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Today has got so much riding on it.
Previously...

I know that I'm ready for marriage
and to make this work.

..the final two couples entered
the experiment.

It's so important that this works.

I'm hoping that the love of my life
walks down the aisle.

Hello.

For Adrienne and Matt,
the attraction was instant.

What did you ask for?

You.

But groom Mark wasn't so taken
with husband Sean.

This is not what I wanted,
I just feel disappointment.

And as Ella and Nathaniel
hit a new low...

The whole JJ thing, I don't think
I'm OK with it.

..theirs wasn't the only
marriage in turmoil.

I just need some space.

I think it's just going to
push us further away.

Leaving the way open for Ella...

All I've been thinking about is JJ.

..to explore a new connection
in secret.

I owe it to myself to see if there's
anything there with JJ.

Tonight...

Scream if you wanna go faster.

..for the newly weds...

It's hard not to want to touch her.

..honeymoon happiness is short lived.

I don't like a show off.

I'm not gonna change that.

I feel so judged.

EXHALES LOUDLY

You've gotta prepare yourself
for it not to be OK.

Why would you feel the
need to bring that up?

DOOR SLAMS

As In-Laws Week continues,
Arthur struggles to win over

Laura's friends.

I've sort of rewritten
the vows in Mexico.

It took me ten minutes.

There were red flags for us.

Best friends should step in
and be like, you're in the wrong.

And when Ella orchestrates a
dangerous liaison...

Ella's fit, can't fancy her
more really.

He's more than flirting.

..husband Nathaniel is pushed to
breaking point.

What do you know?

She was texting JJ.

The truth's gonna come out.
Let these two rats lie together.

WEDDING BELLS RING

Oh, my god.

Oh, wow. Look.

Good lord above.

Oh, it's lovely, oh.

Come on faster, faster.
It's absolutely freezing.

See you in a bit. Sean!

Come on.

Are you getting both bags?
Oh, do I have to?

Come on, give us your other
one then. Grand.

Oh, this is stunning.

Adrienne and Matt are starting
married life in Tenerife.

Your skin is, like, amazing, isn't
it? It's like ridiculous.

I am blown away that I'm
married to Adrienne,

she is literally the full package.

I can't believe she's my wife.

You look absolutely stunning.
I can't stop saying it.

Stop. You're a bit fit, aren't you?
You're a flipping ten.

Sounds so strange calling somebody
my husband, like,

but I wouldn't have had
anybody else.

Everything is just perfect at
the minute.

I can't, literally I'm like,
I can't fault it.

Do you like would you rather?

Yeah. Yeah, go on then let's have
a little game of that. Shall we?

Yeah, go on. Yeah?

Would you rather have
chocolate in the fridge

or chocolate not in the fridge?

I mean, to me that's non negotiable
it's in the fridge.

Oh, my God. Yeah. Ah, winning.

Literally. How do you have
your steak cooked?

Medium rare. Always.

Do you?

Yeah. Do you have it as well?

Would you rather have a dog or cat?

Dogs all day. Yeah, hands down.

Oh, really what dog would you have?

Probably a cocker spaniel so we...
We...

That just rolled off the tongue.

Well, it's meant to be, isn't it?

We definitely have an
instant connection.

He's everything that I asked for.

Genuinely I actually am really
enjoying being with him.

I'm very happy.

Oh, beauty.

This is where you're going
to be cooking.

Where I'm gonna be cooking?

Yeah.

Oh, look how nice this is.

Because it's so cold, I will
let you share my bed.

Just because it's so cold. Good.

I don't want you to get pneumonia
or something. Aw.

Seeing Sean at the wedding,
I didn't get that butterfly feeling

that I really wanted.

I've always got my wall up
and it's going to take a lot

for me to get that down.

Coming into the experiment,
Mark acknowledged

he finds it hard to open up.

My last relationship was about
ten years ago.

The question I get asked all
the time is,

"Why haven't I looked for love?"

I think it's because I don't want to
be rejected.

It was something the experts
picked up on...

Now Mark can be, in his words,
a bit needy.

This larger that life persona,
it's hiding the fear

Mark feels around rejection.

..and want Mark to work on
within his marriage.

Entering into a new relationship
with the walls up

is common and normal
and we all do that.

Takes me a while for me
to feel relaxed.

Once I'm at that stage, it's OK
but building that,

I think guys find it very
hard work.

So you need to be with the
right man who can see that

vulnerability and nurture
it with you.

Exactly.

Are you ready to be vulnerable in
a relationship?

I think I am now.

There you go. Oh, finally!
What took you so long?

The way Sean's acting
and making me feel

and everything he's doing,
it's making me feel more relaxed

and I feel like I can be more
myself around him.

Cheers. Cheers.

Honeymoon.

What do you think of
us being married?

Like, I definitely had an initial
attraction to you straight away

so, like, that's always a big tick.

Definitely happy that Mark was
the one walking down the aisle.

I'm really happy that
he's my husband.

Mark's a really good looking lad,
yeah, he's absolutely spot on.

And I mean, your banter's nearly
as good as mine as well

so...I'll give you that one.

I know it's your honeymoon too
so you can chill out a bit.

So I just need you to unpack
the cases first. Yeah.

Get rid of this fish because
it absolutely stinks,

do the log fire. Yeah. And then
I'll take you to dinner.

Mark's really demanding but
I find that quite endearing.

I do like to look after people,
you know, it's in my nature

to be that kind person who's
looking after stuff.

So, yeah. It seems like a
good match.

I'm really glad I'm here with you
and I'm looking forward to

the rest of the honeymoon.

Aww cheers to that.

I think we're doing OK.

Yeah, we're smashing it. Yeah.

IN HIGH PITCHED VOICE: Yeah?

Don't do that.

Back in London...

Do you want me to help you
with any of the chopping?

What do you think?

I'll take that as a safe no.

Is that all right, is that
thin enough?

How are you 34 years old and
you've never chopped

a pepper in your life?

...Laura and Arthur are the final
couple to prepare for In-Laws Week.

Not to make you more nervous, babe,

but how are you feeling with Cam
and Lucia coming today?

They're both quite feisty,
aren't they?

Yeah, could be interesting,
could get fiery.

Arthur's really nervous to
see the girls.

I'm going to get a lot
of grilling, aren't I?

Yeah.

I'm aware some of my friends felt
a certain way about Arthur

in terms of his vows.

I want them to, kind of,
embrace Arthur,

move on from that.

On the wedding day...

I love you.

Is that bollocks? Is he talking
fucking bollocks?

There was no effort involved at all.
Yeah, red flag.

It sounds like he's pulled it
off the Internet.

And he's admitted that he has.

He has admitted...?

What?

But a romantic honeymoon gesture...

I've decided to write new vows.

..convinced Laura he was committed
to their marriage.

You are slowly but surely becoming
one of my favourite people.

You are a beautiful soul
inside and out.

A lot has happened since
the wedding. Mm.

In a good way. Mm-hm.

So I'm just going to try and hold on
to the positives as opposed

to just thinking about the
negatives

and all that nonsense. Mm-hm.

And you definitely got on
with my best man Dan.

Yeah, I mean, I'm not worried,
I'm really gonna have a great day.

I'm a little bit apprehensive about
Cam and Lucia,

the first impression wasn't
the best.

I do feel like I've got to
apologise for my behaviour.

KNOCK AT DOOR

Hello, mate.

It's my best man Dan, I've not
seen him since the wedding

and he always brings
the best out of me

so I'm really happy he's
by my side.

You hungry? Laura made
some nice fajitas.

Oh, snap that looks lovely

Hello! Hey! Oh, my God.

How are you? So nice to
see you. You too.

How have you been?

I've been great. How have you guys
been more importantly?

We've been well. Yeah?
Honestly really well. Yeah?

We've got some more guests.

Who do you think that is?

Hi. Surprise!

Ladies. Surprise! Laura,
look who's here.

On the wedding day there were
a few red flags for us.

I don't have high expectations
for Arthur,

how about you? Do you agree?

I mean, we don't know him yet.
I've just judged him.

You have just judged him.
Sorry, Arthur.

Ah! Ah! Surprise!

Oh, my God! Oh, it's so lovely
to see you!

I'm honestly so excited to be
with Cam and Lucia.

Cheers to...us.

Cheers to you guys. Cheers. Cheers.

They are my absolute world,
they're my family.

I was a little bit nervous today,
I'm not gonna lie.

He's sweating.

Why are you so nervous?

Seeing you guys obviously. Yeah.

A lot happened at the wedding. OK.

In terms of, you know, you're not
very... You weren't fond of me

if that makes sense.

Is that how you felt?

That's what I thought basically. OK.

How do you think you would
have felt if Laura had said

I love you in her vows?

Listen, I've sort of rewritten
the vows in Mexico... Yeah.

..they were from the heart.

OK. That's nice. That's very nice.

Because obviously I got to know
Laura a lot more... Yeah.

..over the last three or four days.
It took me ten minutes.

Sorry?

Yeah, that's not great.

I don't quite know where he was
going with that.

I'm not sure if we were meant
to be impressed or not.

There's no excuse for
the first one. Mm.

That's what I'm trying to tell
you here. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

DAN: Knowing Arthur as long as
I have, there was no, sort of,

maliciousness behind those vows.
Yeah.

It was just a bit, sort of,
thoughtless.

I was being someone else,
I was being someone

I thought she wanted me to be. Yeah.

We did start off married life
on different pages.

And now we've definitely made
it to the same book. Yeah.

And we are getting there.

Laura's our best friend, we're
always gonna have her back

and to be honest, I feel like
he has done some things that,

you know, best friends
should step in and be like,

you're in the wrong, you need to
change your ways for it to work.

Cheers. Eye contact always.
Cheers. Always.

It's been a nice first day,
hasn't it?

Yeah. Do you know what I can't get
over the fact that,

well, unless you have,
I haven't yet found anything

that I'm like, hmm I don't
like this about him.

No there's not anything that
I'm worried about so far,

I really like you and I
think that's the main thing.

I'm really into you and I think
we can both tell that massively.

Yeah, yeah. 100%. I love your
dress. Thanks, babes.

Genuinely, it's lovely.

Bless him he's being so reassuring,

I actually do really feel on
cloud nine with him

and he's complementing me so much.

I also have my insecurities,

I've never been naturally slim,
I have to work really hard for it.

I've lost a lot of weight,
so I've lost eight stone.

Wow. Yeah. That's something.

But why did you want to lose
weight in the first place?

It was affecting me in all
areas of my life,

whether that was
personally, dating.

When people look at you, you know,
I'm treated so differently now

as well which is why I value
peoples' morals.

To me, I want somebody with
a bit more depth.

Right, so what's really
important to you is

to be around someone that
acknowledges beauty in

a different way. Yeah. So not the
external but more the internal.

Obviously I've come such a long way
and obviously I've told you that

I've lost eight stone and it's...
That's... You don't know me

beforehand. No, yeah. And I think
that I would like to show you

what I did look like. OK. OK.

It's a big change.

I'm ready. Yeah? Show me.

Oh, my God.
SHE LAUGHS

So how long ago was that?

That was...I think, like,
five years ago.

Five years.

It's hard to visualise what eight
stone is until you see it. Yeah.

You should be just so proud
of what you've done

and, like, that you've got
to this point

and you've shown yourself
what you can do.

Achieving something like that is
genuinely incredible.

Her showing me the photos,
like, she was lovely then

and she's even more lovely now.

Hats off to her, I'm so proud of her
and that just shows

she's getting comfortable
around me.

She's worked so hard to become
the woman she has.

Sharing it so soon as well, like,
you're... I obviously have

ticked a box somewhere for you
to share that with me.

You're ticking many boxes.

It's so hard to open up about
that side of my life.

To know that Matt gets it
and he understands,

I feel on top of the world
right now.

Thank you for today.

Cheers. Cheers, babe.

I am really glad you done
this tonight,

obviously I do want you to know
I appreciate everything

that you have done and
that you are doing. Yeah.

Do you know that I'm very needy?

Yeah. So I just don't want you to
feel like maybe it's too much.

No, like, and I get that,

there will come a point where you
disagree with something I say,

I disagree with something you say.
Everything is OK, like, it is.

Otherwise I would probably
just tell you. Yeah.

But I think what you've got
to do is you've got

to prepare yourself for it not
to be OK as well.

And why would it not be OK?
Do you know what I mean?

But, like, that's life though,
isn't it?

Like, you don't just coast
through life.

Why would you say that?
You're being negative.

Why would you feel the need to bring
that up?

I'm really pissed off.

If there was something on my chest,
I would tell you.

It just seems like something is,
but you jut don't know when
to say it.

So like what? I don't know.

I would never say to you,
things are going great for now,
we'll have to see in the future.

Cos that's what you're saying -
things are going great now,
but let's wait and see.

That wasn't what I said.
But that's how it's coming across.

If there is a problem further down
the line - you know, you can't deny
that there might not be.

If there is a problem further down
the line - you know,

you can't deny that there
might not be.

MARK SNIFFS AND SIGHS

I personally
feel, with that comment,

it's made us go backwards.

With you, it's only been a few days

and, obviously, we're holding back
and stuff.

But I just feel we
need to focus on the positives.

Yeah. You bringing up a negative
when I'm just letting my guard down.

Yeah. It's been very hard,
obviously, to let someone in

because, when I do, they tend
to leave.

I just don't want to...

I don't...

I don't want to do it again...

..and it doesn't work out.

I'm never going to have
any intention of hurting you,

but there might be a comment like
that what does hurt you

because of what you went through.

I don't want to appear vulnerable,

because I don't want you to have
the power to hurt me.

But I feel like I am opening up
to you and I feel like

we are getting closer

and it's just going to take time.

How I process things is
completely different

to how you process things.

I try and prepare myself for
the worst, sort of thing.

Just because you go through
something negative, it's not final.

I am quite pragmatic,

I'm quite realistic. Like,
you know, I'm preparing

for all eventualities. Not everyone
else communicates how I do,

but I think once Mark understands
how I communicate

and what my intention is behind
that, we'll be able to move on.

I don't want you to think you have
to have the wall up 24/7.

Because, actually, conversations
like this will just make us closer.

Yeah? Yeah.

I am really pleased that we sat
and spoke about it.

So I really do feel like this has
helped us massively.

So it made me feel that
he actually cared.

This is how they do it.

Can you manage? I can manage.

We get along so well
and we are like two peas in a pod.

We have been intimate.

We are very compatible,

let's just say.

Good Lord above.

Oh, she's got an absolutely
amazing bum. Nice perky thing.

What a pleasure it is
to massage that body.

Are you OK? No.

I can't believe she's my wife.

It's hard not to want to touch her
and, er...

And, yeah, it's exciting.

SHE LAUGHS

In London...

I'm not really sure, like,
what's going on at the minute.

..it's been a tumultuous few
days for two of the couples.

I've tried so, so hard with
Nathanial to try and make this work.

This is not heading in
a direction that I wanted.

I came here to find a husband.

Recently married Bianca and JJ
have been living apart...

I feel like I need some space away
from Bianca -

just to be on my own
and get my head straight.

..as have Ella and Nathaniel.

This is not how I wanted marriage
to be.

Just well disappointed.

After spending time
apart from husband JJ...
KNOCK ON DOOR

..Bianca's decided to seek advice
from friend Ros.

Hi, babe. Aw, are you OK?

I just need some
kind like reassurance, really,

and I know I can go to Ros
for that.

So I had a chat with JJ
and, basically, I got nothing.

I got no clarity on, like, where his
head was at.

Just said that he was still confused
and, like, he needed space.

But how do you feel? I feel like
it's just more rejection.

We've gone through this
process together

and I feel like he's quit at
the first hurdle.

I think I'm just tired of it
all, now, at this point.

I feel like I'm just broken.

Oh, don't be sad.

I thought maybe this could work

and maybe you can see, like, us
working through it,

but my mind says, like, I just can't
cope with someone

who does this to me.

I genuinely think if he didn't
want to be here,

he would have gone.

JJ just doesn't know what he wants.

He needs to figure it out himself or
he might just be having his own

problem in his head that he just
won't say to you.

It's nothing to do with you. Yeah.
You've done nothing wrong.

I feel lost, because now I feel like
my emotions are just...

I don't know where
they are any more.

I definitely feel like they've not
had enough time,

because I know when Thomas
and I came back from honeymoon,

it was as if like, oh, we don't have
feelings, we're not in love and

that's totally natural.
You need to grow together,

learn each other. So I just wish
he stuck with her a bit

and gave it a chance.

Give him time, give him a chance to
think, give him space.

Yeah, we've had a blip,
but, who knows?

He could be ready for the next step,
if he comes round in a few days.

Like Ros said, sometimes,
space makes you want to come back
together.

Have you seen our wedding photo?
We look good together?

Like we look so good. Just gorgeous.

You do look great together it's
a stunning photo.

It's a really stunning photo.

How's it all going?

She's a nice girl. I do fancy her.
I think she's genuine.

It's just baby steps for us,
for now. Yeah.

Laura's very, very intelligent. Hmm.

And I'm not sure if I'm able to,

you know, hold a proper conversation
with her.

Sometimes, in deeper
conversations, she's talking about

something I haven't got an absolute
clue about.

and it makes me feel, hmm, you know,
am I the right person for her?

You know the deep stuff, basically.
Yeah.

I don't think you should worry about
that. Just be yourself. Yeah.

Just be yourself, don't try
and be someone you think she might
want and, then, she'll like you.

Most important thing is that
I'm happy and she's happy.

And you do genuinely seem
a lot happier.

Yeah! No, honestly, I genuinely
mean that. You do seem happier.

I've never actually seen you act
like this with

a girl, especially so early on in
the relationship. I know, man.

I know. The more I get to know her,
the more I like her,

the more I miss her,
the more I understand her.

I'm happy for you. Thank you, buddy.
Love that. Thank you.

How do you really feel,

like, about the situation about
spending all this time with him?

He says all the right things,
he compliments me all the time.

I kind of get the vibe that he kind
of looks up to you, like,

I feel like human
to human, taking out

the relationship, but you just don't
want to get to

the point where it's you being like
that mum vibe.

Like... I tried to help
him chop a pepper, this morning.
Absolutely.

I feel like he's just like
an excitable puppy.

Yeah, he does come across
like that.

Like it's like he's seeing
everything for the first time.

But then he's a male. Like, they can
be like that, can't they?

Yeah, actually, sometimes, it's
actually really endearing and lovely
and you're like, "God," you know,

because my brain is so bloody busy
and noisy all the time.

Sometimes, I look at Arthur
and just think,

it must be quite quiet where
you are.

Not having a lot going on up there.

No, he's nice. Get out my apartment!

OK.

That's not a bad way to be. No, I
know.

Like chilled, relaxed.
It's just different. Yeah.

I haven't completely given myself
to Arthur.

Like, I still have this stupid,
fucking guard up

where I'm just so scared
of like getting hurt again, I guess.

Yeah. I genuinely see something
very vulnerable

and pure about Arthur.

He's really good with me in
the sense that he listens...
He listens to me.

He says all the right things.
He compliments me all the time.

Yeah, we're very at ease
with each other now.

I do genuinely feel like we're in
a really good place.

And I just really want to make
it work.

Laura's ideal man is from Chelsea,

he likes going to nice places.
But it never works.

Arthur isn't Laura's usual type.
He's respectful, loyal.

It is really refreshing and I think
it's exactly what she needs.

So, so far, so good.
He does have my approval - for now.

Personality-wise, he is different
to my usual type,

but I think once you get
to know someone's character,

you just understand them a lot more.

That's what makes me feel secure in
our relationship.

I'm definitely encouraged that

I can see a future with Arthur
and I.

Here's to the future.

Here's to some nights out with my
husband in Chelsea with the girls!

Let's. Cheers. Cheers.

Have you ever done anything like
this before? I've done it before.

I've never done anything like this.
Have you not? No.

You're meant to be on that side.
Shit!

Oh! Good Lord!

Oh!

THEY LAUGH

You're making that look
quite easy.

To look at us you'd think it was me
that had done it before and not him.

Are you gutted that I've done this
better than you?

A little bit, yeah,
I'm not going to lie.

And I made it look easy!

Right. I'm such a show off, aren't
I? Yeah, you are, shut up!

I told you I'm good at
everything. I can't help it.

Yeah, yeah. She does keep saying
she's good at everything.

Just comes across as
a little bit big-headed, sometimes.

Oh, oh, shit!

Oh!

Bloody hell!

Ready. Off we go!

Scream if you want to go faster.

We've had the argument,
we've got over it.

I'm so excited just to play in the
snow. Today is just all about fun.

This is amazing.

I'm going to get hit by a tree.

Oh, this looks nice. Some
hot chocolate.

I think it's
going OK, at the moment, no? Yeah.

I think we're, like, getting on
really well. Yeah. No, definitely.

And you are really sweet.

That's nice.

I definitely think it's going in
the right direction, like,

everything's been like absolutely
spot-on. And it's good getting

to know each other better
a bit more, as well.

Do you think I'm a bit demanding?

Um, yeah, a little bit,

but like in a good way. Like you
just know what you want.

Do you think I ask too much of you?

Nah, nah, not yet.

Mark can be a little bit needy

and definitely needs a bit
of a reassurance,

but I can see a lot of potential.

Let's see what happens over
the next few days and let's hope
that builds and builds.

You're cute, as well, so... Yeah?

Right, come on, give us that cup.
It's getting absolutely freezing.
We'll go and crack a fire on.

OK, let's go. Can you do the fire?

Yeah, I'll put the fire on.

We're making pots. A pottery class.
Yeah.

Oh, my God!

Sometimes, I think is going too well

and it scares me just a little
bit.

But I'm being really positive
and he's so positive.

At the minute, we're getting on
so well.

Yeah, I'm really, really happy.

I'm going to make
a replica of your penis.

Right, well, if we're going down
that route, then I'll try

and make a lovely bottom shape
out of this, shall I?

Yeah, go on, then. Shall I?

There we go.

That was fast. Almost faster than
you. Wahey! Hey, brilliant!

The neighbours were definitely
giving us a funny look, this
morning.

Can't look them in the eye.

You'd have thought they'd have been
fast asleep by the time we, er...

They probably were.

Oh, yeah. Probably, yeah.

Told you I'm a full wife package.

There's got to be something that
we're not going to be compatible on.
There's got to be.

Probably the only thing that
I can think of,

so far, is you're very,
um,

showy-offy.
Whereas I'm not.

I'm quite erm... An introvert.
Yeah, quite reserved.

And I don't know, I don't really
show off about anything, really.

It's not that I don't like
a show-off, I just...

I don't know.
I'm just a bit like, eeh.

What does "eeh" mean?

Just a bit on edge, I guess.

Elaborate. Just I've always been
like that about show-offs.
That's just me.

Hmm. Unfortunately, it's not just...
I am who I am.

Like, I am an extrovert. That's just
part of me. Hmm.

And without sounding like a dick,
but I'm not going to change that.

No. I would never want you to.

I'm just not used to it and it's
just me getting used to it,
that's all.

You don't like it? What is it -
does it put you on edge or what?

Yeah, I said it makes me feel like
uncomfortable a bit. Yeah.

OK. I just feel so blindsided that
he's feeling that way,

because I didn't know that he felt
like that. I'm picking it up as I'm
a bit arrogant.

Last thing I want is to make you
feel uncomfortable, Matt.

But I'm not going to make myself
feel uncomfortable to make you feel
comfortable.

It's not a case that I'm
showing off, I like to keep things
fun, I like to keep things upbeat.

I'm proud of who I am, I'm proud
of my personality

and what you class as a
show-off, to me, that's
just having a good personality.

I genuinely didn't mean
to upset her.

That's the last thing
I ever want to do.

I'm hoping it's not going to
ruin anything.

This has thrown me back.

I just don't know where
I stand, what he wants from me.

I just feel so judged.

It just puts me back into being that
girl that I use to be.

I'm wanting to speak to Adrienne.
I know I'm in the wrong.

I fully hold my hands up to that.
It's just, er,

hopefully, we can get things
resolved soon.

How are you doing?

Not the best. Yeah, same.

The way I came across wasn't
the best way of coming across.

No. But whatever the word is -
loud, showing off,

whatever you want to call it -

we obviously use the words
a bit different. Mm.

That's just something I'm getting
used to.

I just don't know
what you want from me.

I think, with Matt,
he doesn't think before he speaks.

I do cling on to words.

I've been bullied, I've been,
you know, called all sorts

throughout my life and I am in
self-defence mode right now.

You are literally, from the minute
I saw you, everything I want.

But is it? But is it?

Because I'm not, though, am I?
But what... But what I said...

Everything you are is what
I want, right?

I'll be very honest.

I now debate whether we are as
compatible as what we think we are,

and, yeah, we're attracted
to each other,

but have we got that connection
where we are going to get on,

and our personalities are
going to get on?

Like, I've worked so hard
to be this girl.

I don't want you to change,
you're great who you are.

I think all I've wanted to do
coming into this with you

is to make you feel like
the best woman in the world

and I feel like I've just gone
and messed that up today

and it kills me to think
that I've upset you.

I'm sorry.

I know - I know that you're sorry,
like... I genuinely didn't...

I know you didn't do it with malice.
..want to upset you. Yeah.

Can we rebuild this?

I genuinely see a future with us.

Yeah!

And I want there to be a future
with us. Mm.

As long as you're happy with that.

I... Yeah, it's not...

Like, all I want to
do is support you

and make sure that we...
as a team, as a couple,

that have an amazing time
in this process.

Yeah.

I do obviously care for him,

and I know that we can learn
from it, and we can grow,

and I'm taking
all the positives from this

that we have had the bad times
as well as the good.

I want to make sure that we're
having the best time

and embracing this experiment

and, you know, I want to be that fun
couple together.

MARK: Oh, my God, look at this!

It's Sean and Mark's last night on
their honeymoon.

Oh, look at the roof!

We are literally sleeping under
the stars.

Oh, my God, is that that glass thing
at the top when you walk in?

It's like a cabin in the woods.

This is unreal, this.

I mean, it's beautiful.

Ooh...

Are they Mickey Mouse Santa socks?

They're my winter socks.

And Donald on there.
Yeah, they're a choice.

How exciting is it
going to be, though,

laying in bed, you and me?

It's like tenting,

under the stars without having
to be outside.

Do you have a glass roof
in your tent?

Well, I don't tent.

I'll show you how to pitch a tent
later on. It's fine. OK.

I haven't been with someone
for so long,

and then opening up
to them emotionally,

physically, it's a lot
to give someone -

but with Sean being so kind
so relaxed, so chilled,

it is bringing that wall down.

Taking this bad boy!
Let's get you upstairs.

Oh, wow, look at this!

Oh, my God, this is insane.

Imagine if we see the northern
lights under this tonight.

Who put the horns on the bed?

Whenever we're in bed
there's always one horn.

Did you understand what
I meant by pitching a tent?

No, are you going to show me?

NATHANIAL: Don't know how I'm going
to move forward.

Not really sure where
I am in my head at the minute.

Since their argument,

Nathanial has spent the last two
nights apart from wife Ella.

KNOCK AT DOOR

Ella's really shown
a different side to her this week.

Hello.

Hey, baby.

Grrr! Aww!

There's a lot of untruths.

What do you know about JJ and Ella?

I knew that she said she was
flirting with him.

She told me there was nothing
in that. OK.

And then I had Tasha here
and she was like,

"What do you think about the JJ
and Ella thing?"

and I was like,
"Oh, she flirts with everyone,"

and then she feels really sorry
for me with what she's doing.

Texting JJ.

I am really, really sad
to hear this,

because Nathanial is my absolute
best friend in this experiment.

There's been deceit
and betrayal behind his back.

I'm deflated from it.

The person that I was meant
to be the closest here with me

has basically done me...
done me wrong. Mm-hm.

Obviously I feel betrayed by Ella.

I have no words for her.

She's a liar, she's a cheat,
the truth's going to come out.

Do you know what?
Let these two rats lie together.

Do you think you'll be able
to catch it?

Go on.

Aw...

It's the last day of honeymoons
for our newlyweds,

and Sean and Mark are waking up on
their final morning in Lapland.

You sleep all right?

Yeah! Disappointing not to see
the northern lights.

We may not have seen
the northern lights last night,

but Mark definitely got his
northern delight.

We were tenting all night.

Ha, ha!

Yeah, it was definitely...

..nice waking up as well.

Sean and I have had such
a blast here,

this is not the honeymoon
I expected,

but it's been literally
like a dream come true.

You need to be cooled down from time
to time, don't you?

What are you talking about?

Me cool down? Certainly not.

You get a bit hot and heated.

Are you talking about your
northern delight?

You went more south than north,
but OK.

HE LAUGHS

All I've been thinking about is JJ.

The plan is to spend time
together today.

I do feel a bit guilty,

because I know that this is wrong
and I'm in a marriage.

I don't want to be that girl
that hurts another girl.

I don't want to be a home-wrecker,
but I can't help how I feel.

I've been thinking about Ella.

Up until now, Ella and I haven't
spent any time together one-on-one.

We've been texting a little bit.

I do feel bad, but I can't wait
to see her on my own.

I do like her, basically.

I don't know what to do,
and I do feel a bit torn.

I don't want to hurt anybody.

I haven't come in this experiment
to do that.

Well, hello.

Hello, you.

I'm quite nervous about seeing JJ.

You all right?

He just makes me go a bit giddy.

Like, when I'm around him,
I'm just like, "Oh, God."

How is everything?

It's OK. Been better.

Bianca and I, we haven't been, like,
intimate,

or, like, we haven't cuddled
or kissed or anything,

and, for me, that's different
to what I usually would be like.

Why, what are you usually like?

Well, I enjoy, like,
a cuddle or a kiss, and stuff,

and, yeah, my head is
a bit, like, confused,

as to, like, what I see happening

and what I want to do, um...

..and after, like, the spa day...

I came back and told Nathanial
about the whole situation.

I've asked numerous times for, like,
a bit of reassurance and affection,

but I've still not really got it,

and I don't want it to look like

I'm starting to look
in other places for that.

Mm. Um...

But... But, are you, or not? Um...

No, I'm not deliberately looking.
OK.

Obviously I like what I see.

Yeah. I've never really been
that flirty with somebody.

Yeah, but you are, though,

in that you flirt with everyone
in, like, a fun way. Yeah.

I... Well, not everyone,
but, yeah, I do flirt.

Yeah. I feel like maybe I crossed
the line slightly with you...

Mm-hm. ..but I didn't know
it was reciprocated.

Mm.

Um...

Ella is fit, she's my type,
I can't fancy her more, really.

After seeing you in your bikini
at the spa day.

Oh, did you like it?

It was nice.

The feeling's mutual. Good.

I know that I probably shouldn't
be flirting with her,

I do feel bad on Bianca,
but, yeah, I can't help it.

For me, meeting JJ today is just
kind of confirmation

that he has feelings for me.

The eye contact, the smile,

I can't put my finger on it,
there is something there.

Just feels like there's this spark
and it's more than flirting.

Next time...

Ella wanted to leave me
to be with you.

Is it reciprocated?

..Nathanial's truth-telling...

There's a connection with Ella,
yeah, there is.

Oh...

..sends shock waves
through the group.

I don't care what's going on,
but there's a girl crying.

You're a liar.
You're a stinking liar.

You're the biggest prick
I've ever met.

Oh, please, I can't.

I'm ashamed of you.

What have I done?!

I'm done.

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