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Previously on e.R.:

Ah, ah, thank you.
Thank you.

So it's true?

I'm not renewing
My fellowship

'cause I'm applying for
An attending position.

Grandfather:
You should have called

Your family.

It was not your decision.

I'm sorry.

And here are
Some condoms.

Use them.

I will.

The, uh,
Bone marrow registry

Found eight people

Who preliminarily match
Your marrow type.

Weaver:
David...

I've got something
In my eye.

Could you?

Who the hell was that?

Hathaway:
Yosh, I need a hand.

Takata:
What have you got?

Boxes-- antibiotics,
Clinic expendables...

Right here, jerry.

Thank you.

Ow. Heavy lifting

Is not in my
Job description.

Where will we
Put this stuff?

In the lounge.

Delivery dude's waiting
On a check out here.

I'll be right there.

Carol, wh-what
Is all this?

With another donation
For medical supplies.

If it's okay with you

I thought I would stash
Them in the lounge

Until I find
A storage space.

Far be it from me
To impede the good
Work of the clinic.

So, tonight's
The big night, huh?

Yep.

Any last minute
Things I can...?

Everything's
Under control.

I'm really impressed

That you volunteered
To do this year's banquet.

Jerry's been
Helping me out.

What's on the menu?

We have herb-roasted
Chicken.

We have scalloped
Potatoes...

Uh... Dr. Greene?

Actually, things didn't go
Quite as planned.

What do
You mean?
I didn't want

To worry you.

You're worrying me.

The caterer
Couldn't do the spread

For the money we had

So I made
Alternate arrangements.

I hope
It's not a buffet.

No, it's not.

It's a smorgasbord.

Mark, do you have
A minute?

Uh... Sure.

Jerry, smorgasbord?

I got a great
Swedish caterer.

She's my aunt
Greta's friend.

What was that strange memo
From the dean all about?

Uh, apparently,
He wants to explore hiring

A, uh, pediatric
Emergency attending.

And whose dumb
Idea was that?

Doug's.

Doug? Doug ross
Went to the dean?

Uh, yeah,
And the dean thought

It was worth
Investigating.

You're telling me
That doug ross

Is actually interested
In such a position?

He might be.

As emergentologists,
We're trained to handle

Anyone who comes
Through the door.

We do not need
A pediatric attending here.

Don't worry; it's
Not going to happen.

They'll make
A committee

They'll determine that
It's not cost-effective

And it'll all
Be history.

Ross:
Mrs. Beavans,
Let us run some tests.

I don't have time.

She's got a high fever
And she's vomiting.

You've kept me waiting
Three hours.

I don't get to work,
I'll be fired.

It'll just take
A few minutes.

That's what the nurse
Said an hour ago.

She could have
A kidney infection.

Let us get
A urine sample.

I'll bring her
Back tonight.

I can't let you leave.

You can't stop me!

The police
Would say I can.

You'd call the cops?

For endangering
A child? You bet.

Wait! I'll call the cops
For kidnapping!

What's going on?

She's got a 105 fever

Vomiting for two days,
No source of infection.

He threatened
To call the cops!

We can work this out
Without police involvement.

I am not letting you leave
Without testing this child.

Like hell you won't!

Bring her back
Or you'll be sorry!

And he wants
To be an attending?

She gets pedialyte
And ibuprofen for fever.

We'll call
With the results.

You don't want me
To call your boss

And tell him
Why you're late?

Don't bother.

Okay. All right.

Son of a bitch.

Sure hope
It doesn't rain tonight.

The parking lot's a schlep
And I'm wearing a new dress.

Not to worry;
It won't rain.

Channel two news said
It's going to storm.

Channel two news
Doesn't know

What they're
Talking about.

No bursitis,
No rain.

Can I grab a ride with you
And anna tonight?

Doug's working late.

I'm not going with anna.

You two break up?

We're just friends.

Oh, I thought
You were dating.

No. No. No. We've gotten
Really close, but no.

You thought we
Were dating?

I thought I picked up
On something.

Something that she said?

I thought I picked up

On some chemistry
Between the two of you.

Hmm.

There's been
Moments, but, um...

You hate to screw up
A good friendship.

That's lame, carter.

Ask her out.

I hope romano
Doesn't page me.

He keeps you
On a short leash.

I'd cut it
In a heartbeat

If I weren't afraid
Of losing my visa.

Morgenstern
Might sponsor you.

Out of the
Frying pan...

What do you mean?

Morgenstern's a strange
Fish, don't you think?

No, not really.

You respect him?

Of course. Why?

I heard he was
Cutting up cadavers

In the anatomy lab.

So?

I suppose I'm looking

For a convincing reason
Not to go back home.

Is your fellowship up?

No. I've been offered
Senior lecturer

At gloucestershire
Royal hospital.

Wow! Congratulations.

I'm not sure I
Want to go back

Into that old boys'
Network again.

At least here, a woman
Has a fighting chance.

Weaver:
Ooh, gently.

71-year-old male,
Lyle swanson.

T-boned when
A drunk ran a red.

No l.O.C.,
B.P. 150/98

Pulse 90, resps 25,
Minor lacs...

Allison?

Look at you.

How are you?

I'm doing fine,
Thanks to you.

Been on the job
Three days.

Wouldn't know
She's just a trainee.

How's the leg?

I got a ways to go

But I'm getting
The strength back.

I'm thrilled for you.

Could we finish
With the bullet?

B.P. 150/98,
Pulse 90, resps 25.

Minor lacs to the head
And lower extremities.

Patient noticed chest pains
After slamming

Into the steering wheel.

Well done.

Any time. See you.

No evidence of pneumo.

Good peripheral pulse
Without extremity tenderness.

Pupils equal.

Disc margins clear.

What are you thinking?

Worst-case scenario:
Cardiac contusion

Or an aortic tear.

Start with
A chest x-ray.

Excuse me?

Get a chest film.

I've got
A paraesophageal hernia...

Probably torsed my stomach.

Are you a doctor?

Pathologist.

Better rule
Out a volvulus.

Lydia, call
For a portable chest.

Peter, what
Do you think?

I think dr. Swanson just beat us
To the diagnosis.

Are you going to
This banquet tonight?

I don't know.
Sounds kind of hokey.

Actually, it was
Great fun last year.

It was a nice dinner.
It's good wine.

Everybody ended up
Doing the limbo.

I don't know.

Oh, come on.

If guess,
If you're going.

Would you like
To go together?

Sure. Why not?

I'll pick you
Up at 8:00?

Great.

Why didn't you tell me
There was a deposit?

I thought you were
Taking care of the band.

If I'd known,
I would've paid.

I've got 60 people
Showing up tonight.

Mark, telephone.

Can you hold on?

Is it important?

It's the florist;
I'll say you're with a patient.

What does she want?

She tried to deliver
Your centerpieces

To the shangri lodge

But nobody was there.

Have them delivered here.

To the e.R.?

You've got to find
A band for me.

I have some buddies
That are musicians.

Jerry, back to work.

What's that?
The machine?

That sounds good.

Fine, book them.

I'll pay the
Late fee. Yeah.

Damn it.

Labs are back
On quinesha beavans.

She's got gram-negative
Rods in her urine.

Her c.B.C.
Shows a left shift.

Urosepsis?

Probably.

It's good you had
Mrs. Beavans stick around

So you could
Run the tests.

Tell kerry weaver
About that.

You want me to call her

And make sure
She brings in quinesha

For I.V. Antibiotics?

I can be diplomatic, buddy.

I know you can.

Corday:
Dr. Swanson made a correct

Self-diagnosis.

He's got a
Nasty-looking volvulus.

Looks like he's going
To need a gastrectomy.

Have you ever removed
The entire stomach?

No. What about you?

In a frog.

Morning, folks.

Good morning,
Dr. Morgenstern.

So, what's on
The agenda?

A rather fascinating case.

Pretty spiffy.
Who is this?

Lyle swanson,
71-year-old physician

Who presents with...

Swanny?

David morgenstern,
Dr. Swanson.

I took histology from you.

In fact, you inspired
Me to become a surgeon.

You made the most beautiful
Axial slices of the brain.

That means a great deal
Coming from you, sir.

Dr. Swanson is
A world authority

On immunofluorescent

Tumor stains.

I'm afraid

You have a
Gastric torsion.

I should have had

That damned hernia repaired
Years ago.

Well, I had an m.I.

Six months ago.

I ignored the symptoms
For weeks.

What's your plan?

We'll do an open procedure.

We can explore your belly.

Can you operate
Laparoscopically?

I believe your case
Is too complicated for that.

Nonsense.

A lap volvulus?

It's less invasive.

The recovery
Time is quicker.

Peter, what do you think?

Benton:
Um...

Well, it's worth a try.

We can always convert

To an open
Procedure.

Lily, book an
O.R. In my name.

Which one of you young
Turks would like to assist?

Elizabeth?

You're the skeptic.

How about it?

Terrific.

Isn't a smorgasbord
Kind of old-fashioned?

Oh, it's going
To be great.

I'd like
To see a menu, jerry.

We're having
Pickled herring

Swedish meatballs,
Limpa bread

And my mom's making
A tub of borscht.

Your mother's
Doing the cooking?

She's doing it for free.

Did you page me?

Uh, yeah. Got a bowel
Obstruction in two.

You're sure it's not
Just constipation?

Yes, I am certain.

Hell of a job
You e.R. Docs have.

You scout out
The territory

And then call in the big boys
To go in for the kill, huh?

Anna, you
Got a minute?

Sure.

Listen, I got a call

From the national
Bone marrow registry.

You gave some
Blood last week?

Yeah, in the drive
For dr. Anspaugh's son.

Don't tell me
That I matched.

No, unfortunately,
Not for scotty

But you did match an
Out-of-state patient.

Wow. That's great.

That's a tough procedure,
Isn't it?

It's not too bad and if I
Can arrange it for today

Would you be
Willing to do it?

That soon?

The patient needs the marrow
As soon as possible.

I'll give you
A few days off.

I could perform
That procedure

After this
Bowel obstruction.

Yeah, and what exactly
Does it involve?

I'll drill about
50 small holes

In your pelvic girdle
And suck out the marrow.

Uh-huh.

We'll give you
An epidural.

You won't feel a thing.

Piece of cake.

Think about it.

Okay.

Be honest with me.

Think I have what it
Takes to be an attending?

Of course you do.

Think of me
As diplomatic?

What does that have
To do with it?

Answer the question.

It's not the first word
That springs to mind, no.

What would the first word be
That would spring to mind?

Um, stubborn...

( chuckling )

Opinionated,
Insouciant.

Insouciant?

Look it up.

( chuckling )

* ...In your mind

* hang 'em on a shelf,
And ( mumbling ) good times *

* tattoos of memories
And ( mumbling ) on trial *

* for what it's worth,
It's worth all the while *

* it's something unpredictable

Both:
* and in the end it's right

* I hope you had
The time of your life. *

You know this one?

You've only played it
About a billion times.

Are you done eating
This stuff?

It's not very good.

Yeah, I know.

How about I order us
A... Pizza?

Uh, if you want.

And maybe some rocky road

For dessert?

( soft moan )

Is the pain
Getting worse?

This thing isn't working
As good as it used to.

Okay, I'll, uh,
I'll get dr. Ross

To adjust it for you,
Okay?

Wait. Don't leave yet.

This is the
Coolest part.

( music playing )

Dr. Bad news.

How you feeling, son?

Well, me and jeanie were going
To share a pizza.

We, uh,
We need to talk.

Your bone marrow
Failed to match

The last two
Potential donors.

Win some,
You lose some.

Hey, we'll, uh,
We'll come up with plan b.

Okay?

Your dad and I have discussed
Some new therapies.

There is
Something called a...

Phase-one
Chemotherapy trial

But it's...

Highly experimental.

At least it's still
A possibility

Right?

Yes.

Couldn't be any worse

Than the nuke juice
They've already given me.

There could be
Some severe side effects

And the chemo could...

Make me croak.

We don't have
To make a decision

Right this minute.

What do you
Think, jeanie?

I think it's a chance.

Would you stay with me
If I got the new chemo?

Of course I would.

You sure lucked out
Getting that lap.

You like working
With morgenstern?

Of course.
He's one of the best.

Why don't I feel
Comfortable around him?

Can't imagine.

Last week,
He bolted out

Midway through
A pericardiocentesis.

Claimed he had
Something in his eye.

Well, then he must have.

It seemed to me
Like he froze up.

Ah, you can't
Believe that.

Let me tell you something
About dr. Morgenstern.

He's taught me more than all
The other attendings combined.

Yeah. Maybe I'm
Looking for

An excuse to get
Out of this.

I don't have
Much experience

With laparoscopic
Procedures.

Ah! Now, see, that's it.

You know, whenever
You're nervous

You go after
The attendings.

Do I really?

( chuckles )

I guess I do.

Have you ever done
A lap volvulus?

No, but I'd love to.

In that case,
Be my guest.

Are you serious?

Yeah.

I'll do your biopsy
And then observe you.

Perhaps I'll
Learn something.

Well, okay.

Um... I, uh, I owe you.

David?

I hope I'm, uh,
Not disturbing you.

Oh, heavens, kerry

You never disturb me.

Is that a lap volvulus?

Heard you're doing one
On dr. Swanson.

Just looking at
One of my

Old teaching tapes.

Never hurts to review

The finer points
Of establishing

A pneumoperitoneum.

He told me that you were
One of his brightest students.

Oh... Good old swanny.

He's from the old
School of medicine.

Cares about the science
And the soul.

I came up to bring you

The minutes of the blood
Utilization committee.

Thought you might
Be interested

Now that you're back on staff.

You're always
Looking out for me.

Which reminds me: are you coming
To the e.R. Banquet tonight?

After all, you're
Part of the family.

It sounds like great fun.

Good. I'll see you there.

Righto.

So I spoke to
The pain management team.

It's all right.

Sorry.

It's all right.

We'll increase
Your morphine dosage.

Okay.

Where's jeanie?

She's probably
Down in the e.R., working.

No. She promised
To stay with me

When I get
The new chemo.

I spoke to your dad.

He's worried
That you may not understand

What it means

To go into
A phase-one treatment study.

The chemo could make
Me a lot sicker.

Yeah. It can.

You're willing
To go through with that?

Hey.

Hi, jeanie.

Where have you been?

I was in the gift shop.

I got you something.

The new hot rod.

You let me read that
When you're done, all right?

Scott and I
Were just talking

About the pros and cons
Of the phase-one study.

And I was telling dr. Ross
That we're going for it.

Yeah, we are.

He's a pretty brave guy.

Yes, he is.
Very brave.

Yes, I'll hold.

I talked to anna
And we're going together

But don't call it a date.

No, it's urgent.

I have to speak
To mrs. Carter immediately.

Page her out of
Her board meeting.

What's going on?

Carol wrote a bad check.

And our medical supplies
Are getting repo'd.

Your grandmother
Wrote me this.

Could you please
Have her call me back?

Thank you.

She put a stop payment
On her foundation check?

Yep.

What did you do?

Last week,
We had some bad press.

We gave out birth control
To teens.

I don't think gamma's
Anti-birth control.

She does hate
Publicity, though.

What should I do?

Maybe you could
Promise that

You won't use her
Foundation money

For birth control.

I would if
I could reach her.

Dr. C., eye exam in one.

I'm sure it's just
A misunderstanding.

Is the patient ready?

He's asleep.

Okay. The monitor goes
At the head of the table.

The endoscopic tower's
On the wrong side.

Dr. Morgenstern requested
It this way.

Are you sure?

Yes, doctor.
Quite sure.

Shirley, how nice to see you.

You still collecting old 45's?

Just picked up
A rare buddy holly.

It's great to have you back.

Well, it's good to be home.

Peter...

I-I thought your associate
Was going to assist.

She's got a biopsy.

She'll come by later
And observe.

So it's you and me.

Mm-hmm.

Just like old times.

Shirley, I left a cd
Of peruvian panpipe music

By the
Scrub sink.

Would you mind
Putting it on?

Not at all, dr. Morgenstern.

You'll like this, peter.

The music
Is mysterious

And yet soothing.

You have a scratch
On your cornea, mr. Bartlett.

I'll be right back with some
Antibiotic eyedrops for you.

Carter, do you
Have a minute?

Sure.

Something wrong?

Uh, no.

Actually, I matched for
A transplant candidate

From the blood that
We donated last week.

You donating
Bone marrow?

Yeah.

That's great.

Yeah, but I guess I won't make
It to the banquet tonight.

No, you should be sore
For a couple of days.

Why? It's a simple
Procedure, right?

Not much to it.

Have you ever done one?

About 12 last year.

Would you do mine?

Really?

Yeah.

I don't mean to
Sound like a wimp.

I just feel
A little nervous about it.

I've never even
Seen you flinch--

Not even in
The bloodiest traumas.

I'm serious. It's different
When you're the patient.

Just a big chicken, huh?

Don't rub it in, please.

No, no. Hey,
It's just, um...

I think it's surprising.

If you don't
Want to do it...

No, I'd be honored.

As soon as I'm finished.

Okay. Thanks.

Appreciate it.

Bye.

Hey, mark.

Did romano see that kid
With the appy?

He's examining him now.

Is everything set
For the banquet tonight?

Seems to be moving
Right along.

The university club put on
A lovely banquet last year.

It's too bad
It wasn't available.

It was. I just thought
That the shangri lodge

Would be
A different choice.

You actually chose
The shangri lodge

Over the university club?

Less pretentious,
Don't you think?

That appy kid's
Dry as a bone.

Buff him up, greene.

Give him 200cc's normal
Saline every 15 minutes.

That's too much fluid
For a kid.

I already gave him
Two 500cc boluses.

Well, that's nice.

Give him 200cc's every
15 minutes for an hour.

You guys are always
Fluid-overloading...

Just follow my orders
On the chart, please.

This is my e.R.

I'll manage the patients
The way I see fit.

Hey, greene...

You got some stones
After all.

You're the boss.

( peruvian panpipe music
Playing )

I'll free up the esophagus
With the harmonic scalpel.

When I was a resident,
We didn't have cautery.

We had to tie
Every vessel.

Tell me, peter.

Where do you find
The two branches of the vagus

At this level
Of the esophagus?

They rotate and become
The anterior and posterior.

If you cut them,
The stomach won't empty.

Right you are.

Speaking of empty
And stomach

Anyone try that new
Mexican restaurant on dearborn?

I heard they make
A great chimichanga.

( sighs )

Shirley, could you turn
Down the thermostat?

Right away, sir.

You okay?

Of course.

I was doing laps

Back when those monitors
Were black and white.

Uh, dr. Morgenstern.

What?

Uh... You're dissecting

Near the esophagus.

Thank you, doctor

But I don't need
Instruction.

That phrenic ligament

Is really fibrous.

Are you sure it's not mucosa?

Damn it!

Peter, your job is to assist me

Anticipate my moves.

He's got varices.

You could nick one.

Turn the...
Turn the music off.

Don't pull so hard
With the babcock.

You'll tear
The gastric artery.

I'm not pulling.

The hell you're not.

Dr. Morgenstern,
You're obscuring my field.

Oh, son of a bitch!

You tore
The left gastric.

I wasn't anywhere near it.

Suction.

Give me a ten-millimeter
Sucker, open-ended.

More suction.
I can't see.

We have to open.

No, no.
We can control the bleeding.

Every time I suck,
The abdominal wall collapses.

I can't see.

Then stop sucking.

What are you
Wearing tonight?

My velvet dress.

The one you
Wore last year?

I didn't pass out
And rip mine in the parking lot.

Jeanie, you coming
To the banquet?

No, I'm staying
With scott.

No luck with
The donor match?

Nope.

Jeanie, can I
Talk to you?

I'm concerned about
Scott anspaugh.

You sure he wants
To go through

This experimental
Treatment?

Did he say he didn't?

What are you
Concerned about?

He's got this
Big-time crush on you.

He's 12 years old.

12-year-olds get
Big-time crushes.

He'll do anything
To please you.

He just wants
A chance to get better.

You're overreacting.

He lights up
When you're around.

He's taking the chemo

Because he thinks
You want him to.

I want him to make
His own decision.

I know that you do.

I don't know

That he can.

Anesthesiologist:
Pressure's dropping.

We've got to open.

Let's do a mid-line.

Shirley,
Instrument tray.

Two more units of
Cross-matched.

Scalpel.
Hemostat.

He's a bloody mess.

Get that liver
Out of the way.

Deaver retractor.

The varices
Are bleeding.

Suction.

3-o silk on a pass.

Can you see the bleeder?

Bradying down.

Two more units
Of blood.

We've got to
Crack him.

Let me suture.

Benton:
We've got to
Stop the bleeding.

We're losing him.

I can't find the bleeder.

We've got to crack him.

It's those damn varices.

Dr. Morgenstern,
It's been three minutes.

Damn it.

He's dying! Move!

( instrument tray clattering )

Rib spreader.

Damn it!

I said rib spreader!

Let's move, people.

Statinsky.

Okay, aorta's clamped.
Do we have a pulse?

No pulse.
He's in v-fib.

I'm starting internal massage.

Still in v-fib.

The lungs aren't expanding.

Increase the volume.

Lap pad.

I can't get a grip.

Still no pulse.

Give me the epi.

Tray's ready;
Here are your gloves.

Thanks, kit.

Call if you
Need anything.

Del amico:
Carter, are you ready?

Uh-huh.

Epidural didn't hurt a bit.

I said you had nothing
To be nervous about.

That's what they told me
When I had my tonsils out.

I was 12 and, um...

I was in terrible pain
After the operation

So they gave me dilaudid.

They gave me too much
And I couldn't wake up.

I could hear

The nurses' voices
And, uh...

I couldn't speak
Or move.

I thought I was
Going to die.

And then I made
A promise to god

And I said, "If
You let me live

I'll be a good person
For the rest of my life."

Then you came to
And decided to devote

Your life
To medicine?

Something like that.

Hey.

I'm really relieved

You're doing this. Thanks.

Oh, hey.

Okay, don't tell me

When you're going
To stick the needle in.

I won't.

I'm going to prep
With betadine.

All right.

Your, uh...
Drape fell off a bit.

Oops.

All right, here comes
The betadine.

Woman:
I can't let you examine him
Until after the autopsy.

I just want
To review the anatomy.

That's quite an
Unusual request.

Why are you
So interested?

It all happened
So unexpectedly.

I've known dr. Swanson
For 20 years.

It's not easy
For me, either.

Do you think
It would be possible

To sit in
On the autopsy?

Sure.

Tomorrow, 4:00 p.M.

Thanks.

You down here checking
On the swanson autopsy?

Yeah. I assisted on the case.

I know.

David morgenstern
Filled me in.

Alice, when do you

Expect to have
The report?

In a couple of days.

Sooner the better.

I'm sorry about what
Happened with dr. Morgenstern.

Was there a problem?

No, not really.

Anesthesiologist said
There was a disagreement.

But david
Downplayed it.

Right.

I understand dr. Swanson
Had a cirrhotic liver

And varices,
Secondary to hep b.

Yeah, he did have varices.

No wonder you couldn't
Stop the hemorrhaging.

We'll run an m&m--

Learn something from
This tragedy.

Why don't you
Take charge?

Gather all the charts
And the tape.

The tape?

We frequently tape
Laparoscopic procedures.

See if the operation
Was recorded.

If it was, you can
Take us all through it

Step by step.

Chuny, can you give me
A hand with these?

What are these doohickeys?

It's a miniature
Stethoscope.

It's a theme.

Dumb idea?

No. Just tacky.

Hey, did you talk
To gamma yet?

No, she never
Returned my call.

This might not
Be about you.

What?

I'll go talk to her
After I get off.

Thanks. Oh, anna said
She'd call you later.

Oh?

Yeah, she was in pain.

Took a taxi home.

Guess she'll
Miss the banquet.

Viper convertible.

It's pretty cool, huh?

Yeah, I'm going to get one
Just like it.

Cobalt blue, with a
White racing stripe

Down the middle.

Yeah. Think you
Can handle it?

You'll see when I
Take you for a ride.

You haven't mentioned
Any of your friends lately.

You want me
To give them a call

Maybe have some guys
Come visit?

Not really.

They're... I don't know--

Just kids.

I'd rather
Be with you.

Look at
Those wheels.

Magnesium.

What are you doing?

Applying for a swing loan
Against the equity of my house.

If I can't depend
On the carter foundation

And until I get
Some new grants

I'm taking out a loan
To keep the clinic open.

Am I losing my mind?

Maybe.

Greene:
Six-month-old twins

In respiratory
Distress.

Parents said they had the flu.

Went down
In the waiting room.

Give me a pediatric
Crash cart.

Clear trauma two.
I got him.

Come on.

( baby crying )

I know.

Ah, hey, shirley,
Can you help me?

If it's about the case

I gave the nursing notes
To dr. Morgenstern.

I need to know--
Was there a tape made?

I didn't make one.

If there was a tape made,
Where would it be?

Try the o.R.

The equipment's
Still in there.

Thank you.

Check
The video recorder.

Ah, damn it.

Draw up racemic epi.

Hathaway:
Yosh, help doug.
I'll help mark.

Get the o2.

Carol, I need the line.

This one's wheezing
And retracting.

Pulse ox 92.

Yosh, give me
Albuterol nebulizer

.5cc's in two
Of saline.

She's not breathing.

Lily, intubation tray.

Carol, I need that line.

I can't get a vein.

I'll go in interosseous.

Let's move her up.

How's the other one?

Stable.

Yosh, move her
Out of here.

I can't see the cords.

Laryngeal edema.

Probably syncytial virus.

She's cyanotic.

Trach tray.

Suction.

Hold the suction.

What?

I'm going to compress
The chest.

Wait for an air bubble
And follow it

Down with the tube.

Okay.

All right.

I see the bubble.

I'm in.

Bag her.

Okay?

Peter?

I've been looking
For you.

You're one of the finest
Residents I've ever worked with

And what happened today

Has no bearing
On those feelings whatsoever.

I plan to support you
In any way I can.

Support me?

When it comes time
For m&m

I'm prepared
To review this case

Strictly on medical facts.

Of course.

I believe dr. Swanson died
From ruptured varices.

That's not
What happened.

What do you think
Happened?

You accidentally cut
The gastric artery.

I've been a surgeon
For 20 years.

I've never "Accidentally"
Cut anything.

Well, then,
How did he bleed out?

You avulsed the left
Gastric with your clamp.

No, I didn't.

The tape of the procedure
Will show that.

What tape?

Well, I was hoping
You made one.

Sorry.

Let's not

Let this escalate.

As chief of surgery

I could make this an issue
Of your insubordination.

I don't want to do that.

I would have never
Taken over...

You did more
Than take over.

You pushed me away from
The operating table.

That's grounds
For dismissal.

If a man's life
Wasn't at stake...

A man's life was

At stake

And that life was lost.

I'd appreciate it if
Your preparation for m&m

Focused on the medicine

And not hypotheticals
And accusations.

I think dr. Swanson
Deserves at least

The clinic's done good work

In the family's name.

I'm glad you
Feel that way.

Doesn't it make sense
To continue funding it?

I think it's time
Carol hathaway

Looked for other
Funding sources.

She's worked very hard
To make a go of this clinic.

I don't think it's fair

To pull the rug right out
From underneath her.

I'm surprised
At your interest
In the foundation.

How many years
Have I tried
To involve you

In our charitable
Activities?

This isn't about the foundation.

What is it about, john?

You're angry with me
About chase

So you're taking it out
On the clinic.

I am angry that your cousin
Will be debilitated

For the rest of his life.

It's not something I would

Take out on others.

Chase barely accepted my help.

He didn't want
The family to know.

None of you wants
The family involved

In your lives.

That's unfair.

I care about the family.

You certainly care
About the money.

What?

You live off a family trust,
John.

If that is all you think of me

Then keep your money.

As you wish, john.

David...

Hi. You know, I heard
About dr. Swanson...

Hard losing swanny
Like that.

Yeah. Why don't you
Come with me

To the banquet tonight?

Thank you, kerry.

I just want
To go home.

Mark... You know,
I've been thinking all day

About the dean's proposal
For a pedes attending

And I think we
Should fight it.

I'm a little torn.

I just saw
Doug ross

Saving a
Six-month-old's life.

Good. Doug is a
Good pediatrician.

He's just not
Management material.

He's never been
Interested before.

This isn't just
About doug.

It's a policy change

That would undermine
Our authority.

I'm not worried
About my authority.

I think e.R. Attendings

Run the best
Emergency department.

I agree.
Good.

Good.
Okay.

Ross:
All right,
Let's see now.

Watch this.

( chuckling )

Hey, I'll be right back.

Quinesha came back
For I.V. Antibiotics.

I was entertaining her
A little bit with the...

Uh, how's her mom's job?

She's going to be fine.

Good for you.

Listen, I'm serious about
The attending thing.

You ought to give it a shot.

Yeah. Here we go, kiddo.

Dr. Swanson taught half
The attendings here.

Everybody loved him.

I'd get all my ducks in
A row if I were you, peter.

I did nothing wrong.

Rumor has it
You took over.

I had no choice.

That's your opinion

But justified or not,
You're a resident

And morgenstern's the chief.

Jerry:
Oh, I'm sorry.

So much for your bursitis.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Hot borscht will be up

In five minutes,
All right?

Greene:
Hey, has anybody seen the band?

Uh-uh. I don't see
Any food, either.

Don't they usually serve
Hors d'oeuvres at these things?

Wouldn't want to
Spoil your appetite

For the smorgasbord.

The bartender asked
Me for a drink ticket.

I didn't bring
Any cash.

Um, here.
One each?

Hey, buddy,
Come here.

Kind of an unusual place.

It's great.

It's different, you know,
But it's great.

It's a disaster.

I wouldn't say that.

Here, you want
Another drink?

( laughing ):
No, no.

It's really nice, mark.

Mark greene?
Yeah?

I'm the machine.

Band's here.

Excellent.
Great.

You guys need help
Bringing your stuff in?

No guys. Just me.

You're the machine?

The whole machine?

( laughing )

Hathaway:
Hey... Carter...
Over by the moose.

I'm sorry. I couldn't get
My grandmother to listen.

Well, somebody did.

She messengered over

Another check
This afternoon.

Whatever you said
Really worked.

Thank you so much.

Come on, come on.

I'm coming. See you.

Watch your head
On the moose.

Hi.

Why aren't you home in bed?

What, and miss my
First e.R. Banquet?

( laughs )

How's the pain?

Oh, it's okay now

After a couple
Of percodan.

Ah.

Makes for a very
Pleasant banquet.

I should pass them around.

Well, you look...

Thanks. So do you.

Yeah, you know,
We've kind of been

Dancing around this thing
A little bit, you and I

And, uh, this afternoon,
During the bone marrow...

Actually, a couple points
During the year

I felt like
We had a chemistry.

Or not.

No. No, you're right.

I mean, there's definitely
Been a... You know...

All right, well,
Let me say this.

Uh... I haven't made a move

Because I didn't want
To screw up our friendship.

Yeah.

No, you've been
A great friend.

The only real friend
I've made here, actually.

But?

But?

But there's this other guy.

Ah, yeah. The guy you
Told me about in philly?

Yeah.

The guy with the, uh,
Drug problem?

Well, I think that's
Past him now, so, um...

But we were together
For a really long time

And, uh, we've not been
Together for a while.

Just not completely over.

I guess I'm just
Not quite there
Yet, you know.

But, uh...

Hey, I understand.

You do?

Yeah. Yeah, I understand.

What are friends for?

Hey, the crowd's
Getting restless.

Why don't you give them
Some drink tickets

While the, uh, machine
Is setting up.

All righty.

Ah, ah, saved
By the smorgasbord.

Ladies and gentlemen,
Dinner is served.

Yes!
Whoa!
Yeah!

What happened?

He's arrested.

Fever's 104.
Is he septic?

That's what happens

When they get
To this stage.

I'm surprised
He's not d.N.R.

He's about to start
A phase-one protocol.

Poor kid.

Still no rhythm.

Let's give him
Two of epi.

Would you take over
The bagging, please?

Somebody call his father.

What is it
With these parents?

Why don't they

Just let these
Poor kids go?

We've got a rhythm.

Okay

Let's give him tobra and ceftaz.

You want hydrocortisone?

Yes, please.
Good work, everyone.

We have got
Him back.

* when the moon hits your eye

* like a big pizza pie

* that's amore

* when the stars
Seem to shine *

* like you've had
Too much wine *

* that's amore...

Carol, are your
Meatballs frozen?

No, I think they're
Just a little cold.

What is this?

Jerry says it's
Called pittapatta.

What's that?

I have no idea.

Greene:
Excuse me. Hello.

Uh, I just wanted to say
Thank you for coming tonight.

Uh, I... Organized
This event

In hopes to show
My appreciation

For all of your
Great work.

So try not to hold
Tonight against me.

Each day, we work together
As a family.

Because we're a family

It's no secret that it's been
A rough year for me.

So I want to thank each
Of you for helping me

Through some hard times.

You stuck by me
When I needed you

And you've given your best

To make our e.R. A place
That we can all be proud of.

So thanks for
Being my family.

I couldn't have
Made it without you.

Thanks.

Hey!

Here you go, here you go.

Hey...

* when the moon hits your eye

( others joining in ):
* like a big pizza pie

* that's amore

Come on, everybody.

* when you walk
Down the street *

* with a cloud at your feet

* you're in love

* when you walk in a dream

* but you know

* you're not dreaming,
Signore *

* scuzza me, but you see

* back in old napoli

* that's amore!

( laughter and cheering )

I had the babcock on the lesser
Curvature of the stomach.

I wasn't pulling hard.

There's no way I could've

Been near the left gastric.

Is there any way you could
Have caught the artery?

No. Morgenstern was
Dissecting the esophagus.

My clamp was on the stomach
The entire time.

Then it's your word
Against his.

So, um... How much did
You see on the monitor?

I got there just before you
Performed the thoracotomy.

Mmm. In time to see me push him.

Yeah.

Look, I'm willing
To express

My concern about
His competency.

Oh, no. The last thing
I want you to do

Is jeopardize
Your career over this.

( sighs )

I don't know, maybe
My clamp did slip.

You don't believe that.

You just told me
You had the clamp

On the stomach
The entire time.

I-I'm sure I did.

Peter, if you're sure
That's what happened...

Yeah.

I'm sure.

* all the races like banana

Crowd:
* banana

* mexico like it

Banana!

* namibia like it

Banana!

* russia like it

Banana!

* middle east like it

Banana!

* all the nations like banana

Banana!

* all the races like banana

Banana!

( laughing )

The food was terrible,
The music stinks

The drinks are watered down

But you sure know how
To throw a great party.

Thank you.
You're welcome.

( both laughing )

So you feeling better?

Yeah.

Good.

The antibiotics
Are working.

You've got a big
Decision to make.

I told you
What I want to do.

I know. Just
Hear me out.

I'm going to love you
And respect you

No matter what
You decide

And I'll always
Be there for you.

So if you want
To take this chemo

You have to do it
For yourself.

Not for your dad
Or for your sister

Or for me.

Understand?

I think so.

A man has to make
Decisions for himself.

( voice breaking ):
I don't want any more chemo.

Okay.

You know what I want?

I want to get in that viper.

Cobalt blue with
A racing stripe...

Put the top down and drive.

And where would we go?

California.

Mmm. Surfing?

Ride the curl at zuma beach.

Sounds like fun.

And we'll stay
For the sunset.

( softly ):
Sure.