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(traffic whizzing)
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(gentle wistful music)
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(gentle wistful music continues)
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(gentle wistful music continues)
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(gentle wistful music continues)
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(gentle wistful music continues)
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(footsteps thudding)
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- (yelps) You're home.
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Great, Deed. I mean, there you are.
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You're standing right in front of me.
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Hi, Nina. (panting)
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- Hello, Dee Dee.
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- How was your day?
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- Very pleasant in a grim sort of way.
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So how are things around here?
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Oh, did that, uh, what's his name?
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That strange bald lawyer call?
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- [Dee Dee] No.
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- Well, how about Douglas?
Did he reconfirm for this afternoon?
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- [Dee Dee] No, no one called.
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- Well, if he ever does call me here,
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it's fine to give him
the number in the car
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about the lawyer.
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Oh, he represents Merkey,
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the artist that I'm showing next month.
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Douglas already has the number.
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Which means he must still be
coming since he didn't call.
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- Well, yeah.
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- So...
- [Dee Dee] What?
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- Well, how were things around
here? You were about to say.
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- Gardener came.
- And how is Mr. Li?
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- He cleared out that underbrush
where you asked about.
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- Good.
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- He did the deep root fertilization too.
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I paid all the bills. The
checks are on your desk.
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All you have to do is sign them.
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And I bought some haddock
from the fish man this morning.
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I made a curry sauce to go with it.
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All you have to do is pop it in the oven
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and I left the directions.
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-And you'd like to go home now?
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Go.
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(bright wistful music)
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- Oh, uh, Mr. Li said
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he won't be back again
for three weeks.
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He has to go to Taiwan.
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I think he was trying to
tell me some family thing.
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- No doubt.
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- He wanted to know if
you wanted his nephew
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to come back the next two weeks.
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- Uh, you said yes, I hope?
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You're a good little wife, Dee Dee.
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Every woman should have one.
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(engine turns over)
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(bright wistful music continues)
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(clock ticking)
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(Nina moans)
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(bright wistful music continues)
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(bright wistful music continues)
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(shower running)
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(bright wistful music continues)
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(car approaches)
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(metal creaking)
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(stereo turns off)
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(doorbell buzzes)
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(doorbell buzzes)
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Can I help you?
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- Hi.
- Yes?
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- I'm Fitch. Fitch.
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- Fitch?
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- I'm here for your appointment.
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- Well, where's Douglas?
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- Didn't he call you?
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Said he was going to.
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He said he would call you.
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- To tell me what?
- Couldn't make it.
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- Douglas.
- That's what he said.
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So where should we set up, Nina?
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- Well, wait, wait, wait
just a minute, uh...
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We're, uh, we're usually
this way, but where is he?
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Do you know?
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- Who?
- Douglas.
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- Didn't come up.
- I don't understand.
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My assistant confirmed the appointment.
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Uh, listen, the, the, the thing is,
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I'm, I'm really very accustomed
to, to working with...
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"The Sun Also Rises."
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- I liked it.
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- Well, you see, I,
I'm, I'm very accustomed
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to working with him, Douglas.
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And, and the thing is that I, I like him.
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I, I really like him and,
um, well, it takes time,
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at least for a woman, you
know, it really takes time
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to, to feel comfortable,
really comfortable
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with, with a man who you know, really-
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- Doug's got the touch.
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- (sighs) Without even
picking up a phone or...
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Douglas.
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When you have a relationship with someone,
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a business relationship,
we go back, he and I.
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You, you expect some consideration.
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- He seemed to be in a
rush. He's very young.
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- He's not so terribly young.
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- No, not so young, but he's young,
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younger than he thinks he is.
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Besides, he could have not
called either one of us.
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- [Nina] He's very talented.
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- He is. Good looking kid too.
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Women seem to go for him.
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A lot of his clients
are women. Most, really.
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Outside's nice.
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Especially if you have some privacy,
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and you have some privacy.
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- Douglas does me outside.
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- It's really hot.
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- I've been there and
done it twice.
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- You'd dig it. It's really crazy.
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- Bit cold out here right now.
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- Well, what would you suggest?
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- Some dark and quiet place.
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I was in such a hurry getting over here.
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I've got my oils and things,
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but as for towels and sheets,
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I'll need some.
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-All right.
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- (smacks lips) I left
some stuff in the car.
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(door slams)
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(footsteps thudding)
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- Fitch?
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Fitch?
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Fitch!
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Fitch.
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(objects rustling)
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(watches ticking)
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- I'm fascinated with things.
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That is, I'm fascinated with
the fascination with things.
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- This is my bedroom.
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- I thought it might be.
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My mother had a spectacular
jewelry collection as I recall.
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- Uh-huh.
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- I wanted to wash up,
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when I happened to walk by...
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Thanks. Well, I wanted to wash up.
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(water running)
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(gentle sultry music)
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What massage is about
in the end is healing.
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There are ways to heal people
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without words or prayers or drugs.
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That's it. That's the essence.
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- I never really gave it much thought.
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- Healing?
- Massage, in those terms.
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I try not to over-intellectualize things.
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It makes life so great.
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I'm, uh, I'm more intuitive I think.
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How old are you?
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- (grunts) Why do you ask?
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- I don't know. Why not ask?
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I mean, you never learn anything
if you don't ask, right?
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- Older than you.
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The laying on of hands,
there's power in it.
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But in our culture, there are
so many Western prejudices
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against illness and healing.
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We're really pretty
tight-assed, medically speaking.
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You just think about it.
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When was the last time your
doctor really touched you?
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I don't mean probed or examined you.
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But touched you.
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- Well, if it never
happened, it was too recent.
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I don't like doctors.
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- That's because they consult with you.
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They talk with you over the phone
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or they prescribe drugs,
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but they don't personally feel you.
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They leave that to time or to chemistry.
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- I don't like doctors,
because I don't like doctors.
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You've known Doug how long?
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- Not long.
- Long enough to like him?
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- How long does that take?
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It goes back to the ancients, you know.
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- [Nina] What's that?
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Massage.
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Maybe even earlier, some historians think.
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The Greeks were mainly into
massage as a treatment,
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a healing aid.
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They have records of people
like Socrates and Plato
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being massaged daily,
and Plato lived to 104.
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- Socrates did not.
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- But the Romans being who they were,
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essentially Italians without the loafers,
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were the first to come up
with the idea of massage
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as a form of foreplay.
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Courtesans became quite good at it.
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It became part of the transaction finally.
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- Well, you don't have
to be a rocket scientist
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to make the connection.
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Massage is sexual. Very sexual.
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- It can be. Doesn't have to be.
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Shouldn't always be.
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- Well, I wasn't talking about a sweating,
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screaming, orgasmic epiphany.
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It's just that you're lying there naked.
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Someone's touching you in places
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you sure wouldn't let
your father touch you,
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and it's arousing.
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Um...
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This is my desk.
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- It's a form of communication.
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Just have to make sure
you're both speaking
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the same language.
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- Well, looks like you're
ready to get started.
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- We've already started.
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- [Nina] What do you mean?
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- Well, most of any massage worth having
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takes place in the head, and
I'm sure you've been preparing.
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Why? Are you in a hurry?
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- No.
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- Funny little thing, eh?
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Maybe you'd like some music.
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What happened to that
music you were playing
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before you turned it off?
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- I'll find something.
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(gentle serene music)
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(dog barking)
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(birds singing)
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- I'd say we're ready.
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(gentle bright music)
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(car approaching)
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(gentle bright music continues)
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So what are we working on, Nina?
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Any complaints or maladies?
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Any part of the body that
needs special attention?
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- You know, the part that
starts with my hairline
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and ends with my toes.
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(Fitch exhales)
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It's my job, you know.
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You were gonna say something
about how tense I am.
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(sighs) Douglas is always telling
me how much tension I have,
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especially in my upper back and shoulders.
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It's all because of my job.
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(Nina moaning)
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I have a gallery.
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Well, a couple of them actually.
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One here in town off Melrose.
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One in New York. Tribeca.
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Anyway, when it's your
business, your baby,
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you know what they say
about responsibility
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falling on your shoulders.
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- Best not to talk too much.
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- [Nina] Was I talking too much?
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- Well, it's your massage.
You can do anything you like.
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You really should try to relax.
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You can't keep going all the time.
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Or is that what the people at work do?
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- [Nina] Hmm, people I work with,
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relaxation is limited to what
they can purchase in a vial.
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(Nina moaning)
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(bright gentle music continues)
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- See, it's working already.
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(Douglas whispering)
(Nina laughs)
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(gentle wistful music)
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(Alice moans)
(Alice laughs)
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- Okay.
263
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Angels keep their ancient places,
264
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Turn but a stone and start a wing!
265
00:23:07,129 --> 00:23:10,296
'Tis ye 'Tis your estranged faces
266
00:23:10,837 --> 00:23:13,587
That miss the many-splendoured Thing.
267
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(Nina moans)
268
00:23:25,379 --> 00:23:27,629
- How long have you been
doing massage, Fitch?
269
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-Almost 20 years on and off.
270
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♪ As I walked out on
the streets of Laredo ♪
271
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♪ I went down to the St. James ♪
272
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♪ Infirmary ♪
273
00:23:50,921 --> 00:23:52,004
- Interesting work.
274
00:23:54,087 --> 00:23:56,921
(moaning) I'm sure you
meet all kinds of people.
275
00:23:59,504 --> 00:24:01,462
It gives you a lot of freedom too, I bet.
276
00:24:02,379 --> 00:24:04,962
I mean, so portable.
277
00:24:05,421 --> 00:24:06,754
Have table, will travel.
278
00:24:10,796 --> 00:24:13,462
I travel a lot in my work.
279
00:24:15,671 --> 00:24:18,962
Too much, I'm starting to think. (moans)
280
00:24:19,504 --> 00:24:22,504
Guess it just depends how
badly you want what you want.
281
00:24:29,212 --> 00:24:30,462
Do you like art?
282
00:24:32,171 --> 00:24:34,546
You seem like the sort of person who does.
283
00:24:38,254 --> 00:24:40,004
-And what sort of person is that?
284
00:24:41,171 --> 00:24:42,337
- Well, some...
285
00:24:44,379 --> 00:24:45,129
What do you mean?
286
00:24:45,879 --> 00:24:47,546
- It's just that I didn't know
there was a type, that's all.
287
00:24:47,837 --> 00:24:51,629
But maybe you know better
about that than I do.
288
00:24:52,379 --> 00:24:55,462
(bright upbeat music)
289
00:25:24,462 --> 00:25:25,504
- Okay, not a type,
290
00:25:25,796 --> 00:25:29,962
but I like art, artists.
291
00:25:31,129 --> 00:25:33,004
They hide themselves inside their work.
292
00:25:34,337 --> 00:25:35,754
So to really understand the work,
293
00:25:36,046 --> 00:25:39,296
you have to get to know the artist.
294
00:25:41,421 --> 00:25:44,546
Well, do you enjoy art?
295
00:25:46,337 --> 00:25:48,712
- Who would you consider
to be the great artist of this century?
296
00:25:50,004 --> 00:25:51,421
- How do you mean?
297
00:25:52,046 --> 00:25:53,587
- Well, who are the five greatest?
298
00:25:54,462 --> 00:25:55,921
Or four...
299
00:25:56,712 --> 00:25:57,921
or three?
300
00:25:58,712 --> 00:26:00,796
- I'm really not in that business.
301
00:26:02,212 --> 00:26:04,671
- Would you say Picasso? Would he be one?
302
00:26:05,629 --> 00:26:06,754
Or Chagall?
303
00:26:07,129 --> 00:26:08,712
- [Nina] I don't think you can
304
00:26:09,129 --> 00:26:11,379
quantify artistic achievement.
305
00:26:11,712 --> 00:26:14,129
- [Fitch] Or maybe Braque or Klee?
306
00:26:15,962 --> 00:26:17,921
- What's your point, Fitch?
307
00:26:21,629 --> 00:26:24,129
(Nina moaning)
308
00:26:28,754 --> 00:26:31,254
(Nina moaning)
309
00:26:34,129 --> 00:26:35,712
(objects clapping)
310
00:26:36,379 --> 00:26:37,337
What were you saying?
311
00:26:40,629 --> 00:26:43,087
You started to say something
then you just stopped.
312
00:26:44,671 --> 00:26:46,379
(objects clapping)
313
00:26:49,254 --> 00:26:50,046
Fitch?
314
00:26:53,754 --> 00:26:55,504
(objects clapping)
315
00:26:58,379 --> 00:26:59,087
- Fitch?
316
00:27:00,171 --> 00:27:00,837
(objects clapping)
317
00:27:02,296 --> 00:27:05,087
Fitch? What are you doing?
318
00:27:06,962 --> 00:27:07,837
- This is just me now.
319
00:27:08,171 --> 00:27:09,046
This is just my opinion,
320
00:27:09,337 --> 00:27:14,254
but so much of what passes for
art today, contemporary art,
321
00:27:14,921 --> 00:27:16,671
is without any kind of reference point.
322
00:27:16,962 --> 00:27:19,629
Moral, historic, nothing.
It's not about anything.
323
00:27:19,921 --> 00:27:21,212
- I disagree completely.
324
00:27:22,212 --> 00:27:24,796
Modern art is critical.
That's what makes it modern.
325
00:27:25,671 --> 00:27:27,212
(objects clapping)
326
00:27:27,796 --> 00:27:29,087
What are those?
327
00:27:30,337 --> 00:27:32,837
- I don't know. I found
'em in the trunk of my car.
328
00:27:34,796 --> 00:27:36,754
Magnets.
- Magnets.
329
00:27:38,421 --> 00:27:39,837
-About 400 gauss potency.
330
00:27:40,129 --> 00:27:41,962
Perfect for those hard-to-treat areas.
331
00:27:42,796 --> 00:27:43,546
- Mm...
332
00:27:45,504 --> 00:27:47,421
Now you really must visit my gallery.
333
00:27:48,046 --> 00:27:50,254
I have a very interesting
installation going in next month
334
00:27:50,587 --> 00:27:51,504
I think you should see.
335
00:27:51,796 --> 00:27:52,421
- What's that?
336
00:27:52,754 --> 00:27:55,671
- It's a history of women's
fashion as a form of bondage.
337
00:27:56,879 --> 00:27:58,337
Mm, come see it. You'll enjoy it.
338
00:27:58,921 --> 00:28:02,629
It has a point of view. Ironic, satiric.
339
00:28:02,921 --> 00:28:05,046
- Point of view.
- Exactly.
340
00:28:05,962 --> 00:28:07,546
- Well, I'll tell you,
341
00:28:08,046 --> 00:28:10,171
and this is why so much of
art today is so pointless,
342
00:28:10,462 --> 00:28:12,546
that what we as our society suffers from,
343
00:28:13,171 --> 00:28:15,879
is a kind of bankruptcy of spirit.
344
00:28:17,004 --> 00:28:18,629
- Well, I'm sure people have
said something like that
345
00:28:18,921 --> 00:28:20,504
as long as there've been
people around to say it.
346
00:28:20,796 --> 00:28:21,962
- [Fitch] Yeah, except
this time, it's true.
347
00:28:22,254 --> 00:28:23,504
- I'm sure they said that too.
348
00:28:26,212 --> 00:28:29,087
(objects clapping)
349
00:28:34,254 --> 00:28:37,337
If you're talking about today,
the way we live, it's fear.
350
00:28:37,671 --> 00:28:38,921
That's what defines us.
351
00:28:40,129 --> 00:28:40,921
- Is this yours?
352
00:28:41,421 --> 00:28:42,337
- Mm.
353
00:28:44,546 --> 00:28:47,962
- (sighs) Fear of change,
354
00:28:48,296 --> 00:28:49,546
fear of the future.
355
00:28:50,462 --> 00:28:51,962
Technology changing things faster
356
00:28:52,254 --> 00:28:53,629
than people can take it in.
357
00:28:53,921 --> 00:28:55,921
It turns us into strangers, everyone.
358
00:28:56,379 --> 00:28:58,546
That's why people create
the art they create.
359
00:28:59,629 --> 00:29:01,921
- [Fitch] Bad faith.
- What is?
360
00:29:02,837 --> 00:29:04,212
- Blaming someone else.
361
00:29:04,504 --> 00:29:06,087
Something else, technology,
362
00:29:06,671 --> 00:29:09,504
as though we had no responsibility
over ourselves, our actions.
363
00:29:09,837 --> 00:29:12,129
- Oh, so what would you suggest?
364
00:29:12,712 --> 00:29:14,962
- I suggest we look inward, all of us,
365
00:29:15,962 --> 00:29:17,004
for starters.
366
00:29:18,004 --> 00:29:20,962
And then I suggest, we look outward.
367
00:29:23,546 --> 00:29:26,837
- Then do we all sit around
cross-legged humming like gnats?
368
00:29:27,254 --> 00:29:28,254
- We could. We might.
369
00:29:29,712 --> 00:29:30,587
Why not?
370
00:29:32,379 --> 00:29:34,046
Or else we could just go out and kill
371
00:29:34,379 --> 00:29:35,837
all the gallery owners.
372
00:29:37,046 --> 00:29:38,671
(Nina laughs)
373
00:29:39,337 --> 00:29:41,629
(bright gentle music)
374
00:29:42,212 --> 00:29:43,462
- What do you think of it?
375
00:29:50,212 --> 00:29:51,129
- Where do you show?
376
00:29:54,212 --> 00:29:56,879
- Where do I show? (chuckles)
377
00:30:00,796 --> 00:30:03,212
- (sighing) Do you have any family, Fitch?
378
00:30:03,754 --> 00:30:06,754
A wife, children?
- Mm-mm.
379
00:30:07,337 --> 00:30:08,629
- [Nina] Mother, father?
380
00:30:11,296 --> 00:30:13,129
- Gone now. They've been dead a while.
381
00:30:14,087 --> 00:30:15,629
I have a sister back in Sydney.
382
00:30:17,462 --> 00:30:19,587
- I try to stay close to my family.
383
00:30:20,004 --> 00:30:21,587
It's important. Don't you think?
384
00:30:22,087 --> 00:30:26,046
My sister's in Boston. My
brother's in Georgia somewhere.
385
00:30:26,379 --> 00:30:29,129
My parents are retired in
Florida, but we work at it.
386
00:30:30,587 --> 00:30:32,129
It's important, don't you think?
387
00:30:34,837 --> 00:30:37,379
I think so. Families staying close.
388
00:30:40,421 --> 00:30:42,087
What makes you think that?
389
00:30:42,379 --> 00:30:43,337
- Think what?
390
00:30:44,004 --> 00:30:47,962
-A bankruptcy of spirit. ls
that really what we're about?
391
00:30:48,921 --> 00:30:49,504
- Call it what you like.
392
00:30:49,796 --> 00:30:52,587
The essence of it is, is
that we have lost our way
393
00:30:52,962 --> 00:30:54,171
as a civilization.
394
00:30:54,546 --> 00:30:55,879
Spiritually, I'm saying.
395
00:30:57,129 --> 00:30:58,379
I've been around and the
one thing I've learned
396
00:30:58,754 --> 00:31:01,087
is we don't know what we don't know.
397
00:31:04,254 --> 00:31:07,337
(bright serene music)
398
00:31:23,962 --> 00:31:27,129
- My work, I suppose, has
a spiritual side to it.
399
00:31:27,754 --> 00:31:29,254
Each artist is unique.
400
00:31:30,212 --> 00:31:31,962
Each has individual needs.
401
00:31:33,921 --> 00:31:36,421
- Where do I show? (chuckles)
402
00:31:36,837 --> 00:31:38,587
(bright upbeat music)
403
00:31:39,046 --> 00:31:41,004
People like me don't show anywhere.
404
00:31:44,546 --> 00:31:45,546
I'm not in fashion.
405
00:31:54,504 --> 00:31:56,879
- Of course, there is a
little matter of compensation.
406
00:31:57,796 --> 00:32:00,712
- People understand that
when they come to me.
407
00:32:01,129 --> 00:32:02,837
Usually that's why they come to me.
408
00:32:04,296 --> 00:32:07,296
Artists are rarely as concerned
with the idea of their
409
00:32:07,837 --> 00:32:10,296
earning a living as
everyone else seems to be.
410
00:32:10,754 --> 00:32:11,337
(Nina moans)
411
00:32:12,337 --> 00:32:15,546
Oh, oh, oh.
412
00:32:16,962 --> 00:32:21,379
Ah, ah, ah.
413
00:32:22,087 --> 00:32:24,921
Ah, ah.
414
00:32:25,962 --> 00:32:26,796
- Oh, Nina.
415
00:32:29,504 --> 00:32:31,921
- [Nina] Hmm? What's this?
416
00:32:32,629 --> 00:32:35,421
- It's a shiatsu thumb
for when I get tired.
417
00:32:36,087 --> 00:32:38,504
(Nina laughs)
418
00:32:41,087 --> 00:32:43,587
(Nina moaning)
419
00:32:46,296 --> 00:32:49,629
- So what's the, uh,
spiritual side to your work?
420
00:32:49,921 --> 00:32:51,171
(Nina groans)
421
00:32:51,629 --> 00:32:53,629
This is not too hard for you, is it, Nina?
422
00:32:54,504 --> 00:32:56,504
- (chuckling) Why do you ask?
423
00:32:58,879 --> 00:33:00,171
(Nina moans)
424
00:33:00,629 --> 00:33:04,796
I had aspirations, artistic aspirations.
425
00:33:05,837 --> 00:33:08,796
Except I saw myself up on stage somewhere
426
00:33:09,212 --> 00:33:10,754
as a performer. (gasps)
427
00:33:11,712 --> 00:33:15,087
Only problem was I couldn't sing or dance.
428
00:33:16,129 --> 00:33:17,046
I could audition.
429
00:33:18,504 --> 00:33:21,754
You see, my gift is I know how to sell,
430
00:33:22,254 --> 00:33:23,754
so I sell myself.
431
00:33:24,046 --> 00:33:25,504
And then rehearsal, come to think of it,
432
00:33:25,796 --> 00:33:28,379
I was okay, passable.
433
00:33:31,004 --> 00:33:32,546
- Would I have seen you in anything?
434
00:33:32,879 --> 00:33:34,837
- (chuckling) No. Lucky man.
435
00:33:36,171 --> 00:33:38,087
- So how'd the gallery business get you?
436
00:33:38,629 --> 00:33:41,629
- Mmm... Same way most people
end up doing what they do.
437
00:33:42,754 --> 00:33:44,254
Fell in love with the wrong man.
438
00:33:45,587 --> 00:33:46,921
- [Fitch] Artist.
439
00:33:48,421 --> 00:33:51,004
-Artist, art dealer, art critic.
440
00:33:52,712 --> 00:33:56,462
He was all artistic things
to all artistic people.
441
00:33:57,462 --> 00:34:00,546
(bright upbeat music)
442
00:34:01,629 --> 00:34:04,462
(stapler clicking)
443
00:34:13,421 --> 00:34:15,504
- Now kneel up, head this end.
444
00:34:19,629 --> 00:34:21,171
And what happened to him?
445
00:34:22,712 --> 00:34:23,629
- Who knows, really?
446
00:34:29,087 --> 00:34:30,587
Like this?
- Mm-hmm.
447
00:34:35,379 --> 00:34:36,879
- I like what I do,
448
00:34:37,296 --> 00:34:39,671
where I've ended up, who I am.
449
00:34:40,671 --> 00:34:42,671
I get enormous satisfaction from it.
450
00:34:45,879 --> 00:34:48,462
You happy, Fitch?
- Happy?
451
00:34:51,254 --> 00:34:53,962
- Well, you said you've done
all this traveling around.
452
00:34:54,587 --> 00:34:56,754
I was just wondering if it made you happy.
453
00:34:58,421 --> 00:35:01,504
(gentle serene music)
454
00:35:02,754 --> 00:35:05,046
(dog barking)
(dog whimpering)
455
00:35:05,921 --> 00:35:07,712
- [Fitch] Made me a better person?
456
00:35:08,504 --> 00:35:09,379
Sure, I suppose so.
457
00:35:10,504 --> 00:35:12,754
Happier than most people,
if that's what it's about.
458
00:35:14,379 --> 00:35:17,837
But there's more to happiness
than just being happy.
459
00:35:20,087 --> 00:35:21,087
- [Nina] Meaning what?
460
00:35:25,921 --> 00:35:29,254
- Well, to most people,
culture, civilizations,
461
00:35:29,546 --> 00:35:32,004
the idea of happiness is
not some trivial thing.
462
00:35:32,629 --> 00:35:35,504
It's not a good job or
a new car in the drive.
463
00:35:36,296 --> 00:35:38,087
It's something else entirely.
464
00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:40,546
- [Nina] Something spiritual.
465
00:35:42,046 --> 00:35:46,087
- The Hopi Indians believe
that the body of a person
466
00:35:46,796 --> 00:35:49,254
and the earth formed in the same way.
467
00:35:49,962 --> 00:35:52,129
(group chanting)
468
00:35:52,712 --> 00:35:54,129
Along an axis.
469
00:35:58,004 --> 00:35:59,587
Now for you and me,
470
00:36:00,962 --> 00:36:02,462
this axis...
471
00:36:03,712 --> 00:36:05,504
is our spine or our backbone.
472
00:36:07,087 --> 00:36:08,462
And along this axis...
473
00:36:10,004 --> 00:36:11,837
are various centers of force.
474
00:36:13,212 --> 00:36:18,129
(Alice panting)
(drum beating)
475
00:36:24,962 --> 00:36:26,462
- Centers of force?
476
00:36:30,421 --> 00:36:35,337
(singers chanting)
(drum beating)
477
00:36:43,421 --> 00:36:46,462
(gentle serene music)
478
00:36:50,171 --> 00:36:55,087
(singers chanting)
(drum beating)
479
00:37:11,587 --> 00:37:14,004
- They're all very important,
these different centers of the body.
480
00:37:15,421 --> 00:37:18,962
The brain, the throat,
481
00:37:20,337 --> 00:37:22,004
the solar plexus.
482
00:37:23,962 --> 00:37:26,504
But the most important of all...
483
00:37:27,171 --> 00:37:29,004
is the heart.
(drum beats harder)
484
00:37:29,546 --> 00:37:31,796
"Follow its sincere
purpose," the Hopi say,
485
00:37:32,129 --> 00:37:33,754
"and you are of one heart."
486
00:37:35,837 --> 00:37:37,504
"Allow evil thoughts to enter,
487
00:37:39,087 --> 00:37:41,087
and you are of two hearts."
488
00:37:43,879 --> 00:37:45,462
The Tibetans and Hindus believed
489
00:37:45,754 --> 00:37:48,629
in an almost identical series
of centers in the body.
490
00:37:50,004 --> 00:37:52,212
The most interesting part
is how the Hopi medicine man
491
00:37:52,546 --> 00:37:54,462
takes these centers of force...
492
00:37:56,004 --> 00:37:57,171
and treats someone.
493
00:37:58,546 --> 00:38:01,087
- You see, he can tell what's
wrong with just his hands.
494
00:38:02,296 --> 00:38:04,546
You can feel the vibrations in each center
495
00:38:05,587 --> 00:38:09,754
and find in which one life
runs strongest or weakest.
496
00:38:12,254 --> 00:38:15,337
(gentle serene music)
497
00:38:17,587 --> 00:38:20,004
(dog barking)
498
00:38:23,171 --> 00:38:26,504
(serene music continues)
499
00:38:41,629 --> 00:38:45,712
- Sometimes what's wrong
is what you'd call illness.
500
00:38:47,421 --> 00:38:50,504
But other times it comes from outside.
501
00:38:53,087 --> 00:38:56,546
Drawn by our own evil thoughts
and those of a two heart.
502
00:38:59,254 --> 00:39:01,212
- What's this?
- Mushroom tea.
503
00:39:01,629 --> 00:39:02,462
It'll cleanse you.
504
00:39:03,837 --> 00:39:08,004
And that way, he can see
the source of the trouble
505
00:39:08,421 --> 00:39:11,629
and the Hopi say the actual
face of the two heart,
506
00:39:11,962 --> 00:39:12,962
who's causing it.
507
00:39:14,379 --> 00:39:17,296
- Um, tell me you got a
crystal in that bag of yours.
508
00:39:18,254 --> 00:39:18,671
- No.
509
00:39:19,004 --> 00:39:21,212
- 'Cause I could stand
to know the two hearts
510
00:39:21,504 --> 00:39:22,421
causing me my pain.
511
00:39:22,754 --> 00:39:25,421
- Works though, this kind of healing.
512
00:39:26,379 --> 00:39:29,337
Modern medicine and any science,
when you think about it,
513
00:39:29,671 --> 00:39:31,671
is a belief system, (blowing)
514
00:39:32,171 --> 00:39:34,921
A religion like any other religion.
515
00:39:36,379 --> 00:39:38,879
Medicine works because
we believe it will work.
516
00:39:39,462 --> 00:39:41,337
- You know, sometimes it just works.
517
00:39:41,671 --> 00:39:43,171
-And a lot of times it doesn't.
518
00:39:45,087 --> 00:39:48,629
-And the medicine man,
he uses his crystals.
519
00:39:49,171 --> 00:39:52,254
(gentle serene music)
520
00:40:02,046 --> 00:40:03,712
This is the teaching crystal.
521
00:40:12,296 --> 00:40:13,629
This is the shaman's crystal.
522
00:40:16,754 --> 00:40:19,671
He looks through it at
each of the centers.
523
00:40:21,504 --> 00:40:25,421
(gentle serene music continues)
524
00:40:48,379 --> 00:40:49,962
They understand themselves.
525
00:40:51,004 --> 00:40:51,921
The Hopis.
526
00:41:00,212 --> 00:41:03,129
- I like clergymen even
less than I like doctors.
527
00:41:03,546 --> 00:41:05,837
- That's because you worship
at the temple of art,
528
00:41:06,296 --> 00:41:08,046
which is a whole lot like
the temple of science
529
00:41:08,379 --> 00:41:09,462
when you get down to it.
530
00:41:10,337 --> 00:41:14,046
Your God is a jealous God.
The most jealous God of all.
531
00:41:16,462 --> 00:41:17,629
The God of reason.
532
00:41:18,046 --> 00:41:20,379
- Oh, what do you suggest, that I convert?
533
00:41:20,921 --> 00:41:22,296
Become a Hopi mystic?
534
00:41:23,796 --> 00:41:25,129
Can you do that, by the way?
535
00:41:25,962 --> 00:41:27,546
Convert to another race?
536
00:41:27,962 --> 00:41:29,587
- The point I was
making really is that...
537
00:41:30,296 --> 00:41:31,921
without realizing it,
538
00:41:33,212 --> 00:41:34,962
we've given up one form of mysticism
539
00:41:35,296 --> 00:41:38,046
for another, more socially
acceptable form of mysticism.
540
00:41:38,462 --> 00:41:39,004
Now I don't know about you,
541
00:41:39,337 --> 00:41:40,879
but I've never seen a
black hole or a quark.
542
00:41:41,171 --> 00:41:42,296
They may exist, they may not.
543
00:41:43,379 --> 00:41:45,046
Personally, I have no way of knowing.
544
00:41:45,796 --> 00:41:47,004
What I do know is...
545
00:41:47,796 --> 00:41:49,587
that I've seen Hopis walk away healed
546
00:41:49,921 --> 00:41:52,712
by a medicine man using no
more than a pair of hands
547
00:41:53,046 --> 00:41:54,046
and a few crystals.
548
00:41:54,712 --> 00:41:56,587
- Christ, you're patronizing.
549
00:41:57,587 --> 00:41:59,087
-All I'm saying is that...
550
00:41:59,962 --> 00:42:04,379
we, everyone, have replaced
the system of belief
551
00:42:04,671 --> 00:42:06,087
with a system of disbelief.
552
00:42:07,087 --> 00:42:09,546
And that it's found its way
into everything we do and think.
553
00:42:10,004 --> 00:42:11,962
We've lost our capacity for wonder.
554
00:42:12,462 --> 00:42:14,337
And this is the insidious part.
555
00:42:14,879 --> 00:42:16,587
No one even knows it's happened.
556
00:42:17,004 --> 00:42:17,962
- Except for you.
557
00:42:27,129 --> 00:42:28,087
(lighter flicking)
558
00:42:30,129 --> 00:42:33,046
- They understand themselves, the Hopis.
559
00:42:35,546 --> 00:42:38,379
(bright upbeat music)
560
00:42:39,754 --> 00:42:40,837
- [Nina] I just got it.
561
00:42:41,962 --> 00:42:43,546
(chuckles) What do you think?
562
00:42:47,504 --> 00:42:49,754
- Doesn't matter what I think.
563
00:42:50,462 --> 00:42:53,296
- Well, what do you mean, it
doesn't matter what you think? I...
564
00:42:54,296 --> 00:42:55,546
I want your opinion.
565
00:42:57,921 --> 00:43:01,421
- (clearing throat) There's
only one reason to do art.
566
00:43:02,254 --> 00:43:03,587
It needs to be done.
567
00:43:05,129 --> 00:43:08,087
He did it. So why discuss it?
568
00:43:08,879 --> 00:43:10,462
- Oh, come on.
569
00:43:11,004 --> 00:43:12,796
I just wanted to know what you think.
570
00:43:17,004 --> 00:43:19,629
Where have you been,
Fitch? In your travels.
571
00:43:20,171 --> 00:43:22,671
- [Fitch] More places than
I can sometimes remember.
572
00:43:23,004 --> 00:43:23,754
- For example?
573
00:43:25,212 --> 00:43:26,296
- Wherever the spirit takes me.
574
00:43:26,754 --> 00:43:30,504
Far East, Africa, a year with
the Aborigines in Australia.
575
00:43:32,337 --> 00:43:34,421
- [Nina] Sort of massaged your
way from one end of the world
576
00:43:34,754 --> 00:43:35,546
to the other, huh?
577
00:43:37,046 --> 00:43:37,837
I envy that.
578
00:43:38,879 --> 00:43:42,379
- What? Traveling the world.
- Having no responsibilities.
579
00:43:42,712 --> 00:43:44,171
- [Fitch] No responsibilities?
580
00:43:44,712 --> 00:43:45,921
Just the opposite I think.
581
00:43:47,379 --> 00:43:49,129
- Why did you come here tonight?
582
00:43:49,754 --> 00:43:50,504
- Why wouldn't I?
583
00:43:51,546 --> 00:43:54,171
- The Far East, Africa, Aborigines.
584
00:43:54,587 --> 00:43:57,004
(chuckling) I'm not your style.
585
00:43:58,004 --> 00:44:01,962
- Doug asked me to. He
said you were different.
586
00:44:02,712 --> 00:44:06,629
- Did he? I like him.
587
00:44:07,462 --> 00:44:09,087
- He said of all the people he knew,
588
00:44:10,046 --> 00:44:11,587
you were the one who was most...
589
00:44:11,921 --> 00:44:14,379
- [Nina] What?
- Adrift.
590
00:44:16,296 --> 00:44:19,129
- Adrift?
- That was the word.
591
00:44:21,504 --> 00:44:22,546
- Why would he say that?
592
00:44:22,962 --> 00:44:24,129
- [Fitch] Doug's got the touch.
593
00:44:26,754 --> 00:44:28,379
- Well, what do you
suppose that means? Adrift.
594
00:44:28,671 --> 00:44:31,254
I mean, what does that mean?
595
00:44:32,504 --> 00:44:35,212
- Your heart, your
spirit. You're searching.
596
00:44:36,337 --> 00:44:38,212
- How would he know? He's a kid.
597
00:44:38,796 --> 00:44:41,379
- Not as much of a kid as
he thinks he is. Turn over.
598
00:44:43,254 --> 00:44:46,004
-All my life, it's been the same thing.
599
00:44:47,337 --> 00:44:49,962
Men refusing to see me for what I am.
600
00:44:50,629 --> 00:44:53,587
Projecting their idea of who
I should be on me instead.
601
00:44:54,337 --> 00:44:56,712
Now even the guy who
does my massages...
602
00:44:57,421 --> 00:44:58,921
wants me to be something I'm not.
603
00:44:59,712 --> 00:45:00,671
-And what's that?
604
00:45:01,254 --> 00:45:03,546
-A tormented, career-obsessed woman.
605
00:45:04,087 --> 00:45:05,754
I mean, why not take a little risk
606
00:45:06,462 --> 00:45:09,046
and actually get to know
someone on a more complex level?
607
00:45:11,546 --> 00:45:13,004
I really thought more of Douglas.
608
00:45:13,546 --> 00:45:16,546
I know he's your friend, but... (sighs)
609
00:45:16,921 --> 00:45:18,421
I really thought more of him.
610
00:45:19,004 --> 00:45:19,879
- So is it a risk?
611
00:45:20,629 --> 00:45:22,379
- [Nina] What?
- Complexity.
612
00:45:23,671 --> 00:45:25,171
Just now you said he wouldn't risk
613
00:45:25,462 --> 00:45:26,754
knowing you on a more complex level,
614
00:45:27,046 --> 00:45:30,087
so is complexity dangerous?
615
00:45:30,712 --> 00:45:33,962
- Isn't it?
- Well, you said it was.
616
00:45:34,712 --> 00:45:35,337
- Well, it is.
617
00:45:35,629 --> 00:45:37,879
Get, getting to know
someone is always a risk.
618
00:45:39,337 --> 00:45:41,671
- In what way?
- [Nina] In every way.
619
00:45:42,629 --> 00:45:43,796
In every conceivable way.
620
00:45:49,004 --> 00:45:52,129
(bright upbeat music)
621
00:46:04,462 --> 00:46:05,587
- I'm not sure I get it.
622
00:46:07,087 --> 00:46:11,004
(bright upbeat music continues)
623
00:46:20,004 --> 00:46:22,004
- I find myself thinking
about you all the time.
624
00:46:22,712 --> 00:46:24,004
- Is that a bad thing?
625
00:46:26,837 --> 00:46:28,462
- That's what I was gonna ask you.
626
00:46:29,254 --> 00:46:33,254
- Hmm, is everything in your
life always so complicated?
627
00:46:34,462 --> 00:46:37,587
- No. Just the important things.
628
00:46:40,962 --> 00:46:44,879
(bright upbeat music continues)
629
00:46:49,337 --> 00:46:52,087
(toilet flushing)
630
00:47:13,087 --> 00:47:15,004
- [Nina] Intimacy, whether it's emotional
631
00:47:15,504 --> 00:47:17,421
or intellectual or sexual,
632
00:47:17,879 --> 00:47:19,629
I think it can be very threatening.
633
00:47:20,462 --> 00:47:23,129
- [Fitch] Threatening or a risk?
634
00:47:23,796 --> 00:47:25,921
- [Nina] Semantics? Christ.
635
00:47:27,462 --> 00:47:28,379
- No, I'm just trying to understand you.
636
00:47:28,712 --> 00:47:29,712
You said said Doug didn't.
637
00:47:30,421 --> 00:47:32,712
So I'm trying to. Lay down.
638
00:47:34,337 --> 00:47:35,546
That's what these are for.
639
00:47:47,254 --> 00:47:50,546
Colors draw things out
of you, even in silence.
640
00:47:52,087 --> 00:47:54,629
- It's a fundamental difference
between men and women.
641
00:47:55,421 --> 00:47:56,379
- [Fitch] What is?
642
00:47:57,379 --> 00:47:59,129
- The degree of intimacy they're willing
643
00:47:59,421 --> 00:48:00,712
to open themselves up to.
644
00:48:01,504 --> 00:48:04,962
I mean, any relationship, not
just a romantic sexual one.
645
00:48:06,004 --> 00:48:07,087
- [Fitch] And you base that on?
646
00:48:07,712 --> 00:48:08,462
- [Nina] How did this happen?
647
00:48:08,796 --> 00:48:10,421
- Back up. Turn slowly one way.
648
00:48:10,712 --> 00:48:11,921
- [Nina] I thought I
came here to sketch you.
649
00:48:12,212 --> 00:48:13,421
(pencil scrawling)
650
00:48:14,796 --> 00:48:17,587
- [Fitch] Well, I'm not sure
there is this huge difference.
651
00:48:18,254 --> 00:48:19,629
I haven't seen it, anyway.
652
00:48:20,004 --> 00:48:21,962
-Are you trying to get a rise out of me?
653
00:48:22,296 --> 00:48:24,337
- Does it sound like
that? I didn't mean it to.
654
00:48:25,921 --> 00:48:28,004
- It's this whole thing we used to debate.
655
00:48:29,004 --> 00:48:30,962
Of what drives a man after sex.
656
00:48:31,379 --> 00:48:32,837
I mean, is it nature or
nurture that makes him
657
00:48:33,254 --> 00:48:35,921
wanna run for the door while a
woman would lie there forever?
658
00:48:36,337 --> 00:48:36,879
-And that's the difference?
659
00:48:37,212 --> 00:48:39,379
The etiquette of sex with a stranger?
660
00:48:39,921 --> 00:48:42,087
- I never said anything about strangers.
661
00:48:43,129 --> 00:48:45,004
- Well, as much as a man might be tempted,
662
00:48:45,587 --> 00:48:47,129
I don't think he's gonna bolt for the door
663
00:48:47,462 --> 00:48:49,171
the minute he's had sex with his wife.
664
00:48:51,921 --> 00:48:54,171
- Obviously, you don't
know the same men I do.
665
00:48:55,796 --> 00:48:58,087
- That's good. Now turn slow.
666
00:48:58,421 --> 00:48:59,796
- [Nina] This better be good.
667
00:49:01,212 --> 00:49:02,462
Show it to me.
- No.
668
00:49:03,004 --> 00:49:04,462
- Come show me.
- You like it?
669
00:49:05,046 --> 00:49:05,546
(artist chuckling)
670
00:49:05,879 --> 00:49:07,254
- You're so bad.
671
00:49:08,129 --> 00:49:12,837
(distant laughter)
What a man wants is an
illusion of what a woman is.
672
00:49:13,504 --> 00:49:15,212
What a man and a woman are together.
673
00:49:17,379 --> 00:49:19,546
- [Fitch] Any less of
an illusion, your idea?
674
00:49:20,171 --> 00:49:20,921
- What's that?
675
00:49:22,087 --> 00:49:23,296
- That all men are alike.
676
00:49:24,004 --> 00:49:24,796
I'm exactly the same as Doug.
677
00:49:25,129 --> 00:49:25,796
Doug's exactly the same as-
678
00:49:26,087 --> 00:49:27,837
-All men are alike
679
00:49:28,879 --> 00:49:31,337
in certain fundamental respects.
680
00:49:31,962 --> 00:49:33,546
I speak from experience.
681
00:49:35,171 --> 00:49:39,004
Two bad marriages, count
'em, before I was 27.
682
00:49:40,171 --> 00:49:42,504
There are some variations, but...
683
00:49:42,837 --> 00:49:44,087
they don't amount to much.
684
00:49:46,171 --> 00:49:46,921
Except for...
685
00:49:48,171 --> 00:49:51,254
(gentle sultry music)
686
00:49:54,296 --> 00:49:55,879
- I want you to sit for me.
687
00:49:58,337 --> 00:50:00,254
I want you to see yourself as I see you.
688
00:50:03,629 --> 00:50:05,046
(Nina sighs)
689
00:50:05,754 --> 00:50:08,921
- Except for what?
- Nothing.
690
00:50:18,087 --> 00:50:20,337
You really don't have to
bother with that, you know?
691
00:50:23,921 --> 00:50:24,712
- What's that?
692
00:50:25,087 --> 00:50:26,671
- The towel, covering up.
693
00:50:27,587 --> 00:50:29,046
I'm afraid I'm not very modest.
694
00:50:29,962 --> 00:50:32,587
Uh, I actually prefer it with nothing on.
695
00:50:33,254 --> 00:50:34,671
That's how Doug always does it.
696
00:50:35,254 --> 00:50:36,921
- [Fitch] Yeah, but Doug
can get away with it.
697
00:50:38,379 --> 00:50:39,837
- Get, get away with it, how?
698
00:50:40,754 --> 00:50:41,754
- Being gay.
699
00:50:45,837 --> 00:50:47,212
- Gay?
- [Fitch] Doug.
700
00:50:48,837 --> 00:50:51,254
You knew he was gay.
- Of course.
701
00:50:52,546 --> 00:50:55,462
- [Fitch] He said you did.
- Yeah, sure.
702
00:50:56,921 --> 00:50:59,046
- [Fitch] He's usually
very upfront about it.
703
00:51:00,296 --> 00:51:01,296
- Very upfront.
704
00:51:02,296 --> 00:51:07,212
(gentle sultry music)
(Nina moaning)
705
00:51:10,546 --> 00:51:11,754
- That's how he and I met.
706
00:51:13,254 --> 00:51:14,212
He thought I was gay.
707
00:51:16,046 --> 00:51:17,462
Well, actually a friend
of his I worked on,
708
00:51:17,754 --> 00:51:18,796
he thought I was gay.
709
00:51:19,212 --> 00:51:21,587
- You're not?
- No.
710
00:51:23,379 --> 00:51:26,629
But Doug thinks everybody's
gay. That's part of his charm.
711
00:51:28,879 --> 00:51:31,629
I think he's bisexual
in some half-assed way.
712
00:51:33,671 --> 00:51:34,712
- Nevertheless.
713
00:51:36,629 --> 00:51:38,587
- What?
- Still?
714
00:51:39,046 --> 00:51:40,962
- [Fitch] Yeah?
- The towel.
715
00:51:47,504 --> 00:51:50,587
(bright sultry music)
716
00:51:52,254 --> 00:51:54,837
(Alice moaning)
717
00:51:58,587 --> 00:52:01,171
(Alice panting)
718
00:52:18,421 --> 00:52:21,296
(gentle sultry music continues)
719
00:52:21,796 --> 00:52:24,212
- If you're ever interested in
something a little different,
720
00:52:24,629 --> 00:52:26,421
you might like to try shiatsu.
721
00:52:28,046 --> 00:52:29,379
It's all about stimulating...
722
00:52:31,046 --> 00:52:32,962
energies in different parts of the body.
723
00:52:36,962 --> 00:52:39,629
No oil used at all.
724
00:52:41,504 --> 00:52:43,421
Skin rarely touches skin.
725
00:52:45,754 --> 00:52:49,671
(gentle sultry music continues)
726
00:52:56,712 --> 00:52:58,296
- You're getting pretty good at this.
727
00:52:59,046 --> 00:53:01,337
You better be careful or you'll spoil me.
728
00:53:04,546 --> 00:53:05,462
-And if I do?
729
00:53:07,129 --> 00:53:08,379
- Well, you're the one
who's gonna have to live
730
00:53:08,712 --> 00:53:10,171
with the consequences.
731
00:53:14,671 --> 00:53:15,504
- I'll risk it.
732
00:53:19,504 --> 00:53:21,087
- I tried it once.
733
00:53:25,712 --> 00:53:28,712
(sighs) Tell me about your family, Fitch.
734
00:53:29,546 --> 00:53:32,087
- [Fitch] My family?
- Your family, now gone.
735
00:53:33,379 --> 00:53:34,671
- There's not much to tell.
736
00:53:36,046 --> 00:53:37,462
- [Nina] What was your father?
737
00:53:40,504 --> 00:53:43,462
- Executive. Ad man.
738
00:53:45,254 --> 00:53:46,712
My father's family had money.
739
00:53:47,796 --> 00:53:51,379
My mother's side too.
Not a lot, but money.
740
00:53:53,337 --> 00:53:56,046
Comfortable would be how
they described themselves.
741
00:53:57,004 --> 00:53:59,879
(family chattering)
742
00:54:00,254 --> 00:54:02,296
We used to do things
like dress for dinner...
743
00:54:03,837 --> 00:54:04,921
on a Saturday night.
744
00:54:05,254 --> 00:54:06,379
- [Nina] Sounds like fun.
745
00:54:08,046 --> 00:54:09,712
- Sometimes we'd have guests.
746
00:54:10,504 --> 00:54:11,879
Someone from my father's agency,
747
00:54:12,337 --> 00:54:15,379
some client and his wife.
748
00:54:17,796 --> 00:54:19,462
But usually it was just the family.
749
00:54:21,004 --> 00:54:23,671
My parents, my sister and me.
750
00:54:27,004 --> 00:54:30,837
It's funny talking about roles.
751
00:54:32,671 --> 00:54:35,337
My parents had these roles,
which they seem to inhabit.
752
00:54:37,837 --> 00:54:39,004
You can get up now.
753
00:54:49,171 --> 00:54:51,004
My father, the shrewd businessman,
754
00:54:51,337 --> 00:54:53,671
my mother, the thoughtful
patron of the arts.
755
00:54:57,712 --> 00:55:00,171
Which as it turned out,
was a kind of fiction.
756
00:55:00,629 --> 00:55:02,296
(gentle serene music)
757
00:55:02,921 --> 00:55:03,629
- How?
758
00:55:05,587 --> 00:55:06,504
- Well, it was all the same to her.
759
00:55:06,837 --> 00:55:09,171
Classical music, classical art.
760
00:55:10,296 --> 00:55:12,837
Didn't matter who or what
it was. It was all lovely.
761
00:55:14,462 --> 00:55:17,046
The woman, and I've
almost come to admire this
762
00:55:17,337 --> 00:55:18,587
about her over the years,
763
00:55:19,337 --> 00:55:21,212
didn't have a critical bone in her body.
764
00:55:23,504 --> 00:55:26,337
She was the type of person
they created public television for.
765
00:55:27,337 --> 00:55:28,796
One night, it was one of these...
766
00:55:30,212 --> 00:55:31,337
Saturday night deals
767
00:55:31,671 --> 00:55:33,212
and there was a very
important client coming.
768
00:55:35,212 --> 00:55:38,046
All the men were supposed
to wear a black tie.
769
00:55:39,462 --> 00:55:41,879
About 10 minutes before
the guests were to arrive,
770
00:55:43,296 --> 00:55:45,171
I came downstairs dressed and ready.
771
00:55:47,796 --> 00:55:50,671
My father took one look at me,
772
00:55:52,337 --> 00:55:54,421
and let's say he wasn't pleased.
773
00:55:55,379 --> 00:55:58,629
- [Nina] Why?
- It was my bow tie.
774
00:56:00,129 --> 00:56:02,462
He said that by wearing one
of those clip-on bow ties,
775
00:56:02,796 --> 00:56:05,212
I was humiliating him beyond humiliation.
776
00:56:06,754 --> 00:56:11,504
He said that, "Areal
gentleman ties his own tie.
777
00:56:11,921 --> 00:56:13,504
You look like a bus boy."
778
00:56:16,796 --> 00:56:17,962
- That's nice.
779
00:56:18,296 --> 00:56:20,796
You were how old?
- 17.
780
00:56:22,087 --> 00:56:24,796
But he wasn't ranting, you
have to understand. Never.
781
00:56:25,504 --> 00:56:26,671
- [Nina] What did you do?
782
00:56:27,671 --> 00:56:28,837
- I pulled the tie apart.
783
00:56:29,712 --> 00:56:30,462
- [Nina] What do you mean?
784
00:56:30,879 --> 00:56:32,546
- Well, it wasn't a clip-on, you see.
785
00:56:33,296 --> 00:56:35,671
It was one of your
standard J Press bow ties.
786
00:56:36,962 --> 00:56:40,754
I'd tied it so well,
I'd done it so perfectly
787
00:56:41,796 --> 00:56:42,879
that it looked too good.
788
00:56:44,796 --> 00:56:46,254
- [Nina] What did he do then?
789
00:56:46,837 --> 00:56:48,462
- [Fitch] He told me to re-tie it.
790
00:56:52,754 --> 00:56:53,504
Re-tie it.
791
00:56:59,212 --> 00:57:02,379
(gentle wistful music)
792
00:57:06,379 --> 00:57:08,046
(Nina sighs)
793
00:57:17,087 --> 00:57:18,796
- That's it?
- [Fitch] That's it.
794
00:57:20,212 --> 00:57:22,129
- No apologies, or...
795
00:57:23,671 --> 00:57:25,254
And you weren't angry?
- No.
796
00:57:25,962 --> 00:57:26,837
On your side.
797
00:57:27,254 --> 00:57:30,004
- Not at all?
- [Fitch] Wasn't about anger.
798
00:57:32,212 --> 00:57:33,337
- [Nina] What was it about?
799
00:57:33,671 --> 00:57:34,712
(Fitch grunting)
800
00:57:37,629 --> 00:57:41,337
- Responsibilities. Expectations.
801
00:57:42,296 --> 00:57:45,296
My mother, my father, they
were trapped. (grunts)
802
00:57:45,879 --> 00:57:48,796
Trapped by their
responsibilities to things
803
00:57:49,087 --> 00:57:50,129
that they never thought twice about.
804
00:57:50,421 --> 00:57:54,296
Trapped by their own
expectations of themselves.
805
00:57:56,921 --> 00:57:58,212
- I don't know anyone who doesn't feel
806
00:57:58,504 --> 00:58:01,087
some sort of ambivalence
toward their parents.
807
00:58:01,671 --> 00:58:03,254
They are who they are.
808
00:58:03,671 --> 00:58:05,212
You are who they are.
809
00:58:05,837 --> 00:58:07,087
But then again, you're not.
810
00:58:08,254 --> 00:58:09,504
- I wasn't ambivalent about them.
811
00:58:09,879 --> 00:58:11,087
Not at all. I liked them.
812
00:58:13,129 --> 00:58:15,379
I totally accepted who they were.
813
00:58:16,712 --> 00:58:18,129
Maybe even more than they did.
814
00:58:22,087 --> 00:58:23,129
(Fitch grunts)
815
00:58:25,296 --> 00:58:28,337
(gentle serene music)
816
00:58:31,962 --> 00:58:34,587
(Alice moaning)
817
00:58:42,296 --> 00:58:46,296
-Angels keep their ancient places,
818
00:58:46,754 --> 00:58:48,921
Turn but a stone and start a wing.
819
00:58:49,462 --> 00:58:50,337
- What is that?
820
00:58:50,712 --> 00:58:53,129
- I don't know. It's just
this poem I once knew.
821
00:58:54,046 --> 00:58:55,921
It's funny how I just remembered it.
822
00:58:57,337 --> 00:58:59,921
(Alice humming)
823
00:59:03,212 --> 00:59:04,337
They're the same. Did you know that?
824
00:59:04,671 --> 00:59:05,879
Those two songs.
825
00:59:07,046 --> 00:59:09,504
"Streets of Laredo" and
"St. James Infirmary."
826
00:59:10,879 --> 00:59:12,462
- Really?
- Mm-hmm.
827
00:59:13,754 --> 00:59:15,254
It started out as the
same song, and then
828
00:59:15,546 --> 00:59:18,296
just over the years,
went in different places.
829
00:59:19,921 --> 00:59:22,837
See? Out of one place, a lot
of different things could come.
830
00:59:26,629 --> 00:59:30,587
- With my family, my
parents, it was more, what?
831
00:59:31,421 --> 00:59:32,921
Being invisible, I guess.
832
00:59:33,921 --> 00:59:35,796
My father was an engineer,
833
00:59:36,296 --> 00:59:39,212
and he used to invent all these
things that you'd never see.
834
00:59:39,962 --> 00:59:42,379
Things that went inside these
huge industrial machines
835
00:59:42,671 --> 00:59:46,254
to make them run faster, smoother, safer.
836
00:59:47,671 --> 00:59:50,046
But he never owned any of his inventions.
837
00:59:50,337 --> 00:59:51,462
His company did.
838
00:59:52,129 --> 00:59:54,254
So he never made any
real money to speak of.
839
00:59:55,254 --> 00:59:58,046
And the things he created
went inside other things. So,
840
00:59:58,379 --> 01:00:01,171
no one outside that company
even knew who he was.
841
01:00:03,296 --> 01:00:04,962
He just did his thing.
842
01:00:07,462 --> 01:00:08,879
- Maybe he liked it that way.
843
01:00:10,462 --> 01:00:12,421
Maybe he didn't want any recognition.
844
01:00:13,421 --> 01:00:14,962
- Everyone wants recognition.
845
01:00:20,129 --> 01:00:21,837
- The Hopis have a word for it.
846
01:00:22,546 --> 01:00:24,962
Pinu'u. It means I am I.
847
01:00:27,004 --> 01:00:29,587
- With my mother, it was
pretty much the same thing.
848
01:00:30,504 --> 01:00:32,254
She had one of the only acceptable jobs
849
01:00:32,587 --> 01:00:34,046
a woman had in those days.
850
01:00:34,629 --> 01:00:36,296
A nurse, and a good one.
851
01:00:36,796 --> 01:00:38,171
(announcer speaking over intercom)
852
01:00:38,796 --> 01:00:41,921
But like most other nurses,
she was completely ignored,
853
01:00:42,921 --> 01:00:45,754
totally stepped on by every
doctor she ever worked with.
854
01:00:47,671 --> 01:00:49,462
It used to break my heart to see it,
855
01:00:50,087 --> 01:00:51,171
two people like that.
856
01:00:52,879 --> 01:00:55,296
As gifted as they were, as caring.
857
01:00:56,462 --> 01:00:58,004
I swore I wouldn't live that way.
858
01:01:02,337 --> 01:01:04,837
Which is what led me to Andy, I suppose.
859
01:01:07,921 --> 01:01:09,546
He was on the faculty
of the art department
860
01:01:09,879 --> 01:01:11,421
at the college I was going to.
861
01:01:12,629 --> 01:01:15,212
For someone like me, a small town girl,
862
01:01:15,546 --> 01:01:19,254
18, anonymous,
it was liberation.
863
01:01:20,837 --> 01:01:22,962
It took three years,
but we finally did it.
864
01:01:23,546 --> 01:01:25,129
(moans) Got married.
865
01:01:25,962 --> 01:01:29,004
My parents weren't very pleased. (sighs)
866
01:01:31,087 --> 01:01:32,421
- How long were you married?
867
01:01:33,921 --> 01:01:35,837
- Hmm, good question. Let's see.
868
01:01:36,962 --> 01:01:38,212
Two, three weeks, anyway.
869
01:01:38,754 --> 01:01:39,504
- What happened?
870
01:01:41,129 --> 01:01:43,754
- Well, as popular as my
husband was on campus,
871
01:01:44,046 --> 01:01:46,046
he was revered south of the border.
872
01:01:47,046 --> 01:01:50,462
And hard as it is to believe
today, I didn't have a clue.
873
01:01:51,379 --> 01:01:54,462
(bright upbeat music)
874
01:02:03,046 --> 01:02:04,254
- Hey, where you goin'?
875
01:02:05,129 --> 01:02:05,879
- Hey.
876
01:02:08,087 --> 01:02:09,046
- It's all there. Go.
877
01:02:10,879 --> 01:02:13,546
- I was 18, 19, 20. I was a child.
878
01:02:14,546 --> 01:02:16,629
(tires screeching)
879
01:02:20,671 --> 01:02:22,254
- [Fitch] Eager for attention.
880
01:02:23,837 --> 01:02:27,212
-Andy was charming. But the
truth is he wasn't very smart.
881
01:02:27,796 --> 01:02:29,921
Made one too many trips through customs.
882
01:02:32,754 --> 01:02:33,712
-All right, sign this.
883
01:02:36,462 --> 01:02:38,337
I can give him the forms
on Kevin Locke.
884
01:02:38,712 --> 01:02:39,254
- Sit here and wait.
885
01:02:39,587 --> 01:02:40,129
(clipboard thuds)
886
01:02:42,754 --> 01:02:45,879
(officers chattering)
887
01:02:49,712 --> 01:02:52,504
- I guess I should be grateful
it wasn't on our honeymoon.
888
01:02:54,796 --> 01:02:56,796
Yeah, I did it for attention. Sure.
889
01:02:58,587 --> 01:03:00,837
Which can't be said
about my second husband.
890
01:03:01,921 --> 01:03:04,254
'Cause I took my parents'
advice after that.
891
01:03:04,796 --> 01:03:08,129
Settled down with a decent,
honorable, hardworking boy.
892
01:03:09,212 --> 01:03:10,712
It was like a four year nap.
893
01:03:14,129 --> 01:03:15,671
They were mistakes.
894
01:03:16,546 --> 01:03:19,046
- But you learned from 'em.
- Not really.
895
01:03:20,379 --> 01:03:21,129
Well, maybe.
896
01:03:22,212 --> 01:03:23,962
I did decide that the only men
897
01:03:24,254 --> 01:03:26,212
you should ever seriously
consider marrying
898
01:03:26,504 --> 01:03:28,462
are those who already are.
899
01:03:28,921 --> 01:03:31,462
For the most part, they've
had some experience on it.
900
01:03:36,671 --> 01:03:38,046
- [Fitch] Let's take a break.
901
01:03:51,212 --> 01:03:55,171
Heat, like a hot bath can
sometimes stimulate or relax.
902
01:03:57,504 --> 01:04:00,212
This is the kind of Japanese
acupuncture where we use heat...
903
01:04:01,004 --> 01:04:02,421
instead of needles.
904
01:04:03,462 --> 01:04:04,796
And we put it on here,
905
01:04:07,962 --> 01:04:10,379
and we put it on here for nervous tension.
906
01:04:15,504 --> 01:04:16,796
- So how about you?
907
01:04:18,046 --> 01:04:19,171
- How about me what?
908
01:04:20,546 --> 01:04:21,546
Married?
909
01:04:22,837 --> 01:04:23,754
No.
910
01:04:24,546 --> 01:04:27,087
- Never?
- Never.
911
01:04:27,546 --> 01:04:28,296
- [Nina] Close?
912
01:04:29,962 --> 01:04:32,379
- Maybe, I suppose so.
Depends how close you mean.
913
01:04:34,421 --> 01:04:38,296
-A serious relationship,
a meaningful relationship.
914
01:04:39,087 --> 01:04:41,046
You've had one of those, I would hope.
915
01:04:41,504 --> 01:04:42,879
- I would hope so.
916
01:04:43,754 --> 01:04:46,546
- Nothing that stirred
the old conjugal instinct?
917
01:04:47,087 --> 01:04:48,337
-An instinct. Is that what it is?
918
01:04:48,837 --> 01:04:50,629
- The desire to mate? Sure.
919
01:04:51,046 --> 01:04:53,379
- The desire to mate is
not the desire to marry.
920
01:04:55,087 --> 01:04:56,254
- No, I suppose not.
921
01:04:57,379 --> 01:04:58,837
- No more than standing in a firing squad
922
01:04:59,171 --> 01:05:01,421
is the same as standing in
front of a firing squad.
923
01:05:02,962 --> 01:05:03,712
- Right.
924
01:05:04,712 --> 01:05:05,796
- What's getting married about, anyway?
925
01:05:06,129 --> 01:05:09,337
Two people swept up in
some out of control,
926
01:05:09,671 --> 01:05:11,671
delusive kind of passion, swearing to God
927
01:05:12,004 --> 01:05:13,879
they're gonna stay that way
for the rest of their lives.
928
01:05:14,462 --> 01:05:16,462
- Oh, so you're a romantic.
929
01:05:17,837 --> 01:05:19,296
- For me, what comes out of an experience
930
01:05:19,629 --> 01:05:22,296
isn't nearly so interesting
as the experience itself.
931
01:05:23,212 --> 01:05:25,629
(dog barking)
932
01:05:26,796 --> 01:05:29,879
(gentle serene music)
933
01:05:30,962 --> 01:05:33,337
How many people know passion?
I mean, really know it?
934
01:05:35,837 --> 01:05:36,587
- Who was she?
935
01:05:38,754 --> 01:05:39,629
How'd you meet her?
936
01:05:43,671 --> 01:05:47,587
(gentle serene music continues)
937
01:05:49,296 --> 01:05:51,462
- I was running from
myself and she wasn't.
938
01:05:54,421 --> 01:05:56,629
Some people from the
moment they're born...
939
01:05:57,379 --> 01:05:58,462
know what their destiny is.
940
01:05:58,754 --> 01:05:59,587
They live with it.
941
01:06:01,462 --> 01:06:02,879
It's as much a part of them...
942
01:06:04,254 --> 01:06:05,879
as the color of their eyes.
943
01:06:06,379 --> 01:06:07,254
- [Alice] Is it on?
944
01:06:09,379 --> 01:06:10,087
- It's on.
945
01:06:10,879 --> 01:06:12,379
- Okay, don't look.
946
01:06:16,837 --> 01:06:21,796
♪ I went down to St. James Infirmary ♪
947
01:06:22,629 --> 01:06:26,296
♪ To see my baby there ♪
948
01:06:26,712 --> 01:06:28,296
♪ She was stretched out ♪
949
01:06:28,837 --> 01:06:32,129
♪ On a long white table ♪
950
01:06:32,462 --> 01:06:36,754
♪ So cold, so pale, so fair ♪
951
01:06:37,962 --> 01:06:39,712
- But it makes them a little old too.
952
01:06:42,379 --> 01:06:43,879
It's because they understand.
953
01:06:44,754 --> 01:06:47,754
- Understand what?
- Everything.
954
01:06:54,504 --> 01:06:56,421
- (sighs) You're rich.
955
01:06:58,296 --> 01:07:01,587
It's not your fault.
That's why you're here.
956
01:07:03,837 --> 01:07:06,462
Because you can afford to
run away from your problems.
957
01:07:09,087 --> 01:07:11,671
(birds singing)
958
01:07:15,337 --> 01:07:17,129
- So what happened to her?
959
01:07:19,796 --> 01:07:22,212
(gentle wistful music)
960
01:07:36,796 --> 01:07:40,796
(gentle wistful music continues)
961
01:07:52,796 --> 01:07:55,212
(dog barking)
962
01:08:16,046 --> 01:08:19,296
- People drift apart.
- [Nina] Not always.
963
01:08:20,462 --> 01:08:21,546
- More often than not.
964
01:08:23,421 --> 01:08:24,921
You get to a point of knowing a person,
965
01:08:25,212 --> 01:08:26,962
then you start asking what's left.
966
01:08:28,046 --> 01:08:30,712
- Well, maybe you just think
you've gotten to that point.
967
01:08:31,129 --> 01:08:32,546
- Well, that's what I've found.
968
01:08:34,129 --> 01:08:35,087
At some point,
969
01:08:35,671 --> 01:08:38,546
you just realize there are not
going to be any more surprises.
970
01:08:40,921 --> 01:08:45,254
- (sighs) Just decide what
it is you want me to do.
971
01:08:49,546 --> 01:08:51,546
Just decide and tell me.
972
01:08:52,546 --> 01:08:56,337
-And you like surprises?
Or is it variety?
973
01:09:00,004 --> 01:09:03,171
I don't. I don't like surprises.
974
01:09:03,504 --> 01:09:04,879
I don't like variety.
975
01:09:06,296 --> 01:09:08,171
Variety is some guy in
a leather jockstrap,
976
01:09:08,504 --> 01:09:10,171
who's just had his nipples pierced.
977
01:09:11,337 --> 01:09:12,962
Don't think I haven't dated them.
978
01:09:19,837 --> 01:09:22,212
(sighs) I guess I shouldn't blame people
979
01:09:22,546 --> 01:09:23,712
for what they think of me,
980
01:09:24,587 --> 01:09:26,212
no more than I blame myself.
981
01:09:26,712 --> 01:09:29,796
(bright upbeat music)
982
01:09:42,754 --> 01:09:45,504
- I'm seeing something for
the first time looking at you.
983
01:09:46,421 --> 01:09:47,171
- What's that?
984
01:09:49,337 --> 01:09:50,087
-An empty room.
985
01:09:51,962 --> 01:09:52,754
A locked door.
986
01:10:03,462 --> 01:10:06,587
- So much of what people do
is just invention anyway.
987
01:10:07,379 --> 01:10:11,171
Inventing themselves.
Inventing their friendships.
988
01:10:12,712 --> 01:10:16,379
- Is that what you did? Invent yourself.
989
01:10:17,837 --> 01:10:18,754
- [Nina] Didn't you?
990
01:10:19,921 --> 01:10:22,712
Poor little rich boy run
off to join the Indians?
991
01:10:24,921 --> 01:10:28,462
- [Alice] You know, the most
dangerous thing in the world
992
01:10:29,087 --> 01:10:31,421
is to think you've got
time to play it safe.
993
01:10:35,212 --> 01:10:38,379
(gentle wistful music)
994
01:10:47,337 --> 01:10:48,837
- Is that what it seems like?
995
01:10:51,129 --> 01:10:52,337
- It's what it is.
996
01:10:58,337 --> 01:10:59,337
Where do you show?
997
01:11:01,379 --> 01:11:04,004
- Where do I show? (chuckles)
998
01:11:07,796 --> 01:11:09,796
- We're alike, I guess, you and me.
999
01:11:14,754 --> 01:11:16,296
- You know nothing about me.
1000
01:11:17,046 --> 01:11:20,462
- [Nina] Don't I?
- Not a thing.
1001
01:11:21,004 --> 01:11:24,046
- I know self-indulgence
is not self-fulfillment.
1002
01:11:24,504 --> 01:11:26,962
- [Fitch] At least I don't
go hiding behind things.
1003
01:11:27,962 --> 01:11:30,587
- Yes, you do. In the worst possible way.
1004
01:11:30,921 --> 01:11:31,921
You hide behind your soul,
1005
01:11:32,212 --> 01:11:34,587
behind all this ooga booga bullshit.
1006
01:11:41,546 --> 01:11:45,046
(bright upbeat music)
1007
01:11:45,671 --> 01:11:49,546
Am I really an empty room?
- Yes.
1008
01:12:04,879 --> 01:12:06,296
- [Nina] Even now?
1009
01:12:09,587 --> 01:12:11,921
(Nina moans)
1010
01:12:12,837 --> 01:12:15,254
(bright upbeat music continues)
1011
01:12:16,796 --> 01:12:19,254
(Nina moaning)
1012
01:12:23,421 --> 01:12:25,921
(Nina moaning)
1013
01:12:43,171 --> 01:12:45,504
(Nina moans)
1014
01:12:52,837 --> 01:12:54,546
- [Fitch] Is this how Doug does it?
1015
01:12:55,837 --> 01:12:56,754
- Excuse me?
1016
01:13:00,629 --> 01:13:04,546
(bright upbeat music continues)
1017
01:13:30,337 --> 01:13:33,712
- [Fitch] Maybe the whole
thing's a question of perception.
1018
01:13:35,296 --> 01:13:36,337
- What is?
1019
01:13:37,421 --> 01:13:38,921
- [Fitch] Well, it's not
the way people see you
1020
01:13:39,254 --> 01:13:39,796
that's the problem.
1021
01:13:40,087 --> 01:13:42,171
It's the way you see them seeing you.
1022
01:13:42,962 --> 01:13:43,921
- How do you mean?
1023
01:13:44,796 --> 01:13:48,337
- Like, Doug. He said you were,
the word he used was adrift.
1024
01:13:50,504 --> 01:13:53,712
But he never said whether you
were single or not single.
1025
01:13:54,046 --> 01:13:55,087
He never said anything at all
1026
01:13:55,379 --> 01:13:57,296
beyond the initial observation, that is.
1027
01:13:59,087 --> 01:14:00,754
- [Nina] I'm not sure I follow you.
1028
01:14:03,837 --> 01:14:05,712
- You like things, nice things.
1029
01:14:07,462 --> 01:14:08,171
- I do.
1030
01:14:09,504 --> 01:14:12,379
- [Fitch] And you have
nice things. Lots of them.
1031
01:14:12,796 --> 01:14:13,546
-A few.
1032
01:14:15,587 --> 01:14:17,462
- But you feel like a failure.
1033
01:14:17,879 --> 01:14:18,587
(chuckles)
1034
01:14:18,962 --> 01:14:21,087
- Did I say that?
- Don't you?
1035
01:14:23,254 --> 01:14:24,421
- You're gonna pull out your crystals
1036
01:14:24,712 --> 01:14:26,129
and tell me I'm of two hearts?
1037
01:14:28,254 --> 01:14:31,504
- No, but what I believe
1038
01:14:31,837 --> 01:14:33,671
is not ooga booga bullshit.
1039
01:14:36,546 --> 01:14:38,587
It comes from firsthand experience.
1040
01:14:42,212 --> 01:14:45,462
There are people who
have lots of possessions,
1041
01:14:45,796 --> 01:14:47,296
and they're made miserable by them.
1042
01:14:48,379 --> 01:14:50,504
-And there are people who
live in refrigerator crates
1043
01:14:50,796 --> 01:14:52,504
who would trade places in a second.
1044
01:14:53,046 --> 01:14:56,212
I buy things, I admit it.
But I'm not a materialist.
1045
01:14:56,587 --> 01:14:59,546
Not really, because to
me, things are things.
1046
01:14:59,837 --> 01:15:00,712
They mean nothing.
1047
01:15:01,671 --> 01:15:04,254
- That's not true. They carry memories.
1048
01:15:04,629 --> 01:15:08,212
That's what makes them meaningful.
There's a link to people.
1049
01:15:09,837 --> 01:15:11,879
-All I do is I usually
end up just...
1050
01:15:12,212 --> 01:15:15,546
frustrated by the conspicuous
consumption, angry even.
1051
01:15:16,837 --> 01:15:19,129
- That's because you think
that whatever you are buying
1052
01:15:19,421 --> 01:15:22,171
is going to make you younger
or happier or sexier.
1053
01:15:22,671 --> 01:15:24,212
- I see what you're doing, you know.
1054
01:15:24,629 --> 01:15:26,796
You're trying to convince
me how miserable I am.
1055
01:15:27,129 --> 01:15:27,962
- [Fitch] And am I succeeding?
1056
01:15:28,254 --> 01:15:29,754
- No, you're just pissing me off.
1057
01:15:30,129 --> 01:15:30,796
-And why is that?
1058
01:15:31,171 --> 01:15:33,754
- Because unlike you, I
wasn't given anything.
1059
01:15:34,296 --> 01:15:36,712
And I'm not talking about money, not just.
1060
01:15:37,379 --> 01:15:39,254
Everything I own, everything I have,
1061
01:15:39,587 --> 01:15:41,004
I earned in one way or another.
1062
01:15:41,337 --> 01:15:42,129
So don't tell me I'm wrong.
1063
01:15:42,421 --> 01:15:43,754
Don't tell me I'm immoral
1064
01:15:44,129 --> 01:15:46,671
because I chose to make something
of my life and you didn't.
1065
01:15:47,087 --> 01:15:49,171
I mean, shouldn't a man
your age be something?
1066
01:15:49,712 --> 01:15:51,504
- I know you've made
something of your life.
1067
01:15:51,879 --> 01:15:54,004
I'm just asking you what that is.
1068
01:15:54,337 --> 01:15:57,004
- No, you're not. Not anymore.
1069
01:16:01,379 --> 01:16:03,837
You wanna know what the
difference is between you and me?
1070
01:16:04,129 --> 01:16:04,879
Really?
1071
01:16:06,421 --> 01:16:08,296
The difference is you've
spent so much time
1072
01:16:08,629 --> 01:16:10,087
completely rationalizing your life
1073
01:16:10,421 --> 01:16:11,837
that you actually believe it.
1074
01:16:12,837 --> 01:16:14,504
You're a very lonely man, Fitch.
1075
01:16:15,837 --> 01:16:16,962
- You let him touch you.
1076
01:16:19,837 --> 01:16:20,462
- Who?
1077
01:16:21,546 --> 01:16:23,004
- You expect him to touch you.
1078
01:16:24,337 --> 01:16:25,754
- Expect who to?
1079
01:16:26,129 --> 01:16:27,629
- That's what it's about,
isn't it? Doug and you?
1080
01:16:27,962 --> 01:16:29,462
It's about sex, isn't it?
1081
01:16:34,296 --> 01:16:35,046
- I don't know.
1082
01:16:38,712 --> 01:16:40,504
Did he say something to you? Douglas?
1083
01:16:42,879 --> 01:16:46,962
(sighs) Christ. That obvious, huh?
1084
01:16:50,962 --> 01:16:52,921
I know it doesn't mean anything to him.
1085
01:16:53,296 --> 01:16:54,296
He's very discreet.
1086
01:16:57,129 --> 01:17:00,337
(sighs) It's not like he does
anything more than touch me.
1087
01:17:03,379 --> 01:17:05,379
It's about as safe as sex gets these days.
1088
01:17:09,379 --> 01:17:12,546
I try to be too. Discreet.
1089
01:17:12,962 --> 01:17:14,046
We never talk about it.
1090
01:17:15,462 --> 01:17:17,671
We just pretend it's part of the massage.
1091
01:17:18,379 --> 01:17:19,379
- [Fitch] Which it is.
1092
01:17:21,796 --> 01:17:23,962
-All relationships
are a form of currency,
1093
01:17:24,296 --> 01:17:26,171
I've come to the unfortunate conclusion.
1094
01:17:27,546 --> 01:17:29,879
I'm using you just like you're using me,
1095
01:17:30,337 --> 01:17:33,254
using you, using me,
and on and on it goes.
1096
01:17:35,129 --> 01:17:39,254
The money part, it's at least honest.
1097
01:17:40,962 --> 01:17:41,587
(answering machine clicks)
1098
01:17:41,879 --> 01:17:42,879
Hi, this is Nina.
1099
01:17:43,171 --> 01:17:43,921
At the sound of the tone,
1100
01:17:44,212 --> 01:17:45,254
the voice you hear will be your own.
1101
01:17:45,587 --> 01:17:46,421
(answering machine beeps)
1102
01:17:46,712 --> 01:17:48,171
- [Doug] Hey, Nina, you there?
1103
01:17:48,754 --> 01:17:50,879
Hey, it's, uh, me, Douglas. (laughs)
1104
01:17:52,254 --> 01:17:53,087
- You gonna answer?
1105
01:17:54,212 --> 01:17:56,046
- Listen, uh, sorry about the switch,
1106
01:17:56,379 --> 01:17:59,587
but, um, something came up and, uh,
1107
01:17:59,879 --> 01:18:00,962
actually I was just kind of calling to see
1108
01:18:01,296 --> 01:18:02,629
if Fitch made it by there.
1109
01:18:02,921 --> 01:18:03,671
Look, I know you'll really like him.
1110
01:18:03,962 --> 01:18:06,004
He's a really decent
guy and, uh,
1111
01:18:06,587 --> 01:18:08,337
I don't know, maybe he's
already been there and left.
1112
01:18:09,129 --> 01:18:12,171
So, uh, anyway, I will see
you same time next week.
1113
01:18:12,462 --> 01:18:14,171
Okay, same place. All right.
1114
01:18:14,629 --> 01:18:16,171
Ciao, Bella. Bye-bye.
1115
01:18:17,254 --> 01:18:18,837
Thanks, can you stow that for me?
1116
01:18:20,879 --> 01:18:21,629
Are you mad?
1117
01:18:23,337 --> 01:18:24,296
Don't be upset.
1118
01:18:25,421 --> 01:18:27,046
You're tense. Don't be tense.
1119
01:18:34,004 --> 01:18:36,087
- Well, I can't say this is
the most relaxing massage
1120
01:18:36,421 --> 01:18:37,254
I've ever had.
1121
01:18:38,171 --> 01:18:39,087
- But is the best.
1122
01:18:45,462 --> 01:18:47,296
- I wasn't being totally honest.
1123
01:18:47,754 --> 01:18:48,504
-About what?
1124
01:18:50,212 --> 01:18:52,587
- Men. Men and me.
1125
01:18:55,046 --> 01:18:56,546
As much as I choose not to believe it,
1126
01:18:56,837 --> 01:18:59,421
the truth is I've been
involved with a lot of them.
1127
01:19:00,087 --> 01:19:02,587
Always more of the same, sorry to say.
1128
01:19:06,087 --> 01:19:08,462
(sighs) At the middle of last year,
1129
01:19:10,087 --> 01:19:12,171
this man suddenly came into my life.
1130
01:19:12,837 --> 01:19:15,629
Or I guess if I was being
totally honest with myself,
1131
01:19:16,671 --> 01:19:18,296
I came into his.
1132
01:19:18,629 --> 01:19:21,337
(bright gentle music)
1133
01:19:21,754 --> 01:19:22,587
An artist.
1134
01:19:23,796 --> 01:19:24,754
You have to understand,
1135
01:19:25,129 --> 01:19:27,837
in my world so much is done for effect.
1136
01:19:29,046 --> 01:19:31,379
And here was someone who
did nothing for effect.
1137
01:19:32,629 --> 01:19:35,337
He was who he was. No apologies.
1138
01:19:36,546 --> 01:19:37,546
He treated me well.
1139
01:19:38,671 --> 01:19:40,421
Very well. Better than I treated him.
1140
01:19:42,712 --> 01:19:45,087
And all he expected in return
1141
01:19:45,504 --> 01:19:46,587
was for me to be me.
1142
01:19:48,212 --> 01:19:48,962
Even now?
1143
01:19:53,212 --> 01:19:54,129
- Especially now.
1144
01:19:56,254 --> 01:19:58,587
In some strange way, you're pretending.
1145
01:19:59,004 --> 01:20:01,171
Liking my work, being involved with me
1146
01:20:01,504 --> 01:20:03,962
and wanting to go to bed with
me right now, at everything.
1147
01:20:04,296 --> 01:20:05,087
- No.
1148
01:20:05,546 --> 01:20:08,754
- But you couldn't give yourself up.
1149
01:20:09,546 --> 01:20:13,462
(bright gentle music continues)
1150
01:20:27,879 --> 01:20:29,546
(car engine turns over)
1151
01:20:32,504 --> 01:20:35,254
(engine rumbling)
1152
01:20:40,796 --> 01:20:42,046
- It's been a long time.
1153
01:20:43,712 --> 01:20:47,129
Long time since my various
husbands blew through my life.
1154
01:20:48,837 --> 01:20:52,462
But still, too much stuff.
1155
01:20:54,837 --> 01:20:57,212
You don't wanna admit how
much people affect you,
1156
01:20:57,587 --> 01:20:58,504
but they do.
1157
01:21:02,171 --> 01:21:04,254
- Maybe you should. Maybe that's the key.
1158
01:21:04,754 --> 01:21:07,296
(gentle serene music)
1159
01:21:07,837 --> 01:21:10,712
Admitting just how much
they are with you still.
1160
01:21:13,504 --> 01:21:15,879
- We are alike, aren't we, Fitch?
1161
01:21:17,796 --> 01:21:21,754
(gentle serene music continues)
1162
01:21:41,046 --> 01:21:45,962
(tires screech)
(horn beeps)
1163
01:21:47,879 --> 01:21:51,004
- I saw them go out of control
around the blind corner.
1164
01:21:55,004 --> 01:21:55,921
- Oh, Lordy.
1165
01:21:57,421 --> 01:21:58,796
- There's a woman in there.
1166
01:21:59,504 --> 01:22:00,921
Miss? Miss?
1167
01:22:01,379 --> 01:22:02,212
Miss, you okay?
1168
01:22:02,504 --> 01:22:03,671
Miss? Miss?
1169
01:22:04,337 --> 01:22:04,754
Shit...
1170
01:22:05,796 --> 01:22:09,212
(tense suspenseful music)
1171
01:22:10,504 --> 01:22:12,254
- [EMT] Uh, Roger, we're
about, uh, two miles south
1172
01:22:12,546 --> 01:22:14,254
of Culver Ranch here on Route 4.
1173
01:22:14,587 --> 01:22:15,421
Uh, we're gonna be
heading down the highway.
1174
01:22:15,712 --> 01:22:16,879
We got one fatality.
1175
01:22:17,171 --> 01:22:20,504
Female, uh, transporting
to county hospital, over.
1176
01:22:20,796 --> 01:22:23,296
- [Dispatcher] Copy, Route
4, one fatality, female.
1177
01:22:23,671 --> 01:22:25,337
- Close her up.
- Alright, yeah.
1178
01:22:25,921 --> 01:22:28,087
- We're gonna need a tow truck down here.
1179
01:22:28,379 --> 01:22:30,046
Probably down there you can miss that turn
1180
01:22:30,379 --> 01:22:32,004
where the lady, she was coming
down here, you know.
1181
01:22:32,546 --> 01:22:35,629
(gentle somber music)
1182
01:22:37,337 --> 01:22:39,171
- I came to a place not long ago.
1183
01:22:41,087 --> 01:22:42,504
It was a lonely place.
1184
01:22:44,462 --> 01:22:48,921
An empty place with no hope,
and I thought, no way out.
1185
01:22:51,421 --> 01:22:53,712
It's a place I could have
been lost in forever.
1186
01:22:55,879 --> 01:22:57,962
But slowly I began to
understand something.
1187
01:22:59,171 --> 01:23:01,671
That I allowed myself
to stay in that place.
1188
01:23:02,171 --> 01:23:03,962
And it was up to me to get myself out.
1189
01:23:05,046 --> 01:23:08,296
And so I chose hope. I chose belief.
1190
01:23:09,421 --> 01:23:12,671
(gentle sanguine music)
1191
01:23:38,671 --> 01:23:41,921
(gentle poignant music)
1192
01:24:13,921 --> 01:24:15,962
God has to be all things to all people.
1193
01:24:16,754 --> 01:24:21,587
To be anything less would
be less than perfect. Human.
1194
01:24:26,504 --> 01:24:28,504
What we believe in is
not nearly so important
1195
01:24:28,796 --> 01:24:30,046
as believing in something.
1196
01:24:32,254 --> 01:24:33,296
But you can't wait too long.
1197
01:24:33,587 --> 01:24:35,504
Or you may find yourself
believing in nothing.
1198
01:24:37,754 --> 01:24:40,087
How do you feel?
- Good.
1199
01:24:41,296 --> 01:24:42,046
Very good.
1200
01:24:47,921 --> 01:24:48,671
- Good.
1201
01:24:53,212 --> 01:24:56,379
(gentle wistful music)
1202
01:25:14,671 --> 01:25:17,379
(birds chirping)
1203
01:25:20,087 --> 01:25:21,671
- Was it 100 that I owed you?
1204
01:25:22,087 --> 01:25:22,796
- Did I say that?
1205
01:25:23,296 --> 01:25:24,962
- Oh, that's what Douglas charges me.
1206
01:25:25,296 --> 01:25:26,462
- Well, make it 50 then.
1207
01:25:27,004 --> 01:25:28,921
- Take it.
- Honestly.
1208
01:25:29,296 --> 01:25:31,046
- Take it.
- 75 Then.
1209
01:25:32,337 --> 01:25:35,087
-All right, 75 with a $25 tip.
1210
01:25:36,129 --> 01:25:37,796
- You do like getting
your own way, don't you?
1211
01:25:40,462 --> 01:25:41,462
- [Nina] (laughs) What's that?
1212
01:25:41,796 --> 01:25:43,004
- It's something we're all looking for.
1213
01:25:43,504 --> 01:25:44,046
-And that would be?
1214
01:25:44,337 --> 01:25:45,962
- Information.
- About you?
1215
01:25:46,462 --> 01:25:47,337
-About me and you.
1216
01:25:50,254 --> 01:25:54,171
Now I want you to think
about not dropping it.
1217
01:25:54,504 --> 01:25:56,171
And that's all I want you to think about.
1218
01:25:56,962 --> 01:25:58,171
- Not dropping it?
1219
01:25:58,587 --> 01:26:00,837
- Concentrate, try hard,
1220
01:26:01,212 --> 01:26:02,921
and by the time I count to 10,
1221
01:26:03,296 --> 01:26:04,462
it'll fall from your hand
1222
01:26:04,796 --> 01:26:06,296
and you'll have no power
over controlling it.
1223
01:26:06,837 --> 01:26:10,337
One, two, three, four, five.
1224
01:26:10,629 --> 01:26:11,421
(coin chiming)
1225
01:26:13,546 --> 01:26:14,337
(Nina laughs)
1226
01:26:14,796 --> 01:26:15,421
Keep it.
1227
01:26:16,712 --> 01:26:18,087
- Where did you learn that?
1228
01:26:18,421 --> 01:26:20,462
- Saw it in a movie
once. I gotta be going.
1229
01:26:21,421 --> 01:26:23,129
- I'd like you to come back next week.
1230
01:26:24,171 --> 01:26:26,379
- I'm flattered.
- I'm serious.
1231
01:26:26,879 --> 01:26:28,796
Same day?
- What about Doug?
1232
01:26:29,462 --> 01:26:30,337
- What about him?
1233
01:26:30,629 --> 01:26:32,212
- Well, I don't like taking his gig away.
1234
01:26:33,004 --> 01:26:35,837
- Douglas is young.
- So?
1235
01:26:36,796 --> 01:26:39,004
- So he'll find someone
to replace me with.
1236
01:26:39,587 --> 01:26:42,046
Women like him. That's what you said.
1237
01:26:42,504 --> 01:26:44,212
- Well, it's not as though
I don't want to come back.
1238
01:26:44,629 --> 01:26:45,421
- [Nina] Do you?
1239
01:26:47,796 --> 01:26:50,296
- Yes.
- Then I'll talk to him.
1240
01:26:51,087 --> 01:26:52,296
I'll explain the situation.
1241
01:26:52,587 --> 01:26:54,379
If it's that big a problem,
I'll have you both come.
1242
01:26:54,671 --> 01:26:56,504
Just not at the same time.
1243
01:26:59,087 --> 01:27:00,129
- Been nice meeting you.
1244
01:27:00,921 --> 01:27:02,212
I hope I wasn't too, um-
1245
01:27:02,546 --> 01:27:04,796
- What?
- Confrontational.
1246
01:27:08,296 --> 01:27:09,296
- Of course you were.
1247
01:27:10,712 --> 01:27:11,629
- I've gotta be off.
1248
01:27:56,921 --> 01:27:59,962
(bright gentle music)
1249
01:28:12,004 --> 01:28:14,629
(birds singing)
1250
01:28:29,462 --> 01:28:33,379
(bright gentle music continues)
1251
01:28:46,837 --> 01:28:49,129
- [Alice] Is it on?
- [Fitch] It's on.
1252
01:28:49,962 --> 01:28:51,462
- Okay, don't look.
1253
01:28:55,004 --> 01:28:59,754
♪ I went down to St. James Infirmary ♪
1254
01:29:01,046 --> 01:29:04,671
♪ To see my baby there ♪
1255
01:29:05,087 --> 01:29:06,962
♪ She was stretched out ♪
1256
01:29:07,337 --> 01:29:10,421
♪ On a long white table ♪
1257
01:29:11,004 --> 01:29:15,921
♪ So cold, so pale, so fair ♪
1258
01:29:16,629 --> 01:29:19,212
♪ Let it go, let it go ♪
1259
01:29:19,754 --> 01:29:21,712
♪ God bless her ♪
1260
01:29:22,837 --> 01:29:26,712
♪ Wherever she may be ♪
1261
01:29:27,087 --> 01:29:32,004
♪ She can search the whole
wide world all over ♪
1262
01:29:32,421 --> 01:29:34,046
♪ She'll never find a man ♪
1263
01:29:34,337 --> 01:29:37,837
♪ As sweet as me ♪
1264
01:29:39,296 --> 01:29:42,879
♪ I went down to St. James Inf- ♪
1265
01:29:43,212 --> 01:29:44,254
(tape player clicking)
1266
01:29:48,212 --> 01:29:51,462
(gentle sanguine music)
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