ♪

♪ Yeah, we did it before
But we'll do it tonight ♪

♪ An afro, Black boy
With the gold teeth ♪

♪ With dark skin, looking
at me Like he know me ♪

♪ I wonder if he
got The G or the B ♪

♪ Let me find out and
see Coming over to me ♪

♪ These days I'm
way too lonely ♪

♪ I'm missing out, I know ♪

♪ These days I'm
way too alone ♪

♪ And I'm known For
giving love away, but ♪

♪ I want ♪

♪ Someone who love me ♪

♪ I need ♪

♪ Someone who needs me ♪

♪ 'Cause it don't feel right
When it's late at night ♪

♪ And it's just
me In my dreams ♪

♪ So I want ♪

♪ Someone to love ♪

♪ That's what I fucking want ♪

♪ I want ♪

♪ Someone who love me ♪

♪ I need ♪

♪ Someone who needs me ♪

♪ 'Cause it don't feel right
When it's late at night ♪

♪ And it's just
me In my dreams ♪

♪ So I want ♪

♪ Someone to love That's
what I fucking want ♪

No, he was really reading you.

- He really was.
- That's not reading at all.

I mean, like, I'm not
gonna say some names,

but some of these bitches
are just like Debbie Downer

- personalities.
- Oh, my God.

And some bitches are like fun.

- Oh, my God.
- There's, like,

cool people and there's, like,
people that are just like,

"I wanna go home."

'Cause, bitch, I do.

- "I wanna go home."
- Wait. Can I see really quick?

"My boyfriend..."

"My boyfriend's at home."

Check the jiggle.

Sean has helped bring me out

of my comfort zone so much
concerning my sexuality.

'Cause, I mean, I was so
against doing anything

like, feminine, bringing
that side out at all...

or even, like, I don't
know, having gay men

on stage with me
and shit like that.

'Cause I wanted to, at
first, like, stay, like,

the acceptable gay
person, you know?

Like, this is the one

that doesn't shove
it down our throats.

It's the one that, like,
keeps it to himself.

I felt like, even nowadays,

I'm not, like, ever able
to be 100 percent around,

like, family members.

I feel like I'm most myself
with maybe the dancers,

if... And I know
that's, like, crazy.

Rocco, to the front.

I love that they're all
usually, like, just so vibrant,

full of life and,
like, happiness,

and just really
confident in themselves

and able to just,
like, move so fluid.

And I'm just, like,
in awe, you know?

Yeah. We some superstars,
for real. Especially Nas

- 'cause he be eating it.
- Yeah.

Let's do a group scream.
Ready? One, two, three.

The fact that he's a gay artist

and he's Black, I really
resonated with that.

And, like, just generally
his artistic vision, like...

This whole experience

of being on tour has just
been a dream come true.

Being on stage and
performing this show

feels like magic
every night, you know?

The connection and the bond

that you form with people

helps transform relationships,
helps transform you as a person,

and turn you into
a higher power,

a higher being of yourself.

I'm inspired by them.

I love them. I see
them as friends.

I'm really happy to have
other people like me

by my side.

They help me... they help
me understand myself more.

- Wait. Why did I stop?
- You know?

I feel like that's one
of the best parts about

where I am in life
and what I get to do

and who I get to work with.

I'm able to finally,
I guess, like,

be with other Black gay
young men, you know?

And we share, like, common,

you know, like,
little commonalities

and... and whatnot. I
think that's really dope.

I guess, I didn't
see the value in that

until, like, I was
actually in that space.

That is how you win.
Okay? Like that.

I feel like maybe there's,
like, a weight lifted...

for a lot of...

Black gay men

and the way we're supposed
to behave, you know?

Tell me, do you feel, um...

Do you feel in yourself shy?

I mean, you know, you
walk around like this,

but do you ever feel that
you wanna hide away...

- Oh, no. God.
- Yourself, you know?

I don't wanna hide nothing.

God knows I don't.

I ain't never hid
nothing, holy macadandy!

I ain't never hid nothing.

I won't ever. I let
it all hang out.

I don't hide none. I
think that everything

is supposed to be showed.

Your limbs, everything
is supposed to work,

in the right function,
in the right pause

and the potions that
you have a notion

to give out to the world

the love, the gentleness,
the tenderness, the kindness.

You ain't supposed
to hide nothing.

You got it. God gave it.
Show it to the world.

Ain't nothing wrong. You
ain't hurting nobody.

You helping the world.

I don't know if he
ever explicitly stated

that he was gay or whatnot,
but like his idea, you know,

he'd be like, you know,
"Let it all hang out

and like..."

He's like... I think
his story is sad,

'cause I feel like
that's the story

for so many queer people,
where it's like...

they're doing these
amazing things,

making these huge strides...

and they kinda get, like,
painted over by history

as if they never
happened, you know?

I mean, of course, Black
people, in general,

but Black queer
people, even more so.

In life, we hide the
parts of ourselves

we don't want the world to see.

We lock them away.
We tell them no.

We banish them.
But, here, we don't.

We thrive.

Welcome to Montero.

Wake up. Wake up.
Wake up, Montero.

Montero...

Wake up.

♪ I caught it bad yesterday ♪

♪ You hit me with a
call To your place ♪

♪ Ain't been out
In a while anyway ♪

♪ Was hoping I could catch you
Throwing smiles in my face ♪

♪ Romantic talking? You
don't even have to try ♪

♪ You're cute enough To
fuck with me tonight ♪

♪ Looking at the table All
I see is weed and white ♪

♪ Baby, you living the life ♪

♪ But nigga You
ain't livin' right ♪

♪ Cocaine and drinking
With your friends ♪

♪ You live in the dark,
boy I cannot pretend ♪

♪ I'm not fazed
Only here to sin ♪

♪ If Eve ain't in your garden
You know that you can ♪

♪ Call me when you want
Call me when you need ♪

♪ Call me in the morning
I'll be on the way ♪

♪ Call me when you want
Call me when you need ♪

♪ Call me out by your name
I'll be on the way like ♪

♪ Hey, hey ♪

♪ I wanna sell What
you're buying ♪

♪ I wanna feel On
your ass in Hawaii ♪

♪ I want that jet lag
From fucking and flying ♪

♪ Shoot a child in your
mouth While I'm riding ♪

"Montero."

Along with being
sexually, mentally,

and emotionally liberating,

this song marked a
growth period for me.

I went from being the friendly,

likable neighborhood
cowboy in people's minds

to this controversial,
quote, "satanic," unquote...

gay guy.

I was, like, able to
break out of that mold

that people had built for me.

That was like a breakthrough

on so many different
areas at once.

♪ Oh, call me by your name ♪

♪ Tell me you love
me In private ♪

♪ Call me by your name ♪

♪ I do not care if you lying ♪

With "Call Me By Your Name"

and that release, I guess
I was just so anxious.

'Cause I feel like that
was my first time...

being able to, like, make
music that's so literally

about my life.

Yeah, I feel like it's
a very liberating song.

For me and other people.

Starting when I turned,
like, 16 or something,

I, like, kinda abandoned, like,
religion altogether at first,

and I was just like, "Oh,
my God. I don't want...

I don't believe this and
none of this is real."

But when I started to do
music, I can't explain it,

but I felt, like, a presence,
like, bigger than me.

And I was like...

"I know for a fact
this is gonna work."

The world that we
coming in, now,

my brother really opened the
doors for a lot of people.

Yeah, he opened the door for
me. Like, what I mean by that,

like, I'm not... I'm not
gay, you know? You feel me?

I'm... I'm bisexual.

He helped me be real myself.

My brother made me more open to
it. You feel what I'm saying?

You fuck with me,
you fuck with me.

If you don't, you don't.

Bye. Get out my person.
I don't need you.

At the end of the day,
people are gonna fuck with

who they fuck with, if
you know what I'm saying.

So stop trying to
chase a friend.

A friend going out would be...

There's somebody out
there like you. Trust me.

Every moment is an opportunity
for you to, like, decide

who you are and who you wanna be

and what the core of
your authenticity is.

And I really have to, like,
support people younger than us

who are brave enough
to be themselves.

And I see that in his
dancing and his choreography

and what he wears and how
he represents himself.

It's totally inspiring.

And I love to see, uh, that
energy in young people.

We're back in L.A.

I feel like this is almost
like hometowns again.

It's like second hometowns.

It feels more like home,
because I actually live here.

And Atlanta feels like past.

It's like I'm going to the past.

What do you mean by that?

Like, you know, it
doesn't feel like home.

It feels like a place
where, you know,

there's family and
stuff out there.

But, I guess, you know, I
always considered myself home.

So, I guess, where I dwell...

it's the most home
can be, you know?

I feel like this year
was the best for me

growing into an adult,
if that makes sense.

- Yeah.
- You know what I mean?

Like, I feel like this tour
has helped that so much.

And like, in Atlanta,
like, I can't explain it,

but, you know, I had some
conversations that I feel

changed the entire course
of my life, you know,

that I needed to have.

Needed to have.

It's lot of healing and stuff
and whatnot to do, but...

How y'all folks doing?

Fans.

- Is this thing gum?
- Sure.

- Do you have some?
- Oh, no.

Oh, I thought I said,
"You want some gum?"

Yeah. I'm like,
"Yeah, am I smelling?"

I need some gum.

I got you some of these.

- Yeah.
- Okay.

You thought you were gonna
get a cheap laugh out of me?

- Right.
- Huh?

I got something. I
got something though.

Just, like, heavy conversations,

in general, I wanna
have with my family,

like stuff I wanna talk about,
like, my brothers and sisters,

like, what the
fuck are we doing?

How the hell can we get
everyone in a fuckin' house

in the next five years
without it being just me

paying for it or
something, you know?

It's, like, stuff like that.

I wanna start having, like,
actual, building conversations,

you know?

Where do we go from here?

You're thinking too much.
You're Montero. You're Montero.

Let's get this guy out of here.

I definitely progressed
as far as confidence goes

throughout these shows.

You were right.

I didn't wanna say it
in front of everyone.

Oh, no problem. I know.

For a person that only has used

social media to
talk for so long,

like, saying actual words,
it's really hard to do.

But I feel like,
throughout this tour...

I've become better at
getting those points across.

On a... on a small scale like,
this is, you know, like...

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Just us doing a performance.

But on a biggest scale, like...

like, it just can't
be, like, half-assed.

- You know what I mean?
- Oh, yeah.

Absolutely. Yeah.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. At
this part, after your verse,

we... I say we come back
into this thing, and like,

'cause everybody get
right here, right?

I think you should
come over here too.

And then, 'cause I'll
do my little God damn.

And then I think we can, like,
do that at the same time.

You know, like...

One, two, three, four. One.

♪ Bring the cash out ♪

♪ I need one million ones For
the ones with they ass out ♪

♪ Blow her back out ♪

♪ All the bitches 'bout to bar
In the back finna act out ♪

♪ Oh, bring the cash out ♪

♪ For the freaks on the pole
And the hoes with they ass out ♪

♪ Get the draw, hit the floor ♪

♪ Shake that ass
Make it clap now ♪

♪ Southside niggas
on ten They lurkin' ♪

♪ Lookin' at my
friends Like virgins ♪

♪ Wasted ♪

♪ Wasted ♪

SAUCY SANTANA: ♪ Santana ♪

♪ You've got To
fuck me properly ♪

♪ Before you hit, Run
my money, monopoly ♪

♪ Smack, smack, smack ♪

♪ Keep chewin' On
this coochie, nigga ♪

♪ Get on your knees ♪

♪ Put this pussy On
your coochie, nigga ♪

♪ Have you ever made
love To a gold digger? ♪

♪ Fendi first, then
Gucci For this coochie ♪

♪ Not no Hilfiger ♪

♪ Uh, pussy boomin'
Like an 808 ♪

♪ Send him home, full
stomach He already ate ♪

♪ I'm on his mind, on his
chest Like a nameplate ♪

♪ I'm on the gram with your
man Make you deactivate ♪

♪ Uh, pussy great
They call me Tony ♪

♪ Bitch you tweakin'
I ain't fuckin' ♪

♪ With the little man
I'm lookin' for... ♪

♪ Dick in the pants Can
you keep up the pace? ♪

♪ The boys in the yard
They want a milkshake ♪

- If I get that part...
- Do it, you got it.

Everything will be great.

Good knees. Good knees.

You already got it.

Why you scared? You
gotta let loose on stage.

- Yeah, yeah.
- It's hard to let loose.

No, you scared of Saucy.

- You scared of Saucy.
- Yeah, I was scared.

I mean, how often do,
you know, I'm on stage

and getting twerked
on by another man.

It's not as often... It
doesn't happen a lot.

So, yeah, it was a
little nerve-racking.

Y'all ready to shake some ass?

They wanna shake some ass.

♪ Down souf hoes Up at
late night workin' ♪

♪ Ten toes down And they
won't stop twerkin' ♪

♪ Southside niggas
on ten They lurkin' ♪

♪ Lookin' at my
friends Like virgins ♪

♪ Wasted, faded, T'd up ♪

♪ Baby, yeah, you wasted ♪

♪ Faded ♪

♪ T'd up ♪

♪ Baby, yeah you ♪

♪ Bounce it biggity
Bounce it biggity ♪

♪ Bounce it biggity, bounce it ♪

♪ Too much money, I'm
22, already iconic ♪

I love you, Santana.

I love you, Lil Nas.

Everybody... Well, sit down.

We're gonna take a
picture first. Everybody.

My fans mean the world to me.

I'm really thankful for anybody

that would just publicly
just fuck with Lil Nas X.

He snuck out again.

I knew it. Right
when I pull up,

I'm like, "Oh, my gosh.

This guy is gonna
wanna test it."

Because he loves buildings.

He sees, like, this, busy...
He likes to blend in.

He's like, "Oh, I
could blend in here."

It's what he does.

- Oh, speak of the devil.
- Cool hand washing.

That was some really
dope hand washing.

Yeah!

Pretty good. You
made it. You made it.

So, I'm in my room.

I'm like, "Oh, my God,
man, I'm so bored.

What am I gonna
do? I hate this."

And I'm like, "I need to
go out and do something."

So I get outside and
I started walking.

And I'm like, "Am I incognito?"

Basically, like
this but with this

and, like, a mask. It
was just, like, "Oh."

And then I, like, start walking.

This guy said, "Man,
keep your head up, man.

Don't let these people
have you lookin' down,"

but I was really just
trying to hide my identity.

And then I walked and I walked.

I end up at this bus station.

Hold on. Where is it at?

Ended up in, like,
this bus station,

train station thing. I
go. I get me a bus card...

'cause I'm lit now. I'm lit now.
And then I hopped on the bus.

No, I'm a star!

Please, I'm a star!

And I realized my
phone is one percent.

I'm like, "Oh, no, I'm fucked.
I need to get a charger

or I'm not gonna be
able to contact anybody,

and I don't wanna be, like,
technically, like, missing."

And I'm, like, walking
looking for an Apple store.

I looked up to the right
and there's, like, my name

on, like, the outside
of this building.

I was like, "No fucking way."

You know... 'Cause, you know,
I would never be here on time

on purpose like this.

I'm always a little
angsty after a nap,

so I might be a little
pissy, but it's not you guys.

Butterfly, come
down here at once.

Get down here right now
or you guys are grounded.

Oh, he's so gonna get it.

I don't think the
threats are working.

Just... So should I try,
like, twerking or something?

You like that, huh?

You like that?

Is that what you want?

Is that what you want?
Now, you'll come?

Oh, they're coming.
They're coming.

They're coming down. Yes.

They smell something sweet.

Very funny, buddy,

but that's actually
a compliment.

Okay, guys. Come down.
You're ruining my movie.

I've had enough.

Come down at once.

This feels like my neighborhood
as... um, in high school.

This area.

- In Atlanta?
- The weather.

Uh, the houses.
This feels like...

this feels like I'm
back in high school.

Even these trees.

It's very Lithia
Springs, Georgia.

You know, a lot of
things had to go

in hand for me to
become a pop star

with the biggest song in
the world in a few months

after not making music
my entire life, you know?

Are you ready for last
show of the United States?

No.

I'm not.

Do you feel like you
were in a whirlwind?

It was all right.

Like, are you feeling pensive?

It was the best time
of my life though.

So I'll say that.

I really love that.

You guys ready?

Yes.

Dear God. God's angels
of the universe.

Uh, thank you so much for having
all of my team here tonight.

Thank you for this tour.

I can't believe
this is the last day

of the American leg.

And I just hope everybody
goes out there and performs

like it's their
last day on Earth.

I hope nothing goes wrong.

I hope the crew is set. No
offense. I love you guys.

Um, I hope this is the best
show we have yet. And please...

We're, like, we live in
this time where it's like,

it's the easiest to blow
up in the music industry

but it's the hardest
to, like, maintain it.

You're lucky if
somebody remembers

your name next year.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Okay. We're gonna do...

but the best one of all time.

Y'all, ready? One, two, three.

And I feel like that's
the one thing in life

that keeps me going more
than any other thing,

knowing that everything can
change so quickly like this.

Oh, my God.

And how crazy that can be.

If I take a shot,
can I go out there?

Nope. Just drink it.

It's electrolytes, it's
like getting an IV.

No, no. It's good.

This is gross.

I didn't say it tasted good.

What does it taste like?

It's electrolytes.

- That's it.
- Oh, my God!

Okay. That's it. You
don't need to do that.

Aaron, connect him to the house.

Where? Is he going out,
or doing it from here?

No, no, no, no. He's
gonna talk to the house,

then we're gonna take
care of something,

then we'll be right back out.

The house is on, house is on.

Hello? Can you guys hear me?

Wait.

Hey, look, I'm sorry.

I wanna come out,
but I just vomited,

so give me, like, five
minutes to get back together.

I'm not... It's not a joke.

We love you, Lil
Nas! We love you!

I love you, too.
Give me a second.

Can you get a bucket?

Hey, let me get everybody
to clear out this hallway.

Let's clear everybody out.

Clear everybody
out. Everybody out.

There you go. There it is.

There we go.

All good. Let's do it.

Ladies and gentlemen,

welcome to the stage

the undeniable,
the irresistible,

the pussy-popping. Oh,
God damn, he's cunt,

the record-breaking,
the Grammy-winning,

the fuck BET and
baddest bitch alive,

put your hands together

for the Industry Baby.

♪ Baby back, ayy
Couple racks, ayy ♪

♪ Couple Grammys on him
Couple plaques, ayy ♪

♪ That's a fact, ayy
Throw it back, ayy ♪

♪ Throw it back, bitch ♪

♪ And this one Is
for the champions ♪

♪ I ain't lost Since
I began, yeah ♪

♪ Funny how you said
It was the end, yeah ♪

♪ Then I went Did
it again, yeah ♪

♪ I told you long
ago On the road ♪

♪ I got what they waiting for ♪

♪ I don't run From
nothing, dog ♪

♪ Get your soldiers Tell
'em I ain't layin' low ♪

♪ You was never really
Rooting for me anyway ♪

♪ When I'm back up at the top ♪

♪ I wanna hear you say ♪

♪ He don't run
From nothin', dog ♪

♪ Get your soldiers ♪

♪ Tell 'em That
the break is over ♪

♪ Uh, need to, uh Need
to get this album done ♪

♪ Need a couple number ones
Need a plaque on every song ♪

♪ Need me like one
With Nicki now ♪

♪ Tell a rap nigga
"I don't see ya" ♪

♪ I'm a pop nigga like Bieber ♪

♪ I don't fuck
bitches I'm queer ♪

♪ But these niggas
bitches Like Madea ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Ayy, oh, let's do it ♪

♪ I ain't fall off I just
ain't Release my new shit ♪

♪ I blew up Now
everybody tryna sue me ♪

♪ You call me Nas But
the hood call me Doobie ♪

♪ I told you long
ago On the road ♪

♪ I got what they waitin' for ♪

♪ I don't run From
nothin', dog ♪

♪ Get your soldiers Tell
'em I ain't layin' low ♪

♪ Bitch, I ain't
running From nowhere ♪

♪ You was never really
rootin' For me anyway ♪

♪ When I'm back up at the
top I wanna hear you say ♪

♪ He don't run
From nothin', dog ♪

♪ Get your soldiers ♪

♪ Tell 'em that
the break Is over ♪

I mean, you know,
worries like hit my mind,

but it's like I always
come back to the thought

that I'm just getting started.

Los Angeles, I'd like
to introduce myself.

♪ I'm the industry baby... ♪

I didn't really know,

I guess, too much about Montero

until the last couple years,
and that was due to Lil Nas X.

This world, this
universe around me

is where I wanted to be.

♪ I wanna hear you say... ♪

I'm able to move more free.
I'm able to create more.

I'm able to be, you know...

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ I'm the industry baby Yeah ♪

Oh, my God. Really? No
way. Congratulations.

We call him Little Nas.

Really? That's sweet.

My third time here.

ATL hoe! ATL hoe!

- Happy birthday to you!
- Happy birthday, T-Dog.

Put your hands together
for my motherfucking team.

You even look good
with your head shaved.

Say "Hey, Auntie Sean."

It's giving superstar.

I am lucky and thankful enough

to create something that
I feel like is really able

to give people an
idea of my story,

where I come from and
where I see myself going.

I guess I'm, like,
desperate to, like, to find

that next phase of me
that, like, feels new

and feels new to
everybody else, you know?

I feel like I've been the
same me for like two years.

Through, like, the
Montero era, you know?

And I wanna be a new me now.

But I'm sure gonna miss this me,

but that's how life is,

you always miss
whatever version.

I'm sure it's
gonna be way better

but I gotta, like, find it.

And that's why I gotta get lost.

I feel like there's
something brewing

that's gonna be
so amazing for me.

And I trust that feeling.

I can't explain it.

It's, like, this anxious...

excitement.

Like, it's... Right now, it's,
like, glowing all over me.

I can't explain that.
I cannot explain that.

Like, right now, me
just talking about that,

like my body is on
a different plane.

I think what I want my
next album to be is...

escapism but, like,
happy escapism,

you know? Maybe that's it.

Maybe it's like getting away
but, like, in a happy way.

Maybe it's not, like,
escapism as in, like,

I don't wanna be alive,
but I wanna be more alive.

Yeah.

Hey. Hey! Stop it! Nas!

We love you, Lil
Nas X. We love you.

- We love you, Nas X.
- We fucking love you, come back!

♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪

♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪

♪ This door, in my home ♪

♪ Ain't ever going
To let me grow ♪

♪ She won't close now ♪

♪ Honestly She's
slowing me down ♪

♪ And it seems
This river it go ♪

♪ Ain't never going
To let me flow ♪

♪ These aimless rides ♪

♪ On a boat I brought
my tries to uphold ♪

♪ So can we keep it
going Keep it going ♪

♪ 'Cause I miss the moments ♪

♪ When the mornings
Dawned on me ♪

Long live, baby!

♪ And I could see ♪

♪ So where do we go now ♪

♪ I've seen everything
That we had to see ♪

♪ And figured it out my love ♪

♪ So where are we going? ♪

♪ So where do we go now? ♪

♪ We did everything
So endlessly ♪

♪ And only to feel undone ♪

♪ So where are we going? ♪

♪ Suddenly Gravity
is just like me ♪

♪ Pull me down Every
chance it gets ♪

♪ Holding me bound
To the way I is, oh ♪

♪ And therapy there's no need
It ain't no good for me ♪

♪ Why would I want to talk
About the shit I did ♪

♪ A penny for your thoughts
Is really all it is ♪

♪ So can we keep it
going? Keep it going? ♪

♪ 'Cause I miss the moments ♪

♪ When the mornings
Dawned on me ♪

♪ And I could see ♪

♪ So where do we go now? ♪

♪ I've seen everything
We had to see ♪

♪ And figured it out my love ♪

♪ So where are we going? ♪

♪ So where do we go now? ♪

♪ We did everything
So endlessly ♪

♪ And only to feel undone ♪

♪ So where are we
going So decide ♪

♪ I just wanna be
somebody New inside ♪

♪ I just wanna be
somebody Outside there ♪

♪ I just wanna be somebody ♪

♪ I just wanna feel
Consoled inside ♪

♪ I just wanna be
somebody New inside ♪

♪ I just wanna be
somebody Else out there ♪

♪ I just wanna be somebody ♪

♪ So where do we go now? ♪

♪ We've seen everything
We've had to see ♪

♪ And only to feel undone ♪

♪ Where are we going? ♪

It's so cold. It's so cold.