All language subtitles for Jill.2022.WEB.TUBI.720p_[eng]

WIN (VO):
I didn't stop yelling at him.

And at one point,
I pulled the trigger.

[♪♪♪]

Dear Jill,

I never had the courage
to reach out to you

and I am not asking you
to forgive me.

There are no excuses
for what I did.

I am only asking you
to listen to my story.

Our story.

[♪♪♪]

JILL (VO):
I do remember things
from our time in the woods.

Fragments only.

Sometimes I see images,
hear voices from the past.

Every time I read your letter
though things seem closer.

Much closer than
they ever were before.

JILL:
Ari--
Arizona.

-Arizona.
-Arizona.

-JOANN: Arizona.
-Arizona.

-Yeah.
-JOANN: You know this one?

-JILL: Montana!
-JOANN: Montana.

JILL:
That's where we are.

Yeah. And we live up here.

Here, by the “R”.

JOANN:
You're right.

That's where we are now.

JOANN:
It's where we are.

JILL:What's this?

The ocean.

Where is that?

It's-- it's all around us.

JILL (VO):
I didn't even call mother
after I received your letter.

We rarely talk on the phone.

The only thing she would talk
about is your brother anyway.

Once she called me
and said that she saw

his picture in the newspaper.

She kept us away from the trials

and said that we should try
to no longer think of you.

Whenever we asked questions,
she said that from now on

we should focus on what she
called "the real world".

[♪♪♪]

Mom?

JILL (VO):
There was no such thing
as a beginning.

Things just changed
and for me it didn't matter

Mom!

JILL (VO):
I knew that out father
would take care of us.

I remember him saying:

I just want them to all
leave us alone.

[♪♪♪]

♪ All the seas that fall ♪

♪ All the love that you had ♪

♪ Is gone ♪

♪ When you feel the fire ♪

♪ All the feels... ♪

♪ All the feels
my heart ♪

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

♪ And the seas have fallen ♪

♪ All the lakes,
seas have craved to long ♪

♪ And now all the fields ♪

♪ All the fields ♪

♪ And the fire ♪

♪ All the love ♪

♪ Is way too long ♪

BOY:
I want to go up there.

-TED: No.
-BOY: Yes!

TED:
You get down here...

[unclear speech]

Hey!

How did it go?

All in twenties.

JOANN:
Nice jacket.

Ah, it's a vest
not a jacket.

But look!

Dad got me a toy.

Well, I think I have something
you would like.

That's them?

You ready to find out
if you're smart enough?

Oh come on!

You know I'm smart enough.

Prove it.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Jesus!

Not again.

[♪♪♪]

JILL:
Mom!

[♪♪♪]

RUTH (ON TV):
Good evening.

I am Ruth Hinerfeld

of the League of
Women Voters Education Fund.

Next Tuesday is election day.

Before going to the polls,

voters want to understand
the issues

and know
the candidates' position.

Yes Ruth, entertain me.

RUTH (ON TV):
Voters will have
an opportunity...

Teach me.

RUTH (ON TV):
...to see and hear.

TED:
Yeah, right!

I can't fucking see
or hear anything!

TV SHOW HOST (ON TV):
Back to Mrs. Hinerfeld.

...is pleased to welcome...

Ah, spell democracy Jimmy!

I bet you can't even fucking
spell democracy.

TV SHOW HOST (ON TV):
And Governor Ronald Reagan
of California,

the Republican Party's
candidate for the presidency.

The candidates will debate.

Uh, questions on domestic,
economic,

foreign policy
and national security issues.

Bed time for Bonzo.

Nice fucking haircut.

TV SHOW HOST (ON TV):
The questions are going
to be imposed by a panel of--

I told you there are things
they don't want us to see.

Hey.

There are things I don't want
you to see.

I'm trying to watch that!

Old men talking bullshit?

Seriously?

Yeah.

They're going to ruin
the country.

It's important to know how.

I'll tell you what's important.

TV SHOW HOST (ON TV):
Barbara Walters,
correspondent.

[♪♪♪]

[Boys laugh]

TV SHOW HOST (ON TV):
We asked the convention center
audiences...

Nooo.

Ssh.

It's just a commercial, relax!

No!

No stop!

TV (VO):
Turbo's full forward thrust.

Where is that?

It's fiction.

But one day we will go
to places just like that, right?

I know it.

The moon was just
the beginning.

JOHN:
Dad said they never went
to the moon.

It's Colt's birthday soon.

Summer solstice already?

It's his birthday.

That makes it a special day.

TED:
Hm.

Sun do, whatever sun does.

TED:
Every birthday is special.

JOANN:
He'll be 16.

This one's more special
to Colt than you think.

He told me he wants
to go to college.

TED:
You're kidding, right?

You're serious?

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Can I get a coffee?

JILL:
Tell me the story.

What story?

The story that you made.

The one for Colt?

Yeah.

Meru is ten years old.

He's skinny
but very funny.

His hair is longer
than his arms

and it does get tangled up
all the time.

Meru has a brother
and a sister

and together with his parents
lives in a big city

called Urania.

Meru likes school
but his teachers are lame,

and not that smart.

And one day,
he met Naru.

[singing]

-Good job.
-Happy birthday!

Oh, seriously?

You finished it!

I invented them
and I wrote them all down.

It's not finished.

It's only the first book.

-It's gonna be a trilogy.
-Easy, easy.

John?

Look at that.

His hair is longer than
his arms.

TED:
Your brother is going to be
an important writer someday.

This is awesome buddy!

Thank you.

In a couple of years
he'll even outsmart me.

I think I need to be aware
of that.

He's not the only smart guy
around here.

Mom thinks I could pass.

And I want to try.

[Ted chuckles]

I want to go to college.

Are you telling me you want us
to spend thousands of dollars

so that you can get
a piece of paper

that isn't worth a single dime?

It's not just a piece of paper,
dad.

I'm gonna tell you something
that is very important.

I need you to hear me,
okay?

You either buy into their
system or you don't.

That diploma...

That piece of paper?

It's not just a piece of paper.

Ted, he's ready.

Can I finish my sentence?

That piece of paper is
their way of telling you

what you can not do

You can only do this,
you can't do that.

You can only do this.

And that's how they keep you
in a box.

You go to their university
for five years

and learn to parrot whatever
they say.

True
or false,

it doesn't matter.

If you parrot it well enough
they give you a piece of paper

that says that you think
just like every other idiot

who's parents had enough money
to send them to university.

It's not like that.

I'm gonna be a student.

I'm gonna study space,
I'm gonna explore the world.

What's so wrong with that?

Colt, you were raised like this
your whole life.

And now you're telling me
that you want to go

to university

to learn how to become
like one of them.

But this is--
This is different.

How do you not see
that this is--

TED:
This is different.

We made this.

This is not from university.

This doesn't come from
a diploma or a piece of paper.

This does not come
from listening

to what other people tell you
to do.

This comes from us.

We built this
with our own hands.

We're living our own dream.

Yeah, maybe.

But maybe not everybody
has the same dream.

Okay.

You ever think of that?

This here is a reality.

This is not a dream.

If you want to go,
find out about the reality

of your dreams.

Then go.

But do not come back here
crying

and do not expect others
to pay for it.

Are we clear?

Are we clear?

Yes, sir.

Happy birthday.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Are you going to leave?

I am not going anywhere.

Don't think about it.

Hey, it's fine,
okay?

Dad's just different.

That's all.

I wish that mom would've helped.

She just sat there
and didn't say a thing.

And it's gonna sparkle
everywhere, okay?

There's gonna be lots of sparks
flying.

It's gonna go "peng"
and shoot out.

It's time.

You ready?

Yeah.

Yeah!

Wow!

JOHN:
I'm-- I'm gonna light
my own fire.

WIN:
Oh yeah.

[Unclear]

NATHAN:
Me too.

He would..

He'll land up in fire,

[Win chuckles]

JOHN:
It looks like a dog.

What?

You lead the way.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[Colt howling]

WIN:
Colt!

NATHAN:
Colt!

Colt!

Colt, where are you?!

Colt!

Colt!

NATHAN:
Colt!

Colt?

Colt!

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Would you put this on?

Hm.

JOANN:
Where do you think he went?

He'll be back soon enough.

I'm not so sure about that.

You put him in a corner.

Don't try and blame me
because he ran away.

You're the one that started
all that university crap

with him.

He started it,
I was just helping him.

Thanks for the help.

JOANN:
Right.

TED:
He needs to find out
about things.

Things we obviously
can't teach him anymore.

What did we do
when we were 16?

We ran away,
smoked dope,

dropped out of college

and whenever we needed
something

we ran right back home
to get it.

JOANN:
You dropped out of college

and I never went back
to my parents.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

VOICE ON RADIO:
The motto of the United States
is ' E Pluribus Unum'.

From many, one.

More than other institution,

our schools built that one
from many.

Today our children need
good schools,

more than ever.

We stand at a verge
of a new age.

The computer age
when medical...

Why can't John tell such pretty
stories and I can't?

TED:
Because of a lot of practice,
I guess.

He's got a talent for it too.

What's my talent?

I don't know, honey.

What do you think it could be?

VOICE ON RADIO:
For our children.

How to take their places
as tomorrow's leaders,

we must teach them
the skills they need.

If America is to offer
greater economic opportunity

to its citizens,

if she's to defend our freedom,
democracy,

and keep the peace.

Then our children will need
wisdom, courage

and strength.

Virtues beyond their reach
without education.

Why don't you altogether
shut the fuck up!

Do you hear me?

[♪♪♪]

I'm sorry.

I only want them
to leave us alone, right?

Hm-mm.

[♪♪♪]

Bibs,
Bibs I'm sorry.

[♪♪♪]

You don't need worms
to fly fish.

Nathan...

John, move your arm.

I don't kill animals.

Listen buddy.

You can't survive on
thin air out here.

You're going to starve

if you don't learn
responsibility.

We've been over this.

Get your stuff,
let's go.

Bibs!?

Hey, Nate,
get your coat.

Bibs, let's go!

Jo, you're gonna have
some company.

Ted!

She's not coming.

For God's sake, Ted.

TED:
Where you going?

JOANN:
What is it?

JILL:
I don't wanna go.

Go with dad.

JILL:
No.

Right.

Let's get to work.

What are you spelling?

Why do weeds come back?

Because they are weeds.

Why are they weeds?

They are only weeds
because we call them that.

Actually, they're just plants
that grow wherever they can.

You can't get rid of them.

You can rip them out,
and they grow right back.

[♪♪♪]

Can you go take care
of the chickens for me?

Please?

Okay.

And wait for me there,
I'll come get you.

Don't go anywhere,
do you hear me?

Hm-mm.

[♪♪♪]

Joann!

JOANN:
I'm glad you came.

Roads are terrible.

You know I'm a good driver.

It's beautiful.

Where is everybody?

Hunting.

Come.

Oh.

Unbelievable.

I mean I know I keep
sending you a lot of them

but this is...

Where do they all come from?

A library that closed down.

Ted said, he didn't want me
to miss a thing.

It's a beginning.

JILL:
Cecelia is gone.

Jill, this is Mary.

Mary and I used to work
at a library many years ago.

You have a beautiful feather.

You want to show it to me?

Cecelia is fine, right?

Now, go.

You never told me.

How many are there?

Oh,
Cecelia is one of the hens.

It's the four boys
and Jill.

MARY:
She's sweet.

Ted must be really happy.

[♪♪♪]

Aww, you didn't.

I never wrote it
for the money, you know that.

Joann, I never thought you
would go for it.

You should have asked me.

Before you gave
my manuscript away.

This is your opportunity
to become

who you've always
wanted to be.

We are who we always
wanted to be.

We always wanted to live
different life

and Ted is very happy here.

He has changed a lot
since we've been here.

But?

Colt left.

He's been gone
for over a month now.

And we don't know
where he is.

What happened?

You're still playing this game?

No, it's not a game.

I need your help
with this Mary.

Listen.

I want you to publish
this in your name.

I want you to hold on
to the money.

For Colt.

I want him to have the money.

It could get him through
college.

Or through whatever.

I need your help with this,
Mary.

Please understand that this
is only between you and me.

I need your word, Mary.

No one can know
you've been here.

Not even Jack.

We've worked really hard
for this.

And I don't want anything
to change.

Mom!

Please, open the door.

Can you promise me something?

Let's just keep Mary
our little secret.

[♪♪♪]

What's going on?

What are you...

What are you doing here?

I didn't know that
you are in town.

Someone called.

He didn't say a thing.

Yeah, because it was me.

[♪♪♪]

Bedtime soon, right?

Hmm.

A lot of happy passengers
you've got there.

They are smiley faces.

They belonged to the woman
that sounds funny.

The woman that sounds funny?

Yeah,
the woman with the car.

But that's a secret.

Secret.

TED:
Secret.

-Ready?
-JILL: Good.

Good.

Hold out your toothbrush.

Tell me a story then.

"The Rabbit
and The Porcupine"?

-No.
-TED: No?

"Rooster
and The Pearl"?

No.

The story of

"The Woman
with the Funny Voice"?

-Yes!
-TED: Yes?!

Is that her name?

"The Woman
with the Funny Voice"?

No, it's Mary.

[♪♪♪]

So. why are you here?

[♪♪♪]

You could have told me
you were coming.

I guess we need to talk.

I came down here
to tell you.

Right.

You fucking lied to me.

I didn't lie to you.

Then why the fuck
do I need to hear about it

from a fucking six year old?

It was never the right moment.

What fucking moment do you need
to tell me the truth?

You don't want to know
the truth.

TED:
Isn't about the truth!

Is he mad at me?

They're mad at each other.

Go to sleep now.

How many...

Why would I not trust her?

How many times do you need
to learn

that they are all the same!

Who? Who is they?

They're waiting
for one fucking mistake!

One!

This is pointless.

No, it isn't.

The topography does the rest.

All we need is the gate.

What about the back side?

What's it all good for
if people can just walk in

from the north?

It's a two day hike
from the border.

And there's no road.

Still.

Take this package up
to your mother.

Why?

TED:
What?

-Why?
-Because I said so!

But you could drive it up!

I don't have to carry
it all this way!

I'm not gonna argue
with you, John.

Hey.

You don't want to help, fine.

You do something useful.

There is Win,
and Colt.

And this is Mary.

John?

What's going on?

How would you care?

John!

You're a coward!

I'll never talk to you again!

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Where is your father?

Still at the gate.

He opened Mary's package.

WIN:
What about it?

Well he took her letter from it.

How would you know?

There's no letter
and there's always a letter.

Well, maybe she didn't write
one this time.

You told her to leave us alone,
didn't you?

Yeah, even so.

WIN:
Even what?

You need to stop being so
paranoid about him.

You're the one who lied
to him in the first place.

[♪♪♪]

It's kind of hard
to concentrate,

with you being down here.

Whatever. Yeah, whatever.

So unless you have a reason
to be down her,

I'd appreciate it.
Thank you.

[♪♪♪]

It's from Win.

[♪♪♪]

He didn't talk to me
for 20 years.

He never responded.

Not to a single letter.

And I sent many,
believe me.

I don't even want to know
what he has to say.

[♪♪♪]

NATHAN:
Are you sleeping in here?

Yeah.

NATHAN:
There is not even real light
in here!

Aah. Go to bed.

[Sighs]

If you are just gonna have
a flash light

and just look at my stuff
and mess it up.

I don't want you here
while I go to sleep.

NATHAN:
I'm not messing it up.

Well, you might.

Will it fly like a real plane?

It will.

WIN:
Hey John!

Come on!

We need your help.

JOHN:
I have my own project.

John?

John?

John?

Keep an eye on Jill,
will you?

Hey!

Come on.

What are you doing over here?

No.

You know how to do this.

Be careful.

Why do I have to help?

John can do whatever he wants.

Because John is a little twat.

And you are like a grown up

who actually listens
to people

when they're talking to you.

John is not a twat.

He's just not like you.

John just needs time.

WIN:
Time for what?

TED:
Time to adjust.

Colt was very important to him.

He works different than you do.

Maybe you can help him.

Motivate him.

John is very much like
your mother.

They don't mean to be
the way that they are.

But they're both very insecure.

When people are insecure,

they do things that they
don't really mean to do.

And at the moment,

your mother is very scared.

And that makes it difficult
to deal with her.

You know, insecurity,
is like a cancer.

It makes you weak.

It feeds on you
from the inside.

Before you know it,
it's bigger than you are.

Before you know it,

that insecurity
is taking control.

Hey Nathan!

Why is he always running?

TED:
Looks like he got somewhere
to be.

I did make mistakes

and I am here to make up
for them.

And I brought you a plate.

No meat.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

He's building a fucking wall
around us

and you are just watching him
do it.

A lot of things have been
going wrong lately

and I'm to blame
just as much as your father.

I hate him.

I hate him so much.

Oh, he loves you so much.

He just-- He has a different way of showing it.

I miss Colt too.

But Colt is old enough
to make his own choices.

And he did make a choice.

I know that.

Hm.

But you didn't help him.

I did.

Mary was here for a reason

and I should have told him
about her.

I just thought it didn't matter.

Or the right time to tell him
would come.

But not talking
to one another

isn't gonna solve the problems
we have, right?

Come back to the house.

Your brothers
and your sister need you.

Hm?

[♪♪♪]

I made this for you.

I made one for everybody.

They are all the same size.

But I like yours the best.

Ah!

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Do you really think
they care about

what we do out here?

Well, we should be prepared.

Prepared for what?

Nobody gives a damn about us.

What is it with you?

It's illegal not to send
your kids to school.

It's illegal not to pay taxes.

And, it's a crime to grow weed.

I mean, what do you think
they're gonna do?

Say hi?

Shake hands?

Ask us over for dinner?

No.

Mom and Dad will go to jail.

And you, and your brother
and your sister

will be separated
and put into foster homes.

I mean it's like math, okay.

It's dad-math.

They have rules out there,
John.

And they enforce them.

If you ever actually about
these things

every once in a while,
you wouldn't talk like this.

You talk just like him.

It's not him.

Okay?

That's what you don't
understand.

It's the truth.

Mom doesn't talk that way.

Does she disagree?

Right.

Her not saying anything
is just her way of saying it.

You know,
you were right

what you said about
the north side.

[♪♪♪]

He can't "explain" things
in a letter.

He never talked to me.

Not once.

I asked him what happened
over and over

and he just sat there.

He didn't even look at me.

I begged him to talk.

He was wearing one of those
humiliating overalls.

And I just kept asking over
and over what happened.

And, he just sat there.

Then he yelled at me.

He said that everything
was my fault.

That's the only thing
he ever said.

He got the punishment
he wanted.

He wanted it that way!

[♪♪♪]

WIN (VO):
I admired our father.

Protecting us was what
I learned from him.

And I tried
to take responsibility.

It made me feel important.

Like a grown up.

Like I was doing
the right thing.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Wooo!

You got to be quiet.

Ssh.

It's done.

I made her come over
so I could sign a contract,

have it published in her name
and keep the money for Colt.

Only you could make a decision
like that.

And I respect that.

Did you read our letters?

I saw them.

I never touched them though.

No more secrets?

No more secrets.

[♪♪♪]

[Nathan chuckles]

It's obvious.

[Chuckles]

If you keep going his eye
is going to become

part of his mouth.

Oh! Hey, hey, hey, hey.

You haven't finished.

[♪♪♪]

Done!

Wow!

[♪♪♪]

Oh yeah!

There it is!

Come back.

Oh.

[Chuckles]

Try the pitch.

Up.

Right.

-WIN: Try the other.
-JOHN: It works.

You ready?

Yeah.

3...!

2...!

1...!

Go!

Whoo!

[Laughs]

Yeah!

I am a genius.

It really works.

-Give me that.
-No!

-Yes!
-No!

Hey, you got to turn!

Okay.

Hey, hey!

You got to make it turn now.

-JOHN: What did you do?
-Nothing.

John,
you got to turn right now.

Or we're gonna lose
the connection.

JOHN:
Yeah,
but it's not doing anything.

WIN:
Okay, okay.

Wait, wait, wait.

Do something, please.

I'll get it.

JOHN:
Turn off and on.

Yes, I'm trying.

Hey, Nathan!

Nathan, stop!

Right there!

Nathan!

Nathan!

[♪♪♪]

Nathan?

Nathan?

-No.
-Nathan!

Nathan, look at me.

I don't want to go
to the hospital!

John, get the keys!

You're hurting him, Joann!

He needs to fucking breathe!

[Nathan screams]

-Dad, I don't wanna go!
-It scares him.

Look, you're making it worse.

Dad!

TED:
He's bleeding from the nose.

NATHAN:
I don't wanna go!

TED:
Joann!

-NATHAN: I don't wanna go!
-TED: Joann!

-Stop panicking!
-Get out of here!

Hey!

Get the fuck away
from the car.

TED:
Joann!

Hey, stop the car.

Mom!

-It's okay.
-JOHN: Mom!

[Joann shouts]

Don't you fucking dare!

Fuck you!

TED:
Never do this again.

Aaah!

TED:
Never!

[Joann cries]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Here you go.

It's okay.

Okay.

Look daddy in the eyes.

Look at me.

Look at dad.

Open your eyes.

Bigger.

Good boy.

My leg hurts.

I know.

I know,
but you got lucky.

Because it's not broken.

You just have a really
bad bruise.

Win warned me.

And I didn't listen.

It is nobody's fault.

Accidents just happen.

You need to rest, okay?

What the fuck do you think
you are doing?

What's this?

It's uh...

What is this?

It's a map.

Dad, John was right.

Why are we building a gate
and a fence

when from the north
anybody can just walk...

Stop, stop, stop.

Right to the fields.

Stop!

You don't make decisions
like this.

I do.

Collect them.

All of them.

Win, think.

Think!

This has to stop.

Blood was running from his nose.

He could have a concussion,
internal bleeding.

He's fine.

You didn't see him
when they brought him in.

His eyes rolled back.

He didn't answer me.

It was a mistake.

Planting explosives isn't just
a mistake.

It's not his fault.

Because we can't have people
stumbling around

in our fucking fields.

This isn't about people
stumbling around.

This is not about them!

Okay, okay.

So, I am crazy.

I am the crazy one?

Okay.

I think the crazy ones
are the fucking hypocrites

out there.

You know how the world
works out there.

Just don't fucking lie
to yourself about it.

Ever since she came here
you have been so fucking...

...insecure.

Like you can't even fucking
think straight anymore.

You were the problem then

and you are the
fucking problem now.

We made a fucking agreement.

Together,
you and me.

We decided that we wanted
something different.

For ourselves
and for our children.

I was the fucking problem...

You're telling me
I'm fucking crazy

for trying to protect that?

This is not protecting us.

This has nothing
to do with protection.

We made the decision together.

You made this decision
with me.

We've always been on
the same page about that.

Now you come,
you take their side.

This is not taking sides.

TED:
It is about taking sides.

This falls apart if we're not
all on the same side.

I am taking him to the hospital,

even if I have
to fucking carry him.

You're not taking
my children anywhere.

You hear me?

-I don't care what you do.
-Calm down.

I am calm!

You want to go, go!

You are not taking
my children anywhere.

You or anyone else.

Do you fucking hear me?

[♪♪♪]

JOHN:
Go to sleep.

I can't.

Go try.

Okay.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Hey, I'm leaving.

Where are you going?

You know where I am going.

I am sorry.

I should have never taken you
out there in the first place.

I had no choice.

Your father started yelling
at people.

Just random people,
even friends.

He cursed at Win
and Colt's teachers.

He accused the mail man.

He was convinced someone
was opening his letters

and he became violent.

[Shushing]

What are you doing?

Stop!

Stop doing this!

Stop it!

Why are you doing this to her?

She's not coming back.

What are you saying?

Why are you saying that?

Because it's the fucking truth.

You don't understand.

No, you don't understand!

She promised!

She said she would come back!

The only reason she's not
coming back is because of you!

John...

[♪♪♪]

Please come with me.

I can't.

It's not your fault.

It doesn't even matter
who's right or wrong.

It's not your fault, mom.

I wanted us to stay together
as a family.

[♪♪♪]

I will come back.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Hey, hey, Nathan,
don't play with the food.

Stop playing with the food.

Don't tell me what to do!

Someone has to.

NATHAN:
You're stupid.

When's mom coming back?

Oh, stop it!

Give me my knife back.

Eat with your hands!

Give him his knife back.

She said to listen
to our father.

And do as he tells us.

It was quiet all day.

Good.

There's dinner.

Go eat.

Get something warm.

What is she gonna do?

TED:
Didn't we agree not to talk
about her?

Sure.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

John, you've got to run!

Why?

WIN:
It's them.

[♪♪♪]

No.

We do it just like dad said.

No flares,
no noise,

no attractions.

Until they start to fuck
with the gate.

Go!

Run!

[♪♪♪]

Dad!

Dad!

They're coming!

They're coming!

It's a police car!

They're coming!

Get up now!

They're coming, come on!

Let's go, now!

Get up, come on!

We've got to go!

Come on!

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

JILL:
Is it mom?

WIN:
Come on!

No, it's the police.

Put them downstairs, now!

-But..
-Go!

WIN:
Dad!

They just say there.

There was two of them.

They smoked,
one of them had a moustache.

And they tried to put a key
in the lock on the gate.

But it didn't work.

And one of them took a piss.

They talked.

And that was it.

It was like they were
normal people.

Nothing normal about
these people.

I want you back out there.

Kids, get in the basement now.

And I don't want to see anyone
when I get back.

It's safe down here.

I'll be right back.

It's a test.

Just wait.

It's only a test.

Why do only Jill
and I have to be down here?

Because.

What's all the hammering?

Dad's working.

You're a liar.

I'm not.

Yes, you are.

Just like you lied about mom.

She's not coming back
and you know that.

She promised.

She said she will come back.

Why are you being so difficult?

Are we hiding?

NATHAN:
Yeah.

But we are really safe
down here.

We will be okay.

WIN:
What if she does get
a court order?

TED:
How would she?

Straight.

Hold that straight.

WIN:
But if she does?

Will you go to jail?

TED:
No one is going to jail.

Trust me.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

What happened?

He puked
and his nose started to bleed.

Do you feel sick?

Tell me what happened.

Nothing.

It's just my headache
and then I had to puke.

I'm okay.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

3...

2...

1.

[♪♪♪]

What are they doing up here?

Nathan didn't feel good.

Do you feel okay?

I want you to stay inside, okay.

Win's gonna be here tonight,
do whatever he says.

If you hear the alarm
or you see the flare,

you hide down in the basement,
right?

Do you understand?

Are you even listening
to what I am saying?

Yes.

We have to do
what Win tells us to do.

And we can't go away
from the house.

If we see a sign,
we have to take shelter.

We can eat all the chicken
we want,

but we have to save some
for Win.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[Nathan chuckles]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Get up!

Everyone up!

-What was that?
-TED: Downstairs!

Up!

Get downstairs!

-What?
-TED: Downstairs!

-Come here.
-No.

Yup. Come on.

We got to go.

Let's go you guys,
downstairs, now!

Come on!

Come on.

[Shushing]

Stay down here.

[Shushing]

Stay back, stay back.

[♪♪♪]

JACK:
Anybody home?

Who is he?

Does he have a gun?

Everything will be okay.

What?

He's dead.

Go get a tarp
and some shovels.

Alright.

That's enough.

Hey, John!

I said it's enough.

Hey.

Don't you touch me.

Don't you ever touch me again!

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

I want you to read a story
to your sister.

And I want you to hold
on to this.

Don't stop reading
no matter what.

Okay?

Where are you going?

NATHAN:
Meru and Naru.

Meru walked through
the forest.

All by himself.

If he could only find
Naru again.

Together with Naru

he wouldn't mind being
in the dark forest.

Meru was looking for him
all day long.

Dad? Dad.

We have to leave now, right?

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

Dad!

No.

What did you do?

Why did you do this?

Say something!

Put the fucking gun down.

Answer me.

Open your fucking mouth John!

[John cries]

John, you put the fucking gun
down and open your mouth!

The sun was already high up
in the sky.

And he felt refreshed
and he knew that today

would be the day
that he will find Naru again.

[♪♪♪]

WIN (VO):
I took food.

Everything I needed.

Canada was about
a two hour hike.

I felt guilt,
but at the same time

I felt nothing at all.

My anger,
my grief,

everything was bigger than me.

And the only thing I felt
was fear.

[♪♪♪]

[♪♪♪]

[Cries]

[♪♪♪]

I didn't talk.

Not to the officers,
not to my lawyer,

not even to mother.

I didn't want to talk to her.

When the judge asked me
if I would plead guilty

to all three murders,

I said yes.

It was the only word I said
through out the entire trial.

Mother cried.

She kept yelling that this
wasn't true.

And the officials had to remove
her from court.

I kept the truth to myself.

I wanted it to disappear
forever, together with me.

I thought I would take
responsibility

and do something right,
for once.

[♪♪♪]

♪ There are two of us
on the run ♪

♪ Going so fast ♪

♪ Every doubt we had is
coming undone ♪

♪ And falling behind with
everything we left there ♪

♪ We held on far too long ♪

♪ And now we pass so many
people on the road ♪

♪ They could come along ♪

♪ I wish they'd been told ♪

♪ They may call it a shot
in the dark ♪

♪ From what we know ♪

♪ It's not unheard of ♪

♪ And we'll one day
tell our story ♪

♪ Of how we made something
of ourselves now ♪

[♪♪♪]

♪ There's no race ♪

♪ There's only a runner ♪

♪ Just keep one foot
in front of the other ♪

♪ There's no race ♪

♪ There's only a runner ♪

♪ Oh ♪

♪ 1, 2, 3 ♪

♪ Even when you get tired ♪

♪ Just keep one foot
in front of the other ♪

♪ There's no race,
no ending in sight ♪

♪ No second too short ♪

♪ No window too tight ♪

♪ Just turn off the lights
when you leave ♪

♪ 'Cause we've got everything
we're gonna need ♪

♪ We're on the run,
we're on the run ♪

♪ We're on the run child ♪

♪ We gotta run,
we gotta run ♪

♪ We gotta run child ♪

♪ One day tell our story ♪

♪ Something we made ♪

♪ Something of ourselves ♪

[♪♪♪]

♪ When the holy lands
stay silent ♪

♪ All we've hoped for
is lost and gone ♪

♪ There's a light ♪

♪ A tiny sparkle ♪

♪ It's enough to lead you home ♪

♪ Is it enough
to lead you home ♪

♪ I have loved that star
too deeply ♪

♪ To be fearful of that light ♪

♪ Though my soul is sad
in darkness ♪

♪ It'll be rising
in perfect light ♪

♪ Would it rise
in perfect light ♪

♪ Hmmmmmm ♪

♪ Mmmmmmm ♪

♪ Mmmmmm ♪

♪ Mmmmmm ♪

♪ When the holy lands
stay silent ♪

♪ All we've hoped for
is lost and gone ♪

♪ There's a light ♪

♪ A tiny sparkle ♪

♪ It's enough to lead you home ♪

♪ Is it enough
to lead you home ♪

♪ I have loved that star
too deeply ♪

♪ To be fearful of that light ♪

♪ Though my soul
is dark in darkness ♪

♪ It'll be rising
in perfect light ♪

♪ Will it rise
in perfect light ♪

♪ Hmmmmm ♪

♪ Mmmmmm ♪

♪ Hmmmmm ♪