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NANCY: Jared!
Why are you upset, honey?
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I want my jersey.
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Well, it's because it's dirty.
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I want it.
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You know, today is your
first day at school.
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What?
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You like to play
something in particular?
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Uh, soccer.
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You like to play soccer.
And?
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And basketball!
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What's your favorite color?
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Uh...
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Uh, blue and yellow.
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- Blue...
- And yellow.
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And yellow.
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What would you like to be
when you grow up?
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Motorcycle driver!
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(SINGING INDISTINCTLY)
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Bye! Hi!
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NANCY: Jared. You should
come down for breakfast.
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JARED: I wish none of this
had ever happened.
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But sometimes,
I thank God that it did.
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(CAR STARTS)
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MARSHALL: Please, repeat after me.
Let your light shine.
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CONGREGATION:
Let your light shine.
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MARSHALL: Now, let me see
a show of hands
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for those of you in this room
who are imperfect.
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WOMAN: Everybody.
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That's right.
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And a show of hands for everybody
in this room who is perfect.
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Nobody.
CONGREGATION MEMBER: Amen.
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MARSHALL: I am blessed with a
beautiful and deeply soulful wife.
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And with a fine, upstanding,
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and honest son.
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I'm a lucky man.
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And I'm grateful
for those blessings.
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Please don't do that.
You know that makes me nervous.
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What if a truck comes along
and hits your arm?
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- It's never gonna happen.
- It's happened before.
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It has. It has.
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AARON: Good morning.
Welcome to Love in Action.
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Hi.
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Name?
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Uh, Nancy Eamons.
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Oh, um, the boy, I mean.
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- Unless you're the one checking in.
- Jared Eamons.
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(MUTTERING)
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Got you right here.
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Great. Do you want
to say your goodbyes?
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Can I see the place?
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I'm afraid you won't be allowed beyond
the reception area, Mrs. Eamons,
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- but you can pick him up at 5:00 p.m.
- Oh.
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Okay.
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It's okay, Mom.
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Well, call me any time.
I'll be at the hotel on my cell phone.
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Uh, we will be
holding his cell phone.
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If there are any emergencies,
we will contact you.
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But otherwise, 5:00 p.m.
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(SOFTLY)
You'll do great.
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Love you.
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AARON: Newbie. Eamons.
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Empty your pockets.
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Do you have any numbers or photos
we should be concerned about?
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We'll check it daily and call
any number at random,
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so you best be straight
with us on that.
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There's nothing. And, yeah,
call whatever numbers if you need to.
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CAMERON: "Sobriety.
No smoking, no alcohol or drugs."
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CARL: "Off hours. All clients to remain
within a safe zone area as designated."
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"Attire. Women's skirts
must extend below the knee
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"and bras are to be worn
at all times."
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MICHAEL: What's that?
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Oh, it's, um...
(STAMMERS) I write stories.
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I'm studying in a college...
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No journaling. We're gonna
have to read that.
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"Confidentiality.
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"All matters discussed in
therapy are to remain private."
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"Restrooms.
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"Members must be supervised by
staff during restroom visits."
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MICHAEL: Your handbook.
JARED: Oh, yeah.
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MICHAEL: Good luck.
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Thank you.
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"No viewing of pornographic
material, no masturbation,
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"no physical contact
with any member at any time,
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"apart from the briefest
of handshakes."
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(MEN TALKING INDISTINCTLY)
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(ON WALKIE-TALKIE)
Michael for Aaron,
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how many clients
are we expecting today?
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Copy, Michael.
Hold, please.
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Uh, just one second, Jared.
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We should have 11 today.
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MICHAEL: Well, we have more
in the lobby.
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AARON: It's okay.
We should get another five minutes.
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MICHAEL: Copy.
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Jared, if you just want to go
find yourself a seat
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and then make yourself comfortable.
We'll get started soon.
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(BOY SOBBING)
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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Morning.
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Hi.
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JARED: "Sinful, salacious,
and extraneous materials.
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"All reading material
and films and television
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"are off limits
while inside the program."
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(SIGHS)
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VICTOR:
I am using sexual sin and homosexuality
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to fill a God-shaped void
in my life.
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ALL: I am using sexual sin
and homosexuality
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to fill a God-shaped void
in my life.
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VICTOR: But I am not broken,
and God loves me.
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ALL: But I am not broken,
and God loves me.
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VICTOR: Good.
That is very true.
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Now somebody tell me
what this is.
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AUDIENCE MEMBER: A dollar.
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VICTOR: A dollar.
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Now, no matter how much
you crumple up a dollar bill,
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you can never
take away its value.
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Now even if
you were to rip it,
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which would represent
our being severed from Christ,
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well, guess what?
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You can always
tape it back together.
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Jesus puts us back together.
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And even though there is a scar,
our value does not change.
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- You are somebody.
- Sorry.
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You are worth something.
That's okay, Jon. Sit down.
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And that is a fact.
Don't spend it all at once, Phillip.
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(LAUGHTER)
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Now, this may be the toughest,
but most rewarding
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12 days that many of you
will ever face.
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But we have just one task,
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to bring ourselves
back to God.
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To invite him back in.
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To understand how he
truly meant to create us
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before all those pieces
got torn away.
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Now, look, I know the road here
wasn't easy for many of you.
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But I promise a smoother ride
now that you're here.
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Because we are about to go on
an amazing journey together.
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So, who's ready?
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That was a question.
Who's ready? Say amen!
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ALL: Amen.
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Amen!
If you know you're worth a dollar, say amen!
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ALL: Amen!
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(LIGHT LAUGHTER)
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VICTOR: Welcome to the
Refuge program! Come on!
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That's right, great souls!
Great!
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VICTOR: Now, I'm gonna
tell you something
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that's gonna make you immediately
feel a little better.
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People tell you you can be born gay,
that's not true.
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You cannot be born a homosexual,
this is a lie.
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Now, I'm a counselor and a pastor,
but was I born that way?
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(CHUCKLING) No.
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It's behavioral.
It's a choice.
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Cameron, you,
you, uh, play football? Yeah?
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- Yeah.
- Were you born that way?
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- No.
- No.
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Now, you chose to be
a football player, right?
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It's behavior.
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Now, if you...
If Cameron stops playing football,
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he no longer
is a football player.
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We gotta learn for ourselves
where behavior comes from
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so we can cut it out
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and then we can no longer
be labeled that way.
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Now, who can tell us
what a genogram is?
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Phillip.
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- Well, a genogram is like a family tree...
- Mmm.
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...only one that shows patterns
of family behavior as well.
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Sort of like
an illustrated one.
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Yes. Now, we are
going to draw our family tree
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and we're gonna list next to these
people their behavioral sin.
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So, they made us
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and they labeled us,
so we're gonna label them.
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Michael, can you read
the behavioral sins?
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We use the letters SSA or H
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to label same sex attraction
or homosexuality,
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D for drugs,
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a dollar sign for gambling,
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A, alcoholism,
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P, promiscuity,
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M, mental illness,
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capital A, lowercase B
for abortion,
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capital P, lowercase O
for pornography,
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and C or G,
criminal or gang affiliation.
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VICTOR: You're forgetting DV,
domestic violence.
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MICHAEL: Capital D,
lowercase V, domestic violence.
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VICTOR: Okay.
Guys, let's dive right in.
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Let's grab some cards
and some markers.
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I want you to write them down
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and put the letters
next to their names.
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I know they're family,
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but I can guarantee that
one or some of these people
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are the reason
that you're at Love in Action.
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So, Jared, you must be
the preacher's son.
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You know or you don't know.
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What's the question mark for?
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Uncle Chris is an alcoholic.
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Hmm.
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Well, this must be pretty
tough on your family, huh?
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MARSHALL: Give ear,
O my people, to my law.
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Incline your ears
to the words of my mouth.
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I will open my mouth
in a parable.
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I will utter dark sayings
which we have heard.
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No.
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JARED: Sounds good, Dad.
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Are you ready?
We gotta get going.
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Why are we
going to Dallas tomorrow?
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Architect's updated the, uh,
remodel plans for the ministry.
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Now we're gonna take a tour of
two similar churches right there.
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Do you think I could stay at
Chloe's when you go instead?
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It's okay,
I can stay at Wayne's.
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- Or... Or, I'll just...
- I'm okay with that.
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In fact, I think
it is a great idea.
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You're both mature kids who
know how to conduct themselves
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and who by now know
how the world works.
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(SIGHS)
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You know, son, small steps toward manhood.
That's the way to learn.
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That way you don't get all
panicky when it suddenly arrives.
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You do know
what I'm saying, Romeo?
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- Yes, sir.
- Okay.
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Let's go, we're late.
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BIG JIM: Dear Heavenly Father,
we thank you for this beautiful day
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and, Lord, we pray that
you look over our shoulder
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as we march out onto the floor
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and that we show our customers the
love and kindness that you show us.
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In Jesus Christ's name
and for his sake...
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Morning!
Let your light shine!
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Amen.
ALL: Amen.
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EMPLOYEE: All right.
MARSHALL: Have a great day.
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(WHISTLE BLOWING)
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(CHEERING)
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COACH: Rebels on three.
One, two, three...
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ALL: Rebels!
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You did so good.
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Right, buddy? Assists, one of the most
underrated components of the game.
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Congratulations.
NANCY: I saw you setting up all the points.
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- MARSHALL: Oh, that's victory sweat.
- Dad, I'm...
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- Yeah!
- I played, like, five minutes.
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Hey.
MARSHALL: I think you played more than that.
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How about you?
Another underrated component of the game.
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- CHLOE: Thank you. How are you?
- Congratulations, beautiful girl.
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I was worried about you.
I thought they were going to drop you.
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CHLOE: Oh, no,
don't worry.
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You kids going
to go celebrate?
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Yeah, some of us,
I think we're gonna go to the lake.
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All right. The lake.
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All right. Dealership's going to put
me in an Expedition, so it's yours.
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JARED: Wow.
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- Dad! (CHUCKLES)
- All right.
246
00:15:37,562 --> 00:15:39,098
It's gonna be
for your birthday,
247
00:15:39,188 --> 00:15:40,999
but tonight's a good night,
so congratulations.
248
00:15:41,023 --> 00:15:43,085
Thank you so much. Thank you.
MARSHALL: Go and have fun.
249
00:15:43,109 --> 00:15:45,146
I want to see if your mama
wants to go to the lake.
250
00:15:45,236 --> 00:15:46,602
(CHLOE AND JARED CHUCKLE)
251
00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:48,688
(LAUGHTER)
252
00:15:57,373 --> 00:15:58,989
(EXCITED SQUEALS)
253
00:16:23,065 --> 00:16:24,065
CHLOE: They're still up.
254
00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:43,960
What?
255
00:16:45,671 --> 00:16:46,671
(SIGHS)
256
00:16:49,175 --> 00:16:51,633
If it's not hard,
I can make it hard.
257
00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:55,004
Don't you think we should wait until,
you know...
258
00:16:55,097 --> 00:16:56,133
Until...
259
00:16:57,850 --> 00:17:00,433
- You know...
- Until what? We get married?
260
00:17:00,978 --> 00:17:01,978
(CHUCKLES)
261
00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:05,104
That's what my parents think
we should do.
262
00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:09,852
To keep us together
through college.
263
00:17:17,161 --> 00:17:18,197
Hey.
264
00:17:20,790 --> 00:17:21,997
Is something wrong?
265
00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:24,123
No.
266
00:17:27,505 --> 00:17:28,505
AARON: Jared.
267
00:17:30,758 --> 00:17:33,341
Ready to pack it up?
We're about done for the day. Looks nice.
268
00:17:35,346 --> 00:17:37,383
5:00, everyone!
It's home time.
269
00:17:38,975 --> 00:17:40,967
GIRL: Bye.
AARON: 5:00, let's go!
270
00:17:44,981 --> 00:17:46,621
MICHAEL: All right, everybody,
pack it up.
271
00:17:48,025 --> 00:17:49,311
Name tag.
272
00:17:51,988 --> 00:17:53,668
JARED: Thanks.
MICHAEL: 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.
273
00:18:00,830 --> 00:18:01,830
Uh...
274
00:18:02,748 --> 00:18:05,286
Hey, (STAMMERS)
you tore out the pages.
275
00:18:05,459 --> 00:18:07,325
- Mmm.
- They're just stories.
276
00:18:07,670 --> 00:18:09,332
Mr. Sykes will decide that.
277
00:18:10,298 --> 00:18:11,334
AARON: For Michael.
278
00:18:12,717 --> 00:18:13,753
Go for Michael.
279
00:18:14,176 --> 00:18:15,542
AARON:
Are you still in the office?
280
00:18:30,401 --> 00:18:31,401
(EXHALES)
281
00:18:36,991 --> 00:18:40,610
Are you... Are you a soldier?
Were you in the military or something?
282
00:18:40,703 --> 00:18:42,740
- I saw you salute earlier.
- (CHUCKLES) No.
283
00:18:44,081 --> 00:18:46,824
- I'm trying zero contact whatsoever.
- Mmm.
284
00:18:46,917 --> 00:18:48,158
Twenty-three days now.
285
00:18:49,837 --> 00:18:52,830
So, I salute instead.
286
00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:56,967
This group seems good.
287
00:18:58,554 --> 00:18:59,886
Have you been here before?
288
00:19:00,222 --> 00:19:03,215
Yeah, it's my second time
in the Refuge program.
289
00:19:03,893 --> 00:19:05,885
I started a couple days late
last time.
290
00:19:05,978 --> 00:19:09,187
And actually, I'm waiting for a
place to open in one of the houses.
291
00:19:09,273 --> 00:19:11,936
- What houses?
- The houses.
292
00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:15,189
They have a few houses behind the
property for the long stayers.
293
00:19:15,613 --> 00:19:19,778
Meanwhile, I'm stuck
at the Baybrook with my dad,
294
00:19:19,867 --> 00:19:21,529
which is interesting.
295
00:19:24,705 --> 00:19:28,415
- Are you in one of the local hotels, too?
- Yeah.
296
00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,378
So, like, how long
will you stay for?
297
00:19:36,133 --> 00:19:39,752
It's not really up to me.
Mr. Sykes decides.
298
00:19:40,805 --> 00:19:43,718
- No one explained that to you?
- No, no.
299
00:19:44,934 --> 00:19:49,269
This is just an assessment program,
until they know what to do with you.
300
00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:53,807
Hey, listen.
Just lean into it, man.
301
00:19:55,069 --> 00:19:56,105
Yeah.
302
00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,733
Do the work
and trust me, man,
303
00:20:00,116 --> 00:20:01,357
you're gonna love it here.
304
00:20:02,827 --> 00:20:04,739
NANCY: Aren't you gonna
tell me about your day?
305
00:20:05,413 --> 00:20:07,746
We're not meant to talk
about it outside of group.
306
00:20:08,457 --> 00:20:12,326
I don't need gossip, I just...
I just mean generally.
307
00:20:13,838 --> 00:20:15,295
I'm gonna lean into it
308
00:20:16,006 --> 00:20:17,497
and there are
some good people.
309
00:20:17,591 --> 00:20:18,752
And, yeah, I like it.
310
00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:23,091
- (CHUCKLES) I'm excited to be here.
- That's good!
311
00:20:31,063 --> 00:20:35,649
Do we have people in the family who
had issues with any of this stuff?
312
00:20:44,201 --> 00:20:45,201
(CLEARS THROAT)
313
00:20:47,663 --> 00:20:50,076
- Pornography?
- Mom...
314
00:20:56,464 --> 00:20:59,332
Drugs? Gang affiliation.
315
00:20:59,425 --> 00:21:01,542
Gang affiliations?
What is this?
316
00:21:01,761 --> 00:21:03,218
I need to know for homework.
317
00:21:03,888 --> 00:21:05,880
Why do they need to know
about the family?
318
00:21:06,682 --> 00:21:08,594
Our family is so normal.
319
00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:38,627
Big day tomorrow, hmm?
320
00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:41,376
You get some good sleep, now.
321
00:21:45,971 --> 00:21:48,884
Oh, um, I filled out
your homework for you.
322
00:21:53,187 --> 00:21:57,101
I was only in a gang for a year or
so until I went down for drugs.
323
00:21:58,025 --> 00:21:59,357
Got sent to prison.
324
00:22:00,820 --> 00:22:01,856
Haha!
325
00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:02,987
(NANCY CHUCKLES)
326
00:22:08,786 --> 00:22:10,527
I put your Uncle Vincent
down there.
327
00:22:11,497 --> 00:22:15,241
You've never met him because he moved to
Louisiana when you were little, so...
328
00:22:16,210 --> 00:22:17,701
We just never see him.
329
00:22:18,879 --> 00:22:20,541
We always figured that he...
330
00:22:23,092 --> 00:22:24,092
(CLEARS THROAT)
331
00:22:27,388 --> 00:22:29,755
He was very feminine-like,
you might say.
332
00:22:32,893 --> 00:22:35,510
All right. Oh, I'm tired.
333
00:22:37,898 --> 00:22:39,890
- Night night.
- Good night.
334
00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:50,863
VICTOR: What is a real man?
335
00:22:52,580 --> 00:22:54,537
What does
a real man look like?
336
00:22:55,583 --> 00:22:56,869
Does anybody know?
337
00:22:58,627 --> 00:23:01,791
Guys, uncross your legs.
Posture, come on.
338
00:23:02,298 --> 00:23:06,133
Now, perhaps being close
to the flames of hell
339
00:23:07,094 --> 00:23:11,134
and finding your way back
shows a great strength.
340
00:23:12,057 --> 00:23:13,673
And if that were so, then,
341
00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:17,431
if this isn't a real man,
then I don't know what is.
342
00:23:17,605 --> 00:23:20,097
This is Brandon Ellis, guys.
I want you to say hello.
343
00:23:20,190 --> 00:23:21,668
BRANDON: Thanks, Sykes.
VICTOR: Make him welcome.
344
00:23:21,692 --> 00:23:22,692
Over to you, Brandon.
345
00:23:25,821 --> 00:23:27,904
BRANDON:
God bless, God bless.
346
00:23:28,532 --> 00:23:31,616
A real man to me is a man
of God first and foremost
347
00:23:32,995 --> 00:23:34,531
and I'm a man of God,
no doubt.
348
00:23:35,372 --> 00:23:36,988
I guess that counts me in.
349
00:23:38,584 --> 00:23:39,700
But I wasn't once.
350
00:23:41,170 --> 00:23:43,878
If I was ever listed
on my own son's genograms,
351
00:23:44,173 --> 00:23:47,211
there'd be so many of these letters
next to my name it would look like
352
00:23:47,843 --> 00:23:51,257
- qualifications for some fancy university.
- (VICTOR CHUCKLES)
353
00:23:51,347 --> 00:23:54,431
Drugs, violence,
gang crime, prison time,
354
00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:57,092
but I actually believe
I'm qualified to be here.
355
00:23:57,811 --> 00:24:00,929
Not because I've ever had the
types of thoughts and feelings
356
00:24:01,023 --> 00:24:02,309
that y'all are wrestling with,
357
00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:05,149
or that your other guidance
counselors have overcome righteously.
358
00:24:06,153 --> 00:24:10,568
But I've had all sorts of my own trials
that took me so far away from the Lord
359
00:24:11,075 --> 00:24:15,115
that it's a true miracle that I'm
standing here before you today.
360
00:24:16,747 --> 00:24:19,660
But I am. I am.
361
00:24:25,297 --> 00:24:28,415
BRANDON:
Standing, leaning, sitting.
362
00:24:29,009 --> 00:24:30,500
All the same idea.
363
00:24:30,970 --> 00:24:33,758
Triangles are
the strongest shape.
364
00:24:33,973 --> 00:24:36,056
Remember, hands on hips. Go!
365
00:24:37,393 --> 00:24:38,634
Save yourself.
366
00:24:42,356 --> 00:24:45,565
Fingers forward, not back.
Just the way it is.
367
00:24:45,985 --> 00:24:48,819
Think of the shapes you're
making and ask yourself,
368
00:24:49,905 --> 00:24:54,400
"Is this a manly shape I'm making or
is it a girly or feminine shape?"
369
00:24:55,703 --> 00:24:56,819
Sarah, come on up here.
370
00:24:58,163 --> 00:24:59,825
Come on,
you delicate flower, you.
371
00:25:00,958 --> 00:25:01,958
Okay.
372
00:25:02,167 --> 00:25:05,786
I want you to arrange
these guys into a line
373
00:25:05,879 --> 00:25:07,916
in terms of masculinity,
if you will.
374
00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:11,336
Go on, you can do it.
375
00:25:12,594 --> 00:25:13,801
Follow your instincts.
376
00:25:16,724 --> 00:25:21,014
Myself and other addicts and
alcoholics put our faith in AA.
377
00:25:21,603 --> 00:25:25,938
Get familiar with this phrase,
"Fake it till you make it."
378
00:25:26,984 --> 00:25:29,772
Y'all folks and kids being
what you're afflicted with,
379
00:25:30,404 --> 00:25:31,940
you gotta learn
how to survive.
380
00:25:33,323 --> 00:25:34,689
When you're in prison,
381
00:25:34,783 --> 00:25:37,150
you'd surprise yourself
what you can do to fit in.
382
00:25:37,244 --> 00:25:40,282
Come on, Phillip.
Eye on the ball.
383
00:25:40,622 --> 00:25:42,784
Come on! Okay, next.
384
00:25:42,875 --> 00:25:45,834
Fake it till you make it.
Become the man you are not.
385
00:25:45,919 --> 00:25:49,037
So, you think Cameron here is the big winner,
huh?
386
00:25:50,382 --> 00:25:52,715
You think being big and tall
387
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:55,794
and overeating immediately puts
a guy at the front of the line.
388
00:25:56,555 --> 00:26:00,139
But it's more than triangles
and postures and genetics.
389
00:26:01,143 --> 00:26:03,351
A firm handshake...
Let's go! Do it!
390
00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:06,145
Gotta pick up the bat.
391
00:26:07,316 --> 00:26:08,648
Hold the bat up!
392
00:26:08,984 --> 00:26:09,984
(GROANS)
393
00:26:10,277 --> 00:26:11,393
Get back up on that horse!
394
00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:13,773
All right, just get him
out of there.
395
00:26:16,408 --> 00:26:17,944
Lee, you're gonna be okay.
396
00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:20,485
Jared, you're up next.
397
00:26:22,331 --> 00:26:23,367
Good.
398
00:26:28,712 --> 00:26:31,671
Military man.
God bless, son.
399
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:36,009
Who you are on the inside can
be affected by the outside.
400
00:26:36,303 --> 00:26:41,014
Outside in, fake it till you make it,
adapt to survive.
401
00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:44,684
See, that's a batting stance.
That's what I'm talking about.
402
00:26:45,646 --> 00:26:47,057
Boom!
403
00:26:58,367 --> 00:27:04,034
VICTOR: Lesbian, gay, bisexual,
transsexual, whatever that is,
404
00:27:04,123 --> 00:27:08,288
multisexual, intellectual-sexual,
I mean, what else do you want?
405
00:27:08,418 --> 00:27:13,083
- Unicorns? Squirrels? Cupcakes? I mean, rainbows?
- (LAUGHTER)
406
00:27:13,173 --> 00:27:16,837
There's so much choice
in this group.
407
00:27:16,927 --> 00:27:22,218
But, hey, think about this.
What are the consequences to those choices?
408
00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:27,886
Have a look at this.
Rape, abuse, AIDS.
409
00:27:29,231 --> 00:27:31,769
What sinful things
have y'all done?
410
00:27:36,613 --> 00:27:38,195
Moral inventory.
411
00:27:39,408 --> 00:27:43,277
Catalogue your sins
and ask God's forgiveness.
412
00:27:46,623 --> 00:27:47,739
Who's ready?
413
00:27:51,795 --> 00:27:52,831
Sarah!
414
00:28:06,685 --> 00:28:09,849
SARAH: "I would look at other girls
in the changing rooms before gym
415
00:28:10,898 --> 00:28:11,979
"and in the showers.
416
00:28:12,983 --> 00:28:15,691
"My biggest sin is one
that I am also thankful for
417
00:28:15,777 --> 00:28:17,769
"because it has led me
to Love in Action."
418
00:28:19,615 --> 00:28:21,356
VICTOR: Doing well, Sarah.
Carry on.
419
00:28:25,579 --> 00:28:27,241
"I had run away
from my uncle's house
420
00:28:28,248 --> 00:28:31,787
"and stayed with some girls I
knew whose parents were away.
421
00:28:32,961 --> 00:28:36,375
"It was there that I finally
acted on my homosexual thoughts."
422
00:28:39,718 --> 00:28:40,799
VICTOR: Come on, Sarah.
423
00:28:42,054 --> 00:28:43,386
SARAH:
"I let a girl touch my...
424
00:28:44,514 --> 00:28:45,630
"Kiss my...
425
00:28:46,475 --> 00:28:48,432
(STAMMERS) "My vagina."
426
00:28:50,771 --> 00:28:52,353
VICTOR:
Nobody's judging, come on.
427
00:28:52,940 --> 00:28:57,059
SARAH: "And put her fingers
inside me and I did the same.
428
00:28:58,820 --> 00:29:01,654
"I renounce these
sinful thoughts and actions
429
00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:04,153
"and ask God to forgive me
all these things."
430
00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:07,781
Very good.
431
00:29:09,122 --> 00:29:10,329
We love you, Sarah.
432
00:29:10,666 --> 00:29:13,329
Repeat after me.
We love you, Sarah.
433
00:29:14,002 --> 00:29:16,039
ALL: We love you, Sarah.
VICTOR: Very good.
434
00:29:36,984 --> 00:29:39,317
- Do you want some water?
- I'm fine, thanks.
435
00:29:40,112 --> 00:29:41,112
(SIGHS)
436
00:29:41,488 --> 00:29:44,731
- Can I get you anything else?
- I'm... I'm fine, thank you.
437
00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:48,822
LEE'S FATHER: How dare you
humiliate a child like that!
438
00:29:50,038 --> 00:29:51,950
Is that what you guys do?
You like that?
439
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:55,249
You like doing that?
You like humiliating and abusing children?
440
00:29:55,961 --> 00:29:58,328
- VICTOR: It's not easy.
- What do you mean it's not easy?
441
00:29:58,422 --> 00:29:59,983
BOY: Lee's parents.
GIRL: His parents are here.
442
00:30:00,007 --> 00:30:01,276
LEE'S FATHER:
Listen to yourself.
443
00:30:01,300 --> 00:30:04,043
VICTOR: With respect,
we are not running a holiday camp here.
444
00:30:04,136 --> 00:30:06,879
We paid you $3,000.
I should report you.
445
00:30:07,014 --> 00:30:09,784
You could have given him a concussion.
LEE'S MOTHER: David, let's go.
446
00:30:09,808 --> 00:30:11,674
VICTOR: But this
change doesn't come easy.
447
00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:13,468
Unbelievable!
448
00:30:27,617 --> 00:30:30,325
Do you all find the reason
y'all are here is funny?
449
00:30:31,038 --> 00:30:32,404
Look at y'all!
450
00:30:33,165 --> 00:30:34,326
People!
451
00:30:35,083 --> 00:30:36,619
I'm trying to help you.
452
00:30:36,710 --> 00:30:38,872
So, do not waste my time.
453
00:30:38,962 --> 00:30:42,330
Nobody is to discuss the
therapy outside these walls.
454
00:30:42,424 --> 00:30:43,756
Do I make myself clear?
455
00:31:36,186 --> 00:31:37,643
HENRY: Here.
I got you, pal.
456
00:31:38,146 --> 00:31:39,762
- Oh, sorry, sorry.
- I got that.
457
00:31:39,898 --> 00:31:41,014
Thank you so much.
458
00:31:41,274 --> 00:31:43,482
Which, uh...
Which room you in?
459
00:31:43,777 --> 00:31:45,564
I'm in, uh, 317.
460
00:31:46,154 --> 00:31:49,113
I'm in 237. You run?
461
00:31:49,408 --> 00:31:50,569
- Yeah.
- I figure.
462
00:31:50,659 --> 00:31:53,197
- People who run know about Asics, right?
- Oh, yeah.
463
00:31:54,162 --> 00:31:55,198
Here. This is me.
464
00:31:59,084 --> 00:32:00,245
(JARED EXHALES)
465
00:32:05,507 --> 00:32:07,373
First one in gets to choose.
466
00:32:08,218 --> 00:32:09,218
(HENRY GRUNTS)
467
00:32:12,264 --> 00:32:13,380
You got a girl?
468
00:32:14,141 --> 00:32:17,760
If so, you might want to think about
applying for a room without bunks.
469
00:32:18,186 --> 00:32:19,302
Just broke up.
470
00:32:20,105 --> 00:32:21,105
Oh.
471
00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:24,648
That's perfect timing
for college.
472
00:32:26,319 --> 00:32:28,185
HENRY: We're a good fit.
473
00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:29,816
Hate running with slowpokes.
474
00:32:30,657 --> 00:32:32,694
I tell you what,
I race you on the way back.
475
00:32:33,410 --> 00:32:35,743
Last one back has to go
to the other one's church.
476
00:32:35,912 --> 00:32:37,699
Why?
What kind of church is it?
477
00:32:38,373 --> 00:32:39,489
You game or not?
478
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,000
Okay.
479
00:32:41,543 --> 00:32:44,160
- One, two, three, go!
- Two, three, go!
480
00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:49,633
(SINGING)
481
00:32:53,472 --> 00:32:55,759
(WHISTLING AND CHEERING)
482
00:33:09,070 --> 00:33:11,027
- Jared.
- Hey, man. Nice to meet you.
483
00:33:16,703 --> 00:33:17,784
(BOTH PANTING)
484
00:33:49,819 --> 00:33:51,560
(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING
ON VIDEO GAME)
485
00:33:57,786 --> 00:33:59,994
You say your roommate's
not back till tomorrow?
486
00:34:00,497 --> 00:34:02,033
He's on some golf trip.
487
00:34:06,586 --> 00:34:07,827
Do you want to crash?
488
00:34:10,757 --> 00:34:12,043
Uh, maybe.
489
00:34:31,820 --> 00:34:32,820
Good night.
490
00:34:33,947 --> 00:34:34,947
Good night.
491
00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:49,293
(TV TURNS OFF)
492
00:34:53,967 --> 00:34:56,004
- (SHOES THUDDING)
- (ZIPPER UNZIPS)
493
00:35:10,817 --> 00:35:12,058
(BUNK CREAKING)
494
00:35:26,708 --> 00:35:27,994
JARED: Can't sleep, huh?
495
00:35:36,301 --> 00:35:37,587
(BUNK CREAKING)
496
00:35:38,094 --> 00:35:39,380
(JARED SIGHS SOFTLY)
497
00:35:43,308 --> 00:35:45,345
JARED: Probably shouldn't run
so late at night.
498
00:35:52,525 --> 00:35:53,686
(BUNK CREAKING)
499
00:36:04,829 --> 00:36:05,865
You okay?
500
00:36:08,583 --> 00:36:09,699
Yeah.
501
00:36:12,379 --> 00:36:13,540
Yeah, just...
502
00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:02,468
It's okay.
503
00:37:07,726 --> 00:37:08,726
It's okay.
504
00:37:08,893 --> 00:37:10,350
(JARED BREATHING HEAVILY)
505
00:37:27,412 --> 00:37:30,576
Hey, it's okay. It's okay.
506
00:37:31,833 --> 00:37:32,869
Wait, wait.
507
00:37:33,209 --> 00:37:34,450
(HENRY SHUSHING)
508
00:37:35,044 --> 00:37:36,660
(STUTTERS) No.
509
00:37:37,422 --> 00:37:38,422
(SHUSHING)
510
00:37:40,675 --> 00:37:41,675
(HENRY GRUNTS)
511
00:37:41,885 --> 00:37:43,525
JARED: Stop, stop, stop,
stop, stop, stop!
512
00:37:43,678 --> 00:37:44,919
(BOTH GRUNTING)
513
00:37:46,931 --> 00:37:48,342
(MUFFLED SCREAM)
514
00:37:56,274 --> 00:37:57,310
Ow!
515
00:38:01,070 --> 00:38:02,857
(MUFFLED SCREAMS)
516
00:38:13,917 --> 00:38:15,728
MAN: (THUMPING ON DOOR) Come on,
keep it down in there.
517
00:38:15,752 --> 00:38:17,584
- (JARED PANTING)
- (HENRY GROANS)
518
00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:40,516
(PANTING)
519
00:38:44,697 --> 00:38:45,697
(SNIFFLES)
520
00:38:47,367 --> 00:38:49,487
HENRY: (VOICE BREAKING) What
the hell is wrong with me?
521
00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,448
I'm so sorry.
522
00:38:58,127 --> 00:39:00,119
I'm going to be
in so much trouble.
523
00:39:00,338 --> 00:39:01,338
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
524
00:39:06,427 --> 00:39:07,838
I need to confess.
525
00:39:15,270 --> 00:39:17,262
I need to confess.
Will you hear me?
526
00:39:20,483 --> 00:39:21,940
- Please.
- Uh-huh.
527
00:39:29,075 --> 00:39:30,941
Do you remember the kid
from church?
528
00:39:34,539 --> 00:39:35,871
The one in front of us.
529
00:39:40,169 --> 00:39:42,331
Something happened
with me and him.
530
00:39:44,090 --> 00:39:45,581
Something pretty bad.
531
00:39:52,307 --> 00:39:54,469
You wouldn't dare
tell anyone, would you?
532
00:39:56,644 --> 00:39:57,644
Please.
533
00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:01,764
Keep it between us.
534
00:40:11,367 --> 00:40:12,903
(SOBBING)
535
00:40:26,174 --> 00:40:28,837
PROFESSOR:
Start with Chapter 6, please.
536
00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:33,439
(CHUCKLES)
What a surprise.
537
00:41:33,741 --> 00:41:34,857
Oh!
538
00:41:42,709 --> 00:41:43,870
(PHONE RINGING)
539
00:41:54,053 --> 00:41:56,386
Hello.
HENRY: Is this Mrs. Nancy Eamons?
540
00:41:56,472 --> 00:41:57,588
This is she.
541
00:41:57,682 --> 00:41:59,423
I'm a counselor
at Danning College.
542
00:42:00,351 --> 00:42:04,470
I'm afraid I have some disturbing news
about your son's behavior at school.
543
00:42:04,564 --> 00:42:05,564
What?
544
00:42:05,898 --> 00:42:07,230
What about him?
545
00:42:08,359 --> 00:42:10,087
Did he give you a name?
MARSHALL: I need you to answer my question.
546
00:42:10,111 --> 00:42:11,880
- If he gave you a name...
- Please, Jared, just answer.
547
00:42:11,904 --> 00:42:12,965
I'm just saying.
Why wouldn't he...
548
00:42:12,989 --> 00:42:14,091
Have you been doing
the things he said?
549
00:42:14,115 --> 00:42:15,968
- Why wouldn't he give you a name?
- Come on, son, enough.
550
00:42:15,992 --> 00:42:16,992
Tell me the truth.
551
00:42:17,076 --> 00:42:20,695
- I'm asking questions, too.
- He didn't give me a name. I don't...
552
00:42:20,788 --> 00:42:21,849
JARED:
The guy's full of shit.
553
00:42:21,873 --> 00:42:23,392
- He's telling a bunch of lies.
- Now, you will not talk like that
554
00:42:23,416 --> 00:42:24,601
in this house
in front of your mother.
555
00:42:24,625 --> 00:42:25,706
You just watch your mouth.
556
00:42:25,793 --> 00:42:28,376
Nancy, if... If you could just
give us a moment, you know,
557
00:42:28,504 --> 00:42:29,565
- just to...
- I'm... I'm leaving...
558
00:42:29,589 --> 00:42:30,983
Sit down.
You will not leave the room.
559
00:42:31,007 --> 00:42:32,293
You will sit down, boy.
560
00:42:32,884 --> 00:42:35,124
- You will sit down.
- It's bullshit, Dad. It's bullshit.
561
00:42:35,178 --> 00:42:36,965
I just asked you
to watch your mouth.
562
00:42:38,890 --> 00:42:39,890
(NANCY CLEARS THROAT)
563
00:42:40,099 --> 00:42:42,887
I think, um,
he said he was a counselor,
564
00:42:42,977 --> 00:42:45,060
and then...
And I asked for his name
565
00:42:45,146 --> 00:42:46,557
- and then I asked for...
- Nancy.
566
00:42:46,647 --> 00:42:48,125
- You see?
- His number and he didn't...
567
00:42:48,149 --> 00:42:49,230
Nancy, please.
568
00:42:49,567 --> 00:42:50,683
Dad, I...
569
00:42:51,402 --> 00:42:52,984
He's made all of this up.
570
00:42:54,363 --> 00:42:55,649
Let's just sit here.
571
00:42:55,782 --> 00:42:58,262
We're just going to talk calmly.
NANCY: All right. All right.
572
00:42:59,827 --> 00:43:01,989
- JARED: No, Dad.
- (EXHALES) Jared.
573
00:43:06,501 --> 00:43:08,743
I just need you to tell me
the truth, that's all.
574
00:43:09,420 --> 00:43:13,255
What this man says
of you, Jared.
575
00:43:14,967 --> 00:43:16,253
Are you a homosexual?
576
00:43:20,515 --> 00:43:21,515
Jared.
577
00:43:22,642 --> 00:43:23,883
We are not finished.
578
00:43:24,018 --> 00:43:27,011
- I am, because you won't listen.
- Honey. Honey.
579
00:43:27,522 --> 00:43:30,084
- What this man says, is it true?
- What, this full-of-shit guy...
580
00:43:30,108 --> 00:43:31,708
- Answer me.
- ...who is not a counselor,
581
00:43:31,818 --> 00:43:34,310
who raped a kid
at his own church
582
00:43:35,613 --> 00:43:36,945
and God knows who else.
583
00:43:37,865 --> 00:43:39,322
Dad, you're hurting me.
584
00:43:39,700 --> 00:43:41,657
- Marshall.
- His name is Henry Wallace.
585
00:43:41,828 --> 00:43:44,161
He's... He's not a counselor,
he's a student.
586
00:43:44,247 --> 00:43:45,579
- All right.
- And... And...
587
00:43:46,666 --> 00:43:47,998
He told me
he did some bad things.
588
00:43:48,084 --> 00:43:50,076
I think he thinks
I'm going to tell on him.
589
00:43:51,671 --> 00:43:52,752
Honey.
590
00:43:54,507 --> 00:43:55,543
Son.
591
00:43:58,511 --> 00:43:59,877
(NANCY BREATHING HEAVILY)
592
00:44:01,681 --> 00:44:02,922
(DOOR CLOSES)
593
00:44:08,104 --> 00:44:09,104
MALE VOICE: Fight!
594
00:44:19,157 --> 00:44:20,443
Go to war!
595
00:44:32,295 --> 00:44:33,831
Your mother's making dinner.
596
00:44:36,257 --> 00:44:37,714
I'm okay. I'm not hungry.
597
00:44:43,764 --> 00:44:46,427
I want you to write down
this man's name,
598
00:44:47,185 --> 00:44:51,520
his church, phone number if you have it.
Any information at all.
599
00:44:52,607 --> 00:44:55,350
- I don't want you to talk to him.
- I ain't going to talk to him.
600
00:44:56,444 --> 00:44:59,482
If he's been doing what you say,
then he needs to be reported.
601
00:45:03,409 --> 00:45:04,409
Okay.
602
00:45:05,953 --> 00:45:09,663
Now, you know what I did? I invited Chloe
and her parents for lunch tomorrow.
603
00:45:09,790 --> 00:45:11,830
I was thinking it would be fun
if you could join in.
604
00:45:12,668 --> 00:45:15,411
Missing one more day of class
ain't gonna end the world.
605
00:45:16,631 --> 00:45:18,247
- You know, Jared...
- (SIGHS)
606
00:45:19,508 --> 00:45:21,170
...as far as I can tell,
607
00:45:22,345 --> 00:45:24,587
we've only got
one God-given right.
608
00:45:25,389 --> 00:45:28,723
And that is when a man
and a woman come together.
609
00:45:28,809 --> 00:45:31,677
They may create life.
610
00:45:32,563 --> 00:45:35,727
You think how much
God must love mankind
611
00:45:35,858 --> 00:45:38,475
- to give us that awesome responsibility.
- Dad.
612
00:45:39,820 --> 00:45:41,982
It's really not true.
613
00:45:48,788 --> 00:45:51,451
You know what I think about
these type of games, too.
614
00:45:53,084 --> 00:45:55,371
Be respectful to your mother
when she calls.
615
00:45:56,504 --> 00:45:57,585
You come down and eat.
616
00:46:03,844 --> 00:46:04,844
(SIGHS)
617
00:46:26,617 --> 00:46:27,617
(CLATTERS)
618
00:46:32,581 --> 00:46:33,581
NANCY: Honey.
619
00:46:33,874 --> 00:46:37,083
All right.
You want me to stop with the games?
620
00:46:37,420 --> 00:46:38,420
I'll stop with them.
621
00:46:38,963 --> 00:46:40,454
I broke up with Chloe
622
00:46:41,465 --> 00:46:42,751
because...
623
00:46:46,470 --> 00:46:47,470
(SIGHS)
624
00:46:48,764 --> 00:46:51,006
We broke up
because I think it's true
625
00:46:52,101 --> 00:46:53,262
about me.
626
00:46:55,813 --> 00:46:57,145
God help me.
627
00:46:59,650 --> 00:47:01,107
I think about men.
628
00:47:10,328 --> 00:47:11,328
(SHUDDERS)
629
00:47:15,041 --> 00:47:16,577
I don't know why.
630
00:47:19,170 --> 00:47:20,411
I'm so sorry.
631
00:47:46,238 --> 00:47:48,525
(VEHICLE APPROACHING)
632
00:47:48,616 --> 00:47:49,777
(ENGINE STOPS)
633
00:47:59,293 --> 00:48:00,579
(MEN TALKING INDISTINCTLY)
634
00:48:05,966 --> 00:48:07,252
(DOORBELL RINGING)
635
00:48:13,265 --> 00:48:14,676
MARSHALL:
God bless you, pastor.
636
00:48:18,229 --> 00:48:19,436
(SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
637
00:48:19,605 --> 00:48:21,541
BIG JIM: Are you okay?
MARSHALL: I've had better days,
638
00:48:21,565 --> 00:48:22,772
I can tell you that.
639
00:48:30,991 --> 00:48:32,198
(KNOCKING ON DOOR)
640
00:48:32,368 --> 00:48:34,576
- Just a minute. Just a minute.
- JARED: Mom?
641
00:48:34,662 --> 00:48:37,120
Hold on. (CHUCKLES)
All right.
642
00:48:39,959 --> 00:48:41,040
(SIGHS)
643
00:48:43,963 --> 00:48:46,125
Why are Pastor Wilkes
and Jim Picard here?
644
00:48:46,966 --> 00:48:49,629
Pastor Wilkes has dealt with
this kind of thing before.
645
00:48:52,555 --> 00:48:55,047
Jim has a son, Eddie,
who, um...
646
00:48:55,141 --> 00:48:57,098
You were a little boy,
but...
647
00:48:58,394 --> 00:48:59,475
Anyway.
648
00:49:00,396 --> 00:49:02,388
- What did they do to him?
- Oh, no.
649
00:49:02,815 --> 00:49:04,852
You silly thing.
650
00:49:04,942 --> 00:49:06,899
They didn't do
anything to him.
651
00:49:07,069 --> 00:49:08,935
They did things for him,
652
00:49:09,864 --> 00:49:10,864
all right?
653
00:49:12,366 --> 00:49:14,733
Just like they're gonna do
things for you.
654
00:49:15,119 --> 00:49:17,111
Your father's wondering...
655
00:49:18,330 --> 00:49:20,322
He's wondering how to help.
656
00:49:23,586 --> 00:49:24,793
Come here.
657
00:49:25,212 --> 00:49:26,953
It's all gonna be all right.
658
00:49:27,548 --> 00:49:28,548
(NANCY SIGHS)
659
00:49:30,259 --> 00:49:32,125
We've got one question
for you, son,
660
00:49:33,053 --> 00:49:35,295
and we're gonna let you sleep.
It's been a big day.
661
00:49:37,933 --> 00:49:40,971
I have shared
our conversations
662
00:49:42,354 --> 00:49:45,973
with these two fine, upstanding men and
I have asked them for their guidance.
663
00:49:48,777 --> 00:49:51,941
(SIGHS) I can tell you right now
we don't have all the answers.
664
00:49:52,364 --> 00:49:56,779
But I do know that you gonna
hold the key to the next step.
665
00:49:58,204 --> 00:50:01,117
Your mother and I,
we cannot see
666
00:50:01,916 --> 00:50:04,203
a way that you can live
under this roof,
667
00:50:04,752 --> 00:50:07,369
attend service and work
at the dealership
668
00:50:08,756 --> 00:50:11,965
if you're going to fundamentally go
against the grain of our beliefs
669
00:50:13,135 --> 00:50:14,797
and against God himself.
670
00:50:17,556 --> 00:50:19,513
I'm gonna ask you
that question now, son.
671
00:50:23,729 --> 00:50:25,311
In your heart,
672
00:50:28,692 --> 00:50:30,479
do you want to change?
673
00:50:48,879 --> 00:50:49,879
(SIGHS)
674
00:50:51,298 --> 00:50:52,379
Yes.
675
00:50:53,759 --> 00:50:55,375
Yes, I want to change.
676
00:51:00,224 --> 00:51:01,681
Come a little closer, son.
677
00:51:02,393 --> 00:51:03,725
Pastor Wilkes,
678
00:51:04,937 --> 00:51:08,226
could you ask Jesus
to shine his light
679
00:51:09,233 --> 00:51:10,895
on my boy at this time?
680
00:51:13,070 --> 00:51:16,313
Heavenly Father, I ask your
blessing for this family.
681
00:51:16,407 --> 00:51:17,864
Give them strength.
682
00:51:18,659 --> 00:51:20,571
Unleash your power
683
00:51:21,453 --> 00:51:25,413
for one of your flock, Jared,
who has lost his way.
684
00:51:25,791 --> 00:51:28,875
We pray, Lord,
that you make him pure
685
00:51:29,628 --> 00:51:32,336
and that you return him
safely back to us
686
00:51:32,423 --> 00:51:38,044
and see that the errors of his way are
nothing more than a momentary straying.
687
00:51:39,305 --> 00:51:42,343
We pray that
he see the path of faith
688
00:51:42,683 --> 00:51:45,892
and that he strive
to be honest
689
00:51:46,270 --> 00:51:49,229
and that he then find the joy
of a new life.
690
00:51:50,065 --> 00:51:51,806
In His name we pray.
691
00:51:52,359 --> 00:51:53,566
MARSHALL: Amen.
692
00:51:54,153 --> 00:51:55,189
Jared.
693
00:52:01,035 --> 00:52:02,867
How's college treating ya?
694
00:52:03,454 --> 00:52:06,288
JARED: Uh, it's going good.
Yeah. It's good.
695
00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:09,908
Your father's asked me
to take some of your blood.
696
00:52:13,505 --> 00:52:15,167
He wants me to...
697
00:52:15,591 --> 00:52:17,958
To check for
testosterone levels.
698
00:52:21,597 --> 00:52:25,932
I'm in a bit of a bind here, Jared, and I...
I said this to your mother, too.
699
00:52:26,018 --> 00:52:30,228
Now, I am a religious woman, there's...
There's no... No question,
700
00:52:30,314 --> 00:52:32,556
but I have also been
to medical school,
701
00:52:33,567 --> 00:52:37,937
and, well, you can say that
I hold science in one hand
702
00:52:38,030 --> 00:52:41,865
and God in the other, and that
is not always an easy balance.
703
00:52:43,118 --> 00:52:46,782
And I know that everybody would
like for me to say otherwise
704
00:52:46,872 --> 00:52:49,706
and send you down
to the pharmacy for a...
705
00:52:49,792 --> 00:52:53,877
A pill that would magically fix you,
but that's not gonna happen.
706
00:52:54,338 --> 00:52:56,204
But I'm gonna take your blood
and I know...
707
00:52:56,298 --> 00:52:57,880
I know
what it's gonna show me.
708
00:52:58,509 --> 00:53:02,844
That you are a perfectly normal,
very healthy teenage boy.
709
00:53:05,057 --> 00:53:09,392
Jared, it's not my place to tell
you that your parents are wrong,
710
00:53:09,770 --> 00:53:12,433
but let's say
that they are wrong.
711
00:53:13,107 --> 00:53:16,851
I understand your father signed
you up for a program next month.
712
00:53:19,029 --> 00:53:23,615
Whatever happens next,
it is still your choice.
713
00:53:24,743 --> 00:53:26,951
It may not feel that way,
but it is.
714
00:53:28,330 --> 00:53:29,616
You're 18.
715
00:53:32,626 --> 00:53:36,996
Do you have anything that you'd...
You'd like to say to me?
716
00:53:38,382 --> 00:53:41,125
Any... Any questions?
717
00:53:45,139 --> 00:53:46,255
No.
718
00:53:51,019 --> 00:53:52,180
VICTOR: Jared?
719
00:53:53,939 --> 00:53:55,055
Morning.
720
00:54:05,868 --> 00:54:10,078
So, I wanted to talk to you
about these.
721
00:54:11,582 --> 00:54:13,448
Uh, your writing.
722
00:54:15,169 --> 00:54:21,416
This "Remy and Lucy met at midnight
under the stars on Willow Street."
723
00:54:23,302 --> 00:54:25,339
What...
Tell me about these.
724
00:54:27,514 --> 00:54:29,927
It's... It's just...
It's a story.
725
00:54:32,186 --> 00:54:35,429
It's a love story about a boy
and a girl, correct?
726
00:54:35,564 --> 00:54:37,271
- Yeah.
- But were you thinking
727
00:54:37,357 --> 00:54:40,475
about two boys
when you wrote this?
728
00:54:42,362 --> 00:54:44,228
- No.
- Be honest.
729
00:54:44,823 --> 00:54:47,031
No, it's just a story.
730
00:54:48,118 --> 00:54:50,360
It's just an assignment
for college.
731
00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:55,999
Jared, I've seen your reading
list for college. I have it here,
732
00:54:56,084 --> 00:54:59,373
and listen, The Picture
of Dorian Gray, Lolita,
733
00:55:00,255 --> 00:55:02,121
I mean, some of these...
These books, Jared,
734
00:55:02,216 --> 00:55:04,277
considering everything that's
going on for you right now,
735
00:55:04,301 --> 00:55:06,112
I don't know that college
is really the best thing
736
00:55:06,136 --> 00:55:07,752
for you to be
pursuing at all.
737
00:55:09,473 --> 00:55:13,717
A year with us may be a much,
much better use of your time,
738
00:55:15,979 --> 00:55:17,686
given everything that I see,
739
00:55:19,858 --> 00:55:21,645
and everything
that's at stake.
740
00:55:24,363 --> 00:55:26,650
And I'm willing to say that
to your parents.
741
00:55:29,243 --> 00:55:31,326
Listen, I've had
many wonderful conversations
742
00:55:31,411 --> 00:55:32,902
with your parents.
Lovely people.
743
00:55:32,996 --> 00:55:35,454
So, I know some of your story.
744
00:55:35,916 --> 00:55:39,535
And I know that there is
quite a discrepancy
745
00:55:39,628 --> 00:55:43,087
between what they were told
and what you said.
746
00:55:44,550 --> 00:55:49,045
And you gotta understand that
they don't know what to believe,
747
00:55:49,137 --> 00:55:51,254
and that's very troubling
for them.
748
00:55:53,350 --> 00:55:55,057
But I think that
you and I know
749
00:55:55,143 --> 00:55:57,556
that there is a whole
lot more to the story,
750
00:55:58,105 --> 00:56:02,349
and, you know, we're not here
on mere thoughts alone.
751
00:56:06,738 --> 00:56:09,446
Jared, the... The people that
get the most out of this place
752
00:56:09,533 --> 00:56:13,994
are the people that are just
really brave and honest
753
00:56:14,079 --> 00:56:17,322
and lay everything on the table,
ugly as it seems,
754
00:56:17,416 --> 00:56:20,159
and fess up to
what God already sees.
755
00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:27,875
And then, I can really truly assess
what is the best future for you.
756
00:56:31,096 --> 00:56:32,462
Okay, son?
757
00:56:35,684 --> 00:56:37,767
Yeah. Yeah.
758
00:56:39,771 --> 00:56:40,771
(SIGHS)
759
00:56:41,982 --> 00:56:46,101
GARY: Dear Heavenly Father,
today I ask your forgiveness for my sins.
760
00:56:47,613 --> 00:56:51,277
For a year, we lived together under
the cover of being roommates.
761
00:56:51,825 --> 00:56:56,536
But in reality, the whole time I
was committing the sin of sodomy.
762
00:56:57,623 --> 00:57:00,957
And then my family discovered the truth
and brought me back to my senses.
763
00:57:01,376 --> 00:57:03,789
They helped me realize
that I was fooling myself.
764
00:57:05,380 --> 00:57:07,121
That I was being fooled.
765
00:57:08,383 --> 00:57:12,047
That I was seduced into a life of
sin by all sorts of sinful people.
766
00:57:13,347 --> 00:57:16,340
And I knew in my heart that I
had forsaken Jesus for Satan.
767
00:57:17,017 --> 00:57:18,017
But now,
768
00:57:21,939 --> 00:57:23,646
I am awake to my sins.
769
00:57:24,274 --> 00:57:25,731
I'm enlightened,
770
00:57:26,151 --> 00:57:27,642
I'm here with all of you
771
00:57:27,945 --> 00:57:31,689
and I'm disgusted at the
person that I once was.
772
00:57:34,368 --> 00:57:36,451
I want to ask God
for his forgiveness,
773
00:57:38,288 --> 00:57:40,575
and I want to thank
all of you guys,
774
00:57:41,041 --> 00:57:42,532
especially you, Mr. Sykes,
775
00:57:43,210 --> 00:57:45,793
for helping me get back
on the path to righteousness.
776
00:57:45,963 --> 00:57:47,499
We love you, Gary.
777
00:57:48,298 --> 00:57:49,914
ALL: We love you, Gary.
778
00:57:50,884 --> 00:57:52,500
(COUNTRY SONG
PLAYING ON RADIO)
779
00:58:05,565 --> 00:58:07,477
Please don't do that, honey.
You know I...
780
00:58:07,609 --> 00:58:10,022
Mom, who did that happen to
and when?
781
00:58:10,153 --> 00:58:12,019
- Seriously. Do you know?
- (SIGHS)
782
00:58:12,114 --> 00:58:13,980
Do you actually know
who that happened to?
783
00:58:17,703 --> 00:58:18,944
It never happened.
784
00:58:19,997 --> 00:58:20,997
(SCOFFS)
785
00:58:24,167 --> 00:58:25,908
Parents want
to protect their kids.
786
00:58:26,044 --> 00:58:29,162
- So they feed them lies.
- I think that they're okay lies.
787
00:58:29,256 --> 00:58:32,044
What? Like not telling me
how long I might be here for?
788
00:58:34,511 --> 00:58:37,299
You know the whole thing you
and Dad are paying for here
789
00:58:37,514 --> 00:58:40,257
is all about how messed up
we are by our parents.
790
00:58:40,642 --> 00:58:43,635
They want to know about you.
That's why you can't know all about it,
791
00:58:43,729 --> 00:58:45,849
because then they wouldn't get
their money out of you.
792
00:58:46,815 --> 00:58:49,057
What have I
ever done to you, hmm?
793
00:58:49,609 --> 00:58:52,317
Talk about me all you want.
My conscious is clean.
794
00:58:52,404 --> 00:58:53,404
(SIGHS)
795
00:59:02,080 --> 00:59:03,446
Honey.
796
00:59:19,514 --> 00:59:20,550
(SIGHS)
797
00:59:21,767 --> 00:59:23,759
JARED: I'm gonna go for a run.
Is that okay, Mom?
798
00:59:24,811 --> 00:59:25,811
Mmm-hmm.
799
00:59:36,531 --> 00:59:38,113
(PANTING)
800
01:00:22,077 --> 01:00:23,193
Fuck you!
801
01:00:26,581 --> 01:00:27,992
Fuck you!
802
01:00:30,669 --> 01:00:32,251
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
803
01:00:36,675 --> 01:00:38,132
Fuck you!
804
01:00:40,595 --> 01:00:42,052
(NANCY PRAYING INDISTINCTLY)
805
01:00:42,180 --> 01:00:44,263
Please,
please give me strength.
806
01:00:44,349 --> 01:00:45,715
I need your help.
807
01:00:46,685 --> 01:00:47,685
Amen.
808
01:00:48,645 --> 01:00:50,102
(SHOWER RUNNING)
809
01:00:56,111 --> 01:00:57,111
(SIGHS)
810
01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:07,737
I'm reading it.
No debate.
811
01:01:08,540 --> 01:01:10,532
I have a right to know
what they're teaching you.
812
01:01:11,334 --> 01:01:14,418
I don't see why anyone would read
it unless you absolutely had to.
813
01:01:15,213 --> 01:01:16,954
I need to know
what's inside.
814
01:01:17,966 --> 01:01:20,208
There are tons
of spelling errors in it.
815
01:01:20,969 --> 01:01:23,177
I almost want to
mark up a copy for them.
816
01:01:24,306 --> 01:01:26,889
But that would take away the
only real enjoyment you get
817
01:01:26,975 --> 01:01:29,592
from reading it,
because I guess it's
818
01:01:31,104 --> 01:01:33,221
actually not much fun
to be there.
819
01:01:36,818 --> 01:01:40,107
And I'm starting to wonder whether
it's really going to change me.
820
01:01:44,951 --> 01:01:45,951
(SIGHS)
821
01:02:01,676 --> 01:02:05,966
"We always come back
to Dog's true design."
822
01:02:12,145 --> 01:02:13,636
Almighty Dog.
823
01:02:40,131 --> 01:02:41,622
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
824
01:02:46,805 --> 01:02:49,172
MAN: Welcome to God
Versus Science...
825
01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:55,728
Thank you.
826
01:03:33,184 --> 01:03:34,345
(INAUDIBLE)
827
01:03:38,773 --> 01:03:40,264
JARED:
Where are you from, Xavier?
828
01:03:41,484 --> 01:03:42,975
XAVIER: I was born in Vienna.
829
01:03:43,570 --> 01:03:46,984
I ended up in Canada,
and now I'm here.
830
01:03:56,416 --> 01:03:57,827
JARED: Do you believe in God?
831
01:03:59,044 --> 01:04:00,251
I do, yeah.
832
01:04:01,921 --> 01:04:02,921
Wow.
833
01:04:04,674 --> 01:04:08,213
I question it, but I still
believe in God, yeah.
834
01:04:15,268 --> 01:04:16,759
Who created the Earth?
835
01:04:16,853 --> 01:04:17,853
(CHUCKLES)
836
01:04:19,147 --> 01:04:20,729
You like a little
small talk, huh?
837
01:04:22,525 --> 01:04:24,107
Do you believe
in the Devil?
838
01:04:27,572 --> 01:04:28,572
(EXHALES)
839
01:04:29,199 --> 01:04:30,565
Did he look like me?
840
01:04:33,370 --> 01:04:34,702
I don't know.
841
01:04:47,258 --> 01:04:48,258
(SNIFFS)
842
01:04:51,262 --> 01:04:53,254
Do you know Job
from the Bible?
843
01:04:54,474 --> 01:04:55,840
Not personally.
844
01:04:56,434 --> 01:04:59,643
I hear he's not great company.
Always complaining.
845
01:05:00,563 --> 01:05:01,563
(CHUCKLES)
846
01:05:04,109 --> 01:05:05,816
I imagine
I'm him sometimes.
847
01:05:06,694 --> 01:05:10,438
And that God and the Devil
are having a bet over me.
848
01:05:10,865 --> 01:05:13,152
That one day
God will let me in
849
01:05:13,243 --> 01:05:16,236
on the experiment
he was having to test me.
850
01:05:19,249 --> 01:05:21,912
I think we're our own God.
851
01:05:23,503 --> 01:05:25,369
I mean, I think he's in us.
852
01:05:26,965 --> 01:05:30,800
In all of us, not,
you know, somewhere
853
01:05:31,177 --> 01:05:33,510
hiding and watching.
854
01:05:45,024 --> 01:05:46,310
Stay with me.
855
01:05:48,111 --> 01:05:49,522
Nothing needs to happen.
856
01:05:51,239 --> 01:05:52,525
I swear.
857
01:05:55,952 --> 01:05:58,535
I'll prove to you
that God won't strike you down.
858
01:06:36,659 --> 01:06:38,241
CAMERON:
You wronged me, Dad...
859
01:06:39,287 --> 01:06:41,324
And I hate the way...
VICTOR: Louder, Cameron.
860
01:06:41,623 --> 01:06:45,082
Can't hear you. Come on.
I'll bring him closer, there he is.
861
01:06:46,878 --> 01:06:50,417
You wronged me, Dad, and I hate you
for the way that you treated me
862
01:06:50,548 --> 01:06:52,164
since you found out
about my problems.
863
01:06:52,258 --> 01:06:53,794
No, about your sin.
864
01:06:54,260 --> 01:06:55,751
- Say that.
- (CAMERON SIGHS)
865
01:06:55,845 --> 01:06:58,087
"About my sins." Go!
866
01:06:58,598 --> 01:06:59,759
(EXHALES)
867
01:07:03,144 --> 01:07:05,727
"About my sins,"
come on, Cameron.
868
01:07:07,690 --> 01:07:11,183
"My homosexual sins."
Come on, Cameron.
869
01:07:12,070 --> 01:07:13,527
- Cameron!
- I can go.
870
01:07:14,614 --> 01:07:15,775
I don't... I don't mind...
871
01:07:15,865 --> 01:07:19,279
VICTOR: No, no, no. Jared, everybody
gets a turn. This is Cameron's turn.
872
01:07:19,536 --> 01:07:22,950
- "About my sins!" Come on!
- Found out about my sins.
873
01:07:25,333 --> 01:07:28,167
I hate that you never listen to me
or acknowledge me.
874
01:07:28,294 --> 01:07:29,580
And when you do
acknowledge me,
875
01:07:29,671 --> 01:07:31,471
it's to make fun of me
in front of my friends.
876
01:07:31,548 --> 01:07:33,130
"It's to make fun of me."
877
01:07:34,133 --> 01:07:36,090
To make fun of me
in front of my friends.
878
01:07:37,220 --> 01:07:40,804
And that time that you told me that
you wished I'd never been born.
879
01:07:41,933 --> 01:07:43,219
That really hurt me.
880
01:07:48,565 --> 01:07:49,726
VICTOR: Cameron...
881
01:07:51,484 --> 01:07:55,273
Now, you say
that you're angry,
882
01:07:56,155 --> 01:07:58,397
but quite frankly,
I don't really see it.
883
01:07:59,701 --> 01:08:02,489
Well, what's going on
in there, Cameron, huh?
884
01:08:04,080 --> 01:08:05,912
Do you want to change?
885
01:08:06,791 --> 01:08:09,249
Now you're going to wish
you hadn't been born, son,
886
01:08:09,335 --> 01:08:13,454
because God will not love you
the way that you are right now.
887
01:08:14,757 --> 01:08:17,215
Unless you really
want to change.
888
01:08:18,886 --> 01:08:20,548
Well? Come on!
889
01:08:25,768 --> 01:08:26,975
(SIGHS)
890
01:08:28,479 --> 01:08:29,936
Well, I guess not.
891
01:08:30,106 --> 01:08:33,099
I guess not. Okay.
Let's take a break.
892
01:08:35,028 --> 01:08:38,487
And you are going to stay here
until you are ready to go.
893
01:08:38,615 --> 01:08:40,902
Everybody but Cameron,
take a break.
894
01:08:42,452 --> 01:08:43,693
(EXHALES)
895
01:08:45,830 --> 01:08:48,664
I don't care
if you sit there all day, son.
896
01:09:08,144 --> 01:09:11,103
JON: Is this all a game to you?
JARED: What do you mean?
897
01:09:12,398 --> 01:09:13,684
Listen, man.
898
01:09:14,275 --> 01:09:16,392
You gotta think about
why you went there.
899
01:09:16,694 --> 01:09:19,437
You're trying to bail him out?
Seriously?
900
01:09:19,822 --> 01:09:21,484
And touching him like that?
901
01:09:21,991 --> 01:09:23,823
Do you think no one saw?
902
01:09:23,910 --> 01:09:25,276
You saw him.
903
01:09:25,370 --> 01:09:28,238
He was very upset.
I didn't mean anything by it.
904
01:09:28,331 --> 01:09:29,822
I should report you.
905
01:09:29,999 --> 01:09:32,912
True ownership, man. Okay.
906
01:09:33,002 --> 01:09:36,166
This is what
moral inventory is all about.
907
01:09:37,006 --> 01:09:39,214
And you gotta quit
staring at me all the time.
908
01:09:39,801 --> 01:09:42,134
These are the urges
that we gotta stamp out.
909
01:09:42,345 --> 01:09:44,257
Okay, you gotta control this.
910
01:09:46,015 --> 01:09:48,348
- Do you even want this to work?
- Of course I do.
911
01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:50,892
We're all trying
to make this work.
912
01:09:50,978 --> 01:09:53,516
I'm having a tough time, too,
just like you are.
913
01:09:54,190 --> 01:09:56,273
Listen, I'm fine.
914
01:09:56,359 --> 01:09:57,440
(MICHAEL CLEARS THROAT)
915
01:10:03,700 --> 01:10:05,407
It doesn't seem like it.
916
01:10:28,182 --> 01:10:29,702
BRANDON: Hey, what are you
doing in here alone?
917
01:10:29,726 --> 01:10:32,389
You're meant to attend bathroom
breaks with a staff member.
918
01:10:38,067 --> 01:10:39,979
What? Now you don't
have to pee?
919
01:10:44,949 --> 01:10:46,815
Or are you going to do
something solo?
920
01:10:49,036 --> 01:10:50,743
That's why
they make them rules.
921
01:10:53,833 --> 01:10:55,620
- Not to be trusted.
- (JARED URINATING)
922
01:10:56,335 --> 01:10:58,292
Not at this stage
of the game.
923
01:11:02,508 --> 01:11:03,508
Hmm.
924
01:11:04,260 --> 01:11:06,126
Sounds like Morse code.
925
01:11:07,805 --> 01:11:09,671
Sending me a message,
926
01:11:10,558 --> 01:11:12,015
- faggot?
- (STOPS URINATING)
927
01:11:20,568 --> 01:11:21,934
(CONTINUES URINATING)
928
01:11:26,949 --> 01:11:28,110
(FLUSHING)
929
01:11:58,773 --> 01:12:00,639
GARY: Starting to see it
for what it is?
930
01:12:07,907 --> 01:12:09,114
You okay?
931
01:12:10,034 --> 01:12:12,367
I'm fine. I'm fine.
932
01:12:13,830 --> 01:12:15,617
I'm going to give you
some advice.
933
01:12:19,460 --> 01:12:20,917
Play the part.
934
01:12:23,130 --> 01:12:24,587
Show them it's working.
935
01:12:24,799 --> 01:12:26,256
You're getting better.
936
01:12:29,637 --> 01:12:31,970
Fake it until you make it,
right?
937
01:12:34,183 --> 01:12:37,722
You don't want to end up in one of
those houses for any length of time.
938
01:12:38,771 --> 01:12:41,013
I've heard the stories
and they're not good.
939
01:12:41,899 --> 01:12:44,107
And that's where you're
likely gonna end up.
940
01:12:44,819 --> 01:12:46,310
Sarah's already there.
941
01:12:47,613 --> 01:12:49,650
So, play the part, man.
942
01:12:52,243 --> 01:12:55,782
And then, once you're home,
you gotta figure out what to do next.
943
01:12:57,540 --> 01:13:01,159
If it comes down to it,
you may have to walk away from everything.
944
01:13:03,421 --> 01:13:04,707
- Everyone.
- (DOOR OPENS)
945
01:13:08,259 --> 01:13:09,625
Thank you for today, Michael.
946
01:13:10,887 --> 01:13:12,094
- See you tomorrow.
- Mmm-hmm.
947
01:13:19,061 --> 01:13:22,475
You're gonna be on the podium any day now,
so you should have a plan.
948
01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:26,399
Unless you really think
you can change.
949
01:13:28,613 --> 01:13:30,855
- Or even want to.
- (VEHICLE APPROACHING)
950
01:13:30,990 --> 01:13:31,990
(HORN HONKING)
951
01:13:38,289 --> 01:13:39,808
JARED: I don't want to be
here anymore.
952
01:13:39,832 --> 01:13:41,915
MARSHALL: (SIGHING)
It's a trial. It...
953
01:13:42,001 --> 01:13:43,145
JARED: I don't feel good here.
954
01:13:43,169 --> 01:13:45,035
Nobody feels good
about you being there, Jared.
955
01:13:45,129 --> 01:13:48,372
I don't... I don't...
I'm not sure if I feel any different.
956
01:13:48,466 --> 01:13:52,210
Son, son, you're not even
halfway through.
957
01:13:53,387 --> 01:13:55,240
Why didn't you tell me
how long I might stay for?
958
01:13:55,264 --> 01:13:57,256
None of us knows
the answer to that, Jared.
959
01:13:57,350 --> 01:13:59,453
It's kind of up to you.
You know, you just gotta give it a chance.
960
01:13:59,477 --> 01:14:01,514
This is like
the book of Matthew.
961
01:14:01,604 --> 01:14:03,081
The Devil's not
going to ask you once,
962
01:14:03,105 --> 01:14:04,917
he's going to ask you
over and over again, son.
963
01:14:04,941 --> 01:14:07,934
And you have just gotta find the
strength and commitment inside you.
964
01:14:08,903 --> 01:14:11,236
You can get through this,
okay?
965
01:14:12,365 --> 01:14:13,651
Okay?
966
01:14:14,533 --> 01:14:17,150
- All right.
- It's late. Get some sleep.
967
01:14:17,328 --> 01:14:19,615
- Good night.
- Good night.
968
01:14:58,119 --> 01:15:00,862
Jared? You're gonna be late.
969
01:15:33,237 --> 01:15:34,899
JARED: I had thoughts of men.
970
01:15:35,239 --> 01:15:36,775
Boys at school.
971
01:15:38,200 --> 01:15:39,361
At college, I...
972
01:15:42,455 --> 01:15:43,866
My imagination.
973
01:15:47,668 --> 01:15:49,660
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
974
01:15:50,254 --> 01:15:53,213
- Hey, what's going on?
- I have no idea.
975
01:15:58,012 --> 01:16:00,755
- Michael, what's going on?
- Just grab a tie.
976
01:16:06,896 --> 01:16:10,480
REVEREND NEIL: Sadly, we are
gathered here today to say farewell
977
01:16:11,817 --> 01:16:15,276
to our son, our friend,
and our brother,
978
01:16:15,362 --> 01:16:16,648
Cameron Van Heusen,
979
01:16:16,739 --> 01:16:22,155
who by his own making last night,
fell prey to Satan's wishes.
980
01:16:24,038 --> 01:16:25,700
Brother Van Heusen, is this
981
01:16:26,332 --> 01:16:27,994
what you want for your son?
982
01:16:29,001 --> 01:16:30,037
No.
983
01:16:30,252 --> 01:16:32,710
Young man, is this you?
984
01:16:33,881 --> 01:16:35,747
Brother Cameron,
is this what you want?
985
01:16:36,509 --> 01:16:38,671
- CAMERON: (SOBBING) No.
- Both of you, come on.
986
01:16:41,055 --> 01:16:42,591
Bring him down here.
987
01:16:44,183 --> 01:16:46,536
- CAMERON'S DAD: Let's go.
- Who's gonna strike this demon down?
988
01:16:46,560 --> 01:16:47,846
CAMERON'S DAD: I will.
989
01:16:51,107 --> 01:16:53,645
- REVEREND NEIL: Out, you demon! Hit it!
- (CAMERON GRUNTS)
990
01:16:53,734 --> 01:16:55,566
Get out of him!
REVEREND NEIL: That's it.
991
01:16:56,028 --> 01:16:58,736
CAMERON'S DAD: Out!
REVEREND NEIL: Leave, demon! Leave!
992
01:17:15,464 --> 01:17:16,580
(CAMERON SOBBING)
993
01:17:17,967 --> 01:17:19,128
(GROANING)
994
01:17:37,111 --> 01:17:38,647
(CAMERON CONTINUES SOBBING)
995
01:18:44,345 --> 01:18:45,426
(WOMAN LAUGHING)
996
01:18:47,848 --> 01:18:49,339
(GIRLS TALKING INDISTINCTLY)
997
01:18:55,856 --> 01:18:57,438
GIRL: Sarah, come on!
998
01:19:31,267 --> 01:19:32,974
XAVIER: Stay with me.
999
01:19:37,398 --> 01:19:40,311
I'll prove to you that God
won't strike you down.
1000
01:21:09,615 --> 01:21:10,615
(MAN SIGHS)
1001
01:21:14,244 --> 01:21:15,610
All right,
take your seat.
1002
01:21:15,788 --> 01:21:17,245
Welcome back, son.
1003
01:21:17,748 --> 01:21:18,748
(CAMERON SIGHS)
1004
01:21:18,832 --> 01:21:23,202
VICTOR: Now, I don't know about you all,
but today, ooh, I feel invigorated.
1005
01:21:23,754 --> 01:21:26,918
And I feel hopeful
and a true sense that
1006
01:21:27,383 --> 01:21:31,502
anything is possible today
in this room.
1007
01:21:33,138 --> 01:21:34,879
Cameron, how do you feel, son?
1008
01:21:36,642 --> 01:21:37,883
I feel great, sir.
1009
01:21:39,645 --> 01:21:42,388
Do you feel the true presence
of God in your heart?
1010
01:21:43,148 --> 01:21:44,148
Yes, sir.
1011
01:21:44,358 --> 01:21:46,725
And that feels great,
doesn't it?
1012
01:21:47,361 --> 01:21:48,772
Yes, sir, it does.
1013
01:21:49,863 --> 01:21:50,899
For sure.
1014
01:21:52,825 --> 01:21:53,986
(SIGHS)
1015
01:21:55,160 --> 01:21:56,617
I'm happy for you, son.
1016
01:21:56,995 --> 01:21:58,111
(TAPPING ON LECTERN)
1017
01:21:58,956 --> 01:22:00,492
Moral inventory.
1018
01:22:04,753 --> 01:22:07,416
Jared, you're up, son.
1019
01:22:11,176 --> 01:22:12,212
Come on.
1020
01:22:12,803 --> 01:22:13,964
Come on, son.
1021
01:22:15,264 --> 01:22:16,800
All right. Michael.
1022
01:22:28,861 --> 01:22:31,194
And when you're ready.
1023
01:22:32,030 --> 01:22:33,237
(EXHALES)
1024
01:22:34,616 --> 01:22:36,198
"I had thoughts of men.
1025
01:22:38,412 --> 01:22:39,744
"Boys at school.
1026
01:22:41,415 --> 01:22:44,704
"On TV. On the street.
In my imagination.
1027
01:22:45,502 --> 01:22:49,337
"At college I held the hand of a boy and
I stayed through the night in his bed.
1028
01:22:52,801 --> 01:22:55,794
"For these thoughts and this
action for which I felt regretful,
1029
01:22:55,888 --> 01:22:58,048
"I'd like to ask for God's..."
VICTOR: Wait. Hold on.
1030
01:22:58,348 --> 01:22:59,348
(SIGHS)
1031
01:22:59,433 --> 01:23:00,549
Jared.
1032
01:23:02,561 --> 01:23:04,723
Come on. What else?
1033
01:23:06,523 --> 01:23:07,730
I never...
1034
01:23:08,692 --> 01:23:11,059
I stayed through the night
with a boy from college,
1035
01:23:11,153 --> 01:23:12,644
but we never did
anything more.
1036
01:23:12,779 --> 01:23:16,068
Listen, don't even try
lying to God, Jared.
1037
01:23:16,158 --> 01:23:17,820
He already sees.
1038
01:23:18,785 --> 01:23:20,697
So, come on. What else?
1039
01:23:21,330 --> 01:23:22,330
(STUTTERS)
1040
01:23:24,208 --> 01:23:27,076
I lied on my genogram.
My Uncle Chris wasn't an alcoholic.
1041
01:23:27,169 --> 01:23:29,957
Why don't you tell us
about this Henry boy?
1042
01:23:32,216 --> 01:23:33,707
That your daddy
told me about.
1043
01:23:34,343 --> 01:23:36,426
That's not...
That's not fair.
1044
01:23:36,887 --> 01:23:37,887
Why not?
1045
01:23:38,514 --> 01:23:40,176
(STAMMERS)
That's not my sin.
1046
01:23:40,474 --> 01:23:42,636
Do you want to waste
these people's time?
1047
01:23:42,726 --> 01:23:43,762
I'm not.
1048
01:23:43,894 --> 01:23:47,558
No, these people who got up
here honestly and were brave...
1049
01:23:47,648 --> 01:23:49,929
Well, I could make something up,
I could make something up.
1050
01:23:49,983 --> 01:23:52,475
Is that what you...
Is that what you want me to do?
1051
01:23:52,694 --> 01:23:55,687
(STAMMERING)
Isn't that a sin, too?
1052
01:23:55,781 --> 01:23:58,990
I mean, if thoughts are a sin,
I ask God's forgiveness for that,
1053
01:23:59,076 --> 01:24:01,193
but I'm not making
anything up.
1054
01:24:03,038 --> 01:24:04,038
(SIGHS)
1055
01:24:05,999 --> 01:24:07,535
Okay, then. Okay.
1056
01:24:10,462 --> 01:24:11,623
Lie chair.
1057
01:24:12,965 --> 01:24:16,925
I just want to make use
of some of this anger.
1058
01:24:19,096 --> 01:24:23,636
Uh, wait. Guys, just sit.
Just stay where you are, okay?
1059
01:24:23,725 --> 01:24:25,341
Here he is, Jared.
1060
01:24:26,019 --> 01:24:27,601
Your father is sitting here
1061
01:24:27,688 --> 01:24:31,557
and I want you to tell him
how affected you are by him.
1062
01:24:31,650 --> 01:24:34,438
And how angry you are.
1063
01:24:34,528 --> 01:24:37,316
Tell him how you hate him for the
things that he's... The way...
1064
01:24:37,447 --> 01:24:40,110
- You can sit down. Sit down.
- But I'm not angry.
1065
01:24:40,200 --> 01:24:41,736
- Yeah, I know.
- And he's done things
1066
01:24:41,827 --> 01:24:43,363
- that upset me, but...
- But you are.
1067
01:24:43,495 --> 01:24:46,033
- You're angry, but you don't...
- He's let me down...
1068
01:24:46,123 --> 01:24:47,330
Why do I
have to be angry?
1069
01:24:47,457 --> 01:24:49,744
Just sit.
1070
01:24:50,043 --> 01:24:51,625
- Sit down.
- I'm not a dog.
1071
01:24:51,753 --> 01:24:53,961
- I know.
- And I don't think anyone is responsible
1072
01:24:54,047 --> 01:24:57,256
for me, so I don't see how it's gonna
help picking someone to blame or hate.
1073
01:24:57,467 --> 01:25:01,006
If you don't hate anyone, Jared,
then where is all this anger coming from?
1074
01:25:01,096 --> 01:25:02,337
Because you're
making me angry.
1075
01:25:02,472 --> 01:25:04,429
There you go!
I want you to use that!
1076
01:25:04,516 --> 01:25:07,554
I'm not gonna pretend I hate my father.
I don't hate my father.
1077
01:25:07,644 --> 01:25:09,385
Jared, you do.
1078
01:25:09,479 --> 01:25:12,142
You don't know me!
You're all crazy!
1079
01:25:12,232 --> 01:25:13,643
- All of you!
- Hey! I didn't...
1080
01:25:13,734 --> 01:25:15,191
Just... Jared.
1081
01:25:15,277 --> 01:25:17,234
You're in my chair.
1082
01:25:17,404 --> 01:25:19,566
- There you go! I hate you!
- Jared!
1083
01:25:20,490 --> 01:25:21,947
But how
does that help?
1084
01:25:22,034 --> 01:25:23,070
Jared!
1085
01:25:24,286 --> 01:25:25,286
(VICTOR CLEARS THROAT)
1086
01:25:29,291 --> 01:25:30,577
(PANTING)
1087
01:25:34,004 --> 01:25:35,165
Jared!
1088
01:25:35,255 --> 01:25:36,791
Who's in the front office?
1089
01:25:42,095 --> 01:25:45,384
Jared! Son, let's talk. Son.
1090
01:25:47,976 --> 01:25:49,717
Hey! Michael!
1091
01:25:50,979 --> 01:25:52,390
MICHAEL: Hey, hey!
Give it to me!
1092
01:25:54,524 --> 01:25:56,641
- JARED: I want my things and I want to go.
- Jared.
1093
01:25:57,027 --> 01:25:58,563
VICTOR: Michael! Hey!
1094
01:25:58,654 --> 01:25:59,940
(BOTH GRUNTING)
1095
01:26:00,197 --> 01:26:03,235
Hey! Michael!
Get out of the room!
1096
01:26:03,325 --> 01:26:04,566
Come here, son.
1097
01:26:08,080 --> 01:26:09,196
Jared!
1098
01:26:09,373 --> 01:26:13,538
Hey, listen. What you're having
is a natural response, okay.
1099
01:26:13,627 --> 01:26:15,227
- (JARED PANTING)
- Just... Just breathe.
1100
01:26:17,297 --> 01:26:18,413
(VICTOR SIGHS)
1101
01:26:23,887 --> 01:26:26,425
Jared!
JARED: Hey, I just need a minute.
1102
01:26:27,599 --> 01:26:29,761
- Just go away.
- Take a minute, okay.
1103
01:26:32,521 --> 01:26:33,762
(DIALING)
1104
01:26:37,067 --> 01:26:38,067
(SOBBING)
1105
01:26:38,151 --> 01:26:40,108
Please pick up, Mom.
1106
01:26:41,279 --> 01:26:42,941
- NANCY: Jared?
- Mom...
1107
01:26:43,031 --> 01:26:45,990
- Jared?
- I need you to come get me, please.
1108
01:26:46,118 --> 01:26:47,553
What's the matter?
What's the matter?
1109
01:26:47,577 --> 01:26:49,193
- Please, I'm in trouble.
- What...
1110
01:26:49,329 --> 01:26:50,329
What's happened?
1111
01:26:50,455 --> 01:26:54,165
Best thing that we can do is probably
ease him back into the session.
1112
01:26:54,459 --> 01:26:55,916
- Hey, son.
- I called my mom
1113
01:26:56,002 --> 01:26:57,163
and she's coming to get me.
1114
01:26:57,671 --> 01:26:59,071
VICTOR:
Listen, you gotta understand
1115
01:26:59,214 --> 01:27:01,150
what you're going through
right now is just a moment.
1116
01:27:01,174 --> 01:27:02,915
- A moment? A moment?
- Okay.
1117
01:27:03,009 --> 01:27:04,195
And I feel exactly
what you're going through.
1118
01:27:04,219 --> 01:27:07,053
I think that you and I should just
get everybody gone and we just talk.
1119
01:27:07,180 --> 01:27:08,546
I don't want to talk.
I want to go.
1120
01:27:08,807 --> 01:27:10,890
Well, Jared,
I don't want you to.
1121
01:27:11,393 --> 01:27:12,679
I want you to stay.
1122
01:27:12,894 --> 01:27:14,977
Well, (STUTTERS)
I read the rules
1123
01:27:15,063 --> 01:27:17,430
and none of them say
you can stop me from leaving.
1124
01:27:17,524 --> 01:27:19,669
I wouldn't.
Can you just check where Brandon is, please?
1125
01:27:19,693 --> 01:27:23,562
And if you or anyone puts their hands on me,
I have witnesses.
1126
01:27:23,655 --> 01:27:25,442
Nobody's going to
put their hands on you.
1127
01:27:25,699 --> 01:27:27,235
Why would anybody do that?
1128
01:27:27,409 --> 01:27:28,616
Come sit.
1129
01:27:29,077 --> 01:27:31,069
We're gonna wait
for your mom, okay?
1130
01:27:31,329 --> 01:27:33,912
Jesus, our Savior,
please focus on Jared.
1131
01:27:34,124 --> 01:27:37,208
Let him see the strength
and courage that he needs.
1132
01:27:37,294 --> 01:27:40,334
I want you to fill him right now with
all the wisdom of everybody in this room
1133
01:27:40,380 --> 01:27:43,498
to show him how much they love him
and how much they care about him.
1134
01:27:43,675 --> 01:27:44,916
- Be strong!
- His journey
1135
01:27:45,010 --> 01:27:48,549
into the fire that he's walking into
and what he's willing to face.
1136
01:27:48,638 --> 01:27:50,345
- You are a man.
- May you open his eyes
1137
01:27:50,432 --> 01:27:52,048
and see the wisdom
that you have...
1138
01:27:52,142 --> 01:27:53,349
- NANCY: Jared!
- Mom!
1139
01:27:53,518 --> 01:27:55,225
- Jared, honey, what's happened?
- Mom!
1140
01:27:55,353 --> 01:27:57,206
- Hey, hey! Sit back down!
- Mom, they're not letting me go!
1141
01:27:57,230 --> 01:27:59,438
It's not that
we're not letting him go.
1142
01:27:59,608 --> 01:28:01,711
Come on. Open this door.
VICTOR: Just hold on, Jared.
1143
01:28:01,735 --> 01:28:04,193
Mrs. Eamons, my name is Victor Sykes.
NANCY: Who are you?
1144
01:28:04,279 --> 01:28:05,520
We spoke on the telephone.
1145
01:28:05,614 --> 01:28:07,071
I don't remember that.
Open the door.
1146
01:28:07,157 --> 01:28:08,760
Well, I spoke with your
husband a couple times.
1147
01:28:08,784 --> 01:28:11,993
Jared's just having a moment here borne
out of the role-playing exercise.
1148
01:28:12,078 --> 01:28:15,321
No, no! That's not true.
Mom, tell him to open the door.
1149
01:28:15,457 --> 01:28:18,541
- VICTOR: Slow down.
- Enough. Open the door now, Mr. Sykes.
1150
01:28:18,627 --> 01:28:21,620
- Can we just all...
- I said open the door now!
1151
01:28:21,713 --> 01:28:24,126
I'm gonna call the police
if you don't open this door.
1152
01:28:24,257 --> 01:28:26,235
VICTOR: There is no need for that.
BRANDON: Slow down. Right now.
1153
01:28:26,259 --> 01:28:27,591
- Let him go!
- (BRANDON GASPS)
1154
01:28:28,595 --> 01:28:29,927
You all right, honey?
1155
01:28:30,263 --> 01:28:31,379
Just let him go.
1156
01:28:35,519 --> 01:28:36,976
VICTOR: I just...
I think that...
1157
01:28:38,647 --> 01:28:40,684
Jared, come on.
1158
01:28:40,816 --> 01:28:44,560
I just... I think it's more
important for his
1159
01:28:44,778 --> 01:28:46,770
development right now
that he...
1160
01:28:46,863 --> 01:28:49,571
NANCY: Don't even listen to him.
Get in the car. Get in the car.
1161
01:28:52,452 --> 01:28:54,239
VICTOR: You're gonna
ruin that child.
1162
01:28:54,371 --> 01:28:57,284
What are your actual
qualifications, Mr. Sykes?
1163
01:28:57,374 --> 01:28:58,910
I never asked. Hmm?
1164
01:28:59,668 --> 01:29:02,627
Are you a doctor? Are you?
Psychologist?
1165
01:29:02,712 --> 01:29:04,829
I mean, a proper one?
Are you?
1166
01:29:06,800 --> 01:29:07,881
No.
1167
01:29:08,802 --> 01:29:10,213
I didn't think so.
1168
01:29:10,679 --> 01:29:11,679
(SIGHS)
1169
01:29:13,223 --> 01:29:14,634
Shame on you!
1170
01:29:16,393 --> 01:29:18,055
Shame on me, too.
1171
01:29:18,144 --> 01:29:20,056
Shame on you!
1172
01:29:48,133 --> 01:29:49,465
SERVER: Can I help you?
1173
01:29:49,593 --> 01:29:51,755
JARED: Uh, I'm not sure
if I'm staying or going.
1174
01:29:51,845 --> 01:29:53,381
SERVER: All right.
Well, let me know.
1175
01:30:05,108 --> 01:30:06,849
I talked to your father.
1176
01:30:08,528 --> 01:30:10,064
He wants you to go back.
1177
01:30:10,488 --> 01:30:12,354
(BOTH SIGH)
1178
01:30:17,704 --> 01:30:21,744
I told him we'll see him at home.
I told him you're not going back.
1179
01:30:25,879 --> 01:30:27,290
You know that night
1180
01:30:28,882 --> 01:30:31,545
when Pastor Wilkes and Jim
came to the house?
1181
01:30:33,178 --> 01:30:36,421
Those men decided what
to do with you and I just...
1182
01:30:37,140 --> 01:30:40,554
I fell into line,
like I usually do.
1183
01:30:43,396 --> 01:30:46,104
They say sometimes you gotta hurt
a child in order to help them
1184
01:30:46,191 --> 01:30:48,023
and that may be so
with some things,
1185
01:30:49,110 --> 01:30:51,944
but a mother knows
when something isn't right.
1186
01:30:52,989 --> 01:30:55,606
And I knew in my bones
1187
01:30:56,618 --> 01:30:58,484
this wasn't hurting to help.
1188
01:31:01,122 --> 01:31:05,332
I was just letting you down
and I kept my mouth shut.
1189
01:31:09,422 --> 01:31:12,290
And I will always regret that.
1190
01:31:16,179 --> 01:31:18,341
But I can do
a different thing now.
1191
01:31:18,682 --> 01:31:20,639
Now that I have a chance.
1192
01:31:26,106 --> 01:31:27,972
I'll handle your father.
1193
01:31:30,026 --> 01:31:32,985
He can fall into line with me
for a change.
1194
01:31:39,452 --> 01:31:43,287
Some folk, they don't go to
church for the right reasons.
1195
01:31:47,794 --> 01:31:51,037
Now, you know the type of
person I'm talking about.
1196
01:31:54,134 --> 01:31:55,341
They just turn up.
1197
01:32:00,515 --> 01:32:04,099
They don't use every day
of their Christian life
1198
01:32:06,354 --> 01:32:09,893
to praise the Lord and help
bring others to His word.
1199
01:32:11,484 --> 01:32:14,272
It might be your neighbor,
might be your friend,
1200
01:32:14,529 --> 01:32:17,112
it might be just a face
you only ever see at church.
1201
01:32:17,615 --> 01:32:18,856
They just turn up.
1202
01:32:19,826 --> 01:32:21,943
I will tell something
that I know.
1203
01:32:22,162 --> 01:32:25,746
Just turning up to church
does not make you a Christian.
1204
01:32:25,874 --> 01:32:27,274
CONGREGATION MEMBER:
Yes, sir. Amen.
1205
01:32:27,959 --> 01:32:30,793
MARSHALL: Study the Bible.
Study His word.
1206
01:32:31,379 --> 01:32:32,790
I can guarantee you,
1207
01:32:33,798 --> 01:32:35,505
every question you have,
1208
01:32:37,218 --> 01:32:41,337
you gonna find an answer
in this book.
1209
01:32:41,848 --> 01:32:42,964
CONGREGATION MEMBER: Amen.
1210
01:32:45,602 --> 01:32:46,888
(DOORBELL RINGS)
1211
01:32:52,275 --> 01:32:57,771
- (KNOCKING ON DOOR)
- Honey, um, do you know a boy, Cameron Van Heusen?
1212
01:32:59,365 --> 01:33:01,072
Yeah. Is he here?
1213
01:33:01,576 --> 01:33:03,659
No. No, no.
That's the police.
1214
01:33:05,163 --> 01:33:10,033
Apparently, this boy Cameron
killed himself last night.
1215
01:33:19,761 --> 01:33:21,878
They want to ask you
some questions.
1216
01:34:53,855 --> 01:34:55,187
(UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING)
1217
01:34:55,356 --> 01:34:56,972
(ALL GREETING)
1218
01:34:58,276 --> 01:35:00,063
- Hey! How you doing?
- Good.
1219
01:35:00,153 --> 01:35:02,190
Nice to see you! I'm good.
1220
01:35:04,073 --> 01:35:05,073
I'm good. Here.
1221
01:35:05,158 --> 01:35:07,491
Yeah, I think
they're in the dishwasher.
1222
01:35:08,119 --> 01:35:10,532
Come on, Chris.
Join us.
1223
01:35:11,122 --> 01:35:12,329
WOMAN: Get out of the kitchen.
1224
01:35:12,415 --> 01:35:13,997
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
1225
01:35:22,675 --> 01:35:24,166
I didn't even feel it.
1226
01:35:27,388 --> 01:35:28,549
(JARED SIGHS)
1227
01:35:43,488 --> 01:35:44,604
(MESSAGE ALERT CHIMES)
1228
01:35:49,786 --> 01:35:50,786
(CHUCKLES)
1229
01:35:51,079 --> 01:35:52,079
(MESSAGE ALERT CHIMES)
1230
01:36:19,315 --> 01:36:20,315
(TYPING)
1231
01:36:27,490 --> 01:36:28,776
(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
1232
01:36:29,867 --> 01:36:30,867
Mom...
1233
01:36:30,952 --> 01:36:33,535
NANCY: I gave it to him,
he has it, and he'll read it.
1234
01:36:33,997 --> 01:36:35,204
He knows he has to.
1235
01:36:36,207 --> 01:36:39,917
Mom, it's important he reads it,
can you just put him on?
1236
01:36:40,962 --> 01:36:43,750
I'm calling you from Little Rock,
I'm with Aunt Mary, so...
1237
01:36:43,840 --> 01:36:45,672
Wait. Why?
1238
01:36:46,426 --> 01:36:48,258
You should just
call him at home.
1239
01:36:49,012 --> 01:36:50,012
What happened?
1240
01:36:50,722 --> 01:36:53,931
Nothing, she just needed some help
with the shop, so I came down here,
1241
01:36:54,017 --> 01:36:55,804
and I'm driving back tonight,
I'm...
1242
01:36:56,811 --> 01:36:58,268
I mean, nothing.
Nothing is wrong.
1243
01:37:28,301 --> 01:37:30,133
NANCY:
Seriously, nothing is wrong.
1244
01:37:30,636 --> 01:37:32,673
Why didn't you tell me
you were coming?
1245
01:37:33,556 --> 01:37:34,637
Is he here?
1246
01:37:35,183 --> 01:37:36,299
He left.
1247
01:37:37,268 --> 01:37:40,306
It is Sunday, if it's urgent,
you're gonna have to go to church.
1248
01:37:42,065 --> 01:37:43,146
Why aren't you there?
1249
01:37:43,775 --> 01:37:45,232
Why aren't you at church?
1250
01:37:48,321 --> 01:37:52,235
I go, sometimes.
I support your dad and...
1251
01:37:52,950 --> 01:37:55,033
Mom, what's going on
with you two?
1252
01:37:58,247 --> 01:37:59,454
Jared, it's...
1253
01:38:00,583 --> 01:38:01,664
He knows.
1254
01:38:02,251 --> 01:38:03,833
I can't be around the...
1255
01:38:07,548 --> 01:38:11,007
I love God, God loves me.
1256
01:38:13,888 --> 01:38:15,424
And I love my son.
1257
01:38:16,307 --> 01:38:17,673
That simple.
1258
01:38:19,394 --> 01:38:21,727
For your father,
it's a little more complicated.
1259
01:38:23,481 --> 01:38:25,143
I wish it wasn't,
but it is.
1260
01:38:26,984 --> 01:38:27,984
(SIGHS)
1261
01:38:31,197 --> 01:38:32,233
(CAR DOOR CLOSES)
1262
01:38:51,551 --> 01:38:52,712
(EXHALES)
1263
01:39:02,270 --> 01:39:05,638
Did you hear about the article
I've got coming out in the Times?
1264
01:39:07,942 --> 01:39:09,274
Do you know
what it's about?
1265
01:39:09,652 --> 01:39:11,359
I won't get into a fight.
1266
01:39:12,738 --> 01:39:13,945
Your mother told me, son.
1267
01:39:14,031 --> 01:39:15,112
It's not a fight.
1268
01:39:15,533 --> 01:39:18,776
I'm just doing the right thing.
I'm letting you know.
1269
01:39:21,330 --> 01:39:22,446
I've written more,
1270
01:39:22,540 --> 01:39:25,658
and the publishers are talking about
me putting together a whole book.
1271
01:39:27,879 --> 01:39:30,041
You don't need to read
any of it.
1272
01:39:31,632 --> 01:39:34,420
I just needed you to know
that it might be out there.
1273
01:39:34,510 --> 01:39:35,671
Well,
1274
01:39:37,054 --> 01:39:38,135
now I know.
1275
01:39:38,222 --> 01:39:40,384
But it might be good
for you to read.
1276
01:39:41,309 --> 01:39:45,303
Because you never really asked
what went on there.
1277
01:39:46,230 --> 01:39:49,064
You never really knew
the staff or...
1278
01:39:49,150 --> 01:39:50,357
- You're right.
- Or...
1279
01:39:50,443 --> 01:39:51,443
You're right.
1280
01:39:52,153 --> 01:39:57,023
When the situation came up,
I did what I've often done in my life.
1281
01:39:58,743 --> 01:40:00,985
I sought the counsel
of wiser men
1282
01:40:02,371 --> 01:40:03,737
and I followed their advice.
1283
01:40:05,082 --> 01:40:06,368
What would you do now?
1284
01:40:07,585 --> 01:40:08,951
Now that you are
running things?
1285
01:40:09,086 --> 01:40:10,293
Enough.
1286
01:40:14,675 --> 01:40:15,675
Good night.
1287
01:40:26,729 --> 01:40:28,015
(SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY)
1288
01:40:28,105 --> 01:40:29,105
(DOOR OPENS)
1289
01:40:46,082 --> 01:40:47,539
For me.
1290
01:41:39,844 --> 01:41:41,196
Is there something
you need help with?
1291
01:41:41,220 --> 01:41:43,132
Because you know
I gotta make my flight.
1292
01:41:43,222 --> 01:41:45,214
Yeah, now, this was
going to be for Christmas.
1293
01:41:45,808 --> 01:41:48,266
But, uh, you know,
your mother tells me
1294
01:41:48,352 --> 01:41:50,435
you like to drive upstate
sometimes to write.
1295
01:41:50,605 --> 01:41:52,688
Dad, I live in New York.
I don't need a car.
1296
01:41:53,983 --> 01:41:57,818
She also tells me
you like to write by hand
1297
01:41:57,903 --> 01:41:59,360
before you use
your computer.
1298
01:42:00,489 --> 01:42:01,489
Just like me.
1299
01:42:03,284 --> 01:42:08,279
This pen is made from a
cedar tree grown in Israel.
1300
01:42:10,750 --> 01:42:11,911
Guided me.
1301
01:42:12,543 --> 01:42:15,081
I've written every sermon
that I have ever delivered
1302
01:42:15,171 --> 01:42:17,709
in this new church
with this pen.
1303
01:42:21,302 --> 01:42:22,543
One writer to another.
1304
01:42:35,441 --> 01:42:36,977
I don't want to
pretend anymore.
1305
01:42:40,071 --> 01:42:41,812
We don't need to
spend time together.
1306
01:42:42,698 --> 01:42:43,734
We don't need to speak
1307
01:42:43,824 --> 01:42:46,157
unless we're going to
talk to each other properly.
1308
01:42:47,078 --> 01:42:48,078
Like...
1309
01:42:48,287 --> 01:42:51,871
(STUTTERS) You've done some
things that have really hurt me.
1310
01:42:53,376 --> 01:42:58,167
Like you never asked if there
was more to my story at college.
1311
01:43:00,466 --> 01:43:02,458
You never asked
if I was okay.
1312
01:43:04,095 --> 01:43:06,633
You were too focused
on how it affected you.
1313
01:43:10,518 --> 01:43:14,683
There's so many things
that we've never spoken about.
1314
01:43:15,898 --> 01:43:17,560
And I don't know
if we ever will.
1315
01:43:18,526 --> 01:43:19,526
Yeah.
1316
01:43:26,784 --> 01:43:28,741
You know, all this was
going to be yours.
1317
01:43:29,954 --> 01:43:35,074
I mean, it still will be,
but I meant to run and to make a living from.
1318
01:43:38,921 --> 01:43:40,082
I understand.
1319
01:43:41,382 --> 01:43:42,839
We all got our own paths.
1320
01:43:45,052 --> 01:43:49,137
The truth is
I want you to do well.
1321
01:43:50,433 --> 01:43:52,345
I want you
to have a great life.
1322
01:43:53,102 --> 01:43:54,102
I love you.
1323
01:43:56,188 --> 01:43:57,975
But I can't pretend either.
1324
01:43:59,442 --> 01:44:01,229
There are things
I disagree with.
1325
01:44:02,528 --> 01:44:05,441
And I'll admit, I'll be honest,
I'm, you know...
1326
01:44:05,531 --> 01:44:10,026
I am being prideful when I resent the
fact that I may never be a grandparent.
1327
01:44:10,119 --> 01:44:11,610
Now, that's just the truth.
1328
01:44:12,496 --> 01:44:15,113
It's hard for me to admit
that I have hurt you.
1329
01:44:17,168 --> 01:44:20,457
And that with my beliefs
and with all that's gone on,
1330
01:44:20,546 --> 01:44:23,960
I understand I may have
set myself up to lose you.
1331
01:44:25,092 --> 01:44:30,679
And I've had to ask myself
and God if I'm ready for that.
1332
01:44:38,481 --> 01:44:41,724
I do not want to lose you.
1333
01:44:42,735 --> 01:44:44,317
Well, it doesn't feel
like that.
1334
01:44:45,154 --> 01:44:48,898
I'm sick of avoiding you.
I'm sick of talking about nothing.
1335
01:44:49,366 --> 01:44:50,652
I'm sick of it.
1336
01:44:51,702 --> 01:44:54,035
I'm gay and I'm your son.
1337
01:44:55,289 --> 01:44:57,576
And neither of those things
are going to change.
1338
01:44:58,375 --> 01:45:00,287
Okay, so let's deal with that.
1339
01:45:00,377 --> 01:45:01,959
Or let's call it a day.
1340
01:45:03,005 --> 01:45:06,840
Both of us would be okay,
but that would be a shame.
1341
01:45:11,096 --> 01:45:13,133
I'm not changing.
There's no changing me.
1342
01:45:15,184 --> 01:45:16,425
God knows I tried.
1343
01:45:17,770 --> 01:45:19,261
So, if you mean it,
1344
01:45:20,356 --> 01:45:21,597
if you really mean that,
1345
01:45:24,693 --> 01:45:26,229
and you're not ready
to lose me,
1346
01:45:29,490 --> 01:45:32,528
then I'm sorry, but you're going
to have to be the one to change.
1347
01:45:34,620 --> 01:45:35,952
I understand.
1348
01:45:39,166 --> 01:45:40,327
I am going to try.
1349
01:45:47,174 --> 01:45:48,290
(VOICE BREAKING) I'll try.
1350
01:45:50,928 --> 01:45:52,260
I gotta get going.
1351
01:46:18,414 --> 01:46:19,530
Dad,
1352
01:46:20,374 --> 01:46:23,037
I've invited Mom to my place
for Christmas.
1353
01:46:23,335 --> 01:46:24,335
Yeah.
1354
01:46:26,505 --> 01:46:27,996
You're welcome to come, too.
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