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- New York City. Center of the universe.
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Home to 8.6 million people.
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A diverse melting pot of culture.
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Everyone searching for meaning and answers.
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I thought I had it all figured out.
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But then, something happened,
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and it changed my life forever.
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There is no proof of God
anywhere in the universe.
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We will debate that and
more on today's episode
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of "The Millennial Prophet."
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I am your host, Miles Finer,
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reminding you that there is no God,
and that is okay.
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My guest today is an old NYU friend,
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one of my favorite people.
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Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the podcast
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Rabbi Zoe Schwartz.
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- Thank you so much for having me, Miles.
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But per usual, you're misinformed.
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There is proof of God in the Torah.
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The miracles of Sinai, for instance.
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You grew up in the church.
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You know this better than anyone.
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- Yes, it's true, my father's a reverend.
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We got the whole Luke/Vader
dynamic going on.
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But be honest,
if I told you that God sent me a message
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in the form a burning bush,
you would think I was insane.
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- Not necessarily.
- Oh, come on, Zoe.
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- What?
- I understand that
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it is comforting to believe
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that there is someone watching over us,
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but there is no external force
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that's going to reach out
and solve our problems.
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- What happened to you, Miles?
- Nothing.
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I just want to help people
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take responsibility for their own lives.
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I think we would all be
better off if we did.
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Hi, Eric. It's Miles Finer
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I was just calling to see
if you had an opportunity
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to listen to my podcast.
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I think it would be perfect for Sirius.
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Um, you have my phone number, and my email.
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So...yeah.
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All right, bye.
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- ♪ I'm different, yeah, I'm different ♪
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♪ I'm different, yeah, I'm different ♪
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What?
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- ♪ Pull up to the scene
with my ceiling missing... ♪
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- Miles.
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Matcha latte.
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Hey, man, I checked out your podcast, bro.
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It's dope. You making a living doing that?
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- Yeah, yeah.
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I got a ton of listeners, you know?
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Advertising dollars are really rolling in.
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I feel like I'm making a difference.
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And when is the last time
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you saw your credit card, Mr. Johnson?
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Well, the only way I can
track it is if they use it.
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Yes, it does have a chip.
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What am I good for?
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Um...
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You know, I've been asking myself that
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a lot actually, lately.
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Um, I th--
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hello? Hello?
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- Do you know how many people
are on the planet, Miles?
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- Uh...
- Roughly 7 billion, okay?
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You know what the chances are
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of finding that one right person for you?
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- Your mom set you up on another date?
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- Yeah, she's obsessed, man.
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She's trying to find me a soul mate again.
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I'm like, hello, there's no such thing,
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and she doesn't care, she just like
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"You have a karmic destiny, Rakesh.
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You're to marry an Indian girl."
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I'm like,
why can't you just let me be miserable
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on a dating app like everyone else?
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- Yo, Eric from Sirius just emailed me!
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- Amazing! Who's that?
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- He's the guy that runs
that podcast channel.
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I sent him my show, and,
apparently, he dug it,
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and he wants me to submit a presentation
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by Friday to see where it's headed.
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- Miles, you're about to blow up.
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Mm-hmm.
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- You think you'll get to meet Howard Stern?
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- Probably not.
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- Congrats on the podcast, big bro.
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- I know you're not down with the message,
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but your support means everything.
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- Mm, that's good to know.
- Mm?
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- 'Cause I want you to do me a favor.
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- Yeah, anything.
- Anything?
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- Yeah, what's up?
- I want you to come to Dad's
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25th at the church this Sunday.
- Anything but that.
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- The two of you haven't spoken in months.
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Come on, this is the perfect opportunity
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for you two to start talking again.
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- Why do I have to take the first step?
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If Dad wanted me there,
he would have invited me.
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- Of course Dad wants you there.
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You know every Sunday after church,
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he goes to St. Nicholas park.
- So he goes to play chess.
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- He goes there because that's where
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the two of you used to play.
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Look, Miles, what is it going to take
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to bring the two of you back together?
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Look, sis, I have to get home
and finish this presentation.
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Thanks for the beer.
- Anytime.
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♪
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- Holy.
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- Hey! Damn kids.
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You come around here again,
I'll call the police!
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- Who's John Dove?
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- Stacy, wait, please!
- Whoa!
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- I am so sorry.
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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Stacy, hold on. Hey, hey, hey, wait.
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Wait, just give me one more chance.
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Just talk to me.
- You've changed, John.
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I'm sorry, it's over.
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♪
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- Hey, John Dove! Hey!
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Hey, hey, somebody stop that guy!
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Whoa, what the hell, man?
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Are you okay?
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- Yeah.
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I think you just saved my life.
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Thank you.
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♪
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- Yeah, oh, no, Miles, hey.
That guy was not going to jump.
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No, no, no, no, no.
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This is all just some elaborate hoax.
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That's what it is.
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Yeah, yeah.
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♪
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Nice try.
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Oh, come on.
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Yo, who the hell is Cara Bloom?
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♪
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- Cara.
- Uh, hey.
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- In my office, now.
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Do you see the hotboard?
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You used to have the top trending stories
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on our site every week.
- Yeah, yeah, I know.
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And I'll get back there, I promise.
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- I don't want promises, I want articles.
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You haven't written one in six weeks.
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- I'm just working through a rough patch.
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You know, it took Hemmingway ten years
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to write his second novel.
- Is that true?
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- I think.
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- Look,
I don't know what's going on with you lately,
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but I can't cut you any more slack.
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I want a story by the end of the week.
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And it goes without saying,
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this is one of those "or else" situations.
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- Let me get this straight, okay?
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You're being catfished by someone
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calling themselves God on Facebook.
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- Yes, and I need your hacker skills
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to get me their IP address.
- Bro, keep your voice--
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how many times I got to
tell you I'm not a hacker?
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Okay, I'm a video game enthusiast.
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Plus, you said it yourself,
it's just a prank.
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So focus on your presentation.
- I will, but first,
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I've got to figure out who's behind this.
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- Why?
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So they're trolling you. Let it go.
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- I believe everything
in life can be explained.
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That there is no God,
and there is someone out there
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who is going through a whole lot of trouble
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to prove me wrong. I can't let that go.
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- Okay,
you really think someone paid this Dove guy
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to pretend to jump in front of that train?
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- Yes, what other explanation is there?
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It's like "The Game."
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- Oh, great flick. Early Fincher.
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Okay, what do you know?
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- Okay,
I looked into John Dove's Facebook account.
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It's a ghost town. My only lead?
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Cara Bloom.
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- Okay, what do you know about her?
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- Come see for yourself.
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She went to Ohio State,
writes for "Catapult,"
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and runs marathons.
- Cute and accomplished, bro!
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Why can't I ever match
with someone like her?
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- This isn't Tinder, Rakesh.
- You mean Bumble, bro.
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Nobody uses Tinder anymore.
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- Look, she just checked in to SoulCycle.
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I'm going to go down there,
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and I'm going to get to the bottom of this.
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- That's a bad idea, Miles.
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What are you going to tell her?
God sent you?
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- I can't feel my legs,
but my ass looks great.
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So, fair trade.
- Yeah, it does.
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I got to run to Trader Joe's. See you later?
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- Yeah, see you.
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- ♪ Lips became your body,
nice turned into naughty ♪
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♪ You hit me with a plot twist ♪
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- Cara, Cara! Miles Finer.
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- Uh--
- Oh, come on.
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Don't act like you don't know who I am.
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- I don't, so have a nice day.
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- Wait, are you God?
- Excuse me?
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- I mean, not like "the" God.
There is no God.
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I just really want to know
who's behind the God account.
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- The God account?
What are you talking about?
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- Wow, you are a committed actor.
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What,
did you study with Stella Adler or something?
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- Look, I don't know what you're on,
but I carry mace.
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- And I work at IdentitySeal,
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so you tell whoever's behind this
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I will jack up their credit!
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Be glad you didn't grow
up with social media.
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♪
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Delete, delete. Good-bye.
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♪
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It's time to refocus,
and get this presentation to Sirius.
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♪
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- ♪ I'm only human after all
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- What the?
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What the hell?
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- ♪ I'm only human after all
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♪ I'm only human after all
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♪ Don't put the blame on me
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♪
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- You want to believe in the heavenly father
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- No, my presentation!
- Deep down, I know you do.
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- Oh, no, no, no, my presentation!
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- Behold his mighty hand!
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- No.
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No, no, no, no! Come on, no!
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Where's my presentation?
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♪
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- How do you cure writer's block?
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- Cara.
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- What the hell are you doing here?
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- This has gone too far.
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Hacking my computer,
my presentation, my thermostat.
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Who is behind the God account?
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- Listen,
I don't know anything about the God account.
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Or the temperature in your apartment,
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or how did you even get back here?
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- Are they paying you for this, huh?
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Are you writing a story about it?
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- A story. Yeah, I'm staring at
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a blank page and my career
is hanging in the balance,
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so I would say no.
- You're telling the truth?
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You're not in on any of this?
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- I don't even know what this is.
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♪
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- Hey, you okay?
- It doesn't make any sense.
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Why would they send me your name?
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- Wait, what do you mean send you my name?
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- Look.
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00:13:38,257 --> 00:13:39,998
- Wait, so someone calling themselves God
258
00:13:40,041 --> 00:13:41,695
sent you a friend suggestion for me?
259
00:13:41,738 --> 00:13:44,306
- Look, I know how it sounds, but yes.
260
00:13:44,350 --> 00:13:46,613
- Cara, where's my story?
261
00:13:46,656 --> 00:13:50,443
- Uh, I am working on it. Making progress.
262
00:13:50,486 --> 00:13:52,401
- Who is this?
263
00:13:52,445 --> 00:13:54,708
- This is someone that I'm
interviewing for my story.
264
00:13:54,751 --> 00:13:58,190
- Really? What's it about?
265
00:13:58,233 --> 00:14:00,366
- Well, it's a think piece about
266
00:14:00,409 --> 00:14:02,672
the intersection of faith and science
267
00:14:02,716 --> 00:14:04,413
through the prism of social media.
268
00:14:04,457 --> 00:14:07,068
It's going to be great.
269
00:14:07,112 --> 00:14:10,289
- I like it. I want 1,000 words tomorrow.
270
00:14:15,685 --> 00:14:18,863
- Hey, I did not say you can
write a story about this.
271
00:14:18,906 --> 00:14:21,343
- Yeah, well, this isn't just about you.
272
00:14:21,387 --> 00:14:23,650
Look, they sent you my name, too.
273
00:14:23,693 --> 00:14:25,478
You want to figure out
who's screwing with you.
274
00:14:25,521 --> 00:14:27,915
I'm a journalist. I know how to find people.
275
00:14:27,959 --> 00:14:30,526
And I will...
276
00:14:30,570 --> 00:14:32,398
but only if I get the story.
277
00:14:32,441 --> 00:14:34,879
- You find them...
278
00:14:34,922 --> 00:14:36,750
we talk.
279
00:14:36,793 --> 00:14:38,230
- Deal.
280
00:14:38,273 --> 00:14:39,927
So I assume you've looked
into this God account.
281
00:14:39,971 --> 00:14:41,798
What do you know?
- Not much.
282
00:14:41,842 --> 00:14:44,323
I tried to get my boy, Rakesh,
to find me the IP address,
283
00:14:44,366 --> 00:14:46,629
but he won't do it for me.
284
00:14:46,673 --> 00:14:50,068
♪
285
00:14:50,111 --> 00:14:52,331
But he might do it for you.
286
00:14:56,161 --> 00:14:58,728
- Rakesh, the door.
- Got it, Mom.
287
00:15:01,688 --> 00:15:04,734
- Cara, Rakesh. Rakesh, Cara.
288
00:15:04,778 --> 00:15:08,129
- Hey.
- Hi.
289
00:15:08,173 --> 00:15:10,262
What is she doing here?
290
00:15:10,305 --> 00:15:12,264
- She can hear you.
- Right.
291
00:15:12,307 --> 00:15:14,701
- She's not involved. I told her everything.
292
00:15:14,744 --> 00:15:16,485
She's going to help me
figure out who's behind this.
293
00:15:16,529 --> 00:15:20,620
But we need a favor from you, first.
294
00:15:20,663 --> 00:15:23,753
- Uh, this is my workout attire.
295
00:15:25,103 --> 00:15:27,018
I do 60 crunches every morning, so.
296
00:15:27,061 --> 00:15:28,845
- Look, I know you're not a hacker,
297
00:15:28,889 --> 00:15:30,978
but if there's any way you
can get us that IP address--
298
00:15:31,022 --> 00:15:34,025
No, guys, I'm a hacker.
299
00:15:34,068 --> 00:15:36,375
I'm a badass hacker, actually.
300
00:15:39,030 --> 00:15:41,684
Guys, this can't be right.
301
00:15:41,728 --> 00:15:43,121
The God account's being protected
302
00:15:43,164 --> 00:15:44,861
by a firewall I've never seen before.
303
00:15:44,905 --> 00:15:46,254
- Don't mess with me.
- I'm not messing with you.
304
00:15:46,298 --> 00:15:48,865
Man, this code is sublime.
305
00:15:48,909 --> 00:15:52,217
Like, there's only a small
pool of people on the planet
306
00:15:52,260 --> 00:15:53,740
who could've written something like this.
307
00:15:53,783 --> 00:15:55,176
- So there's no way to track the IP address?
308
00:15:55,220 --> 00:15:56,699
- No, I said small pool.
309
00:15:56,743 --> 00:15:59,833
Lucky for you guys, I'm swimming in it.
310
00:15:59,876 --> 00:16:01,269
Okay, here's the thing though.
311
00:16:01,313 --> 00:16:04,011
If what I see here is right,
312
00:16:04,055 --> 00:16:06,883
there's a good chance that Dove
guy really was going to jump.
313
00:16:06,927 --> 00:16:08,276
- Explain.
314
00:16:08,320 --> 00:16:09,625
- It's called predictive analytics.
315
00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:10,757
It's a type of AI used to determine
316
00:16:10,800 --> 00:16:12,280
the outcome of events.
317
00:16:12,324 --> 00:16:14,456
So theoretically,
someone with this technology
318
00:16:14,500 --> 00:16:16,458
could have just know Dove
was depressed and suicidal.
319
00:16:16,502 --> 00:16:17,894
- Even if what you're saying is true,
320
00:16:17,938 --> 00:16:19,287
there's no way they could have known
321
00:16:19,331 --> 00:16:20,636
that I would have stepped in and saved him.
322
00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:22,464
- Unless that's the point of it all.
323
00:16:22,508 --> 00:16:24,336
To see if you would.
324
00:16:26,599 --> 00:16:28,296
I really think you saved this guy.
325
00:16:31,343 --> 00:16:32,953
♪
326
00:16:32,997 --> 00:16:34,955
- Look, we need to find this Dove guy.
327
00:16:34,999 --> 00:16:36,478
My money says he's in on it.
328
00:16:36,522 --> 00:16:39,003
- Yeah,
but our best lead is this IP address.
329
00:16:39,046 --> 00:16:40,656
How long would it take you to crack it?
330
00:16:40,700 --> 00:16:42,354
- I don't know, man.
I'll keep working on it,
331
00:16:42,397 --> 00:16:45,705
but I have a date in a few hours.
332
00:16:45,748 --> 00:16:49,796
She's not my girlfriend. I'm totally single.
333
00:16:49,839 --> 00:16:52,320
My mom's making me go.
334
00:16:52,364 --> 00:16:54,540
- Oh, I have to redo my presentation
335
00:16:54,583 --> 00:16:57,891
for Sirius by tomorrow,
and this thing is spiraling.
336
00:16:57,934 --> 00:16:59,327
- Is he always this dramatic?
337
00:16:59,371 --> 00:17:01,068
- Oh, you should see him at a Yankees game.
338
00:17:01,112 --> 00:17:02,939
- Al, you sure this isn't one
of your psych experiments?
339
00:17:02,983 --> 00:17:04,506
Right before God friended me,
340
00:17:04,550 --> 00:17:06,465
you were trying to
convince me to go see Dad.
341
00:17:06,508 --> 00:17:09,207
- Miles, I am not behind this.
You know I detest social media.
342
00:17:09,250 --> 00:17:11,600
- Wait, what happened with you and your Dad?
343
00:17:11,644 --> 00:17:13,515
- Nothing.
- Our dad is a reverend.
344
00:17:13,559 --> 00:17:15,952
Miles is an atheist. You do the math.
345
00:17:15,996 --> 00:17:18,042
- That explains a lot.
- Wait a minute.
346
00:17:18,085 --> 00:17:20,044
You don't think Dad is behind this, do you?
347
00:17:20,087 --> 00:17:23,264
- Really, Miles? He can't even use Netflix.
348
00:17:23,308 --> 00:17:25,397
You know what's happening to you
349
00:17:25,440 --> 00:17:26,746
is kind of like the prodigal son,
350
00:17:26,789 --> 00:17:28,661
except God is using Facebook
351
00:17:28,704 --> 00:17:29,662
to bring you and Dad back together.
352
00:17:29,705 --> 00:17:31,142
- Do you see what growing up
353
00:17:31,185 --> 00:17:32,665
in a house of religion does to the mind?
354
00:17:32,708 --> 00:17:35,102
- She makes a good point.
- Thank you.
355
00:17:35,146 --> 00:17:37,104
- So you believe in God?
356
00:17:37,148 --> 00:17:38,714
- I mean, I wouldn't say that I'm religious,
357
00:17:38,758 --> 00:17:42,153
but yeah, I am spiritual.
- Oh, boy, here we go.
358
00:17:42,196 --> 00:17:43,850
- Spiritual.
359
00:17:43,893 --> 00:17:46,418
You mean the biggest cop
out in all of religion?
360
00:17:46,461 --> 00:17:47,549
- What?
- Well, you can't have
361
00:17:47,593 --> 00:17:49,116
one foot in the eternal plane,
362
00:17:49,160 --> 00:17:50,117
and the other in the "I'm cool" category.
363
00:17:50,161 --> 00:17:51,466
It doesn't work like that.
364
00:17:51,510 --> 00:17:53,468
You either believe or you don't.
365
00:17:53,512 --> 00:17:57,342
- Or you recognize that there's
something greater at work here.
366
00:17:57,385 --> 00:18:00,301
I don't know,
some grand design connecting us all.
367
00:18:00,345 --> 00:18:02,738
Otherwise,
life just seems kind of pointless.
368
00:18:02,782 --> 00:18:04,958
- I like her.
- Trust me.
369
00:18:05,001 --> 00:18:06,307
There is no grand design.
370
00:18:07,874 --> 00:18:11,051
Whoa, Rakesh. Tell me you got something.
371
00:18:11,095 --> 00:18:13,358
- Miles, I did it. I found God.
372
00:18:13,401 --> 00:18:15,055
He's in Jersey.
373
00:18:23,672 --> 00:18:25,413
- Wait, look, the house is for sale.
374
00:18:25,457 --> 00:18:26,588
- Well, Rakesh tracked them here.
375
00:18:26,632 --> 00:18:27,763
Someone's inside.
376
00:18:29,548 --> 00:18:32,420
- So how does a preacher's
son lose his faith in God?
377
00:18:32,464 --> 00:18:34,466
- Pretty easily.
- Wait, let me guess.
378
00:18:34,509 --> 00:18:35,684
You felt religion was forced
379
00:18:35,728 --> 00:18:37,164
down your throat, so you rebelled.
380
00:18:37,208 --> 00:18:39,514
Got your hands on Hitchens and Dawkins,
381
00:18:39,558 --> 00:18:40,689
never looked back?
382
00:18:40,733 --> 00:18:45,172
- Yeah, something like that.
383
00:18:45,216 --> 00:18:48,480
- Oh, I don't know. Maybe God moved.
384
00:18:53,354 --> 00:18:55,661
Oh, hey, look. There's a light on over here.
385
00:18:55,704 --> 00:18:57,271
All right, come on.
386
00:18:57,315 --> 00:18:58,664
Open up. Open up.
387
00:18:58,707 --> 00:19:00,883
You're messing with the wrong guy.
388
00:19:00,927 --> 00:19:03,321
- Uh, step aside.
389
00:19:06,759 --> 00:19:08,500
Give me some light.
390
00:19:11,546 --> 00:19:16,464
♪
391
00:19:16,508 --> 00:19:18,684
What?
- Nothing.
392
00:19:18,727 --> 00:19:21,121
Just admiring your skills.
What, did you write an article
393
00:19:21,165 --> 00:19:22,688
about picking locks or something?
394
00:19:22,731 --> 00:19:24,342
- Eh, it was more of a PSA on how easy it is
395
00:19:24,385 --> 00:19:25,734
to break into your own house.
396
00:19:25,778 --> 00:19:27,954
It went viral in like, 15 minutes.
397
00:19:35,179 --> 00:19:37,485
- What?
398
00:19:37,529 --> 00:19:38,791
That is impressive.
399
00:19:38,834 --> 00:19:40,488
- Thank you.
400
00:19:40,532 --> 00:19:43,578
Hey, you got a plan, right?
401
00:19:43,622 --> 00:19:45,493
Because I'm guessing whoever's up there,
402
00:19:45,537 --> 00:19:47,843
they don't want to be found,
and they might not be friendly.
403
00:19:47,887 --> 00:19:50,411
- Trust me. I got a plan.
404
00:19:53,458 --> 00:20:00,465
♪
405
00:20:09,865 --> 00:20:12,390
Hey, it's Miles Finer.
406
00:20:12,433 --> 00:20:15,828
I know you're in there. Come out now.
407
00:20:15,871 --> 00:20:17,743
- Great plan.
408
00:20:36,022 --> 00:20:38,416
- Yeah, so much for the light of God.
409
00:20:41,070 --> 00:20:44,378
This was a bogus lead.
410
00:20:44,422 --> 00:20:47,903
- Or maybe not. Look at this.
411
00:20:49,427 --> 00:20:51,690
- Yeah, it's Jersey. They're tacky.
412
00:20:51,733 --> 00:20:54,258
- No, whoever's behind this
knew I would end up here.
413
00:20:54,301 --> 00:20:56,825
That angel might as well be
giving me the middle finger.
414
00:20:56,869 --> 00:20:58,784
- That's ridiculous.
They're painting over it
415
00:20:58,827 --> 00:21:00,176
because they're selling the house.
416
00:21:00,220 --> 00:21:03,310
- No, I got a bad feeling about this.
417
00:21:05,747 --> 00:21:07,445
♪
418
00:21:07,488 --> 00:21:10,317
- The food is really good.
- Yeah, yeah, it is, yeah.
419
00:21:15,322 --> 00:21:18,325
- Important message?
- Um, it's a friend of mine.
420
00:21:18,369 --> 00:21:21,110
He's in Jersey looking for God.
421
00:21:23,287 --> 00:21:24,810
You're funny.
422
00:21:26,159 --> 00:21:28,466
Most of the guys my parents
set me up with are total bores.
423
00:21:28,509 --> 00:21:30,032
- Yeah, you know, honestly,
424
00:21:30,076 --> 00:21:31,643
I don't know why they've
got to do this to us.
425
00:21:31,686 --> 00:21:33,732
I mean, we're perfectly capable of deciding
426
00:21:33,775 --> 00:21:35,299
who we want to fall in love with.
427
00:21:35,342 --> 00:21:37,039
I mean, don't get me wrong, you're gorgeous,
428
00:21:37,083 --> 00:21:38,998
but I'm sure there are plenty
of other guys out there
429
00:21:39,041 --> 00:21:40,652
you'd rather be on a date with.
430
00:21:40,695 --> 00:21:43,785
- Actually, I'm enjoying myself.
431
00:21:43,829 --> 00:21:47,180
And I think you're pretty cute.
432
00:21:47,223 --> 00:21:49,138
- Okay.
433
00:21:49,182 --> 00:21:50,879
- You know what I like to do
to get back at my parents?
434
00:21:50,923 --> 00:21:52,403
- What?
435
00:21:52,446 --> 00:21:54,970
- Things they wouldn't approve of.
436
00:21:56,711 --> 00:21:59,932
- I--oh--uh.
437
00:21:59,975 --> 00:22:02,195
I also like to do those things.
438
00:22:02,238 --> 00:22:04,937
- It's too bad we both live at home.
439
00:22:15,687 --> 00:22:17,515
♪
440
00:22:17,558 --> 00:22:21,127
- I called a Lyft. Tina, Ford Fusion.
441
00:22:21,170 --> 00:22:23,477
Four minutes away.
442
00:22:25,914 --> 00:22:28,569
Hey, you okay?
443
00:22:28,613 --> 00:22:30,658
- It's weird, I had the same exact bench
444
00:22:30,702 --> 00:22:32,834
on my front porch growing up.
445
00:22:34,619 --> 00:22:37,752
Every day, I'd sit there, just...
446
00:22:37,796 --> 00:22:39,841
waiting for--
447
00:22:39,885 --> 00:22:41,582
- Waiting for what?
448
00:22:43,454 --> 00:22:45,064
- Uh, nothing.
449
00:22:45,107 --> 00:22:47,719
- It doesn't look like nothing.
450
00:22:50,461 --> 00:22:52,201
Hey, Rakesh, what's up?
- You need to get back
451
00:22:52,245 --> 00:22:53,986
to your apartment like, right now, man.
452
00:22:54,029 --> 00:22:56,249
I think Mr. Robot hacked
your computer again.
453
00:22:56,292 --> 00:22:57,903
- Wait, dude, why are you at my apartment?
454
00:22:59,339 --> 00:23:01,385
- Not important. Stay focused.
455
00:23:01,428 --> 00:23:03,604
Man, your iPhoto library is on loop.
456
00:23:03,648 --> 00:23:05,432
The same song is playing over and over.
457
00:23:05,476 --> 00:23:08,217
Even I can't make it stop.
- What song?
458
00:23:08,261 --> 00:23:10,785
- ♪ I'm only human after all
459
00:23:10,829 --> 00:23:12,004
♪ I'm only human after all
460
00:23:12,047 --> 00:23:13,440
- Yeah, I already tried that.
461
00:23:13,484 --> 00:23:16,269
My guess is they used a smurf attack.
462
00:23:16,312 --> 00:23:18,402
- Your pictures are really great.
463
00:23:18,445 --> 00:23:21,013
♪
464
00:23:22,928 --> 00:23:24,451
- How many times I got to tell you,
465
00:23:24,495 --> 00:23:26,453
you got to switch your Wi-fi to WPA2.
466
00:23:26,497 --> 00:23:28,063
- You just pull the plug.
- No, no.
467
00:23:28,107 --> 00:23:30,544
There has to be a reason
why they're doing this.
468
00:23:32,328 --> 00:23:34,853
- How'd you get it to stop?
- I didn't.
469
00:23:37,899 --> 00:23:41,468
♪
470
00:23:41,512 --> 00:23:43,165
- Uh, you know,
I just remembered I'm on deadline,
471
00:23:43,209 --> 00:23:45,211
so uh, I got to go.
472
00:23:48,214 --> 00:23:50,651
- Cara, hold up.
473
00:23:50,695 --> 00:23:52,784
Hey, what's going on?
474
00:23:52,827 --> 00:23:54,829
- Nothing, I'm fine.
- Cara, is everything okay?
475
00:23:54,873 --> 00:23:57,005
- Yeah, I just-- I need to finish my story.
476
00:23:57,049 --> 00:23:58,746
I'll see you later.
477
00:24:00,835 --> 00:24:02,924
- What was that all about?
- I don't know.
478
00:24:02,968 --> 00:24:05,144
- She got really weird
when she saw the photo.
479
00:24:05,187 --> 00:24:08,582
- Yeah, but why?
It's just you and your family.
480
00:24:08,626 --> 00:24:10,454
- My mom's doctor and nurse.
481
00:24:10,497 --> 00:24:12,978
It was right after my
mom had her last chemo.
482
00:24:15,023 --> 00:24:16,895
- What?
483
00:24:16,938 --> 00:24:18,679
♪
484
00:24:18,723 --> 00:24:20,507
You think she knows one of them?
485
00:24:20,551 --> 00:24:23,205
You remember their names?
- I was eight.
486
00:24:28,472 --> 00:24:30,952
But there is one person who may know.
487
00:24:34,434 --> 00:24:38,090
- God is always testing us,
488
00:24:38,133 --> 00:24:39,744
and we know this from the Book of James,
489
00:24:39,787 --> 00:24:42,311
Chapter 1, Verse 12.
490
00:24:42,355 --> 00:24:45,663
"Blessed is he who remains
steadfast under trial,
491
00:24:45,706 --> 00:24:47,969
"for when he has stood the test,
492
00:24:48,013 --> 00:24:51,190
he will receive the crown of life."
493
00:24:53,801 --> 00:24:56,021
- You getting ready for Sunday?
494
00:24:57,544 --> 00:25:00,068
- Miles.
495
00:25:00,112 --> 00:25:03,768
- I used to love listening to your sermons.
496
00:25:03,811 --> 00:25:05,683
I would sneak in to the back of the chapel
497
00:25:05,726 --> 00:25:08,163
and watch you practice.
498
00:25:08,207 --> 00:25:11,471
That's until Mom caught me
and made me do my homework.
499
00:25:11,515 --> 00:25:14,605
- I remember. What are you doing here?
500
00:25:14,648 --> 00:25:17,477
- I need your help with something, um...
501
00:25:20,306 --> 00:25:24,528
Do you remember Mom's doctor and nurse?
502
00:25:25,746 --> 00:25:28,749
- Um...
503
00:25:28,793 --> 00:25:32,231
What's this about?
- I just need their names.
504
00:25:33,798 --> 00:25:38,454
- Sure, son. Um...
505
00:25:38,498 --> 00:25:42,502
This is Dr. John Andrews,
and his nurse, Susan Albright.
506
00:25:42,546 --> 00:25:45,549
They took great care of your mother.
507
00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:49,248
- Thank you.
- Hey, Miles, wait.
508
00:25:55,384 --> 00:25:58,953
I've been meaning to reach
out to you about Sunday.
509
00:25:58,997 --> 00:26:02,957
Um, the church is celebrating
my 25 years here, and...
510
00:26:05,090 --> 00:26:06,787
I'd like you to come.
511
00:26:06,831 --> 00:26:09,485
- It's a good thing I
stopped by so you can ask me.
512
00:26:09,529 --> 00:26:10,922
- I deserved that. I should have called.
513
00:26:10,965 --> 00:26:14,229
I guess I was afraid that you'd say no.
514
00:26:14,273 --> 00:26:15,753
- Or maybe you were afraid
that you would be judged
515
00:26:15,796 --> 00:26:17,493
because your son doesn't believe in God?
516
00:26:17,537 --> 00:26:19,321
- And what am I supposed to feel about that?
517
00:26:19,365 --> 00:26:22,629
I--I've devoted my life to God,
518
00:26:22,673 --> 00:26:25,153
and you spread the notion
that he doesn't exist.
519
00:26:25,197 --> 00:26:29,331
I--I--
I know you think you're helping people,
520
00:26:29,375 --> 00:26:31,377
but you're not.
- That's not true.
521
00:26:31,420 --> 00:26:32,683
- Name one person.
522
00:26:32,726 --> 00:26:34,772
One person who's life you changed.
523
00:26:34,815 --> 00:26:36,991
- It's a podcast, Dad.
I don't have to see the person
524
00:26:37,035 --> 00:26:38,427
to know that I am making a difference.
525
00:26:38,471 --> 00:26:40,995
- You are taking away people's hope.
526
00:26:41,039 --> 00:26:43,084
- And you're lying to them!
527
00:26:43,128 --> 00:26:45,043
You're telling them that
God is watching over us.
528
00:26:45,086 --> 00:26:47,915
You know better than anyone that's not true.
529
00:26:47,959 --> 00:26:51,397
- What I know is...
530
00:26:51,440 --> 00:26:52,833
Is that you're angry.
531
00:26:55,096 --> 00:26:57,359
You don't think that what happened
532
00:26:57,403 --> 00:26:59,579
made me question my faith?
533
00:26:59,623 --> 00:27:04,584
♪
534
00:27:04,628 --> 00:27:06,455
What I also know is, is that we can't
535
00:27:06,499 --> 00:27:09,676
keep having this argument.
536
00:27:09,720 --> 00:27:11,852
- Yeah.
537
00:27:11,896 --> 00:27:14,550
Yeah, you're right about that.
538
00:27:25,736 --> 00:27:29,522
- Want to talk about it?
- Not really.
539
00:27:29,565 --> 00:27:31,655
- Also,
if you're still mad at me for hooking up
540
00:27:31,698 --> 00:27:34,483
with Jaz at your place,
you're kind of missing the point.
541
00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:37,704
- No, I'm not mad, but please enlighten me.
542
00:27:37,748 --> 00:27:39,358
- If we don't go back to your place,
543
00:27:39,401 --> 00:27:41,403
I don't call you about
God hacking your computer,
544
00:27:41,447 --> 00:27:44,102
and Cara doesn't see the doctor
and the nurse in the photo.
545
00:27:44,145 --> 00:27:46,713
So if you think about it...
546
00:27:46,757 --> 00:27:48,323
I'm kind of the hero of this story.
547
00:27:50,935 --> 00:27:52,763
- Okay, here we go.
548
00:27:52,806 --> 00:27:56,462
Into the Department of Records.
549
00:27:56,505 --> 00:27:59,987
It says Dr. Andrews moved
out of the city years ago.
550
00:28:00,031 --> 00:28:01,859
- Okay, try Susan Albright.
551
00:28:04,775 --> 00:28:06,341
♪
552
00:28:06,385 --> 00:28:09,083
- Moved from Ohio to New York 18 years ago.
553
00:28:09,127 --> 00:28:13,174
Changed her name. it used to be Susan Bloom.
554
00:28:17,048 --> 00:28:19,354
- She's Cara's mom.
555
00:28:27,798 --> 00:28:29,016
♪ I'm trying
556
00:28:29,060 --> 00:28:32,019
♪ But I keep falling down
557
00:28:32,063 --> 00:28:33,847
♪
558
00:28:33,891 --> 00:28:39,331
♪ I cry out, but nothing comes now ♪
559
00:28:39,374 --> 00:28:41,768
- Hell of a view.
560
00:28:43,814 --> 00:28:46,251
- Uh, yeah, yeah. I love it up here.
561
00:28:46,294 --> 00:28:48,993
- Your roommate told me
that you were up here.
562
00:28:50,777 --> 00:28:52,910
- Hey, sorry for running out last night.
563
00:28:52,953 --> 00:28:55,260
I was just stressed about work.
564
00:28:55,303 --> 00:28:57,741
- Look,
I know the nurse in the photo is your mom.
565
00:29:00,787 --> 00:29:03,964
She left when you were a kid, right?
566
00:29:04,008 --> 00:29:05,792
That's who you were
waiting for on the bench?
567
00:29:05,836 --> 00:29:08,186
- Uh, I don't--
I don't really want to talk about this.
568
00:29:08,229 --> 00:29:10,666
- Come on,
your mom and my mom were in the same photo.
569
00:29:10,710 --> 00:29:12,407
What are the odds?
570
00:29:12,451 --> 00:29:14,322
That must be the reason
why they sent me your name.
571
00:29:14,366 --> 00:29:15,671
- Miles.
- They want me to help you
572
00:29:15,715 --> 00:29:17,848
find her--
- Miles, you're wrong.
573
00:29:17,891 --> 00:29:20,807
- How can you say that?
- Because I already found her.
574
00:29:22,504 --> 00:29:24,115
- When?
575
00:29:24,158 --> 00:29:26,595
- Six weeks ago.
576
00:29:26,639 --> 00:29:28,467
On the subway.
577
00:29:31,252 --> 00:29:33,341
She was sitting right across from me.
578
00:29:33,385 --> 00:29:36,083
♪
579
00:29:36,127 --> 00:29:38,346
Um...
580
00:29:38,390 --> 00:29:40,784
Look, you were right.
581
00:29:40,827 --> 00:29:44,526
My mom did leave when I was seven.
582
00:29:46,702 --> 00:29:48,530
And then, a couple months later,
583
00:29:48,574 --> 00:29:49,923
she came back,
584
00:29:49,967 --> 00:29:54,319
and she told my dad that she'd gotten sober.
585
00:29:54,362 --> 00:29:57,148
But then, a few months after that,
she left for good.
586
00:29:57,191 --> 00:29:58,845
All I knew was that she came to New York,
587
00:29:58,889 --> 00:30:02,370
so after college,
I came here looking for her.
588
00:30:02,414 --> 00:30:05,286
But nothing ever came of it
until I saw her that day.
589
00:30:09,290 --> 00:30:13,773
- What did you say to her?
- Nothing.
590
00:30:13,817 --> 00:30:16,210
Nothing, I just--I froze.
591
00:30:17,908 --> 00:30:22,216
And when she got off the train, I...
592
00:30:22,260 --> 00:30:24,001
I followed her to St. Vincent's Park,
593
00:30:24,044 --> 00:30:27,700
and I sat there, watching her.
594
00:30:31,704 --> 00:30:33,271
I don't know, I guess I--
595
00:30:33,314 --> 00:30:34,663
I thought I would work up the nerve
596
00:30:34,707 --> 00:30:37,275
to say something to her, but I didn't.
597
00:30:37,318 --> 00:30:40,408
And I have gone back
pretty much every day since
598
00:30:40,452 --> 00:30:42,323
at the exact same time,
599
00:30:42,367 --> 00:30:44,369
and I sit on the exact same bench,
600
00:30:44,412 --> 00:30:46,850
but every time...
601
00:30:46,893 --> 00:30:48,764
I lose my nerve.
602
00:30:50,157 --> 00:30:51,506
And ever since I saw her,
603
00:30:51,550 --> 00:30:54,379
I can't--I can't sleep, I can't write.
604
00:30:54,422 --> 00:30:55,380
- But don't you see? That's why you
605
00:30:55,423 --> 00:30:56,990
have to go talk to her.
606
00:30:57,034 --> 00:30:59,471
Things won't get better unless you do.
607
00:30:59,514 --> 00:31:01,865
- Why do you even care?
608
00:31:01,908 --> 00:31:04,780
You're just trying to figure
out who's behind all of this.
609
00:31:04,824 --> 00:31:06,739
- That's not true.
610
00:31:09,785 --> 00:31:11,875
♪
611
00:31:11,918 --> 00:31:15,922
You asked me why I don't believe in God.
612
00:31:15,966 --> 00:31:19,883
When--when I was eight,
613
00:31:19,926 --> 00:31:22,842
my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer,
614
00:31:22,886 --> 00:31:26,585
and the doctor said she
had six months to live.
615
00:31:26,628 --> 00:31:30,806
And so I prayed for a miracle,
and then it happened.
616
00:31:30,850 --> 00:31:32,243
She went into full remission.
617
00:31:32,286 --> 00:31:34,201
The doctors couldn't even explain it.
618
00:31:34,245 --> 00:31:36,334
- I don't understand.
If God answered your prayers,
619
00:31:36,377 --> 00:31:38,597
why don't you believe?
620
00:31:40,773 --> 00:31:43,036
- Because on the way home from the hospital,
621
00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:44,995
she died in a car accident.
622
00:31:47,519 --> 00:31:51,218
- Miles. I am so sorry.
623
00:31:51,262 --> 00:31:53,481
- I tried to make sense of it,
624
00:31:53,525 --> 00:31:56,354
and the only way I could
625
00:31:56,397 --> 00:31:58,617
was that there was no God.
626
00:31:58,660 --> 00:32:01,228
Because if there was,
that means that he is cruel,
627
00:32:01,272 --> 00:32:02,360
and I don't want to live in a world
628
00:32:02,403 --> 00:32:04,188
governed by someone like that.
629
00:32:06,277 --> 00:32:08,714
Look, I don't know who's behind this,
630
00:32:08,757 --> 00:32:11,586
or why they chose me.
631
00:32:11,630 --> 00:32:15,286
But I do know that your
mom is still out there,
632
00:32:15,329 --> 00:32:19,464
and you can still have
a relationship with her.
633
00:32:19,507 --> 00:32:22,597
I'd give anything to say the same.
634
00:32:22,641 --> 00:32:25,209
- Yeah,
but what if she wants nothing to do with me?
635
00:32:26,340 --> 00:32:28,516
- Then you know,
636
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:31,084
and you can finally move on.
637
00:32:31,128 --> 00:32:38,135
♪
638
00:32:43,270 --> 00:32:45,490
- Um...
639
00:32:47,405 --> 00:32:49,146
There she is.
640
00:32:50,451 --> 00:32:52,236
Okay.
641
00:32:52,279 --> 00:32:54,890
You can do this, yeah?
- Yeah.
642
00:32:54,934 --> 00:32:57,806
- I'll be right here.
643
00:32:57,850 --> 00:32:59,547
Unless I get hungry, then I'll be
644
00:32:59,591 --> 00:33:01,114
across the street getting a churro.
645
00:33:03,508 --> 00:33:06,337
You got it.
- Okay.
646
00:33:32,232 --> 00:33:33,625
♪
647
00:33:33,668 --> 00:33:37,020
- Hi.
- Hello.
648
00:33:51,382 --> 00:33:54,124
- It's a really nice day.
649
00:33:54,167 --> 00:33:56,126
- Yeah, it is.
650
00:34:12,055 --> 00:34:14,448
Cara?
651
00:34:14,492 --> 00:34:16,059
- Hi, Mom.
652
00:34:17,843 --> 00:34:19,236
- How?
653
00:34:19,279 --> 00:34:22,761
- It's a long story.
654
00:34:22,804 --> 00:34:26,721
I heard you became a nurse.
That's--that's good.
655
00:34:26,765 --> 00:34:30,551
♪
656
00:34:30,595 --> 00:34:32,205
- Cara.
657
00:34:32,249 --> 00:34:35,382
♪
658
00:34:35,426 --> 00:34:38,646
- Why didn't you come home?
659
00:34:38,690 --> 00:34:41,693
- I tried, but I couldn't.
660
00:34:41,736 --> 00:34:44,565
- Then you should have tried harder.
661
00:34:44,609 --> 00:34:47,438
- Please let me explain.
- No.
662
00:34:48,700 --> 00:34:50,267
No.
663
00:34:50,310 --> 00:34:53,792
I grew up thinking that you hated me.
664
00:34:53,835 --> 00:34:55,228
I spent years in therapy
665
00:34:55,272 --> 00:34:57,187
trying to figure out what I did wrong.
666
00:34:57,230 --> 00:35:00,146
I deserve a better answer than "I tried."
667
00:35:00,190 --> 00:35:02,888
- Mom?
668
00:35:02,931 --> 00:35:04,455
Is everything okay?
669
00:35:06,761 --> 00:35:08,372
- Oh, no.
670
00:35:14,117 --> 00:35:16,771
- Guess that answers that.
671
00:35:18,904 --> 00:35:20,775
- Cara, wait.
672
00:35:24,431 --> 00:35:26,390
- Cara!
673
00:35:30,524 --> 00:35:33,092
- Cara!
674
00:35:34,528 --> 00:35:38,184
Cara! Cara!
675
00:35:38,228 --> 00:35:40,839
- She came out of nowhere.
- Call 911!
676
00:35:40,882 --> 00:35:43,015
Cara, stay with me. Stay with me, Cara.
677
00:35:43,058 --> 00:35:44,495
Stay with me.
678
00:35:44,538 --> 00:35:46,061
Oh, no, no, no. She's not breathing.
679
00:35:46,105 --> 00:35:48,194
What's taking so long, man?
- I'm on hold.
680
00:35:51,241 --> 00:35:53,982
♪
681
00:35:54,026 --> 00:35:55,201
- John Dove?
682
00:35:55,245 --> 00:35:57,160
- You're the guy from the subway.
683
00:35:58,248 --> 00:36:00,554
- She needs a doctor.
684
00:36:00,598 --> 00:36:01,947
- I am a doctor.
685
00:36:04,906 --> 00:36:11,913
♪
686
00:36:20,444 --> 00:36:23,229
We got a pulse.
687
00:36:23,273 --> 00:36:26,232
♪
688
00:36:26,276 --> 00:36:32,238
♪
689
00:36:32,282 --> 00:36:34,240
- I just spoke with the attending.
690
00:36:34,284 --> 00:36:36,024
Cara's resting. It wasn't pretty.
691
00:36:36,068 --> 00:36:38,462
She has a punctured lung,
and a couple bruised ribs,
692
00:36:38,505 --> 00:36:39,637
but she's going to be okay.
693
00:36:41,247 --> 00:36:42,857
That's good.
694
00:36:42,901 --> 00:36:46,470
So you just so happened to be driving by
695
00:36:46,513 --> 00:36:49,081
at that very moment?
No one put you up to it?
696
00:36:49,124 --> 00:36:51,605
- Put me up to what?
What are you talking about?
697
00:36:51,649 --> 00:36:53,955
- Just a hell of a coincidence,
you being a doctor.
698
00:36:53,999 --> 00:36:58,351
- Well, technically, I'm not anymore.
699
00:36:58,395 --> 00:36:59,918
After what happened on the subway,
700
00:36:59,961 --> 00:37:02,834
I decided to take a leave.
701
00:37:02,877 --> 00:37:07,273
♪
702
00:37:07,317 --> 00:37:09,971
I had just lost a patient on the table.
703
00:37:10,015 --> 00:37:13,236
My girlfriend broke up with me.
704
00:37:13,279 --> 00:37:15,847
It felt like an avalanche.
705
00:37:15,890 --> 00:37:17,979
When you pulled me back...
706
00:37:19,329 --> 00:37:22,201
I realized, you know, I didn't want to die.
707
00:37:25,813 --> 00:37:28,294
- That's good.
708
00:37:28,338 --> 00:37:30,688
And for what it's worth,
709
00:37:30,731 --> 00:37:33,952
you seem like a very good doctor to me.
710
00:37:36,346 --> 00:37:38,348
- Thank you.
711
00:37:42,482 --> 00:37:44,441
How are you feeling?
712
00:37:44,484 --> 00:37:47,922
- Like I got hit by a car really hard.
713
00:37:47,966 --> 00:37:49,663
- Thought I lost you there.
714
00:37:49,707 --> 00:37:52,144
- I'm still here, thanks to you.
715
00:37:52,187 --> 00:37:54,364
- Mm.
- Uh, you saved John Dove,
716
00:37:54,407 --> 00:37:56,235
and he saved me.
717
00:37:56,279 --> 00:37:59,107
If you think about it,
it's kind of like a grand design.
718
00:38:01,284 --> 00:38:03,503
Have you heard anything about your podcast?
719
00:38:03,547 --> 00:38:05,766
- I didn't turn it in.
- What?
720
00:38:05,810 --> 00:38:08,726
- I couldn't leave without
knowing that you were okay.
721
00:38:11,206 --> 00:38:13,252
You have somebody here to see you.
722
00:38:16,124 --> 00:38:17,735
- Hi.
723
00:38:19,171 --> 00:38:21,565
- You called her?
724
00:38:22,957 --> 00:38:26,309
- I'll wait outside.
- No, wait, you stay.
725
00:38:31,270 --> 00:38:32,880
What do you want?
726
00:38:32,924 --> 00:38:35,927
- You asked me why I never came back.
727
00:38:37,537 --> 00:38:39,670
I did.
728
00:38:39,713 --> 00:38:42,629
- What?
- You were in eighth grade.
729
00:38:42,673 --> 00:38:44,675
I came to one of your track meets.
730
00:38:44,718 --> 00:38:46,894
♪
731
00:38:46,938 --> 00:38:49,332
You were running the 400.
732
00:38:49,375 --> 00:38:52,335
That was my race in high school.
733
00:38:52,378 --> 00:38:55,947
You won, and I saw you.
734
00:38:55,990 --> 00:39:00,386
You looked so happy, so confident.
735
00:39:00,430 --> 00:39:02,519
- Why didn't you say anything?
736
00:39:04,434 --> 00:39:07,219
- I was afraid...
737
00:39:07,262 --> 00:39:11,745
If I came back,
and things didn't work out again,
738
00:39:11,789 --> 00:39:15,358
it would shatter you forever.
739
00:39:15,401 --> 00:39:18,578
And I couldn't take that chance.
740
00:39:18,622 --> 00:39:20,275
So I walked away.
741
00:39:25,368 --> 00:39:28,893
- I've thought about that
moment every day since.
742
00:39:30,460 --> 00:39:34,855
Hoping one day I might get another chance.
743
00:39:37,467 --> 00:39:40,295
So I just want you to know,
744
00:39:40,339 --> 00:39:43,168
if you'd let me...
745
00:39:48,303 --> 00:39:50,523
I want to be a part of your life.
746
00:39:53,613 --> 00:39:56,964
- People say that God
has a plan for all of us.
747
00:39:57,008 --> 00:39:59,358
That we're all part of a grand design.
748
00:39:59,402 --> 00:40:02,013
Well, I never believed that to be true,
749
00:40:02,056 --> 00:40:04,450
but then, he friended me,
750
00:40:04,494 --> 00:40:07,061
and it kind of turned my life upside down.
751
00:40:07,105 --> 00:40:08,411
Not that I think it's God,
752
00:40:08,454 --> 00:40:11,283
but in these crazy times we live in,
753
00:40:11,326 --> 00:40:14,286
we owe it to ourselves to
ask the tough questions,
754
00:40:14,329 --> 00:40:18,769
and to open our minds to a
new way of seeing the world.
755
00:40:18,812 --> 00:40:21,685
A place where we can find our voice again.
756
00:40:21,728 --> 00:40:25,471
- Top story on the board. Impressive work.
757
00:40:25,515 --> 00:40:27,734
Don't make me wait six
weeks for the next one.
758
00:40:27,778 --> 00:40:30,345
- ♪ And I am steadfast
759
00:40:30,389 --> 00:40:32,652
- Where old wounds can heal,
760
00:40:32,696 --> 00:40:34,480
and new relationships can begin.
761
00:40:34,524 --> 00:40:36,743
- Hi.
- Liv.
762
00:40:36,787 --> 00:40:39,877
This is your sister, Cara.
763
00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:42,532
- Hi, Liv. It's nice to meet you.
764
00:40:42,575 --> 00:40:44,447
- Nice to meet you, too.
765
00:40:44,490 --> 00:40:46,492
♪
766
00:40:46,536 --> 00:40:49,103
- Where we finally understand our purpose.
767
00:40:49,147 --> 00:40:51,497
♪
768
00:40:51,541 --> 00:40:54,892
And find love in the most unexpected place.
769
00:40:58,678 --> 00:41:00,027
- The world we live in today
770
00:41:00,071 --> 00:41:02,987
asks more of us now than ever before.
771
00:41:03,030 --> 00:41:06,599
It demands more of us. Why?
772
00:41:06,643 --> 00:41:08,949
Because as our minds and our hearts
773
00:41:08,993 --> 00:41:13,476
and our ambitions flourish,
so too, the roads to sin.
774
00:41:14,738 --> 00:41:17,001
- It's not going to be easy.
775
00:41:17,044 --> 00:41:19,482
Change never is.
776
00:41:22,833 --> 00:41:24,530
We just need to have the courage
777
00:41:24,574 --> 00:41:27,620
to take the first step.
778
00:41:27,664 --> 00:41:30,362
- ♪ And I am desperate
779
00:41:30,405 --> 00:41:33,757
♪ And all that I dream
780
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:37,195
♪ Where do you run?
781
00:41:37,238 --> 00:41:39,197
♪ Where do you run to?
782
00:41:39,240 --> 00:41:42,592
♪ Carrier, friend
783
00:41:42,635 --> 00:41:45,029
♪ Where do you run?
784
00:41:45,072 --> 00:41:47,901
- I read your story about
finding your sister.
785
00:41:47,945 --> 00:41:50,251
It was really touching.
- Thank you.
786
00:41:50,295 --> 00:41:52,602
- Yeah, and I appreciate you not mentioning
787
00:41:52,645 --> 00:41:54,125
the whole God account thing.
788
00:41:54,168 --> 00:41:56,344
- Yeah, you know,
it was never my story to tell.
789
00:41:56,388 --> 00:41:57,737
Besides, I actually really loved
790
00:41:57,781 --> 00:41:59,913
how you talked about it on your podcast.
791
00:41:59,957 --> 00:42:03,221
- Wait, you listened to my podcast?
792
00:42:03,264 --> 00:42:05,266
- Maybe.
793
00:42:05,310 --> 00:42:06,964
- You're not the only one.
794
00:42:07,007 --> 00:42:09,140
Eric from Sirius listened to it,
and he loved it.
795
00:42:09,183 --> 00:42:10,663
- What?
- And he wants to meet.
796
00:42:10,707 --> 00:42:12,447
- Miles, that's amazing.
- Yeah.
797
00:42:12,491 --> 00:42:15,102
- I'm so happy for you.
798
00:42:16,234 --> 00:42:19,629
So, um,
have you heard anything from the God account?
799
00:42:19,672 --> 00:42:22,588
- Uh, not since they sent me your name, why?
800
00:42:22,632 --> 00:42:24,068
- Well, just because I told you
801
00:42:24,111 --> 00:42:26,200
I'd help you get to the bottom of it.
802
00:42:26,244 --> 00:42:28,333
So I will.
803
00:42:30,553 --> 00:42:33,730
Besides,
maybe we'll do some good in the process.
804
00:42:33,773 --> 00:42:36,776
Actually make a difference
in some people's lives.
805
00:42:36,820 --> 00:42:38,125
- Yeah, that wouldn't be so bad.
806
00:42:38,169 --> 00:42:40,606
- ♪ Been working like a dog
807
00:42:40,650 --> 00:42:43,000
- Oh, uh, I have to go.
808
00:42:43,043 --> 00:42:45,132
My sister has a soccer game.
That's crazy, right?
809
00:42:45,176 --> 00:42:47,265
- Yeah, yeah, go do your thing.
810
00:42:47,308 --> 00:42:50,137
- Okay, whenever you hear
from the God account, text me.
811
00:42:50,181 --> 00:42:52,966
♪
812
00:42:59,407 --> 00:43:01,671
- ♪ I've got a little bit longer ♪
813
00:43:01,714 --> 00:43:03,716
- ♪ I've got a ways to go
814
00:43:32,397 --> 00:43:32,789
- Greg, move your head.
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