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ANT: You two, let's go.

NARRATOR:
Previously, on SAS Australia...

I'm ready, Staff.
Right, go.

..in hand-to-hand combat,
an underdog prevailed...

Well done, Number 12.
Good effort.

12 is a badass, no doubt about it.

..before a crushing injury
forced Barry to withdraw.

Unfortunately, I'm gonna have to.

I won't squeeze you too tight,
'cause I might break another rib.

And, a reckless move...

Stop, stop, stop, stop.

Hey.

Do you think jumping out while this
thing is moving is a smart idea?

You're not Rambo.

..has Locky on thin ice.

The moment you slip back
into hero mode,

that number will be gone.

Go.

As the pressure intensifies...

Oh, (BLEEP).

..retired NRL great, Darius Boyd...

Being a leader doesn't come
naturally to me and my personality.

Number Eight, you are team leader.

..is thrust into the spotlight.

Go. Hurry up.

Move. You are a liability.

Give it here. Like this.
Like this.

That was an absolute
shower of shite.

Revealing...

I've never met my father.

..a painful past.

I didn't speak to my mum
for eight years.

Trying to understand why my mum
couldn't be there, anymore.

And...

Look, in all honesty, I don't really
care about the other recruits.

..what does Pauly do?

How (BLEEP) hard is it?

Take it easy, Riana.
No.

..that fires up
his fellow recruits?

Apologise to the group...
Sorry, guys.

..and don't (BLEEP) up again.

If it happens again,
hand your number in.

Thanks for the suggestion, mate.

In the cold and early hours
of day eight

on the brutal
SAS selection course,

nine weary celebrity recruits
are getting some well-earned sleep.

Except for Number Seven,
Superbikes presenter, Riana,

who is up to stoke the fire.

Me and the cold don't really
get along very well.

That's probably why I live
on the Gold Coast.

To be cold all day, all night,

and not being able to sleep
'cause you're cold,

that actually scares me.

While she settles back down,

it's not long before the fire
at the other end of the dorm

is completely out.

Number Two, Pauly,
sorts out the heat.

But leaves a box of matches
on the hot plate.

Adding fuel to the fire
in more ways than one.

(BLEEP) useless.

Pauly.
Hmm?

He left the matches
on top of the stove.

The whole matches caught on fire.

Wow. And I'm right next to that.

I want everybody on this
Parade Square, let's move, let's go.

Go, go, go, go, go.

With breakfast over, the recruits
make their way to the Parade Square,

unaware of the pressures
the DS are about to apply to them.

Everyone sleep well?

ALL: Yes, Staff.

Good.

No excuses, then, is there.

Take your Bergens off.

I want you to get your mess tins
and your knife, fork, and spoon out.

Make that happen, now.

Mess tins.

Extremely important piece of kit.

This isn't some yoga retreat
where you find yourself.

Good, put it away.

Just hold them out in front of you.

OK.

I've lost my fork.

I suggest you find your fork.

I've got a spare one, somehow.

In the Special Forces, our attention
to detail is what defines us.

We cannot afford to get it wrong.

Why have you got a spoon
and two forks?

I'm not sure.
I picked up the second fork, Staff.

Why have you only got a spoon?

Because I have...

I lost my fork, and I just have been
dealing with the spoon, instead.

You two.

Run around, fully submerge yourself
in the trough. Go. Move.

Kit inspection is the bare basics.

If you cannot look after your kit,
to survive, then what use are you?

You lot grab your Bergens,
stick 'em above your heads.

Make that happen, hurry up.

Number Two, Number One,
on me, go, move.

Get it above your head,
Number Seven.

The (BLEEP) gate's open, over there.

You know what to do
if it's (BLEEP) too hard for you.

On selection,
in the moments of despair,

I'm drawing on experience
where I know things have been tough.

There was very few women working
within the motorsport industry.

I had to work harder
because I was a female.

But I've been able to succeed.

Get it and keep it
above your (BLEEP) heads.

If you want to (BLEEP) us around,
we'll (BLEEP) you around.

To drill home their point,

the DS command Ebanie and Pauly

to watch
their fellow recruits suffer

punishment for the pair's
simple yet critical errors.

Go. Into the trough, fully submerge
yourself, back here, go.

Move.

Beastings can last an hour,
two hours, three hours.

I've got all (BLEEP) morning, now.

In the press up position, go.

We will drill it into you.

Put your (BLEEP) arse down,
Number Five,

I'll (BLEEP) stamp your groin into
the ground, do you understand me?

Yes, Staff.

On your backs, feet six inches
above the ground.

If you cut corners in training,

then you're gonna cut corners
on the battlefield.

Get your (BLEEP) legs up.

Legs up.

Stand up. Get up.

Your (BLEEP) mess tins.

That is the (BLEEP) bare basics.

That shouldn't (BLEEP) happen,
in the first place.

Should it, Number Seven?
No, Staff.

Look at the (BLEEP) state
of you, now.

When I say go, get out
of my (BLEEP) sight.

Go. Move.

Move, you two.

Pick whatever shit you can, up,

and then (BLEEP) sort it out
in the accommodation.

This is not the first time Pauly
has failed a kit inspection,

inflicting a beasting
upon the recruits.

Pauly.

How hard is it to say,

"I've got two forks,
who has, missing a fork?"

If I'm in a team situation,

I'm not the sort of person who would
make a scene in a crowd of people.

But trust can make
or break a person,

and make or break a situation,
and is incredibly important.

And if you break that trust,
there's no coming back.

How (BLEEP) hard is it?

Take it easy, Riana.
No.

I'm not taking it easy.

You just stood at the front
of the (BLEEP) Parade Square,

watching all of us.

This is the second time.

There was two of us there,
and he always has a hard go at me.

It's the second time you (BLEEP) up.

Apologise to the group...
Sorry, guys.

..and don't (BLEEP) up again.

Sorry, don't swear
at me anymore, OK?

I don't give a (BLEEP)
about swearing.

You've just caused us
all that shit for no reason.

Next time, I've got two forks,
who is missing a fork?

Also, Ebs.

And Eb too.
Yep.

I'm missing a fork.

I'm missing a fork,
who's got my fork?

Yep.

If it happens again,
do the honourable thing, Pauly.

Hand your number in.

Don't make it (BLEEP) happen again.
Thanks for the suggestion, mate.

I'll take it under advisement.

Get into your wagons, let's go.

Quick as you can,
let's keep the noise down.

The recruits are departing for their
first gruelling task of the day,

a terrifying test of grit
and teamwork under pressure.

Selection is designed
to break people.

This is definitely
the worst I've felt.

The worst?
Yeah.

I think that's gonna happen though,

every day, and just gonna
get slowly worse.

Your body's just gonna feel sorer,
the bags heavier.

Just like, fatigue.
Yeah.

The second half of the course,

it gets harder, more pressure,
psychological, physical, emotional.

It just ramps up.

Let's go let's go.
Let's move, let's go.

Do not switch off, now.

Downhill.

If you snap under pressure
on the battlefield,

it's gonna cost
someone their life.

It's gonna cost you your life.

So, if you can't control it
in a controlled environment,

then, how are you gonna
control it on the battlefield?

Once you snap,
that's it, you're gone.

Take your Bergens off,
place them behind you.

OK, Special Forces operators
act coolly under pressure.

Cooler heads make smarter decisions.

Which invariably lead
to mission success.

If you all turn towards the water,
and looking to the demonstration.

The helicopter ladder crossing

is designed to scare
the shit out of them.

To see if they can ignore
the distractions.

We've got water, we've got heights,

to the rotary blade
that's smashing down on you.

There's nowhere to hide,
nowhere to escape.

Oh, my god.

The physical ability
to drag themselves

rung to rung across that ladder.

We're playing with their emotions,
their capabilities.

'Cause on the battlefield,
that's exactly what happens.

You have to ignore the distractions.

Sit down on your Bergens.

Listen in to the drill.

Yours is going to be different.

After this, you will go in pairs.

When I say go, you will both go
to the end of the rungs and hang.

Once you're both there,
it's down to you to communicate.

The pressure of having someone
else's life in your hands.

Because if one of you drops off,
guess what the other one does.

Drop off.
Drops off.

Grit your teeth and you leave
everything up there.

That is your freedom bird home.

That's pressure.

Do not (BLEEP) this up
for each other.

Simple drill.

Get it (BLEEP) cracked.

OK, listen in for the first two.

Number Ten and Number Five.

OK, stand by.

Locky and Geoff are first
to enter the fray.

Everything I do,
I'm always the leader.

I'm always the captain.

I'm not big on giving up control.

Get your seatbelt on.

Seatbelt on.

I have always put myself, first.

Because if I'm out the front,
I can take care of it.

Go.
Go.

Get on the rung.

Get on it.

Like, I know
I'm an egotistical maniac.

Like, I know I feed off my ego.

My ego is gonna get me to the end.

Go around.

I hate relying on other people.

Oh, (BLEEP).

He's fallen.

Oh.

Go. Drop.
Drop.

Drop.

Because Number Five, Geoff,
has fallen,

the buddy rule dictates that Locky
must also drop into the icy water.

The pair fail the task.

What happened, five?
You got butter on your fingers?

No, Staff. I lost grip.
Come on.

Nothing but butter fingers.

When people can't do something,
oh, that pisses me off.

I'm like,
"What the hell are you doing?"

Like, just (BLEEP) do it.

OK, next pair.

Number Two, and Number One.

In the Special Forces, you need to
be able to work in teams.

We call it the Buddy-Buddy system.

You know, he's got your back,
and you've got his.

How strong is your grip?

Probably stronger than yours.

Pressure makes diamonds, and I think
I'm a shining bright diamond.

I work best under pressure.

I think that's when I really
come through.

Get in, put your seatbelts on.
Seatbelt on.

Try making comedy TV shows
with a low budget,

and talk to me about
pressure.

Pressure, I deal with it every day.

Luckily that constant battle
with pressure

leaves me a bit
bulletproof to it.

Standby.

Go.

The danger in this task is one
being too gung-ho,

just going straight to the end and
trying to get into the helicopter.

Go past.

Yes.

Let's go. Let's go.

(BLEEP) Number Two.

Drop. Go, drop.

Number Two.

Wait for your buddy.

What are you leaving
her, behind, for?

Number Two.

Have you ever heard of the term,
blue falcon?

No, Staff.

It's the nice way
of saying buddy (BLEEP).

You are the ultimate buddy (BLEEP).

Get the (BLEEP) out of here
and check in with DS.

(BLEEP) blue falcon.

Warrk.

OK, next pair,
Number 15 and Number Seven.

It'll be alright, OK?
Yeah.

So just, we're in it together.

Attack that hill.

Run at it.

NRLW player, Millie, and Superbikes
presenter, Riana,

are next to feel the heat.

Pressure can be good and bad.
Alright, let's get this done.

Go.

If you let pressure overcome you,
that's when things don't work out.

But pressure means that you care.

Pressure means it's important.
Go, girls.

I would say I'm a pretty
determined person.

I like to make sure that I give
everything my absolute best

and I'm not sure
if I've ever quit something.

Finish strong.

Gone.

(BLEEP) fail.

Ohh.

Hard, eh?

The spin is tough.

Millie and her task buddy, Riana
have failed.

So far, none of the recruits
have been successful.

Number 12, and Number Eight.

Quick as you can, up that track.

All eyes are now
on retired NRL player, Darius Boyd,

and TV personality, Anna Heinrich,

to complete the spine
tingling crossing.

Seatbelts on.

In the rugby league world,
if, you know,

we're copping criticism,
or you know, pressure,

you've got to focus on your job
and your teammates

and your coach,
you can't worry about

what everyone else is
talking about and what they think.

And that's when more pressure
comes on yourself.

My whole life,
I've always gone into things

thinking I can't do this, I can't
do it, I'm not good enough.

Go.

I have absolutely no doubt

that there are gonna be tasks
on the course

that are gonna push me
to the limits.

Come on, Anna.

Come on, girl.

But I know that I'm gonna have
that strength to push through

and do things
that I never thought I could do.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Grit. Determination.
Everything that you've got, now.

Well done, Darbs.

Go on, Anna.
Come on, Anna.

Yes. Go, go, go.
Come on, girl.

Oh, nice.
Let's go.

(BLEEP), man.

Anna is awesome.

Good effort. Seatbelts on.

How good.
They made that look so easy.

(BLEEP) outstanding.

Well done, girl.

At least one of us got it.

(BLEEP) outstanding, good effort,
well done.

Thank you, Staff.

(BLEEP) well done, Number 12.

Absolutely,
and outstanding, you two.

I do want to grow as a person,

and really find
the best version of myself,

and I think this course is really
gonna change me for the better.

King of the pack,
king of the pack.

Like this.
We're (BLEEP) moving.

A relentless task.

I should not be waiting for you.

Get on that (BLEEP) log
and stay on that log.

Hurry up.

The DS show no mercy.

My shoulder's (BLEEP).

No it's not, that's a (BLEEP)
excuse, get up there.

Move.

And...
Number Two.

How many (BLEEP) opportunities
do you want?

Because everything that you do,
you're just getting it wrong.

..Pauly under fire
from all directions.

(BLEEP) off.

Don't want to hear it.

As far as I'm concerned,
you piss people off.

With just nine recruits left
on the course,

the DS meet to discuss their
performance in this morning's task.

So ladder traverse, great task.

12 and Eight, obviously Eight,

we know, you know,
great upper body strength.

But 12, she's...
Brilliant.

..probably the smallest arms
of them all.

She went up there, nailed it.

A massive bit of self belief.
Yeah.

You know, she belongs here.

Probably of all the pairs,
when we did the crossover,

Number Two just,
just hung, there.

I saw that.

And let Number One
do all the work behind him.

He fell, so then it ruined
the experience for Number One.

And then as soon
as he hit the water,

he just started swimming to shore
and didn't even look back

until I started yelling at him,
just leaving her behind.

Number Two.

Wait for your buddy.

That's the reason Number One
is in the water.

Yeah.
Yeah.

Got them out this morning,
the old classic,

right, kit inspection.

I said to Number Two,
"What are you doing with two forks?"

Are you (BLEEP) stupid?
Mm-hm.

It was just like, Number Two,

"How many (BLEEP) chances
do you want?"

Get out of my (BLEEP) sight.
Go.

How many (BLEEP) opportunities
do you want?

Because everything that you do,
you're just getting it wrong.

Let's get him in.

Number Two.

He's a complex bloke.
Yeah.

Number Two.
Yes, Staff.

My turn to tell the joke.

Number Two is still on the course.

How the (BLEEP) are you still here?

I don't know.

I'm an army of one,
I'll give it a go, mate.

I refuse to give in.

I know I'm not the best
at certain things.

I know my fitness is not as good
as some of the other people, there.

Do you know how long
the army of one slogan lasted

for the United States army?

Not very long?
Not very long. You know why?

I'm sorry, Staff.

'Cause it stays the wrong
(BLEEP) thing.

There's no such thing
as an army of one.

Do you feel like you're in
the centre of your other recruits,

or do you feel like
you're kind of on the outside?

Um, it's just a funny dynamic
in that room.

There's a little bit of attitude,
I think, you know,

maybe it's they don't take me
seriously

'cause I'm small
or I'm ethnic or I'm old.

Do you feel like that small piece
has been an issue for you,

through your life, or?
No, my life, not at all.

I've never felt short,
you know, like honestly.

I mean I know I am physically short,

but I've always felt,
in my world, in my life,

I feel ten feet tall,

you know, I've done
some amazing things,

stuff that most people
in their lives would never do.

My whole life
has been about survival.

I've had racism, sexism, heightism,
you know, ageism.

But if you say, Oh, I'm stuck
in this powerless position,

poor me, boo-hoo, well you know,
you're gonna stay in that position.

But if the majority of the group
is telling you something,

and it's, let's say,
constructive criticism,

do you not take that well?

Or do you just think you're right
and everyone else is wrong?

No, look, If I felt I was
absolutely wrong, I would say,

I'm the first person to put my hand
up and say, "You know what?

"I (BLEEP) up,
you're absolutely right."

But I felt there was just sort of,

you know, when a bunch of people
just get a little thing going,

and they want
to just point the finger.

(BLEEP) off.

You're the one that doesn't manage
to actually fit into that group.

Well look, you know, they're very
different people to me, you know.

You know, a lot of them are younger
with much different...

Stop it. Don't want to hear it.

As far as I'm concerned,
you piss people off.

I piss the, I piss the team off.

But they're, they've forgiven me,

so long as I kind of don't
piss them off again,

I think is how
I would describe the situation.

Start switching on
to what you're doing.

You can't hide away
from the selection process,

and if you want to be here
at the end,

you've got to change your attitude.

You know, my intentions are good,
and I've tried my best.

That's sincerely.

Well just do it, then.

Guard.

He's not, it's not
that he's not trying.

No.

He's (BLEEP) trying.

Let's face it, on this course,
we're all dog eat dog.

And I can just channel back

to when I was in those street days
of my life,

where you're alone,
and you have to fight,

and it's about you beating them.

So, you know, it's not something
I would want to do,

but I got the skills
to do it if I have to.

So were you always
like a footy player?

Was that your whole thing?

Yeah I always...

Taking on DS advice,

to stop distancing himself
from the others,

Number Two, Pauly, attempts
to connect with NRL star, Darius.

Did you get, like, a lot of injuries
when you were playing?

Oh, I was pretty lucky,
to be honest.

I broke one bone in 15 years,
pretty good.

Mate.
Contact sport, can't complain.

Bloody, you're blessed.
Yeah, no, I was.

Played rugby league
since I was six years old

and my grandma told me that
I come home from school one day

and said, "Oh, I want to be
a professional rugby league player."

Played for 15 seasons,
for the Broncos,

the Dragons, and the Knights.

And I was lucky enough to play

for Queensland
and Australia, as well.

Proudest moment
of my rugby league career

would be debuting
for the Broncos would be one,

and then captaining
the Broncos, as well.

Something that I never thought
would be possible,

to, you know, be a captain
and a leader.

OK then, as a group,
you're gonna follow me.

It definitely took me 12 months

to really be comfortable with being
the captain of the Broncos.

Let's go.

And I don't like to be centre
of attention, that's for sure.

The recruits are now heading deep
into remote mountainous terrain,

where they'll undertake

one of the SAS's
most gruelling exercises.

Hurry up, let's go.

A brutal task designed
to test leadership and teamwork

in a life or death scenario.

Hurry up. Hurry up.

As a Special Forces operator,

you live life under pressure,
all the time.

Stick together.

Everything relates
to the battlefield.

It doesn't get any more
high pressured than that,

and if you lose your shit

and you can't function
under pressure,

then you're no good to man or beast.

OK, the task
you're about to commit to

has a great deal
of heritage in the military.

To the untrained eye,
that would be known as a log race.

To the trained eye, that is called
the artillery resupply.

The recruits have just one hour
to haul a 230kg log

up an unforgiving
and steep bush track

to a rendezvous point
on the ridgeline.

Let me just give you
that as a scenario.

On the ridgeline,
one of our four guns has gone down.

You must resupply that gun
with a new barrel.

Pressure.

Pressure to perform.

Pressure to do the task at hand.

Because if we don't get
that barrel up there,

the enemy will get the upper hand,

and our troops on the ground will
get absolutely (BLEEP)ing malleted.

OK, for this task, Number Eight,
you are team leader.

Yes, Staff.

You will remain team leader
throughout.

On the front of the log,
there'll be a long piece of rope.

That's where you give direction,

that's where you follow me,
I'm the lead scout.

At any time, there must be
four people on that log.

Surplus goes to the rear of the log,
stays out of the way.

This is where it starts.

This is where it starts.

Go! Move!

Number Eight, you are their leader!

People need you!

As leader, Number Eight, Darius,
must set a fast pace,

keep the recruits on the log,
and make sure no-one falls behind.

Stick together!

DARIUS: To the left.
Let's go, Number Eight.

See the artillery,
please let's move!

DARIUS: My leadership, it would be
probably just leading by example.

I'm not someone that yells,
personally.

I've got to prove just to myself

that I can do something
that's well out of my depth.

Hopefully, I don't like failing
or letting people down and...

whether that's my family at home

or whether that's the other recruits
and teammates.

Let's go.

Three... Three, two, one, go.
ANT: Simple task!

Come on, let's move this log!

Let's get it off the (BLEEP)ing
riverbank, let's go!

But already, Number Eight, Darius,

has drawn the attention
of the less than impressed DS.

Number Eight, extend that line.

You should be pulling that along.

ANT: Number Eight, pull!

Needing to physically pull
the team forward...

ANT: Let's go!
Yeah, I got you.

..any slack on the rope
means Darius isn't doing his job.

ANT: Number Eight, pull!

Stick with me!

Stick with me!

Number Eight, let's get up there
and pull that up.

Pull it!
CLINT: Move!

Communicate!

Less than 20 minutes in,

with the most steep
and treacherous terrain still ahead,

leader Darius is silent,

failing to direct changeovers
on the log.

Shit. Sorry.
Get up!

ANT: This piece of equipment,
there's lives who are reliant on it.

STOTTY: Keep (BLEEP)ing pulling,
Number Eight!

CLINT: Plan ahead!

ANT: Number Eight,
why is that (BLEEP)ing rope slack?

You are (BLEEP)ing useless.

Get on that (BLEEP)ing log!

As Number Eight, Darius
struggles to lead his team...

CLINT: Communicate!

..the DS are forced to show him
how it's done.

Right, the four of you,
get back here.

One metre between the log,
Number One.

CLINT: Swap on the fly!
Swap on the fly!

Being a leader doesn't come
naturally to me and my personality.

ANT: Number Eight!
You are a waste of space!

DARIUS: I'm introverted,
I'm, you know, quiet.

A bit of a follower
more than a leader, probably.

ANT: Number Eight,
you are their leader.

People need you!

DARIUS: Sometimes I don't mind
who I am,

and other times it's, you know,

it's hard to be
in certain situations.

I don't want to let
my teammates down.

ANT: Give it here.
Like this! Like this!

We (BLEEP)ing move!
Move! Move!

(BLEEP)ing move, like this!

Let's go! Let's go!
Someone's not pulling!

(BLEEP)ing hold on to that,
you useless (BLEEP)!

ANT: Right, let's go!

Come on!

With me, all the way!

Number Eight,
are you really being effective?

You are (BLEEP)ing useless
right now.

(BLEEP)ing useless.
DARIUS: I understand.

ANT: Useless!
Like this!

Like this!

Appointed leader of the task,
Number Eight, Darius,

struggles in the role,
forcing the DS to intervene.

Let's go! Let's go!

(BLEEP)ing hold on to that,
you useless (BLEEP)!

Knowing that the DS thought
you're not capable,

or not good enough,

that'd be something a bit hard
to swallow,

because it's probably going to be
affecting the team, also.

To make matters worse,

Number Two, Pauly, the oldest,

and Number Five, Geoff,
the heaviest,

fall way behind the pack.

MAN: Let's go!

With less than 30 minutes
to meet the RV point.

DARIUS: Push. Push.

DARIUS: Someone swap Mel!

MALE RECRUIT: Swap out, Mel.

DARIUS: Pauly, we need you.

Uphill. Uphill.

FEMALE RECRUIT: Pauly, come on,
we need you.

DARIUS: Uphill.

CLINT: The team needs you,
get your ass up here!

DARIUS: Uphill! Uphill!

ANT: Number Five!
You are a liability!

Number Two, you are being (BLEEP)
all use down there!

DARIUS: Paul!

FEMALE RECRUIT: Hang on, hang on.

Shut the (BLEEP) up
and get on with it.

STOTTY: Keep going, Number 12.

Shut the (BLEEP) up
and get on with it!

DARIUS: Uphill!

Uphill!

Pull!

CLINT: Keep working it.

STOTTY: Quick change, quick change!

Number 12, get back there
ready to get back on.

As time slips away,

Number Two and Number Five
are endangering the mission success.

ANT: They're struggling
because of you two.

When I retired from sport in 2004,
I put on 50kg.

ANT: Number Five.
What good are you there?

GEOFF: I'm not a 25-year-old athlete
anymore,

I'm a 42-year-old middle-aged dad.

Number Five.

What (BLEEP)ing use
are you back here?

Number Five!

What use... Look at me!

Get a bit of aggression in you!

Get up there!

Now, move for your team.

Move!

I should not be waiting for you!
You (BLEEP)ing keep up with me!

I'm (BLEEP)ing crawling!

You are (BLEEP)ing useless.

I understand.
Useless!

I agree.

Get on that (BLEEP)ing log
and stay on that log!

(BLEEP)ing move.

Move!

My grandparents (BLEEP) faster
than you move, and they're dead!

Hurry up!

ANT: Drive!

Number Two,
you should be fresh as (BLEEP),

you've done (BLEEP) all.

DARIUS: Watch out.

And you, Number Five.

Staff.
Move!

I'm done.

What?

My shoulder's (BLEEP)ed.

No, it's not, that's a (BLEEP)ing
excuse,

get up there!
Move!

Let's go!

No excuses now.

You haven't come this far
to have quit.

GEOFF: I am here because
I want to push myself.

Dig deep, and draw on all
of those skills that I've learnt,

and hopefully, I'll realise
that I'm a lot stronger

psychologically and physically
than I give myself credit for.

DARIUS: Uphill! Uphill!

Through the middle!

STOTTY: There's no shame
in quitting.

There's shame in not trying.

The easiest thing
is to hand in your armband.

The hardest thing
is to live with it.

ANT: They need this resupply!

As Geoff re-commits,

there is now under three minutes
to make rendezvous

and pass the task.

Keep that momentum, go!

STOTTY: Smooth change.

Make it a smooth change,
let's keep this moving, that's good!

CLINT: Communicate!

Your last (BLEEP)ing effort,
or chance!

FEMALE RECRUIT: Lean forward,
lean forward!

CLINT: Let's go, go, go!
Take advantage of the flat!

FEMALE RECRUIT: Let's go!
Run, run!

Staring down the barrel
of a failed mission,

Number 15, NRLW player,
Millie, steps up.

For me, it's never really been
an option to quit.

CLINT: You are almost out of time!

MILLIE: Nice work, guys.
Just keep moving your legs.

Move your legs.

Knowing that you could've done more,

I think that would be
the most disheartening thing.

Pull more! Pull more!

Knowing that you had
something left to give,

but, you know, your time is up.

Keep going, guys!

STOTTY: There is no break
until we (BLEEP)ing finish

and get the barrel there.
ANT: Let's go! Let's really move!

Let's move!

Let's go, move!

STOTTY: (BLEEP)ing pull it,
Number Eight, let's go!

ANT: (BLEEP)ing fail.

DARIUS: Jog.

The recruits reach the end
but fail to make it in time.

DARIUS: Keep going.

Keep going.

Keep pulling.

Keep pulling, keep pulling.
Stops on the right.

STOTTY: Place...

DARIUS: Place, slowly.
..the equipment down.

DARIUS: Three, two, one, go.
STOTTY: Down easy!

Face me.

One line, now.

Listen to the DS.

I've given you my thoughts
of what I thought of that.

Absolute shower of (BLEEP)ing shite.

Not from everyone, agreed.

But you have to start thinking now.

Am I an asset, or a liability?
CLINT: Stay in the game.

And as a (BLEEP)ing team, you have
to start looking around you.

Is he, she, an asset or a liability?

Number Eight, when I say
(BLEEP)ing drive that log,

I mean drive that log.
Yes, Staff.

Do you understand me?
Yes, Staff.

This group here done the majority
of the (BLEEP)ing work.

You two are (BLEEP)ing US,
unserviceable.

If you two were in the game,
they would have made the RV.

That's how important you are
to each other,

and when you're willing to give
the ultimate sacrifice,

there's not much
that will get in your way.

Right, all of you follow me,
let's go.

Let's go, move!

Failure is tough,
it's a hard feeling.

I've had plenty of failures
in life in different ways,

and I don't like the feeling,

it's probably why
I don't do certain things in life,

because I don't want to fail,
and I know I would fail.

It's something that this course
will probably help me with

is, you know, going out
of my comfort zone

and doing things that I'm not
necessarily always good at,

and learning to be able
to overcome those barriers.

I struggle
with my mental health.

Number Eight's tormented past.

I went home one day,
I had nothing,

looking around my house, no, no wife
that's sitting there,

no family, no friends.

Not much to show for my life.

LOCKY: Does it hurt?

DARIUS: Yeah, it's pretty sore.

Having returned to base,
after failing the task...

Show me what you done.

Just got a splinter there,
just can't get it out.

OK, OK.

..Darius is left
with a painful reminder.

It's fair up under there, isn't it?
Yep.

What I'll do is put a nerve block
in your finger,

put the finger to sleep

so I can dig up
under your fingernail

and get the thing out.

It needs to come out.
Sounds good.

Yeah, I think I can keep going
when I'm experiencing pain.

Something that I feel like I'll be
used to from the rugby league world.

Let's get this bloody thing out,
hey?

Yep.

It's something
you just have to push through,

you don't have another option,
that's the thing.

In a team environment,
you can't let your team down

and you've just got to do it.

I reckon that's out.

I'll just whack this one
around there.

Cool, that's it?
Alrighty, yeah, we're done here.

Thank you, mate.
Appreciate it.

Keep crushing it.
Will do. Thanks.

All that, when the pain threshold
side of things becomes mental,

they always say,
you're never as tired,

you're never as sore
as you think you are,

and then you can, you know,
keep pushing a bit further

and the pain starts to seem,
slowly go away.

MILLIE: Has somebody grabbed
my socks?

Because I can't find mine.

Who's socks are they?

I don't know,
but there's a huge hole in them

and it's not, definitely not mine.

Needing to keep their kit dry
and organised at all times,

missing socks could result
in severe punishment from the DS.

My socks are right there.

And mine definitely do not have
this hole in them.

Pauly never dries his shit in here.

And he was just in there, right.

MILLIE: I don't know
where mine are then.

LOCKY: No, but he was drying
his stuff right there.

MILLIE: Oh.

And he never comes in here
and dries,

so he's clearly swapped them out.

MILLIE: I don't really like
conflict.

I'd prefer to just, you know,
get something out of the way with,

and confront it straight on,

rather than letting it build up
and become an issue.

Are they your socks, Pauly?

Yeah.

Did you not have a hole
in your sock?

Oh, yeah, maybe.

I think yours are inside.

'Cause, there's two inside.

I think they might be mine.
Is that yours?

That's not mine,
mine don't have burn marks,

but there's one good one
and one burnt one,

so that might be mine.

I must have picked up
the wrong one.

And then, that's alright.
Thank you.

(BLEEP)ing, he (BLEEP)ing did that
to me on the first day,

100%.

100% he did that to me.

When he burnt all of his socks.

These were on the ground.
Does that look familiar?

Yes, thank you very much.

The socks may have been returned,

but Pauly's mistake
isn't easily forgiven.

Found my socks.

Where were they?

Are you (BLEEP)ing kidding me?

I was like,
"Oh, are they your socks?"

And he goes, "Yeah."

And I'm like, "Oh, don't your socks
have like a big hole in them?"

He was, "Ohh".

He came in here
literally to do it.

Like, he came in here
with a purpose,

took your socks, and (BLEEP)ed off.

I am the most bloody selfish person
I can think of,

but I hate stupidity.

Oh, I hate it.

(GROWLS)

I just like... ohh.

As tension in the dorm simmers,

the DS meet to discuss the recruits'
performance in the previous task.

ANT: It's a strong group.

CLINT: Strong women.

Strong females, yeah.
Yeah.

That's what is different
about it, I think.

Haven't seen this before.

I like it. I like it.

Right, moving swiftly on
to today's artillery carry.

The one that was on the log the most
was obviously Number Eight,

but with Number Ten and Number 15,

they were just on that
(BLEEP)ing log constantly.

MILLIE: Just keep moving your legs.

Move your legs.

STOTTY: You are almost out of time!

MILLIE: Let's go, run, run!

Lean forward! Lean forward!

I had to drag her off the log...
Did you?

..Number 15.

I was like, get off that log!

And she's like, she was literally
changing position

and changing into another position!

Even then she was like,
raring to go,

and I was like, (BLEEP) me.

For me, the last two
was Two and Five.

Yeah, Two and Five.

Two was just useless.

Get on that (BLEEP)ing log
and stay on that log!

(BLEEP)ing move!

He's so far out of his depth now,

that I told him if he goes missing
in action again, he's done.

Number Five.

Nowhere near as bad as Number Two
but I had to have a word with him.

I had to grab that big head
of his and just get into his soul.

Look at me.

Get a bit of aggression in you!

Get up there!

Now, move for your team.

My shoulder's (BLEEP)ed.
No, it's not.

That's a (BLEEP)ing excuse,
get up there.

Move!

And don't give me (BLEEP)ing,
your shoulder's (BLEEP)ed.

Don't give me bullshit excuses.

This course changes lives.

It's changed his life up to now,
fact, guaranteed,

and if he'd of went out like that,
he'd of been kicking himself.

Number Eight, we chose
as the team leader.

I was disappointed.

Number Eight!

Are you really being effective?

ANT: You are (BLEEP)ing useless
right now!

Useless!

Useless!

STOTTY: He's the engine.
ANT: Yeah.

And he should be there like that.
And up keeping the momentum.

Yeah.
Number Eight, you are their leader!

People need you!

But then I looked behind,

and he was carrying it
like a (BLEEP)ing handbag.

Yeah, I saw that.
STOTTY: Walking a dog.

CLINT: We were telling him
to take control of the team.

He was saying words,
but, no,

all he was saying was, uphill.
Uphill.

It's just words, he wasn't...
He didn't get a grip of the team.

Yes, he had his back to them,

but it didn't have any real,
real control.

I want to hear determination,

I want to (BLEEP)ing hear
motivation.

Give it here. Like this.
Like this!

We (BLEEP)ing move!

It's like, (BLEEP)ing get a move on!

He's so quiet,
and so to himself,

that you really have a hard time
reading

really where he's at with anything.

He just seems to maintain
that silence

when there's actually opportunities
for him to step in.

ANT: Seems quite emotionally
cut off at times.

CLINT: He's a little bit
of the dark horse.

Let's get him in.
Yep.

STOTTY: Number Eight?

After showing scant leadership,
failing the task,

and noticing his shy
and quiet behaviour,

the DS bring in Darius
to find out more about him.

(GRUNTS)

Number Eight.

I'm kind of curious.

Do you smile?

I'm not... been known to smile,

I'm probably more of
a serious-looking type person, yeah.

Why are you here?

I don't usually do things
out of my comfort zone.

I'm someone that likes
to be good at things.

I just thought it... I'd test myself

in some really hard-core challenges
and situations, environment.

This is the first time
I've heard you talk.

Tell us a bit about your career.

Former rugby league player,

so I used to play rugby league
professionally.

Did you get injured,
or did you just retire or...?

Retired 12 months ago,

so probably just getting a bit old
and slow and needed a change.

Have you been a golden boy
all the way through your career?

I didn't have a lot of role models,
father figures around

when I was younger,

so probably just, I probably come
into professional football at 18.

Hanging round the wrong people,
wrong crowd a little bit.

Didn't like to talk too much people,
didn't smile much.

A bit angry, a bit resentful.

What's your background?

I'd never met my father.

And my mum and I got estranged

when I was probably 15, 16,
for eight years, so.

My mum was diagnosed
with major depression,

so, I moved in with a family
for 12 months,

which was a challenge.

I didn't speak to my mum
for eight years.

I was very angry and closed off

and probably resented her
for a lot of reasons and things.

I didn't understand mental health,

depression, didn't understand why
my mum couldn't be there anymore.

Uh...

It was hard on me,
it was hard on her too.

I struggled with my mental health,
seven or eight years ago.

So, what did that look like
for you?

It was kind of my whole life just
sort of fell apart, fell to shit,

to be honest.

2014 at the Newcastle Knights
was definitely a tough year.

I definitely don't feel great
about that period of my life.

There's a lot of things I
would change and do differently.

It was just hurting people,
letting people down.

Whether that's, you know, my mum,
my grandmother, my wife, Kayla.

I was unfaithful, and yeah,
she made a good decision to leave.

But yeah, it's something
that I'm not proud of,

but it's something
that needed to happen, too,

for us to be where we are today.

Went home one day,
I had nothing.

Looking around my house,
no wife that's sitting there,

no, nothing in the house,
no family, no friends.

So, I was, you know,
you look at old photos,

you see this happy smiling kid

who used to play footy
with his mates,

and then got to about 27

and there's not much to show
for my life, I thought.

I needed a change,
needed to be better.

Wanted to grow.

That rock bottom moment,
I just, I rang my football manager

and just told him I needed
some help.

I didn't know
what kind of help I needed,

but I didn't want to feel
the way I felt.

He put me onto a nurse
at a mental health facility.

I remember just hanging the phone up
afterwards and crying.

Just instant relief that I knew
I'd organised something

that I could
hopefully better myself,

and live a happier,
healthier life, I guess.

Big deal, that you identify it,

and then actually do something
about it.

Because most people don't,
or they're scared to talk about it,

or they think there's something
wrong with them.

Yep.

When there's... everybody deals
with this shit.

Everyone has hardship and adversity.
Exactly.

It's just about how do you...

What strategies do you have in place
to deal with it?

Right.

Rebuilding relationships
was a challenge.

It took time.

I think it always does take time.

It definitely took time
for myself and Kayla.

But definitely in such
a really good space now

from, you know, some
of the hardships we've gone through.

I'm really happy to be in this space

and be able to bring our daughters
into a really loving environment.

For you to actually go out there

and understand you're the one
with the issue,

which is... that's been
your saving grace.

You know, it's good
that you actually recognised that.

Yeah.

Guard!

Obviously, he's been through
the ring

with the old mental health a bit.

Yeah.

DARIUS: I think talking about
your experiences,

owning your stories, you know,
honesty is the best policy.

It's something I learnt
the hard way,

I used to try and hide my life away
and not, yeah, be private

and not tell anyone about anything.

It was just a negative mind-set,
I think.

Talking about your experiences,
owning your stories

is the best way to, you know,
get on with life

and be the best version
of yourself.