All language subtitles for Lágrimas negras 1998

BLACK TEARS

How awful! Did it seem that
bad when we shot it?

Why haven't you finished it yet?

No one wants to see "the dark side
of the human condition".

- I'm not surprised.
- It could be fucking great!

Yes, but who wants to see this?

Life is disgusting enough than to have
to watch all this on top of that.

- You think I'm sick.
I didn't say that,

Why dwell on the dark side?
I want to be as far from it as I can.

Well,

you may be right,

But I still think
that if you don't face the darkness,

the light will blind you,
and then you're lost.

There he is.

M�ximo Saavedra Daneiro,
57 years old, from Lugo.

Ten years ago, he bludgeoned his
mother to death with a pick-axe.

And then, he spent the next week
fucking the old lady's corpse.

He looks like a painting
by Francis Bacon.

Are they crazy because they suffer, or
do they suffer because they're crazy?

Walk me to my bike.

Listen Marta, I'm having dinner
tonight with Ali,

don't you come?

I'm old and tired, but I
don't want to ruin your "soir�e".

Whatever you want.

Besides, I've got better plans.

I'm having dinner at home,
you know who with?

No. Woody Allen?

With my remote control.

A dinner for two.

Didn't I want to be independent?
Well... l've got it in spades.

You're crazy.

What I am is lonely.

I deserve it,
but it's still fucked.

And if you dare tell me that others
suffer more, I'll hit you with my helmet.

I wasn't going to.

But do you realize that you don't have

to go around looking for it?

It's right here.

Ciao.

Right now, you need a psychiatrist

like a fish needs a bicycle.

That's exactly what I told him.

Really?
What did he say?

Anything goes with my shrink.

He told me about a guy who, after each
session, says he's never coming back;

but he's been saying this for years.

I hope I don't end up
like that.

Where are you going?

Home.

I have the exam on Monday,
and tomorrow I need to get up

very early to study.

I hate you.

Bullshit!

You can't live without me.

C'mon, say it...

say you can't live without me.

I hate you.

No... no...

I love you, I love you

I can't live without you.

I can't live without you,

without your notes and exams.

Here...

I bought you a present.

Congratulations.

You're wonderful.

You haven't given me anything
this nice in such a long time.

No. You've never given me anything

such a nice gift.

This is for you.

Since rings are out, these will be
our engagement earrings, okay?

Okay; what do I do?
Hang them on my nose?

Marta complains that no one wants to
broadcast her TV programs,

but I can't find anybody willing
to publish my photography.

"They're too beautiful".
Fuck, they're good!

No, I like them, but...

But what?

Maybe something different
is en vogue now.

Something different? What?

Something more... realistic.

More realistic than my photos?
There's nothing!

- Well... Uglier.
- I see.

Out of focus, overexposed,
and out of frame.

Anyone can do that!
This is what's difficult.

What do I know! What are you telling me!

Besides, I love your photos.

I'm going to miss you.

I don't expect to miss you.

Okay, then good-bye.

- Have fun.
- Call me.

But don't call me all the time.

Ali.

Got you! Ciao.

Andr�s.

Ciao, for you.

You move, I shoot you,
son of a bitch.

You! See... what he's got.

Nothing, Isabel. He's a loser...

He's a smart ass.

Let's go for a ride.

Get in, for shit's sake.

Give me the fucking keys.

What, Cinta? Do you feel

like traveling?

Trips are cool. Where to?

What about Portugal?
To see the sea.

The sea? Cool.

Let's go, then.

Look what a fucking great
camera this loser has.

Fuck...

Hey shithead,

how come you've got such a good camera?

To take pictures.

- Pictures! For who?
- For me.

Isabel, maybe he's a cop.

I'm not a cop.

Keep the camera and leave me alone,

I don't want any trouble.

Great! The rich kid
doesn't want trouble.

Listen, daddy's boy,
we'll keep whatever we want.

- Got it?
- Got it.

But I'd prefer
to be left here.

I've got nothing to do in Portugal.

Yeah, we let you go,

you go to your cop friends
and the trip's over.

You think you're smart?

You don't want my friend
to see the sea?

He has no heart.
Right, Cinta?

Fucking traffic lights.

I like them.

Watch out!

Beware of her,
she's crazy.

Hey, you!
They're gone.

I have nothing to do with them,

and I don't want any trouble.

What you are is scared shitless,
asshole, and if you move,

I'll blow your head off.

You know what I mean?

Let's go to the sea!

C'mon, get out.

Give me the gun.

First, grab his wallet.

My money's in my back pocket.

- Shut up, you idiot!

- Take it easy, damn it!

Andr�s,

from C�diz.
24 years old.

Parents Andr�s and Angeles.

What a son of a bitch,
my mother's name was also Angeles.

C'mon, Cinta, the money, the watch,

and the chain. I bet he's the kind of
guy who wears a chain.

What a nice tight ass
he's got.

If you don't mind,
that photo has no value,

except for me.

What are you going to do? Let's go!

You forgot his chain.

What's wrong? Let's go.

- Tie his hands up.
- C'mon, let him go and let's go, Isabel!

His hands, the tie, c'mon!

Now his feet.

Can we go now?

It hurts, right?

Or you don't like me anymore?

You liked it before.

Let's go, Isabel!

"Let's go, Isabel"!

"Let's go"!
Is that all you can say?

What are you doing?

I'm going to fuck him.

I'm going to screw this piece of shit.

Fine...

I think I'll smoke some dope.

You like it, huh?

Hey, c'mon...

c'mon, let's go...

Hey you, "Little Prince",
what have you done to her?

Nothing.
I didn't do anything.

She's upset as hell.

Listen. If I see you

I'll kill you.

And I'm not joking.

Fuck, it's got a flat tire.

And you complain!

The cops said
it's been here for weeks.

Look... They didn't
take the stereo.

And your camera?

No... It's not there.

It was insured, wasn't it?

So what else do you want?

Hey, the camera!

You are a lucky guy.

I'm out of here.

A domani,
at the usual time.

Isabel.

Isabel.

Isabel.

What's the matter with you?
Are you looking for someone?

No, sorry...
I made a mistake.

- Don't rush, nobody makes mistakes here.
- I thought...

Don't be shy, silly.

- A blowjob for 2.500, what do you say?
- No.

I've told you I made a mistake, okay?

I'll do anything you want,

you can do whatever you want to me
for 2.500, okay?

I need it, for God's sake...

What's your name?

Sharon,

and I swear to God
I'm eighteen.

Okay, I'm lying,

my real name is Charo.

But the rest is true.
I either have it or I'll die.

Whatever you want.

- Okay, coming...
- Doris!

- It's me.
- It's you, Charito.

Come in, I'm almost ready.
Make the bed.

You, give Doris the money.

Another fix?

Charito, you'll kill yourself.

No way.

Plus you don't mind, right?

What an animal you are!
Can't you wait?

And you, don't be shy,

I'm already finished.

This cutie doesn't want to fuck,

he's going to shoot some photos of me.

Photos?

What fucking photos?
You come here to fuck,

not to do kinky shit.

Leave him alone, Doris.
He's a nice kid.

Look at him.

He's cute.

You're a shithead.
They're the worst!

And you, tell me,

- what's with the photos?
- Leave him alone.

Can't you see
I don't give a shit?

Sweet Mother of Christ!

If the people in the village
could see you...

Sorry. They found my car
and I had to fill out some forms.

They did? Great! Where?

- C'mon, I'll tell you later.
- Wait...

It started a while ago.

Sorry. I couldn't come
any sooner.

Don't worry.

I really wanted to see you.

Come, I'll buy you dinner

okay?

The cap'n is stationed at the Rota
Naval Base in August,

and my mother has decided to move

to Seville. She says I can study
for the exam there.

What do you say?

What can I say?

Plus, I can't change my tutor
half way into the exams.

Stay, then.

In my place.

- At your place?
- Yes.

That's fine with me,
but it'd kill my parents.

So let's get married.

You go nonchalantly to watch a movie,
and without any warning...

Well, would you like to?

I don't know.

But, on the other hand, my dad said

he'd buy us an apartment
if we did.

I'm moved by
how romantic you are.

And what about you?

Well, we could look
for a bigger place.

I already told
that whatever you say,

is fine with me.

I can't believe it.

So you talked to my dad about our

private life before speaking with me?

Look, Ali

when I ended up alone,

your parents gave me what I most needed
at that time love and affection.

If you and I were to break up,

I'd still go on talking to them

Fuck, they're almost
my parents!

Well, are you inviting me
to your place,

or do you have to ask my father?

Neither. I have to work.

I have to go back to my stupid videos.

I hate your stupid videos.

And I hate your exams,
but I don't say anything about it.

Taxi.

It's her.

I can't remember
recording this material.

Wasn't it that day that you had to go,

and I was with your assistant,

what's his name? Mac!

But don't you remember who she is?

The director of the Psychiatry
told me she shows up occasionally,

stays for a few days,
and leaves whenever she wants.

And during that time,
she never says a word.

You don't remember her name?

What's the matter with you?

Nothing.

I think she's one
of the carjackers.

Are you sure?

No.

Not completely.

It wouldn't be her,

she's filthy rich.

Leave her alone. This poor woman has
enough things to worry about.

A gun, among other things.

They should know what she does
when she's not confined.

But you said you were not sure.

This material is confidential

until edited and approved
by the director and you know it.

Look how beautiful she is.

- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

Excuse me, have we met before?

Amazing!

It's been awhile since
I've heard such an original line.

I must be wrong then.

Why are you looking at me like that?

How?

Look...

I'm going for an aperitif,

would you like to join us?

- I make movies.
- You're a director?

A director? No.

A director
has to make decisions.

I'm more interested
in the technical side.

Photography, editing

these kinds of things.

Documentaries, reports,
commercials, whatever.

I can get.

How interesting!

What about you?

I don't do anything.

I can't.

Can't your husband help you?

What husband?

I don't know, your daughter's father.

I have no husband.

And she's not my daughter, but my niece.

Luc�a.

Her name's Luc�a.

My name's Andr�s.

Mine is Ana.

Whenever you are ready, Madame.

Enrique, please take Lucia with you.

I'll be right there.

I'd like to see you again.

Can I call you?

Whenever you want.

What about tomorrow?

Whenever you want.

Call me around five.

No, wait, tomorrow is Thursday,
I have to see

my psychiatrist.

Six would be better.

Pick me up if you can,

I hate driving.

I'd love to.

You're looking at me like that again.

Sorry, I didn't intend to.

I like very much the way you look at me.

- Ana, are you taking the medicine with you?
- Yes.

- Don't be too late.
- Bye.

Well, see you later.

- Hi Angel!
- Hi.

Well, where should we go?

I don't know.

To the movies?

No...

Not to the movies.

Don't you like movies.

I love them, but...

Let's go for a drink.

Whatever you want,

but I can't drink.

Let's go for a walk
to the �Casa de Fieras�.

The "Casa de Fieras"?

Yes, at the "Retiro".
You know the park, don't you?

Of course.

The "Casa de Fieras",
I've never heard of it.

Really? I can't believe it.

Here they had some small,
disgusting monkeys

that were always playing
with themselves.

And in this cage, a polar bear,

- imagine, in Madrid! -

that kept walking on and on
in circles. He wore out all of the

fur on one side from always walking
in the same direction.

The furious bear.

The poor little thing handled
his situation the best he could.

I think before being like that,
I would throw myself over a bridge.

Have you ever thought
about death?

My father committed suicide.

He committed suicide.

Why?

I don't know.

When my mother left us,
I was this high.

She ran away with another man,
that's why he told me she had died.

What an idea!

Who knows! Maybe he thought

it would be
less painful that way.

And you never saw her again?

No,

I never heard from her.

Feeling that no one
loves you is fucked.

My mom died when I was five.

And your father also killed himself?

No, he didn't.

He got remarried.

I never tell told this to anybody,
it's hard for me.

But with you... I don't know,
it's different.

Know what?
I lied to you yesterday.

Luc�a's not my niece,
she's my sister.

Why did you lie to me?)

I don't know,
I must like it.

I can't help it sometimes.

My mother was the suicide.

She was the most beautiful and
elegant woman that you can imagine.

My father was crazy about her.

Right before it happened, we came here,
to the "Casa de Fieras",

We were all together.

They'd already confined her,
before I was born,

but she described it
so vividly...

I feel as if I had seen it myself.

I swear to you
I know every last detail.

We were so happy!

Strange, isn't it?

No.

People shouldn't die.

I know what will happen,

So do and so do you.

We'll meet a couple of times,

we'll like each other,

we'll end up in bed,

and for a while we'll live
blissfully in the clouds,

saying things that would
embarrass us now.

But in the end,

everything will go to hell

we'll fall and crash our skulls
into the ground.

Thinking about
what may happen,

keeps us from enjoying
what is happening.

You know what I'd like
to do right now?

What?

Take me to Portugal and I'll show you
the most beautiful sea in the world.

Right now?

Okay.

Listen, Ana...

I have a girlfriend.

Her name is Alicia,
she's very pretty

and I love her very much.

That's your business.

Hi, Captain.
Is Ali there?

Could you tell her Y had

to go to a shoot?

And about the apartment,
we'll do it another day.

That's all. No, wait...

I'll be gone a couple days.

No, I'm fine.
My work's like that.

See you later, bye.

We'll have to look for a hotel.

Yes.

Do you think we can sleep together
without doing anything?

I think so.

I like you a lot,

but I'm still afraid.

Afraid? Why?

I won't hurt you.

What I fear is that I'll end up
hurting you.

Darling, my father already told
me you had to go.

Don't call me too early on Saturday,
I'll try to study all day long,

but make sure to call later on,
I'm hot for you.

I love you.

Andr�s, are you there?

You could have called me.

I waited all night long
like an idiot!

It's Sunday morning.

Call me as soon as
you get in. I love you.

You're an asshole.

I don't care where you may be,
there isn't a place without a phone.

I don't deserve this.

Hello?

Hi, Ali.

Here.

Hi.

Hi, listen, I'll call you back,
I have a lot of things going on now.

Yes, as soon as I can.

Yes, I love you, too.

Bye.

Hi.

Hi.

You haven't called me
for ten days. Why?

Well, I'm going for a coffee,
we still have a lot to do.

Do you want anything?

Excuse me,

Macarena, Ana.

Hi.

Don't forget to call Alicia.

Well...

what a surprise!

Sit down.

You really don't want anything?

So this is where you work.

You know what?

I didn't take my pills today.

Why not?

Because sometimes I miss being
like everybody else,

to feel the things here inside.

Can you leave?

Portugal again?

No, no.

Excuse me, I didn't realize.

Bitch! Bitch! Bitch!

Bitch!

Don't worry, it's nothing personal,

she insults everybody, no matter who.

No, it's okay.

Plus I'm feeling great today.

You're extremely beautiful today.

What are you doing?

How did you get here?

They gave me a ride, I thought
you could take me home tomorrow,

but it should be very early.

You don't mind?

Look at her, she's not here five minutes
and she's already making a pass at me.

What?

Groucho Marx.

"Duck Soup", the Marx Brothers,
haven't you seen it?

Go on, go on,

for whatever's precious to you,
don't pick it up,

go on, go on...

Listen darling, are you there?
I called the studio

and they said you had gone.
Don't forget we're seeing the real estate

agent at twelve tomorrow, you know where.

If you can't come,
call me. Big kiss, my love.

I don't like your calling me "Ana",

Don't do it again.

- What should I call you?
- Isabel.

My name's Isabel,

I don't know why
people call me Ana.

I hate that name.

No.

That was the girl
you love so much?

Yes.

Alicia.

Alicia.

Lucky girl.

Alice in Wonderland.

What about me?

You?

You love me the same?

No.

You never love two different people the
same.

That's true.

What's hard is to love
each one as they are.)

A nice view,
a large balcony, heating,

double windows
and plenty of light.

Tons of closets.

And the terms are really unique,
it's a steal.

If you want, we can...

Wait...

Sorry.

Forgive me, Alicia,
I'm sorry.

I couldn't finish earlier.

You're pushing it.

I said I was sorry.

Look, I'll wait for you
in the office,

okay? This is a decision

that you have
to make carefully.

Besides, I've got a call.

Bye.

Yes?

What an asshole!

Stop talking and put in
an elevator.

What's gotten into you?

How could you forget?

I didn't. I couldn't
get here any earlier.

Do you like it?

You want to see it?

Yes, of course.

- The windows...
- Although...

Although the truth is
I don't have much time.

But you like it?

What is going on?

Ever since we started talking about
the apartment and getting married...

I have to work as much

as you have to study.

You know what, Andr�s?

Fuck you!
And fuck your work!

Alicia, wait...

It's okay, I'll pick it up.

I didn't mean to be so short with you.

No, leave me alone.

Not here, not now...

And didn't you have to go?
Well, go.

You never wear
the earring I gave you.

I gave it to a beggar.

You bastard...

You drive me crazy.

Shit, it had to happen someday.

When she wasn't cooking,

she was burning
God-knows-what for heat.

This is all we've found
so far.

My God...

I can't believe it.

You're seeing her.

- Are you out of your mind?
- Calm down.

Calm down?

She has a degenerative
mental illness. Do you understand?

She'll only get worse.

Remember the hospital patients?

That's just a diagnosis,

a fucking doctor's opinion.

Well...

You're not in love with her.

This is crazy.

Confess, get a guru,

go back to your shrink,
whatever, but forget about her

I can't.

This is new for me,

I can only think of her.

I have to find her.

And Alicia?

I don't know.

Here's her file.

Maybe I'm losing it too, who knows!

There's only one thing I know

and it's not in those papers.

She murdered her mother.

Five years old,

she sets fire to the garage.

I don't know...

Murder is a strong word

for a child.

And how did it happen?

How do they know
it wasn't an accident?

It's absurd.

Well...

I see you won't
listen to me.

So if you need anything,

legal or illegal,

you know where to find me.

Well...

Look how pretty Isabel is.

What are you doing here?

How did you get in?

That's so cool, man.

My girlfriend on TV.

Have a swig, dude,

it's yours.

What are you doing here?

Where's Isabel?
Is she all right?

I can't tell you that.

Top Secret.

Get out of here.

What a problem!

She said she'd come
for sure.

What do I do now? What?

Let's go.

See? I fucked up.

She wants us to wait
while she gets ready.

So we'll wait.

I don't want to.
Where is she?

Crazy about her,
aren't you?

Well, she's

crazy, period.

And I think she's in trouble.

I don't know what.

I don't make her answer any questions.

You're the kind of guy that
wants to get into her head.

And that's what
I'm worried about.

- It's not good for her.
- What do you know?

Nothing, calm down.

I don't know anything.

Thanks for coming.

Your friend's very convincing.

That's not why you came?

I came because I love you.

I went to the studio

but there was nobody there.

Then she appeared,
and started to insulting me.

Her breath stank

and she started to touch me
and pull at my clothes.

I pushed her away

and everything
went up in flames.

She was there,

twisting on the ground.

It was horrible.

I just ran away,

I couldn't report it,
I couldn't.

I should have, right?

I thought about it
when I was running away,

but then I thought, "what for?"

You know her.
She's better off this way.

Now she won't
suffer anymore.

They took away Luc�a.

They took away my little girl.
I can't live without her.

They can't keep a child
and her mother apart.

Of course they can.

If they want to,
they can do that and much more.

No one knows anything,
no one saw you.

We'll go to the police,

I'll tell them
it was an accident.

I can't live locked up,

you don't know
what that's like.

Don't worry,

I won't let that happen.

- I promise.
- Right.

That, and the sun,

and the moon and stars.

Breakfast.

Well?

Have you slept well?

Why do you smoke that shit?

I had a fucked-up childhood.

My mother was
an alcoholic and so on.

Why do you think I smoke it?

To get high.

A hit, Little Prince?

No. What's taking her
so long?

You sure you don't?

Maybe it will

relax you.

Maybe.

They wouldn't tell me,
but I know.

They're in Portugal.

Portugal, cool.

Let's go.

Wait. I need to go home
and get some clothes.

And some money.

I have all we'll need.

I know the combination
to their safe.

They took my kid,
I'll take their money.

Right on!
That's my girl.

Well, are you coming?

- What's wrong?
- Nothing. Why?

I can get to Portugal without you
if that's what you want.

It's not that.

You think that you can
take whatever you want,

just like that,

opening safes,
kidnapping people.

Do you remember me?

Yes.

You know what I mean?

Yes, the first time.

- Are you afraid?

Look, Isabel. I'm about
to leave everything for you.

Everything.

We're going and I don't even know
when I'll return.

Don't ask me not to be afraid,

because I am afraid,
very afraid.

Andr�s?

Andr�s, are you there?

Andr�s, you scared me.

Ali.

What are you doing here?

Why am I here?

Why am I here?

Among other things, to see
if you're still alive.

I've left you 20 messages,
you haven't been to work,

and Marta told me a cop showed up
asking about an earring.

You know which?

Your earring, our earring.

I can't explain right now,

but I'll call you
in a couple of days.

What's the matter with you?

Nobody wants to tell me anything,
but I know there's something going on.

Alicia, you have to go now...

But whatever happens,
don't forget

I'll never love anyone
like I love you.

I love you.

Andr�s, I love you.

I need you,

I can't live without you.

I don't care what you do,

I love you, my darling,
I love you.

Andr�s,

why did that woman hit you?

Tell her not to,
I don't like it.

I love you.

I love you, too.

Well, we're in Portugal.

No shit?

It's just like Spain.

- How are you?
- Fine.

- And you?
- Great.

And the sea?

Still far...

Is there

"H" in Portugal?

I need a fix.

Shit...

It's fucking cold
in Portugal.

How is she?

Bad.

I gave her some of my pills,
but I don't know...

What a pain in the ass!

I can't get away from her.

She thinks I need her,
but I don't,

she only makes problems.

Why did she come with us?

I don't know.

She says she's
your girlfriend.

What an idiot!

She's just a pain.

What about you?

How are you?

I am fine.

Andr�s,

I want to live.

I realize I still have to face
the worst, but I want to live.

Don't say that.

What do you know?

I know.

My future is written,
I've read it.

Really?

Where?

In medical books.

That's not true,

no one's future is written.

I used to think mine was.

Nothing is written.

I'll see what she wants.

I'll move the car.

Andr�s, please...

Please, Andr�s...

Call me.
I need to talk to you.

Please...

The keys.
We're going to score.

- I'll go with you.
- No, it's my business.

Don't worry,
we'll be right back.

Wake up.

We have a lot to do today.

And Cinta...

Where is she?

She's staying in Lisbon.

She's left us alone?

I can't believe it.

For what we have to do,
she'd just be a bother.

What about you?

You're never a bother?

It depends.

For myself, almost always.

Come on, let's go.

After we get Luc�a,
we'll pick up Cinta.

Wait, wait,
what's the rush?

Lie down with me.

Later we'll have
breakfast in bed.

You feel like it now?

Yes,

it's all I can think of.

Me, too.

It's this way, drive on.

Where do we meet Cinta?

With her, we can't go anywhere.

Stop here.

Are you sure this is it?

- C'mon, let's go.
- They're not here.

What?

They're not here, I know it.

- Isabel, after coming this far...
- You go.

You go first and see.

Good morning.

Excuse me, may I help you?

- Are the owners of the house here?
- The owners?

No, no one's here.
Well, except

except for Madame.

But is this the home
of Mr. Cabral?

Yes, but Mr. Cabral died
a few years ago

and now there isn't anyone.

Just Madame.

Well...

And the people
who care for her.

They say I killed my mother,

I can't remember.

I remember screams,

she was crying.

I locked the door,
thinking she wanted to leave me.

And then the flames.

And more screams.

And that smell.

Then they took me
to a room,

with a man I didn't know.

All by myself.

- You saw my grandmother?
- Yes.

She was different before.

She was beautiful
and cheerful.

I remember very well.

It's horrible...

Let's go.

What about Luc�a?

They're not here.

Of course not.

Why would they be?

I'm the only one that ever
comes back.

Where are we going?

If you want,
to pick up Cinta and then

to Madrid.

To Madrid?

Yes.

There's nothing
we can do here.

And in Madrid?

What can we do there?

You have to go home,

to your medicine.

Maybe back to the hospital,

but I'll be with you
every day.

Whatever you want.
However you want.

Where do we meet Cinta?

At the beach.

The sea is so beautiful.

I spent hours watching it
when I was a kid.

I may never see it again.

Not the sea,
nor Luc�a, nor you.

My love...

so tired,

I can't go on.

Don't say that.

Once you're better, we can
come back whenever you'd like.

We can even live near the sea.
You, Luc�a, and me.

When I'm better?

Who will make me better?

You?

Will you cure me?

You saw my grandmother.

She's been like that
for so long.

That's what awaits me.

You think I could be
happy some day?

Happy?

I don't know.

I never knew what that meant.

But at least we could try
to be like other people,

to live a normal life,
without suffering too much.

It's not worth
trying anymore.

I wanted Lucia because I thought that

it'd be easier to have a normal life...

You know what I did
last night?

Last night we couldn't score.

Cinta was feeling horrible,

and asked me to kill her.

She's done that before.

She said she couldn't go on

and now that I have you,

I didn't need her anymore.

I thought she meant it,

so I did it.

I shouldn't have, right?

You must think
it's horrible.

Where is she?

I left her by the road,
near the hotel.

They'll find her soon.

She wanted me to throw her
into the sea,

but she weighed too much.

She's dead now.
What does she care?

You don't believe me?

Look...

It still smells.

I can't go on any more,
my love, I can't.

A normal life?

I could do the same
with you or the child.

Don't you understand?

This has to end.
It has to end, once

and for all.

No. No, I don't want to.

Things don't have to be
that way, they can change.

If it's ever necessary,
you can count on me. But not now.

Isabel...

I left everything for you,

but don't ask me this.
Give me at least a chance.

Don't!

Give it to me!

You'll see...

it's easy.

Just pull the trigger.

Close your eyes,

talk to me like you did
this morning,

and fire.

It's so easy.

If I could do it

by myself, I wouldn't ask.

I can't! I can't!

Anything but that!

Understand me, too.

Forgive me, Little Prince.

I was wrong about you.

I'm always wrong.

Isabel?

Isabel...

Well...

That's how it is.

Little Prince,

I knew you'd do us no good.

But maybe... who knows?

I'm sure it's better this way.

I hate all the shit
they do to dead people.

Don't worry,

I can tell them I did it
if you want.

I don't care about anything.

Neither do I.