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Previously on One Tree Hill.

I have a right to my daughter.

You're not getting her.

Petition for annulment?

It'll be like the marriage never happened.

There's... no way that he signed this.

It's over, Haley.

Jake Jagielski.

You have the right to remain silent.

I love you.

I love you, too.

Did we have fun?

You tell me.

It's okay, Deb...

I'll be here when you get out.

I'm coming home tomorrow, okay?

Don't come home, Haley.

Nathan...

Coz I don't want you to.

And Hansel said to Gretel...

let us drop these breadcrumbs...

so that together we find our way home.

Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.

This year...

I lost my way.

And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate.

But, losing your reason for the journey...

is a fate more cruel.

The journey lasted eight months.

Sometimes I travelled alone...

Sometimes, there were others who took the wheel...

and took my heart.

But when the destination was reached...

it wasn't me who arrived...

it wasn't me at all.

And once you lose yourself, you have two choices:

Bye!

Find the person you used to be...

or lose that person completely.

Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been.

And remember the person you were meant to be.

The person you wanted to be.

- Jimmy, Jimmy, Jimmy... - The person you are.

Tree Hill student council is pleased to welcome-

No. As president of the student council, I promised you guys a good time...

I'm Brooke Davis and I'm an idiot, but, please welcome-

Jimmy Eat World, that's a great idea!

Brooke, it'll probably never happen.

Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer, you got The Wreckers and Pelthead to come and play;

you can totally land Jimmy Eat World and when you do,

I promise I won't break up with you to run off and join their tour.

That's it, isn't it?

That's why your heart's not totally in to finding a great band for the end of the school year.

Haley and Nathan.

Yeah. That, and-

Jake.

You've been calling my attorneys a lot.

I thought I could help.

Well, you just pissed them off.

There are two tragedy's in life:-

one is to lose your heart's desire.

The other is to gain it.

Now the little that Shaw realised at the time that his words would be the basis of your final.

I'd like you to write an essay on the meaning of Shaw's quote.

It's due on Monday...

and then your school year will be over.

I guess Haley's not coming back after all, huh?

Game to eleven?

I'll give you ten and the ball.

Game.

See?

You'll be back in no time.

Shooting weak-ass jump shots: that's your game.

I can hardly jump, man.

Look, I know you don't wanna hear this, but if you blow off this English final,

you're not gonna even be eligible to shoot the... 'weak-ass jump shots'.

It's about loss. I can help you if you want.

You don't think I can write about loss?

Hey sexy!

What's wrong?

I'm dead. I tanked my calculus final.

Are you sure? Maybe you did okay.

Erica, we hung out all week and I was totally unprepared.

And you can't exactly bluff your way through math, you know?

God, my parents are gonna kill me.

Hey.

Hey.

You wanna go on a road trip this weekend?

Okay, where?

New York, to see Haley.

Alright, odd I know, coming from me, but we do have finals.

The essay.

I'll bring my laptop. Whoever sits shotgun can do the typing; whaddaya say, huh?

And why Haley?

Why now?

Because we started the year together...

and I can't end it without seeing her.

Okay. I'll go, we can talk.

We need to talk.

What's wrong?

Well, I don't want you to be alarmed, but, my mother took a spill in New Zealand.

That's terrible.

She's asked me to come home.

Well, you have to.

And I don't know how long for, coz there's a bit more to it.

I may have a problem coming back into the States;

I'm not a citizen and, well,

Dan's trying to get me deported.

Deported?!

What is wrong with you?!

Why can't you simply stay out of my life?!

Why can't you?

Oh, please, I've been ignoring you for the last seventeen years!

Have you?

Coz you've been coming around quite a bit, Karen.

I mean, with all your anger and outrage.

Some would call it...

passion.

Don't flatter yourself.

Just back off Andy and Lucas.

And leave my world alone.

Isn't that what this is really about?

God!

Next time... that'll be your face!

You guys ready for the summer?

Yeah, me too.

But, first, let's give it up for the girl who made this happen tonight;

my bestest friend: Peyton Sawyer.

Peyton, Peyton, Peyton...

Jake...

You've been calling my attorneys a lot.

I thought I could help.

Well, you just pissed them off...

at first.

Then, you clearly weren't going away, so they went over Nikki's testimony line by line.

And they found something.

She lied, Peyton.

She said that she'd been away at college but she wasn't.

She hadn't been there in months.

Well does, does that even matter, you know? Is that enough?

Yeah, any lie is a lie under oath.

Once my attorneys get a hold of her transcripts,

the judge is gonna lift the court order;

I'll have sole custody of Jenny for a new hearing.

And a chance to testify against all her other lies.

That's... that's so great, Jake.

When d'ya get out?

A day or so, probably.

And I'm gonna come find you as soon as I do.

You did this, Peyton.

You've given me hope; and I love you so much for it.

Hey, hey, come on, don't cry.

Haven't you ever cried when your happy?

Come in, Nathan.

How'd you know it was me?

I can smell the confusion.

That was a joke by the way.

Nobody ever laughs at my jokes.

That's coz they're not funny, Coach.

Little bird told me you were moving back home.

That little bird's name Lucas?

He cares about you.

So do I.

You've come quite a distance this year.

I think moving out of that house has been good for you.

Coach.

Look at me.

I'm a mess.

Nah, you're just a little bit broken.

But it's nothing that a summer at High Flyers couldn't fix.

- Could've fixed. - Still can.

Dan Scott's not the only one with pull in this town.

The only thing that held you back as a player last season was heart...

and I've watched that change over the past year.

And I've been so proud of you.

That camp has world class trainers.

They can mend the physical part.

I have a hunch, once that happens,

the game will heal your heart.

I dreamt about it;

in the hospital...

about going to that camp.

I don't know.

My mom's coming home soon.

Gotta think about it.

Promise me you'll do that.

How great is this? Dinner together, steaks on the grill.

You not punching me.

So I got some good news today.

What's that?

Whitey thinks he can get me back into High Flyers.

Well, as much as I love hearing you talk about basketball again,

I really don't think camp's a smart play for you right now.

- Dad, its High Flyers. - Exactly my point.

You're injured Nathan. You don't want the scouts to see you like that.

Plus, there's your mother to consider.

Listen, I don't like to burden you with these things

but you're a man so I'm gonna be honest with you.

Your mother's pill addiction started when you moved out.

Now, in no way does that mean you're to blame, coz you're not.

But... she's gonna be vulnerable when she comes home.

And she's gonna need you more than ever.

Okay, guys, as student council president, I have one final duty

before the summer begins and this is it.

Tree Hill High, school is out and it is time to party!

Please welcome Jimmy Eat World!

So, it's kinda weird;

us... living under the same roof.

Isn't that weird.

Yes it is.

I mean, who would have thought this could have happened back when...

we were together?

You been talking to Peyton much?

Little bit.

I wish I was in her life more, you know?

Guess I know what loss you'll be writing about for your essay.

I lost myself this year, Brooke.

And what I did, I lost the people I truly care about.

Oh, by the way, um...

when we get to New York...

I hope you'll understand if we spend most of our time with Haley.

It's just... important that I focus on her today.

You know?

Of course.

Everything else can wait.

Lucas!

Oh my gosh! Hi.

Oh, well, it's about time the tribal leaders came to collect their squaw.

Oh, shut up, Chris.

Yeah, shut up, Chris.

Alright, I'm going.

Oh... I see you couldn't stay away from me.

Out!

I'm sorry. Oh, it's good to see you too, Brooke.

Yeah, you too, fugitive girl.

Well, so what're you guys doing here?

We bought your English assignment.

My- Oh my gosh, finals!

Oh, god, that just feels like a totally different life.

Let's go, diva.

Hey, Joey D, this is my friend Lucas and my friend Brooke.

What's up, guys? Ah, sorry I gotta drag her away

but we've got three meetings and a satellite radio interview.

- You ready? - Um...

I'm just feeling a little... flu... ish.

Haley...

Yeah, I-

It's totally going around.

Cover for me?

Really, because I'm just, I'm sick as a dog here.

No, no, wait Haley, no, no, wait... guys?

I'm gonna be sick

It'll be okay.

Dan can't actually affect me legally.

Yeah, but if you leave the country, then-

Yes, it could create a bit of red tape that would hold up my return to the states.

I'm gonna miss you.

Unless you come with me.

Bring Lucas.

Take the summer...

few years beyond that.

Oh, Andy, I would love to.

Honestly, there is nothing I would want more...

but...

with Deb's troubles and the businesses and-

Keith.

Come on in! What do you think?

No this is what I'm talking about.

So... what-...

what do you guys wanna do today?

Wanna... take a limo to see the city? You wanna-

I was thinking maybe we could just talk.

Yeah.

Um... I'm in New York city and my parents have resumed allowances;

I would be crazy not to shop right now so I'm gonna leave you two alone. Okay?

Good luck, see ya, bye.

What you walked in on in the dressing room was innocent.

Sure.

It was, look, I'm not with Chris, okay?

We were just kidding around like...

We used to do?

Yeah.

I miss you so much.

Erica.

Come on, Mouth...

give me some... mouth.

You're supposed to be helping me.

Take it from someone who was obsessed with trying to be perfect:

It's not about perfect.

It's about living your life and doing the best you can.

You're pretty great, you know that?

Yes.

I'm so great... that I'll make you a deal:

for every sentence you write of your essay...

I'll give you a kiss.

You think I could get an advance?

Jake's getting outta jail!

Ah, that's... that's great, Peyton.

He's getting Jenny back, too, so I'm gonna go see him right now.

Tell him I said 'hey'.

Hey, Nathan?

I'm sorry I'm happy.

Sometimes they come back, right?

Jagielski, long window.

Peyton, you don't have to-

Hi, Jake.

How's your sex life in there?

What d'ya want, Nikki?

I just came to say goodbye.

You're leaving before the hearing?

Yeah... this game's gotten old.

Well, I guess it's just as well.

Once the judge hears my side of things, it's not gonna matter if you're there or not. You know it.

Do you know how it feels, Jake?

Knowing that you'll never see your daughter again?

Knowing that she'll never be a part of your life?

You'll never see her walk...

hear her laugh or watch her grow.

Goodbye, Nikki.

Goodbye, Jake.

Oh, one more thing.

Yeah.

The next time you wanna hide my daughter...

you've gotta do better that Florida.

Do you know how it feels, Jake?

Never to see your daughter again?

Because you will.

Nikki!

Say goodbye to daddy, bunny.

Forever.

Nikki!

Guard!

Nikki!

Somebody stop her! She's got my baby! Nikki, come on!

Nikki!

Nikki!

I'm guessing you're here because of Nathan.

Kind of.

You know that he told me not to come home, right? You know that?

Look, mostly, I'm here because of us, Haley.

You know, I was... sitting in class... and...

I looked over and saw your empty seat...

and it struck me;

that not too long ago, it was just you and me.

Yeah.

Suddenly, it felt wrong; that you weren't there.

You think I was wrong for leaving.

Here's what I think:

you stood by me when I left the Rivercourt

because a voice in my head told me that it's what I had to do.

So I'm here for you, Hales.

And I always will be.

Even... when I don't understand it.

Thanks, Luke.

Thank you.

Because...

sometimes I don't understand it either.

Um, oh my god, Haley James?

We just saw you play last night, could we get an autograph.

Um...

yeah, sure.

Oh, thanks.

- What's your name? - Jennifer.

Lucas and Haley aren't back yet!

But you can come in to the Devil's lair.

Drop your things...

have sex with Chris Keller!

Whatever.

Here's the deal: Brooke Davis thinks Chris Keller can self-serve Chris Keller;

in other words, you can go-

Oh hey, Brooke.

What's going on?

She was just hitting on me.

Hey, we missed you at the on-air.

How's the flu bug?

Oh... it'll pass, thanks. How'd it go?

Well, without you, there's more time to talk about me.

It went great!

What?

I can't breathe... there's no room with Chris' ego! Can we go?!

Yes, let's go. You can show me what you got.

Hey, you can show me what you got, too.

Lucas, it was good seeing you, buddy.

Wow, yo-you angry or you just hitting on me?

You ever tried singing with you jaw wired shut?

I guess you're angry.

Do you think this is a joke?

Because it's not!

You're messing with people's lives; people I care about!

Messing how?

You mean having sex with Haley?

Coz I never did that.

Okay?

Is that what you needed to hear?

How's Nathan doing, anyway?

Don't go there.

Oh, come on, man, you don't think I think about the guy?

I'm a song writer; I carry all that crap around.

Well, then you should know how he's doing!

He's terrible!

Well, he should be.

Haley's a great girl. It would suck to lose her.

And you don't feel the slightest bit guilty about that?!

No, and I'll tell you why:

this is a one in a million chance we're taking here.

You gotta be selfish as hell; you're either all in... or you're out.

You don't think I've tried to talk to her about it?

In the middle of the night on some random bus ride?

Hell, man, I've talked to her a lot more than you have these past few months.

Listen, Luke, I know she's your friend, so...

you can hate me for helping her chase her dream, but...

I'm just trying to help her, now. You know?

That same way you are.

The rest, it's up to her.

Hey. Tell Brooke I said 'hi'.

You don't lock your door at night.

No one can hurt me.

Nah, that's where you're mistaken.

- Is that right? - That's right.

You see, I know about your little tax evasion scam...

and more than that...I have proof of it.

You know, I don't have any idea what you're talking about.

Really?

I see you've got a... new security system installed.

Who installed it?

Gotta diversify your portfolio, Dan.

Security's good business; I should know.

I own the company that put your system in.

I have your ledger.

You're bluffing.

Well, we'll see about that.

You know, leave all this. I plan to redecorate when I buy this place, anyway.

Oh yeah, sorry about today with the fans, earlier.

- We were talking and, I just, I'm sorry- - It's okay.

It's okay; actually, it was kinda cool to... see how far you've come.

You know, I'm proud of you.

But?

It's killing him, Haley.

I guess I just don't understand why it has to be one or the other: music or Nathan.

I noticed you weren't... wearing your wedding ring.

It's not because of the record label.

And it's not because I don't love him.

I just...

I feel like I don't deserve to.

Things were so much simpler when it was just the two of us.

But it's not.

- Hey. - Hey!

How'd your essay go?

I did the best I could.

Nice try, Hargrove.

Lucas... we've got to get out of town before I spot another sale.

I'm gonna go find somebody to carry these.

Here, um...

it's my English final.

Pulled an all-nighter.

Aren't you... supposed to be trashing hotel rooms or something?

You know, what kind of a rock star spends the entire night doing an English final?

Well... I am still Tutor Girl.

Right?

Besides, it was...

it was a pretty easy topic for me.

So...

maybe this means you're coming back soon?

No.

I'm not coming home, Lucas.

This is my life, now.

Oh, um...

I need you to... give this to Nathan for me, please.

Please, Luke.

So I guess this is goodbye?

Yeah, I guess so.

I... will always be there for you, Haley.

You'll always be my best friend.

Hey.

Come here.

It's all gonna be okay now.

Peyton...

- I have to go. - What? No, don't.

- Stay here. - Nikki found Jenny.

What d'ya mean?

She has her, Peyton.

What? How?

I don't know how, okay? But I have to go, I have to find her.

I'll go with you!

- No, you can't. - But...

Peyton.

You can't.

Why not?

I mean, what's the point of school and grades and all of this if I'm not...

God Jake, I can't be without you, I love you!

You're meant for better.

- I'm not! - You are.

Hey, look, I don't know, maybe I'll find Jenny sooner than later. Maybe I'll be back-

You won't! You know you won't!

Come here.

Listen to me.

I need you...

- to get past this. - No!

I need you to forget about me and move on.

Okay?

You're too amazing to carry this around.

You're too full of greatness and...

I love you too much.

But I have to go.

No!

You know, I can't have Jenny be with Nikki.

Jake!

Thank you.

You know, I coulda held you in my arms forever.

It still wouldn't have been long enough.

You miss Haley, don't you?

You gonna be alright?

Yeah, it's just hard to let someone go, you know?

It's okay that you're into Peyton.

I've been avoiding it the whole trip, but I found the things in your closet;

and its fine.

I just wanted to say goodbye before I left.

You're leaving now? Tonight?

I think it's best.

For mum...

and for you.

Andy...

Oh, and... I need you to give this to Lucas.

Of course.

Andy.

I love you, you know?

I do.

And I love you, Karen.

But, somehow, it just... doesn't seem to be enough.

George Bernard Shaw once wrote:

'There are two tragedies in life:

one is to lose your heart's desire...

the other is to gain it'.

Clearly, Shaw had his heart broken once or twice.

Where you been?

Went to see a friend.

Yeah? Anyone I know?

Not really.

You know you're bleeding?

Yeah.

It should probably hurt, but...

it's kinda weird; I don't feel anything.

As far as I'm concerned, Shaw was a punk.

Coz you know what? Tragedies happen.

What're you gonna do, give up? Quit? No.

I realise now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive.

Coz you are,

and that pain you feel...

it's life.

The confusion and fear...

that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better.

And that something is worth fighting for.

This year, I got everything I wanted and everything I wished for...

but, in a way, I lost even more.

Haley, the new tour posters are here.

What's this?

Um... nothing, you know, just... stupid kid stuff.

What d'ya think?

Wow!

Shaw was right:

as we strain to grasp the things we desire...

the things we think will make our lives better...

money, popularity, fame...

we ignore what truly matters...

the simple things: like friendship, family, love.

The things we probably already had.

So, Mr. Shaw thinks that getting your hearts desire is a tragedy?

I say he's wrong.

I mean, clearly, Shaw never kissed Erica Marsh.

Yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic.

But gaining your heart's desire...

it's all you can hope for.

This year, I wished for love.

To immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel.

My wish was granted.

And if having that is tragic... then give me tragedy.

Because, I wouldn't give it back for the world.