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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:03,928 --> 00:01:06,068 - You'd think after all this time 4 00:01:06,102 --> 00:01:08,346 this would feel less like a hangover. 5 00:01:11,452 --> 00:01:14,007 Maybe she was drunker than I thought. 6 00:02:24,525 --> 00:02:26,389 I know how this looks. 7 00:02:28,357 --> 00:02:30,186 I know how you all think. 8 00:02:31,394 --> 00:02:33,189 But let's put it this way. 9 00:02:34,501 --> 00:02:39,989 There comes a point where survival becomes just another job. 10 00:02:40,024 --> 00:02:43,130 Sweat and elbow grease moves the world forward. 11 00:02:44,890 --> 00:02:48,998 In this and in all things, it's repetitive. 12 00:02:49,033 --> 00:02:50,896 It's necessary. 13 00:02:53,002 --> 00:02:53,658 And it's lonely. 14 00:02:54,935 --> 00:02:59,008 But the thing is, I know love exists. 15 00:02:59,043 --> 00:03:00,527 I felt it. 16 00:03:00,561 --> 00:03:05,083 That pure tunnel vision that only true love can give. 17 00:03:05,118 --> 00:03:07,189 I felt it first hand. 18 00:03:07,223 --> 00:03:08,500 But it was never my own. 19 00:03:09,432 --> 00:03:11,434 It was always for someone else. 20 00:03:11,469 --> 00:03:13,574 From someone else. 21 00:03:13,609 --> 00:03:14,920 Never mine. 22 00:03:17,268 --> 00:03:19,925 - Hi, I'm Emily Roberts. 23 00:03:22,204 --> 00:03:23,619 Hi, I'm Emily. 24 00:03:24,930 --> 00:03:27,657 - Then one night someone shows up 25 00:03:27,692 --> 00:03:29,211 and everything changes. 26 00:03:30,350 --> 00:03:33,594 They look into my eyes and I know they can see me. 27 00:03:34,940 --> 00:03:36,011 The real me. 28 00:03:37,426 --> 00:03:41,361 Love is finally just for me. 29 00:03:43,949 --> 00:03:45,606 You never forget something like that. 30 00:04:20,331 --> 00:04:21,194 - Emily. 31 00:04:27,924 --> 00:04:29,029 Where have you been? 32 00:04:29,064 --> 00:04:31,480 I've had the police looking for you, I was worried. 33 00:04:31,514 --> 00:04:34,103 - There's a method to all of this. 34 00:04:34,138 --> 00:04:36,485 While I am them, I live as them. 35 00:04:36,519 --> 00:04:38,694 Plain sight being the best camouflage. 36 00:04:38,728 --> 00:04:39,660 - Where you going? 37 00:04:39,695 --> 00:04:42,215 - Most people can't tell. 38 00:04:42,249 --> 00:04:42,974 Most. 39 00:04:43,008 --> 00:04:44,286 - Who are you calling? 40 00:04:44,320 --> 00:04:46,426 - The police, they told me to call as soon as you were back. 41 00:04:46,460 --> 00:04:48,013 - James I've only been gone for-- 42 00:04:48,048 --> 00:04:49,187 - Three days. 43 00:04:49,222 --> 00:04:51,120 Emily, you have been gone for three days. 44 00:04:51,155 --> 00:04:52,363 And not even a text. 45 00:04:54,019 --> 00:04:58,300 - It hasn't been that long. 46 00:04:59,611 --> 00:05:00,474 James. 47 00:05:01,648 --> 00:05:02,718 - What are you doing? 48 00:05:02,752 --> 00:05:04,271 Stop that. 49 00:05:09,690 --> 00:05:10,553 - James. 50 00:05:12,383 --> 00:05:13,280 James stop. 51 00:05:22,427 --> 00:05:23,290 James. 52 00:05:33,162 --> 00:05:35,647 - I'm not proud of having to do this. 53 00:06:44,854 --> 00:06:48,513 Sometimes in an isolated moment, I almost forget. 54 00:06:50,653 --> 00:06:54,312 And then the rot comes and reality comes crashing back. 55 00:06:55,555 --> 00:06:57,833 Six hours give or take. 56 00:06:57,867 --> 00:06:59,835 That's all I've got. 57 00:06:59,869 --> 00:07:01,146 When I was younger, 58 00:07:01,181 --> 00:07:03,390 I didn't have to think about it this much. 59 00:07:03,425 --> 00:07:05,150 One body lasted years, 60 00:07:05,185 --> 00:07:07,601 I could almost pretend life was normal. 61 00:07:07,636 --> 00:07:09,638 It sped up over time. 62 00:07:09,672 --> 00:07:11,398 Something isn't right. 63 00:07:11,433 --> 00:07:13,745 She should have lasted longer than this. 64 00:07:13,780 --> 00:07:16,541 It's a hell of thing to have to make this choice. 65 00:07:16,576 --> 00:07:19,164 When I've got time to plan, I choose carefully. 66 00:07:19,199 --> 00:07:20,683 Make sure they won't be missed. 67 00:07:20,718 --> 00:07:23,168 When I don't have time, I tend to order in. 68 00:07:24,446 --> 00:07:25,516 - You can leave the-- 69 00:07:27,207 --> 00:07:29,313 - Good morning I'm Detective Ransone. 70 00:07:29,347 --> 00:07:31,660 James was supposed to call when you got back. 71 00:07:31,694 --> 00:07:32,730 When did you return? 72 00:07:32,764 --> 00:07:33,834 - A few days ago. 73 00:07:33,869 --> 00:07:37,113 - Yeah, I was just swinging by to talk to James. 74 00:07:37,148 --> 00:07:39,150 He hasn't checked in with us for a while so. 75 00:07:39,184 --> 00:07:39,806 Is he home? 76 00:07:39,840 --> 00:07:40,807 - He's not. 77 00:07:40,841 --> 00:07:42,533 Is there something that I can help you with? 78 00:07:44,776 --> 00:07:46,571 Would you like a cup of coffee? 79 00:07:46,606 --> 00:07:48,504 Yes please, thank you. 80 00:07:50,782 --> 00:07:52,508 - Please have a seat. 81 00:07:57,789 --> 00:07:59,239 Make yourself comfortable. 82 00:08:00,309 --> 00:08:01,793 - I'll just get right down to it. 83 00:08:01,828 --> 00:08:03,450 Mind telling me where you were? 84 00:08:06,902 --> 00:08:08,179 - Cream and sugar? 85 00:08:08,213 --> 00:08:09,422 - Just black, thank you. 86 00:08:25,265 --> 00:08:26,646 It's good. 87 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:27,854 - You'll have to excuse me. 88 00:08:27,888 --> 00:08:30,719 Because I'm still uncomfortable talking about this. 89 00:08:30,753 --> 00:08:33,342 I'm sorry to get everyone so worried. 90 00:08:33,377 --> 00:08:34,239 - Not at all. 91 00:08:35,551 --> 00:08:37,588 I'm sorry this had to happen. 92 00:08:37,622 --> 00:08:38,865 I'm just glad you're okay. 93 00:08:39,866 --> 00:08:42,247 So where did you go? 94 00:09:17,628 --> 00:09:20,285 - Hi, I'm Detective Freddie. 95 00:09:24,807 --> 00:09:27,534 Hi, I'm Detective Ransone. 96 00:09:29,294 --> 00:09:32,367 Detective Freddie Ransone. 97 00:10:47,511 --> 00:10:49,444 - Delivery! 98 00:10:49,478 --> 00:10:50,134 Hey. 99 00:10:52,999 --> 00:10:54,483 Uh, hey. 100 00:11:04,769 --> 00:11:05,632 What the fuck man? 101 00:11:05,667 --> 00:11:06,771 You gotta pay for that. 102 00:11:09,533 --> 00:11:10,706 Hey. 103 00:11:10,741 --> 00:11:11,604 Hey man. 104 00:11:11,638 --> 00:11:12,639 Your house is on fire! 105 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:16,540 Dude your house is on fire. 106 00:11:53,542 --> 00:11:54,992 - Ransone copy. 107 00:11:55,026 --> 00:11:57,408 Answer if you're there, please confirm. 108 00:11:57,442 --> 00:11:59,928 - I've picked up some tricks over time. 109 00:11:59,962 --> 00:12:03,621 Painkillers and antibiotics slow the change. 110 00:12:03,656 --> 00:12:07,936 If I have to get out of body faster, I need to rot. 111 00:12:07,970 --> 00:12:10,732 So, I have to find coke. 112 00:12:29,474 --> 00:12:30,683 - Oh shit Freddie. 113 00:12:30,717 --> 00:12:33,030 Now you gone and give me a heart attack or something man. 114 00:12:33,064 --> 00:12:34,169 What do you want? 115 00:12:34,203 --> 00:12:35,515 Hey man, what the fuck? 116 00:12:36,930 --> 00:12:39,864 Yo, you have no right to search and seizure my ass. 117 00:12:39,899 --> 00:12:41,452 I thought we were friends. 118 00:12:41,486 --> 00:12:42,142 - Shh. 119 00:12:44,455 --> 00:12:45,663 - This is bullshit man. 120 00:12:48,114 --> 00:12:48,942 That ain't mine. 121 00:12:48,977 --> 00:12:50,150 I'm just holding it for someone. 122 00:12:50,185 --> 00:12:52,601 - Hey, hey cool it. 123 00:13:12,587 --> 00:13:14,554 - In the quiet moments, 124 00:13:15,590 --> 00:13:17,177 my thoughts always turn to her. 125 00:13:19,663 --> 00:13:23,080 - Max, hey it's good to see you boy. 126 00:13:23,977 --> 00:13:25,220 How's it doing old timer? 127 00:13:32,123 --> 00:13:36,714 ♪ Earthshaking to say the least ♪ 128 00:13:36,749 --> 00:13:42,099 ♪ In the witching hour I confront the beast ♪ 129 00:13:42,133 --> 00:13:47,518 ♪ Blood runs cold, a chill in the air ♪ 130 00:13:47,552 --> 00:13:53,006 ♪ Leaves the victim unaware 131 00:13:53,041 --> 00:13:55,146 ♪ Left my home 132 00:13:55,181 --> 00:13:58,736 - Whisky rocks and a um, gin and tonic. 133 00:14:04,604 --> 00:14:05,985 - For me? 134 00:14:06,019 --> 00:14:06,882 - Yeah. 135 00:14:08,746 --> 00:14:10,610 - Alright, how did you know I drink gin and tonic? 136 00:14:10,645 --> 00:14:12,060 - Psychic I guess. 137 00:14:12,094 --> 00:14:13,268 - Oh yeah. - Hmm-mm. 138 00:14:13,302 --> 00:14:14,649 - Alright. 139 00:14:16,064 --> 00:14:17,859 What am I thinking about right now? 140 00:14:19,757 --> 00:14:20,965 - You're thinking. 141 00:14:22,311 --> 00:14:23,727 "Oh great, 142 00:14:23,761 --> 00:14:26,281 "another asshole with the same tired pick up lines." 143 00:14:28,145 --> 00:14:30,216 - Well, you are good. 144 00:14:31,976 --> 00:14:34,599 Now what makes you more than just another asshole? 145 00:14:35,739 --> 00:14:37,050 - Well, nothing. 146 00:14:38,603 --> 00:14:41,641 But something tells me, you're gonna talk to me anyway. 147 00:14:42,884 --> 00:14:44,989 - Oh really, uh huh. 148 00:14:45,024 --> 00:14:46,784 And would you like to take a bet on that? 149 00:14:46,819 --> 00:14:47,682 - Yes I would. 150 00:14:47,716 --> 00:14:49,028 - Jen witness. 151 00:14:49,062 --> 00:14:50,926 - Look I'm game, I'm glad we met. 152 00:14:50,961 --> 00:14:51,996 - Show me your money pal. 153 00:14:52,031 --> 00:14:53,722 - Oh hey, we've gotta shake on it first. 154 00:14:53,757 --> 00:14:54,896 - Everything okay Julia? 155 00:14:54,930 --> 00:14:56,276 - Yeah I'm good, fine thanks. 156 00:14:56,311 --> 00:14:58,002 - She's in good hands okay. 157 00:14:59,245 --> 00:15:01,143 Cop, not a creep. 158 00:15:02,662 --> 00:15:03,905 - Cop, not a creep. 159 00:15:03,939 --> 00:15:05,147 Let me see this, is this real? 160 00:15:05,182 --> 00:15:06,045 - It is. 161 00:15:06,839 --> 00:15:07,702 I'm Freddie. 162 00:15:08,772 --> 00:15:09,669 - Julia. 163 00:15:10,877 --> 00:15:12,292 - But in the spirit of disclosure, 164 00:15:12,327 --> 00:15:15,640 everyone calls me Detective Ransone. 165 00:15:15,675 --> 00:15:16,711 - Oh Detective. 166 00:15:16,745 --> 00:15:17,712 - Yeah. 167 00:15:17,746 --> 00:15:19,610 - Well Detective, is this an interrogation? 168 00:15:19,644 --> 00:15:20,749 Am I in trouble? 169 00:15:20,784 --> 00:15:23,200 - No, no, I'm, I am off duty. 170 00:15:23,234 --> 00:15:25,374 But I am trained to notice 171 00:15:25,409 --> 00:15:27,273 the most interesting things in a room 172 00:15:27,307 --> 00:15:29,240 that others can overlook. 173 00:15:32,761 --> 00:15:34,245 - And is that why you came over here? 174 00:15:34,280 --> 00:15:35,626 To talk to me? 175 00:15:35,660 --> 00:15:36,800 Because I interest you? 176 00:15:38,042 --> 00:15:41,287 - She's the only one that matters. 177 00:15:41,321 --> 00:15:42,840 - Yeah. 178 00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:45,809 But um, take, take a look around. 179 00:15:45,843 --> 00:15:48,915 Do you see anybody else I ought to be talking too? 180 00:15:48,950 --> 00:15:49,813 - Ha. 181 00:15:51,262 --> 00:15:53,264 Yeah alright, I'll give you that one. 182 00:15:53,299 --> 00:15:54,818 You make a good point there. 183 00:15:55,750 --> 00:15:57,682 - It's the first of many. 184 00:15:59,684 --> 00:16:01,859 - Why are you in this crappy old bar? 185 00:16:03,067 --> 00:16:05,035 - Hey, it's, it's Christmas. 186 00:16:05,069 --> 00:16:06,070 - It is Christmas. 187 00:16:06,105 --> 00:16:08,659 - Yeah where else you supposed to go? 188 00:16:11,351 --> 00:16:12,214 - Really, what is? 189 00:16:12,249 --> 00:16:13,112 Okay, pinkies. 190 00:16:13,146 --> 00:16:14,389 - I can't bend this. 191 00:16:14,423 --> 00:16:15,424 - What? 192 00:16:15,459 --> 00:16:16,425 Dude that's so weird. 193 00:16:16,460 --> 00:16:17,323 Oh my. 194 00:16:18,807 --> 00:16:20,188 That's disgusting. 195 00:16:29,128 --> 00:16:29,956 - You okay? 196 00:16:29,991 --> 00:16:30,957 You alright? 197 00:16:30,992 --> 00:16:31,820 Oh shit. 198 00:16:31,855 --> 00:16:33,063 - Ooh. 199 00:16:33,097 --> 00:16:33,960 What? 200 00:16:36,825 --> 00:16:37,861 - Just, it's nothing. 201 00:16:48,319 --> 00:16:49,182 - Uh-- 202 00:16:52,151 --> 00:16:53,014 - Run. 203 00:16:54,947 --> 00:16:55,913 - What? 204 00:16:55,948 --> 00:16:57,294 - Run. 205 00:16:57,328 --> 00:16:58,191 Run! 206 00:16:59,503 --> 00:17:00,366 Oh God. 207 00:17:02,989 --> 00:17:05,060 - My condition 208 00:17:05,095 --> 00:17:08,167 isn't without a few benefits. 209 00:17:08,201 --> 00:17:11,446 Injuries don't follow me to the next body. 210 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,137 - What the fuck is happening to me? 211 00:17:13,172 --> 00:17:14,380 - Until now. 212 00:18:13,473 --> 00:18:16,407 - We're not doing anything Officer. 213 00:18:19,169 --> 00:18:20,032 - Go home. 214 00:18:21,205 --> 00:18:23,311 You, move over. 215 00:18:27,936 --> 00:18:30,283 - Please, just let me go alright. 216 00:18:30,318 --> 00:18:33,183 Whatever laws I've broken, I'll pay the fines. 217 00:18:33,217 --> 00:18:34,046 Whatever you need-- 218 00:18:34,080 --> 00:18:35,116 Shut up! 219 00:18:35,150 --> 00:18:38,291 - Look look, this is not what it looks okay. 220 00:18:38,326 --> 00:18:41,570 I've got a wife and kids and they're expecting me. 221 00:18:45,471 --> 00:18:47,059 Jesus. 222 00:18:47,093 --> 00:18:49,578 - If I don't do this, I'll die. 223 00:18:55,067 --> 00:18:56,447 And I'm not ready to die. 224 00:19:00,037 --> 00:19:03,351 Which means, you'll have to. 225 00:19:11,393 --> 00:19:12,256 I'm sorry. 226 00:19:49,293 --> 00:19:51,226 People who live in a house like this, 227 00:19:51,261 --> 00:19:53,539 tend to stay there for a lifetime. 228 00:19:53,573 --> 00:19:56,611 Roots dug deep, fearing any change. 229 00:19:56,645 --> 00:19:58,337 Suffocating in comfort. 230 00:19:59,372 --> 00:20:01,961 It doesn't stop some perverse instinct in me 231 00:20:01,996 --> 00:20:03,894 from wanting this too. 232 00:20:03,928 --> 00:20:06,034 It's only nature I think. 233 00:20:06,069 --> 00:20:07,104 The pull of the pack. 234 00:21:29,013 --> 00:21:30,394 - Daddy, Daddy wake up. 235 00:21:30,429 --> 00:21:32,086 - Get the fuck off me. 236 00:21:33,259 --> 00:21:36,262 - Mummy, Mummy, Dad said a bad word! 237 00:21:38,057 --> 00:21:39,645 - After school can I go to Chris's house? 238 00:21:39,679 --> 00:21:42,096 - As long as you've done your homework in time. 239 00:21:42,130 --> 00:21:44,305 - Okay. - You know the rules. 240 00:21:44,339 --> 00:21:47,204 Sit, join the kids for breakfast. 241 00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:49,586 - Daddy, what's wrong? 242 00:21:49,620 --> 00:21:52,382 - Nothing, nothing sweetie. 243 00:21:52,416 --> 00:21:57,283 I can't stay, I'm gonna be late for work. 244 00:21:57,318 --> 00:21:58,457 - Bye Daddy. 245 00:22:07,293 --> 00:22:10,296 - Sam no, you're drunk. 246 00:22:10,331 --> 00:22:15,129 You're my boss and my friend, but nothing more. 247 00:22:18,304 --> 00:22:20,513 Oh good morning Dr. Richardson. 248 00:22:20,548 --> 00:22:21,721 - And how are you today? 249 00:22:23,102 --> 00:22:24,552 - I'm good. 250 00:22:24,586 --> 00:22:25,553 How are you? 251 00:22:25,587 --> 00:22:27,175 Everything okay? 252 00:22:27,210 --> 00:22:28,314 - Never better. 253 00:22:28,349 --> 00:22:29,591 - Okay then. 254 00:22:29,626 --> 00:22:33,388 Your first patients already waiting for you in room three. 255 00:22:34,527 --> 00:22:35,770 - Tim is it? 256 00:22:35,804 --> 00:22:40,809 I'm Dr. Richardson, how are you today Tim, huh? 257 00:23:12,703 --> 00:23:14,533 Let's make you nice and comfortable. 258 00:23:15,534 --> 00:23:16,397 You just relax. 259 00:23:28,892 --> 00:23:30,514 Don't you worry Tim. 260 00:23:33,379 --> 00:23:35,830 This isn't the first time I've been a dentist. 261 00:23:42,733 --> 00:23:44,218 All fixed. 262 00:23:45,288 --> 00:23:47,324 He may have some lingering pain for a few days, 263 00:23:47,359 --> 00:23:49,533 but soon enough he'll be right as rain. 264 00:23:49,568 --> 00:23:50,707 - Thank you. 265 00:23:50,741 --> 00:23:52,467 - I can only keep up their routine 266 00:23:52,502 --> 00:23:56,126 for so long, it drains the spirit. 267 00:23:56,160 --> 00:23:57,231 I need breaks. 268 00:24:13,764 --> 00:24:14,627 - Just drive. 269 00:24:16,319 --> 00:24:17,596 Follow that silver car. 270 00:24:17,630 --> 00:24:18,631 - I'm sorry where? 271 00:24:18,666 --> 00:24:20,771 - Follow the silver car already. 272 00:24:20,806 --> 00:24:23,118 - Oh you want me to follow that woman's car? 273 00:24:23,153 --> 00:24:24,430 Yeah I'm not gonna do that. 274 00:24:25,500 --> 00:24:26,812 It's suspicious as hell man. 275 00:24:29,470 --> 00:24:30,402 - Never mind. 276 00:24:30,436 --> 00:24:31,679 I've been trying to figure out 277 00:24:31,713 --> 00:24:33,784 her new address for almost a year. 278 00:24:40,343 --> 00:24:42,897 Movies have always been a big part of my life. 279 00:24:42,931 --> 00:24:45,762 Something about being in that dark room, 280 00:24:45,796 --> 00:24:47,833 is such a healing experience. 281 00:24:47,867 --> 00:24:50,456 It's get me out of head, helps quiet the voices. 282 00:24:50,491 --> 00:24:51,871 - Can you shut the fuck up? 283 00:25:25,491 --> 00:25:28,287 - Why do seagulls live near the sea? 284 00:25:28,322 --> 00:25:29,944 - 'Cause that's where they get fish? 285 00:25:29,978 --> 00:25:32,360 - No, 'cause if they live near the bay 286 00:25:32,395 --> 00:25:33,637 they'd be bagels. 287 00:25:33,672 --> 00:25:35,190 - That's a good one. 288 00:25:35,225 --> 00:25:36,606 - So bad. 289 00:25:39,333 --> 00:25:40,782 - Okay, you go ahead honey. 290 00:25:40,817 --> 00:25:43,613 - He turned into a monkey and then-- 291 00:25:43,647 --> 00:25:45,477 - And then what? 292 00:25:45,511 --> 00:25:48,549 - It ate all the cookies in the world. 293 00:25:48,583 --> 00:25:50,482 - Oh my goodness. 294 00:26:05,566 --> 00:26:07,878 - I've really only got one tangible thing 295 00:26:07,913 --> 00:26:10,364 left from my true family. 296 00:26:10,398 --> 00:26:12,331 Only one constant. 297 00:26:13,436 --> 00:26:14,644 The rest is memory. 298 00:26:27,035 --> 00:26:30,522 - I saw you here last night right? 299 00:26:30,556 --> 00:26:34,871 You were with a younger girl I think. 300 00:26:37,425 --> 00:26:38,392 - Yeah. 301 00:26:40,048 --> 00:26:42,396 I don't know what I was thinking. 302 00:26:45,019 --> 00:26:47,953 - Oh, I take it that she wasn't your wife. 303 00:26:47,987 --> 00:26:51,405 - No, a momentary lapse of judgment I'd call it. 304 00:26:52,475 --> 00:26:54,373 Don't plan to make that mistake again. 305 00:26:57,411 --> 00:26:59,620 I was, getting away from my family. 306 00:27:00,931 --> 00:27:02,968 Sometimes I just need an escape, you know. 307 00:27:03,002 --> 00:27:05,384 - Where are you going? 308 00:27:05,419 --> 00:27:06,661 Sam! 309 00:27:06,696 --> 00:27:10,458 - Yeah, I used to think like that. 310 00:27:10,493 --> 00:27:14,945 But, I never really realized how wrong that was. 311 00:27:14,980 --> 00:27:15,877 - Huh? 312 00:27:15,912 --> 00:27:18,880 - You love them right? 313 00:27:20,951 --> 00:27:24,645 - Yeah, yes I love them. 314 00:27:25,749 --> 00:27:28,718 - Then make sure that you always go back to them. 315 00:27:28,752 --> 00:27:31,099 That is all that matters. 316 00:27:35,932 --> 00:27:38,659 I had a little boy and a husband. 317 00:27:39,901 --> 00:27:43,733 And I felt the same way that you do, more often than not. 318 00:27:45,044 --> 00:27:46,494 But now if I could go back 319 00:27:46,529 --> 00:27:48,738 I would spend all of the time that I could with them 320 00:27:48,772 --> 00:27:49,911 because it is fleeting. 321 00:27:53,467 --> 00:27:54,847 - What happened? 322 00:27:54,882 --> 00:27:58,851 - Hmm, no you don't wanna hear that story. 323 00:27:59,990 --> 00:28:01,716 It's not a happy one. 324 00:28:01,751 --> 00:28:03,442 - It's not a happy night. 325 00:28:03,477 --> 00:28:04,892 It's not even happy hour. 326 00:28:04,926 --> 00:28:08,861 - Well, my little boy, Taylor... 327 00:28:13,659 --> 00:28:14,522 He died. 328 00:28:16,386 --> 00:28:17,732 A few years ago. 329 00:28:17,767 --> 00:28:22,841 There was complications with pertussis, he was, 330 00:28:22,875 --> 00:28:23,980 that's whooping cough. 331 00:28:25,706 --> 00:28:27,155 He was only three. 332 00:28:29,951 --> 00:28:31,159 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 333 00:28:36,026 --> 00:28:40,030 - Yeah I've come to terms with it, the best that I can. 334 00:28:44,690 --> 00:28:45,726 Sorry. 335 00:28:48,591 --> 00:28:49,799 Anyway he passed away. 336 00:28:53,078 --> 00:28:55,390 And it was just Richard and I. 337 00:28:55,425 --> 00:28:57,082 That's my husband, and I. 338 00:28:57,116 --> 00:28:57,979 And... 339 00:29:00,672 --> 00:29:02,881 It was really fucking hard. 340 00:29:04,572 --> 00:29:06,125 It changed things. 341 00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:08,162 And this one night I came home 342 00:29:08,196 --> 00:29:12,442 and Richard had set up the table for dinner. 343 00:29:12,476 --> 00:29:13,995 And he'd lit these candles 344 00:29:14,030 --> 00:29:15,652 and made it romantic 345 00:29:15,687 --> 00:29:19,173 and he said that he wanted us to forget. 346 00:29:19,207 --> 00:29:22,556 Even if it was just for that one night. 347 00:29:24,627 --> 00:29:25,489 And so we did. 348 00:29:27,699 --> 00:29:30,115 We ate and we laughed. 349 00:29:31,116 --> 00:29:32,117 We made love. 350 00:29:35,499 --> 00:29:39,814 And it felt like it was the first time all over again. 351 00:29:39,849 --> 00:29:41,644 And then I woke up in the middle of the night 352 00:29:41,678 --> 00:29:42,714 and he was gone. 353 00:29:43,887 --> 00:29:44,888 He was just gone. 354 00:29:46,062 --> 00:29:47,615 There was no trace. 355 00:29:47,650 --> 00:29:48,996 It was like he just vanished. 356 00:29:51,964 --> 00:29:53,621 Oh. 357 00:29:53,656 --> 00:29:55,865 I think that it was all just too much for him 358 00:29:55,899 --> 00:29:57,280 and he had to leave. 359 00:29:58,695 --> 00:29:59,765 And I think that that night 360 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:02,492 was his proper way of saying goodbye. 361 00:30:09,741 --> 00:30:11,881 - Can I, can I buy your next drink? 362 00:30:13,537 --> 00:30:14,159 - Yes. 363 00:30:14,193 --> 00:30:15,056 - Yeah. 364 00:30:16,713 --> 00:30:17,611 - Thanks. 365 00:30:20,165 --> 00:30:21,028 - Hmm. 366 00:30:25,308 --> 00:30:26,930 - So what about you? 367 00:30:29,139 --> 00:30:30,624 Why the need to escape? 368 00:30:32,522 --> 00:30:33,178 - I'm afraid. 369 00:30:36,284 --> 00:30:37,216 I'm afraid. 370 00:30:41,876 --> 00:30:46,018 I really don't know, what I'd, what I'd do if I stayed. 371 00:30:49,056 --> 00:30:53,094 Sometimes I um, I wonder if, what's best for them you know. 372 00:30:57,789 --> 00:30:59,169 - Do you consider yourself a good person? 373 00:30:59,204 --> 00:31:02,207 - I'm not even sure I'd consider myself a person. 374 00:31:02,241 --> 00:31:07,661 The real question is does being good really matter? 375 00:31:07,695 --> 00:31:09,593 I mean really matter. 376 00:31:10,733 --> 00:31:13,252 Bad things happen to good people all the time right? 377 00:31:16,877 --> 00:31:17,774 - Yeah. 378 00:31:17,809 --> 00:31:18,672 They do. 379 00:31:19,983 --> 00:31:21,191 But you know what I think 380 00:31:22,296 --> 00:31:25,023 that the important thing is to make sure that 381 00:31:25,057 --> 00:31:26,852 you are not the bad thing yourself. 382 00:32:08,652 --> 00:32:10,654 - The coke may serve a function, 383 00:32:10,689 --> 00:32:11,932 but it's still coke. 384 00:32:12,864 --> 00:32:14,658 It does what coke does. 385 00:32:16,868 --> 00:32:19,249 You take it when you wanna escape yourself. 386 00:32:44,412 --> 00:32:45,275 What? 387 00:33:14,995 --> 00:33:16,790 - Sam? 388 00:33:16,824 --> 00:33:18,067 It's really late, what's up? 389 00:33:18,101 --> 00:33:20,932 - I really need someone to talk too. 390 00:33:20,966 --> 00:33:22,830 I didn't know who else to call. 391 00:33:22,865 --> 00:33:24,383 - What's going on with you? 392 00:33:24,418 --> 00:33:26,316 Last night was bad enough, but you left the office today 393 00:33:26,351 --> 00:33:27,455 without a saying a word. 394 00:33:27,490 --> 00:33:30,734 We had to reschedule half a dozen appointments. 395 00:33:30,769 --> 00:33:32,460 Are you in some kind of trouble? 396 00:33:32,495 --> 00:33:34,462 - No, no, it's nothing like that. 397 00:33:36,119 --> 00:33:38,777 I had, I had a really bad night with Mary. 398 00:33:40,123 --> 00:33:42,816 And she kicked me out. 399 00:33:42,850 --> 00:33:46,750 - Oh Sam, I'm sorry to hear that. 400 00:33:46,785 --> 00:33:48,994 - Do you, can you come see me? 401 00:33:49,961 --> 00:33:52,135 I don't wanna be alone right now. 402 00:33:52,170 --> 00:33:54,966 - Jesus Sam, seriously? 403 00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:56,864 - I'm really sorry about last night. 404 00:33:57,831 --> 00:33:59,177 I, I made a mistake. 405 00:34:00,178 --> 00:34:02,456 I promise I won't try anything like that again. 406 00:34:04,182 --> 00:34:07,012 I just, I really need a friend right now. 407 00:34:09,049 --> 00:34:09,912 Please. 408 00:34:11,396 --> 00:34:12,915 - Alright. 409 00:34:12,949 --> 00:34:15,400 Tommy's already passed out here so I'll drive over. 410 00:34:18,921 --> 00:34:20,888 - You're still with him? 411 00:34:20,923 --> 00:34:22,510 - Yeah, you know that. 412 00:34:24,029 --> 00:34:24,892 Address? 413 00:34:28,344 --> 00:34:29,897 - Do you have a pen? 414 00:34:50,262 --> 00:34:51,401 It's unlocked. 415 00:34:53,265 --> 00:34:54,370 - Before I come in, 416 00:34:54,404 --> 00:34:57,131 I just wanna say I'm not super comfortable with this. 417 00:34:58,339 --> 00:34:59,340 We're friends and all 418 00:34:59,375 --> 00:35:01,239 but this is pretty fucking above and beyond. 419 00:35:01,273 --> 00:35:04,276 Coming to a motel in the middle of the night. 420 00:35:04,311 --> 00:35:06,900 You try anything and I am out the door, you got that? 421 00:35:06,934 --> 00:35:07,590 - Got it. 422 00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:10,869 - Also, I wanna talk about a raise. 423 00:35:17,496 --> 00:35:18,946 Why's the room so dark? 424 00:35:21,500 --> 00:35:23,226 Where the hell is light switch? 425 00:35:23,261 --> 00:35:24,227 - Come here Rachel. 426 00:35:25,988 --> 00:35:26,850 - Sam? 427 00:35:28,611 --> 00:35:29,853 Are you okay? 428 00:35:33,478 --> 00:35:37,171 Oh Sam, it looks like you've overdone it a bit yeah? 429 00:35:50,426 --> 00:35:51,289 Sam? 430 00:35:59,642 --> 00:36:02,472 - That hurt a lot more than usual. 431 00:36:03,957 --> 00:36:05,130 It feels like I'm dying. 432 00:36:29,051 --> 00:36:30,914 That's not gonna cut it. 433 00:36:30,949 --> 00:36:33,917 She probably has access to antibiotics. 434 00:36:43,065 --> 00:36:44,273 - Hi Tommy. 435 00:36:44,307 --> 00:36:45,377 - Where'd you go? 436 00:36:45,412 --> 00:36:48,001 It's the middle of the night. 437 00:36:48,035 --> 00:36:49,243 - I felt a migraine coming on. 438 00:36:49,278 --> 00:36:52,902 I ran out to all night pharmacy, be back soon okay. 439 00:36:52,936 --> 00:36:55,180 - Uh huh, can you pick me up some smokes? 440 00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:58,045 - I'm already on my way back, sorry. 441 00:36:59,219 --> 00:37:00,151 See you soon okay? 442 00:37:35,358 --> 00:37:37,084 - Is that you Frank? 443 00:37:38,672 --> 00:37:41,054 I haven't seen you around much these days. 444 00:37:42,262 --> 00:37:45,092 Been seeing the smoke though. 445 00:37:45,127 --> 00:37:46,162 What you burning? 446 00:37:47,232 --> 00:37:49,027 Something smells kind of weird. 447 00:38:00,245 --> 00:38:01,660 It's just Colleen. 448 00:38:01,695 --> 00:38:03,421 Is that your car parked out here? 449 00:38:13,741 --> 00:38:14,604 Hey. 450 00:38:17,676 --> 00:38:20,714 Hey, hello. 451 00:38:20,748 --> 00:38:23,130 Are you Frank's granddaughter? 452 00:38:37,282 --> 00:38:38,145 - Damn it. 453 00:38:59,132 --> 00:38:59,822 Tommy? 454 00:39:02,376 --> 00:39:05,138 - Lucky break, he's gone home. 455 00:39:48,284 --> 00:39:49,492 - Hi. 456 00:39:49,527 --> 00:39:51,736 Hey buddy, how's it going? 457 00:39:57,155 --> 00:39:57,811 Wait. 458 00:40:13,551 --> 00:40:14,793 - Whisky on the rocks. 459 00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:19,729 - Oh boy, someone is looking for trouble tonight? 460 00:40:19,764 --> 00:40:21,490 - It that obvious? 461 00:40:21,524 --> 00:40:23,181 - Well that dress and this bar, 462 00:40:23,216 --> 00:40:25,459 it, it really doesn't take a PHD. 463 00:40:25,494 --> 00:40:26,771 You look great but-- 464 00:40:26,805 --> 00:40:28,290 - Thanks, just killing time. 465 00:40:28,324 --> 00:40:29,808 - Well, you've come to the right place 466 00:40:29,843 --> 00:40:32,673 because this is where time comes to die. 467 00:40:35,228 --> 00:40:36,643 - What brings you here tonight? 468 00:40:37,713 --> 00:40:40,198 - Um, I'm here most nights, right Jen. 469 00:40:40,233 --> 00:40:41,303 - Ah. 470 00:40:41,337 --> 00:40:44,478 - I can't, I can't get much writing done at home. 471 00:40:44,513 --> 00:40:46,480 The silence just drives me mad. 472 00:40:46,515 --> 00:40:48,482 - You a writer? 473 00:40:48,517 --> 00:40:52,693 - Um, wouldn't go that far but, 474 00:40:52,728 --> 00:40:57,733 I just, I like it and it helps me sort things out. 475 00:40:58,906 --> 00:41:00,322 - What are you working on? 476 00:41:01,219 --> 00:41:01,875 - A book. 477 00:41:02,945 --> 00:41:04,360 Yeah, I know. 478 00:41:04,395 --> 00:41:05,465 - That's impressive. 479 00:41:05,499 --> 00:41:06,742 How soon 'til it's finished? 480 00:41:06,776 --> 00:41:08,433 - I have absolutely no clue. 481 00:41:08,468 --> 00:41:09,745 It will be, 482 00:41:09,779 --> 00:41:12,610 it will be finished when it feels finished, you know. 483 00:41:12,644 --> 00:41:13,542 My... 484 00:41:15,198 --> 00:41:17,546 My therapist suggested that I write down my thoughts. 485 00:41:17,580 --> 00:41:19,375 To help me cope. 486 00:41:19,410 --> 00:41:22,275 And it just got way out of hand, I guess. 487 00:41:24,311 --> 00:41:25,588 Hey I'm Julia by the way. 488 00:41:26,969 --> 00:41:27,866 - Drew. 489 00:41:27,901 --> 00:41:29,420 - Very nice to meet you. 490 00:41:29,454 --> 00:41:30,386 - Nice to meet you. 491 00:41:30,421 --> 00:41:32,319 - Did I see you here the other night? 492 00:41:32,354 --> 00:41:35,840 I think with a, an older gentleman, sort of. 493 00:41:35,874 --> 00:41:37,359 - Oh. 494 00:41:37,393 --> 00:41:39,153 Yeah, you've got a good memory. 495 00:41:39,188 --> 00:41:41,466 - Yes I do, me and elephants. 496 00:41:41,501 --> 00:41:42,571 - Hmm. 497 00:41:43,813 --> 00:41:47,403 - No, it's just this place, it never seems to change, 498 00:41:47,438 --> 00:41:48,818 just the people do. 499 00:41:48,853 --> 00:41:50,337 So, I'm here a lot 500 00:41:50,372 --> 00:41:53,754 and I tend to notice the faces that stand out. 501 00:41:53,789 --> 00:41:55,860 - Yeah I like that about this place. 502 00:41:55,894 --> 00:41:56,723 - What's that? 503 00:41:57,724 --> 00:41:59,450 - There's a lot to be said for consistency 504 00:41:59,484 --> 00:42:01,831 when you don't have it anywhere else in your life. 505 00:42:03,385 --> 00:42:06,974 - Yes, yes A-fucking- men to that. 506 00:42:07,009 --> 00:42:07,906 Cheers. 507 00:42:07,941 --> 00:42:08,804 - Cheers. 508 00:42:10,012 --> 00:42:10,875 - Cheers. 509 00:42:12,670 --> 00:42:13,705 - Hmm, decades have passed 510 00:42:13,740 --> 00:42:14,948 and this place has stayed the same. 511 00:42:14,982 --> 00:42:16,605 I remember back in the 70's when-- 512 00:42:16,639 --> 00:42:18,331 - Wait, hold on, I'm sorry. 513 00:42:18,365 --> 00:42:19,780 Did you, 70's? 514 00:42:19,815 --> 00:42:22,714 You're like 20. 515 00:42:22,749 --> 00:42:24,785 - Consider me an old soul then. 516 00:42:30,619 --> 00:42:32,552 - You know you have sad eyes? 517 00:42:32,586 --> 00:42:33,794 - What? 518 00:42:33,829 --> 00:42:37,591 - Hmm-mm, yeah you have sad eyes. 519 00:42:37,626 --> 00:42:40,422 I can tell you are not here for a good time tonight. 520 00:42:41,768 --> 00:42:43,908 I don't know what it is but, 521 00:42:43,942 --> 00:42:46,600 yeah you're not here for a good time. 522 00:42:46,635 --> 00:42:47,498 Hmm. 523 00:42:48,533 --> 00:42:49,396 You know what? 524 00:42:50,639 --> 00:42:51,674 Here. 525 00:42:51,709 --> 00:42:56,541 I am going to give you a card, here. 526 00:42:57,473 --> 00:42:59,648 The address to my office. 527 00:42:59,682 --> 00:43:02,754 Sorry, I'm a counselor. 528 00:43:02,789 --> 00:43:04,860 The address to my office is on there. 529 00:43:04,894 --> 00:43:09,968 And if you ever need anybody to talk to, about anything, 530 00:43:10,003 --> 00:43:12,695 after tonight, just give me a call okay? 531 00:43:14,559 --> 00:43:15,595 - Thank you. 532 00:43:15,629 --> 00:43:18,839 - Hmm-mm, she knows I'm not creepy or anything. 533 00:43:20,531 --> 00:43:21,808 - Can I buy you a drink? 534 00:43:21,842 --> 00:43:23,603 - Hmm, hello. - Um. 535 00:43:23,637 --> 00:43:25,846 - Yes, you can, yes you can. 536 00:43:25,881 --> 00:43:28,573 That is my queue to leave, I'm leaving. 537 00:43:28,608 --> 00:43:30,679 Please, you can have my seat. 538 00:43:30,713 --> 00:43:33,544 Hey, have some fun. 539 00:43:33,578 --> 00:43:34,614 - Alright. 540 00:43:34,648 --> 00:43:36,339 - Jen can I grab another please? 541 00:43:37,617 --> 00:43:38,480 Whoops. 542 00:43:41,483 --> 00:43:43,933 - So, drink? 543 00:43:46,522 --> 00:43:48,455 - Sure, whisky rocks. 544 00:43:50,492 --> 00:43:51,389 Thanks. 545 00:43:52,908 --> 00:43:55,773 - That's funny you ordered a whisky on the rocks, 546 00:43:55,807 --> 00:43:58,361 that was my old football coaches favorite drink. 547 00:43:59,708 --> 00:44:01,123 On the off season and the on. 548 00:44:02,365 --> 00:44:03,470 You like football? 549 00:44:03,505 --> 00:44:04,333 - No. 550 00:44:04,367 --> 00:44:05,645 - I loved it. 551 00:44:05,679 --> 00:44:08,786 Fucking varsity football, 2007. 552 00:44:10,512 --> 00:44:11,582 Am I boring you? 553 00:44:11,616 --> 00:44:12,514 - Not at all. 554 00:44:12,548 --> 00:44:14,688 - Okay so, as I was saying. 555 00:44:14,723 --> 00:44:16,863 Getting down there, the 15 yard line, boom, 556 00:44:16,897 --> 00:44:17,898 I get it sweep right. 557 00:44:17,933 --> 00:44:19,797 - What the fucks this asshole 558 00:44:19,831 --> 00:44:20,660 even talking about? 559 00:44:20,694 --> 00:44:23,041 What a douche bag. 560 00:44:28,668 --> 00:44:31,429 - Our 15 yard line and it's all. 561 00:44:33,535 --> 00:44:35,675 I flip inside, I fell. 562 00:44:40,403 --> 00:44:43,510 You know 15 yard line on their side. 563 00:44:43,545 --> 00:44:44,615 Big tackle. 564 00:44:44,649 --> 00:44:46,824 - Maybe he'll be some use after all. 565 00:44:46,858 --> 00:44:49,654 - I just need to run to the bathroom, be back in a minute. 566 00:45:03,979 --> 00:45:05,463 You wanna get out of here? 567 00:45:08,984 --> 00:45:10,123 ♪ I'm tired of existence 568 00:45:10,157 --> 00:45:11,814 ♪ I'm tired of being constant threat ♪ 569 00:45:11,849 --> 00:45:13,885 ♪ Find the position just to fuck it up ♪ 570 00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:15,818 ♪ And find 'em back at the beginning ♪ 571 00:45:15,853 --> 00:45:17,820 ♪ Then I twitch, just let her fade to black ♪ 572 00:45:17,855 --> 00:45:19,650 ♪ Guess I missed my curtain call ♪ 573 00:45:19,684 --> 00:45:20,823 ♪ Pessimistic jerk 574 00:45:20,858 --> 00:45:22,445 ♪ And I'm fester, raising curtain fall ♪ 575 00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:23,550 ♪ Obsessed about a girl 576 00:45:23,585 --> 00:45:25,172 ♪ Who probably doesn't like me first of all ♪ 577 00:45:25,207 --> 00:45:26,588 ♪ And such a perfect girl 578 00:45:26,622 --> 00:45:28,728 ♪ I'll fall in love with my demon ♪ 579 00:45:28,762 --> 00:45:30,453 I've been a woman enough times now 580 00:45:30,488 --> 00:45:32,525 that this is nothing new. 581 00:45:32,559 --> 00:45:34,941 I'll admit it, sometimes I've even enjoyed it. 582 00:45:34,975 --> 00:45:36,114 - What's, what's wrong? 583 00:45:36,149 --> 00:45:37,046 What is it? 584 00:45:37,081 --> 00:45:38,807 - Sometimes. 585 00:45:38,841 --> 00:45:39,980 - It's nothing. 586 00:45:40,015 --> 00:45:40,912 - Okay. 587 00:45:44,502 --> 00:45:45,158 - Um. 588 00:45:45,192 --> 00:45:47,194 Do you want some coke? 589 00:45:48,471 --> 00:45:49,680 - Thought you'd never ask. 590 00:45:50,991 --> 00:45:52,545 Fucking bring it. 591 00:46:37,555 --> 00:46:38,729 - Can we slow down a bit? 592 00:46:39,833 --> 00:46:42,595 - You want this as much as I do. 593 00:46:43,734 --> 00:46:44,597 - Please. 594 00:46:45,528 --> 00:46:47,151 - Don't be such a fucking cock tease. 595 00:46:54,848 --> 00:46:56,609 - Get off of me! 596 00:49:04,081 --> 00:49:06,808 - Help, someone call the police. 597 00:49:19,372 --> 00:49:22,202 Don't worry, the police are on their way. 598 00:49:23,134 --> 00:49:24,342 I've just called them. 599 00:50:50,256 --> 00:50:52,327 Most of the cops in this city 600 00:50:52,361 --> 00:50:55,917 couldn't find a needle in a bucket of needles. 601 00:50:55,951 --> 00:50:57,366 You be enough of them, 602 00:50:57,401 --> 00:51:00,128 you realize it's best to just stay put. 603 00:52:03,225 --> 00:52:05,572 - Rachel, I know you're here! 604 00:52:05,607 --> 00:52:06,435 Rachel! 605 00:52:06,470 --> 00:52:07,989 - How did you know where I was? 606 00:52:08,023 --> 00:52:09,576 - A rule to keep me breathing. 607 00:52:09,611 --> 00:52:11,889 The boyfriend of a murder suspect 608 00:52:11,924 --> 00:52:14,374 is not an ideal form to take. 609 00:52:14,409 --> 00:52:15,479 His lucky day. 610 00:52:26,628 --> 00:52:27,491 - Rachel! 611 00:52:44,094 --> 00:52:44,957 Rachel! 612 00:53:16,643 --> 00:53:19,301 - I'm kidding myself if I keep this up. 613 00:53:19,336 --> 00:53:22,615 If I'm running out of time, I should face the facts. 614 00:53:22,649 --> 00:53:26,895 The right thing to do is tell her truth, be done with it. 615 00:53:53,646 --> 00:53:54,509 Damn it. 616 00:55:31,088 --> 00:55:32,193 - Who is it? 617 00:55:32,227 --> 00:55:33,780 - Delivery. 618 00:55:49,141 --> 00:55:50,418 - I just wanted to call 619 00:55:50,452 --> 00:55:52,627 and say I had a great time today at lunch. 620 00:55:52,661 --> 00:55:54,732 I hope this doesn't sound too forward but, 621 00:55:56,182 --> 00:55:58,460 I can't stop thinking about you. 622 00:56:02,602 --> 00:56:03,672 Hello. 623 00:56:03,707 --> 00:56:05,605 - Yeah, yeah I'm, I'm here. 624 00:56:07,469 --> 00:56:10,645 And I'm flattered Robert. 625 00:56:10,679 --> 00:56:11,611 Really I am. 626 00:56:12,647 --> 00:56:15,719 - Okay just, give me one second here please. 627 00:56:20,310 --> 00:56:21,173 I like you. 628 00:56:22,484 --> 00:56:23,347 A lot. 629 00:56:24,383 --> 00:56:25,694 And I wanna see you again. 630 00:56:25,729 --> 00:56:29,181 Someplace where the two of us can just be alone. 631 00:56:32,701 --> 00:56:34,565 - Okay. 632 00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:36,188 - Okay? 633 00:56:36,222 --> 00:56:37,189 - Yeah okay. 634 00:56:39,398 --> 00:56:40,847 Your place or mine? 635 00:56:45,197 --> 00:56:47,371 - Let's make it your place. 636 00:56:49,787 --> 00:56:52,859 - So yeah, this is my place. 637 00:56:52,894 --> 00:56:55,137 I know it's kind of basic. 638 00:56:55,172 --> 00:56:57,416 I just, I don't know, 639 00:56:57,450 --> 00:57:01,454 I lost the taste for caring about design I guess. 640 00:57:01,489 --> 00:57:06,252 Um, I'm just gonna put on some music. 641 00:57:06,287 --> 00:57:07,840 You wanna do the honors with that? 642 00:57:08,910 --> 00:57:10,705 - Yeah sure. 643 00:57:41,322 --> 00:57:42,254 - Oh nicely done. 644 00:57:43,462 --> 00:57:45,567 - I used to be a server. 645 00:57:46,534 --> 00:57:47,535 In a past life. 646 00:57:47,569 --> 00:57:49,502 - Well color me impressed. 647 00:57:51,677 --> 00:57:52,540 Cheers. 648 00:57:54,231 --> 00:57:55,336 - What do we cheers to? 649 00:57:57,269 --> 00:57:57,924 I got it. 650 00:57:59,340 --> 00:58:01,445 To, possibilities. 651 00:58:03,309 --> 00:58:04,345 - All there ever is. 652 00:58:06,761 --> 00:58:08,487 - Cheers. 653 00:58:11,869 --> 00:58:15,632 - There's just something familiar about you. 654 00:58:19,463 --> 00:58:21,638 I don't know what it is but-- 655 00:58:21,672 --> 00:58:24,399 - I think when two people have a connection like, 656 00:58:26,884 --> 00:58:27,816 a real connection. 657 00:58:29,335 --> 00:58:34,616 There's this, familiarity and there's this comfort 658 00:58:34,651 --> 00:58:35,686 that drives it. 659 00:58:39,725 --> 00:58:41,243 - Is that you think we have? 660 00:58:43,245 --> 00:58:43,901 A connection? 661 00:58:46,628 --> 00:58:47,664 - No, I think. 662 00:58:51,392 --> 00:58:53,394 I think we're kindred spirits you and I. 663 00:58:54,740 --> 00:58:55,603 - Oh. 664 00:58:56,742 --> 00:58:57,881 - Yeah. 665 00:58:58,778 --> 00:59:00,849 I heard it when I said it. 666 00:59:00,884 --> 00:59:01,747 - Uh huh. 667 00:59:01,781 --> 00:59:03,404 - That was terrible, I'm sorry. 668 00:59:04,853 --> 00:59:08,340 - Alright, and what would, 669 00:59:10,756 --> 00:59:13,966 what would two people such as ourselves want 670 00:59:15,416 --> 00:59:16,278 in this moment? 671 00:59:29,947 --> 00:59:31,017 - To connect. 672 00:59:34,607 --> 00:59:38,404 ♪ Pick me apart now 673 00:59:38,439 --> 00:59:42,477 ♪ Find someone else to blame 674 00:59:42,512 --> 00:59:46,308 ♪ Wallow in shame 675 00:59:46,343 --> 00:59:51,624 ♪ Until it's gone 676 00:59:51,659 --> 00:59:55,387 ♪ Time where have you gone now 677 01:00:03,533 --> 01:00:04,396 - Oh jeez. 678 01:00:08,054 --> 01:00:09,435 What happened? 679 01:00:09,470 --> 01:00:11,575 - I cut myself, it's okay. 680 01:00:11,610 --> 01:00:12,576 - On what? 681 01:00:13,646 --> 01:00:15,407 - I walked into a nail, I'm fine. 682 01:00:16,477 --> 01:00:17,581 - You walked into a nail? 683 01:00:17,616 --> 01:00:19,618 - I walked into a nail. 684 01:00:19,652 --> 01:00:20,860 - Are you okay? 685 01:00:21,965 --> 01:00:23,104 - I'm perfect. 686 01:01:42,114 --> 01:01:43,080 - It's burning. 687 01:01:46,877 --> 01:01:48,085 - It's kind of my thing. 688 01:01:48,120 --> 01:01:50,087 It's a bit of a delicacy. 689 01:01:50,122 --> 01:01:51,779 - Making breakfast? 690 01:01:51,813 --> 01:01:54,885 - Yeah, I hope you don't mind. 691 01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:58,406 I was kind of under the impression 692 01:01:58,440 --> 01:02:00,684 you don't get treated too often. 693 01:02:00,719 --> 01:02:01,582 I wanna change that. 694 01:02:02,583 --> 01:02:03,963 - You are very sweet. 695 01:02:05,551 --> 01:02:08,105 - I used to hate being alone at Christmas. 696 01:02:08,140 --> 01:02:10,556 Then I just hated being alone. 697 01:02:10,591 --> 01:02:12,144 Eventually I realized, 698 01:02:12,178 --> 01:02:13,697 at least as far as people go, 699 01:02:13,732 --> 01:02:16,804 quality is far better than quantity. 700 01:02:16,838 --> 01:02:17,701 Every time. 701 01:03:13,239 --> 01:03:15,932 I had a dog when I was kid. 702 01:03:15,966 --> 01:03:17,934 I loved him with all my heart. 703 01:03:17,968 --> 01:03:20,005 When he died my mother told me 704 01:03:20,039 --> 01:03:21,178 that was how things are. 705 01:03:21,213 --> 01:03:23,042 That everything ends. 706 01:03:23,077 --> 01:03:24,181 Nothing's permanent. 707 01:03:24,216 --> 01:03:26,011 As much as you want it to be. 708 01:03:26,045 --> 01:03:27,737 I didn't wanna believe it at the time 709 01:03:27,771 --> 01:03:30,532 but age showed me just how right she was. 710 01:03:30,567 --> 01:03:32,534 The moments are what matter. 711 01:03:32,569 --> 01:03:33,881 And they're fleeting. 712 01:03:33,915 --> 01:03:36,090 - More developments in the grizzly discovery 713 01:03:36,124 --> 01:03:38,644 of what is being called the Farm of Death. 714 01:03:38,679 --> 01:03:40,681 As the remains of dozens of victims 715 01:03:40,715 --> 01:03:42,268 have been recovered so far. 716 01:03:42,303 --> 01:03:45,617 As of yet, only six victims have been identified. 717 01:03:45,651 --> 01:03:47,688 While the search for previous person of interest 718 01:03:47,722 --> 01:03:49,241 Rachel Martin has been called off 719 01:03:49,275 --> 01:03:53,107 when investigators found her remains among the dead. 720 01:03:53,141 --> 01:03:55,730 The remains were discovered - Hey hey. 721 01:03:55,765 --> 01:03:57,559 - When local resident Pauline Baker 722 01:03:57,594 --> 01:03:59,009 - What are you doing? - Noticed suspicious activity. 723 01:03:59,044 --> 01:04:00,183 - Why are you watching this stuff? 724 01:04:00,217 --> 01:04:01,805 There's not enough bad in the world, 725 01:04:01,840 --> 01:04:03,669 you gotta watch these hacks 726 01:04:03,704 --> 01:04:06,223 sensationalize peoples tragedies? 727 01:04:06,258 --> 01:04:07,811 - It's just so close to here. 728 01:04:09,192 --> 01:04:12,160 - Yeah, but I mean when they put on TV like this. 729 01:04:12,195 --> 01:04:13,679 Then they, you know, 730 01:04:13,714 --> 01:04:16,061 they make it sound like it's a million mile away, 731 01:04:16,095 --> 01:04:17,096 like a movie or something. 732 01:04:17,131 --> 01:04:19,685 - No, not this time. 733 01:04:19,720 --> 01:04:21,687 I recognize some of those people 734 01:04:21,722 --> 01:04:22,550 that they've identified. 735 01:04:22,584 --> 01:04:25,208 I've spoken with them in the bar. 736 01:04:27,106 --> 01:04:28,176 - Okay well. 737 01:04:30,800 --> 01:04:32,215 Hey, you know what. 738 01:04:32,249 --> 01:04:35,908 I think I'd rather just concentrate on the here and now. 739 01:04:37,738 --> 01:04:39,601 That's what's important right? 740 01:04:39,636 --> 01:04:40,292 - Hmm-mm. 741 01:04:43,847 --> 01:04:44,917 Just so scary. 742 01:04:53,754 --> 01:04:55,790 - I won't let anything bad happen to you. 743 01:04:56,757 --> 01:04:57,654 I promise. 744 01:05:26,372 --> 01:05:28,754 - You think the traffic will be bad? 745 01:05:28,789 --> 01:05:29,962 - I don't know. 746 01:05:29,997 --> 01:05:31,101 This city's so small, 747 01:05:31,136 --> 01:05:33,310 it can't even handle the population it has now. 748 01:05:33,345 --> 01:05:35,209 - Okay, well I should be ready soon, 749 01:05:35,243 --> 01:05:36,313 I think we'll be fine. 750 01:05:59,267 --> 01:06:00,717 Are you okay in there? 751 01:06:08,760 --> 01:06:10,002 Robert? 752 01:06:11,003 --> 01:06:11,832 - I'm fine. 753 01:06:11,866 --> 01:06:12,764 I'm fine. 754 01:06:13,972 --> 01:06:16,008 I'll be out in a second. 755 01:06:35,752 --> 01:06:37,029 - Feeling okay? 756 01:06:37,064 --> 01:06:37,927 - Yeah. 757 01:06:39,100 --> 01:06:41,275 - Don't, don't, don't touch me. 758 01:06:41,309 --> 01:06:42,138 - Why? 759 01:06:42,172 --> 01:06:43,035 Are you okay? 760 01:06:44,071 --> 01:06:45,037 - Do you trust me? 761 01:06:45,072 --> 01:06:46,349 - Yes. 762 01:06:46,383 --> 01:06:47,315 Of course I do. 763 01:06:47,350 --> 01:06:49,766 - There's something I need to tell you. 764 01:06:49,801 --> 01:06:50,871 You should probably sit down, 765 01:06:50,905 --> 01:06:51,975 it's gonna make it easier. 766 01:06:52,873 --> 01:06:53,839 - What are you talking about? 767 01:06:53,874 --> 01:06:55,013 You're scaring me. 768 01:06:55,047 --> 01:06:58,188 - Alright please just, please can you do this for me? 769 01:06:58,223 --> 01:07:01,398 Can you just, go and sit down. 770 01:07:21,246 --> 01:07:22,143 - Well? 771 01:07:24,145 --> 01:07:25,043 Okay, what is it? 772 01:07:30,082 --> 01:07:30,945 - Okay. 773 01:07:35,777 --> 01:07:39,505 You're the only person I've ever told this too. 774 01:07:44,131 --> 01:07:45,995 When I was 12 years old, 775 01:07:47,375 --> 01:07:50,171 I was responsible for my mother's death. 776 01:07:50,206 --> 01:07:52,346 I was, I was young. 777 01:07:52,380 --> 01:07:54,762 I didn't know what it was at the time. 778 01:07:56,005 --> 01:07:59,491 But, I mean, it was an accident. 779 01:07:59,525 --> 01:08:00,975 - So you feel responsible? 780 01:08:02,494 --> 01:08:06,843 Hey, that was a long time ago. 781 01:08:06,878 --> 01:08:08,914 - Yeah. 782 01:08:08,949 --> 01:08:09,846 Yeah. 783 01:08:11,399 --> 01:08:12,884 It was 1954. 784 01:08:15,265 --> 01:08:16,128 - What? 785 01:08:19,235 --> 01:08:20,961 - I'm a lot older than I look. 786 01:08:22,307 --> 01:08:26,311 - You're not, wait you're not making any sense right now. 787 01:08:26,345 --> 01:08:27,312 - I know, I know. 788 01:08:30,246 --> 01:08:34,975 When, when I took her, my mother. 789 01:08:38,288 --> 01:08:39,427 I saw. 790 01:08:40,290 --> 01:08:42,189 No, that's not right. 791 01:08:44,570 --> 01:08:45,433 I felt. 792 01:08:48,057 --> 01:08:48,920 I remembered. 793 01:08:50,507 --> 01:08:53,131 I remembered the way she loved. 794 01:08:53,165 --> 01:08:57,963 This love that was just so pure. 795 01:08:57,998 --> 01:09:01,277 I never felt anything like that in my entire life 796 01:09:01,311 --> 01:09:02,623 and I never did again. 797 01:09:04,245 --> 01:09:07,939 Until, until a couple of years ago. 798 01:09:10,389 --> 01:09:11,321 Yeah um. 799 01:09:17,017 --> 01:09:17,949 I take people. 800 01:09:19,157 --> 01:09:20,261 That's what I am. 801 01:09:20,296 --> 01:09:21,159 It's... 802 01:09:22,298 --> 01:09:25,232 I become somebody else. 803 01:09:25,266 --> 01:09:29,615 There's this change that happens inside of me 804 01:09:29,650 --> 01:09:34,586 and if I don't find somebody in time, it'll kill me. 805 01:09:34,620 --> 01:09:35,587 I know it will. 806 01:09:35,621 --> 01:09:37,002 It will kill me. 807 01:09:37,037 --> 01:09:39,211 - What do you mean take? 808 01:09:40,419 --> 01:09:42,525 What do you take? 809 01:09:42,559 --> 01:09:43,975 - Everything. 810 01:09:44,009 --> 01:09:49,152 Their voice, their shape, their look, their memories. 811 01:09:49,187 --> 01:09:50,464 Their hopes and dreams, 812 01:09:50,498 --> 01:09:55,952 everything that makes somebody who they are, I take it. 813 01:09:55,987 --> 01:09:57,333 And I keep it, for good. 814 01:09:58,679 --> 01:10:00,957 They're all, all up here. 815 01:10:03,477 --> 01:10:07,929 - You are really not making any sense right now. 816 01:10:07,964 --> 01:10:12,141 Why are you saying all of this weird shit? 817 01:10:12,175 --> 01:10:14,971 - I know, I know, I know it sounds like weird shit, 818 01:10:15,006 --> 01:10:17,663 but it's the truth, I swear to God Julia, it's the truth. 819 01:10:27,225 --> 01:10:28,674 - I'm gonna go home. 820 01:10:31,091 --> 01:10:31,988 - Wait. 821 01:10:34,680 --> 01:10:39,547 - I really thought I'd finally found somebody normal. 822 01:10:39,582 --> 01:10:41,101 So thank you for this. 823 01:10:41,135 --> 01:10:43,413 - Okay wait, I haven't even told you the whole story yet. 824 01:10:43,448 --> 01:10:44,656 Please just wait. 825 01:10:44,690 --> 01:10:46,037 - I don't wanna hear it. 826 01:10:46,071 --> 01:10:47,383 - Okay, just wait. - Don't wanna hear it. 827 01:10:47,417 --> 01:10:49,626 I got my own shit to deal with, I can't deal with this. 828 01:10:49,661 --> 01:10:52,491 - I've known you a lot longer than you think okay. 829 01:10:52,526 --> 01:10:54,976 I loved you a lot longer than you know. 830 01:10:58,256 --> 01:10:59,636 Jesus Christ. 831 01:10:59,671 --> 01:11:01,983 The other night, the other night, 832 01:11:02,018 --> 01:11:05,194 that was the first time I ever told you my real name. 833 01:11:05,228 --> 01:11:06,091 I'm Drew. 834 01:11:06,126 --> 01:11:07,023 I'm Drew. 835 01:11:08,231 --> 01:11:09,612 It's me. 836 01:11:10,751 --> 01:11:12,373 - What the fuck are you saying? 837 01:11:14,168 --> 01:11:14,996 That... 838 01:11:16,205 --> 01:11:21,244 - Before I was Robert, I'd already met you a dozen times. 839 01:11:21,279 --> 01:11:21,969 - Hmm-mm. 840 01:11:23,143 --> 01:11:24,696 What the fuck do you mean "before you where Robert"? 841 01:11:24,730 --> 01:11:26,111 - I was just telling you. 842 01:11:26,146 --> 01:11:27,733 I get their memories. 843 01:11:27,768 --> 01:11:29,390 This is, they're all. 844 01:11:29,425 --> 01:11:31,496 This is how I fell in love with the first time. 845 01:11:31,530 --> 01:11:34,740 I saw you, I saw you and the love that Richard had for you. 846 01:11:37,122 --> 01:11:37,778 - Uh uh. 847 01:11:39,573 --> 01:11:40,401 No. 848 01:11:40,436 --> 01:11:41,437 - The second time, 849 01:11:41,471 --> 01:11:43,577 the second time that I felt that pure love 850 01:11:43,611 --> 01:11:45,406 was in the love that he felt for you. 851 01:11:45,441 --> 01:11:47,615 The love your husband felt for you. 852 01:11:47,650 --> 01:11:49,445 Hey, after that, 853 01:11:49,479 --> 01:11:53,138 after that I knew I needed to make you happy. 854 01:11:53,173 --> 01:11:55,140 I needed to make. - Oh God. 855 01:11:55,175 --> 01:11:57,108 - I needed to make everything okay. 856 01:11:57,142 --> 01:11:58,316 I needed to make it alright. 857 01:11:58,350 --> 01:12:00,352 - I don't know what this is right now? 858 01:12:01,422 --> 01:12:03,079 - That first time we made love, 859 01:12:04,460 --> 01:12:06,634 I felt such a connection to you. 860 01:12:06,669 --> 01:12:08,705 I played that Lou Reed song, you know the one? 861 01:12:08,740 --> 01:12:10,707 that Lour Reed song you love so much. 862 01:12:10,742 --> 01:12:12,537 It was perfect. 863 01:12:12,571 --> 01:12:15,298 Look, I know you feel it, I know you know it's me. 864 01:12:15,333 --> 01:12:19,337 I felt terrible that he had to leave you. 865 01:12:19,371 --> 01:12:21,339 That I had to leave you. 866 01:12:24,480 --> 01:12:26,620 - I never told you about Lou Reed. 867 01:12:26,654 --> 01:12:28,484 - I was there, it's me. 868 01:12:28,518 --> 01:12:30,037 I was there. 869 01:12:32,073 --> 01:12:33,316 - Do you know? 870 01:12:33,351 --> 01:12:35,249 Do you know something about Richard? 871 01:12:37,803 --> 01:12:39,150 Do you know where he is? 872 01:12:40,289 --> 01:12:41,221 Where is he? 873 01:12:45,190 --> 01:12:46,502 - He's at that farm. 874 01:12:46,536 --> 01:12:48,849 The one north of the city, the one on the news. 875 01:12:54,130 --> 01:12:57,754 - Who the fuck are you? 876 01:12:57,789 --> 01:12:59,170 - I don't know. 877 01:12:59,860 --> 01:13:01,655 I don't know. 878 01:13:01,689 --> 01:13:02,552 I don't know. 879 01:13:02,587 --> 01:13:04,175 I don't know who I am. 880 01:13:04,209 --> 01:13:06,246 I don't even know what I am. 881 01:13:06,280 --> 01:13:07,695 I, I tried to figure it out, 882 01:13:07,730 --> 01:13:09,352 years ago I tried to figure it out. 883 01:13:09,387 --> 01:13:10,698 There's these stories, 884 01:13:10,733 --> 01:13:12,148 there's these legends in the Native culture 885 01:13:12,183 --> 01:13:14,288 about Skinwalkers, people who take. 886 01:13:14,323 --> 01:13:17,326 Okay, okay, this doesn't matter right now. 887 01:13:17,360 --> 01:13:18,465 What matters is. 888 01:13:18,499 --> 01:13:20,570 Hey, hey, hey. 889 01:13:20,605 --> 01:13:22,262 What matters is you need to understand 890 01:13:22,296 --> 01:13:24,471 that this was never personal. 891 01:13:24,505 --> 01:13:26,197 None of this was personal. 892 01:13:26,231 --> 01:13:27,198 It was about my survival. 893 01:13:27,232 --> 01:13:29,269 It was about my survival. 894 01:13:29,303 --> 01:13:30,856 With every single person I took. 895 01:13:31,616 --> 01:13:33,411 - The ones you killed you mean. 896 01:13:33,445 --> 01:13:34,446 - No. 897 01:13:34,481 --> 01:13:36,414 You're not getting this, you're not getting this. 898 01:13:36,448 --> 01:13:37,587 Why aren't you getting this? 899 01:13:37,622 --> 01:13:39,106 Why aren't you getting this? 900 01:13:39,140 --> 01:13:40,556 Why won't you get this? 901 01:13:40,590 --> 01:13:41,453 - Robert. 902 01:13:41,833 --> 01:13:42,868 Robert. 903 01:13:42,903 --> 01:13:45,354 - Is there a way you can understand? 904 01:13:45,388 --> 01:13:46,251 - Drew. 905 01:13:47,770 --> 01:13:49,220 It's Drew right? 906 01:13:51,808 --> 01:13:56,779 I need you to let me leave right now, okay. 907 01:13:58,159 --> 01:13:59,230 I'm just gonna go. 908 01:13:59,264 --> 01:13:59,885 - No, no, baby. 909 01:13:59,920 --> 01:14:01,162 - I just wanna go. 910 01:14:01,197 --> 01:14:02,267 - Hey, I would never hurt you. 911 01:14:02,302 --> 01:14:04,338 Jeez Julia, I love you. 912 01:14:04,373 --> 01:14:05,857 I love you and they're not dead. 913 01:14:05,891 --> 01:14:07,203 Your husband's not dead. 914 01:14:07,238 --> 01:14:07,859 - Stop. 915 01:14:07,893 --> 01:14:09,274 - Jesus. - Right there. 916 01:14:09,309 --> 01:14:10,137 - Alright. 917 01:14:10,171 --> 01:14:11,518 - I fucking mean it. 918 01:14:11,552 --> 01:14:14,210 - Why don't, why don't you get it? 919 01:14:14,245 --> 01:14:15,142 - God! 920 01:14:15,176 --> 01:14:16,247 - It's okay. 921 01:14:16,281 --> 01:14:17,144 Julia, it's okay. 922 01:14:17,178 --> 01:14:18,318 It's okay, I love you. 923 01:14:18,352 --> 01:14:19,215 - No. 924 01:14:19,250 --> 01:14:20,561 - I love you... I'm here for you. 925 01:14:20,596 --> 01:14:22,770 - Are you fucking kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me?!? 926 01:14:22,805 --> 01:14:24,600 - You need to stand back because I can't control this 927 01:14:24,634 --> 01:14:26,395 once it starts and I don't wanna hurt you. 928 01:14:26,429 --> 01:14:27,534 - You know what, fuck you! 929 01:14:40,547 --> 01:14:41,858 - No, don't, don't! 930 01:15:06,642 --> 01:15:07,643 - I'm sorry. 931 01:15:10,404 --> 01:15:12,544 I didn't mean to hurt you. 932 01:15:13,442 --> 01:15:16,652 I just wanted to be close to you. 933 01:15:34,601 --> 01:15:35,809 - You doing okay Julia? 934 01:15:47,821 --> 01:15:48,684 - Hey Jen. 935 01:15:55,276 --> 01:15:58,487 I really appreciate you taking care of me 936 01:15:58,521 --> 01:15:59,626 these past few years. 937 01:16:01,490 --> 01:16:02,594 It really meant a lot. 938 01:16:39,769 --> 01:16:41,461 - I spent my entire life 939 01:16:41,495 --> 01:16:43,359 looking outside for answers. 940 01:16:44,464 --> 01:16:46,051 But I've always known deep down 941 01:16:46,983 --> 01:16:49,123 I'm the only one who can stop this. 942 01:18:44,515 --> 01:18:45,619 I'm not dead. 943 01:18:47,000 --> 01:18:47,932 Why am I not dead? 944 01:18:56,596 --> 01:18:57,700 - What the hell? 945 01:18:57,735 --> 01:18:59,115 - What am I? 946 01:19:04,880 --> 01:19:08,435 My mother once told me nothing lasts forever. 947 01:19:08,469 --> 01:19:10,092 Everything ends. 948 01:19:10,126 --> 01:19:13,095 I think maybe she wasn't entirely right. 949 01:19:13,129 --> 01:19:15,200 The choices we make leave echoes. 950 01:19:15,235 --> 01:19:17,651 The guilt we carry always lives on. 951 01:19:17,686 --> 01:19:19,515 You can blame your upbringing, 952 01:19:19,550 --> 01:19:22,104 the wrong ideas you had about just who you were 953 01:19:22,138 --> 01:19:23,692 and how the world worked. 954 01:19:23,726 --> 01:19:26,004 Blame how wrong you were about everything. 955 01:19:26,039 --> 01:19:27,592 You try to do better, 956 01:19:27,627 --> 01:19:28,731 but the guilt lives on. 957 01:19:28,766 --> 01:19:30,940 The tiny voice in the back of your mind. 958 01:19:30,975 --> 01:19:33,874 Starting as a whisper and building to a chorus. 959 01:19:33,909 --> 01:19:35,600 Growing until there's nothing left 960 01:19:35,635 --> 01:19:36,705 of who you once were. 961 01:19:36,739 --> 01:19:39,604 Until you can't remember who you're supposed to be. 962 01:19:39,639 --> 01:19:43,470 Or maybe there was never anything of you in the first place? 963 01:19:43,504 --> 01:19:46,818 Maybe you never really knew who you were. 964 01:20:29,654 --> 01:20:31,552 ♪ Low down rat 965 01:20:31,587 --> 01:20:33,037 ♪ Evil fly 966 01:20:33,071 --> 01:20:36,834 ♪ Circling shit a mile high 967 01:20:36,868 --> 01:20:41,873 ♪ You don't deserve a goddamn thing for Christmas ♪ 968 01:20:44,600 --> 01:20:46,533 ♪ Greedy slug 969 01:20:46,567 --> 01:20:48,259 ♪ Selfish prick 970 01:20:48,293 --> 01:20:50,088 ♪ Smiling wide 971 01:20:50,123 --> 01:20:52,125 ♪ Convinced you're slick 972 01:20:52,159 --> 01:20:57,164 ♪ You don't deserve a goddamn thing for Christmas ♪ 973 01:20:59,753 --> 01:21:04,758 ♪ Walking on the backs of the weak ♪ 974 01:21:07,140 --> 01:21:12,145 ♪ You're karma drives a dead end street ♪ 975 01:21:15,804 --> 01:21:20,809 ♪ It makes no difference to me 976 01:21:23,190 --> 01:21:25,641 ♪ I'll let it go 977 01:21:25,676 --> 01:21:30,335 ♪ I'll let it be 978 01:21:30,370 --> 01:21:32,130 ♪ Corporate shill 979 01:21:32,165 --> 01:21:33,925 ♪ Religious twit 980 01:21:33,960 --> 01:21:37,757 ♪ Such a blatant hypocrite 981 01:21:37,791 --> 01:21:42,796 ♪ You don't deserve a goddamn thing for Christmas ♪ 982 01:21:45,281 --> 01:21:49,078 ♪ Evolution forget that 983 01:21:49,113 --> 01:21:53,082 ♪ Climate change, your wallet's fat ♪ 984 01:21:53,117 --> 01:21:58,087 ♪ You don't deserve a goddamn thing for Christmas ♪ 61696

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