All language subtitles for Married.At.First.Sight.S17E10.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH[EZTVx.to]_track3_eng

- ♪ I can't help myself,
I like what I see ♪

- Four newlywed couples
took a leap into the unknown

in search of love.

[cheers and applause]

They married as
complete strangers.

[cheers and applause]

♪

Last time, our couples
took a major step

towards incorporating each
other into their daily lives.

- Emily told you some [bleep],
and you guys came in hot.

- Emily didn't tell me [bleep].

- ♪ Step into my world

- Emily and Brennan.

- Your friends pretty much,
like, came at me unfairly.

- I am sorry about that, 'cause
I wouldn't want your friends

to treat me like that.

- Becca and Austin.

- You think they all
liked each other?

- Yeah.
- Nice.

I think so, too.
- You think so, too?

- I think so, too.

- Derik said that
religion in the past

hasn't really been
an issue for Austin.

I'm not sure exactly
what that means,

but, more importantly,
I just want to get intimacy

to work and trying
to get us to a place

where we both feel connected.

- Clare and Cameron.

- Does he know you're on this?
- No.

- [gasps]

- What would you like to tell
a man who's on his deathbed?

- Oh, wow, okay, I didn't--

first of all, did not realize
either of those things.

It's really strange to me that
he's bringing up

really heavy things, you know,
in front of people,

when he won't even do
that with me in private.

♪

- Lauren and Orion.

- I didn't have a partner who
was like, it can work out.

- It's not you.
It's, for sure, him.

And let him know that it's him,

and hopefully this is the last
time you see his [bleep].

♪

- And tonight...

our couples
will work harder than ever

to fight for their dream
of having everlasting love.

- You pegged me.
- Yep.

- Let's make this sexual.

Let's create sexual tension
in this nonsexual game.

- [laughs]

- I am head over
heels with how much--

- Don't make me cry.
Don't do it.

[laughs]

- I'm talking to her, though.
- Yeah, I know.

- Let me talk to her.
- Yeah, I get you.

- Okay, so let me talk to her.
- So we--

- Brennan,
I'm talking to Emily.

Thank you.
- Yeah, I'm just helping--

- She doesn't need
your help, though.

♪

- I still need time to, like,
work through certain things

that could, like,
really tear us apart.

♪

- [crying]
It's really hard.

- Do you see a future with me?
- You're not--let me finish.

- Do you see a future with me?

- Cutting me off really
does piss me off.

I'm sorry.
- Do you see a future with me?

- You really cut me off.
- Do you see a future with me?

- If that's your truth,
that's your truth, but--

- You're
such a gaslighter, bro.

- No.
- You are such a gaslighter.

- Okay.

- [crying] I tried my best.
[sniffles]

For you to say
that I failed this marriage

and I failed you,
when all I've been doing

is assuring you that
you haven't failed me...

♪

[sobs]

- ♪ It's all or nothing

- This is
"Married at First Sight."

- ♪ There's no other way

♪

- ♪ It's all or nothing

- ♪ Tick, tick, boom

♪ Come on,
let's get it started ♪

- [vocalizing]

- ♪ Tick, tick, tick,
tick, tick, tick, boom ♪

- I slept great, although
it was hot as Hades in here.

Like, literally--

- The thermostat
is right over there.

- Yeah, I get that,
but I literally said,

like, five times.
I'm like, can I--

- I didn't hear you say once.

- Well, and I wanted
to open the window,

and you just were not
about that.

I was, like, roasting.
- You didn't--

- But--
- You didn't ask me once.

- Anyway.
[sniffs]

♪

- Uh, last night,
you know, we talked

about a few things about--

I know my father,
and my father's health came up.

Um...

I...

You know, I didn't realize
that I hadn't communicated

that clearly to you.
- Yeah.

- I just assumed that--

- it was very, very strange
the way that it was brought up.

So I just was like,
whoa, that's interesting

that out the gate,
he doesn't even know Amy,

and all of a sudden, he's,
like, diving into all that,

which, I mean,
I was intrigued.

- Yeah, for me,
my father's been sick

for many years, and...
- Yeah.

And I'm sorry to hear that.
That's, like, really hard.

- Yeah, well, I mean, it's
something that I've, like,

already kind of, like,
grieved and, like, accepted,

in the sense that it's just,
it's just something that--

- Still hard, though.
- Yeah, absolutely.

So for me, it's, like, the
reason why I was being short

was, like, there was
no hidden mystery.

My dad is sick.

You know, like, it just kind
of is what it is

versus, like, oh, you know,
here's this recent thing

that happened to me,

and I'm feeling really
emotional about it.

It's like I've kind of already
gone through the stages,

and that's why--

and that's why
we kind of, like,

you know, missed each other.
- Mm-hmm.

Thank you for sharing.

I know that that's not
an easy thing to talk about,

and so I appreciate
you being so open.

And now I understand.

You know, last night
was the first time

that I had ever heard
that he didn't know

that you were married.

- So people don't understand
necessarily, like,

what it means to have
people in their life

that are in these situations.
- Yeah.

- My dad is a survivor, right?
- Of course, yep.

- And anything I could say...
- Yeah.

- Can kind of alter that.
- Mm-hmm.

- I can't just be like,
oh, yeah, by the way,

I married a stranger, because
I do have to be careful...

- Yeah, and I get that.

- Because when that
gets back to him,

what does that do to him
and his--

- Right, right.
I completely get it.

And I am grateful

that you were willing to have
that conversation with me,

because I can't imagine
being in your position.

Like, that sounds
really, really hard.

Up until last night,
I didn't realize

that his parents
and his dad didn't know

that he was actually even
getting married,

but I hope there comes
a point where Cameron

feels comfortable just not
hiding this information.

I think he knows
family is everything to me,

and Cameron's family
is now my family.

- It is hard,
but it's something--

like I said, I've learned over
the years how to work with it.

- Yeah.

♪

- So I'm gonna make
bacon, eggs...

and toast.

- Perfect.

- Oh, I forgot to get butter,

but it's
really good bread, so...

- Yeah, that'll be good.

I do just want to say sorry
again for last night.

- Yeah.

♪

- It's just not how I wanted

the first fun night to go.
- Yeah.

I'm trying not to take
it personally, you know.

They're just looking out
for their friend, and--

I don't know.

I think I could have definitely
done things differently

and handled it better.

Obviously, I never want to come
across as defensive,

even though it felt
like a personal attack.

You know, I have to stand up
for myself and my marriage.

- Yep.

- So, you know,
I don't apologize for that.

I just--you know, obviously,
heated in the moment.

- Yeah, and I...
[egg tapping]

Obviously want you to know,

like, I'm always
gonna take your side,

and, like, I don't want that
to happen to you ever again,

and I obviously didn't, like,
tell them

to say anything that they did.

Like, I know they care
about me and are protective,

but that was just,
like, crossing the line.

- Especially 'cause it
was supposed to just be...

- Fun. Yep.
- Good vibes.

And, like, if they had, you
know, questions or concerns,

like, definitely,
but, you know,

to come in with that level
of intensity

when it was such
a good-vibe atmosphere just...

- Yeah, it just sucks because
you did like my friends

at the wedding, and,
like, obviously,

those were my best friends,
and, like, I just--

like, it is just,
like, a reflection of me,

and I just don't
want you to, like, think...

any, like, less of me
or, like, those are--

- No, I don't think
any less of you.

I'm honestly just treating
it like a one-off night

with all this pressure and,
like, just felt a little off.

- Yeah, that's the right way
to look at it.

- Yeah, it's not
your fault, obviously.

You know, or forgive
and forget, you know.

- That's good.
- So...

- That's important.
- Yeah..

♪

- So this is a game...

that my mom taught me
when I was a young-un.

Okay, so there's, like,
two parts of play.

There's, like,
the pegging round,

which you, like, play cards...
- [giggles]

- [laughs]
And then the counting round.

So, like...
- [laughs]

- I don't know how
to explain this.

I probably should have
read the rules first

to, like, get a better grasp
of it, but basically--

- Is it actually
called the pegging round?

- I play a card.
You play a card, and we try it.

So, if I were to play a king,
you'd want to play a 5.

This is for, like,
the pegging round.

- We got to name
it something else.

[chuckles]
- I know.

- The process
of pegging in cribbage

is apparently to keep score.

However, let's
make this sexual.

Let's create sexual tension
in this nonsexual game.

You've got to be ready to peg
if you want to play cribbage.

Peg yourself, bro.
- Just be 2.

So then I got 19.

♪

- Yeah.
- [whispers indistinctly]

[laughs]
- So I won.

- Yeah, so 28, last card.

You get one point.
- I peg.

- Boop.
- You pegged me.

- Yeah, so--
[laughter]

- What is my goal?
What am I trying to do?

- To get points.
Get all the way around.

- And so now I'm just
playing with myself?

[laughter]
- Oh, [bleep].

- Sorry.

I know I need to be patient,

and I am respecting
the fact that Austin

doesn't have the same
comfort level as I do.

But I am starting to feel
worried that I'm running out

of ways for us to connect

that do separate us
from a friendship

and still fulfill my needs.

♪

- All right.

- For later.
- For later.

- For pegging later.
- My stash.

[laughter]

- ♪ 'Cause you know
when you know it ♪

♪ And you'll know when you
know when you figure it out ♪

♪ 'Cause you know
when you know it ♪

♪ And you'll know when you
know when you figure it out ♪

- Doesn't this look good?
- It looks amazing.

[both chewing]
Mmm.

The sounds of mastication.

♪

I think, specifically,
it means chewing, but...

- Could've just said "chewing."

- Hmm, but I wanted
to use a big word.

- Yeah, as you do.

[laughs]

You tend to do
that quite a bit.

- Oh, no, I think I use
a lot of small words.

I wish I used way bigger words.

Then people would know
how really smart I am.

- Oh, my God.
No, that's--

Yeah, okay.

- When Clare expresses feelings

of cascading annoyances,

that makes me feel
like we're stuck,

because I want to feel wanted.

Her body language
and her actions

say that she doesn't want me.

♪

So...

I feel like we are stuck.

Like, I mean, it feels
like we're at, like,

an impasse, right?

- I mean, I feel like we're
both trying very hard,

and I don't know, I...

I'm not sure if
we've, like, hit a wall.

There is zero romance.

I don't think that's
on either of us.

I'm not saying there's
anyone to blame.

It's just that's the way it is,

and I don't think...

♪

That that's healthy.

♪

- Yeah, but it's easy to
look at lack of romance

and say,
it will come with time.

♪

When we're talking
about "romantic"...

- Mm-hmm.

- Turn-ons...
- Mm-hmm.

- Have I actually
been doing any?

- Yeah, yeah, I think--yeah,
when you let me know

that you are here--like,
even little stuff like that,

when you're like, are you okay?

Like, that kind of stuff,
I really love,

and I've noticed that you do
that a lot.

In every situation
where it's, like,

it might be causing a little
bit of stress,

before I even mention it,
you're like, are you okay?

And to me, that is a turn-on,

'cause it's like you're being
in tune with who I am.

- Okay, and then are there
specific things I'm doing,

you know, romantically
that are turning off?

- No.
- Okay.

♪

- I just don't think
I'm romantically ready

to engage in behavior that is,
you know, sexual at this point.

It doesn't feel natural
for me to do that with you,

and it's not
nothing against you.

It's just the way that
our relationship is,

and it's like,
you feel the same.

It's not like you can
just naturally just come over

and give me a kiss.

Like, that's not natural for
you to do that to me, right?

- Well, I would.

- Okay, would it feel
unnatural to kiss me, though?

- No.

- Hmm,
that's interesting, okay.

Hearing him say
that he's attracted to me

and that he wants to kiss me,
this is news to me.

I don't feel that coming
from him all the time.

Like, your actions aren't
aligning with your words.

I just feel
a little bit of guilt,

and maybe that's
built by myself.

But I feel like in all
these conversations,

I just feel a sense of like,
wow, I'm not doing enough.

I'm not enough because I'm not
giving him

what he needs right now
or in this moment, you know?

And that's hard.
That's a hard pill to swallow.

And I'm sorry.
I don't--I don't--

- No, no, don't be sorry.
- [sighs]

- You can't be at fault
for being uncomfortable.

That's not--
In your programming,

that's nothing
that you are at fault for.

But even with the
limited romance we have,

I'm getting attached to you.

♪

And so, like, I'm here to try,

and I'm happy to try.

However, I would be doing
myself a great disservice

if we really thought there
was no future

because it's literally just
pain at that point.

♪

But if there is
a potential future,

then the pain is worth it.

♪

So is there a 0.1% chance

of this working out?

♪

- No.

- Okay.

- I think
there's more than that.

- Oh, there's more, okay.

So, I mean, anything
can happen...

right, at any time?

- Mm-hmm.

- We just got
to stick it through

and make
the romance work, right?

♪

- ♪ To choose love over fear

- ♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh

♪ Where we go
when we are alone ♪

- Hello.
- Hi, it's so good to see you.

- I know.
- How have you been?

- Today was just
a really good day.

We had, like,
a full day together,

so I just want to keep
the mood light.

Hopefully, chemistry can
grow from here on out.

- Better stay with me.

You can hold in stillness
if you need to.

Lots of good people to watch.

Emily, a pro, obviously.
It's gonna be great.

- It's gonna be so fun.
- Yeah.

- Oh, they're getting
in position.

Got to get in position.

♪

- We're gonna go with
center core first.

[cheers and applause]
Anyways...

[laughter]
Okay, cool.

Tiptoes front platform--press
out, and just hold for me.

♪

Beautiful, gorgeous.

You guys, rock your heels
forward slightly.

Emily, pop up onto
your toes for me.

- ♪ Light it up,
light it up ♪

♪ Like a shooting star,
like a... ♪

- In three, two, one.
Hold it.

Beautiful, Brennan.

- ♪ 'Cause nobody else
got a brighter star ♪

♪ So light it up

- So I'm doing it right?
- Yeah, that's good.

- ♪ Yeah, light it up

♪ Yeah, light it up

♪

- A big "hell, yeah"
round of applause...

[cheers and applause]

To our friend Brennan
for his first class.

Well done.
How was it?

- [breathlessly]
Thanks for having me.

- Spicy, huh?
- Appreciate it.

Can't wait to never
see you guys again.

[laughter]

- Fair enough, fair enough.
- Just kidding. It was great.

I'll see you guys next Tuesday.

Oh, man, that was good.

- Would you do it again?
- Yeah.

- I mean, I do give him credit.

I feel like a lot of guys,
like, wouldn't do this.

I'm proud of what
he did here tonight.

- It was cool to see
you in your element.

Model Emily,
everyone look at model Emily.

- Definitely not.
I felt under pressure.

- She called me beautiful,
and so that was--

- Well, that's a plus.

Will you come back
for compliments?

- I mean, why else are
we doing this, right?

- [chuckles]

♪

- ♪ Stuck in my head,
thinking it's dead ♪

♪ It's only just
a matter of time ♪

- First trip
to the grocery store together.

We'll be meeting with the
other couples for potluck.

- That was it?
- Yep.

- That was it? Okay.
- Oh, it's responsibly sourced.

[laughs]

♪

- Friends!
- Hey!

[indistinct chatter
and laughter]

- I feel like it's
been, like, forever.

- I know.
[laughter]

- Yeah, so where is everyone
else's stuff they brought?

- You guys each
brought one thing.

- You guys brought--

Yes, we thought that that was--
I'm sorry.

- It's all right.
We got the team on our back.

It's fine.
- You did. You did.

- If we all brought enough
food for 8 people,

we'd be feeding 36 people.
- Exactly.

- So...
- That's true.

Wow.
- Just throwing it out there.

- God, you're
[bleep] brilliant.

[laughter]
- It's true.

- Lauren and Orion are
not here right now.

- I mean, I've been talking
to Lauren,

and I think
she's gonna come tonight.

I think she's gonna--

I don't know about Orion,
'cause I don't know what you--

- I have not heard
if Orion is coming.

- Have they moved in?

- My understanding is--
I don't think they have.

- I love carrots.
- Me too.

- I hate carrots.
- Me too.

- I like celery.
That's it.

- Really?
- Celery?

- Yeah.
- There's nothing--

- That's the worst
veggie of all.

- Hey, guys, hey.
- Oh, hi.

- Hey.
Oh, see?

This is proper.
- Look at her.

- Nice.
- Oh.

- That is the spread
of the century.

- Give me mine.
Hype me up. Hype me up.

- Where is Orion?

- I actually don't know.
I thought he was gonna be here.

♪

I'm not super excited.
I'm, like, 50-50.

I'm really excited
to see everyone

and hear their good news
with their marriages,

but I'm not looking
forward to seeing Orion.

And as far as the divorce,
it just sucks.

But I'm okay with letting
everyone know what's going on.

- You're not moved in.
- No, we never moved in.

- Wow.
- Yeah.

- There he is.
- Hi.

- What up?
- Hey.

- Oh, he brought dessert.

- I brought dessert.
- Wow.

- Yeah.

- How are you?
- Good. How are you?

- Hey.
- Where can I put these?

- Put it here.
- Okay. So--

- That looks bomb.
- Yeah, so...

- We have, like, a full meal.
- Holy moly.

- Yeah, so toffee cake,
strawberry, and then tuxedo

from a friend who owns a bakery
here in Denver.

- That looks delish.
Thank you, Orion.

- How were your housewarmings?

- Ours was good.

We just played games,
and then I had a one-on-one

with her friends,
or two-on-one, and got grilled.

- I think my plan backfired.

I was like, oh,
everyone will have wigs.

Everyone will be, like,
open and fun,

and then the personas got
a little out of control.

- They assumed
other identities.

- Uh-oh, you got roasted?

- Yeah, Emily and I have
been going through our bumps.

There's not really, like,
a romantic bond yet,

so we're just trying to work
through that

as difficult as it is.

Just want to be open with
you guys on where we're at,

because we were doing
so good on the honeymoon,

and then reality hit,
and things changed, so...

- Yeah, don't feel guilty.
- Yeah.

- This is a lot
for everyone, I think.

both: Yeah.
- For sure.

- Relationships are work.
I mean, you guys are still--

even through that,

you guys are still sticking it
through together.

- Yeah.
- That's commendable.

- Thank you.

- That's very commendable,
actually.

- We're trying.
- I agree.

- Because it's easy
to just leave

when stuff gets hard, so...

And you guys did it.
- Yeah.

[indistinct chatter]

- It's definitely
surprising to hear.

And I know a lot has happened
with Cameron and I,

but we kind of assumed
that, you know,

everyone else is happy
with where they're at,

but we could be wrong.

Who knows?
I don't know.

- I guess we
really didn't talk

to everybody since the
honeymoon,

but Lauren and I...

I have decided
to get a divorce.

- I, not Lauren and I.
- Yeah, I.

♪

- If you don't mind me asking,
when did this happen?

- I think you can speak
to that,

since it happened
so many different times.

- Yeah, I mean, you know,
just coming back

from the honeymoon, just
taking that break and so...

- That's when he
asked for a divorce.

- And so, yeah, so that's
when I first brought up

wanting the divorce.

But everything that kind of
just followed after that

made it more real when we had
our discussion with Dr. Pia.

♪

- Lauren, do you feel like
Orion gave this a chance?

- No, I don't.

Yes, we had a race dis--

not even a disagreement.

I said a horrible,
offensive joke

on, like, day two
of the honeymoon.

But, like, I was called
a failure in the marriage.

You did tell me that I failed
you and I failed the marriage.

You did slut-shame me

for having sex two months
before the wedding.

You've never apologized
for the way you made me feel.

You just cried
about how it made you feel bad

that you made me feel bad.

- Well, I did, that night.

- [voice breaking]
You did not even apologize

for calling me a failure and
that I failed in this marriage

and for not having your back.

So don't sit here
and say you've apologized

for those words
unless you really felt them.

And if you didn't
really feel them,

that hurts even
more for you to say

that I failed this
marriage and I failed you,

when all I've been
doing is assuring you

that you haven't failed.

♪

- Well, I don't think
you have failed.

- Then why would you say that?

- Like, there--
[scoffs]

I'm not changing
what I'm saying.

- But you literally do change
what you say, Orion.

You change it every moment.

- If that's your truth, that's
your truth, but, I mean--

- You're
such a gaslighter, bro.

- No.

- And I'm about
to bring that up.

You are such a gaslighter.
- Okay.

- [clears throat]

- I'm not gonna sit here
and let you say otherwise,

because you know
it's the truth.

♪

I have been accountable for
my actions this entire time.

And if you're not gonna hold
yourself accountable, I will.

♪

- Well, I don't know

what I need to hold
myself accountable with.

The only thing that I really
came to a conclusion on

is that how I felt
about her in the beginning

is not how I was feeling
about her in that moment.

And that hasn't
quite come back.

♪

And so for that,
you know, I don't think

it would be beneficial
to continue on

with the marriage,

because I know in my heart
I'm already out.

♪

- Do either of you feel
like you gave up too fast

or, like, you didn't let
the process play out?

- I don't think I gave up

because I didn't ask
for the divorce.

I was ready to stay married.

- I don't think that I'm
not giving it a chance.

You know, I feel like I tried,

and it was just small steps
back with each argument.

♪

- How?

- How easy it is for us to
fall out of a easy conversation

and then kind of start going
back and forth with each other,

that's something that
has been really consistent.

And it's just...

There is a disconnect
in our communication.

You know,
I'm specifically talking...

- But where was the disconnect?
- With the honeymoon.

I mean, there was disconnect
all throughout the honeymoon.

- Sometimes I feel like you'll
say things, and I'm like, huh?

- As a whole, it does feel like
there's a big disconnect

when it comes to communicating.

- 'Cause we don't communicate.

♪

- Lauren, you're not alone.

Um...

I mean, I can only speak
to our experience,

but it's been very difficult
for Clare and I.

There are some big things that
we just simply don't align on.

- Yeah. Huge things.
- And...

we're having chemistry,
romance issues.

We don't agree on how we would
raise our children--

religious
versus nonreligious.

- And, you know,
I respect him so much

and care for him so much,
and it makes me sad.

- Like, the best person maybe,
ever I've met.

Like, I am--truly, truly...
- Oh, that's so nice.

- I am head over heels
with how much...

- Don't make me cry.

Don't do it.
- Okay.

- [laughs]
- You're gonna make me cry.

I haven't cried since
the second grade.

Come on.

♪

- I can empathize with, like,
how difficult that is to see

and, like, to
be confused by, to be--

- Yeah, we do have...

albeit a tiring chemistry,

we do have a chemistry that
is special to ourselves.

But it is a--

it is a fiery...

[laughter]

- You're not wrong.
He's not wrong.

That is accurate.

- I mean, you know,
we get along.

I mean, that could
easily be a disaster.

- But I love it 'cause
I think we challenge

each other in that way, too.
- Yeah.

- I think that's
what the experts saw

is that they knew that we
would challenge each other,

intentionally...
- And we want to be challenged.

- That we're both passionate
about our opinions, beliefs,

and we're willing to
share that with each

other very openly and safely.

So part of me is
like, yeah, the experts

nailed it there, for sure.

- So nothing's been decided.

You're still sort
of sorting that out?

- Yeah, we're just
kind of just...

Yeah.
- Yeah.

- Figuring it out.
- That's okay.

- Yeah.
- Yep.

- Yeah, nothing is--yeah, so...

Yeah.
Sheesh, I'm sweating.

[laughing] I'm like...

Like, that was a lot.

- How are you guys doing?

- This has been a very
stressful conversation.

[chuckles]
I'm not handling it well.

- You're doing great.
- [chuckles]

But, no, we're doing good.

I mean, we had the similar
religion kind of issues

and my slower intimacy speed,
but we're both,

like, pretty open-minded.

And, you know, I still need
time to, like, work

through certain things.

That's kind of why we went down
the path of figuring out

one another before we really
talk about those big pieces,

because for me, it's, like,
important to understand

who she is at her heart

before we talk about things
that could, like, really--

I don't know--tear us apart.

♪

It has been hard.
- Yeah, for sure, for sure.

- But her support and
everything is, like, really...

- Yeah.

- Helpful and meaningful
for me.

- Yeah, I think
I'm getting emotional right now

'cause it's difficult
to see, like, all of us...

♪

Yeah...
[laughs]

[crying]
To, like, know that each of us

are, like, struggling
in that way.

Like, I know how hard it can be

and then to know that each of
you are feeling that

is really hard.

Now I want to hug all of you.

[both chuckle]
Sorry.

♪

- I have a mix of emotions

with hearing
that all the other couples

are experiencing ups and downs,

but they're still, you know,
navigating their marriage

as best as possible.

It does feel comforting
that they understand.

I just wish they weren't going

through their
own challenges, too.

- We can do a group hug.
- Yeah, can we?

[laughter]

- I'm very excited

to just continue on with life

and know that I tried my best.

[sniffles]

♪

[sobs]

♪

[sniffles]

♪

I'm okay.

I'm okay.

- ♪ No, I'm never
gonna cry again ♪

♪ Yeah, I've done it
for the last time ♪

- [sniffles]

- ♪ No, I'm never
gonna cry again ♪

♪ When it's over you

♪ Goodbye

♪ Goodbye

♪ Goodbye

[dreamy music]

♪

- Ooh.
- Well, that was something.

♪

- That was draining
on many levels.

- Oh, yeah.
- [chuckles]

- Like, holy cow.

Oh, my God.
Yeah, I just...

I guess I didn't realize,
like, you know,

where the other
couples were at.

Like, I thought we were, like,
down in the dumps.

[chuckles] And realizing
that we aren't the only ones,

I think it gave me
a better understanding

that, like, we aren't doing
as poor as maybe I thought.

- Yes, we have potentially

insurmountable problems.
- Yeah.

- But at least we're
talking about it.

- Yeah, right, right.

- I mean what I heard
from Austin and Becca is that

they have major problems...
- Mm-hmm.

- And they're just not
talking about it.

They're just steering clear
of the conversation.

- 'Cause they're scared...
- Yeah.

- To confront it,
you know, but--

- It seems unhealthy.
- Right.

- But, you know,
I'm not gonna tell anyone

how to live their lives.
- Right.

- And then we've got
Brennan and Emily.

- I don't think they're on
the same page about something.

- Something's up.

- I think they're just
not being specific enough

about the issues,
which speaks a lot

to maybe
their relationship, too.

- Mm-hmm.
- You know what I mean?

I think they're not
being honest, really.

And it's like--
So I don't know.

This whole thing has made
me realize, like,

I'm really good
at being honest.

You're really good
at being honest.

And as long as we continue
that for the rest of our lives,

that's gonna be
really beneficial to us.

♪

- Yeah, but in the spirit
of being honest,

you know, this is just
not gonna sound right,

but I'm gonna say it anyways.

I have been inspired...

to actually consider myself

a little more moving forward.
- Mm-hmm.

♪

- I look at Orion
and Lauren,

and, yeah, okay,
there's definitely...

something might have been cut
short there

and maybe selfishly so.
- Mm-hmm.

- And I think Orion
was willing to say,

this is just what I need.

And to be honest...
- [clears throat]

- While the situation
is very unfortunate...

- [sniffs]

- I was actually inspired
to think,

okay, it's very unlikely

that we're going to be able
to move past our roadblock.

- Mm-hmm.

- The biggest hurdle
for our relationship

is the lack
of physical intimacy

and the clash
between our religious views.

We're just stuck between
a rock and a hard place.

Like, is there an adjustment
that we need to make?

♪

- I don't know.

- ♪ I've been waiting
for too long ♪

♪

- Like, sheesh.

♪

- ♪ I'm so tempted
to tell you ♪

♪ That you might be the one

- Welcome to my place.
It's the same as yours.

- I like your guys'
little, like, horn.

- Thanks.

- Why do you guys
like tribal vibes?

- [chuckles]

♪

- What's up, brother?
- What up, my guy?

- Long night, huh?
- Yeah. [chuckles]

- So, before I, like, step
into me,

I also want to hear how things
are going for you.

- Don't want to sing for you.

Ours is, like, relatively...

I wouldn't say easy, but,
like, it's, like, big issues

that are just gonna take time.
- Yep.

- Things are good.
Things are good.

- Awesome.

- I just don't
prescribe to the notion

that we have to figure out
everything right now, you know?

- So I just have to, like...

- Be patient?
- Yeah. [chuckles]

- Which, like, I feel like
I am being very patient.

- Yeah.

- I wasn't expecting
for us to kind of take a turn.

I, like, thought things were
fine during the honeymoon.

- Yeah.
both: They seemed fine.

[chuckles]
Like, liked me a lot,

like, found me
attractive, like...

And then something
is happening right now.

He's, like, shutting off.
- Mm.

- And I was like, that's
literally the one thing,

like, you just can't do.
- Mm-hmm.

- And I've asked him, like--

And the one thing
he won't tell me

is, like, physical attraction.

It's weird.
- So you've directly asked him.

- Yeah.
- He is attracted to you.

There's no way
that, like, it's not there,

so it feels like
there's something else

that he doesn't even know.

- That's what
I, like, feel, too.

- Yeah.

- Yeah, so it was a pretty big
bomb that you dropped

about, like, the romantic
feelings, all that.

Do you think attraction
and, like, romance

and, like, chemistry--
is that, like, something

that you need to have
from the beginning,

or is it something that, like,
can grow over time

as you get to know someone?

- My past--
it's been immediate.

So this is, like, very
uncharted territory for me.

I did this because I wanted
to trust the experts

and do things differently,

not anticipating that this
would be one of my obstacles.

But now that it is, you know,
I told everyone

I wanted to trust the process,
and that's what I'm gonna do.

Divorce is not an option for me
in this, but it's just like--

I don't know, honestly.
- Yeah.

- It's just like, you know,
if I can take a pill for that

and have chemistry, I would
so that this could work,

but, you know, we got to do
it the natural way, so...

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I mean, it's hard.

- It's hard.

- I do believe it was there.
- Yeah.

- And I still think
it is there.

- Yeah.
- Yeah, I'm not gonna, like,

harp on it anymore, but it's...

it's just more of, like,
I just want to make sure

I'm, like, playing it right
moving forward.

- Are you playing
it right is you being,

like, your unfiltered self
and, like--

- That's the only
way I know how to be.

- And you know--

Whether he's attracted to you,

you know how attractive
you are, right?

- Thank you. [chuckles]
- Do you know that?

- I mean, this week
has been tough,

but I have learned
a lot about myself.

Like, I'm hitting limits,
like...

[crying] I didn't even know,
like, I was capable of.

Like, I've learned, like,
I am, like, stronger

and, like, more
in tune with my emotions

for not having a relationship.

But like, now it's, like, this
is, like, why I didn't date,

like, for these, like--

I need someone who
was, like, sure of me

and, like, sure of themselves.

Like, it's--but I don't want to
give up because I do believe,

like, a lot's there.

And it's also hard
to, like, hear him.

He just talks
about, like, the romance

and, like, whatever that is

and, like, just doesn't give
me direct answers.

Like, I just don't know,
like, what to do

other than just do nothing.

- And then that just leaves you
in this, like, gray area,

which is so hard.

- I don't know what it's
gonna take for something

to get through to him.

- ♪ Unresolved

♪ Unresolved

- ♪ For you, I will fight

♪ For you, I will cry

- Okay, so today, Dr. Pia is
coming to visit Cameron and I,

and...

I'm feeling pretty lost
and confused.

It's obviously been a lot,
and we're both--

Both Cameron and I are
very mentally drained.

But it'll be nice
to get her expertise

on the situation,

on what we can do
to move forward

in such a difficult time.

♪

- Hello.
- Hello.

You look stunning.
- Likewise. Thank you.

- That's a very
cute outfit you got on.

- Thank you.
- Hello.

- Hi, good seeing you.
- You look well.

- All right, y'all
want to have a seat here.

- All right.
- All right.

- Well, how have
things been going?

- It's been a--

it feels like it's been
a long journey already.

- And then I'm looking
down and neither one of you

have your rings on.
- Yeah.

- What's going on?
What are y'all not telling me?

- Unfortunately,
it's become apparent

that our long-term viability

is probably not there,
unfortunately.

♪

- Wow.
- Yeah.

- That's a pretty strong,
like, bold statement.

So let's pull ourselves back

in terms of giving this
more time to process,

to experience one another,
to think things through.

Is there any possibility
for that--

that you could see
that happening?

- I think I want
to try and figure out

how to make this work.

- I just want to make sure I'm
understanding you correctly.

You're saying--
- Okay, so there are--

I mean, basically, we have
a fundamental disagreement

about how we want
to raise our children.

- So I've heard about that
with regard to religion.

Is that what we're
talking about right now?

- Yeah, primarily.
- Primarily.

Are there other things as well?

- There's also
this lack of maybe,

like, romantic connection.

That's just what it is.

And so, if we can't,
first of all,

be on the same page about our
future, but, second of all,

can't be on the same page
about where we are emotionally

here in this romantic,
physical moment...

- Mm-hmm.
- Then how can we progress?

We have tried very,
very, very hard.

- Okay.

- I'd say the most painful
thing about all this is,

Clare and I, I think, are
extremely compatible.

- Yeah.

- She's the smartest
and most mature person

I've ever been
in a relationship with, so...

- Oh, that's nice.

- It's kind of just like
a perfect mixture there,

where I just feel--
I feel heard...

- Mm-hmm.

- Which, for whatever reason,
in relationships is rare to me.

- Okay.

- You know, we get
along really well.

Just the more time
I spend around her,

the more and more
I'm getting attached.

It's just this feeling that,
like, when I'm away from her,

like, I miss her.

And, I mean,
I've essentially said,

you know, it's time
to protect Cameron

because I think our future
is bleak.

♪

- Wow.

- Clare, what's it like
to hear him say that?

- Obviously, it's not great
to hear, because, I mean,

I think we're both not doing
mentally the best that we want

to be doing in this moment.

This has been very draining.

We can't be a couple if we're
not doing well individually.

We have to put ourselves first,

and if that means
that we can't make this work,

then that's what it has to be.
- Okay.

So what I'm hearing is,
you feel like you all

have exhausted all options.
- Mm-hmm.

- You've given it
your best shot.

It doesn't seem like there's
any viable opportunity

for marriage to continue on.

And I'm looking at, like,
well, wait a minute.

What have you all tried?
- Mm-hmm. Yeah, that's fair.

That's a very fair
question to ask.

- I mean, are there
specific things that...

that we should try?

- Yeah, so here's the thing.

There's been so
much change in such

a very short period of time...
- Lots, yeah.

- And it can be really
"dysregulating" to the system.

- Mm-hmm.
- So my recommendation

would be to go back into,

like, what makes you
both work individually?

Like, let's get you,
like, more stabilized.

Can there also be some
focus on having fun

and being more in the moment?

Take off talking
about children,

romance, sex, and religion

until the next
time you meet with an expert,

because there can
be some, like, fatigue

in talking about this.
- Totally.

- And I can understand that
there's a lot of anxiety there

because you're
thinking, holy [bleep],

this is the rest of our lives
we're talking about.

- Yeah.
- Like, hold the phone.

Get me out.
- [laughs]

- Right? I hear that.
I see that. I feel that.

And what I'm offering
is, like, give yourselves time

to be in the moment and enjoy
one another's company.

Get to have more fun together.

I would hate for this to be
a missed opportunity,

to give up right now, saying,
well, we've tried everything

under the sun,
right, because you all led

with saying how compatible
that you feel that you are.

And you already have
this understanding

of what you've tried
that hasn't worked.

Let's focus on what is working.

What if we take away the
pressure from everything else

and just focus on having fun
and being more in the moment?

- Yeah, yeah, I like that.

- I guess what I'd say is...

I'd be disingenuous
if I agreed right now.

I would like to sleep
on your advice.

♪

And that's just who I am.
- Yeah.

- I just need time when
it comes to those things.

- I respect that.
- So I hear you.

I think it is fantastic advice.
- Yeah.

- But I can't commit to you
right in this moment.

♪

- ♪ Don't say it's over

♪

♪ Don't say goodbye

- Excited to talk to Pia today?

- I wouldn't say excited,
but, yeah, I'm excited, sure.

We went through
a lot of [bleep],

and we finally put
everything behind us,

but, like, I just know deep
down that there's still,

like, a disconnect.

We need to start
figuring this out.

Are you nervous?
- I don't know.

I've never really done
therapy before, so...

Is this therapy?
- I would say it's therapy.

- Is it?
- Mm-hmm.

- Okay.

I wonder what, like,
her intentions are.

♪

- You should ask her.

- It's gonna be interesting.

[knock at door]

[groans]

[chuckles]

both: Hello.
- Oh, I love your top.

Hi!
- I love your pink.

Love it.
- Nice to see you.

- Nice to see you.

- Good to see you
again as well.

- You too.
- Thanks, love it.

- Welcome to our home.
- Thank you for having me.

- Would you like
something to drink?

- I'm all right.
Thank you for asking.

- Okay, yeah, of course.

- Pretty, pretty.

- Nice, right?
- It is nice.

- Got you that chair.

- Thank you.

All right, get comfy.

- Yeah.
- Settle in.

- Is that chair comfy?
- Yeah.

So how has it been?

- We had a little rocky,
like, back-to-reality week,

but then we--

I feel like we're
back on track.

- Yeah.
- Yeah?

So you feel like that rockiness
has subsided now?

- Yeah, but I still
feel like we're--

- Disconnect.
- Yeah, disconnect.

- Currently, there's
a disconnect?

- Yeah, he doesn't
feel like there's,

like, romance, chemistry.
- Mm.

- So we're trying to, like,
let time see...

- Yeah.
- If that can evolve.

But I think the only way
for us to figure this out

is to just be as
open as possible.

So, like, while it wasn't
what I wanted to hear...

- Sure.
- And obviously, like,

doesn't feel great, it's still
like progress to hear

any bit more than like,
we're fine,

or like, we're taking it slow.
- Mm-hmm.

- Like, just hearing any more,
like, words and emotion,

I think, is gonna be critical.

- Sure.

- I mean,
I know I've never had,

like, a serious relationship.

This is all new to me.

But I think, like--
he's getting so much better--

but, like, talking
about emotions

is just not his thing,
which is fine.

- Would you agree with her
that it's challenging at times

for you to verbalize
what you're feeling

or to verbalize what
you're thinking?

- Yeah, absolutely,
you know, definitely.

- But you are able to identify
that you're not feeling

the romantic chemistry.
- Correct.

- Can you put into words
why you're not feeling it?

Are there certain things that
are turning you off from it?

- Yeah, let's be mindful
of Emily here.

This is not easy.

- I am being mindful.

Help me understand.

Is there something
that just happened

that I did that made you feel
like I wasn't being mindful?

- Well, it's just--
you know, this is not easy

to talk about, and, like...

- Yeah.
- If I was in her shoes,

I know I would be
really uncomfortable

hearing my partner, like, talk
about physical intimacy,

especially through all this.

- Am I making you
feel uncomfortable?

- No, but--
- Okay.

- I feel like I got
over the uncomfortable,

which was, like, getting
this out in the open.

- Yeah.

- So now I'm just trying to
figure out how we move forward

and, like, fix it
if it's possible.

- Right, and, like, that's my
intention of being here today,

is to try to figure out,
what can we do?

And so for me, like, the way
that I work through that

is to figure out,
well, how did we get here?

What's going on?

Because that's gonna alter
what type of solutions

or tips or advice
that I'm giving to you.

- Yeah. Of course.
- Right?

And the only way in which to do
that is, to your point, Emily--

is to have a very frank

and honest conversation, right?
- Of course.

- So, when I just heard you say
that let's be mindful of her,

I'm wondering, Brennan,
if there might be some of you

that is holding back from
being fully honest with her

because there's a concern
of hurting her feelings.

- Yeah, I'm definitely mindful
of being respectful

and taking very much
into account her feelings,

and I'm not gonna say anything
that won't help anything

but do damage.

♪

- So I'm noticing your
body language

and your eye movements
as he's saying that.

- That's just her.
[chuckles]

- But there's
something behind that.

So when you're squinting your
eyes and looking like that,

what does that mean?
- Oh, no.

- Explain it--explain it--
- I'm talking to her, though.

- Yeah, I know.
- Let me talk to her.

- Yeah, I get you.
- Okay, so let me talk to her.

- So we--

- Brennan,
I'm talking to Emily.

- Yeah.
- Thank you.

- I'm just helping--
this is a lot, right?

So I'm just gonna help her
take a step back and get her--

- She doesn't need
your help, though.

- This is my wife, so I'm just
gonna make sure she's okay.

So...

- That's my job, is to
ask her if she's okay.

♪

[dramatic music]

♪

- Yeah, I am fine.

I think I will be fine.

- When you made the kind
of, like, eye squint,

and we're looking like that,
what was that for you?

- Um...

- When you do that,
what does it mean?

- I think it's a thinking face.
Am I wrong?

- A what?
- A thinking face.

- Thinking/frustration.

- Thank you.
both: Yeah.

♪

- It's a hard balance.
Like, I know he cares.

I know he doesn't
want to disrespect me,

but I...
- Mm-hmm.

- Will feel
maybe more resentment

and feel like we're not
gonna be able to go anywhere

unless I hear everything.

- Yeah.

What I'm trying to figure
out is, what is the barrier,

and how do we move
forward with that?

♪

To do that is,
to your point, Emily,

is to have
a very frank, direct,

and honest conversation.

I can respect
that this is a lot,

and so I can totally empathize

with how that might feel
like pressure.

So we've got to figure out what
we're gonna do differently.

In order to figure out
what to do differently,

I got to know, what
have we been doing?

- Yeah. Yeah.
- Make sense?

- Mm-hmm.
- Okay.

So can you put into words,

in a way that you feel
comfortable with,

what is holding back for you
the physical attraction?

- Like, it's just a feeling
that I don't have,

so I don't act on it.

- Okay.

So what is the feeling
that you have?

You said you don't
have the feeling.

- Um...

[sighs]

♪

I don't know.

♪

Like, just not there.

- What's not there?

- That feeling
to want to be intimate.

- Okay.

Is this something that you've
experienced before, Brennan?

- No, it's not.

- 'Cause I can tell
that there's a lot

of care that you have
for her, right?

Like, even when you were like,

whoa, whoa, stop there,
Dr. Pia, like, this is my wife.

I'm trying to protect her.
I'm all of that.

So that feeling is there.

- Yeah.

- Is there an emotion
attached to that thought?

♪

- Um...
[sighs]

Maybe.

I don't know.
- Okay.

- Like, maybe.

- What might it be?

- The emotion?
- Yes.

- I don't know, like,
what emotion that is.

- Yeah, that's what I'm asking.

- Yeah, I don't know
what emotion that is.

- Okay.
- I just--that's just how I am

when I care about people.
- Mm-hmm.

Okay, so there's
care that you have.

I think I might label
what I saw happen

is, like, protective of her.
- Yeah.

- Yeah, is that how you feel?
- Yeah, definitely.

- Yeah, okay.

So next thing is,

I want to ask y'all both about
your thoughts about therapy.

♪

- I go back and forth
on my thoughts.

I haven't had any, like,
bad personal experiences.

I think, like, the critical
part is wanting to do it.

- Sure. Right.
What about for you, Brennan?

- Have I, or what are
my thoughts on it?

- Both.
- I have not been in therapy.

Do I believe in it?

Yeah, I believe
it helps a lot of people

and could be
a really good resource.

- Yeah, so I'm gonna make
a suggestion for you

to enter individual therapy,
Brennan--

like, outside of this process--

with the goal of helping
to identify your emotions,

because I think
that that is going

to continue to be a barrier
for the relationship.

- I don't think so.

Like, I do a lot
of self-reflection.

I have a, you know, really
amazing support system.

And, um...

I don't--right now I'm not
talking about my emotions

because I don't have any,

so it's really hard to explain
them if they're not there.

♪

- Mm-hmm.

So that right there, I think,
is an example of why therapy

would be helpful for you.
- Okay.

- Because everyone has
emotions all the time.

- Yeah, right, right,
but I'm associating it

with feelings, right?

- Feelings and emotions,
yeah, same thing.

- Right, so if I don't have
feelings, right, about--

- You don't know what they are.

- Okay.
[both chuckle]

- Okay, so...
- Okay.

- That's what I'm suggesting.

♪

- ♪ Oh, oh

- Hello.
- Hello.

- Hi.
- Hi.

- Look at y'all holding hands,
just casually strolling in.

- Hi, nice to see you!

- Good to see you, too.
- Yeah, glad you made it.

- Good to see you again.
- Of course.

- Good.

Have a seat.
Get comfy on the--

Is this a teal couch,
green couch?

- A futon.
- Yeah.

- So I'm just, like,
enamored by how,

like, genuine
the connection looks,

like, even in this moment.
- Yeah.

- Yeah, how you're looking
at each other, the smiling,

the laughing, the touching.
- Yeah.

- [chuckles]

- Yeah, how is the intimacy
in the relationship?

♪

- I mean, what do you think?

[chuckles]
- I like making out with him.

- [chuckles]
- That sounds good.

- He moves at a slower pace
than I do,

so it's been, like,
an adjustment for me.

But, like, I'm just
being respectful.

- So, when you say
"a slower pace,"

can you tell me a little bit
more what you mean by that?

- I just like to have
an emotional connection

with someone before...

like, jumping in bed with them.

I want it more special
than just, like, banging.

- Got ya.

Is there something
that you think

would make it feel
like banging now?

'Cause what I'm seeing
is not, like, banging energy.

- Yeah.

- I'm seeing, like,
true, genuine connection.

♪

- Yeah, I mean, I don't know.

It's still..

just need a little more time...

- Mm-hmm.
- To process and figure it out.

♪

- Is that something
that you can understand?

- I think I can empathize
with it.

Like, that's not how I see it,
but it's not as easy as, like,

just what I need
or just what he needs.

It's, like, two people's
needs coming together, so...

- Yeah. Have you expressed
some of what your needs are?

- I think so.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah?

- Yeah.
- Can you let me know?

- [laughs]

- I am attracted to him,
and I feel connected to him.

So, like, if it were up to me,
I would move further.

[laughs]
- Yeah.

What's it like to know that
she's into you in that way?

- I mean, it's great.

Like, I'm also into her
in that way.

Just, like, I do move slow,
and it, like, has...

bothered girlfriends
in the past.

- Okay.

So, Austin, when we're talking
about sex--

like, I'm assuming
that you're meaning,

like, actually intercourse.
- Yeah.

- Is it okay
to do other things?

- Yeah.
- Yeah?

- I mean, we haven't yet,
but it's okay to.

- I think she just perked up
a little bit.

♪

- It's news to me.

- Okay, well,
how are you receiving?

- I'm okay with that.
[laughs] I just--

We haven't gotten there yet.
- Yeah.

- What might that look like?

Can we talk about, like,
what would be safe to try?

- I mean,
we haven't really, like,

discussed thoroughly,
really, but, like...

♪

I feel like that will happen
more in the moment.

- Okay.

I think that it's important
to talk about sex,

and I know that sometimes
it can be awkward to do so.

Talking about it can truly be
a form of foreplay as well.

- I don't think we need to turn
her on anymore here.

- Oh, got ya, okay.

Are we a light switch
over here, Becca?

- I don't know.
I am who I am.

- [laughs]
- Okay. No, girl, own that.

- [laughs]
- She does own it.

She owns it.
- Yeah.

- I just tell her,
like, be yourself.

Like, you don't have
to worry about me.

Like, I will tell you
if anything is an issue.

- Think of it as, like,
getting to know each other,

which the two of you
are doing that.

And that's why I want to give
you that homework

to get to know each other
sexually as well in terms

of the turn-ons, turnoffs,
boundaries, hard limits,

if there's anything
that makes either of you

feel uncomfortable...
- Mm-hmm.

- If there's anything that
would be really important

for either of you to know
about your sexual histories.

As much as you can verbalize it
to one another,

I think that's gonna be
what's really important.

- Yeah.
- Yeah, agreed.

- Yeah, that's good advice.
- Yeah, okay.

- Yeah, it's--
yeah, nothing wrong with it.

I'm totally fine with it.

I love it.
- [chuckles]

- ♪ Closer to the dream

♪ Closer to the dream

- ♪ Nobody can

♪ Nobody can

♪ Tell me I can't

♪ Tell me I can't, no

- [sighs]

You know, going
from the conversations

that we've had...
- Mm-hmm.

- I need to know.

Do you want me to stay?

- I don't know
what to do, like,

'cause you want to leave,
right?

- I'm asking about you.
- Mm-hmm.

It would make me sad.

♪

I will miss you.
I would be sad.

And I'm not sure
if that's a place of, like...

of just the physical, like,
body that I just--

we've had for three weeks,

and then all of a sudden, it's
like, okay, I'm by myself.

'Cause there is
that attachment,

but back
to what we talked about,

is that attachment
even the right attachment?

♪

Like, are we just
attached to being--

- That's for you to decide.
- I know.

- I've decided for me
that it's unhealthy...

'cause I want to love you,

but I don't want us
to hurt each other.

♪

- I don't know what
to tell you from here.

I don't.

I don't know what to do,
'cause I don't want you to feel

like I'm pressuring you to stay

in a situation
that's not healthy.

- Do you see a future with me?
Do you see a future with me?

- Cutting me off really
does piss me off.

I'm sorry.
- Is there an answer?

♪

- I don't know.

I don't know.

♪

She told us not to talk
about the future

and be
so future-focused, right?

I am trying to stay
present in this moment.

- Okay.

- 'Cause you keep
jumping into the future of...

- Okay, how about tonight...

I sleep in the spare bed

and we see if that
seems like something

that we can maintain?

- Mm-hmm, okay.

Yeah, I mean,
I think that works.

- Okay.

- I just don't want you
to be resentful towards me

about anything.

♪

Ooh.

- I mean, I'm not yet.

♪

- Okay.

♪

- ♪ I set out

♪ On a mission
just to find where you are ♪

- What'd you think?

- Those conversations are
moving in the right direction,

and I think next week
will be a good opportunity

for us to, like, work
through some of this stuff.

- Yeah.
- What about you?

- She kept harping
on emotions,

and I'm trying to understand,
like, where that's coming from,

because I feel like I'm being
open and honest

about how I feel,
and I can't help how I feel.

- So I think a little bit was
just, like, trying to--

her just to better understand
the situation in you.

- Yeah, but she says I need
therapy because of that.

- I think you have feelings.

You just don't know
what those feelings are.

- Yeah, I'm not saying
I don't have feelings.

- No, I know--

- But she asked me to disclose
my feelings for you.

♪

And if there are no feelings
there yet--

and I'm not trying to sound
rude or hurtful,

but, like, you want me
to be honest--

if that's where we're at,

I don't know why I need therapy

to explain
why that's not there yet.

♪

- I think you're sharing
your feelings

as much as you
can share your feelings.

That is the point.
- Okay.

- And I think you have
more feelings and--

- For you?

- No, just in general.
[pan clatters]

- Okay, do you see
why I'm getting frustrated?

♪

What are you talking about?

What am I not expressing
to you about how I feel?

- I just don't know why this
is getting heated right now.

- Let's not put this on me.
- It's not you.

- Because you haven't brought
up any serious topics.

You haven't brought up
anything you want to discuss.

- Look, I know it's
a two-way street, duh.

♪

- Mm-hmm.

- I feel like if anyone should
be negative and, like, upset...

- I'm not--I don't--
- It should be me.

- [sighing] Oh, my God.
- Right?

♪

I don't understand why it
just got so serious so fast.

So...

- Well, it wasn't
my intention, so...

♪

- I...

Brain was really going.
I left that feeling good.

- Yeah, I guess there
was just a disconnect there,

'cause I did not leave that
feeling good.

- But, like, why not?

- Because it's not
a very good feeling

when someone tells you
you should go to therapy.

- While I understand that
that was a hard recommendation

for you, I actually think
it's a very important piece

to the problem.

- I understand how you feel.

You think that I need therapy,
but it's never going to happen.

♪

[upbeat music]

♪

- Comfy, cozy couch.

Whoo!
- So that was good.

- Mm-hmm.

- Were you surprised to hear
that I was open

to more than just, like,
making out?

- I mean, I think I'm surprised

that you haven't, like...
[clicks tongue]

Giddy'd up, because I think
you've known that I'm ready.

So, yeah, I was
a little surprised.

- Okay.
[chuckles]

- You haven't
grabbed your lasso and...

- [laughs]
- [clicking tongue]

Reeled me in, yeah.

- You know, it's this,
you know, back and forth--

- Are you cool to try
it a different way?

- Yeah, of course.
- Cool.

- Yeah.
- Bedtime?

- Yeah, should we just,
like, curl up in here?

No. Okay.
- Let's kiss.

Let's get the ab workout
to kiss and then separate.

♪

- Give me that again.
[laughter]

- ♪ Put your body on me

- ♪ Give it to me right now
- ♪ Right now

♪

- Still to come this season
on "Married at First Sight"...

- ♪ Those pretty eyes...

- Whoa.

- Whoo-hoo.

- ♪ Yeah, you make me
feel alive ♪

- She is really great
with children,

and seeing that is
very important to me.

- ♪ Every time
we get sweeter ♪

- Can we, like, agree to, like,
try to hug more?

- Yes. I love hugging.

- ♪ Every time
we get stronger ♪

- [laughs]

- All right, Cameron,
come on down.

- That was impressive.

- Austin the other night

accidentally
told me he loved me.

[laughs]

- ♪ Every time
we get sweeter ♪

- I would really like to build
a bridge back to you

because I am missing
our connection.

♪

- Are you willing to get
married at first sight again?

♪

- Michael, you said
it was the biggest failure

of your personal life.

I just--I never want him
to feel that way again.

♪

- This continual toying

with my feelings and emotions,
frankly...

- Yeah.
- Is unsustainable for me.

- I'm getting
just very frustrated.

- He's giving you nothing.
- And I'm just--

- You don't deserve
this [bleep].

- And, like, after
what you said,

it makes me kind of feel
like you want me to just not...

think for myself all the time.

- I'm starting to whether
Austin is

really on the same train as me.

♪

- One of my deal breakers was
a positive, positive person.

- I'm the most positive
[bleep] person there is.

- This is not what
I was expecting.

- I can't meet him
where he's at.

- ♪ My eyes roll
to the back of my head ♪

- My emotions towards you
are open to being open.

- Yeah?

- [crying] Days and nights
of rejection,

and it just, like, gets
to a point

where, like, I don't know
what to do anymore.

- I can't do it.
- [crying]

♪

- Oh, no.

♪

- It's [bleep] bad.

- ♪ Oh
- ♪ Now I'm running

- The time is here
for you to decide...

♪

- If you want
to stay married...

- Or do you want to get
a divorce?

- ♪ Runnin' away,
runnin' away from you ♪

♪ Runnin' away from you

♪