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Ningsih.
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How much longer will the memory of him
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stay in my mind?
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Why do I start to forget what he looks like?
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Nana!
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Let's continue our journey, Nana.
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I'm forgetting what he smells like, too.
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May peace be upon us.
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I wonder why.
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Is it a sign
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that he's dead?
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Nana!
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Nana!
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Come on!
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We have to be on our way.
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Ningsih...
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Why are we hurrying?
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Why take shortcuts?
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If we took the main road
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we would be followed.
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By whom?
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The Dutch?
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The Japanese?
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No.
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Those people.
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Now hush.
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Stop asking questions.
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Let's go.
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Listen, Nana...
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Those people
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who took your husband...
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want to take you, too, to the forest.
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They said,
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you will be married to their leader.
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Just like...
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Dedeh,
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Ipah,
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Mimin, Imas.
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But don't they know
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that I already have a husband?
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I don't know, Nana.
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The thing is...
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A couple of days ago...
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they went to our father.
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If Father had said no,
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he'd have been accused
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of not supporting their fight.
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Then why did we have to run away?
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If they come after me,
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what will happen to Father?
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If they couldn't find you...
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they'd take me instead.
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That's why Father
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told us to go as soon as possible.
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- May peace be upon you.
- May peace be upon you too.
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Looks like you're going to the mosque?
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Let's go together.
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We're going there, too.
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Sure.
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Please go ahead.
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"Remember,
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in this world...
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we are nothing but puppets.
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Our body has no power.
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If we take the wrong path,
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lust will bring us regret.
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Our body will pay the price."
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Nana,
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have all the vegetables
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been delivered to Jakarta?
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Yes.
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Just beans and potatoes left from the south field.
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They'll be delivered to Semarang this afternoon.
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I have to go to the bank today.
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You're getting better
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at taking care of our plantation.
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I learned it all from you.
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True.
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But you learned fast.
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After all,
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I'm just a country girl.
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You saved me from the run.
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It's been 15 years since we got married,
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that's quite a long time.
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Has it been 15 years?
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How time flies!
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But...
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you're still as pretty as ever.
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You haven't aged.
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Young men are falling all over you.
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Nonsense.
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Nothing...
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Can't I give my wife a compliment?
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Just a sec.
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Could you grab that box on the table?
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Open it.
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So beautiful!
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If you wear that,
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you'll look even more beautiful.
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Mommy.
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You want to help, Dais?
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Why is it...
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that women
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have long hair?
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Why do they
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have to tie their hair up?
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Sometimes they even have to wear a bun.
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A woman has to be good at keeping secrets.
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Whatever happens at their household
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is kept behind her bun.
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Do you have secrets, Mommy?
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What about you, Dais?
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I want to have short hair.
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Just like men.
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So I won't spend forever in the shower.
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Excuse me, Ma'am.
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Dais, time for your shower.
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You'll be late for school.
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Come to Mommy.
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- This is mine!
- Mine!
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- That's mine!
- Mine!
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- This is mine!
- It's Dais's!
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The red one belongs to Gani.
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The white one is Dais'.
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Hurray!
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- No stealing each other's fruits.
- We'll see.
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I'm watching you!
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Ma'am.
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Wik, whose is it?
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Isn't this yours, Ma'am?
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I found it in Mr. Darga's room.
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Thank you.
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A woman delivered some meat.
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She said it was for you.
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Who was it?
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I don't know.
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I've never seen her before.
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How do you want to cook it?
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Not now.
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Just keep it on top of the rice.
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Very well, Ma'am.
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It's an interview.
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It was the first time he spoke out on television.
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Reporter Oltmans asked him how communists
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could be prevented from striking in Indonesia again.
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It all depends on the people of Indonesia
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facing an event
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supported by the Indonesian Communist Party.
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Have you eaten, Dais?
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Yes. Daddy fed me.
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We have a better harvest this time.
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We've paid Acong back for the seeds.
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We could use the money
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to buy back the plot of land that you sold.
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We have meat in the kitchen.
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What do you want me to cook?
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How about gepuk, Mommy?
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Or beef stew, like the usual.
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But save that for tomorrow.
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I'm going out with Daddy tonight.
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There's a hotel opening in Lembang.
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Ma'am?
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There's a courier waiting outside.
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Yes?
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My dearest,
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when will you come to my house to have lunch?
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Someone sent this.
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A lunch invitation.
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You are invited to her house, too.
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It looks like it's from a woman.
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Just a moment, dear.
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Tell her...
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I can't make it.
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Peace be upon you.
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Are you ready, Dais?
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Yes.
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So pretty.
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Andi,
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doesn't Dais have a nicer dress?
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This is the best one, Ma'am.
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How are you?
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Where have you been?
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I was at Ntin's house.
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Keeping her company, poor woman.
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Since the divorce she's been losing her mind.
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She doesn't know what to do.
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Her husband and children
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are not taken care of. All she does is work.
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No wonder her husband turned to another woman.
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Let's go.
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Come.
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See you, Mommy.
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Excuse me.
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Where is the butcher?
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There. Miss Ino.
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No one else?
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No. She's the only butcher here.
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I understand your concerns.
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We need to be careful around the communists.
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What do you mean?
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You can tell by her appearance.
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Thank you.
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Ma'am? What are you doing here?
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Please dig in.
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Your cooking is so good.
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Mommy's cooking is the best in the world.
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True. So delicious!
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I must be like water, adapt to the environment...
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I've been told,
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Sarjan is not a member of the Communist Party.
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Someone just gave his name.
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Sarjan, a communist?
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But he's a good guy.
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He's been arrested.
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He's taken to the military base.
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Haji Asep was the one who reported him.
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Komar said, Haji Asep doesn't like Sarjan.
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Haji Asep's brother is a military officer.
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A lieutenant, no less.
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Poor Sarjan.
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I still can't believe it.
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Icang?
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I've forgotten the smell of your hand.
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Another bad dream?
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Here.
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For next week's event.
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You're spoiling me too much.
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As I should.
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I'm going to read.
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Mommy!
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Dais, you smell.
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Where did your earrings go?
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Where?
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Go take a shower. But I'm not finished with you.
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It itches here.
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Ma'am, a woman just deliver this for you.
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Resik,
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quick, give these to that woman.
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Peek a boo!
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Peek a boo!
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Peek a boo!
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Amah, where's Dais?
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She's out with Mr. Darga.
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Where did they go?
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I don't know.
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Mr. Darga didn't say anything.
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A window gathers up the night for me.
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As on thousands of the other nights.
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It squeaks, on the hinges of time.
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It brings in splashes of rain, dust...
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and a square of moonlight
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which falls slanting on the desk.
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Two lungs give breath to this room.
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Each shadow slipping by.
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Hurried, on the hinge of time.
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Over the way, clouds are hooked on...
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to the tips of casuarinas.
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Providing day. Sun. Sky.
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At the time the hands of time, race with the wind.
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Whispering drops of evening drizzle,
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descending reluctantly.
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I press my brow to the glass. And I inscribe.
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There slowly your name.
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With finger trembling...
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...as drizzle trickles on the pane.
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Today at the market
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Miss Ino bought these.
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Miss Ino?
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Yes, Daddy's friend.
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Don't you know her, Mommy?
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So, you went to her house?
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No.
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When Daddy went to the office,
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Miss Ino looked after me at the market.
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She has cows,
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so many of them.
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Do you like her?
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- Is everything done?
- Yes, Ma'am.
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- The fish?
- Yes.
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Have you delivered the clothes to the tailor?
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Yes.
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Make sure every part of the house is clean, Amah.
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What is this?
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Enough, enough.
285
00:44:52,413 --> 00:44:53,663
Gani, Dais, that's enough!
286
00:44:55,493 --> 00:44:57,833
Oh, dear God!
287
00:44:58,583 --> 00:44:59,873
Amah,
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00:45:00,123 --> 00:45:01,993
give the kids a bath, then take them to their rooms.
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00:45:02,913 --> 00:45:06,373
It's Dais who started a fight
290
00:45:06,623 --> 00:45:07,953
with my friend.
291
00:45:08,703 --> 00:45:10,623
- It was Gani's fault, Mommy.
- Dais!
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00:45:11,243 --> 00:45:12,413
Enough!
293
00:45:12,793 --> 00:45:14,703
The gathering is about to start.
294
00:45:15,793 --> 00:45:18,743
You two stay here until it's over.
295
00:45:19,833 --> 00:45:21,333
Don't fight!
296
00:46:27,043 --> 00:46:28,083
Dais!
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00:46:28,993 --> 00:46:30,083
Dais!
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00:46:43,043 --> 00:46:45,993
Someone from a good family,
299
00:46:46,833 --> 00:46:51,203
will give birth to good children.
300
00:50:15,743 --> 00:50:18,623
What are you doing here?
301
00:50:19,413 --> 00:50:21,453
This is your event.
302
00:50:21,793 --> 00:50:23,583
You should be there.
303
00:50:26,493 --> 00:50:28,163
I always stay here
304
00:50:28,413 --> 00:50:30,953
when there's an event at our house.
305
00:50:31,543 --> 00:50:33,123
I belong here.
306
00:50:36,413 --> 00:50:41,583
Someone as pretty as you doesn't belong back here.
307
00:50:42,953 --> 00:50:44,413
Come on.
308
00:54:01,293 --> 00:54:02,623
Thank you.
309
00:54:08,333 --> 00:54:12,413
I have to take care of the plantation today.
310
00:54:13,163 --> 00:54:15,333
Could you look after Dais?
311
00:54:17,203 --> 00:54:18,543
Of course.
312
00:54:19,583 --> 00:54:21,623
What do you want to play today?
313
00:54:26,163 --> 00:54:28,203
Sure. You go first.
314
00:54:37,203 --> 00:54:38,743
Thank you.
315
00:54:41,413 --> 00:54:42,743
Here...
316
00:54:43,993 --> 00:54:47,453
I also want to return
317
00:54:49,953 --> 00:54:51,913
something of yours.
318
00:54:55,373 --> 00:54:56,793
Nana.
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00:54:58,793 --> 00:55:00,493
I'm sorry.
320
00:55:09,333 --> 00:55:13,163
For the good of the people, the nation,
321
00:55:13,413 --> 00:55:15,083
and the country,
322
00:55:16,163 --> 00:55:20,993
I, as President of Indonesia,
323
00:55:21,793 --> 00:55:25,123
appointed by the Provisional Popular Assembly,
324
00:55:25,373 --> 00:55:30,833
and as Commander in Chief of the Indonesian Army,
325
00:55:31,333 --> 00:55:36,793
am handing over with immediate effect
326
00:55:37,043 --> 00:55:44,043
as per Decree No. IX of 1966,
327
00:55:44,413 --> 00:55:50,333
issued by the Provisional Consultative Popular Assembly
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00:55:50,793 --> 00:55:54,243
of the Republic of Indonesia
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00:55:55,083 --> 00:56:00,373
the executive power to General Suharto.
330
00:56:06,873 --> 00:56:09,663
So Mr. Sukarno is no longer President?
331
00:56:09,913 --> 00:56:10,993
No.
332
00:56:11,243 --> 00:56:12,623
He's been replaced by
333
00:56:14,743 --> 00:56:16,043
Mr. Sukarto.
334
00:56:16,333 --> 00:56:18,243
Mr. Sukarto?
335
00:56:18,793 --> 00:56:20,493
You mean Mr. Suharto!
336
00:56:24,043 --> 00:56:27,243
Where's Mr. Sukarno now?
337
00:56:56,043 --> 00:56:57,373
Yes?
338
00:57:04,913 --> 00:57:06,203
I...
339
00:57:06,833 --> 00:57:08,993
want to deliver this letter to...
340
00:57:09,703 --> 00:57:12,123
Mr. Darga is not home.
341
00:57:12,373 --> 00:57:14,243
Where's the letter?
342
00:57:15,833 --> 00:57:16,913
Hand it over.
343
00:57:21,793 --> 00:57:23,293
I'm off then, Ma'am.
344
00:57:28,833 --> 00:57:32,833
My dear, I will wait for you at lunchtime.
345
00:57:39,913 --> 00:57:40,993
Mommy!
346
00:57:57,293 --> 00:58:02,293
Mommy, can Miss Ino sleep here? Please?
347
00:58:03,163 --> 00:58:04,583
Sure.
348
00:58:30,583 --> 00:58:32,663
Come and eat.
349
00:58:35,043 --> 00:58:37,043
I want to have a picnic.
350
00:58:37,293 --> 00:58:40,453
It's been a long time since we did that.
351
00:58:40,703 --> 00:58:42,913
Good idea!
352
00:58:43,953 --> 00:58:49,203
Been a long time, indeed.
353
00:58:50,203 --> 00:58:51,873
All right.
354
00:59:58,953 --> 01:00:01,793
If only every day could be like this.
355
01:00:02,663 --> 01:00:04,453
It feels free.
356
01:00:05,743 --> 01:00:07,163
Free?
357
01:00:08,953 --> 01:00:10,493
I don't know.
358
01:00:10,743 --> 01:00:13,873
I just feel like I can do anything I want.
359
01:00:15,833 --> 01:00:19,203
Be the kind of woman I want to be.
360
01:00:22,373 --> 01:00:26,043
No pressure to be perfect.
361
01:00:27,743 --> 01:00:30,663
Running a business without needing men.
362
01:00:32,413 --> 01:00:34,083
Without being underestimated.
363
01:00:34,333 --> 01:00:36,163
Without being judged.
364
01:00:39,333 --> 01:00:40,333
Free
365
01:00:40,583 --> 01:00:43,583
as we were when the Dutch colonized us?
366
01:00:44,793 --> 01:00:46,703
Come, follow me!
367
01:00:47,043 --> 01:00:48,493
Where to?
368
01:01:41,413 --> 01:01:43,043
Nana!
369
01:01:43,953 --> 01:01:46,623
Jump in. The water's fine!
370
01:02:22,203 --> 01:02:24,583
That's how freedom feels.
371
01:03:16,333 --> 01:03:21,083
Why are Ruby and Gani in different pictures?
372
01:03:22,793 --> 01:03:25,793
Why aren't they in the family picture together?
373
01:03:30,123 --> 01:03:31,583
What?
374
01:03:34,493 --> 01:03:36,163
Nothing.
375
01:03:37,123 --> 01:03:41,663
People just don't normally ask me that.
376
01:03:41,993 --> 01:03:45,953
They just talk about it behind my back.
377
01:03:54,793 --> 01:03:56,543
In the past,
378
01:03:57,623 --> 01:04:00,793
after I married Mr. Darga,
379
01:04:01,873 --> 01:04:05,703
Setia, my child from my first husband,
380
01:04:06,663 --> 01:04:09,543
whom I took with me when I ran away,
381
01:04:09,793 --> 01:04:11,373
passed away.
382
01:04:14,453 --> 01:04:17,043
After getting married,
383
01:04:17,293 --> 01:04:20,243
I had several miscarriages.
384
01:04:29,623 --> 01:04:31,453
A witch doctor told us
385
01:04:31,703 --> 01:04:34,243
that should we want another child,
386
01:04:35,123 --> 01:04:38,043
we would need to give them to someone else
387
01:04:38,293 --> 01:04:40,743
so they could stay alive.
388
01:04:43,123 --> 01:04:44,873
Then Ruby was born.
389
01:04:45,293 --> 01:04:49,623
I took her to my relative in the village.
390
01:04:52,913 --> 01:04:54,543
So was Gani.
391
01:04:55,563 --> 01:04:59,283
I took him to my sister Ningsih
392
01:04:59,863 --> 01:05:03,603
who lives far away with her husband.
393
01:05:06,043 --> 01:05:07,793
As for Dais,
394
01:05:08,543 --> 01:05:10,293
I couldn't stand
395
01:05:10,543 --> 01:05:14,543
being apart from my child anymore.
396
01:05:16,543 --> 01:05:19,163
So we've been raising her ourselves.
397
01:05:21,293 --> 01:05:23,293
That's why...
398
01:05:23,873 --> 01:05:27,913
there are no pictures of all of us together.
399
01:05:42,203 --> 01:05:43,333
Ino...
400
01:05:44,913 --> 01:05:47,793
You see that plot of land?
401
01:05:50,793 --> 01:05:52,543
My husband reserved that
402
01:05:52,793 --> 01:05:54,873
for both our graves.
403
01:05:56,493 --> 01:06:01,583
He wants both of us to be buried here.
404
01:06:04,373 --> 01:06:05,993
How lovely.
405
01:06:13,083 --> 01:06:14,583
However...
406
01:06:16,043 --> 01:06:18,663
I'm scared.
407
01:06:19,703 --> 01:06:21,493
Of what?
408
01:06:24,663 --> 01:06:25,873
I'm scared
409
01:06:26,873 --> 01:06:30,543
that I'll be the cause of his death.
410
01:06:32,913 --> 01:06:35,993
Why would you think that?
411
01:06:42,583 --> 01:06:45,913
The war has taken my father and my son.
412
01:06:47,873 --> 01:06:51,413
Both died because of me.
413
01:06:54,833 --> 01:06:57,953
Because I escaped.
414
01:07:00,993 --> 01:07:05,793
The war made me lose my husband, too.
415
01:07:06,913 --> 01:07:10,243
I don't know what happened to him.
416
01:07:14,833 --> 01:07:17,833
It's been haunting me.
417
01:07:26,333 --> 01:07:27,743
- Ino?
- Yes?
418
01:07:29,793 --> 01:07:34,993
Why is it that guilt always follows women?
419
01:07:49,293 --> 01:07:50,833
Setia...
420
01:07:55,123 --> 01:07:56,493
Rubi...
421
01:08:02,123 --> 01:08:03,743
Gani...
422
01:08:08,373 --> 01:08:09,793
Dais...
423
01:08:20,123 --> 01:08:21,623
Dadang...
424
01:09:24,243 --> 01:09:26,123
Help me, Na.
425
01:09:38,333 --> 01:09:40,043
What was it?
426
01:09:55,373 --> 01:09:57,203
What kind of dream?
427
01:09:57,453 --> 01:09:59,663
It wasn't clear.
428
01:10:00,123 --> 01:10:02,703
Like a ghost or something.
429
01:10:15,293 --> 01:10:18,203
Nana, where's your husband?
430
01:10:18,793 --> 01:10:21,833
Why isn't he home at this hour?
431
01:10:23,623 --> 01:10:26,913
He's out. I don't know where exactly.
432
01:10:28,373 --> 01:10:31,333
Is he out like this often?
433
01:10:32,583 --> 01:10:34,243
Well, that's how it is.
434
01:10:34,833 --> 01:10:37,833
That's why you have to be good
435
01:10:38,083 --> 01:10:39,833
at taking care of yourself.
436
01:10:41,333 --> 01:10:43,583
And your husband.
437
01:10:44,163 --> 01:10:47,793
So that he likes being home.
438
01:10:50,453 --> 01:10:52,913
He's out working.
439
01:10:53,583 --> 01:10:55,873
So, no need to talk nonsense.
440
01:11:20,873 --> 01:11:24,413
Thank you, Ino. Please watch over my children.
441
01:11:24,913 --> 01:11:27,913
I have a lot to do today.
442
01:11:38,913 --> 01:11:41,623
It's just a hairpin.
443
01:11:44,043 --> 01:11:46,873
No need to be afraid of it.
444
01:11:55,033 --> 01:11:55,893
Nana?
445
01:12:16,993 --> 01:12:19,373
Where have you been all this time?
446
01:12:27,663 --> 01:12:29,543
I am sorry, Nana.
447
01:12:34,993 --> 01:12:36,873
I thought...
448
01:12:42,833 --> 01:12:45,373
I prayed every night...
449
01:12:48,913 --> 01:12:51,163
But still no news.
450
01:12:56,953 --> 01:13:00,873
I thought you...
451
01:13:05,163 --> 01:13:06,703
I...
452
01:13:08,493 --> 01:13:11,043
I'm too late, Nana.
453
01:13:29,793 --> 01:13:33,333
I know that you have remarried.
454
01:13:36,373 --> 01:13:38,993
I don't want to bother you.
455
01:13:44,373 --> 01:13:49,873
Since you're happy now.
456
01:14:05,663 --> 01:14:07,333
Our son,
457
01:14:07,993 --> 01:14:09,623
Setia,
458
01:14:11,243 --> 01:14:13,203
how is he?
459
01:14:23,243 --> 01:14:24,663
Setia...
460
01:14:25,583 --> 01:14:27,703
passed away.
461
01:14:39,083 --> 01:14:42,373
Why have we become like this?
462
01:16:21,663 --> 01:16:24,083
What's wrong, Mommy?
463
01:16:28,083 --> 01:16:29,493
Nothing.
464
01:16:31,333 --> 01:16:33,913
I just don't understand...
465
01:16:35,703 --> 01:16:37,163
why...
466
01:16:39,743 --> 01:16:42,833
I didn't dream last night.
467
01:16:44,123 --> 01:16:48,123
I had a dream last night.
468
01:16:49,293 --> 01:16:52,123
I dreamed of sweet mung bean cookies.
469
01:18:07,623 --> 01:18:10,413
You've grown more beautiful.
470
01:18:11,793 --> 01:18:13,743
You look younger.
471
01:18:15,243 --> 01:18:17,203
While me...
472
01:18:19,083 --> 01:18:21,123
I'm getting old.
473
01:18:29,913 --> 01:18:34,043
Have you fallen for another man?
474
01:18:39,703 --> 01:18:41,293
No.
475
01:18:41,833 --> 01:18:45,333
I've never had feelings for another man.
476
01:18:48,043 --> 01:18:50,583
If someone falls for you...
477
01:18:53,083 --> 01:18:55,953
and feel the same,
478
01:18:56,953 --> 01:18:59,333
marry him.
479
01:19:01,743 --> 01:19:05,993
As long as he's a good man.
480
01:19:07,333 --> 01:19:10,953
One that can make you happier.
481
01:19:14,293 --> 01:19:19,123
Have you fallen out of love with me?
482
01:19:25,703 --> 01:19:27,623
It's not that.
483
01:19:30,833 --> 01:19:32,703
I just
484
01:19:33,203 --> 01:19:36,333
want you to be happy.
485
01:19:42,243 --> 01:19:45,333
I know myself.
486
01:19:49,793 --> 01:19:51,743
I have...
487
01:19:54,413 --> 01:19:56,833
hurt you too many times.
488
01:19:57,993 --> 01:19:59,413
But...
489
01:20:00,083 --> 01:20:03,123
I'm happy with you now.
490
01:22:07,043 --> 01:22:11,453
Ino, what do you think I should do?
491
01:22:16,913 --> 01:22:18,663
Nothing.
492
01:22:19,703 --> 01:22:22,163
What you do is no different
493
01:22:22,413 --> 01:22:25,663
from what your husband does to you.
494
01:22:29,583 --> 01:22:32,203
But I feel guilty
495
01:22:32,873 --> 01:22:35,793
for keeping this from him.
496
01:22:40,123 --> 01:22:45,203
That aside, this has been haunting you
497
01:22:46,373 --> 01:22:48,203
for years.
498
01:22:50,163 --> 01:22:54,083
You can't lie to yourself forever, right?
499
01:23:57,333 --> 01:24:00,953
Why have we become like this?
500
01:24:53,373 --> 01:24:54,663
Nana.
501
01:24:55,333 --> 01:24:58,913
The heart cannot lie.
502
01:25:28,333 --> 01:25:29,543
Darga.
503
01:25:31,493 --> 01:25:33,703
I'm sorry.
504
01:25:43,993 --> 01:25:45,493
It's all right.
505
01:25:49,043 --> 01:25:55,163
If this can make you happy...
506
01:26:43,453 --> 01:26:45,333
How are you, Sir?
507
01:26:45,583 --> 01:26:47,333
I'm fine, all thanks to God.
508
01:26:49,663 --> 01:26:51,453
Please come in.
509
01:27:15,623 --> 01:27:17,663
Oh, I see.
510
01:27:18,543 --> 01:27:25,293
So Nana is willing to be back to her ex-husband?
511
01:27:26,953 --> 01:27:31,333
Where has he been all this time?
512
01:27:32,453 --> 01:27:35,703
Now that you're old...
513
01:27:36,833 --> 01:27:39,333
and Nana had a comfortable life,
514
01:27:39,583 --> 01:27:42,163
this man came.
515
01:27:42,413 --> 01:27:46,123
So Nana has been cheating on you?
516
01:27:46,623 --> 01:27:48,833
With her ex-husband?
517
01:27:49,243 --> 01:27:52,453
But she is still your wife!
518
01:27:53,583 --> 01:27:57,833
Leaving like that, after the fun is over.
519
01:27:58,293 --> 01:28:00,793
You must do something.
520
01:28:01,583 --> 01:28:04,453
What if Nana was just after your money...
521
01:28:04,703 --> 01:28:07,083
- ...from the start?
- Enough.
522
01:28:26,453 --> 01:28:28,873
So there it is.
523
01:28:31,083 --> 01:28:35,243
You're free to choose.
524
01:28:37,333 --> 01:28:40,493
Whether you're staying with your father
525
01:28:41,043 --> 01:28:43,453
or your mother.
526
01:28:45,333 --> 01:28:48,663
If you want to live with Uncle Agah, you can.
527
01:28:48,913 --> 01:28:50,793
It's up to you.
528
01:28:52,623 --> 01:28:54,083
But...
529
01:28:54,493 --> 01:28:57,203
because Dadang's still little,
530
01:28:57,793 --> 01:28:59,873
he'll be with Mommy.
531
01:29:09,123 --> 01:29:12,793
Ruby, whom do you choose?
532
01:29:18,293 --> 01:29:20,043
I want to be with...
533
01:29:26,123 --> 01:29:27,993
Uncle Agah.
534
01:29:33,953 --> 01:29:35,623
How about you, Gani?
535
01:29:37,913 --> 01:29:39,373
I...
536
01:29:42,083 --> 01:29:44,663
just want to stay here with Daddy.
537
01:29:47,243 --> 01:29:48,543
And Dais,
538
01:29:49,333 --> 01:29:51,203
what about you?
539
01:29:57,993 --> 01:29:59,083
Dais?
540
01:30:05,123 --> 01:30:06,543
I...
541
01:30:07,583 --> 01:30:09,913
What's your decision, Dais?
542
01:30:18,793 --> 01:30:20,453
I want to be...
543
01:30:20,873 --> 01:30:23,583
with Uncle Agah.
544
01:31:13,663 --> 01:31:21,043
It's better to be honest from the start.
545
01:31:23,953 --> 01:31:30,203
To avoid pain in the end.
546
01:31:33,203 --> 01:31:40,413
It's better to separate.
547
01:31:41,953 --> 01:31:48,873
So it won't burden our mind.
548
01:31:50,793 --> 01:31:57,663
Even though it's hard.
549
01:31:59,293 --> 01:32:05,243
My love will persist.
550
01:32:07,083 --> 01:32:13,993
It's not my intention to end our love.
551
01:32:15,873 --> 01:32:22,623
It's the writing on the wall.
552
01:32:42,953 --> 01:32:46,123
Ino, why is it like this?
553
01:32:47,583 --> 01:32:49,703
I can't do it, Ino.
554
01:32:54,293 --> 01:32:56,043
I can't...
555
01:33:01,833 --> 01:33:03,623
It's too hard.
556
01:35:29,203 --> 01:35:31,543
1... 2... 3!
557
01:35:43,703 --> 01:35:44,953
Ma'am.
558
01:35:47,953 --> 01:35:49,793
This is for Mr. Darga.
559
01:35:50,043 --> 01:35:53,043
Please send him my regards,
560
01:35:53,293 --> 01:35:55,833
and my thanks for everything.
561
01:35:56,123 --> 01:35:57,583
Very well.
562
01:36:32,583 --> 01:36:33,993
Come here.
563
01:37:36,083 --> 01:37:37,453
Mommy?
564
01:37:43,703 --> 01:37:45,043
Dais?
565
01:37:48,413 --> 01:37:50,413
Where are you going?
566
01:37:55,793 --> 01:37:58,743
You wear your hair down now.
567
01:38:00,243 --> 01:38:03,123
Because I don't have secrets anymore.
568
01:38:21,873 --> 01:38:23,123
Dais...
569
01:38:24,083 --> 01:38:26,703
what are you doing here?
570
01:38:28,953 --> 01:38:31,203
I'm taking this.
571
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Something I left behind.
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01:38:36,663 --> 01:38:39,163
Soil from our house.
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01:38:39,833 --> 01:38:43,453
There are many memories
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01:38:44,333 --> 01:38:46,993
of you and our family there.
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01:38:49,663 --> 01:38:52,413
I want to keep it.
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01:39:00,583 --> 01:39:01,873
Mommy...
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01:39:06,743 --> 01:39:09,663
Why did you leave?
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01:39:26,833 --> 01:39:31,413
For our mothers and ancestors in the land of Sunda.
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