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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:22,522 --> 00:00:28,403 When the child was a child, it walked with its arms swinging. 2 00:00:28,611 --> 00:00:33,324 It wanted the stream to be a river, the river a torrent... 3 00:00:33,533 --> 00:00:37,620 and this puddle to be the sea. 4 00:00:37,829 --> 00:00:42,292 When the child was a child, it didn't know it was a child. 5 00:00:42,500 --> 00:00:47,881 Everything was full of life, and all life was one. 6 00:00:48,089 --> 00:00:52,886 When the child was a child, it had no opinion about anything. 7 00:00:53,094 --> 00:00:54,471 It had no habits. 8 00:00:54,679 --> 00:00:58,600 It often sat cross-legged, took off running... 9 00:00:58,808 --> 00:01:03,813 had a cowlick in its hair, and didn't pull a face... 10 00:01:04,022 --> 00:01:05,815 when photographed. 11 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:06,227 Look. 12 00:03:19,741 --> 00:03:25,121 The consolation of lifting one's head out here in the open... 13 00:03:25,330 --> 00:03:29,292 of seeing the colours enlightened by the sun... 14 00:03:29,501 --> 00:03:32,545 in all men's eyes. 15 00:03:34,422 --> 00:03:36,549 At last mad, no longer alone. 16 00:03:36,758 --> 00:03:41,554 At last mad, at last redeemed. At last mad, at last at peace. 17 00:03:41,763 --> 00:03:44,057 At last an internal light. 18 00:03:44,265 --> 00:03:49,437 We're approaching Berlin Tegel, the no-smoking sign has been turned on. 19 00:03:49,646 --> 00:03:54,025 Please stop smoking until you're inside the airport. 20 00:04:09,124 --> 00:04:15,255 There's a little house with two floors and a terrace. 21 00:04:15,463 --> 00:04:18,925 And every day we go bathing. 22 00:04:19,134 --> 00:04:22,262 The man who lives there is called Peter... 23 00:04:42,907 --> 00:04:44,367 Pretty picture. 24 00:06:17,377 --> 00:06:20,630 Nothing good to see on TV. 25 00:06:23,508 --> 00:06:27,929 You stumble over your colours, and are never punctual. 26 00:06:40,567 --> 00:06:45,447 Still the same smell. But dustier. She collected everything. 27 00:06:45,655 --> 00:06:48,324 Stamps, postcards. 28 00:06:48,491 --> 00:06:54,456 Even U-Bahn tickets. She never threw anything away. 29 00:06:54,664 --> 00:06:59,294 Mother. My mother. She never was. 30 00:06:59,502 --> 00:07:03,048 My father... My father was my father. 31 00:07:03,256 --> 00:07:09,012 She is dead. No tears, no grief. Maybe later. 32 00:07:09,220 --> 00:07:14,851 Dependant on everybody. My sister. I have to get out of here. 33 00:07:39,209 --> 00:07:43,880 She's never loved me. And you also just pretend. 34 00:07:44,089 --> 00:07:46,758 Be glad that they forgot about you. 35 00:07:46,925 --> 00:07:51,096 Want to die immediately, don't want to go on living. 36 00:07:55,558 --> 00:08:01,898 My God, what will become of the boy? He's only got music on his mind. 37 00:08:06,611 --> 00:08:09,072 What does he want now? 38 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:14,703 I already bought him a guitar. Does he wants drums now? 39 00:08:17,914 --> 00:08:23,878 I'm slowly getting fed up with it. Won't he ever grow up? 40 00:08:25,296 --> 00:08:31,302 No really, I'm getting fed up. I don't want to go on with this. 41 00:08:31,511 --> 00:08:38,476 No really, this has to stop some time. I can't help him any more. 42 00:08:40,020 --> 00:08:44,107 No wonder, he only learnt rock 'n' roll. 43 00:08:44,315 --> 00:08:49,320 Maybe he'll get a grip on himself one day. 44 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:06,338 When the child was a child, it was the time of these questions: 45 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:11,259 Why am I me, and why not you? 46 00:09:11,468 --> 00:09:16,181 Why am I here, and why not there? 47 00:09:16,389 --> 00:09:21,603 When did time begin, and where does space end? 48 00:09:21,811 --> 00:09:26,024 Isn't life under the sun just a dream? 49 00:09:28,526 --> 00:09:35,408 Isn't what I see, hear and smell just a mirage of the world before the world? 50 00:09:35,617 --> 00:09:41,206 Does evil actually exist, and people who are really evil? 51 00:09:42,832 --> 00:09:51,091 How can it be that I, the one I am, wasn't there before I was there... 52 00:09:51,299 --> 00:09:58,973 and that some time I, the one I am, no longer will be the one I am? 53 00:10:04,145 --> 00:10:07,857 The child needs oxygen. Breathe deep down. 54 00:10:08,066 --> 00:10:11,277 If I could only suffer in her place. -It hurts. 55 00:10:11,486 --> 00:10:16,741 It'll be over soon. -It's almost over. 56 00:10:16,950 --> 00:10:23,540 Poor little mite, I'm anxious to see you. I wonder what you look like. 57 00:10:23,748 --> 00:10:29,838 You bastard. You bastard. -Women will fuck up your life. 58 00:10:30,046 --> 00:10:35,885 Blackie, I think I got lost. We wanted to go to the cemetery... 59 00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:08,126 Well? 60 00:11:15,300 --> 00:11:21,222 Sunrise at 7.22 am, sunset at 4.28 pm. Moonrise at 7.04 pm, moonset... 61 00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:23,975 Level of the Havel and the Spree... 62 00:11:24,184 --> 00:11:29,981 20 years ago today, a Soviet jet fighter crashed into the lakes at Spandau. 63 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:34,277 50 years ago, there were... -The Olympic Games. 64 00:11:35,403 --> 00:11:40,408 200 years ago, the first balloon flew over the city. 65 00:11:40,742 --> 00:11:44,913 Like the fugitives the other day. -And today... 66 00:11:45,121 --> 00:11:48,583 Lilienthaler Chaussee: A man slows down... 67 00:11:48,792 --> 00:11:52,420 and looks over his shoulder into space. 68 00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:56,966 Someone who wants to put an end to it... 69 00:11:57,175 --> 00:12:00,136 put first-issue stamps on his farewell letters. 70 00:12:00,345 --> 00:12:01,721 A different one on each. 71 00:12:01,930 --> 00:12:06,768 Then he spoke English with an American soldier... 72 00:12:06,976 --> 00:12:11,189 for the first time since his schooldays, fluently. 73 00:12:12,315 --> 00:12:18,780 Just before dashing his head against the wall, a prisoner said: "Now." 74 00:12:18,988 --> 00:12:22,534 Instead of the station's name, the guard... 75 00:12:22,742 --> 00:12:26,496 suddenly shouted: "Tierra del Fuego." -Nice. 76 00:12:26,705 --> 00:12:30,000 An old man was reading the Odyssey to a child... 77 00:12:30,208 --> 00:12:35,213 and the young listener stopped blinking his eyes. 78 00:12:35,422 --> 00:12:37,924 And what do you have to tell? 79 00:12:40,051 --> 00:12:47,267 A passer-by who, in the rain, folded her umbrella and was drenched. 80 00:12:48,810 --> 00:12:54,774 A schoolboy who described to his teacher a fern growing... 81 00:12:54,983 --> 00:12:57,485 and the astounded teacher. 82 00:12:59,154 --> 00:13:04,367 A blind woman, who groped her watch, feeling my presence. 83 00:13:06,578 --> 00:13:10,081 It's great to live by the spirit, to testify for eternity... 84 00:13:10,290 --> 00:13:13,960 only what is spiritual in people's minds. 85 00:13:15,712 --> 00:13:19,382 But sometimes I'm fed up with my spiritual existence... 86 00:13:19,591 --> 00:13:21,551 of forever hovering above. 87 00:13:21,760 --> 00:13:24,179 I'd like to feel a weight in me... 88 00:13:24,387 --> 00:13:28,016 to end the infinity, and to tie me to earth. 89 00:13:28,224 --> 00:13:32,228 I'd like at each step, each gust of wind... 90 00:13:32,437 --> 00:13:36,149 to be able to say: "Now, now and now." 91 00:13:36,358 --> 00:13:39,069 No longer: "Forever" and "For eternity". 92 00:13:39,277 --> 00:13:44,115 Sit at the empty place at a card table, be greeted... 93 00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:46,493 even by a nod. 94 00:13:47,994 --> 00:13:51,915 Every time we participated, it was a pretence. 95 00:13:53,041 --> 00:13:57,712 Wrestling, allowing a hip to be put out, in pretence... 96 00:13:57,921 --> 00:14:00,256 catching a fish in pretence. 97 00:14:00,465 --> 00:14:05,970 In pretence, sitting at tables drinking and eating in pretence. 98 00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:11,393 Having lambs roasted and wine served in the tents in the desert... 99 00:14:11,601 --> 00:14:13,478 only in pretence. 100 00:14:13,687 --> 00:14:18,358 I don't have to beget a child or plant a tree... 101 00:14:18,566 --> 00:14:23,113 but it would be nice, coming home after a long day... 102 00:14:23,321 --> 00:14:27,242 to feed the cat like Philip Marlowe... 103 00:14:27,450 --> 00:14:31,955 to have a fever, blackened fingers from the newspaper. 104 00:14:33,832 --> 00:14:38,044 To be excited not only by the mind, but by a meal. 105 00:14:39,170 --> 00:14:43,216 By the line of a neck, by an ear. 106 00:14:45,802 --> 00:14:47,470 To lie. 107 00:14:47,679 --> 00:14:49,973 Through one's teeth. 108 00:14:50,181 --> 00:14:53,977 As you're walking, to feel your bones moving along. 109 00:14:54,185 --> 00:14:57,480 At last to guess instead of always knowing. 110 00:14:57,689 --> 00:15:02,861 To be able to say: "Ah" and "Oh" and "Hey"... 111 00:15:03,069 --> 00:15:06,740 instead of: "Yes and amen." -Yes. 112 00:15:06,948 --> 00:15:10,118 To be able to enthuse for evil... 113 00:15:10,326 --> 00:15:14,205 to draw all the demons from the passers-by... 114 00:15:14,414 --> 00:15:17,417 and to chase them out into the world. 115 00:15:17,625 --> 00:15:19,919 To be a savage. 116 00:15:21,671 --> 00:15:26,676 Or to feel how it is to take off your shoes under the table... 117 00:15:26,885 --> 00:15:31,806 and to wriggle your toes, barefoot, like that... 118 00:15:35,643 --> 00:15:37,520 Stay alone. 119 00:15:37,729 --> 00:15:41,399 Let things happen. Keep serious. 120 00:15:41,608 --> 00:15:46,488 We can only be savages in as much as we keep serious. 121 00:15:46,696 --> 00:15:51,826 Do no more than look. Assemble, testify, preserve. 122 00:15:54,079 --> 00:15:58,708 Remain spirit. Keep your distance. Keep your word. 123 00:15:58,917 --> 00:16:03,505 Look, a convertible. You don't buy that, you steal it. 124 00:16:03,713 --> 00:16:06,091 Or it's stolen from you. -Imagine... 125 00:16:06,299 --> 00:16:10,595 Open the roof, leave the smog behind. -In a pimpmobile. 126 00:21:00,635 --> 00:21:02,971 Tell me, muse, the storyteller... 127 00:21:03,179 --> 00:21:07,267 he who has been thrust to the edge of the world... 128 00:21:07,475 --> 00:21:14,649 both an infant and an ancient, and through him reveal Everyman. 129 00:21:23,700 --> 00:21:29,289 With time, those who listened to me became my readers. 130 00:21:29,497 --> 00:21:33,251 They no longer sit in a circle, but apart... 131 00:21:33,460 --> 00:21:37,380 and one doesn't know anything about the other. 132 00:21:43,887 --> 00:21:47,932 I'm an old man, with a broken voice... 133 00:21:48,141 --> 00:21:53,229 but the story still rises from the depths... 134 00:21:53,438 --> 00:21:56,232 and the slowly opened mouth... 135 00:21:56,441 --> 00:22:00,820 repeats it as clearly as it does powerfully. 136 00:22:01,029 --> 00:22:06,743 A liturgy for which no one needs to be initiated... 137 00:22:06,951 --> 00:22:11,373 to the meaning of the words and sentences. 138 00:22:20,715 --> 00:22:25,553 Maybe she doesn't have the money to see another doctor. 139 00:22:27,430 --> 00:22:30,975 4 years since I saw her, she's been sick for 2. 140 00:22:31,184 --> 00:22:36,064 When will you pray with your own words, and not for eternal life? 141 00:22:36,272 --> 00:22:41,820 And then these young girls make eyes at men... 142 00:22:42,028 --> 00:22:46,116 So why am I living? Why am I living? 143 00:22:52,831 --> 00:22:56,084 How will I pay? With my small pension. 144 00:23:08,722 --> 00:23:11,599 You're lost, it can go on for a long time. 145 00:23:11,808 --> 00:23:14,561 Abandoned by parents, betrayed by wife. 146 00:23:14,769 --> 00:23:19,024 Friend in another town, your children only recall your stutter. 147 00:23:19,232 --> 00:23:23,611 You could hit yourself as you look in the mirror. 148 00:23:23,820 --> 00:23:28,575 What's that? What's going on? 149 00:23:28,783 --> 00:23:33,329 I'm still there. If I want it, if I only want it. 150 00:23:34,748 --> 00:23:38,418 I must want it, then I can get out of it again. 151 00:23:38,626 --> 00:23:41,963 I let myself go, I can drag myself out again. 152 00:23:42,172 --> 00:23:44,841 Of course, mother was right. 153 00:23:56,144 --> 00:23:59,356 Hey, two Marks. -No, it's a beer top. 154 00:23:59,564 --> 00:24:01,691 Nonsense, let's pull it up. 155 00:24:06,529 --> 00:24:07,906 Only 10 Pfennigs. 156 00:24:09,616 --> 00:24:15,246 " You bet?" was great last night. -It wasn't on last night. 157 00:24:15,455 --> 00:24:18,416 A few days ago, or a month... 158 00:24:21,252 --> 00:24:26,341 I'm all alone, just mad on my own... 159 00:24:26,549 --> 00:24:31,096 three at play, that'll be the day. 160 00:24:40,438 --> 00:24:45,694 5 years ago. -And they lived happily ever after. 161 00:25:06,214 --> 00:25:09,801 Marion, not like that. Mon dieu. 162 00:25:10,010 --> 00:25:15,682 What is this? With a swing, not with force. 163 00:25:15,890 --> 00:25:19,853 What are you doing? Don't dangle, fly. 164 00:25:20,061 --> 00:25:24,274 You are an angel. -For heaven's sake. 165 00:25:25,567 --> 00:25:28,319 And for my sake, too. 166 00:25:28,528 --> 00:25:32,824 I can't fly with these things. -Yes, you can. 167 00:25:33,033 --> 00:25:39,039 It's easier with wings than without. -Not with these chicken feathers. 168 00:25:40,165 --> 00:25:44,085 What did she say? -These wings bother her. 169 00:25:46,838 --> 00:25:54,763 Marion, just imagine you're a dove. -You bunch of sparrows. 170 00:25:55,889 --> 00:26:00,226 What are you playing at? Sounds like a firemen's ball. 171 00:26:00,435 --> 00:26:05,273 That's enough. Concentrate, Marion. 172 00:26:05,482 --> 00:26:08,568 She works hard with those chicken feathers. 173 00:26:08,777 --> 00:26:13,323 Marion, make an effort. -Make an effort. 174 00:26:13,531 --> 00:26:18,286 Of course, I make an effort. What do you think I'm doing? 175 00:26:19,954 --> 00:26:25,377 I'd have fallen on your heads long ago, if I didn't make an effort. 176 00:26:32,217 --> 00:26:33,593 One moment, please. 177 00:26:34,844 --> 00:26:39,974 Hold everything. We can't pay the rent and the electricity. 178 00:26:40,183 --> 00:26:41,559 We're broke. 179 00:26:43,019 --> 00:26:49,526 So tomorrow we'll take things down, pull the caravans to winter quarters. 180 00:26:49,734 --> 00:26:55,615 The bailiff's been. This is it for the circus this year. 181 00:26:55,824 --> 00:26:57,534 I'm sorry. 182 00:26:57,742 --> 00:27:01,037 It's over. Not even a season. 183 00:27:01,246 --> 00:27:05,458 Once again, no time to bring something to an end. 184 00:27:05,667 --> 00:27:10,422 Tonight the last night of my good old number. 185 00:27:10,630 --> 00:27:12,382 And it's a full moon. 186 00:27:12,590 --> 00:27:17,679 And the trapeze artist comes tumbling down... 187 00:27:17,887 --> 00:27:20,098 Tais-toi. Be quiet. 188 00:27:20,306 --> 00:27:26,563 I never imagined it like that, the farewell to the circus. 189 00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:33,153 The last evening, no one shows up, you play like fools... 190 00:27:33,361 --> 00:27:37,741 and I fly around the ring like a poor chicken. 191 00:27:39,159 --> 00:27:46,082 And then I'm a waitress again. Merde. 192 00:27:48,043 --> 00:27:52,005 Moments like that, like right now... 193 00:27:52,213 --> 00:27:55,967 a beautiful memory in 10 years time. 194 00:27:56,176 --> 00:28:02,640 Time will heal everything, but what if time was the illness? 195 00:28:02,849 --> 00:28:07,187 As if sometimes one had to lean over to go on living. 196 00:28:07,395 --> 00:28:12,150 To live... A look is enough. 197 00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:15,111 The circus... I'll miss it. 198 00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:19,783 It's funny. It's the end, and I don't feel a thing. 199 00:28:19,991 --> 00:28:21,701 An angel passes by. 200 00:28:21,910 --> 00:28:25,705 I must stop having a bad conscience. 201 00:28:31,503 --> 00:28:34,673 As if pain had no past. 202 00:28:34,881 --> 00:28:38,051 It always stops when it's only just starting... 203 00:28:38,259 --> 00:28:41,429 to be too good to be true. 204 00:28:41,638 --> 00:28:44,224 At last outside, in the city. 205 00:28:44,432 --> 00:28:49,354 Find out who I am, who I have become. 206 00:28:49,562 --> 00:28:54,359 Most of the time, I'm too aware to be sad. 207 00:28:54,567 --> 00:29:00,615 I waited an eternity to hear a loving word. 208 00:29:00,824 --> 00:29:03,034 Then I went abroad. 209 00:29:03,243 --> 00:29:08,456 Someone who'd say: " I love you so much today." 210 00:29:09,582 --> 00:29:13,461 That would be wonderful. 211 00:29:13,670 --> 00:29:19,634 I look up and the world appears before my eyes... 212 00:29:19,843 --> 00:29:22,637 and fills my heart. 213 00:29:25,765 --> 00:29:30,979 As a child, I wanted to live on an island. 214 00:29:32,522 --> 00:29:37,235 A woman alone, gloriously alone. 215 00:29:39,154 --> 00:29:41,406 Yes, that's it. 216 00:29:54,836 --> 00:29:58,298 Everything so empty, incompatible. 217 00:29:58,506 --> 00:30:02,469 Emptiness, fear. 218 00:30:02,677 --> 00:30:06,306 La peur, la peur, la peur... 219 00:30:06,514 --> 00:30:07,891 Fear. 220 00:30:12,896 --> 00:30:17,067 Like a small animal, lost in the woods. 221 00:30:17,275 --> 00:30:20,153 Who are you? I don't know any more. 222 00:30:20,362 --> 00:30:25,950 But I do know: I will no longer be a trapeze artist. 223 00:30:34,167 --> 00:30:37,712 Must not cry. That's how it is. 224 00:30:37,921 --> 00:30:42,801 It happens, not always as you'd like it. 225 00:30:43,009 --> 00:30:47,305 Emptiness, such emptiness... 226 00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:37,772 What shall I do? 227 00:31:40,984 --> 00:31:45,488 Not think any more. Just be there. 228 00:31:46,823 --> 00:31:52,037 Berlin... Here I'm a stranger, and yet it's all so familiar. 229 00:31:52,245 --> 00:31:57,250 You can't get lost, you always end up at the Wall. 230 00:31:57,459 --> 00:32:03,923 I'm waiting for my photo at a machine, and it comes out with another face. 231 00:32:04,132 --> 00:32:07,802 That could be the beginning of a story. 232 00:32:08,011 --> 00:32:12,474 The faces... I'd like to see faces. 233 00:32:12,682 --> 00:32:15,935 Maybe I'll find a job as a waitress. 234 00:32:27,822 --> 00:32:30,742 This evening scares me. 235 00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:34,496 It's silly, fear makes me sick. 236 00:32:34,704 --> 00:32:40,126 Only part of me worries, the other part doesn't believe in it. 237 00:32:44,047 --> 00:32:49,719 How should I live? Maybe that's not the question. 238 00:32:49,928 --> 00:32:52,639 How should I think? 239 00:32:58,269 --> 00:33:04,526 I know so little. Maybe because I'm always just curious. 240 00:33:04,734 --> 00:33:07,028 Sometimes I think so wrongly... 241 00:33:07,237 --> 00:33:12,450 because I'm thinking as if I was talking to someone else. 242 00:33:17,122 --> 00:33:22,502 Inside closed eyes, close the eyes again. 243 00:33:23,628 --> 00:33:26,506 Then even the stones come alive. 244 00:34:05,879 --> 00:34:08,548 To be with the colours. 245 00:34:08,757 --> 00:34:12,093 Les couleurs. The colours. 246 00:34:14,888 --> 00:34:21,269 Neon lights in the evening sky, the red and yellow S-Bahn. 247 00:34:26,149 --> 00:34:31,029 Longing... longing. 248 00:34:31,237 --> 00:34:34,616 I only need to be ready. 249 00:34:35,950 --> 00:34:40,872 Longing for a wave of love that would stir in me. 250 00:34:44,084 --> 00:34:50,465 That's what makes me clumsy, the absence of desire. 251 00:34:57,055 --> 00:34:59,849 Desire to love. 252 00:35:08,483 --> 00:35:11,319 Desire to love. 253 00:35:57,782 --> 00:36:01,870 Don't stare. Have you never seen anyone die? 254 00:36:02,078 --> 00:36:07,417 I stink of gasoline. I can't just... It was all so clear. 255 00:36:07,625 --> 00:36:11,379 The way they're standing there, staring at me. 256 00:36:11,588 --> 00:36:15,967 I should have told her yesterday that I'm sorry... 257 00:36:16,176 --> 00:36:22,098 I can't simply... I've still got so much to do... 258 00:36:22,307 --> 00:36:27,228 As I came up the mountain out of the misty valley into the sun... 259 00:36:29,981 --> 00:36:35,236 The fire on the cattle range, the potatoes in the ashes... 260 00:36:36,571 --> 00:36:40,116 the boathouse floating on the lake. 261 00:36:40,325 --> 00:36:45,663 The Southern Cross. The Far East. 262 00:36:45,872 --> 00:36:52,671 The Great North. The Wild West. 263 00:36:52,879 --> 00:37:00,804 The Great Bear Lake. The Tristan de Cunha Island. 264 00:37:02,138 --> 00:37:08,937 The Mississippi Delta. Stromboli. 265 00:37:10,647 --> 00:37:17,487 The old houses of Charlottenburg. Albert Camus. 266 00:37:19,739 --> 00:37:26,454 The morning light. The eyes of the child. 267 00:37:28,206 --> 00:37:31,668 Swimming near the waterfall. 268 00:37:33,294 --> 00:37:39,884 The spots of the first drops of rain. The sun. 269 00:37:40,093 --> 00:37:46,266 The bread and wine. Hopping. 270 00:37:46,474 --> 00:37:52,397 Easter. The veins of the leaves. 271 00:37:52,605 --> 00:37:59,070 The blowing grass. The colours of the stones. 272 00:37:59,279 --> 00:38:03,992 The pebbles on the stream's bed. 273 00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:07,871 The white tablecloth outdoors. 274 00:38:08,079 --> 00:38:12,042 The dream of the house in the house. 275 00:38:12,250 --> 00:38:16,421 The dear one asleep in the next room. 276 00:38:16,629 --> 00:38:22,552 The peaceful Sunday. The horizon. 277 00:38:22,761 --> 00:38:26,931 The light from the room in the garden. 278 00:38:27,140 --> 00:38:33,396 The night flight. Riding a bicycle with no hands. 279 00:38:35,106 --> 00:38:37,650 The beautiful stranger. 280 00:38:39,069 --> 00:38:40,445 My father. 281 00:38:42,655 --> 00:38:44,032 My mother. 282 00:38:46,284 --> 00:38:47,660 My wife. 283 00:38:49,996 --> 00:38:51,373 My child. 284 00:39:08,348 --> 00:39:13,228 The world seems to be sinking into dust, but I recount... 285 00:39:13,436 --> 00:39:15,230 as in the beginning... 286 00:39:15,438 --> 00:39:19,067 in my sing-song voice, which sustains me... 287 00:39:19,275 --> 00:39:23,655 saved by the tale from present troubles... 288 00:39:23,863 --> 00:39:27,826 and protected for the future. 289 00:39:41,673 --> 00:39:47,762 Finished with the sweeping over the centuries as in the past. 290 00:39:47,971 --> 00:39:52,726 Now I can think only day by day. 291 00:39:52,934 --> 00:39:58,815 My heroes are no longer the warriors and kings... 292 00:39:59,024 --> 00:40:05,989 but the things of peace, one equal to the other. 293 00:40:06,197 --> 00:40:13,621 The drying onions equal to the tree trunk crossing the marsh. 294 00:40:13,830 --> 00:40:22,088 But no one has so far succeeded in singing an epic of peace. 295 00:40:22,297 --> 00:40:28,303 What is wrong with peace that its inspiration doesn't endure... 296 00:40:28,511 --> 00:40:34,809 and that its story is hardly told? 297 00:40:39,230 --> 00:40:42,359 Must I give up now? 298 00:40:42,567 --> 00:40:47,781 If I do give up, then mankind will lose its storyteller. 299 00:40:47,989 --> 00:40:52,160 And once mankind loses its storyteller... 300 00:40:52,369 --> 00:40:56,247 it will also lose its childhood. 301 00:41:06,049 --> 00:41:11,429 I cannot find the Potsdamer Platz. 302 00:41:13,682 --> 00:41:20,063 Here? This can't be it. 303 00:41:20,271 --> 00:41:26,069 Potsdamer Platz, that's where Cafz Josti used to be. 304 00:41:26,277 --> 00:41:33,243 In the afternoons, I went there to chat and to drink a coffee... 305 00:41:33,451 --> 00:41:35,370 and to watch the crowd. 306 00:41:35,578 --> 00:41:39,499 Before that I smoked my cigar at Loese and Wolf... 307 00:41:39,708 --> 00:41:43,169 a renowned tobacconist. 308 00:41:43,378 --> 00:41:45,380 Just across from here. 309 00:41:46,506 --> 00:41:53,388 This can't be the Potsdamer Platz. 310 00:41:54,639 --> 00:42:00,562 And no one whom you can ask. 311 00:42:02,230 --> 00:42:10,405 It was a lively place. Tramways, horse-drawn carriages... 312 00:42:10,613 --> 00:42:17,495 and two cars: mine and that of the chocolate shop. 313 00:42:18,913 --> 00:42:23,460 The Wertheim store was here, too. 314 00:42:23,668 --> 00:42:30,508 And then suddenly, the flags appeared. 315 00:42:30,717 --> 00:42:32,510 Here... 316 00:42:33,928 --> 00:42:38,850 The whole Platz was covered with them. 317 00:42:39,059 --> 00:42:44,689 And the people weren't friendly anymore... 318 00:42:44,898 --> 00:42:49,027 and the police wasn't either. 319 00:42:49,235 --> 00:42:53,156 I will not give up... 320 00:42:53,365 --> 00:42:58,536 as long as I haven't found the Potsdamer Platz. 321 00:43:03,625 --> 00:43:08,296 Where are my heroes? Where are you, my children? 322 00:43:08,505 --> 00:43:13,551 Where are my own, the dull-witted... 323 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:15,762 the original ones? 324 00:43:25,355 --> 00:43:30,235 Name me, muse, the immortal singer... 325 00:43:30,443 --> 00:43:35,115 who, abandoned by his mortal audience... 326 00:43:35,323 --> 00:43:36,825 lost his voice. 327 00:43:37,033 --> 00:43:40,036 He who, from angel of poetry that he was... 328 00:43:40,245 --> 00:43:45,834 became the organ grinder ignored or mocked... 329 00:43:46,042 --> 00:43:50,338 outside, on the threshold of no man's land. 330 00:44:14,070 --> 00:44:21,036 20 Marks, 40 Marks, 80 Marks. In a week I could have 500. 331 00:44:21,244 --> 00:44:23,455 Off to the south. 332 00:44:23,663 --> 00:44:27,250 What a crazy idea to stand here. Too much traffic. 333 00:44:27,459 --> 00:44:30,420 Idiot, three times he's been this way. 334 00:44:30,628 --> 00:44:33,381 I want to get out of here. 335 00:44:33,590 --> 00:44:38,553 If anyone recognises me, I'll be thrown out of secondary school. 336 00:44:38,762 --> 00:44:42,515 I need Klaus, he'd take good care of me. 337 00:44:42,724 --> 00:44:47,812 He was so good, too good. And now he's dead. 338 00:44:56,988 --> 00:45:00,658 Are there still borders? More than ever. 339 00:45:00,867 --> 00:45:06,456 Each street has its own border line. 340 00:45:06,664 --> 00:45:10,168 Between each plot there's a no man's land strip... 341 00:45:10,377 --> 00:45:14,130 hidden by a hedge or by a ditch. 342 00:45:14,339 --> 00:45:17,926 Who dares, will fall on booby traps... 343 00:45:18,134 --> 00:45:21,054 or be hit by laser beams. 344 00:45:21,262 --> 00:45:25,975 The trout in the water are really torpedoes. 345 00:45:26,184 --> 00:45:30,271 Every proprietor, or even tenant... 346 00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:33,233 sticks up his nameplate like a coat of arms... 347 00:45:33,441 --> 00:45:36,486 and studies the paper like a world leader. 348 00:45:36,695 --> 00:45:41,616 The German people are divided into as many states as there are individuals. 349 00:45:41,825 --> 00:45:45,453 And these small states are mobile. 350 00:45:45,662 --> 00:45:47,831 Each one takes his own with him... 351 00:45:48,039 --> 00:45:51,876 and demands a toll when another wants to enter. 352 00:45:52,085 --> 00:45:58,758 In the form of a fly in amber or a leather bottle. 353 00:45:58,967 --> 00:46:00,719 So much for the border. 354 00:46:00,927 --> 00:46:07,017 But one can only enter each state with the right passwords. 355 00:46:26,870 --> 00:46:31,166 Today's German soul can only be conquered and governed... 356 00:46:31,374 --> 00:46:35,879 by he who arrives at each small state with the password. 357 00:46:36,087 --> 00:46:39,549 Fortunately, no one is now able to do so. 358 00:46:39,758 --> 00:46:46,514 So everyone migrates and raises his own flag all over the world. 359 00:46:46,723 --> 00:46:49,267 Even their children shake their rattles... 360 00:46:49,476 --> 00:46:52,854 and trail their filth around in circles. 361 00:51:12,906 --> 00:51:14,908 The medals reflect the best. 362 00:51:15,116 --> 00:51:18,119 They were elegant, those brothers. 363 00:51:18,328 --> 00:51:21,039 Could I have light? -But no flame. 364 00:51:21,247 --> 00:51:23,541 You're welcome. -Thank you. 365 00:51:25,543 --> 00:51:29,339 The only thing I shall miss from the outside... 366 00:51:29,547 --> 00:51:33,802 from the realm of light, will be sparrows. 367 00:51:34,010 --> 00:51:36,763 Money buys happiness. How to live? 368 00:51:36,971 --> 00:51:39,766 The Man in the Golden Helmet is a swindle. 369 00:51:39,974 --> 00:51:44,396 You're not natives, you're all refugees. 370 00:51:44,604 --> 00:51:47,107 You're wet from swimming. 371 00:51:47,315 --> 00:51:50,944 I've been sitting here since this morning... 372 00:51:51,152 --> 00:51:53,029 I'm so cold and bored. 373 00:51:53,238 --> 00:51:57,450 Wind in the face, the first snow in the air. 374 00:51:57,701 --> 00:51:59,786 Water in the gutter. 375 00:51:59,994 --> 00:52:03,081 The balcony with the beautiful stranger. 376 00:52:03,289 --> 00:52:08,128 Real ones. They look like it. They could be real ones. 377 00:52:08,336 --> 00:52:11,589 Some stole food from the dogs in the camps. 378 00:52:11,798 --> 00:52:17,554 That would take the grin off your face. Don't be too sure yet. 379 00:52:17,762 --> 00:52:22,058 The Frenchman. I met him in the streets. 380 00:52:22,267 --> 00:52:27,022 " Berlin won't be there any more," Constant said. 381 00:52:27,230 --> 00:52:33,862 The house was half gone. Some of it still stood. For how long? 382 00:52:34,070 --> 00:52:36,489 Yes, I can still see this woman... 383 00:52:36,698 --> 00:52:44,122 who was standing up there in the ruins shaking the duvet. 384 00:52:44,330 --> 00:52:49,419 When was that? May... June 1945. 385 00:53:13,109 --> 00:53:18,031 Is he good at what he's doing? It seems so. 386 00:53:35,590 --> 00:53:40,136 I'd like to see it. Maybe he'll give it to me. 387 00:55:42,467 --> 00:55:45,303 Come, I'll show you something else. 388 00:57:20,482 --> 00:57:26,321 When the child was a child it choked on spinach, peas... 389 00:57:26,529 --> 00:57:29,949 rice pudding and steamed cauliflower... 390 00:57:30,158 --> 00:57:34,829 and now eats all of that, and not just because it has to. 391 00:57:35,038 --> 00:57:40,085 When the child was a child, it woke up once in a strange bed... 392 00:57:40,293 --> 00:57:42,545 but now time and time again. 393 00:57:42,754 --> 00:57:48,343 Many people seemed beautiful then, nowadays it's only the odd one. 394 00:57:48,551 --> 00:57:55,225 It had a precise picture of Paradise, and now can only guess at it. 395 00:57:55,433 --> 00:58:01,231 It couldn't imagine nothingness, and today shudders at the idea. 396 00:58:01,439 --> 00:58:06,152 When the child was a child, it played with enthusiasm... 397 00:58:06,361 --> 00:58:13,702 and now it can only muster it when it concerns its work. 398 01:01:12,380 --> 01:01:15,050 Do you recall our first visit here? 399 01:01:15,258 --> 01:01:18,887 History had not yet begun. 400 01:01:19,095 --> 01:01:23,224 We let mornings and evenings go by, and waited. 401 01:01:23,433 --> 01:01:30,106 It took a long time for the river to find its bed and the stagnant water to flow. 402 01:01:30,315 --> 01:01:36,363 Valley of the primeval river. One day, I still remember... 403 01:01:36,571 --> 01:01:41,159 the glacier melted and the icebergs drifted to the north. 404 01:01:41,368 --> 01:01:46,706 A tree passed by, still green, with an empty bird's nest. 405 01:01:46,873 --> 01:01:50,960 Only the fish had leapt over a myriad of years. 406 01:01:51,169 --> 01:01:54,673 Then came the moment when the bees drowned. 407 01:01:54,881 --> 01:01:59,552 Some time later, the two stags fought on the bank. 408 01:01:59,844 --> 01:02:05,975 Then the flies and the antlers, like branches, flowing down the river. 409 01:02:06,184 --> 01:02:08,520 All that ever grew again was grass... 410 01:02:08,728 --> 01:02:13,274 growing over the bodies of wild cats, wild boar and buffaloes. 411 01:02:13,483 --> 01:02:19,197 One morning, out of the savannah, its forehead smeared with grass... 412 01:02:19,406 --> 01:02:23,660 appeared the biped, our image, so long awaited. 413 01:02:23,868 --> 01:02:26,162 And its first word was a shout. 414 01:02:26,371 --> 01:02:33,294 Was it "ah" or "oh", or was it merely a groan? 415 01:02:33,503 --> 01:02:38,633 We were at last able to laugh, for the first time. 416 01:02:38,842 --> 01:02:44,347 Through this man's shout and that of his followers, we learnt to speak. 417 01:02:44,556 --> 01:02:46,766 A long story. 418 01:02:46,975 --> 01:02:49,102 Sun, lightning, thunder in the sky... 419 01:02:49,310 --> 01:02:52,939 and below on earth, the firesides, the leaps... 420 01:02:53,148 --> 01:02:56,609 the round dances, the signs, the writing. 421 01:02:58,737 --> 01:03:03,241 Then one broke through the cycle and ran straight ahead. 422 01:03:03,450 --> 01:03:10,290 As long as he ran straight ahead, swerving sometimes perhaps from joy... 423 01:03:10,498 --> 01:03:14,252 he seemed free, and again we could laugh with him. 424 01:03:14,461 --> 01:03:20,175 But then, suddenly, he ran zigzag, and stones flew. 425 01:03:23,178 --> 01:03:29,017 With his flight began the history of wars. It is still going on. 426 01:03:29,225 --> 01:03:34,564 But the story of the grass, the sun, the leaps and the shouts... 427 01:03:34,773 --> 01:03:37,275 is still going on, too. 428 01:03:43,406 --> 01:03:47,660 Do you know how one day the road was built here... 429 01:03:47,869 --> 01:03:52,207 which the next day saw the Napoleon retreat... 430 01:03:52,415 --> 01:03:56,628 and was paved later on? 431 01:03:56,836 --> 01:04:03,051 Today it is covered with grass and sunk in like a Roman road... 432 01:04:03,259 --> 01:04:05,428 with the tank tracks. 433 01:04:06,971 --> 01:04:12,102 But we weren't even spectators. We've always been too few. 434 01:04:17,941 --> 01:04:24,364 You really want... -To conquer a history for myself. 435 01:04:24,572 --> 01:04:27,784 What my timeless downward look has taught me... 436 01:04:27,992 --> 01:04:31,579 I want to transmute, to sustain a glance... 437 01:04:31,788 --> 01:04:36,126 a short shout, a sour smell. 438 01:04:37,210 --> 01:04:42,048 I've been outside long enough. Absent long enough. 439 01:04:42,257 --> 01:04:46,761 Long enough out of the world. Let me enter the history of the world. 440 01:04:46,970 --> 01:04:49,723 Or just hold an apple in my hand. 441 01:04:49,931 --> 01:04:55,270 Look, those feathers, there on the water, already vanished. 442 01:04:55,478 --> 01:05:02,777 Look, the tyre marks on the asphalt, and now the cigarette butt rolling. 443 01:05:02,986 --> 01:05:09,159 The primeval river has dried up, and only today's raindrops still quiver. 444 01:05:09,367 --> 01:05:13,038 Down with the world behind the world. 445 01:06:36,663 --> 01:06:39,833 Only the Roman roads still lead somewhere... 446 01:06:40,041 --> 01:06:43,920 only the oldest traces lead anywhere. 447 01:06:44,129 --> 01:06:46,589 Where is the top of the pass here? 448 01:06:46,798 --> 01:06:52,929 Even the plains, even Berlin, has its hidden passes. 449 01:06:53,138 --> 01:06:59,978 And it's only there that my country, the country of the tale, begins. 450 01:07:00,186 --> 01:07:04,315 Why doesn't everyone see from childhood on... 451 01:07:04,524 --> 01:07:08,945 the passes, doors and crevices... 452 01:07:09,154 --> 01:07:13,283 on the ground and above in the sky. 453 01:07:13,491 --> 01:07:20,915 If everyone saw them, there would be history without murder or war. 454 01:07:21,124 --> 01:07:25,503 This time I'm doing it. Funny I'm so calm. 455 01:07:25,712 --> 01:07:29,841 Why red socks with black shoes? Stupid. 456 01:07:30,050 --> 01:07:33,720 Foggy, cold. Put on a pullover, afraid to be cold. 457 01:07:33,928 --> 01:07:38,475 Very good jacket. A bargain. Just the pocket's torn. 458 01:07:38,683 --> 01:07:40,393 She gave it to me. 459 01:07:40,602 --> 01:07:45,940 Pebbles on the roof. Why? So it doesn't fly away? Nonsense. 460 01:07:46,566 --> 01:07:48,485 Once I'd like to fly. 461 01:07:48,693 --> 01:07:53,365 The plane circles over Berlin, one day it'll crash. 462 01:07:53,573 --> 01:07:57,911 It's cold. My hands were always warm. A good sign. 463 01:07:58,119 --> 01:08:00,872 It crackles underfoot. What time is it? 464 01:08:01,081 --> 01:08:06,628 The sun's setting. Logical, the west. Now I know where the west is. 465 01:08:06,836 --> 01:08:10,090 I always took the U-Bahn to the east to go home... 466 01:08:10,298 --> 01:08:12,759 bought 10 tickets, saved a Mark. 467 01:08:12,967 --> 01:08:16,096 The sun in my back, on the left the star. 468 01:08:16,304 --> 01:08:20,016 That's good: sun and a star. Her little feet. 469 01:08:20,225 --> 01:08:23,853 Hopping from one foot to the other. She danced so sweetly. 470 01:08:24,062 --> 01:08:25,438 We were all alone. 471 01:08:25,647 --> 01:08:29,359 Has she got my letter? I don't want her to read it. 472 01:08:29,567 --> 01:08:33,863 Berlin means nothing to me... Havel? Is that a lake? 473 01:08:34,072 --> 01:08:39,035 Over there Wedding, or what? The East is everywhere really. 474 01:08:39,244 --> 01:08:43,373 Strange people, they're shouting. I don't care. 475 01:08:43,581 --> 01:08:49,254 All these thoughts. I'd really rather not think any more. 476 01:08:49,462 --> 01:08:51,464 I'm going, why? 477 01:10:21,179 --> 01:10:27,977 Leave me alone, you swine. -Mother. Mother. 478 01:11:01,219 --> 01:11:06,891 I'll never make it tonight. No trapeze on full-moon nights. 479 01:11:07,100 --> 01:11:11,229 Not the last time, the very last time. 480 01:11:11,438 --> 01:11:14,107 I should wake up from this dream. 481 01:11:14,315 --> 01:11:19,029 The end of the circus. Fini. 482 01:11:19,237 --> 01:11:24,576 And once again I feel as if night were falling inside of me. 483 01:11:24,784 --> 01:11:29,039 Fear... Fear of death. 484 01:11:29,247 --> 01:11:32,834 Why not death? 485 01:11:33,043 --> 01:11:35,295 The essential at times... 486 01:11:35,503 --> 01:11:41,676 just being beautiful, and nothing more. 487 01:11:41,885 --> 01:11:47,432 To look at oneself in the mirror is to see oneself think. 488 01:11:47,640 --> 01:11:50,685 So what do you think? 489 01:11:50,935 --> 01:11:56,483 I think I still have the right to be afraid, but not to talk about it. 490 01:11:56,649 --> 01:12:01,613 You're not yet blind, the heart is still beating. 491 01:12:01,863 --> 01:12:04,949 And now you're crying after all. 492 01:12:05,158 --> 01:12:09,704 You'd like to cry like a very sad little girl. 493 01:12:09,913 --> 01:12:13,291 Do you know why you're crying? For whom? 494 01:12:13,500 --> 01:12:17,754 Not for me. I don't know for whom. 495 01:12:17,962 --> 01:12:22,926 I'd like to know. I know nothing. 496 01:12:23,134 --> 01:12:30,016 I'm a little bit afraid. It's gone, gone away. It'll come back. 497 01:12:30,266 --> 01:12:32,102 It doesn't matter. 498 01:19:08,331 --> 01:19:14,754 Just to be able to say, like right now, I'm happy. 499 01:19:14,963 --> 01:19:21,052 I have a story, and I'll go on having one. 500 01:24:20,769 --> 01:24:24,564 There it is again, this feeling of well-being... 501 01:24:24,814 --> 01:24:30,820 as if inside my body a hand was softly tightening. 502 01:25:18,618 --> 01:25:26,251 When the child was a child, it was the time of these questions: 503 01:25:26,459 --> 01:25:30,880 Why am I me, and why not you? 504 01:25:31,047 --> 01:25:35,760 Why am I here, and why not there? 505 01:25:35,969 --> 01:25:40,390 When did time begin, and where does space end? 506 01:25:40,640 --> 01:25:46,688 Isn't life under the sun just a dream? 507 01:27:04,224 --> 01:27:07,185 Isn't that Columbo? -Don't think so. 508 01:27:07,435 --> 01:27:12,399 Not with that moth-eaten coat. -He wouldn't be out here. 509 01:29:54,769 --> 01:29:58,356 Well? -I'm going to enter the river. 510 01:29:58,523 --> 01:30:02,652 An old human expression that I only understand today. 511 01:30:02,861 --> 01:30:04,738 Now or never, moment of the ford. 512 01:30:04,946 --> 01:30:08,908 But there is no other bank, there is only the river. 513 01:30:09,117 --> 01:30:12,245 Into the ford of time, the ford of death. 514 01:30:12,454 --> 01:30:15,498 We're not yet born, so let's descend. 515 01:30:15,665 --> 01:30:19,169 To look is not to look from on high, but at eye-level. 516 01:30:19,336 --> 01:30:22,630 First, I'll take a bath. 517 01:30:22,839 --> 01:30:27,010 Then I'll be shaved by a Turkish barber... 518 01:30:27,177 --> 01:30:30,847 who will also massage me down to the fingertips. 519 01:30:31,056 --> 01:30:37,312 Then I'll buy a newspaper and read it from the headlines to the horoscope. 520 01:30:37,562 --> 01:30:43,443 On the first day, I'll only be served. For requests, ask the neighbour. 521 01:30:43,651 --> 01:30:47,530 If someone stumbles over my legs, he'll apologise. 522 01:30:47,739 --> 01:30:49,949 If pushed, I'll push back. 523 01:30:50,116 --> 01:30:53,244 The bartender will find me an empty table. 524 01:30:53,453 --> 01:30:57,540 A car will stop, and the mayor will give me a lift. 525 01:30:57,749 --> 01:31:00,543 I'll be familiar to everyone, suspect to no one. 526 01:31:00,752 --> 01:31:03,922 I won't say a word, will understand every language. 527 01:31:04,172 --> 01:31:09,511 This will be my first day. -But none of it will be true. 528 01:31:40,750 --> 01:31:46,673 I'll take her in my arms, and she'll take me in her arms. 529 01:32:32,177 --> 01:32:34,888 I think he's drunk. -Yes. 530 01:32:59,496 --> 01:33:00,872 Let's go. 531 01:33:31,778 --> 01:33:33,238 It's got a taste. 532 01:33:36,408 --> 01:33:39,244 Now I begin to understand. 533 01:33:46,292 --> 01:33:48,795 Is that red? -Yes. 534 01:33:49,004 --> 01:33:51,131 Did you hurt yourself? 535 01:33:51,339 --> 01:33:53,800 Is today a good day? -It's okay. 536 01:33:55,343 --> 01:33:58,346 And the pipes? -They're yellow. 537 01:33:58,555 --> 01:34:01,599 Yellow. What about him? -He's grey-blue. 538 01:34:01,808 --> 01:34:04,853 Grey-blue. This one? -Purple. 539 01:34:05,061 --> 01:34:06,855 This one? -Orange. Ochre. 540 01:34:07,063 --> 01:34:09,816 Ochre or orange? -Ochre. 541 01:34:10,025 --> 01:34:13,319 Yellow, red... this one? -It's green. 542 01:34:13,528 --> 01:34:17,824 And what's that over the eye? -That's blue. 543 01:34:19,075 --> 01:34:20,452 Blue. 544 01:34:21,036 --> 01:34:24,164 Is it very cold? -It'll soon be over. 545 01:34:24,372 --> 01:34:26,291 I'd love to have a coffee. 546 01:34:26,499 --> 01:34:30,337 Do you have money? -Yes... no. 547 01:34:35,008 --> 01:34:37,844 I'm glad everything is fine today. 548 01:34:48,396 --> 01:34:49,773 Beautiful. 549 01:35:16,716 --> 01:35:19,594 Coffee. -With milk and sugar? 550 01:35:19,803 --> 01:35:21,262 Black. 551 01:36:03,596 --> 01:36:11,855 When the child was a child, it lived on apples and bread, that was enough. 552 01:36:12,063 --> 01:36:14,315 And it is still that way. 553 01:36:16,651 --> 01:36:24,659 When the child was a child, berries fell only like berries into its hand. 554 01:36:24,826 --> 01:36:27,662 And they still do now. 555 01:36:29,706 --> 01:36:35,795 Fresh walnuts made its tongue raw, and they still do now. 556 01:36:36,004 --> 01:36:42,761 Atop each mountain it was longing for a higher mountain. 557 01:36:42,969 --> 01:36:49,184 And in each city it was longing for a bigger city. 558 01:36:49,392 --> 01:36:52,896 And it still does. 559 01:36:56,316 --> 01:36:59,694 Reached in the treetop for the cherries... 560 01:36:59,903 --> 01:37:04,282 as excitedly as it still does today. 561 01:37:06,826 --> 01:37:12,582 Was shy in front of strangers, and it still is. 562 01:37:15,251 --> 01:37:22,092 Waited for the first snow, and still waits that way. 563 01:37:28,973 --> 01:37:37,232 When the child was a child, it threw a stick like a lance into a tree. 564 01:37:37,440 --> 01:37:41,444 And it's still quivering there today. 565 01:38:22,068 --> 01:38:27,032 How do I get to Akazienstrasse? -Go up Potsdamer to Kleistpark. 566 01:38:27,240 --> 01:38:32,829 Right at Grunewald past Gleditsch, no right turn at Goltzstrasse. 567 01:38:33,038 --> 01:38:35,415 Turn left, and there you are. 568 01:39:08,656 --> 01:39:13,661 This entrance is for the crew. Extras, the other way, please. 569 01:39:22,671 --> 01:39:25,757 Extra. -That's just what you look like. 570 01:39:25,965 --> 01:39:27,676 They all want autographs. 571 01:39:28,802 --> 01:39:30,178 Lousy cop. 572 01:42:04,332 --> 01:42:08,253 Come on, Marion. Don't worry. It'll be alright. 573 01:42:08,461 --> 01:42:12,090 I'll send you a postcard of the Eiffel Tower. 574 01:42:12,298 --> 01:42:17,137 See you next season. Don't forget the Alekan Circus. 575 01:42:17,345 --> 01:42:22,058 Bye Archie, see you next year. -Au revoir. 576 01:42:22,267 --> 01:42:23,727 A thousand kisses. 577 01:42:23,935 --> 01:42:29,149 I'll send you a parcel. With some Camembert cheese? 578 01:43:29,793 --> 01:43:35,215 I couldn't say who I am. I don't have the slightest idea. 579 01:43:35,423 --> 01:43:41,304 I am someone with no roots, no story, no country... 580 01:43:41,513 --> 01:43:44,099 and I like it that way. 581 01:43:44,307 --> 01:43:50,980 I am here, I am free. I can imagine anything. It's all possible. 582 01:43:51,189 --> 01:43:57,070 I only have to raise my eyes, and once again I become the world. 583 01:43:57,278 --> 01:44:01,157 Now, in this very place... 584 01:44:01,366 --> 01:44:07,580 a feeling of happiness that I could always have. 585 01:46:07,826 --> 01:46:10,745 What are you doing? -I'm sitting. 586 01:46:10,954 --> 01:46:13,415 Are you sad? -No. 587 01:46:13,623 --> 01:46:17,293 Are you sick? -Yes. 588 01:46:17,502 --> 01:46:20,088 What's the matter? -A need. 589 01:46:20,296 --> 01:46:22,882 Oh, that's it. 590 01:46:23,091 --> 01:46:26,886 A double knot is the only way to make it hold. 591 01:46:31,307 --> 01:46:35,729 A need. A need of food perhaps. -Or a need of drink. 592 01:46:38,606 --> 01:46:42,569 She isn't gone, Cassiel. I know it. 593 01:46:42,777 --> 01:46:45,113 I'll find her. 594 01:46:45,321 --> 01:46:49,868 Something will happen, something important, tonight. 595 01:46:52,746 --> 01:46:55,707 She'll teach me everything. 596 01:46:56,833 --> 01:47:01,546 There are other suns then the one up in the sky, Cassiel. 597 01:47:01,755 --> 01:47:06,384 In the deep of the night, spring will begin today. 598 01:47:06,593 --> 01:47:09,929 Other wings will grow in place of the old ones. 599 01:47:10,138 --> 01:47:14,017 Wings that will at last astound me. 600 01:56:23,942 --> 01:56:27,112 It must finally become serious. 601 01:56:30,907 --> 01:56:35,995 I've often been alone, but I've never lived alone. 602 01:56:40,083 --> 01:56:43,837 When I was with someone I was often happy... 603 01:56:44,045 --> 01:56:47,424 but at the same time it all seemed a coincidence. 604 01:56:47,632 --> 01:56:53,513 These people were my parents, but it could have been others. 605 01:56:53,722 --> 01:56:57,100 Why was the brown-eyed one my brother... 606 01:56:57,308 --> 01:57:02,147 and not the green-eyed boy on the opposite platform? 607 01:57:03,690 --> 01:57:07,193 The taxi driver's daughter was my friend... 608 01:57:07,402 --> 01:57:14,617 but I might as well have put my arm around a horse's neck. 609 01:57:14,826 --> 01:57:19,706 I was with a man, I was in love... 610 01:57:19,914 --> 01:57:23,001 and I might as well have left him there... 611 01:57:23,209 --> 01:57:29,382 and gone off with the stranger we met in the street. 612 01:57:32,886 --> 01:57:35,930 Look at me, or don't. 613 01:57:36,139 --> 01:57:39,225 Give me your hand, or don't. 614 01:57:40,727 --> 01:57:46,107 No, don't give me your hand, and look away. 615 01:57:51,946 --> 01:57:54,908 I think tonight is the new moon. 616 01:57:56,451 --> 01:57:58,745 No night more peaceful. 617 01:58:02,165 --> 01:58:05,752 No bloodshed in all the city. 618 01:58:05,960 --> 01:58:08,672 I've never played with anyone and yet... 619 01:58:08,880 --> 01:58:14,219 I never opened my eyes and thought: Now it's serious. 620 01:58:17,430 --> 01:58:20,642 At last it's becoming serious. 621 01:58:23,853 --> 01:58:26,564 So I've grown older. 622 01:58:29,192 --> 01:58:32,570 Was I the only one who wasn't serious? 623 01:58:33,988 --> 01:58:37,242 Is it our times that are not serious? 624 01:58:38,618 --> 01:58:44,249 I've never been lonely, neither alone, nor with someone else. 625 01:58:44,457 --> 01:58:47,544 But I would have liked to be lonely. 626 01:58:47,752 --> 01:58:52,757 Loneliness means: I am whole at last. 627 01:58:52,966 --> 01:58:58,972 Now I can say it, as tonight I'm lonely at last. 628 01:58:59,180 --> 01:59:03,226 I must put an end to coincidence. 629 01:59:07,230 --> 01:59:10,567 The new moon of decision. 630 01:59:10,775 --> 01:59:15,739 I don't know if there is a destiny, but there is a decision. 631 01:59:15,947 --> 01:59:18,533 Decide. 632 01:59:18,742 --> 01:59:22,704 Now we are the times. 633 01:59:22,912 --> 01:59:29,210 Not only the whole town, the whole world is taking part in our decision. 634 01:59:29,419 --> 01:59:35,342 Now we are more than the two of us. We incarnate something. 635 01:59:35,550 --> 01:59:38,762 We are sitting on the People's Square... 636 01:59:38,970 --> 01:59:44,851 and the whole place is full of people whose dream is the same as ours. 637 01:59:45,060 --> 01:59:49,272 We are deciding everybody's game. 638 01:59:49,481 --> 01:59:56,946 I am ready. Now it's your turn. 639 01:59:57,155 --> 02:00:00,325 You hold the game in your hand. 640 02:00:00,533 --> 02:00:03,995 Now or never. 641 02:00:08,792 --> 02:00:15,715 You need me. You will need me. 642 02:00:15,924 --> 02:00:23,264 There is no greater story than ours, that of man and woman. 643 02:00:23,473 --> 02:00:27,560 It will be a story of giants. 644 02:00:27,769 --> 02:00:32,816 Invisible, transposable. 645 02:00:33,024 --> 02:00:36,945 A story of new ancestors. 646 02:00:39,072 --> 02:00:42,200 Look, my eyes. 647 02:00:44,244 --> 02:00:48,707 They are the image of necessity... 648 02:00:48,915 --> 02:00:53,086 of the future of everyone in the place. 649 02:00:56,297 --> 02:01:01,302 Last night I dreamt of a stranger. 650 02:01:05,015 --> 02:01:07,308 Of my man. 651 02:01:07,517 --> 02:01:10,770 Only with him could I be lonely... 652 02:01:10,979 --> 02:01:13,106 open up to him... 653 02:01:13,314 --> 02:01:17,902 wholly open, wholly for him... 654 02:01:18,111 --> 02:01:21,865 welcome him wholly into me... 655 02:01:22,073 --> 02:01:30,165 surround him with the labyrinth of shared happiness. 656 02:01:30,373 --> 02:01:33,585 I know... 657 02:01:33,793 --> 02:01:36,338 it's you. 658 02:02:03,782 --> 02:02:05,784 Something happened. 659 02:02:07,619 --> 02:02:14,334 It is still going on. It binds me. 660 02:02:14,542 --> 02:02:21,758 It was true at night, and it's true in the day, even more so now. 661 02:02:21,966 --> 02:02:28,223 Who was who? I was in her and she was around me. 662 02:02:30,141 --> 02:02:35,146 Who in the world can claim that he was ever together with another being? 663 02:02:35,355 --> 02:02:38,483 I am together. 664 02:02:38,692 --> 02:02:45,865 No mortal child was begot, only an immortal common image. 665 02:02:46,074 --> 02:02:50,120 I learned astonishment that night. 666 02:02:50,328 --> 02:02:55,583 She came to take me home, and I found home. 667 02:02:59,254 --> 02:03:01,548 It happened once. 668 02:03:04,300 --> 02:03:08,555 Once, and therefore forever. 669 02:03:10,974 --> 02:03:15,937 The image that we created will be with me when I die. 670 02:03:17,689 --> 02:03:20,900 I will have lived within it. 671 02:03:22,652 --> 02:03:29,701 The amazement about the two of us, amazement about man and woman... 672 02:03:29,909 --> 02:03:32,746 has turned me into a human being. 673 02:03:37,417 --> 02:03:43,631 I know now... 674 02:03:43,840 --> 02:03:45,633 what... 675 02:03:45,842 --> 02:03:52,432 no angel knows. 676 02:03:58,271 --> 02:04:03,610 Name the men, women and children who will look for me... 677 02:04:03,777 --> 02:04:08,698 me, their storyteller, their cantor, their spokesman... 678 02:04:08,907 --> 02:04:17,332 because they need me more than anything in the world. 679 02:04:18,249 --> 02:04:22,128 We have embarked. 52374

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