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How are you?
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Didn't we just talk about that?
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That was yesterday.
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Today is Tuesday.
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So I've been here long?
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A month.
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Wayne says that
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my grief pattern is atypical.
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Yeah.
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Gotta talk with Wayne.
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I think he gives you too
much medication, way too much.
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Stop it, please.
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Trust others to be smarter than you.
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He's straight out of medical school,
he don't know what he's doing.
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I've treated ten times as
many patients as he has.
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But you're not a doctor.
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No, I'm not.
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And I'm proud that I'm not
when I meet a doctor like him.
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There is nothing
atypical about your grief.
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It was my fault.
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What about me?
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I was there, too.
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I could have stopped him.
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No.
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You didn't know that he
started waking up lately.
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I was aware that he would sometimes
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wake up
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and crawl out of bed...
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and walk about...
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just as you thought that
he was soundly asleep.
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He could open the baby gate.
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He...
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He woke up...
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and... was confused...
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Hey!
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Dr. Wayne says he wants me back home.
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You couldn't leave it, could you?
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You had to meddle.
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This place leads nowhere.
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On the contrary.
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Grief...
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It's not a disease,
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it's a natural, healthy reaction.
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You can't just remove it, you mustn't.
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Wayne knows you're a therapist.
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He says you shouldn't
treat your own family.
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In principle I agree, but...
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But you're just so much
smarter, aren't you?
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I love you.
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Nothing hurts more than to
see the one that you love
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subjected to mistakes and wrongs.
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No therapist can know as
much about you as I do.
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- It hurts.
- I know.
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There's no way around it.
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I want to talk to -
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I'm not gonna let you do that.
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Will it just go on and on?
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No. No, it'll change.
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Will it get any worse?
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Yes, it will.
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You've always been
distant from me and Nick.
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Ever I come to think of it...
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very, very distant.
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Okay.
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Can you give me some examples from this?
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Hell, that's not that
difficult to understand.
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Last summer, for instance...
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You were terribly distant last summer.
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As a father, and as a husband.
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And that was Nick's last summer
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you missed that on.
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Too bad.
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I never interested you...
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until now...
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that I'm your patient.
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Perhaps I'm not supposed
to talk about these things.
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There is nothing you can't talk about.
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You're indifferent to whether
your child is alive or dead.
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I bet you have a lot of clever
therapist replies to that, haven't you?
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Well, actually...
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it was to honor your wish.
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You wanted peace to write.
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Perhaps I didn't mean it.
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What I understood...
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is that you wanted to write alone.
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That you and Nick were
going to go to Eden,
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just the two of you.
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That way, you could finish your thesis.
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But I didn't.
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You didn't?
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You see?
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You didn't even know that.
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Why did you give up?
That's not like you.
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The whole project just seemed
less important up there.
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As you said, when I had
told you about my subject:
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"Glib".
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I never called your subject "glib".
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Perhaps you didn't use that
word, but that's what you meant.
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And all of a sudden, it was glib.
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Or even was some, some kind of lie.
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I see.
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No, you don't see.
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You see a lot of things, but not that.
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Inhale. On a count of five...
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call me, call me.
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Just... follow me,
do it with me. Inhale.
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Inhale, on a count to five...
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Inhale. Two...
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Stay with me, stay with me. I'm
gonna teach you how to breathe.
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Inhale.
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2, 3, 4, 5, hold.
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2, 3, 4, 5, exhale.
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2, 3, 4, good.
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Imagine,
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imagine you're blowing
on your thistle plumes...
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calmly, quietly...
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Yes, yes, that's good. That's good.
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That's very good.
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I told you there would be a change.
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You're still mourning
but you're in a new phase.
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What phase?
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Anxiety.
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Anxiety?
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Yes.
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This is physical.
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It's dangerous.
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No, it's not dangerous.
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Just as your grief wasn't dangerous.
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A main part of anxiety is physical:
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Dizzy spells,
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dry mouth,
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distorted hearing,
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trembling,
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heavy breathing,
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fast pulse,
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nausea...
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Hey!
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Easy.
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Never screw your therapist.
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No matter how much your
therapist may like it.
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I know it distracts you, but
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it's not good for us.
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Do the breathing.
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Hold...
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Exhale.
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Do you love me?
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Yes, I do.
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Then help me.
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It's what I'm doing.
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Exposure. That's the only
thing that really works.
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Everything else is... just talk.
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You have to have the courage to stay
in the situation that frightens you.
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And then you'll learn
that fear isn't dangerous.
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Let's make a list of
things you're afraid of.
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At the top, you put the
situation you fear the most.
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But I don't know what I'm afraid of.
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Just... take your time.
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I'm thinking.
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Okay.
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I'm thinking, but...
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Can't I just be afraid
without a definite object?
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No, no!
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This won't do.
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Stupe, stupidest thing
I could do to you.
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If you can't tell me...
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what you're afraid of,
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maybe it would be
easier for you to tell me
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where you're afraid?
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Where would you feel most exposed?
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What would be the worst place?
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An apartment?
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The street?
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A store?
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The park?
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Visiting someone, maybe.
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The woods.
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The woods?
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The woods, yes.
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It's funny because
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you were the one that always
wanted to go to the woods.
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What scares you about the woods?
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What frightens you... there?
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Everything.
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Tell me what you think is
supposed to happen in the woods.
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Eh?
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Is it any woods in particular?
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Eden.
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Eden?
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What do you say we put...
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a garden around Eden, at
the top of the pyramid?
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No... Not quite at the top.
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No.
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Stop it.
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Okay.
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It's, it's okay.
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- I'm sorry.
- It's okay.
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I don't know.
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We can start by working
on your expectations.
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Close your eyes.
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Feel the seat underneath you.
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Feel yourself sinking down into it...
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enfolding you...
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It's a nice feeling.
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What you feel is a pleasant warmth...
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and heaviness.
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Your breath is deep...
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Regular... easing.
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Now...
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Imagine you're at Eden.
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Imagine you arrived at
Eden through the woods.
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Tell me what you see.
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I'm at the bridge.
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It's evening.
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Almost no birds can be heard.
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The water is running without a sound.
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Darkness comes out anytime here.
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I walk into it.
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The little deers... are hiding,
among the ferns. As usual.
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Is it difficult to walk there?
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No. Not really.
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In fact, it's almost okay.
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In among the trees,
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on the slope,
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is the old foxhole.
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How do you feel there?
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I can't really tell.
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It should be easy, passing.
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And yet,
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it's like walking through mud.
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The trunk is thick.
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The tree rots so slowly.
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It has some strange kind of personality.
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I've always found that.
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Now...
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Where are you, are you, are
you heading for the cabin?
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Yes, I am.
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I'm walking up the path
through the tall grass.
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Then don't go in.
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Don't go in.
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It's the outside you're afraid of.
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Don't look around.
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No.
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Lie down on the green.
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You want me to lie down?
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Lie down on the grass.
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On top of all the plants?
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Yes, lie down on the plants.
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Are you lying down?
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Yes.
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Good.
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What is everything like around you?
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Green.
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It's all very green.
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Good.
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Now will you do what I ask you?
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Yes.
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What do you want me to do?
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I want you...
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to melt into the green.
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Don't fight it.
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Just. Turn. Green.
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No matter what happens:
You were there. You did it.
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Let fear come, if it likes.
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Remember: What the mind can
conceive and believe, it can achieve.
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What's wrong?
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Ground is burning.
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The ground is not burning.
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Gotta go.
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I want to lie down, just for a minute.
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Sure.
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Yeah, we'll take a rest.
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Shouldn't we go home?
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Yeah.
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Yeah, we should.
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Slowly...
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Stay with it.
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I know it hurts.
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Stay! Stay in there!
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It's just the stupid acorns.
280
00:44:31,323 --> 00:44:32,324
What are you doing?
281
00:44:33,325 --> 00:44:34,284
I'm just...
282
00:44:36,036 --> 00:44:39,164
setting up a little exercise.
283
00:44:40,749 --> 00:44:43,127
It's... it's like a...
284
00:44:45,546 --> 00:44:46,755
It's like a game.
285
00:44:47,131 --> 00:44:49,424
You cheated me yesterday.
286
00:44:49,716 --> 00:44:50,926
Running is not good.
287
00:44:51,218 --> 00:44:53,679
You have to really feel the grass.
288
00:44:55,097 --> 00:44:56,640
I want you to go from this stone...
289
00:44:58,767 --> 00:45:00,060
to this stone.
290
00:45:01,895 --> 00:45:03,313
Pretty scary, huh?
291
00:45:04,773 --> 00:45:05,732
You're ready?
292
00:45:07,401 --> 00:45:08,402
Yeah.
293
00:45:09,403 --> 00:45:10,404
I'll give you a ride.
294
00:45:12,239 --> 00:45:13,866
I'll put you on the first stone.
295
00:45:16,910 --> 00:45:18,454
Stay with me.
296
00:45:20,038 --> 00:45:20,873
Here we go.
297
00:45:21,457 --> 00:45:23,083
Now put your foot down. I got you.
298
00:45:23,625 --> 00:45:25,419
I got you. I'm right here.
299
00:45:26,211 --> 00:45:27,296
I can't do this.
300
00:45:27,337 --> 00:45:28,589
Yes, you can.
301
00:45:29,256 --> 00:45:32,342
You can and you will. Just like I will.
302
00:45:32,509 --> 00:45:34,428
We're gonna walk together.
303
00:45:34,720 --> 00:45:37,306
We're gonna walk together, okay? Now...
304
00:45:37,764 --> 00:45:39,391
Alright now, breathe.
305
00:45:40,142 --> 00:45:41,477
Let's step off the rock.
306
00:45:42,394 --> 00:45:44,146
And step on that grass.
307
00:45:45,189 --> 00:45:46,106
Step down.
308
00:45:46,648 --> 00:45:49,109
See? What happened?
309
00:45:49,443 --> 00:45:51,570
Keep breathing. Keep, keep breathing.
310
00:45:51,612 --> 00:45:53,328
I've got you.
311
00:45:53,363 --> 00:45:55,073
You're really doing great.
312
00:45:55,108 --> 00:45:57,326
Okay? Keep breathing.
313
00:45:57,367 --> 00:45:59,536
Five, five and five.
314
00:46:03,540 --> 00:46:04,666
You're almost there.
315
00:46:05,459 --> 00:46:07,294
You're almost there. You're doing great.
316
00:46:10,380 --> 00:46:11,632
Five.
317
00:46:16,762 --> 00:46:18,472
We're there, we are there.
318
00:46:18,597 --> 00:46:19,598
There, you told me.
319
00:46:24,978 --> 00:46:26,188
You did it.
320
00:46:29,942 --> 00:46:30,984
You learned something.
321
00:46:33,779 --> 00:46:34,988
Didn't you?
322
00:46:39,660 --> 00:46:40,661
You did beautifully.
323
00:46:42,913 --> 00:46:43,956
You did beautifully.
324
00:47:35,674 --> 00:47:37,301
I miss him so much.
325
00:47:58,405 --> 00:48:00,157
I've been afraid of here before.
326
00:48:02,284 --> 00:48:04,161
Yes, it seems likely.
327
00:48:06,705 --> 00:48:08,248
I just didn't know it was fear.
328
00:48:14,004 --> 00:48:17,633
I became afraid, and I stopped writing.
329
00:48:20,344 --> 00:48:22,638
What was different, the last time?
330
00:48:29,228 --> 00:48:30,312
I heard a sound.
331
00:48:52,292 --> 00:48:53,293
Nick?
332
00:48:56,839 --> 00:48:58,048
Nick!
333
00:49:04,930 --> 00:49:06,056
Nick!
334
00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:17,276
Nick!
335
00:49:24,074 --> 00:49:24,908
Nick!
336
00:50:31,475 --> 00:50:33,018
You didn't hear Nick screaming.
337
00:50:37,731 --> 00:50:38,982
Apparently not.
338
00:50:39,525 --> 00:50:43,195
And because you experienced something
that you can't explain rationally,
339
00:50:43,237 --> 00:50:45,864
you placed Eden very
high on the pyramid chart.
340
00:50:51,662 --> 00:50:54,289
Eden was the catalyst
that triggered your fear.
341
00:50:54,581 --> 00:50:56,375
You jumped to conclusions...
342
00:50:57,084 --> 00:50:59,545
and tied the emotional
event with a place.
343
00:51:01,380 --> 00:51:03,757
When you feel threat,
it's natural to react.
344
00:51:04,508 --> 00:51:07,886
If the danger were real, your
fear would save your life,
345
00:51:08,262 --> 00:51:11,890
because your adrenaline would
be used for fight or flight.
346
00:51:13,725 --> 00:51:17,396
But what you're experiencing
is panic, nothing more.
347
00:51:18,021 --> 00:51:19,940
The scream wasn't real.
348
00:51:30,868 --> 00:51:31,994
Stop!
349
00:51:35,205 --> 00:51:36,874
Calm down.
350
00:51:37,833 --> 00:51:39,334
You shouldn't have come here.
351
00:51:41,044 --> 00:51:43,297
You're just so damn arrogant.
352
00:51:45,466 --> 00:51:47,176
But this may not last.
353
00:51:49,094 --> 00:51:50,304
Have you thought of that?
354
00:52:02,232 --> 00:52:05,861
Oak trees grow to be
hundreds of years old.
355
00:52:07,029 --> 00:52:12,951
They only have to produce one single tree
every hundred years in order to propagate.
356
00:52:13,494 --> 00:52:15,037
May sound benign to you, but
357
00:52:15,704 --> 00:52:19,333
it was a big thing for me to realize
that when I was out here with Nick.
358
00:52:26,006 --> 00:52:28,383
The acorns fell on the roof then, too...
359
00:52:30,427 --> 00:52:33,347
kept falling, and falling,
360
00:52:34,765 --> 00:52:37,100
and dying, and dying.
361
00:52:43,148 --> 00:52:44,566
And I understood that...
362
00:52:47,194 --> 00:52:50,280
everything that used to
be beautiful about Eden,
363
00:52:51,698 --> 00:52:53,283
was perhaps hideous.
364
00:52:56,578 --> 00:53:00,624
Now I could hear what
I couldn't hear before.
365
00:53:04,128 --> 00:53:07,965
The cry of all the
things that are to die.
366
00:53:13,137 --> 00:53:16,473
It's all... very touching...
367
00:53:17,850 --> 00:53:19,810
if it was a children's book.
368
00:53:23,730 --> 00:53:25,440
Acorns don't cry.
369
00:53:27,442 --> 00:53:29,069
You know that as well as I do.
370
00:53:30,195 --> 00:53:31,738
That's what fear is.
371
00:53:33,282 --> 00:53:35,909
Your thoughts distort reality...
372
00:53:37,661 --> 00:53:39,204
not the other way around.
373
00:53:45,627 --> 00:53:47,087
Satan's Church -
374
00:53:47,129 --> 00:53:48,547
Satan? Jesus!
375
00:53:49,006 --> 00:53:50,549
Nature is Satan's Church.
376
00:53:52,551 --> 00:53:53,510
What?
377
00:53:57,139 --> 00:53:58,515
Well, there you have him.
378
00:54:00,434 --> 00:54:01,643
That was his brother.
379
00:54:34,092 --> 00:54:34,968
Nick?
380
00:54:36,804 --> 00:54:38,889
He drifted away from me the last time.
381
00:54:41,892 --> 00:54:44,645
He was always out and about.
382
00:54:45,270 --> 00:54:48,482
He might have made more of
an effort to be there for me.
383
00:56:53,065 --> 00:56:54,608
You look like you slept well.
384
00:56:56,026 --> 00:56:57,236
Thanks, I did.
385
00:57:04,451 --> 00:57:07,287
I just wanted to say how
happy I am that you're here.
386
00:57:11,542 --> 00:57:12,626
I love you, darling.
387
00:57:22,386 --> 00:57:24,513
Did you have a good sleep?
388
00:57:26,890 --> 00:57:28,433
I've just been having a lot of...
389
00:57:29,393 --> 00:57:30,519
crazy dreams.
390
00:57:31,812 --> 00:57:34,731
Dreams are of no interest
in modern psychology.
391
00:57:36,316 --> 00:57:37,943
Freud is dead, isn't he?
392
00:57:41,321 --> 00:57:42,364
Yeah.
393
00:57:58,755 --> 00:58:00,007
What are you doing?
394
00:58:00,174 --> 00:58:01,467
Look!
395
00:58:04,136 --> 00:58:05,512
I'm well again.
396
00:58:14,646 --> 00:58:15,898
I'm cured.
397
00:58:18,358 --> 00:58:19,818
I see clearer.
398
00:58:23,363 --> 00:58:24,656
I'm fine.
399
00:58:31,747 --> 00:58:33,874
You can't just be happy for me, can you?
400
01:00:46,048 --> 01:00:49,259
Chaos reigns.
401
01:05:09,937 --> 01:05:11,897
I'd like to do one more exercise.
402
01:05:12,439 --> 01:05:13,816
It's like role playing.
403
01:05:15,901 --> 01:05:16,944
My role...
404
01:05:17,778 --> 01:05:18,946
is...
405
01:05:19,530 --> 01:05:21,532
all the thoughts that
provoke your fear...
406
01:05:22,449 --> 01:05:23,617
Yours...
407
01:05:23,742 --> 01:05:24,993
is rational thinking.
408
01:05:30,874 --> 01:05:31,959
I am nature...
409
01:05:33,460 --> 01:05:35,087
All the things that you call nature.
410
01:05:43,804 --> 01:05:45,556
Okay, Mr. Nature.
411
01:05:48,767 --> 01:05:50,060
What do you want?
412
01:05:53,981 --> 01:05:55,649
To hurt you as much as I can.
413
01:06:02,656 --> 01:06:03,574
How?
414
01:06:05,492 --> 01:06:06,702
How do you think?
415
01:06:14,501 --> 01:06:15,836
By frightening me?
416
01:06:19,756 --> 01:06:20,799
By killing you.
417
01:06:24,094 --> 01:06:25,471
Nature can't harm me.
418
01:06:26,555 --> 01:06:28,432
You're just the whole greenery outside.
419
01:06:28,849 --> 01:06:30,517
No, I'm more than that.
420
01:06:33,479 --> 01:06:34,688
I don't understand.
421
01:06:37,024 --> 01:06:39,234
I'm outside, but also...
422
01:06:43,113 --> 01:06:44,072
within.
423
01:06:46,825 --> 01:06:48,660
I'm nature of all human beings.
424
01:06:50,162 --> 01:06:51,705
Oh, that kind of nature.
425
01:06:57,044 --> 01:06:58,712
The kind of nature that
426
01:06:58,796 --> 01:07:03,008
causes people to do evil
things against women.
427
01:07:03,050 --> 01:07:04,885
That's exactly who I am.
428
01:07:05,469 --> 01:07:10,557
That kind of nature interested
me a lot when I was up here.
429
01:07:11,975 --> 01:07:14,978
That kind of nature was
the subject to my thesis.
430
01:07:18,232 --> 01:07:20,567
But you shouldn't underestimate Eden.
431
01:07:23,779 --> 01:07:24,822
What did Eden do?
432
01:07:25,864 --> 01:07:28,992
I discovered something else
in my material than I expected.
433
01:07:31,995 --> 01:07:34,331
If human nature is evil,
434
01:07:35,582 --> 01:07:37,251
then that goes as well...
435
01:07:37,292 --> 01:07:39,336
for the nature of...
436
01:07:40,379 --> 01:07:41,421
Of the women?
437
01:07:44,341 --> 01:07:45,509
Female nature?
438
01:07:45,926 --> 01:07:48,137
The nature of all the sisters.
439
01:07:51,014 --> 01:07:55,394
Women do not control their own bodies
- Nature does.
440
01:07:56,770 --> 01:07:58,856
I have it in writing in my books.
441
01:07:59,648 --> 01:08:05,237
The literature that you used in your research
was about evil things committed against women.
442
01:08:05,279 --> 01:08:08,282
But you read it as proof
of the evil of women?
443
01:08:09,032 --> 01:08:12,494
You were supposed to be critical of
those texts, that was your thesis.
444
01:08:13,328 --> 01:08:15,038
Instead you're embracing it.
445
01:08:15,873 --> 01:08:17,374
Do you know what you're saying?
446
01:08:19,543 --> 01:08:20,669
Forget it.
447
01:08:21,420 --> 01:08:23,130
I do not know why I said it.
448
01:08:24,673 --> 01:08:26,550
I can't work anymore now.
449
01:08:38,770 --> 01:08:40,063
Hit me.
450
01:08:41,064 --> 01:08:42,024
What?
451
01:08:42,149 --> 01:08:44,109
Hit me so it hurts.
452
01:08:44,818 --> 01:08:45,861
No.
453
01:08:46,069 --> 01:08:47,488
Hit me, please.
454
01:08:47,821 --> 01:08:48,822
No!
455
01:08:49,323 --> 01:08:51,074
I can't stand it.
456
01:08:51,742 --> 01:08:54,745
I don't want to. I don't want to.
457
01:09:06,215 --> 01:09:07,841
Then you don't love me.
458
01:09:11,220 --> 01:09:12,888
Okay.
459
01:09:13,847 --> 01:09:15,265
Maybe I don't love you.
460
01:09:15,300 --> 01:09:16,183
Yeah.
461
01:10:13,323 --> 01:10:14,616
Again.
462
01:10:15,284 --> 01:10:16,577
Again.
463
01:10:21,832 --> 01:10:23,792
The Sisters from Regensburg
464
01:10:24,209 --> 01:10:25,878
could start a hail storm.
465
01:11:09,838 --> 01:11:12,925
I'm not gonna continue this
if you don't listen to me.
466
01:11:14,843 --> 01:11:17,054
Good and evil...
467
01:11:17,638 --> 01:11:19,515
have nothing to do with therapy.
468
01:11:21,767 --> 01:11:26,480
You know how many innocent women were
killed in the sixteenth century alone,
469
01:11:26,647 --> 01:11:27,981
just for being women?
470
01:11:28,607 --> 01:11:30,067
I'm sure you do. Many.
471
01:11:31,693 --> 01:11:33,487
Not because they were evil.
472
01:11:35,072 --> 01:11:35,989
I know.
473
01:11:37,074 --> 01:11:38,951
It's just, sometimes, I forget.
474
01:11:43,080 --> 01:11:46,166
The evil you talk about is an obsession.
475
01:11:47,126 --> 01:11:50,420
Obsessions never materialize.
It's a scientific fact.
476
01:11:51,755 --> 01:11:55,843
Anxieties can't trick you into
doing things you won't do otherwise.
477
01:11:55,884 --> 01:11:57,052
It's like hypnotism.
478
01:11:57,094 --> 01:12:00,347
You can't be hypnotized into
doing something you wouldn't...
479
01:12:01,348 --> 01:12:03,684
normally do, something
against your nature.
480
01:12:06,562 --> 01:12:07,604
You understand me?
481
01:12:08,522 --> 01:12:09,898
Yeah, I think so.
482
01:12:10,107 --> 01:12:13,026
You think so? Well, you don't have
to understand me, just trust me.
483
01:12:34,173 --> 01:12:35,299
What's this?
484
01:12:36,008 --> 01:12:38,343
It's from the medical officer
It's a copy of the autopsy report.
485
01:12:42,556 --> 01:12:43,599
The autopsy?
486
01:12:46,310 --> 01:12:48,061
They performed an autopsy?
487
01:12:48,937 --> 01:12:51,023
I didn't wanna tell you,
because you weren't feeling well.
488
01:12:53,901 --> 01:12:56,236
Well... What did they find?
489
01:12:57,696 --> 01:12:59,198
Nothing that would have any...
490
01:12:59,573 --> 01:13:00,908
bearing on the case.
491
01:13:02,326 --> 01:13:06,580
The only abnormality in the
victim is a slight deformity
492
01:13:06,622 --> 01:13:09,833
of the bones in his
feet, of an earlier date.
493
01:13:11,919 --> 01:13:14,922
We did not attach any
significance to this.
494
01:13:29,812 --> 01:13:33,190
You are aware that you put Nick's
shoes on wrong in this picture?
495
01:13:39,279 --> 01:13:45,536
It's right. How weird...
496
01:13:46,745 --> 01:13:48,288
A slip of the mind that day?
497
01:13:48,789 --> 01:13:49,748
How weird.
498
01:15:00,527 --> 01:15:01,695
Herself.
499
01:15:05,532 --> 01:15:08,452
Bastard! You're leaving me, aren't you?
500
01:15:10,204 --> 01:15:11,622
You bastard!
501
01:15:12,956 --> 01:15:14,208
You're leaving me!
502
01:15:14,416 --> 01:15:15,501
I'm not.
503
01:15:15,793 --> 01:15:16,960
I'm helping you.
504
01:15:17,002 --> 01:15:18,754
- You're leaving me, aren't you?
- No!
505
01:15:33,811 --> 01:15:35,896
- I love you.
- I don't believe you!
506
01:15:35,938 --> 01:15:37,147
Yes.
507
01:15:37,397 --> 01:15:38,982
I don't believe you!
508
01:15:39,191 --> 01:15:41,068
I don't fucking believe you!
509
01:20:58,218 --> 01:20:59,386
Where are you?
510
01:21:03,307 --> 01:21:04,475
You bastard!
511
01:21:06,101 --> 01:21:07,227
Where are you?
512
01:21:17,154 --> 01:21:18,155
Where are you?
513
01:21:33,170 --> 01:21:34,254
Where are you?
514
01:21:43,847 --> 01:21:44,890
Where are you?
515
01:21:50,979 --> 01:21:52,064
You bastard!
516
01:22:04,034 --> 01:22:04,952
Where are you?
517
01:22:08,705 --> 01:22:09,790
Where are you?
518
01:22:14,378 --> 01:22:15,671
How dare you leave me?
519
01:22:27,891 --> 01:22:29,977
You said you wanted to help me.
520
01:22:31,770 --> 01:22:33,063
Where are you?
521
01:22:37,067 --> 01:22:38,068
Where are you?
522
01:24:04,404 --> 01:24:05,489
Where are you?
523
01:24:10,702 --> 01:24:11,912
You bastard!
524
01:25:26,528 --> 01:25:27,571
Get out!
525
01:25:28,113 --> 01:25:29,990
Get out! You bastard!
526
01:25:31,575 --> 01:25:32,785
Get out!
527
01:25:34,745 --> 01:25:36,163
You bastard!
528
01:25:36,955 --> 01:25:38,081
Get out!
529
01:25:40,626 --> 01:25:41,710
Get out!
530
01:26:03,065 --> 01:26:04,316
Get out!
531
01:26:06,652 --> 01:26:07,820
You bastard!
532
01:26:09,905 --> 01:26:11,031
Get out!
533
01:27:13,969 --> 01:27:15,053
I'm sorry.
534
01:28:03,519 --> 01:28:07,648
You gotta get this thing off... my leg.
535
01:28:30,504 --> 01:28:31,755
I can't find the wrench.
536
01:29:39,782 --> 01:29:40,991
Did you want to kill me?
537
01:29:42,910 --> 01:29:43,994
Not yet.
538
01:29:47,498 --> 01:29:49,208
The three beggars aren't here yet.
539
01:29:50,751 --> 01:29:51,835
The three beggars?
540
01:29:54,838 --> 01:29:55,923
What does that mean?
541
01:29:57,883 --> 01:30:01,762
When the three beggars
arrive, someone must die.
542
01:30:05,265 --> 01:30:06,266
I see.
543
01:30:31,667 --> 01:30:34,169
The crying woman is a scheming woman.
544
01:30:46,598 --> 01:30:50,144
False in legs, False in thighs,
545
01:30:52,271 --> 01:30:56,066
False in breasts, Teeth, hair and eyes.
546
01:32:53,100 --> 01:32:54,184
Hold me.
547
01:32:58,897 --> 01:32:59,940
Hold me.
548
01:34:28,028 --> 01:34:30,239
There is no such constellation.
549
01:34:59,101 --> 01:35:00,561
But none of it is any use
550
01:35:00,894 --> 01:35:02,438
None of it is any use.
551
01:35:08,694 --> 01:35:09,594
No!
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